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Daily Qoute:
Dad ~ You're eating your sammmich now?
Me ~ Yep.
Dad ~ Then why did you take it out of the bag?
Me ~ Because I'm eating it now!!!
Dad ~ So.... you're eating your sammich now?
Me ~ YES!!!! *mumble*

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Commissions

Seven Wolf (waiting on payment and char descriptions)

Trades

(will begin after commission are complete)

Gift Art
TempDog
Ebbie
Muzz
:gothedouthusky:
Priest

Commissions I'm purchasing

Balaa
ThornWolf
HMO

Requests: Nah, not now.
Trades: Inquire please
Commission: You bet your furry arse! ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4865220/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4865220/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 17:15:18 PST
I CAN NOW BE FOUND ON DA AS SPIRIT CREATIONS. PLEASE UPDATE YOUR FAVORITES AND FRIENDS LIST. I WILL NO LONGER BE UPLOADING ANYTHING TO THIS ACCOUNT.

I left some of my art here that I didn't upload to Spirit Creations. Most was deleted.

Daily Qoute:
Dad ~ You're eating your sammmich now?
Me ~ Yep.
Dad ~ Then why did you take it out of the bag?
Me ~ Because I'm eating it now!!!
Dad ~ So.... you're eating your sammich now?
Me ~ YES!!!! *mumble*

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Commissions

Seven Wolf (waiting on payment and char descriptions)

Trades

(will begin after commission are complete)

Gift Art
TempDog
Ebbie
Muzz
:gothedouthusky:
Priest

Commissions I'm purchasing

Balaa
ThornWolf
HMO

Requests: Nah, not now.
Trades: Inquire please
Commission: You bet your furry arse! ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4857201/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4857201/ Sat, 19 Mar 2005 19:26:32 PST
Ok... I'm serious. Tonight and tomorrow I am going to be working on transferring all my art to my new account, SPIRIT CREATIONS. I will be adding you all to my friends list on that account. I will also be doing this on SheezyArt. So if you get someone called SPIRIT CREATIONS adding you to your friends list and watch list, add me back! Pleeeaaassseee! XD I have new good art for you guys! Alrighty, I'm done. :3

Inali

Daily Qoute:
Dad ~ You're eating your sammmich now?
Me ~ Yep.
Dad ~ Then why did you take it out of the bag?
Me ~ Because I'm eating it now!!!
Dad ~ So.... you're eating your sammich now?
Me ~ YES!!!! *mumble*

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Commissions

Seven Wolf (waiting on payment and char descriptions)

Trades

(will begin after commission are complete)

Gift Art
TempDog
Ebbie
Muzz
:gothedouthusky:
Priest

Commissions I'm purchasing

Balaa
ThornWolf
HMO

Requests: Nah, not now.
Trades: Inquire please
Commission: You bet your furry arse! ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4733803/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4733803/ Sat, 05 Mar 2005 10:14:38 PST
Ok... so I'm thinking... what would my character be like if she was Hawaiian? Don't get me wrong, my love for the Mayan culture didn't go away, in fact, I've been reading more books about them and I love them even more. It's just... I love the Hawaiian culture too and it fits my personality a bit better. I love both the Mayan culture and the Hawaiian culture the same and I respect both. Inali's personality really does reflect more of a Hawaiian atmosphere. I've been thinking about this for a long time and I'm just now taking my thought seriously.

Here's one problem though. Inali is a Maned Wolf. Maned wolves don't live in Hawaii! So... I'd have to come up with a reason for Inali being in Hawaii and living there. x.x Then again, Maned Wolves don't live in Mexico and the Yucatan either, but it'd be a much easier story that Inali just walked over there as she tends to travel over Central and South America anyways.

Both feel right. The Hawaiian part gets me really happy.... but I'm so into Mayan spirituality. However, I love Hawaiian spirituality too. x.x Both click with me.

Eeek! What should I do? I'm going to be drawing pics of a Hawaiian Inali for the fun of it.

Inali the confuzzled maned wolf

Daily Qoute:
Dad ~ You're eating your sammmich now?
Me ~ Yep.
Dad ~ Then why did you take it out of the bag?
Me ~ Because I'm eating it now!!!
Dad ~ So.... you're eating your sammich now?
Me ~ YES!!!! *mumble*

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Commissions

Seven Wolf (waiting on payment and char descriptions)

Trades

(will begin after commission are complete)

Gift Art
TempDog
Ebbie
Muzz
:gothedouthusky:
Priest

Commissions I'm purchasing

Balaa
ThornWolf
HMO

Requests: Nah, not now.
Trades: Inquire please
Commission: You bet your furry arse! ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4502294/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4502294/ Sat, 05 Feb 2005 09:42:23 PST
w00t!!! I'm really getting into my art again! I think my block is over! In order to refine my skills, I'm ordering some books. I already got Jack Hamm's "How to Draw Animals" in the mail. I highly recommend this book to any fur artist or anyone who draws animals. It's really amazing. I tried Jack's technique with a new picture I did and it came out great! I also just bid on two more books on eBay. "How to Draw Manga: Female Bodies" and "How to Draw Manga: Male Bodies". I was going to get just a regular human anatomy book, but since I like the cartoon style better and I love anime style, I figured the manga books would fare better with me. eBay is amazing. I've ordered so much stuff off eBay. Next I'm going to get the "How to Draw Manga: Dress Your Characters" book and the book with a lot of different poses. Gah, I want all the books! I've seen them before and I think they are great.

I'm not too worried about getting my PrismaColor Markers as of now, since 99.9% of my art is done digitally. You can do so much more with digital that you can't do with traditional techniques. I have PrismaColor Pencils, and in my opinion, they look like marker, so it's all good. All I need anyways is my ultra fine point Sharpie, micron pens and cardstock and I'm good.

Is it just me, or is there this wonderful tropical feeling in the air today? Normally I despise the sun, but I'm so happy to see it this morning. It's beautiful outside! There's a nice breeze and it's making the palm tree outside of my window bend and the warm sea air flowing through my window is a plus. *happy* :3~ Florida is great. I'll never leave this state.

I'm going to go color in my new referance sheet for Inali. Yeah... I changed her again. Gah. lol The thing is, I'm redecorating myself IRL. I've lost most of the weight I gained from my prescription so that's putting me in a very good mood. I'm growing my hair back out and I'm purchasing a lot of stuff fro m Hot Topic. My job is a bitch and I hate it, but hell, I can pay my bills and buy happy art stuff and spiky Hot Topic stuff, so it's worth it! Whenever I redecorate myself, I tend to redo Inali.

Also, I finally got a Florida I.D., a bank account and I'm starting college very soon. I'm going to sell my car as well so I can use that money to put down on a newer model.

You know what? I kick ass.

11:11
Inali

Daily Qoute:
Dad ~ You're eating your sammmich now?
Me ~ Yep.
Dad ~ Then why did you take it out of the bag?
Me ~ Because I'm eating it now!!!
Dad ~ So.... you're eating your sammich now?
Me ~ YES!!!! *mumble*

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Commissions

Seven Wolf (waiting on payment and char descriptions)

Trades

(will begin after commission are complete)

Gift Art
TempDog
Ebbie
Muzz
:gothedouthusky:
Priest

Commissions I'm purchasing

Balaa
ThornWolf
HMO

Requests: Nah, not now.
Trades: Inquire please
Commission: You bet your furry arse! ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4448538/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4448538/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 20:29:36 PST
I will be changing WhiteWolf Studios to Spirit Creations very soon. I will add all my friends to my new account.

The reason for this is because there are too many WhiteWolf thingies out there already. WhiteWolf Gaming Studios. WhiteWolf Creations. Another WhiteWolf Studios. So I decided to change the name of my gallery and site.

Also, Inali now has purple hair. Thanks for voting on my polls everyone... even though noone did. Gah.

11:11,
Inali

Daily Qoute:
Dad ~ You're eating your sammmich now?
Me ~ Yep.
Dad ~ Then why did you take it out of the bag?
Me ~ Because I'm eating it now!!!
Dad ~ So.... you're eating your sammich now?
Me ~ YES!!!! *mumble*

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Commissions

RJ OtterFox (waiting on payment to begin)
Seven Wolf (waiting on payment and char descriptions)

Trades

(will begin after commission are complete)

Requests: Nah, not now.
Trades: Inquire please
Commission: You bet your furry arse! ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4335299/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4335299/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 14:27:09 PST
Mood: Bah
Listening to: MOBscene - Marilyn Manson
Reading: Conversations with God, Book 3
Watching: something about football... I hate football...

