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COMMISSIONS OPENED

_{take a chance!}

my dA portfolio is up!

deviant Feature

_{suggest a deviant Feature here}

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irl dude

his gf

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http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/26642885/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:17:42 PST Nov 20, 2009.
as a student in game development I'm introducting VG artists in my features, even if you don't know what's the difference between normal, diffuse or specular maps, don't get the use of high or low poly models nor what is UV mapping... you can still look and enjoy lol.
if you wish to suggest a deviant for a next session feel free to do so here or by noting me (with a subject such as "feature suggestion") and don't hesitate to add links to deviations and some words about the deviant if you feel like it

you can know more about how I pick the deviants I feature here.
and remember you can suggest yourself as well!

S e s s i o n 5

*raccoonnook is really skilled with composition and colors, has a nice sense of design and like it wasn't enough he's able to make wonderful cell-shading renders! I hope he'll keep on filling his gallery with new works to enjoy!

*moonywolf is a long-time deviant and definitely an artist with a wonderful style. Her digital paintings are incredibly detailed, coming with an overwhelming atmosphere and such a poetic or dreamlike feel!

~genci is a great 3D modeler for video games industry and guess he's got his way to make epic fanarts of epic games! Even without being skilled about game development you'll still be able to enjoy these great works!

http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234764/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 02:56:08 PDT Aug 16, 2009
if you wish to suggest me anyone you'd think should be featured then you're in the right place.
just try to make your suggestions fit those points as possible:

pick works of quality with a minimum of personal style

rather try to pick deviants who aren't pageview gods

you can pick yourself

you can suggest anything for the comment about the deviant

S e s s i o n 1

*cimsagro is a still life photographer also gifted for conceptual photography. May you prefer nice portraits and close-ups or gummy bears at war with cookie bears, you'll surely find something you'll love in her gallery.

~KariVader's gallery is a very nice collection of simple moments through countries as different as Mexico, Japan and France. Her photos will make you share her vision of life as it goes on, free of pretention and full of love.

~Marcusstratus is definitely someone skilled for anything handcrafted, he's able to work with many materials from textiles and leather to metal and turns them into stylish clothes and accessories of a wonderful steampunk design.

=Vixen-sama [random NEWS] set a world record with Firefox 3! http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234763/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234763/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 05:10:02 PDT

Jun 15, 2008

Help to spread Firefox 3 and set a World Record! Get involved!

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]]> =Vixen-sama [Art-Related NEWS] Commissions Opened http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234762/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234762/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 10:40:22 PDT Aug 31, 2009

[commissions opened].
To be honest I'm broke, my credit account is more than empty and few remains of the money I basically kept for the future or emergency cases. I'm gathering more and more debts and before I get in serious trouble I'd like to be able to get a little money to cope better than that since I can't get a job for different reasons.

Thus if some of you are interested in a commission from me it's really the good time to ask.
My prices can be found here and I can adapt the work to the budget you're willing to spend as the prices are references for detailed pieces.
I guess this would also be the best anti-depressant ever.

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]]> =Vixen-sama [Vixen NEWS] - great great, meow http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234761/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234761/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 07:23:52 PST May 19, 2009

Hai folks, I'm not dead and I've got some great news

[special thanks]
via school I had the occasion to meet a writer by the name of Barbara Slade for a special class she gave us one day long. I can't tell how awesome it was but I was more than thrilled! the advice and attention she gave me cheered me a lot and increased a lot my determination to do the things I want to do. for me it was like magic and there's no way I'll forget those moments.
I've written ten more chapters for Glorious since and things are far to be over yet

[bye teeth]
last tuesday I had my wisedom teeth extracted. it's something I should have done when I was a teen but at that time I thought I deserved to keep them because I had suffered enough in many ways. but well, it just had to be done, they were hurting me badly. the operation went alright and didn't last long, I'm glad I kept my eyes opened so I saw a little what my teeth looked like, I'm sad I couldn't keep them...
for now though one of the stitches is gone a bit too early and so I've a hole in my mouth, it's quite weird. the doctor says it's still alright. but it's still weird

[Nicolas]
the day after my operation *carocha brought me a little little kitten. it's a she and she's adorable. and has tiny pointy teeth... she's a bit young for she's a stray kitten that got separated from her mother after a storm. a shop keeper found her and took care of her (but she couldn't keep her because she was going to leave on vacations).
she loves to play (and bite hands), is quite talkative and likes to sleep on laps or shoulders.
I named her Nicolas because fuck gender

[else]
yeah, I've a EeePC like you can see on the photo and it's goddamn great!

I'm getting back to work, I promise, I just can't show everything I'm working on. also I'm surely going to fail my schoolyear because my personal stuff matters more to me for now.

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]]> =Vixen-sama [dA-Related NEWS] thanks for 45K! http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234758/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234758/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 05:01:40 PDT Jun 17, 2009

the 45K were hit yesterday by ~Nijichan, guess I'm goddman proud to reach such a number! for the occasion I'll submit a special thanks pic and ~Nijichan's request for the hit.
her request is one of her OCs: Menthe. I'm doing her in my style and I hope it'll be appreciated

references

also I'd like to thank you all, viewers or Watchers for all those pages but even more for your support!
btw, =fox-orian recently added a module on his deviant page featuring the persons who give him support and often comment on his deviations and try to be constructive. I think it's a great idea and I'm thinking about doing the same...

previous entries

]]> =Vixen-sama [AdS-Related] preview and changes http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234722/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/14234722/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 09:25:52 PDT [edit] Jun,27 2009

I added an estimation of the number of pages and after comparing some books I have I realized 555 pages was quite though. so maybe I'd divide the compilation in two... I'll have to think about the different possibilities.

Feb 17, 2009

[Glorious preview]

I've been struggling a bit before submitting this preview of Glorious, I read the 20 chapters I've yet written to choose which samples I should show to tease without spoiling. I hope you enjoy...

