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My Favourite Artists!

http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/11504141/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 11:15:16 PST

Happy New Year!

:: My Dream Journal ::
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***EDIT***

Well, Boredom got the best of me I think

I made the account for the Alice club

. Because I'm just that special. Obviously it's shit at the moment, but I'm working on it (Oh, this procrastination regarding schoolwork will be the end of me). Hopefully a decent amout of People become members. And hopefully I will eventually get it subscribed

Here it is, for those of you with any interest...

~Obsessive-Wonderland

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You know what makes me sad?
The only seemingly decent Alice in Wonderland Clubs are now inactive

I've searched and searched, and nothing seems to be working for me >.<

So, I was thinking of perhaps starting my own. It would give me something to do, and a way to amuse myself, and it would give me a chance to see much new Alice art

Also, it would allow me to feel all important-like XD

lolz!!!11one1!!1

Yesh. So.
Anyone have any big objections? Or anything to say? At all? Hello? SOMETHING?!? I NEED TO BE UN-BORED >.<

Wow, I'm in a retarded mood today O.o

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My Favourite Artists!

http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/11464756/ Tue, 16 Jan 2007 19:10:00 PST

Happy New Year!

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Alright, I was tagged by ~FictionalSoul

to do that 6 weird things about yourself thing.

Here goes.

1. I call my cats fish. Well, 'fishies'. I even went and asked my mother for the fish food the other day. She looked at me like I was retarded.

2. When I get really annoyed with something someone is doing, I hiss at them. It's a completely involuntary reation.

3. I have a list fetish. That's right, lists.

4. I have supermarket phobia. Don't know why. Ever since I was like, 7, if I spend more than a few minutes in one, I start twitching and freaking out.

5. I sleep with a giant stuffed penguin.

6. I can't take a test without chewing gum. And I haven't since the 6th grade. Some weird comfort thing I suppose.

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I tag whoever the fuck wants to do this... I'm too lazy to think of 6 ppl lol

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My Favourite Artists!

Clubs I watch or am a member of
http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/11279460/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 18:43:43 PST

Happy New Year!

:: My Dream Journal ::
:: Projects and Such ::
:: Newest Quiz ::
:: My Original Characters ::
:: Contests! ::
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Oh oh, and I might be getting a scanner soon... which means... when I upload art, it won't look so shitty XD *excited*

***Idea from *darkartificer***

So, as a thank you and a New Years gift to all my dev watchers, I've chosen my favourite deviation of theirs for the entire year! *cough*
Yes, I have no life.
But this was fun ^.^ I got to go back through many galleries and enjoy some wonderful art

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1. ~endless-soul

Sweet Embrace
2. =Triseena

Spyke the Hedgehog
3. ~PoisonApple

Sylum
4. *am-y

OCD
5. ~Warphead

- Day Dreamer
6. ~Thorned-Crown

- The Muse, I
7. ~LadyVenom3

~White-Rabbit-75 My Friends <3 http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/11266848/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/11266848/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 14:14:20 PST Here's a list of them

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_{Under Construction}

~LadyVenom3

Location: Canada
How we Met: She's been my best friend since Elementary school... neither of us can really remember how we began talking

Note: I LUFF YOU!!!

=Triseena

Location: Canada
How we Met: Third Grade, we were best friends.
Note: I never see you anymore

I miss you hun

*am-y

Location: Singapore
How we Met: On DA. She was one of my first few watchers, and the vrey first person I really befriended

Note:

=ADDinfusedcreativity

Location: Georgia
How we Met: Over DA. I think it might actually have been through *dogeatdogworld
Note: Where are you

? You've disappeared again, haven't been around in a while *pokes*

~JohnNeary

Location: Waterloo, ON, Canada
How we Met: Went to the same school... though we didn't start talking until he left

It was through ~MadlifeKitty
Note: *hugs big* LURVE!

~DeniseBenoit

Location: Newfoundland
How we Met: Haven't met her in person yet, thouhg I'd really like to. She's the mother (not biologically though) of Aaron (*sparky13), one of my best friends ^.^
Note:

Hang in there

http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10679751/ Sun, 20 May 2007 17:33:25 PDT
Anywho. Why? Because I'm a sad, sad little creature. And I needed to make a new list. I've been going through withdrawls. Mraw.

