http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Weedpipe&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Weedpipe en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 29 Dec 2009 21:48:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/11955005/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/11955005/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 00:06:13 PST i'm so bored

one is for me
one is for you
and the other is for special reasoning with seasoning

yar, have some fun

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/11926156/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/11926156/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 18:53:23 PST
so yeah, I spent eight hours tracing video to make an animation, and after doing just a dozen or so frames, I felt a little bit of confidence seep into my being. It looked cool, to say the least, nothing special of course, but nonetheless neat. So I'll keep myself at it, as long as I keep this mindset going, if only to build my confidence up a bit more.

This has been my phase thus far. I sense a lot of good things happening, a lot of good people gaining happiness, I hope for better days for those that disagree, my friends, my heart goes out to all.

I also feel that my slump is ending, not that i've been dpressed or anything, I just don't feel like I'm in the right space. I've risen up and swam across my ocean of sadness, now it's time to find my own space, so I can turn the music up and paint and dry off.

and if you've read this far, thanks for listening, it means a lot to me.

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/10440778/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/10440778/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 01:16:41 PDT for a bird's eye view
another dream
of contrary

this follows the pattern

slow down before you break down

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/10169413/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/10169413/ Sun, 24 Sep 2006 06:46:22 PDT Maybe as a gimmick for a campy jamband; which is funny because I've always joked
about starting a space-rock band... that aside, it is not my goal as an artist to sell 'trippy' looking
items that swell your retinas; I do in fact smoke, but it is not a crutch in which I lean my life's work upon. I guess what I mean to say is that it isn't funny to me anymore. Better that it be my deviantART tag and not my said awsum space-rock band... you get the picture.

I'd take a poll, but i'm neither savvy nor poll-worthy. I am though, in need of a little guidance. I'd tell myself to stick with it if it weren't for the current phase and shift of current being. Wiszus is a remarkable name to live by if you ask me. Let alone being the best damn Alan I can live up to. Fuck. All those deviations and only one DD, and I don't even know if anyone's bought a print. Would you buy a print from Weedpipe? I know I would... but shit, people buy Billibong just because it says bong, it's almost the same thing.... almost...

Shit. I want to use DA for the vehicle that it is and not look like such a douchebag. I feel like I'm standing in the middle of Tokyo with a mullet.

I could stick with this Weedpipe thing...

or a get a haircut.

Shit.

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/10092909/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/10092909/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 16:13:36 PDT !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/10015185/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/10015185/ Sat, 09 Sep 2006 00:54:03 PDT !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/9607548/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/9607548/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 12:04:48 PDT I was stuck on a train
alone, permanent nightfall
speeding along watching these monsters
colossi amongst the horizons
the click and klack of the rails and wheels
the thunder under each step

No one was outside
no one felt alive

The train stopped
dogs pawed and scraped the windows
looking only at me
each step got louder
then louder
then louder
then a great shadow cast over view ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/9607543/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/9607543/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 12:04:19 PDT I was stuck on a train
alone, permanent nightfall
speeding along watching these monsters
colossi amongst the horizons
the click and klack of the rails and wheels
the thunder under each step

No one was outside
no one felt alive

The train stopped
dogs pawed and scraped the windows
looking only at me
each step got louder
then louder
then louder
then a great shadow cast over view ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/9582946/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/9582946/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 23:49:20 PDT see...
I've dwindled down to this routine,
yes, i love you all
yesyes, it's genuine,
but the more i muster about
i struggle with my doubts.
it's so fucking silly i KNOW,
but what must becomes my rust.
i love you all.

again

this is update week,
updates in MyMusic here like friday or something...

poetry and such on sadday
art and shtuff um... nowday
anything else... someday

WizQuiz hugs the planet ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8925912/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8925912/ Wed, 31 May 2006 00:03:47 PDT
Click it up!

I hope some of you like it. ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8897848/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8897848/ Sun, 28 May 2006 00:47:41 PDT
I don't know why it turned out as it did. I don't know what sparked it, but when I came to it, and agknowledged it's presense over me everything was different, I was different. I feel so stupid, like I could've hurt someone or done something I'd regret, and yes, better to have caught hold of this now than to fuck it up more later... but I wouldn't want that to be a part of me again...

