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                <title>O'Lord</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Oct 2009 17:12:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ O'Lord save me from my own abuse,<br />O'Lord help me to, see the truth<br />I've been blind for so many years, O'Lord<br /><br />O'Lord help me be a better man,<br />O'Lord please help me understand<br />Why we all must hurt like this, O'Lord<br /><br />Hard to keep the faith when I'm falling<br />Hard to see your face when I'm crawling<br />Hard to keep the faith when I'm falling down<br />With no one around<br /><br />O'Lord help me to control my rage<br />O'Lord tell me its not too late<br />I been angry for way to long, O'Lord<br /><br />Oh God help me get my head on straight<br />Oh God take all this booze away<br />I've been locked in a drunken haze, O'Lord<br /><br />Hard to keep the faith when I'm falling<br />Hard to see your face when I'm crawling<br />Hard to keep the faith when I'm falling down<br />with no one around,<br /><br />Doing this alone is not working out<br />Bruisin, broken bones are keeping me down<br />I need some direction, need it right now<br />I'm falling down, I'm falling down...<br /><br />Hard to keep the faith when I'm falling<br />Hard to see your face when I'm crawling<br />Hard to keep the faith when I'm falling down<br />With no one around<br /><br />by Smile Empty Soul<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Everything Is Beautiful When You Don't Look Down</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Jul 2009 21:57:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "our world is a strange place...<br />escape this mental prison...<br />encompassed by bright lights "fast life"<br />giant-like buildings leaving their...<br />shadows to cover up...<br />the true way life...<br />beyond the brainwashed...<br />right past the walking dead...<br />underneath the nice view...<br />there are lies...<br />should i pretend that i'm blind...<br />oblivious...<br />to the hardships going on in this life...<br />not anymore...<br />everything's beautiful when you don't look down<br />awareness brings wholeness<br />undress this world's outer skin<br />i'll wake up to reality<br />and see this world in disbelief<br />reality in the eyes of the unblind<br />its life through true observance<br />let's wake up to reality<br />and see this world through me<br />there is so much out there to<br />see when you read between<br />thin lines, but most<br />of the time there's<br />nothing we can do" - Glasseater<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>fucketol</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Mar 2009 07:33:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today i feel physically weak due to not sleeping at all last. it's hard to sleep when you lay in your bed with the same things running through your mind over and over. running through every scenario you possibly could. about a week ago i tried starting my black eclipse and it wouldn't start. so i had no fuel pressure. so i pull the fuel pump out and find something in the tank that i could not identify. well i said fuck it and went ahead and started taking the parts i needed off of it for my yellow eclipse. well yesterday as I'm pulling the radiator out of it a white clump of something falls out of the hose as I'm taking it off. i look inside the radiator cap and find a big pile of sugar packed in it. i open my oil cap and power steering fluid and find the same thing. So needless to say that when I find my former roommates there will be hell to pay. fuck getting all pissed off. I'm going to get even.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>mental instability</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Feb 2009 07:50:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ if i don't write something soon i think I'm gonna break. with everything that has happened in the past week i need to get it out. I'm holding a lot in right now and it's killing me. so much is falling apart right now in my life. thought i had a girlfriend. she pulled the "let's just be friends for now" bullshit on me. then my roommate that i hate is moving out and being a complete asshole about things instead of trying to be civil. he will get his soon enough. if he thinks this is the end it is far from over. got stabbed in the back by someone i thought was a friend screwing my chances with the girl i was dating. work has really been getting on my nerves again. but that might just be because my personal life has gone to shit again. whatever... fuck the world<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>still not gettin any</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2008 11:18:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well work sucks as usual. still need more money. still not getting it. lately I've really been wanting a girlfriend. i guess it's just the time of year. or maybe it's just been too long since i was happy about something. who knows. been partying a lot lately and for some reason i feel bad about it. i think that I'm betraying who i used to be. i went from being completely straight edge to getting drunk 2-3 times a week. i wish i could just be the person that i once was. I've changed so much and i hate it but i'm the one letting it happen... i wish someone would come along and put me back the way i was when i was happy and didn't need the partying and the drinking. my car used to keep me out of trouble but now I've run out of money to finish it and saving has been hard lately. I'm not unhappy but I'm not happy either. I'm just kinda breathing...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>looking up</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Nov 2008 17:46:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ things are getting better for me lately i guess you could say. My stolen car was recovered and I now have it back. there was only minimum damage like the ignition cylinder and housing, door lock cylinder and all they stole was the radio. everything else was left in the vehicle, even my CDs. I have the spare parts laying around from a junk car that i stripped about a year ago. so all in all i lost a radio and that's it. i lost my car for 2 months and had to pay $150 to get it out of the impound for some asshole to take a $40 radio. that's just ridiculous. other aspects of my life are going pretty good lately too. getting more attention from girls again now that I'm not trying. funny how life works sometimes. I like 2 girls right now and I'm not letting either one know it yet. see which one responds better to me pretending i don't care. i think i know the answer already though.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>writer's block</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Oct 2008 08:06:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have things that I need to get out but don't know how to say them right now. it's really starting to bother me. dammit...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>end of a chapter</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Sep 2008 18:46:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well after thinking about this for a while I've decided i'm finally going to stop writing. i just don't have the passion for it like i once did. i honestly don't really feel strongly about anything anymore. i just need to focus on my responsibilities and my work now. i've put my heart and soul into everything i've written in the last 4 years and it's been great and helped me through a lot of hard times. now i've come to realize these new hard times can't be fixed with writing. i can no longer go on writing about the pain that i force myself to remember just so i can write something new. i can't write about lost love and heartbreak anymore because i haven't been close enough to anyone in a long time to have my heart broken. yes i live in loneliness now but at least inside i am at peace. my life has become so repetitive and boring. i have to try to make something happen in my life before i can have anything to write about. i've come to realize i'm never going to be a real musician and it was just another childish dream that i didn't succeed at. i'm going to be selling my guitar and equipment and walking away from that part of my past as well. i guess some times we just gotta realize when it's time to grow up. i cut my hair off last year and have kept it short ever since. now i think it's time to stop wear black clothes from hot topic all the time and buy some clothes people will actually respect me in. i'm still gonna be the same person i just need to reach a new level of maturity and take care of all the responsibilities i have now. this is not goodbye to everyone on DA but rather just a hiatus until i can find myself and my passion again. hopefully i will be able to feel as strongly about everything as i once did. until then take care everyone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>name that song #2</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Aug 2008 19:35:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.<br />Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.<br />Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.<br />Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!<br />Step 5: If you like the game, post your own<br /><br />1. Another dream that will never come true - (Disturbed - Prayer - Crucifer)<br />2. He who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man - (Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country - hopelesswriter)<br />3. shot through the heart and you're to blame - (Atreyu - You give love a bad name (Bonjovi cover) - suna-rose351)<br />4. only see it on tv, read it in the magazines - <br />5. bombs going off in Sierra Leone, taking more shot than Karl Malone - <br />6. take away the sensation inside - <br />7. I will dedicate and sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth - (Hoobastank - Crawling In The Dark - Raogren-rajen)<br />8. My oxygen's gone, whoa.... - <br />9. been scared and lonely - <br />10. I'm not sober all the time - <br />11. everything is so complex, everyday is like a test - <br />12. I'm through standing in line to clubs I'll never get in - (Nickelback - Rockstar - suna-rose351)<br />13. Is it worth the can you even hear me - <br />14. I surrender, I know I've been a pretender - <br />15. a hundred days to make me older since the last time I saw your pretty face - (3 Doors Down - Here without you - suna-rose351)<br />16. I watch how the moon sits in the sky on a dark night - (Linkin Park - Place For My Head - Crucifer) <br />17. You got a body like the devil and you smell like sex - <br />18. I got the key, the key to Gramercy Park - <br />19. I'm bouncing off the walls again, whoa... - (Sugarcult - Bouncing Off The Walls - Raogren-rajen)  <br />20. send away for a priceless gift - (Shinedown - .45 - suna-rose351)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>name that song</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Aug 2008 18:16:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.<br />Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.<br />Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.<br />Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!<br />Step 5: If you like the game, post your own<br /><br /><br />1. I memorized all the words for you...<br />2. Once there was a time when we could learn...<br />3. this world, this world is cold...<br />4. I am walking through your streets... (Stone Sour - Reborn - Raogren-rajen)<br />5. Mom and Dad went to a show... (Nirvana - Sliver - suna-rose351)<br />6. I can ride my bike with no handle bars... (Flobots - Handle Bars - suna-rose351)<br />7. I let myself fall into a lie...<br />8. I used to be broke, confused..no joke... <br />9. The wonder of the world is gone, I know for sure...<br />10. Feel it inside I need someone to bind my time...