deviantART: by:Videz-Le-Sourire http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Videz-Le-Sourire&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Videz-Le-Sourire en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 05:28:12 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Longest Meme Ever http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/28153632/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/28153632/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 01:01:03 PST
~ Rules:
~ If you don’t have at least 8 OCs I wouldn’t recommend this meme.
~ Add on questions to this meme! It will make it bigger! (Bold your questions too)
~ TAG PEOPLE.
~ Enjoyyyyyyyy!


1) First, list all of your OC’s by first name:

...All of them? No way, lol. That would take up this whole journal. How aboutttt I just give you some from one storyline? It's really old, so forgive all the Asian names--I was going through a phase, haha.

1. Sedako
2. Kutsuu
3. Solstice
4. Rina
5. Sky
6. Asim
7. Kaleen
8. Unmei
9. Asophyre
10. Felsen
11. Shinji
12. Sheng
13. Raikou
14. Hizentaru
15. Sabaku
16. Youkara
17. Miroir
18. Calypso
19. Kagetsuki
20. Kinaru

...Lol. I actually decided only to do 20 from the one storyline. ._.

2) Who is your favorite OC?

On that list, Kutsuu, Youkara, Kagetsuki and Miroir.

3) Who is your least favorite?

From that list, Sedako.

4) Who is your most developed?

I'd have to say Kagetsuki, though I have quite a bit of detail for most of them.

5) Which OC would you want to date if they magically came to life?

Erk, from that list? Hum...Shinji or Kinaru.

6) How many girl OCs do you have? Boy OCs? It OCs?

I'm only going to work with the ones listed, because seriously, counting all of them would be hell. I have 13 girls, 6 boys and 1 it.

7) If you were stuck in a burning building what do you think the third OC on your list would do?

...Oh god. She'd laugh and try to hurry the fire up so I could die faster. That or she'd save me, if only because she'd be thinking, "Oh my, that fire will RUIN her heart!"

8) Name one thing you regret about one of your OCs.

Hrm...I kind of regret creating Solstice, actually. She makes everything too complicated. Not sure if she'll actually exist in the main storyline.

9) Which of your OCs do you think would make the best father/mother/it parent out of all your OCs and why?

You know, I've never thought of that! Sedako and Rina would make very good, caring mothers, since they were raised in supportive families and actually want children. They're not at all as messed up as most of my other characters, so I kind of just imagine them as the ideal parents. As a fire mage Asophyre would be a very fun mom, the kind who goes clubbing with her kids. Miroir might be good, as well, since she loves children, but I don't think she'd ever have a child or if she's even capable of it. On the male side, Asim would probably be a good father since he marries Rina, and Felsen would be good because he already is a father...I just kind of see them as the most likely parents, you know?

10) Which of your OCs do you think will most likely be put in jail?

LOL. Kutsuu, for crimes committed while possessed; Solstice, for cutting out and EATING hearts; Unmei, for gang related crimes and probably murder; Shinji, for murder (though he'd call it righteous); Sabaku, for thievery; Youkara, for attempted genocide and war crimes; and Miroir, for doing whatever her Master told her. Calypso would never get caught and Kagetsuki would probably off anyone trying to put her in jail, along with something about being royalty.

11) The eighth of your OCs was put into the future! What will their job be?!?

Lol! Easy. Unmei would be running a country-wide, maybe even continent-wide, crime syndicate.

12) Name the first OCs catch phrase! (if they don’t have one just make one up)

She doesn't have one...but probably something like "Please!" or "Hyperion have mercy on you!"

13) Do all your OCs live together or are they separated?

Separated. Numbers 1, 2, and 4-15 travel together/have traveled together, but they each have separate homes and number 8 spends a lot of time away from the others. Number 16 lives in a ghost realm, number 17 lives in the desert with her Master, number 18 lives wherever she chooses, and number 19 and 20 live in some kind of equivalent to Hell. I guess they live together.

14) Are there any pairings that are in your OC list? (they can’t be with someone else's)

Yeah, there are several pairings, haha...

Canon:
1. Sedako and Sheng
2. Rina and Asim
3. Raikou and Hizentaru

Non-Canon But Still Highly Viable:
1. Kutsuu and Youkara
2. Miroir and Calypso

16) Your last OC just became a fifteen year old. What do they do?

...Oh god. Um. More than likely it made itself 15, or at least shapeshifted to appear that way...But if it actually happened it would be a combination of amused and exasperated. First thing it would do is go around playing pranks on peo... ]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Fear Meme http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/27412136/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/27412136/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 15:35:41 PDT .> Anyway I thought it would be fun to do.

Rules;
If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of BS.


I fear ...

[] black people
[x] the dark
[] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] being myself in front of others
[x] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[x] heights
[x] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders
[] flowers or other plants

[] being touched
[] fire
[x] deep deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[x] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[] snow

[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[x] men
[x] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[] doctors
[x] tornadoes

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] scary movies
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[x] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up

[x] creepy noises in the night
[] accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[x] blood

TOTAL : 31/33/34 (Differing numbers because for two of them I'm just nervous, and I could have added one but it's more depressing to me than scary. So true number is 33.)

...Um. ._.

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Birthday http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/24507287/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/24507287/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 01:03:38 PDT
It's probably not going to be anything special. My birthdays never have been, except for last year's. However I figure it'd be nice to tell my friends a little something of what I want (if they are so inclined). A little late but meh.

I do NOT want you to buy anything for me. All I want is personal, hand-made stuff. This means poetry, art, stories, anything you're talented in. Bought things mean very little to me (unless they're WoW timecards); I prefer something I KNOW a lot of work went into.

That is all. :)

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Random Update http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/22505308/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/22505308/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 12:03:19 PST

Hnn, in other news, I saw the movie A Clockwork Orange. Strangest movie I've ever seen? Yes. Yes it was. But--and some of you, my rl friends especially, will shake your heads at this--I really do think Alex (the main character) was quite the sexy. 83 Especially with the eye makeup. That. Was hot. Plus he has the sexiest evil smirk I have ever seen. I do so like the crazies. :D

Art-wise? Well, I have doodles all over the place. Just haven't scanned them...

Uh...yeah.

