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]]> ~WiNSANE come quick i am losing feeling http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21791405/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21791405/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 21:09:48 PST
t h i n g s t h a t m a k e s l i f e h a r d e r.

OPPONENT #1
SCHOOL
school, is just SO an obstruction to my life right now,
"i can't do this because of SCHOOL"
"i can't go there because of SCHOOL"
"i can't swim to brighter days because of SCHOOL"
"SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL"
im so fucking tired. i just want to get out. i just can't believe how the school administration put the exams, let me explain. im finishing the 15 [it's already late compared to other schools, who are almost if not done already] and then i've got one fucking week off until, what? TWO EXAMS, one the 22nd and one the 23rd. WHAT. THE FOCK. didn't they EVER go to school, to know that this is just a pain in this A**. sometimes i wonder if this is just pure revenge.

OPPONENT #2
FRIENDS
stop being focking amazing. it distracts me and makes me loathe school even more. makes me want to run away and swim to brighter days ten thousand times more.

OPPONENT #3
STOMACH
if it doesnt hurt, it gets hungry. ALWAYS, THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING. i love food.

t h i n g s w o r t h c o n t i n u i n g l i v i n g f o r

FRAILLEDAY
for i am going to go wandering around [window shopping, i hope! and maybe photoshooting] WITH the almighty trio composed of lels, becc and me.
LIKE OLD TIMES.
<3. lotsa love.

SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER
for i am going to have the first disney movie night in AGES, litterally AGES, with carmen&sylvia, whom i love. (REALLY?)
BAKING COOKIES, DISNEY AND .. more food
= all you need = love.

i can't wait, for SUNDAY morning
for i am going to the almighty IKEA!
i havent been there in a gazillion years, and i just L O V E ikea with all my heart and cookies.

CHRISTMAS
WILL YOU FUCKING ARRIVE ALREADY?

Lots of love, happy holidays,
-Winsane.

]]> ~WiNSANE right there to catch you http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21705198/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21705198/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 19:16:43 PST
i've been studying chemistry for the past 3 hours and a half, so i thought, HEY. WHY NOT TAKE A BREAK.
so here i am, wandering off into the night ..

BREAKINGNEWS

first
i would like to welcome into our world..
MYNEWBABY, aka an eos canon rebel xs, freshly baked from the oven!
i got it sunday, which is, hm. 5 days ago, but i've just been through so much schoolcrapz [not even done, not even supposed to be here but oh well whaddyawant from me] that i haven't got around to play with it so much. OF COURSE i tried it, but let me tell you how complicated this little machinista es. very, that is. i took a few snapshots of my room for fun, and even if i don't know how it works, WOWZA. i love it. LO-VIT. it's beautiful.
IMONFAYAA

second
goodbye subscription
it didn't really do anything really, but i liked it. my journal was oh so prettier than this dull grey, but i like grey so i'll live with it.

third
CHEMMISTRY EXAM TOMORROWYAY

chemistry is crap. but i should get my ass back to work lol.

four
i am looking forward to so much stuff.
a) tomorrow, 4:30 PM.
FOR I AM HAVING SUPPER AT KIMCHI 8D with karen, and rox (who doesnt even like kimchi, in fact, she never TASTED it. THATS RIGHT. IM TALKING ABOUT YOU, ROXCHICKEN) well. it is located at eaton center, and i need to buy hell loadsa stoffe.
phor eckzammepol:
-gifto for carmenne
-BOOTS?
-jeans
-a coat? possibly.
-a transport bag for my camera
-MORESTUFF
-god. NO I MEANwhat
b)SATURDAYNIGHT(fever)
FOR I AM GOING TO SEE MY LOVES. jaihÃ¢te
c)christmas
do i NEED to say more?

ENDINGNEWS
LALALALALALA *explodes*

]]> ~WiNSANE they sound just like my heart race in the dark http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21509048/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21509048/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 21:46:36 PST 14FOCKINGNOVEMBER2008
JACK'S MANNEQUIN

2 words.
Most.
Amazing.
Night-i've-screamed-my-life-out-so-much-i-cant-count-anymore.

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WOW.
JUST. WOW.

jack's mannequin's second CD, at first, i was a bit reluctant, cause i had loved the first cd so much, it was hard to beat. i still like it best, it's litterally the soundtrack of my life, so the bars are already really high. i honestly doubt there will be any cd that will surpass it

but the 30$ for this concert? focking worth it. as i said, i screamed my soul out, it's just.. hard to describe, you have to feel it. i love concerts.

treaty of paris
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first band that played that night, they were good, not wow, sounded slightly like falloutboy music.

"hi, we're fun."
(Fun = band name)
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at first, i was like. what the HELL is this band, it's kinda.. special. but OMFg i love them, the singer was all dorky/quirky he was so lovely x) i thought, lilian would like him. hahaha!
and there was the violin-girl with the prettiest voice.

AND THEN...
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THE ONE AND ONLY.

Wow.
Andrew himself was a show of his own. il Ã©tait tellement intense dans sa performance, it was incredible. i mean wow this dude doesnt need to work out or anything im sure he lost ten pounds in this show hahaha.

i loved that you could see he really did what he loved best.

they played mostly the glass passenger songs (cause thats the purpose of the tour, really) but threw in (a lot) of old songs, which i absolutely went crazy about.
i was not exactly expecting that, and let me tell you i was overjubilant.

second song, what do i hear? the mixed tape
j'ai quasi pissÃ© dans mes culottes.

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they always have these little figurines of I DONT KNOW what at everyone of their concert and i find it really funny
andrew has a little bouddha on his piano, it's like, ritual or something.
i love it.

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b l i n d y o u r e y e s with this greatness.

]]> ~WiNSANE my passion your pain http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21349002/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21349002/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 20:53:06 PST .winsane dit (22:56) :
THANKSGIVING CEST PAS EN OCTOBRE?????
kÄki [SWIM AWAY SHARKBOY SWIM AWAY!] dit (22:57) :
ici?
.winsane dit (22:57) :
oh c'est diffÃ©rent du canada et des etats unis??
WTFF LOL WHY

APOCALYPSEDAY

aujourd'hui j'ai dÃ©cidÃ© de mon futur.
je continuerai mon DEC en sciences de la nature, pour m'enligner vers un bac d'architecture.
ENFIN

BARBARASCHNOFFTLI

01 YOU HAVE 10 BUCKS AND NEED TO BUY SNACKS AT A GAS STATION. WHAT DO YOU GET? DES NOIX DE GRENOBLES. cause i suck like that

02 IF YOU WERE REINCARNATED AS SOME SORT OF SEA DWELLING CREATURE, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
THE KRAKEN

03 WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE REDHEAD?
HAHA, ehmm... gred and forge weasley.

04 WHAT DO YOU ORDER WHEN YOU'RE AT AN IHOP?
.winsane dit (23:44) :
what's an ihop?
LeeLee is ~~NaNoWriMo//deadbread~~ BATMUN. dit (23:44) :
international house of pancakes.

05 LAST BOOK YOU READ?
by myself; extrÃªmement fort et incroyablement prÃ¨s. havent read much lately, cause of school

06 HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
no. i love them way too much. hahaha

07 DESCRIBE YOUR FAVOURITE PAIR OF UNDERWEAR.
I HAVE TWO, BOTH FROM AMERICAN EAGLE.one is white with black polka dots; the other one is striped blue and white. I WANT MORE

08 DESCRIBE THE LAST TIME YOU WERE INJURED.
um, i always scratch myself on numerous things at the bakery, but last time really injured was in sec 1. fainted and had the good timing to fall on a corner of some chair. almost poked my eye out yay, i got away with a few stitches beside it though

09. OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WITH WHOM WOULD YOU WANT TO BE STUCK IN A WELL?
LOL, INTERESTING QUESTION. lels 8D. and karen : D

]]> ~WiNSANE our life is not a movie or maybe http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21159148/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21159148/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 17:16:48 PDT a l l you've ever wanted

Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?:: no. i throw it in the air, perform a raindance and sing celine dion. GOD I JUST RUB IT WITH MY SHIRT loll

What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone youÂve dated?:: zero. from zero to hero.

Ever been in a car wreck?:: almost. much love to emy, to my birthday surprise, and to the knightbus-like feeling. <3

Were you popular in high school?:: no. well, i was not (so weird using the past tense for this) a total loser, i MEAN. I'VEGOTFRIENDZ. but not the oh-im-so-cool type, and i love it like that.

Have you ever been on a blind date?:: *runs into wall*

Are looks important?:: i'm afraid i have to sound shallow and say yes, but if i'd say no, if anyone said no, they wouldn't be honest.

Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:: yesss, quite a few actually!

By what age would you like to be married?:: hmm. mid 20s, late 20s, early 30s?

Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:: you HO! not really.

Have you ever made a mistake?:: no, im perfect just as i am. sorry, feeling kinda sarcastic this evening, my bad. of course.

Are you a good tipper?:: ERHHJH i hate tipping, i never know how much to give, could you just tell me the amount i have to tip and thats it thats all?

What's the most you have spent for a haircut?:: haircut not much, but my hair like a lot. and by this i mean A. (hell of a) LOT.

Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?:: LOL le stagiaire d'histoire POUAHA, okayno, pas vraiment. OUII MONSIEUR DAHAN LAWL i kid, i kid.

Have you ever peed in public?:: uh, no, i like to have a little intimacy if you dont mind

What song do you want played at your funeral?:: hm, didnt i already answer this question i dont know when? OHYEAH, hear you me, jimmy eat world.

Would you tell your parents if you were gay?:: nooooooo [/russellpeters]

What would your last meal be before getting executed?:: LOLidunno, there's just SO MUCH! but i'd go with salmon makis without avocados.

Beatles or Stones?:: THEHELL, BEATLES!

If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who?:: HM... a) la madame Ã la danoise b) la grosse madame Ã ma job c) all of the above

Beer, wine or hard liquor?:: blood

Do you have any phobias?:: vomit. want to freak me out? throw up in front of me, i swear i will run around like a headless chicken

What are your plans for the future?:: aaaaall you've ever wantedd, was someone to truly look up to youuu .. *sings her life away*

Do you walk around the house naked?:: ..AHAHA, no. NO, there's always someone home. not that i would.

If you were an animal what would you be?:: didnt rox ask me that once? i dont remember what i said. something that could fly. like.. a fly. or something prettier, whatever pleases you.

Hair color you like on someone you're dating?:: dark

Would you rather be blind or deaf?:: i would MUCH, MUCH, MUCH rather be deaf. i love to see, i cannot imagine myself living without this sense

Do you have any special talents?:: i can whistle with my nose and im 64% ambidextrous. i don't know.. special talents.. i.. make good fluffy pancakes *brags* and i have lotsa imagination.. too much for my own taste.

What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?:: i close the door. [/boringanswer]

Do you like horror or comedy?:: i love horror, but sadly, i don't love it so much after, when i'm home alone.