<br />11. prison gates won't open up for me... (Nickelback - Savin' Me - suna-rose351)<br />12. it starts with one thing... (Linkin Park - In The End - hopelesswriter)<br />13. silhouettes above the cradle hold me down... (Smile Empty Soul - Silhouettes - Raogren-rajen)<br />14. can we forget about the things I said when i was drunk... (Lit - My Own Worst Enemy - suna-rose351)<br />15. So clever, whatever, I'm done with these endeavors... (Breaking Benjamin - Until The End - suna-rose351)<br />16. Spent the night in a broken car...<br />17. Testing my faith again, breaking the will of man...<br />18. On a bed of rusted nails I lay...<br />19. Laid awake throughout the night...<br />20. with bloodshot eyes I watch you sleeping... (Bullet For My Valentine - Tears Don't Fall - hopelesswriter)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Car Repaired</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jun 2008 23:05:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finally got my car back today from the body shop at work. it's fixed and looks better than ever. i want to thank everyone for all of their concern on my last entry. i appreciate everyones support. i will post new pics of the car as soon as possible.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Car Accident - Hit by DUI driver</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Apr 2008 17:10:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last night on my way to pick up a friend from work at 2:30 am I was sitting at a red light right down the street from my house and my Eclipse was hit from behind by a drunk driver in a Jeep Cherokee. the whole fiberglass rear of the Eclipse is shattered. I'm so pissed of because the guy gave me his information real quick and left before the cops showed up. the cop tells me there's nothing they can do as long as he gave me his information. come to find out later that the guy was just arrested in December for a DUI accident and is still on probation. I regret not stopping him from leaving so he would have gone to jail again. if you're fucking stupid enough to do the same fucking thing more than once your ass deserves to be in jail. hopefully the guys insurance will cover the damage but I'm not sure due to the amount of aftermarket parts and modifications. I'm just so pissed because this ruins my plans for the car show in Sunrise next Sunday. moral of this story is don't fucking drive drunk no matter the circumstances. you take the chance of fucking up no just your own life but an innocent strangers life as well.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>absence in self</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Apr 2008 17:13:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ pardon my absence everyone but I've finally been living my life for me instead of everyone else. doing things i wanna do. I've found some new company that is really truly amazing. I've honestly been having the time of my life and finally feel like I'm living. I've met some new people who are probably gonna get me into trouble eventually but right now I don't really seem to care. here's to feeling like you're living instead of feeling like you're dying.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>deep thought</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Dec 2007 08:18:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sitting here at work right now and I've been thinking about a lot of things. I'm thinking maybe I should start trying things I used to do. at least to get my confidence up again if nothing else. I used to be a lot nicer of a person and listened and cared and such... which is probably the reason most girls used to like me. I've gone from being "the perfect guy" to just being like every other guy. I guess over the years I've stopped caring as much about others and more about myself. I honestly think the reason why my last relationship failed was because I did become very selfish after a while. I guess I started taking things for granted that she did for me. I just wanna be the guy that I used to see myself as. if not for anyone else then at least for myself. I still feel pain everyday from losing my ex and the fact that I can't talk to her anymore because of the way I acted when this ended. Things for me have become so bitter in the last year that I'm just so unsure of who I am or what i want. maybe one day I'll figure that out. I just wanna remember what it's like to care about someone else again.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>emotionless</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Dec 2007 15:50:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i realized something today. i really dont give a fuck anymore about what happens to me. i hate my job because i cant stand some of the people i work with. i hate most of friends because they dont give a shit about me. i hate my family because they dont call unless they need something from me or want to drag me into the middle of their drama. and last but not least, i hate myself because i'm a cynical, shy idiot that's too chicken shit to even talk to girls. i'm tired of living in fear. i'm tired of not being who i used to be because of those fears. i never had these problems when i was younger. i think with each relationship gone bad i've had more and more fear of even trying. i have everything i could ask for except people who actually care about me. all i really want is someone that actually wants to be with me... happy fucking holidays...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Writers Block</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Nov 2007 15:13:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't been able to write anything lately and it's starting to piss me off. i've got things inside i need to get out but I can't. My thoughts have been so jumbled and erratic lately. I cant hold the same thought very long before i jump to something else. i start writing and get like 3 lines and my mind goes blink or starts thinking about something else.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It takes much more to break this skin</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2007 12:20:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well it looks like i was wrong. i'm not meant to be happy in love like i thought. why i would even think that i had a chance at happiness is ignorant of me. i dont know if this is selfish or shallow of me but... i dont find her attractive. so i've stopped talking to her... i've turned into the asshole that i never thought i could be. what i wouldnt give to turn back the clock by about a year and a half or so. maybe then i could have made the right choices and i'd still have a shot at love. so now i've made my choice, FUCK LOVE, who wants sex? thats all i give a fuck about now. i'm done with this fucked up game where i'll never win. <br />
<br />
<br />
"Through black and blue, through thick and thin, <br />
it takes much more to break this skin.<br />
looks like we've finally made it,<br />
this time we've finally made it.<br />
we've had our backs against the wall,<br />
and all you said we'd prove them wrong."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>my, how the tides have changed</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 20:12:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ things are finally looking up in the one area i've been lacking in the last year. not going to say anymore so that i do not get my hopes up too far. i do not want to spoil this in the least. i'm just excited at this point. i will divulge more info at a later time.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>drunken halloween</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Oct 2007 21:07:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am so drunk right now. this was the best halloween ever. i didnt get any girls but me and my friends had a great time. shaggy is passed out and corey was drunk early so he sobered up. we let caleb drive home drunk wich is bad but we couldnt stop him. he threw up a lot so he's probably ok. hope he's alright. tonight was the first time i ever seen ali drunk. she's passed out in her room and im about to do the same. there were a bunch of people who showed up late. i have no idea who they were but they probably thought we were stupid becuz by then we were sooooo fucked up. im still fcked up. thank you and goodnight...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>life and death and everything between</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Oct 2007 07:12:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Life</b><br />
<br />
1. work is still miserable. this place sucks the life out of you. makes you not want to wake up in the morning. <br />
<br />
2. got 2 new roommates finally. should save me quite<br />
a bit of money. i went to high school with both of them. <br />
<br />
3. I'm going to the Florida Keys the end of the month with my roommate Shaggy and a few of our friends. that should be a great opportunity for me to get away from this town and relax. i haven't taken a day off or gotten away in over a year and a half. <br />
<br />
<b>Death</b><br />
<br />
1. i never meet girls anymore. i don't go anywhere really besides work and home. I've been stuck in this rut for far too long. <br />
<br />
2. I'm getting sick. I feel worse and worse every morning. <br />
<br />
3. I'm still waiting to get my internet back at the house. now that we have new roommates i can actually afford it. <br />
<br />
<b> Everything Between</b><br />
<br />
1. my mom may have a boyfriend now. not really sure how i feel about it yet. <br />
<br />
2. my brother still doesn't have a new job after he got fired last month. he's still living with my mom and it's making things harder on her. <br />
<br />
3. I'm finally getting the long awaited body work fixed on the Eclipse. I've let it go for far too long with half the driver's side skirt missing and a front fender that was painted the wrong color by our lovely body shop here. <br />
<br />
~somethings are looking up, others are looking down and some things never change.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>still falling</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Oct 2007 09:53:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ every time that i think things cant get any worse they always do. someone broke into my house friday and stole both my guitars. i had a horrible week at work last week. the weld on my muffler broke and my muffler fell off. it's just been a shitty week. i've got so much writing to post and still dont have internet at my place. right now im ready to give up. leave me some love. i definitely need it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE</author>
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                <title>down time</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Sep 2007 14:12:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well i've lost my internet for the time being at my place. not sure when i'll have it back. my roommate moved and took the router. i've got new material to post but can't post if from the location i'm currently using due to prying eyes. i will keep checking everyone elses and responding to comments and such. so go through my gallery and surprise me with comments on the ones i thought no one liked that got no attention. love is always appreciated. till next time. <br />
<br />
~Cjris<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Aug 2007 17:41:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ one word describes so many emotions that i'm feeling right now...<br />
<br />
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Label Me</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Aug 2007 18:09:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.<br />
<br />
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.<br />
<br />