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Tagged! http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/20993010/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/20993010/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 20:14:48 PDT
1. Tell you why I friended you,
2. Associate you with something - a fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.,
3. Tell you something I like about you,
4. Tell you a memory I have of you,
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
6. And tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you can post this in your journal. (If you want to. Please do)!

So, comment away!

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Today http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/20832717/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/20832717/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 21:29:03 PDT
So This Was Today:

1. I wake up early, leave the school late, and have to ask Public Safety for a ride to the train station in their little golf cart. I think the guy only gave me a ride because I looked so pitiful.

2. I get to the train station, promptly find the machine I usually use to buy my ticket is broken, and am forced to walk all the way to the other side of the station, because there are only two ticket machines.

3. There's a line of people waiting to buy tickets at that particular machine. A Spanish lady who hardly speaks any English has to be helped by one of the guys, who buys her four tickets. The train arrives while tickets are being bought for this woman.

4. The train leaves. I am not on it.

5. I call my dad and tell him I'm not on the train. He yells at me.

6. A family offers to give me a ride to the Fullerton station, where I might be able to catch a different train to LA. I check my timetables; there are no trains leaving from Fullerton that could help me. I make a fool of myself by starting to cry in front of them, and tell them thanks for the offer, but it's okay.

7. I sit in the parking lot of the station, checking my timetables and wondering what to do. The next train doesn't leave for three hours.

8. After perhaps a half hour of just sitting there, I get up and walk back to school with my luggage.

9. My dad sends my brother to pick me up. I go home.

10. After getting my eyebrows and legs waxed, I go with my family to visit my grandma, as usual. My brother asks me, as he does every single time I come back to visit, when I'm going to break up with Erick.

11. My grandma tells my dad she thinks she's going to die this year. My dad almost slaps her for saying that. He starts to cry; awkward silence; some arguing; he tells her not to talk like that. When we leave her house and tell her we'll see her tomorrow at the wedding, she says, "If God willing."

12. We go to visit my uncle in the hospital. His Adam's apple and vocal chords have been removed. He has a hole in his throat. He can no longer speak. There are tubes everywhere. He is one of the only people in my family who actually likes Erick.

At least his cancer is gone. His doctor says he's a miracle. If they hadn't done the operation he would have been dead in two or three months. He's in amazing spirits. He laughs a ton, and smiles, and seems just the same as he was before--a lovable nut. He speaks to us through mouthing, and this weird...robotic thing but that's really hard to understand.


Well. That was today. Tomorrow's the wedding. Hopefully it will go better. God I hope I fit into my dress and stuff...

On a slightly more cheerful note, in a weird, laugh-at-my-pain way...NEVER GET YOUR LEGS WAXED. EVER. Unless you're willing to take the pain. I've had it done perhaps four times now, and I still can't get used to it. It's like having your skin ripped off and then having needles poked through your bare muscles and stuff. Oh god the pain...Every single rip, in my mind, I was going, "Oh my FUUUUUCK! OH MY AGHHHHH OH GOD!"

But yes. If you do get your legs waxed, take painkiller beforehand. It actually helps. And have the person who does it rub your skin right after he or she pulls, because that helps too.

Yup.

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Here It Is http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/20760303/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/20760303/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 13:50:52 PDT slave2F8, and I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS, YOU WOMAN YOU. >3

A-hem...

Dear Sora:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a pervert. I think I realized it the first of May in your camping car and I saw you carve your initials into my best friend. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that I did a sex-change. I'm returning your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I will tell the authorities about Oprah Winfrey imitations.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,

Lex

Ta-da! NOW...for the taggings!

I tag:

1. ~kozumura
2. ~cotaisa
3. ~ChakArt
4. ~Saugrenu-se-vengerde
5. ~bluexco
...And anyone else who would like to do this crazy meme.

Here's the link to the instructions!
[link]

Have fun!

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Whoop Whoop http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/20315666/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/20315666/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 20:46:13 PDT
Uhh...yeah! So I moved into college about three weeks ago and started about two weeks ago. It's great. Nothing more to say on that, other than, my favorite classes are my Intro to Creative Writing and In Search of Self class...my easiest and my hardest, oh ho ho. I get along well with my roommates, am good friends with one. I've made lots of friends, including a hilarious girl from England. Two of these friends like anime/manga, hoorah--and not idiotic ones, either. Decent taste. I watched part of Akira with one (we gotta finish though! Sooo awesome) plus her roommate, who also likes anime. Hehe, they live down the hall from me. I envision fun times ahead.

I've been doodling a lot. Nothing special...I don't have a scanner here though, so I guess I'll be scanning when I go home every other weekend or something. Maybe I'll use my camera.

Hrm...This weekend I go up to the Big Bear Mountains with the Honors Program for a retreat. Definitely looking forward to it! >D I'm playing Viva la Vida with my Honors mentor and his friend for the talent show...Hehe, a viola, violin and wooden flute playing that. Should be great.

That's about all for life/art updates. College is infinitely better than anything ever. Hur.

And now, some random comments!

1. Adiane. Yes, from Gurren Lagann. Oh god. She is SO FREAKING HOTTTTTT AHHHHHH. I don't CARE if most people hate her, she's a gorgeous, sadistic bitch! My favorite~! Plus her mecha Seirun is pretty damn sexy too...Yum yum yum. Whip. Adiane x Viral is my new favorite couple, like, ever. I WAS SO SAD WHEN SHE DIED.

2. Any of you ever read Sandman? You know, the graphic novels? Neil Gaiman? Well, you should. It's very awesome. Art gets better as you read more, thankfully...I don't particularly like the old comic style in the beginning, but the story is enough to keep you reading.

...I'm in love with the characters Lucifer and Desire. Lucifer is a given, I mean, he's the Prince of Hell! He's SUPPOSED to be deliciously sexy. As for Desire? ...I have a thing for androgyny. It's just hot. And when I say 'it's', I mean Desire.

3. Are you still reading this? I hope you are. Journals are meant to be read, not skipped over! D:<

4. I need to post in my RP, the post is half-finished and just sitting on the page waiting for me to add more...Lol...Sorry for the two of you who are in that.

