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how do u squeeze orange juice?

who farted?

you're not supposed to wear icecream as a hat.

i can count to potato.

teabag.

and i had half an ass as he did.

jerrycurl.

AAAAACHOOOO! god dayamn! that shit hurt!

lol yeah..these people are weird as hell.. but what ever! im no different! ^^ oh! lmao! i was watching the news (well half watching it and half zoning out) and my selective hearing kicked in! lol this old guy was like..."hmmm... teabagging. its hard to talk when you're doin it."
i was like wtf????!!! lol it was pretty funny.. ^^

anywizzlewack..(lol) im in class and im supposed to be doin some final powerpoint project thing...its actually pretty kool cuz im doing it on civil unions (gay marriage) but ya.. i seriously dont wana do it right meow. i just wana go 2 home...oh!lol speaking of going...i drank a big ass water bottle filled with water during 2nd period 2day..by the time the bell rang for 3rd i had to pee like a mofo! lol i freakin ran to the bathroom not caring who the hell i bumped/punched. (i didnt really punch anyone..i just said it to add effect..XP) anywho! i peed like a freakin race horse...it felt goooooooooood..lol

o! on another random note...i read a firefighter sticker that said the hotter it gets the faster we come...lol idk y i just HAD to tell you...^^ now u kno!

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onkay yes i know i havnt updated this for a long time...but whatever... ive had a veeerryyy busy summer! starting my day usually around 9 am and finally pasing out around 1 am....^^ throughout the day i sit there and draw for my school newspaper... it takes up majority of my time...but iimmm soooo happy that im on the staff! X3 but dude...like there were supposed to be at least 4 or 5 graphic designers for the paper and about three quite! well they were actually kicked off cuz they never showed up for our meetings...so now im stuck doin 6 pages and the other girl has about 5. i dont know whos gonna design the othwer pages...but whatever.. this issue is gonna be kick ass!!!

anywho... I GOT MY LICENSE LAST THURSDAY!!!!XDDDDDD WHAT OUT WORLD! THERES A NEWW DRIVER IN TOWN AND HER NAME IS KULREET NAKAIIIIIIII!!!! im soooo damn excited!!!! my car smells like liquor and cat pee...thanks to my sister...>.>...<.<... she gave me her college car... but whatever! it runs so thats all that matters to me!^^ i'll be drivn myself to skewl and to da mall and what not....woot! ^^

but oh yeah...school...it starts on monday. dont get me wrong. i enjoy learnin and stuff...u kno... seein old buddies and what not... but this year my classes start at 6. ive got newspaper first thing in the mornin. then chem,algebra2 and english...im not a fan of history... but thats what comes next..... for my last period i have spanish 3 so that gonna be interesting...lol we're not supposed to speak english at all...lol im gonna have a lot of fun in that class...^^ finally i have ROP. i dunno waht t stands for but its pretty much a job that pays with money and school credit. so thats good. but oh my god...i have no clue where tio go for that class! it doesnt say shit on my shedule! ugh..whatever. i'll just be a lost junior on the first day of school..heh.. that'll b fun.

well yeah.. thats pretty much what has been happenin. i havnt ben able to draw for pleasure in a while. but hopefully i'll have somethin up soon. ^^



WOOT! BRING ON DA YEAR! IMA TACKLE IT TIL I COME OUT ON TOP! >XDDDDDD

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you......







if u actually read this...its true... well no... i dont like u... i looove jooo!!! XD..