Eeeekk... I'm in a major artblock! I can't draw anything! Even stuff that used to be easy for me to draw... well, I can't draw it now! Yah, there is one good thing about an art block. After it's over with, I usually am better at drawing or I pick up a new skill from out of nowhere. But this has gone on for long enough.

I need a new way of drawing. It's too step-by-step with me.

So if anyone knows of any tutorials out there for anime/anthro style work... anything... please let me know. x.x Maybe I can try that person's way of blocking in and stuff. I always start with a circle for the head... then block it in with lines and boxes and circles, circles and more circles! I'm tired of it! Nevermind starting to draw the body.

I need... advice... I need a new way of drawing. Help meeeeeee!

Inali

Daily Qoute:
Dad ~ You're eating your sammmich now?
Me ~ Yep.
Dad ~ Then why did you take it out of the bag?
Me ~ Because I'm eating it now!!!
Dad ~ So.... you're eating your sammich now?
Me ~ YES!!!! *mumble*

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Commissions

RJ OtterFox (waiting on payment to begin)
Seven Wolf (waiting on payment and char descriptions)

Trades

(will begin after commission are complete)

Requests: Nah, not now.
Trades: Inquire please
Commission: You bet your furry arse! ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4050979/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4050979/ Sun, 12 Dec 2004 15:20:17 PST
Mood: YAYY!
Listening to: the oscillating fan
Reading: Conversations with God, Book 3
Watching: the stars come out to play

I got DSL!!!!!!!!!!! YAYY!!! Now it doesn't take 5 minutes for a deviation to load! I've been downloading the stuffs that I've been wanting! WEEE!!!!!!

ANNDDDD.... I got a package from Germany! :manedwolf: made me two My Little Ponies and they are SOOOOOO cute! One looks like a baby maned wolf pony, and the other is my fursona if she was a My Little Pony!! XD

I want to try and start making some too! I have a lot of ideas in my head of different ponies to paint. I found some great tutorials on how to make them, soooooo, I'm going to go out and buy some supplies and shtuff!

HAPPY DAY!


Inali M. WhiteWolf

Commissions

RJ OtterFox (waiting on payment to begin)
Seven Wolf (waiting on payment and char descriptions)

Trades

(will begin after commission are complete)

Requests: Nah, not now.
Trades: Inquire please
Commission: You bet your furry arse! ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4013614/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/4013614/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 18:28:12 PST
Mood: Playful
Listening to: the dishwasher running
Reading: Conversations with God, Book 3
Watching: the conversations in IRC

Alright peoples! Since EVERYONE ELSE in the world is doing a contest, I'm going to do one too! (after all... having a lot of people draw your character is a great idea...*coughs*).

The theme of this contest is "Night Out on the Town". Draw your character(s) taking my character (Inali) out for an evening on the town for a good time. You can either draw my bipedal form
or my quadrupedal form.

The contest will mostly be judged on creativity and will not be judged by me. Quality is important, but having fun is more important. Anyone can join and have a shot at winning!

1st Prize: A digitally colored commission with full background. [link]
2nd Prize: A digitally colored commissoin with simple background. [link]
3rd Prize: A digitally colored commission with no background. [link]

Contest will end January 07, 2005. Good luck!


Inali WhiteWolf

Commissions RJ OtterFox (waiting on payment to begin), Seven Wolf (waiting on payment and char descriptions) Trades (will begin after commission are complete) ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3993597/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3993597/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 09:18:37 PST
Mood: Weeeeeeeeeeee
Listening to: Someone throwing up in the bathroom...
Reading: Conversations with God, Book 3
Watching: ... this fly that keeps landing on my monitor...

Today is my last day off for the next three weeks. Yah, that sucks, but I am going to get a hell of a paycheck. Maybe then I can pay for atleast half of my fursuit. Yesterday, my friends Seven and Nothingkat decided to stop by my place to hang out. We had fun, driving around Polk City trying to find this fake airplane that looks like it crashed into a tree and has a skeleton parachuter hanging from it. We never found it. Seven got a call from a few of his friends inviting us to the Parliament House in Orlando, a gay club. We decided to pick up my buddy Drew and take him along with us.

The club was very fun. I only had one Long Island but it made me giggly so that was good. There were some rather friendly drag queens there. At one point, I thought I saw my old Spirituality teacher, who is THE HULKING AMAZON OF DOOOOOOM, but it was a guy in drag. I had a great time. Drew, NK and I seperated from the group, we didn't want to watch the show, and we sat down at this outside lobby area and sketched. Sketching when you're drunk is very bad. We decided to grab something to eat when we learned that Seven was rather toasty and wasn't feeling up to par. He was our designated driver. He tried to eat something, but kept having to run to the bathroom. The whole table was telling puke stories, which made my salad suddenly look less than desirable. Seven, after buying another drink, decided to sleep out in his car.

NK and I went to the front desk (the club is also a HoMotel), and asked if they had any rooms available. We weren't going to let Seven drive, and Seven is responsible and didn't want to drive. Ofcourse, they were booked up. Hal said that he could drive us all home in a few hours, but I'm rather far from Orlando and I didn't want to put him out. Mach, Hal, Drew and NK and I all worked out the rides. I stayed the night at Mach's place and he drove me home in the morning. Drew and NK got home safely and Seven is still sick today, from what I heard. I really hope he's ok. He's a really cool guy. I just don't understand why people drink that much. You know you're going to get sick, especially if you're the one who is going to be driving people home. But it's all good. I had a great time.

As for now, I'm feeling rather queasy. I've never been hungover, I'm not hungover now, but my stomach is turning a tiny bit. That is the last drink I'm going to have. It's not worth it. I'd rather be clearminded so I can remember the fun that I had, instead of forgetting what happened... like on New Years Eve.


Inali

]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3981004/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3981004/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 15:34:15 PST
Mood: Bah
Listening to: Dad snoring.... God, make it stop!
Reading: Conversations with God, Book 3
Watching: Nothing

Earlier today, I purchased 5 boxes of multi-colored, small Christmas lights to decorate my house with the exterior illuminations. Around sunset, which is when I arrived home from my hellish day of people stopping on the merge lane, I began to string the lights around various objects in my front yard. A very simple task.

No.

I thought that it might be tasteful if I strung some lights on my rather tall palm tree, which sits on the edge of my lawn. First, I had to find a ladder, which I couldn't so I simply used a rickity patio chair with strangly soft cushions that suck you inside of them.

Fine.

Then, I realized that I'm not as tall as I perceived myself to me, or that the patio chair was rather small. Either way, I couldn't reach the prongs on the palm tree and throwing the lights up there wouldn't work, as they fell down. I came up with the ingenious idea to tie a roll of duct tape to the end of a string of Christmas lights, then chuck the tape onto the desired branch. It worked rather well. However, there were 5 more prongs on my tree that I needed to string lights from, and since I was using the middle of the branch, I couldn't tie more duct tape onto the string. I ran inside and grabbed one of Grandma's grabby stick things she uses when something on a shelf is too high for her to reach. This worked rather well. Then, I wrapped the rest of the string around the trunk of the tree.

It looked beautiful! The string was drooping from each branch to each branch, and the twist of sparkly lights on the trunk of the tree was gorgeous. Time to plug it in!

Wrong.

Before all of my ingenious thinking of how to decorate my tree, I didn't think which end of the plug in to tie to the roll of duct tape. I tied the end with the plug in, instead of the end with the socket. No amount of rewiring would make it so I could plug it in. I have to redo it all tomorrow. It was too dark, and mosquitos were swarming around me.

It was all more backwards than a red-headed girl named Bertha making love to her Father, who is actually her Brother, Grandmpa, Uncle and her sister, on a warm summer's day.

As for other news, I found out that starting Monday, I work for a full seven days. I may even have to work another full seven days the week after, and the week after that. No days off.

As I said, it's The Most Fucked Up Time of the Year.


Inali M. WhiteWolf

]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3980871/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3980871/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 15:17:38 PST
Mood: Curious
Listening to: Brady Bunch Theme Song
Reading: Conversations with God, Book 3
Watching: Something about Nazi's....