5. Huh. I should finish that story I need to read by tomorrow.

Okay. You can stop reading now. 8D

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Oh God Music http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/19622561/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/19622561/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 19:54:51 PDT
Gallery~Where I RP~Commisions



Journal

NEW: Ahhh, AHHHHHH, WOAH. Might I take a moment to thank my dear friend ~Hemeralopia for having me listen to a certain song last night? Yes. Yes I may.

OH GOD BBB THANK YOU.

I have always been a world music person; I was listening to JRock in middle school thanks to my friends (haha Malice Mizer). As I left middle school and went on to high school, though, moving around made it kind of tough to find new foreign (Asian lol) bands to listen to. I stuck with Malice Mizer, Gackt, Gazette and a few others for a while, but recently I wasn't listening to any J-music. Well, last night my BBB ~Hemeralopia comes around and I IM her as usual, since she's in Taiwan and it's rare to see her online. I give her a song from Repo! The Genetic Opera sung by Sarah Brightman (I'm gonna love that movie when it comes out in November), and she told me to go listen to a song by Shiina Ringo. Now, I knew the name; BBB had already made an lj post about the woman, who was like her new favorite artist/fangirl source. I hadn't yet listened to her music yet, though. So anyway, BBB tells me to listen to a song called Gamble by her. Good song. I really liked the singer's voice and the music was really nice. Good use of horns and other instruments. That was all for last night.

Today, though, I start listening to more of her music.

HOLY. WOW.

SHE'S AWESOME.

Very, very, very talented singer, and an awesome style of music (one of my favorites, in fact). I've never heard an artist who uses so much actual instruments in her music, and god it sounds great. She reminds me a little of my favorite French singer, Emilie Simon...only Japanese. Their music is a little different, too, but that was the closest comparison I could make...

Have I ever told you guys I love swing music? Because yeah, I do. I just came across this song, Meisai, AND I ADORE IT. I felt like I had to make this entry after listening to it.

Sooo. You know what's coming next.

PLEASE LISTEN TO HER. Whether you like JPop/Rock/Alternative or just want to be nice to me, pleaseeeee listen. Here's a link to two of her songs:

1. [link] (Meisai, the one I adore...I love swing music! Plus it's a really cute video. Ending is a little funky but yeah.)

2. [link] (Gamble, a different style than Meisai but a really good song, too.)

AHHH NEW FAVORITE JAPANESE ARTIST. I LOVE YOU ~Hemeralopia! :heart:

OLD: After years of waiting, after I'm finally OUT of high school, I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH A CELL PHONE. Friends, note me for the number. Yayyyyy cell phone! I won't be able to talk much, but I have unlimited texting. :D

Thank you SO much to :iconslave2f8: for the beautiful CSS. I love you forever. :heart:



Worklist


:heart:Tell *slave2F8 what I want commissions of.
:heart:Remind *slave2F8 to bring me my birthday present.
:heart:Hang with friends.
:heart:Draw more.
:heart:Become more responsible for college.
http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/19084246/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 08:10:05 PDT
I asked my mother whether or not I could go to AX, today. She said she doesn't know, she has to talk it over with my father. I told her that Ghost Eye's dad is going...(Um, he is, right...?)But she didn't seem convinced. You know what I hate? When my parents don't want me to go somewhere, they make up excuses. I was offering up positive points about why I should be able to go, and she said: "Well...That's the weekend your dad is off work..."

...What the hell? My dad is off work EVERY OTHER WEEKEND. It's not like it's a once-in-a-lifetime weekend. I see him every day of the week! Lame, lame, stupid excuse, but I know they're going to use that against me.

Things my mom doesn't seem to like so far:

-"I don't really feel comfortable with you staying the night there."
-"Is her dad going to stay the night there, too?"
-"Your dad is off that weekend."
-Etc.

Oh well, we'll just see how it turns out...

I'm beginning to wonder, would it really be worth it for me to go? What's there going to be for me to do? I'm not cosplaying. And, since my parents don't really want me to go in the first place, they'll find every excuse they can to get me in trouble and have me back home quicker than I even get there, such as, "YOU DIDN'T CALL US EVERY HOUR." I don't even have a room--and even IF I roomed with you, Bree, wouldn't that be crowded? So many other people are already going to be in that room...

I dunno. Thoughts? Ideas? I'm not even sure I want to go anymore...

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Grades http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/18969349/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/18969349/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 15:41:17 PDT
Don't expect to be seeing me much this summer.

Don't expect to be seeing me at AX, either. I guess this'll make the fifth or sixth year I haven't been able to go.

Goodbye.

(The mood button isn't working. Let's just say I'm devastated.)

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Updates and a Promotion http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/18635515/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/18635515/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 21:02:03 PDT
-Prom was also very nice, though I wish I spent more time with my friends. Oh well. the after-prom/next day made up for it entirely.

-End of school this Friday. AHHHHHHH. NO. GRADES. AHHHHHHH! Straight As, gone! Gone! Wahhhh!

-Birthday/graduation party is coming up, nyo nyo! Happiness!

-While in the basement today looking for Memory Book stuff, I came across a stash of OLD ARTS BY ME. YES. And by old arts, I mean art from when I first started drawing, aka freshman year. OH GOD. They make me laugh so hard. I'll be posting them soon.

-NOW. Time for a PROMOTION! Of an individual! Not on dA! But on youtube! Because this person has got serious talent in covering music on the piano, and he's covered some of my favorite songs! I must spread his talent (while getting you guys to listen to music I like unconsciously)!

[link]

CLICK IT. CLICK IT NOW. Seriously, it's gorgeous! You don't even have to like the group since it's on the piano! I chose a song that sounds very nice on the piano, so...CLICK. PLEASE. HE'S GOOD.

...Nyo. =3

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Easter+Life+Birthday+Prom+College http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/18057083/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/18057083/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 15:05:17 PDT

-Life kinda sucks right now. Oh well.

-My birthday is Thursday. Hopefully it'll be better than everything else has been lately. I'm going to be legal. Whoooo.

-Prom is Saturday. I have my dress, and we're ordering the corsage and boutinere-however-you-spell-it thing. Need my shoes and "accessories." Erick is getting his tux today. I'm going to my aunt's on Saturday at 10:30 in the morning to get my hair done. (This is where having so many aunts that are hair-dressers comes in handy!) Trying to get my dad to arrange dinner at my uncle's fancy restaurant.