I'm through with comparing...
I'm through with living in three directions...
I will do this.

I'm going to move away soon. Away from home, what I know. Where there's still some quiet and mystery left in this country. ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8815090/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8815090/ Fri, 19 May 2006 09:19:55 PDT zone out

i do not
hope that this
what it is
i don't want
full of holes
check your pulse
blink your eyes
hold your breathe
two for none

i have no idea what i am talking about

i try to respond and can't
get out

there's a light put out for you
the lights gone out for me
you can follow the light till dawn
you can follow the light to me

all our eyes around our face
out for everybody else to see

---------------

slow roasting shown
side glancers golden

get in your tongue
get in your tongue

let's dance for the young

--------------

we use to be al right
what happened
ect. ect.

-----------------

fetch for whatever

----------

fifty stamps
then the ship rots ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8751984/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8751984/ Fri, 12 May 2006 17:29:17 PDT you too orange purple and green
you all suck
you're all the same
you whores of colours
everyone touches you
or fucks you with their eyes...

sigh...
i just read Stranger than Fiction by chuck
and now everything is stupid


-----x ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8637019/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8637019/ Mon, 01 May 2006 02:17:04 PDT walked for miles
laid down to rest
found a skull on the ground
it spoke
told me it was me
and we sat
and wondered why we were there ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8536408/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8536408/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 21:31:56 PDT It's the happiest fucking day of the year.

says me. ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8251155/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8251155/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 23:14:40 PST &
I am.

the more i wait
the dream gambler comes to test me
i am red and shunned
i am a face in the sun
i am slate and dust
and amongst these colors late
these colors run.

----

I am starting a production company. It's main theme is dreams and it's storytelling. I love human behavior and the act of sharing. I love style and abstractions and contraversy and mysticism. I am both good and evil. I want to lead.

This is the most significant change of my entire life.

Will you share a dreams with me?

wzquiz ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8217958/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8217958/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 14:39:32 PST !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8181398/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8181398/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 18:13:30 PST i mean, permanently so2speak
so i can update more abstractions n such
i'll let you know
just let me know
k? ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8139018/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8139018/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 11:44:55 PST Clicky ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8103777/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/8103777/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 14:09:27 PST
thanksfor taking me in
thanksfor being dicks

gotohell

things will change, i'll have the internet again
and we shall sail, stare into the moon, and open our mouths in the rain ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7940457/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7940457/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 06:12:17 PST mid day
the field behind the old elementry school
the creek amidst the woods
the bridge made of steel
hot air balloons start spitting their flames
one by one
nothing in flight but just
pockets of heat bending the light
i can see Laure waving me closer
telling me "closer" "over here"

i climb in just as it leaves the ground
all leave the ground
slowly climbing
air cooling down
the warping temperatures above
tell me this is real
she smiles as she twists
and points towards the horizon
closes her blue/green-ying/yang eye

we are surrounded by a swarm of jellyfish
closely packed
but strategically untouched
as we all migrate
in the lush motion
of lift and breathe and air

she grabs hold of my hand
we sing until our lips crack
we kiss the moisture back
misty violin stringing along
i'll cut the bags
so we never fall ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7912098/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7912098/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 01:22:16 PST
Danger Cloud

333 Nightmare Club

Even if I barely know you it'd be happytime.

WizQuiz ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7889622/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7889622/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 00:51:17 PST
so please, if you're more interested in my whereabouts or what i'm up to personally, make me a friend and i'll friend you up too. I was recently commissioned to write music for a stage play and am also conceptually designing for them. Aside from my own daily rituals, i'm working pretty hard and have been pretty smug around my friends. i don't like that about myself and hopefully all of this will sort of clear the air around my personal bubble.

if not, well i don't know.

look me up either by email---- killwiszus@hotmail.com
by name --- Danger Cloud or Alan Wiszus

thanks and hopefully i'll see some of you there.

thanks ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7712362/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7712362/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 10:27:23 PST
*page 26

give it life
and act like
time is at a standstill
you lonely?
afraid?
Hold/Touch/Flow
the Fated Feelings...

