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]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/17203847/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/17203847/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 01:01:04 PST
SO...

Please get some commissions. PLEASE. I NEED THE MONEY FOR DRUGS AND HOOKERS.

for 40 bucks I won't be beat. You can get drawn commissions for more money.

]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/15418007/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/15418007/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 09:30:26 PST
So I'm feeling inspired to do something 3d. But I'm an unoriginal fag. So here's a contest!

Give me a profile of your char... WELL DRAWN!

Examples of what I mean by profile: [link]

BTW that's fiz. She fucking rocks a bigger dick than me.

Anyway, the winrar of this here contest will get's a 3D of your fancharacter in various poses.

What I wanna see in your profile pics:
Colors - ACCURATE
Descriptions of what I'm looking at i.e. is that a spike or a piece of hair or like a deformed conjoined twin's head.
Any particulars of what's the deal with your character - Does he have powers? is he always chargin his laser?
And a final mention: how your char is dressed is how they will be dressed in the model. It's REALLY hard to come up with a look for something I have never seen.

What you get: about 48 work hours of 3D awesome in a pic rendering that you would be able to take to a pro print shop and have put in 6'x5' format. At 100 DPI. Think about it. That's a 7200 x 6000 pixel render.

Who says I don't love you? They're right. I don't. But I do things right.

GET TO IT!

]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/15309502/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/15309502/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 22:37:04 PDT
My watch list is too crazy and not worth looking at half the time.

Sorry if it offends you and I watched you. I'm just an asshole and honest. I hope no one gives two shits.

To all FanGirlBoys of my 3D:

I prolly won't be doing as much 3D as I did before, because I lost a lot of my ambition to do another project, and basically because I only did half the work. Not that I was living a lie, but a lot of those Sonic Models you saw (the licensed ones...) were ripped from Sonic Heroes, and I just tweaked them to make them look pretty and to practice my rendering techniques, along with learning how to structure characters, so that I could eventually make all the Fanchars that no one seemed to notice anyways.

Stop Faving the iSonic and Get your own pieces. They are only tweaks of SEGA's actual models.

I pretty much hate everything about my work right about now, mostly because I can't make any more pieces since I'm so out of practice. Give me some time, and I might start doing more work.

And BTW, it is work, and I'm a slave to the dollar. I don't want a trade of what you think my character should look like, unless you are badass. PurityLF4 is badass. Fiz is badass.

You are not.

You got some cash and want a piece done? I'll do it. It would inspire me to work. Otherwise, I hate all of you.

Love, peace, and Hair-Grease.
Wasabi.

]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/15151360/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/15151360/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 01:13:38 PDT
Also, I had 1,666 messages. Sorry if I missed one lol.

]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/13914385/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/13914385/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 13:08:47 PDT
im begging for a subscription because i have 1312 messages and 2250 deviations to view.

]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/13563360/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/13563360/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 11:51:35 PDT
I miss home. Vegas is so cool and full of life and not made of barracks.

see you guys soon.

you should email me or something you pricks.

]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/12365463/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/12365463/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 16:40:03 PDT
Whoop. I have this weird perspective of hating the people I trained with, but I then I realize that this BCT environment is just stressful and they are just normal guys with a lot of shit on their plate... But only a few guys realise thtan basic isn't the real army.

I apologize for all the typos, but I'm paying for this time on the net, so I'm going like 210 mph.

I escaped the shark attack, I've avoided getting an article 15 (basically a fine and a bad mark against you for fuckin' up) which is a real feat, considering how much of a douche some of these guys are. As the drill Sgt says, "Buddy is only half the word here." The other half is fucker.

But really, everything is cool. I just keep remembering I've done this bullshit before, without getting in trouble, the only difference is it costs money now.

I'd love to post more, but really I don't know what you would want to hear, and I'm pretty sure the keystrokes are being monitored here. Oh yeah, by the way, they stopped hitting the pvts. They now just assign Article 15's like dildo pops at gay pride.

I got a Jody letter from my ex-GF. I got mad and i think a little drunk off gatorade and ranted for an hour about it. basically the gist of it was "hey since you left alot of things have changed. I know you are strong enough to deal with this. Bye." Which translates to "hey jerry, i couldn't keep my twat off a dick long enough to wait a few more weeks for you to come home. Fuck you." this after two five mintue phone calls that went "hey baby" "oh... Hey jerry."



I have had to deal with drinking saltpeter in my powerade to make my dick soft for nine weeks. I haven't had morning wood even for like a month.

Ill see you guys I gotta report back for now. Deuces.

]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/11360694/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/11360694/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 10:14:33 PST

With consent of the Governor of Nevada, you are ordered to initial active duty for training under 10 USC 672(d).

Report to 30th Adjutant General Battalion (Reception), Ft Benning, GA
Report date: 16 January 2007

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I'm off to join the National Guard. I've withdrawn from school for the time being, tied up my loose ends, and ship next week.

I'm coming back soon, but where I go from here, I'm not entirely sure. I'll see you around, dA. Thanks for the "memories". Lol.

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Proud of all we have done,
Fighting till the battle’s won,
And the Army Goes Rolling Along. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/10898740/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/10898740/ Thu, 30 Nov 2006 07:16:08 PST

Sonic "Next Gen" is the saddest excuse ever for a video game. I'd rather play "Donald Trump's BDSM Adventure" while licking Strom Thurmonds asshole.

Sorry if my language offends the kids. But really. Fuck you SonicTeam. I gave you your chances. I said "Hey, Heroes wasn't too bad, give them a chance!" Then I said, "Well it can't get any worse than Shadow's game, c'mon guys!"

AT LEAST SHADOW HAD CRUSH 40 AND JUN SENOUE.

This is strike three. I'm not even going to count crap that was Sonic Advance 3 or the non-canonical Sonic Riders. I let it slide. Not this time. I seriously don't even care if my roommate gets Sonic on the Wii when it comes... I'm fucking done.

I don't know why they need a load screen between basically every sentence spoken. Or why the save points are so far apart, unlike Sega's head and asshole. Or why there need's to be a minigame before I can smash up some fucking robots. Or why Sonic randomly FLIES OFF THE MAP OH GOD ITS LIKE HEROES GLITCHES ON CRACK. Or why every character needs an emotionally charged backstory.