~~really retarded journal...but thats ok!~~~

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ehem....sorry about the burst of ...well...yeah...

ok so im a fuckin idiot. i've been telling my parents that i've been raising my grades for a while now... i have been! so dont get me wrong...but god damn! i guess it didnt fuckin work in two of my fuckin classes! i try to do well on tests...i never fail the tests ok?...but the fuckin homework! i never fuckin get a good grade on the fuckin homework! (if i do it that is..) but seriously... now i have to get 100% on my history final to get a C....and english?....huh...well.... let me just say that grade's goose is cooked. T_T.... im a poet and occasionally an auther of acouple of short stroies... im great when it comes to essays too....everthing about english i find so easy... but i dont fuckin get it. if its so damn easy for me...why the fuck am i failing it?....god....... the only reason why im trippin balls is cuz i lied to my parents...kinda.... they assume im gonna get a passing grade...but not this time... i've been like this sinse fuckin 5th grade....
and each time my parents find out about my grades... there's a different response.... none of which i enjoy....-_-*.....and now im afraid of whats coming in my near future....sigh.........................



...im stuck for now....

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~~ well yeah...i'll leave u with this song from juno....

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ok...so my mom is out of town and she wont be back til the middle of next week.... so its just me, my bro, and my dad... my sister comes over ever so often to hang out... but whatever... man... my lil bro is annoying the crap out of me. he keeps crying for my mom... i mean... i know he's young... and i know that we all miss her... but seriously.. he doesnt need to start cry for no reason... i mean... she'll be back. i think he's using that as an excuse to get away with stuff... that lil bastard... if i do that... my dad will just tell me to suck it up. plus, they'll never go out of town with out us agian. and i really freakin enjoy having this freedom! as long as i keep things alive and clean... then i can do practically anything! lol it kinda sux tho.. cuz i got in over my head with my friends and family... they all wanna hang out tomarrow.... but i cant hang with all of them... oh well... whatever happens, happens.

man... the guest bathroom toilet keeps making this weird ass noise... it sounds like a monster is snoring or something.... its been doing that sinse saturday morning.... hhehe.. my sister probably took a dump....lmao! nasty ass.... lol whatever... i'll have my dad clean it cuz i cleaned up after the rest of the ppl that stayed at my house last night...hahahaa....

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Rules: Go to Google and search the phrase. Type in the first best answer. Tag 3 friends. Please be mature and use your REAL 1st name...

Use the first thing that comes up that makes sense.

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: "kulreet needs mental care"
hahahahhahaa!!! wow!

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: "kulreet looks fresh"
wtf?....o.0....um..okay....>.>...<.<..

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: "kulreet says i was joking.''
gasp! how did they know!!!?????

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: ''kulreet wants whats best for her daughter.''
...o.0... i have a daughter????!!??!!! wtf?

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: …."kulreet does provide deep relaxation" or "kulreet does not appear to be the proper format"
lol what? ahhahaa!! i like the first one..>.>...<.<...lol

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: kulreet hates not matching any documents!!!!! gggaaaahhH!!!


Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: "kulreet asks for jessica or lucy"
um.... nu-uh....o.0?

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: "kulreet goes unnoticed"
thats depressing..kinda

Q: Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:
A: '' kulreet likes a paddy field with shorn-off crop"
lol wtf? im not that indian...am i? lmao!!!XXDD

Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
A: "kulreet eats flesh"
hahahahhaaaa!!!XXXDDDDDDDDD

Q: Type in "[your name] wears" in Google search:
A: "kulreet wears The Steinmetz Pink. Diamond"
oooohhhh!!!!...o.0...X3 me like!!! XXDDD

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: "kulreet was arrested for having bullshit humor and going too far"
........ wtf man..... thats just cold....:/

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i've got nasing to wrrite!!!! wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooooootttttttt~!!!!1awriguhoiqgnw[roigjvge poop.....>.>...<.<......woooooooooooooooooooooooottttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woot! ^^

k love ya! bye!