*page 73

over the lake
sprinkled sunny shapes
can't look at the water
eyes are forced to fake
flip the image

*page 55

my body is a weapon
my body is a tool
it is a work of art
it disappears and reappears
my mind is also these things
THE POWER OF MANIFESTATIONS
WILLS BEYOND THE GRAVE
one part of me
every part of you
nothing

*page 19

motion capturer
record this for the future
this won't make much sense soon
The Muscle Memory is History in Humans
motion capturer?
you not watching

*inside cover

The Recircling
of multiple tangents
Connections into
Seeking and Sifting
Memory and Past
Life Flashes Eyes
Dreams to Deja Vu ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7690453/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7690453/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 22:46:20 PST a time to digest
thoughts/situations/silence
i'm giving it all up for this
and on and on and on
we are made of stars
hot coals to the winds
it's ours baby
you guide

......

we are working
though
i might need to change my name

......

thanks yous ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7081539/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/7081539/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 14:56:18 PST the things we expect
I don't hear again
then she's eating our minds
biggest fair
or failure
I hear that we wash it
before we begin
shut down by pestering needers
let's smoke them ourselves
requiring music
to run through rings
these are your words
imaginary things
where does your rational begin
once deep roots
medicine nights
now burn by
rock and roll blights
hands so close
to shattering you
why don't you let go

but now that isn't you

(faces lined up against the wall...
...the same seed that use to break my heart.)

------------------

blood inside and stale sense
I ran to keep going / from exploding
I had to run / the end is near
are you an angel / or are you aware
millions of people
struggling nowhere
should I circle into a square
strung forward
just like a spazz
start feeling how insane I am

would i ever return ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/6628296/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/6628296/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 18:52:21 PDT i feel like i don't know where i am half the time,
or
i spend too much time trying to remember my dreams...
if that helps
or disconnects
i cannot tell you...
being strong develops with weaknesses
reoccuring thinking patterns
and helpless disappointments...
though
from time to time
i see a pastel smile
along with the critical banter.

sing me a song.

wiszy... ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/6400403/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/6400403/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 20:08:14 PDT
Please be good to one another.

Thanks.

Wiszy

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5928814/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5928814/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 01:01:34 PDT scheme
millions of dollars on a cherry trite chew
all for the moment
all for you
baby you can sound
as serious as nothing
that we all hope to attain
all i see is dyslexia
(opening your pain)
spasms on top of orgasms
all your curdled muddled dreams

fuck to understand

i can get excited for it
fight for it
hold it
wait for it to center

and the sun is shining

clusters of whole notes with bridges

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5785943/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5785943/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 21:44:39 PDT and the rising tide
of familial love.
We are moved.
We must split.
If we do not split
we'll drop dead.

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5434889/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5434889/ Mon, 23 May 2005 02:08:10 PDT it doesn't know it's swimming
it's just chillin'
happy little fish in the water
saying hi
eating stuff
well
one day
a great hand
came down from above
and plucked up one little fish
this fish didn't know what was going on
it stopped breathing
saw odd things
heard strange sounds
shit was fucking crazy
after a while
the great hand
let go the frightened fish
back into the water

it wasn't until then
that the fish knew what
the ocean really was

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5370228/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5370228/ Mon, 16 May 2005 03:51:55 PDT
things are beyond my control thus far
getting thorny and impossible to tolerate.
the mass transit mental highway
will experience delays
for the next however-many segments of time.
you'll see nothing
where there once was nothing
but still
you'll feel like something was there.

little storm clouds
little tornados
little bic pen scribbles hovering above my head
imagine if we could see them
then you'd know not to mess with me
but still
you could change my mind...

sometimes i know i never make any sense
and i sit here
night after night
thinking of ways to justify myself to you's
but now
i don't care
you get what you get

there are so many artists here i respect
some i wish i knew in real life
others can drop dead
we all do stuff and are happy and filled with sadness
we are all complex machines with trillions of cells that runs quietly and functions constantly
we are all idiot kings who have jobs
we were once demons and angels
but are now human water sacs

there will be no more
and much more
and then...