Probably not going in a limo with my friends, though...I don't have the money and my parents don't want to pay...Oh well...

-I was accepted to 5 out of 12 colleges, wait-listed at 2, and rejected by the rest, haha. My choices came out to be:

1. Hollins University
2. Coe College
3. Seattle University
4. Chapman University
5. Pepperdine

I didn't like Hollins. Coe was really cool. I never visited Seattle, but it was near my grandma so yeah...Chapman was awesome. And Pepperdine, while being beautiful, didn't fit me at all.

In the end, due to personal preference and scholarships/money, I ruled out Hollins, Seattle, and Pepperdine. I loved both Chapman and Coe. Butttt...

I'll officially be attending Chapman University next year. =)

That's all.

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Quarter Grades (Bleh.) EDIT http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/17889468/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/17889468/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 23:49:08 PDT

I'm ending physics with a B-. I'm ending English Honors with a C+/B-. Probably B-.

And I'm ending AP Calculus with a C-, which is way better than I could have expected. Yay.

Thank you, God. ^^

Next quarter goal--WORK HARD!

Blehh, so the end of 3rd quarter is here and I'm more than a little worried. I know it's only 3rd quarter...but to my parents that could mean the end of the year, and my current grades really ARE NOT ACCEPTABLE to them. Kinda scared.

The three/four classes I don't need to worry about:

1. Graphics Design- Most likely A.
2. Economics- Most likely A...God I hope so.
3. Peer Mentoring- No grade here.
4. Orchestra- A.

The three classes I DO need to worry about:

1. Physics- C+ right now, with the late work I turned in hopefully it will turn into a B...Even then my parents will get worried.
2. English Honors- I honestly have no idea what my grade is right now. Last time I was notified was a long time ago, and it was an F--YES AN F--then...But I've turned in a tonnnnn of late work since that notice and started turning lots of stuff in on time. I don't know. =( Probably at the best I'll have a B, but it's very possible I'll get a C...
3. The worst one of all...AP Calculus AB- D. YES. I HAVE A D RIGHT NOW. Ahhhh! I do okay on tests and pretty good on quizzes, but then the stupid homework gets me every time! I'm missing like...70-100 points of homework. At least I was. I've turned in what should be 40 or so of those points...But I need, need, need to finish the seven or so other sections to get some credit. By tomorrow morning. Yes. I'm screwed. My parents are going to kill me. I hope to at least raise it to a C/C-.

I'm really bad at time management. Can you tell? I'm the worst procrastinator...ever. I put off things, and put off things, and think, "Eh, I can turn this in late," And then it turns out to be something worth a ton of points, and IDUBGFLGB I don't know what to do! My parents are going to kill me! 90% of what I write in my agenda is LATE WORK. Late. All of it.

;_;

Blahhhhh! *dies*

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Help! http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/17499729/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/17499729/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 20:09:53 PDT
Something is wrong with my watch list! Whenever I go to my Deviations page, it usually has all the deviations sorted by date...But now it's random! There's crap from like March 3rd showing up in my box, and stuff from today can be found in the middle or at the bottom of the page! I don't know what to do. @_@ I really prefer to have things sorted by date, but I have no idea how to fix it. Also, when you click on my user page those four deviation previews keep showing up in different orders...

Please help if you can, it's really getting on my nerves. ><

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Hey Look! http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/17386161/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/17386161/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 19:47:14 PDT
Hm, I think I'll make this journal about art? I really haven't had much time to draw, but I did some doodling/work on other drawings last night...I created a new character, I guess. I don't have a name for her, but her big design theme is eyes. I think maybe I'll do two more with themes on ears and mouths...ahaha.

I need to get started on that music challenge.

I'm also thinking of joining a couple contests...Some of which are photomanipulations rather than drawings. I dunno, I like messing around in Photoshop.

Speaking of which. I need to finish that T-shirt design. Damn! Sorry, Ghost Eye. I need to do more as VP of Animanga. Somebody give me more to do.

Somebody teach me how to color/shade. I'm still no good at it past very, very simple things.

I've started trying to draw new poses. Hooray.

What to say, what to say...Ah! I suppose I can talk about things I've wanted to do for awhile/want to do. Concepts in my head, so to speak.

1. I want to do a little flash of things I used to see in my head. Pretty damn scary...I'd probably only be able to do this at school, though, since I don't have Flash. Too bad, I woulda liked to make a scary little cartoon about eyes.

2. My character Melod. Ever since I made him I've always wanted to draw something of him standing in a field of yellow wheat, the sky blood-red behind him. He himself would be standing up front, head slightly lowered so that his eyes would either be covered by his hat or glinting out from under their brim sinisterly; his legs would be slightly parted and his scythe would be behind his shoulders, his forearms hanging over the snath lazily while some crows perch on the rest of the length. Such a scarecrow, as he should be, haha.

3. A picture of somebody looking crazy. I don't know, I love psychos. It'd probably be Viviette, poor girl.

4. The Cirque Noir. I'd really like to draw them, especially Melanthios and Scarlett.

5. Youkara lounging on a big pile of cushions lazily, servants in attendance at her side and her pipe in hand.

6. Kutsuu and Youkara. Not that I'll ever be able to draw them together for years to come, I won't be that skilled for awhile...

7. Eros and Circe. Violent love, so to speak. Another one I won't be able to draw...or really post here...

8. Eros and...well...everybody he's ever paired with. Hahahahaha, that's like everyone. Eros and Senrei, Eros and Ambrosia, Eros and Vivi, Eros and Ciara, Eros and Lithius...The list goes on.

9. Lithius. Just Lithius. God he's sexy. Maybe him and Haitoku.

10. Calypso and Miroir, as a sort of contrast picture.

11. Youkara's generals.

12. Team Suishou.

13. Ciara and her candle summoning. That'd be a nice picture, lots of very abstract things in it.

14. Vic Riot. Hahaha. He'd be yelling ridiculous things as usual, most likely. "DID SHE DROP ANY LOOT?!"

15. The Goddess of Hypocrisy.

That's all. Actually there are a ton more, but I didn't want to waste space...Now let's go on to a music part of the journal!

In case none of you knew, I listen to a huge variety of music, mostly through Pandora, which is the internet's gift to all music geeks. Try it, it's amazing. Anyway, if any of you are looking for some new music, I have a link...

