http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:WiltingWhiteMage&section=today deviantART RSS for by:WiltingWhiteMage en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 08:47:11 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/19815045/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/19815045/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 19:18:12 PDT Cant wait till im 18.
Its always this and that...
and yelling at the simplest things...
My dad is making me insane...
My grandparents are pissing me off.
My mom is sick and has to take chemo.
I have a friend who likes me, and i dont like him in that way. + He's also a ex's bestfriend, which puts in another strain on me...
Me and My ex got into a really bad arguement, and he tore me to shreds emotionally......
I havent finished Breaking Dawn... I just cant get into it all the way...
Im struggling to get a application in.
Im in dire need of money...
Is it over yet? Please? How many more months do I have to wait? Its only what? 10??? -________-;;;
@_@ Im gonna go crazy by then... X_X;
Tokio Hotel. Bill Kaulitz. Much Love.
Yeah. My only distractions. Danke!!!
FROM TRUE INSANITY!!! -__-;;

Requested Fanart of Bill Kaulitz!!! <3
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Funny convi between Me and -

Me: *Holds up picture of Bill*
Her: Thats a GUY?
Me: XD Yes. Believe it or not.
Her: *LMFAO*
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Yes. Bill Kaulitz is a GUY...
And his a damn hot one at that... <33
Im not MAJORLY Obsessed...
Im not a fangirl...
I just think of him as my idol...
Because he's amazing~ Kthnx!!!
[link]
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Ich Liebe Du. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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My Amazing DA Friends And Family.
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Ich Liebe Du!!! <33 <33 <33 <33 <33
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]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/19459460/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/19459460/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 06:51:05 PDT In N/C Currently.
Wont be back until 25th.
Depressed... mmm. little bit.
*siiiigh* XD
I miss my mommy.
I wish she would get a DA.
She writes just like me...or even better ^^<3
She is why i got so good at my skillz0rz. <333 Lol.
Today im going to the indian nation meeting...
Is probally smiting me right now XD
Misses me...
I MISSS talkin' to j00! *luffs*
Well, i better get before i get my butt kicked out that door XDDD
Always.

]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/18008647/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/18008647/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 14:35:40 PDT But i can't complain... atleast it was decent than the rest...
I can't say that i've been getting much sleep due to crying my eyes out... but, that's well... I guess thats just a typical LDR {Long Distance Relationship} for you... =/
Not much has been holding me down lately, and I guess I just get tired of people at school stepping all over me, and getting the same when I get home... so... I guess, it's just a MENTAL break... and i'm just letting go of my frustration... I really want to work on this fanfic that I started at school a few days ago, but I can't get my friend to get it off her DAMN flashdrive and send it to me... >_>!
School is...well... okay. I guess everything is cool. I've been doing my work, and understanding it, and less has been distracting me, and i'm feeling better about the changes that i've been making... For all of you who know the situation. Mom got Chemo Monday. She's fine. {No symptoms YET}; but, Doctor said she's COMPLETELY fine. So, i'm thankful...
Okay. Can't wait till tomorrow. - I get to stay with yooooooou!! -glomps-
Okay. Okay. Okay.
Biiiig news. I've had this idea in my BRAIN all day...
MY friend and me... well... we've both played D.o.C... {Dirge.of.Cerberus} and she likes Shelke, and I like Nero, and then i'm all like. "I want to see a picture of them fighting... they don't finish the fight scene in D.o.C... and shes all like "Yeah. That would be cool, would'nt it??" And i just nodded. XD So, i guess what i'm BASICALLY trying to do, is send out a request for a DRAWING... ... <3
T_T ILU, Guys.
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My DA Friends:
Love You All. <3





... ]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/17959519/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/17959519/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 13:07:37 PDT School sucks. My boyfriends ex still sucks...
And my life is rotting and reducing to shit right in front of me... I could have a possibilty of having cancer, ANYWHERE in my body... and im gonna get scanned 8D GENIUS ISNT IT!? It now runs in my family, and mom wants to be safer than sorry... Cant really blame the woman i guess, im her only child... >____> and well, yeaaaaaaaaaah. <3 LOL.

