http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Wildshadowfur&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Wildshadowfur en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 22:20:19 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/28331794/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/28331794/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 12:23:46 PST and because ah feel like a needy betch and didn't wanna be left out.

Some random guy/girl comes up to you and says "Hey what's your name?"
Courtney. Now go ignore me like everyone else :3

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Um.. WalMart brand Kool-Aid because Chris is a cheapo and he bought it for me

What does your last text message say?'
"Please I gotta know tonight....." from Caitlin. About 2 months ago.

The last song you listened to?
Taylor Swift's Monologue Song from SNL. Funny stuff.

If you hated someone and were put in charge of their funeral music, what would it be?
Ah'd probably just toss it on to someone else and make them do it.

What did you do yesterday?
Got up at an ungodly hour, got to school 40 minutes early, talked with Caitlin and her mom about her joining the Air Force, did the whole 'school' thing complete with falling asleep in most of my classes, went home and fell asleep, ate, went back to sleep. Pretty much.

Pick a scar on your body - what did you do?
Forehead, over my right eye about where Harry Potter's is. Jagged little pale line from running into a weight bench and cutting it on the bar when ah was in 1st grade. Also, tons of scars all over my arms.. Kinda happens when you own a cat.

If you could pack your bags right now and were given a plane ticket, where would you go?
CANADA. Or maybe England or Japan. SUCH A HARD QUESTION.

Do you watch sitcoms religiously?
No.

What do you really think happened to Steve on blues clues?
Ah dunno. Ah think he went to jail for something.

Who is your most religious friend?
A tie between Aaron W. and Loren.

Who do you trust with your life?
Ah have trust issues. So um, nobody. Barely trust myself.

If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
Pretty much ANYTHING but Courtney, Echo, or Amanda. Or any other run-of-the-mill name.

What would you say if someone told you were the most beautiful person in the world and they would do anything to wake up to your face each and every morning?
Punch them in the face and run. Oh wait, do ah know them? Is it a dude? Ah'd probably kick him between the legs if so. Low self-esteem and stuff.

What do you hate about your school?
The people, mostly. Some of the classes, or lack thereof.

Do you trust all of your friends?
No.

Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
Maybe.

Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
No. Ah've heard that's stupid and could kill the phone. And y'know, you.

Name 3 things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
Ah dunno.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
Little bit. Trust issues, low self-esteem, etc.

Is there someone that popped in your mind after that question?
No. Wouldn't be your business if someone did.

What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
Eyes are great. Especially either ice blue or blue-gray. Hair's probably up there too.

Fill in the blank. I love _____:
YOU! ... No, just kidding. But ah do love my friends. And waffles.

What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
Ah would like to take the fricking 11th grade writing test and pass it like the rest of my class did when ah was OMGSICKK

How many kids do you want to have?
NO. NO KIDS. NOO.

Would you make a good parent?
Probably not. Ah don't really like little kids. Or babies. And ah'm not too fond of most teenagers either.

Where is your default taken?
Lolwhut?

Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
Some technocrap music used on a TV show ah can't remember that goes 'Doo dodo dooodooo'

If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
Something ah don't feel like making public. Sorry.

Righty or Lefty?
Ambidextrous? But ah use my right more.

Can you make a dollar in change right now?
No. But it be so cool if ah could.

Favorite jeans?
Jeans? Ah like the ones that drag the floor when you're standing or sitting, have deep pockets, loose fit, doesn't come all the way to your belly button but don't hang down e... ]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/27616279/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/27616279/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 14:12:52 PDT
Ah feel the need to mention to say that: "Ah had the dreaded swine fluuu!" Over it now, but it's kinda cool to be able to say >>;

We also got a new kitten. Her name's Lily and she has the appearance of a dust mop.


Oh. And. Ah just had a horror movie moment. Ah heard a thump and went to check it out, and RIGHT when ah passed the phone, it starts ringing. Caller ID said 'Unknown Caller Unknown Number'. Still dunno what thumped, but ah found the moment kinda interesting.

So anyways, ah'm on Fall Break this week and have so far wasted it by reading Danny Phantom fan fiction since ah couldn't find the show online anywhere to watch. Gonna have to pick something else to obsess over now though.

.. By the way, ah drew Ember from DP. Then ah cut her head off and put that on my wall. But you guys most likely will not see it anyways, so ah'm just wasting your time now. Sorry ah never have anything important to put in these.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/27082624/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/27082624/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 19:21:38 PDT
"1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs."

1. Ah can play the Trumpet. Maybe not very well, but ah was in band for 4 years, so ah know HOW.
2. While ah can read books that are 'for my age', you will most likely find me in the kid's section of any bookstore.
3. Ah can skateboard. Sort of. Used to be able to anyway, so probably.
4. Ah'm freaking SHY. Ah wish ah wasn't, because ah feel like ah could so much more out of life then.
5. Ah'm a huge nerd. Ah could probably go on for hours about X-Men, Buffy, Spiderman, Batman, and several other subjects.
6. Going with the one above, ah love fanfiction. Ah have so many pairings ah read often that they won't fit on 2 hands.
7. Video games. They're fricking awesome. Enough said.
8. In spite of my long hair and (sort of) girlish walk, ah get mistaken for a boy, and then a cross-dresser, more times than ah would like to count.
9. My dad thinks ah'm still 6. And ah kinda wish ah was, at least when ah was 6 ah could pick what ah wore and he didn't really care.
10. Ah don't like Twilight. Ah tried reading it before declaring this, so shuddup.
Ok, so ah tag: and whoever else wants to do it, mmk?

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/26899747/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/26899747/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 16:38:24 PDT
So, ah wanted to write this journal to tell y'all that in like, 3 days (September 1st) ah will turning 16. Yaay, ah'm getting old~~

But seriously, that's not really a big deal, just another day.

But what IS a big deal is that ah NEED an Xbox 360 now. ABSOLUTELY NEED ONE. Because Batman: Arkham Asylum came out. And ah JUST CAN'T STAND looking at how awesome it is every day without being able to experience it. Yes, my nerd is showing, shuddup D<

So that made me wanna read Batman fanfics. Anything with Harley Quinn in it is awesome

... Okaaay. Done naow. Y'all can go back to doing whatever it was you were doing before you decided to waste part of your life reading this.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/26507183/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/26507183/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 14:14:34 PDT
Ah can't draw much in class anymore. The reason why: This year ah have almost ALL academics. Fast-paced academics. American Lit, Chemistry, Geometry, Algebra 2, and Tech 2. Soo.. Not much time.

Also, ah'm freakin' tired. And ah shouldn't be, ah mean ah get up at 7am and go to bed at 11pm. But anyways, ah might just randomly disappear if you're talking to me because ah fell asleep or something.

