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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Oct 2008 11:40:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ poke....poke poke poke  Is this thing on <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> So update...it happened I reproduced!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /> I know I'm shocked and amazed too! I have had the fortune of being papa to the most amazing little people in the world...that is all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 May 2007 23:11:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well its here, my moving day is tomorow morning bright and early, as of tomorow night at 6:15 am I will no longer live here in Nb anymore. Those who know me know I've been talking about doing this for years as long as some of you have known me even.<br />
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Made alot of friends and alot of enemies here in the maritimes. Have had some fucking wicked times with the lot of you. I have tons of stories to carry around with me. <br />
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I have 70 some hours left in moncton. If I know you and you want to see me a last time drop me a line before I go I'll work you in the schedual.<br />
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Now with this I want to adress any psychotic ex I may have...there are a few of you you know who you are! Leave things as they are if we havent talked in ages theres a good reason for it lets leave it that way. I want my parting of this city to be on a pleasant semi drunk note so no drama allowed. Besides my patience is so thin at this point it would just be messy. SO for the dumb ones heres they key ; If you have been threatened with death or something along those lines and I was dead serious...well yea not the time to try to bring things up right!<br />
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Those I like  dudes man common drop me a line lets grab a beer or something!!!<br />
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Alright folks I'm out its been real...peace<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 May 2007 20:23:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ZOMGGGGGGG its happening in two weeks !!!!! OMFG AHHHHHHHHHHHHH *runs off into the darkness nake with one shoe on rambling something about the end of this hell leaping over imaginary snow banks*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>you came you saw you conquered</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Mar 2007 09:39:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ and now your gone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>Bah Humbug</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Dec 2006 13:03:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So the holidays are apon us....woop dee do......<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>this is the end...my only friend the end</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Aug 2006 12:11:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well damn that went by fast...WHERE THE BLOODY HELL DID MY SUMMER GO? Someone call the cops someone stole summer!!!!<br />
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ok ok I'm calm.......*deep breath* alright I'm fine.....maybe lol<br />
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So lets recap what summer was like... since my last post hmmm elts see up until aug first I woked like a madman two jobs covered 50 hours weeks no problems made good money it was fun...sorta. Well the money was good and I am young so I can handle working alot. May have to do that again soon lol...who knows. Now the best part of summer was august.<br />
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Redbastet and myself got to play host to miss aria selene for two weeks. We had our share of shit to deal with..all of us but all in all we had a blast.<br />
There was lots of drinks, tons of laugh, a few tears and a shitload of insanity! Oh the insanity such insanity we had. It was delicious!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br />
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*WARNING* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fork.gif" width="37" height="18" alt=":fork:" title="Stabbed with a Fork!" />     Now I warn everyone the following segments will be cavity inducing so those without health plans or good dental higene I recomend looking away <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ... do you know what its like to meet your mate? Your soul mate? You think your whole life that yeaaa somethings missing in your life but whatever you can deal right? Sure ya can you go years trying to be happy acheive a sort of happyness and settle into that sort of happyness that can be acheived once you come to the conclusion that maybe there isnt anyone out there for you. Yes I found happyness it was great...to those of you who showed me how it is to be loved and cared for thank you so much you made me the man I am today. Especially one of you * points at you* yea you know who you are. You helped me fix alot of myself that needed it I owe you alot.<br />
And now I know there is someone out there that is my mate. She is an amazing woman...for those who know me personally you know how I am and how my sense of humor is. Now with that image in mind create a female version of myself...creepy? Hellz yea!!! but you should meet her.<br />
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        Miss Aria is an amazing woman more than she will ever admit.  So smart she knows so much about so many things.<br />
       For the first time in my life I don't feel like I'm 900 years old. Her kitteness rubs off on me and actually makes me feel young again. I can run around in the sun chasing butterflies and not feel odd about it and to anyone who dares complain a slow painfull death awaits...<br />