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.<br />
<br />
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.<br />
<br />
<b>I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.</b><br />
<br />
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.<br />
<br />
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.<br />
<br />
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.<br />
<br />
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.<br />
<br />
<b>I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.</b><br />
<br />
<b>I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.</b><br />
<br />
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.<br />
<br />
<b>I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.</b><br />
<br />
<b>I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.</b><br />
<br />
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.<br />
<br />
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.<br />
<br />
I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.<br />
<br />
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.<br />
<br />
<b>I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.</b><br />
<br />
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.<br />
<br />
<b>I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.</b><br />
<br />
<b>I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.</b><br />
<br />
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.<br />
<br />
<b>I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.</b><br />
<br />
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.<br />
<br />
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.<br />
<br />
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.<br />
<br />
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.<br />
<br />
<b>I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.</b><br />
<br />
<b>I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.</b><br />
<br />
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.<br />
<br />
<b>I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.</b><br />
<br />
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.<br />
<br />
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.<br />
<br />
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.<br />
<br />
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.<br />
<br />
<b>I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.</b><br />
<br />
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.<br />
<br />
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.<br />
<br />
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.<br />
<br />
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.<br />
<br />
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.<br />
<br />
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.<br />
<br />
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.<br />
<br />
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.<br />
<br />
<b>I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.</b><br />
<br />
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.<br />
<br />
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.<br />
<br />
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.<br />
<br />
<b>I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.</b><br />
<br />
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.<br />
<br />
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.<br />
<br />
<b>I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.</b><br />
<br />
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.<br />
<br />
<b>I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.</b><br />
<br />
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO<br />
<br />
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.<br />
<br />
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.<br />
<br />
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.<br />
<br />
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.<br />
<br />
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.<br />
<br />
I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.<br />
<br />
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.<br />
<br />
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.<br />
<br />
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.<br />
<br />
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.<br />
<br />
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.<br />
<br />
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.<br />
<br />
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.<br />
<br />
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.<br />
<br />
<b>I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.</b><br />
<br />
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.<br />
<br />
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.<br />
<br />
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.<br />
<br />
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.<br />
<br />
<b>I hang out with teenaged drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.</b><br />
<br />
Im CHRISTIAN, so I MUST hate gay people.<br />
<br />
<b>I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.</b><br />
<br />
<b>I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.</b><br />
<br />
<b>I have a DIFFERENT sence of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.</b><br />
<br />... ]]></description>
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                <title>Cheaters Never Feel Victorious</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Jun 2007 20:25:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ people always used to tell me that i only write when something is bothering me and I'm a mess emotionally. well this time is no different. there's this girl that likes me... but i don't really think i feel the same way completely. well i would probably just normally give it a try and if it doesn't work it doesn't work. but this time it's different... she has a boyfriend that she's been with for 9 months. but she keeps saying these things to me that she wants me and she likes me and all kinds of things. it's driving me crazy. I'm being pulled in different directions emotionally and morally. i know what the right thing to do is. I tried doing it. I told her i wanted nothing but to be friends. but it didn't last long. she was right back to saying the same things and i keep allowing it to happen. I need to stop this before someone get hurt but it seems she's the only girl thats actually wanted to talk to me and listen in quite some time. I just wish I could find a girl that's single, somewhat attractive, has similar interests, and I can have a conversation with them without wanting to put a bullet in my head. I'm starting to think that this with her is just desperation setting in. I've known her for a while and never even considered liking her or wanting to be with her.  The voice inside has been telling me to run the other way recently but I haven't been able to. I need to stop this before someone gets hurt... mainly her boyfriend because I know what it's like to be cheated on. I haven't let it go that far and I won't but it almost seems like that's what she wants. I just need to find a girl so I can stop this without having to tell her to fuck off. life gets so confusing.... just make it stop.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Fallen Apart</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 May 2007 09:27:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ everyday loneliness consumes me. i can never understand why i meet girls so easily but not one of them can like me or care for me. I've met and talked to at least 4 different girls this last month and I've gotten nowhere with every single one. they talk to me and act all flirty and nice and then it goes nowhere. they just start ignoring me. Am I really that screwed up that girls can't like me? Or do I just try to hard and scare them off? I just don't get it anymore and I can't understand what the fuck is wrong with me. somebody tell me because I'm not a bad guy. I treat girls the best i possibly can. I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs. I always put my girls before myself and this is what I get for being the nice guy? god damn nothing? Maybe it's time I say fuck being the nice guy that every girl claims they're looking for because apparently that's not true. I keep having ups and downs because my hopes get high when I start talking to a new girl and then all of a sudden they want nothing to do with me. talk about your mind fucks...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>change</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Feb 2007 19:45:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ change brings release and the hope of a new day<br />
the start of something new burns down memories of you<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE</author>
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                <title>bliss?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Feb 2006 00:05:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ havent really written much at all in a very long time. what can I say. I've been completely happy with everything in my life as of late. I have an amazing girlfriend I've been with over a month now. I joined a car club late last year that a few friends from high school were in and it was founded by one of them. Around the same time i started dating my g/f i was promoted to be the 3rd leader of this car club. Also i finally got my car running again just a few weeks ago. it still needs sum minor work but atleast it's running. so between everything thats been going on I haven't really had the time or the need to write anything. only thing i'm missing in my life right now is a new job which i have been working on. once that is acquired i believe that i will finally be in complete bliss. only thing i dont understand is why i only have the ability to really write when im unhappy. it confuses me. when i'm happy and i wanna write, i try and nothing really comes out. it's frustrating but oh well, I'll sacrifice my writing for happiness. until next time... FIN ]]></description>
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                <title>survey yet again</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jan 2006 10:26:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If you tell the truth...<br />
--<br />
<br />
Got tagged by JoyBlack007<br />
<br />
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.<br />
"That was my best portable fucking lab man!"<br />
<br />
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.<br />
dresser<br />
<br />
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?<br />
Conan O'brien show last night<br />
<br />
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:<br />
1:00<br />
<br />
1:14 close enough<br />
<br />
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?<br />
Mudvayne - Determined<br />
<br />
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?<br />
few minutes ago taking out the trash<br />
<br />
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?<br />
Myspace<br />
<br />
9. What are you wearing?<br />
undershirt and my old gym shorts from high school<br />
<br />
10. Did you dream last night?<br />
nope<br />
<br />
11. When did you last laugh?<br />
Sometime at school today. I think it was fake. <br />
<br />
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?<br />
Slipknot poster, Grim Reaper picture, other band related posters <br />
<br />
13. Seen anything weird lately?<br />
everyday... <br />
<br />
14. What do you think of this quiz?<br />
retarded so far<br />
<br />
15. What is the last film you saw?<br />
Half Baked with my g/f at her friends house<br />
<br />
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?<br />
<br />