And ah had to go to the dentist today. Didn't really mind because there was nothing wrong or anything. And the lady that cleans my teeth is awesome. She likes animals and drawing and photography and wood burning and... stuff. Lol. It's cool to listen to her stories.

Ok well. Ah had less to ramble on about and annoy y'all with than ah thought. Till next time.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/26262862/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/26262862/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 19:44:20 PDT
On a slightly (And by 'slightly' ah meant WAY MORE) better note, ah bought a movie the other day. It was the WEIRDEST MOVIE EVER. But it's also so awesome. It's title? Juno. If you haven't seen it yet, go see it. Oh yeah, and if you've talked to me then you know this. But the same chick that played Shadowcat (Kitty Pryde) in X-Men 3 plays Juno. Ah'm a X-Nerd, lol.

Uhm.. Ah have like, 20 minutes left of summer, so ah'm gonna go. See y'all tomorrow.. Maybe.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/26137853/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/26137853/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 19:58:01 PDT
Umm.. And today we went shopping for school clothes. Chris got some really awesome shirts with Wolverine and Spiderman on them (Ah would've too but ah didn't like the designs). And ah can feel my inner nerd showing so ah'm gonna move on to something else now.

My room got rearranged. My desk was terminated and my computer and tablet moved upstairs. But now ah have a game table in my room =3

Also, Chris commissioned me to do a series of 'Title Pages' for sections of his class, and he'll also be showing the Graphic Design teachers at his school to see if ah have any 'otential'. It's kinda boring... But ah can't just stop unless ah learn how to pull $50 out of my butt (Because he paid me with one of those things that lets you use dual monitors) Anyways, the themes are Superheros and Harry Potter. Working on the first one currently. But ah've ot a question for you, friends that may or may not answer, when ah finish them, do you guys want me to upload them so you can see? Doesn't really matter to me.

Uh... Ok ah'm bored. Ah drew a kitty ah should scan tomorrow and upload. But be warned: It is not and was not intended to be anatomically correct. Ah wanted to concentrate more on how the colored pencils looked than anything else.

And now, ah stop rambling so y'all can get on with your lives.

Mm.. Ah'm exhausted~~

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25990803/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25990803/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 17:29:18 PDT
Also, ah drew Kyri today. You may or may not know who that is, since ah haven't drawn her and put it up here. But she's a HYOOMAN. And it doesn't look half bad, except for that ah inked a little wonky and the colors look weird. If y'all want ah'll upload it, ah just don't think ah will (Because of the aforementioned stuff) unless someone comments.

But anyways, seeya later, you silly waffles you!

PS There's an ad on dA now that scares the crap out of me.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25944867/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25944867/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 14:39:40 PDT
Ah have a serious problem. While Caitlin was over, we watched the DVDs of Fruits Basket ah have, and read volumes 1-4 of the manga. Ah'm afraid ah might've addicted her D=

Lulz.

No, this journal had absolutely no point other than to spam your messages. Although ah guess ah could've done a quiz or something. xD

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25865837/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25865837/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 17:54:45 PDT


Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: Courtney needs a mistress to show off, but not one who will gossip to others. ((O.o;;; ))

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Courtney looks like a granny. ((Had to go down to get that.. The others didn't start with it))

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Courtney says fuck a lot. ((What?! Do not!))

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Courtney wants my chem. ((Couldn't pull up that page, lol))

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Courtney does hair. ((Yeah. If you want a shaved head))

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Courtney hates horse... c*** ((Ah don't feel comfortable with that whole thing. lol))

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Courtney asks fellow to engage in fart joke.

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Courtney goes glam. ((Um.. no.))

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: Courtney likes to cook. ((No?))

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: Courtney eats cobras. ((Oh noes! Ahmma die!))

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: Courtney wears the pants in the relationship. ((Sure ah do. In the nonexistent one))

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search
A: Courtney was arrested for reckless endangerment and assault after she allegedly bonked a man on the head with a microphone while performing at a New York club. ((Um.))

Q: Who do you tag?
A:
If y'all that been tagged wanna do it, go. If not, whatever. Won't hurt my feelings.

And wow, google is SO FREAKIN WORNG. xD

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25819721/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25819721/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 14:25:11 PDT
And also, ah wanted to mention that ah might not be online tomorrow until sometime Friday afternoon. Because Caitlin's coming over. And sleeping over. And when she's here there's no use of the interwebz, lawlz.

So ah'm gonna be all tired Friday from the constant video games. xD;

Oh eah. And ah got the Lady Antebellum CD and ah plan to annoy the crap out Caitlin with it ^^

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25703835/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25703835/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 20:39:33 PDT >;

Soo.. The fourth's coming up.. Saturday. Any plans for you guys? Ah'm being forced to go to my cousin's house, and actually be NICE and INTERACT with her daughter. Who's about five. Nothing against her or anything, but.. Ah really just don't like small children. Funny thing is, they LOVE me. T.T

Umm.. Caitlin came over today!!!1one!eleven We watched The Nightmare Before Christmas and ah totally nearly broke my toe showing her a skate trick without wearing shoes. Yeah, you can TELL me to wear shoes when ah skate. But ah won't anyways

Before ah close off this horrible excuse for a journal, ah wanted to ask y'all, my watchers/friends, what would YOU like to see me draw more of? Ah've wanted to draw recently, but.. Ah dunno what TO draw. So.. help me out?

P.S.- Fanfiction is like a sweet crack ah'm terribly addicted to. Just thought you guys (That didn't know that) might like to know. xD

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25673893/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25673893/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 13:09:11 PDT
]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25657462/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25657462/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 17:52:08 PDT did it first ^^

1.Grab your phone.
Mmk.

2. What kind is your phone?
Motorola Razor. Like, the old first gen ones. xD

3. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Minute Usage. Psh, like ah call that.

4. Who's the last person you called?
My mom's cell

6. Who was your last missed call from?
Some number ah don't recognize

7. Who's the first person who comes up under D?
Dad (My grandfather though. Not my daddy)

8. Who's speed dial #2?
Daddy. But ah didn't know that

9. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
Don't have any J's

10. Who was your last received call from?
Dad.

11. Who is speed dial 4?
Home

12. What does your banner say?
Courtney. Nothing else fit.

13. How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
50 was like, a fourth of the way down o.O;

14. What do you have as your background?
A drawing/painting of a wolf (Not by me. Caitlin sent it)

15. Who's speed dial #1?
My mom's cell

16. What's the 5th message say in your inbox?
"But in order for that to happen id either have to marry daniel or chris or you would have to marry dylan..." Caitlin was describing what would have to happen in order for us to be related. Don't ask me o.O;

17. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Balance. Don't use that one either


18. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
Three.

