http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Wingstar&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Wingstar en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 02:59:01 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/28028401/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/28028401/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 12:34:17 PDT I'm in the portfolio process. I'm processing my portfolio and getting it ready and making a full fucking blown art supplement. booyeahahahahah.
I'm in the process of trying to stay happy.
I'm in the process of getting over the fucking swine flu.
(i have tomorrow off from school because of the swine flu. there are like 100 people absent today.)

So here's the deal for you folky-folks. You will be barraged with a shitload of sketch/cartoon dumps that i have from last spring because i have recent access to a very nice and quick scanner that is not painful in the least to use. then at some point you may recieve some nicer things, like photography and actual real life drawings that the university of chicago better fucking like.


loooove
me.

p.s. what processes are you going through?

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/27617019/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/27617019/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 14:49:39 PDT this has never happened before.
I'm not quite sure I know what to do.
How does this work?
Also thats an awfully small amount of money that I get from an expensive print.
Also those prints are awfully expensive for what I would charge for my artwork.
If anyone wants to buy a print from me, you can just ask me and we can organize it through paypal or something. Small ones would only be 5 and 8X11 only 10.
It's exciting to sell art!

The first thing I ever sold to someone who wasn't my parents was a bookmark made out of yarn. My friend and I made things out of yarn and went door to door in the snow to sell them. I don't think we made much money but we did find a little red cardinal baby fallen from it's nest and we picked it up with our gloves and put it back.

what was the first thing you made that you ever sold?

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/26945927/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/26945927/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 20:42:03 PDT sunlight
drawings
smoking
hugs
pictures
camping
new friends
old friends
nostalgia
college
disorganization
swimming
the corcoran
making art
leaving
loving
missing you.



Summer is almost over and I have to do a lot of things this year that I am looking forward to and not. Being a senior means stressing out, working hard, applying to college, feeling sad, becoming excited, missing friends, trying to stay in touch, beating up freshman, staying happy, staying busy, assessing my belongings, cleaning my room, writing papers, trying to breathe.

How are you, watchers, friends? What are you expecting in the next 9 months? babies or otherwise.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/25994567/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/25994567/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 21:06:05 PDT
To my Saint:
I want to jump over the fence into the martian landscape construction and make love to you on the spiky hills next to the police sirens.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/25667534/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/25667534/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 07:20:42 PDT the way your hands snake on the bass
and the way your smile says that one
day you will be a family man. I get
crushes on performers as I watch them.
the excitement of yearning for the
unattainable. the curse of promising
to never kiss until you fall in love -all
we slept upon under the summer sun.

+

gravel at night, thunder and rain
at noonday. mouths inspired by heat
inspired by lightning flashing in the
sky. storms without water, yards
torn apart, broken bones bleached
by the dirt, broken hearts, energy
colliding, changing but never lost.

+

barking mad, your summer eyes.
watching you kiss makes my brain
want you back but my heart still
says "no, you will not be in the present"
instead: racing forward, loving quickly
dying slowly. finding unknowable
and unattainable heights with which
to tempt myself like icarus on the
skyline making only a little ripple.

+



Tonight, tonight

Hey watchers, so, I know I've been pretty inactive on the actual art front recently. But now you get a giant dump of maybe seven of all the drawings I've so far done this year.
There are more and they might go up as, if the effort is worth it.

Otherwise I am fully settled into my summer skin, working for the Sierra Club and going to start an intense-o portfolio class at the corcoran next week.

What's going on with you? and/or what is your favorite thing about summer?

P.S. ANYONE WANNA MAKE ME A NEATO SKIN?

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/24451930/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/24451930/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:54:26 PDT
Thank god for puppies because without Stella I would kill someone.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/23665537/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/23665537/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 18:39:13 PDT My dad walks around like he is lost and mutters fuck under his breath. My mom gets angry and pins the dog to the ground because she can't take four animals in the house and now we really have no dispensable income. My uncle is talking about the wizard of Oz and begins to cry and my aunt looks at the photos of her college graduation and pets the cat.

