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                <title>Clean up Isle 5</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Aug 2008 21:38:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, now that I'm not seeming to be 'high' whist writing this, I'd like to say hello, and thanks to all those who haven't abandoned watching my DA page due to it's seeming lack of activity, and prepare to be slammed. No, seriously. As of the moment this posts I will be transferring ALL of my works/writings/pixel art etc. From my Fur Affinity page, to here. Also, I'm in a writing/drawing mood and will be submitting these works as well!. Also, from my latest pencil submission 'as is featured on the main page' is much better then my previous attempts. In so, I woudl like to announce that I will be doing commissions! Mind you these are for black and white pencil pieces and may include basic shading upon request. Mind you I'm doing these to make myself better so I'll make them so cheap, the rats under your bed could afford it. So if interested, note me and we can see what we can do!<br /><br />On that note, sit back, and enjoy what I've got to bring you. Ciao <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>Raptor Jesus on a Fuckign Pogo stick Batman!</title>
                <link>http://WingsOfDestiny.deviantart.com/journal/19797818/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Aug 2008 20:25:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeeaaaaaaaaaaah, okay, I admit it! I so lied on my last journal when i said I'd be back and doing all sorts of stuff. Well, it wasn't really a -lie- per say, but I kinda hit a dry spell  right after posting it. IRL crap, as usual, but hey! I wrote my first poem yesterday after two freggin years *will post that up tonight* It's on a napkin. Also im writing the first chapter of yet another story. You see you guys, im actually getting these novels written, I just keep forgetting to post up the chapters. I IS SO SORRY! D: Also, I;ve drawn a LOT more, I'm getting so good. XD I'm liking this whole artist thing. But here lies my problem. MY SCANNER EXPLODED! D< Yeah, fate loves kicking my ass, and Irony loves making me bend over. BUT good news is, you shall be seeing a lot of my works soon, as I'll be doing a -massive- update. Also screen shots of my airship dream for all you furc people!. Yes, shameless plugs gotta love em. But for now, it's back to RP and trying to find another job now that my summer camp one is over. *squeels* working with kids was downright amazing. Ciao! <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>I'm back....RLY!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 May 2008 22:55:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well goodness, I've just up and vanished now didn't I? Just so people know I'M NOT DEAD! I'm posting up one o them here journal things. I'm alive, I promise I'm just out making a fool of myself and scraping by in this little thing called life. Art quality's improved, though I can't say I've done much with it. Need to though. So before I babble onto nothingness. Poke me for life, I'll be here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>Wow Jesus</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Oct 2007 13:01:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Man I havent posted a Journal in forever have I well then! I have shit to update for i've been addicted to plastering my fur affinity with artworks instead of here. Tsk. Tsk. I'll get my lazy ass moving for you folks. <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>A-Kon</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 May 2007 13:27:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright so the sons not that far off and im already feeling the heat, turns out this year i'll be going as none other then Charon from the webcomic Avalon, for those that don;t knwo it, it can be foudn here <a href="http://avalon.comicgenesis.com/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
This is going to be my best cosplay yet I think because I was able to throw together a completely accurate costume form what I have already, neat eh? heh but just in case i'll still have my Duo Maxwell getup. And of course im going as my original Demonic Aristocrat Lamia Kasana. See all you lovies on furcadia there if your going. <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>Insight to a demon</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2007 20:59:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (done as if lamia himself filled it out, why because its more fun that way xP)<br />
<br />
1. What is your character's name?<br />
Lamia Amaya Aludove of course!<br />
<br />
2. What is your character's name in another language?<br />
Lamia = Vampire origin: Latin<br />
Amaya = Nights Rain Origin: Japanese<br />
Aludove = Winged mediator Origin: Galic<br />
<br />
3. How old is he/she?<br />
Old let me just put it that way, never the less id say I look about 28.<br />
<br />
4. What is your character's race/species?<br />
Im an Aerodel Demon, pure as they come.<br />
<br />
5. Do they have a crush?<br />
Oh yes, but of course! A lovely feline Barkeep by the Name of Gunaid<br />
<br />
6. Do they have many friends?<br />
I have more friends then enemies, and yes I would say so.<br />
<br />
7. What planet is your character from?<br />
Earth, Kyoto Japan if you want to be specific.<br />
<br />
8. Does your character like to eat?<br />
When needed, but wine is always welcome.<br />
<br />
9. What's his/her favorite food?<br />
Seafoods will have me singing in the rain, but a glass of wine to go with it will grant you a new best friend.<br />
<br />
10. What's his/her favorite drink?<br />
Wine for the Winemaster.<br />
<br />
11. Is your character annoying?<br />
I hope not, then again I don't belive so.<br />
<br />
13. Is your character loved?<br />
Yes, through and through<br />
<br />
14. Is your character hated?<br />
I am, by a few.<br />
<br />
15. Is she/he emo/goth?<br />
Err...no.<br />
<br />
16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?<br />
Im as straight as a corkscrew.<br />
<br />
17. Is she/he a virgin?<br />
Oh heavens no, proud of it to.<br />
<br />
18. Name 3 hobbies<br />
1) Spending time with slaves<br />
2) Exploring<br />
3) Making a beautiful Canvas<br />
<br />
19. Is your character normal?<br />
Not really but then again im just unique.<br />
<br />
20. Is your character attractive?<br />
Runs claws through raven black locks, and looks over well muscled chest "Id say yes" purrs rose held within fangs.<br />
<br />
21. How does your character handle emotions?<br />
i can be as colorful as a macaw or as unseen as a ghost so I will say yes.<br />
<br />
22. Does your character have other forms?<br />
I have my neko form, my normal, and my full demon form. Care to have a go?<br />
<br />
23. Does your character overreact?<br />
Only if you mess with my bar, break a bottle or scratch a counter and your a dead furre > . ><br />
<br />
24. Is your charcter a criminal?<br />
Im just your average Wine tycoon, no underground buisness here.<br />
<br />
25. Does your character go to school?<br />
No, but I do spend most my time in the library to add to my knowledge.<br />
<br />
26. What's his/her IQ?<br />
I know more things then you can shake a staff at.<br />
<br />
27. Does your character have a desease/curse?<br />
Incubi curse, but lets not get into that.<br />
<br />
28. Is your character dead?<br />
lets pretend you never asked that.<br />
<br />
29. Does your character have a family?<br />
Im the last of my family, save for my little brother of course. Still trying to find the little one.<br />
<br />
30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?<br />
A lot.<br />
<br />
31. What's the best time in your character's life?<br />
Coming to the tetehr and getting a job as barkeep just about sums it up.<br />
<br />
32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?<br />
Gunaid.<br />
<br />
33. Is your character single?<br />
Mated to a very frisky feline, sorry boys.<br />
<br />
34. Has he/she devoloped any relationships?<br />
A father son relationship with my slave Azurean, other then that things are pretty much the same.<br />
<br />
35. Does he/she have an element?<br />
Earth, anything to do with plantlife, expecialy roses im fond of them.<br />
<br />
36. Do you rolplay your character?<br />
Aye! look me up on Furcadia! im Always there.<br />
<br />
37. Do you write about your character?<br />
Of course theirs storys about me, you didn't know?<br />
<br />
38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?<br />
Sometimes, but it takes a lot to throw me that far.<br />
<br />
39. Does your character get depressed?<br />
Sometimes, I have to admit it but usually when im alone.<br />
<br />
40. What's your characters favorite animal?<br />
Dragons and the mighty pheonix, however I am also fond of cats and koi.<br />
<br />
41. Does your character have any fears?<br />
Emotion eating demons, mermen, open sea other then that im fearless!<br />
<br />
42. Does your character have any weaknesses?<br />
Im old, does that tell you anything?<br />
<br />
43. Does your character look up to anyone?<br />
No, im pretty much a loner for the most part.<br />
<br />
44. Does your character like music?<br />
Violin peices are my favorate, that and the music of a harp.<br />
<br />
45. What's your character's favorite type of music?<br />
Classical<br />
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4... ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>My life in music</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Jan 2007 15:09:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stole from my love <a href="http://vampireshinigami.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/a/vampireshinigami.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="vampireshinigami" /></a><br />
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Opening Credits: DewDrops - Tsubasa Chronicles OST<br />
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Waking Up: Decisive Action, search for the princess - ff9 (god this fits xD)<br />
First Day At School: Blue Sky,- ff8 (oooooo fitting)<br />
Falling In Love:Antinome - Tsubasa Chronicles (oddd this is a villians theme >><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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Fight Song: She is my sin - Nightwish (&gt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> oh YEAH)<br />
Breaking Up: Rivals- ff8 (eek jesus arn't i resentful)<br />
Prom:  To You - Final Fantasy 10-2 (awwww my song to my sweetheart!)<br />
Life: Movin` - Final Fantasy VIII OST<br />
Mental Breakdown: Room of Angel - Silent Hill 4 )Oh wow, right on the dot)<br />
Driving Far Away: Break The Sword of Justice -Tsubasa Chronicles OST<br />
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Flashback: Fidelity ~Soubi~ - Loveless OST<br />
Wedding: WaySide - Tsubasa Chronicles<br />
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Birth of Child: Prayer - Silent Hill 3 (IM SCARED!)<br />
Final Battle: Black Waltz - Final Fantasy XI OST<br />
Death Scene: Strain - Loveless OST (shpooky)<br />
Funeral Song: A Transient Past - Final Fantasy XI OST<br />
End Credit: Too Bad - Nickleback<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>Poetry whims</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Nov 2006 19:53:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "is the light on? its rather bright in here" <br />
things on my mind as of this moment: Poetry and other whims.<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: when they play with fire and wonder why they get burned.<br /><br />Alright people, as you all know I can't draw worth a crap however. I am willing to turn my only talent into a few treasures. Im now taking writeing comissions. How do I do this may you ask? Well its actually pretty cheap.<br />
<br />
Furcadian Descriptions: 1$ per character<br />
Character poems: 3$ (see my angels song poem for example)<br />
Prose/Poetry stories: 8$ (see endless rose and the demon lyian)<br />
<br />
Im really not expecting much form this but also. I am taking requests from people in exchange for small bits of fanart. My friends, over the next while I will be writeing many many poems so please do help me get inspired by leaving me comments on titles, topics, ideas, requests. And hey I may even try a shot at drawing! For those interested in my commisions do note me here on DA. Thanks a bunch and look forward to new work from me soon.<br /><br />Lovers for all eternity:<br />
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My Darlings.<br />
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The Cool ones<br />