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Piercings

_{In the order they were done:}

Lobes 1

Lobes 2

Ear Cartilage (Left Ear)

Lobes 3

Tongue 1

~~Tongue 2~~ _{Took it out and forgot to put it back in, and it healed over}

Eybrow (Left Brow)

Industrial (Right Ear)

Nose (Right Nostril)

Lip (Center)

Next Piercings:
I - A second nose piercing
II - Two more eyebrow piercings on the opposite brow.
III - Orbital

Tattoos

I only actually have one tattoo at the moment (My drawing of the white rabbit) But I lurve him and I wants more ^.^

Desired Tattoos:

A Spade with tribal designs on either side on my lower back
An ankh on my thumb (yes, on my thumb. On the outside, between the base and the joint)
Butterflies on my wrists
Lewis Carroll's White Rabbit on my ankle
A silhuoette of a lily on my foot

-------------------------------- ]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Sandman... http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10562027/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10562027/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 16:58:30 PST

48 Days 'Til Christmas!

:: Contest! ::
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:: Projects and Such ::
:: Newest Quiz ::
:: My Original Characters ::
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Time ticks away, long into the night.
The red numerals beside me tell me I should long ago have given up consciousness,
But my mind seems to disagree.

Ohh, just shut it of [cut it off]
Let me dance the dance of ritual mind-death, empty-headed,
Complete unconscious.
Immaculate darkness.
Sweet one, dare me to dream,
I whisper candy-coated nothings in your ears,
Please
Sprinkle your gift upon me, Sandman.

Make the tick tock tick tock
Of my mind
Stop

Pierce my eyes
Let the fluid darkness take over.

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My Favourite Artists!

Clubs I watch or am a member of

~White-Rabbit-75 Favourite Artists! http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10412872/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10412872/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 12:38:19 PST Photographers

Writers

*ElectroBaby

Traditional/Digital Artists

~jeshiii

*THATGUYWHODRAWS

<... ]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Contests Entered http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10370463/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10370463/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 14:42:42 PDT

*ElectroBaby's October Challenge
Entry: Never Forget
Place: 3rd
Prize: Journal Feature

*luminaeus's Domain Name Contest
Entry: AlmostObvious
Place: Winner!
Prize: Year Long Subscription ^.^

*ElectroBaby's North Pole Challenge
Entry: Letter to Santa
Place: None

!dogeatdogworld's Contest 2: Nature
Entry:Life Bringer
Place: None

*inthename's Black/White Abstract Contest
Entry: Illusory Garden
Place: Fail!

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*ElectroBaby's Contest A Year in the Making (Check it out! --> [link] )
Entries: Working on them.

~writeaway's Addiction contest
Entry: "Addiction" (Yeah, totally creative title...)

]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 My Wishlist http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10348502/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10348502/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 17:59:50 PST

asked ppl who wanted to exchange gifts with her to create a wishlist, and being as I have a thing for making lists, I decided to shove it in my journal

So yep. Tada:

My Wishlist

Anything Alice in Wonderland (particularly the White Rabbit)

pretty pens and pencils (yes, I have a thing for writing utensils...)

anything you make ^.^

Something funneh

A calendar... I have an obsession with calendars... I have three for this year

Anything with butterflies ^.^

Hmm... yesh... can't think of anything else -.-

]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Job! :O http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10308131/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10308131/ Fri, 06 Oct 2006 20:22:10 PDT

I was finally hired!!! XD
Oh, God, thank you... I've been trying for so long now -.-
This means... I have money... *heart attack*
First thing I want to do is get myself a new MP3 player... one that's not dead. Then I want my eyebrow pierced, and then I'll be a good little girl and save my money...
But God, I can't wait for my MP3 player... I've decided on the new Creative Zen product, Vision M
It's so pretty... and it holds so much shit... with a colour display screen, and and and *sigh*
>.> Mmkay, now that I'm done orgasming over electronics...
Yes. I'm a retarded little pizza girl now

...I know I'm pathetically immature, but I'm excited, so GTFO XD!

>.>

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Awesome contest community ^.^!

]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 READ IT XD http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10280806/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10280806/ Wed, 04 Oct 2006 10:27:29 PDT Wanted to tell you people to check out ~LadyVenom3 ... she's great, especially her writing!
PLEASE CLICK >. Her poetry is beautiful, but one thing I'd really love if you checked out is
[link]
It's a short story she wrote, very random, so don't say anything about the plot line... just read it, it's funny as hell

I laughed... a lot... brother was looking at me funny... yes.
Reeaaaddd it!