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5290089/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5290089/ Sat, 07 May 2005 02:08:57 PDT reality blends closer to mind
we get along
they get along
books are easier to read
songs have more in the background
dreams give chills
and nearly come true
old men
inside the mind of child
old child
turns the tides of time

makers of cigarettes
rockers
lonely souls

we'll find our home

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5200329/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5200329/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 02:11:25 PDT i ' d b e d o i n g s m e th n g e l s e r i g h tt n o w . "

remember what he said?
osho or steve
finger pointing to the heart
the fight against existence

your driving
and the person next to you is
racing twards redlights
he is going nowhere

pacing yourself
you look ahead
you see a little
of what's to come

you'll find your way ?

" e x i ss t n c e ? i t i s a m t h e r f u c k r . "

true story. ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5169298/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5169298/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 16:50:36 PDT four o'clock and
they're all asleep
i'm not tired
i'm just so late
moving fast
everything looks great

-

sittin in my chair here thinkin
thinkin of the crowd i've been with
thinkin of the music i make
and all the things i don't wana give

well i take everything i want
the girls are fighting for me
but everytime that i take one
they end up pushin poor on me

well this is my life of sadness
this is the life i live
this is my life of gladness
this is the life i live

last week i went through the graveyard
my truck was killed by a car
feel the beat
the beat is starting
he's dead
but the thrills were still on

some day you play redemption
the public was very loud
but i feel for a sure thing
for we smoked ourselves again

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5134803/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5134803/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 23:04:54 PDT they came. Hours
they carriedthey chucked me over them they clungthey do, John."they gave orders, groaned overthey get into their teens.
they might. It they oftenthey sang; the few silentthey say, good bye; for they seen it. A momentarythey shut, and gave them
they walked, or stood before they were "full of affection, they were but the waves they wish; for the patient they wouldn't, I'll confess thatthey've come! hurry up, ladiesthey've come!

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5111945/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/5111945/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 13:08:03 PDT can touch your soul
it seeps itself through
it's in your blood
replace your skin
implode your eyes
the Invisible Shadow
fathoms lies

---------------

these are the terms you live under
leeching and quitting
wasting time is fitting
crawling by the minimum
what are you waiting for?

I can imagine myself more than tomorrow
I can dream of leading - swinging
Abstract Paintings
Bright Reinventings
Beck, all those sad people, and I

we all should sit down
and throw shit out the window
I think you don't want to hear
what I have to say
I'm afraid
and I don't care

I get the feeling we can't make plans anymore

it wasn't this
"Find it up anyone's ass..."

you know what I mean...

----------

when wishing
wish well
the City of Hate
while wishing
feel hell
the City of Regret

----------

sitting in stars
and counting the hours
spent making love
dreamlike love
like that of thinking flowers
define your kiss

to fit inside
a minor mistake
touch no skin
touch nothing
dimming the lights
the Flow of Panic

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4952170/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4952170/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 12:48:04 PST
that's right
you're completely correct
but I'm not the one
controlling the gun

you began this
with your wit
and your wallet
no real vision on how it really works
no real reason
at all

you keep playing
other's Simulations
living off the Stream
Collectively / painfully

growths are on your skin
time captured
Fast Forwarding Film
a rose that blossoms
dies to bloom off a whim

don't move
I'll do it

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4930179/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4930179/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 01:26:09 PST
Insincere because I
ORANGE SLEEP (PLAN Z) The DOPE
We used to be friends
Turnaway
Turn yourself away
Like a gun I'm aimed at you

Sketchy Talky Runner Gloss

the seedless fruit

Never a Promise
Match me and we're even
smoke like you've been stealing
call them up and run and run
and run and run like everyone

a foolish selfish trade ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4911938/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4911938/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 18:40:16 PST ( the conjecture remains that )
( despite their brilliance )
( the Empty were nonetheless. )
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]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4896416/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4896416/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 01:43:04 PST
]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4816819/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4816819/ Tue, 15 Mar 2005 04:18:41 PST my head against the side of my pillow
below my ears
i felt a snap
like cracking a knuckle
i jumped from my sleep
stetched up and yawned
as I opened my jaw
extreme pressure builds up
on a tooth
an unseeable force
pulls it from root
now it's dancing on the floor...
dancing on the floor
white and polished
spinning bold
I lose my balance
spitting more
the tension on my teeth
misplacement of my jaw
I look in the mirror
and look in the mirror
invisible claws
breaking off my skull
snapping bone
like snapped wooden pencils
floating teeth
spotty blood
I look deep down into my throat
I start peeling off flaps of skin
my face is leather
and it's begun to unravel
I fold a piece back
tuck it under there
to reveal steel rods
and rubber bands
and twisted lines
and wires
and joints
and knots
I begin to take apart my head
delicately laying each piece
in order
blood dripping
on the sink
do not lose track of where they go
do not lose track
tweeking
untieing
do not lose track
forcing into place
clamping
rewired
I can feel the very center of my head
I am fixated on the feeling
a piece falls into the drain
and spring flies off
I do not recognize myself
using both hands
to hold myself together
panic climbs
panic burns
in horror
as I try to put myself back together