*List of things that make me mad today*

-This girl, who called me a LUZ, even after i told her i had a boyfriend... >_
-This guy who said i was a witch today, after i told him i was CHRISTIAN. THE EFF!? He's a douchebag...

-Cant...get...past...ROSSO!! EFFING HELL!!! >____<
DIRGE OF CERBERUS!! GAUUUGH! -Throws ps2-... -groan- I even have the guide book and everything, i even have the QUANTUM CERBERUS! AND IM WORKING ON THE VELVET HYRDA! I betcha Nero's gonna be a pain in my arse if i think Rosso was hard... hell... WEISS is probally gonna be a pain in the RUMP....... >_________________________<;;;

-My grandfather telling me everything i like is stupid, and that everything he does is right. Pshh. Yeah. Since when!? Remind me... thats why my uncle is out of state, and my dad has ANGER issues... Yeah. Bang up JOB guys!! 8D I give you the award of the LOUSIEST PARENTS EVER!!! >________________<;;

Kay... that should be all the ranting i have for today...
I love all of you. I love, well... Almost everybody...
Ooh!! <3 Lol. Almost Forgot. Myspace. Email.

Myspace Link:
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Myspace Email:
enzan_samas_dark_angel@yahoo.com



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My DA Friends:
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]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/17880510/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/17880510/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 13:03:39 PDT So, its like my first journal entry since...
Whenever i wrote last...
So, March 9th, MegaCon... BEST DAY EVER.
Im taken by the best boy in the world...
-sigh- Sad thing is, his sister absolutely hates my guts...
I call almost every night to talk to him, and most of the time i do, and im very thankful for that. But when she awnsers the phone, im all like "Is he home?" And shes all like "He cant talk on the phone..." and the way she says it, it's like she doesnt want us toghether at all...=/
MY head hurts...
I miss him...
I want to go to JA-Con...
I want school to be over, i want to go to THS...
But, wishes only come true sometimes... X___X;;
Im really tired. Im depressed. And i hate my math teacher... but what's new about that, ive hated him all year... >_>;;!
So, Im probally gonna go lay down after this... =/ As i said, NOT FEELING WELL.... TTYL. <3 You all.
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My DA Friends:
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]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/16982076/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/16982076/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 17:54:29 PST ALONG WHILE!
Since December 21st...
So, im telling everybody...
IM SOOO HAPPY! AND IF YOU HAVE ME ON IM >;D ASK WHY!
On valentines day...
YES THAT DREADED DAY...
I was asked out... <3 -dances-

Im currently sick, i have bad chest congestion, and a serious case of nasal blockage thats throwing my equilibrim off BIIIIG TIME! My boyfriend asked me on a date, to the movies, to dinner, or to a cookout by the river... so many undecided desisions... I mean, im not being egotistic... XD im just happy. I got a new pink shiny razor cellphone <3 SweeT! And im goooooing to Megacon this yeaaaaaaaar!!! <3333 -Daaaaances- Im probally gonna pull a Kairi, or Namine, or Lucrecia Crecent from D.o.C FFVII... <3

Gomen, I wasnt on... T_T I apologize deeply. I'll try and email you sometime!!! I STILL LOVE YOU!!!

I LURV YOU TOO! <33333 You are like, my IDOL! I want to be you when i grow up 8D <3 -sarcasm-

GET WELL SOON! >;D You need to go to megacon with me, and pretend like you dont KNOW ME! XD <333 It'll be cool this year... <33333 I L U XIGGY!!! <333

Like, amazing. I dont know HOW you pulled it off. My parents were like DEAD SET against me going to megacon due to finances... <3 I L U TOO!!! <3 LAR!!! LAR!!! -dance-

]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/15905278/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/15905278/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 08:16:54 PST -----------
Today booored as hell.
I plan on celebrating new years with a BANG. <33
Happy new years to my watchers and friends...






