http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:WingedKnight-Product&section=today deviantART RSS for by:WingedKnight-Product en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Wed, 06 Jan 2010 03:23:22 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4496395/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4496395/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 13:15:23 PST I really can't keep visiting deviant for personal reasons. I've been trying to keep up with your galleries...but I really have to stay away from here from now on. I would really like to talk to everyone though so if you have IM...my names are:

AIM: reikataketi
MSN: anguslm@hotmail.com
yahoo: maneatingpineapple

Just let me know who you were on deviant.

Like I said a long time ago, I'm trying to build a new better life for myself without the bad memories I've collected...and all the hate that I was holding. It's not that I don't want any of you gone...I just don't fancy being here with certain people. I'm not trying to be indirect...I just don't see it fair in posting their names. I want nothing to do with their lives anymore (you know if you haven't upset me so don't worry about it)...and somehow staying at deviant, I find myself getting involved.

I also have a blogger journal but some of the posts are a little too personal and can be rather cruel to some people. But it does also have literature I've writen soo...contact me if you wanna see anyway.
A personal website will be posted to this when it is completed.

I've really enjoyed looking at all of you art and love you all!

Visit all these cool people dimmit! XD



Thanks to all the people who have been there for me.













http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4493064/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 23:53:09 PST


Thanks to all the people who have been there for me.

















http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4433349/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 22:48:10 PST
Stop it.
You're going to kill someone.

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Yeah, I've had an online journal for a while. I'm gonna try to update more for yall. Just thought I'd put it out there since I still am cutting off deviantART (not even using the Journals unless I feel I need to).

[link] ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4428771/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4428771/ Thu, 27 Jan 2005 13:14:42 PST
Not rejoining deviant, just bringing back the contest I promised. Scraps will be deleted after contest.


Characters For Contest : Dead Eye Main Characters
Genre: Science Fiction

Jaz
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

Mayj
[link]
[link]
[link]

Fiana
(Wears an Afro in the Second Graphic Novel)
[link]
[link]

Edit:
Jax
[link]

You may draw all three of them, two of them or just one. There may be several entries per person.

Information on Jaz:
Jaz is the older sister of Mayj by three years. She is now portrayed at about the age of 22. She likes bright colored, odd clothing. She does use the Dead Eyes (if you are not familiar with the Dead Eye orbs, do not add them) but only ocasionally. She is a very sweet woman and only rarely has an attitude towards her brother. The two are very very close.
Very good with physical combat and also very quick on the feet. Has the ability of certain gymnastic moves such as flipping ect.
Regenerated Jaz: Regenerated Jaz is in the Second graphic novel of the three. She is not the same person anymore and ish now evil. Blah. Instead of physical combat, uses weapons fastened to her arms.
Favorite food: Cottage Cheese

Information on Mayj:
Younger brother of Jaz. Portrayed at about 19 years of age. He likes grays and blacks in his wardrobe and bright colors for his combat garments. He also uses the Dead Eyes but on ocassion. Same personality as his sister but a bit stronger mentally, relies on her the most for friendship. His eyes are the same as Jaz' only the iris is blue.
Good with physical combat but also handles the gatling gun. Skilled in fast gettaways in car and motorcycle.
Mentally unstable toward the end of the first Graphic Novel to the point of hallucinations and paranoia.

Information on Fiana:
Blind mechanic. Not much can be said about her without giving away plots.
Personality: Generally very nice but has a rude attitude to those she considers under her. Very loving of Jaz and Mayj.
Has never relied on the Dead Eyes.

Edit: Information on Jax:
Best friend of Fiana in the past. Not much can be said about her without giving away plot points.
One of the first puppets. Happy-go-lucky all the time, very sweet and jumpy. Dead eyes were not yet discovered in her life span.
Clothing type: See picture. That kind of thing.

If this is not enough information, please let me know.

First Prize: Full digital or hand done picture of anything as long as it does not include porn or already copywriten characters.

Second Prize: Hand-done picture following rules above.

Third Prize: (if I get enough entries) Sketch of anything following rules above.