As I was running my errands today, which consisted of fighting through the crowds of Wal-Mart to purchase stuffed jalapenos, Christmas lights, and a stool softener for Grandma, I decided to stop at McDonald's for a nice, cold Dr. Pepper. As I was waiting for yet another half hour in the long drive-thru line, I noticed that McDonald's was now advertising something with Sonic the Hedgehog. I went, "Hmm..." and began to think.

From my observations of the Furry Fandom, I have noticed that many of them are fanatics of the blue hedgehog. I have also noticed that many of the Furries are very overweight, some are simply obese. This is usually caused by being the age of 35, living in your Mother's basement and sitting on their arse all day looking at porn and pictures of vixen's giving birth. Ofcourse, not all Furries are of this catagory. I certainly am not. This is simply an observation.

As I began to ponder deeper, I realized what the future holds for our beloved Furry friends. Furries love Sonic. Furries love McDonald's. Now that McDonald's is advertising Sonic, Furries will eat more and more of McDonald's simply because of the hedgehog. Hence, these already pleasantly plump furries will become so heavy as to need a forklift to carry them, and the thin furries will become rather large.

If you have seen "Super-Size Me', you realize the health risks involved in eating a lot of McDonald's "food", if that is what you wish to call it. The liver begins to shut down, the arteries become very clogged, the skin turns odd colors, etc. With all this Mickey-D's eating, all the Furries will die.

Christians and other followers of Organized Religion will then proclaim that this was God's way of eliminating the Furries and 90% of the gay population, and it's all in the Divine Plan. After all, if having a lot of sex and catching AIDS couldn't do it, certainly McDonald's can tempt enough people.

Soon after, the world will realize that the Christian population was correct. After all, all the Furries and gay people died from eating too much McDonald's, so it MUST be God's plan. Christianity will then become more mainstream than Windows. Everyone will start going to church on Sunday's. Everyone will become conformists. Spanking will be seen as a correct way to parent your children. Everyone will learn not to think for themselves, and forget their inner Spirituality, and follow a man who speaks too loud and smells like cheap Old Spice cologne.

Advice: If you go to McDonald's, do not give in to temptation. Only buy a Dr. Pepper, medium sized, like me. Do not buy a water. They cost money if you buy ice... yet ice is simply frozen water.


Inali M. WhiteWolf

What does a footer do? ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3979272/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3979272/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 11:24:55 PST Mood: Very Happy
Listening to: That St. Joseph's Aspirin... Pump Your Blood song.
Reading: Conversations with God, Book 3
Watching: Adoption Tales... Animal Planet

Woooooooot! I just got a subscription to DA!!! Me so happy!

]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3575813/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3575813/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 18:31:05 PDT
"I was meditating and MacCauley began to speak to me. It was so strong and so peaceful. He doesn't want us to be sad. He wants us to be in celebration about his passing. He was sick for many years. He couldn't run and play like other dogs. He could only play for a little time, then he would need to rest. He has been in pain for years, and he needed to discard of his body.

He said for us to think of it as he is just on a vacation, because he will be back. He said he can't leave us. Of course, he wouldn't ever leave us, but he wants more time on Earth with us. He said that he wants us to name him Pony Boy, because he loved when we called him that. He said that he will come as a Sheltie and he will look the same as he did, because he thought he was so beautiful. He loved the way he looked. He said he will guide us to find him when he reincarnates. Spirit will help guide us as well. And once again, he will be with us. He loves us so much that our hearts would quiet literally explode if we felt it while being in a physical body.

Right now, he wants to rest. He is Home again, a place we will all return to one day. He is doing everything he ever wanted to do. He gets to run and not be tired. He gets to jump and not be in pain. He says he is finally free. He says once we get past this next phase in our life, which won't be but a mere eye blink in his "time", he will come back."

As soon as I heard this, I burst out into tears again, but this time it was because an overwhelming peace and joy came over me. Not just about hearing that he will be back, or that he is out of pain, but because I was receiving the message as well. For the first time today, I was able to smile. I couldn't keep the smile off my face. Dad felt the same message as well. So now, we will wait. We will let him rest, and we will all be together soon.


Inali M. WhiteWolf ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3572520/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3572520/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 11:15:06 PDT
MacCauley was incredible. He healed me. When I was in the military, there were 33 suicides at my base. I witnessed around 7 or so, I don't know... I was so whacked out of my head by then that I didn't even care so I lost count. One of them, one of the first ones, was my friend. She died in my arms. Ever since then, I have been emotionally numb to these situations. When my Grandpa died in 2002, I didn't cry. I went bowling that night with my cousins.

Ever since, feelings have been different for me. But when MacCauley was in the vet hospital, they began to come back, and I allowed them back into my heart, even if they were painful. MacCauley gave me the ability to feel again, and to love.

In honor of MacCauley, I am going to quit smoking. I think it's good to do something positive in honor of a loved one. Either for yourself, or for others.

One thing that soooo pissed me off today. About 15 minutes after MacCauley died, Grandma rang her bell so I went to see what she needed. She wiped her eyes, as she had been crying too, and said, "I would like my toast and hot chocolate now." I wanted to punch her. I wanted to grab her face and smash in the wall. I was so angry! How selfish can you be?? I'm obviously mourning! My dog just died.. and I have to make your breakfast? I set my anger aside though, I made her toast.

I don't believe in death like some others do. I believe we don't die. Our spirit is eternal. Life is eternal. We simply change form. So I never will say my "last goodbyes" to someone, because there is never the need. I've been hearing MacCauley talking to me all day. And I've been talking back. He's not in pain anymore. He's with Grandpa, whom he loved very much.

I'm glad I'm feeling in so much pain. It sounds funny, but the pain really feels good. It feels good to love. Without the bad times, we could never know or experience the good, so I bless this. And I know that MacCauley is not dead, he's just a family member in a different form. And he is still here with us.

He will be with us always. All ways.


Inali M. WhiteWolf ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3568578/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3568578/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 19:55:34 PDT I'm sooo happy!!!

He started eating again and not throwing up, so the vet said he could go ahead and come home. His fever has gone down too and he's walking again! He's still really weak and he is breathing really funny, so I'm worried about that. He still has a small fever, but not 106 like it was. He's not out of the woods yet, so to speak, but he's getting there!!!

Our bill was over $1,000, but the vet is only going to charge us $450 since we're in a financially tight situation. This vet is really in this field to help animals, and not for the money! It's so good to see that! He's a really awesome guy! I'm going to draw a picture for him. He said he would be a schnauzer if he was any animal.

Also, sorry I haven't been online to the people I talk to regularly. X.X The only phone that was working in our house died the other day, so I couldn't get on the internet. Yeah, I have dial up. We've been screaming at Verizon for 10 days now to fix all of our phones, and just today someone finally came out! So , I'm back online!


Inali M. WhiteWolf ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3535535/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3535535/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 15:08:50 PDT
It was really bittersweet when I saw Cale. My dad and I went into the back room where he and 4 other dogs were being kept. One of the four other dogs was a Weimeriener and it barked so loud that my dad had to leave the room cause he had a real bad headache. So I sat alone in the cage with Cale, just hugging him and holding him. When I saw him, he had so much life in his eyes. His ears were perked up, he was very alert and his tail was wagging. Before we took him to the vet, he wouldn't move, no tail wagging, and his eyes looked lifeless. He looks like Cale again.

Also, something cool happened. I ended up breaking down and I started crying real hard. I hugged him so tight. I can't even begin to tell you how good it felt to hug him. But I was crying so hard. Cale took his head and pressed it against my chest and laid his paw in my hand. That is how he hugs back. He naturally started doing that when he was a puppy. But it made me feel so much better! Then he started chewing on my hair, which means, "I love you".

I began to perfom some Reiki on him. For those who don't know, Reiki is a form of energy healing. As soon as I started to meditate and perform on him, all those barking dogs in the same room immediately became quiet and just watched. I hope I made Cale feel better. I tried taking out all of the bad energy in him I could, and replaced it with positive, healing energy. He did look a bit happier after I did that. I've been practicing Reiki since I was a little girl. It's something I recommend everyone to learn.
That's my update for now. Thanks for listening!