]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Uber Favs :) http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10275137/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10275137/ Sat, 21 Apr 2007 12:08:23 PDT really love, it doesn't get the credit it deserves

So I've decided to get together a collection of my ultimate favourite deviations here on DA

And here it is ^.^

Stinging Scorpion

-Erotic Pose 8

-Vorlust 08

Tired Beauty

-Cappuccinos Killed Tea Parties

-Pink

Tightly Bound

- Shh My Place

Vanity

Sprained Minds

Hejieelkha

- Autumn Whisperlings

Summoning the Serpent ~White-Rabbit-75 CLICKY!! http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10241135/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10241135/ Sat, 30 Sep 2006 20:36:11 PDT [link] }

Well. I'm bored, and have decided to write a new journal entry to take the place of the one currently on the front page... I've gotten over that one, but I don't want to delete it. Sentimental value ^.^' heh.

I'd like to say to anyone reading this... >.>
There is a deviant among us, fairly new, and therefore quite unknown, and I think he deserves some recognition! ^.^
~Thorned-Crown
Especially check out his writing, it's so amazing XD

So. Yes. More free writing!

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I'm afraid of what I see when I look deep into your eyes, for they are not deep. Eyes are the windows to the soul, and you seem to have drawn the blinds. What is this flat surface, this solid wall of ancient stone I see before me, where is the pool of light, the beautiful orbs of life that I was expecting? I cant see it I can't see it, was it ever there? You say it was, I believe you lie. Yet still I stand here before you, staring. At what?
At death.

]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Books ^.^ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10169267/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10169267/ Tue, 05 Dec 2006 18:26:36 PST If anyone has any suggestions for books they really enjoyed, I'd love to hear them!

Tsk Tsk Megan, you and your useless lists...
So yes, here's another that no one will read, and that I don't expect anyone to, it's just my weird little obsession XD

This is a list of the books I've read, beginning with January, 2006. I started it way back when because... yes, I like lists. And I'm bored, so it's going up here now XD
The stars are, of course, ratings (Five Stars = the Best), and the ... uhm... whatever you call one of these ( ~ ) mean I'd read the book before, and I went through it for a second (or more) time. Not like any of you care XD I'm just a little tard that likes lists *nods happily*

The Dirt - Motley Crue & Neil Strauss () - I loved Motley Crue even more after reading this book than I had before. Awesome stories, awesome perspectives, surprising range of feeling O.o
The Misfits - James How () - More of a book for younger teens, those in middle school for example, but I loved it all the same. So touching, and also hilarious XD My Dews bought it for me ^.^
A Million Little Pieces - James Frey () - Interesting story, some really cool quotes, but kinda dry... was a long read, I simply couldn't get into it -.-
The Destuction of Atlantis - Frank Joseph ()
Queen of the Damned - Anne Rice ()
Dust - Charles Pellegrino () - One of the greatest concepts for a book, and quite shocking/disturbing.
http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10153119/ Fri, 22 Sep 2006 14:54:09 PDT
Uhm... yes... things...
>.>
<.<

Hmm, some free writing should cure this
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And this weight it lifts from me, freeing me
No, not from my shoulders, I wasn't carrying the world
It's lifted itself from my centre, what was I carrying? Nothing, or I'll never know, I'm not sure which is the correct answer. Maybe both, or neither, it really doesn't matter. It's just that time of year,
Everything lifts, everything dies, everything solves itself.

]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Clow Card Project http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10139248/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10139248/ Thu, 21 Sep 2006 04:24:30 PDT Got the idea from
So yes.
Here's a list of all the cards
The name of the character I've used (or am planning on using) is beside it XD.

Arrow -
Big -
Bubbles -
Change
Cloud
Create
Dark - Lillith
Dash
Dream
Earthy
Erase
Fight - Lillith
Firey - Delilah
Float
Flower - Jaina
Fly
Freeze
Glow
Illusion
Jump
Libra
Light - Sybille
Little
Lock - Lillith
Loop
Maze
Mirror -
Mist
Move
Power
Rain - Rayne
Return -
Sand
Shadow
Sheild
Shot
Silent
Sleep
Snow
Song
Storm
Sweet
Sword
Through
Thunder
Time
Twin - Avalon and Isabelle
Voice - Elena
Watery
Wave
Windy
Wood - Leanne