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always happy to see u! lol....(sigh)...yeah... well... everything in my life is a big mess....especially my head.... emotions runnin wild...can't control my thoughts.... my actions are stupid.... i can't stick to medicine... i'm hurting my mind by being slow and stupid with responsability... homework is at a downward spiral. i can't stay on the dance team if i dont have a GPA of 2.0 or higher... im bearly makin it. well.. whatever. the only thing i can do is do what i need to do.. no "emotion" needed for homework and cleaning.

my lil bro told me that once i have my physical self straightened out, then my mental self will straighten out too.... and thats comin from an 8 year old. yeah...haha.. i never thought of that myself.... lol

~~~~in other words~~~~~~

i went over to my friends house to drop off her book that she left at my house.... and we ended up dressin up like KraZy deva chicks and we danced for a good two-three hours!!! it was awesome!^-^yup yup yup! dancing always makes me feel good....lol and sexy. unless im dancing like a retard. then i feel retarded...but thats ok cuz its fun! and thats all that matters!!! woot! yay dancing!!!

]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/18278662/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/18278662/ Sun, 11 May 2008 18:26:27 PDT u know who u are....;D




~~~~~~~random ass journal!!! woot!lol


(random mood...im not really like that...hehe...oooorrr am i?)lol no im not...

]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/18201534/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/18201534/ Tue, 06 May 2008 18:20:51 PDT are the answers to our questions.
one day we'll find what we're looking for,
this world is crying for so much more.
we search from point A,
we search to point B,
we search, but can only find a cry to be free.
where will we find them?
when will we?
how will we?
again,
somewhere out there
are the answers to our questions...
somewhere out there
our dreams will be fulfilled..
all we can do for now
is search, search, search...
search for our future.
search for success.
search for the answers, and
allow ouselves to express.


~~~i wrote this for my friend who is having trouble "understanding" the fact that we are not going out....~~~~~~~~~~

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sorry random journal thingy!!! just wanted to let u know what i was thinking about at the moment!!! have a day!!!^.^

]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/18106864/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/18106864/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 18:23:00 PDT .<* im not sayin that i dont like playin on the same team.... but none of them get in the game except for me and lik, two other girls....(ugh) whatever.... so my teacher had us run around the softball field so we could warm up....well...hehehuuuuh.....>.>...<.<.... weeelll.... when i started to run/jog i had the feeling something embarassing was going to happen....

well thats what happened...>.>...<.<.... i lost the coordination in my right leg and instead of stepping on the soul of my foot...i stepped on the side of it! i totally ate it!! i did a lil flippy-poo and landed on my back.... when i looked up, my crush was lookin down at me with his hand out to help me up...whcih was sweet of him.... but he was laughing his ass off!!! >x0 (well, was i...but whatever....^-^)

IT WAS AWESOME!!! i havnt fallen like that in weeks!!! my hands were hurtin like a bitch and my knee was bleeding but that doesnt matter cuz it was fun!...not the pain part.....just the fall and the after laugh! ^-^XDDD

my dad says that when u fall... the only thing that happens is the fact that u grow.... i find that to be true.... u learn to take the pain( if there is any) plus u can get a good laugh out of it! XD yeah... thats pretty mush all i wanted to say right meow....XP lol yeah...


have a day!!!! [link] check it out!!! XXDDDD

]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/18092922/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/18092922/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 20:08:36 PDT sorry about the last journal... i was really REALLY emofied that day... im sorry if i scared anyone.....ehem, er, um....ehem..cough,meghan ehem, er cough cough....ehem.... (lol) sorry i had somethin in my throat.... hehe... yeah... it'll never happen agian....(hopefully)....huh.... i really needed to get that off my thingy.... waaayyy tooooo depressing..... and it just brings up some sucky memories....

~~~~~~~~ANYWHOOOOO~~~~~~~~



today was pretty spiffy! i was spazy in school so it was aaallll good...! laughing and making random facial expressions... yup yup yup! pretty spiffy! one of my really good friends........ came home with me today...and we met up with one of my other really good friends.... ... and he took pix of us! too bad that meg had to go so early.... it was fun! we went all over my backyard, the empty lott next to my house and inside near my piano!!! it was funny, i made james slightly jealous.... not sayin its a good thing... but...hehe...yeah... >.>

i cant wait 'til he develops them and shows me!... with his talent...hehe.... those pix will be bad ass!!.....

so yeah... thats pretty much how i spent my day today... huh.... it was a million times better than the other day....>.>....<.<... but nobody should talk about that...ever..... so yeah....

have a day!


