http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3AWithinIllusion deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:WithinIllusion en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Fri, 24 May 2013 23:32:30 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Where-To-Find-The-Lost-Photographer-222524560 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Where-To-Find-The-Lost-Photographer-222524560 Wed, 01 Dec 2010 18:15:49 PST Where To Find The Lost Photographer nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~WithinIllusion
http://www.facebook.com/suchabratling

that is where you can find me now. I currently live on the website Facebook and spend most of my time lurking there and haunting people on their walls. I hope this helps and free's up some confusion.

I have not been shooting due to the fact that I just don't have a camera anymore... sooo for that... I am really sorry. :) ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Closed-230418197 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Closed-230418197 Fri, 25 Sep 2009 11:25:40 PDT Closed nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
~*~Illusion~*~ ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-230757134 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-230757134 Wed, 02 Sep 2009 23:01:01 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Myspace

Model Mayhem

Some Awesome Places To Find I ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-Coming-Back-Around-Aug-7th-2009-231186221 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-Coming-Back-Around-Aug-7th-2009-231186221 Fri, 07 Aug 2009 13:35:29 PDT I'm Coming Back Around Aug, 7th 2009 nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
I at the moment am an assistance to the photographer Glenn Sweet. I have to say that is really awesome. I am really enjoying it. A lot of neat things I have already started to learn. I have to say wooo hooo!

I'm trying to get into the groove of being my own photographer but that is a lot harder then it sounds. I need to get a website built and that is presenting to be a lot harder then I ever thought it was going to be. Help.

I also have to give a big thank you to my lovely and great big brother/friend/ everything I have ever needed in some ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Alive-And-Wll-231549015 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Alive-And-Wll-231549015 Thu, 16 Jul 2009 10:19:05 PDT Alive And Wll nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Outside of all that news my life is going. I'm searching for a job. Life is life what more can I say. ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/I-Was-Dead-For-Two-Years-231785778 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/I-Was-Dead-For-Two-Years-231785778 Wed, 01 Jul 2009 15:46:10 PDT I Was Dead For Two Years nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Enjoy All ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/New-232550947 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/New-232550947 Sun, 10 May 2009 17:55:21 PDT New nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
~*~Illusion~*~ ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/04May2009-spouse-232629020 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/04May2009-spouse-232629020 Mon, 04 May 2009 17:26:17 PDT 04May2009 spouse? nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Everything is as if a two way street.

Marriage works both ways and not just a one way street. Id one has a problem you talk it out. If another is having a hard time trying to figure out what they are or even who they are you talk it out. All of it works that way.

I have also learned that it takes a lot to make a marriage work. A lot of positive things that make it work like listening, talking, supporting. Even when all else fails it takes the time to go to counseling.

I gave everything into my marriage. I knew I was a damaged goods. I was open about everything nothing was never a secret and he knew everythi ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/27April2009-My-Life-s-Crashing-End-232719636 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/27April2009-My-Life-s-Crashing-End-232719636 Mon, 27 Apr 2009 22:16:16 PDT 27April2009 My Life's Crashing End nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
You think that talking things out fixes things it seems to not to. Getting married living together with the other person. All of it seems to amount to nothing. My word shattered. Everything shattered. I ruin a lot of things with harsh words and stress followed by anger. Things have been to much for myself.

Army stuff and being ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/03Mar2009-Where-Has-She-Gone-233447822 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/03Mar2009-Where-Has-She-Gone-233447822 Tue, 03 Mar 2009 23:11:25 PST 03Mar2009 Where Has She Gone? nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
I should be asking myself that very same question?!

I have been here, there and everywhere it seems.

If you have not noticed I have been posting some pinup/retro shoot from a workshop I did over the weekend. It was a lot of fun. I love getting to shot stuff like that to be honest. I just love the colors and how every picture tells a story no matter what you do with it.

Here are just a few for all of you to get a good look at.

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No other news to report.

Out Bitches! ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/30Jan2009-Sicky-Time-Blues-233907814 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/30Jan2009-Sicky-Time-Blues-233907814 Fri, 30 Jan 2009 00:01:36 PST 30Jan2009 Sicky Time Blues nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
1. I met someone new. I met a fellow deviant and we hit it off. I am excited to say that I have met a new friend. I can't wait to tease her more. heh. Also you should go and check out her page. :devkissmejitterbug21: You better go now and shower her with comments and love or else I am going to hurt you.