[link]

That's one of my playlists on Project Playlist, I have two, but the first one is nearly filled to the brim with Yoko Kanno music. The first part of the playlist in the link is old music, but near the bottom is music I've started collecting as I listen to things I like on Pandora. Try some of them out, I personally think they're really nice... >_> Also kind of shows you more of what I like in music. Of special note are the last seven tracks I have on the playlist, I love those...Especially Dragonfly, Aganju, Paranoid Android and Belle.

If somebody could please, please find me the album Solarium/Delirium by Cirque du Soleil somewhere online, I'd be eternally grateful. I absolutely adore the music on there, but I can't find it in stores or online...Please. A download would be so wonderful.

And...that's all. =)

PS. I played Brawl for the first time! It's too bad I played against somebody soooo good for my first time. I can beat NPCs, but not him...I'm going to try to main Olimar though, he's adorable. I've wanted to since before the game came out, I refuse to back away from the wonderful Pikmin now! Squeak squeak!

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Tagged Once More http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/17305457/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/17305457/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 17:34:34 PDT 3

The Rules:


Using only your faves list...set to random (Edit Profile, User Page Display, Make My Favorites Random). Use the Thumb image in your journal if you have a paid account, or a link or title if not XD. Choose either your left fave or your right fave and refresh the page between questions...

1. [link] This is something you will dream about.
...Wow. How cool! I already do dream of stuff like this though...

2. [link] This is something that you find helps you relax.
...Ohohoho! *Cackle* Why, yes. Yes it does. HA.

3. [link] This is something you'd like to have on a shirt.
Another Poison Ivy pic? O.o But yeah, that'd be a sexy shirt.

4. [link] This is something that you should give a friend.
LOL. Wow. Oh yes, this is definitely something my friends want. CRAZY CHRISTMAS.

5. [link] This is something that keeps you up at night.
Er. I guess? Sexy fallen angel keeps me up? >_>

6. [link] This is something that should be put on a cake.
*snicker* Don't you mean INSIDE the cake? >3

7. [link] This is a good title for your auto-biography.
Purple haze. Oh yes. Perfect. I'm mysterious, guys.

8. [link] You secretly have this as your wallpaper.
...:D

9. [link] Your parents would give you this for your birthday.
Why do I have another Sweeney Todd thing? I'm going to assume this means the DVD. Yay!

10. [link] You have one of these in your yard.
...*shrieks and runs to see* KAMINA! KAMINAAAAA! (Or: "Gurren Laggan?! In MY yard?! It's more likely than you think!")

11. [link] You had a tragic encounter as a child with this.
Tragic?! I think not! (Unless, you know, her head was off or she was after mine.) Mmm...

12. [link] This will make you money!
Yes. Yes he will. Hehehehehe. (I ain't talkin' about prostitution here!)

13. [link] Eating this would make you lose weight!
But...but I don't wanna eat him! *Cries* He's too beautiful!

14. [link] You might find this in your near future.
Oh, please! I'd very much like that.

15. [link] This would be a good hobby material.
WHAT?! NO! I refuse! You lie! YOU LIEEEEE!

--

...:D That was fun!

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Music Challenge! http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/17187914/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/17187914/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 22:34:39 PST [link] ! (Also, if you think I'm good with outfits, take a look at her gallery. She's amazing! Seriously, I love her clothing designs!)

Rules:

1. Pick your favorite band or musical artist.
2. Pick 10-15 of your favorite songs by them.
3. Draw, write, or take photos inspired by the song.
4. Title your work of art as the song title.
5. When you post your work, be sure to post the lyrics (and a link to the song if you can find one).

Hell yeah! This is the perfect way for me to get drawing again. I, of course, choose The Mars Volta.

Songs:

1. Concertina (Off of the album Tremulant)

2. Son et Lumiere/Inertiatic ESP (Off of the album De-Loused in the Comatorium)

3. Eriatarka (Off of the same album as #2)

4. This Apparatus Must Be Unearthed (Same as #2)

5. Cygnus...Vismund Cygnus (a. Sarcophagi) (Off of the album Frances the Mute)

6. Miranda, That Ghost Just Isn't Holy Anymore (b. Pour Another Icepick to d. Con Safo) (Off of the same album as #5)

7. Cassandra Gemini (d. Multiple Spouse Wounds to e. Sarcophagi) (Same as #5)

8. Vicarious Atonement (Off of the album Amputechture)

9. Tetragrammaton (Off of the same album as #8)

10. Asilos Magdalena (Same as #8)

11. Day of the Baphomets (Same as #8)

12. Goliath (Off of the album The Bedlam in Goliath)

13. Cavalettas (Off of the same album as #12)

14. Agadez (Same as #12)

15. Ouroboros (Same as #12)

16. Soothsayer (Same as #12)

17. Conjugal Burns (Same as #12)

18. Metatron (Same as #12)

19. A Plague Upon Your Hissing

20. Frances the Mute

--

Phew! That's a lot. I put extra, haha, just to keep me going/give me a bit of choice. There are so many of their songs I'd like to try to put into art. Needless to say it's going to be difficult as is! Remember those lyrics you read, Ghost Eye? Yeah, they're all like that. Oblique and very hard to understand...I love it. This'll be a good challenge for me.

:D

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Art http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16968910/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16968910/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 20:25:43 PST
I haven't drawn much of anything in like...weeks. I don't know, I just can't find it in me anymore. I get the urge to draw, I really do, and I have awesome things in mind, but one, I'm not at the skill level to draw those things, and two, when I sit down all that seems to come out on the paper is crap. It's like all I can seem to draw is crappy stick figure things. In fact, I really can't remember the last time I drew something really serious for myself. The Desdemona drawing was for class...When was the last time I drew something like those Head practices or even that dragon? Those were all for pleasure. Even that Depression drawing had more purpose/soul than any drawings I've done lately. I've posted a ton of old drawings up, but really? Those Head practices were probably the last real things I drew.

That is a really long time to not draw anything...special. =/

I do doodles in my agenda, sure, but those are really small, only about the size of a 100x100 avatar...

*sigh* I want to draw something. Something meaningful. But I'm always so exhausted lately, or busy...I don't have much time for anything. (Lol half lie.) I hate this prolonged art block thing. It sucks.