Inali M. WhiteWolf ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3521293/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3521293/ Tue, 05 Oct 2004 18:03:56 PDT
We called today to see what was going on, and the vet said that MacCauley has pancreatitis. Most dogs don't survive, so MacCauley doesn't have good chances. But then again, you never know, he may pull through easily. He was given antibiotics and his fever is very high, which means his body is fighting the infection.

So peoples, pray, cross some chicken bones and dance a circle around it, light some candles... do whatever do you, but please send a request that my dog will be ok, or, do whatever is supposed to happen. I wouldn't want to go against MacCauley's soul's wishes.

*cries* ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3494887/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3494887/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 11:43:48 PDT .< Not like I had a job to be taken away from me though. But yes, if you're interested, just send me a message!

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Inali M. WhiteWolf ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3371843/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3371843/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 17:41:18 PDT
The Pleiades are a small cluster of stars located in the Taurus constellation. The Pleiades star cluster, also known as the Seven Sisters and Messier 45, is a conspicuous object in the night sky with a prominent place in ancient mythology. The cluster contains hundreds of stars, of which only a handful are commonly visible to the unaided eye. The stars in the Pleiades are thought to have formed together around 100 million years ago, making them 1/50th the age of our sun, and they lie some 130 parsecs (425 light years) away. From our perspective they appear in the constellation of Taurus, with approximate celestial coordinates of 3 hours 47 minutes right ascension and +24 degrees declination. For northern hemisphere viewers, the cluster is above and to the right of Orion the Hunter as one faces south, and it transits... reaches its highest point in the sky, midway between rising and setting... around 4am in September, midnight in November, and 8pm in January.

And here is a picture. [link]

As for my story. I was sitting outside on the carport, smoking my last cigarette before I retired for the night. It was around 1 in the morning and as I looked over the treetops of the swamp, I noticed a small and very faint cluster of stars. I immediately recognized it as the Pleiades, and I smiled and welcomed them back for the season. As with every year, I grew excited and my heart swelled to know I was gazing at a comfort place for my Soul.

I walked out into the front yard to get a better look, but not wandering too far from the carport, as I suffer from a bad case of Siederophobia. As I was trying to keep my heart from palpitating too much, the fear was growing strong as it was a clear night, I heard a high pitched shriek from my left. I glanced over, and a very large tiger striped cat was sitting in the road staring at me. My heart was crushed, as I became nostalgic and dreamed about my beloved cat, Meisi, who I recently had to give up because Grandma won’t allow cats at her home.

I walked to the edge of the carport and kneeled down, trying to coax the beautiful, yet strange looking feline to me. The cat, whom I appropriately named “My Little Pleiadian”, sauntered over to me and began to circle one of the two golf carts in the driveway, all the while meowing and calling very loudly to me. I instantly felt a strong connection with Pleiadian, and I decided to go inside and get him some food. Once I came out, Pleiadian was waiting patiently for me at the front door. Of course, all Pleiadians are telepathic and can read your emotions, so I wasn’t surprised at the fact that he knew that I was to help him. I shredded a few pieces of Oscar Meyer Turkey and tossed it his way, and he devoured it ever so gratefully. His tail was twitching around in a distressed and starved matter, and because I am a deep animal lover, I wanted to make sure he had a full stomach for the night.

As he was nearing the end of the luncheon, I began to hold the food in my hand, dangling a piece of meat, trying to get him to take it from my hand. I knew that as a feral, he wasn’t about to abide by my wishes. I chucked the rest of the meat his way, and I sat on a lawn chair and lit another cigarette. I chose to follow his wishes instead of selfishly indulge mine, and I left the cat alone. After Pleiadian was finished eating, his body language turned from frantic to rather peaceful. Strange for a wild cat, he came over to the chair and lay on the ground beside me, paws sprawled out and in a generally relaxed manner. I smiled at him, tears were leaking from my eyes as I began to miss my Meisi, and Pleiadian squinted his eyes in happiness up at me. I turned to the Pleiades, thanking them for giving me this blessing of helping a wild animal and to help heal my heartache about my furry daughter. My thanks was acknowledged, as Alcyone, a single star in the Pleiades, grew ever brighter for one second, flashing at me, then fell faint into the night sky. I knew, in my heart of hearts, I was being acknowledged.

I chose to go back inside and get Pleiadian a bowl of dog food. Even though I cannot keep my cat, our Shetland Sheepdog, MacCauley, is very much welcomed into my Grandmother’s home. I went back outside, once again to see Pleiadian sitting at the front door waiting on me. This time, I chose to sit beside him while he ate. I observed his features, which were very strange for a feline. His legs were longer than any cat’s legs I have ever seen before. His head was an odd egg shape, larger ears and his neck was unusual... ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3361209/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3361209/ Tue, 14 Sep 2004 10:06:44 PDT

Inali M. WhiteWolf ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3320904/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3320904/ Wed, 08 Sep 2004 20:11:51 PDT
It all started about 10:30 in the morning. I was sitting with mum in the living room and we were watching The View, which is actually a pretty funny show. We were about to make some breakfast when the phone rang. It was my dad. He says, "I'm not going to be able to help with the therapist today."... Grandma's physical therapist comes a few times per week and we were depending on him to help... I said, "Why not?" and he so nonchalantly says, "I'm in the emergency room." I hate how he does that. He always tries to put off bad news because he doesn't want to worry mum and I. He still doesn't remember what happened. He went to get his hair cut and supposedly he fell and hit his head really hard. He regained his conciousness in the ambulance. His heart has been doing strange things. It's been acting like it wants to have a cardiac arrest, then it drops and so does his blood pressure. He's stable though. He's called home a few times today to let us know he was ok.

After dad called, I got Grandma ready for the therapist coming and I decided to make some clam chowder soup. After I let the soup boil for a few minutes, I reached the handle of the pot to serve it up, and somehow the boiling soup dumped all over my chest. Now I have 2nd degree burns all over my body. And ya know what? It really hurts. ;.;

Then after that, the Sheriff came to serve my mum the papers for our eviction. He is a very very kind man. Last week, he let us have till this Thursday to get the rest of our stuff out since Hurricane Charley delayed our plans. He saw mum under a lot of stress today, and he went back to our house to talk to the bank people and he got us one more day. He didn't have to do that, but he is so kind. Unfortunately, dad has the keys to our house and the bank people locked it up before they left.

Also, mum is out of medication. A few days before Hurricane Frances hit, mum had to detox off all her medication because she couldn't get to her doctor in St. Petersburg. The doc did call it in for her, but only enough meds for a week. Now she is out again, she cannot detox again because it may quiet literally kill her. So I asked my friends, who live close to the Atlantic Ocean, to drive me all the way to St. Pete near the Gulf just to pick up meds. And they said yes. I swear, I have the best friends anyone could ever hope to have. I owe them all so much and I love them all so much. They've always been there for me.

I'm exhausted. I'll write about the fight between my mum and my Aunt later on. And I'll write about Hurricane Frances. Who knows, I may have to write about Frances after Hurricane Ivan hits. GAH!!!! How many hurricanes are going to hit Florida this year? Why can't one hit Alabama? No one cares about Alabama! (Apology to anyone who lives in Alabama... I actually think it is a very beautiful, friendly and clean state and I enjoy driving through it). But still. LEAVE FLORIDA ALONE!!! It's already full of Republicans! That's enough torture! >.< Alright, I'm going to bed.

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A Very Poofed-Out Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3176603/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3176603/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 22:53:52 PDT
1. I don't know what they serve milk in in school nowadays, but when I was in school, they served it in cardboard cartons. What a waste of trees! Anyways, have you ever set your milk carton down on the table, to only watch it scoot away from you? I had that happen to me many times. It moves by itself. O.O Maybe I do have telekenetic powers? *makes spooky ghost noises*

2. Have you ever been eating brussel sprouts, and one suddenly jumps off your plate? That's weird... Mmm, brussel sprouts.

I know why these things happen. The milk moves because when you set it down, the milk sloshes inside the carton, causing enough friction to make the carton move. The brussel sprouts jump off your plate because the heat build up inside of them. Still... when you're little... it's really weird.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3176174/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3176174/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 21:45:04 PDT It's 1,097 right now. Poo. Oh well. I need to do a piccy for this....