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YES!!!!

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physically, its cold because my mom blasted the AC for way too long and she doesnt want to turn it down a lil... if shes sittin with a blanket on...yeah then i think its time to relax on the AC thingy...

and mentally, im cold...no... im freezing my balls off...( i dont really have balls...just so u know) i've got everything i need right here. but i honestly cant seem to enjoy anything around me. it may seem like i need a change of scenery.. but really? i just got back from spending the weekend at my sisters house. but even then... i felt the same as i do now.

everything around me is growing. my friendships, my kinships, my everything. i just feel so...(sigh)...i feel so down. i cant really figure out what tho. one part of me misses my baby, Nikku...(a big part of me).... another really wishes i could be more assertive in my life... i get so damn discouraged too easily. it sickens me. i cant hold on to relationships because i freak out... i thought to myself today...that maybe i dont know what im looking for. and thats fine because...ugh..well look at me. i fuckin sixteen.

i dont know why it freaks me out sorta, when i say that....im sixteen. im sixteen... im sixteen....im a teenager who wants to go out and live life but cant because i let stupid lies get in the way. i allow people to push me around. i allow myself to fall in a downward spiral to nadar.... everything about myself seems so fake. im stuck when it comes to the things i once loved.. like art, dance, literature. i want to express myself, but i cant do it creativly. whenever i think i've done something right for once...(sigh)... im always being doubted.

the other day...i was so out of it... i wanted to see if it would hurt if i cut myself....I MEAN COME ON!!!! WHO COULD BE THAT STUPID? OFCOURSE IT'LL HURT! ....but no....i took the scissors that my lil brother was using for some project, sat by the window....and next thing i know... the blade is sawing its way toward one of my veins... i realized what i was doing...and tossed the scissors down, but to my surprise... my arm didnt hurt. i gazed at the drips of velvot on my pant leg, then at the opening where my soul was escaping. i took my two fingers and messaged the cut...smearing the blood along my arm... as if i was painting my life on my skin. i walked over to the mirror and stared at myself. i felt no pain. no rush. nothing. i was slightly disappointed. i was so sure that it would have felt like what i heard it felt like...but it didnt. i couldnt find any emotion in myself. it was an undiscribable feeling...of nothing.

thats sort of how i feel right now... an undiscribable feeling of nothing. i guess thats why i feel so cold within. i dont think im really missing anything but myself. someone told me that in order to love others as well as life....i have to love myself. but i cant do that if i dont know what im looking for. im just lost in a continuum of confussion. i've got so many unanswered questions. but i know that no one i know can answer anything... and if so...huh...thank god...if there is one.




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huh.... i just found out that i got the wii.....alrighty then... well... i think the best thing to do right now.... is to stop this whole depression thing...and go play with my wii... yeah...huh.... talk about perfect timing.... wow....

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anywho...tomorrow is the last day of star testing for the skool year...yay!...-_-... but seriously...school is not one of my problems.... its freakin guys and girls and friends... and stupid, uncontrolable situations were all u can do is let things pass...

i've never ever EVER been in a steady relationship with anyone...guy or girl... the longest i've ever gone was about 2 months... but whatever... so i've been single sinse january and im lovin it. i'd rather have a crush on someone than actually go out with them...cuz i dont like feeling limited...(im not a slut!) majority of my friends are guys...and majority of them i find highly attractive... but i fuckin hate it when my best friend tries to hook me up with some guy i barely know!

i mean, the guys kool and all...in fact, im taxting him right now... but he claims that he's im love with me.... and my friend keeps pushing my buttons about it! she wont shut up about him! yeah, if i know him longer...then i wouldnt mind... but seriously...THIS IS THE SECOND TIME I'VE SEEN/TALKED TO HIM IN ABOUT A YEAR!!!!!