[architecture]

I've decided to make choice, to get rid of a great part of the job to focus on the more interesting parts. thus Ask DNA will now be a fic about Sephiroth.
I'm also wondering about modeling Nibelheim (exteriors and Shin-Ra manor interior) and make a "playable" version of Key of the Twilight for PSP which could be downloadable... but that is if I have the skills to fulfill such an ambitious work. - actually I'm having fun modelling Mt Nibel

[fic compilation]

I've been thinking of publishing a paper version of certain of my fics for a while now and rather than publishing them alone (which would look ridiculous seeing their length) I thought about a compilation.
for now I've picked few fics I translated from French or directly wrote in English, most of them were never published on the web. the chosen pieces are:

-Alive-De Seven (Key of theTwilight, Ask DNA, Glorious)
[link] duh
_{number of pages: 400 (estimation for the whole project)}

-Glass Exchecker
a 17-chapter long SephXTseng-centered story
_{number of pages: 60}

-Offspring(maybe)
in progress, a Reno-centered fic sharing the same universe as Glass Exchecker

-Silence & Motion
a 5-chapter long fic centered on Rude and Red XIII as specimens in Hojo's lab
_{number of pages: 11}

-Le Ruisseau Bleu
a one-shot fic centered on Reno as orphan and specimen
_{number of pages: 2 (maybe more if ficarts)}

-Simple Man (Complexitis, Doom Door)
a compilation of one-shots centered on NPCs - true NPCs. lot of cynism, dark humor and administrative non-sense
_{number of pages: 5}

-All the Fantasy (maybe)
a "sum-up" of FF7 story for those who hadn't the chance to play the game. I tried to make it objective and quite complete but I first wrote it in French (so translation work) and should draw fanarts (can't print screenshots)
_{number of pages: 32(estimation)}

-Rule#170
a stupid one-shot fic. ever wondered who's Cloud's father?
_{number of pages: 2}

-fanarts
yeah, fanarts, and ficarts. I'll try to make them great and won't publish them on the Internet (so you've gotta buy the book to see them, ha!)

the whole book should be about 555 pages of actual content
_{it's bigger than I expected}

...that's all

but I'd like to know if you'd be thrilled by such a compilation. it'll take time before I can publish it since I've gotta achieve every project but I assume it gives you time to save money for it it you're interested. don't ask me about a price I haven't calculated the printing cost yet...

don't hesitate to tell me what you think about all this, you can say it's stupid or it's great, I just hope to get sincere comments...
you can vote and give an opinion in this poll: [link]

have a good day!

]]> =Vixen-sama Art-Related.NEWS http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/13642998/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/13642998/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 11:41:24 PDT Aug 28, 2009

Tutorials, yes.
I tend to call them "tutoriels" for some unknown reason but it's been a long time I wanted to do some. I thought I'd begin with something about writing because beyond anything else I'm a writer so I assume it's what I'm the more skilled for atm.
I've set this poll so I can eventually get an idea of what would interest you the most in this kind of tutorial.
Note that even if it's a writing tutorial it's not just for book writers, it's intended for anyone needing a story may it be for a comic book, video game, manga, movie etc.

Also if there's a tutorial you'd like me to do don't hesitate to make a proposition here.
Until there I thought about the following options:

Story conception - finding a concept and turning it into a story

Character making - making good and well-balanced characters

Photoshop tricks - for painting and cleaning scans

Illustrator bases - tracing and coloring

Don't hesitate to tell what you think about this

May 25, 2009

clean up time again

I deleted about 65 of my deviations and a bunch of scraps btw, all this was mainly old stuff I didn't like anymore.
meanwhile I also re-organized a bit my gallery folders and added them pretty icons, wooh! go look how pretty they are!
and for those who'd wonder where the one for the stupid FF7 stuff is picked from, it's from a serie of silly drawings of this kind I'll surely publish along the fic compilation I've been talking about for a while.

Oct 6, 2008

YES! I finally did it!
I deleted many deviations of mine, old ones I had even forgotten they existed, some I wasn't willing to see anymore in my gallery and the annoying one that got all the favs. it means ones such as "Love Stories Go Wrong for the Turks" (156

), "Reno-Did I Turn Out to be ShinRa's Bitch?" (123

) and so on.

I was getting really pissed to see almost each time I get a fav for a serious work those silly ones get 5. so I trashed the silly work, and the old ugly stuff too btw

...but I think I could trash some more stuff, it's just that I'm a bit tired for tonight (I have 123 devs left out of 191...). ...well, now the dev that gets the more favs, pageviews and comments all at the same time is Make Love Not War, I assume it's a bit better... Ã©_Ã©

still... maybe I'll repost the silly fanarts someday when I'll create my own site, but that's far from something sure as I fear it would outshine the serious work again...

Jul 14, 2008

hi, pplz, it's been a moment again! today's a special day so here goes a journal entry

[Alive-de Seven]
hey, it makes 2 candles for this project today! 2 years that I began working on AdS... that's great, but I've a greater thing to announce:
Key of the Twilight, the fanfiction about the JENOVA Project, is achieved!
to celebrate this I'm glad to present you short samples of Key, and AdS' brand new logo

=Vixen-sama RANT http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/13298648/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/13298648/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 04:11:31 PDT Aug 3, 2007

this random rant, you don't have to read
I only hope you can laugh on my unfortune at least...

It's been a moment I'm less or more looking for new shoes, because summer is coming and I need new open shoes.

Yes.

The dear thongs I've been wearing for two years, the ones I loved... they're kinda reaching the end of their life and goddamnit! they were good shoes! ...and are not on sale anymore, of course!

So, new shoes.

Okay, but knowing I'm rather small for a guy, and have lil feet, it's hard to find something that's not pink, that hasn't big flowers on it, glitters, pearls, Dora or Barbie, just a female design or whatever of all that shit... The only alternative that seems to remain is the ones that could fit with a Star Trek suit or with Batman or Spiderman on it...

Plus the quality lacks.

So FUCK ALL THOSE DAMN MADE IN CHINA SEXIST SHOES!!!
I'm a guy, I'm small, I've lil feet, I've yet enough to feel ashamed! I don't need to wear girly shoes, it's yet hard enough to find clothes for the same reason!

It's decided, I don't want new shoes, I'm boy-cotting the shoes industry, I'll find my new shoes in the street on the garbage cans! Or I'll make them on my own despite I'm hardly able to sew a button, when you want, you can!

And you can do the same! there are girls with large feet, boys with small feet, and there are people that can't find a single piece of clothing matching with what they are inside, let's fuck this ugly-looking-people-making fashion of those last year.

Even 80s clothes are better then nowaday's...

[besides, I'm working on new journal and all design, that's a lot of work and you may see strange things hapenning but don't worry bout that]

E D I T :
so finally last sunday we found sandals at Wazemmes' open marcket, they're good quality shoes and comfortable, I was very happy to get them^^

Jun 11, 2007

I never felt French.
But never as much as now the stupidest part of the population voted for such a rude demagogue...

Just see this video...

Hurray for I'm leaving France next year!!!

]]> =Vixen-sama Vixen.NEWS http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/13197484/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/13197484/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 07:41:25 PDT Nov 27, 2008

Hi, just to say I'm back from the hospital and fine, except the fact I got an otitis and feel like banging my head against the nearest wall even if it's absolutely stupid.
I didn't suffered from my operation and I'm slowly recovering. The surgers were happy witht the result and I'm waiting for everything to scar properly.