19. Who was your last text message from?
Caitlin

20. Name every person you have text messages from.
Caitlin, Cartoon Network, Aaron, Some people ah don't know, Chris, Phonezoo, Loren

22. Whos the 9th person on your recent calls?
Loren

23. What does the 6th message in your Outbox say?
"11, but he wouldnt date you anyway" Talking about the age difference between her and Chris

24. Who is the first name in your Phonebook?
Aaron Cell

25. Who is the last name in your Phonebook?
Voicemail

26. Do you have a camera phone?
Yup!

27. Who is the last person under G ?
No G's

28. What does the last text message say in your inbox?
"I never see him though..." Talking about her dating Daniel. xD;

30. What is your ringtone?
Main: Bring Me To Life, Text: Do You Like Waffles; Also have He Wasn't. But ah'm not using it because ah decided it sounded weird.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25565809/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25565809/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 11:52:26 PDT
So. Sorry for the rant guys. If you've read this far, congratulations! You get nothing!

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25502269/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25502269/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 18:30:37 PDT
But ah don't really have anything gut-wrenchingly important to say D= Plus it doesn't help that Taylor Swift's Fearless is blaring in my ears and ah can't think.

Ah got a new set of pens to ink with and such. Ah didn't REALLY have the money to spend on that, but since ah don't pay rent or bills of any kind ah figured it wouldn't hurt. Plus ah REALLY needed new pens. xD

And, to ~After-the-Aftermath... Ah HAVE been working on my end of the trade! Ah just CAN'T seem to draw him right. Lately ah've been wanting to draw people. Of course xD;

And a song just came on that reminds me of one of my friends, *kirby1205, every time ah hear it. xD

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25375171/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25375171/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 14:36:41 PDT
Apparently ah get to use some kind of medicated shampoo.. for some reason. It's all dark green-y and it stinks and reminds me of dog shampoo. Or sludge. Lol.

Uhm... Ah need a new wallpaper. Anyone got suggestions on good sites to find them? (And yeah, ah know ah could just, you know, DRAW one myself. But ah don't feel like it.) So if you have one, comment. Or not. Whatever.

And lastly, ah think ah've been watching too much TV. And playing too much Pokemon.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25142626/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/25142626/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 12:11:02 PDT
My mom's home.. Has been for about a week now. She's doing WAY better, and even though she did go back to ER, she didn't stay. They gave her some kind of medicine to keep her from throwing everything she consumes up, so that's helping. She also went to the doctor the other day (Think that was a has-been-schedualed-for-months kinda thing), who said something about the pain in her side being Acid Reflux. So we'll see, maybe she'll get better with time...

On a more personal note, ah'm bored. What else is new. Uhhh.. Guys, it's summer. Drop me a line, ok? Ah miss my friends, ALL of you.

P.S. Ah can't get the songs from Kelly Clarkson's out of my head!!! ><; They're so catchy and upbeat!

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/24979042/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/24979042/ Wed, 27 May 2009 12:51:56 PDT
But anyways, my mom's in the hospital. We took her to the E.R. friday, they gave her some medicine, and she couldn't take it. So over the weekend ah had to do chores like you wouldn't BELIEVE. And then we took her back to the E.R. monday and they admitted her into the hospital. She was supposed to get out today, but no dice. Anyways, today when we visited ah brought my laptop. ... Though it took me (Literally) 3 HOURS to figure out how to sign in to their network.

Just thought ah'd let y'all in on how life's treating me.

P.S. - She has a bad Urinary Tract Infection that spread to her Kidneys. She's getting better though. Ah.... forgot to mention that. xD;

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/24710637/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/24710637/ Mon, 11 May 2009 19:50:10 PDT
So, anyways, it might not be THAT bad. IF, in Biology, we weren't dissecting fetal pigs. Yeah, it's nasty. Today we just kinda 'layed around' with them. Learned body parts, sections of the body, etc. And everybody (pretty much) named theirs too. One group had Wilbur and another had Babe, and then another's name was Timon. That was to go along with ours being named Pumbaa, but then it got changed to Porkchop. -shrugs- Ah didn't touch it, or get too close, or.. -shudders-

Then in Tech, which.. isn't as bad as Biology, we're doing Rockets. That should be fun, amahrite? Nope, not for the physically challenged Silvy, where sometimes just folding a piece of paper is hard for her. ;

So anyway. Ah have a new obsession with ANOTHER superhero. This time it's Zatanna. (DC. Looker up sometime, she's a magic slut! Lol) .. Yeah, whatever.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/24602828/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/24602828/ Tue, 05 May 2009 14:38:22 PDT
Also, ah needed something to cover the front page. So ah thought this might be good. x3;

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/24062614/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/24062614/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 18:03:07 PDT
.......... [/end randomism]

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23828917/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23828917/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 10:01:13 PDT
Been kinda stressed lately too. Seems like every time ah unload something from my shoulders, no more than half an hour later something else gets dumped..

Heh.. anybody wanna roleplay or something? Ah've heard it's a great stress reliever.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23665428/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23665428/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 18:31:49 PDT
My mom FINALLY cleaned the camera card off today.

ANDANDANDDDD ah got a new CD. It's All I Ever Wanted, Kelly Clarkson's new album. And in my opinon, it's WAY better than My December. But.. opinions opinions...

Anyway, 'm out for now.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23547229/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23547229/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 19:39:15 PST
Ok, first thing. The mill where my dad works is really close to shutting down. If he gets layed off.. There's NOTHING in the town ah live in but the mill. We'd have to move..

He got SO CLOSE to getting layed off earlier this week. He got a call saying they were laying off 4 people and he was number 3. The next day he got a call saying they were only laying off 2 people, and they were gonna try to keep him and the other guy on as long as they could, which may not be long..

Moving. No, just... no. Ah can't. We've lived in the same house my whole life. There are irreplacable memories here.. Plus the house has like, zero chance of selling. And there's the fact that if we moved, the cats would run away.. Ah can't handle that right now.

And finally, my best friend irl, Caitlin, thinks she has a tumor on her breast. Both her parents are, techniclly, certified doctors. Her dad's a P.A. and her mom's the school nurse and she does Home Health. But if this tumor turns out to be cancerous (or exists period) and she dies.. Ah wouldn't know what to do with myself..

Ah'm just confused. And there's conflict with my favorite band that's apparently beenaround for a while and ah didn't know. So.. well, "it always gets worse before it gets better", right?