I can't seem to cry, even though I want to. The older dog is biting my foot because she doesn't know where she is or if she will ever see her mom again and all I can think about is the 69% and the A-.
That was a lie.
I cried because I had to clean out her apartment and take the SAT on saturday.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/22779321/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/22779321/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 10:29:33 PST 1. My schools literary magazine. Of which I am art editor of.
I get so exhausted by these stupid vague poetic submissions, I swear this time there were three poems about exactly the same thing by the same person. Obviously, someone had trouble getting over a recent breakup. My other pet peeve : nature poems. If you are a good writer or a romantic period philosopher, you can get away with these. But usually, I don't really give a shit what a high-schooler thinks about the rockies or sunsets on the beach. These things are accepted as beautiful and unique to the masses and can we PLEASE get some originality here? If you're just going to go ahead and describe the night sky with funny line breaks could you at least make it interesting? Give us some perspective? Unheard of metaphors, analogies, similes? Third poetic annoyance: "Darkness of my soul" poems. This is for the people that have gotten past the describe-something-pretty writing stage and now thinks that the what they feel is a unique abstraction and that the depth of their soul can only be expressed through poetry.

You know what?
I'm just a sour old woman.
Mad because people like to read pretty things and not disturbing things and that's why no one ever votes for me and goddamnit I am tired of caring what everyone thinks.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO UNDERSTAND YOU JUST HAVE TO FEEL YOU DON'T HAVE TO KNOW YOU JUST HAVE TO LOVE.

Dear Jimmy Fingers: I think I do this a lot in my journals but I miss you because you always inspired me to write and not give a shit what they think.

the artist walks among the flowers
appreciating the sun
he does this all his waking hours
but is it really so wrong?
they sit in front of their tvs
saying "hey this is fun"
and they laugh at the artist
saying "he doesn't know how to have fun"

"you got me wrong" says he
"the sun don't shine in your tv."
-Story of an Artist, Daniel Johnston

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/21786826/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/21786826/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 16:30:10 PST
After checking the blogs, she logs on to deviantart to check messages and hope that has a new deviation available. She glances up at the bar indicating deviations and messages and her jaw drops in astonishment!
43 MESSAGES?! HOW CAN THAT BE? Did all of my watched-ers suddenly go on a journal frenzy? NO!
It's to the favorites tab!


This is an attempt to recognize and thank this person for 34 fucking favorites!

so thanks.

love-
me.

p.s. I also love the perks of being a wallflower, and recently read it.

p.p.s. Hey watchers, what's doin? I hope your life is exciting. and you want to tell me about it.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/21425272/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/21425272/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 16:59:07 PST it'd be nice to watch the news and think "that's fucking insane"
but feel a little jealous
instead of just alone
-joey comeau

I smell like chlorine right now and I think my face is about to fall off in little flakes. I've lost faith in my ability to paint or to draw or to really do anything but write and write and write. They're not going to make polaroids anymore, they aren't and that too makes me think of the end of an era. But this time it's the end of a dream instead of the end of a tyranny.

I think I was born in the wrong decade, I think I go to the wrong school. I think I love the wrong people. I think I'm way too fucking tired all the time I think I think I miss you.

I fucking miss you! yeah I fucking miss you. I miss you so damn much! I love all your art you, my watching people, I look at everything in my inbox and I love love love the smile or the tears I can see behind my computer screen. So lets get this party started right? let's get drunk and freakyfied!

things that I want:
nothing unrequited here
how to make people love you
lockpick pornography
polaroid filters
polaroid film
juxtapoz
kevin barne's children
you.


"I'm so sick of sucking the dick of this cruel cruel city!" - St. exquisite's confessions

Please tell me what you did this weekend, the last flavor of ice cream you tried, why you watch me and what is important to you right now.
Or a combination of the few.