2. I got into the Academy Of Art University in San Francisco. Also known as AAU. I am excited to say that I am one step closer to making myself into a better photographer and a better person. Wish me luck on thi ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/01Jan2009-The-New-Year-234317820 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/01Jan2009-The-New-Year-234317820 Thu, 01 Jan 2009 11:52:45 PST 01Jan2009 The New Year nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~WithinIllusion
The year to make all of the changes to make changes. The year to make one's self stand out. To make something of themselves and all of the dreams that they have ever had. This is the year to make all of that stuff happen.

Or at least that is what I am going to be rolling with this year.

The list of things that I want to start.

1. School In The Fall

2. Loose Fifteen Pounds

3. Photograph Weddings

4. Find A Job

5. Remember Things

6. Meet People

7. Start An Idea

Wow, my list seems so large already.

1. I have to apply for the school I wish to go do within the next three weeks. I need to fill out my apps and ap ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/22Dec2008-XMAS-WA-234463620 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/22Dec2008-XMAS-WA-234463620 Mon, 22 Dec 2008 19:09:47 PST 22Dec2008 XMAS WA? nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Well, the computer is down and out for the count. It turns out it was the mother board. So in the bad and sad news. I have to say that I have no real access to a computer that can run photoshop or can even really load dA if I'm lucky. So yeah. I'm really sorry for no pictures or anything. I had a lot that I wanted to do and show off but that won't be happening till a very long time from now.

I can do what others on dA too and be like "help me by donating money to my fund of help." Now that alone is kinda silly plus everyone who is a fan of me is poor like me too and has families so heh.

In the good news o ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/16Dec2008-Shitty-Way-To-Start-The-Week-234549410 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/16Dec2008-Shitty-Way-To-Start-The-Week-234549410 Tue, 16 Dec 2008 09:11:15 PST 16Dec2008 Shitty Way To Start The Week nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
By the way got the 450 speedflash for my camera to fucking bad I won't be able to get the pictures off my camera to use it to take new pictures with HA HA HA!

Yeah life currently blows....

New Currently In My Print Shop

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This week went off with very few problems one of them would be

1. I kept forgetting to buy CD's for my darn pictures. That's funny

2. Acne wash. You would think me being a girl I would remember.

3. Making love the right way.

4. Remembering to change out my contacts.

5. Going to take the glasses in to be fixed.

I got at least 2 of the 5 done so go me but nonetheless it has been better this week then it has been other weeks. I have gotten down candy making to an art now. Meaning I'm the master pro at the awesomeness of how it is done. I'm happy with that for sure. I been working like a mad dog on making a ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/09Dec2008-Photo-Bugs-Moi-234623525 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/09Dec2008-Photo-Bugs-Moi-234623525 Tue, 09 Dec 2008 21:41:53 PST 09Dec2008 Photo Bugs Moi nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/21Nov2008-Thinking-234829260 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/21Nov2008-Thinking-234829260 Sun, 23 Nov 2008 00:42:25 PST 21Nov2008 Thinking nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
With these few weeks I have thought about how I take things on in my life. I live a closed up life. I don't have "friends" that I go out and hang with. The last person I hung out with was my friend Josh. I know one like myself should go out and hang out with people. Or even a fact that maybe just maybe going out and meeting new people would really help. Hell, how can one like myself advance my photography with people if I can't even get people to talk to me. I know ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Nov-6-Update-Yay-235019390 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Nov-6-Update-Yay-235019390 Thu, 06 Nov 2008 10:51:43 PST Nov 6 Update Yay! nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
I guess it has been awhile since I have said hello to anyone on dA.

Well, for one I moved from Florida back to California. My true home.

I been on a job hunt but with no luck have gotten nothing. Been at the search for the last three weeks. I'm thinking I'm the biggest loser ever and no one wants me.

Have yet to take any new pictures since really being back in the state of home. I guess its a dry spell cause I have no one to work with.

The new prints are as follows

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1. Going back to FL September 18.

2. Got An Eye Exam

3. Got Contacts.

4. Can officially See Things In Focus! (I was taking pictures blindly for the last four years)

5. Got a Feature On Webshots.com

Winning Photo was

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Downside To Things Going On

Well, even if I was here for the last four months. I feel as if I didn't get to go out and shooting with anyone locally in Redding, CA Which to me was a major drag to be down right honest with you.  I'm thinking the people here are to stuck up to want to ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/dA-Worked-No-WAY-235738111 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/dA-Worked-No-WAY-235738111 Thu, 04 Sep 2008 22:27:35 PDT dA Worked No WAY! nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Here are the new submitted pieces that are also prints.