For those who don't know what operations it were I'll say it's just a little formality. Maybe ~TransboyZax will post some photos at some point if he feels like doing it...

I'd like to add a great special thank to *carocha for taking care of me as much as she does and being so nice, patient and loving

Sep 07, 2008

hi folks, got some news!

first, I've a new PC, I bought all the pieces, assembled them and now everything's working properly! the beast is really amazing, switching from a Pentium 4 to an Intel Dual-Core 2.5GHz makes you feel really mighty

and it's the first time I've got a PC that's cooler inside the box than outside

second, I got my results and I can proudly say that next year I'll be a second year student following video games classes in the greatest public computer graphic school of Europe

(and *carocha too, she even got better results). we both got a "satistfaction" mention, means we got an average mark that's more than 12/20^^
I hope I didn't waste everything being schnapps drunk to get my results

third, I'm back to The Elder Scrolls, playing not Morrowind this time, but Oblivion, and I looove being an assassin (seems that I can't help but play a true infamous character in that game, it's so much more fun...)

so well, everything's okay for now and for a good while I hope

May 08, 2008

I'll say it quickly: MY PC IS DEAD
it was killed by trains

they got my graphic board first, now it's the mother board... if you're interested in PC components, ask, I'm selling what can be saved.
I've gotta buy a new PC that can run 3DSMax, Maya and Adobe CS3...
(fortunatly my external HD is safe!)

[for explaination]
my flat is located between two railroads and each time a train passes by it creates electric perturbation (because trains need a lot of energy I assume). you probably know that computers do NOT like tension changes and that they can make your system instable and crash components. within one year, me and *carocha had to change both our graphic boards, a RAM board for me, her alimentation block and box fan... that's annoying.

I've got a GeForce6200, you can run Oblivion with that, someone is interested? or do you find it hard to find DDR RAM?

May 08, 2008

looks like a month since the last update... I've really been into a great amount of work again and it's not gonna finish until July.
First I'd like to thank the peoples who did their best to leave me constructive comments, it'll be helpful I think

[part about infography classes]
if I've been in such a rush it was because our layout teacher asked *carocha and I some illustrations to be completed for the presentation day of the school (y'know, to show the students' works to potential future students visiting the school)
it was a lot of work and stress so no time to connect (and in the end we couldn't be exposed because the space lacked T T)

http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/12973260/ Thu, 24 May 2007 01:28:17 PDT May 24, 2007

[picked from ~namasthay's journal]

Action!

Please support the following initiative to protect gaelic culture's precious heritage:

In case you haven't heard, there has been a major discovery of a massive ceremonial henge or temple found in the pathway of the M3 motorway. TaraWatch brought this to the attention of the media on May 1 and on the same day, Minister Roche brought work on that site to a halt. He is currently deciding whether to re-route the motorway or allow the site to be demolished. See National Geographic: Ancient "Royal Temple" Discovered in Path of Ireland Highway' [link]

We won't bore you with a long detailed email, but rather ask you to visit our various web sites and ask you to help in various ways.

1. Sign the Tara Protection Pledge, that has just been set up at:
[link]
TaraWatch is setting up a camp near Tara and we need help on the ground, now.

2. Attend the conference, 'The Hill of Tara; Historical and Cultural Importance' on Monday 21st May in Trinity College Dublin, Swift Theatre, 11.00 am to 2.00 pm. Hosted by the Centre for Medieval and Renaissance Studies. Speakers include Dr Sean Duffy, Dr Gerald Morgan and Vincent Salafia. [link]

3. Make a submission directly to Dick Roche, the Minister for the Environment, Heritage and Local Government. minister@environ.ie Or srite to Minister for the Environment, Heritage and Local Government, Customs House, Dublin 2

4. Donate to the Tara Archaeological Report Fund: [link]

5. Join the email discussion list with over 800 members: [link]

6. Become a myspace friend and help promote the cause: [link]

7. Vote for Sinn Fein. Labour or the Greens in the upcoming irish General Election. These parties have all promised to re-route the M3 motorway.

Thank you for your support.

]]> =Vixen-sama Alive-de Seven Project: About http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/12305272/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/12305272/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 03:56:31 PDT

I found out this project really started the
14th of July 2006
So this journal is about the project I've been, for 2 years yet, and am still working on:

A l i v e - d e . S e v e n

-Key of the Twilight-
- Ask DNA -
- Glorious -
- Moments in Love -
- Visions of Gaea -

what is AdS?

Currently AdS is an FF7fiction trilogy in-progress. The 3 fics should focus on the JENOVA Project, on Sephiroth's life and on the Turks' lives. Ficarts might supply the story and if the work isn't too ambitious I'd like to create a sort of "playable" version of the JENOVA Project fic for PSP. And maybe animations based on different events of the whole project.

Key of the Twilight

Part relating the Project JENOVA events, why Hojo, Lucrecia and Vincent were chosen, how the things went on (story supplied with my theories upon the different experimentations), the way to group insanity until the birth of Sephiroth, and the Lucrecia and Vincent "cases", and what happened back to Midgar. The title is picked from a song in .Hack's 1st OST, by See-Saw.)[achieved fanfiction]

preview of the fic:

Ask DNA

Currently this fic will focus on Sephiroth's life. Ever wondered what it could be like to be raised by folks such as Hojo and Gast?

Glorious

The "main" fic, centered on the Turks (next gen, it's to say Tseng, Reno, Rude...), with apparitions of many others charas (from the game or OCs). The title is picked from the song of the same name (let's say the one from Nutella clip though there will be no Turks eating Nutella featured in the fic) This fic might have an opening if I'm brave enough to do it.

preview of the fic:

Moments in Love

Because not everybody like this or thus pairing I decided to avoid as long as possible explicit relations between the characters. Thus Moments in Love features additionnal chapters with the love stories I originally decided there would be... And the title is picked from this wonderful song of the same name by Art of Noise. Also note that it doesn't mean there will be explicite sexual relation descriptions, you won't see "lime" nor "lemon", sorry. ...But you can write them and submit them to me, I'll post them and give you credits of course.

Visions of Gaea

This part is all the work I did to supply the rest of the stories, for exemple it may be the plans of a building in which the charas live or anything and the explainations of why I decided this chara would like this or thus or would be named this or that way... it's a sort of comment on the fic by the author and to show there's really a lot of work behind what I'll present... I'm also thinking of something, perhaps animations, to tell my vision of what happened with the Cetras and JENOVA, and a sort of report upon the Shin-Ra dynasty...

