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Anyways, I'll be uploading some new art now. All pictures, no scans whatsoever because I can't afford a scanner.

Enjoy. ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/8892930/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/8892930/ Sat, 27 May 2006 12:45:22 PDT Had nasal surgery because of broken nose last year. I can breath again, and, thanks to perscription Tylenol 3, I can fall asleep whenever the Hell I damn well see fit! Oh, and swelling is minimal... now.
Doing one credit on homeschooling in a rush before summer.
Looking for a new job.
Getting happier! (Smiles, damn you all, smiles!)
Not writing much (or at all for some odd past weeks).
Relieving myself of cabin fever (someday!).
Groaning at my 2004-2005 self... :\!!
Waitting for mum to get back from Paris (lucky!) with new Canon camera I'm using too much (fucking battery-draining, sometimes unstable little thing).
AM HIGH AS A KITE.
And I've lost the want to type any more.

I finally have new art (that isn't poetry or lyrics)! First time in (almost) years. Hope you're happy. Seriously!

I regret that Gwen wallpaper I made, so I tore it down; I infringed on copyrights when I posted that Hole wallpaper, so I took it down; nad I hae to take down the Lunar wallpaper because I notice now that it's not actually my original stensil or the art, it's copyrighted property of whatever companies or such have it licensed under, so until I do another copy and replace it, which is the most unlikely thing EVAR, yeah, it's gone... and I like it, too! Hmm... Ah well! ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/7330867/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/7330867/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 18:54:56 PST
By the way, I deleted the I'm So Tired I Want To Fall Down journal entry. It was jibberish. Jibberish, I say!!

Anyways, expect some new pieces of things to look at in the near future. As opposed to when I said that 6 months ago. ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/7275760/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/7275760/ Sat, 10 Dec 2005 16:58:31 PST
Ohkay..... What's happened lately? Dropped out of school, almost got hit by bus, apply for correspondance courses, old man in Chrysler flies through optomotrist's window and stops inches away from my head, correspondance received, got chased down dead end street by crazy woman in a pick-up truck before knocking her out with a big fucking rock, did correspondance U-Level Math course, waiting for February.

Questions? I think not.

As for new creations? Some on the way. May be getting some sort of great Photoshop for a low price with X-mas money. Hurrah. ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/5598996/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/5598996/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 12:36:38 PDT Mood: Minimalistic?
Listening to: Red Rain - White Stripes
Watching: Spirited Away - Studio Ghibli

I got my braces off today!~ Feels bizarre! Like I haven't brushed my teeth in ages, but when I touch them they're all shiny-like! Ooooh! It took a long time and some odd feelings, but they're off and I have a retainer for..... the next 5 to 6 years. Yay.

I went to HMV. I wanted to get an Abbey Road (The Beatles) poster, The White Stripes new album (4+1/2 stars in Rolling Stone) and I'm thinking of trashing HMV for advertising The Used. FUCKING BOYBANDS WITH THEIR MAKE-UP KITS AND GUITARS! But I didn't do any of those things, 'cept gettin' that Stripes album, Get Behind Me Satan. I can't express how long I've been waiting for this album. I had to give up getting

I got Coldplay's X&Y, thinking that I would adore it just like their last two, but it really.... isn't that great. If you're a fan, you'd like it, but you'll wish you could remember the songs after the album ended.

Going to Edgefest, July 1st, Canada Day! Billy Talent, Closet Monster, etc, etc, etc. Not completely happy with the bill, but there's too many acts to satisfy everyone, eh?

You think that not telling is the same as not lyin', don't you?
Then I guess not feeling is the same as not crying to you?
Can you hear me, can you hear me callin' your name, girl?
In the morning, when I'm standing in the red, red rain, girl! ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/5540136/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/5540136/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 07:39:12 PDT
This stuff'll take a while.

Oh yeah, I'm going to Europe in August, so that's gonna set me back. When I get back, I'll hopefully be all fresh and new. And I'm going to learn how to draw, too. If I can work my scanner (in the what's this plug do? status), I can mebbe get some scans uploaded onto my account, here. Crossing my fingers.