Are you missing anyone?:: all of you.

If you weren't straight, what person of the same sex would you do?:: LOL. i. don't. know. i haven't had the oppurtunity to reflect on this. i'd do you.

Where do you want to live when you are old?:: BROSSARDBEACH HAHA, i'd want to stay in quanada.

Who is the person you can count on the most?:: lels? emy.

If you could date any celebrity past or present, who would it be?:: a) gaspard ulliel b) gaspard ulliel c) gaspard ulliel d) all of the above a.k.a (gaspard ulliel)^3 [/mathgeek]

What did you dream last night?:: i was looking for a black button in a darkroom.

What is your favorite sport to watch?:: hmm... soccer (live) and on tv.. i dont know. one tree hill. *cheats*

Are you named after anyone?:: yes, my oldest ancestor ever. i mean with a common name like this, what more do you expect.

Have you ever been in love?:: yes. no. maybe. i don't know, can you repeat the question

Do you sing in the shower?:: I USED TO! then it all stopped. *apocalyse*

Have you ever been arrested?:: im writing live from jail

What is your favorite Holiday?:: this is halloween this is... ]]> ~WiNSANE and every breath we drew was hallelujah http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21145883/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21145883/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 19:44:06 PDT
]]> ~WiNSANE much better now that you're here http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21123545/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21123545/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 10:24:45 PDT CHRONICLE NUMBER 112493-3885

Dear Readers,

I FEEL GREAT.
aujourd'hui a Ã©tÃ©, ma foi, trÃ¨s relax.

woke up at 9, it felt good to have a good eight-nine hour sleep, since i have been rushing pretty much for the past few days. went to clsc to take a blood test; all i have to say is: rox t'es trop moumoune lol on sent que trop rien.
the lady took 5 small tubes of blood, and i asked if giving blood was about the same thing, and she said
"Yes, it's the same sensation, except that they take about 2 cups of blood, meaning around 60-70 of these small tubes i just took."
and then i went to run some errands with my papa (while starving cause i could not eat 12 hours before the blood test) and bought hell loads of healthy food hehe and a whiteboard for my room. i want to put wallpaper with a cool victorian pattern on my white wall. but i think it would be too much with my bedsheets that already have giant flower patterns. sooooo no.

yesterday, went photoshooting with sylvia for her schoolwork.
beginning was awkward, i was like WHADDOIDO, but then we started talking nonstop and took few silly pictures, i really missed her. i think the silly pictures are going to turn out nicer than the ones "with a concept", but we'll see.. hehe. anyway, got back home at 11, had a really great time. WE SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN

anyway!
i need to get to work.

Until next time,
your fellow hobbit coffeehero

]]> ~WiNSANE swim for the music that saves you http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21048351/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/21048351/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 13:55:56 PDT when you're not so sure you'll survive

HO MY F GOD
WHAT A CRAPPY DAY
okay it wasn't THAT crappy, but in my head it was.
worked from 7 to 3. WHAT A CRAPPY SHIFT.
nothing exceptionally bad happened,
but GOD give me a monkey to shoot
i feel like sleeping on the grass and die of hypothermia.
screw environnement aesthetics
je suis d'humeur monstrueusement cannibale

]]> ~WiNSANE with hands held high into a sky so blue http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20925985/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20925985/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 18:36:11 PDT
COUNTDOWN OR DIE

Countdown!
10 words to describe your personality:
1: random
2: original
3: simple
4: complicated
5: reflexive
6: emotional
7: meticulous
8: artistic
9: cynic
10: sarcastic

9 things you'd buy if you had a million dollars:
1: SLR camera, definitely.
2: music class
3: art/drawing class
4: a trip to london
5: a fully equiped kitchen or factory for lel's crepes
6: a dog lolol
7: xbox 360 con halo
8: a huge comfy couch
9: a pool

8 people who make life worth living:
1: lels
2: mey
3: sylvia
4: jess
5: emy
6: and
7: everyone
8: else

7 books you've read:
1: i am the messenger
2: oscar et la dame rose
3: geisha
4: harrypotters! classic
5: lemony snickets ALL 13!
6: ensemble c'est tout
7: batman comic book

6 things to do before you die:
1: meet every human being on the planet
2: plant a tree
3: make a difference
4: float around in an antigravity room
5: attend an lp concert
6: be happy

5 reasons to wake up tomorrow:
1: eat nutella toasts.
2: reasons in #6
3: wander around with new headphones :]
4: therefore listen to some marvelous songs
5: ... grjesojio work.

4 places you love:
1: my bed
2: ceramic cafe
3: new york. <3
4: coffeeshops

3 things you notice first about the preferred sex:
1: global style of the pereson
2: his smile/laughter
3: his gentleman manners hahaha (or a black chemise)

2 good memories:
1: new york.
2: new york.

1 person you would happily die for:
1: you.

]]> ~WiNSANE what's that on your face a hugeass smile http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20881890/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20881890/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 21:17:25 PDT stalkme.

CONFESSION NÂ°1
im smiling like an old monk

CONFESSION NÂ°2
i dont know why
maybe because first of all, two (almost three!) of my friends are in luuurve, and it makes me all <3

CONFESSION NÂ°3
normally i should be all *long-face*
but guess what,
im not
and thats absolutely
incredibly nice.

CONFESSION NÂ°4
lels. <3

CONFESSION NÂ°5
<3.

]]> ~WiNSANE what would you think of me, now? http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20659719/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20659719/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 20:54:15 PDT stalkme.

it's gonna be, allright.

]]> ~WiNSANE you say you want a revolution http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20626698/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20626698/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 19:59:23 PDT stalkme.

GO MEMES AGAIN YAY
RIGHT NOW I'M:

Feeling: sick. i am like a ball of phlegm, germs, with a funny voice. charming now isn't it?
Wearing: my blue-polka dot bathrobe with the hoodie, my pajamas, my purple shawl... from far you'd swear im a funky monk.
Wishing: i will not be screwed because i didnt read the philosophy crap.
Needing: mittens and a winter hat. (THE ONE FROM SIMONS)
Thinking: i need mittens and a winter hat. and boots.
Wondering: how much i will spend in the next week.
-rox's gift
-owe kaki 23
-mittens
-winter hat
-boots
-laser quest
-tomorrow's soup
-pencil case
-i think im forgetting something
Raving About: how money is crap.
Ranting About: im cold, it's not me it's the germs. (great detail)
Fangirling/Drooling Over: gaspardulliel DUH
Thankful For: my super blue polka dot bathrobe with the hoodie and my new york purple scarf
Planning: nothing
Dreading: tomorrow
Wanting: to put my bedsheets in the dryer so that they're all warm when i get to bed
Hoping: ill survive.

]]> ~WiNSANE it's like summer in a bowl http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20607158/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20607158/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 17:57:13 PDT stalkme.

GO MEMES YAY
RIGHT NOW I'M:

Feeling: like the queen of procrastination.
Wearing: my purple hurley scarf, which i love.
Wishing: UPON A STAR. DUH
Missing: many of my friendzies.
Thinking: i should probably go a)geek b)shower c)drink nestea d) a jar of almonds.
Wondering: if.
Raving About: nothing much today, but yesterday YEAH; about that crazy old woman who was mad about how she didn't get any danish. GEEZ, IT'S A DANISH GET OVER IT. like her freakin life was depending on it, sti dfolle.
Ranting About: THAT FREAKING WOMAN, ohmahfgod. i should have taped her.
Fangirling/Drooling Over: gaspardulliel doh, what's that question?
Thankful For: uhm.. everything. ('xcept that old rag. whattt, now that i think about it, she WAS really stupid!)
Planning: what i will do first after this post. +tomorrow's lunchy.
Looking Forward To: hmmmmm... seeing my friendzies. what! i love zem. ca paraÃ®t un peu beaucoup Ã la folie?
Dreading: this week? wow.. seriously.. this week is going to be like hell. with flames and lotsa peanut butter (ew peanut butter ftl)
Wanting: the ugly notebook, a bag of pretzels (i dont even like pretzels that much), a big cake (opera cake yum), my friendzies, a bag of chips (im hungry), and more. (for further information, see appendix A, B, C, and G.)
Hoping: that i will survive this week of evilness.

ON THIS NOTE;
I SHOULD REALLY GO WORK
but first!
i need
to talk about THAT CRAZY LADY EVENT,
THAT DESTROYED MY DAY YESTERDAY
but brightened it too, cause i've had soooo much fun telling it to every human soul (and vegetation) i've encountered

SO HERE GOES;
i was happily working yesterday at my bakery place (well not MINE but youknowhatimean)
and there was hell lotsa people, like it was the end of the world tomorrow and they needed to buy bread for their 46 children and 3 horses at home for another century.
so yeah.
there was basically a lot of people HENCE i was very tired around 4.
so anyway, there was a bit less people, so we stopped using the numbers; cause we were losing our voice a bit.
BUT THEN! *tamtamtam*
there was MORE PEOPLE
so we kinda lost control, and i took the unfortunate choice to serve this lady because she was near me, when there was another woman (let's call her Old Rag) who was SUPPOSEDLY there before but a) nobody knew that
b) im sure she wasnt even there before, cause i honestly dont recall seeing her.
so anyway, the lady i was helping bought a danish, and it sounds really silly but Old Rag,i dunno, seemed to REALLY want a danish too cause she kinda exploded when she saw there wasnt anymore left.
SO YAY FOR OLD RAG, for her beeeeautiful performance at ranting and being surprisingly pissed for... what? oh right, a danish excuse me.

SO WOW.
wonderful way to finish my shift, i just can't believe how some people can behave sometimes. she was ranting about us-- employees, at my boss (my very cool boss, who was talking in her back after with the employees lolol; im so happy he's not the kind of boss who'll go "it's your fault you did something wrong")
and i was thinking;
my boss's mother passed away a few weeks ago
he's already back to work (even sooner than i thought)
and this lady comes here and rants about a danish
get a fucking life, woman.

wow. this IS, a freaking long journal. MAIS ÃA ME DEPASSE DES FOIS, CE QUI ARRIVE DANS LA VIE.

oooh well.
i guess ill get back to my procrastination
good day to you!

]]> ~WiNSANE i don't want the world to see me http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20560689/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20560689/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 21:41:49 PDT stalkme.

SEPTEMBER 19, 2008. 00:16 AM.