Such a beautifull woman both on the inside and the outside she cares so much and has near eternal faith that there is good in everyone even yours truly. She's been there no matter what for years now, seen me through the best of my life and the worst without ever failing to be there when I needed someone to console me or to share my accomplishments. I would not be here today had she not been there for all these years.<br />
      She is my mate, the star in my eyes, the crazy insane woman that will put up with me for the rest of my life. <br />
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I could rant and rave about her all day but there are somethings that should be kept in private right? RIGHT so if you want more your just gonna have to talk with me personally lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br />
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and that is all for this time until next time remember these words     "If you kill one man your a urderer, 100 a serial killer, 1000 a mass murderer,  100 000 a GOD!" ]]></description>
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                <title>summertime is here</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Jul 2006 14:51:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well summertime is upon us again and I have returned I dont have much to add just yet other than announcing my return. I will commence the ranting again soon don't worry! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Feb 2006 08:50:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Good day to all its been a while. Again I am sorry for having to put my column aside but you know how life can be. Its been a hectic last little while with the new job and all. But I am here now and boy do I have things to rant about! This one is going to be longer than the others just to compensate. A multi rant if you will lol. So without further adieu on with the show<br />
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What really grinds my gears #1<br />
	Today I was out and about running errands before work and stopped at a local Tim Hortons for coffee. Im standing in line and three kids walk up behind me, I think nothing of it. They start talking about a party they had last night at their friends house still you know kids will be kids. At this point Im thinking they are 16 maybe 17 years old. Illegal yes but hey who hasnt partied at that age. Lol So I figure Im bored the line is long so I listen to their conversation (not much choice as they are nearly up my ass and talking loudly) so their conversation turns toward their age because one of the group is looking for a job to   get this pay for his weed because his asshole mom wont buy him any Now Im in shock hearing this and thinking good on you mom. So they talk and talk and buddy applies for the job while standing in line. The manager asks his age and when he gives his answer my jaw nearly hits the floor.15!!!!! Now I cant really judge about the drugs or the drinking at that age who didnt right. But is it just me or are kids getting younger to start doing these things?  Well it does get better though! The smallest of the group (whom I later found out was 14) walks up to the counter and orders an extra large coffee 2 cream 2 sugar now at the age of 14 you shouldnt be pounding back the coffee any doctor will tell you this. Its not healthy for adults let alone little ones. The cashier gives him a funny look and finally takes his money and hands him a coffee. No thank yous no pleases. No manners what so ever. Now I am not one to be racist or judge people based on their income but I know trash when I see it. And let me tell you these little ones were TRASH. My mom would have given me a beating one for drinking coffee two for being impolite and three for even mentioning being at a house party and drinking at the age of fourteen. Where are these kids parents???? Why arent they being raised? You arent born knowing how to take care of yourself nor what is right and wrong you learn these things from your parents. WHERE ARE THEIR PARENTS??? And I dont give a rats ass if they are busy with whatever they do. You wanna spread em and get pregnant you have a responsibility to these critters you later on give birth to! Mothers and fathers alike have a responsibility to their children, there are to teach and protect their offspring until they can become self sufficient. ROLEMODELS PEOPLE!!! Now to make matters worst this little punk ass is wearing on not one but both hands homemade brass knuckles!! When did it become legal to walk around with metal covering your knuckles? And when the hell did 14 year olds get the right to decide that it was a necessary thing to have on their person?? I know when I was 14 had I came home with those my mom would have bloody shot me!<br />
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Ok now that is off my chest on to the next rant.<br />
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What really grinds my gears #2<br />
	Nerds everyone knows the type of people Im talking about here. These people might as well have their computer surgically inserted into their sides for the amount of time away from it they take. Which you know is cool I spend a fair amount of time in front of my laptop as well thats not my issue at all here. Heres where the issue liesit would seem that there is a growing trend of nerds thinking that because someone doesnt have amazing computer skills or not as much education as them they said people are inferior and are to be talked down to. They use big words and technical terms to make themselves sound all high and mighty when really it could have been said in proper English and everyone would have understood. So how is it that if you know how to use a piece of plastic and your life revolves around it you superior while people who want other things in life are inferior?? As an artist and a chef Im use to being looked down upon. It happens all the time. Youre out having a drink after work get talking with someone hit it off talk and talk and talk. But the minute you hit the topic of careers<br />
