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DANNNGGG

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Thu, 26 Jul 2007 16:43:44 PDT

Long time ago, much?!

Near about a year since my last entry on here!
OH SHYT.

:]
so hi.
sup?

single.
recently broke up with a jerk that cheated on me.
haha, good riddance.

i'm fixing to be a junior at LHS.
whoop, whoop.

myspace!
that's all i ever do on the computer.
that, AIM, and TinyPic.

myspace = [link]

ummm.... yeah.
:]

fixing to go over to dakota's to stay the night.
as per usual.

we might go to church on sunday.
see how that blows over.
i mean, GOES over.. haha.

i'm not very well liked at that church.
psha, whatev.
all i need is like 2 people.
Zach likes me, Kaitlyn likes me, Dakota likes me, and Alec sorta likes me.

4!

So yeah.
WOO.

Hey there Delilah.

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Thu, 17 Aug 2006 09:37:44 PDT

"hey there delilah,
whats it like in new york city?
I'm a thousand miles away,
but girl tonight you look so pretty..
yes you do..
times square can't shine bright as you"
- plain white tees

DUUUDDE. that's my favorite song.

HEY!

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Tue, 25 Jul 2006 16:58:30 PDT

WOW, tons has changed.

Alec is a complete anushole. [that hasn't changed actually]
Casey is a bastard!
Ross is a complete idiot!
Chase is dwindle hindley!
and FINALLY
I HATE THEM ALL!

WOOO.

Yes, you see, all of them don't talk to me/dumped me/cancelled dates with me because I'm moving. They won't even be my FRIEND. Gosh, sorry to all of you, but GUYS SUCK!

LOL, It's okay though, I've already got two hott guys numbers up in TN that have messaged me on myspace!

WOOT!

=

hah, I made Brandi try some. She liked it, just not the aftertaste. hah.

Been really busy the last few weeks. Just started packing. bah.

:[

I hope you'll miss me.

Oh, well imagine.

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Tue, 06 Jun 2006 15:14:09 PDT

Okay, rather than my obsession with dancing and Panic at the Disco...

Uhm, things are good with muh life pretty much. haha. It was sweet that when someone asked when we started going out he had a date remembered... i was like, whoah I didn't even remember that.

i heart dancing.

AGAINNNNNNN!!!!

But, yeah. I need cool ideas for my sweet 16. I must start planning now.

haha best song ever!

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Tue, 06 Jun 2006 13:47:56 PDT

Okay so it may have a few lyrics I changed, but that's okay, I still love them!

I'm watching the music video.
[link]

hee hee

Panic at the Disco - I write sins not tragedies

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a sleeper."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

craziness.

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Tue, 30 May 2006 12:05:04 PDT

I am just so crazy.

haha, that was just me being 'tarded. But it bothers me somtimes, when he jokes, somtimes it just sounds really mean.

oh, well. we still like eachother, despite our faults. haha.... no ideas for next date. But we REALLY need to go on one... I'm getting tired of our little youth group performances... with everyone just goggling us... lol i just want to say, 'Put those googly eyes back in yo head!'

HAHAHAHAH.

I am such a nerd... as it says on my myspace.

LIVE. LOVE. LAUGH.

Boys, Boys, Boys. I swear they rule my life.

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Mon, 15 May 2006 05:37:41 PDT

Kay,

Casey has been LONG gone. He was a jerk. Who had the wrong intentions. So that didn't work out. Kay. Well, somone else that I really have liked... yay.

Yeah, I went to the movies with Alec.. we saw Poseidon which was FREAKING AWSOME!!!

Oh and Anthony if you read this before Wednesday, tell Alec to send that e-mail to my yahoo name (why_do_icare@yahoo.com) because my AOL is SCREWED UP!!

But yeah, we had a good time minus the fact that we were both waiting for the other one to make a move, which is actually quite funny. But embarassing none the less.

LOL I am such a nerd.
But that's okay.

SHD, and boy talk.

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Sun, 26 Feb 2006 19:43:44 PST

I am in love with life right now.

haha. I asked Casey (the guy I like, duh) to the dance, he said yes, and we had a freakin blast. I got his number, called him tonight like half an hour ago we got off the phone. (BTW this just sums it up)

YAY. I love the phone. minus the awkward silences. He told me how long he's liked me, and we talked about alot of things, and about rumors about him and his ex. It's all good. I can't stop smiling.

We danced at the dance for 3 hours.. all kinds of dancing.

No Kady, we havn't kissed... yet.

SHD

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Tue, 31 Jan 2006 18:54:04 PST

Hey,

been livin it up on the flip side. whatever that means. haha.

well the Sadie Hawkin's dance is coming up. :/

*looks around* Kady, lol you and me are going to have to find eachother again, cuz I know I don't have a date.. do you?

)i hope not(

lol anyway, I WILL be getting yours up... kady is your password on here the same as the one for your myspace? cuz if so, then i know what it is. :]

lol well, nighters everyone.

PS. i know i wont fall asleep on account of this stupid brain.. i keep thinking and thinking and thinking. i wish i would shut up. :/

HEYY.