01. I've come to realize that my butt: is sitting on this chair.
02. I've come to realize that when I talk: it is mostly to say something either very thought-of, either very random, or something sarcastic. if our conversation flows, i like you. if it's awkward, well. anyway.
03. I've come to realize that if I love someone: i lose my marbles.
04. I've come to realize that I need: a) a human bean. b) to relax. c) to find back my marbles.
05. I've come to realize that I've lost: a) contact with some of the most amazing people. b) my marbles.
06. I've come to realize that I hate it when: people are fake and shallow. i need real human beings.
07. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: it's probably because you are more than me, cause i don't get drunk.
08. I've come to realize that money: is the stairway to COOKIES & COFFEE.
09. I've come to realize that my mother: is kind.
10. I've come to realize that I'll probably always be: someone who usually waits for people to come to her.
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: you. & your neighbour.
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: while watching i am sam. no wait, the pursuit of happyness. (WHAT, dont tell me they weren't worth the tears, or i will smack you with a giant guitar. anyway, im a girl so im allowed to cry at movies)
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone: is always in my jeans' right pocket.
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: i need my nutella toasts.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: i need to be absolutely clean
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: getting to bed soon, cause im tired like hell.
17. I've come to realize that babies: are so lucky to have so nice clothing.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on livejournal: im looking for either surveys or avatars.
19. I've come to realize that today I will: be going to school at 12. urgh great
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: be needing to go to sleep
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: go to sleep and then to school, cause we're kinda already tomorrow.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to: finish this crap
23. I've come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is: LELEAN
24. I've come to realize relationships: have to be taken care of.
25. I've come to realize love: is all you need.

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend: IS MISSING, i miss all of my guy friends.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend: IS MISSING, i miss my fucked up awesome girl friends.
28. I've come to realize food: is an obessession. i LOVE food
29. I've come to realize that when I'm a boyfriend: i need to check up on my gender.
30. I've come to realize girls and boys: are brainless.
31. I've come to realize over the summer: that the best moments are the one that aren't necessarily supposed to be.
32. I've come to realize heartbreak: happen. it's what we call life.
33. I've come to realize that life: should be spontaneous, and enjoyed to the fullest.

]]> ~WiNSANE requiem for a dream http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20512679/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20512679/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 19:57:14 PDT stalkme.

songmeme
this is so hard to do, so hard to find song titles that fit lol.
*ps. there isnt anyone i like, but i still answered the questions about that, as if.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
NAY. (okay, this starts off real well, it's not a song, but i can't think of anything that makes sense here!)

2.How would you describe yourself?
the mixed tape - jack's mannequin

3.What do you like in a girl/boy?
i caught fire - the used

4.How do you feel today?
numb - linkin park

5.What is your life's purpose?
let it be - the beatles

6.What is your motto?
all you need is love - the beatles

7.What do you think about very often?
something to believe in - aqualung

8.What do you think of your friends?
pocketful of sunshine - natasha beddingfield

9.What do you think of the person you like?
be my escape - relient k

10.What is your life story?
let it be - the beatles

11.What do you want to be when you grow up?
light up the sky - yellowcard

12.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
i've just seen a face - the beatles

13.What will you dance to at your wedding?
all you need is love - the beatles

14.What will they play at your funeral?
hear you me - jimmy eat world

15.What is your hobby/interest?
holiday from real - jack's mannequin

16.What is your biggest fear?
one step closer - linkin park

17.What is your biggest secret?
lalalie - jack's mannequin

]]> ~WiNSANE et que dire des 365 autres jours http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20429786/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20429786/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 20:02:11 PDT stalkme.

thank god the curtains are shut, the door is closed, the walls are not translucent, cause i am looking just so weird with my bathrobe-with-the-hood-on-my-head.
because YES, my bathrobe has a hood, cause it kicks ass like that.

i don't know why im wearing this, but i feel like being in a cocoon. now if i was some cheapass poet, i'd say im a butterfly waiting to come out of this shell. buuuut thankfully im not, so ill just say im special and like to be wrapped in some blue-polka-dot fabric.

WHICH BRINGS ME TO...
tell YOU. (you,you&you!)
about my loverly week.

Bo. Ring. like HELL.

i knew that once i went to college, i wouldn't like it. well it's not that exactly, but let's say im not in love with it either. school is, still school right. oh and i hate chemistry with all my heart and soul and whatever else there is, i don't know, ask the dalai lama.
(it's not cause im wearing a kinda long robe with a strange hood that i think like a monk.)

anw. bcz abbr. r da shitz.

on this note,
i put on my mask back and step away in the darkness.

i m i s s y o u r f a c e s .

]]> ~WiNSANE like a secret in your throat http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20397421/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20397421/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 19:07:23 PDT stalkme.

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:

1.) run around in an anti-gravity room
2.) go to a linkinpark concert!
3.) rule the world

Three Names You Go By:

1.) win
2.) wiwi (no comment)
3.) winshine (LOL, blame karen!)

Three Screen Names You Have Had (Other Than This One):

1.) coffeehero
2.) themixeddays
3.) miniwinisany (heh, i was a kid right.)

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:

1.) my back
2.) neck? lol who cares about the neck
3.) hips

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:

1.) cambodian
2.) chinsese
3.) brossardoise

Three Things That Scare You:

1.) sickness
2.) throng of insects
3.) monsters that try to grab my feet when i run up the stairs

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:

1.) eepode
2.) kohl pencil
3.) cookies

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:

1.) jeans
2.) t-shirt
3.) um. undies (UNLIKE MRCRAPHEAD)

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:

1.) jack's mannequin
2.) linkin park
3.) THE BEATLES

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:

1.) the mixed tape - JM.
2.) work - jimmy eat world
3.) be my escape - relient k (at the moment, maybe ill get tired of it later)

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:

1.) SA-WOOON
2.) careness (zthat a word)
3.) honesty

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):

1.) i want a tattoo
2.) i like someone
3.) i believe in fortune cookies (HAHA, tricksy question! which one is false!)

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:

1.) well.. sorry for being shallow but, nice-looking please?
2.) BLACK CHEMISE, HELLOO : ). +bonus points if the guy wears a white belt.
3.) nice arms and hands -- AND SHOES. (no flipflops please)

Three of your Favorite Hobbies:

1.) drawing/photoshopping
2.) reading
3.) chill with friends (my life is not that exciting either, mr craphead)

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:

1.) PEE. HOGOD.
2.) eat cookies, TONS OF COOKIES and never get fat.
3.) run in the anti-gravity room

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:

1.) architect
2.) graphiste/designer
3.) something in math-- besides statistics.

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:

1.) london
2.) BRESIL with nathalie! : )
3.) paris

Three Kid's Names You Like:

1.) Nora
2.) Hailey
3.) Lucas

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:

1.) i love videogames
2.) i don't like pink
3.) im lazy. hahaha

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:

1.) i think, WAY. TOO. MUCH. hahaha
2.) im self-conscious about my appearance.. well eventhough guys too.. oh well. too bad.
3.) eyeliner.

I tag three people for the pure sadistic fun of tagging someone:

1.) marianne
2.) karen
3.) lilian

]]> ~WiNSANE fuck the world... with love. ;) http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20364219/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20364219/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 20:04:08 PDT stalkme.

i was in the crappiest mood for a long time
felt like
-shooting people
-kicking llamas
-scream this is halloween
-a jar of almonds
-all of the above

now im happy.
not for the right reasons
but because
a) i love leelee, for being there.
b) i love sammy, for giving a call.
c) i love my job, for the people i work with.
d) a jar of almonds

]]> ~WiNSANE i've been housing all this doubt http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20327573/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20327573/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 16:24:28 PDT stalkme.

today was disgusting enough.
woke up at 5 30, but thing is, i wasn't even tired. i was just.. bored. vedge.
and frankly i don't know which one is worse.
i think i prefer being tired.
at least i could drink coffee and everything would get better.
being vedge/slow-mo is just.. no.
++ big headache, fock.

carpediem.

anyway.
im glad i talked to lele. je taime trop.

]]> ~WiNSANE wake me up when september ends http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20275430/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20275430/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 16:11:43 PDT stalkme.

N.B.sorry for the clichÃ© title
[is it? i find it so clichÃ©, but i couldn't resist putting it on haha. i don't know what exactly makes it clichÃ©, it just feels so. well, freedom of expression?]

RANDOM FACTS ABOUT MY LIFE AS A HEADACHESUFFERER
_some random lady just passed by wearing some babypink crocs.
*shakes head*
_i have so much homework already
erhh. rough return to school, i must say
_i watched the pursuit of happyness. and i think it's a good thing i did, because for those who didnt watch it it's hell of a good movie. second movie in the universe that brought me to tears--- first one being "i am sam"
i must add, that i am NOT a teary human bean & i don't cry hysterically in movies.
_i'm listing to this absolutely horrible corny song, from lemony snicket. AND GOD IT'S JUST SO FUNNY, i love it.
_i want timbits. somebody buy me timbits.
_i hate september. so many barfdays. so many presents to buy. A DONT 'AVE TIME FOR ZIS.
_a jar of almonds.

]]> ~WiNSANE comme nous vivons dans la matrice http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20190519/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20190519/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 18:57:49 PDT stalkme.

G o o d M O R N I N G
starshines.

School has officially started for me, since monday. Cegep is not that bad, kinda messy -- it's hard to find the classrooms, i arrived 5 minutes late for my first class 8D. but it was SUCH a random classroom, that people arrived later than me too, so yeahnowhatevershizzle.

SO RANDOM FACTS ABOUT MY LIFE AS A COLLEGEHUMAN.
-my french teacher likes the simpsons, and believes we live in the matrix.
-two guys left after the break in my philosophy class; god knows we'll never see them again.
-i fucking hate mosquitos. we have to eradicate them. sounds racist, but gjtresklgjrkes mosquitos! who LIKES mosquitos, raise your hand so we can throw staplers at you!
-it's torture to try to stay awake in my math class and in the bus.
-the escalators are retarded.
-a jar of almonds.

ALSO.
about the mapleleaf ham scandal (!)
my mom says. no ham for me
(and i doubt i will eat some for at least three months, after my mom forgets about all the ham-related freakystuff thats happened)
(even after three months.. fat chance.)

ALSO.
today i forgot my cellphone at home.
big no-no.
big DONT DO THIS AT HOME.
god knows we ALL need cellphones in college. right rox?

ALSO. i should go to sleep soon. im waking up aaaatttttt......
FIVE THIRTY IN THE MORNING

god.
i used to get to BED at that hour, when i was in ibo. longlong time ago, when i was a vampire.
now im like.. a groundhog. like munchkin (the one who lives in my backyard)

anyway, i already have lotsa homeworks! one of the reasons i dont have time to update much around here. (eventhough aaaall summer, i could have and i didnt really)

it's just that i'm a lazy person.

helpme.

]]> ~WiNSANE do you need anybody http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20104814/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20104814/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 22:28:39 PDT stalkme.

I NEEED
SOMEBODY TO LOVE

go beatles!

WELL. I BOUGHT BLACK PAINT TODAY.
and i've got a white wall.

SO IM THINKINGGGG
WHAT TO PAINT ON THIS VIRGIN OF A WALL?
some ideas:
whichhhhh

ANSWER ON THE POLL PLEASEE

)

although i already half-decided id want the let it be one.
so ill probably go with that
but who knows, maybe someone will have a super suggestion that will just wow me out of my body.