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:thumb96261138:  :thumb96262528: ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Screw-You-dA-For-Never-Working-235763313 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Screw-You-dA-For-Never-Working-235763313 Tue, 02 Sep 2008 19:41:01 PDT Screw You dA For Never Working nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
~*~Illusion~*~ ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/La-la-la-la-235861631 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/La-la-la-la-235861631 Mon, 25 Aug 2008 21:33:15 PDT La la la la nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
1. Santa Cruz To See the Gin Blossoms.
2. Got the Xbox Live for my nephew
3. Went to the California State Faire.

In that order it was the most totally awesome thing that I have ever done in all of my life. I do have the pictures are poof for all of you. I can't wait to get them uploaded onto the computer to share them all with you.

~*~Illusion~*~ ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Big-Old-Yawn-235912166 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Big-Old-Yawn-235912166 Thu, 21 Aug 2008 18:58:00 PDT Big Old Yawn nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Or at least that is what I got to say to you today.

Ever have a day where everything is just a Big old yawn and you want it to pass by quickly. Yep. one of those days for me today. I await to get more things done and out of the way for once.

I has been a busy last few days and today just didn't fit into that at all.

Went out to Great America. I just love the theme park rides. I am a bit of a "thrill" seeker.

Then I went out to the Monterey Bay Aquarium and that was always a lot of fun as well. I do have to admit to that as well.

Then today of all the days it had to be down right lame but it was a good day to catch up on ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Reason-For-Lack-Of-Work-236019316 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Reason-For-Lack-Of-Work-236019316 Wed, 13 Aug 2008 12:04:13 PDT Reason For Lack Of Work nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
If you are wondering I don't have very good vision at all. Don't ask why I have gone the last five years without glasses. I myself don't even know why. I hated being called so many names. Anywho... I almost don't see out of my left eye and my right eye works to hard to make up for it. So if you have ever wondered... why my pictures might look od ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Slump-236099583 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Slump-236099583 Thu, 07 Aug 2008 00:25:40 PDT Slump.... nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
I am trying to find some people who would like to work with me for I can get a few things built up. I'm going to be 100 percent honest on that I am looking for someone or something or really anything to be honest. Any suggestions hit me up.

~Illusion

Long ago, I drew a line into the sand
Jumped across and held your hand
Band of gold protect us from the bitter tide
Tha ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Breaking-Dawn-236156120 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Breaking-Dawn-236156120 Sat, 02 Aug 2008 12:28:39 PDT Breaking Dawn nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
To boot trying not to give anything away but if vampires are this "stuck" in time with with their bodies then how can a vampire get a human girl preggy if they can't produce the right "stuff" to do it.

Long story short... I thought the book really did suck... and a waste of my 14 dollars I spent on it to read it at midnight. Thank god I bought the book at ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/STARVING-236337163 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/STARVING-236337163 Fri, 18 Jul 2008 22:16:41 PDT STARVING!!!!! nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
How does one make themselves better?

Do They Sale Cheaper Prints?

Do They Take Better Pictures?

Do They Stop Acting So Lame?

Do They Work For The Man?

What Do You Think?

I need some input cause I need to make a few more print sales to prove that I can go to school for something so hey help me out.

~*~Illusion~*~ ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Me-Tagged-No-Way-236590699 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Me-Tagged-No-Way-236590699 Sun, 29 Jun 2008 13:58:58 PDT Me Tagged No Way! nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion 1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 facts about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

so here's the facts.. 8 of 'em anyway

1) I live a secret life as a super hero.
2) When I sleep I dream of my little pony.
3) Reading causes me to become dumber
4) Jello is my god.
5) I own a pair of Angel wings. Cut them myself.
6) The devils right hand man lives with me.
7) My camera steals souls and I sell them on Ebay.
8) In a past life I was a snail.