ITS SONIC.

IF WE'RE GIVING BACKSTORIES NOW, I WANNA KNOW WHERE THE FUCK TAILS CAME FROM. FUCK MEPHILES AND SILVER AND THE CANNABIS TRIGGER!

WHY CANT SEGA EXPLAIN WHY TAILS HAS TWO TAILS OR WHERE HE CAME FROM?

Jesus, they try to make Sonic like Final Fantasy, when fifteen years ago, if I wanted a story game, I'D BUY AN RPG and IF I WANTED AN ACTION GAME I'D GET AN ACTION GAME. Now here I sit, broken-hearted, wanted Sonic, got Kingdom-Heart-ed.

Oh btw, just so anyone who may call me a whiner, just because a game is long or hard, graphics are pretty, or story slightly "more rpg-like", doesn't make it worth playing. I can put shellac on a pile of cow shit, and you still won't think it's as fun as a frisbee.

Unless you are an idiot.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/10555613/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/10555613/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 04:49:45 PST

OH my fucking god. I've been so sick the past few days. It was all like "Hey dude, I'm a sore throat, nothing major. I'll just sleep on the couch of your throat for a day or two."

But then it was like "Oh, btw, I thought it was kinda cold in here, so I turned up your temperature. Oh yeah, and your tonsils were too small, so I kinda made em bigger. And fyi, your tonsils and epiglottis haven't met in a while, so I thought it would be a good idea to get them really together for a few. And if it's not too much trouble, could you stop putting food and drink down here? It's getting crowded."

My girlfriend took me to the ER last night, cus it got WAAAYYY too painful to swallow, even saliva, and I started to feel the heat, and I'm broke as hell. After a 4-hour "fifteen minute wait," I got a shot in the ass of some antiviral and an acetamenophine that was way too big to swallow without damn near crying.

TOnight, the symptoms returned, and I just whimpered aloud in the bathroom. Frankly, there is nothing else, aside from taking Tylenol, that I can do. I ran out of Nyquil, and I only have two tabs of Tylenol left.

I'm about to give up again and call the ER again for "worsening symptoms."

And to think, this is just a week after I recovered from some crazy virus that had me puking for three days straight, with a 104°F temp, and shaking like an ebola victim.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/10277319/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/10277319/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 23:49:53 PDT

So I get to stay in school.


I'm so wasted since I've been "celebrating" my re-admission, my teeth are sticking together.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/10158946/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/10158946/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 05:34:44 PDT

Listening to: /itunes
Reading: "How to not get stabbed in Brooklyn"
Watching: SNAKES ON A PLANE.

Uhm. I don't ... kinda... go to Art School, as of today, until further notice.

I might be moving to NYC.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9972164/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9972164/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 01:47:33 PDT

Mood: Whut
Listening to: /itunes
Watching: SNAKES ON A PLANE.

Why the fuck did you have to die?

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9786205/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9786205/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 19:59:03 PDT

Mood: Whut
Listening to: /itunes
Watching: SNAKES ON A PLANE.

I got fired from my arcade, my bosses believing that there is anyone who would put up with their shit and still work like I did.


I came in today. There was a new girl... then BAM i realize it's this girl from school I loathe. She makes my skin crawl, really. She is the most retarded, lying, confused stupid bitch you ever knew. And she got my job.

I got yelled at for like half an hour and then got fired.

I put some screws from a game I was fixing in the wrong bin. That's what set him off.

Waiting for the call back. It's just a matter of time before she seriously breaks something not easy to fix.

Like the Time Crisis machine.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9585528/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9585528/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 20:34:20 PDT

Mood: Whut
Listening to: /itunes
Watching: SNAKES ON A PLANE.



So yeah, I've been doing some MAD remods to my computer these days. Let's see what KILLER APPS make my Mac kick your Mac's ass.

App: Link:
Desc:

You Control Tunes- [link]
Controls my iTunes from the taskbar. Displays track info on your screen each time a new song comes up a la Apple's "Front Row" style.

Colloquy- [link]
Totally customizeable, plugin-loaded, and friggin' sweet IRC client.

Adium- [link]
It's like Trillian. For your Mac. And again, completely customizeable interface, and tons of plugins.

VLC- [link]
Beats the everliving CRAP out of any multi-media program on Mac. Also plays DivX.

ShapeShifter- [link]
Cus OSX is sexy but it could always be sexier.

Pixadex- [link]
Though it's now all money-whorey and feature limited, tis still the coolest way to get custom icons from a tiff lying around to an icon on your Mac. There are wayyyysss around its feature limitations...

Transmission- [link]
The first BT client on Mac that hasn't failed horribly or make my internet crash into the ground like a TWA flight.

Little Snitch- [link]
You know, I really like knowing when my computer has programs that want to talk to the internet. It kinda lets me know who is trying to keep tabs on me. This program, at first a bit annoying, will let you know when programs try to connect to the internet, and has many options as to future actions with that programs internet connections. Either deny or allow it forever, or maybe allow it once on that port or server.

Flip4Mac- [link]
Cus Windows Media Player blows and even Bill Gates knows it.

Aperture- [link]
OMG SOOOO much better than Photoshop. Also it is Universal Binary so you can just LEAVE PS in the dust. I only say this from the standpoint of photo correction.

SubSerials- [link]
I have NO IDEA how this got on my journal or what it's for. It could be useful for something, but I'm just confused looking at it.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9497822/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9497822/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 06:24:14 PDT

Mood: LOL
Listening to: GARY LEE AND THE SHOWDOWN - "The Rodeo Song"
Watching: Saint's Row Demo

So you like DDR? You like it a lot?

I'm selling my soft pad that comes with the game and my hard metal pad. No strings attached, and they work great. I'm selling them, since I work in the arcade and have all day access to ITG2 and DDR.

The metal pad is great: it hooks up to an XBox, PS2, or a PC/Mac easily, with no drivers necesary. It looks nice and its got great responsiveness, even on carpet.