]]> ~WiNSANE nothing compares to http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20063301/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20063301/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:11:12 PDT stalkme.

HMM
i should eventually try to css back this journal
but truth is, i am sooooo lazy.
i should.
-clean up this room
-css this journal
-complete my prets&bourses demand
-i dunno what
-put the tablets back on the wall

but i feel like.
-painting some weird and random thing on my only white wall, thing that will probably make my parents freak out and scold me for doing so, but hell im going to do it as soon as i know what i should paint on it and i get my black paint.
-reading breaking dawn
-eating chocolate
-sleeping
-not working tomorrow
-eating cashew nuts (what.)
-buying hell lotsa stuff

today i looked outside the window and thought.
Â«wow, the clouds look fake.Â»
the weather was so, so good today, but the clouds weren't as pretty. which is sad, really. but i dont spend so much time outside, so i guess i shouldnt really matter.

well i guess im going to.
-eat chocolate.
-attempt to put back the tablets on the wall.
-fail to do so, going to read
-fall asleep while attempting to read
-wake up tomorrow, happy to see becca, cause i miss her, and then be unhappy to go to work.

oh geez, see you next time, you happy little elves

ps. is it just me or the deviantjournal moods are fucked up? maybe its just me.

a n d w h a t i f
i d o n t w a n t t o know.

]]> ~WiNSANE don't turn around http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20038529/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20038529/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 09:43:24 PDT stalkme.

0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 0
I. AM. FREAKING COLD.
geezz
like my hands weren't always cold enough
(window's open lolol)
BUT I CANT CLOSE IT CAUSE MY ROOM SMELLS LIKE PAINT. (logic inestimable)
4 5 7 8 3 1 6 8 3 7 8 9 9 4 5
soo, here i am, typing with these frozen fingers.
I CAN WEAR MY GREEN COAT TODAY
to the dentist ahaha
and to cafÃ© cÃ©ramic. <3
9 5 6 8 2 4 6 4 8 9 5 2 3 6 5 8
ceramic cafe studio+emy+lilly+green coat = love.
je suis tellement impatiente
4 6 5 4 1 2 0 5 7 3 5 7 3 2 3
that's all
0 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 0

]]> ~WiNSANE you lie to me http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20030953/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/20030953/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 20:52:40 PDT stalkme.

WOWWWW
SUBSCRIPTIONN
is
l o v e
:]

yayy, i abandonned my livejournal account
i love livejournal
but it just doesnt have.. the same magic as deviantjournal
*gets emotional*

so instead! i decided to pay 2 something per month to a little subscription
2 dollars something, thats like. 15 minutes of work. hell yeah
15 minutes of bread-selling. Ã§a me convient
i'm ready to work for this. hahah

IN OTHER NEWS,
i lost my eepode earphones
i WAS going to buy those huge earphones like marco's marshmallow earphones, but i need little ones to be able to listen to them when i sleep. *brainwashing*
but i just stole my dad's earphones. (CALM DOWN, CROWD, that was WITH, his consentment. *crowdchillax*)

i love how emy is one of the few people who can make me so happy,
just by saying one sentence, without that sentence being "i love you". (although, that's pretty powerful too, without a doubt)

j'ai tellement hÃ¢te Ã demain.
j'ai tellement hÃ¢te de voir emy, voir lilian.
au cafÃ© cÃ©ramic.

deux de mes personnes prÃ©fÃ©rÃ©es au monde
dans une de mes places prÃ©fÃ©rÃ©es au monde

n o t h i n g compares to.
<3

]]> ~WiNSANE can only make me stronger http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/19870529/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/19870529/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 22:31:25 PDT
]]> ~WiNSANE THE. L i V e JOURNAL http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/19563626/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/19563626/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 15:24:24 PDT >>C O F F E E HERO<<<

]]> ~WiNSANE the show must go on http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/19316887/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/19316887/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 19:10:33 PDT THE.SUMMERLIST.LIVEJOURNAL
>>>C O F F E E HERO<<<

HELLO, PEOPLE OF THE EARTH.
...or human beans, as salmonheadsoup likes to call y'all.

i am currently drinking my 2nd bottle of water of the day, and let me tell you my friends that i FCKINGNEEDTOPEE thankyou very much. but first, i will tell you my children what has been up with my little calm life these days.

h e l l o h e l l o h e l l o

yesterday, went to roxo's place, watched the hunchback of notre-dame, hercules and moulin rouge. and made crepes, and burnt two of them : ) me&my wonderful-marvelous cooking skills. cookingmama doesnt train you much for real life.

y o u l o o k s o f i n e
& i r e a l l y w a n t t o m a k e y o u m i n e

i'm loving this summerlife, really. it's quite relaxing, what, quite? i meant very, EXTREMELY relaxing.

i t ' s g o o d t o b e a l i v e

i feel like buying a camera. i feel like making a photoshoot. i feel like buying new rollerblades and going rollerblading. i feel like seeing my friends. i feel like going outside, somewhere

nenenenenene enenenenenene ennenenenenenenenenenennenenenene
ISAID, ARE YOU GONNA BE MY GIRLL

i miss my people. FRIENDS, i mean, my friends. J'AI HÃTE DE LES REVOIR, OUIOUI. i hope it's soon, i want to, i NEED to see you people, thankyou very much.

LALALLALALALALA, je m'ennuie, c'est la vie, j'ai rien Ã faire, et Ã§a me plaÃ®t bien comme Ã§a.

" T h e g r e a t e s t t h i n g y o u ' l l e v e r l e a r n
is just to love and be loved in return."
-Moulin Rouge

]]> ~WiNSANE you got some nerve but can't face your mistakes http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/19183078/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/19183078/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 11:47:12 PDT GO ON, LOVE,
LEAVE WHILE THERE'S STILL HOPE FOR ESCAPE

WINSANE'S SUMMERLIST LIVEJOURNAL
COFFEEHERO

enjoyy

]]> ~WiNSANE thanks but no thanks http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/19136761/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/19136761/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 22:12:05 PDT
...quel beau dÃ©but de journÃ©e.

Si j'avais le pouvoir d'ubiquitÃ©, je serais probablement entrain de piquer un roupillon dans ma chambre, Ã©tant donnÃ© mon Ã©tat, Ã quelques pouces du dÃ©lire.

J'ai l'impression qu'on va bientÃ´t me guillotiner.
Enfin, si c'est pour allÃ©ger les souffrances, pourquoi pas?

J'exagÃ¨re, bien Ã©videmment.

Aujourd'hui, je suis allÃ©e au magasin. Ã la caisse, on nous demande:
-Voulez-vous faire un don de deux dollars, pour les enfants malades?
-Tu peux lui donner deux dollars? je demande Ã mon pÃ¨re. Je te rembourserai Ã la maison.
-Non merci, dit mon pÃ¨re Ã la caissiÃ¨re.

C'est pas croyable. Enfin, je crois qu'il n'a pas bien entendu ce que j'ai dit, mais c'est tout de mÃªme dommage.

Sinon, je dois dire que je mÃ¨ne mon Ã©tÃ© assez tranquillement, ce qui me convient trÃ¨s bien. Je travaille, je sors, je dors, je mange, j'ai un mal de tÃªte vicieux qui vient d'apparaÃ®tre par tout hasard et qui ne veut absolument pas se dÃ©faire. Quel charme.

Il faudrait peut-Ãªtre que je pars mon projet de liste d'Ã©tÃ©, projet qui n'a jamais vraiment Ã©tÃ© exÃ©cutÃ© jusqu'Ã prÃ©sent--en faite, j'ai dÃ©jÃ fait quelques points..! Ãa arrive bientÃ´t, cette liste..! Ne vous impatientez pas trop.

Je me sens comme si j'Ã©tais en train d'Ã©crire un roman. Avec toutes ces phrases complÃ¨tes, majuscules, points, grammaire et orthographe. C'est pas mal amusant. Tout le monde est nÃ© pour Ã©crire un livre, dit Claus, du Grand Cahier. Ou Ã©tait-ce Lucas?

Sur ce, je m'en vais me jeter dans le gazon et me rouler sur le feu.

]]> ~WiNSANE tonight we're falling in love, let me go now http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18879011/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18879011/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 18:00:28 PDT Dear population of the world,
but mostly deviantfellows

i have come to realize
that high school is almost over
and that i kinda need to study
for the exams but hey i dont really
feel like it right now so im right
here writing this little post for my
little readers who are thirsty to learn
what vampiresque adventures have just
happened to the little adventurous
winsane that i am. so in this story,
you will face your worst fears and
nightmares, your worst ennemies and
worst fate, if any of these things
can discourage your adventurous mind
of the brave knight of the night. the
window is opened in my basement, who
will dare to look upon the lonely yet
adventurous life of the little zombie
who is currently typing all these
epiphanies and profanenesment and
looking up everysingle word of her
soul in the dictionary because she
really CARES LIKE THAT.
thankyou, thank you, i hope to see
you soon little treacherous elves.

with all due respect, winsane.

]]> ~WiNSANE if she moves like this, will you move it like that http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18845887/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18845887/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 22:04:26 PDT | | 101things a b o u t y o u | |

1 | Are any of your toes connected?
uh.. no. x) that's just weird, although i have nothing against toe-connected people

2 | Do you use a pen or a pencil more often?
uhm both equally, no favouritism.

3 | Do you have anything planned for July 5th?
uhmm, working maybe? idunno.

4 | Do you use toothpaste?
no, mustard. why of course!

5 | What was the last thing you dreamed about?
i actually dreamt we werent to wear the ugly hat at the job.. i was so happy! and then very disappointed to wake up and find out it wasnt true.

6 | What colour is your bedroom carpet?
no carpet, it's woodeee.

7 | How many passengers does your car hold?
eleven, if you count the roof and under, but otherwise five.

8 | Have you ever had a black and white cat?
non

9 | What is your favourite canned soup?
creme de poulet, poulet et riz, champignon, alphabet (lolol)

10 | Do you know anyone who lives in Russia?
that would be cool, but sadly no. [im guessing anastasia doesnt count]

11 | Have you ever gone into a room only to forget why?
hell, everyday. lolll cause im dizzy like that.

12 | Who is the last baby you held?
uuuhhh, wow, good question..! i really dont remember, but i think my little cousin?

13 | Do you know all the words to the Star Spangled Banner?
to the what what?

14 | What kind of car were you driving two years ago?
a bicycle.

15 | Would you rather have an STI or share a bed with Michael Jackson?
umm.. SHARE only, right? *does the moonwalk*

16 | When was the last time you went to the zoo?
hm.. 2 years ago? whee the zooo

17 | Do you have any wallpaper in your house?
non

18 | What is the closest plaid thing to you?
uhm, my converses? <3

19 | Who was the last person to give you a hickey?
none xD

20 | Who was the last person to write you a check?
uhm, the tommyhilfiger company?