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Inali M. WhiteWolf ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3142029/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3142029/ Mon, 16 Aug 2004 19:41:00 PDT name: Inali WhiteWolf... yeah, t’is my Native American name.
nickname(s): Nali, Nalers, Chronic Girl, Banana (don’t ask...)
how old do you look?: Umm... I still get carded
how old do you act?: Way older than I really am. I’ve always like the company of adults, even when I was very little. But I still like to act silly and stuff.
glasses/contacts: Negatory
braces: Never needed them.
what makes you happy? Menthol cigarettes, meditation, spiritual work, CWG books, playing with animals, stargazing, my friends, doing my artwork, music and japanese things... and a whole lot more...
what upsets you? Racism, ignorance, loud noises, rudeness, non-menthol cigarettes, water.. I hate getting wet, and when my Painter 7 quits on my comp...
FIRST:
first best friend: Amanda Farrer
first real boy/girlfriend: Miah... met him in basic training in the Army
first real memory of something: My dad dressing up like Santa Clause...even though it was March...and him bringing me a bag full of presents. It was a “just because we love you” thing.
My first words: Dada and “thplooooooooooooth”
first date: Getting felt up in Steven’s mum’s car....
first kiss: Getting felt up in Steven’s mum’s car....
first screen name: Pooka147-something
first self purchased album: Pocahontas... yeah, that was embarrassing....
first pets: Barkley, the couch-peeing sheepdog.
first piercing/tattoo: When I was 11... my friend’s parents posed as mine so I could get my ears
pierced... my parents approved before hand.
first enemy: I don’t have enemies. I do have people I don’t get along with, and that would be
Jamie Stark... she stole my New Kids on the Block pin while at my birthday party. I let her have it
cause she was poor and didn’t have anything of her own.
first big trip: To Florida, when I lived up in Indiana
First detention: I think I was in 8th grade.... cause I was tardy.
first heartbreak: When my mum became bedridden
first time breaking a bone: When I came out of my mummy when I was born. The doctor used the
steak thong thingies wrong and cracked my head open. Also, broke my arm when I was 4, trying to fly, actually, I’ve broken almost every bone in my body.
first sleepover: I’m too old to remember my first anything.... I guess at Amanda’s house.
first hangover: I’m Native American, we don’t get hungover.

SOCIAL LIFE:
best girl friend(s): God, Ebbie, Dawn, Star, Mariel, DD... and ofcourse, my mum. She’s my favorite
best guy friend(s): God, Daddy, Drew, Muzz, Geoffhobbies: Art, writing, creating my characters, Gamecube (Animal Crossing rawks), Xbox (Amped 2 rawks more), stargazing, cloud watching, music, working on myself spiritually
>are you center of attention or the wallflower: Wallflower. I hate attention.
>would you rather be with friends or on a date: With friends, I strictly do not date or have sex. I hate both with a passion.
>best hangout: Drew’s house! Cause I hate being out in public....

WHO- PEOPLE:
have known the longest: Can I say God for this one? It is my bestfriend... umm, ok, uuuhhh... Amanda F, but she’s not my friend anymore.
argue the most with: I hate to argue, but I’d have to say my dad, but I’m only trying to get him to stop drinking for awhile
always get along with: Drew, Ebbie, Dawn, Geoff, Muzz
is most trustworthy: Drew, Muzz, Ebbie
makes you laugh the most: Muzz
most interesting to talk to: Drew, Ebbie, Muzz
has been there through all the hard times: Drew, Ebbie, Muzz, Geoff, Dawn
has the coolest parents: Me!
is the most blunt: Star
is the smartest: Me!
best mannered: Me!
Best Dressed: I don’t care, nor do I hang out with people who care about that kind of thing. It’s very shallow. I do prefer Drew’s style of clothing though, it looks very good on him.
most talkative: Ebbie!
most innocent: I dunno, most of my friends are “innocent” by society’s standards. Umm... Ebbie, but I’m still getting to know her. She’s probably not that innocent at all. :3

LAST:
car ride: Checking out my town after the hurricane hit
movie seen: I just watched a movie with Grandma on the Hallmark channel... but umm, Shrek 2!
beverage consumed: Sierra Mist
person you called: I don’t talk on the phone. I’m partially deaf and I can’t hear anyone.
that called you: Dad... wanted to know if Grandma had any butter
tv show watched: Conan O’Brien
shoes worn: Some b... ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3120155/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3120155/ Fri, 13 Aug 2004 22:20:57 PDT
Today was really weird altogether. I kept trying to get ahold of April to see if she was going over to her mum's house for the hurricane, but she kept taking her time to call back. Our Buddha statue that we so dearly love spontaneously tipped itself over and shattered into a million pieces. It was weird! Cause I was looking at it, and then tip! I wasn't even close to it! Actually, I was clear across the room. Maybe I have telekenetic powers?

Around 4:30, I learned that Charley was upgraded to a catagory 4 hurricane, and that the eye would be heading right over my town. I was watching the news, and it said that if you live in Polk County, stay put and do not go anywhere, even if you live in a manufactured home. That's when April calls and tells us that she's picking us up. Great.

We went to her mum's house and for about an hour it was just gusty with lots of rain. I underestimated Charley and called it a "pussy storm". Seemed like right when I said that, it turned really ugly. We went in to watch the news to check the updates and we found that the eyes was about 10 minutes away.

It came very quickly, and stayed over us for what seemed like forever. 166 mph winds were reported where I was at, plus there were numerous tornadoes. I was in the den with the others when suddenly the siding of the house ripped off and flew away somewhere, along with all the shutters. That was pretty scary.

The hurricane itself didn't scare me at all. But I was worried about my mum cause she was really sick (she's bedridden) and for 7 hours we all had to deal with Dillan, April's 3 year old son. He's such a brat. He'll come up to your ear and then scream as loud as he can. He didn't shut up the whole time!!! And he doesn't talk... he screams! I was about to turn into a child abuser. Gah, I really don't like kids, but I would never hit one. My patience was just running very thin at that point. And April wouldn't do anything about his behavior either! That was the worst part.

No, the worst part was the drive home. Everything was leveled in my area. We drove through an area where a tornado hit, it was amazing, in a very scary way. When we got to my neighborhood, we were lucky to find that we still had power. Although, most of my neighborhood is under water and destroyed. My street is flooded with 8 inches of water and there's a large tree laying in the middle of the road. Dad had to wade out to the tree and move it, so we could pass. Roofs were blown off, windows were shattered. Someone's home just a few houses down from me had a tree that went through the wall of the home. So it's halfway inside, and halfway outside.

Fortunately, the only thing that happened to our house is that our trash can blew over. That's it! Atleast I think so, I'll check in the morning when it's daylight out.

Right now, I'm going to go to bed. There's another storm on the way, so please pray that it doesn't hit Florida. Bush declared Florida a disaster area and state of emergency. We're expected to pay atleast $15 billion in damage. I even heard that this was stronger than Andrew and it may be said to have been a catagory 5. The only thing that this storm didn't do that Andrew did was hit Florida twice before it dissapated.

Yeah, I'm tired. So nite nite guys!

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3107410/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3107410/ Thu, 12 Aug 2004 11:44:14 PDT
Obviously, when Charley hits, I'm not going to be online. In fact, I won't be at my house! My family and I will probably have to go to a school for shelter or something. Don't know what to do about our dog though, there's no way we're leaving him behind. I'll stay at home if our dog can't stay anywhere safe. We live in a manufactured double wide home. Those homes are great, well built, comfy, but they will fly to Oz in hurricane force winds. So yeah, I'm going bye bye. ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3066333/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3066333/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 12:48:03 PDT
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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3049478/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3049478/ Thu, 05 Aug 2004 13:02:17 PDT
Grandma won't let us stay with her, even though it's just for a short while. She said, "She didn't want to go through the bother of having us." Now, we have nowhere to go. We can live in the semi-trailer that we're storing our stuff in. We can live in the van. We can sleep on the street. I guess that's somewhere. Anyways, it's just until we save enough money for a deposit for a new home. It'll be ok. Always is.

But still, how could Grandma turn her grandchild away? Her son-in-law? Her own f***cking daughter?!??! She finally was like, "Well, I guess you can stay for a few days." but my dad basically said, "F**k you, Milly!" and slammed the phone receiver, in turn chucking the phone across the room. Atleast we'll have money. We won't starve. I have some friends who said I could stay with them till things blow over.