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                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>It's been a while</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Oct 2006 12:58:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: OMGMYPANTSAREONFIRE!<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: Stupid reports<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: Hey you! ya you with the pointy ears! you an elf? *said to my character lamia*<br /><br />Alright I knwo I havent been to active on da and I preach about getting things done but I swear I will get around to it. In other news my dream building capabilities are in full launch ive gotten a total of 6 furcadia dream commisions. but sadly I cannot begin on them until novemeber. In other other news I am going down to see m'love this christmas and I turn 19 this december.<br />
<br />
ITS DECEMBER 15TH DON:T FORGET!<br />
<br />
For those who are wondering what to get your darlinf for her birthday I compiles a list because...im just cool like that.<br />
<br />
Furcadia Port Spaces.<br />
Art (as always I woudl die for one of my elaz)<br />
Pheonix Avi for furcadia.<br />
<br />
<br />
ok yeah excited much *flails* but yes also I need help a LOt of it I have no idea what to get m'love for christmas, thsi will be our second christmas together im at a complete loss. Also I have 6 poems that will be up soon as well as a short story so look for those coming soon. In the meantime im back to furcadia and schoolwork *skitters off*<br /><br />Lovers for all eternity:<br />
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My Darlings.<br />
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The Cool ones<br />
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                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>Im 84% braindead</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Sep 2006 10:58:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "Within every heart is darkness, but the light hidden deep inside is the hardest to snuff out"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: Must.....Write...<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: When they ask what time it is just after showing off their brand new rolex.<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Steven Halpern-Radiance<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Shadow of the moon<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: lady in the water (in theaters)<br /><br />[x] i have walked into a glass/screen door.<br />
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[x] i have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face.<br />
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[x] i have choked on my own spit.<br />
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[x] ive seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.<br />
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[x] i type only with my pointer fingers.<br />
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[x] i have accidently caught something on fire. (myself...numerous occasions. And the stove)<br />
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[ ] ive told a cop to freak off and gotten screwed for it.<br />
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[x] i attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidently went into my nose, rather than my mouth.<br />
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[x] sometimes when i think of something funny, i laugh out loud and people look at me weird.<br />
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[x] ive caught myself drooling.<br />
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[x] ive accidently caused an explosion.<br />
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[x] if someone says the word "fart", i cant help but laugh.<br />
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[ ] ive turned into a "do not enter" one way road plenty of times.<br />
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[x] sometimes i just stop thinking & zone out.<br />
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[x] it is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow.<br />
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[x] i just tried to lick my elbow.<br />
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[x] people often shake their heads and walk away from me.<br />
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[x] people often tell me to use my "inside voice".<br />
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[x] gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking.<br />
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[x] ive used my fingers to do simple math.<br />
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[x] ive jumped off a moving vehicle.<br />
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[ ] i ate a bug for $5 or less.<br />
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[x] im taking this test when i should be doing something more important. <br />
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[ ] i repost chain letters because im scared of what they threaten will happen if i dont.<br />
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[] ive done some things really stupid while i was drunk. <br />
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[ ] ive ran around naked when i was drunk.<br />
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[ ] ive ran into a golfcart tire when i was drunk<br />
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[x] ive searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time.<br />
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[x] i accidently break a lot of things.<br />
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[x] my friends know not to use big words around me.<br />
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[x] my friends like me because im fun to laugh at. <br />
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[x] i move my head to the side when im confused.<br />
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[x] sometimes i start telling a story and suddenly forget what im talking about.<br />
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[x] ive fallen out of my chair before.<br />
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[x] when im laying in bed, i sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture.<br />
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total score [ 28]<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
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                <title>Novels to much work?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Aug 2006 09:13:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "Within every heart is darkness, but the light hidden deep inside is the hardest to snuff out"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: Must.....Write...<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: When they ask what time it is just after showing off their brand new rolex.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/relaxed.gif" alt="Relaxed" title="Relaxed" /> My muse is danceing<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Steven Halpern-Radiance<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Shadow of the moon<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: lady in the water (in theaters)<br /><br />Hnn I have decided that since my novels are to much to keep up with I will be writeing story clips instead for various reasons. <br />
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1. They are easier for me to write and actually something im capible of doing becauseof my recent treamors and shakes. Sadly that means until my condition improves there will be not much drawings by me. Just writeing because I can type it up on a computer.<br />
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2. I can be more creatie and not spend months editing before I even get near a finished product<br />
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3 its easier on you guys my da watchers because well my novel chapters are long so I can say from now own my prose devinations are going to be more poetic when I write them take my newest one endless rose for example. Thats the type of prose in talking about<br />
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alright now onto other thinggs I wanted to place here. For those of you on furcadia I am doing dream commisions. Since I cannot draw this is the only other way I can get enough money to even have hopes of supporting myself right now considering im still running around looking for better jobs. <br />
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in closeing I hope you enjoy the new devinations I will b poping out due to a recent rush of talent form my muse.<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>Bad Dreams</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Aug 2006 09:27:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: .....<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: Ever thing dreams mean anything? I hope this one dosent.<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: When they sneeze and smack their head right into the corner of their laptop. My poor poor Dom.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/paranoid.gif" alt="Paranoid" title="Paranoid" /> stable yet fierce<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: drachengold-E nomine<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Shadow of the moon<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: lady in the water (in theaters)<br /><br />God to think this is the first time since I was five that I woke up screaming from a bad dream and as you all know if im writeing a journal about it god it had to be bad. I had no idea what was going on mentaly it seemed like total nonsence to me but soemthing inside me....was scared to death. A shadow of myself as a child perhapse? damn me and trying to decifer everything, but anyway the dream was weird....<br />
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first of I was myself unusualy so...and I was at some sort of condo, not looking like anything of the condo we were at while at the beach. This one was in the midde of a forest. I was the lead player in a very popular water sport played among the teenangers of the local area. But before the big game I was kidnapped by a figure I thought would never apear in my mind, my Good friend Vic.<br />
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 Strange thing was she wasn't as I remember her to be she was more....sinister and violent...in the dream she had taken me forcefully to her master. An elder woman about mid 20's long black raven colored hair and golden eyes, clad in a red dress made of mine silen cotton. Im guessing that on appearance since I don't have the sence of touch in 'dreamland' turns out vic was this womans little servent and this woman was quite interested in me.<br />
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 She started asking me questions almost as if she were makeing a bio for me. Things I liked and din't like things I did people who I was with. I was conservitive with my answers of course but they didn't like it. Soon I was seized again and braught to the clifs by vic and she flew me down to the bottom with these strange demonic looking feathered wings that sprouted from her back. Below a deamon wait sinster feirce....and lusted for my blood.<br />
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 Before him lay the body of a figure I knew all to well but was still left alive...my lover. First priority on my mind was to get her out so I rushed foward but Vic held me firm and I was forced to watch my lover scream as she was torn to shreads before my very eyes. There was a Woman who comanded this beast she stood behind the demon perched upon the high wall of the cave her face was shadowed but I knew her aura. It was my friend sarah. <br />
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Consumed with greif and anger I strugged against vics hols but the demon changed forms into that of an anthro demon wolf and the creature still had my lovers blood upon his breath as he spoke to me. "Miss her? You'll meet her soon" Unable to move I used the one power I had and shut off my sight. Doing that made me blind and I could not witness any more. Unable to wake I was frozen as soon the pain of his claws were upon my body and my mind I knew what he was doing to me and who his orders were given by.<br />
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 Again I used my power to use the pain to shock myself awake but I was screaming in my sleep long before then for when Iwoke my vocal chords were horse. I had bad dreams but I pray to god this one dosent mean anything because the characters are close friends....<br />
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friends, Dev watchers of me... please leave comments and do tell me what you think this dream could mean. Im worried and not to mention still shakeing. It may not seen all to bad but to me it was. Do please lend me a hand with your words. Help me decifer this puzzle.<br />