21 | How many unframed pictures do you have in your house?
ten thousand billions

22 | The last date you had that started with dinner and ended with lunch was?
none lol

23 | Have you ever applied for a job where you had to wear skimpy clothes?
YES, LIKE RIGHT NOW?

24 | How many pairs of underwear do you own?
let me count.

25 | When was the last time someone gave you flowers?
like paper flowers? hahaha

26 | Do you play with your hair?
yesh

27 | What do you take in your coffee, or tea?
coffee; one cream three sugars [YESWHAT. ed in 'i am the messenger' takes FOUR]
tea; uhm, just plain tea

28 | Do you have any marshmallows?
nope

29 | Who was your high school's most popular girl?
me, duh. loll i dunno, i dont think there's one

30 | Who was the last person who told you to fuck off?
uuhh, no one?

31 | When was the last time you used mouth wash?
i dont use mouth wash, i brush my teeth lol

32 | Would you like to learn to play the harp?
nah, ill stick with piano

33 | How many entryways are there into your living room?
uhm, 2. LOL what kind of question is this

34 | What is the last thing you read?
last book i read;le troisieme mensonge. last page i read was; miss misery. last words i read are the ones im typing right now.

35 | What is the most drinks you've had in one night?
i drink SO much.. water. loll i dont really drink

36 | Where is the last place you ordered food from?
pizza?

37 | Have you ever ridden in a limo?
uhmm nope. cant recall

38 | What is the last thing you stapled?
uhh.. the letter from emy that i printed

39 | Did you ever drink milk and Pepsi together?
THATS NASTY

40 | Are your feet ticklish?
yesh lol that just sounds wack

41 | When was the last time you saw fireworks?
a long time ago

42 | When was the last time you had a Krispy Kreme doughnut?
uh a few months ago

43 | Who is the last person that drove you somewhere?
amelie's dad lolol

44 | When is the last time you parked in a covered parking lot?
uhm, last saturday

45 | Do you have a black dog?
no

46 | Do you have any A1 in your fridge?
have any what?

47 | Are you a dominating person?
yes i s... ]]> ~WiNSANE it's so beautiful it makes you want to cry http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18720223/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18720223/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 19:56:35 PDT Are you happy?

Yes. :]

a l l t h e s m a l l t h i n g s

when someone holds the door open for you
when you hear a song you love on the radio
when someone says hi first
when you see someone you love smile
when you hear their laughter
when someone pokes you just to get your attention
when you find a lucky penny
when you make a wish at 11:11
when you smile at someone unknown on the street, and that person smiles back
when you laugh so hard you get a stomachache
when someone calls you to say something randomly and hangs up
when you get to talk to someone about simple things
when someone holds your hand for no reason
when someone taps you on the shoulder but is really on the other side
when you hug someone
when someone teases you
when you go to a coffee shop with a friend, get a drink and relax
when you see someone smile, not with the lips but with the eyes too
when you get letters and cards
when you meet new people
when you try ugly clothes in a store with friends
when you take a picture
when you can smile outside, and inside too

happiness.
can be found anywhere, really
you don't have to look so deep, cause it's everyday, every little thing that happen, that we dont notice so much because they get easily squished by other negative feelings, but that are still there, and that make your day brighter

s l o w i n g d o w n i l o o k a r o u n d a n d i a m s o a m a z e d
i t h i n k a b o u t
t h e l i t t l e t h i n g s t h a t m a k e l i f e g r e a t

]]> ~WiNSANE i want to wake up, in the city that never sleeps http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18401751/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18401751/ Mon, 19 May 2008 15:46:25 PDT Start spreading the news
I'm leaving today
I want to be a part of it
New York, NEW YORK

May 15th to 18th, 2008

One of the best trips in my seventeen years on this planet.
So, so many memories, laughing moments, comfortable moments, peaceful moments. Smiles, hugs, laughter. Friends. Happiness.

M A K E a M E M O R Y

Playing DS in the bus with; becca, JK, sylvia, shahab, bo, mey, carmen, jo, rox, envy, bea, pascal, manu, sammy, ariane, mr.rose = so fun :] We played SO much. Like everyday. I know the 8 Mariokart maps by heart now. Played until my eyes came out of their orbit on sunday x)

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA.. wow, it was incredible. no, it was more than that, there's no words to describe it. i had c h i l l s watching it.. really, going back one day!

shopping with mey& sammy = hilarious. we were literally running everywhere, spending no more than 5 minutes per shop to not waste time. ill have to go back shopping with them x)

lilian, and becca. are my two stars of the trip. made my trip 1000 times nicer. i love you girls, even with your voice becca hahaha. ps. lilly your shoulder is very comfy to sleep on

Playing autojaune/safety in New York. Counting the taxis.

Got myself a pair of low grey converses, that i love with all my heart. one of my shoes got stolen by the guys that night at the hotel and i had to chase them like crazy, &nat managed to get it back :] it was funny though x)

Singing New York, New York in Washington Square, with our I

NY t-shirts. So. Memorable. Bus A owns Bus B

There's probably lots of more stuff that happened during the trip, but im too lazy to remember them again. I wrote everything on a little postcard i bought at the top of the Empire State Building. This postcard is hanging on my room's clothesline. I'm wearing my I

NY t-shirt and my Disney necklace right now, and i absolutely don't feel like taking them off. I'm going to remember this trip all my life.

]]> ~WiNSANE promise me you'll leave the light on http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18062365/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18062365/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 20:59:46 PDT je dÃ©teste Ã©ternuer et devoir me moucher continuellement
je dÃ©teste les moustiques et les autres insectes
je dÃ©teste les rhumes

...
beau bonjour, n'est-ce pas? petite journÃ©e pas trop superbe, malgrÃ© le fait qu'il ait fait, une des plus belles journÃ©es de l'annÃ©e 2008 en matiÃ¨re de tempÃ©rature.. mais allez donc lire l'intro comme du monde..! alors donc, aujourd'hui j'ai passÃ© la journÃ©e Ã l'intÃ©rieur comme une conne, parce que je ne suis sortie qu'un vulgaire 30 minutes pour revenir dans la maison vraiment amochÃ©e, et entrain d'eparpiller mes microbes partout. la joie, quoi. enfin, j'Ã©tais pas trop d'humeur Ã faire des devoirs alors j'ai Ã©coutÃ© shrek 3. pour la milliÃ¨me fois. Ã§a fait probablement partie de mes films prÃ©fÃ©rÃ©s, top 5. ainsi qu'aladdin, bien sure. si je devais faire un palmarÃ¨s de mes 5 films prÃ©fÃ©rÃ©s, ce serait:

1. Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events
2. Shrek Trilogy
3. The Corpse Bride
4. Aladdin
5. Undecided between Jumper, StarWars, Across the Universe, I am Sam, The Little Mermaid, and many more i just can't remember

et voilÃ ! je sais que j'ai trichÃ© un peu pour le numÃ©ro 2 qui est vraiment 3 films, et le numÃ©ro 5 qui est vraiment 1000 films, mais que voulez-vous, c'est mon palmarÃ¨s! En fait les 4 premiers [ou devrais-je dire les 6 premiers] se jouent pas mal entre eux, mais bon, fallais bin que je leur donne un ordre, donc en ce moment c'est Ã§a. peut-Ãªtre que Ã§a changera demain, je suis une femme quand mÃªme. LOL, je niaise. [pas tant que Ã§a, dans le fond haha] Donc demain je crois que je dois me rÃ©veiller tÃ´t, ce qui signifie que je devrais aller dormir bientÃ´t; il est presque minuit tout de mÃªme. mais bon. j'ai encore un peu de temps, 14 minutes pour Ãªtre exacte. J'ai besoin d'un livre pour mon cours de franÃ§ais, mais je n'en trouve vraiment pas. La majoritÃ© des livres que j'ai lu dans la derniÃ¨re annÃ©e sont en anglais, ce qui me rend la tÃ¢che difficile parce que je ne me souviens pas vraiment de livres que j'ai lu en franÃ§ais.. qui m'ont marquÃ©, du moins. Enfin, si vous avez des suggestions de livres, je vous accueille Ã bras ouverts!

WL | i m a g i n e

]]> ~WiNSANE frailty, thy name is woman http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18013229/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/18013229/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 19:32:02 PDT summer is finally here, or almost here
i've have plenty of sun these days
a bit too much, even

and i think
it feels just g r e a t

if you just

B E L I E V E

]]> ~WiNSANE i'm not gonna write you a love song http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/17822334/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/17822334/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 21:55:28 PDT

today
i had a crappy day
well, no, in fact in was in a crappy mood, but my day was pretty .. good actually lol
woke up early, went to st-bruno, didn't buy anything [that's crappy, cause then i feel like shopping for nothing and that i just wasted my time, but oh well, more money for later] and then... went to plaza st-hubert [took like 5000 miles more than it would normally take because we missed the exits and got lost just a little] so i was a bit dull when we arrived, didn't find much stores that sold fabrics so.. went back home empty-handed. oh yeah, and it rained. i miss the sun

but, weirdly enough, i'm like really happy right now
just smiling dumbly for no reasons whatsoever
i think it's this song

]]> ~WiNSANE i'd rather chase the sun than wait for it http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/17368539/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/17368539/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 18:38:09 PDT

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Oi!
This has been one of the most boring weekends I have ever had in quite a while. (well, only saturday & sunday, cause friday night was muchos fun with the smasho&fondue at roxo's place with sylviabanana; we definitely have to redo that. :9) I've been doing some homeworks that have not been done like a little geek, but seriously REALLY like a little geek. i only watched a movie on saturday night, because frankly i could not bear the fact that i was going to do homeworks on a saturday night, so i just took a break and watched matrix because my brother had rent it. and today i took a walk to the grocery store to buy tomatoes for sandwich tomatoes, so do you picture a teenage girl going to the grocery store alone on a sunday afternoon to buy tomatoes? yeahh, kinda weird and pathetic lolololol, but i dont mind.

cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
and live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars

I'm talking to Karen right now, and she's telling me that we -- karen, roxo and i -- should go back to the dollar cinema lololololol. im kinda hesitating, seeing that, it was oh so simple to GET there XD. but it was kinda funny loll, i might go back to go see golden compass/juno or i dont know what. oh geez, another epic journey lies ahead lolll

wowwww, im looking at the list of journals that i wrote... and. i've written a LOT of journals..! more than i thought lolll. i wonder how much time i spent on this. ... lame. loll, oh well. see if i care

IM GOING TO GO DRAW WOO!! at least there's a bright side to my geeking-all-the-weekend = i can do whatever i want now wheeee. some drawings coming... sooner or later (:

]]> ~WiNSANE even when you then cross it out http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/17278172/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/17278172/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 20:18:11 PDT