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23420688/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23420688/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 17:40:33 PST
Like, ah found out that knowing you have a brand-new laptop waiting at home temporarily cures your allergies. For around 4 hours.

But that's right: MY NEW LAPTOP CAME IN 2 WEEKS EARLY!!!


So if ah talk to you often on furcadia, gonna need a AIM/YIM/Possibly MSN name.

And btw, this was hard to type. Parts of words kept going backwards >>;

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23370968/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23370968/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 19:30:10 PST
Hope to get through with all of this stuff relatively soon. Like, halfway through March if ah can.

- Work on contest entries for the Spring Contest. Ah've GOT to earn enough to get my wolven back Dx
-Help Caitlin completely manipulate a downloaded dream so that she just MIGHT learn something about DS/Dreamweaving
-SCAN, COLOR, UPLOAD!!!
-Work on that Photomanipulation/Drawing of Rellik and submit it
-Finally get up-to-date refs for my characters
-New ID
-Somehow earn some Dragonscales

Ah had more stuff here. Just forgot it the instant ah pulled this page up. Ohwell, ah'll edit it when ah think of it.

In the meantime y'all, it'd be nice to have some help remembering to do this stuff Dx

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23338350/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23338350/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 08:09:30 PST Mellez posted a journal like this. So ah though ah'd do it...

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore. (It was my dad. Ah used to say ah'd marry him, marked this for laughs x3)
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and that's how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm CZECH, so I MUST love beer and sausage and be stubborn.
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat. (School food sucks. Ah do eat lunch at home later though)
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff.
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks.
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I have friends so I MUST think I'm black.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naïve.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST b... ]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23222869/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23222869/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 19:21:17 PST
Anyways.. Ah'm feeling better after yesterday. My 2 friends seemed to automatically know it was them, and they apologeized.. Though ah don't think they should've. Ah mean, it was private matter that went public because AH can't talk to them straight about crap.

But enough feeling sorry for myself. It really wasn't any one person's fault. It just feels like a bad time.. Most everyone's life. Come to think of it, pretty much everyone ah know...

Argh! Ok, so. Ah'mma go draw a pretty picture of someone skipping merrily through a meadow and.. Yeah. It's gonna be Rogue >x3

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23203216/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23203216/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 19:20:31 PST
Ah've been swirly for a while now. Going from being something LIKE depressed, to a state of false happiness. And right now, today, ah've been the former. Started thinking about my online friends and my relations with them.. And ah'm going to whine about 2 of them, but no names will be given (obviously). And if you two guess it's you then.. Ah don't really think it'll change anything just yet.

So, anyways, ah have these 2 friends whom ah've never met irl. One ah can't even count back the years ah've known her, and the other.. Ah guess it's been about 2 years, sometime during the summer. But ah have a close relationship with both of them, and they have a close relationship with eachother. And therein lies my problem. See, ah'd go as far as to say ah'm JEALOUS of their relationship with each other. Because it seems so much better than what ah have with each of them. One of them is hardly ever on anything where AH get to talk to her. She even gave me a link to a site where she told me ah could talk to her most every day, but ah'm on there every day, and she's not. My other friend, ah talk to her a lot. And it kinda irks me when ah ask her what she's doing and she says, "Talking to --- and etc." It makes me feel left out, and honestly, kinda worthless. Like, one of my best friends doesn't even think enough of me to talk to me on a regular basis? -sighs-

But.. yeah. Ah probably repeated myself and stuff. But.. even if they read this and don't know it's them... it doesn't matter.

BTW, not really TRYING to get attention or sympathy. Ah've just been thinking about this a lot.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23068184/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23068184/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 18:55:34 PST
Overall, ah hated today. It sucked. But my dad was trying to make it up to me so ah got ribs for supper. They were good, but it didn't really work..
[/endrant]

OH MY GOD. Like, 10 minutes after ah posted this, ah was gifting my Life Wolven on furcadia to my new main alt. Ah typed the command in, confirmed it, and a message popped up saying "Wolven succesfully gifted to the user Silver". My alt's name is Silver Moon. Ah typed Silver|Moon. Ah've tried to contact an admin but so far no luck. $50, wasted now, and ah'm even MORE stressed! What. A. Freaking. Horrible. Day.

Guess ah'll have to start saving up for another, since even though there should be a message saying 'Hi alt!" the person PROBABLY won't give it back..

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23047699/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23047699/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 19:27:21 PST
1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"the great chains stretch across it's mouth."
The Realms of the Gods, The Immortals book 4

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
Clothes. Mostly my mom's. (She has clothes in every closet in the house)

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Uuhh.. Ghost Whisperer.


4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
9:45

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9:46! Oh yeah!

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Hear Sylvester sneeze. Also that dude that does the OxyClean commercial

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Earlier, about 5:40. Going to CVS and Ingles.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
The whisper window, talking to Kono

9. What are you wearing?
Black shirt with 'Volcom' on it, jeans, socks, underwear, glasses, bracelets

10. Did you dream last night?
Uh. Uh. Uh. Yeah, don't remember it. .. BTW, that totally reminded me of 'Shoes'


11. When did you last laugh?
Either talking to Kono earlier, or listening to coach Brown TRY to speak Spanish


12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Bunch of drawings. Pokemon posters, wolf posters, calender, Christmas stocking, removable stickers, poster of Paul Sr. and his dog Gus from Orange County Choppers that my dad gave me

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Caitlin cut her hair short. She looks emo now.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Dude. Don't go there

15. What is the last film you saw?
Ah can name the last 3. The Dark Knight, The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, and The Karate Kid

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Well, automatically ah'd waste some on a laptop and pretty much every gaming system ah don't have. Ah'd probably go out to eat ribs after that, then ah'd give some to my parents to help pay/pay the bills

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about you.
Depends on who reads this what they know about me/don't know. But ah really like to read fanfiction. And if it's iCarly, ah like to make fun of it afterwards

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
There's so much to choose from.

19. Do you like to dance?
No

20. George Bush:
Whatever

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Probably something like Sammantha so ah could call her Samm. But ah really like Kyri, too.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Ah really dunno. Something like Kyle comes to mind, ah like the way it sounds


23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Probably not, but to be fair ah don't COMPLETELY understand the question.

24 What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Whatever he wants to. Who can answer this?

25.Tag five people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
Whatever.

--

Ten how's:

How did you get one of your scars​?​
Well, the ones on my arms are cat scratches. It happens when you, y'know, own them. And the one on my forehead ah got from running into a weightlifting bar and cutting it in first grade


How did you celeb​rate your last birth​day?​
Think ah sat on the computer and talked to Kono and Amaya like any other day. 'Cept it was Labor Day so.. no school

How are you feeli​ng at this moment​?​
Dunno

How did your night​ go last night​?​
Pretty good. Tiger slept on the foot of my bed so ah didn't wake up as often


How did you do in high schoo​l?​
In high school. Right now.