i'd buy all the parts i need to finish my car then get my hands on a Twin-Turbo Toyota Supra<br />
<br />
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:<br />
im an insomniac<br />
<br />
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?<br />
everyone would spontaneously combust except those of my choosing muahahahaha<br />
<br />
19. Do you like to dance:<br />
No i'm big and white... need i say more?<br />
<br />
20. George Bush:<br />
spontaneous combustion <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?<br />
idk<br />
<br />
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?<br />
idk<br />
<br />
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?<br />
Sure why not<br />
<br />
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?<br />
"wrong floor" me- "figures"<br />
<br />
25. 4 people who must also do this meme in THEIR journal:<br />
cockygirlie, SaliraStrife, Crucifer, Aceoba ]]></description>
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                <title>Tag you're it!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Nov 2005 23:37:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got tagged by Joyblack<br />
<br />
Because I'm too lazy to post the avatars: If your Deviantart name is: ~xKaityKinsx, Aceoba, SaliraStrife, sandokitsune, Crucifer or faded-existance you have just been tagged<br />
<br />
This should be good...<br />
<br />
[my name is]: Chris<br />
[in the morning i was]: Sleeping<br />
[all i need now is]: money<br />
[love is]: a false hope <br />
[i'm afraid of]: only the reaper himself<br />
[i dream about]: i dont dream<br />
<br />
You:<br />
-- Middle name: starts with a T <br />
-- Birth time: dont know<br />
-- Birthplace : West Palm Beach<br />
-- Last place traveled: Orlando<br />
-- Eye Color: hazel<br />
-- Nail Color: uh normal?<br />
-- Height: 6'2"<br />
-- Zodiac Sign: taurus<br />
<br />
Describe:<br />
-- Your heritage: german, irish, scottish, native american<br />
-- The shoes you wore today: none<br />
-- Your hair: light brown and down to my lips<br />
-- Your weakness: girls i think are decent and arent in the end<br />
-- Your perfect pizza: meatlovers<br />
<br />
What is:<br />
-- Your most overused phrase: fuck off <br />
-- Your thoughts first waking up: when are they going to build a lamp shade around the sun?<br />
-- Your current worry: my new job <br />
-- Your plans tomorrow: go see Kathy at work <br />
-- Your best physical feature: eyes or hair?<br />
-- Your bedtime: whenever i go comatose<br />
<br />
You prefer:<br />
-- sunrise or sunset: sunset<br />
-- gore or horror: gore. <br />
-- eastside or westside: east side and i resent that remark here Dana<br />
-- stripes or polka dots: neither<br />
-- Planes or trains: trains i enjoy the ground<br />
-- metal or hardcore: Metal<br />
-- Pools or hot tubs: uh pool<br />
<br />
Do You:<br />
-- Do you think you've been in love: been there and failed<br />
-- Want to get married: Yes<br />
-- Type w/ your fingers: what else would i type with?<br />
-- Like to take baths: not really i like showers<br />
-- Get motion sickness: nope<br />
-- Like talking on the phone: if i know the person and feel comfortable with them <br />
-- Like thunderstorms: mucho<br />
-- Play an instrument: electric guitar<br />
-- Workout: nope<br />
-- Like reading: yes<br />
<br />
Favorite:<br />
-- Body part: uh... no comment<br />
-- Kind of fruit: idk<br />
-- Music to fall asleep to: silence <br />
-- Car: mine haha or a 67 Shelby mustang GT500<br />
-- Number: seven. Lucky seven. <br />
-- Thing to do: go on the computer, play guitar, listen to music, write<br />
-- Horror movie: Resident Evil not scary but ive always loved the story to it even in the books<br />
-- Color: Red, Black, Green <br />
-- Food: Italian food<br />
<br />
The Future:<br />
-- Age you hope to be married: i dont really<br />
-- Numbers and Names of Children: i dont care <br />
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: ha yea right <br />
-- How do you want to die: by my own hand<br />
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: musician<br />
-- What country would you most like to visit: Ireland or England<br />
<br />
Opposite Sex:<br />
-- Best eye color: blue, gray, green<br />
-- Best hair color: dark<br />
-- Best personality trait: Intelligence, sense of humor, loyalty, honesty <br />
-- Best height: shorter than 6'<br />
-- Best articles of clothing: whatever they like <br />
-- Best first date location: concert<br />
-- Best first kiss location: in the rain... good times<br />
<br />
Finish:<br />
-- I eat: food<br />
-- I think: people are assholes. <br />
-- I am: musician/writer/realistic<br />
-- I adore: my cat<br />
-- I suck at: love <br />
-- I am obsessed with: music <br />
-- I can: never be happy<br />
-- I can't wait: until I die<br />
-- I am annoyed with: everyone<br />
<br />
(Please do this, and tag 6 others!) ]]></description>
                <author>~WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE</author>
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                <title>i lost... again</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Oct 2005 22:07:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i just lost the girl i love and im still not even sure of why. i just know that right now dying doesnt sound like too bad of an idea. this hurts worse than any other girl before. im left with out a reason for losing her for the first time ever i didnt lose the girl to another guy. she just ended it and i didnt get that much of a reason besides me not being able to be with her really. if im not gone before the hurricane hits im going to go out in it and hope that it finally ends my misery once and for all. i type this with tears in my eyes and questions in my head and pain in my heart. im so confused, im so upset and i just want it gone. sumone help me... please... please stop the tears...<br />
<br />
goodbye... Chris... ]]></description>
                <author>~WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE</author>
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                <title>ive been stuck in a weird place</title>
                <link>http://WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE.deviantart.com/journal/6464265/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Sep 2005 01:46:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i havent really cared to do anything for a while now. im not really sure whats wrong with me. its like i barely have the motivation to breath let alone do the things i need to do or the things that i once did and loved. its almost like i really dont care about life anymore or what happens to mine. theres only one thing i can truly say i care about. she knows who she is. but other than that... nothing. i dont have the artistic drive that i once did. i dont play my guitar as much as i used to. i just dont do anything really anymore. my life has become the exact same routine everyday. i wake up, i get online all day and night then i go to sleep. nothing ever really changes besides a few small details here and there. and i havent really cared to change that... until now. i cant keep doing it. in the words of Jamie Jasta "If you don't live for something, you'll die for nothing!" i believe its time for me to find that something again that once had. I won't give up and I won't let this world beat me. I've come too far, too fast to let it all slip away. time to live or die trying. <br />
<br />
~Chris~ ]]></description>
                <author>~WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE</author>
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                <title>another survey (thanks DJ)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Jul 2005 19:56:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ name: Chris<br />
sex: male<br />
age: 18<br />
status: not sure<br />
<br />
Random what do you think of...<br />
<br />
marshmallows: remind me of myself lmao <br />
<br />
girls: love them... sumtimes<br />
<br />
guys: cant stand them most of the time<br />
<br />
Good Charlotte: eh i hate the fact that all the little teenage girls are like omg over them but i like their music<br />
<br />
Metallica: old metallica is good, new metallica should be in a retirement home<br />
<br />
paris hilton: cant stand that skank<br />
<br />
are you with anyone? sorta<br />
<br />
*For Guys*<br />
<br />
like a girl with...<br />
dark or light hair?dark usually <br />
long or short hair?long<br />
straight or curly or wavy? straight <br />
tall or short? short<br />
cup size? doesnt matter to me<br />
muscular,fat or skinny build? thin to average<br />
<br />
like a girl that<br />
is a tomboy or is girly girl or average? tomboy usually<br />
makes decisions? yes im very indecisive<br />
likes the same music as you? yes is a must <br />
taller or shorter than you? shorter<br />
funny or serious? funny but has the ability to be serious if needed<br />
is romantic or lets you be romantic? both<br />
spontaneous or organised? both can be good at different times<br />
buys you stuff or makes you stuff? well since i hate girls buying me things, make me sumthing<br />
<br />
*For Girls*<br />
like a guy with....<br />
dark or light hair? <br />
long or short hair? <br />
straight or curly or wavy? <br />
tall or short? <br />
facial hair or clean shave? <br />
body hair or none ? <br />
muscular,fat or skinny build? <br />
<br />
like a guy that<br />
has a strong testosterone level or is feminine or average? <br />
makes decisions? <br />
likes the same music as you? <br />
taller or shorter than you? <br />
is funny or serious? funny, but they can't be immature, they have to know when to be serious<br />
is romantic or lets you be romantic? <br />
spontaneous or organised? <br />
buys you stuff or makes you stuff? ]]></description>
                <author>~WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE</author>
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                <title>::twitch twitch::</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Jun 2005 13:50:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im gonna go insane. the girl i broke up with has called me more than 20 times in the last 2 days. ::throws phone against wall:: ... <br />
fuck... it still works... sumbody kill me, im going nuts... wait, better yet, killer her... ]]></description>
                <author>~WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE</author>
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                <title>mental cloud</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 May 2005 22:35:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lately there's been things clouding my  thoughts and making it impossible to  write like im used to doing. so many  things have changed lately. and i have  been pretty content with my life... but  its making me where i dont have the  urge to write anything at all really.  even journal entries. im only writing  this now becuz i feel like writing but  there's sumthing in my head not letting  anything come out at all. could this  be... happiness? ]]></description>