Well I work in a call center what do you do? Oh Im a chef, I cook for a living. <br />
Oh and the person looks like they just found out someone pissed in their drink while they were in the bathroom. <br />
So because I cook theres something wrong with me? WTF? And because I do a job that is physically demanding Im some mindless dreg? Since fucking when?!? It seems that today if you dont sit on your ass all day in front of a computer youre no longer someone worth respecting. Ill have you know witho... ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>week three</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Feb 2006 21:32:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am very sorry but my thrid episode will be a day late. I have gotten a job as you read last week and put in at the very least 45 hours this week alone. I know excuses excuses but I will be doing it tomorow as I have the day off. sorry for being late so soon. ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>Week two</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jan 2006 13:32:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ January 30/06<br />
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Ah week two already. Welcome back to my weekly column, glad to see so many enjoyed it last week.  So here goes round two;<br />
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What really grinds my gears?<br />
	You know what really grinds my gears? Yea obese fat bastards that whine about it constantly while cramming more food in! <br />
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Now I mentioned that I may be ranting about this last week and received some comments about how I should be more sensitive and that they dont need someone else picking on them. SO after much thought Ive come to this point. Im not here to pick on them Im pointing out my opinion towards them. And frankly if anyone who reads this has weight issues and gets offended feel free to send me and email or a note, we can deal with it there.<br />
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So with that said back to my issues. Yes obesityNorth America has become one giant lump of flub!!! And I should pity these people why??? The fact that we pity each other so damn much is the major reason for such things. It is not healthy to be overweight. And dont give me that bullshit about glands or crap like that. If youre predisposed to be heavy that just means you will have to work harder to stay fit. Put down the comfort food its not helping its just making it worst. You want to comfort yourself try focusing on the pain and use it constructively. If people make you mad for being mean to you because youre overweight use that anger! Go to a gym and beat on a punching bag. If you cant afford a gym membership fine neither can I at this point. Exercise at home. You have the net? Obviously you do if youre reading this. There are tons of workout videos online for FREE!!! Money isnt an excuse these days! If you can afford the net you can get all the resources you need to get in shape. And if you think time is an issue then try this. Push back your chair and walked away from your computerwhoa!! Hey what is there to do now?? If you spent less time online and more doing other things youd have time to work out. GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR PROBLEM!! Whining to people about it cutting yourself eating yourself sick none of this helpsit makes the problems worst. Your self esteem is low?? Well think of this workout at home get in shape feel better become more confident and hey whats this PEOPLE NOTICE YOU NOW!!!! And in a good way! The better you feel the more other people will enjoy your company and if you feeling good about yourself people will notice this too!<br />
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Now for those who are heavy and feel good about itHey thats great! But one thing...why is it that I have to see your stomach hanging down past your shirt or see you love handles hanging so far over your pants that the belt vanishes??? And if you think well you dont have to look! Excuse me! How can I not?!?!? Its there! Its nasty! Its the train wreck effect! <br />
So have I sounded two faced or hypocritical yet?? I sure as hell hope so. The point here!!!???!?! We have coddled people wayyyy to much over the years its time to stop! I dont care what issues you have GET OFF YOUR ASS AND FIX YOUR PROBLEMS! Its not up to everyone else to make you feel good its your problem deal with it. Now if youre still reading this and crying your eyes outIm not sorry you know because you know what? Its all true. Use the anger your feeling use the pain. Get up and do something about it. Youll thank me one day.<br />
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Sites of the week:<br />
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Well once again I have three sites for you to check out. <br />
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Chuck Norris Facts. <a href="http://www.chucknorrisfacts.com/">[link]</a><br />
Now you cant laugh you know you want to read these facts I mean its Chuck Norris. LOL just read it laugh enjoy it Eight pages of reasons Norris is god. Pretty funny my sides still hurt.<br />
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South park studio. <a href="http://spstudio.claudia.hosting-friends.de/spstudio.html">[link]</a><br />