I'm not ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Special-Cases-236727532 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Special-Cases-236727532 Wed, 18 Jun 2008 00:19:28 PDT Special Cases nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Don't tell your man what he don't do right
Nor tell him all the things that make you cry
But check yourself for your own shit
And don't be making out like it's all his

Take a look around the world
You see such bad things happening
There are many good men
Ask yourself is he one of them

The deadliest of sin is pride
Make you feel like you're always right
But they're always two sides
It takes two to make love, two to make a life

Take a look around the world
You see such mad things happening
There are few good men
Thank your lucky star that he's one of them

That is all ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Death-Note-Live-Action-HELL-YEAH-237042488 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Death-Note-Live-Action-HELL-YEAH-237042488 Wed, 21 May 2008 22:37:40 PDT Death Note Live Action HELL YEAH! nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
The movie that was seen was Death Note. The director of the film was Shusuke Kaneko. He is the man behind these movies.

Godzilla, Mothra and King Ghidorah: Giant Monsters All-Out Attack
Gamera 3: Revenge of Iris
Gamera 2: Assault of the Legion
Gamera: Giant Monster Midair Showdown or also known as Gamera: The Guardian of the Universe

Man behind man of the Japanese films that I watch so it was funny for me to get all excited over who was the director. Not real ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/A-Monday-Heh-237444311 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/A-Monday-Heh-237444311 Sun, 13 Apr 2008 21:37:17 PDT A Monday Heh nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Taxes are as we all know are due in the states on April 15th! That would be tomorrow on Tuesday! HA HA HA! Mine are done and have been done since the day of Easter. :boogie: Sorry I just had to rub that into everyone's faces cause it felt good hehe.

In other news my in-laws are going to be in town at the end of the week. We all know how well I deal with other ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/She-Who-Sits-Up-Late-237520914 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/She-Who-Sits-Up-Late-237520914 Sun, 06 Apr 2008 21:42:35 PDT She Who Sits Up Late nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
The life of my own. I feel as if there are times that I should be writing a story on all of it. Though it almost does seem insane that I would do something like that now.

The days have been going by pretty slow. I am awaiting for the whole April 19th-26th to come along for that I can have my in-laws here and then gone. I hardly know them and I want to know them for I have a better understanding of whom they are.

After then is when Austin will be here and I await with much eager tension for that to also come ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/My-Anniversary-Paz-237565106 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/My-Anniversary-Paz-237565106 Wed, 02 Apr 2008 22:31:30 PDT My Anniversary + Paz nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Today also marks the day of Aiden's Birthday

Today Another mark of My father-in-law Larry's Birthday.

If you didn't notice a lot of things going down today on April 3rd. When we went down to get married I wish he would have told me all of this for that it could have been a very special day. As you can tell he forget to fill me in but none the less it makes me happy to say that I am married to him today on this day.

In another news factor everyone said that wanted to see my new baby Paz and I do have the photos of Paz they are as followed.

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The Day The Day The Day

I always think to myself now. My poor mother. I wish that she could get gifts more then me for the fact that she was not one who had to give birth to me. All I had to do was just show up and be like "Hey all"

So anyhow. Today Today Today!

So far in this birthday madness gotten three gift cards to target, walmart, barns and noble.

Money!

I Also got "myself" a Ball Python. His name is Paz The Spaz cause that is what he is.

Anyhow. I am going to go wonder off on this day that marks my day of birth.

Project Without A Name

One of my new projects is taking on a motherly role to th ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/The-Cat-That-Wanders-Away-237628795 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/The-Cat-That-Wanders-Away-237628795 Fri, 28 Mar 2008 17:51:27 PDT The Cat That Wanders Away nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
The biggest truth be told is that I'm just an add on to everyone plans this weekend too.

"wanna go to the club with me Sunday night"

A.) No.... I don't want to go to the gay bay.

"Saturday movie night you can come over for pizza."

A.) Nah, don't want to get in the way of you and your wife's happiness.

So you know what..... I'm like a cat all of a sudden. I have wandered off from everyone to go di ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Easter-Everyone-237691776 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Easter-Everyone-237691776 Sat, 22 Mar 2008 21:12:11 PDT Happy Easter Everyone nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Also a song that everyone should listen to and enjoy. (Cause "WE" all know I wanted to grow up in the 60's and 70's)

White bird,
in a golden cage,
on a winter's day,
in the rain.

White bird,
in a golden cage,
alone.

The leaves blow,
Across the long black road.
To the darkened skies,
in its rage

But the white bird just sits in her cage,
unknown.