So many ideas, and yet I can't put to paper any of them. Part of it is because I'm a perfectionist--I don't let myself draw anything I see as crappy. The moment I draw a line out of place I erase it; the moment I draw a head for practice and I see a detail going wrong, I erase it. It's hard for me to practice because of this...I complain that I can't draw different poses, but a lot of it is because I erase a drawing the moment I start drawing a pose I'm unused to. It just looks so ugly! I can't stand it.

Plus I still can't color/shade. No matter how hard I try, I just can't seem to.

I want to draw. ;_;

When I was in ninth grade I filled pages with drawings/doodles while I was learning the ropes. When I was in tenth grade I did about 4 or 5 serious, full-on drawings, which was very good for me. I did one or two of those in eleventh grade. I haven't done one yet for my senior year.

Why is that?

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire February Tenth http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16816073/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16816073/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 11:50:36 PST
Today marks the beginning of the worldwide Scientology protests.

Anonymous--I salute us.

GODSPEED. Or...LULZSPEED. Whatever.

So far, the turnout has been amazing. The eastern hemisphere started early because of the time difference--they're all over the news. Sydney, Melbourne, London, Adelaide--ALL got hundreds of people at each location. I watched some live feeds from London...AWESOME. This is a revolution in the making. People are chanting "DO NOT WANT" (Lol) and wearing V for Vendetta masks (Seriously, they're like all wearing those, it's creepy and awesome). Adelaide people were wearing dress suits and white masks. The top articles on Digg.com pretty much all have to do with Anonymous and their worldwide efforts. Youtube videos of the protests and of how they got into the news are everywhere. There's a new speech out by Anonymous which is...really cool. ( [link] )

I can't wait to see the turnout here in the western hemisphere. I am so. Damn. Excited.

A friend of mine is predicting that Hollywood is going to make a movie based on "true events." Haha!

Today is a day of win. Epic win.

We are Anonymous.
We have Awoken.
We stand as One.

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Nyahaha! http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16617395/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16617395/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 17:36:24 PST
Rules
1- Copy and paste these rules into your journal.
2- Answer ALL questions as truthfully as possible.
3- Tag people.

Questions

1. Top 3 favourite nicknames for yourself:
- FAILexia
- Lilypad
- Parasol Samurai
There's also Alecto, but nobody's called me that since middle school.

2. Top 3 favourite boys' names:
- Erick
- Cyril
- Blaine
...Or any other exotic yet elegant-sounding boy's name. Excluding Erick haha.

3. Top 3 favourite girls' names:
- My own
- Viviette
- Velia

4. Top 3 favourite numbers:
- 12
- 4
- ...Um...12?

5. Top 3 favourite colours:
- Purple
- Blue
- Scarlet

6. Top 3 favourite movie villains:
- Sweeney Todd (Is he a villain...?)
- Commodus (From Gladiator)
- Er...I can't think of any villains that I really care for...For now let's just say Gabriel (from Constantine) until I remember someone else.

7. Top 3 favourite movie good guys:
- Sweeney Todd (Is he a good guy...?)
- Maximus Decimus Meridius (From Gladiator)
- King Baldwin IV of Jerusalem(From Kingdom of Heaven)

8. Top 3 favourite video game villains:
- Skull Kid/Majora's Mask (The Legend of Zelda)
- Yunalesca, Seymour Guado (Final Fantasy X)
- Tri-Edge (.hack//GU)
Honestly, no video game villains really strike me powerfully...So I listed the first three that popped into my head.

9. Top 3 favourite video game good guys:
- Haseo (.hack//GU)
- Jak and Daxter (Jak and Daxter series)
- Ari and Lord Stanley Hihat Trinidad XIV (Okage: Shadow King)
Also, Link from The Legend of Zelda series...

10. Top 3 favourite animated movies:
- The Nightmare Before Christmas
- The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
- The Hunchback of Notre Dame
Also, The Emperor's New Groove.

11. Top 3 favourite live action movies:
- Gladiator
- Kingdom of Heaven
- Sweeney Todd

12. 3 movies you haven't seen but want to see:
- 300
- Sin City
- V for Vendetta

13. 3 movies you feel like watching now:
- A Clockwork Orange
- V for Vendetta
- Sin City

14. Top 3 video games at the moment:
- .hack//GU
- No More Heroes (I haven't even played it D= )
- Digital Devil Saga (I never finished it ;_; )
There are more. Assassin's Creed, for one...And I'm not counting online games here either.

15. Top 3 games you want to buy right now:
- Assassin's Creed
- .hack//GU, Volume 2
- No More Heroes

16. 3 favourite songs at the moment:
- Agadez, by The Mars Volta
- Ouroboros, by The Mars Volta
- Cavalettas, by The Mars Volta
...In fact why don't you just assume I put The Bedlam in Goliath, by The Mars Volta, for all those lines. That way it covers the whole album. :D

17. Top 3 original characters (yours or anyones):
- Noroi Kagetsuki
- Velia Maeve
- Miroir D’Âme
And Zabel...and Youkara...and Circe...What can I say? I really like my characters. @_@

18. Top 3 hobbies:
- Drawing
- RPing
- Listening to music

19. 3 least favourite things to do:
- Homework
- Arguing
- Taking tests

20. Top 3 favourite accents:
- English (Like, British)
- Australian
- Er, Russian?

21. Main 3 reasons why you did this quiz:
- Boredom
- I was tagged
- Interest

--

And now I tag...NOBODY. :D

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Sorry for the Many Journals http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16378921/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16378921/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 21:08:02 PST

Cirque Noir:

Ringmaster- Melanthios
Fortune Teller- Scarlett
Songstress- January (Brink)
Caricaturist-
Tamer- Lord Earl Count Baron the Third
Strength-
Clown- Pagliacci
Freaks-
Concessions-
Games-
Ticketers- Fjollet and Tosket
Acrobats-
Magician- Taevion
Magician's Assistant-
Contortionist-
Pyro- Hadrian
Daredevil-
Music- Antinous
Puppets-
Mountebank-
Juggler-

La Belle Dame Sans --: Zabel (Acidus and Acerbus)

Le Garçon Sans --: Cyril Vieras/Damein Marcou/Cyril Marcou

--

Yeahhh. I need names. Lots and lots of names. D=

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Newsflash http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16360217/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16360217/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 16:18:47 PST
I just got a call from my admissions officer telling me I was chosen as one of the 16 finalists for the scholarship.