That's all I have to say for this time I think...
I'll keep on working hard for a total immersion
in this vision of Final Fantasy VII!
I may update this journal for further news if you're interested

]]> =Vixen-sama APRIL FOOLS!!! http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/11073882/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/11073882/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 03:27:53 PDT Vixen Rouge's Journal

GOTCHA!!!

in fact the only true thing is that I want to give up my current studies

Be sure I'll keep on drawing, painting, writing, anything! and all for you, folks!^^

***

Yesterday I had a big argument with my mother at night because of many things, she went really upset and decided she'll take my computer, pens, sheets, pencils, etc... so I'd stop drawing, writing and so on and would help more for the housework, cleaning and so on (y'know, big spring cleaning), and as she's been awared of my decision to give my studies this year she also wants me back to studies more than ever (so I should spend all my free time studying)
This may be my last message, I'm writing it while she's away from home... it doesn't mean I'm leaving dA but that I may not be able to post anything anymore for a long time...
Sorry pplz T T

still yours

=Vixen-sama

M E M B E R S :

http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/11046207/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 22:30:55 PST Jun 11, 2009

I've been out of Internet connexion for a good week now so I couldn't check my message center easily... but yesterday I took the opportunity I had an exam to use the WiFi at school and saw $spyed and $Heidi were in Paris. by chance we had no exams on Thursday and *carocha had planned to go to Paris see her family so we took the 7:20AM train together (and with Game and Nicolas).

we could stay at the devMeet fewer time that we would have appreciated due to our own schuddle but attending it was really nice yet! cool ninja $spyed presented us the new features to come and it sounded really awesome, can't wait the release!

I'm still in Paris until Monday the 15th if someone's ever there

Nov 27, 2008

this is a special entry for =mayuri-madness-fc's Secret Santa!
(sorry to be late I'm just back from the hospital...)
It's rare for me to ask this but I'd like a pic of myself

references

hair: red
skin: white
eyes: greyish blue and green in the middle
special: I've got fox ears and a quite thin fox tail (spliced in two from the middle), I almost always wear glasses or sunglasses
clothes: on that point, I'm a great fan of the casual clothes designed by Tite Kubo on the Bleach posters, especially when it looks gay and electro

else, I like checker pattern and stripes (horizontal, not vertical XD), something between electro and punk...

character: I'm rather calm but nervous, I'm rather humble but I like to be cool, I'm often as much serious as making fun and like having a cunning look

and I tend to look a bit gay sometimes because that's fun.

I hope you have a good time drawing^^

Jan 04, 2008

did you noticed? ...I did it... finally! it took time and patience but I finally finished my new theme (though there are still lil things to fix up...)
and I did my CSS on my own! okay, well, I looked some scripts to understand some things and I'm sure my script a bit aweful to look at but... it works!

I hope you like it

Oct 1, 2007

Hi folks! If you're not aware yet of `gilad's project proposition of creating a dA Artbook
just follow the link!

Since I support the project I'm making ad, if you support it too you can give it support by faving the news entry!

btw, thanks to all the pplz who fav'd pics recently, you're yet numerous and I'm sorry but I won't have time to thank you all on your pages those days... But thanks anyway!

Dec 15, 2007

Deviant since Dec 16, 2005, 3:31 PM

...now that makes one year I'm here!

On this day one year ago I was on a RPforum and didn't know it would badly mess up my life, I also needed a place to put my fanarts and ficarts online... But well, playing on this forum was consuming my life almost dangerously so I finally left it.
(I was very sa... ]]> =Vixen-sama C h a l l e n g e s http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/10728623/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/10728623/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 21:59:55 PST Vixen Rouge's Journal

Nov 14, 2007

I picked this excellent journal entry:
Project December
by *dbx-1138

This is an idea I came up with partly because someone I know thought they should have a CG thing like NaNoWriMo, and I thought it should be in December.

Of course, if it was going to go over here at DeviantArt, it would have to be something more than just CG, which is where I came up with the name Project December.

Project December is a challenge to all artists: to try to do one drawing, photo, painting, comic strip, whatever it is you like to do best, or heck, go for everything, for each day of the month of December, 1-31. That does include Christmas and New Year's Eve. If you want, you can do pictures for the holiday days early, but post them on the day of.

Like NaNo, there won't be any special prizes, just the feeling of "Hey I completed the challenge!"
You will be able to pick up a Project December stamp for participating when December starts, and everyone who completed will be able to pick up a stamp for that as well.

Note: If you're short on time, this can be chibis or sketches as well.

Rules:

-One or more submissions per day. If you feel you can do more than one a day, go ahead! I chose one a day because I can usually get most of my simple portrait pieces done in 2-3 hours.

-Have fun! Project December is about having fun, challenging yourself!

Also:

-This is when you can offer requests as well.

-Feel free to temporarily store all of your art except the things for Project December, then bring them back on Jan 1. This way your Project December pieces are showcased.

-Don't strain for perfection. We're not looking for portfolios here, so feel free to sumbit sketches and mostly finished pieces. Linearts are okay as well.

Please visit this page and comment or Note me so that I can list you as a participant! Make sure the note subject says PD or Project December.

Look for updates on Project December here!

]]> =Vixen-sama L i n k s http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/10424809/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/10424809/ Tue, 17 Oct 2006 15:18:51 PDT Crisis Core's trailer here

the Cloud's Dream Series :
Cloud's Dream
Cloud's Dream - The Sequel
Cloud's Dream - The Finale

AMV & FF songs :
FF7AC Captain Planet
The Final Fantasy Song
(aslo search on YouTube with the tags "ff7 AMV hair")

FF Sims parodies :
FF7 going nuts
Sephiroth's Song

FF7AC remixed trailers :
parodic trailer 1
parodic trailer 2
(also search with the tags "AdventChildren parody humour")

non FF stuff :
Wow song - Internet is for Porn
Kill Bill remixed with Mario
the Beer Song
FLCL song - I wish I was a lesbian

]]> =Vixen-sama KIRIBAN TIME http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/10321346/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/10321346/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 05:33:30 PDT k i r i b a n . t i m e
2 5 K
come up with a screenshot for a commission
if the hitter doesn't show up I'll do anything I like

r e m i n d e r s :

Alive-ã§ Seven Project: About

Prints Available and Commissions

M E M B E R S :

=Vixen-sama fanclub disband - the Truth about Vixen Rouge http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/10235116/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/10235116/ Sat, 30 Sep 2006 09:48:27 PDT

It's been a while since the last update...