when i think about it...i can give it a shot... but i was talking to my OTHER really good friend, and he told me not to bother with it right now... cuz this guy that wants to hook up is 19...(illegal)...he smokes all the freakin time...(ew)....he has no house so he lives with his best friend..(.....no comment)....his moms gonna be out in freakin ALASKA for about SIX FREAKIN MONTHS,...dude...i could go on and on... one thing thats good..is that he's trying to get back on his two feet. he has no car...he walks everywhere... and i dont even know what else...

i mean, he's a good kid... but not really for me...seriously... i mean... im not trying to diss the whole punk style...i actually think they can be really sexy... but if u put i "punk" and a....well...a "me" together.... its freakin death waiting to happen....

ok maybe that last comment was a lil too much....

(sigh)...i dont even know if he graduated from high school...god... this would be soo easy to solve if i wasnt getting pressure from a good friend. god... i dont know what to do with myself....

(sigh)

u know what? thats it! fuck peer pressure! fuck relationships being forced on ppl! fuck disappointment! the only thing that comes out of it is missery...missery and hate. next time i see this guy, im gonna take him to the side and tell him the truth...cuz its not worth hidding....
~~~~~~~~

one question that i wished i knew the answer to...

why? if i like my best friend soooo bad,why dont i tell ppl about it? he knows i like him... but its jsut him and meghan:iconTheoldsoulplz: that knows...


night!

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RULES

1. Write these rules again.
2. Each person tagged has to write 8 things about herself/himself.
3. He/she has to write those things into her/his journal.
4. He/she will have to tag 8 more people at the end.
5. Go into their dA pages and note that you've tagged them.



about muah!!
numero uno:
i like the smell of smell....
dos:
i enjoy things that ppl usually dont enjoy....0.o
tres:
i have a name...>.o
four:
i like food...and lots of it...especially spicy food!XD
cinco:
im a tad bit crazy....(a tad bit...HA! more like extremely crazy!!!)
six:
i keep switching from english to spanish to ...who knows what...lol
siete:
im a cultural dancer (belly dancing, bungra, hip hop, SPAZ )
and finally ocho/eight:
...uh....I CAN DO JUMPING JACKS!!!



i dont even think i know eight ppl:




uh...













u never said "no tag backs!!!"



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and in other news....i just came back from florida!...it was beautiful! my mom went all gung-ho over disney world and universal studios but i never actually went! lol i was just being a lazy ass and i slept the entire time!!! it was delicious!!^-^ well right now my pepapo(dad) is yelling at me to get off da compooter sooo...im gonna go sleep some more delicious sleep!! nighty night!!!

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for example: i was talking to my mom about how excited i was.....but that was it...I was talking.... she just smiled and nodded as if she was pretending that she was listening.....

I JUST WANT TO FEEL THIER SUPPORT!!!!!

i want them to ask me questions! i want THEM to talk about it too... not just smile and nodd.... when people do that...it makes me feel like i shouldnt even bother with anything.... i need some recognition. some motavation...

someone said that them not looking can be motavational.... they said that i have to be sooo "up there" that they cant help but notice..... but honestly.... i have tried that.... the only way they've noticed me so far is when i fuck up.

i mean...when i do well in school...they go on to the next negative thing that i do. when i put up a new peice of art on my walls....they dont even notice. and if they do.... they just glance. they dont say anything.

i dont know...maybe this is just a cry for attention from my parents.... but is it so wrong for a middle child to seek for some gradification?

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k so after all the other girls left, the new team got together and we discussed what we need to work on... the captain said that everyone needs to work on their arms and keeping them moving in different ways and all....but then she went one-by-one and told us what we need to work on. when she came to me, i wasnt even sure what to expect....lol but what she told me made me feel sooo damn GOOD about myself! she told me that i need to tone it down a lil....HAHAHHAA!!!! she said that when i was dancing i was like BAM BAM BAM BOOM PAH BAM!!!! LMAO I WAS SOOOOOO DAMN HAPPY!

ofcourse im gonna learn from that tho....cuz the critisism can actually help me cuz..well... i'll be performing infront of the skoo so.... i cant go around dancing like im trying to seduce someone....hehe.... but even if i do tone myself down, i'll still probably seduce someone in my audience.... but i mean... who wont? lol the belly dancing team is...well.... all about belly dancing! lol ah man..... today was a good day.... and now that im on the team...hehe.... there will be sooooo many mooore better days!!!!