White bird must fly
Or she will die

White bird,
dreams of the aspen trees,
with their dying leaves,
turning gold.

But the white bird just sits in her ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Another-Update-On-Moi-237737841 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Another-Update-On-Moi-237737841 Tue, 18 Mar 2008 11:58:53 PDT Another Update On Moi nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
1. All of the things that where trashed have been trashed. Meaning thrown away and now officially out of my house. Thank god, it opened up a lot of space for me.

2. I have the bathroom taken care of and done. It is really clean and it looks totally amazing. There is so artwork up on the walls. Oh of which are my prints. I will have pictures to show you. I will compare with how things looked when I moved in a year ago.

3. I have the bedroom done. It looks very nicely clean ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/UpDate-Sorry-Been-Busy-Here-Is-Why-237856035 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/UpDate-Sorry-Been-Busy-Here-Is-Why-237856035 Thu, 06 Mar 2008 21:41:33 PST UpDate Sorry Been Busy Here Is Why nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Well I got back to FL on Feb. 22nd.. I came home to one of the biggest messes in my recorded history. The whole house was fucked. Furniture ruined. All of my mail opened and gone though and things missed. CDs gone movies gone carpet tore up my bedroom a mess teddy bears in ruins and it smelled like urine everywhere. The kitchen broke four glass one bowl all of my pots and pans no good. Silver wear messed up tea kettle dead burners messed up. Bathroom tore up. Wet towels everywhere and can't forget things burned. The list can go on for hours let m ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/New-Project-Help-A-Deviant-238160710 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/New-Project-Help-A-Deviant-238160710 Wed, 06 Feb 2008 15:56:03 PST New Project Help A Deviant nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
deviantArt it happens to be a community of artist all coming together to show each other their hard worked on artwork and also connect and comment to make each other better.

Or at least that is what I always believed.

Where is artist making comments on artist? Have I missed when this had stopped?

I watch people and I make comments ever so excited to see what everyone does. It makes me all giddy like a little school girl to go and find out. Here is where I get lost, how come no one is trying to give me a comment back letting me know what they like and what I could work on to become better?

If it was not for when I first joined dA ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/My-In-Laws-Are-Lame-238196038 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/My-In-Laws-Are-Lame-238196038 Sun, 03 Feb 2008 09:05:48 PST My In-Laws Are Lame nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
I am going to be straight up. I think all of my in-laws are horrible. They are always out for themselves and the only thing that I ever ask of them in return in one thing. "Can You Pick Me Up From The Airport?" You want to know the kind of answer that I get? "No" Yes, you heard me no. After all of the things that I do babysit your kids all of the time you only can say no to me. Well, you want to know something a new game is going to happen. I'm done being nice, and I'm not going to answer your calls, talk to you, or even see you. Yep, you got that one right. A lot of people can play at this game and I am good at it. So In other words, I ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Boxes-Are-Fun-238288559 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Boxes-Are-Fun-238288559 Fri, 25 Jan 2008 00:51:18 PST Boxes Are Fun nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
My last journal came off a bit harsh. I know but I am not going to take any of it back. Ever. Mwahahaha >D

Not to much has been going on in the life and adventures of me. Rain rain rain, followed by more rain rain rain. Been packing up things at my mom's house again. It is ever so much fun to go though all of my things and wanna cry. Things that I am not going to see again till June for a week.

I need to get things moved from cali out to FL and then I would not be having all of these problems anymore.

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New To My Print Shop

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Yes again. Somehow I keep messing up and trusting people.

You want to know what stupid thing I did this time?

I let someone live with me while the husband is gone. Temp. Hell they are supposed to be taking care of things at my place. Let me tell you the little fuck up of a little "boy" could not do anything right.

First who kills two fish? Okay they are fighting fish they are in two different bowls for a reason. Why in the hell would you place them together? To fig ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Wha-New-238403998 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Wha-New-238403998 Sat, 12 Jan 2008 22:48:24 PST Wha?! New?! nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
For the last 10 months almost a year I have been having a lot of trouble with things not uploading into the print shop well all of that came to a change last night. I just wanted to let everyone know that now I am able to submit prints again and can't wait to submit the prints that some of you have requested. Here are the new prints that are currently up in my shop.