Due date in May. Specific date will be figured at a later time. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4423169/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4423169/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 20:52:26 PST POOOP. Please help.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>+<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Ok, I am having a birfday sleepover planned for the weekend of Feb. 4-6. I need to know if anyone has plans for that weekend so I know what to do (if I need to make it earlier ect...)

List of local peoples on Deviant who were invited (in case you forgot):

Jules
Bri
Emily
Sabrina
Matt (You can't spend the night though)

God, if I forgot you, I'm sooooo sorry. Just let me know. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4415572/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4415572/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 21:02:39 PST And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must come down,
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me

-Alicia Keys
(Fk...I want her piano)

My current favorite song. Go check it at Yahoo music videos.
Go check out the Video for Eminem "Toy Soldiers" too. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4342967/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4342967/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 13:11:16 PST After that we watched Anchorman and laughed our asses off at such stupid stuff. I fell asleep with Tiffany next to me. I have never felt so loved and so happy with a group of people like that before.
They are truly my sisters. I just had to see them again to feel it.
If I have such loving friends as that...then why do I need to hold on to the ones that make me unhappy.

I'm cutting ties with certain people for life so I'm not going to be posting on deviant anymore or even visiting unless you're still on my devwatch list. I will have a personal site up soon so I don't need to be here anymore.
I haven't decided whether I'm pulling down the contest or not. But I probably will, just to let everyone know. I'd still like to see piccies though if you get bored or something.

Thanks for the love!

If you still want to talk, look up my S/Ns. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4314438/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4314438/ Thu, 27 Jan 2005 13:13:05 PST
Not rejoining deviant, just bringing back the contest I promised. Scraps will be deleted after contest.


Characters For Contest : Dead Eye Main Characters
Genre: Science Fiction

Jaz
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

Mayj
[link]
[link]
[link]

Fiana
(Wears an Afro in the Second Graphic Novel)
[link]
[link]

Edit:
Jax
[link]

You may draw all three of them, two of them or just one. There may be several entries per person.

Information on Jaz:
Jaz is the older sister of Mayj by three years. She is now portrayed at about the age of 22. She likes bright colored, odd clothing. She does use the Dead Eyes (if you are not familiar with the Dead Eye orbs, do not add them) but only ocasionally. She is a very sweet woman and only rarely has an attitude towards her brother. The two are very very close.
Very good with physical combat and also very quick on the feet. Has the ability of certain gymnastic moves such as flipping ect.
Regenerated Jaz: Regenerated Jaz is in the Second graphic novel of the three. She is not the same person anymore and ish now evil. Blah. Instead of physical combat, uses weapons fastened to her arms.
Favorite food: Cottage Cheese

Information on Mayj:
Younger brother of Jaz. Portrayed at about 19 years of age. He likes grays and blacks in his wardrobe and bright colors for his combat garments. He also uses the Dead Eyes but on ocassion. Same personality as his sister but a bit stronger mentally, relies on her the most for friendship. His eyes are the same as Jaz' only the iris is blue.
Good with physical combat but also handles the gatling gun. Skilled in fast gettaways in car and motorcycle.
Mentally unstable toward the end of the first Graphic Novel to the point of hallucinations and paranoia.

Information on Fiana:
Blind mechanic. Not much can be said about her without giving away plots.
Personality: Generally very nice but has a rude attitude to those she considers under her. Very loving of Jaz and Mayj.
Has never relied on the Dead Eyes.

Edit: Information on Jax:
Best friend of Fiana in the past. Not much can be said about her without giving away plot points.
One of the first puppets. Happy-go-lucky all the time, very sweet and jumpy. Dead eyes were not yet discovered in her life span.
Clothing type: See picture. That kind of thing.

If this is not enough information, please let me know.

First Prize: Full digital or hand done picture of anything as long as it does not include porn or already copywriten characters.

Second Prize: Hand-done picture following rules above.

Third Prize: (if I get enough entries) Sketch of anything following rules above.