Note me if you are interested.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9473928/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9473928/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 01:02:05 PDT

Mood: LOL
Listening to: GARY LEE AND THE SHOWDOWN - "The Rodeo Song"
Watching: Saint's Row Demo

So apparently I was banned for harrassment. I mean... ME. Anyone who would read these would know that IRL and INTERNETS, that I'm this total dick.

But it's all for LOLs.

ANyhoo. If I ever insult you, know I rarely mean it. In fact, rarely take anything I take seriously, ESPECIALLY if I say seriously. Don't even take this journal seriously.

Apparently, due to dA's policy, I'm not allowed to call Gungriffon Geona "Emofag" or tell him to get "hump in homobutt" or "fuck u". I totally type like that everyday, and OF COURSE it wasn't a joke.

According to dA's etiquette policy, I should ignore this users posts. K. I will.

I will never say "Gungriffon Geona, you are a completely idiotic twat," or "GG will never get laid." I DEFINITELY won't say anything like "You fucking faggot, stay the fuck out of my life like I told you a year ago."

I will never harrass any user again. LOL.

Hey, post in this journal if you want to get harrassed by this beaner, right hurr.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9175496/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9175496/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 05:09:47 PDT

Mood: WHOOOOOOOOOOoooooo
Listening to: Gorillaz
Watching: Gorrilaz "Demon Days Live"

Invisible Pink Unicorns are beings of great spiritual power. We know this because they are capable of being invisible and pink at the same time. Like all religions, the Faith of the Invisible Pink Unicorns is based upon both logic and faith. We have faith that they are pink; we logically know that they are invisible because we can't see them.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9096407/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9096407/ Sat, 17 Jun 2006 13:11:07 PDT

Mood: WHOOOOOOOOOOoooooo
Listening to: Gorillaz
Watching: Gorrilaz "Demon Days Live"

Saw the movie for "Demon Days Live" WAYYY TOO COOL. Got pulled over for throwing a cigarette out of the window.. and now my friend has to go to court for littering.

I am posting from Domo-MacII, my new Mac Mini. Front Row is OMG my biggest dream. This thing rocks... And with a bit of Apple ingenuity and thanks to smart design, all my info from the old computers HD (in an enclosure) transferred without a hitch.

Here I am an hour later, using Airport, and all my programs as functional as if my old computer was right here!

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9085216/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/9085216/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 08:49:14 PDT

Mood: Holy shit its a cat
Listening to: Death from Above 1979
Watching: Gorrilaz "Demon Days Live"

So my new computer (the slick lil Mac Mini, ANOTHER ONE) is coming in today, after many delays and grey hairs. I have to say Apple has a way of making you happy again. I'll be back open for commisions in about a week, since I have to get C4D up and running again.

I'm going to see Demon Days Live this evening. Just a wurd up on that. Yes, I'm totally getting blazed. Drugs are bad really never do them unless you are going to a recorded concert with cute girls.

Also, my roommate and I have spotted a cute lil grey mouse outside on our patio for three days now. We have named him "Chuck". I wanted to name him "Snake," though.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8884872/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8884872/ Fri, 26 May 2006 15:22:52 PDT

Mood: SDFLKJDS
Listening to: NO iTUNES
Watching: IF YOU THINK I'LL SAY DA VINCI CODE...

COMPUTER FRIED

CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP.

Salvaged HD, Hopefully I won't lose any of your work... but it might be a while till I can get started on work for C4D again.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8815058/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8815058/ Fri, 19 May 2006 09:16:03 PDT

Mood: cereal
Listening to: LUPIN III REMIX
Watching: Art School Confidential

got a 19" widescreen monitor [link] , wireless keyboard and mouse [link] , and hooked up my old subwoofer to my computer with my current speakers.

DVI monitor, so so so fuckin' sweet. BANGIN' sound for my Hendrix now. SEVEN BUTTON MOUSE. I am computer winner.

Saving a bit more money for a duo mac mini, and a custom case.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8656797/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8656797/ Tue, 02 May 2006 21:14:23 PDT

Mood: Relieved
Listening to: LUPIN III REMIX
Watching: Thank You for Smoking

So yeah, if I have ever commented on a piece of yours, you're prolly my friend.

I have no idea how to make those avatar pic buttons (well I DO but I don't feel like doing HTML right now) so here's my txt list.

Fiz- She's a pirate. You can't spell pirate without irate. Sex her if you get the chance.
Becky- I totally shit in her cereal. Because I'm an asshole. SHE IS VERY COOL STOP IM-ING ME ABOUT STUPID SHD SHIT.
Nikki- Should go back to Puerto Rico cus there's not cool people there and they need one.
Me- I'm awesomer than everyone
Cyko- Man, actually he's not my friend. He owes me rent. HEY BITCH PAY UP. That and he's totally more awesome than your cock and mine put together.
Blizzie- I don't know much about her, aside from DDR and cool pictures.
Delesandri- DUDE COOL SHE TAKES PICTURES OF GUITARS. seriously, one of the few dA friends that actually comments on my lame stuff.
NotXenon- he's too cool for dA. That's why they banned him. TARDS. SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL BANNED.
CycledSoul- my internet-sis. Too cool to be so cool. That and she's the first person, aside from me, to draw my character.
BishounenBoy- Not really a friend since he doesn't know me, but man, he can do some cool shit with the colors black and white.
Gabby- OH MAN I AM SO FAR BEHIND ON YOUR PROJECT I AM SO SORRY. I THOUGHT I HAD FINISHED. Boobpix plz.
ElPinoy- Filipino anatomy master. Digital painting extraordinaire. Give him a look.

uhhh....

I'm forgetting a lot people so don't be all gay about it. Just PM me so I can ignore you.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8529989/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8529989/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 09:45:28 PDT

Mood: Relieved
Listening to: Jimi Hendrix
Watching: Thank You for Smoking

Werd.

That is all.

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8506286/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8506286/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 01:57:20 PDT

Mood: Relieved
Listening to: Lupin III remixes
Watching: Thank You for Smoking

HEY JUST TO GET A FEEL, PLEASE JUST LEAVE A "YO" TO LET ME SEE WHO READS THESE!