""<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
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                <title>I am 10% girly</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jun 2006 14:20:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "w00t! commisions!"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: omg....its a commision<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: when they don't understand how much a threat pwnage really is<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/disbelief.gif" alt="Disbelief" title="Disbelief" /> so happy it hurts<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: mombo #5<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: dragon knights<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: silent hill (in theaters)<br /><br />[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted<br />
[ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops<br />
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies<br />
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple<br />
[ ] I did Gymnastics<br />
[ ] I love skirts<br />
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop<br />
[x ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear<br />
[x] I love chocolate<br />
[ ] I've never had a real job<br />
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TOTAL: 2<br />
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[ ] my hair is almost always straightened<br />
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures<br />
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week<br />
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends<br />
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings<br />
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon<br />
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim<br />
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes<br />
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach<br />
[ ] I change my icon weekly<br />
[ ] I wear a shower cap<br />
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TOTAL: 0<br />
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[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic<br />
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me<br />
[ ] I wear mascara everyday<br />
[ ] I've been or am on a diet<br />
[ ] bathing suits are adorable<br />
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.<br />
[ ] big sunglasses are hott<br />
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before<br />
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels<br />
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TOTAL: 1<br />
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[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys<br />
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair<br />
[x] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends<br />
[x] I hate bugs<br />
[ ] carnivals are so fun!<br />
[ ] Summer is THE best season<br />
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces<br />
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor<br />
[ ] musicians are so hot<br />
[ ]you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours<br />
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TOTAL: 2<br />
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[ ] I am self-conscious<br />
[ ] I cry often<br />
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry<br />
[ ] my dishes get washed more than once a week<br />
[x] I dont do sports<br />
[ ] I HATE to run<br />
[ ] I squeal when i am surprised or angry<br />
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack<br />
[ ] I love romance novels<br />
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute<br />
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TOTAL: 1<br />
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[ ] I dance a lot.<br />
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house<br />
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products<br />
[ ] I love to get dressed up.<br />
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match<br />
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends (not counting my lover)<br />
[x] I would love to have a photo shoot (only for you john! <3)<br />
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day<br />
[ ] I wish I were a model<br />
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TOTAL: 1<br />
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[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton<br />
[x] I have been something that was semi (????? you mean dominant right?)<br />
[ ] I own Uggs<br />
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music<br />
[ ] I pop my collar<br />
[ ] I like to be the center of attention<br />
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy<br />
[x] horses are beautiful<br />
[x] id rather not pay attention in school<br />
[ ] Cats are adorable<br />
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TOTAL: 2<br />
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[ ] I write my own music<br />
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii<br />
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!<br />
[ ] white is better than black<br />
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black<br />
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes<br />
[ ] hate the grunge look<br />
[ ]I love to read magazines<br />
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TOTAL: 0<br />
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[ ] I love to gossip<br />
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid<br />
[ ] I love Celine Dion<br />
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long<br />
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned<br />
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.<br />
[ ] I like little kids<br />
[ ] Diet drinks are the best<br />
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian<br />
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds<br />
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TOTAL: 0<br />
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[ ] I check my myspace everyday.<br />
[x] I love life!<br />
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!<br />
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them<br />
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them<br />
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex<br />
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it<br />
[ ]I have more than 3 pillows on my bed <br />
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TOTAL: 1<... ]]></description>
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                <title>MY FIRST ART COMMISION!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jun 2006 15:07:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "w00t! commisions!"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: omg....its a commision<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: when they don't understand how much a threat pwnage really is<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/disbelief.gif" alt="Disbelief" title="Disbelief" /> so happy it hurts<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: mombo #5<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: dragon knights<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: silent hill (in theaters)<br /><br />OMG! today while on furcadia i recived my very first art commsion! this guy is also interested in haveing me draw his manga! i can't belive it my very first art commison! im so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
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                <title>evening news from everyones favorate psyco ward pa</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 May 2006 15:35:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "wanna hug me?" *psyco grin*<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: can't really tell my minds overloaded currently it could be anything from assasination to zebras<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: when they don't understand how much a threat pwnage really is<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stab.gif" alt="Homicidal" title="Homicidal" /> insane<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: icp- mr happy<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: death note<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: silent hill (in theaters)<br /><br />wow an entire month with no word from me guess you guys got a little worried. truth is for once im being forced to get off my ass and work *growls* and not to mention ive recently gotten closer to borderlineing insanity *kicks dead body under his desk* don't mind the blood axe in the wall i swear its only for decoration *grin* . anyway ive been working on some new artwork lately and due to being the slow drawer and the perfectionist that i am its takeing me for ever as usual although i do have soem photography i do with to post on here so trust me that is comeing real soon. on a lighter note due to my new found love for being a late night insombiac *not* the hours im not sleeping at night is devoted to writeing a hole sleww of poem and how assasinateing bill gates is going to give was to my version of the new order. i swear the fbi isn't after me.....yet. who knows i'll probably be sent to the loony bin before i manage to pull anything off. not counting my strange new facination of how id like to pad the walls of my bedroom just for the hell of it. due to post traumatic stress braught upon by my parents i am going comepletely insane. oO the only thing keeping me from not killing people with my best friend woody. yes woody is my pet woodchipper i mean garder snake! >> <<. is the fact that on june 14th i will be going down to new braunfels again to see <a href="http://vampireshinigami.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/a/vampireshinigami.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="vampireshinigami" /></a> <3. i hope you all enjoy the new divinations i will be putting up and i hope to recive tons of lovely comments XD <br />
happy homicides <br />
                                              -kira<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
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                <title>luke/dark quiz</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Mar 2006 12:53:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "to gain paradise you must first loose everything"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: blood fire and a urge to kill<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: they ask to many questions<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/slap.gif" alt="Aggressive" title="Aggressive" /> lust to kill<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: repossesion - Dragon Rise Studios<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: reflections of a vampire<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: loveless<br /><br />Basics<br />
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1) whats your character's name?<br />
Luke Exavier Starcross<br />
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2) How old is he/she?<br />
 He says 200 years old I think hes older then that<br />
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3) is your OC a boy or girl?<br />
   Man<br />
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4) whats his/her race?<br />
     Full blood vampire although he has a demons curse<br />
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Appearance<br />
Long blonde hair, amethyst eyes, big beautiful black angel wings<br />
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1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?<br />
A lot out of fear a lot more out of admiration especially from the women >>;<br />
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2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?<br />
No in his world he is considered very unique because he has traits most vampires usually dont show especially his intense human emotions.<br />
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3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?<br />
His eyes his signature black angel wings and the tattoo of a winged serpent wrapped around a knights sword on his right shoulder<br />
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4) would you consider your OC as attractive?<br />
HELL YES! *drools* vamp.ire<br />
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Personality<br />
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1) Temper?<br />