How did you get the shirt​ you'​re weari​ng?​
We went to the mall, to Pac Sun, and bought it. It was on sale and ah needed new shirts

How often​ do you see your best frien​d?​
Every weekday, during school


How much money​ did you spend​ last month​?​
Maybe.. around $46. Bough Copics and a Catten Ferian for an alt


How old do you want to be when you get marri​ed?​
Ah dunno


How old will you be at your next birth​day?​
16



Nine what's:

Your mothe​r's name?​
Karen. Or Kay. But really my grandmother spelled it wrong, it's supposed to be like, Kayren o.O;


What did you do last weeke​nd?​
Ah THINK ah talked to Kono, Tiger, Amaya, a... ]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23028315/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/23028315/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 19:26:04 PST
So ah had to share this with y'all. Ah dunno if you'll actually think it's funny. But it made us laugh for a good 3 days, and we're STILL laughing about it.

Her and her 'boyfriend' were walking through the woods, she turns around and when she turns back he's gone. She runs through the woods and stops when she realizes all the houses are mushrooms and everyone has wings. Sh finds out that her boyfriend is the fairy king, and that he's been kidnapped. The fairies enchanted her hair clip to turn into a powerful sword or boomerang at her will. Then she looked down and she had wings and was wearing a pink tube top, a short denum skirt, and knee-high boots (Ah like to put this in cuz it's kinda fun to call her a slut in her dream). She had to use her magical hair clip to beat the 'frogs' to try and find him. She beat the last frog and found him chained up (She told me before that that was when she woke up, but to humor her ah'll put in the last bit she made up), so she unchained him and took him back to the fairy village. So then she was their hero and queen and they had like, 4 kids. The end.

But yeah, the really funny parts were (Some were only funny if you know her or the 'boyfriend' irl): 1) Dude, MAGICAL. HAIR. CLIP. 2) The 'boyfriend'. Trust me, you'd have to know us irl. 3) The way she was dressed.

That's just a few. But anyways, Single's Awareness Day's coming up! Yaaaaay! ........... -yawns-

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22967558/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22967558/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 15:57:18 PST
......
.........

-goes off to scribble different stuffs xDD-

[link]

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22848857/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22848857/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 17:31:54 PST
.. Anyways, so, WoPE is a VERY HEAVILY under construction role play forum to the tune of my old Wolves of the Moon, if anyone remembers it. We do have a plot in progress which can be found in the Plot thread in the Info board. Currently, ah'm accepting staff applications there too.

Hoping to maybe get some members..

[link]

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22701354/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22701354/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 18:47:59 PST
() Rocky Horror Picture Show
() Grease
() Pirates of the Caribbean
() Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
() Boondock Saints
() Fight Club
() Starsky and Hutch
() Neverending Story
() Blazing Saddles
() Airplane
Total: 3

() The Princess Bride
() AnchorMan
() Napoleon Dynamite
() Labyrinth
() Saw
() Saw II
() White Noise
() White Oleander
() Anger Management
() 50 First Dates
() The Princess Diaries
() The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 8

() Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3
() Scary Movie
() Scary Movie 2
() Scary Movie 3
() Scary Movie 4
() American Pie
() American Pie 2
() American Wedding
() American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 8

() Harry Potter 1
() Harry Potter 2
() Harry Potter 3
() Harry Potter 4
() Resident Evil 1
() Resident Evil 2
() The Wedding Singer
() Little Black Book
() The Village
() Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 13

() Finding Nemo
() Finding Neverland
() Signs
() The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
() White Chicks
() Butterfly Effect
() 13 Going on 30
() I, Robot
() Robots
Total so far: 17

() Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
() Universal Soldier
() Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
() Along Came Polly
() Deep Impact
() KingPin
() Never Been Kissed
() Meet The Parents
() Meet the Fockers
() Eight Crazy Nights
() Joe Dirt
() King Kong
Total so far: 20

() A Cinderella Story
() The Terminal
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
() Dumb & Dumber
() Dumber & Dumberer
() Final Destination
() Final Destination 2
() Final Destination 3
() Halloween
() The Ring
() The Ring 2
() Surviving X-MAS
() Flubber ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22677849/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22677849/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 16:25:55 PST
]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22581496/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22581496/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 16:10:46 PST
Missed school today, looks like ah might miss tomorrow too. >>

Ah have a huge headache and probably need to go lie down now.. Just thought you might like an update

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22433271/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22433271/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 12:43:04 PST
.. Anyway, just putting the paper in and taking it out is putting me to sleep. Thought ah'd type up a little journal.

...

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...

...

...Dang. It's over.

P.S.
Ah SO don't miss having to share this computer. The spacebar's killing me!

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22411327/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22411327/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 10:06:41 PST .. it looked fun to do, and ah'm bored.

IN 2008 I:
[/] stayed single (IRL? Yes. IC? .. No)
[] got kissed
[] kissed someone new
[] made out
[] made out in a car

[] kissed in the snow
[] kissed in the rain
[] fell in love
[] fell in love with a fool
[] had my heart broken

[] broke someone else's heart
[] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[] had a good relationship with someone
[/] questioned my sexual orientation (Maybe. Ah don't really know for sure, it's confusing)

[] came out of my closet.
[] got pregnant
[] had an abortion
[] got married
[] had a divorce

[] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[] lost my true love
[] lost faith in love for awhile

[] kissed under mistletoe
[] got a job
[] got a promotion
[] changed jobs
[] lost my job

[] quit my job
[] dated a co-worker
[] dated my boss
[] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[] got fired from my job

[] got straight A's
[x] almost got straight A's
[] failed a class
[x] cut class
[] skipped school

[x] did something I was proud of
[x] proved myself an idiot
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[x] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[] double dipped
[] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover (A friend slept over at my house.. that count?)
[] went to camp
[] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried

[] laughed till I peed my pants
[] flirted shamelessly
[] visited a foreign country
[] visited a foreign state
[] cooked a disastrous meal

[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[] tried to gain weight
[] dyed my hair

[x] came close to losing my life (But it was NOT intentional)
[x] someone close to me died
[] went to a wild party
[] got arrested
[x] read a great book

[x] saw a great movie
[] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[] did something that I want to tell everyone
[] experienced something new

[x] made new friends
[x] found out who your real friends are
[] lied to your parents
[] snuck out
[] got in trouble with police