Now you can make pictures of your friends as south park characters. No talent required!!! More of an entertaining toy than anything .<br />
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Crystal moon gifts. <a href="http://stores.ebay.ca/Crystal-Moon-Gifts_W0QQssPageNameZstrkQ3amefsQ3amesstQQtZkm">[link]</a><br />
 A site that was recommended to me. Its an ebay store very nice for the pagans amongst us.<br />
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A day in the life:<br />
YOU WANT A KITTEN SHES YOURS!!!!! ALSO I GOT A JOB!!!!! That is all. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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See everyone next monday! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wave.gif" width="25" height="20" alt=":wave:" title="Hi!" /> Ciao ]]></description>
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                <title>Weekly episode</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jan 2006 20:58:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Monday January 23/ 06<br />
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Well this is the first episode of many. Every Monday for the next while at least until I loose the drive to do this. So here goes<br />
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What really grinds my gears;<br />
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	You know what really grinds my gears?  Ill tell you what! The weak ass slow minded sobs that think they are the greatest thing since sliced bread and should be treated as such! You have no will of your own! You have nothing to contribute to this race! WHY ARE YOU HERE?!? Our gene pool weakens daily because of such people. Our species is dying we are destined to become extinct and what are they doing? Making it worst! Instead of getting fixed so that they may not reproduce theyre having children MANY children at that. How is a species suppose to evolve and become stronger if its weaker members are the ones having offspring? Natural selection people what ever happened to it? It exists in everything but us! Why is this anyway? Does it make sense to anyone else that we are becoming weaker and weaker??? People with no skills, no talents, no class, no nothing. Hollow shells that wander aimlessly through the fog until they can latch onto someone else as pathetic as they are and then what? THEY HAVE SEX AND HAVE KIDS!!!!!! Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa this makes perfect sense. <br />
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Website of the week;<br />
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	In the last week a few sites have caught my attention more than others. This is not saying that these are the best sites out there just that these are the one I came across that caught my attention. Either they made me laugh or smile or anything positive. Listed in no particular order they go as follows<br />
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-#1 Sinfest.net (<a href="http://sinfest.net/">[link]</a>)   this is an online comic that Ive watched for at least a year now and to this day still amuses me. Its not a new site they have been around for a good long time but with their controversial topics and their style they have captured my attention.<br />
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-#2 Chocolate.com  (<a href="http://www.chocolate.com">[link]</a>)  CHOCOLATE people!!! All kinds of chocolate! As a chocolate lover this site was heaven to come across. It was shown to me by a close friend and I am so glad she did. What a site WOW!!!<br />
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-#3 IMVU.com (<a href="http://www.imvu.com/">[link]</a>)   Now this one is a little different from the rest. Its a 3D chat community. Very interesting place indeed worth at the very least a quick look. I know there are hundreds if not thousands of different chats out there but this one is fairly new and it amused me greatly. Check it out its worth it.<br />
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A day in the life;<br />
	Well now for my life. This part is a little harder to write about for me as Im always wondering if I actually do anything worth mentioning to others but hey you know what? This is my journal so I can talk about anything right? LOL Yea so here goes my weekly summary<br />
Well this week has had its ups and downs. The weather here has been pretty kind to us, very warm for January. It really surprised me to see us in the above zeros. There is no snow left the rain made sure of that and the sun has kept us all warm. Very glad for it too it helps so many deal with seasonal depression to have a nice January thaw. Last year at this time I was freezing my arse off! But not this year Mother Nature has been kind indeed. My hunt for a job continues so far no luck. I know that this time of year its hard to find a new job but please if I drop off a resume applying for a position you have posted and I am qualified PLEASE PLEASE just read over my resume and talk to me at the very least once! The amount of jobs that have taken my resume and pretty much disregarded it because of various reasons do nothing but anger me! And if a chef leaves the restaurant your working at to pursue a better job where he/she can learn new things you should be happy for them not become bitter and ruin their chances at getting a new job. Thats just not right. How would you feel if I did that? Really its just childish and mean. <br />
In other news my cats arent killing each other so much lol. They still want each other dead but their getting better at controlling themselvessorta. <br />