Due date in May. Specific date will be figured at a later time. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4313156/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4313156/ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 18:27:32 PST I've been having a really awesome week for some reason. Really hyper and giggly. I haven't given a shit about anything for a while...I think it's cause I'm getting rid of all the classes I hate.
wh00t. My updates are boring ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4296727/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4296727/ Tue, 11 Jan 2005 17:37:57 PST
Shit. I am gonna ace all my finals XD
Must go study now! ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4289721/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4289721/ Mon, 10 Jan 2005 20:20:15 PST Thanks for the comments everyone!

I will update something more meaningfull later, I must study now ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4284257/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4284257/ Mon, 10 Jan 2005 08:25:51 PST
Almost done with the first semester.

Then I will be happy. XD

Next semester I only have four classes. wh00t! I get mornings off and afternoons off. AND I get to take creative writing.
I so got it made. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4274521/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4274521/ Sun, 09 Jan 2005 01:19:58 PST
I feel like shit right now. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4273769/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4273769/ Sat, 08 Jan 2005 22:36:44 PST
Awesome day.

-Tushi and I did shit this morning. Blah.
-Went to the mall with Matt and Takashi. (Shall call Sabrina-chan tomorrow about hanging)
-Tushi got a fcking tight CD. Which is now my absolute favorite music and is burned forever onto my computer.
-Went to Spencer's.
-Got Handcuffs
-Got blacklight
-Got keychain: "Keys I haven't lost yet"
-Got a lighter for Johe (but doesn't see Johe a whole lot)
-Tushi got a notepad with Brian from Family Guy on it. Gave me half of it.
-Got some joke thongs.
-I got a Tigger for my mommy
-Ate at A&W
-Came home
-Listened to new CD
-Hung out with the two
-Now I am here...muah. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4268528/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4268528/ Sat, 08 Jan 2005 09:53:16 PST We both settled in my studio/television room (oh, btw, I switched my bedroom and studio) on my beanbags and ate a whole box of large pizza. Layed around with stuffed stomachs for a while.
Then we had Matt come over. Went to Dairy Queen. Hung out more at my house until Takashi had to go home.

Wh00t! We have more shtuff planned today than just hanging. ^^ ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4260573/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4260573/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 08:43:41 PST Today our school has a propane leak. A spark, a lighter. Wh00t. I wonder what would happen... -sarcasm- The smell of rotten egg is making me sick. Is it really even safe to be breathing it in?

Is it really safe to be in here? -ponders-

Anyway, just comepleted a lot of stuff for school last night. 4 math assignment, a project, three Japanese worksheets, two missed labs for Food and Nutrition (Made tuna casserol and dump cake). Now I have my Psychology project to finish. Oh joy.

Going to hold a contest soon, be warned!

you all! Hope you're having a better day than me! XD ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4246818/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4246818/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 14:30:16 PST
I don't know what to do for my 18th birthday. And I don't know who I should have there...because the things most 18 year olds do, in my eyes, is really immature. (ie. strip clubs ect...) And somehow I'm looked down apon because it isn't my thing. Why must all 18 year olds have to be into stripping, porn ect...?

Am I just so bad that I'm not into it?

Anyway...I just want my birfday to be an innocent one. I just don't know if people are going to let that happen. I got a lot of hassle from my friend Sean about him taking me to strip clubs and such. They just don't seem to accept that I'm not like them. It seems like I'm always hassled by what I believe...I'm an outcast cause it's not my thing, it's like they expect me to like this stuff. I get no pleasure in the things they do. Get over it...It's gotten to the point that I don't even want to hang out with them anymore cause they throw my beliefs aside...they treat me oddly cause it isn't my thing. Even my own boyfriend was trying to force me into it. What the hell?1 I'm so pissed off...or depressed, whetever. I much rather enjoy hanging with my friends and family on a more adult level...not the jack-off constantly, horny adult level.

Teenagers just don't get it.
I'm not bashing anyone who likes that stuff. Just leave me alone with what I believe instead of trying to force it into my life.
It's apparent that I'm not at the mental stage of everyone else around me.

