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]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/28705930/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/28705930/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 08:42:32 PST
Too much mental shite to do poems or anything else nice for that matter.

ugh you bitch lol (who is she talking to?)

Can't wait for Placebo.



]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/25858982/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/25858982/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 11:46:05 PDT
fucking listen to me.




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/25836163/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/25836163/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 10:36:36 PDT





]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/25426145/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/25426145/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 23:42:10 PDT
so it's all cool

i don't need to be in a relationship with him.

I enjoy being his friend, I want to listen to the part of me who wants to keep it that way.

I feel if anything advanced i would regret it. So i'm happy with this.



:lily-FC:


btw my mood is messing up i'm not miserable

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/25270130/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/25270130/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 09:46:09 PDT And the eyes shall burn with never ending rubbing


A crack in the mirror.....

a sorry sight it is......




Let’s go right now!

J-dog:
I look alive, I'm dead inside.
My heart has holes
And black blood flows.

We'll do some drugs,
We’ll fall in love and
Get fucked up while
The world just shrugs.

With no thought logically.
We’re wondering
The streets so aimlessly.

I hate to see these kids
Just being put down so painlessly.

And people say you dye your hair
And wear tight jeans.
That doesn’t mean,
That you can’t scream,
Or like loud noise.
You got a choice,
You have a voice.

And just because you showed
No love and hate on us,
You fucked our trust.
Now watch we thrust this
Knife called lust,
Into my chest until it bust.

Tha Producer:
This love, this hate
Is burning me away.
(Is burning me away)
It's hard to face that
We're all the same.

This love, this hate
Is burning me away.
(Is burning me away)
It's harder times like these
That never change
(That never change)

Charlie Scene:
Mad at the fact your dad is an addict,
Your friend takes pills
He thinks it cures sadness,
I'm not here to attack
Or make you kids panic,
But it's just tragic
The way you kids have it.

And everybody sins
And it all begins,
It goes back around,
Nobody ever wins.
And you stab yourself in the back,
Everybody just relax!

It all just hits so close to home,
We all got friends but we stand alone,
And your on your own
From a broken home,
You keep the truth inside
And it stays unknown.

Nostalgia hit and its time to quit,
And everybody acts
Like it don't mean shit.
And your friend will stab you
Just to fuck some girl,
Put your hands in the air and scream
Fuck the world!

Tha Producer:
This love, this hate
Is burning me away.
(Is burning me away)
It's hard to face that
We're all the same.

This love, this hate
Is burning me away.
(Is burning me away)
It's harder times like these
That never change
(That never change)

Tha Producer, Charlie Scene:
Let go!
I'll bring you closer
Right now!
I'll hold on tightly
Let go!
We're going no where.
Somewhere!
And things aren't over.
Harder times like these!
Growing up on the streets!
Harder times like these!
I'll put you back on your feet!

Tha Producer:
This love, this hate
Is burning me away.
(Is burning me away)
It's hard to face that
We're all the same.

This love, this hate
Is burning me away.
(Is burning me away)
It's harder times like these
That never change
(That never change)

Charlie Scene:
And I fall to the ground with my teardrops
And I get lost every time my heart stops

Tha Producer:
This love this hate is burning me away

Charlie Scene:
And I fall to the ground with my teardrops
And I get lost every time my heart stops

(Scream)
This love this hate is burning me away





]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24900035/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24900035/ Sat, 23 May 2009 00:37:38 PDT
i'm still not entirely sure why i feel so sad all the time.

at first it was because i wasn't happy with my weight loss but i've had my breakdown on that (no worries guys i'm fine now)

I think it's unfufillment as well, life is so bleak right now.

*sigh*

And I guess i'm feeling slightly lonely as well, even though i'm reluctant to be in a relationship well not that i CAN be in one.

then again maybe it is my hormones, who knows i'm just a mumbling idiot

excuse me now i have to go put on my smile everyones waiting for me....



]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24651804/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24651804/ Fri, 08 May 2009 13:24:58 PDT

I think i'm close to true happiness


Once we understand that life,the world love and all that stuff is and can be:


Cold
Cruel
Hurtfull
regretting
Sad and all the other things negative becuase let's face it people life is so shit most of the time and only we can try and help ease that.

But if you finally learn to:

accept that
Understand that

And learn to get over it and be able to make yourself happy even in these situations life throws at you

If you think about it if you:

Do accept it
Do try to understand this
and work to get over the hard cold facts of life


We can find true happiness

it's all about acceptance and understanding

whether it's a shit family
or love problems
or loneliness
or unfufillment in life

if you can ACCEPT it and UNDERSTAND and GET OVER the problems and other shit and GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS and DO SOMETHING.

You can really find true happiness


Criticize my way of thinking if you must

at least with this I will find true happiness.




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24579131/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24579131/ Mon, 04 May 2009 06:56:15 PDT
I had to say a few days again in hospital because my stitches burst.

ouch right?

More of shock than pain for me, it's everyday you look up to see your insides luckily my mum quickly pushed my head down so i didn't get a good look, lool she tried telling me nothings wrong, sorry mummy i DID see!

lool but yh so they sowed me and up and used a staple gun on me to reclose it, I was awake when they did it btw.


Oh yh they open because of blood clots.

my week has been so shite.


Ovarian cyst-cute belly button is now ruined-laparoscopy and a laparatomy-one ovary gone- trapped gas pain- constapated (that's right i've admitted it)- stitch burst- shit happen at school and i can't do anything (call my house maia if want to talk about it the i've been through a similar situation, still different but still similar)- i'm gonna miss a school trip.


wow 10 shitty things have happened to me.

WHAT'S NEXT GOD?! WHAT ELSE YOU GOT FOR ME?!



]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24493158/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24493158/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 07:54:19 PDT
I was in hospital as most people know, my left ovary was so fucked up they took it out, yarp now I only have one.

But hey that's why women have two right? Incase one decides to bugger up on you.

I had to stay in hospital for 4 to 5 days my abdomen is still a little sore and i will still not be in school for another week. I guess that's yay >_<.