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                <title>she is everything and more...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 May 2005 18:53:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i havent stopped smiling since last  night. i think my family believes im on  sumthing, but im not. i went out with  Shelby last night. and shes so great. i  believe it was the best date ive ever  been on. Charles went with me down  there to see her becuz the DMV is gay  but thats another story. and Shelby's  friend Krystal came too. me and Charles  showed up at her aunt's house a little  earlier than we were supposed to. lol  she hadnt changed yet. so she showed us  the house... such a nice house. makes  my house look like a serious shit hole  but anyway. we talked and stuff and  then she went to her bedroom to change.  well after she was in there for a while  i walked in and we had our first kiss  there in her aunts house in the  bedroom. after a while Krystal showed  up and we all went to Friday's to eat.  good food and great stuff happening  under the table ::grin:: then we went  to the mall and i went into just about  every girly store there was with her.  it was fun.. we did it becuz we knew  charles and krystal wouldnt go in so we  could kiss and stuff (sorry guys haha).  we just needed sum time alone but u 2  wouldnt talk, u just ignored each  other. anyway after a while of trying  to do it out of site we just said fuck  it and made out all the way back to the  car. lol then back to her aunt's house  and met her aunt and uncle, really nice  people. then we decided to go to  Shelby's house and hang out. that was  great... we ended up making out on her  front lawn for like an hour or so. i  kinda lost track of time. she gave me  some gum too ::evil grin:: and then  after a while we finally had to be  getting back home. so we kissed goodbye  and i had to leave but i really didnt  want to. and it was such a great night  im still smiling. <br />
<br />
I love u Shelby<br />
::kisses::<br />
~Chris~ ]]></description>
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                <title>::smiles::</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 May 2005 16:57:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ new girlfriend +<br />
new age + <br />
graduating + <br />
freedom =<br />
one happy mother fucker ]]></description>
                <author>~WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE</author>
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                <title>sumthing new from sumthing old?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Apr 2005 20:48:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok that survey was just to piss u guys  off im actually finally gonna post a  real entry<br />
<br />
ok im finally getting around to  updating this biotch. ive been one busy  motherfxcker this weekend. <br />
<br />
Friday:<br />
got to school with Charles at 11:30 in  our normal street clothes for the Grad  Bash trip. went roaming through the  campus looking for mrs. tessier. went  to the front office and we find out  she's nowhere on campus. so me and  charles go all the way back to the car  in the back of the school and go to  burger king. we get back and people  finally start arriving. then 3 hour bus  ride to Orlando. and then we get there  and we roamed around city walk grabbing  free grub and drinks and walking into a  few clubs. loved the latin club... hott  chicas lol then we went and watched the  shitty cover band play and sum preppy  kid get his shit split in the pit. that  was funny. then into islands of  adventure and all the rides and shows  and shit and we also saw a little bit  of Taking back Sunday. by 11:30 or 12  the 5 of us (me, Charles, Corey, Caleb,  and Carolina) were all dead tired and  ready to leave but we had to stay until  2 am or so to leave. then 3 hours back  home on the bus sleeping. and i finally  crawled into bed around 6 AM. <br />
<br />
Saturday:<br />
Layed around and stayed on the  computer. and i signed up with this one  website not too long ago. well saturday  im sitting online and this girl from  the site IMs me. well a couple hours  later into us talking we find out that  we went to middle school together. and  shes a girl that i had a crush on back  then. we've been talking all weekend.  Corian invited me to a party at the  beach in a few weeks and told me to  bring whoever i want. so any takers?  advance warning now there may be  alcohol, pot, and hott goth chicks  there lol ...maybe sum guys too who  cares tho. i cant wait to see her  again. its been 4 and a half years and  she looks even better now than before.  still the same girl i remember tho. <br />
<br />
Sunday:<br />
still talked to Corian a while then  tried being nice and driving my mom to  the store and she ended up flipping out  on me for the rest of the day for sum  stupid shit i didnt do or say. but ive  been completely happy all weekend and  that wont bring me down. she can cram  it or get over it. ]]></description>
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                <title>survey says - *ding*</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Apr 2005 20:43:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ LAST PERSON WHO<br />
x. Slept in your bed: me? other than me  - Lizzy (long time ago)<br />
x. Saw you cry: no one<br />
x. Made you cry: Lizzy<br />
x. Spent the night with: *thinks* i  dont remember is that bad?<br />
x. You shared a drink with: Ashli<br />
x. You went to the movies with: long  list of names lol big group that night  but mainly Kaity and Morgan<br />
x. You went to the mall with: my  brother, hes the only one that i go to  the mall with<br />
x. Yelled at you: my mom, who else<br />
x. Sent you an email: umm... its been  so long i dont remember, probably  Mariann<br />
x. Called you: Mariann<br />
<br />
HAVE YOU EVER...?<br />
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? yes  many times and theres on 2 people ive  ever said it to... one of which reads  this<br />
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yea  we piss each other off for fun<br />
x. Been to New York: nope<br />
x. Florida: i live here damn it<br />
x. California: no i want to very much  tho<br />
x. Hawaii: no<br />
x. Mexico: nope<br />
x. China: nope<br />
x. Canada: nope one of my best friends  is canadian so i might one day<br />
x. Dreamed something really crazy and  then it happened the next day: yea<br />
x. Wish you were the opposite sex:  umm... no im fine thanx<br />
x. Had an imaginary friend: nope even  the imaginary people are afraid of me <br />
<br />
RANDOM<br />
x. Things you like in a girl/guy:  honesty, loyalty, pretty eyes, and a  twisted sense of humor<br />
x. What book are you reading now:  nothing atm<br />
x. Worst feeling in the world:  depression/loneliness<br />
x. What is the first thing you think  when you wake up: when are they gonna  build a lamp shade around the sun<br />
x. Future daughter's name: dont ask me  that i dont wanna remember that i ever  talked about that with her<br />
x. Future son's name: read above<br />
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:  no<br />
x. What's under your bed: shoes<br />
x. Favorite sport to watch: baseball, i  used to play<br />
x. Siblings: brother named Calvin, 23<br />
x. Location: West Palm Beach, Fl<br />
x. College plans: i dont know yet<br />
x. Piercings/tattoos: waiting for my  birthday in a week and a half<br />
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: none my life  blows<br />
<br />
EXTRA STUFF<br />
x. Do you do drugs: no<br />
x. Do you drink: sumtimes<br />
x. Who is your best friend: Darryl or  Mariann<br />
x. What are you most scared of: staying  alone like this<br />
x. What clothes do you sleep in: boxers<br />
x. Where do you want to get married:  doesn't matter<br />
x. Been in Love: yes<br />
x. What type automobile do you drive:  1996 Dodge Neon white w/ chrome rims<br />
x. Do you have a job: no<br />
x. Do you like being around people:  most of the time no, only my close  friends<br />
x. Are you for world peace: sure but  itll never happen unless we destroy all  the ignorant...<br />
x. Are you a health freak: HA! no<br />
<br />
STUFF<br />
x. Have you ever loved someone you had  no chance with: maybe... we'll see  never say never<br />
x. Have you ever cried over  something/someone of the opposite sex:  only thing ive ever cried about<br />
x. Do you have a "type" of person you  always go after: yea hott goth/rocker  chicks<br />
x. Want someone you don't have right  now: yea but its not possible<br />
x. Ever afraid you'll never get  married: no<br />
x. Do you want to get married: yea<br />
x. Do you want kids: yes<br />
<br />
FAVOURITE<br />
x. Room in house: my room<br />
x. Type(s) of music: rock<br />
x. Color: red and black<br />
x. Perfume or cologne: BOD<br />
x. Month: December<br />
x. Stone: green emerald<br />
<br />
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...?<br />
x. Cried: no<br />
x. Bought something: a soda<br />
x. Gotten sick: nope<br />
x. Sang: yep<br />
x. Said "I Love You": nope<br />
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved  them: umm... not really maybe Mariann<br />
x. Met someone new: lol sumone new/old<br />
x. Moved on: ive had nothing to move on  from<br />
x. Talked to someone: yea<br />
x. Missed someone: yes<br />
x. Hugged someone: Nikki<br />
x. Kissed someone: no<br />
x. Fought with your parents: yep ]]></description>
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                <title>i need a life</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Apr 2005 22:42:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey <br />
Name: Chris <br />
Birthday: 5/7/87 <br />
Birthplace: west palm beach <br />
Current Location: west palm beach <br />
Eye Color: hazel <br />
Hair Color: light brown <br />
Height: 6'1" <br />
Right Handed or Left Handed: right <br />
Your Heritage: german, irish, scottish,  native american <br />
The Shoes You Wore Today: skate shoes <br />
Your Weakness: chicas <br />
Your Fears: forever alone <br />
Your Perfect Pizza: chicken and black  olives <br />
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This  Year: get a new band started <br />
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant  messenger: lol <br />
Thoughts First Waking Up: sumone please  put a lamp shade on the sun <br />
Your Best Physical Feature: u tell me <br />
Your Bedtime: anytime i can force  myself down <br />
Your Most Missed Memory: having a girl <br />
Pepsi or Coke: pesi <br />
MacDonalds or Burger King: wendys <br />
Single or Group Dates: single <br />
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: either <br />
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla <br />
Cappuccino or Coffee: frappucino <br />
Do you Smoke: no <br />
Do you Swear: yes <br />
Do you Sing: yes <br />
Do you Shower Daily: yes <br />
Have you Been in Love: a long time ago  in a not so far away land <br />
Do you want to go to College: yes <br />
Do you want to get Married: yes <br />
Do you belive in yourself: most of the  time <br />
Do you get Motion Sickness: no <br />
Do you think you are Attractive: no but  i dont need to convince myself  <br />
Are you a Health Freak: no <br />
Do you get along with your Parents: HA!  good one <br />
Do you like Thunderstorms: yea love 'em  <br />
Do you play an Instrument: yes electric  guitar <br />
In the past month have you Drank  Alcohol: umm... no <br />
In the past month have you Smoked: no  never <br />
In the past month have you been on  Drugs: nope <br />
In the past month have you gone on a  Date: no <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br />
In the past month have you gone to a  Mall: yes <br />
In the past month have you eaten a box  of Oreos: no <br />
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:  no ick <br />
In the past month have you been on  Stage: no its been about a year and i  really need a new band <br />
In the past month have you been Dumped:  no <br />
In the past month have you gone Skinny  Dipping: nope <br />
In the past month have you Stolen  Anything: nope <br />
Ever been Drunk: si <br />
Ever been called a Tease: actually yes <br />
Ever been Beaten up: HA! fuck no <br />
Ever Shoplifted: no <br />
How do you want to Die: with a guitar  in my hands or viagra in my system haha  <br />
What do you want to be when you Grow  Up: rockstar bitch <br />
What country would you most like to  Visit: ireland <br />
<br />
In a Boy/Girl.. <br />
Favourite Eye Color: blue/green <br />
Favourite Hair Color: brown or black <br />
Short or Long Hair: long <br />
Height: shorter than me <br />
Weight: thin - average <br />
Best Clothing Style: goth/rocker <br />