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There are going to be more popping ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/I-Am-Milk-238424018 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/I-Am-Milk-238424018 Thu, 10 Jan 2008 22:11:33 PST I Am Milk nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
I am still sitting here in California. Yes, still enjoying time sitting here with my mother. No, I have not gone out and hung out with anyone. I am one of the biggest anti-social people out here in California. Totally different then me being out on the east coast an being social.

Reason's be hide me not going back to Florida is that there are a lot of things I will have to replace and clean. So that is my ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Bring-In-The-New-Year-238520736 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Bring-In-The-New-Year-238520736 Tue, 01 Jan 2008 09:17:41 PST Bring In The New Year! nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Hello everyone. It has been awhile since the last holiday entry where I was sad bout spending the holiday with my family instead of my husband. I know how silly of me to be worried bout something like that. I got over it.

This year of 2008 I am going to be taking myself a lot more seriously. I know how can that be true. Well even I don't have to know the answer to that. But I do want to take myself more seriously.

This is also the year to become a stronger woman and a better wife. I need this for the better. I though this would really work out in my favor. But we ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Holidays-238641988 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Holidays-238641988 Thu, 20 Dec 2007 21:32:34 PST Holidays nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Why the hell I'm doing spending the Holiday at my mothers?

The answer to this question is really easy to be honest with you. I am a military wife. My husband is serving in the united states military army. I know he loves to serve his country, and there is no way for me to stop it.

It was just this Monday that he was shipped off to Afghanistan and not to be heard from till December of 2008. A lot of time for a newly wed to wait around. I never saw myself spending it back at my mothers house with my brother and sister and their families.

With it bwould be a ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Withinillusion-com-238794443 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Withinillusion-com-238794443 Tue, 04 Dec 2007 11:34:15 PST Withinillusion.com nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
In Other news I have bought Withinillusion.com I have nothing up on there. I have no idea how to make a website. It is something that I would to get started on though. I am hoping that there is going to be someone out there that is going to want to help me out with it. (Cause I have no idea where to start on that period.)

I should try to post the few pho ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Northern-Cali-238843571 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Northern-Cali-238843571 Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:38:59 PST Northern Cali nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
I want to take pictures is there anyone in the area who wants to make that happen?! hehehe

~*~Illusion~*~ ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Coming-Clean-239041043 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Coming-Clean-239041043 Thu, 08 Nov 2007 19:24:56 PST Coming Clean nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
I have been in Florida for seven months now. It feels like it has been a lot longer but it has not been. A lot of you have no idea what the real reason is for the move here. It's time to come out with the truth.

1. I ended moving out here for a boy. Yes, you heard me a boy. This boy has me happy and dear god he is just amazing.

2. I didn't need to be stressed out anyone more California, and just all of the other things that go on out there. The drama with all of the people that I know is enough to drive anyone into the looney house.

:kitty: :kitty: :kitty: :kitty: :ki ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Playing-Games-239081467 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Playing-Games-239081467 Sun, 04 Nov 2007 18:54:59 PST Playing Games nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
On a night like tonight and with a new toy that I didn't know how to work it turned into this.

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Taken on the laptops 1.3M camera... lol. My cell phone does better then this and that alone is to funny.

Anyway thought it would be funny to post a little bit of funniness action cause there has been nothing really going on. I am going to go though photos and start to really crack down on edits just you know its hard lol.

In other news I had to trade m first laptop in because it didn't work right at all so ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Where-The-Photos-Illusion-239220075 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Where-The-Photos-Illusion-239220075 Sun, 21 Oct 2007 18:21:53 PDT Where The Photos Illusion? nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
It might seem a bit odd that I have made a return to the net and have not posted any photos of my many adventures that i have done. I bet you are wondering where they are all at? So am I. KIDDING!

I know where the photos are at. They are sitting on my computer and I am looking right at. The big problem is that they are all unfinished. None of them I can place up on dA.

Why you might be asking. Well, there is a good answer to that very question. I have no photoshop. All of the files are to big, and would take forever and some of them need touches up due to the way that I took them.

So till I can get my hands on a copy of photoshop ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Six-Months-Already-NO-WAY-239398621 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Six-Months-Already-NO-WAY-239398621 Wed, 03 Oct 2007 01:25:45 PDT Six Months Already?! NO WAY!!!! nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
It almost seems like forever since the last time that i was able to get online? Then again who really has the time these days?