Man, so I got to talk to my "internet sis" and that was great fun. I really missed talking to her, since it was almost a daily ritual in the past... Isn't it great when stuff like that happens?

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My mother got her taxes returned with a big HAHA NICE TRY stamp from the IRS cus she claimed me as a dependent... apparently my UNCLES [link] [link] claimed me as THEIR dependent cus I lived in their house. Now, that's all fine and dandy, but remember, I paid rent. Thus, this means I'm a TENANT not a dependent.

Asses.

This is just fan-tabby cus they make more than my mom, and FAFSA bases how much money they give you for school on how poor your guardians are. Illustrated below is the differential equation of how this works:

Parents = $$$$ = low financial aid
Parents = $0.00 = more money for free

Now I have to pay MORE from LOANS (which you have to pay back, as opposed to a FAFSA grant, which is free) because my uncles wanted to get a couple thousand.

Wow that is so cool of them. Thanks so much!

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I finished my pieces for [link] and they came out great! They are revisions of my old iSonic pieces, and they look great to me... I would post them here, but I want everyone to read the magazine so that our deal pays off! I'll give you links to the web-zine when it's published.

HEY JUST TO GET A FEEL, PLEASE JUST LEAVE A "YO" TO LET ME SEE WHO READS THESE!

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8434367/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8434367/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 03:21:15 PDT

Mood: Cheese rules
Listening to: solar twins-rock the casbah
Watching: Awaiting Silent Hill

SOMETHING MELODRAMATIC AND SELF-IMPORTANT GOES HERE.



Also, trying to build a car. Trying to find an 85 Pontiac Fiero to kit up.



SO WHAT'S UP WITH YOU GUYS? POST BELOW!

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98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8289287/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8289287/ Mon, 27 Mar 2006 21:11:25 PST

Mood: Apple Sauce
Listening to: Sex Machineguns - ONIGUNSOW
Reading: Oni Instruction Manual
Watching: Oni Cutscenes

So, due to both getting a paid sub and wanting to make a life change to get more pro work, I have some policy and procedural changes.

Article A- Regarding me doing work for you.

I have no problem with taking requests, less of a problem taking trades, but don't be offended if I turn down your requests. It's not that I hate you or I am a money hungry whore. It's that 3D work is... WORK.

Think of it this way: If I laid bricks for a living, and you were a great friend of mine, and you wanted a wall laid. I would be more likely to lay some bricks for you being my friend. But maybe you weren't as close of a friend but you would offer maybe a couple of beers if I could lay some bricks for you. I'd still be more willing to do it than if, say, you were a stranger calling up my brick-laying business and asking for a free favor. It's not that I don't think it's a great compliment, but it's a lot of work and time that I could be devoting to making my business bigger, or doing business for other clients.

Seriously, art is my career, and I hope you understand I wish to be treated the same respect as someone who would be doing you professional service.


Article B- Getting me to do the work

You may contact me via e-mail, or via dA note. Please don't request work via comments. I don't notice them as much, and really that's not what comments are for.

If I accept, please be aware I am a man of my word. If I say I will do it, I will have it done... but that means that I expect you to hold up your end of the bargain. I would expect you expect the same from me.


Article C- Rates

Ask anyone who has bought 3D work, or does 3D for a living, about my rates. They are ridiculously low. Why? Because I think that it's not fair that someone be charged out the ass for an idea that they came up with, and all I do is the legwork. If you contacted me with only a concept and no references to do straight 3D, I would be charging more, but for the most part, my customers have always provided requested materials.

My works always include: at least one full render image, in your choice of format (JPG, BMP, TIFF, etc), no charge for additional poses and pictures, the option to print in various sizes, at additional cost, and a guarantee that your piece will be how you requested.

My rates fluctuate with each piece, simply due to the complexity of the work, and the amount of involvement required. I am a student so I have studies that I have to do alongside your piece, and I have to compensate for that reason.


Article D- About me

Cheese is freakin awesome. Easy Cheese is even more awesome... like super-awesome.

98% of teens have tried smoking pot. If you think the other 2% is self-righteous, copy and paste this in your signature. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8233182/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8233182/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 03:33:38 PST
I began to think of how stale my style is... and how horribly uprofessionally I treat my work.

I guess since I'm going to art school to, y'know, BE an ARTIST for a living, I should start making some major changes right now. So starting today, I will start making my signature and piece by piece, replace my old pieces with updated and signatured pieces.

I know, like it's wierd. Someone wanted my work... It's one of them good feelings, and makes me that much more appreciative for all the people who have bought comissions from me....!

....!

... Ok! Thank all of you *Gabby and thats it* for buying my ridiculously cheap commisions!

I'm so hungry.... ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8230290/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8230290/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 18:52:54 PST
Anyways on this forum I posted a band pic of me in the Corps back at Texas A&M and then this one person on the board was like. "I dated a guy in A&M who played in the band!"

And so I was like, "Wow, cool."

And then it turns out that he went to the school and was in my section WHEN I WENT THERE.

Yeah, he was one of my leaders in the French Horn Section.

Go figure. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8155182/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8155182/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 01:19:01 PST ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8127069/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8127069/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 02:04:59 PST
I now have time for homework, and to finish some commisions that I've been dreadfully late on (sorry Gab!). Also, it will give me time to reflect on where I'm going in life.

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In other news, for those who were confused and shit, yes I made a plot to hack up Sonic Hot Dimensions, after I got sick of it becoming "Purity lovers only or gtfo Dimensions". My reasons WERE kinda childish, but I'm not apologizing for my beliefs. I will say I'm sorry I did some stupid things and prolly burned a bridge or two, but I won't be sorry that I still think it's pretty fuckin' retarded.

List of things I did after some hashing:
-Deleted Hannah's account, a higher ranking member than anyone, aside from Becky herself, or Miles. She did some things to my friends that I didn't appreciate.
-...
-Caused the board to shut down for a whole day. Whoo.....

yeah. I totally was immature, but....
You still suck, SHD.


LOLife 2006 ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8124138/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8124138/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 18:18:22 PST








^.^ ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8116846/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/8116846/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 22:08:01 PST
Yes, I did prune Hannah in the admin CP.