Maybe I'll just go to Florida with my family for my birfday...
I have more fun with my family than I EVER had with a group of friends going to nudie shops.
I dunno. Just had to rant. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4220033/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4220033/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 11:26:28 PST
Blah, I think these things are stupid. But just to remind myself:


Things to do-

>Finish Matt's trade commission
>SEND IN SCHOLARSHIP APPLICATIONS AND FAFSA FORM111
.Crap.
>Get a job (Hopefully with book publishers)
>Work on commissions more effectively
>Work on stories, graphic novels, novels, and animations
>Keep grades at As. Or at least Bs. Try to see all As on the final report card
>Do all my homework the day it is assigned
>Decide whether I will go to college in the summer
>Get a condo

Yeah...it's not very long. I'm sure this will be added to in my private time. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4219987/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4219987/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 11:21:12 PST ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4213435/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4213435/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 15:33:12 PST
The school year is half over. I will be able to leave that environment, leave everything that I loath...hate. Leave all those who have been bad for me. Continue on in my art carreer, living alone in my own condo, owning my own pets, shopping, cooking, living in my love life, living in new friends, friends that no longer live in a high-school environment, friends who will stick by me no matter what shit life has to shove in your face. More times than not I was relieved to be rid of certain people, freed of my own hatred and thoughts, free of their shackles, of their games. Now everything is perfect.

I am with my Boyfriend Takashi who I love very very much. Although we have fought and had differences, I know he truly loves me back. He walks miles to see me, he keeps every item that reminds him of me, an so much more. It has been ten months into our relationship and we wait excitedly for the twelve month point. I truly feel blessed to have him. He's been one of the only people who have been there for me in the good and bad. I love you more that can be expressed in words.
This morning he came over at 4 a.m. We had a wonderful time together and celebrated the New Year just laying around, watching television, snuggling, being close.

To Matt who I've known very little...but one of the best friends I've ever had. One of the only ones who doesn't depress me, doesn't argue with my beliefs, always makes me laugh...just one of those that would always be there for me. I will always be there for you too. I wish you and Heather the best of luck in your future.

To my dearest Shayna who has been with me since fifth grade. She is truly a beautiful and sweet girl. To her I owe my whole life because she has stuck with me through this all, and will indeed stick with me through the rest of my life. I truly love her as if she were my flesh and blood sister. I realize that we hardly ever hang around eachother, but the fact that we are so close never-the-less.

To my beloved Emily. I miss you so much and hope that you come back someday. I wish to write with you again...speak to you, just have a great time like we used to...I love you and your whole family as my own. Thank you for bringing me over and just being a sister to me as well. I love you always.

To my family, who has been the best anyone could EVER ask for. I have such a strong relationship, that it will indeed be difficult to move out into my own condo. My parents who have been there with me, through the tough times all through my school life. Comforted me, loved me, trusted me. I truly don't deserve such loving parents, grandparents and relatives as this. To those, I love you through eternity. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4207912/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4207912/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 23:52:19 PST


Thanks to all the people who have been there for me.

















http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4198104/ Thu, 30 Dec 2004 23:54:50 PST
Really REALLY pissed at a few people...but eh. Besides that, I'm great.

My birthday is coming in about a month now...I shall start inviting peoples.

HAPPY NEW YEARS ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4189572/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4189572/ Wed, 29 Dec 2004 23:00:48 PST _<

I have to wear a splint on my MIDDLE finger because there's a long infected gash on it. If I bend my finger it opens...then it would never heal. I have a hard time driving #1 I can't turn the key and #2 Everyone thinks I'm flipping them off.

I also burned a few layers of skin off my thumb trying to burn frayed threads on my costume. CURSES! My thumb must have been touching the metal. I didn't even realize it was hurt until I looked at it.

Both are on my drawing hand. ;_;

I'm looking forward to the party tomorrow but after that it's just homework and projects. Probably a bit of hanging but that's it.

Poopy. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4173722/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4173722/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 23:09:03 PST Current Television : Futurama
Why I am updating : There is nothing better to do

Been trying to get the hang of animating things. I've animated before but with the supervision of a teacher. And no where near what kind of stuff I want to be doing. ^^
Current progress : Scene with Mayj and Jaz from "Dead Eye" when Jaz is going to a psychological delema.
24 frames per second...I have a lot to do.
~Raige256 is getting me Flash so I will be able to transfer the frames onto that. I will post what I do complete here for a short time. I am also working on storyboards.