...and it's been several months that I've started to accept some things about myself. Making the people around me accept them too isn't easy, especially for those I've known for years in the real life. Here on the Internet some yet know about it and accept it without any problem and I do thank them for being so comprehensive and open-minded.

Still, it's not a thing I want to say out loud, waving banners to bring attention on me, to create a polemic or whatever.
I just want to be me. An "me" is the person you know here as Vixen Rouge, a guy with qualities and flaws like everybody...

Vixen Rouge's fanclub

Perhaps you know it was created for fun after an MSN conversation... I didn't think I'd get so many people interested in this! ...Really.
But some friends told me it was bullshit and that I was scornful toward people I knew on the Internet by lying to them, by making them adding my name in their signatures and so on...
I'm not sure they're right, I don't think so, but it's true, it can be seen that way...

and that's the reason why I'm willing to disband the fanclub

Still, if you want to say something against this decision, here is a poll to do so.

The Truth about Vixen Rouge

Is it the truth, is it an other lie? Really I don't know as I think there's no answer. But it's an other truth. Here, as you know me, I'm an illusion, a mind with no body that exists through the Internet, but more real than the very person behind the name "Vixen Rouge".

Still, if you want to know this person, if you want to leave my illusionary world... take the Blue Pill. (I advice you to do so only if you're open-minded)

If you want to remain in my illusionary world, you've yet taken the Red Pill.

M E M B E R S :

http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/9983924/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 04:09:12 PDT Vixen Rouge's Journal

2007/09/06
I've been tagged by

r u l e s :

Say 8 weird things about yourself

Pick 8 other Deviants to do the same

a b o u t . t e e t h . & . s p e a k i n g . ( u n ) a b i l i t i e s . . .
s o :

when I was a kid the orthodontist decided I should have my 4 canines removed, I was sad because they looked like vampire fangs and thought I couldn't eat meat anymore (which was the main part of my alimentation). it hurt!

back to the same time, the orthodontist also fit me with a brace, it was horrible of course, and the day she told me my wiseness teeth should be removed I never came back to see her anymore

I have huge difficulties to speak out loud if I'm not fully concentrated on what I'm saying or upset in any way

most of the time I tend to mix the whole sentence in one word (sometimes a little more) like "you saw cat cut?" in spite of "did you saw this cat had his tail cut?"

I also tend to use a foreign language grammar or synthaxe, most of the time English or Japanese like "quoi Ã propos de manger ?" (what about eating?) or "the item the man from Ebay you received?" in spite of "did you received the item you were waiting from this man on Ebay?"

writing cool replies in fanfic dialogues sometimes help me irl to reply to someone, especially when I'm being insulted. thank you Reno for having red hair...

when I was a kid I pronounced "z" in spite of "j" and "ss" in spite of "ch". once it almost lead to a family disaster when my cousin told me we would watch Jurassik Park (I thought it was real so I was freaked out) and I replied that his mother would break the VHS in spite of she would hide it (in French, to hide is "cacher" and to break is "casser"...)

I like to sing to train my voice to get more grave or pointed and to sound more like an opera voice, but I'm a very bad singer!

T a g g e d :
~carocha, ~chiknsage, *Dolly-chan, ~woleck, *Princekarr, ~kawaiichibidark, ~Piyo-chan and ~katbachh

________________________________________

I've been tagged by
r u l e s :

Say 8 weird things about yourself

Pick 8 other Deviants to do the same

a b o u t . f a n w o r k i n g . . .
s o :

http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/9958676/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 12:18:36 PDT Vixen Rouge's Journal

READ
I'll be clear

If you really appreciate a Deviant's works: Comment his works!
And there, do NOT hesitate to make a Constructive Comment! We are VERY FEW to write down Constructive Comments for almost all the deviation we comment! You like to receive those comments so why don't you write some?

If you love a Deviation: make a Constructive Comment and eventually fave!
I've received MANY

those days, and not a SINGLE comment!
Faving is fucking easy, you just have to click on a button. What about comments? It takes time to write them, INDEED! So do drawing, painting, animating, whatever!
You take time to create your deviations, don't you? And you like to receive Constructive Comments as a return, don't you? So why don't you write some? The others love to receive those comments too!

NOW, because there were Deviants to tell me "but I don't know how to comment" I'll say how I comment.

First, take at least 45 seconds to look at the deviation, study it in its every details, try to go further by analysing the lines, the shapes, the colours, try to see if it's harmonious or not, try to put a name on the feeling you have when looking at all this.

Second, you can start writing, write all you had in mind when looking at the deviation EVEN IF IT SEEMS SILLY TO YOU.

Third, read your little text to see if it's okay, if you didn't forget anything you wanted to say. Eventually, look one more time at the deviation to be sure. Then you can submit your comment.

If there's any question about 'how to make a constructive comment', ask!
If you want to train you can do so in my gallery and ask me to comment your comments, I'll do it with pleasure (and this is not a trick to get more comments but to help you improving your comments)

Yours, Vixen Rouge's fed up brains

Edit: btw if you haven't click on the link down my signature yet, don't hesitate to visit now `splat's Journal entry about the Comment Revolution!

M E M B E R S :

http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/9625791/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 06:08:51 PDT Vixen Rouge's Journal

In case you didn't know...
it's dA's birthday today...

SO

H A P P Y . B I R T H D A Y . D A ! ! !

Hehe, it's the second birthday I can celebrate here, makes feel a bit old? XD I'd rather say it make me feel happy to be still here within such a nice comunity!

And btw I'd like to thank all the lovely people in this community who flow my message box with favs and Watches!

c u r r e n t l y :
I'm trying to prepare everything right to fix a new style to my account. To the kawaii fans I'll say it's okay I made sure it's still kawaii and as proof I won't hide I got inspired by the Disgaea style I appreciate so much...
I hope my Journal will look better that way

t o - d o - l i s t :

25K kiriban _ lineart: 100% - colo: 0%

account theme _ lineart: 75% - colo: 0%

Alive-ã§ Seven _ in-progress

A N D . O F . C O U R S E
I ' M . S T I L L . O P E N . F O R
C O M M I S S I O N S

________________________________________
________________________________________

Today is 2006/08/07!
Happy Birthday DA!

Hey, it's been some months and this website gained more and more importance to me as the time went along... I'm very happy to be here, I met nice people here and some became good friends, I discovered wonderful pieces of art of any kind...

so yay for DA's birthday!
Let's see what the v5 will look like! X)

Let's go, all together, each in our mother tongue:

"Happy Birthday to you..."