A job and community hours for school is also in the works, so I'll be quite a bit busy! Let's hope so. I need it. I've been a lazy fuck all semester. ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/5417007/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/5417007/ Sat, 21 May 2005 00:24:01 PDT I'm going to start writing, erm, coherant songs again, basking in the warmth of Fleetwood Mac's The Dance album and some scattered Joni and Regina songs. Yes, I'm getting professional now, believe it or not! Me, the guy who wrote Love Story and I Forgive You is going on the higher road! Good luck to me, I'm going to need artistic rehab after that dark grade 10/11 period.

Artists This Fine Month: May Edition,

Stars
Joni Mitchell
Regina Spektor
Fleetwood Mac
Arcade Fire ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/5180577/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/5180577/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 21:01:41 PDT
Now, as I start the second quarter starts with a band in April, I have listed the top 5 artists in my engrossing pile of music.

PLEASE remember that my lists are in no numerical rank. I don't list from best to worst in the top five; my list isn't based on stars and numbers.

Top 5 Albums:

"Funeral" by the Arcade Fire
"Soviet Kitsch" by Regina Skeptor
"Lennon Legend" by John Lennon
"Free Me" by Emma Bunton (who woulda thunk it!? O_O!)
"Pearl" by Janis Joplin & The Full Tilt Boogie Band *

* Good luck finding this vinyl!

The Featured Artist:
Regina Skeptor. Her shaky voice, that can range from pianistic to whiny/bitchy, like a Russian Joan Osbourne, proves to be a perfect match for her snippy, seatuned piano songs. Anti-folk and reminiscent of a modern day Janis Joplin (attitude-wise), Regina is my favoured artist this month simply because of her songs "Flowers," "Us," and "Carbon Peroxide." She's playful, compared to Cat Power, and makes me want to play the piano again. When she refines her amazing, yet sometimes underplayed, skills, I'll be at the sideline, yet again. ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/5101331/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/5101331/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 06:26:49 PDT
Today I'm painting my room dark red: "Red Diabolo!!" oooOOOOOoohhhh!! Yeah, it looks sweet.

I stayed up all night, so bollocks to going for another walk today. I'll submit some loose poetry. In other words -- my usual pieces. ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/4803150/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/4803150/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 15:03:19 PST
Yes, I've come back to deviantART at long last! I have some poetry, short little bits here and there.
I'm going to start drawing again so I can put some visual arts on my deviant account. Nothing's changed, but I finally started using my mp3.com account and I've been writing a review or two.

Yeah..... I think I should get started on those poems after...*sob*...looking at my message centre items. ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/4362147/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/4362147/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 16:45:02 PST ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/4322639/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/4322639/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 22:43:09 PST I have a headache, so excuse my painful style of typing. Augh.

"I wanna call it off!"

My first impression was of nothing because any publicity of the filim -- other than my viewing of personally anticipated trailers and teaser -- was overshadowed by Kill Bill Vol. 2 or Return of the Kings. I dun remember V_V. I still can't believe no one I know has seen it, either online or otherwise! It's kind of sad because it's so beautiful. It's so well done, with SUCH LITTLE special effects. The reality of the filming of movies has been just as important as the product itself, which is why I didn't quite like Sky Captain.

Anyways, the story of this film is the most original I've seen of the 21st century because of its unquestionable depth and dysfuntional portrayal and acting of love. Its image, it's aura, it so fresh. It's like looking at some glorious piece of art and realizing you don't have to be in the gallery to appreciate its glory.

There's no need for useless twists in the plot, the intrigue it defyingly innovative and challenging. It doesn't quite twist reality so much as it twists imagination and memories.