Yes I did break a password.

I'm sorry it was Cyko's. That's all I'm sorry for.

I'm not sorry that people we used to love and cherish turned into sour souls, who stopped listening to reason, got on their high horse, and told everyone they can fuck themselves.

I'm pissed that because I wasn't going to be a Hannah fanboy and backing up my friends who hinted at sympathies of that opinion got the whole place shitstormed. I'm upset that people stopped listening to reason, and for fear of sounding like Geona or Seizure, I decided to go to a different level.

What did I hope to accomplish by fucking up SHD? I wanted VIP to mean something. Re-evaluate your allies and friends. Figure out if you want more fans or friends.

For annoying as Zweih was, he was right on a lot of things. Same for a lot of people that you Purity fucks decided to get rid of and ostricize. I was ashamed that I was a VIP when I read about how you judge those who should be VIP and those who shouldn't, when you want a VOTE about who should be. Want a real vote? TAKE YOUR CANDIDATES AND PUT THEM on a ballot FOR ALL THE PEOPLE.

Way to be democratically illiterate. I told you a long time ago, that I would help, if you would only allow me. You didn't want my help. That's fine. I respect your decision; but to turn around and make the problems worse wasn't what I was expecting.

I just wanted to make everyone realize how much of a douche they were acting like.

Fuck you if honesty hurts... At least I say it to your face and not creep around in some secret society to try and pass judgement there.

Don't hate me because I won't believe you when you piss on my head and tell me it's raining. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7962385/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7962385/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 13:07:37 PST
Yeah, then he goes and has a stroke the first night I'm gone. Knocked unconcious three EMT's after they injected the adrenaline to stop the seizure, then it took seven to strap him down. He broke both shoulders in the struggle.

Totally messed up.

Life's awesome sometimes, yknow?

]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7927914/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7927914/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 17:44:00 PST
I'd be like "OSHIT DUDE SOMEONE THINKS THAT THING I MADE FOR MONIES WAS KEWL! SWEET!"

And on that note:

PLZ BUY COMMISIONS FROM ME... OR SEND MONEY IN A BOX TO WASABIJ@GMAIL.COM ON PAYPAL.

Money is the root of all evil, kids, so feel free to get rid of that evil! I can exorcise your bills by passing them through my checking account, then I can circulate it and more pure money will be put out in the world! The more you give, the better the world becomes.

Also, then I can eat something other than Dinty Moore. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7888893/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7888893/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 22:49:33 PST


[link] ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7818888/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7818888/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 12:59:55 PST
LOL.

Know whats really cool besides internet girlfriends? REAL ONES OLOL

/got that out.

sup. Make a drawing of jerry the coon totally being a badass warehouse dude and I will be all like HOLY CRAP. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7795176/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7795176/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 22:49:07 PST
I'm finally moving out *performs the dance-of-idiotic-twenty-something-decision-making-but-fuck-it-I'm-twenty-and-awesome-and-you-are-old-and-not*

My stepmother, the woman my father married and divorced after leaving my mom *she's cool* is coming to visit, and my little half-sis is too. YAY.

I got a totally sweet position at work. Due to my experience at packing delicate items at one of my old jobs at a semi-conductor facility, I am now in charge of accesories for my interior design ccompany. I have my own desk and everything now; plus, there are these totally sweet lamps and decor I'm going to keep rotating out at my desk. I have this totally sick eight ball lamp right now.

ANNNND I talked to one of my good friends on the phone after about... wow almost two years of nothing. She is so in love with this one guy, and I'm like GO FOR IT ans shes like NO CUS IM NERVOUS and im like HAVE HOT SEX and shes like OMG WHAT IF HE HATES ME and im like I NEVER HATED SEX... Q.E.D.

what a great phone reunion convo, right? considering i was the biggest nerd on campus when we went to school together, and didn't have a GF till i was in college. so it was a real interesting convo.

So yeah, I'm having a good week. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7755863/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7755863/ Mon, 30 Jan 2006 20:30:53 PST Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart, baby
The beating of you heart, baby

You, you want nothing to do with me
You, you want nothing to do with me
I, I don't know what to do with you
Cuz you don't know what you do to me

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating heart baby
The beating of your heart, baby

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart, baby
The beating of you heart, baby

Girl, you really got your hold on me
Girl, you really got your hold on me
Girl, you gotta get away from me
'Cause you want nothing to do with me

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart, baby
The beating of you heart, baby

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart, baby
The beating of you heart, baby

In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, yeah

In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, yeah

You, you want nothing to do with me
You, you want nothing to do with me

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart, baby
The beating of you heart, baby

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart, baby
The beating of you heart, baby

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart, baby
The beating of you heart, baby


F**K OFF IT'S CATCHY. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7727378/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7727378/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 21:35:24 PST
anyhoo... being pushed outta my house at the mo' so things are really turbulent. I'm excited at the prospect of moving out on my own, but it feels like I really hurt some people I love. Not liking the ones you love isn't always the best of feelings. anyways, just an update to those that read this stuff.

O BTW Housewarming party will be grand. sup drunks. will post scrap pics. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7684994/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7684994/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 12:30:09 PST
so then i went to the strip club and they played it like three times.

so now i have that crap sooo f---in' stuck, cus you tend to remember things associated with boobs in your face.

also, the drama caused by me going out for two days and ignoring everyone around finally sealed the deal on me moving out

YAY.

so i can get my
satisfaction. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7651122/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7651122/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 18:10:05 PST
Shitty week at work, got told I was "useless," shitty home shit.

I work in a furniture warehouse for interior designers.

In the three weeks I've been at work, I've:
-Created an inventory system (Yes, CREATED. This place was open for SIX YEARS without one.)
-Enforced this system.
-Setup the system.
-Taken over for my boss on several days and done the work he needed to do and gets paid more to do, plus my jobs.
-Never been late.
-Don't take breaks, save for lunches and a smoke when ever my boss OK's it.
-Never left early, or been late to school.

so yeah. That made me PISSED to say the least.