"Nous te souhaitons un joyeux anniversaire
nos voeux de bonheur profonds et sincÃ¨res
Beaucoup d'amour et une santÃ© de fer
Un joyeux anniversaire
Nous te souhaitons un joyeux anniversaire
Pour que t'aies tout bon pour l'annÃ©e entiÃ¨re
la rÃ©ussite et la joie que tu espÃ¨res
Un joyeux anniversaire

Nous voici rÃ©unis ce soir
pour te dire ensemble combien on t'aime
on a plein de cadeaux pour toi
bonne chance et Ã l'annÃ©e prochaine"

http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/9622068/ Sun, 06 Aug 2006 21:12:17 PDT Vixen Rouge's Journal

[picked from: @nyssi]

What are constructive comments? Well, I think we all know they're those comments that are more than "cool" and "awesome". I personally don't believe in critique's or critical comments. I prefer constructive comments. Not everyone wants a critique. Critiques are often harsh, which does lead to people not wanting them.

When I comment, I try to make it as constructive as possible. I may not actually find anything wrong with a piece of work, or anything that may need improving, but I will still leave a comment that is the more constructive as possible about the composition and so on.

So, if you want a constructive comment (and yes, I will tell you if I think something might need improving or if something doesn't look quite right), then just leave a link by noting me. I'm better at commenting the following styles of art:

Art Photography
Conceptual, Humorous, architecture, People & Portraits

Digital Art
All sub categories except:
Oekaki, TextArt,

Traditional Art
All sub categories except:
Body Art, Graffiti, Printing, Sculpture

Some other things you should know is:

I'm not a machine:
Sometimes I'm tired so if I have too much things to comment it might takes time, and if you ask me to comment too much things at the same time it's possible that I comment some but not all...

Private comments:
If you don't want me to leave a comment on the piece itself, just say so
and I will gladly note you a comment.

Expect:
- More than one sentence in my comment
- I'm nice, so expect me to be friendly
- That there will probably be both up and down points in my comments
- Help. I'll help you try to improve with anything as best I can

Spread the love:
Like this idea? If so, just use the stamp below to support it (or just use a
general HTML link). You can link back to this journal and allow more people
the chance at a constructive comment (as I can't browse every single
deviation on the website, even if I wanted to) or if you like this little project,
do it yourself. Set up a journal and offer constructive comments to the
area's of art you're best at leaving constructive comments on.

Find the bandwidth here

r u l e s :

Watch moi!

say in your signature you're a =Vixen-sama fangirl / fanboy and in your journal (to create a direct link >> FAQ 81)

=Vixen-sama T a g g e d http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/9578507/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/9578507/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 15:13:42 PDT Vixen Rouge's Journal

2007/09/06
T a g g e d . b y
~Nijichan

r u l e s :

Say 8 weird things about yourself

Pick 8 other Deviants to do the same

a b o u t . t e e t h . & . s p e a k i n g . ( u n ) a b i l i t i e s . . .
s o :

back to the same time, the orthodontist also fit me with a brace, it was horrible of course, and the day she told me my wiseness teeth should be removed I never came back to see her anymore

I have huge difficulties to speak out loud if I'm not fully concentrated on what I'm saying or upset in any way

most of the time I tend to mix the whole sentence in one word (sometimes a little more) like "you saw cat cut?" in spite of "did you saw this cat had his tail cut?"

writing cool replies in fanfic dialogues sometimes help me irl to reply to someone, especially when I'm being insulted. thank you Reno for having red hair...

I like to sing to train my voice to get more grave or pointed and to sound more like an opera voice, but I'm a very bad singer!

T a g g e d :
~carocha, ~chiknsage, *Dolly-chan, ~woleck, *Princekarr, ~kawaiichibidark, ~Piyo-chan and ~katbachh

________________________________________

2007/09/06
T a g g e d . b y
*cimsagro

r u l e s :

Say 8 weird things about yourself

Pick 8 other Deviants to do the same

a b o u t . f a n w o r k i n g . . .
s o :

I love music, it often inspires me lots of things, most of the time I try to find which character(s) the theme or song I'm listening to could fit and start to picture images in my mind like little mo... ]]> =Vixen-sama And What About a DA Demonstration? http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/9102627/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/9102627/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 13:24:31 PDT Vixen Rouge's Journal

Imagine all the Deviants...

...United against Art Thievery.

Perhaps you've been victim of art thievery, knowing it or not... You can be a direct victim if some of your art has been stolen to you, or an indirect victim if you found "stock art" or something alike that was in fact stolen copyrighted art... Let alone the cases in wich artists get so sicked of art thievery that they stop uploading their art on the Internet...

That's why this idea came

It's obvious that all we can do is a symbolic demonstration but at least it shows that we all feel concerned! From a common idea from ~Dumbfounded and I, *Vixen-sama comes this proposal:

For one week we're ALL gonna set the same blank avatar, blank Deviant ID, and featured deviation

For one week, we'll be all the same, united against Art Thievery because we're all DeviantArtists wanting at the same time to show our art to share it, and to protect it from respectless thieves.

Your avatar for one week:
>>

Your Deviant ID for one week:
>>

Your Featured Deviation for one week:
>>

During this week, we could also post Deviations related to Art Thievery, pictural art of any kind, prose or poetry, animations or whatever you want... to say "no" to Art Thieves.

EDIT
You must be aware that as long as DA's administration isn't aware of this action we might get into troubles. I'd like to send a note to the administrators but for the moment I have certain things important to me such as exams to think about.
But if some of you feel like having the guts to send the note it can be a solution too.

If you don't know how to change or set your avatar/Deviant ID/Featured Deviation, don't hestitate to ask other Deviants or look in the FAQ.
You can also read:
What does deviantART consider to be Art Theft?
What are deviantART's policies regarding avatars?
Am I allowed to put the art I downloaded from here on other websites?
I have permission to use someone else's work in my deviation. Now what?
What does deviantART consider "Fan Art" to be?
What does deviantART consider to be a proper screenshot?
How do I report suspected policy violations on submitted deviations?
Myths and Legends

r u l e s :

Watch moi!

say in your signature you're a *Vixen-sama fangirl / fanboy and in your journal (to create a direct link >> FAQ 81)

comment... ]]> =Vixen-sama K i r i b a n s & G i f t s http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/9092700/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/9092700/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 03:26:17 PDT Kiriban Time

Here's the list of the Kiribans I did yet!