Oh yh i have two other organs that are fucked up, my gallbladder has stones thanks to genetics and because of my diet my kidneys were in bad shape so i'm eating again.

My dad bought me a laptop! Which i'm using as I type luls

Hope everyone's cool, and I hope I heal completely soon even though i'm scarred for life hop[e it dosen't effect my future love life that would suck balls.




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24404538/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24404538/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 02:40:20 PDT
Maybe I should be more clear.

My left ovary is fucked up that's all you need to know.

And yh if my problem is cancerous it will have to be removed.

Not trying to worry anyone, well the people who care.

I can still have babies and mood swings will worsen (sorry guys )

Today i'm going to hospital and i'll let my besties know what the doctors say.

Wish me luck!




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24390804/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24390804/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 08:56:41 PDT



]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24375039/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24375039/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 10:28:53 PDT ( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
(x) dumped someone
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 2


Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 3

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 6

Level 6
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 7

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
( ) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 10

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 12

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Slegding

SO FAR : 13

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 15

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 17

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 19

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pot of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 21

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 27

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 30

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 33

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 36

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 37

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 38

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x)Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins..

SO FAR: 39

Level 22

(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 42

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 43

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 44

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 45

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 46

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 49

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) G... ]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24356273/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24356273/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 07:40:27 PDT [x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall(it pains me D': )
[ ] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[x] you own a XBOX
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool
[x] you used to go to your dad for advice
[x] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport (martial arts)
[x] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[x] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[ ] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x] sports are fun
[ ] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on
[ ] you have fished at least once
TOTAL= 13

YOUR GIRL SIDE
[x] you like to shop
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mom for advice
[x] you consider cheer leading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black
[x] you like going to the mall (I i ever went to one i would like it)
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelery
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook
[ ] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes (I have 2...?)
[x] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[x] you like wearing dresses
[ ] you like wearing body spray
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
Total= 9

well......i'm more boy then girl......great.




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24301091/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24301091/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 01:56:29 PDT
Lol oh yh i fainted in specsavers luls

Because of the pain!!!!!!




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24217690/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24217690/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 10:14:56 PDT
You remember watching...
[x] Kenan and Kel
[] Doug
[x] Ren & Stimpy
[x] Pinky and the Brain
[x] Rockos modern Life
[x] Animaniacs
[] Gargoyles
[x] Hey Arnold
[] Out of the Box
[x] Bear in the Big Blue House
[x] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[] You just cant resist finishing this .. "In west Philadelphia born and raised..."

You remember:
[] Step by Step
[] Family Matters
[x] Dinosaurs
[x] Boy Meets World
[x] Full House
[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons
[x] You remember reading Goosebumps and watching them.

When everything was settled by:

[x]-rock paper scissors
[]-miss mary mack
[x] When kick ball was something you did everyday
[x]-You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.
[x] You remember Super Nintendos and Sega Genesis
[x] You remember The Original Game Boy
[x] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny.

You remember watching:
[x] The Magic School Bus
[] Wishbone
[] Reading Rainbow
[] Ghostwriter

[x] You remember when Yo-Yos were cool
[x] You remember those Where’s Waldo books.
[] You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers

You remember watching:
[x] Batman the Animated Series
[x] Aladdin
[x] Ninja Turtles
[x] Ghost Busters

[] You remember Ring Pops
[x] If you remember when everything was "da BOMB!"
[x] You remember boom boxes .vs. cd players.
[x] Making those little paper fortune things, and then predicting your life with them.

You watched the original cartoons of
[x] Rugrats
[x] Wild Thornberrys
[] Power Rangers
[x] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand

You collected
[x] Beanie Babies.
[x] Pokemon cards
[x] Carebears
[ ] Silver dollars, which were cool to have

[x] Everyone watched the WB

[x] When everybody knew all the Pokemon by heart.
[x] When Digimon was still on.
[x] you know the Macarena by heart
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging.
[x] Before Sidekicks & iPods
[x] Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360
[x] Before Spongebob.

[x] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs
[x] When gas was $0.95 a gallon.
[x] When we recorded stuff on VCR.
[x] You Actually played outside until it was dark!




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24020200/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/24020200/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 09:12:36 PDT



]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23749835/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23749835/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 16:04:46 PDT "As we came in,a man in a dark suit,across the street,crossed over"

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
A beany hat.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Eastenders

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
11:40

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
10:55

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
sweeny todd on tv

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
This morning I was going to school

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
the rug in my living room floor

9. What are you wearing?
a green top and black trousers with pink poca dots

10. Did you dream last night?
dunno can't remember

11. When did you last laugh?
Yesterday in my ICT lesson

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
religeous stuff

13. Seen anything weird lately?
nope

14. What do you think of this quiz?
not much

15. What is the last film you saw?
can't remember the name but it had george clooney and jennifer lopez

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
a new house

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
If you fart for 6 years 6 months and 6 days you'll produce enough gas to make an atomic bomb.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd make global warming impossible.

19. Do you like to dance?
depends

20. George Bush:
*pulls out bazooka*

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Rose

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Riccardo

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yeah sure

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"hello Nasreen, come in!"

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23673939/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23673939/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 10:11:06 PDT
I feel like i'm gonna die *sniff*




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23505024/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23505024/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 10:35:33 PST
I'm gonna do some commisions (not that i'll get any) if you'd be so kind send me a note and i'll do it. then i'll make another journal listing all the commisions.




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23430180/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23430180/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 09:24:34 PST

Celtic astrology
, also known as the Druid Zodiac, comprises of 13 zodiac signs. An ancient mystical runic alphabet 'Ogham' led to the development of the Celtic astrology. Each Celtic Zodiac corresponds to a particular tree and it is believed that an individual's personality is marked by the different influences of the tree of the sign.