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Well thats it for this week I hope I entertained you enough to bring you back next week for my second episode. Until then take care and please if you have any suggestions let me know. All feedback is welcome. Believe me there isnt anything you can say that will offend me I take it all as constructive criticism. Ciao ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>New weekly segment</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jan 2006 10:42:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok folks I need some feedback here. I'm thinking of creating a weekly segment on my journal. A variety of things will be posted weekly;<br />
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- what really grinds my gears ( where I will rant about something that really gets to me)<br />
- my sites of the week (where I will post a few sites that really caught my eye in the last week)<br />
- a day in the life (just your regular updates of how things are going in my life)<br />
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thats what I hav so far...if anyone has any other ideas that would be cool lemme know and I'll see if I can add them.<br />
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So what do you think? A good Idea a horrible one what? GIMME YOUR FEADBACK!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>What makes me a shaman?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Dec 2005 22:45:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Over the years I've been asked so many times what makes me a shaman and what dosent. Any everytime I try to give a good answer and cant ever seem to find the right words. Ask anyone and they will say; a healer, someone who takes care of his people, a form of a witch, someone of the early religions. Frankly everyone is right and wrong at once.  <br />
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i call myself a shaman fairly loosely. I could just as easily call myself a witch or just a pagan. It dosent really matter the name its the thought behind it.  <br />
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I never knew what to tell everyone as to explain what and who I am. Nor what makes me a shaman and say not them. I still cant really put into words so I decided I would see if someone out there had an easier time putting it into words. Since everyone I know knows that I dont always have the best way with words I figure if someone else said it and its fairly close to what I want to say why not let them do it for me...so after a few years of searching for this I finally found the best description ever. Now it will see like a pile of bullshit but please if you read it read it to the end give it a chance. Its way out there yea I know but consider some of the points at least...<br />
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               <a href="http://www.hawaiian.net/~larryw/html/shaman.html">[link]</a><br />
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Thank you Larry Williamson for your words you said things that I never knew how to. ]]></description>
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                <title>Issues...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Dec 2005 20:40:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes I have issues those who know me know it as well. I'm an angry bitter old bastard of a 23 year old. Yea so fucking what? <br />
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I have an issue that I would like to bring out and throw around. People take themselves way to serious. You people are a joke!!!  I'm pagan and its fairly well known, I dont hide it. I get these little wannabe witches that cling ot the fact that it an old tradition ( it was created in the fucking fifties people get over it) and have you seen Gardner? Man if I looked like that they would lock me up! Seriously!!! Common here!  <br />
Now I know that not everyone is like this but I'm jabbing at a specific people here...those little fluffy bunny lets go hug a tree merry meet blessed be people.<br />
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To make matters worst these "wiccans" come to me and have the balls to say that my path is dark! Wha? ACk! You think this is dark?!? You should see what its really like ARG! <br />
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Now you know who these people are and hell they know who they are but why    why do I have to know? I don't ask for much really....just LEAVE ME ALONE you freakin morrons!<br />
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I swear the next person that tries to tell me how my path is too dark and how theirs is better, will be skewered!!!!<br />
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"my name is Josh and I have issues....deal with it!" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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"I'm also a little on the insane side" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>personal insight</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Nov 2005 22:56:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ From a friend, I think its to get something new on here though I may be wrong...<br />
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*********** YOU*************<br />
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-What is your real name?: Joshua HG Diotte<br />
-Nicknames: Josh, Baw, Joshy, long haired italian,Kat<br />
-Birthday: March 13<br />
-Age: 23<br />
-Gender: Male<br />
-Where do you live : Moncton, New Brunswick, Canada <br />
-Siblings and their ages: Jess 20   ,Gine 21<br />
-Pets: Spider, two cats, 8 girlfriends...<br />
-Zodiac Sign: fishy!<br />
-Right handed or Left: Left yea thats right explains my insanity don't it!?!<br />
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*********** YOUR LOOKS *************<br />
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-Hair color: Blue black <br />