]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Perfect Life http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10094278/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10094278/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 18:56:25 PDT boo-goes-squeak . It's purpose was to get deviants to describe what their lives would be like if they turned out exactly as they imagined when they were younger. I replied, and found I thouroughly enjoyed doing it. So I've decided to shove this into my journal, and urge others to do the same It's surprisingly fun.
So here goes. Again.
I know it's written very childishly, but that's just the way it sounds in my head, because that's what I'm thinking of. Childhood.
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.... I live on a farm. A chicken farm. I love collecting the eggs in the morning. Outrunning the evil child-eating rooster is scary though.
There's a horse too, and I've long ago learned to ride (Western, of course). The horses name is Sabbath, and he's black. He's also very very big.
The house I live in is a really old Victorian farm house, just like Mrs. Henheoffer's, my second grade teacher. I have cats and cockatiels everywhere. No budgies though. They remind me of my babysiter. The mean part of her. I don't know why. My Uncle Dennis lives with me too. So does his Golden Retriever, Dusty. She will live forever.
There are willow trees all over my property, and you can climb most of them, and there's even a tree swing on one of them. There's a little river down the back, it's very pretty, and little minnows swim in it. There are a few other fish too, that are a little bit bigger. We put little balls of bread on hooks and fish for them. We always put them back though.
Oh, and Halley lives with me too. (~LadyVenom3).
I'm married, and it's to a woman, because I never knew that you were supposed to marry people that aren't the same gender as you. She's pretty, and she has really really long hair, and it's brown like mine, but straight, not like mine. I like straight hair. Her name is Elizabeth. I love that name.
I make a living as an author. I write horror stories, and children's book about 'Super Ernie and his Sidekick, Elmo'. Ernie was a gerbil that was my pet when I was little. Elmo was a hamster. Little kids love my books. I still know Mrs. Henhoeffer, my 2nd grade teacher, and she buys all of my books.
My mom comes and visits me a lot, but not my dad. He stays home. I like my mom.
I don't have any children. There are kids in my yard a lot, but they aren't mine. They are children of friends and neighbours. The little one with curly brown hair is my neice, but I don't know where my brother is.
I have a Mustang, just like the one my dad had when I was little. I also have one of those cool black cars from Smokey and the Bandit, the one with the gold eagle on the hood. It's pretty. And very fast. I go over the speed limit a lot, and do doughnuts and burnouts.
I like my life. It's perfect. I wonder if it will stay this way... ]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 fuck http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10070410/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10070410/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 13:15:47 PDT It's my turn to execute.
Hang the bastard.
The beloved Court Jester has stepped out of place.
Hang him from the gallows of my heart,
To die a slow, suffocating death.

Treason!

FUCK
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you

I want to see the black blood dripping out of your body, I want to WATCH the light go out of your eyes, fool. ]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Damn them both http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10050813/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/10050813/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 14:22:43 PDT
Look what you have done to me... destroyed me... seeded me... yet am I really regretful? Or was it welcome all along?

Damn the fool and her wicked ways, her follys, and her death.

Soooooo yes. Bah. Schma. I'm bored. I'm tired. My tummy hurts. I wanna go home. Wait, I am home. What am I longing for then? >.<
Not here, that's what. But I like it here. It's confy, cozy, warmth from cold...

>.>
<.<
Megan, just shut up now. ]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Projects and Such http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9976685/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9976685/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 18:33:32 PST My Addictions

Date Updated: October 15/07

This will be a page more for me than anything... just to keep track of all my crap ^.^'
XD

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Currently Working On:

~~'No-Eyes' Poem~~
Red Riding Hood [Inked]
~~"Toxicity"~~
Gemini for Triseena [Sketched]
~~Goth/Lolita~~
"Smile" [95% Complete]

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Requests

See front page
Unicorn for Robyn
Floral Garden for Beverly

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Ideas yet to be put on paper!

Amy Lee [in Call Me When You're Sober video]
Serafina Pekkala [witch from 'The Golden Compass' by Philip Pullman... amazing book, one of my all time favs, READ IT XD!!]
"Artificial Butterfly"
Bellatrix Lestrange

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Yep, me and my addiction to challenges and projects... here's a completely
NEW 100 Theme Challenge... XD
I know I said these would all be done in poetry or prose... but I changed my mind. There could be an image for any of them as well ^.^
Progress 25/100