Officially completed my costume. (Except burning lose threads). Post pictures later. ^^

Matt is making a website for my portfolio. In return, I am doing a commission of he and his girlfriend, Heather. Show you guys when it's done. He's really amazing. He wil do designs for a price. At the moment I think he's a little too caught up in other customers...but check him out anyway! ~ Raige256

Blah! Have a great day everyone! ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4158588/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4158588/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 23:28:28 PST
Anyway! Hope you all had a great Christmas! ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4149819/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4149819/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 18:32:46 PST
Reason = I don't trust people

Yes, I trust my friends and all the great people who are watching me...but there are too many people in the world that could EASILY steal images...or even ideas...change it into their own. Especially me stupidly sharing my character designs.

I you all anyway. I just have to be careful what I post.

HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY!

I already opened my presents. Our family tradition is opening presents on Christmas Eve. That's how my grandparents do it ect...
I got a lightbox for animation, animation paper (good thing I had those courses...), animation and storyboard program, sterio system (big boom box things with multiple CD players), and Eddy Izzard DVD's. All of which are for college in one way or another... lol

Edit: Tushi got me a Harley Quinn (Batman), a necklace, a talking Brian (Family Guy), a Brian Glass and an overcoat...and a little something else...
He got an electric guitar so me and him are going to learn together using wonderful On-Demand cable ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4126704/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4126704/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 10:31:20 PST SuikaUsagi, ~Raige256, ~ kurumi and others! Aside the part where I got sick off of Sparkling Grape.

Anyway...I can't do a whole lot this week becuase I have to finish my superhero costume for Tushi's birfday party...AND I want to finish my Psychology project before Christmas! -sigh-

Oh....and I have to finish Christmas presents ^^

Love you all! ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4115731/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4115731/ Mon, 20 Dec 2004 23:23:06 PST
I you all...
I really feel that I belong... ;_; ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4107002/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4107002/ Mon, 20 Dec 2004 19:00:37 PST
Thanks for your concerns but I'm fine!

Have a wonderfully fun HOLIDAY!!!


















~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4094193/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4094193/ Sat, 18 Dec 2004 09:32:51 PST
I've missed a week of school and now I don't know if my grades are going to stay A's. I have to work hard the upcoming school week to keep them up. I have a Psychology project to do. It's more than 40 pages right now and all they are are the intro pages. Shit.
Going through a lot if shit with friends' betrayals. I've decided to cut loose of Sean. And a few other people...

You shouldn't compromise your friendships because of what someone else thinks...
You're all just falling in to the high school shit.
Immaturity...
You were just another burden in my life.
And now that burden is gone.

I hope you all are doing better!
My last morbid writings were just random expressions I had. Period shit...extreme sickness...ya know. So don't worry too much about me, I get awfully morbid when "George" is around. Thanks for your notes anyway though! I you all!

Have a wonderful holiday! ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4083959/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4083959/ Thu, 16 Dec 2004 20:32:48 PST Sick an irrelivant in life.
Die in order to be replaced by another.

Perfect.

There will be no party for me, ever. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4076698/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4076698/ Wed, 15 Dec 2004 20:54:29 PST
Perfect

Went with and Tushi around a lot today. We all split a HUGE sammich...omg it was good. Got a few things at KOHLS and Safeway. Went to a park and "shot" eachother with cap guns. Twaz so fun! We also were "shooting" at some potheads standing at the park too.
At around 7:00 - 9:00 Tushi and I went to the mall for Christmas shopping. He got me a few things... I already know what they are! XD Lets just say some random stuff and lotsa Brian (family guy) shiz. Brian is the shit...I love Brian...
Wandered around Spencer's most of the time...laughing at all their sex shit.
I got home and my dad gave me a fire safe. I'm collecting all the stuff that has memories attached to them. A couple pictures of Shayna, Tushi and old pictures of . (I need to find the ATF pics, btw). Unfortunately I don't have any photos of ... ;_;I also have a few items that belong or have significance to Takashi.
Just recently discovering who my friends are and who aren't. I'm really getting sick of the highschool shit. I'm only sticking by those who actually care. Screw all the others, I'm not wasting a breath or a care on them.