Not much of one it takes a lot to piss him off. But when you do manage it he doesnt hold back. If you just try and insult him he will most likely ignore you<br />
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2) does your character ever get depressed?<br />
Oh yes. Quite a lot regrets of his past catch up with him quite frequently and not to mention hes constantly border lining insanity<br />
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3) Leaders or Follower?<br />
Leader he was always one even when he was in the mental asylum just recently he has been crowned as the new reigning lord of vampires or at least the fang vampires I think the nosgoth and nosferatu have there own rulers >><br />
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4) What is the main aspect of his/her personality?<br />
His human emotions of love devotion and compassion. As well as his need to protect others and help them.<br />
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History<br />
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1) did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?<br />
2 older brothers lucus and Levi. And Murdock and nia his father and mother who are still around.<br />
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2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?<br />
Yes, because when he was little lucus went insane and killed everyone in the castle along with Levi then lucus himself chased after Luke. Luke being so small he was captured by a mental asylum and places there because they thought he was lucus and after 189 years of excessive torture and being in and out of the asylum due to his escapes he is now free and on his own. And very wary of trusting others.<br />
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3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?<br />
Oh yes. To this day he still has haunting dreams and flashbacks of his years at the asylum. Lets just say it was not an approved hospital and the doctors took full advantage of the fact there patients cant die. And it doesnt help the fact when he was out of the asylum he was constantly hunted by the vampire hunters and named the black winged demon because of all the hunters he would kill out of pleasure.<br />
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4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?<br />
When he married his familiar saholi whom he cherishes more then anything and the birth of their son seph<br />
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Romance<br />
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1) Single?<br />
No, he has a familiar named saholi<br />
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2) has your OC developed any romantic relationships?<br />
Yes with a lot of people but the most standing is his relationship with shaoli<br />
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3) Virgin?<br />
Hell no<br />
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4) does your character like flirting?<br />
Yes a wee to much. Hes kind of a helpless romantic in that sort of way.<br />
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Symbolism<br />
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1) what animal would you associate your OC with? (Sorry, no creatures of myth and legend allowed!)<br />
A golden retriever because of his personality temperament and golden blonde hair <br />
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2) Musical Instrument?<br />
A violin, smooth yet graceful and makes such beautiful sounds<br />
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3) Element?<br />
Wind, calm and gentle and sometimes even playful it can blow anywhere without a care in the word but in the blink of an eye it can turn into... ]]></description>
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                <title>Sinners Requiem</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Mar 2006 09:30:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "the vessels purpose is to die to be sealed forever within their own mind...a prison...for eternity" - prohecy of the final adones, alexanders return<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: Do i even...have a reason to exist<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: when they don't cherish life the way they should...<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" alt="Crying" title="Crying" /> Lost in the Dark<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: repossesion - Dragon Rise Studios<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: reflections of a vampire<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: loveless<br /><br />lost...alone empty...caught within my own mind...darkness....my only friend its only what my eyes see. my arm still hurts from the cuts last night. how did i get them...i know it was me. darkness. we havent seen each other in a long time....old friend...i thaught i would never see you again. i thaught you were gone forever. have you come to taunt me again....give me visions of the future? the past?. why must i hear her voice....shes sad...she needs me. i made a promise i have to keep. leave me alone. treasured darkness. your so cold you envelope me. but i know you mean death. i must live for her if for them alone. cold. i feel it running down my arm blood....or sweat i do not know. i don't care to look. the screams  theve started again blessed darkness my home my being make it stop. i can't stand them anymore. free me one way or another. ive felt this way before. just one day before. locked away in a cage for my mind. a demon i was they called me that. it was the only way out. to free myself...the key. was pain. my wings are broken yet i fly. im only glideing now. the wind rushes past. a wounded angel. i fall my eyes closeing as my wings fold angest me wheres the ground? its sometime soon. water. i feel it warm why am i here?  what happened to the sky. the water is red i know whats going on. i hear her voice. a soothing song...i want to hear it forever. her heart. im bound to her i cannot die as long as she breaths impossable...but yet i feel death.  my angel....my wife will you hold me and bring me back to life. im lost and alone. im being taken again. back to that place. where there is no hope. my eyes now close i hear your voice i am so tired. im sorry. everyone. my mind makes no sence. a plea from god. is all i can send. my angel....i love you<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
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                <title>1,000 page views!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Mar 2006 09:48:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "there is no greater prison then the depths of ones own mind but sometimes insanity is the key to salvation" -luke starcross<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: yaoi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: <br />
human: "if i stake you would you die?"<br />
vampire: "if i stake you would you die?"<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" alt="Loved" title="Loved" /> yaoi obsessive<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: repossesion - Dragon Rise Studios<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: reflections of a vampire<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: loveless<br /><br />1,000 page views!!!!!! woot! but the sad thing is i havent finished my 1,000 hits picky yet *sniffle* now i have to rush on it >>. i do have soem other poems ive written that will go up here though ^ ^ i hope you all enjoy them. welp back to packing and everything else hahaha.<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Feb 2006 11:36:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: By the end you'll be begging for death...but i won't giv eit to you. You are mine now and for eternity. -Dark Draven<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: yaoi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid:when they try to smoke roman candles.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" alt="Loved" title="Loved" /> yaoi obsessive<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: dreams coem true -s. n .s<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: death note<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: loveless<br /><br />stole from <a href="http://vampireshinigami.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/a/vampireshinigami.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="vampireshinigami" /></a><br />
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1.Your Full Name:<br />
--->  Kira Aura Adones<br />
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2. Age:<br />
---> 18<br />
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3. Favorite Color?<br />
---> blue,black,and silver<br />
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4. Favorite Movie:<br />
---> would have to be the loveless anime series ^__^<br />
5. Favorite Song:<br />
---> to many waaaaaaaaay to many<br />
6. Favorite Band or artist:<br />
---> enomine, tatu<br />
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7. Most Embarrassing Moment:<br />
---> hmm. i was at codys last night and we wre all eating and stacy had a bunch of friends over when i was kissing all over my bf when she said yeah i hear them all night. i got so embarrest i went running into codys room and curled up in a ball under his desk<br />
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8. Are you a virgin?<br />
---> no. i lost it.....*goes silent* lets just say it was taken from me violently<br />
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1. Are we friends?<br />
---> Lovers my dear pet lovers. I am your devoted master<br />
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2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me?<br />
---> hell yah your a sexy beats haha and im your lover<br />
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3. Would you kiss me?<br />
---> "kiss" you hell no mor elike make out with you for hours on end<br />
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6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you?<br />
---> ask you out sweety were already in love although when i get money i ouln't mind takeing you out on a date.<br />
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8. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:<br />
---> umm. im constantly bordering insanity and the craziest person you will ever meet but im also the best person you could have as a friend. and i love shooting my wall with a cork gun just to hear it pop.<br />
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?<br />
---> yes. most defiantly *kisses your forehead* id make you feel oh so much better<br />
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10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?<br />
---> yes. i love you and have a fun day at school as well as a safe drive home.<br />
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11. have you heard any rumors of me lately?<br />
---> nope not that id listen to rumors anyway i prefer to ignore them<br />
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12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?<br />
---> nah if i do im just playign and it will be to your face *tail wags*<br />
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13. Do you think I'm a good person?<br />
---> yes your my angel<br />
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14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?<br />
---> yeah with you around  i ain't sleeping alone *wraps arms around you holding you close*<br />
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15. Do you think I'm attractive?<br />
---> very lets just say you make me drool<br />
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16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?<br />
---> a few but mainly because my phones either dying or dead<br />
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17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you?<br />
---> yes. im always here for you *puts and on yours* always<br />
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18. If you could change anything about me, would you? What would it be?<br />
---> hmm put those red bangs back in your hair they made you look so cute<br />
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20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?<br />
---> ye si would hell id be over as much as youd let me<br />
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21. Are you a giver or a taker?<br />
--->a giver<br />
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22. Would you still mess around with me if you knew I was in a relationship?<br />
---> um if you had a boyfriend yes because weve already talked abotu that but another girl oO id get worried and want an explination<br />