Number of Drugs I have taken: ... <br />
Number of CDs I own: too many cant  count them <br />
Number of Piercings: none yet <br />
Number of Tattoos: none yet <br />
Number of things in my Past I Regret:  too many most of the things i ever said  to *her* ]]></description>
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                <title>im bored too often</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Apr 2005 22:34:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1.time you started: 1:17 am<br />
<br />
2. Full Name: Christopher Thomas  Sommers <br />
<br />
3. Nicknames: DC, Marshmellow man,  Anti-Angel<br />
<br />
4. Height: 6'1"<br />
<br />
5. Pets: my cat Oggy<br />
<br />
6. Idk: ... i dont know what the fuck  the question is<br />
<br />
7. Boxers or Briefs: boxers<br />
<br />
8. Sex: yes please lol... Male<br />
<br />
9. Birthday:May 7, 1987<br />
<br />
10. Zodiac sign: Taurus<br />
<br />
11. Location: West palm beach, Fl<br />
<br />
12. Birth Place: West Palm Beach, Fl<br />
<br />
13. Hair Color: light brown<br />
<br />
14. Eye Color: hazel <br />
<br />
15. Siblings: 1-brother<br />
<br />
<br />
*The CRUSH Side* <br />
<br />
16. Are you in love ? no<br />
<br />
17. Are you more interested in guys or  girls be honest: im straight so yeah  definatly girls <br />
<br />
18. What's your biggest turn on about  the opposite sex: I have a thing for  girls with pretty eyes<br />
<br />
19. Do u have a crush?: too many and  none of which i can have<br />
<br />
20. Do u have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:  no<br />
<br />
*The PAST Side* <br />
<br />
<br />
21. What age would you go back to? 16<br />
<br />
22. Memory you miss most: me and lizzy  talking all night and sleeping all day  for the entire summer<br />
<br />
23. Memory you would like to forget:  the night i lost *her*<br />
<br />
24. What'd you do today: went with my  brother when he bought another car<br />
<br />
25. Last person you talked to on the  phone: Mariann... im sorry i hung up on  u... im a jackass<br />
<br />
26. Last thing you said:  goodbye....*insert sad, suicidal tone*<br />
<br />
*The FAVORITE Side* <br />
27. Food: tacos <br />
<br />
28. Drink: caramel frappucino<br />
<br />
29. Alcoholic: Rum <br />
<br />
30. Band: Slipknot, Smile Empty Soul,  Senses Fail, American Head Charge,  Mudvayne<br />
<br />
31. CD: Smile Empty Soul Self Titled<br />
<br />
32. Thing to eat for lunch: i dont eat  lunch<br />
<br />
33. Day of the week: any day i actually  get a good nights sleep<br />
<br />
34. Month: December<br />
<br />
35. Number: 7<br />
<br />
36. Holiday: Halloween <br />
<br />
37. Cookie: white chocolate chunk<br />
<br />
38. Color: black, red, neon green<br />
<br />
39. Ice Cream : im not supposed to eat  ice cream but i do anyway haha...  cookie dough<br />
<br />
40. Candy or mint: warheads<br />
<br />
41. Favorite channel: Fuse<br />
<br />
42. Movie: Bang Bang You're Dead<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
*The PEOPLE YOU KNOW Side* <br />
<br />
43. Friend that you wish you still had:  Kevin<br />
<br />
44. Best Girl friend: Mariann of course<br />
<br />
45. Best guy friend: Darryl<br />
<br />
46. Favorite vacation spots (only  places u have been to): Orlando,  Florida Keys, Tennessee<br />
<br />
47. Loudest friend: Justin<br />
<br />
48. Silliest friend: Morgan <br />
<br />
49. Best at keeping secrets: heh...  none apparently<br />
<br />
50. Smartest: Amanda<br />
<br />
51. Most likely to be a stripper:  Shannon<br />
<br />
52. Sweetest: dont know havent tasted  them all yet <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> j/k um Nikki i guess <br />
<br />
53. Weirdest: Darryl<br />
<br />
54. Funniest: Caleb<br />
<br />
55. Most annoying: trevor<br />
<br />
*The BELIEVE OR NOT Side* <br />
<br />
56. Aliens: nope<br />
<br />
57. Angels: no<br />
<br />
58. Heaven and Hell: nope<br />
<br />
59. God: fuck no<br />
<br />
60. Yourself: yes<br />
<br />
<br />
*The HAVE YOU EVER Side* <br />
<br />
61. Been on a plane: no i enjoy my stay  on the ground<br />
<br />
62. Cried in public: never on the  outside, i'll never show it<br />
<br />
63. Climbed a tree: yea <br />
<br />
64. Ate A Worm: No<br />
<br />
65. Gone bungee jumping: no<br />
<br />
66. Met a celebrity: yea the bass  player for American Head Charge<br />
<br />
67. Met the president: no<br />
<br />
68. Been scared to get shot: nope<br />
<br />
69. Watched New Years Eve celebration  in all different time zones: no <br />
<br />
70. Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch or  Hollister: FUCK NO!!!<br />
<br />
<br />
*The What Do You Think About When You  Hear Side* <br />
<br />
71. Carson Daly: TRL<br />
<br />
72. Bill Clinton: BIG PIMPIN<br />
<br />
73. Lollipops: hehe Lizzy<br />
<br />
74. Dreams: my own alternate ending<br />
<br />
75. love: hate<br />
<br />
76. Whipped Cream: hehe Lizzy<br />
<br />
77. South Park: Cartman!!!<br />
<br />
78. Britney Spears: HIT THAT BITCH ONE  MORE TIME<br />
<br />
79. Christina Aguilera: been there hit  that <br />
<br />
80. Guys: not my choice but whatever  floats ur boat<br />
<br />
81. Girls: why do they hate me?<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
*The WHICH WOULD YOU RATHER side* <br />
<br />
82. 2-door/4-door car?: 4 door<br />
<br />
83. Dog/Cat: cat<br />
<br />
84. Blue/Purple: blue<br />
<br />
85. Chocolate/Vanilla: vanilla<br />
<br />
86. Pen/Pencil: Pen<br />
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                <title>stolen from sumone who stole it</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2005 16:01:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. First Name: Chris<br />
2. Were you named after anyone? nope my  name was given to me becuz its unique  to my family  <br />
3. Do you wish on stars? wishing never  get me anywhere<br />
4. When did you last cry? its been a  while<br />
5. Do you like your handwriting? eh not  really... i have guy handwriting enough  said<br />
6. What is your favorite lunch meat?  turkey...<br />
7. What is your birth date? May 7th<br />
8. What is your most embarrassing CD?  Simple Plan... my ex gave it to me one  Christmas<br />
9. If you were another person, would  YOU be friends with you? no<br />
10. Are you a daredevil? yea i have no  regard for my own life<br />
11. Have you ever told a secret you  swore not to tell? yes but the person  needed to know<br />
12. Do looks matter? to a certain point  yes, there is a place where i draw the  line<br />
13. How do you release anger? writing,  playing guitar, or screaming along with  Slipknot or sumthing heavy<br />
14. Where is your second home? Orlando<br />
15. Do you trust others easily? not at  all if i trust u consider urself  special<br />
16. What was your favorite toy as a  child? NES i was a video game child...  still am haha<br />
17. What class in high school do you  think was totally useless? PC support  becuz i learned jack shit that i didnt  already know<br />
18. Do you have a journal? yea like 3<br />
19. Do you use sarcasm a lot? no  never... asshole<br />
20. What are your nicknames? DC,  marshmellow man, and chrisypoo lol  thanks for those last 2 mariann lol<br />
21. Would you bungee jump? no i dont  like falling<br />
22. Do you untie your shoes when you  take them off? depends which shoes...  skate shoes - no, boots - yes<br />
23. Do you think that you are strong?  physically yes, emotionally not really<br />
24. What's your favorite ice cream  flavor? Reeses <br />
25. Shoe Size? 11.5<br />
26. red/pink? red<br />
27. What is your least favorite thing  about yourself? my weight<br />
28. Who do you miss most? lizzy<br />
29. What color pants and shoes are you  wearing? black jeans and barefoot<br />
30. Favorite TV show? South Park and  Drawn Together<br />
31. What are you listening to? Die  Trying - Oxygen's Gone<br />
32. Last thing you ate? um... hershey  bar<br />
33. If you were a crayon, what color  would you be? black<br />
34. What is the weather like right now?  cool and breezy<br />
36. The first thing you notice about  the opposite sex? eyes<br />
37. Favorite music group? Slipknot<br />
38. Favorite Drink? caramel frappucino<br />
39. Favorite Sport to watch?  baseball... i played for a long time  and was pretty good till i fucked up my  knee and quit<br />
40. Hair Color? light brown<br />
42. Do you wear contacts? no<br />
43. Favorite Food? lasagna<br />
44. Last movie you watched? Harold and  Kumar Go To White Castle<br />
45. Favorite Day Of The Year? anyone  that im actually happy on<br />
46. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings?  scary movies<br />
47. Summer Or Winter? Winter<br />
48. Hugs OR Kisses? hugs<br />
49. What Is Your Favorite Dessert?  Cheesecake<br />
50. Favorite Smell? rain<br />
51. What's your favorite movie?  Eurotrip and Resident Evil<br />
53. What Book Are You reading now? Air  Battle Force by Dale Brown<br />
54. What's On Your Mouse Pad? uh its a  free mouse pad from PC World.com and  its wearing off ]]></description>
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                <title>boredom (hijacked from DJ)</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Mar 2005 14:52:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ name:: Chris<br />
u like it:: yea the meaning is gay but  i like the name<br />
wut does it mean:: decendant of christ  or sum shit like that<br />
age:: 18 very soon<br />
hair color:: light brown<br />
eye color:: hazel<br />
height:: 6'1"<br />
do u have braces:: never<br />
do u have contacts or glasses:: never<br />
sign:: Taurus<br />
<br />
_:_:_ Love Life_:_:_ <br />
<br />
do u have a boyfriend/girlfriend:: no<br />
if so for how long:: fuck off...<br />
do u have a crush:: yea always<br />
have u ever broken someones heart  before:: yea i think so<br />
has someone broken ur heart:: yea<br />
<br />
­_:_:_ The Last _:_:_ <br />
<br />
person who imed u:: Morgan<br />
person who u imed:: Morgan<br />
thing u did:: played guitar<br />
song u listened to:: American Head  Charge - Ridicule<br />
sport u played:: basketball with my bro  i think<br />
u yelled at:: my ex<br />
person who hugged u:: kaity or morgan<br />
movie u saw:: Harold and Kumar Go To  White Castle<br />
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_:_:_ Music AND Movies _:_:_ <br />
<br />
wuts ur favorite band/ singer::  Slipknot!!!<br />
wuts ur favorite album:: right now it's  The Feeding by AHC<br />
wuts ur favorite song:: right now it's  Walk Away by AHC<br />
wuts ur favorite music video:: Slipknot  - Wait and Bleed (animated version)<br />
<br />
<br />
wuts ur favorite movie:: Eurotrip <br />
whose ur favorite actor:: Adam Sandler<br />
whose ur favorite actress:: dont really  have one<br />
<br />
_:_:_ Word Association _:_:_ <br />
<br />
life:: = shit<br />
video:: porn?<br />
break:: me<br />
your:: problem<br />
brown:: eyes<br />
trash:: u r the ___ that infests my  sheets<br />
good bye:: later masterbater<br />
best:: lay haha<br />
ice:: stare<br />
snow:: winter will never come here<br />
running:: from me<br />
class of:: 05 bitch<br />
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_:_:_ Miscellaneous _:_:_ <br />
<br />
do u like kelly clarkson:: id hit  that... her music, fuck that<br />
have u ever wanted to run away:: yes<br />
do u play soccer:: when i was little<br />
do u pray:: fuck no ::flicks off the  sky::<br />
do u wish u could fly:: wishing to fly  is for people with unrealistic dreams<br />
wut school do u go to:: I.G.H.S.<br />
do u consider yourself tall:: yes im  taller than most guys i know.<br />
is it raining outside right now:: nope<br />
r u goin to college:: not yet<br />
do u drink coffee:: my friend works at  starbucks so i get free caramel  frappucinos <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>If you're 555 then I'm...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Mar 2005 23:05:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am so fucking numb right now... i  cant feel a fucking thing...<br />