Me:

Name of tree: The Reed Tree

The Celts used Reeds were used for making pens. This tree is the symbol of wisdom, knowledge and scholarship. Born under this sign, people are well known to be fearless and complex. Pride and being independent are the famous Reed personality. You seem to have faith in destiny and as individuals you fight out challenges. Reed people are generally imaginative and are clear sighted about all sorts of complex matters. As friends, you are very devoted, powerful and generous. Jealousy is one of the negative traits of the reed personality. Proud and independent are the keywords of the Reed personality. You are generally very complex minded people and are also fearless. At times of challenges, Reed people become the forceful type of individuals. Moreover, you set a clear and prominent target for yourself and hardly get distracted from your standard set up goals.

Safira:

Name of tree: The Alder Tree

Energetic, Courageous and determination are the keywords of the Alder people. You love taking risks and are hard workers. You are of affectionate and charming nature. As individuals you are adventurous and self reliant. You love to live in a world made by you yourself.Being adventurous, you are always inclined to break rules, overcome obstacles and hindrances and explore the relatively newer side of life. Quick temper and selfishness are some of the qualities which are of high prominence in you. You people are blessed with great sense of humor. Energy and determination remain within you throughout the day. You are accommodative and gentle, charming and affectionate as well. Alder people are generally attracted towards dangerous and risk taking works which would repel any sane human brain. Psychologically, you people are much uncomplicated and express your inner needs, desires and feelings in a straight forward manner. Learn how to prioritize your works and be diplomatic or else all your energy and work will be wasted.

Sabrina

Name of Tree: The Vine Tree

It is known to all of us that the grapevine needs extra care to bear fruits. Like the grapevine, the people born under this sign need extra care to be brought up. They are of a discriminating nature and always stand out in the crowd. You love enjoying the position of authority set high goals for yourselves. Though you may seem to remain detached and aloof but you people are great lovers. As individuals you are very sensitive and self critical.As people of dual nature, the Vine people tend to be extremely vulnerable. You seem to be happy one moment and then you will be found depressed and in tears the very next moment. There is a determined and a strong sense of survival within you. Kind, gentle, soft hearted, creative and good socializers are the words which describe you people the best. You are basically the simple and easy-to-go human beings who require a certain amount of mental and emotional security to be inculcated within them. As partners, you are very passionate and are known to make the best lovers among all the other Celtic signs. You can never be underestimated by anybody as you people always remain ahead of others when it comes to consistency in work and creative plans.

Maia: same as me

Alex:

Name of tree:the Elder Tree

The name implies the Elder people are brave, extrovert in nature and are self sufficient. Routine repels people born under this sign. They are known to be highly energetic and restless people. These people hate to work under pressure and they need constant new challenges and variation in life to remain calm. As individuals you are lively and very impulsive in nature. In your infancy, a lot of time and energy is wasted by you people on certain worthless projects and ventures. At times you can be very cruel and heartless.You tend to be an unwise judge when it comes to choose your friend circle. You have a knack for distant traveling and self sufficient, outspoken and social are the strong keywords that describes you the best. Respect and patience are something which is achieved by the Elder individuals in their later lives. The strength of the Elder individuals lies in their basic knowledge of knowing when they are moving in the right path and when in the wrong. As partners, you people are very op... ]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23380996/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23380996/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 12:49:51 PST
..........












hah betcha all thought i had something interesting to say didn't you?

lol, suckers!




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23322945/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23322945/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 11:20:59 PST
lol

how is everyone? Good? Bad? Meh? ok.

btw JOHN!

Can you imagine Nasreen Upton being a crack addict? John said yes.

*gasp* I feel insulted, joke. still surprised at the answer though lol.

I want my OC drawn but my sister's too much of a lazy cow to draw her.

And my friend's drawing gear is unavailable. *sigh*

oh well look on the bright side! (there is no bright side -_-)

But wait there is? I just remebered!

Found an awesome song. Beautiful , if it was physical i'd kiss it.



]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23213767/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23213767/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 10:38:17 PST


]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23154023/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23154023/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 10:48:22 PST
dosen't look like any good will come from it.

just gonna mind my own buissness, but anywho.

Time for some good news

health day was good, the gay dude was funny and the mechanical baby thing was a lie.

who started that rumor?

My friend gave a dildo a handjob lol

I touched a condom for the first time lulz XD

police lessons were shite tho the dvd was crap.

HARRY I WANT TO MEET YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23117275/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23117275/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 08:55:19 PST

THE NAME GAME!!!

RULZ:
1) ANSWER EACH QUESTION TRUTHFULLY AS POSSIBLE.
2) TAG 5 OR MORE PEOPLE AT THE END.
3) JUST HAVE FUN WITH IT!!!

1.YOUR REAL NAME: Nasreen


2.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother and fathers middle names): john



3.NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad): Mohammed James


4.STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name): upt na >_<


5.DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal): purple wolf


6.SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, town where you were born): london


7.SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning): the red shani


8.FLY NAME: (first letter of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name): Non


9.STREET NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, fave cookie): vanilla chocolate fudge double chocolate


10.ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name): BB greenhill

11.PEN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on): BB queenspark

12.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle): nasizzle

13.YOUR IRAQI.. NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name): Ateenton


14.YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets): black BB

15.DANCER NAME (favorite perfume/cologne plus favorite candy): Fantasy skittles

16.NOW TAG 5 OR MORE PEOPLE...

NO!



]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23055379/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/23055379/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 07:21:10 PST

lol my dad's glad he dosen't have any sons, wouldn't really expect that, don't all fathers want a son?


I lost 4 pounds this week yay, 6 more and i will have lost my fourth stone.



*sigh* i'm bored.....





]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22902947/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22902947/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 11:47:55 PST
PEIN.
[ ] Do you have ginger hair?
[x] Do you have at least one piercing?
[ ] Do you change what you look like every so often?
[] Do you enjoy making people suffer?
[] Do you have at least two pets?
-> 1

KONAN.
[ ] Do you / have you ever had blue hair?
[] Do you enjoy origami?
[ ] Do you think of yourself as an angel?
[x] Do you wear decorations in your hair? (sometimes)
[ ] Do you wear coloured eyeshadow?
-> 1

SASORI.
[] Do you like puppets? (no, there creepy buggers)
[] Do you look younger than you are?
[] Do you/have you ever had red hair?
[] Do you hide behind a tough exterior?
[] Is your heart the weakest part of you?