[] kissed in a pool
[] kissed under the stars
[] did an illegal drug
[] went to a party
[] had the time of your life

[] danced
[] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone
[] changed your sexual preference
[] swam in a pool

[] made a snowman
[] went snowboarding
[] went sledding
[x] slept in past 1pm
[] held someone's hand
[] held someone's hand that you care about
[] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[] gone on vacation
[] gone on vacation with a friend
[] driven a car

[] played strip poker
[] danced in the rain
[] seen someone get in a car accident
[x] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe

[] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[] got hit by car
[] sent someone to the hospital
[x] got a new pet
[] enjoyed this year overall

.. A lot of that involved kissing. Wow, ah must be missing something by not kissing. Or dating. xD

In other news with my life, ah was able to buy THAW off ebay! The bad news is, the earliest its supposed to come is wednesday. The day ah go back to school >>

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22311559/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22311559/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 17:54:39 PST
Ah'm also still in that art block.. though it's kinda seemed to become an art coma. Which sucks, cuz since ah can't find THAW in stores ah wanted to use my brand new copics...

So life is pretty normal for me. Yeah. Have to go back to school... 1/7/09. Think that's a week...

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22223218/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22223218/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 09:22:54 PST
Ah can't handle this today. 2 days overdue for my period, 11 AM at the time, with a huge cold and massive headache? Ah'll take N. O. for $1,000,000, Al.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22207279/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22207279/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 10:19:51 PST
A total of $150
Angel: The COMPLETE Series on DVD (The Buffy-Fan inside me broke my inner ear)
The Nightmare Before Christmas on DVD
Spiderman: Web of Shadows for PS2
Like, 4 books from the Warriors Manga
Red, Green, and Yellow Copics
The Aristocats on DVD
Some little digital wallet-sized picture thingey to put pics of our pets on
AND: A WHOLE bunch of candy that ah made myself sick on yesterday


.. And with that, ah scamper off to see if Chris wants to watch more Angel

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22186187/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22186187/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 09:22:20 PST
]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22053483/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/22053483/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 17:02:43 PST
Some of you might've noticed the way ah feel about my art. How, ah just don't think anybody can/will appreciate it or anything. This has doubled recently and.. Ah'm afraid. Ah'm confused. Ah'm.. Whatever.

Please note: Ah'm NOT trying to attract special attention or anything. Just needed to get that off my chest and out into the open. Maybe now everything'll be better. Ah dunno...

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21987197/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21987197/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 19:25:42 PST

1. Will you answer every question honestly?
Sure

2.Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
No

3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
Yes

4. Do you miss anything or anyone?
Yes...

5. What makes you laugh no matter what?
Buffy. Particularly fanfiction

6. Who was the last person you talked to?
Mom

7. What do you dislike at the moment?
Animal Experimentation.. and writing papers on it

8. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
Yeah. Though most kids in my grade probably aren't virgins and haven't been for at least a year

9. Will you get married?
Probably. Though nobody's saying it'll be successful

10. Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
No.. unless the sore throat crap counts

11. Do you lie about your age?
Before ah turned 13 ah used to

12. Are you happy with yourself?
Not really.

13. Would you change yourself for the person you love?
Probably not. Ah'm me. If whoever can't handle that, it's their problem

14. What do you think about when times get hard?
Stupid conversations with friends and family


SECRETS

15. When did you last cry?
When ah saw pictures of cats going in/getting skinned for their fur. D'=

16. Do you believe in religion?
Yes. Ah try really hard to be religeous

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

SHOCKING

17. Have you done bad things with your parents near by?
Not like, BAD bad. But going against a little rule? Sure

18. Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
No

19. Did you ever fail the school year?
No.

20.Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
No.

21. Do you think your future will be a good one?
Probably not..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

THE DEEP STUFF

22. Do you think you were raised well?
Sure

23. Do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?
Yes.

24. How do you handle stress?
I don't. Ah had a big meltdown recently because of it

25. How would you spend your last day alive?
Dunno

26. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
Ah'm not sure..

27. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick a parent to live with, who would you choose?
Probably my mom.. Don't have anything against my dad, but if my parents got divorced he might start to become abusive =/

28. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends?
This is a bad question

29. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered your family members?
Ah doubt it

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

30. Do you think you know the meaning of love?
Ah don't think it has a clear meaning. It's confusing.. and ah'm not really who you should be asking that....

31. What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Love.

33. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
Not by my choice. If he's "the one", my parents would just have to deal with it. After all, THEY'RE not dating him

34. Do you spend time with the same people always?
Pretty much.

35. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
No. Not really. Even if something happened to my best friend, and ah got a close bond with another friend.. it wouldn't be the same

36.When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
Ah dunno.

37. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
No..

38. What is your favourite colour?
Black

39. What do you do when you have a bad day?
Write poetry and draw

40. Do you really think exs can be friends?
Sure.. ah dunno...

41. Who messaged you last?
Some person on Wajas apologizing for not sending me payment

42. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
No

43. Do you fall for people easily?
-shrugs-

44. Are you quick to start a fight?
Yes

45. Do your parents really know YOU?
My mom does. But my dad? No..

46. Lyrics stuck in your head?
Breakaway (Kelly Clarkson) and Broken (Seether and Amy Lee)

47. Are you tired?
No

15. Do you own an iPod?
Yeah

48. Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk?
Chocolate.. Unless ah have Oreo... ]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21854719/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21854719/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 20:32:42 PST
]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21817628/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21817628/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 15:12:39 PST
Yesterday, ah got a little bored, so ah found a link to the Obama-Llama Song and sent it to everyone on my list. Harmless, right? WRONG. Apparently, Chris decided to be a butthole and go against what ah KNOW he told me to do. He replied to the email saying "Don't send this crap to my work". Before, ah'd been talking about it, and he told me to email it to him. Since he can only check his email at home, he TOLD me to send it to his work email. He said it'd be ok. So where'd this crap about it getting him fired come from now? Apparently a fairy visited him in a dream, which is the only LOGICAL answer.

Now, ah deleted everything in my email client having to do with him. Ah just wish ah could block him. Anyone know how to do that in Outlook Express?

Don't EVEN tell me ah overreacted. Ah probably did. But he caught me in a bad mood and all ah want to do is beat his face in. Several, SEVERAL times.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21712691/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21712691/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 09:31:08 PST [link]) to assist me. xD

And the names ah used are secret.. But they're mostly my characters

1. What would you do if you hadn't met Silver Moon? Well, for all ah know my fursona might be a black tiger with purple polka dots if ah hadn't.

2. How did you meet Toxic? One day in school, ah was gonna have a laugh and draw an emo wolf. ... ah think Toxic's final design sprouted from that.