Then home life is back to the way it was when I was desperate to move. My uncle constantly acts as if I don't do the things he wants done daily, ignoring the fact that I leave for work at 6:30, leave work at five, get to school by six and don't get home from school till about midnight. So, I suppose I have been blowing off doing those chores telepathically... and I guess doing it at 1 AM everyday don't cut it for him.

:LKSJDF:LKDJSGOIEWOIGJIONB

I'm burned out. I'm going to get wasted, party, and blow everything off till I get kicked out.

Then I'm going to take all the rent money i owe from the weeks I was out of work, and I'm going to put it in an envelope and put a bow around it and leave it on the table. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7638330/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7638330/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 10:56:20 PST And then just touch me.
Till I can get my satisfaction.

Push me.
And then just touch me.
Till I can get my satisfaction.

Push me.
And then just touch me.
Till I can get my satisfaction. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7577448/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7577448/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 19:17:48 PST
Totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends"

Oh lol, btw have an ogo now, so now ill like be on msn all the time. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7526832/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7526832/ Fri, 06 Jan 2006 13:28:01 PST
Hope you don't mind, bud.

-------------------------------

use R9 XL, though I used R8 forever at my school... BTW what school are you at? not many HS have 3d animation programs.

I use bone deformers and all my knowledge of how they work and shit comes from internet tutorials. I couldn't tell you crap about how to make the IK work correctly for crap like animations, seeing as how I've learned and am continuing to learn is all through expreimentation. Sorry bud, BUT if it makes you feel any better, you should know that my film festival project was completed with only about 10 hours of work and no moving characters, with a WORKING staff of two people.... so all isn't lost if you can't get it down perfect in time.

My word to you is something you've prolly heard a million times if you've pursued any other art form: practice practice practice. Play around with C4D, R7 or otherwise... it really hasn't changed much and the things that you learn in one program will help you to use the next install even more usefully.

My quick list of pointers for anyone who does 3D:

-KEEP IT ART. Nothing is more annoying than seeing something that's done half-assed... Use the computer as a tool to express the intention, not as the means of producing the art, because computers can't make art.

-Lighting: use it. Learn all you can about the lighting engines and effects, and check out the "radiosity" features and what it does. See my pieces "Carmon" and "Sonic Heads Collection" for examples of what lighting and readiosity settings can do for even the simplest rigs.

-Nurbs are not shortcuts to good modelling.

-Apply design tactics to your art. Don't let the cameras limit your vision... make sure you apply all the compositional elements of traditional art to your work.

-Lastly: Don't let what you see on the net or in movies from others make you say "I wish I could do that." Know that you CAN do it, with time and practice and patience, but most of all, get off your duff and try it out. This and the first are your paramount values to keep at heart. Keep going, keep trying and don't be afraid to make something. the end result isn't bad if you work on it till it becomes what you want it to be.... and don't worry about how long it takes. That comes with practice and you shouldn't worry about timelining your masterpieces. Remember: it took Michelangelo 20 years to make the Sistine Chapel.

Sorry if I couldn't help you with specifics, but keep up the good fight and keep on going buddy. If you apply my pointers to your work, I think you'll find CG as rewarding as I have.

Peace out. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7509774/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7509774/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 16:09:46 PST
New Years was sorta a dud. Didn't go party but hung out at uncles' with some family friends. W/E I was kinda tired anyways.

Gotta a good job. Everyone's "fabulous" and they're pretty nice. Hours are rock solid, they work for my school schedule, and everyone's already like my friends. Also, it pays well, so

Designing a tattoo I hope to get done soon. Ny friend is hooking me up with the 8th rated tattoo artist in the nation, for a REALLY good price. I've got three designs that I've wanted for a while, but I think it's time to commit to permanance.

Oh and I am NOT joining the military. I think. Not anytime real soon anyhoo.

-Jerry ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7507604/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7507604/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 11:53:12 PST
IT STINKS REALLY BAD. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7446067/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7446067/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 06:09:12 PST Come on move this!

Shake that body
Shake that body
Shake that body
Shake that body

People don't you know
Don't you know its about time
Can you hear the jammin' pumpin'
While you taste a piece of mine
Many different flavors and this
Spice is strong
Get into the hot stuff
Let me pour a little song

Baby let me show you how to
do this
You got to
move this
You're doin' fine
There's nothin' to it
You got to groove it
Come on and move it
Shake that body for ...

People don't you know
Don't you know its about time
Can you hear the jammin' pumpin'
While you taste a piece of mine
Many different flavors and this
Spice is strong
Get into the hot stuff
Let me pour a little song

Baby let me show you how to
do this
You got to
move this
You're doin' fine
There's nothin' to it
You got to groove it
Come on and move this
Shake that body for me

Shake that body for me
Shake that body

People don't you know
Don't you know it's about time
Can you hear the jammin' pumpin'
While you taste a piece of mine
Can you feel the mellow crawlin' fast
Drummer baby rhythm blast
Pump it Pump it pump pump it up
Nothin' can make this one stop

You've got to move this
You've got to move this
Oh Yeah
You got to move this
and groove this
And move this song
Shake that body for...

Baby let me show you how to
do this
You gotta
move this
You gotta
move that
You gotta moo-ooo-oove
moo-ooo-oove
Move this and groove it
Shake that body for me

Shake that body
Shake that body (hmm)
Shake that body for me
Shake that body
Shake that body (cool)
Shake that body
Shake that body for me
Shake it Shake it

You gotta move this
Come on and move this
Move this Move this Move this
You gotta move this
Come on and move this
Move it Move it Move it
Baby let me show you how to
do this
You gotta
move this
You're doin' fine
There's nothin' to it
You gotta groove it
Come on and move it
Shake that body

People don't you know
Don't you know it's about time
Can't you hear the jammin' pumpin'
While you taste a piece of mine
Drummer baby rhythm blast
Pump it Pump it pump pump it up
Nothin' can make this one stop
Toes be tappin'
fingers snappin'
Hands clappin'
My mouth's rappin'
Talkin' about how cold laughin'
Shut up and do the walk
Use what you got. Show me you're on the floor
So let me see.
Don't say nothin' unless I soul
And remember
I like it warm.