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24. Do you smoke/drink/ party?<br />
---> smokeings bad for me it would kill me. as for drinking does getting drunk on rmaune and or/ bawls  count? as for partying BRING IT!<br />
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25. If so, would you party with me?<br />
---> HELL YES!<br />
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26. Have you ever got naked for more than 1 person at the same time?<br />
---> um there was that one time i stripped for kat to win a bet other then that no<br />
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27. When was the last time you had sex?<br />
---> *crys* i need to get laid damit!!!!!!!!!!! i havent in so long!!!<br />
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                <title>Coming soon from wings of destiny</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jan 2006 20:23:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: By the end you'll be begging for death...but i won't giv eit to you. You are mine now and for eternity. -Dark Draven<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: yaoi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid:when they try to smoke roman candles.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" alt="Loved" title="Loved" /> yaoi obsessive<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: dreams coem true -s. n .s<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: death note<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: loveless<br /><br />newww stuff coming your way streight from me i have a new story ive written witch is your favorate prince of darkness characters in an alternate universe! and best of all its pure yaoi!!!!!!!!!! and others are a whole string of pictures ive been drawing over the past few days and once there inked and photoshopped the'll be right on here!! so more coming soon don't miss out!<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
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                <title>my quiz</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jan 2006 12:16:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: May the flying hampsters of doom rain coconuts over your pitiful city!<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: i <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <a href="http://vampireshinigami.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/a/vampireshinigami.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="vampireshinigami" /></a><br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid:hey cody lok out for the WHAM! ...door....<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" alt="Laughing" title="Laughing" /> \*jumping fr joy*<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: not gonna get us -tatu<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: dragon knights 21<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: nightmare before cristmas<br /><br />This quiz was stolen from <a href="http://vampireshinigami.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/a/vampireshinigami.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="vampireshinigami" /></a><br />
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WHAT WILL U DO IF<br />
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» I comitted a murder:<br />
» I lived next door to you:<br />
» I started being a jerk:<br />
» I stole something:<br />
» I was hospitalized:<br />
» I ran away from home:<br />
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:<br />
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WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:<br />
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» Personality:<br />
» Art:<br />
» Comments:<br />
» Character Designs:<br />
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WHAT ABOUT US:<br />
» Who are you?<br />
» Are we friends?<br />
» When and how did we meet?<br />
» How have I affected you?<br />
» What do you think of me?<br />
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?<br />
» How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?<br />
» Have I ever hurt you?<br />
» Would you hug me?<br />
» Emotionally, what stands out?<br />
» Do you wish I was cooler?<br />
» On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?<br />
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.<br />
» How long have you known me?<br />
» Describe me in one word.<br />
» What was your first impression?<br />
» Do you still think that way about me now?<br />
» What do you think my weakness is?<br />
» Do you think I'll get married ?<br />
» What about me makes you happy?<br />
» What about me makes you sad?<br />
» What reminds you of me?<br />
» What's something you would change about me?<br />
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?<br />
» Do you think I would kill someone?<br />
» Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>revolutions</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Dec 2005 08:53:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "I think i smoked the crack in the backseat early"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: i <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> my sword<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: when they tailgate you on the bloody highway going 80+<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/j/jester.gif" alt="Comical" title="Comical" /> saddened<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: somewhere-within temptation<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: dragon knights 18 XD<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Nightwalker eternal darkness<br /><br />welp my trip to austin is over and now im back home once again *sigh* i miss shini already while in new braunfels i had a total blast going to the graveyards and the river and the park also getting to see saholi and my big brother kitty for the first time in a long time. i hope everyone had a good christmas this year and got everythign on there list i know i didn't >< cept the gifts i got from cody witch i totaly love XDyay for dragon stuff. but from my family i got nothing but makeup! and those who knwo me know how much that will be used >< i feel sso bad im not that much of a girl yet it was over 200$ worth and the only thing they got from my list was the new neopets game and they gave it to my sister!. how awful is that. but oh well. since i couldn't go back to new braunfels i used my nb money to buy wyvern my new sword yes shin i finally named it! and also from shini i recived my blessed angel blade. he he XD also since im not traveling around as much as i was i can actually sit down and work on my novels and art don't worry guys chapter 1 of pod and chapter 2 of dc are my top pioritys welp hope to speak to you guys soon ^^ plus im now 18!!!!!!!!!!!! witch reminds me thank you mustang for the dragon stuff i love them to death!!!!!!!!!! *glomps*<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Dec 2005 20:38:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "ive been thowed at!"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: should i go as ayame or dark to a-kon.....<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: when they forget they shut there door and run right into it i rest my case<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" alt="Crying" title="Crying" /> saddened<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: somewhere-within temptation<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: dragon knights 18 XD<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Nightwalker eternal darkness<br /><br />i learned a fact today i will never forget the military is sendign my brtoehr back to iraq on the 16th and he won't be back till january 7th. i hope rath will be ok im very very worried about him and his life.....please if you wish to lend rath your support please leave a comment if youd liek to e-mail him his e-mail adress is rath_of_a_demon@yahoo.com bbrother...this is for you...i love you and please come back safe<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
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                <title>all about me (kira's version)</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Nov 2005 10:42:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "ive been thowed at!"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: should i go as ayame or dark to a-kon.....<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: when they forget they shut there door and run right into it i rest my case<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eyepopping.gif" alt="Crazy" title="Crazy" /> haveing fun<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: bowling for soup-1985<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: dragon knights 18 XD<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Nightwalker eternal darkness<br /><br />LAST PERSON WHO<br />
x. Slept in your bed: me <br />
x. Saw you cry: cody <br />
x. Made you cry: my mom she threatened to take my austin trip away from me but thankfuly shes put it back on so as of today im still going.<br />
x. You shared a drink with: a bottle of bawls with cody.<br />
x. You went to the movies with: cody,my mom,my dad, and my sister.<br />
x. You went to the mall with: cody <br />
x. Yelled at you: mom<br />
x. Sent you an email: saholi ^^<br />
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HAVE YOU EVER...<br />
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yes, so much i belive ive worn it out *smiles* <br />
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yes my kitten saholi i have the battlescars to prove it.<br />
x. Been to California: born there <br />
x. Been to Hawaii: yes<br />
x. Been to Mexico: yes<br />
x. Been to China: yes<br />
x. Been to Canada: yes<br />
x. Danced naked: as much as i hate to admit it yes<br />
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: yes i did actually and boy what a day that was *panguins fly overhead*<br />
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: only when its my time of the month other then that im quite happy being what i am.<br />
x. Had an imaginary friend: not to my knowledge oO<br />
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes two people actually and both are my current lovers saholi and cody<br />
x. What book are you reading now: dragon knights 18 ^^<br />
x. Worst feeling in the world: being left behind/being alone when you need someone the most/wondering if the sun will ever rise again<br />
x. Future son's name: seph,cyrus,radest<br />
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes 2 actually my ein puppy and my stuffed goat bell the one from the last exile anime<br />
x. What's under your bed: my brother <br />
x. Favorite sport to watch: jousting and hockey<br />
x. Siblings: here we go *big breath* my big brothers kitty and rath, my little sisters sarah and joanna, my older sisters millenia and carrah.<br />
x. Location: arlington tx<br />
x. College plans: yes i plan to attend acc <br />
x. Piercings/tattoos: just my ears are peirced<br />
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: cody is my boyfriend/shini is my girlfriend<br />
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EXTRA STUFF<br />
x. Do you do drugs: no<br />
x. Do you drink: no<br />
x. Who is your best friend: i have to many but my closest friend is jenni <br />
x. What are you most scared of: the past repeating itself and haveing to be forced and locked away into my own soul for protection.....thank you....my friends for being there through those hard times and keeping me from looseing myself.<br />
x. Pet Peeves: people judgeing other people by just apearance and not haveing the time to get to know people before decideing how they are.<br />
x. you sleep in: my queen sized sleep number bed<br />
x. Where do you want to get married: dosent matter d love it to be night  with the full moon overhead<br />
x. Who do you really hate: amazingly.....it seems no matter what i can never truely hate someone i don't know why.<br />
x. Been in Love:  yes i still am deeply in love<br />
x. Do you drive: yes a white hyundai santa fe 2001 <br />
x. Do you have a job: no im unemplyed and it sucks<br />
x. Do you like being around people: yes im very sociable i hate being alone<br />
x. Are you for world peace: more for world domination XD <br />
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STUFF<br />
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes and i found out the impossible can happen if you truely seek it.<br />
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes....*looks down* i have still not fully recovered...<br />
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no<br />
x. Want someone you don't have right now: yes but in exactly 21 days we will be reunited<br />
x. Are you lonely right now: a bit but not for long<br />