DEIDARA.
[x] Do you like birds?
[] Do you like sculpting?
[] Do you think you're very good at art? (I’m trying to became good but I’m not yet >D)
[] Do people often say different?
[] Do you have a ridiculously long fringe?
-> 1

KISAME.
[x] Do you like fish?
[] Do you have an odd shade of skin?
[x] Is there something wrong with your teeth?
[] Your eyebrows are hard to see / aren't there. (Trust me << you won’t have problems to see my eyebrows)
[] You like to do things the fast and easy way. (I’m masochist at work << I like to do the most complicated things)
-> 2

ZETSU.
[] Are you schizophrenic?
[x] Do you have mood swings?
[x] Do you like plants?
[] -- Venus flytraps?
[x] You have an eye problem.
-> 3

TOBI.
[x] Are you a good boy (I can be)
[] Ever had an extremely violent mood swing?
[x] Do you like Lollipops?
[] Ever been in a crushing situation?
[] Ever been so obsessed with this one person?
-> 2

ITACHI.
[] Do you like to torture?
[] Do you have homicidal siblings?
[x] Ever wanted to kill your whole family?
[] Do you come across as moody and evil?
[] Do you spend to much time alone?
-> 1

HIDAN.
[] Are you religious?
[x] Do you wear necklaces?
[] Have you ever self harmed?
[x] You whine a lot. (i can depends)
[] You have funny coloured eyes.
-> 2

KAKUZU.
[x] Do you have a money fetish? (my family think i'll only marry for money)
[x] Do you like sewing? (i did it once and yes i enjoyed it ^^)
[] Do you like to cover your hair or mouth?
[x] You're greedy? (I like money and i'm very stingy with my own)
[x] You're a secret ballerina!
-> 4



Yay i'm most like kakuzu! What a coincidence!




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22819259/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22819259/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 08:44:37 PST
i have to leave straight away so i can't wait around.

(Can you feel that?)
(Oh shit)
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing ... in me
(Will you give in to me?)

Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon ... in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you give in to me?)

It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes
Oh no, the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon ... in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream!!!!
No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me Oh-oohh
Why did you have to hit me like that mommy?
Don't do it! You're hurting me Oh-oohh!
Why did you have to be such a bitch?
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off and die?
Why can't you just fuck off and die?
Why can't you just leave here and die?
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU!!!
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
Would you like to see how it feels mommy?
Here it comes, get ready to die!

Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Mad-ness has now come over me



]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22772774/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22772774/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 00:56:50 PST
but oh well,

not important, me and my sister are gonna make brownies today so yay, everyone can try some if we make enough.


If anyone dosen't like them screw you cause we're gonna work hard on them and in a pretty rotten mood already.

if you like them i love you ^^

The poet and the Pendulum by Nightwish
The dreamer and the wine
Poet without a rhyme
A widowed writer, torn apart by chains of Hell

One last perfect verse
Is still the same old song
Oh Christ, how I hate what I have become

Take me home

Getaway, runaway, fly away
Lead me astray, to dreamer’s hideaway
I cannot cry ’cause the shoulder cries more
I cannot die, I, a whore for the cold world
Forgive me,
I have but two faces
One for the world,
One for God
Save me
I cannot cry ’cause the shoulder cries more
I cannot die, I, a whore for the cold world

My home was there and then
Those meadows of heaven
Adventure-filled days
One with every smiling face

Please, no more words
Thoughts from a severed head
No more praise
Tell me once my heart goes right

Take me home

Getaway, runaway, fly away
Lead me astray, to dreamer’s hideaway
I cannot cry ’cause the shoulder cries more
I cannot die, I, the whore for the cold world
Forgive me, I have but two faces
One for the world,
One for God
Save me
I cannot cry ’cause the shoulder cries more
I cannot die, I, a whore for the cold world
Whore for the cold world
Whore for the cold world

I'd post all the lyrics but it's a long ass song.




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22688994/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22688994/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 08:18:37 PST

seriously.


give me some new facts.


that's how bored I am -_-.


My Grave- Becky Baeling

Never been dead but
Seen so many deaths
Heart is like ice that's
Dangerously sharp cold

Yet it'll be you
Who'll slowly melt down and gone.
I wanna see you
Gone forever

(Rap):
I've been loved by many many lovers but I
Never been in love, never never loved anyone
Devil castin' shadow, came down to my soul and
Never been dead, but I've seen many many deaths
Wanna see you gone, it's you who'll go down

Melt to the ground, go right to my grave




]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22670392/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22670392/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 10:12:43 PST
Clubs


]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22613722/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22613722/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 12:20:19 PST



clubs


]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22576191/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22576191/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 11:09:40 PST

i won't be happy to do what i don't like.


you don't like to do anything then why'd you get married and have kids? fuckin bitch.


i hope you do fuckin collapse one day.

maybe then i'd get some peace.


fuck you fuck you fuck you!


you do that stuff cause that's what mothers do you bitch.

clubs


]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22539660/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22539660/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 08:50:12 PST 's life today.


at the expense of pain in my arm.


Saf your in my debt mwahahahahaha *ahem*

She was gonna get trampled by a stampeed of sprinting crazy monkey men but i pull her away and some guy bashed into my arm lol.

i'm a hero i'm a hero, just shows how much i love me friends.


that's for all you important peeps out there.

for you.

for you.

for you.

:hug for you.

for you.

for you.

and a for you.