TECHNOLOGY MAKES SUCH AN UGLY MOTHER

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/20745385/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/20745385/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 16:30:03 PDT
defunct

who used to

ride a watersmooth-silver

stallion

and break onetwothreefourfive pigeonsjustlikethat

Jesus



he was a handsome man

and what i want to know is

how do you like your blueeyed boy

Mister Death

-ee cummings

I woke up this morning and I slept in.
- zenb tik

Goldenrod and the 4h stone
the things I brought you when I found out you had cancer of the bone
-Sufjan Stevens

your touch, it doth undo me
-anonymous

why are you writing, lonely-bird?

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/20069082/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/20069082/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 22:27:26 PDT miss you like rye bread and my dead parakeet.
Swinging at night you forget that chains hold you to bars which hold you to the ground. The cuts inside my ears disappear and every time I go up my feet get closer to the universe - maybe I will fall in some day?
If I fall in I will miss a year of shaking after kisses and then my warmth will be gone. I am strapped down with nails in my feet and everyone runs way faster. Do you think you are the only one to feel the days spin so fast that you can't see them anymore?
School sucks and that's because all I have is a nest of vipers and making me hate myself doesn't seem to be the right way to go about education.
I bought a polaroid camera.
All the film was dead and brown. They don't make it anymore but it has a rainbow stripe and that's good enough for me.
"I miss you" the text read at 11 at night - that's all you ever seem to say to me. Boring like that. Typing like this.
I miss Jimmy Fingers!

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/19659761/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/19659761/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 11:31:55 PDT I might be in love with a TV personality.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/19417195/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/19417195/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 20:35:29 PDT
Mexico was amazing.
Intensely amazing.
Perhaps some film photos will be up when I get them developed.


but more to the point, sports fans,
I have an art show coming up. My first ever.
My art will be showcased at the Neo-Indie Arts Festival hosted by Simply Lark Press in Arlington, VA.
So if you live in the DC area, you should come.
There will also be music, a film showing, perhaps a fashion show and food. So it sounds like a good deal, doesn't it?

It's on the 26th of July, a Saturday from 6pm-11pm, just in case, you know, you actually wanted to be there.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/18753603/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/18753603/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 17:45:35 PDT


he was a handsome man

and what i want to know is

how do you like your blueeyed boy

Mister Death


-Buffalo Bill, E.E.Cummings

poetry is funny.
My writing is really quite slapdash. It just comes out of my head and goes on paper. I have no patience. I have no intellect. No rhyme scheme or meter. No synecdoche, apostrophe, microcosm. Nothing that will be on my english exam tomorrow. I just spit up on a page a jumble of inky letters.

Gloomy is a good word. Wings of poesy - thats the only way we'll get close to the transcendence of a nightingale. Not humanly vices. Even if you fuck your favorite rockstar and your life is spicy-hot. Mutability is what Wordsworths all about. Naturally melancholy, would it be worse to be ignorant? Would it be worse to not know of our own mortality? Would it be better?
Are truth and beauty transcendant, unattainable, immortal? Is the most beautiful sculpture one that has been whittled down to nothing? Perfection in intangibility?

Perhaps.
Unless...the lorax said...unless.

"How happy is the blameless vessel's lot

the world forgetting by the world forgot

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

each prayer accepted and each wish resigned."

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/18338612/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/18338612/ Thu, 15 May 2008 15:29:40 PDT
they all look fucking the same. blah blah...adjust contrast, tint iris, put dots around the eyes.
They aren't INTERESTING
They aren't THOUGHT PROVOKING
They aren't SKILLFUL
They aren't SHOCKING
They aren't even BEAUTIFUL


They look like something I could get on a tacky calendar at borders. Right next to the one with 12 months of kittens kissing dogs kissing baby fucking ducklings.

goddamnit.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/18010696/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/18010696/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 16:49:56 PDT to do so many things
(I may be a bit young)
Things I want to live to do:

I'll be fluent in spanish.
I'm going to join the peace corps, go off to an exotic south american country and fall in love with a village
I'll date an indie star, and he'll drag me along on his tours. I will watch all the girls scream and try to touch his guitar while I am the one making love to him that night behind the curtain.
I'll run a magazine, with everything from fashion spreads to articles on middle eastern refugees and artistic fervor.
I'll dance in spain with roses in my hair.
I'll live for a year in a big smoggy city and find the ins and outs of every hot club and every dark alleyway.
I'll have a different boyfriend for six different countries.
I'll make sure to go to as many concerts as I can.
I'll remember all my friends. I promise.
I'll won't spend time on uninteresting people.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/17399703/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/17399703/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 17:49:37 PDT daaadaaadaadaaaa

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/16941903/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/16941903/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 08:25:26 PST
what if skyscrapers had roots and you had to water them and play classical music and know if they liked sun and shade?

what if he never stops inventing?

Janet likes cereal, she would eat it three times a day if she could. she's great at basketball. she's special, but the truth is he's her pop.

if i found out i was going to die in two months, what would I do?

I would love you unreliably, sentimentally.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/16358447/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/16358447/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 14:16:09 PST cause it's time to start the show.

don't be lickin me no mo.


i got a tablet for xmas. and also now have a bunch of new music from the cd/game exchange today.


i like music. and art. and literature.

look at my new photomanips.
and tablet drawing.


that is all.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/15633744/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/15633744/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 10:38:26 PST
In other news: I have been incredibly productive at life, but incredibly counterproductive at schoolwork this break. I cleaned my room, did a bunch of art, put a bunch of stuff up on my walls, uploaded a ton of new exciting music, pined for Kevin Barnes and even cleaned up the memory on my digital camera! Unfortunately...I have not done any ACTUAL work yet. Which, frankly, I don't mind all that much.
In more news: conference starts tonight and I am EXCITED...but I also won't be here for this weekend....so PLEASE flood my inbox with comments!
One more random thought: I want to go to concerts. Lots of them.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/15045826/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/15045826/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 08:26:39 PDT
If you get tagged:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.

[one] I like to swing at night, because every time you go up, your feet get a little bit closer to touching the stars.
[two] I've grown up with little religion in my life....but I solidly identify now as a Quaker (but perhaps agnostic-ly)
[three] I think much of my artistic inspiration is gone, because the wound is beginning to heal.
[four] I like music that makes me sad.
[five] I think one of the reasons music sometimes makes me sad, is that I am unable to create something so beautiful.
[six] I don't usually like wearing skirts because then my legs get cold.
[seven] it is very hard for me to overcome my self conciousness.
[eight] no one's ever loved me enough to kiss me.


it's against my morality to tag people, but I feel obligated because I've done this once before and didn't tag anyone.
so here
:icon evictorial: :icon pygmydigits: :icon siriuslybright33: :icon a-life-luminous: :icon linacat: :icon tunakun:

ADGJARAJ STUPID ICONS.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/14804444/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/14804444/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 18:06:44 PDT And I don't know what to do wtih them. I keep starting these are projects and not finishing them.
And suddenly I have this mentality of insanity every day folowing me around. I think my vital organs are being sucked out of me.
I want some prisma markers
I think my identity might be dissapearing as we speak.


I was tagged by Jazzcatnya

RULES
1.Post these rules.
2.Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3.Tags should be write a journal/blog of these facts.
4.At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named.
5.Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.


alrighty here we go:

1>>In my opinions, skinny boys are the hot.
2>> I tell things like they are. Which is often a bad thing.
3>> I know when to shut the fuck up.
4>> I don't know if I believe in God.
5>> All of my art is myself, and a great deal of it is him.
6>> I've never had to go to the emergency room.
7>> I think crocs and uggs are some of the ugliest shoes invented.
8>> I want to dye my hair, but I'm afraid to destroy the follicles.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/14576740/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/14576740/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 14:50:30 PDT (not much of one since no one actually reads these)
Updates:

it seems my scanner is broken, or at least it's not responding to my computer, BUT! I will still have new updates in a short time!
Here is what you may expect
-At least ONE entry for Jazzcatnya's contest
-A drawing that I want help with on how to finish
- The five page graphic story of Hinklemyer
-Hopefully some of the commissions/suggestnions from the previous journal, including the Space Kitty thing, and possibly the winged stag