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: geno's forest<br />
x. Do you want to get married: yes<br />
x. Do you want kids: yes<br />
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FAVORITE<br />
x. Room in house: bedroom/office<br />
x. Type(s) of music: techno/rock<br />
x. Band(s): enomine<br />
x. Color: blue<br />
x. Perfume or cologne?: none <br />
x. Month: december (snow XD)<br />
x. Stone: blue topaz<br />
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IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU...<br />
x. Cried: yes<br />
x. Bought something: yes<br />
x. Gotten sick: got close<br />
x. Sang: yes<br />
x. Wanted to tell... ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Nov 2005 08:17:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "come into the arms of your angel and i'll wrap my wings of darkness around you and together we will fly"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: achoo! i hate it when you have allergies<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: i lost my cell phone while trick or treating guess im the stupid one today XD<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" alt="Dancing" title="Dancing" /> *flying around room*<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: visionary-BT<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: ah! my goddess the movie<br /><br />wow i havent written in a long time but oh well i think the journals needed for a good long update so here i go. do to the events of last week i am now being homeschooled because according to my parents school is no longer safe for me weird eh? im now a proud student of an online school called compuhigh. its been pretty lonely sitting here at home all day alone while my parents wrok even though my dad works here at home its like he dosent exsist because hes to busy working to notice if a train hit our house. i miss everyone at school and i also belive it or not miss lunch and school popcorn chicken. codys little comment about it beingn half frozen half burned intrigued me the other day now im highly curious on how they actually pulled that one off. ive taken more of my daily time into playing runescape and working on more pices of art for deviant art and also writting the 1st chapter of prince of darkness as well as the second chapter for DC that i know all of you are probably waiting for to see what happens.well sitting here in my housecoat i'll proudly state that staying home is highly boring after a while. saholi kitty is growing up nicely shes actually gotten a little bigger from the picture cody took of her i need to take another one as an update shes gotten more sly though and likes to try and delete herself by falling into trashcans *computer humor bare with me*. last weekend i had fun staying at my bf codys house all weekend and were doing a repeat this weekend with the hopeful edition of shini *crosses fingers* monday was halloween and while i was trick or treating this hainsaw man scared the living crap out of me and i ran like hell unfortunatly looseing my cell phone in the process if possable shini could you give my your phone number in im so i can call you when i get my new cell phone? id apreciate it. the days are actually pretty long now and seem to last forever but ive had many manyhours to sit and think of my two lovers shini and cody. i miss shini so much i want it so badly to be december so i can come visit her i know she misses me as much as i do her i wonder my love how haveyou been i havent heard your voice in so long i want you to know there isn't a day that goes by that im not thinking of you. and cody you need to stop ODing on halloween candy or your going to have granulated sugar for blood oO. i hope we have fun this weekend and my allergies don't ruin it for us i'll pack up on decongestants today so its gone by tonight. im trying to get everyones chrismas presents baught this week i got shini done ive got kittys done i need to get codys then im done. hes got a big list @.@ and i hope he will like what im getting him. in other news...a good friend of mine desire got killed in a car wreck and her funeral is today i don't know if i'll be able to go or not....*looks at lock*...nope...its already ended...my poor narcos has taken the hardest hit of all because of this she knew des more then anyone and i want him to know i'll always be here if you need me any time any place im here for you. yesterday i watched the ah! my goddess movie and omgits a keeper let me tell you it was so great the ending made me cry though its such a wonderful movie if anyone ever gets achance to see it they should *nods* welp im going to go lay down now and try and sleep a few more minutes so i can get a shower *hugs* to you all and i love you master domine and also i love my dear sweet angel saholi *blows kiss* i miss you saholi very much<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>Luke vs Canth</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Oct 2005 16:50:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "why don't people say what the heaven?"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: "doors open and close but if two are open how do i shut both at the same time?"<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: found on a package of peanuts "directions: open packet, eat nuts" oO<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/happycry.gif" alt="Crying With Joy" title="Crying With Joy" /> and pain<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: calm before the storm -derude<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: loveless<br /><br />yay random persinality quezzes gotta loce em right? welp heres the personality battle between canth and luke enjoy!<br />
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uke test results!<br />
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Luke: wow and i thaught i was more semi then that oO<br />
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Canth: im better then you hahahahahhahahahaha i got a semii!!!! *flips luke off take that vampire!!! *huggles narcos* hehehehe *evil grin*<br />
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now for the semi results!!!!<br />
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Luke: beat that canth im just as bad as you!!! *ego trip smile*<br />
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Canth: luke...ths says it all you just can't beat this even my narcos will vouch for this come on who'sbetter then sephiroth? i mean really??<br />
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decendent of darkness charcter are you most like?<br />
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1033525068_domtsuzuki.jpg" alt=""><br>You are Tsuzuki.<br />
<br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Kyoukun/quizzes/Which%20Yami%20no%20Matsuei%20Character%20are%20You%3F/"> Which Yami no Matsuei Character are You?</a><br> <font size="-2">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font><br />
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Luke: i knew this was comeing....<br />
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1033525135_domTatsumi.jpg" alt=""><br>You are Tatsumi.<br />
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Canth: this guys good i like him <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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card captor akura guardian are you?<br />
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/K/kopuperia/1058406473_syueyukito.gif" alt="you are yue"><br>You are like Yue serious and tough you have an<br>alter ego; deep down you are very nice and care<br>for others however you *may* think it's only<br>weak to show that side to others! don't worry<br>not everyone is bad ^_^<br />
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Canth: ha i am yue the hottest angel on the planet!<br />
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/K/kopuperia/1058406918_sspinelsun.gif" alt="spinel"><br>You are like Spinel Sun! you may seem mean and<br>harsh at first sight but you are a nice guy<br>deep down and you just want to have fun!<br />
you can be very protective of those you love and<br>don't like getting too close to anyone<br />
<br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/kopuperia/quizzes/Which%20Card%20Captor%20Sakura%20guardian%20are%20you%3F/"> Which Card Captor Sakura guardian are you?<... ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>demons and angels</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Oct 2005 19:32:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "why don't people say what the heaven?"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: "doors open and close but if two are open how do i shut both at the same time?"<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid: found on a package of peanuts "directions: open packet, eat nuts" oO<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/happycry.gif" alt="Crying With Joy" title="Crying With Joy" /> and pain<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: calm before the storm -derude<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: loveless<br /><br />welp ive had a fun weekend with my friends and now the final crackdown has begun this is finals week and if i don;t pass them and or get exempt im screwed!!!! >< plus above all this ive just been informed today that my older sister millenia has passed away....she wasn't really my sister but a older sister figure to me...i feel really sad because she was one of the few who fully understood me...i really hope my brother dosent meet the same fate i haven't eard from him in so long but don't worry bro i still have faith in you!!!! on the plus side narcos and i are haveing a blast hanging out all the time its just wonderful hes been so helpful to me in school and in life its just awsome. *sigh* welp life has its angels and its demons but this is a little overdoing it i think...i guess im kinda in denial i don;t know i really don't know how to feel its kinda surreal almost like the full impact of millenias death hasn't hit me yet.....and when it does....i belive im going to break but the real question is who will catch me when i fall? if i reach out my hand who will take it. i guess i'll just have to wait and see. well i got to sign off for the night everyone hope to speak with you all soon. goodnight<br />
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Luke-i love you saholi!!!!<br />
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canth- i love you narcos!!!!!!!<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>rambleings of a demon</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Oct 2005 15:22:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~ode to randomness~<br />
quote of the day: "im not insane im just lacking mental stability"<br />
things on my mind as of this moment: did i turn my oven off oO (is at friends house right now)<br />
todays proof of how we know humans are tupid:  "why do people chew there food?" -said by a random kid in my 3rd block<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cow.gif" alt="Moo" title="Moo" /> bordering insanity<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: cure for the itch-linkin park<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: how to take over the world 101<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: loveless<br /><br />hi all and wlcome to the first issue of ranblings of a demons i am your host canth.  todays been just like the reast really being woken up to early for demon standards, haneing to put up with random humans, and the occasional cow getting mowed down by a pick up halling ass from a cop.  todays gone quite well in fact i love every minute of it charming my art teacher to death with my drawings and latest projects. sleeping through english class zzz...mmm sexy...yoai boys....oO.  everyday i can't belive in=m saying this but i can't wait till math class for one reason alone and thats because i get to talk to my friend whom i know as narcos  or madamdecay ^^.  4th block today my teacher who's the coolest even if its just for the single fact hes a fullblood redneck, braught in his 3 year old yellow lab she was so cute and adorable *goes chibi*.  in other news im so happy ive gotten to talk to my friend fate more then ever now i think he's so cool and i would really love to get to know him more i already look up to him as a brother and a best friend. if your reading this right now fate i got a question for you mind telling me the story behind how you got that scar on your eye personaly it makes you look so bad ass *hugs*.  my recent activites have been doing nothing really except hanging out with my friends expecialy narcos whom has become my closest friend and trusted ally.  i can't wait till this weekend we have friday and monday off so fate and varcos will be comeing down for a 2 day crash at my place woot!. don;t worry guys if my mom gets sick we ave a plan b site to crash.  my life is going so perfect right now ive never been this happy and i know it is only the begining.  welp that is all i shall say for now i hope to speak to all of you again soon *bows* keep in touch my friends and leave me plenty of comments ^o^. i dunno why i just love reading them.<br /><br />"if it is truely a sin to love someone the way i do then let me burn. for i love her more then anything she is my sun, my moon, my world alone. i don;t care if i am damned i will burn for eternity without regrets just to cherish ths peice of heaven before i go to hell because without her heaven would be no different then hell itself" -crystal ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>requiem</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Sep 2005 18:28:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ a lot of things have happened a lot of things have past <br />