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4795616/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4795616/ Sat, 12 Mar 2005 16:38:18 PST after i finish dubbing these tapes
and rippin them to disc
I will partake in
setting up a print account
seeing that it's only a one time fee...

hopefully i'll add more songs
using flash too
because the outcome of last weeks
little excursion
was very disappointing
not to say people didn't contribute
but some of the band name ideas
were pretty juvenile(sp)

"the kitchen sinks" ????

blah blah blah


]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4783185/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4783185/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 05:22:23 PST making friends
too easily
is contained

a forest dream

if you were alone
and/or frightened
you can expect
to be
let down

a forest fire
forecasts
happy news

a woman's footprints
a high pitched woodwind
a straightforward omen
a circle

a dream of contrary

you are in
imminent danger
of being overwhelmed
by some load
you are trying
to carry alone

don't be a proud fool

your difficulties
will be short term
if you escape

clear water running freely
a brisk steady breeze
a flickering or diminishing flame
tilling the earth

]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4756074/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4756074/ Mon, 07 Mar 2005 22:11:25 PST wana hear my band?
we don't have a name

so give us some ideas
you have our permission
what should we be called?
We are Steve :devDeadMedicine
Michael
& Wiszy :devWeedpipe

i will create and upload immediately!

p.s. if we happen to choose your clever words
we will reward you with something strange and desirable ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4739496/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4739496/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 01:09:44 PST
Looking Forward to...

Traveling
Practicing
Portraying
Reading & Writing
the empire within

Avoiding...

Temptations
Waiting
Religion & Gov't
my Brother
and his stupid face

Today was better, still stranded tho, but managed to manage my time and thoughts. Transfered some practice tapes from Tascam to my 'puter; I was thinking of going back to purevolume to host mp3, but I hate that fucking site and all it's disfunctional staff. So I'm going to put together a short animation in flash as an excuse to showcase some of our tunes here on DA.

If you get the chance, you should all try to get into something new. We're all getting a little sick of us.

............................ ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4729181/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4729181/ Fri, 04 Mar 2005 16:53:04 PST there's a holacaust of feathers
a cure
ghost train
get gone
passenger
stowaway
manyme
i'll be you mirror
an attempt to tip the scales
popcorn
mutilated lips
chicks
fishy wrists
catapults
an afternoon conquest to paradise
cutting ribbon
i know
i know
limp
loveridden
never a promise on the bound
the child is gone
east hastings
lift your hair
static
weak
they don't sleep
drone
providence
gathering storm
kicking
shutdown
something pretty bad happened
moya
slow riots
new zero
hung over
extra dreamwish of nonphenominal proportions
our dying brains
poisoned
aimed
foreshadowed ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4709478/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4709478/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 08:49:39 PST this has nothing to do with style or comfort or my career, this is respect... for oneself and the community, for the world. It's hard to explain, so hard my stomach hurts. With every fiber of my soul I love and hate. I'm 24 and I'm a leech. This shit keeps repeating. The answer to all of your questions is right here ladies and gentlemen, i'm living proof. If you have ANY questions, do not hesitate to ask me... for I am the displayer of pure isolation from oneself and the world. It wasn't the drugs, oh no, they kept me grounded. Not living your dreams and getting too caught up in them. The secrets trapped inside this skin. Hundreds of people a day with nothing to say. Holding back and hesitation. Belts worn either too low or too high. Fuck.