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(sigh)... im kind of excited for this weekend... my friend is coming to visit on friday after school and then later that night im going to my other friends house for a lil party/get together... then on saturday, im going to my first art gallery show thing where i can show off my art and maybe sell a couple paintings...u know...so i can get my name out there....(kulreet...if u didnt know^-^) its gonna be somewhere in hollywood! it gives me something different to look forward to... then on sunday....well... on sunday im going to my holy temple(church) and yeah.... for some its not that exciting but for me?...hehe..well for me, i get to see a very cute indian friend of mine! X3

he's like the only cute indian guy thats, like...my age......yeah... i dont get out too often so...um...im kinda limited to my cultural dreams...or whatever...i really dont know what im saying... im kinda just waisting time cuz....well.... i dont have a life...

i just come home from school...hang out with the family(if they're home), eat, do homework, draw/paint/whatever, and go on the computer...

the only time i watch tv is if my sisters home. i dont know why... whenever shes home, shes always watching something interesting... but whenever shes not around and im watching that same freaking show...its just not interesting. maybe its just her presence.... i dont know....


hmmm... im kinda hungry agian.... im gonna stop typing cuz i gotta go over in the other room and...well....um....do nothing....^-^ have a day!

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(sigh) to me? that was a slap in the face. and it wasnt like a sissy kind of slap... it was like he freakin backhanded me right in the mouth. i was practically speechless when that happened. it took me about twenty minutes to think up a response with out cussing him out. i mean..dont get me wrong. i want to tell him my true feelings but if i do that... the only outcome will be negative. (sigh)... i know im learning a huge life lesson from this unfortunate experience but...i just wish it didnt have to be this hard... i went to my mom for advice.... and she said somthing that so many people have told me... "just move on".... before i never really truely admitted it, but thats all i can do if this situation doesnt turn around. i know its gonna be hard. i know its gonna be painful.... but i just need to move on. i cant dwell on issues like this. its a waste of peoples' time.

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]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16830431/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16830431/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 10:13:27 PST SCHVEEM SCHVAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

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]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16729600/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16729600/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 19:30:44 PST and if he has a problem with it... well fuck bring-it-on!! im soooo ready to beat his sissy ass! or just make him feel really shitty about himself...i know its a mean thing but seriously... he screwed up part of my life! im probably never gonna see him again... and if so... im gonna give him a hard time! im gona ask so many freakin questions on why he wasnt talkin to me that he'll never do it again! to anyone! ill set things straight... when i get upset about these things...the REAL woman comes out...(and its not gonna be the soft- everyone likes her-side...) its gonna be the side that doesnt rest til it gets what it wants!!...(cough cough revenge ehem...cough cough) haha... man... i have only been devilish one other time... and boy i had fun...ehem... but thats a different story...^^ you'll probably hear/read it later...haha he does not know who he's messin with... bring-it-on!!! I WILL AVENGE! SEVENFOLD!!!(like how i put that in there?)

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]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16598958/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16598958/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 14:47:03 PST ....altho...i couldnt have gotten through this lil thing of mine if it hadnt been for those awesome ppl who have given me advice and been there for me......its still gloomy outside but i find it kinda pretty... usually it brings me down... but not today.... it reminds me of when i was little and i experienced my first tornado.... my sister showd her courage and took my dog milo and i down in the basement... she had flashlights... a radio... food... and a bunch of blankets and pillows so the three of us could be safe and warm... i remember being confuzed and terrified... but once i was in my sisters arms with milo in my arms... i was safe... i was happy....woah... yeah i think i just when off topic...if there was one...i dont know... but seriously... this happened when i was three...my sister was almost ten at the time... when i look back at it now a days... i see why i respect her... i see why i look up to her and love her...without her... i probably wouldnt be typing this....i appreciate all that shes done for me...and now i guess i can say the same to whom ever helped me....ehem..."I APPRECIATE YOU!!!".... lol i forgot what i was gonna say after that but whatever... u get the messege!^^