Clubs


]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22501719/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22501719/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 08:07:09 PST Who Drowned In A Pool

B Is For Billy
Who Was Eaten By Ghouls

C Is For Curt
With Disease Of The Brain

D Is For Daniel
Derailed On A Train

E Is For Erik
Who Was Buried Alive

F Is For Frank
Who Was Stabbed Through The Eye

G Is For Greg
Who Died In The Womb

H Is For Heather
Who Was Sealed In A Tomb

One By One, We Bite The Dust
We Kick The Bucket And Begin To Rust
Give Up The Ghost When Your Number's Up
We All Fall Down

Ashes To Ashes, Bones To Paste
You'll Wither Away In Your Resting Place
Eternity In A Wooden Case
We All Fall Down

I Is For Isaac
Who Lost His Front Brakes

J Is For Johnny
Who Was Bitten By Snakes

K Is For Kimmy
Who Was Shot In The Head

L Is For Larry
Who Bled And Bled

M Is For Marie
Who Burned To A Crisp
Find More lyrics at [link]

N Is For Nick
Who Was Pummled By Fists

O Is For Olive
Who Lived Life Too Fast

P Is For Pat
Who Swallowed Some Glass
Laa laa laa laa laa laa laa laa la la la. Laa laa laa laa laa laa laa laa la la la. Laa laa laa laa laa laa laa laa la la la.

(man speaks) All right, lot, all together now.

One By One, We Bite The Dust
We Kick The Bucket And Begin To Rust
Give Up The Ghost When Your Number's Up
We All Fall Down

Ashes To Ashes, Bones To Paste
You'll Wither Away In Your Resting Place
Eternity In A Wooden Case
We All Fall Down

Q Is For Quentin
Who Took The Wrong Trail

R Is For Reyna
Who Rotted In Jail

S Is For Steve
Who Was Shot With A Bow

T Is For Tori
Who Froze In The Snow

U Is For Urich
Who Trampled By Hooves

V Is or Vanessa
Who Fell Off A Roof

W Is For Will
Who Was Hit By A Car

X Is For Xavier
Who Sunk In The Tar

Y Is For Yessy
Who Fell From A Plane

Z Is For Zack
Who Simply Went

Insane

Awesome song by creature feature called a gorey demise

Clubs


]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22450965/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22450965/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 11:51:15 PST
AND NO ALEX I'M NOT PREGNANT!

I have something up with the lower regions, not pregnant (bloody hell!)

very uncomfortable experiance, felt molested and violated, and it tickled, but hurt at the same time.


lol then i had to get my chest checked out by some buff doctor that was nice lol


took forever at the hospital! left the house at 12 and got back home at 5:00

somethig sweet tho, i saw a man at the hospital who had the biggest smile i had ever seen, because he was looking at a x-ray picture of his baby, so sweet


Clubs


]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22353036/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22353036/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 11:56:29 PST

exam. that's always great! (note sarcasm)


gotta go have a scan if all is well i can leave, if not....

doctors are gonna cut me open. lawl.


MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! lol i feel retarded. i'm gonna get molested by a doctor in a week or two. don't ask lol


i love you guys. ;]


Lady Gaga does some smexy songs heheheheheheeee

oh yes new years resolutions, a little late but who gives a tosser.


1. lose more weight
2. find someone to crush on lol

Clubs


]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22274278/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22274278/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 06:49:20 PST
maybe i'll just list em.

angry
stupid
happy
sad
guilty
regretful
loving
fustrated
sick
tearful(just watched an emotional film)

i hope things change, right now i don't feel too good.

Pain- three days grace

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22221969/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22221969/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 07:31:18 PST
(Go Here For A Blank: http: //yo-ivegotsomthin2say.deviantart.com/art/Original-Character-Quiz1-74827078 )

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

OCs:
(character w/ greeting)
((for example bob: hiya!))

1. How old are you?
26

2. What's your height?
5ft 8 1/2 in last time i checked!

3. Are you a virgin?
Pfft yes!

4. Who's your mate/spouse?
....i don't have one.

5. Do you have any kids?
Lol no

6. What's your favourite food?
boiled eggs....mmmm eggs

7. What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
cookie dough!

8. Have you killed anyone?
Of course i have.

9. Do you hate anyone?
Not in particular, no.

10. Have any secrets?
........ if i told you they wouldn't be secrets now would they? ey?

11. Do you love anyone?
*blush* No!....well maybe,kinda....get off my back!

12. What is your job?
Ninja

13. What do you do to relax?
Daydream

14. Do you have any special abilities?
I can brath under water! Pretty cool huh?

15. Favorite Season?
Autume, not too cold and not hot

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22160108/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22160108/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 08:17:51 PST
i didn't think it would be this boring.

At least i'm getting a great night's sleep everyday.

hope everyone else is having a better time than me.

I love everybody.

i feel so good lately i don't know why.

I know some perverted tesco worker from facebook.

You know about that sabs lol.


Bffls lol


Other important peeps


]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22063776/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22063776/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 09:38:19 PST
did a mock exam and it went peachy.

yep i think i did acceptable.

I feel very loving even if i haven't been showing it.

puberty sucks ass.

remember guys we gotta do something this holiday even if it kills you all. (not kill me lol)

i need a hug. i need a lot of things...

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22029135/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/22029135/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 09:13:55 PST