a lot of thing my mind alone can barely even grasp<br />
i cry myself to sleep at night trying to undo whats been done<br />
but at last you put your faith in me and as i hold you we are one<br />
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i never want to lose you forever i wish you stay<br />
please be with me through out the night and sleep beside me come day<br />
my heart yearns for warmth when all it feels is cold<br />
but here beside you i do not fear for i embrace your loveing hold<br />
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lonelyness has passed us now and welcomed by the night<br />
tonight we dream together my love together we take flight<br />
hand in hand my love hold me close and with my wings we'll soar<br />
together across the land we will make our spirits roar<br />
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come my love don't shy from me, theres no need to feel fear<br />
come my love confide in me, knowing that i am here<br />
my love no need to worry im your guardian your light<br />
is there love in the heart of you for this angel of the night<br />
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time is endless i want you with me i wish to share with you my eternity<br />
sweet love of mine together you  will  be my light my love my sweet serinety.<br />
i ask you now my angel my savior of my soul<br />
now and forever my love together i am whole<br />
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our love is young our spirits wild and free<br />
soulmates forever we will be,together forever just you and me. ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>angel of light and darkness</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Sep 2005 18:25:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ive just realized today my world and my views are splot in two im a perfect balance between light and dark seeing both the evils and good of this world and able to help those around me with my talents my entire life is yin yang day and night and although it is so different they are both the same i give these two souls of mine names they are as follows <br />
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KIRA: the angel of light protector guardian peacemake. the world requires aide and am there to provide takeing upon herself the sind of others carrying there burdens so others have not feel pain. others are her weakness always putting them first when it is her p=own life in the red she would give her life to save another and those close to her depend on her. loyal compassionate trustworthy and true she does only what she belives is right and does nothing without the promise that it will help others. born of light she helps people through troubled times being a pillar of strength to those who have none bring hope to those who have lost all. self sacrifice is her daily life and although shes sentenced herself to a life of pain and sadness she is happy because others walk around and smile. this is the angel of  light kira adones.<br />
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LUKE: prince of darkness orn of the moon driven by a motive unseen by the world but known only to himself born with the bloodof the damned he lives his life as a vampire but looks to bring his people out of the darkness and shed light on there ways to the huans who hunt them mercillessly. he longs to show the world that not all is lost in darkness his brother known by the name of lucud made the humans weary of all of his kind and all the work hes done to clear his races name has only been destroyed by his brother. lyal regret ful yet determined he never looses sight of what he holds dear. much the same views as kira he cherishes only one person who's ever othered to help him and through her hes made many new allies and without her he would never have survived to think this powerful breed could not have survived without the help of a lone human by the name of saholi. he is the protector the guardian and his determination will one day be his downfall...perhaps<br />
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these are my lives the characters of a splot world and who's eyes i see through on a daily baseis. may they inspire and motivate this world for the best and maybe opposites can combine to create a world worth liveing this is my creed. may the powers of light and dark shape your world forever.<br />
-kira ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>KITTY!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Sep 2005 14:31:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I GOT A KITTY!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ im so happy i got a pet kitten shes so cute and only 8 weeks old. don't worry i'll post many pictures of her on here <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />. in other news as you can see later on today that ive added some new stuff to my devinations and a lot of work they took to im still working on my other two  pictures but now that i have ukes wings drawn i can start completeing it and don't worry i will be posting more pictures on here and im practiceing my drawing skills do that i may draw luke better and make him look more like his hot bishie vamparic self welp hope you enjoy todays editions and more from wings of destiny comeing soon ^^ *wave wave* and don't forget i love you shini ^o^. ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>love,life, and the desperate need for photoshop</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Sep 2005 13:17:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ KIRA: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i just realized i don't have a deviantart id and i can't make one with my crappy paint program T.T. I NEED PHOTOSHOP!. well anywho hi all and welcome to another issue of OMG A RABID CHIBI JUST FELL ON MY DESK! *falls to ground and gets mauled by chibi*<br />
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LUKE:......anyway while my counterpart is being torn to shreds id like to apologize for yesterdays bland journal after a-fest and all i was quite tired and not able to say much due to the fact i was half asleep while typeing it.<br />
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KIRA: *cries out from under desk* OMG LUKE HELP ME ITS GOING FOR MY AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!<br />
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LUKE: *sweatdrop* welp were trying to make up for that today by going all out and trying to come up with a template for our new journal system inspired by duodarkshinigami *bows to the almighty braided one* ahem anyway *ignores mass carnage happening a few feet from him and kiras desperate pleas for assistance* as you all may have heard over the labor day weekend the anime fest convention was in town and i got to go. it was a blast! and not to mention this little chibi about 4 years old came up to me and asked if i was a vampire and i nodded and she asked if she could sit in my lap. how cute huh well i couldn't turn her down so i lifted her up and omg how much media a chibi on your lap gets you lol. she was so cute and kept telling me i was so cool and pokeing my fangs. lol i also ran around with random friends o' mine dressed up as myself the almighty luke starcross *ego trip moment* on my random crap i baught list there were such things as: a black boken,a blue grunty plush keychain,a black ribbon kitty bell that i gave to shini ^^,a vamparic seal ring, a silver pendant of a winged dragon holding a sword, silver dragon earrings, a little ein plushie, a bunch of clip on things like a sweatdrop and a "...." bubble and the rest i can't remember right now but also lots of ramen and ramune ^^. monday was kinda bland considering we wern't there the hole day and were still bland from school but thats ok. saturday was when the real fun began dun dun dun dun!<br />
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Kira: im ok *sits back in chair,clothes ripped to shreds*<br />
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Luke: anyway yes saturday that was when my friends kitty ryuu and my love shini arrived *big happy smile* omg i had such a blast wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee not to mention i got to meet scott mcneil at last!!!! when my friends arrived me cody kitty and shini sat down and opened 4 bottles of bawls to celebrate and ran around the con haveing fun. it was great to see shini again i missed her so much ^^. im still suffering from post con syndrome ><. but yeah it was great the raves and everything was just so incredable awsome and overall i had such a blast. and i shall tell you all more about it in a later journal but i havent much time. in other news ive got many exiteing projects to post on here includeing 2 more poems and the first chapter from my popular novel dragon chronicles which im putting on here to see if i should edit more and generaly how people like it if all goes well and people wish it i will post the rest of the chapters. the book is complete it just depends on how well liked it is that will determine how many chapters go uup on here i mean come on id hate to post up something people hate and wish to burn. welp anywho hope to hear from you all soon so adeu *bows* ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>within the pale light of the moon</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Sep 2005 13:41:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ welp a fest is over and that was a wonderful break from life for me i got to see the people im close to again for the first time in a long while. not much else has changed my love for shini still lies true and kitty my brother hes so much fun. i wish everyday could be as painfree and joyful as the days i spend with those two and my friends. the entire time i was at a fest i wished constantly that the day would last forever and it would go away. when i help her in my arms i know she must have thaught me buts but i lost myself just stareing into her eyes and praying that nothing would take me from her. im working on a few more poems and a picture of luke and saholi so i can give it to her ^^. you know its strange but for some reason i feel like a condemed man i guess its the fact i might not come home from school tommrow alive...lets just say theres someine there who might actually try and kill me. but one things for sure i'll pray i make it home safely so i can see my love again. welp not much else to update so i guess i'll see you all tommrow. and shini i know you can read this i love you with all my heart. <br />
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-luke ]]></description>