1. Good
2. Evil ::Demoness ::
3. Heaven's Fall
4. Hell
5. Space
6. Confinement :: The Ivory Tower (Poem) ::: Play Toy ::
7. Freedom :: Permanence ::
8. The World
9. Remorse
10. Air
11. Earth [Sketched]
12. Water
13. Fire
14. Machine
15. Death :: By Reason of Insanity ::
16. Fly :: Pheonix Grayscale::
17. Spirit
18. Imaginary :: Illusory Garden ::
19. The Fool
20. Millenium
21. Revolution
22. Victory :: Victorious ::
23. Failure
25. Fake :: Wing It
26. Fantasy
27. Fear
28. Monster :: A Lesson
29. Rebellion
30. Guardian
31. Fade Away
32. Subliminal
33. http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9934132/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 19:50:28 PDT I am not allowed.
I am not allowed.
They ruin it every time.
Every time I find a piece, they come and take it away from me.
Every time I find a way out. You drag me back down, and destroy the exit.
Why do you do this?
All I want I'm not allowed.
All I want is not allowed.
All I want is a chance and you won't let me take it.
All I want you take from me.
A chance.
All I want.

Is my little moment of happiness. ]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Schmer http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9917610/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9917610/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 18:45:34 PDT Yes. I am obsessed.

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1. name? Megan Jean Lynda Berger

2. birthday? June 14

3. city that you live in? Kitchener

4. do you like your name? It's not bad, but it's not very pretty

5. what's a name you wish you had? Ellis

6. do you read your horoscope? Nope

7. is it usually right? I wouldn't know

8. zodiac sign? Gemini

9. what is your greatest fear? << Once Upon a Time ... >>

10.do you believe in abortion? Do I believe in it? It's an abortion, not Santa Claus

11. have you ever been in an inter-racial relationship? Nope

12. did anyone give you a hard time about this particular relationship? And what are we talking about again? Oh you mean the relationship that didn't exist? Yeah, I'd imagine that would be found a little unorthodox by most.

13. what is something that you cannot live without? Illusion

14. something that you could live without? A lot of things

15. how old were you when you had your first kiss? 14 :$

16. do you regret your first kiss? Never

17. if you had to impart one bit of wisdom to this world before you die, what would it be? Nothing Lasts forever. Not even the bad.

18. what is something you wish to accomplish in this lifetime? Anything worthy of telling

19. do you believe in heaven or hell? Not quite

20. ever been in love? yes

21. heterosexual? bi sexual? lesbian? or gay? Bisexual

22. on top or on bottom? Bottom

23. animal representation of yourself? No idea. The butterfly, wandering without direction. Or the Bunny because of its love of sex

24.Have you ever been searched by the cops? nope

25.Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? With someone else <3

26.Do you believe in ghosts? In a manner, yes

27. what is your greatest talent? I dunno, I like to write?

28. would you trust someone else with your darkest secret? I'd prefer not to

29.If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be? Seth Rogan : D

30. country you would like to visit? Japan and Egypt

31. are you happy with your current life? Bits and pieces

32. do you think your attractive? Occasionally

33. do you want to get married? I don't know

34. would you have a one night stand? Never say never

35. do you want children? Maybe, maybe not

36. do you secretly hate children? Many of them

37. in your opinion, what is the perfect age to lose your virginity? How about the age you are when you realize there couldn't possibly be a universally perfect age to lose one's virginity

38. do you feel guilty when you eat a lot of junk food? sometimes

39. are you comfortable being naked infront of someone? Hah, conveniently timed question much? No, no I am not comfortable with it.

40. if you had to choose...vampire or werewolf? *sighs inwardly at her automatic conversion of that question to 'Edward vs. Jacob' But I don't know. Immortality scares me. But I would love to be around for the end of the world. But werewolves are fluffy

41. what is one quality that you love about yourself? I don't know. There must be something, because I like me well enough lol. Brain is dead right now.

42. what is something that the world doesn't know about you? The world, as a collective, knows nothing of me.

43. blonde or brunette? Usually brunettes, but there are exceptions

44. to hold or be held? both

45. what is the craziest thing you have ever done? I don't know, I suck with event/memory questions.

46. Something that inspires you? Nature, others, thought, music, past

47. do you think that you'll still be friends with the friends that you have 5 years from now? A select few, I hope <3

48. do you love your parents? Yes

49.best place to have sex? Wherever you happen to be

50. Did you like this survey? I hate self promoting questions, even coming from internet surveys.

]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Eleven Confessions http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9898473/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9898473/ Sun, 22 Oct 2006 18:11:05 PDT

The rules:
* List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.
* Don't say who they pertain to.
* Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
* Never discuss it again.