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wooooooahhhhhhh

now i know how it feels to live again
or at least to not have a stupid guilt hanging on you because you did not work on your personnel project
because people i. AM. DONE.

i thought my subscription ended today, but no it's my devianationism that started on march 10 that i had mistakened for the subscription end date. welll, i decided it was time to change this little journal layout because i was tired of it and here we are. well it doesn't mean im 100% free, cause i've still got some crappy projects and some criteries to do, but anyway, it feels good to have a weight taken off my shoulders

so lately i've been
+ cooking mama-ing on the ds ;D
+ shopping --- more than i can afford, really.
+ looking for a job --- look at the point above
+ ddr-ing with my cousins lolol
+ actually.. playing at Life with friends& cousins. it's fun okay, so im geeky whaddyawant.
+ to the biodome with my friends --- see geek-related statement above
+ to the library --- see geek-related statement again -- with my friend that was sleeping at the library, no you dont get, i said SLEEPING, litteraly, no exagerrating here..! haha i love her.
+ eating lots of healthy food
+ making my lunches for school -- because usually my mom make them heehee.
+ reading my library books. and to prove i am THAT geeky, i've also thought that working at the library would be cool, well what it's REALLY relax here and you do really non-stressful work. likee scanning the books and pushing some buttons on the keyboard and putting books on the shelf .. urgh god i need to find myself a job
+ watched some episodes of friends -- my brother having this rage of this sitcom, it was impossible for me to not watch at least one episode of it. not that he rent like ten dvds of the seasons in two weeks.
+ drawing!!! well, not that much really. but still. it's a start right? i dunno, these days i have the TIME to draw, but i start, and then i give up, basically like everything else. well ive started some drawings but i cant bring myself to finish them. i just dont really feel like continuing them, and i always want to start new stuff and then i never get to finish them either. soo in the end? no drawings done whatsoever.
+ relaxing, really. more than ever since the pp is finally finished. over. done.
+ enjoying life

"i'd rather chase the sun than wait for it"

]]> ~WiNSANE p ostmortem p ain http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/17065318/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/17065318/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 21:03:11 PST

i d o n ' t b e l i e v e i n y o u
a n y m o r e, a n y m o r e

T W O W O R D S .
PPISPURE SHIT.

working makes me want to eat something like, 1000 times more than usually.
working makes me want to go peepee like 1000 times more than usually.
working makes me want to go take a walk
working makes me want to play ddr
working makes me want to train my brain on brain age 2
working makes me want to take macro pictures
working makes me want to doodle some doodles in this little notebook
working makes me want to write a deviantart journal
working makes me want to go on facebook
working makes me want to chat on msn
working makes me want to browse through the popular section of deviantart
working makes me want to play halo with moumou
working makes me want to go shopping for stuff i dont need
working makes me want to drink water
working makes me want to do

A N Y T H I N G E L S E

BUT

fckingwork.

IMSOTIREDOFWORKINGAHALHALALALALALA *BITES HEAD OFF*
it's not even physically POSSIBLE

.________________________________x

shootme.

gaspardlove

]]> ~WiNSANE get out of this place while we still have time http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16937501/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16937501/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 22:34:40 PST

this mix could burn a hole in a n y o n e

..but it was you i was thinking of.

winsane is throwing artwork at you guys! this is how much i love you! [define 'you']
[okay, i only submitted two thingies, and one was just an update, but w h a t e v e r : )]
buuuuuttt! [but, not butt you bunch of pervs]
i have loads of other things i want to submit soon : )
[whoever cares please raise your hand. *grasshopper sound*]
well, I CARE. *raises hand likeahermionefreak*
i would continue to work on some pieces but i have school tomorrow, which is sad.. and i should get to bed soon too

WELL. no france for me, at least for now
i was very upset, but, yeah i guess i dont really have a choice [and i can spend mouney on a lot of useless stuff too, like on mucho, mucho expensive bags errgg loll but i love my bag [haha and when i wrote 'mouney', the jm song just went "proving that money's no fun.. when you're gonee" lalala]]

andddd, what else? i saw a bunch of movies this weekend... which one was the best... ummm XMEN3 hahaha! i love xmen movies, i should put them in my favorite movies, which i will do shortly after this post. and umm. i should go to bed. and that i mean now. right this inst---

i ' v e g o t f r i e n d s w h o l a l a l i e

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gaspardlove

]]> ~WiNSANE it took so long for this to die http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16822034/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16822034/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 18:07:22 PST

this mix could burn a hole in a n y o n e

..but it was you i was thinking of.

DUDE STOP READING MY JOURNAL GET A LIFE PEOPLE.

.. nah im just kidding.
i dont really care if you read my stuff or not, it's your life you're wasting anyway. it's sad to know you don't have anything else to do beside reading someone else's crappy journal.

lolololol okay ill stop insulting my readers, but this is kinda fun lolll. for me anyway hahaha.

im feeling kind of cannibal today. *starts eating people*
loll i say this so often, people will start to think it's true. well what do you know, maybe it is true. binnon im kidding i dont eat people they taste funny.

okay if you're gonna take everysingle thing i say seriously, well you better stop right now lol. cause you're gonna get offended someday. but oh well, i guess you know what you're doing.

still reading, you? just close this window for god's sake. of for yours lololol.

okayyy im done teasing my readers. now what's the purpose of this little journal over here... ohyeah my life. well, there's been better times, not that i spend all my time working, thinking i should be working and thinking about all the work im supposed to do. fking pei - -. anyway, thats about it. im kinda in a cannibal-phase right now so im afraid if i continue to write um.. it'll be ugly. so ill stop right now, good day to you

l i k e i f k i n g c a r e

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]]> ~WiNSANE and it seems so far down http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16801001/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16801001/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 13:19:06 PST
will it fill our hearts with thoughts of

E N D L E S S

night
T I M E
SKY

i just broke my brother's high score on ssx tricky
but he went out so i cant even annoy him with this lol

ahlala, i think last month and this month are the most infernal time of all 5 years of pei-ing. not one, only one, minute to breathe decently, not one i say. yet i'm still here illegaly cause im supposed to work. well yesterday i took a night off, and watched one movie and a half[the forgotten, which i had already seen but i watched it again cause my brother and cousin were watching it, and its good so eventually i stopped doing other things and just watched it with them, and half of spanglish which is good, but i needed to go shower lol] and drew for my very own fun[for the first time since dinosaurs]. so yeah, im working on a piece now, and im really looking forward to finish it, so i can post in here :] oh and i also have another movie to watch [x-men lololol] but i have also tons of work to do and a book to read [which i dont even have cause mademoiselle roxanne didnt finish it yet.. or bring it to me lol] and i also have to write a what.. 15 page commentary for the pp? im supposed to hand it in monday? god knows i wont lol. sooo all this to say that i have a lot of work to do as always and that im gonna go do something useless as always. [going to draw <3]

anyway. i hope things are better for any mutant who reads my journal, au revoir!

i ' l l n e v e r l e t t h e m h u r t y o u

N O T T O N I G H T

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]]> ~WiNSANE we're hanging out with corpses http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16666485/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16666485/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 21:52:52 PST
and if they get me and

the

S U N

g o e s d o w n

hello dudies of the the world and beyond [you must look.. BEYOND]

today has been a bastante shitty day, but surprisingly i dont feel shitty at all right now. well it hasn't been exactly shitty, but nothing amazing happened, really. & today was a day just like any other. first an exam in physics, not exactly the best way to start a day to be honest. then, art; nothing to say. lunch time i had fun drawing in lilly's agenda [aRenda, it's pronounced, how many times will i have to tell you people, aRenda!] & no sugar pie : ( but! we DID buy an ice cream sandwich, gracieusete de mademoiselle carmen : )
third period, math, .. well. it's math right. got the note d'etape... sucks for the last exam though, i didn't have time to finish 3 numbers because of the fucking criterias.. jaurais tellement du finir mon exam et men foutre des criteriers a marde. oh well, ill try to not think about it anymore, cause. what good will it do? none, exactly.
now that it's out of the way, i have to say that i should do my pp thingie, cause i have some time.

...

OF COURSE NOT YOU SILLY.
lololol. free time for winsane = DO WHATEVER THERE IS TO DO E X C E P T work :]

c a n y o u t a k e t h i s s p i k e ?

anyway i shall go
a) play at orisinal bubble bees lololololololol
b) look at gaspard pictures [duh]
c) all of the above

i ' l l n e v e r l e t t h e m h u r t y o u

N O T T O N I G H T

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]]> ~WiNSANE for all of the hell that it took http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16606135/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16606135/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 01:17:09 PST and you, must, keep, your, soul

like a secret in your throat

my gaspard ulliel night with karenabanana
was. an. absolute. disaster.
LOL im kiddinggg zomfg we so need to do it again karen ;D
and i wont stop making comments such as 'eeee gaspard!' or 'ahhh!lalala!' so, if you H A T E people who do that, dont ever, EVER, EVER I SAID, watch a gaspardulliel movie with me : )
ps. hannibal rising is so the greatest movie ever. [that, and a lot of other movies too, but right now my mind is thinking about this movie]

i wasted my time playing xmen with my brother and cousin lololol [ameliebanana i know you're gonna go 'WHATS you waste your time playing xmen' but im TELLING you its funnn hahaha]

and i went to meymey's place for not long today
we watched the little mermaid. i, just l o v e disney movies
we decided that
carmenabanana was flounder, cause she's always a fish, and what else? flounder has big eyes [when he gets scared by the sharks]
beccabanana was ariel. why? i forgot lolll
meybanana was sebastian the crab LOL hahaha *no explaination provided*
& i was scuttle the seagull. the first scene with him, mey just went thats you winsane so im.. the seagull. [plus, i sing EXACTLY like him, which means very, VERY, VERY baddly lolololol]
& lillybanana just never came, and we had to leave early soooo..
hope you're feeling better dude [cause i know you stalk my journal ;DD i still love you.]