1. What time did you get up this morning?
7:34

2. Diamonds or pearls?
DIAMONDS!

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Forbidden kingdom

4. What is your favourite TV show?
Harry hill's TV burp

5. What do you usually have for breakfast?
toast

6. What is your middle name?
Don’t have one

7. What food do you dislike?
avacados

8. What is your favourite CD at moment?
Disturbed - Indestructible

9. What kind of car do you drive?
Don’t own one

10. Favourite sandwich?
normal-salami toasted-chicken

11. What characteristic do you despise
deceit

12. Favourite item of clothing?
jeans

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
Japan, america and eygpt

14. Favourite brand of clothing?
dunno

15. Where would you retire to?
the country

16. What was your most recent birthday?
My 15th

17. Favourite sport to watch?
wrestling (i'm gonna start watching it)

18. Furtherest place you are sending this?
huh?

19. Person you expect to send it back first?
?

20. When is your birthday?
6th November

21. Are you a morning person or a night person?
both

22. What is your shoe size?
7

23. Pets?
cat

25. What did you want to be when you were little?
ice-cream lady

26. How are you today?
heeheeeheee,

27. What is your favourite food?
Curry, shariya,fill-fill,chicken noodle soup.

28. What is your favourite flower?
rose

29. What is a day on the calendar you are looking forward to?
none

30. What is your full name?
Nasreen Upton

31. What are you listening to right now?
Lady Gaga- i like it rough.

32. What was the last thing you ate?
Burger and chips

33. Do you wish on stars?
no

34. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
purple

35. How is the weather right now?
fine

36. The first person you spoke to on the phone today?
no-one

37. Favourite soft drink?
shani

38. Favourite restaurant?
speedy noodle

39. Real hair colour?
honey brown

40. What was your favourite toy as a child?
never had a favourite

41. Summer or winter?
winter

42. Hugs or kisses?
both please lol

43. Chocolate or Vanilla?
both

44. Coffee or tea?
no thanks

45. Would you rather be Anorexic or obese?
Anorexic, easier to fix.

46. When was the last time you cried?
couple of weeks ago i think

47. What is under your bed?
god knows.

48. What did you do last night?
listen to music

49. What are you afraid of?
animals that can kill me,how i'll die, my dad when he's angry.

50. Salty or sweet?
Sweet bebe

51. How many keys on your key ring?
2

52. How many years at your current job?
I don’t work yet

53. Favourite day of the week? saturday

54. How many towns have you lived in?
5

55. Do you make friends easily?
kinda

56. How many people will you send this to?
none



57. How many will respond?
i dunno.

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21996607/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21996607/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 12:19:43 PST

I feel so giddy, i think it's story.

i dunno, i can't wait for the holidays all you guys who are my friends, we have got to do something together!


it would be so much fun, maybe go cinema or something. ^___^


Who do you like the most in the Akatsuki?
that's difficult, i'll go with hidan

If you are able to work for one of the Akatuski members, who would it be? (and why you chose him or her)
I'd go with kakuzu cause i like him and i have enough patience for him.

Do you have a favorite pairing? (Doesn't have to be romantic, just as partners would work)
I lurve Hidan and Kakuzu hehehehe


What is the reason why you love the Akatsuki?
CAUSE EVERYONE ELSE SUCKS!

Do you remember your first impression of Itachi?
well i thought he was gonna be ugly so when i saw i was like "ODALALLY HE'S SMEXY"

Do you remember your first impression of Kisame?
there's a blue man....on the screen....

Do you remember your first impression of Deidara?
i was like please be a guy cause i thought he'd be a bitch if he was a girl.

Do you remember your first impression of Sasori (as Hiruko)?
not really i didn't pay attention to him then.

Do you remember your first impression of Sasori (his true appearance)?
he looks girly (eyelashes)

Do you remember your first impression of Hidan?
Oh ya he hawt lol

Do you remember your first impression of Kakuzu?
Wtf is he wearing on his head

Do you remember your first impression of Zetsu?
Venus fly trap, ooook

Do you remember your first impression of Pein?
that's a lot of peircings

Do you remember your first impression of Konan?
she's so moody looking

Do you remember your first impression of Tobi?
weirdo.

What do you think of Orochimaru?
A nasty,gay,digusting,should-be-runover-with-a-monster truck peodiphile. I could go on but the list is endless.

What do you think was the reason Sasori joined the Akatsuki?
parent issues

Do you want to join the religion (cult) of Jashin?
Nope, sorry hidan!

What do you think of the Akatsuki carrying out their missions as partners?
yay gay love. lol joke, it's cool.

http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21847915/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 12:46:12 PST
Well so far in these two weeks i've lost a stone and 1 pound.

haza for me anyway


I feel like everythings gonna get worse.

Bet it will.


Not much goes right with me anyway.


Oh yh sabs i got an idea for that mystery!

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21780049/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21780049/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 08:35:47 PST
Are you available?: Yh, but why should it matter.
What is your age?: 15
What annoys you?: people who take their anger and misery out on their friends.

The Letter B

Do you live in a big house?: No
When is your birthday?: November 6th
Who is your best friend?: Sabrina,Safira,katie and beth and maia.

The Letter C

What's your favorite candy?: chocolate
Who's your crush?: Don't really have one. I need a man.
When was the last time you cried?: last thursday

The Letter D

Do you daydream?: 95% of the time
What's your favorite kind of dog?: huskies,border collies,bloodhounds.

What day of the week is it?: Tuesday

The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: boiled
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: no
What's the easiest thing ever to do: move a joint

The Letter F

Have you ever flown in a plane?: yeah
Do you use fly swatters?: Nope, i want ot though
Have you ever used a foghorn?: Yep

The Letter G

Do you chew gum?: i used to
Are you a giver or a taker?: both
Do you like gummy candies?: I have to be in the mood

The Letter H
How are you?: Pissed with a mixture of excitement
What color is your hair?: Brown and saturn brown

The Letter I

What's your favorite ice cream?: Vamilla chocolate fugde
Have you ever ice skated?: Yeh, i always stay by the wall
Do you play an instrument?: i used to play flute and saxophone

The Letter J

What's your favorite jelly bean brand?: none
Do you wear jewelry?: earings and necklaces

The Letter K

Who do you want to kill?: Ah! let me go get my list!
Where did you go for kindergarden?: Salusbury

The Letter L

Are you laid back?: sometimes
Do you lie?: pfft NO.......yes

The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie?: disney ones and marvel ones
Do you still watch Disney movies?: DUH!
Do you like mangos?: no

The Letter N

Do you have a nickname?: Naz,Nazzy,Nazareeny,muffins,nis-nis
What is your real name?: Nasreen Upton
Whats your favorite number?: 2
Do you prefer night over day?: yep

The Letter O

What's your one wish?: I dunno
Are you an only child?: No

The Letter P

What one fear are you most paranoid about?: Deing young
What's a personality trait you look for in people?: Loyalty and support