X_x im currently headdeskin over my story, i feel shitty that i cant write anymore than i have up, It kills me, and its only about 4pgs for the first chapter... >_> *When im done writing it'll be 4 pgs. atleast* Thats my new years resolution, finish my Yaoi and finish my Dim light fanfic <33
-link to fic-
[link]
:3 <333 Always,
WiltingWhiteMage



12-26-07
Nngh. Tootally not wanting next week to come anytime soon... >_>
I swear i could CRY right now... Its so horrible.
First i get told im not going with my mom for her surgery, then i get a smack in the face reality check... (X_x)
Its ironic, i really hate how US women have to be the good little house wives... while the men work... T_T I guess since im 16 i dont understand it... >_>
I probally wont EVER understand.... Im THAT Naive.
I made a meatloaf today, i vaccumed the house, and i got more sleep than i needed... X_X which made me lazy...
Ja Ne,
WWM!
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12-23-07
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Okayz, today is okie dokie! Were going out to eat... *is staying at a friends house*
And for my luffer ... your still in my EPIC Journal... So your not left out... <3333
I read Lovless 1&2 Last night, and now I feel like reading "Twilight" again... >_> -Pokes my friend to let me read it-
I cant wait for christmas, so if im not on that day, you'll know why XDDD -to busy playing games-
Booored and listening to music. ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14535715/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14535715/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 19:20:13 PDT Im sitting in my room on my moms laptop...
And i feel like shit.
Ive had a cold for a week, and im so damn lazy.
Geeze... i swear i want to die.
Ive been drowning in my emo poetry and talking to good friends.
And trying to get through a few Bleach episodes so i know what the shizz is going on... -sigh-
XD Im moping... i sound horrible. XD
<----- tooooootally wrong. XD LMFAO, im such a perv.

]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14368819/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14368819/ Mon, 27 Aug 2007 17:22:40 PDT =3 i love how you rp.
=3 your the bestest ever... <3 happy b-day on 9/1/07. I miss you... ILU. Can't wait to see you friday...<3 Your turing 15! ^___^ Yay!
This has been For another Devious Report. <3 Join me next time. ^_____________________________________^

]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14333023/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14333023/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 11:13:15 PDT
m thrilled at today... isnt it amazing... <3
I really want to die...
My pop has like... 60,000 goddarn fuzzing doublestandards,...
-sigh- lol... i guess i really want to go to be with my friends..

I wish one of them could kidnap meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
Oh well, lol anyways...
Keep in touch you guys!!! =3

]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14319906/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14319906/ Fri, 24 Aug 2007 13:36:04 PDT for the laugh today in World HistoryXD That was reeeeeeeeeally great... *and dont forget to study your Math Notes!!! <3
Hope Band and everything are allright, i still cant believe you freaked like that over wether i was allright or not... lol... but thank you for caring and all... ^____^
:iconholwermeow: Lol... your great... :3 you get a kitty smile... you make me happy!! I love siiitting on the bus next to you... <3
All for now...
lol...

]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14307817/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14307817/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 17:35:43 PDT Now that school begins, im tooootally swamped.
Oh, BTW Kat-Chan. When you read this, good luck at band. ^___^
Now i think im tooootally in love with this good looking boy at my school...
I couldnt be anymore happier.
I also am having no problems with bullying, i fit riiiiiiiiiight in...
Muffin-Chan, I love you, You and Your damn good Yaoi and Artistic Skillz.
Lol... And to anyone else, I also Love You Too.
Well, I better quit ranting lol... i sound pathetic.

]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14152927/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14152927/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 16:58:54 PDT Oi. I feel like shizz, and my whole body is shaking.
Life couldnt get any worse, or any better...
I cant wait till tomorrow... i get to go with a friend...
Then the 15th i go to get registered, and i find out if i have a job or not...
Then the 20th i go back to school...w00h... =_= im not flippin' amused...
i have a hellacious life...
Boo-hoo... >_>

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]]> ~WiltingWhiteMage http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14121211/ http://WiltingWhiteMage.deviantart.com/journal/14121211/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 15:13:54 PDT All i have to do is nothing.
Im hoping i can just get this damn job...
And ive never said this before... but...
I cant wait till school starts...
So, for now, i'll sit here and be the Bleach addict i am...
-dances- Im obsessed... XD...

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