There will be 3 total winners for full scholarships, but being chosen as a finalist already gets me some other ones in addition to the one I've already been awarded ($19500).

February 15-16 I'm going to Iowa for the interview, which will determine whether I'm one of the three.

...

Well, that's great. Really.

But...I don't really want to go to Iowa. I sort of want to stay around here. Coe is one of my backup schools.

What if I get the full scholarship? =/

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Hey Look! Survey! How Good Am I? http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16287752/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16287752/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 14:15:57 PST 2. Consumed alcohol. []
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. []
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x]
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. []
6. Had sex. []
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. [x]
9. Bought porn. []
10. Done drugs. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

1. Taken painkillers. (Like...Advil? Or Alleve? I've taken those...) [x]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. []
3. Lied to your parents. [x]
4. Lied to a friend. []
5. Been to rehab. []
6. Done something illegal. []
7. Cut yourself. []
8. Hurt someone. (My brother, but I don't think it counts...) []
9. Been to a club. []
10. Seen someone die.[]
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

1. Missed curfew. []
2. Stayed out all night. []
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. []
4. Been to a therapist. [x]
5. Snuck out of the house. []
6. Dyed your hair. []
7. Received a ticket. []
8. Been in an accident. []
9. Wished someone to die. []
10. Been to a bar. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 6

1. Been to a wild party. []
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. []
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. []
4. Had a spring break in Florida. []
5. Sniffed anything. []
6. Wore black nail polish. []
7. Wore arm bands. []
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. []
9. Listened to rap. [x]
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. [ ]
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

1. Dressed Gothic. [x]
2. Dressed prep.[]
3. Dressed punk. []
4. Dressed grunge. []
5. Stole something. []
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. []
7. Blacked out. []
8. Fainted. []
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

1. Snuck into someone else's room. []
2. Had a crush on your friend. [x]
3. Been to a concert. []
4. Dry-humped someone. []
5. Been called a slut. []
6. Called someone a slut. []
7. Installed speakers in your car.[]
8. Broken a mirror. []
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. []
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 9

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. []
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [x]
3. Cruised the mall. [x]
4. Skipped school. (I only skipped 4 periods, does that count? It was for academic stuff... o.o ) []
5. Had surgery. []
6. Had an injury. [x]
7. Gone to court. []
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. []
9. Caught something on fire. (I...I didn't know foil was flammable...) [x]
10. Lied about your age. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 13

1. Owned/rented an apartment. []
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. []
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. []
4. Got in trouble with the police. []
5. Talked to a stranger. [x]
6. Hugged a stranger. []
7. Kissed a stranger. []
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. []
9. Been harassed. []
10. Been verbally harassed. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. [x]
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x]
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. []
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. []
5. Been to a fair. []
6. Been called a bad influence. []
7. Drink and drive. []
8. Prank-called someone. []
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. []
10. Cheated on a test. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 16

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]

--

I'm still a goody goody! Hahaha, yay. ^^ Let's see though...For the ones I wasn't sure of, if I added those I'd be...18! Still a goody goody. o_o Though I lied about one thing on here. There's just oneeeee I didn't mark which is actually true...So my actual score is 17/19. STILL a goody goody. >_> Can you guess which one I didn't mark? It's sort of embarrassing. ><

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Whee! http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16278237/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/16278237/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 22:43:55 PST
IT'S RAINING. I LOVE RAIN. SO MUCH.

<3<3<3

I spent 11 hours in a car yesterday. Nine of those hours it rained, one hour it blizzarded, and one hour nothing interesting happened. Minus that one hour that drive ROCKED. RAIN AND SNOW...and wind, I guess. LOVE.

Rain, rain, stay again, NEVER LEAVE ME.

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Inspired http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/15965975/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/15965975/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 21:32:53 PST
Inspired to finally get finished with the preparations for my new RP. Inspired to finally start the RP.

It's going to be surreal. It's going to be macabre. It's going to be really fucked-up crazy. But from experience with running two RPs, which is less than most people I know...Most people really like my storylines. Which means, I suppose, that I'm good at creating/running them. I'm just a bit slow with posting.

But I'm going to start it. I'm going to do this. And I hope people will be able to stand the level of strange-ness in it. Because I'm pretty sure some people will think it's like an acid-trip. I intend it to be so.

So yeah. RP. That's something I'm glad of.

But art-wise. I feel sort of, no, not sort of...I feel pathetic. Really pathetic and small.

I...

.__.

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire What I Like http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/15923637/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/15923637/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 20:46:23 PST
Warm spiced cider. :D And tea.

I like!

Crazy psycho people in anime/manga/books/games/movies.

I like!

The rain! x3

I like!

December!

I like!

Writing.

I like!

Drawing!

I like! Old Disney movies, and evil, and RPing, and depressing things, and kittens, and dreams, and Phoenix Wrong, and androgynous people in anime/manga, and classical music, and playing the viola, and lots of other stuff that doesn't come to mind right now, and-- *RAMBLES*

Har har har, German screamo is the most hilarious thing I've ever heard. Ever.

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire The Bedlam in Goliath http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/15686324/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/15686324/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 21:13:32 PST
I'm such a fangirl for this music. Ahhh. <3

Am I waiting now,
Does my waiting howl,
Am I waiting now,
Does my waiting howl?

Love it love it love it. I hope the album itself is as awesome as their previous albums. I don't doubt it will be. I wonder what story this one will tell.

Bring me the tame,
Witness germinating the child,
The word of mouth stutters,
Blink at the lonely guise.

<3

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire The Downward Spiral http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/15108161/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/15108161/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 20:59:50 PDT
This album rocks.

If anybody can offer me any suggestions for music albums where a musical theme or two repeats throughout the album, please let me know! Those are my favorite.