3. Wildshadow just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what? WILDYYYYY!!! NOOOOOOOOOoooooo!!!

4. What would Khaos not be caught dead in? Ummm.. clothes?

5. Describe Ronald McDonald in five words. Scary, Creepy, Stupid, Wierd, and Dumb. Ah might be just a liiiiittle afraid of clowns. Maybe.

6. What would Rogue not be caught dead in? Anything pink. Possibly clothes that actually cover her body? (Why did ah make her design look like a skank anyway?)

7. What would you do if Aere and Toxic were going out? Wish them the best of luck. xD ah did NOT just get an idea from that..

8. If Rellik played in a movie, what kind of character would they play? Random Dog in the Crowd #4

9. What was your first impression of Aikikou? .. How does she get that bandage over her eyes...?

10. What musical instrument would Caitlin most likely play? Trumpet? Because she kinda... did. With me. When we were still in Band x3;


Ok. Enough stupidness for me. Ah really have too much fun making my characters/friends look like idiots. (But the last one's true. And the only one involving someone irl)

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21694188/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21694188/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 07:58:02 PST
Now, to WHY it's bad. You can skip over if you want, ah don't care.
1. Ah've got a cold. No, not one of those light 2-days-max colds, the kind where you're hacking all the time, there's so much crud in your throat you can barely breathe, When you ARE able to breathe, so much snot is running out of your nose you could fill a great lake with it, and DANG, SUPER headache. Dx (Sorry if that was graphic)
2. HOMG WHY COULDN'T IT WAIT A DAY?! A FREAKING DAY?!? Nature visited me last night. Yaaaaaay. Cuz, you know, just what every teenage girl wants: to do THAT on a day where she has to go everywhere and do everything!
3. Brings me to my last point. Actually celebrating. Don't get me wrong, ah've got nothing against Thanksgiving, or family, or anything, but ah HATE celebrating with my dad's side of the family. It sucks, period. There's nothing to do unless ah want to hang out with my cousins (which ah don't) or find a dark corner away from everyone and everything (tried that last year: there isn't one where we're going). And it's so BORING compared to my mom's side of the family where there's just Daniel (Yes, ah have more cousins than him. But it's just my family, his family, and my grandparents getting together).

ANYWAY, tomorrow, or possibly later tonight, ah'll find something to make a new journal to cover this one up. xD;

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21393449/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21393449/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 18:38:59 PST cuz it looked fun. xD

[ ] gotten kissed
[ ] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[ ] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 0

[ ] arrived late to class more than 5 times (Maybe once or twice..)
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[ ] turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 2

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[ ] text people during class
[x] passed notes(Writing with Caitlin. xD)
[ ] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 5

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[ ] took pictures during school hours.
[x] called someone during school hours (Called my mom to pick me up (From the office cuz ah was sick AND from the nurse's office cuz school ended early)
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[x] skipped a class period (Oh yeah. Skipped A LOT of 4th period(Band) last year)
Total So Far: 9

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[x] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 13

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[ ] curse during class/school
total so far: 15

[ ] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[ ] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[x] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total So Far: 18

x 3 = 54


Yup. LOVED that me and Caitlin could skip so much last year and not get in trouble. Mr C. didn't notice.. and the coaches didn't care. xD

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21306317/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21306317/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 18:35:11 PST did it recently (like today. o.Oand it reminded me. xD


RICH KID.
[ ] You go tanning.
[X] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You own something from Coach.
[ ] You own something from Chanel.
[ ] You own something from Juicy Couture.
[ ] You own something from Louis Vuitton.
[ ] You love/like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ ] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat. (By my aunt.)
[x] You have tons of shoes. (Not that ah WEAR them)
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[ ] You have more than one house
Total: 4

GOTH.
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[ ] You wear chains.
[ ] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic. (It rocks. Especially the Anime section =3)
[ ] You have worn black lipstick.
[ ] Your hair was/is dark.
[x] You dislike preps.
[ ] You're an atheist/satanist.
[x] You have/want piercings. (.. Maybe..)

Total: 5

PUNK.
[x] You can skateboard. (Not anymore. Disabled)
[ ] You wear plaid.
[x] You like Converse. (Except that ah can't WEAR them)
[ ] You hate MTV.
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[/] You love/like skater girls/boys (This is seriously a question? What kind of..)
[x] You dislike pink.
[x] You hate preps.
[x] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes. (Got a pair of Vans now)

Total: 6.5

GEEK.
[x] You love the computer.
[ ] You like Star Wars.
[x] You are supposed/wore/wear to wear glasses.
[ ] You get straight A's.
[x] You love/like reading.
[x] You were/are in band.
[x] You don't care what you look like.
[ ] You have a curfew. (Ah don't go out..)
[ ] You always do your homework.
[ ]You never miss school unless your sick. (Birmingham anyone? xD)

Total: 5

EMO.
[x] You are depressed sometimes.
[ ] You have/had black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like the band Thursday.
[ ] You cry easily.
[ ] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo. (My dad calls me emo all the time. He doesn't even know what it MEANS)
[x] You keep/kept a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[ ] You have/had a sad MySpace/Friendster layout.
[ ] You think emo kids are hot.

Total: 4

GHETTO / GANGSTA.
[ ] You like rap
[ ] You are in a gang
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[ ] You swear a lot
[ ] You have/had a freestyle battle. (Ah don't dance..)
[ ] You have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 0

HARDCORE.
[x] You like loud music.
[x] You love the Ninja Turtles.
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[ ] You wear slip-on shoes.
[ ] You love Norma Jean.
[ ] You wear band t-shirts.
[ ] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[ ] “Hardcore” dance.
[ ] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear blue jeans.

Total: 3

PREP.
[ ] You love The OC.
[x] You have/want/had a tiny/medium sized dog
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of bright colors.
[ ] You like buying shoes.
[ ] You shop at American Eagle.
[ ] You love/like to shop.
[ ] You love jeans. (.. Love?)
[ ] You love Paris Hilton.
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing. (.. Me? Get my nails done? That's a good one)
[ ] You wear big sunglasses.
[x] You wear more than one accessory. (Ah wear 2 bracelets. So what?)

Total: 2

ATHLETIC.
[ ] You watch the Superbowl.
[ ] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your/others jerseys.
[ ] You have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[ ] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[ ] You belong/belonged to a school team.
[ ] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.

Total: 0


.. So ah'm Punk? Interesting. If labels were than something to sit and laugh at.. it might actually be an appreciated title. xD

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21254104/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21254104/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 18:46:52 PDT
.. Not much to say. Reset my computer, so ah'm downloading/installing/whatevering the usual stuff. Not much to say.