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]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16503052/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16503052/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 10:04:26 PST .....u can totally spaz to it and no one gives a crap!!!....ahhh...man...but u know what i totally HHHHHAAAATTTE about it?...when im listening to it...i wanna dance or spaz or whatever...but im totally in the wrong place to do it cuz...knowin me...(he-he) ill probably hurt myself...or maybe others... its frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!uuuuuuUUUUUGHGHHGHGHGHGHGHGH!!!!!!....ehem...sorry about that....... this was kinda random... but whatever.... i seriously need to spaz or ill freakin have to go into a mental hospital....well actually...ha...yeah....

]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16451898/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16451898/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 20:23:22 PST im turning 16 bioches!!! im seriously sooo freakin excited!!! im having this party with family and friends and my mr. man is gonna give me a lil sumthinsumthin!!! lolwoot!! this whole week ive been surrounded by stressful stuff and now that its over i FEEL LIKE DANCING!!!! WOOT!!! IM DANCING WHILE WRITING THIS!!! im excited for what my boyfriend's gonna get me lol he said it wasnt gonna be wrapped!! lol i wonder what it is!!!^^ woot!!! i wanna like busta move! i love the rush u get from just dancing and not caring what ppl think about u!!! the feeling of dancing in a crowd or by myself just makes me go wild!!! i like having someone to dance with most of time.. especially when i can feel there body by mine... when i can smell their presence... and dance like theres no tomorrow....

]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16409120/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16409120/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:58:12 PST ...and...im sorta stessing out... but not really... cuz ive been studying for a while and i think ill do a good job.... yeah... well right now... my thigh itches but im wearing retarded jeans so i can't really feel any of my attempted scratching solutions...(sigh) i even tried scratching with my pen... but that didnt help...it just made it worse...urgh!!! god!! now its hot!!! jesus!!! i think im becoming my mom!!! eeeeww!!! lol jk... yeah... i should probably change into something more comfortable.... yeah... that would be nice...^^ yeah... omg...and now i think my new puppy Murdock is pissing on the floor...wait hold on....urgh...he did...ew... thats nasty.......yeah i really dont know what to say... i lost my sketch book so im all bumbed out... so yeah... itll be awhile before you get see my real drawings... i honestly think they're better than the ones i've done on paint or whatever...ha yeah... ya know?... i bet if i look in the most retarded place ill find it...lol thats usually what happens... its probably in my jungle of a closet or in the dark abyss of my desk drawer...lol well we'll see soon enough...!

]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16308484/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16308484/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 21:36:09 PST im gonna be turning 16!!!! wooot!! yyyaaay!! but then again... i cant party yet...cuz i got some project due plus i got finals next week so i gotta study...dang it....oh whatever.... ill work even harder than usual so i can get on the good side of my parents so i can get a spiffy present from them!!! hahaha!!! (talk about one track mind)

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]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16259499/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16259499/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 17:57:16 PST ( in my opinion)... yeah... its gonna be better than some of the recent pix but whatever... hope u like it!!!

]]> ~WIYB http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16137657/ http://WIYB.deviantart.com/journal/16137657/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 11:37:11 PST yeah.... im obviously... but im planning on figuring things out...i guess... i dont know.... yeah.... k bye!!!

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