SO it's currently 4:11 am.
and im thinking i should go to sleep. sometime soon

w e ' l l c a r r y o n

]]> ~WiNSANE .iamSwitzerland http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16496547/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16496547/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 20:28:35 PST EVERY WASTED DAY

is a wasted chance

SO
i
can't
wait
for
friday
;Dâ¥

RACOONEEMYLOVE : D
jitellement hate..!
SO, WHAT'S OUR PLANS FOR FRIDAY, ARE YOU WONDERING, DEAR READER?
well, well. let me tell you
WE. are making a G A S P A R D ulliel MOVIE NIGHT.
Movies to rent :
â¥ Un long dimanche de fiancailles
â¥ Embrassez qui vous voudrez [idunnoifthey have it but whatev]
â¥ Disney movie [no gaspard ulliel in those but i've been wanting to watch one and see the easy happy happily ever after shit cause im just way too stressed out and ... etcetc.]
Things to do :
â¥ Bake cookies
â¥ Draw in agenda ;D [pronounced aRenda cause it's in spanish]
â¥ Go rent the movies and watch gaspard ulliel
â¥ look at gaspard ulliel pictures on internet

JAI. TROP. FUCKING. HATE <3

]]> ~WiNSANE this is just wrong http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16468062/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16468062/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 00:17:23 PST DON'T CRY BECAUSE IT'S OVER
SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED

â¥

lately i've been a bit, very, super uberduper busy like H E L L, litterally
and there's been so much on my mind that i repeat, im surprised it hasnt imploded yet.
and im sleepy like hell
but i got to evacuate some things that are restraining my brain

today we went to see cloverfield
verdict?
a box of mike&ike's, shoelaces, too big sunglasses for your forehead or castanets, but hell, anything but watch this movie
lolll well, actually it's not AS bad but, pretty much not very worth if you see like what i kind of mean.
a lot of people said they were feeling nauseous after seeing this movie loll
and frankly, just no. loll
[i could have seen golden compass, enchanted, sweeney todd, and whazzat other movie i wanted to see, but oh well]
and then we just hung around for hell of a long time and didnt do much of anything except
a) being awkwardly staring at some irrelevant things
b) watching two psychos playing ddr after having wiped it with windex
c) listen to the machines go "TIME... CRISIS... FOUR..." over and over and over and over and over
d) all of the above

OHYEAH. and we went to the ThaiExpress at dix30 and
O M G
IT'S SO THE PRETTIEST PLACE EVER.
i want to live there.
with the little takeout boxes of love.

it's no fair what you're doing. not fair at all, and i hate you for that.

]]> ~WiNSANE when i say goodbye http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16410934/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16410934/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 23:09:30 PST YOU CAN BREATHE
YOU CAN BREATHE NOW

..but the air is running out

1/14/2008 1:31:48 AM winsÃ¤ne :
have you ever read like... des emails qui date de 3 ans..?
1/14/2008 1:31:51 AM winsÃ¤ne :
... dont.
1/14/2008 1:31:55 AM Mey ( R A W ) :
ROFL
1/14/2008 1:31:56 AM Mey ( R A W ) :
..
1/14/2008 1:31:58 AM Mey ( R A W ) :
are they emo?
1/14/2008 1:32:08 AM winsÃ¤ne :
no... MAIS JSUIS TELLEMENT NOSTALGIQUE EN CE MOMENT TAS PAS IDÃE

here you go. that explains it all
i've been looking through my old email to look at what emails i wanted to keep [so i could send it to my new email]
i started reading a few, and sendin them..
but i had to stop.
CAUSE THIS IS ALL JUST, PURE. TORTURE.
honestly.
im surprised i did not die yet of the wave of nostalgia that washed over me.
i feel like crying/running outside/drop dead on the ground

and im not finishing looking through my emails.
ahhhhhh.

regardez le comme il a lair... en pleine periode de reflexion. si beau

J: Qu'est-ce que la photo de Gaspard Ulliel fait dans ton journal?
W: Bin, il est beau.

â¥

]]> ~WiNSANE patroni z ing http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16365222/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16365222/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 22:54:20 PST H O L D . O N
I'M FEELING LIKE I'M HEADED FOR A. B R E A K D O W N.

bring me to life.

i
feel
like
dried
tomatoes.
WHY? you may ask?
because i don't know i just feel like a whole bunch of nonsense again as always on this piece of crap that is my journal. ohhhyeah. pieceofcrapjournalfulllofnonsense is back.
and im just b o r e d like hell, to be wandering here
all aloney on my owney
and did i mention that i was really, really, really bored? cause i really am. and there's no one to talk to right now. and i cant call anyone at this time cause it's 1:45 am, and im not so sure everyone is a nocturn human like meself. well, ill call mey after i post this journal. i should really learn how to sleep early one day. i think it's just not in my nature. i feel like taking pictures. not camwhoring, exactly, just taking pictures, cause taking picures is fun, fun fun, especially when i take pretty pictures, which is a little bit more complicated. ahlalalala, how i wish i was outside, in the summer skipping around everywhere at the park and just letting my brain wander around, lost, and never have to use it again for anything. it would just fly around. okay, brain with wings, what the hell. im losing my marbles. im losing my marbles, you hear. right here. right now. like always. i cant wait to go far, far away from all this crap, and then come back to laugh at the ones who will be crying their eyes out doing their pp. course im kidding. or almost.
im gonna go do another creation vomit, or photoshop vomit or something, cause this vomit over here is just nasty.

CAUSE SOMEDAY. SOMEHOW.

J: Qu'est-ce que la photo de Gaspard Ulliel fait dans ton journal?
W: Bin, il est beau.

â¥

]]> ~WiNSANE i n f i n i t e s i m a l 2 http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16322006/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16322006/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 20:30:27 PST

TOMORROW I'LL BE G O N E .

sooooo. it's 11:11. make a wish
i haven't have time to make one and the time changes to 11:12
i dont have much to say today
cause nothing much happened
cause i only went to school
and came back a bit tired
i almost fell asleep a thousand times at the very least
half of that was in my math class
i just can't concentrate anymore
these two months will be the months of hell and whatever shit there is that's really... devious.
cause we're ALL GONNA DIE.
and you know it
im speaking to pei people
to peepee people
i cant believe some of you [LIKEJACKWTF] already finished your creation
maybe cause you're not here to write some journal entries
but.. what, i like my journal.
it's fun lol

tomorrow i'll be gone
tomorrow i'll be gone
tomorrow i'll be
gone

F I G H T T H E B R E A K O F D A W N .

J: Qu'est-ce que la photo de Gaspard Ulliel fait dans ton journal?
W: Bin, il est beau.

â¥

]]> ~WiNSANE i n f i n i t e s i m a l http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16306957/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16306957/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 19:26:44 PST

L E A V E T H I S I N P I E C E S

im hungry.
and i want garlic bread.
but i have to work.
im thirsty.
i want to drink some orange crush.
but i have to work.
i want to read twilight
but i have to work.
i want to play a ds game
but i have to work.
i want to play halo with moumou
but i have to work.
i want to look at deviantart artworks
but i have to work.
i want to go outside run away screaming like hell
and come back when school is finished
but i have to work.
but i have to work.
but i have to work.
but i have to work.
but i have to work.
but i have to work.

what. the. fuck.
work, shmork.
i hate working. i absolutely dont feel like working. i want to do anything other than working.
but what am i gonna do after this journal?
fucking work
*ANGSTANGSTANGST* ahahaha
i think i hate working more than anything right now
okay maybe not more than ~~robert pattinson.~~ CEDD.
[IS HE DEAD? i wish. did the deathnote thingie work?]
is it normal i smell garlic bread?
i think im losing my mind
clearly im losing my mind

I M L O S I N G M Y M A R B L E S .
A G A I N .

J: Qu'est-ce que la photo de Gaspard Ulliel fait dans ton journal?
W: Bin, il est beau.

â¥

]]> ~WiNSANE qui x otic. http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16278716/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16278716/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 23:27:50 PST

WHO KNEW EACHOTHER VERY WELL

and i really need scraps3 right now. i really feel like writing some things down

i t h e l p s t o w r i t e i t d o w n
even when you then cross it out

i feel like my head is going to explode
i'm thinking i'm tired, but i'm always tired, and my head doesn't always feel like it's going to explode.. or maybe it does? anyway
reading all that love-stuffed notes from lilly makes me
1) smile dumbly
2) sad in a way
both at the same time, which makes me a bit.. unbalanced when it's supposed to be balanced, yes?

yesterday i went to bed at 4 o'clock
i was still awake at 5
i didn't know what to do, but eventually i fell asleep
it's now 2 am. i'm thinking of going to bed, how much time will it take me to fall asleep this time? i hate it when it happens. i need to sleep so much that i don't, and im just wasting time lying awake in bed, and the next day im dead tired

no i do not have a constant smile on my face
that's not true. that comment poked me a bit for i don't know what reasons. it's maybe a good thing that i look like that, but in another sense i don't think so
now for instance, i'm not exactly smiling
im not crying either lol just in case.

i should start to think of starting to go to bed earlier than the time i usually start to think about going to bed because that's just a bit too late for a human being as myself

and now every word
of every song i ever heard
that made me, wanna s t a y
is playing through the inflight radio

â¥

]]> ~WiNSANE P A T R O N I Z I N G http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16198218/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16198218/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 01:17:57 PST

J U S T L I K E A N Y O T H E R

okayokayokay, so much things to say today
it's is currently 3:52 in the morning, and i'm actually planning to sleep
but first,

i'd like to wish you a

M A R V E L O U S

2 0 0 8

...to every deviants/deviantartstalkers of the whole, wide world
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my new year count down was nothing extraordinary
in fact. i slept through it l o l
i usually go to my cousins' place to countdown in group & with everyone just going crazy and screaming and shaking hands
but not this year, this year, we stayed home
and i was watching Big Fish,
and i fell a s l e e p
not that the movie was boring, no, but i was just so very tired from yesterday [which i will talk about further on] and i could not help it if my eyelids were this heavy haha
so what was i doing, yesterday?
basically, my friend stayed until like, 4 in the morning.
and what were we doing?
basically, watching twilight pictures on facebook [and commenting and insulting cedd and worshipping gaspard ulliel] and watching smosh videos & l a u g h i n g like hell because we were this tired
and today, i didn't do much of anything
didn't feel like working, as always, so i watched some movies [300, which was good, to my surprise loll. THIS. IS. SPARTAA] and talked to lilly on the phone, and insulted/laughed at c.e.d.d. [which, i think, i would never get tired of, ohh, how he's D I S A P P O I N T I N G. and fugly&sonotedward etc.]and worshipped gaspard ulliel :] la routine, quoi.
it's now 4:05 in the morning
and im thinking, that, 2 0 0 7 was a memorable year
and i'd maybe say, one of the best
so many memories, so many moments, so many smiles, so many laughter
not so much regrets, which is great, because i have issues with regrets
and when i know i can think of this year, and smile
i know that it has been a good year
and that's all because of you
t h a n k y o u a l l for everything, for making me smile
for making me laugh, for making me enjoy the moment

i t ' s g o o d t o b e a l i v e

"MAIS C'EST QUI CE BEL HOMME"

Y O U ' R E S O F A B U L O U S

â¥

]]> ~WiNSANE it's good to be a l i i i i v e e e e http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16169245/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16169245/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 15:55:40 PST

S O U L

another year is ending...
it feels like time is slipping through our h a n d s
and no one can get hold of it

d i d y o u t h i n k
about your new year resolutions?
winsane's 2008 resolution : s u r v i v e
through the stupid pp
the upsetting situations
the things that might make me down
survive through everything
that, & beat jo at halo
which, i will do..!