The acting in this movie was par none. Jim Carrey has his true dramatic breathrough in Eternal Sunshine! Not ONE of his films has been like this! He plays an average enigmatic man in love with a woman who has had him erased from her memory impulsively. In what litle rage he can express, he mimics her and has her forgottenm too. Yet, as he goes through the late, harsh memories of him and er, he realizes he doesn't want her erased anymore.
It's different 'cos it is, okay, Thought and Mind Police!? God, I hate those people! I really don't know how to word it, so I won't. There.

The one true light that shines, the GLUE, if you will, that holds this film together, is Kate Winslet's unmatched acting. Kate plays a "foul-mouthed raving lunatic" (her own words), named -- beautifully -- Clementine Kruczynski. Her approach to everything is varietal to say the least, but usually with attitude. Clementine is the expressionist that Joel only dreams to be. She's what's zipping around in his mind and it's quite interesting (has used the word quite, quite enuf XP)

The co-stars (including Kirsten Dunst) play an important role, but I can't reveal much...

Music in this film is awe-inspiring and original piano pieces like Row make ya smile when you hear them. Row, one of my favourite piano pieces of all time, along with the other original pieces, by Jon Brion, make the film and OST a masterpiece to behold.

I HIGHLY recommend this movie if you've given up hope on the romantic comedy altogether. A serious comedy that makes you cry as well! Blurry realities and sharp memories along with partial past event and hopeful empty futurescollide to make a film worthy of the top ten on my list. And believe me, I've seen many, MANY movies! I'll try to catch up on some other movies: Morvern Callar, Romeo + Juliet (1997), The Mexican, and Girl with a Pearl Earring. ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/4264959/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/4264959/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 19:50:09 PST
This week I treated myself to a copy of Final Fantasy VII in the small, yet powerful PlayStation one bin at Blockbuster's. I screamed and scared some kids and I ending up tap dancing my way out of store. I'm not allowed there for a week. Seriously. But it's Final fuckin' Fantasy VII! Best game ever made, I think! *being a nerd!* So, yes, all-in-all, it was envigorating.

Here's something new in my life that kinda put me off in a way that feels slightly awkward, yet turned on and feely-touchy. XP! I made a conversation -- if you call "That's a Latin cathedral!" a conversation -- with my crush, John, an art freak and rocker with a shabby look. Yes. I pick the weird ones. And yes I am bisexual. *salutes rainbow coloured flag* But, oh no! It had to go DOWNHILL! No! DOWNFUCKINMOUNTAIN! Cus the next thing I know, Karli, also bisexual and outspoken, is pissed that he used the word fag, which obsurely means "a bundle of sticks which fuel a fire."

Oh, yes, and I have my friend to thank for it. See, we were in the library, first period, food class, and John came in and sat near us on a computer, you know, those things with the buttons, when it dawned on me, Karli -- my lab partner, the weirdest chick ever -- knew him. So, as we abolished her plans of insulting me and Courtney Love by having her marry an urn ontaining Kurt cobain's ashes as our celebration theme to present to the class, who are grade 10s and who know nothig past the words bling bling and hoochie, as wel as such catch phrases as, "OMG DOOD! YUR SUCH A FAGG! LOLZ!" and "I H8 GOERGE BUSH COZ HEH SUX! YEAH! I'M SOOO KEWL, BIOTCH!"

Getting over it....*meditates* calm blue oceans, calm blue oceans...

Hesitantly I picked up Margaret Cho: Cho Revolution, the DVD, instead of Collateral. I swear t oGod, it was the funiest thing ever! "PUSSY CHANGE OIL EVERY 3000 MILES!", witty and satirical Asian- and gay-stereotypical backlashes and an Anna Nicole Smith impression had captured my heart. She's weird, she's what I would be if I was a female Korean woman. In short, rent this. It's so great.

As you can tell, my computer hates me and I have no works submitted in the past months. I will soon jump off a bridge and kill myself or get Photoshop for once and for all!

Anyways, no digicam for X-mas, Margaret Cho rocks, John's a gymp (for now), and I fought for my FFVII! Now, I must watch Garden State!