Alright, that's enough ranting. I feel better now. Things will be ok, they always are. Anyways, things are perfect just the way they are, otherwise they wouldn't be happening.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3018819/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3018819/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 13:35:02 PDT
In 2000, my Grandparents offered to buy us a home in Florida if we decided to move to their neighborhood so we can be close to them, just in case anything happened to one of them. We thought it would be a good idea, and we were wanting to move anyways, so we agreed. We came down and lived with my Grandparents for a year, and they bought us a home on the other side of the neighborhood. A year later, Grandpa died and Grandma decided to back out of her promise and stopped making payments.

It was now up to us to make payments, which was difficult. The housing in this resort is very high. It's $1,000 just for rent... nevermind the mortgage and lot payments... and ofcourse lot upkeep and utilities. So every month is was a decision between paying the house payment, or getting Mum the medicine that she needs to stay alive. Hmm... tough choice. We chose to keep Mum alive, no doubt. Now we owe $28,000 to keep our house, which we don't have $28,000.

My dad went to court this past Wednesday and they originally gave us one night to get out!! One night, that's so wrong! The judge was fair and gave us one week, which is still impossible. Fortunately, the bank officer was very kind and gave us one month, which is doable.

The thing is, for months now, Mum and I have been manifesting something to happen so we could move, but not have to do repairs on our house. It happened. Things are going really smoothly too. Grandma will let us stay with her and she actually might be going up to live in Indiana, which means we could fix up her place and rent it out to others. It would be nice if we had her our to ourselves...it's only a two bedroom mobile home and there will be four of us living there, including Grandma. Also, living with her is absolute hell.

Our umm..dealer, April, is going to let us store our stuff in a semi trailer she has, and she has a truck we can use so now we don't have to pay for a UHaul or storage. :3 Plus, my friends said they'd help us move. So far so good! I think this was meant to happen. It's still very stressful though, I have a lot to pack and not much time to do it in.

Thank you to everyone who has been helping me out!!! Wind Fox deserves a large applause right here, I really appreciate your helping me!

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Inali WhiteWolf ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3018695/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3018695/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 13:17:06 PDT Stats for ~WhiteWolf-Studios

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Stats provided by *micahgoulart @ Ingenial.com / GalleryStats ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3007314/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/3007314/ Fri, 30 Jul 2004 21:47:12 PDT

1. Are you pro-choice or pro-life (in terms of abortion)? In order to be pro-choice or pro-life, you would have to believe in "right" and "wrong", which I don't. What is right for one is wrong for another, and vice-versa. For this question, I will answer in terms of what I want to become. I don't think it's ok to go around having constant sex without protection, only to get pregnant and have an abortion. I do think that you have to be very responsible. However, I do believe it is ok to have an abortion if you were raped, or if having a baby would really mess things up for a lot of people. Sometimes innocent girls get pregnant, and they shouldn't have to pay the price, as long as they are responsible and use protection in the future. It really all depends on the circumstances.

2. Do you support the idea of premarital sex? Why or why not? I highly support the idea of premarital sex. In order to not support this idea, you would have to feel guilty about the idea of sex. There is nothing wrong with sex or masturbation whatsoever. It is completely normal and natural. I admire the tribes of people who have sex in front of each other and think nothing of it. Those people don't have rape or prostitution in their cultures, because they have a positive attitude about sex. I think a person should start to have sexual experiences as soon as they feel ready. It shouldn't be repressed for years and years and years, that only harms that individual. Parents should also learn to encourage masturbation with their children, instead of slapping the childs hands every time they fondle themselves. No wonder people have negative views about the wonderful functions Source (God) gave them!

3. "If music be the food of love, play on"- this was a quote in Shakespeare's play Twelfth Night. Do you believe that music can make a person feel a certain way? What does music do for YOU? I highly believe that music affects a person. Everything we see (and don't see) is pure energy, even and especially music. Music is just energy vibrations. When a certain note is played, a certain chakra (chakras are seven energy points in our body) is activated within our bodies and that gives great healing to the body! That's why people love music! It heals the body and the Soul! Music is what drives my creativity. I love everything from Disney soundtracks to Marilyn Manson! When I draw, I listen mostly to four things: Native American music, Hawaiian music, The Lion King (all CD's and soundtracks..even Broadway) and Enya. Enya especially inspires my creativity.

4. Define the term "slut"). When is it 'fair' to call someone a slut? And what makes a girl sleeping around different than a guy sleeping around? It is never ok to call anyone a slut, or any other negative name for that matter. If your enemy slaps you on the right cheek, offer him your left. When you call someone something negative, you aren't helping anything, and you're definitely not releasing your anger. Instead, you're feeding your anger, and your enemies. Negative energy makes negative energy. Instead, why not be an example and show what true courage is? Why not show what a true winner is? And there is nothing different about a girl sleeping around than a guy sleeping around. Sex is wonderful, and the word "slut" is one of those words that keeps sex in a negative light. There is nothing wrong with having sex, just be careful! The fact that it's ok for guys to have sex and not women shows how unevolved the Human Race really is. I'm sorry, but we're primitive.

5. What is your religious path/belief (if any) and what do you think of other people's religious paths/beliefs. Do you think that they are wrong for not believing in what you do? I do not conform to Organized Religion, and I do not advice it. Ofcourse, if that is who you are and who you choose to be, then I would always help that person achieve their goals, even if I don't agree with them. That point right there is one of my Highest Truths. I don't believe in a "right" Religion or a "wrong" one. Truth is different for each individual, it is never true for a mass of people. Everyone is different, so they will have different truths. We also re-entered the Earth realm to experience who we are and who we want to be, so we had to come up with our own set of Truths which will help us achieve that goal. Unfortunately, most people don't re-member this, and when they do they deny it, so they stick with what they were taught and wonder why they are unhappy. Please follow your heart, for it holds the blue print of your life. It can t... ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2972475/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2972475/ Mon, 26 Jul 2004 12:36:27 PDT

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2813382/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2813382/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 22:31:39 PDT
Sephen, Kahn and I went into the house and we sat down and began to talk. About half an hour to forty minutes past and we were having a great time. Suddenly, I see someone knock on the front door. I thought that was strange, since it was after midnight and I live in a retirement golf resort. I went outside and suddenly I hear, "GET DOWN ON THE GROUND! GET YOUR HANDS WHERE I CAN SEE THEM!" So I did, and very promptly. This huge german shephard was barking at me, the air unit was shining a spotlight on my aunt's house and 5 sheriff's were outside. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?

Everything ended up ok. I explained to them what was going on and that my aunt lives there and I was just checking on the house. In all honesty, I think it was fucking funny. There was no need for the helicopter and the K-9 unit to come. I guess my neighbors are very paranoid.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2668913/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2668913/ Sun, 21 Nov 2004 19:51:48 PST I'm chewin' on an apple and I don't know what to do.

~ Commissions
~ Trades / Gift Art
~ Requests / Deviations in Progress
~ Deviations
________________________________________ __


RoxyFox's Commission, Koi Boiko


Myst, RJ Otterfox (2), Seven Wolf


AsuxFox, , Daymond Rosdale,


R-Lani Lynx... atleast I have her inked...umm...need to color her...
G-Inali & the Mayan Olympics "Do the Dew"
G-Aitarou's Character Sheet
G-Vicious/Fishstick Parody

Commission Price List
Badges ~ $10
Sketches ~ $10
Ink ~ $20
Colored ~ $35 - $40
Colored w/Background ~ $50 +
CG ~ $60 +
All commissions are done on good quality thick cardstock board. CG commissions will be printed on glossy photo paper.
All prints are $10.


Things Inali Will Draw Commissions For

*NOTE: If you don't have these items, you can eBay me these items. If you win them and send them to me, I will do multiple commissions for you! We will agree on the amount of commissions before you fetch me the item!*


- 150(?) Set of PrismaColor Colored Pencils
- The largest set you can get of PrismaColor Markers
... that's all I want for now. Expect this list to be longer in the future.