The Letter Q

What's your favorite quote?: Too many

Are you quick to judge people?: sometimes

The Letter R

Do you think you're always right?: A lot
Are you one to cry?: ....yeah

The Letter S

Do you prefer sun or rain: rain
Do you like snow?: Yep!
What's your favorite season?: autumn

The Letter T

What time is it?: 4:31 pm
What time did you wake up?: 7:30 am
When was the last time you slept in a tent?: I don't think i have

The Letter U

Are you wearing underwear?: yes

Underwear or boxers?: I would like to try ladies boxers

The Letter V

What's the worst veggie?: sprouts
Where do you want to go on vacation?: Japan or America or the carribian

The Letter W

What's your worst habit?: being a bit aggresive
Where do you live?: in a flat
What's your worst fear?: Being in the place with every animal that can kill me

The Letter X

Have you ever had an x-ray?: Do scans count? I got to see my guts
Have you seen the x-games?: No
Do you own a xylophone?: Nope lol

The Letter Y

Do you like the color yellow?: No
What's one thing you yearn for?: Freedom

The Letter Z

Whats your zodiac sign?: Scorpio
Do you believe in the zodiac?: Yesh
Favorite zoo animal?: reptiles

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21742613/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21742613/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 05:03:43 PST
But what can you do? Can stay sad forever.

I'll be getting a new phone yay!


Jem-24

Been given 24 hours
to tie up loose ends
to make amends
His eyes said it all
I started to fall
and the silence deafened
Head spinning round
no time to sit down
just wanted to
run and run and run
Be careful they say
don't wish life away,
now I've one day

I can't believe
How I've been wasting my time

In 24 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

Is there a heaven or hell
and will I come back
who can tell
Now I can see
what matters to me
it's as clear as crystal
The places I've been
the people I've seen
the plans that I made
start to fade
The sun's setting gold
thought I would grow old,
wasn't to be

I can't believe
How I've been wasting my time

In 18 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

13 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
Please do it for me

I'm not alone, I sense it, I sense it
All that I said, I meant it, I meant it

I can't believe
How much I've wasted my time

In just 8 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

Just 1 hour they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21700474/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21700474/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 13:51:17 PST

It's amazing how something non-important can string up what's important and make you cry.


I hate crying.


But don't worry, i'll be smiling tommorow.

(wicked vampire song)
Disturbed-Forsaken

I'm over it
You see I'm falling in the vast abyss
Clouded by memories of the past
At last, I see

I hear it fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
You feel them finding
Always whining
Take my hand now
Be alive

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone?

I'm over it
Why can't we be together
and erase it?
Sleeping so long
Taking off the mask
At last, I see

My FEAR IS fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
You feel them finding
Always whining
Take my hand now
Be alive

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone?

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone?

Everyone
Everyone [fading out]

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21678383/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21678383/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 10:13:57 PST
What is a youth? Impetuous fire.
What is a maid? Ice and desire.
The world wags on.

A rose will bloom
It then will fade
So does a youth.
So do-o-o-oes the fairest maid.

Comes a time when one sweet smile
Has its season for a while...Then love's in love with me.
Some they think only to marry, Others will tease and tarry,
Mine is the very best parry. Cupid he rules us all.
Caper the cape, but sing me the song,
Death will come soon to hush us along.
Sweeter than honey and bitter as gall.
Love is a task and it never will pall.
Sweeter than honey...and bitter as gall
Cupid he rules us all


At this time of my life i'll never find love.

Not that i know what that is.

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21582156/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21582156/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 13:40:24 PST

I like a song i shouldn't like.....

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21564232/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21564232/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 10:42:25 PST
]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21515030/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21515030/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 09:18:11 PST
I'm depressed but kinda happy.


I seriously feel like shite.


My heart was hurting so much today.

I though i was going to die.


But i can't yet.


I would just be like all the others which i will not let happen.

I need my friends.
___________________________________________________________________

Nightwish- The escapist

Who's there knocking at my window?
The owl and the Dead Boy
This night whispers my name
All the dying children

Virgin snow beneath my feet
Painting the world in white
I tread the way
Gonna lose myself into a tale

Come hell or high water
My search will go on
Play boy
Voyage without an end

The nightingale in a golden cage
That's me locked inside reality's maze
Can't someone make my heavy heart light?
Come undone
Bring me back to life

A nightingale in a golden cage
That's me locked inside reality's maze
Can't someone make my heavy heart light?
It all starts with a lullaby

Journey homeward bound
The sound of a dolphin calling
Tearing off the mask of man
The tower
My soul guide

This is who I am
Escapist
Paradise Seeker
Farewell, time to fly
Out of sight
Out of time
Away from our lives

The nightingale in a golden cage
The nightingale in a golden cage
That's me locked inside reality's maze
Can't someone make my heavy heart light?
Come undone
Bring me back to life

A nightingale in a golden cage
That's me locked inside reality's maze
Can't someone make my heavy heart light?
It all starts with a lullaby

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21466550/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21466550/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 09:06:53 PST 's results as well

What's your pornstar name?:

Nasreen: Ashlee Renee
Sabrina: Skarla Ambrosia
Safira: Skarla LaFaux
Maia: Asia Madelline


What's your boobs name's :

Nasreen: Britney Spears and Pine Tree
Sabrina: Britney Spears and Justin Timberlake
Safira: Britney Spears and Caesar
Maia: Irma and Mickey

What's your pimp name?:

Nasreen: Pimpshizzle Beeyotch Slappah
Sabrina: Big Pimpin Beeyotch Slappah
Safira: Pimpshizzle Beeyotch Slappah
Maia: Big Pimpin Pimpizzle


What's stripper name?:

Nasreen: Sleezy Buns
Sabrina: Sparkle Skiz
Safira: Sparkle Skiz
Maia: Dementia Skiz

There's plenty more name generators.

Here's the website
[link]

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21435562/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21435562/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 09:52:45 PST
Yay? *shrugs*

Have to have a party on saturday.