---------------------------------------------------------------------

K I R I B A N S :

Pull the Trigger - 777Hits

Thanks for 1111hits

A Bit Drunk - 4444Hits

hit by ~Maitsuya

:Bath Time: - 4444Hits

hit by ~Burning-Firefly

Pr. Rouge's Specimen-5555 Hits

hit by ~Dumbfounded

Horror Show - 6666Hits Kiriban

hit by ~woleck http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8898415/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 13:22:35 PDT What I can do

+fanart: just give me a model (or precise indications) if I don't know the character

+original: just give me precise indications

+ratings: I don't do pr0n

What I cannot do

+worse at: mechas . guns . cars and vehicules in general . realism

+less worse: furnitures . buildings

+recently improved: perspective (+75%)

Prices

[Traditional Art]
+A5: 50Â
+A4: 200Â
+A3: 350Â
+Raisin: 430Â

[Digital Art]
+Drawing/Painting: 200Â
+Vectoriel: 300Â

[NdVixen:]
Those are prices for detailed pics asking for many hours of work such as these:

IF you're looking after something more doodlish you can still ask and I'll adjust the price. You may also ask what I can do according to the budget you're willing to spend

[currency converter]

Shipping

[Traditional Art]
commissions up to A4 or 24x32 should be able to be sent as letter for a price around 3Â. for larger commissions it depends of the destination and packaging.

[Digital Art]
the file will be sent as an archive (.7z or .rar as you prefer)

]]> =Vixen-sama F e a t u r e s http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8872287/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8872287/ Thu, 25 May 2006 09:52:25 PDT

May 25, 2006

Today I feature
Cremaster 3 : The Order
by Matthew Barney

This a movie quite special as you can't understand it without knowing how to understand it.
If you try to understand it without the keys, you won't success, but never say it's a stupid movie! Rather say that, it's like a dream. A strange dream, quite disturbing.

and that's what makes it so interesting

It takes place in the Guggenheim Museum (NY) and features:
-the realisator and artist Matthew Barney (The Entered Apprentice)
-the artist Richard Serra (The Sculptor or The Architect)
-the ex-sprinter Aimee Mullins (The Entered Novitiate)
-the band Murphy's Law (as themselve)
-the band Agnostic Front (as themselve)
-and many dancers (women)

Along the several degrees of The Order represented by the several floors of the museum, The Entered Apprentice has to go through several ordeals. The Guggenheim Museum is constructed like a spiral, and the Apprentice climbs up to each floor (Matthew Barney is an athletic artist).

On the first floor are tap-dancing "lamby" girls (The Order of Rainbow for Girls), perfectly synchronised and smiling - their smiles look rather like grins though. There, The Apprentice has to crawl under their legs.

On the second floor are the two bands, Murphy's Law and Agnostic Front, playing in a rock duel to get the audience. In the middle of the place, The Apprentice has to solve some sort of enygma of wich you don't understand the logic as there isn't any. This way, he can find the tools needed to be a masonic.
On the third floor is The Entered Novitiate, the female alter-ego of the Apprentice, played by Aimee Mullins. She whispers words to the Apprentice as they embrace each other, then suddently transforms into a Leopard-woman and attacks the Apprentice. He escapes by climing up the 4th floor.

There, the Apprentice has to hurl five plastic bagpipes into a plastic beast to complete the 4th level. This is called the Five Points of Masonic Fellowship.

On the fifth floor is The Architect, Richard Serra, throwing molten vaseline against the ramp of the Museum. When the vaseline will reach the bottom of the ramp, the time of the ordeals will be over.

Then, The Apprentice climbs down the several floors and kills the leopard-woman by stabbing her with his masonic intruments to complete The Order, but this also causes his own death and The Architect's. The last image is the a representation of "Fionn versus Fingal the Giant" in wich we can see Aimee Mullins posing with lambs.

I hope you appreciated this feature!

________________________________________

May 12, 2006

Let's Feature some good things!

You've probably seen some artist featuring some works in their... ]]> =Vixen-sama some people have good arguments http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8854507/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8854507/ Tue, 23 May 2006 15:08:21 PDT

I posted that quite stupid deviation you've perhaps seen,
Platrée de Pigeon à la Canadienne :

my comment on it mentioned this:

"I was the fool one who put the leaves under its body... Yes, I was shooting around with ~Siila-chan for an art project when I saw this dead pigeon (common thing in our school). ...And I had the idea to do this...
The photo isn't very good 'cause I was laughing while doing it and while shooting.
The second photo was shot 2 weeks later... I was quite suprised it was still there and had fun again...
I'm sorry, it's the third dead animal photograph I'm posting here... and I'm probably gonna move it to my scraps.
(I hesitated to put it in Humorous rather than Macabre photo but I supposed that, as the sens of humour isn't common to everybody, and isn't the same for everybody... I supposed it was better to put it in Macabre)"

...and I received this comment:

from *greenbutterflys:
"this is just messed up and disgusting to put on da this is so stupid how does someone even think to put a dead bird on leaves so stupid"

so I replied:
"you think what you want and I respect it... (and I said I'm probably gonna move this to my scraps, I just didn't had the time to do it).
I just had some classes about landart last year, you know the principe: take the things you find to make art... perhaps you do not consider this as art 'cause I made it with fun (and I know very well that the sense of humor is not common to everybody), but hey, I just took what I found, and believe me, at least, this precise bird was in one part 'cause many of those I see every day are... dislocated.
To make art out of dead things, isn't it to give them a second life? I'm not god, far from this, and I do not pretend to be (I'd prefer to be the Death), but wasn't it some sort of honor for this bird?
if you look in my gallery, you'll see other pics of dead animals, and they're very different as more testimony-like."

and *greenbutterflys's answer to this was:
"please dont comment back to me that is not art takeing a dead animal and putting it on leaves"

I laughed a bit and decided to not stop there:
"let's continue the debate, please, the one who stops it is the one who lose it.
so YOU know the answer of the great question: "what is Art?", you must know it as you're able to say what's not art... you're lucky then. 'Cause myself, I still don't know what is art...
if you take a look over the art, about death art... many things have been done yet.
take a look on this selection, please:
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
there are photographs by Serrano, a famous photographer and believe me, he's good and I've quite an admiration for him. perhaps you can guess it by looking this:

moreover, we're here working with the Death in a friendly way, she takes lives and we take photos.
it's not like some artists I've heard about who takes kittens, bounds them to the ground and walk on them with iron spiked shoes... and the film the scene, the way the kittens scream in pain and die...
oh, and better:
Wim Delvoye, a belgian conceptual artist, he's good too: he has a pig farm in China, the beasts are well treated, well feed and all, and when they're adults, they're tatooed...
[link]
[link]
[link]
...it can reminds of what did the Nazi... ]]> =Vixen-sama Sentai Power http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8651366/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8651366/ Tue, 02 May 2006 11:39:35 PDT

what about a
S E N T A I
???

a sentai group is a group of people such as the Power Rangers, the Prism Rangers... you see?