Thus concludes my trip with my goddess of Caffeina! Muahaha! Yes, I'm insanely energetic, even naturally.

I'll have calmed down when my next Journal Entry comes out. Sorry!... ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/4142431/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/4142431/ Fri, 24 Dec 2004 04:52:25 PST I guess I won't be making tonight's family party... I'll have tons to do, which will set back my new works a long time... damn real life! *coughcough*

If you're reading this, have a merry Christmas, a happy Channukah, a kwazy Kwanza, a tip top Tet, and a solemn Ramaddan *bows with hands at prayer* XD
Check out the sountrack to Eternal Sunshine though! Listen to Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometimes and Mr. Blue Sky! funkaylicious.
Anyways...I'm gonna go play some Resident Evil 0 and then mebbe some Legend of Mana... C'ya all...

"*" Current songs I'm listening to:

Alanis Morrisette's Jagged Little Pill album
Eternal Sunshine OST
Final Fantasy OSTs
Joni Mitchell's "Clouds/Both Sides, Now"
Some Nelly Furtado, Madonna (Human Nature mainly), and shtuff...

"*" Movie I rented:

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Christmas Vacation (WOOOOOOOH!!!) ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/3946136/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/3946136/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 09:18:58 PST
I've been feeling exceedingly grunge-induced lately. I'm not really sure why though. Life's great and everything, but I'm gravitating towards Hole, Nirvana, and L7 more and more. Maybe I'm finally hitting that teen angst spot in my life.

Damn hormones.

Expect lyrics in my future journal entries. ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/3931957/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/3931957/ Sat, 27 Nov 2004 13:23:09 PST
Just thought I'd let ya know. ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/3872683/ http://WhiteNoiseFlower.deviantart.com/journal/3872683/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 16:32:57 PST "Because you're not angsty, it's just that simple!"

Another self conversation. Wow. How simplistically stupid.

I mean I never mean to come of as living a gothic lifestyle because I'm so happy for what I've got, but sometimes I can't help it. So is it just something inbred into teens when they hit puberty? Something completely randomized or fatalized and incorporated into our souls that makes us teens so labelled in the first place.

It can't be the fact that we're so diverse that we feel alienated by others because of our insecurities. Or...can it? I mean, to each his own is own is always said to me when I question singularity in society today.

But what if we tried to take away the bubbles aroundn each others head and saw our picture imperfect lives as something mroe than life in negative action.

In life you can't let unoriginality get you down because if someone else has done it before, it doesn't mean it can't be fun. So is originality now the question with our live. If it were then I suppose it would make us pretty sarcastic in our actions and thought process if we form into cliques, whether punk, ati-social gothicism, preppy clubs, and rebellious freakships. Even the ghosts, nerds, and loners of the high school battlegrounds are affected by these unappreciative labels and are stuck directly inbetween their own respectively stereotyped out walls.

So who made these so-called labels anyways? Was it the adult world who likes to simplify and classify us, or, was it the other groups of adults with their labels? Was it the critical and bitchy, yet especially impressionable commercial world? Ultimately, it could be caused by the teens of the prematurely mature world who endorse such an unnatural system, which is corrupting our brillliance and triumphant love of the world and replacing these positive thoughts and mindsets and untaited souls with negativity breeding and posh sparkling materialism and harmonious white dove religiously and Catholically devout society of conversion -- and lets not forget the ever-popular new rage in the North American society, buddhism.

Sooner or later we'll get over it thoguh, even in the adult world, because that's when the labels get much too complex to chase or to keep up with. Maybe we'll get rid of this system before it crushes yet another helpless and innocent and naive generation of hopeful children. "Can't we all just get along" just seems much more deeper to me now than ever, even throguh watching war clips, scientific and religious clashes, such as the unvictorious fight between gods and sciences. Hold this entry close to you because it meant alot to me and I know it'll mean something to someone one day...

~Now that I've drained myself of positive energy for you, thanks for your time (So sorry for any typoes inside this page here!) <3 ]]> ~WhiteNoiseFlower