Here is the low down on all that has been going on

1. We know from my last journal that I was moving. Which the move did take place. That move took place six months ago. I still have none of my stuff really even out here. I still have my clothes and that alone is pretty much it. I been building up from ground zero and that even means I don't have a computer.

2. I just got the net last week. Heh. I know that is a really weird thought and even thinking it outloud is even more weird. I have DSL t ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Goodbye-For-Awhile-241043747 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Goodbye-For-Awhile-241043747 Fri, 23 Mar 2007 11:34:52 PDT Goodbye For Awhile nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Now it is time for the Q&A of my trip.

How long are you going to be gone?
-The answer to this one is that I am not sure. I won't have a computer there and no Internet. It might be even months before I come back.

Where are you going?
-Fort Pierce, FL I hear its nice there.

Why you going?
-Cause I don't like California, and want to try something new.

Still going to do photography?
-Yes, I am never going to give up my passion. I hear there are a lot of good places for me to go for photos there. How exciting no?

Are you afraid of goi ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/8-Days-241186466 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/8-Days-241186466 Sat, 10 Mar 2007 13:43:11 PST 8 Days nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-You-Hate-it-When-241227201 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-You-Hate-it-When-241227201 Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:50:53 PST Don't You Hate it When... nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Does not seem to matter what the age that they are. They just keeping asking. The reason why all of you are single is because you ask people if something is alright all the time. As a man you are to be strong and firm if your not your mother raised you wrong or your gay. (Nothing ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/26-Days-241241329 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/26-Days-241241329 Mon, 26 Feb 2007 14:42:18 PST 26 Days nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
Well, for those of you who are behind on my life. I'm moving. I know what a shock that is right there. I seem to do a lot of moving but this time moving away from house my family and even this state. All of the things that do need to be done. I mean I can't take a lot of stuff going on here anymore. Me moving to Florida is going to be one of the best things that has ever happened to me EVER.

I will be without the Internet for along time but will be doing photos like Crazy. We all know how I get. I love to take pictures and it is just really in my nature to do what comes natural to me. :giggle:

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I can't believe that I got tagged! that alone is just not fair at all! So there! Anyways I will do it! You all go get :devkaryaazure: for tagging me it was so not fair

Here are the rules:

The player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/thingsabout yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal abouttheir 6 weird habits/things as well as stating the rules clearly. Inthe end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and listtheir names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged"in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.... "

[1] I owe three different cell phones ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/January-12-2007-241581802 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/January-12-2007-241581802 Fri, 12 Jan 2007 00:00:44 PST January 12, 2007 nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
So... I don't know what to talk about. Then again what is really new about that? Nothing at all so there w00t w00t!

In other news doing something different with this journal right here I didn't write what I think about each piece just posted it as an as is... let me know if you like this better or not.

Can you picture me moving out of the state of California? Let me know. heh.

Treasure Hunting

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freedom

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they crack under my feet

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6C19.05

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If you have any suggestions for this feature and I pick it don't worry you will get credit b ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/January-11-2007-241589255 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/January-11-2007-241589255 Thu, 11 Jan 2007 00:00:38 PST January 11, 2007 nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
I talked with my boy today. I love getting to say it like that. Anyhow... it seems that life changes all of us and another turn is coming up in my life again. Who knows where that is going to really lead me though... life is full of fun changes.

What do you guys think of the new work that has been getting posted up? hehehe.

Treasure Hunting

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Turn Silent

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First time I have ever placed up stock as a pick of the day but this was needed. The bright pinkness of her hair stands right out and says hello to me. Also her clothing makes it I believe easy to work with. I know I'm going to be working ]]> http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/January-10-2007-241596257 http://withinillusion.deviantart.com/journal/January-10-2007-241596257 Wed, 10 Jan 2007 00:01:14 PST January 10, 2007 nonadult journals/personal WithinIllusion http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/withinillusion.png?2 Copyright 2007-2013 ~WithinIllusion
So it is now the first of the year. Everything seems to be going a little bit differently. A lot of things are looking up for me that alone is for sure.

Big 411 here I got a new monitor! YES! I GOT A NEW MONITOR! Everyone I go and demand that you go thank :devfrostfire101: He was able to get me this nice new monitor and everyone go give him a lot of kisses for that I can now edit things again.

To bad that I don't have any photos that I can edit to really post up here onto the lovely dA but I will place up some things that have been sitting around.

I am going to head on out... for I am out of words and to excited... over what ]]>