You gotta move this
You gotta move this
Oh yeah yeah yeah
You gotta move this
Uh Uh Uh Uh
Shake that body for me

Baby let me show you how to
do this
You got to
move this
You're doin' fine
There's nothin' to it
You got to groove it
Come on and move this
Shake that body for

Baby let me show you how to ...
do this
You gotta
move this
You gotta
move that
Really
There's nothin' to it
You gotta groove it
Come on and move it
Shake that body
Shake that body
Shake that body

Shake that body for me. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7388643/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7388643/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 15:13:49 PST
Anyhoo, first off, I want to give a big FUCK YOU to hydration and the bodies need for it. I had to piss at the times we were FURTHEST from any rest stop and holiday traffic was so heavy, too many cars were passing for me to piss out the door. I had the dog climbing onto my crotch also, as the weather got more and more warm and humid.

Next off, my mother's mother is fucking NUTS. After talking about the most random shit with my great-grandfather, his wife, my moms and me, she made us take these pictures with these fucking red socks... under the pretense it would be a tradition. Yeah, it'll be a tradition the day reindeer pop outta my ass. How ZANY, Gramma!! Did you get the idea from a Hallmark movie or what? At least she's finally getting her head around the fact my mom is the best daughter, and the one who DIDN'T fuck up her kids, and put us as the main benefactors in her will.

Thirdly, I really miss the fuck outta San Diego. For $1,000-1,500 a month, I could be living oceanside. My mom only pays $300 less at most out here and all we have is half an ocean. The sand part.

Lastly, my cousin is marrying her brother.

Really, no shit. My cousin, "S", is marrying "R", who's half-brother from the same father, "Y," is "S"' half-brother as well. To make this understandable, I made this chart:

[link]

Mmmmmm, near-incest. Fun for the whole family.

So aside from my cousins turning into their own in-laws, my grandma goin' off the deep end with no water, my trip being highly uncomfortable, and only a modest mooch-money pull, I guess I learned the holidays are all about family, love, and sharing.

And sharing that family-love.

Pass the Jäger. I'm not nearly drunk enough for the new year. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7303059/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7303059/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 16:54:07 PST
Whoop-de-do. You get nothing.

BUT IF YOU GET 2,008...
A winner is you.

Free-normally-$25-comission for getting the 2,008 hit.

Start those refresh buttons.

EDIT: Oh yeah, if you get 2008, pls try to get a screeny. I'm totally not able to tell who visited when. ROFL. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7295513/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7295513/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 19:47:19 PST
Basically, I DevWatched one person and looked at another person that is one of their friends, and HOW ABOUT THAT that person is one of my friends... actually SEVERAL PEOPLE were on the list.

Small world, considering I wasn't browsing from my friends works, or buddy lists.

[link] ->
[link] ->

[link] + [link] + [link]

[/pointless]

Ever have that weird crap happen? ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7267176/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7267176/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 17:21:12 PST
I'm at a point where I've decided I'm going back to the military. I wasn't ever IN the military, but I was in ROTC to become a flight officer up until a few months back. I was DQ'ed from specialised service when that happened, and I thought that would be the end for me, but I found out recently that the National Guard, and the Navy will still let me serve.

It's wierd... I've been emotionally drifting, all this time. I can't decide what to do, I'm stuck in a rut, I'm doing something for a goal thats vaporous, with school. I think it's time I got a career that is concrete; some honest work where people are needed, and is respected. I need to get on in my life. I need to grow up. I'm tired of owing my life and its credit to my role models... It's time I started becoming myself.

Is this the end of me as an artist? Hell no. It is the end, however, of the Jerry that's gone all his life on 9-5 jobs, in debt, and without a purpose. I'm going to pursue my dreams and aspirations as an artist, while I have this job supporting me. It's a great feeling I have right now.

If you watch me, I'm not sure what is going to happen... But I'll promise to make it worth your watch. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7233784/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7233784/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 22:08:47 PST
Me: Uncle, I am teh ban at w3rk.
Uncle: Ok.
[Weeks later]
Me: Hi uncle!
Uncle: Hi. You are still going to owe rent payments for weeks you don't work.
Me: D:

Life is funny.

Aside from that, sorry for those of you buying comissions. I'm not NOT doing them, it's just FINALS TIME at school and I have mad homework. so I have very little free time. Also a few days ago, one of my serials expired, so C4D doesn't work... But I had the serial re-registered, and I'll be up and running tonight.

Man. Oh yeah. I also lost my iPod. Hopefully it's in the lost and found.

Otherwise I'm fucked.

Please buy more commisions or send me money in a box addressed to wasabij@gmail.com ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7205821/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7205821/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 17:40:38 PST
==============================================

YOU ARE A:
Age: 20
Gender: Male
From: Vegas

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hated getting quizzes: Yes
Been in a punching fight: Yes
And won: Yes
Evaded the police: Yes
In front of your mother: Yes
Had your mother verify this: Yes
Been in a physical fight with your mother: Yes
Lost/Won: Lost
Done something cruel to an animal: Yes
Done drugs other than pot: Yes
Liked them: Yes
Sold drugs: Yes
Been arrested: No
Had sex: Yes
Had KINKY sex: Yes
Lied on an internet quiz: No
Lied about lying about having lied about the question about lying: No

LISTS:
One song you like that you are embarrassed of: Yatta! by Happa-tai
Most valuable thing you've stolen: $500+ of computer equipment
Least favorite quality: Zombie-ism, labelling yourself
Most annoying habit: I spit when I talk sometimes.
Favorite physical quality: My face
Music: Inspired
Name anyone off the top of your head: Hannah
Name five objects you want: A G5, a good amp, my own house, a car, and a "love-rack"
One word off the top of your head: aardvark
Favorite sexual position: Sitting giving from behind while kissing ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7188066/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7188066/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 17:45:21 PST
unless its avian flu.

i hate everything.

-_-;

----------------

DOING COMMISIONS FOR MONEY. WILL DO ANY PROJECT NOW.

AT ALL.

PLS? ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7168896/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7168896/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 15:34:10 PST , and I don't really have a reason to hate drug testing, aside from the fact that it just seems like the don't trust me, and basically I have my finances on track.