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Mon, 23 Jan 2006 10:08:52 PST

I SO GOT Premium for a week on here... Its for the b-day of my DeviantART site.. haha thats what they said...

that lil monkey is soooosososo cute. :]

lol. Well, I'm just here for a quick update to say, KADY I will scan your stuff soon.. I belive I know where they are.. maybe. (dont hurt me)

lol.

well, I have a few sketches I might put up here.. but no one seems to look on here at all so I'm debating... mmkay well cya later gators.

BYYEE.

NOVEMBERRR.

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Thu, 10 Nov 2005 17:44:33 PST

well i havent written on this thing since september. yep. lol wake me up when september ends.

yepppp. so sup? my b-day was two days ago. yep. woo. 15! finally. i feel so young still. i cant wait till 16.. then i can drive & only 2 years till college from there...

yep. feeling kinda blah right now.

blah.

but... yeah. these days off are sure great. right? im mostly blah.... waiting for someone to call... just like sissyboss.. lol

im playing my napster downloads and just letting them run in no particular and when i typed the word 'waiting' the song "you should let me love you" came on. lol

& talking to friends who are better looking than you is depressing. ugh like i need more of that.

xD

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Thu, 29 Sep 2005 15:53:13 PDT

Hello.

I just wanted to get that last entry off my page. Yep, i still have to buy a homecoming dress. yes i am buying one..

FALL IS HURR. I love autumn.

Update

~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Mon, 26 Sep 2005 13:22:44 PDT

hey ppl. well that thing that i was all exicted over kinda just blew back and hit me in the face. thus making me feel worse 'bout the whole sitiation. (yes i know i spelled it wrong)

yep and i think homecoming is like the week after next. IS anyone else wearing their graduation dresses to homcoming?? I guess i am b/c i bet you my mom wont buy me another one. lol and its not like it will matter what i wear cuz i dont have a date, and no one will ask me b/c of britt and sean and all them and .... oh nevermind.

well thats 'nuff of low self-esteem for today dontcha think?? ok well im sure this has been SOOOOOsoosososos awkward for you to read. yep. and i bet the next time you see me it will be awkward. yep. cuz i am weird. (YES i know i cant spell today)

yea i am right in the middle of making like 8 layouts so i will be busy. mmkay.

If you have any good ideas for layouts just gimme a holler.

yep. you know i just realized that i dont really have any point in writing in this b/c only 3 people read it. of course on my other xanga and sites dont get read either. so why do i do it??? i dont know. hm. oh well. I prob. wont be using this as much. SORRY KADY. but NEways. i guess i will probably talk to most of you later.
cya,
brittany

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~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Tue, 20 Sep 2005 05:11:13 PDT

o0o I almost forgot. How could I?

I was online, much like I am right now, when all of the sudden I fell upon a loverly site called Poetry.com
And then, b/c I was bored, I submitted a poem to their contest. So now I am in a book. MY poem was published. ONLY 200 people out of the WHOLE WORLD went into that book.

I am so proud.

but you see I don't really think it was that great but w/e. ah.haha.

I guess I'm going to put it on here. HAHAH They gave me an official copyright.

'In celebration of the unique talent that you have displayed, we also (in addition to being a finialist in the contest) wish to publish your poem on its own page in what promises to be one of teh most highly regarded collecions of poetry we have ever published...

Eternal Portraits'

Yea the contest thingy:

'After carefully reading and discussing your poem, our Selection Committee has certified your poem as a semi-final in our International Open Poetry Contest. Your poem will automatically be entered into the final competition held in October 2005. As a semi-finalist, you now have an excellent chance of winning one of the 104 cash or gift prizes--including the $1,000.00 Grand Prize. You may even win the $10,000.00 Annual Grand Prize! We wish you the best of luck as you blah blah blah...'

YES sorry I wrote so much I was just so proud. Oh and thats not what I was happy about last entry. I'll tell yall later. When I'm absolutly sure.

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~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Tue, 20 Sep 2005 04:48:09 PDT

hello people.

how are you?

I AM GROOD.
yes grood
(great/good)

Yeppers.

I'll tell you later.

yep.

lol

Cya people.

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~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Tue, 16 Aug 2005 05:43:39 PDT

Hey everyone. I'm at school so I can't talk long. For sissyboss, no I am not homeschooled. I am at a public school. It's about 8:50 AM and I am in 1st period. I'm a freshman in high school. I just thought I'd get on here and say that. LOL cya later dudes!

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~WhatShall-BecomeofMe — Sun, 14 Aug 2005 17:40:56 PDT

Hey everyone. Suppie? A whole bunches of feelings and junk going on. I don't feel like going into all of it.

I just got back from church, whoa an hour ago. I didn't think I had been on the computer this long. LOL anyhoot I guess I'm going to try this DeviantArt thingy. I guess I'll upload my drawings and poems and whatnots. Dude I know they like, suck, but I'm still developing my style and I'm such a rookie. My fav. media is mechanical pencil for crying out loud!

LOL well I'm going to try and see if I can upload some stuff tonight. I have to scan it and all that good stuff so yeah. And I have to empty the dishwasher, clean out the cat box, and pick up my room a 'lil. TTYL people. I might write some more later. Cya