Other things:
-Today was my first day of school
-it sucked
-my classes sucked
-I have to write an essay
thats all.
love,
Georgia
p.s.
PLEASE check out "The Ocean Girl"
It's an entry for a writing contest and I'd really like some help with it.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/14447054/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/14447054/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 20:39:31 PDT

I realize that was a mean trick, I'm sorry, but I get the feeling that noone for REAL reads my journals, and this one isn't all mopey.

SO,
here's the DL.
I'm bored. I really am at a bit of an err...artists block and need some guidance.
SO if you would like, I would be willing to... draw a picture! JUST FOR YOU. yeaht hat's right. comission me to do something (for free durrr)!

please?
let me know!
love to all! <3
Georgia

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/14238413/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/14238413/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 10:09:56 PDT So many of my friends are leaving or have left for College. And I don't know...what is it going to be like this year? It's going to be so different.
I've just been missing them, and feeling lonely without them. It's not like I don't have friends but it always hurts, doesn't it, when you lose something like that?

and theres so much time between us I don't know..

I have some art that I did in michigan, so I can post that up.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/14050848/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/14050848/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 21:29:17 PDT It's my birthday too.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/13637818/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/13637818/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 19:02:31 PDT
w00t w00t!
Here goes!:
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, MP3, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
20 Years of Snow- Regina Spektor
(uh what? most random song EVER.)

How would you describe yourself?
Thousand Miles- Vanessa Carlton
(I can see that. especially in the past year.)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
All The Small Things -Blink182
(Ha! So good! It's so perfect.)

How do you feel today?
All Alone- Gorillaz
(Not exactly today, but I do very often.)

What is your life's purpose?
Alligators All Around-Carol King
(the alphabet!! That MUST be my purpose.)

What is your motto?
That Time -Regina Spektor
(this is funny, because it's all about...life and like, living and anecdotes and stuff. I like it.)

What do your friends think of you?
Loser- Beck
(NO JOKE. thats actually what came up. gee thats a real self esteem boost.)

What do you think of your parents?
She's a Rejector! - Of Montreal
(sort of funny, but not true at all. My parents are very lenient.)

What do you think about very often?
Us- Regina Spektor
(Well that's true enough. Us. Him and Me. And everything that could have been.)

What is 2 + 2?
Enya - Tempus Vernum
(That totally makes sense to me in a convoluted way. Cause see, my brother is the math-y, logic-y type, and he likes this song a lot more than most enya...)


What do you think of your best friend?
Clint Eastwood- Gorillaz
(wtf? I have no explanation.)

What do you think of the person you like?
Starry Eyed Surprise - Paul Oakenfold
(Thats me, starry eyed I guess. I like this song, it puts me in mind of happiness. I bought it because I lvoed that coke commercial witht he roller blades and the bubbles so incredibly much, so this song is like...fun.)

What is your life story?
Love is a Battlefield- Pat Benetar
(INCREDIBLY appropriate.)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Relax, Take it Easy-Mika
(uhh, I NEVER listen to this song, and I don't think it really answers the quesiton.)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Are You Gonna Be My Girl? -Jet
(This would be better if a) I was a guy. and b) I didn't already know the answer to that question)

what will u dance to at ur wedding?
I Believe in a Thing Called Love - Darkness
(Oo I liek the message, but maybe not good for a wedding. I believe ...you have my stapler (yeah alex).)

What will they play at your funeral?
Blue Lips - Regina Spektor
(I fucking love this song. It's amazing, and sad, and sort of appropriate. I highly reccomend it. )

What is your hobby/interest?
Bobbing For Apples - Regina Spektor
(that's funny, cause it answers the question. teehee! Dude, I have so much regina spektor.)