Inali's Friends
*WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2660253/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2660253/ Mon, 14 Jun 2004 16:41:31 PDT
Also, commissions and prints are no longer on sale. Everything is back to it's regular price.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2660236/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2660236/ Mon, 14 Jun 2004 16:38:47 PDT
After we got back, we decided to smoke a bit more with Drew and Muzz. We got pretty messed up and it was funny. Geoff and Muzz both made bongs out of some bamboo (we call them "Bambongs") so we decided to try them out. First, we smoked out of Geoff's bong. I must say, he did an excellent job making it. The bowl cashed pretty quick, so Drew and I went in the kitchen to fill it back up. Drew started to fill up the bowl when I noticed he was putting stems and seeds in it, and I told him we had to dump it out and put new stuff in. So, he tips the bong over to dump out the weed, not thinking there is water in the bong, and all the water in the bong goes all over our plate of weed. Suxors. So there I am, stoned off my ass and I have to remedy this. Muzz comes in the kitchen saying that he wants to try his bong next, so I fill up the newly cleaned out bowl and filled it up. We all started to hit off of it, when everyone at once just started hacking and coughing really hard. We all had that look on our faces like when you see something really nasty... like old people sex. My fault, in all my rushing around trying to fix the bongs, I forgot to put water in it. Yes, we all got our lungs filled with harsh weed and polyurothane.

Sunday was pretty funny too. Drew and I had a nice buzz going and we decided to play some GTA Vice City. Drew was driving around the town, stopping at every red light and making perfect turns. I had to remind him that the point of the game was to speed around and kill people. We ended up making it a game of finding cops, punching them, and then running away. "I gotta go! I just punched a cop!"

Also, I got to see Shrek 2. If you haven't seen it yet, then go see it! It's awesome. I didn't like when the faerie godmother was singing, but the rest of the movie was 5 stars. Puss in Boots is so cute! :3

All in all, the weekend was great. I got new pants, got a ton of artwork done, and mostly, I got to relax. I really needed it. I'm going to go take a nap or something. Peace.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2632905/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2632905/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 23:32:40 PDT [link]

He looks so adorable and vulnerable there! It's like I just want to cover him up in a blanket and cuddle him! :3 And give him cookies! .... and hold him while the rain falls down outside, and let him know it's ok, he's beautiful... *cries* ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2615329/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2615329/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 18:32:28 PDT
I'm just going to be talking about my plans for the next few... eh, however long it takes. As you know, I've been working on my Xelaros character sheets. That's because I'm finally building the sister site to WhiteWolf Studios, Xelaros! Actually, I'm going to change the name Xelaros to something else. Even after I get all the character sheets done, I'll still have to make the logos for each character. Plus I have to work on some artwork of my characters. I'm also working on another project concerning Xelaros. I'm making a world map, as I have posted in my scrapbook, which I will be revising, but I'm going to make it so when you click on a certain area, it will take you to that continent and you can see concept art of the scenery in that country. Will be fun. I love doing landscapes. Plus I'm going to be making charts of Xelorian's and how their bodies work and stuff. Kinda like a medical dictionary. This all just shows that I really get deep in creating my characters. What can I say? It's my passion.

Also, WhiteWolf Studios itself is going to be under construction for awhile. It's not very easy to navigate right now, and it's kind of messy. Now I have awesome graphics and buttons and stuff, and I will make everything more easily accessible. Also, Inali's Shoppe will be able to be reached through WhiteWolf Studios, that way you can buy merchandise right off my site, instead of having to go through cafepress. Well, that's all for now. I'm going to go work on it for awhile.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2608576/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2608576/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 21:26:35 PDT

Which character sheet do you want to see next?

1. Reo-na
2. Aitarou
3. Eichi
4. Dake
5. Tai
6. Kushuruu
7. Ka-Ne
8. Rage
9. Kyoko
10. Tsunami
11. Kitaro
12. Ryoko

Ryoko and Tsunami have nothing to do with the Tenchi Muyo series, nor were the names inspired by the anime. Thank ya guys!

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2608468/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2608468/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 21:11:56 PDT ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2508164/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2508164/ Tue, 25 May 2004 18:29:35 PDT
First off, Mary does a lot for my family. She gives us free marijuana (which we use for medicinal and spiritual purposes), she helps my mum with her medicine, she helps us with groceries and she also helps with anything else she can. Mary is a really sweet person who has an endless supply to give and a heart of gold. I really commend her for all that she does.

She is, however, not my kind of person. I will never ever judge a person and not be friends with a person just for whatever reasons, but this is going a little too far. She has a son and he is a total brat. He's young. He's three. She's also about the worst mother on the face of the planet. I hate going over to her house cause I have to deal with her son screaming in my face, which I cannot handle as I do not like children or loud noises, and she never does anything about it.

There's also this sweet elderly lady she introduced me to and this old lady wants me to teach her how to draw, and in turn she will give me some painting tips. I agreed. I think that sounds wonderful. Now Mary is wanting to go over there a few times each week. No. NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!! I can only do something like that once a week.

I'm an EXTREME loner and I do not like being with people that often. I really need my alone time. And now, Mary wants me to take a road trip with her to her home state with her three year old brat. NO!!!!! I don't want to!!!!! I have a really hard time saying "no" to people. I always have. I'm such a giver, but I also know that I have limits.

Honestly, I think I'm a little scared of her. Her aura really throws me off balance whenever I am around her. She's also put a gun to people's heads. I know, she made me read the police reports. Honestly, I just want her out of my life. My heart is crying right now. I'm really worried.

I will tell you, however, that I am not going on that road trip with her. Also, I am going to have to explain to her that I am not the kind of person who can handle going out every night of the week. Or even three times a week. I'm a one-day-a-week person. If I go against this, I begin to get panic attacks and I literally crack. I wish I could tell people "no" more easily. I also wish I didn't have to worry about a gun being put to my head. *sigh* This sucks.

Ok, I'm done ranting. I don't like this! I want to go home!!!!!!!!!! (btw, that last sentance has a certain meaning to me... noone would understand)

Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2499979/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2499979/ Mon, 24 May 2004 17:33:02 PDT
Pic of Nagi....
[link] ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2473488/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2473488/ Thu, 20 May 2004 21:54:14 PDT
I'm currently doing everything I can to make some moneys. My commissions are currently half off. $25 for a full colored commission with background! If anyone knows anybody who is wanting a commission, please let them know about me. Maybe they will like my art and get one from me. Thanks peoples! ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2414547/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2414547/ Wed, 12 May 2004 15:09:12 PDT Dad has this friend named Leo that he met through one of his other friends, April. Leo owns two homes, one is his and the other he sold to some couple that rarely ever stays there. He's wanting that couple to move for many reasons. April thinks she can talk Leo into selling us the house, also cause my dad can provide a lot of services Leo is looking for.

This house is huge! It's three stories, 4 bedrooms, 2 bath, plus a study and all that good stuff. It's also got a large deck in the back with a pool. The best thing about this, it's on a ton of acres of land in the middle of the woods. This is everyone in my family's dream home. April is going to talk to Leo about all this, then we will see where this will go.

Also, my friend Misti was just made manager of a gas station that is opening up soon and she said she'd hire me. Woohoo! It's not exactly my dream job, but it's something and I just want a job. I don't care what it is. It will be awesome having my friend as my manager as well.

Oh yeah! And I also opened up my own store at cafepress.com! I don't have many products in there as of now, but you can still check it out at [link] There will be more products in there as I design them. I highly recommend cafepress.com. It's a win-win situation all the way around.

Well, I'm going to get going for now. I'll write more later on.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2373917/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2373917/ Thu, 06 May 2004 18:01:42 PDT Ask me anything you want. I WILL answer them.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this
allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. It's fun! Really. " ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2257729/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2257729/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 17:05:22 PDT
Fortunately, dad didn't get fired. In fact, he may be getting a promotion. If that happens, then that will really help a lot. I've been trying to find a job, but noone is hiring around here. There is just not enough jobs for everyone. Which is why America needs to shut it doors for a little while, kick out the illegal immigrants, and start taking care of its own people. I don't mean to sound harsh, but this is so stupid. I'm all for helping out all the nations and giving them a free country to live in, but America can't even feed its own right now, so what right does it have to bring more in? It just doesn't make sense. Once everyone has free medical care, everyone has a place to live and there's enough food to go around, then we can open up the flood gates once again.

I'm going to go looking for a job again tomorrow. I think I can get a job at this gas station just down the road. It's not my dream job, but ya gotta do what ya gotta do. Anyways, once I get a job I can finally start college. After I graduate from college, then I can really start to live.