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ok seriously i just back from the  Slipknot show and it was so fucking  awesome. i had a great time. i wish i  woulda got to hang out with sum people  more during the concert ::cough cough::  kaity and morgan... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
me and cory were up there fucking going  nuts and started moshing with each  other and i push him and he spun and  around punched me in the fucking jaw...  i swear i almost threw that kid over  the railing... bastard. <br />
<br />
ok anyway it was me, cory, morgan,  kaity, and my brother. well we all left  and went in search of a taco bell that  wasn't packed. omfg that was fun when  we did find one. we went through the  drive thru, got our food and ate in the  parking lot at 12 at night. lmao. while  we were there morgan fell through a  bush, we turned the taco bell sign into  a strobe light, took a bunch of pics of  us... kaity got one of me humping the  taco bell sign. lmao good times... then  i drove everyone home... morgan got one  of shawn's (clown's) drumsticks...  bitch...j/k i love u morgan... i  wouldnt have stolen it from u... now my  brother and cory on the other hand...  lol<br />
<br />
anyway all u bitches that didnt go, u  fucking all suck. u missed one of their  best shows ever. <br />
<br />
i am so fucking worn out... mainly  becuz before the show i kept running at  kaity and morgan and jumping on them...  we gotta do that again guys... soon...  very soon... <br />
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i feel so damn weird right now... i  think im gonna go pass out... ]]></description>
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                <title>too little too late</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Mar 2005 16:00:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my mom made me feel like shit this  morning by calling me stupid because i  havent done anything to try to go to  college yet... i know that... ive been  trying god damn it but i can only do  one thing at a time god damn time... i  have 0 community service hours so i  need a bunch of those... i need to take  the SATs... and not mention the college  applications and all that shit that i  need to do... fuck... shes always  disapointed in me... she always has  been... even when i used to get  straight As i still never felt like she  was happy with me. im a failure and  disapointment... to her and myself... ]]></description>
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                <title>AHC</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Mar 2005 20:22:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last night fucking rocked. Went to the  Culture Room in Lauderdale for one  badass show. <br />
<br />
Bands:<br />
<br />
Bloodsimple - pretty alright for an  opening act, they remind me of old  mudvayne almost without the make up. <br />
<br />
American Head Charge - The reason i  went to the show and they did not  disapoint. one of the best live acts  ive seen in a while. <br />
<br />
Otep - eh... im not really into them  but they still put on a good show...  the singer is weird as all hell tho. <br />
<br />
great fucking night all around. <br />
kaity went with and has pics. she  should be posting them sometime soon. <br />
<br />
P.S. - this is gonna my next guitar ill  probably get it for my birthday. <a href="http://www.bcrich.com/images/hi_res/Platinum_Virgo_Red.jpg">BC  Rich Virgo</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>boredom</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Feb 2005 17:00:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ --Birth Name:Christopher Thomas Sommers  <br />
--Nickname: D.C. <br />
--Birthdate: May 7, 1987<br />
--Birthplace: WPB, Florida<br />
--Current Location: WPB, Florida<br />
--Eye color: Hazel<br />
--Hair color: light brown<br />
--Height: 6'1"<br />
--Righty or Lefty: Righty<br />
--Zodiac Sign: Taurus<br />
--Innie or Outie: Innie<br />
<br />
// Ver. 2 - Describe<br />
--Your Heritage: Irish, German,  Scottish, and Native American<br />
--The Shoes You Wore Today: Black NSS  skateshoes<br />
--Your Weakness: girls<br />
--Your Fears: digging an early grave  for myself, and being alone <br />
--Your Perfect Pizza: meat lovers haha<br />
--One thing You'd Like to Achieve: Rock  stardom<br />
<br />
// Ver.3<br />
--What is your most overused phrase?:  Bite me, Fuck off, I'll slit your  throat and fuck the wound. lmao<br />
--Your first thoughts waking up:  sumbody put a lamp shade on the sun  please<br />
--The first feature you notice in the  opposite sex: Eyes<br />
--Your best physical features: eyes<br />
--Your bedtime: Whenever i want<br />
--Greatest Fear: dying without making  sumthing of my life<br />
--Your Most Missed Memory: me and my ex  gf talking till 7 am and then sleeping  all day and doing it all over again...  that was a great summer.<br />
<br />
// Ver.4<br />
--Pepsi or Coke: pepsi<br />
--McDonald's or Burger King: wendy's <br />
--Single or Group Dates: Single.<br />
--Adidas or Nike: Vans.<br />
--Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla<br />
--Cappucino or coffee: frappucino<br />
--Boxers or Briefs: Boxers<br />
<br />
// Ver.5<br />
--Do you smoke?: No<br />
--Cuss?: Yes.<br />
--Sing Well?: sumwhat<br />
--Do you think you've been in love?: i  was<br />
--Want to go to college: yea<br />
--Liked High School?: it's had its ups  and downs but its been fun.<br />
--Want to get married?: yea<br />
--Type with fingers on the right keys?:  yea<br />
--Get motion sickness: nope<br />
--Think you're attractive: nope<br />
--Think you're a health freak: nope<br />
--Get along with parents: mom -  sumtimes, dad - havent seen him in 8  years wouldn't know<br />
--Like Thunderstorms: yea theyre great<br />
<br />
// Ver.6 - in the past month, did/have  you:<br />
--Consumed Alchohol: yes<br />
--Have Sex: yes<br />
--Made Out: does making out during sex  count?<br />
--Gone On Date: Nope<br />
--Go To the Mall: nope<br />
--Eaten an entire box of Oreos: ick...  no<br />
--Eaten Sushi: eww... no<br />
--Gone Skating: don't skate<br />
--Made Homemade cookies: nope <br />
--Been in Love: no<br />
--Gone Skinny Dipping: nope its been a  while<br />
--Dyed your hair: No<br />
--Stolen Anything: no<br />
<br />
// Ver.7<br />
--Age you hope to be married?: 25<br />
--Numbers and Names of Children?: dont  know me and my ex had this planned out  but that all went to hell didnt it<br />
--Describe your dream wedding: bride  and groom wearing all black and my band  is the wedding band. where i can say  the things to my wife that i wanna say.<br />
--How do you want to die?: on stage  doing what i love<br />
--Where do you want to go to college:  UCF<br />
--What do you want to be when you grow  up?: great guitarist, good husband and  father<br />
--Most likely to visit?: england or  canadia ]]></description>
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                <title>From bad to worse</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Feb 2005 13:56:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well im finally getting around to  updating becuz i actually have sumthing  to report. i just had one of the worst  weekends in a very long time. two very  bad things happened this weekend. <br />
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1. saturday night me and my 2 friends  went to grab sum food at this pizza  place. well on our way there sum guy  pulls up beside us while we were  driving on a 2 lane street. so the guys  in the wrong lane and the guy starts  cursing us out and telling us to pull  over so he can beat all 3 of our asses.  so we speed up and he gets behind us.  we slow down for a light and he speeds  up beside us again and this time hes  flashing a fucking knife and saying  pull over ill cut u up. then he starts  trying to run us off the road. we  actually ended up in the grass at one  point. well my friend justin called the  cops on his cell and i guess the guy  saw it and turned off. we get to the  nearest police station to talk to the  cop about it and the dumbass cop tells  us we should have stopped and beat the  shit out of him. nice police we have  here. i could just imagine what would  happen if a cop had pulled up and saw 3  teenagers beating the shit out of a  little ghetto spanish guy. we would  have gone to jail. so saturday was  fucked up. <br />
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2. my mom took my driver's license away  last night. becuz me and my friend  charles were street racing on my road  and the fucking neighbor next door went  and told my mom like the little hill  billy bitch that he is. and this  happens after i finally just got my car  fixed an hour before. <br />
<br />
i hate people in general right now. so  if you are a human being stay the fuck  away from me right now or you might get  knocked the fuck out. <br />
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much love, Chris ]]></description>
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                <title>random survey</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Jan 2005 22:59:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well happy new year. ive been drinking  so i'll keep this short. i look forward  to making lots of new memories this  year and hopefully theyre better than  last years. well im gonna go pass out  now if i can make it to me bed. night  all<br />
<br />
name:: Chris<br />
nicknames:: DC (dont ask)<br />
birthday:: 5/7/87<br />
birthplace:: WPB, Fl<br />
current mood:: lonely<br />
current taste:: rum aftertaste<br />
current hair:: short and spikey<br />
current clothes:: shorts and an  undershirt<br />
current annoyance:: my life<br />
current smell:: rum breath<br />
current thing you ought to be doing::  sleeping<br />
current desktop picture:: Senses Fail<br />
current favorite band:: Slipknot, SES,  Seether, and Senses Fail, the used, die  trying, mudvayne, Flaw<br />
current book:: Frankenstein<br />
current cd in stereo:: the used, die  trying, flaw<br />
current favorite celeb:: Mick Thomson,  my fucking idol, one of the best  guitarists ive ever seen.<br />
<br />
do you..<br />
smoke:: no<br />
do drugs:: have<br />
have dreams that keep coming back:: yea  more like reoccuring nightmare<br />
remember your first real love:: yes  unfortunately<br />
still love them:: fuck no<br />
read the newspaper:: sumtimes<br />
have any gay or lesbian friends:: yes <br />
believe in miracles:: no<br />
believe its possible to remain faithful  forever:: yes i do <br />
consider yourself tolerant of others::  yes except the blatantly ignorant<br />
consider love a mistake:: at times<br />
like the taste of alcohol:: yea<br />
have a favorite candy:: poprocks and  warheads<br />
believe in astrology:: not really<br />
believe in magic:: no<br />
believe in God:: no, just myself<br />
have any pets:: 1 cat<br />
go to or plan to go to college:: yes<br />
have any piercings:: plan too<br />
have any tattoos:: no<br />
hate yourself:: all the time<br />
have any obsessions:: music, slipknot,  guitars and girls<br />
have a secret crush:: yea sorta except  the people that read my other journal  know now<br />
do they know yet:: not yet give it a  few days<br />
wish on stars:: no<br />
care about looks:: not really just dont  want any revolting blobs<br />
love life:: never worse<br />
first crush:: umm... girl in elementary  skool, i know the face but cant recall  the name<br />
single or taken:: very very single  sadly, im pathetic<br />
ever been in love:: yea for over a year  then she broke my heart<br />
do you believe in love at first sight::  nope usually i have to knock them down  twice<br />
describe your ideal significant other::  cute, sweet, likes rock music and  faithful<br />
<br />
word association<br />
rubber:: condom<br />
rock:: hard<br />