What is your biggest fear?
Unwritten- Natasha Bedingfield
(This is perfect. I'm deathly afraid of forgetting everything you know? So I write letters, deatiling EVERYTHING and I take pictures and I draw and dictate and express my self as solidly as possible.)

What is your biggest secret?
Where it's at -Beck
(Uh, no comment.)

What do you think of your friends?
American Idiot- Green Day
(hahah! well...some of them. but that's not always bad.)

What will you post this as?
REM - Daysleeper
(Why can't these good songs come up on the good questions?)

What song makes you feel happy?
Holdiay in My Head- Smashmouth
(Fair enough.)

What song makes you sad?
Be Be Your Love-Rachel Yamagata
(This is true. incredibly true. Creepily true.)

What is the song your most ashamed of liking?
November Has Come-Gorillaz
(who could be ashamed of the Gorillaz?)

Your pets name is?
Eleanor Put Your Boots On - Franz Ferdinand
(Try Max)

Your BF’s / GF’s name is?
Love You Madly -Cake
(Well that's nice.)

Last song on this list should be?
WonderWall-Oasis
(It seems fitting. I don't know why though.)


thats it! I'll try to get some stuff up soon!

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/13253896/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/13253896/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 14:55:28 PDT So I've updated a bit recently, you might've noticed.

In case you didn't guess my life has been a little...sad recently.

Anyways. I'm having this issue with the deathly pale dev. At first it wouldn't show up, so I resubmitted it. But then BOTH of them showed up! And now I can't get either of them to go away.
anyways, bear with me, sorry to clog your message boxes.

Sigh. Back to the grind with exams this and next week.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/12706988/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/12706988/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 16:10:47 PDT It's not as bad as it could be.

Love is unforgiving they say.
but everything is a metaphor for life. and life? I'm sure that's a metaphor for something.

Art-wsie: I don't know what's going on with me. My drawings are all over the place. Jumping from creepy to sad to rainy and painted.
I dunno when I will post any up, since it feels like too much of an effort to do anything. Maybe I will scan some tonight.

Otherwise: 'lovin the warm weather here.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/12592910/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/12592910/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 12:27:51 PDT

or at least it feels that way.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/12130765/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/12130765/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 12:13:08 PST
Okay, so Kevin Barnes is the lead singer for Of Montreal. The concert was...AWESOME. AWESOME. AMAZING AAAAH!
We were right at the stage, right up at the front. And he bent down to us and sang to us and played his guitar (Arlene) TWICE. AND IT WAS AWESOME. AND WE LOVE HIM. YES.
I got a tee shirt and now I love Of Montreal even more then before. We were all dressed up, crazy. Face paint, striped knee scocks, tu tu and suspenders, craziness.

And that is how happy and crazy it is.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11821153/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11821153/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 19:26:31 PST It is also the first, and likely last snow day of this winter. I do like snow days, and it was quite nice to have the day off.
And yet I almost wish we didn't have school off today, because then there would be more people around to love me today.
I have a valentines submission, but I cannot submit it today because I have not been able to give the person the valentine. And that person has a DA, so I shall not spoil it. k?
After such a nice day I am feeling strangely gloomy...I do not know why. Perhaps it is simply brooding over the usual matter. And perhaps it is winter. My friend keeps saying she is really wants it to be summer, but as much as I look forward to it, I do not. Because time is passing by so fast and at the end of this year there will be so much to lose. So much that I have been yearning for.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11591903/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11591903/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 19:38:19 PST How's it going?
Good?
I'm glad.
I miss talking to you.
Yes, I know.
hmm, Indeed.
That was a possible conversation with one of you watchers, if you were to answer.
In other news, multiple cats fell, got knocked in the head and attacked babies on friday in Ms. Berry's English class.
In still other, unrelated and yet much more perinent news, I went to a peace march today. You know, that awesome one in D.C. Because you know, peace, and D.C., are awesome.
No really, it was really cool. I love the peace marches. It's so great to see so many people who care, and yet so sad that they don't make nearly as much of a difference as they should. There were some great signs there though. Someone I was marching with had a sign with an outlet strip and it said "Surge Protection" on it. There was "You can't hug with nuclear arms" and one of my personal favorites "War is just terrorism with a bigger budget." Another fav, and my mom's as well is "will somebody PLEASE give Bush a BLOW JOB!?"
I thought as I was looking around at all the colors of signs and garments and people that peace is so pretty...and yet we are still in this ugly war. How dissapointing.
On a different topic, my life: is weird. During the week it's pretty sucky. More specifically: sucky and wet and cold and tiring. And I am getting damn tired of it. But not too long and swimming will be over, and things are looking up. I'm sad of course, because YFcon was canceled, but then I can go to a dance at my school. It's been so mixed lately. Usually I am tired and wet, and sometimes profoundly sad. But things can be happy too.
Sometimes it doesn't feel like there is enough time, and yet I am always waiting until the week is over so I can relax.