I have faith, though, that everything will be ok. It always is. I've been dealing with this kind of thing for 22 years now, so I'm used to it. Tomorrow's another day, so I'll look forward to that. Peace.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2252322/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2252322/ Sun, 18 Apr 2004 22:16:30 PDT A badge and a surprise picture! I'll post them as soon as they arrive at his front door. I don't want him seeing the surprise before it gets there. That would kind of defeat the purpose. Damn, I'm starving. The only thing I had today was a bowl of plain noodles.

*blinks*

There's this commercial for enhancing sexual arousal... and on the small print it said "If you are erect for more than four hours, please seek medical attention." Well hell, if my ex would have stayed that way for four hours instead of four seconds, I would have been thrilled! Oh well, too late for that.

Okays, I'm going to bed. Nite nite.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2242861/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2242861/ Sat, 17 Apr 2004 14:03:36 PDT
Anyways, I drew my first comic strip. It was hell. I hated doing it, so don't expect many comics from me. I'm planning on coloring it today. Well, I'm going to go for now. Peace.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2226659/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2226659/ Thu, 15 Apr 2004 04:11:54 PDT Muzz cooked me a spanish birfday dinner, and it was awesome. He was frying up some burritos and we couldn't find any toothpicks to hold the tortillas together while they were frying, but nevertheless, we succeeded using nails and paperclips. Unfortunately, a nail got lost inside one of the burritos so someone got a little surprise with their dinner. All was good, Muzz ended up finding it, before he ate it as well. Tomorrow night, actually later on tonight since it is now Thursday, Muzz, Dawn and I are planning on hitting a few spots here in Orlando that is said to be haunted. Sounds good to me. I'm actually a little creeped out by it right now, but that's because I finished half a bottle of vodka. I'm always a little pussier when I'm drunk. Actually, a sort of funny story happened to me. Muzz was telling me about a spirit that lives in this house and how it always hangs around the hallway outside the bathroom and goes into the bathroom. Well first off, their bathroom is a little creepy to begin with. You walk in and there is a huge mirror, and I have a small fear of mirrors to begin with, especially mirrors in the dark. Well, I stumbled in there cause I had to pee really bad and I was drunk as hell. I turned on the first light, but it never came on. I went in and had forgotten that I had just flipped the switch, and the light finally came on. Since I was drunk, I thought that it had somehow turned on by itself and I remembered what Muzz said about the ghost. I screamed like "Whoo hoo hoo hoooooooo!", like that... yes, it scared the fuck out of me. I soon remembered that I had flipped the switch and I was somewhat ok, still a very uncomfortable bathroom visit. Stupid vodka.

I'm good though. I've had a fun night. It's 7:08 am and I'm ready to get some sleep. So good night all, I'll report back tomorrow. Peace and love and all that jazz.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2222091/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2222091/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 12:56:32 PDT
I'm going to go celebrate tonight. Drew and NK are picking me up and we're supposed to go over to two of our friends' house and play with some shrooms. w00t! So, that is my day.

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2204056/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2204056/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 23:37:43 PDT I just did 45 minutes worth of exercising and I feel... not lazy. Hmm, exercise = more energy = less fat = bye bye belly. I've got a new sketch done, which now I'm printing out on card stock so I can ink and color it. I'll go ahead and scan the original sketch though, just cause I actually need to add some sketches on my webpage. My night didn't start off so good though. I decided to take a nap, and so I did, but my dad woke me up and he was all pissy so he told me to clean up the house. Gah, he wouldn't even give me 15 minutes to wake up. I hate that. So I groggly cleaned up the house and got that done. But atleast it's done. And someone accused me of copying their pic. Gah, I hate that even more. Like I've said before, I've had people do that to me and I know how it feels, so I would *never* do that to someone else. Plus, if I wanna draw something, I don't need to copy anyone else's art, I can draw it myself. But it's ok. I went ahead and deleted the pic. One, because it wasn't that important to me. Two, because I'll just draw an even better version. And three, because if I thought someone was copying me, I'd want them to remove the pic. So I hope everything is cleared up now. I would like to apologize to that artist, but I didn't do it. I respect her art and her as an artist.

But now it's all good. Wow, I feel... awake. OH YEAH! TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!! April 13th! Unfortunately, I have to go wait in line at the DMV and get my license, which sucks. I'm 22 (or will be) and I still don't have my license. Oh well, I have my reasons. My party is going to be on Wednesday. I told my friend Drew to plan me a surprise birfday party and that I'd act surprised. He did, and a lot of people ended up wanting to help him out so I think it's going to be good!

My pic is halfway done printing out now. Wow, hmm. I'm just going to sit here and blabber about nothing until it's done printing. I don't have a slow printer, I just put it on the "best quality" option, so that's why it's printing so slow. Anyways, so what's up peoples? *does her birfday dance* *undoes her birfday dance* I can't do it yet. You know what? I really, really, REALLY like mustard! It's so good. Honey mustard is definately the best. And dijon is... oh, it's done printing! Ok, I go bye bye now! Bye bye!

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2198896/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2198896/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 10:38:20 PDT [link]
The alignment seems to be a little off, but oh well. Hee hee, atleast it's up on the net. I bugged Nexxus for two hours last night and an hour today for help, but hey, that's his job since he owns FurNation. He did help a lot though.

In other news, we finally got our drains fixed, and our water back on. Woo! Wow, I'll never take flushing the toilet for granted again! Man, it was getting really bad. I'm going to take a long hot shower later on, how nice it will be.

I also have to clean up the house today. It's a disaster. Dad stayed home from work for like a week... after going to work one day after being off for over a month. Gah. Now the house is a wreck cause I have this tendency not to clean it while he's here. But he's going back to work today, and I'll get busy. I also have to clean our carport as well, but that won't be bad. I get to play with the garden hose, so it's all good. I'm hungry. I'm going to see if there is anything decent to eat. I think we have some tomato soup..mmmmm. Campbells, MMM MMM Good! Aight, peace!

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2196135/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2196135/ Sat, 10 Apr 2004 22:23:03 PDT Right now, it's being published so I have to wait. It was *almost* done but the stupid server reset itself and I had to start all over. But yes, in a few hours, WhiteWolf Studios will be up and running!

On another note, I filled out my application for Beall's Outlet (a clothing store). I was then reading on the back about how they drug test and all that jazz. *gulps* Oh, please let the ganja be out of my system! I don't get why marijuana is illegal and alcohol isn't. It just doesn't make sense. Kerry better legalize it when he becomes President. He *WILL* become President! He just has to! >.<

Alrighty, I'm going to go draw some. Maybe go to sleep. I dunno, I'm just really tired. I shouldn't be, since I slept until 7:30 pm. That right there is the exact reason why I need to get a job. I'm getting lazy... and the fact that I have a cat that needs veterinary care. Alrighty then, I'm out. Peace!

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2188009/ http://WhiteWolf-Studios.deviantart.com/journal/2188009/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 18:25:52 PDT
First off, I'm on vacation. I didn't go anywhere nice or anything, but lately all of my friends have been coming to me with all their problems. Like, last night I was helping three of them at once. Not that I mind helping out, I love helping people feel better, be it my friends or strangers. I just like seeing people smile and to know that they are happy. But I dunno, I kinda cracked the night before last. Dad asked me to make him two turkey sandwiches and I threw the Sprite bottle in the fridge and slammed the door. I then proceeded to have a two hour long panic attack. Yeah, those suck. I get the can't-breathe-too-much-hyperventilating and for-some-reason-I-go-temporarily-blind attacks. Gah. Anyways, after I felt better (Thanks to a Zanex) I felt a little bit hungry. So I heated up some rather delicious rice and I made my dad two turkey sandwiches. I woke him up and handed him his food and he just laughed and said, "You're a nut." I guess I am.

I don't know why I had that panic attack, I guess I have some problems of my own.. and lately I haven't been concentrating on them, just on everyone elses. But I'm happy now and I will continue to make Dad his 4 am turkey sandwiches.

On another note, Fredryk Phox and I broke up. I like him a lot, he's a great guy, just not the one for me. Anyways, I like being single. I just hope he and I remain friends. So go ahead guys and gals, you have my permission to go all crazy over him now that he's single.

Last bit of news, I'm almost done with my website!!! Woohoo!!!! It'll be great, having my business up and running. I'll let ya'll know when it's up.

Peace, Love and Chicken Grease...(eewww)

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Inali ]]> *WhiteWolf-Studios