Well...there's my life.

Perfect ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4069170/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4069170/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 20:45:24 PST
The first three have to do with one event:
Asthenophobia - Fear of fainting
Scotomaphobia - Blindness in a visual field (has had troubles with blindness)
Scotomaphobia - Fear of flashing lights. (Passed out once when a light flashed in my eyes)
This makes me afraid of driving. That is the phobia that brings them all together : Agoraophobia - Not able to do things (ex: driving) because of the fear of fainting.

I'm also terrified of things falling out from under me or falling on top of me. (Don't know a name for the phobia) For this reason I hate buses, movie theatres, several story houses, bathtubs ect... I don't know where this fear came from really...just always had it.

A small one is Chionophobia - Fear of walking through snow. I can't handle walking in snow. I grit my teeth and cringe when I have to.

The only thing really debilitating is that I can't drive very long without panicing. I also can't drive when sun is reflecting off cars. Eh...I think I should fix that.
And I don't like getting in bathtubs...but I have to, to keep up hygene.

Those are the main ones...

I think I'm a tad more than neurotic...but not even near being psychotic. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4003556/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/4003556/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 14:42:14 PST
Did you ever think of me,
As your best friend.
Did I ever think of you,
I’m not complaining.

I never tried to feel.
I never tried to feel.
This vibration.
I never tried to reach.
I never tried to reach.
Your eden.

(your eden. your eden.)

Did I ever think of you,
As my enemy.
Did you ever think of me,
I’m complaining.

I never tried to feel.
I never tried to feel.
This vibration.
I never tried to reach.
I never tried to reach.
Your eden.

(your eden. your eden.)

I never tried to feel.
I never tried to ...
(your eden.)

This song made me cry the first time a long time ago. I just found it on my compy. So pretty...

Thank you all







~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3998860/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3998860/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 21:51:55 PST
Thank you all

















~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3952070/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3952070/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 09:29:52 PST
We're going to Villiage Inn later to grab some brownie alamode. We're celebrating today since yesterday really sucked with the dance final and all...

Thank you all

















http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3939624/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 06:59:29 PST Fuck. And now I'm missing classes because our fucking district insists that teenagers drive in this shit.
Now my boyfriend has to walk two miles in it because I can't get him. -sigh-
I suppose roads nearer the school may be better...but there are students farther than five miles away, like me.
Their getting an ear full by email...
Sorry...just had to complain. =^^=

Thank you all













http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3804001/ Fri, 26 Nov 2004 23:38:32 PST , Matt, Takashi, Shayna, Sean and I hung out for the beginning of the night. Then we went out and stole shit from Kohls and Safeway. I didn't steal anything but Tushi got me a few things. Matt stole a whole teddy bear, a tie and two pairs of socks... XD.
Then we went out with Jeff to teepee...I feel so refreshed. It's great to be with Shayna again especially. And since I never see Sabrina, it was a blast! yall!
Takashi's dad is away until later in December. We have a long time alone in his house -evil grin- =^_^=

Oh god...they're such bad influences.

Edit: lol, I forgot. Matt also went around in the car throwing cheese out the window at skateboarding kiddos.
"You want some cheese?!"
"What the fuck?!"

Current events: Working on commissions. I'm so slow ;_; I hope they don't hate me for it.
Working on shtuff for Takashi's Birfday...gonna be tha shit.


------- old stuff---------

Anyone in the Japanese Classes at EHS? I've set up a community for the classes for homework, speaking, ect. [link]

Would anyone be interrested in looking at my tutorials if I did them? If so, what kind would you like to see?









~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3769698/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3769698/ Sat, 06 Nov 2004 15:59:04 PST The Animation guy said that I was far advanced for my age...He also said that if I went there, I would set the standart for all other students to try to live up to.