I'm sorry, this is a long journal, you don't have to read it. All you really have to read is the part about the cats, and then go check out Regina Spektor.
So Indeed, life is weird, happy, sad, tiring and confusing all in one lively bundle.
Peace everyone
Gee

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11498542/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11498542/ Fri, 19 Jan 2007 20:06:41 PST Yesterday sucked though. It sucked bad. Swimming sucks, I get home so late. And so many things suck. My life has not been very accomadating right now. It's pretty much torture. It's sucky school all day with the fruitlessness of my efforts to woo. and then it's sucky swimming. Which doesn't really need any explaining.
I was so tired yesterday, an sad.
but today was much better. I skipped swimming, plus there was sfsfs, in which we watched Plan 9 from Outer Space. which is possibly the best terrible movie ever. and everyone was nice and awesome today. on another note: Eurgh, I need to get more stuff up. mebbe this weekend.
That's all for now, uber long journals are boring.
Plus, Regina Spektor rocks.
Peace all.
Gee

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11271495/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11271495/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 08:44:50 PST You know what just sort of freaks me out?
It will never
ever
never be 2006 again. Ever.
Isn't that kind of scary?
Yes.
And you know what? this year, like every year, will go down in history. Recorded, named, filed away. maybe even some of the events will get put in history books. And children who read them. The children born in the future, will not be able to imagine living in 2006, much less being born before the turn of the century. there are six or seven year olds, who were not born in the 20th century.
Yeah, I know, freaky?

So anyways. I usually don't make new years resolutions, but I will make some now.
~I will be a better friend. to all my friends.
~I will focus more on academic stuff and not use so much time procrastinating or talking on IM
~I will try to be happy with myself and who I am. And I will try to not care so much what other people think about me
~I will work more on my art than I have been.

that's all I can think of for now.
Isn't it all just dandy?

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11184740/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11184740/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:55:30 PST I love christmas. But this year...there hasn't been as much excitement leading up to it as past years.
and..Well, Sorry for being a spoiled brat, but I have to say I was dissapointed with my parents presents to me this year. But I shouldn't complain about that, even though I want to.
Oh well.
There jsut wasn't the effort...this year.
Anyways.
So Merry Christmas....or have a happy commercial secular non-denominational celebratory day of the year.
Don't worry
Be Happy


But all I want for christmas is something santa can't bring.
I should jsut forget. And be happy.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11104225/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/11104225/ Mon, 18 Dec 2006 11:06:59 PST So life altely has been hectic, sucky, disspaointing and, at times..amazingly delightful. But now I'm on my winter break, so all is well. Except now I am in withdrawal from my friends at school, sadly.

Last week was crazy, I had a lab report, a history test, a bio test AND and english paper. That's some wicked crazy shit right there, huh?
And then theres...well...let's just say it's a him. And let's just say it's hopeless. Actually, let's jsut not talk about it.