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Boredom http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/14565798/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/14565798/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 18:04:50 PDT
...Blehh, stupid homework. *grumbles*

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Hm. http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/14022441/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/14022441/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 00:08:26 PDT First you make a stone of your heart
And if you find that your hands are still willing
Then you can turn a murder into art

There really isn't any need for bloodshed
You just do it with a little more finesse
If you can slip a tablet into someone's coffee
Then it avoids an awful lot of mess

It's murder by numbers one two three
It's as easy to learn as your ABC
Murder by numbers, one, two, three
It's as easy to learn as your ABC

Now if you have a taste for this experience
And you're flushed with your very first success
Then you must try a twosome or a threesome
And you'll find your conscience bothers you much less

Because murder is like anything you take to
It's a habit-forming need for more and more
You can bump off every member of your family
And anybody else you find a bore

Because it's murder by numbers, one, two, three
It's as easy to learn as your ABC
Murder by numbers, one, two, three
It's as easy to learn as your ABC

Now you can join the ranks of the illustrious
In history's great dark hall of fame
All our greatest killers were industrious
At least the ones that we all know by name

But you can reach the top of your profession
If you become the leader of the land
For murder is the sport of the elected
And you don't need to lift a finger of your hand

Because it's murder by numbers, one, two, three
It's as easy to learn as your ABC
Murder by numbers, one, two, three
It's as easy to learn as your A, B, C, D, E

-Murder By Numbers

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Almost http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/13609565/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/13609565/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 16:03:47 PDT
To Clara, Tiffany, Karen:

...I'm almost done with Pride. I promise. >_>

Happy Fourth, everyone!

A couple of days later...

Well, look at that. I got 1000 page views. Yay! *smile* I don't know who got my 1000th view, but thank you to whoever that was!

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire The Day of Ironic Insight http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/12809146/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/12809146/ Tue, 01 May 2007 21:16:36 PDT
]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Yawn http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/11954416/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/11954416/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 22:50:09 PST
Weekends are supposed to be relaxation time to me, but my parents just don't think so. xP Let's see, today...Woke up, ate breakfast, watched some Kingdom of Heaven, went to the gym, went to walk around the golf course, went to the store, went to pick up my sister, went to eat lunch, came home, cleaned out my room for an hour, registered for the SAT, went out to dinner, came home and played my viola for two hours, did up my bed, and got on the computer. May not sound like much, and I suppose it isn't...But for once on the weekend I just want to stay home and rest. Oh well...

Things are better.

I've been drawing a lot...Finished part one of a little chibi comic, am almost done with the picture of Zabel I've been drawing in my sketchbook for like a month, and am doing a lot of stuff in MS Paint, which I seem to have a bit of talent for. I have a ton of stuff to scan, maybe I'll get around to that soon.

-KT

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Valentine 2 http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/11822974/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/11822974/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 22:05:43 PST
Night is ruined.

To the one who seemed to loathe me when he left:

Maybe this is an omen. Maybe it was just a bad day. But bad days seem to be happening too often lately. Your words before you left wounded me...as many of your words lately have been.

And now I desire to kill. If I ripped your heart out maybe you'd feel as I do.

I'm preparing for the worst.

May Hell await you in dreams.

---

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Valentine http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/11805706/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/11805706/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 21:37:52 PST
Happy Valentine's Day to everyone whose time zone calls for it already being el Dia de los Amantes. (Computer can't type accents here...) Heh. ^^

And a very special Happy Valentine's Day to you, my darling. <3 You know who you are.

Unfortunately I feel sadness when I look at stores decorated for the day. Perhaps it's because you're so far away from me.

Once more, Happy Valentine's Day.

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Winter Break http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/11096196/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/11096196/ Sun, 17 Dec 2006 15:42:28 PST
Hum...Yesterday was a rainy day. I hope it rains again today. It's my favorite weather...

I haven't updated with a Deviant Work for a long time. @_@ School's been busy, I suppose...I've got a lot of sketches, but nothing I really want to post...Maybe I'll compile them and submit it as one? Hmmm...I have poems, too. <3

Christmas is almost here. I love December...

That's all. ^^

]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Tag? http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/9582410/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/9582410/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 22:36:27 PDT _>

Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...

1. I collect chapstick. O.o
2. I clean my nails like every day.
3. I'm an extreme aesthetic.
4. I don't have a cell phone. Dunno if that's considered weird...
5. I'm not allowed to go anywhere without parental supervision. T_T
6. One of my favorite foods is meatloaf.

Yeah. Dunno if those were good, but man, that's really hard. o.o

I tag:

1. ToxinBlackheart
2. Tigerchat
3. Persephine
4. thesubtlepenguin
5. Hungry-Spider
6. clarified ]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Seattle http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/9502162/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/9502162/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 14:33:58 PDT
Plus I'm away from the heat. HAHA. At least...it's cooler here. =P Yay!

Um...yeah...Sly's birthday is in two days! ^.^ Counting down! And I'm sorry about Kat. =( I'll be praying for things to get better!

Anyway. Turns out I'm moving back home. o.o Erm...moving back to where I originally lived. Yay and no at the same time! :D...D:

*runs around* ]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Life http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/9096857/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/9096857/ Sat, 17 Jun 2006 14:07:04 PDT
Oh well. I feel good today. =3 Whee! ^.^

I'm gonna miss you, Erick. >< Two weeks no talkie...Ehhh~

Hmmm...Gotta make the best! I'm going to Seattle on July 4...Can't wait. x3 ]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Praying http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/9008244/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/9008244/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 11:28:05 PDT ~Videz-Le-Sourire Better http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/8901680/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/8901680/ Sun, 28 May 2006 12:06:29 PDT
Apparently I've been losing weight. That makes me extremely happy. And I've got all A's, another good thing...And school ends in about a week! Whoo! Plus I got to see my friend from Cali for like five hours yesterday...Awesome cool.

...So yeah. O.o ]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire ... http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/8811335/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/8811335/ Thu, 18 May 2006 19:40:49 PDT
I don't understand...

Does he love me...? Do I love him...?

And why do I lack empathy...

:depressed:

...I'm sad... ]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire Birthday http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/8645385/ http://Videz-Le-Sourire.deviantart.com/journal/8645385/ Mon, 01 May 2006 19:10:21 PDT You all make me feel very special. =)

Hmm, so...yeah. :thanks: Here's to the rest of the year! Er...yeah. You know what I mean. =D

-Alexia ]]> ~Videz-Le-Sourire