....... And, Kono, you're gonna kill me... but, doya happen to remember Toxicate's password? It's saying ah didn't change it.. >>;;;

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21238590/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21238590/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 19:43:23 PDT
.. But before ah do THAT, ah have to get his precious music off on discs. Many MANY discs. We're talking 15, at least (already have 9). But the stuff AH wanted to keep? MY files? Probably only took up half of a disc. >>; he seriously needs to be like, helping me with HIS music.

But anyway.. Happy Halloween! Tomorrow! Or Samhain, or Morostide, or All Hallows Eve, or.. you get the picture. Expect late art from me. Probably, if you know me, it'll get done in the middle of next week and not submitted for another week. Oh well.



............ Yeah, that's basically an update on my life. And don't expect to see me online tomorrow for a while (aiming to reset tomorrow after school).

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21061838/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/21061838/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 11:10:33 PDT >. All in all, it was a good concert. Ah liked the thing with the trash cans during Should've Said No (Ah think it was that one).

Anyway, didn't take pictures. Kinda couldn't, with those idiots in front of us. ><

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/20809248/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/20809248/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 13:39:13 PDT
Not much else to say, so ah'm out.

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/20693139/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/20693139/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 19:08:25 PDT >. And.. Ah dunno. Just bought Buffy the Vampire Slayer: The Chosen Collection =3

-holds up a sign that says "WILL DRAW 4 DRAGONSCALES"- ... and art trades are cool too, haven't had one of those in a while 8D

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/20331366/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/20331366/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 20:01:13 PDT . Got bored xD

Put mp3 on shuffle and use the song titles to answer the questions.

1) How are you feeling today?
My Immortal by Evanescence

2) What is the story of your life?
Under You Spell by Amber Benson (Buffy the Vampire Slayer OMWF)

3) Will you get far in life?
I think I'm Paranoid by Garbage

4) How does the world see you?
Circle of Life-Disney Lion King

5) How do you friends see you?
Standing by Anthony Stewart Head (Buffy the Vampire Slayer OMWF)

6) What is the best thing about your friends?
Since U Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

7) What is your best friend's theme song?

Tourniquet by Evanescence

8) What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
I Don't Have to Try by Avril Lavigne

9) What was high school like?
I've Got a Theory/Bunnies/If We're Together by the Buffy Cast (Buffy the Vampire Slayer OMWF)

10) How is your life going?
Missing by Evanescence

11) What is in store for this weekend?
I'm With You by Avril Lavigne

12) Will you have a happy life?
Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne

13) What should you do with your life?
Stacy's Mom by Fountains of Wayne

14) How can you get ahead in life?
The Best Damn Thing by Avril Lavigne

15) What type of women do I like?
Everywhere by Michelle Branch

16) Do people secretly lust after you?
Hole by Kelly Clarkson

17) Will you get married?
Celebrity by Brad Paisley

18) Will you ever have children?
Whiskey Lullaby by Brad Paisley and Alison Krauss

19) What song would you strip to?
Everybody's Fool by Evanescence

20) What song will they play at your funeral?
Bring Me to Life by Evanescence

21) How will you be remembered?
Walk Through the Fire by Sarah Michelle Geller (Buffy the Vampire Slayer OMWF)

22) If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
Just Missed the Train by Kelly Clarkson

23) What is your deep dark secret?
Dirty Little Secret by The All-American Rejects

24) What is some good advice for me?
My Last Breath by Evanescence

25) How can I make myself happy?
One Minute by Kelly Clarkson

26) What is my signature dance song?
Nobody's Fool by Avril Lavigne

27) What is your personality like?
Under Your Spell/Standing(Rep.) by Amber Benson and Anthony Stewart Head (Buffy the Vampire Slayer OMWF)

Wow.. that was weird. A lot of them came out funny, too! xD Oh, and.. btw. On the Buffy ones, OMWF stands for Once More With Feeling. It was the musical episode

]]> ~Wildshadowfur http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/20005232/ http://Wildshadowfur.deviantart.com/journal/20005232/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 13:33:38 PDT
1. Choose a few of your own characters.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!
4. Then tag three people.

And So ah chose these:
Silver Moon. Duh
Wildshadow
Rogue

Who/What are you ?
Silv: I am Silver Moon. Artic/Timber wolf mix.
Wildy: Wildshadow, Forest cat
Rogue: -growls- Human. But I shapeshift a little.

Do you have any brothers or sisters ?
Silv: I honestly don't remember
Wildy: Yes, I don't speak of them
Rogue: No

What's your height ?
Silv: Uh.. Dunno
Wildy: probably somewhere around a taillength?
Rogue: About 5'7"

How old are you ?
Silv: Psh, like I know
Wildy: 'Bout 20 moons
Rogue: 17

Are you a virgin ?
Silv: Yes. I despise pups
Wildy: No, but my litter died
Rogue: I don't have to answer this

Who's your mate/spouse ?
Silv: Kiwi
Wildy: Nobody
Rogue: Ok. 1. I'm human, no mate. 2. Too young to marry

Do you have any kids ?
Silv: HELLO. DESPISE. PUPS.
Wildy: Already said my litter died
Rogue: Too. Freaking. Young.

What's your favorite food ?
Silv: Rabbit, or perhaps deer
Wildy: Magpie
Rogue: Like most teenagers, I like pizza

Have you ever killed anyone ?
Silv: No. I usually walk away
Me: -coughs- or they run away before you finish them
Wildy: -ignoring- Yes
Rogue: Again. I don't have to do this

Do you hate anyone ?
Silv and Wildy in unison: YES!
Rogue: I hate a lot of people. Mom, dad, aunt Muffy..

Do you love anyone ?
Silv: Yes
Wildy: No
Rogue: No

What's your job ?
Silv: Wolf stuff?
Wildy: I'm a warrior. I work hard all the time for my Clan
Rogue: No job. I need one, though

What do you do to relax ?
Silv: I like swimming, or loungeing in the water
Wildy: I sleep
Rogue: Anything's relaxing if aunt Muffy's not there

There's a person who is teasing you. What could you do ?
Silv: Teasing? I highly doubt anyone would tease me.
Wildy: I claw their ears off
Rogue: Just ignore them and walk away, usually with an accompanying growl

Let's say there's a person you really care about but she/he doesn't know your feelings.
Silv: Your kidding
Wildy: Yeah, MUST be joking
Rogue: Whatever

What kinds of powers do you have ?
Silv and Wildy: Nothing
Rogue: SHAPESHIFTING, anyone?

What is your sexuality ?
All in unison: Straight

Tag;
Whatever

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