It's quite a long time now since I began to dream about creating a Sentai... Of course, I'd be Red (after all, 'Rouge' means 'Red'!).
The common colours are Red, Blue, Green, Yellow and Pink, and Red is supposed to be the leader... hum, anyway, in the sentai I'd like to create all the colours are allowed...
But it's one colour per member!

The actual members are:
Moi, Vixen Rouge, as Red
~Mousse-de-yaourt, as Black
~Thystian, as Green
=LordGonz, as Blue
~Dumbfounded, as Pink
~Burning-Firefly, as Purple
~Dolly-chan, as White

If you wanna join, tell me, and tell me your colour!

Oh, and a name is necessary of course! (I've thought about X Sentai as 'X' is the letter of anonyma, but I also noted that pronounced out loud it sounded like [ex hentai] and there you can see 'X' as the rate for porn... so... err... if you have any suggestion!)

r u l e s :
Watch moi!
say in your signature you're a *Vixen-sama fangirl / fanboy and in your journal
comment what you see here on DA, when you like something, say it, and teach the other to do the same! it's important for everybody here!
and don't forget to tell moi you joined!

a d v a n t a g e s :
to be constantly featured in my journal
to get the possibility to ask for special requests from moi
....any suggestion?

if there is any question about anything, just ask!

M E M B E R S :
=Vixen-sama +Fanclub+ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8477335/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8477335/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 14:27:04 PDT

rules:

+ Watch me!

+ say in your signature/journal/shoutboard
you're a =Vixen-sama fangirl / fanboy
(how to do? >> faq81)

+ and don't forget to tell me you joined!

a d v a n t a g e s :

+ to be constantly featured in my journal

+ to get the possibility to ask for special requests from me

+ ....any suggestion?

if there's any question about anything, just ask!

M.e.m.b.e.r.s:

http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8424899/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 06:51:24 PDT Apr 10, 2006

I wanna feel alive... don't you?

I hate art thieves, with all my soul... I hate them...
you must too, don't you?

When I was a child, I hated when other children copied what I was doing, I hated it so much that I could tore up my drawings, go away from them...
Once what I'd done had been copied, it was no more the same, it was dirty to me... and I couldn't stand it, so I had to destroy it.

One day morning, I was about 6~7-year old, walking down the stairs like every morning when I felt something different. First, I didn't feel the wooden stairs under my feet, and when I looked down to look what was happening, I realized I was floating ~10cm upper the stair. I thought something like "it can't be, it's a dream, I'm flying, that's so damn cool!" and the second after I fell down. What had happened? I'll never know. Fortunatly I didn't get hurt that much...
But I was feeling something really weird. The wooden floor I was lying on, its very presence... and I could see a blood stain, there since I had some accident one day and lost some blood (very few) on the floor and in the stairs.
I was there. I was. I was real, and not a sort of wandering ghost like I'd felt it until I came to realize this.
It was strange. It seemed impossible. And so stupid!
I...was...lying...on...the...wooden...floor
All the day I thought about it and about my favourite question:
"POURQUOI ?" WHY?
But it had changed into: "POUR QUOI ?" WHAT FOR?
What for am I there, real, in this wide weird wild world?

For my family, I thought. 'Cause if I was dead, perhaps they would be sad.
And about the other people who don't know me? I'm NOTHING! They can't care about me!
In my country, I'm nothing...
In the world, I'm nothing...
In the whole cosmos... I am nothing... at all...

I came to be depressed. I was a 7-year old child, I was useless... What for was I living? Just to prevent my family from being sad of my death!?
That's not life, I told myself.

It took time.
I liked to watch the news with my parents. This way I saw the world. The wars. The murders. And wars again... What was that world!?
Sometimes there were some good news like a flower on a battlefield...
I hated this world, so I decided to run away. I tried to hide myself in my mind, in my own illusionary world. So I drew, I drew a lot, and I invented lots of stories for the characters I drew...

I overcame my depression when I was 8. New house, new school, new friends.
I looked at the sky. I'd ever loved the sky. ...There were wonderful things in that hated world... Still depressed by time, I could think the sky was blue beyond dark clouds.

Step by step, it came to be MY reality.
My life.
My existence.
There we come. Existence.
What was I living for? For drawing, for my stories, for the illusionary-world in my mind. It was MINE. And it couldn't be without me.
I was the master of it. It was the role I played in the Life Theater.
I was a world maker thanks to drawing and soon, writing. This made a SENSE to my existence. It was what I was, and am still living for. I want to be a sandman.

So, if someone steals my ideas, my artworks, all... if someone steals it to me, my existence has no more sense. 'Cause someone else would be playing the world maker with my own costume and text, but with a different gesture. Anyway, if someone else has the role I used to have... why would I stay on the stage?
I'd look stupid!
So... I'd go away... Perhaps it means a bullet in the head to end with this still wide weird wild world...

The worse in this, is that art thieves don't care about you artists! you can die, they won't feel any regrets I'm sure of it! They don't only steal our art, they also steal our lives, our existences!
Can we stand that?
NO
of course not... but on Internet, stealing is so easy... right click, save the picture as... or screenshot if you can't... ctrl+A, ctrl+C for the text...
Does this mean we have to hide our art? ...No, 'cause art need to be shown...
But it also need to be protected, for artists' sake...

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Mar 25, 2006

To exist, you must prove you exist.
There, is the problem.

If some people can do it without so much problems, others can't.

I wondered for a long time why some young peoples liked to insult the others, to fight and break things... ...without a single reason.

Now I think I've understood.
Those youngs need to prove their existency. And for this, they need to deny the others and the things around them.
T... ]]> =Vixen-sama Blue Pill http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8225293/ http://Vixen-sama.deviantart.com/journal/8225293/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 02:49:19 PST
FTM means "Female-To-Male", it means I'm a transsexual person and that, even if my body doesn't match for the moment, I'm a man inside.
It's not something I decided, it's just my reality like yours is to be a man or a woman.

I have no real twin sister, I just used this character when I hadn't fully accept myself as a transsexual, I was somewhat lost, sure that I was a man inside despite some doubts, but still willing to be able to show compassion toward all the girls and all their problems... That was stupid.

I've a name, it's the only name I recognize in real life and it's "Zackaria". I didn't really chose it, it came randomly when I was searching a name for an original character of mine when I was 13, I typed on my keyboard, eyes closed, and the letters that came were "Z A K". It evolved into "Zakaria" then "Zackaria"...

Now if you still accept me and want to keep being respectful with transsexual people, you can read this.
I agree with almost all what is said on this page but do not really appreciate the way it's said... Could have been less straight, more err... cheerful...?

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