green:: money<br />
wet:: no comment<br />
peanut:: butter<br />
hay:: needle<br />
cold:: heart<br />
steamy:: sex<br />
rain:: kiss<br />
bite:: me<br />
fuck:: me<br />
<br />
appearance<br />
hair:: short, brown and spikey<br />
eyes:: hazel<br />
height:: 6'1"<br />
<br />
last thing you..<br />
bought:: spiked bracelet<br />
ate + drank:: hamburger and rum<br />
read:: DJ's comment<br />
<br />
either/or<br />
club or house party:: house party<br />
beer or cider:: cider<br />
drinks or shots:: shots<br />
cats or dogs:: Cats<br />
single or taken:: id perfer taken but  im very single <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
pen or pencil:: black gel pens<br />
gloves or mittens:: Gloves <br />
cassette or cd:: CD<br />
<br />
have you ever<br />
drank alcohol:: yes<br />
done drugs:: yes<br />
run away from home:: nah too much shit  to carry lol<br />
broken a bone:: wrist<br />
played truth or dare:: o yea  awesomeness<br />
kissed someone you didnt know:: sorta  knew her<br />
been in a fight:: i had a bad past<br />
came close to dying:: yea self  inflicted<br />
the most embarrassing cd in your  collection:: Good Charlotte and Simple  Plan, my ex gave me them for christmas  i swear<br />
what is your bedroom like:: Kick Ass<br />
<br />
last person..<br />
talked to:: Katie<br />
im'ed:: Katie<br />
hugged:: Katie and Mariann <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> i miss them<br />
kissed:: Lizzy... dont wanna talk about  it<br />
had a serious convo with:: Mariann<br />
yelled at:: dont remember<br />
<br />
random questions<br />
whats on your bedside table:: alarm,  keys, cell, wallet, knife, lighter,  rings, and a spiked bracelet<br />
what do you eat when you raid the  fridge late at night:: umm... anything  i dont need to cook<br />
what is your secret garuanteed weeping  movie:: none but movies like home room  and bang bang you're dead make me sad<br />
do you know anyone famous:: not yet <br />
describe your bed:: black with metal  bars (good for handcuffs hehe)<br />
spontaneous or plain:: spontaneous<br />
do you know how to play poker:: used to  <br />
what do you carry with you at all  times:: Cell... ]]></description>
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                <title>seven layers (Thanks DJ)</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Dec 2004 19:46:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ LAYER ONE: <br />
-- Name: Christopher T. Sommers<br />
-- Birthplace: West Palm Beach, Florida<br />
-- Gender: Male <br />
-- Eye Color: hazel<br />
-- Hair Color: light brown<br />
--Height: 6'1"<br />
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty <br />
-- Zodiac Sign: Taurus<br />
<br />
LAYER TWO: <br />
-- Your heritage: German, Irish, Native  American and a few others.<br />
--The shoes you wore today: none yet<br />
-- Your fears: dying, and loving  someone that doesn't love me the same  way<br />
--Your perfect meal: Lasagna!<br />
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: become a  great musician<br />
<br />
LAYER THREE: <br />
-- Your thoughts first waking up:  sumbody put a lampshade on the sun<br />
--Your best physical feature: it used  to be my hair before i cut it all off  now its probably my eyes<br />
-- Your bedtime: whenever i want<br />
-- Your most missed memory: staying up  till 8 in the morning talking to my ex  on the phone<br />
LAYER FOUR: <br />
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi<br />
-- McDonald's or Burger King: BK <br />
-- Single or group dates: single<br />
-- Adidas or Nike: niether<br />
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton <br />
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla<br />
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither they  both make me sleepy. they have the  reverse effect on me, im just weird.<br />
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LAYER FIVE: <br />
-- Smoke: nope<br />
-- Cuss: yes<br />
-- Sing: yes<br />
-- Take a shower: no i just wallow in  my own dirt. of course i do. if u dont  sumthing is wrong with u.<br />
-- Have a crush: i do all the time but  they never go anywhere <br />
-- Do you think you've been in love:  yes<br />
-- Want to go to college: yea im headed  there very soon<br />
-- Liked high school: yea good times im  gonna miss all my friends when we all  graduate this year<br />
-- Want to get married: heh i was  engaged once so i think that WAS a yes  but now im not so sure.<br />
-- Get motion sickness: no<br />
-- Think you're attractive: no <br />
-- Think you're a health freak: no<br />
-- Get along with your parent(s):  sumtimes with my mom and haven't seen  my dad since i was 10<br />
-- Like thunderstorms: i love them<br />
-- Play an instrument: electric guitar<br />
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LAYER SIX: <br />
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-- Best eye color?: blue <br />
-- Best hair color?: dark, black or  brown <br />
-- Short or long hair?: long<br />
-- Height: i like short girls for sum  reason... i guess i just havent found  any good tall girls<br />
-- Best weight: doesnt really matter  too much as long as their not  enormously fucking obese<br />
-- Best articles of clothing: Thong!!!  lmao<br />
LAYER SEVEN: <br />
-- Number of drugs taken illegally:  :cough cough: none. what? a rockstar  can't be clean?<br />
-- Number of piercings: none yet but i  want my lip and tongue done <br />
-- Number of tattoos: none i choose not  to get anything permanent on me<br />
-- Number of times my name has appeared  in the newspaper: none<br />
-- Number of scars on my body: 4, one  hidden in my hair, one on my bottom  lip, one on my elbow, and a big one on  my left knee<br />
-- Number of things in my past that I  regret: every choice ive ever made<br />
[Spell your first name backwards]:  sirhc<br />
[The story behind your pen name]:  its  a line from the slipknot song Duality  "You cannot kill what you did not  create"<br />
[3 words that sum you up]: What The  Fuck?<br />
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{DESCRIBE YOUR} <br />
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[Wallet]: black Oakley my brother  bought me for christmas a few years  back<br />
[Hairbrush]: black<br />
[jewellery you wear daily]: rings,  spiked bracelet, and an iron cross  necklace and native american charm  necklace my grandmother gave me b4 she  died. i never take it off.<br />
[Pillow cover]: Black and red <br />
[Coffee cup]: don't drink it<br />
[Shoes]: black boots and my black and  grey NSS skate shoes.<br />
[CD in stereo right now]: The Used - In  love and Death (Thanks Mariann),  Mudvayne - The End of All Things To  Come, Greenday - Greatest Hits, FLAW -  Endangered Species, and Die Trying.<br />
[What are you are wearing now]: boxers  and a t-shirt<br />
[Hair]: standing up because i woke up  and have done nothing yet<br />
[In my mouth]: tongue<br />
[In my head]: too much that i don't  want to be thinking about<br />
[Eating]: nothing yet <br />
[Some of your favorite movies]:  Eurotrip, The Crow (all of them),  Homeroom, and Bang! Bang! You're Dead!<br />
[Something you're looking forward to]:  the new year and maybe a fresh start<br />
[The last thing you ate?]: i had  chinese last night<br />
[Something that you are deathly afraid  of?]: the future<br />
[Do you like candles?] yea i have a lot  in my room... I like fire hehehe<br />
[Do you believe in a thing called  love]: I did once but now i think love  is just being best friends with the  person you fuck.<br />
[Do you believe in soul mates?]: not  really i did once<br />
[Do you believe in love at first  sight]: no usually i have to walk into  them more than once lol<br />
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                <title>im still breathing</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Dec 2004 16:32:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well i figured id post and let u people  know im not dead... yet. ive had a  shitload of stuff going on lately.  first of all, i got a car finally. this  is mostly the reason i havent written  anything new lately. i havent really  been home enough to let things start to  get to me. also ive been strangely calm  and content with everything recently.  its funny. its christmas season and i  bought a car for myself before i  bothered getting anyone elses gifts.  haha. im looking forward to so many  things. mostly im looking forward to  the end of 2004. i can honestly say  this has been the worst year of my  life. ive had so much heartache this  year and look to the next year to  hopefully bring a change to this  pattern. the year before this was  probably the best year of my life. what  irony huh... this year ive lost my  fiance, she cheated on me, ive had  things blow up in my face with one of  my good friends that i was trying to go  out with and ive just had all this  destroy what was left of my trust in  love. but out of all thats happened to  me this year i think that this year  might actually have a happy ending  coming very soon. isnt that right  Mariann? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ungrateful assholes!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Dec 2004 19:21:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i've got sumthing to say about the  death of one of the greatest guitarists  that ever lived in this era, Dimebag  Darrell Abott. The man that shot him  said it was becuz he broke up pantera.  well that is so fucking stupid becuz  now he ended any chance they had of  getting back together. not just that  but he killed off 2 bands with what he  fucking did. and if this is what its  come down to than the music business  will soon be finished. with his death  it made every musician in the world  including myself think twice about  wanting to be a musician and perform  for people. if the people dont respect  what all of us are trying to do for us  and would rather harm us than theres no  need for us to want to perform for them  anymore. if people cant just accept the  fact that sumtimes people have  differences and get over instead of  blowing their fucking head off becuz  things arent the way they want them to  be then fuck playing shows for them. i  wont get up on stage everynight for the  fans and have my life in danger becuz  theirs no longer that mutual respect  between the fans and musicians. and ill  say this, if i ever get big and famous,  im going on the stage packing heat. ill  strap a weapon to any part of my body i  can. i will come prepared. <br />
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RIP Dimebag ur shredding will be  forever missed along with ur great  personality. u were all around a great  guy. live free now my friend. ur true  fans will never forget what u did for  us. ]]></description>
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                <title>Election Day Bullshit</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Nov 2004 10:22:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well it's election day kids which means  only one thing to me. that's right im  skipping today. our skool is one of the  poll locations for voters. so they  decided that today they're gonna fuck  up all the students lives by basically  locking down the skool becuz of those  fucking retards that r voting at our  skool. honestly i say that people  shouldn't even bother to show up to  vote. wtf is the point? neither of the  candidates are worth a shit anyway?  this country is going to hell and its  becuz politics has become a fucking  joke in this country. this country is  ever concerned with money. thats the  name of the game. so i finish this by  saying VOTE FOR ME, VOTE FOR YOURSELF,  VOTE FOR ANYONE BUT THE FASCISM OF THE  POLITICAL CANDIDATES. ok i have said my  piece. thank u and good bye...<br />
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~Chris~ ]]></description>
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