i like me in a good mood too, trust me... ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4690088/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4690088/ Mon, 28 Feb 2005 04:02:06 PST a broken spine

the car is busted up
the wheel cracked off

my family is weakening
is losing it's support

canvas are all blank
the house is quiet
the wind outside howls
louder, thoughts get
needles in my blood
needles in my thoughts
blood in my thoughts
that need to be drained

my eyes are turning red

further and further away
pictures float

no wonder i sleep so much and so little
just enough to grasp onto
and remember
just enough to remember
and have a story to tell
just enough to get me by

how much am I going to have to pay
for being such a dreamer? ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4625976/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4625976/ Sat, 19 Feb 2005 23:37:56 PST on follow
and like a train
we smoked on home
i stopped
to pay a bush a visit
dropped my keys
and forgot what
i was doing
walking through the forest
making my own path
climb a tree
a perched up tweet
and found my cal-d-sac
mr. tom
who was my neighbor
tied his tongue
but prayed
tossed me a jingle
i sprinted towards my wheels
only
theft had taken them ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4559205/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4559205/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 02:24:23 PST in a matter of minutes
i decided to say
"fuck this!"
it's nothing but
work work work
from now on
my constructs
my reason
my hands
i'll get a job
i'll take more showers
like an atom bomb ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4493213/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4493213/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 03:05:01 PST crying
for your
sorry
self's
sorrow! ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4473397/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4473397/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 17:21:14 PST i wanted to write a song (techno/melodica)
about plans
planning
upholding your future so to speak
i fumbled with guitar and the pinono
reasoned some samples
started going on this tangent
contumplating all that I dream
into a list...

-grow out my hair
-paint the side of a skyscraper
-record sounds of subways and forests
-sing in a band about abstraction and frustration and carelessness
-fuck
-move to santa cruz
-cross the mississippi
-climb a mountain
-get an agent
-write a movie
-lead animator
-design the most confusing/artsy website
-eat out
-build the most complicating apartment complex w/ ladder and secret doors and spinning walls and invisible staircases
-buy 100 flatscreens, hook them onto posts, random images from recorded dreams (bill viola/forest style)
-get that 120"x88" canvas
-meet planes mistaken for stars
-watch my niece become a superstar
-visit india
-drive insane
-make a book
-leave the self behind ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4434024/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4434024/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 02:49:57 PST all emotions dried up
no time no reason
music is silence and
I am noise
rumble your thunder
I'll crack the core

----------

aside from the fact that, these days are getting lame, sleep has been so wonderful. I haven't painted in 4months, I can't finish much. I've visited so many different apartments, fallen into many chairs and waved my right hand alot. Smoked a pack of menthol for no reason. When Michael and that japanese girl were turned into cats, that was most fun I've had this week. Practice has been stellar, Michael said something about calling ourselves "The A.M.s" because we sleep most afternoons away & it's the first letter in all our first names...

Alan
Michael
steve

fuck that
i'll just squash michael's little kitty skull ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4386704/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4386704/ Sat, 22 Jan 2005 15:56:33 PST we arise
stop the day the same old way
and yesterday
the day before
pour it all
it's just the daylight ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4360483/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4360483/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 13:28:52 PST is not what you'd expect
and the general feel of the air
can't help but make it feel worse
not only coursing through your lungs
crawling on your skin
osmosis in your eyeballs
this porch
and this house it's attached to
they don't really protect much
more than my comfort
of being entirely too ignorant
hap hazardous
i've been crashing here for days

---

whilst shuffling the deck
sounds of footsteps
a crowd
ranting and random cursewords
no
it's the media
they start passing by
as i stand and make pose of question
hello hello
what seems to be the deal?
cameras and journalists
hungry
whipping out pads
holding their cocks out