Wow... ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3755015/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3755015/ Thu, 04 Nov 2004 18:25:43 PST It's lagging so bad and i have to finish my digital portfolio!
Taking part in national novel writing month at nanowrimo. I gotta get to 50,000 words at the end of the month. My buddies and are in it too.
I only have 4,651...
Blah. I already know I won't make it because it would be better suited as a short story.
Wish me luck!
If any of you wanna read it so far, just shout out. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3712584/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3712584/ Sun, 31 Oct 2004 11:49:26 PST
[link]

I also created a community for practicing speakers.

[link] ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3697746/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3697746/ Thu, 28 Oct 2004 21:21:08 PDT I'm going to buy it when it comes out. Somehow Tushi has a copy of it with the English subtitles and everything. Now I have yet to watch "Ringu" and "Dark Water".
My animation class is doing really well. I am currently still putting together my portfolio...I've been told by the college counselors at RMCAD that I should be accepted so no worries there.
My new favorite song is "Never Alone" by Barlow Girl. Everyone listen! [link] It gets faster as it goes on but yeah. It's a song about those who feel like God has left you. But tells you to rely on what you know He's promised you.
Anyway! Break's been great. Hope you all enjoy the rest of your's! ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3688384/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3688384/ Wed, 27 Oct 2004 17:16:44 PDT [link]
click on "Ju-on: The Grudge (theatrical)" ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3677731/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3677731/ Tue, 26 Oct 2004 09:04:52 PDT I can't wait for halloween...Halloween is the first time My bf, Takashi, and I met a year ago. We're gonna do something special although we don't know what it's gonna be yet. ^^ ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3667246/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3667246/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 22:44:18 PDT
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3598041/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3598041/ Fri, 15 Oct 2004 17:19:13 PDT I'm so excited.

Currently working on costumes, goosh I love my sewing machine.

Takashi and I and a few others are going to start our movies soon. I'll try to figure out how to show ya guys!
May post costumes for it sometime but I'm trying to keep them pretty ornate, so it will take a while.


you all ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3577539/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3577539/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 22:51:29 PDT I'm a dork, yes, four and a half months before my birfday I'm trying to think of what to do for it. It will be my 18th so I want something very special. If any of you have suggestions (wholesome family fun stuff...I'm going to spend it with my family and very INNOCENT friends) than let me know.
Nothing really is new. Gonna submit shtuff to a book publishing company. I can get up to several thousands for each decent book cover I create. Whoo...they take a long time though.
I went to RMCAD for their portfolio review. They loved it. They said I shouldn't have any trouble getting in, except that I need a few more life-sketches, no prob. I get to live in an apartment the first year, and then after that I may live with Takashi, Wess and Shanon, Wess' girlfriend.
ANYHOO! LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLL! -OMGHEART!- ^_____^
Edit: OOH OOH OOH! I need people to practice my Japanese with! I'm in third year Japanese and need big renshushimasu! Contact me on AIM "reikataketi" or on msn "anguslm@hotmail.com" or just contact me here! LOVE!
Love you, Tushi! ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3427735/ http://WingedKnight-Product.deviantart.com/journal/3427735/ Fri, 24 Sep 2004 10:09:04 PDT Any person may determine what they would like drawn, in what medium, what kind of paper and how large they want the paper sizes. These will be originals sold.
Pictures may be up to the sizes of 19''x24'' bristol, however, this is rather expensive for me and you.
Prices depend on all of the above.

Best Medium
Pen and Pencil
CG
Copics

I do not draw
Hentai
Yaoi
Yuri
Any sexual situations
Copyrighted material

Do not do well in
Some types of Machinery

Artistic nudity is fine.

Depending on the subject matter, size and medium, pictures may take several weeks. Landscape or background art will take longer (and be more pricey) to complete. In some cases, pictures may take a month or so.
You must be in the area of Colorado, since I do have to attend school. If you live somewhere else, please contact me none-the-less and we may arrange something.
No recipient may claim as their own. All rights are copyright to me, Larissa (R) M. Angus. No drawings bought shall be used in contests, posted on the internet or otherwise where the recipient claims as own.
If this does become a problem, I will get legal on it.

Contact me at anguslm@hotmail.com titled "Commissions on Deviant". If you don't title it that, I may not recieve it.

Thank you for all of your support ^^
Check scraps for brief examples of work. ]]> ~WingedKnight-Product