Or, till this week end... HAD.

Basically, I go to college at night, and don't get home till midnight-ish, and Starby's kept scheduling me for morning shifts. Now, I don't mind maybe one or two days of opening at 4 in the morning, but I can't do that every day of the week. They didn't want to change my availability anymore, and when I showed up late a few times, from passing out in the bathroom or at work in the crapper, they said that it wasn't going to work here at Starbuck's. My manager smiled, gave me a spoonful of sugar-glazed shit, slid me my last check and said bye. I smiled back and walked out. So now I'm jobless, I have to put a stop on my old bank for taking out that student emergency loan, explain my situation, and try to get another job.

Hopefully I can get a good job, somewhere.

In good news, though, I got a DS for crazy cheap, and got Sonic Rush! It's addicting... I've already gotten all A's on Sonic's levels on Normal Mode, I'm working on Blaze's scores, and I'm having a blast doing time attacks. Anyone thinking about the game, GET IT! It's a little short, but everything about it is fantastic! It's just the right difficulty, great controls, and has most EXCELLENT music! I'm hocking my version of Sonic Heroes, so I can get some GBA games, or perhaps another DS game... or to do some Christmas shopping since I don't have a job no more.

Looks like I'll be making art pieces for gifts this christmas! XD
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ALSO!!!! I'm doing commissions. $30 USD for a Full CG of fanchars! I also do scenes, sets, avatars, buttons, the works in 3D! You name the job, and I'll have a price. I'm negotiable and flexible on prices, so just give me a ring! I have bills to pay and beggars can't be too choosy!

Contact me by note, or by email at wasabij@gmail.com, which is also my PayPal account. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7059310/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7059310/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 22:06:22 PST SonicoCyborg

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Whut? Dassit. ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7020781/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/7020781/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 17:48:48 PST
I don't have a father, because I choose not to let a failure define me. I surround myself with father figures, some who have died, some who live on, but all are people that I think are men that are worth living after.

I was raised by my mother, and she is a gay parent. She is not a perfect mom, but she's better than mostly anyone I know. She tried to give me another parent many times throughout my life, and though she meant well, they never worked. My other mother is Drew. She is the first time I consider my mother's partner and wife a parent to me, because she accepted me and my mother as valid as the other, and let me into her life at the worst time of my life, when I was sick of surrogates. I love both of my lesbian mom's and my family. They are all that I have till I die that I won't ever lose.

I am a drifter, because my mom always tried to make the best life she could for me... I've lived in 15 towns, 41 homes, three countries, and four US states. I have attended thirteen schools; two pre-k's, five elementaries, two middle schools, one high school, one high school military academy, and two colleges. I have been in too many clubs, organizations, programs, and corps to count. I was in NJROTC through the last three years of high school, attaining officer billets in my first year, and ranking Executive Officer in my senior year. I've been to two military school training programs, once in high school at the academy, and again in college in a voluntary officer leadership training program in college.

I was disqualified from military service when I was in college due to asthma, and I was completely qualifed even in physical aptitude for service, aside. I was always going to go into service, for reasons I couldn't tell you if I could.

My mother was a navy woman, out of necesity to feed me and keep me in care. The military, under the first Bush, didn't like that, and chose to kick her out because even though she was raising me, gays lead immoral lives. My father beat her at a softball game while she was under investigation for being gay, and they almost gave him custody of me, still.

My father tried to light a car on fire with me inside, tried to get me taken away from my mother many times, in conjuction with my mother's mother on a couple of occasions. My grandmother is a racist woman who has married too many times than I can tell, and takes her husbands' money in nasty court cases, while divorcing them. My father is an immigrant from Mexico who got a white girl pregnant while she was drunk at a party, was a minister in the Methodist church, twice; got kicked out twice, also, for extra-marital relations.

Thanks to my mother, I have a full head of hair, and height. Thanks to my father I have a legacy of broken dreams, brown skin, brown eyes, hair I can't do shit with, a step-mother and a half-sister that I know about, and I am not sure how many siblings I have aside from her.

My friends are both physical and more rarely, on the internet. They are people I trust, confide in, and love with a bond that many people deem as "wierd".

My heroes that are deceased, but alive in my memory: My grandfather and namesake Jerry, and SGT MAJ Willie J Brock.

My heroes that are alive are: My Mom, Drew, LCDR Kevin Sanders, and my uncles.

No matter how annoyed I am with my role models, they are never NOT my role models. They have always had my best interest in mind and done what is best by me.

This is who I am, and I am proud of it; down to the last bad mark, it's what I've had and what I've come from.

I go from there.... ]]> ~Wasabi-J http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/6896567/ http://Wasabi-J.deviantart.com/journal/6896567/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 10:33:44 PDT
Not. She wanted to see other guys and said so a while back. I didn't think it would go as long as it did so, whatevah...

After a fairly average week of work-school-work-school-sleep-work-school, I got some more sleeping done today. Later on tonight, I'm hangin' out at my moms' and they totally shocked the hell out of me.

They back my desire to move outta my uncles' place.

So, Operation Move Out is officially in motion. Necessary objectives are as follow:

-Pinch pennies for the next two months to save $500 to buy a gas scooter.
-Either get transferred to a Starbuck's on my moms' sides of town, or get a job with my other mom at the grocery store.
-Get the hell out.

I'm pumped. I'm totally rockin' this, and hope it goes off without a hitch. I suspect there's going to be some friction between my moms and my uncles, but hopefully, the friendship will stay intact. That was one of the reasons I wanted to leave. I don't like that I was adding strain to their relationship by living in my uncles' house.

Hopefully I'll be fully moved and transportable by New Years.

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**UPDATE**

I will be taking commisions for pieces, via Paypal, to help pay for things on the way out.

My rates are flexible, so whatever you can pay, I'll try and work it out with the individual customer so I can get you what you need.

I'd like to say $25 US for a full cg of fanchars, and anything like that; but if you only can pay something, even a lot lower, let me know and I'll see what I can do.

Please PM if you are interested, or email me: see my contact info. ]]> ~Wasabi-J