1. I love you. I love you I love you I love you I love you and I hate you.

2. You meant more to me than you'll ever know. You still do, deep dpwn, behind the wall I've built to keep my feelings for you out. You're the worst person I've ever met, yet I can't help but love you... (I'm going to break a rule here, but no Mistress, this is not you

)

3. I am not you. I will never be you. I have no intention of trying to be like you. Because I hate you, you fucking asshole, you repulse me.

4. I want to fuck you. So badly it's pathetic. Which is weird for me, because as much as I like sex, I've never actually been so obsessed with it, pertaining to a particular person... but apparently you're special.

5. You have no idea how much that one night meant to me (without even a kiss...) ... You made me feel so much better about everything. I wish I could see you again soon.

6. I am a whore. Don't deny it, I know you see it too. Just accept it... and I'm sorry. I wish I wasn't. Also, I want to tell you I care about you. SO much. I just have problems with saying things aloud

7. You're a demon, but I love you anyways. You kill me, but still I want you. And I always will. Leave me and die

8. I want to kill you. You destroyed my life, my reality, my mind. All that is wrong with me I attribute to you, cousin wolf. I promise you, your death will be at my hands, you disgrace to humanity, you disgusting little worm. I hope you come to as much suffering as you brought me to.

9. You are an irritating, self-absorbed little shit. The world does not revolve around you, there are things more important than you getting to the movies or the mall. Get over yourself.

10. I miss you. Come back soon. You've come to mean a lot to me, in such short time.

11. I love you. I know I've done some disappointing things, but I wnat to make it better. I want to show you that you can love me.

]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Challenge! http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9756483/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9756483/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 05:56:35 PDT theumbrella (their journal). Love the idea, but probably won't start until my Queen series is done... which I have yet to post any of

. It's just my interpretations of the 4 queens from the average deck of cards... with some Alice in Wonderland crap spliced in... not very unique, I know, but I did it for the entertainement value

. I love Alice ^.^
Anywho, yes. Challenge! Awesome fun!

EDIT: I've decided that I'm going to try doing two versions of the '100 Theme Challenge'. The drawing one which I've already begun, and then a poetry version...
Double the fun ^.^

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The point of this challenge is to test and improve your skill as an artist. After 100 pics who wouldnt be better. Please forgive me if this in any way excludes you from taking the challenge.

The rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the DA etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

Now the good part. CHALLANGE YOUR FREINDS. PM ME IF YOU WISH TO CHALLANGE ME.

THE LIST
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Dream Themes http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9752799/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9752799/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 07:25:10 PST .> ) of the main elements, locations and people.

[EDIT] October 15/ 2007: I'm restarting the list. I've been off for way too long. [END EDIT]

Re-occurring Themes

Being Lost - ll

Falling -

Tornados - l

Kittens/Cats - l

Sex - l

Kidnapped/Trapped -

Video Games/Movies Becoming Real -

Desire - ll

Murder Plots - lll

Being Caught in Wrongdoings (ie - Watching Porn) - l

School Event - ll

Loss/Need - ll

People in my Dreams

Ben - l

Neary - l

Halley -

Steve - ll

Angry Father - l

The Pretty Asian Lady - l

Glendeen -

Jory - ll

Drew - l

Calma - l

Locations

Basements - ll

Old Factories - ll

Motels/Hotels - lll

Forests - l

Old School/House - lll

Buses - l

Bathrooms/Locker Rooms - ll

http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9302305/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 13:17:32 PDT I am triumphant!
False victory... I've lost. God damn, whatever I try, I fail I fail I fail.
The demon lives, and continues to eat me alive.
Heart first.
Kill it.
Kill it.
Kill me.
Is it after me or in me? Let me go.
Screaming redness LET ME GO, my heart rises in my throat and spills out of my mouth, my gift to you.
This is me for all to see, eat it up, it's what you've asked for.
Take what's left, I don't want it.
I didn't need it anyway

... God I'm an emo retard... ]]> ~White-Rabbit-75 Scribbles http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9241765/ http://White-Rabbit-75.deviantart.com/journal/9241765/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 12:22:53 PDT Scribbles
Hiding true intent

What lies behind these awkward lines?
It is the mind.

Scribbles on my page
Match scribbles on my face.
My soul.
My being.
Scratched out
(my own doing of course)
Replaced by a lie...
A more suitable lie...
...Scribble
Scribble
Scribble... ]]> ~White-Rabbit-75