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                <title>In the shadow of death,...I wait for dawn</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Aug 2005 14:41:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its been so long since ive posted on here and im sorry but fate has delt me many...many things that even i wish didn't happen... recently i know i have conserned many of you with my declineing health but rest assured i won't wither away into dust. my heart has become heavy almost a load to much to bear so this my friends is my confession to free my soul from fate itself. over just a few weeks my life has been cast into a eternal night. school has started for me and began terrably regarding my dear sweet ryudo....nothing more i will say on him because i dare not recall the memories. but luckily for me my friends were there for me but two have made the most difference in my life and have helped me to survive. those two are brian and my dear angel shini. i thank you both for helping me obtain a little peice of heaven. im sorry for my sad mood but i have reason. my world was cast into darkness since the day i ashamed both myself and my reputation when shini came down but i have been forgiven for my deeds and i thank her for that. but alas i have still not forgiven myself for my deed had both ruined my confidence in myself and had torn my life with my parents but please don't feel bad my angel for things are being repaired. but the day i started school i was overjoyed to be able to see ryudo again but caught up in my joy i never truely belived what he did that day....in my moment of innocence he stripped me of my dignity and my pride and since that day i have laid slain and broken still wondering if my spirit will ever be repaired....every day i see him i am afriad yet i long to be at his side. i don't know what to do. all went well....until today....*tears hit the keyboard* today...i got the worst news of my life....just when i thaught my world could not get any darker my hopes were shattered for today i got the news in the form of a letter its envelope said no name other then im sorry...i opened it and began to read....its words....so broken and torn it braught me pain just by reading them....ryudo had never forgiven himself for that day he broke me. the letter stated as this "my love i can't tell you at all how much of a broken man ive become....i know this is futile...like a demon seeking the forgiveness of a god but kira.....forgive me...i can't risk hurting you anymore....please please forgive me..." i was confused and looked to tio for answers but all she did was lower her head. i began to cry because i didn't know what was going on then her words sank in.....and for once in my life tears could bring me no comfort i fell to my knees and cried out wishing death could ease my pain...ryudo unable to forgive himself....ended his life with his own blade. im sorry but i can no longer hide this from anyone. i wish so hard that i was there for him to be able to tell him in person that i forgive him...but now the one i love is gone forever...*bursts into tears* now i feel like a lone shadow walking through an endless valley forever casted over by death and fear there is no escape.....but one spec of light still gives me hope my angel my love my life and light still i have her and with my fadeing strength i hold her dear for i pray that death shadow never take her away shes all i have and all that holds me to the last shred of humanity i have left. please my love hold me close....please don't let me fade away. the pain is so great i can't bear this on my own....death has its grip on me and is determined to take me next...alone i will fall....i ask of you my angel my light....hold me close...hold me tight. im lost within the depth of my own shell and im slipping from the world. im sorry if none of this makes scence my friends but please bear with me....im just so scared....is this grief.....or is this death of the soul....the....part that scares me the most....is i don't know.....if im dead or alive.....my spirit is dying....and soon i will become a ghost walking among my friends as a shell....*falls to knees* i beg someone anyone...please help me im dying inside....i don't want to fade away...i pray for the light of dawn....to take my pain away. light of heaven light of love hold me cherish me and save me from this darkness.<br />
                                                        the confession and plea of a dying angel<br />
                                                                ~kira adones ]]></description>
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                <title>the impossable has happened</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Jul 2005 16:53:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ everyone i have a wonderful thing to say a few weeks ago my friend shini came up from new braunfels to see me and the impossable happened i never thaught it could but it did i fell deeply in love with her she is truely the world to me my shinigami. i never thaught it would ever happen to me i thaught no way on this earth i would fall in love with a girl but i did. and i have one thing to say ITS THE GREATEST THING ON EARTH TO BE LOVED!!!! SHINI I LOVE YOU!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/embarrassed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blush:" title="Blush" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>what i did out of 'todays' bordom</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Jun 2005 16:40:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ LAST PERSON WHO<br />
x. Slept in your bed: my friends mao and carrah<br />
x. Saw you cry: no one i try not to do that in public<br />
x. Made you cry: mom<br />
x. You shared a drink with: im counting ramune (japanesse soda) on this one,that would be carrah,duo,and solo<br />
x. You went to the movies with: my dad <br />
x. You went to the mall with: mao and carrah<br />
x. Yelled at you: dad....happens about every 5 minutes<br />
x. Sent you an email: gayle<br />
<br />
HAVE YOU EVER...<br />
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yes more then once to the same person<br />
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yes with my dog....over who got to drive....took two hours but i won<br />
x. Been to California: born there<br />
x. Been to Hawaii: yes<br />
x. Been to Mexico: yes, when they say don't drink the water they mean it ><<br />
x. Been to China: yes<br />
x. Been to Canada: yes<br />
x. Danced naked: no....although one friend tells me different...<br />
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: no....trust me the day that happens is the day randomness takes over planet earth<br />
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: no im quite happy being a tomboyish chick<br />
x. Had an imaginary friend: no....not to my knowledge oO<br />
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes<br />
x. What book are you reading now: dragon knights manga volume 17<br />
x. Worst feeling in the world: being alone when you need someone the most -.-/being bored<br />
x. Future son's name: cyrus,seph<br />
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes a little stuffed goat i got at a-kon named bell (its the little goat from last exile al carries around with her)<br />
x. What's under your bed: one of the reasons i sleep with a daggar in my hand<br />
x. Favorite sport to watch: jousting<br />
x. Siblings: my little sister mao,my big sister carrah,and my big brother rath<br />
x. Location: like carrah i to am stuck in texas..... <br />
x. College plans: dunno exactly but i will graduate from college thats a definate.<br />
x. Piercings/tattoos: just my ears nothing more, a fake tattoo suposidly lasts a week been there for 3 months its of a pheonix on my right shoulderblade hasn't even faded yet <br />
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yes darling lover named ryudo<br />
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EXTRA STUFF<br />
x. Do you do drugs: no<br />
x. Do you drink: no,although i do get drunk of gatorade and ramune easily XD comes with free hangovers<br />
x. Who is your best friend: i have many many many but my closest are carrah,mao,shini,duo,cody,stacy,kat,son, and thats just a few. <br />
x. What are you most scared of: being forgotten/left behind/dieing without syaing goodbye/not being able to protect those close to me<br />
x. Pet Peeves: spam,pop ups,giga pets that wake you up at 2 am, my crappy internet,windows (when it isn't working) <br />
x. you sleep in: a sleepnumber bed with almost no air in it (very comfy queen sized)<br />
x. Where do you want to get married: hmm...dunno for sure but id like it to be at night ^^<br />
x. Who do you really hate: bill gates for createing the p.o.s. i call a backup computer<br />
x. Been in Love: yes more then once i fall in love with my boyfriend every day i see him <br />
x. Do you drive: yes a 2001 hyundai sante fe white<br />
x. Do you have a job: no....<br />
x. Do you like being around people:yes im very sociable i hate being alone scares me<br />
x. Are you for world peace: no more for world domination XD<br />
<br />
STUFF<br />
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yeah<br />
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: *nods* cried for 3 days when ryudo nearly died<br />
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: nope<br />
x. Want someone you don't have right now: yes....shini<br />
x. Are you lonely right now: yeah...<br />
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: the opening theme to xgra (raceing game for the xbox)<br />
x. Do you want to get married: yes <br />
x. Do you want kids: yes <br />
<br />
FAVORITE<br />
x. Room in house: office (my computers in there *huggles gamer system*),gameroom (my ps2 is there),my room (bed and xbox is there)<br />
x. Type(s) of music: techno,rock,instramental<br />
x. Band(s): linkin park,daft punk,ian van dahl<br />
x. Color: blue,black,silver<br />
x. Perfume or cologne?: none<br />
x. Month: december (snow XD)<br />
x. Stone: blue topaz,crystal<br />
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IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU...<br />
x. Cried: yes<br />
x. Bought something: yes,a present for my friend shini and stuff for her b-day party<br />
x. Gotten sick: nope,and i  hope not soon with shini arriveing thursday<br />
x. Sang: yes<br />
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes<br />
x. Met someone new: yes<br />
x. Missed someone: yes....i am right now<br />
x. Hugged someone: yes my little sister mao<br />
x. Kissed someone: yes ryudo<br />
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I N F O R M A T I O N<br />
Name: kira aura adones<br />
Single or taken: taken<br />... ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>roleplay paradise</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Jun 2005 16:25:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lol it is now officaly war between my two rp characters kira and luke lol luke is getting higher rateing then kira, must be because hes a vamp (5 more days till my friend shini comes to see me ^^) todays top rankings so far kira: 2 roleplays luke: 13 XD.<br />
luke is also getting to star in a few request pictures and storys that im also going to post on here. i might even put there bio's on here i mean characters are considered art talent right?. i really don't know i have so much stuff from all my years of bordom that i never had a place to put i just have to find the time to upload it all so busy rping and haveing to much fun ^^.<br />
welp just letting you all know theres more on the way. i think i might even put some photos on here of me and shini when she comes we will both be cosplaying as our vamp characters so cute. well anywho see you all later ]]></description>
                <author>~WingsOfDestiny</author>
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                <title>random journey</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jun 2005 01:45:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lol going so many places today ^^ can you belive im writeing this at 3:30 am wheee. sorry guys i just had uber sweet tea....no correction brown sugar water my friend claimed was tea. ive been to so many places today one friends house then another friends for the night i feel so loved <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />.  im counting the days down until saholi comes im so excited. (6 more days) im so happy. im hopeing all  of you love my first pic ever i know i am XD. don't worry people more is one the way i have a lot of scraps i'd like to upload and a recent pic ive been working on a request really. im not going to blow it for you guys but it will be cute ^^. well i'll make another journal entry for today most likely but this one is making up for yesterday witch ended 3 hours ago XD. welp goodnight everyone ^^.<br />
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-kira adones ]]></description>
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                <title>my first deviantArt page and art</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Jun 2005 17:17:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im so excited this is such a big launch for me.ive been working so long on how to submit my bits and peices of art and music. im so  happy and i was amazed at how much my friends helped me get this going. i swear this world would be nothing if not for friends. not much to say other then the fact ive never been this happy in my life ^^. im glad i finaly have a place where i can show the world my inner thaughts and im glad this is the place. my first art shinigami and luke that i posted today was inspired by none other then my best friend shini and our many rps i wish i could have drawn lukes lover saholi though but this is my end creation. im a bit embrarassed really knowing the world is reading this but im sure i'll get over it. in the end everything always works out no matter how many bumps are in the road. well thats all im going to put today i think. write to you all soon.<br />
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-kira adones ]]></description>
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