Moving on..ARt. I am a LAZY BUM. Because I have finished the Shadow's fall pic, but I haven't put it up. Plus I have some neato dorito stuff to put up and yet....I'm just so darn lazy. I am also working on a pic from somebodie's stock that I will eventually put up. eventually. GAARRRgH. Maybe I would put up more stuff if I had more people to put it up for. haha. That's just me feeling sorry for myself and shiftin the blame.
So life is semi-okay right now. But it has been pretty sucky for a long time.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/10809411/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/10809411/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:30:21 PST I colored The shadow's fall thing, I just haven't had time to scan and resize it yet, pluuuuss...I don't know. I GUESS I could put some more stuff up. If I stop being so LAZY. except, I like being alzy. it suits me. especially when I'm up till midnight doing hw most days. SIIIIIGH. Oh well. That's all for now folks.
Peace
Wingstar

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/10415373/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/10415373/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 17:34:08 PDT I can't get out anything. I can't finish anything I start. i'm torn up about frickin homecoming this weekend. My life is generally kind of sucking at the moment. if I have a bad day, I feel better at home. If I have a good day I feel terrible at home. Mornings suck. Life kind of sucks at the moment. Please don't inquire. I don't feel like frickin explaiining myself to anyone. ANYONE. That includes you HR.

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/10234334/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/10234334/ Sat, 30 Sep 2006 08:24:54 PDT And...Iunno, I guess I was frustrated with having people think manga is so special...it all looks the same. *whaps head to discourage 'nother rant*
Anyways. I really want to put stuff up. but I haven't. This is because I keep on going "Oh, I should go put something on Da" and then I don't. Alas Alack.
My life is boring. Everyone is like "So how's your n ew school" and I'm like "The same as before." Everyone thinks it's so special and new but I'm just thinking "Yay. More work." it's just not a turning point for me. It's still the same. During the summer I kept thinking how weird it is that me and my friends were this old. But now I'm just like "Bleh."

I really should be talking about art or something, not my weirdo life. OR about onion dip, cuz who doesn't like onion dip?
on another note: I love fall. I love going outside, especially when it's dark and feeling the temperature and the certain smell of fall around where I live. it's so...refreshing. This could probably be why halloween is my favorite holiday. yay halloween! Oh man, I was just picking my mood and they have seasonal...but not one for fall. ;_;

]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/10017974/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/10017974/ Sat, 09 Sep 2006 10:05:35 PDT I used to be neutral. I didn't really care. I didn't really know about it that much, unless you can count pokemon ( I was seven, okay?)
When I started getting serious about art, I learned more. It seemed like a cool form. Also, other people seem to like it. I was interested in the spiky hair and the huge eyes that were fun to draw.
And then...I was good at drawing manga people. But it was boring. They were all the same.
Especially over the summer, I have come to form my own opinion of Manga. To me it is an art form, but not a particularily interesting one. All the people look the same. There are so many certain "requirements" for it. To me it is an easy out. A way to get noticed in an artist community such as deviantart. For you are much more likely to get comments on a colorful manga girl doing nothing, than you are to get comments for a nicely done portrait that takes much more skill than a flimsy manga drawing.
In my opinion, you should be able to draw the real thing before you work on a style of it that everyone else does. It takes the originality out of artwork. One girl with huge eyes can belong to the next artist who draws a girl with big eyes.

This is not of course to sya that manga is bad. If you notice my gallery, I have a few manga pictures. I like those pictures, but I much prefer my original works such as "Fire Flower" and "The Moon Lady"
This is also not to say that Manga comics are bad or anything, or that it takes no skill whatsoever to draw manga. I just think that, especially a lot of the ones I see on DA, Manga drawings by themselves, lack the flair of an individual artist.
Thanx for listening to my rantish thing. ]]> ~Wingstar http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/9916311/ http://Wingstar.deviantart.com/journal/9916311/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 08:05:20 PDT I just tried to look at my scraps and it won't show any of them, even though it says I have four. Also, my gallery looks like crap. I really have not submitted my good stuff. I think that might have to do with the fact that a lot of them don't fit on my scanner.
So. Thats about it, sadly.

Let's flip out ]]> ~Wingstar