Don't wanna see my family. I know my best friends better than i know them. I even forget their names.
___________________________________________________________________

The Death of Love by Cradle of Filth

Where will you be they tense for warfare?
What will you see with your innocence there?
Where will you be my darling?
Where will you be they tense for warfare?

/
Where will you be when God is glorifying?
There we will be between the dead and dying
Where will you be my darling?
Where will you be when God is glorifying?
/

Prophecies and glory forge a massive disdain
For lying passive in the shadows whilst the enemy reigns
Devoted to the votive, holy standard above
'By command of the king of Heaven'
Came the death of love

Where will you be when they're vilifying?
How will they see when the truth is blinding?
Where will you be my darling?
Where will you be when they're vilifying?

/
Where will you be when the dark is rising?
How will you keep from it's terrorizing?
Where will you be my darling?
Where will you be when the dark is rising?
/

Burning was the sunset like a portent of doom
On the saintly iron maiden as she fell from her wound

But visions and ambition
Never listened to submission
And she was on a mission from the highest above
To Lord upon the slaughter
Like a sword through hissing water
She arose where archers sought her
For the death of love

The righteous death of love

Gilles adored her drama
Her suit of pure white armour
Blazed against the English in a torrent of light

And as they rallied onto night
A cancer fled his soul
Dissolving...

Framed amid the thick of fire
Aflame, a Valkyrie
She made him click without desire
And in his eyes she swam a Goddess

And even when they caught her breath
Her words would leave a scar
/
'For only in the grip of darkness
Will we shine amidst the brightest stars'
/

How will you breathe when their wheels are turning?
How will you know if the sky is burning?
Where will you be my darling?
How will you breathe when their wheels are turning?

/
Where will you be when Babel builds my fire?
Will you not flee and label me pariah?
Where will you be my darling?
Where will you be when they light my pyre?
/

Aligned with Joan in all
That was enthroned and divine
He swore to score the crimes
Jackdaws poured on this dove
Crimes he knew alone
Derived from minds of the blind
The church unfurled for murder perched
Upon the death of love

Framed amid the thick of fire
Aflame, a Valkyrie
She claimed the skies were lit with spires
And in his eyes she swam a Goddess

And even when she fought for breath
Her words would leave a scar
/
'For only in the grip of darkness
Will we shine amidst the brightest stars'

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21414438/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21414438/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 01:19:29 PST Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it?
Yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy

Then you slowly recall all your mind
Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
Dead inside
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind

Say, yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it?
Yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy

Slowly recall all your mind
Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
Dead inside
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind

If I scare you now
Don't run from me
I've been hiding my pain, you see
Said if I scare you now
Don't run from me
I've been hiding my pain, you see

Slowly recall all your mind
Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
Dead inside
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind
Slowly recall all your mind

Say, yes they know that you hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you hurt yourself another time

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21277249/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/21277249/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 05:37:00 PST

I'm in so much pain.

I think i'm infertile lol.

Nah i don't i am. i think i'll just go to the doctor's they'll hopefully know whats wrong.

Oh yh and Alex.....Make sure you bring Jak 3 on monday and thank you!


Journal song of the week lol.

Run and hide again
Don't run away this time
Don't wonder why you can't clear this final sin
You know this story was over before it began
This is a battle you're not going to win!
Welcome the end!

I've spent a lifetime planning on your destruction
You're never gonna witness another day
A lonely life I'm planning out your destruction,
with no other function
You really don't know how long I've waited for your destruction
I'm telling you, you just can't get away
A whole lifetime planning on your destruction,
with no other function
You really don't know!

You better run!

Ask me why again, nowhere to go this time
Revenge will be mine again
Say good bye, my friend
Don't run away this time and die like a man!
There is no escape from my plan!
Welcome the end!

I've spent a lifetime planning on your destruction
You're never going to witness another day
A lonely life I'm planning out your destruction,
with no other function
You really don't know how long I've waited for your destruction
I'm telling you, you just can't get away
A whole lifetime planning on your destruction,
with no other function
You really don't know!

There is no reprieve
You don't have to look in my eyes
We'll turn their gaze away in time
You better run!

I've spent a lifetime planning on your destruction
You're never going to witness another day
A lonely life I'm planning out your destruction,
with no other function
You really don't know how long I've waited for your destruction
I'm telling you, you just can't get away
A whole lifetime planning out your destruction,
with no other function
You really don't know!!!

Welcome to the end

Run and hide again
Don't run away this time
Don't wonder why you can't clear this final sin
You know the story was over before it f**king began!

Run by Disturbed

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/20917568/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/20917568/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 08:31:24 PDT
Go to school
go home
eat, shit and sleep


Nothing is happening in my life.

I just *sigh*


Will he come?

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/20834541/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/20834541/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 00:41:36 PDT
Dear Kohaku-mai

I don't know how to tell you this but i dislike you. I think i realised it when your dogran amok under the bus. And i saw you sit on the crazy monk.I'm sure your ashamed enough to understand that there is no solution to this. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but i'll keep your suicide note as a memory. you shouldalso know i will always try to forget the incarnation as a eskimo.

Go burn
White-Rose 93 (lol this is notto be taken seriously)

[link]



Oh yh and the Disturbed gig was too gd for words.
I actually cried when they came out. So overwhelming.

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/20770164/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/20770164/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 01:57:41 PDT
They really know how to get to the hearts of teenage girls, well practically all teenagers.

I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well," "I ate before I came"
Then someone tells me how good I look
And for a moment, for a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone, no one hears me cry

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be OK
Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I've changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm OK
And for a moment, for a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not OK
And I need your help
So I'm letting go

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be OK
Together we can make it through another day

You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
(together we'll make it through somehow)

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be OK
Together we can make it through another day

]]> ~White-Rose93 http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/20601672/ http://White-Rose93.deviantart.com/journal/20601672/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 12:25:29 PDT
Soul eater is my new anime craze, such a fantastic anime!!!!!!!!!!!!


Can't stop watching it!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~White-Rose93