---

i fake a seizure
and head to the hospital
the ride is fun
because they pump me with
adreneline
and i start thinking
about all the things i like
reminding myself
that no matter how much
they give me
i'm still me
i still dream
i'm high and i can still remember
all of my family and hobbies
i'm high and i can still remember
my favorite x girlfriend
i'm getting sick
and i'm happy ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4335059/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4335059/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 13:48:23 PST
we just moved into our new home
cookie cutter houses
friendly neighbors
pretty girls
in the back yard
out passed the small bushes and trees
farmland
as soon as we arrive
my parents take a vacation
i invite people over
we decide to tour the house
first floor
upstairs
three bedrooms
2 baths
another place for toddlers to play
natalie is there
michael is there
some black girl i've never met
and her japanese friend
while schmoozing and getting refreshments
i take a stroll by myself
into the basement
step into my room
kids looking through my sketchbooks
i close them all shut
and shoo them all away
i hang pictures back on my wall
smoke a bowl with the japanese girl
i tell her i'll be right back
i open the door to my closet
take the stairs down
there are vending machines filled with
soda and candy
a fold out table
a bulletin board
no one is around
in the next room
twenty foot ceilings
and shelves of t-shirts
in varying colors
dude sittin on the floor
folding shirts
he says hey and i walk by
i step down the spiral staircase
down the long red hall
to the grocery store style
automatic doors
suddenly
things feel improper
i turn around
run back through the red hall
up the spiral stairs
passed the shirt folder
through the break room
up the stairs
and slam the door to my closet shut
the japanese girl is smiling
he and i bounce around
from room to room
i talk to her
tell her that there's vending machines
and a bunch of t-shirts
in my second basement
michael pops in
the more curious
we delve back into the closet
we buy a couple candy bars
and a pepsi
we crack jokes at the shirt folder
we try on clothes
and don't pay for them
we race through the red hall
through the automatic doors
and we're searching
nightwatcher's hear sounds
but cannot find us
we romp until we find something interesting
me
michael
and the japanese girl
in a room
with something that looks like an ATM
we pluck in numbers
and my friends are turned into cats
the alarms start to unfold
we panic and make for the doors
sprinting through the corridors
in a blur
we all stop
panting
in the middle of an empty farm
me
and my two kitty friends
it's now night
the moon is out
small purple clouds
the cats meow
and hiss
as a female werewolf
comes up from the ground
exploding dirt
and super anxiety
again we're all running
little cats breathing hard
my heart
a bullet train
i feel very agile
jump many fences
dart around many houses
the neighborhood is quiet
and motionless
after we think we lost it
another werewolf appears
this one is male
so we sneak around
silent steps
and capture the female wolf
roll it up in chainlink fence
we wait for the male wolf
and laugh as the thought
of them falling in love
the male wolf comes
and quickly takes the female one away
high fives and cheering
we sprint back towards the party
tikitorches and picnic tables
very little dancing
but much drinking
i sit at a table
girls start chatting
the cats start purring
playing
i smile
as some girl starts playing with my hair
i look at her
it's natalie
i look across the fields
and watch a tower
collapse to the ground
in slow motion ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4331442/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4331442/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 00:56:35 PST not long ago
whilst sitting at the den
joking towards instability
saying
"everything is stupid"
acting like shit
i wished for mother nature
to unleash her fury
riddle the lands
wanted to see
a million bodies
bein' thrown around
in giant red berserker tornado

months later
some tsunami nails
a different country
other than my own... ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4300903/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4300903/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 08:04:43 PST
every practice is recorded
onto shotty tascamian phortracks
90 minutes later
we repeat the past
we smoke our hash
make use of our
scattered ways
this communication
is the mother of
our situation
the enlightened path
a tuning torch
should it be any other way?

please please
doctor
please

3:33 am - last night

we started off slow - got off the bus - adjusted our straps
- forgot we had homes - watched the sun slide down down - fed the cats - bathed our children - saw hats sent off in the sky

we try to fly

the night chews us - the weary hide - the strong die - the vampires are out tonight - a chase - runner - mistakes for a cat to make - i change - i fail again - i run to avoid disaster - they cease to be - i begin to feel lighter - jumping up & down the alley - the ladder

the fatter they get
the more i get ahead

it's just you and me - vampire killing spree - don't say a word - don't say a thing - it's just you and me ]]> !Weedpipe http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4195947/ http://Weedpipe.deviantart.com/journal/4195947/ Thu, 30 Dec 2004 18:40:41 PST ehntkje nnnkjdine lknlsind elnin epqnzine nkjgn ie ndin
ekng oidn enoglk lit neifdl gnejkfnl eugbn knbekjb ks gf.

ghslk ine nenn ]]> !Weedpipe