-Eye color: ranges from amber to dark brown. (depends on the light and my mood)<br />
-Height: ~ 5'8"<br />
-Shoe Size: 10 1/2<br />
-Contacts or glasses: 18/20 visions thanks<br />
-Do you have any piercings: nada<br />
-Where do you want more: in a few places not sure yet really.<br />
-Do you have a tattoo: One I cook for a living can't afford anymore just yet<br />
-3 Things you Like: Wine, Women, Food<br />
-3 Things you hate: Kiss asses! Morrons! Things that get in my way!<br />
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************* JUST LATELY *************<br />
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-How are you today: exausted<br />
-What shirt are you wearing right now: black dress shirt<br />
-What do you have your hair like at the moment: down<br />
-What song are you listening to right now: overburdened by disturbed<br />
-What is the weather like right now: cold and wet its 230 am! and its raining<br />
-Last person you talked to on the phone: Munchkin<br />
-Last Dream you can remember: the next ice age<br />
-Last film you saw: Izo (it blew serious donkey dick!)<br />
-Cinema: The Cave<br />
-Last person you emailed: My mom<br />
-Last person you thought of: Angel<br />
-Last person who texted you: Munchkin<br />
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************* More about YOU! ************<br />
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-If you were a crayon, what color would u want to be? the broken black one that you don't use till the end.<br />
-Have you ever almost died? three times actually getting a little tired of it.<br />
-How do you eat an Oreo? you don't!<br />
-What's the next CD you are going to buy? I have no clue<br />
-Have you ever won any special awards? Award for research ( got me out of homework for the rest of the year)<br />
-Do you like to dance? sorta <br />
Worst sickness you ever had? mystery illness<br />
-What's the stupidest thing you've ever done? WAY WAY WAY TO MANY<br />
-What's your favorite memory? the begining...<br />
-Where do you shop the most? Shop? oh that would involve money wouldn't it? Yea...no<br />
-How many kids do you want to have? nada<br />
-Do you drink? Like a fish!<br />
-What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? Herbal Essence( have you seen the lenght of my hair? I need heavy duty shit in there man!)<br />
-What sport do you hate the most? All of them<br />
-What are you most scared of? could tell you but then I would have to kill you...<br />
-How many TV's do you have in your house? One need more!<br />
-Do you have your own phone line? Yes<br />
-Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No <br />
-Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? nada<br />
-Who do you tell your dreams to? Depends on the dream...usually no one<br />
-Who is the loudest friend you have? Mitch<br />
-Who's the quietest? Tom<br />
-Which came first, the chicken or the egg? neither its was evolution that created it.<br />
************* YOU and LOVE *************<br />
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-Do you believe in Love? sorta<br />
-Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? Girlfriend<br />
-Who is your crush? Me!<br />
-What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? faces and eyes<br />
-Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? Me<br />
-Do you think you are attractive? Depends on my mood<br />
-Do others find you attractive? Ask them<br />
-Can guys and gals be just friends? Yes<br />
-Would you ever date a friend of the opposite sex? Yea why not<br />
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************ Pick One: THIS OR THAT *************<br />
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-Lights on/off: Dimmed<br />
-Sun or Rain:. Rain<br />
-McDonald's or Burger King: Your kidding me right? I'm a bloody chef people<br />
-Paper or plastic: Paper<br />
-Sausage or pepperoni: Sausage<br />
-Summer or Spring: end of summer<br />
-Hugs or kisses: Both and then some<br />
-White or milk chocolate: all! <br />
-Glass half full or half empty: Empty<br />
-CD or Tape: CD<br />
-Tape or DVD: DVD<br />
-Cats or Dogs: Kats<br />
-Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate<br />
-Skiing or Boarding: Smoking and flirting with the girlfriends of the guys skiing and boarding.<br />
-Day or night: Night<br />
-Cake or pie: Cake<br />
-Pearl or diamond: Diamonds <br />
-Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset<br />
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*********** YOUR FAVS *************<br />
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-Color: Black and silver<br />
-Food: Italian<br />
-Fast Food: no thanks.<br />
-Candy: chocolate!!!<br />
-Ice Cream Flavor: Any gelato<br />
-Radio Station: t... ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>Voodoo Dolls</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Oct 2005 01:32:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am curently working on a project to get myself back into doing art on a regular basis. If you look to the right you will see Bob and Sally my two Voodoo dolls. Now heres the fun part...I want a few people to note me if they would like themselves or a character done as a voodoo doll. No charge doing for the sake of art. No really restrictions other than be patient with me as it may take a little bit to get em done. If anyone is interested in helping me out with this project please let me know. Your best bet is by note that way it can be a surrpised to everyone...heehee ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>ARG!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Sep 2005 22:36:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Bloody hell..........<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/angered.gif" width="21" height="21" alt=":angered:" title="Angered" /><br />