's o m e t i m e s , i w i s h i l i v e d i n a b o o k'
of course im refering to twilight
of course im refering to the edwardness effect that this character has on e v e r y g i r l who reads it hahaha
[im still very angry at the casting, cedricdickface no. way!]
who wouldn't dream of a perfect, gorgeous vampire who is overly protective in that cute way? i know i do hahaha
'y o u a r e e x a c t l y m y b r a n d o f h e r o i n' â¥

so this journal doesn't really lead to anywhere... im just babbling about any nonsense that crosses my mind without thinking about it twice. and you, my poor friend, are destined to read all this crap hahaha

okay. im tired. i will repost later, when i find something... maybe not useful but, less shitty than this entry hahaha

A N D T H I S L I F E H A S B E E N N O

H O L I D A Y

]]> ~WiNSANE this is how you remind me http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16036740/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16036740/ Fri, 21 Dec 2007 22:35:20 PST can you believe how far we've come?
it seems time passes by so quickly,
when at times we just feel it's going in slowmotion
but yet. we are already here, all grown-up, or i hope
another year is almost ending, yet another one is beginning
and with that a lot of events and memories will be made

a l l t h e s m a l l t h i n g s â¥

nice day.
nice extra hour of sleep this morning when i didnt wake up in time for french class hahaha
nice gift exchange in geo
nice lunchtime
nice little gift from lilly :]
notnice chimie class! urghh.. criterion lab. buuut, nice time with sylvia :]
nice halo3 game haha, i *will* win against you guys next year :] (hey. i did make some kills okay, so im happy. hahaha)
nice uuh.. subway time? loll although we pretty much only debated on redbulls and nothing else really
nice WALK-OF-ONE-THOUSAND-MILES-TO-BECCA'S-PLACE zomfg lol ALTHOUGH i was f r e e z i n g cold
nice time doing nothing at becca's place
nice babyfoot game
nice movie time
nice edward-reading time at home :]

no drama
no worries
no sadness
no anger
no hatred
no jealousy
no hypocrisy

w e ' r e j u s t f e e l i n g a m o m e n t

a worry-free day
is always nice once in a while
nothing much happened, only a feeling of i-dont-care-about-a-thing
but that's what makes life nicer to live through right?
and one day, youll just think about moments like these

w h o c a n t e l l w h e r e t h e r o a d s l e a d ?

i wonder where we will be in the future
if we're going to be still in touch
if our roads will cross, one day
if our eyes will meet, but that they will be strangers
and i wonder if we'll only think it's just some everyday stranger that we see
or if we'll recognize eachother, and crack a smile

]]> ~WiNSANE A L L day. Staring at the c e i l i n g http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16021690/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/16021690/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 22:29:44 PST
1. Honestly, how many people have you ever had strong feelings for? uhmm.. 1.. 2? i dunno. c'est tres indiscret comme question..!
2. Honestly, what color is your underwear? uhhh right now? *looks* um like.. red-pink with stripes. [wtflol too much information.]
3. Honestly, what's on your mind? HALOHALOHALO IM THINKING I WANT ZAT HALO POSTER ZOMFG.
4. Honestly, what are you doing right now? moumou just left, and i still want to play, halo is additive.
5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? umm.. it depends? with a paperbag on the head heehee.
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? well, define "bad" XD [leaving karen's answer, bcause i like it.]
7. Honestly, do you watch television? does halo count?
8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? ummm.. not right now
9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? my cool friends. annnnnd halo haha. AND EDWARD. and gaspard ulliel.
10. Honestly, What are you listening to? unwell... i love the song, but i dont like that much the chorus. matchbox 20 people, karen poisoned me.
11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? yeahhh. edward would be nice. or gaspard ulliel. but being realistic... i. dont. know. i dont think so.
12. Honestly, do you have deep secrets? yeah i'm a vampire deep inside. there, i said it. it's no longer a deep secret anymore, so id answer no.
13. Honestly, where is your best friend? im guessing my best friends are somewhere on this planet
14. Honestly, are you mean? yesh, who isn't?
15. Honestly, where did you copy and paste this from? karenacola
16. Honestly, where would you rather be right now? i would rather be... in paris. or london.
17. Honestly, do you like someone? yesh. i like a loooot of people
18. Honestly, who was the last person that sent you an IM, what did it say? ummm lilly saying she was going to shleep
19. Honestly, where are your shoes? on my head, wtfloll. they're in the hallway and in my schoolbag.
20. Honestly, would you choose your best friends or your boy/girlfriend? seeing that im currently single, id say my best friends you see
21. Honestly, have you gone out of your way to make a new friend? have i whatwhat?
22. Honestly, do you shower? course not, i mean, who the hell SHOWERS!?
23. Honestly, are you desperate? yesh, who isn't?
24. Honestly, how old would you say the average age is for people to die? um.. never, if you're a vampire. but.. okay.. aroundd.. 90? idunno.
25. Honestly, who was last say to good night to you? mclilly
26. Honestly, did you ever lie to someone you loved? yesh, who never did?
27. Honestly, when was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out? umm... i dont know, i dont keep records of them you see
29. Honestly, Have you gone streaking? whazzat?
30. Honestly, do you see anyone more than just a friend? i dont think so
31. Honestly, do you think its right to cheat if your boy/girlfriend cheated on you? um.. well you just kick his/her ass and dump him/her
33. Honestly, what makes you mad? loads of stuff, likeee... vain people. and other thingies too, but i wont name them all right
34. Honestly, does being with your friends make you happy? uhhh yeah loll!? it goes in the 'friend' definition right..?
35. Honestly, do you believe in yourself? honestly? at times.
36. Honestly, are you annoying to people? that's not me you have to ask lolll
37. Honestly, who can you go to for anything? a lot of people, but sometimes it gets annoying, like for school thingies for instance
38. Honestly, have you hugged a girl this week? yep lilly
39. Honestly, have you had a kiss on the cheek this week? uhh.. probably mey loll
40. Honestly, when was the last time you hugged someone? umm likee this afternoon
41. Honestly, are you a relationship person? umm. i dont know about that lolll, im pretty antisocial at times, but otherwise im guessing im okay? lolll
42. Honestly, whatÂs your status? single [unless you count the fictional characters, edward, that is.]
43. Honestly, do you own a carton of cigarettes? nahh.. as they say "there are cooler ways to die" besides, it shmells funky
44. Honestly, where is your mom? shleeping?

]]> ~WiNSANE h u m o u r . m e ♥ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/15992200/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/15992200/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 19:36:41 PST U L L I E L
PWNS.
ROBERT.
WHATSHISFACEDIGGORY.

o n l y j u s t o n e t i m e

well. goodmorning starshines.
the e a r t h says hello :]

aaaaand i'm thinking this song is making me happee.
don't you just l o o o o v e the B E A T L E S
god knows i do.
i can't wait for Across the Universe to come out in dvd.
god knows i will buy it :]
i would have bought that for the gift exchange in geo, but it didnt come out in dvd yet so... too bad lol

i m w e a k i n t h e k n e e s & i m t r y i n g t o b r e a t h e

A N D the christmas c o u n t d o w n
..
only .SEVEN. days left!
until christmas
and the contest results :]
woahh.. thanks for the 1,4 K views on all you need is love
it makes me really happeeâ¥

i m s t a r i n g a t t h e c l o c k
b u t t h e c l o c k d o e s n t t a l k , i t j u s t
s t a n d s s t i l l

karen: mais c'est chien pour cedric diggory... c'est comme "T LAID MERDE"
justine: WASH genre trop laid aik sa mega touf pi ses mega brows
justine: GENRE OMFG C KOI CETTE COUPE DE CHAT MORT AIK UN TRICOT ARC-ENCIEL

AHAHAHAHAHA. maaaaaudit que je vous aime.
i love our lilly-justine-karen-winsane-vs-cedric-dickface conversations
... and isn't gaspard ulliel just g o r g e o u s

d o n t t h i n k w e r e n o t s e r i o u s
w h e n ' s i t e v e r n o t ?

so i'm reeeeeally not feeling like working on my homeworks, like alwaaaaaayss :]
so i'm wandering here, waisting my time hehe, i like it.
well... i guess i should go work... i should

A l l y o u n e e d i s L O V E
L O V E
L O V E
L O V E

]]> ~WiNSANE nowhere to be found http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/15976954/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/15976954/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 17:44:49 PST i still have loads of work to do, but still. i'm taking my time
maybe that's why i end up sleeping at 4 in the morning
and why am i stressed?
well i guess it's because of the rush, that i am supposed to be in right at this moment

it's surprising to see that this morning i was all hyper and happy
and that now im just blank for no reasons
or is it that surprising?
well. this morning i was reading my edwardbook. :]
i guess that's what made me happy?
but im not sure it's a good thing, because after that i just look for him and i realize that it's not going to happen, which is very sad i must say
but oh well, i still enjoy reading, and i absolutely can't wait to read eclipse :]

i think, i think im having this wave of nostalgia.
it comes every once in a while, and i absolutely hate it
because i dont feel like doing anything
and most of the times i really need to work on my thingies, or else i'd just die

and i dont feel like talking to anyone in particular
im wondering if this is making it worse, but what can i do about it? nothing, really. it'll pass, but each time i feel this way, i also feel the need to write in here. why? i dont have the slightest idea. make it come out i think? but it doesn't lead anywhere anyway. and here you are, reading this incomprehensible journal entry, wondering if i turned mental or anything, but i guess if you're reading this, you should be used to my sometimes grim entries. that's okay, it's part of why i write anyway, even if it doesn't change anything

it doesn't change a n y t h i n g.

]]> ~WiNSANE then you go and cut me down http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/15972502/ http://WiNSANE.deviantart.com/journal/15972502/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 12:14:23 PST a j e a l o u s vampire named edward cullen.

AAAH.
i am. head over heels about edward.
and i just looooove lilly for being crazy with me :]
and i can't w a i t to read e c l i p s eâ¥

stop & s t a r e.

ROBERT WHATSHISFACE IS NOT EDWARD.
i absolutely CANNOT accept this.
i already hate the movie.
it disgusts me THIS bad.

L: Ew. imagine how disgusting if he dyes his hair BLOND
w: he's already disgusting.
L: i know, but. TRY NOT TO MAKE IT WORSE?

HAHAHAHA. i LOVE you lilly :]

i l o v e that there's no school today.
i dont even see why, i would have NO difficulty getting my ass to school, but still. i am very happy the way things are, and i am ABSOLUTELY NOT complaining

do i d a z z l e you.

so this morning, lilly woke me up. i thought it was the alarm, but then my cell screen said Lilly G, so i picked it up.
L: NO SCHOOOL
w: ZOMFGG!
L: now you can read as much edward as you want! :]
â¥
and i d i d.
i finished the book, and i slept 2 hours, and i drank hot chocolate, and i ate cookies, and i didnt do anything much.
but i'm.. thinking about doing some fanart, or some collage/photo editing. :]

i. s p a r k l e.

]]> ~WiNSANE