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                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>I'm baccccccccccck</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Sep 2005 09:07:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well vacation time is over I'm in the city going back to work today.<br />
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                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>Vacation</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Sep 2005 21:05:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well for the first time since I started cooking I've been a restaurant long enough that I can take an official vacation. As odd as this sounds it is my first one I never stayed at a job long enough before.  I'm exited its gonna do me so much good just being able to get away. Oh yea so this does mean I wont be around for the next week. I will be back then and I'll talk to yall later... ]]></description>
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                <title>The Kat came back...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Jul 2005 15:39:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well its been a while and I'm a hair rusty but here goes....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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   Life takes many twist and turns to lead to the same goal. The ultimate goal is still the same but I took a few detours along the way, learn a few new lessons and made some enemies as well as friends. During my abscence I've done a fair amount been through alot too. But hey what dosen't kill you makes you stronger right? Well I'll be damned but hell I'm much stronger now. It takes alot some days to bounce back but you get use to it after a few tinmes around. Life is good for the time being.  <br />
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   Ah life...love it hate it makes no difference it's all the same! It's a bloody rollercoaster. It can olny go so low before it has no choice but to bouce back up. You let it get you down granted but remeber that no matter what it can only get so bad before thing get better. And as with most things it has to get worst before it can get better.<br />
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 Ah that was fun I miss my ranting some days glad I had the chance to write this all down while it was in my head. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ciao /// ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>Updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Feb 2005 00:21:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well its been a while like almost a  year wow! Insane! Anyways here goes...<br />
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   Tons has happened in the last while  most people who matter to me in any way  know most of it other than the gorry  details so thats taken care of.<br />
   I have about half a dozen new pieces  to post just waiting to get my computer  back so I can hook up my scanner and  post em all.<br />
  After looking back at old Journal  entries I realized hey man I came a  long ways since I came here way back  great! I'm pissier and more sarcastic  than ever and I'm loving every minute  of it!<br />
  Lets see what else...hmmm...well not  too much I've been through about a  dozen different jobs since  last posted  and have more than bouble in page views  wich rocks.<br />
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AH yes this is the part I looked most  foward to...<br />
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OK YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND YOUR GONNA  GET AN UPDATE SENT TO YOU LETTING YOU  KNOW THAT I"M ONCE AGAIN ACTIVE. SO HOW  BOUTS YOU LEAVE ME BE AND I LEAVE YOU  BE AS WELL. WE REALLY DON'T NEED A  REPEAT OF THE EVENTS OF THE MONTHS PAST  RIGHT?!? DIDN'T THINK SO!<br />
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Well thats it for now ciao yall... ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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                <title>1000 hits woa! when did this happen?!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 May 2004 19:26:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow I finally hit a 1000 and damnit I  missed it. grrr well I'm glad to have  been here for this lil while and got so  many visitors!!! Thanks so much  everyone couldnt have done it without  you!!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>69 baby!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2004 15:05:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HEY I got 69 views!!! I know everybody  else celebrates 100 or 1000 but hell  why not 69?!?! ITs a great number and  all! ]]></description>
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                <title>second day</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Feb 2004 09:53:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well this is my second entry. I haven't  had a good inspiration in three years  its really been a while. My artistic  whell seems to have dried up. Makes me  sad. I love art its my life my love my  passion. Its in my bloody viens! BUt I  can't seem to produce anything good  lately makes me mad! ]]></description>
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                <title>Day one</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Feb 2004 15:28:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey deviant Journal sup man? Well this  is my first entry and hopefully not the  last. I just signed up after checking  this site out for years. Its a nice  place good shit! ]]></description>
                <author>~WildShadows</author>
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