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                <title>Updateage :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Nov 2009 09:21:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's Been 8 Months And 2 Days Since Jade Goodeys Death And The World Is Still Glad To Be Rid Of Her.<br /><br />In Other News Awesome Things Have Happend. Yes.<br /><br />FIRSTLY!<br />Engine Shed Is Almost Ready To Be Moved To Its Perminant Home For Brickwork To Be Carrid Out.<br /><br />SECONDLY!<br />New Bits Of Engine Have Slotted In Fine.<br /><br />THIRDLY!<br />I Have Got 100% Of My Interviews At Unis <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />FOURTHLY!<br />Did My First Ever Sculpture And Its Done And I Will Be Posting Photographs Of It To Show One And All<br /><br />Stuff Is Comming Too!<br /><br />FIRSTLY!<br />Railway Dinner Party With Teh Lucy On Saturday<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br />SECONDLY!<br />Might Be Getting WRC White Alloys For Mah Pug <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />3. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br />Cylinder Cocks Are Gunnah Be Manufactured And Put On Engine <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />And I Can Start My Scottish Advent Callender Sooon <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Also Need To Think Up A Name For My Engine. <br />Sensible Ones. Ideas?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>18 And 1 Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2009 09:21:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ as you can guess im like a whole year older now which meens that im 18. <br /><br />had an awesome time yesterday with my best mate phil and the one and only lucy.<br /><br />highlights?<br /><br />Lambo watch, walking stick with a vile for drink in it, whiskey, best wishes, and sliding down the banisters of the hotel du vin while somehwhat pissed. <br /><br />more drunkeness tonight with the usual lot hopefully shuld get some decent shots as my camera died yesterday (bloody tyipical) <br /><br />im off now to make some fireworks <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>EXCLUSIVE FOOTAGE</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Oct 2009 02:18:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen Form The BBC Archives I HAve Stumbled Across What Questiontime Looked Like Before It Was Edited !!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_QAvkFS_cgk&feature=">[link]</a> popular << Clicky And Add Popular<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Its Gone Too Far.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Oct 2009 10:36:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ** EDIT** And Now They Want To Make "Fatism" Where Does The Stupidity End. **End Edit**<br /><br />im bored of all this "equality"<br /><br />people need to realise that sometimes the most farest way of awarding something, be it a job, a benifit, or an award it sould go to the person who is ether best at it or most deserving.<br /><br />it shouldnt matter weather there a woman, man, gay straight muslim chirstian vegitarian whatever. when will people stop fucking being so scared to offend people. because it just comes back to shoot yourself in the fucking arse.<br /><br />its all very well saying we need a fair and equil society but fuck sake do it sensibly.<br /><br />i live in a much more white area than black, from birth, not choice, so finding a gay black police woman is difficult, so when some of my friends try and become a police man they are turned away because they are straight white males. nevermind the fact that my friends are perfectly capeble, willing and adapted to becoming a poilice man yet they are turned away because some stupid person has set a statistic that must be met. they have now had to lie and say that they are bisexual so that they can join. how rediculous is that. And do i feel safer that a black lesbien woman is catching criminals as oppsed to a white straight male? no not at all it makes no diffenrce but i would rather it was someone who wanted to do the job since they were 5 as opposed to someone who dosnt realy care and does it because it ticks a form and gives them a wage.<br /><br />its not that just though. there are so many times at school where i have been passed over in favour of a girl just purely because if i was to get whatever was on offer it would appear to be "anti-feminist", now, i'm all for gils being treeted in the same way as men, but what some women have forgotten, is that in order for there to be equality men must also be treeted as equil.<br /><br />fuck sake. stop being so damn scared of offending people, and just way what needs to be said and do what needs to be done.<br /><br />and those of you who take offence on the behalf of other people, please please please fuck off. you are the reason all this stupidity has come around. i hope your happy with what u have done.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>Sodding Weather</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Oct 2009 14:37:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WHY CANT ENGLAND HAVE PROPER WEATHER RATHER THAN LIMPWRISTED GAY NAMBY PAMBY CRAPPY NOTHINGLESS.<br /><br />IT NEVER RAINS PROPERLY<br />IT NEVER IS VERY COLD<br />IT NEVER IS PROPERLY SNOWEY<br />IT IS ALWAY VERY BIEGE AND WISHY WASHY<br /><br />FUCK SAKE<br /><br />*Rant Over*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A Week Of Sads :(</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Sep 2009 14:42:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes today was the day deer Fonmon (PBUH) had her last day of boiler ticket.<br /><br />so as a mark of respect to the reliable old beast who even on he last day never put a foot wrong and soldierd bravely on i have decided to post a picture once a day to comemmorate her.<br /><br />for those of u who dont know anything of her (i'm guessing most) here is a link to her page on the Spa Valley Railway Website <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.spavalleyrailway.co.uk/SpaFonmon_04.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />anyway<br /><br />Three Chears For Fonmon, May Your Hard Earned Rest Be Peacefull!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>She's Naked!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Sep 2009 14:54:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And I Have Pictures To Prove It <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />more on that later<br /><br />school is slowly improving despite certan issues which will hopefully be resolved.<br /><br />exams are scarily close as is final descisions for uni. which is petrifiying. <br /><br />also my birfday soon which is like scary coz im officaly 18 <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /><br />so i can legaly do all the things i have been doing for years. gunnah take the fun out of it me thinks <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br />also im getting glasses 8D<br /><br />so yeh<br />update <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />BTW When I Refer to Her I Meen My Engine<br />hehe<br />Yes her frames are stripped of all her paint in preperation for etch primer and numerous layers of paint to make her all black and red and shiney so i can tick off the box that says finish frames <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Here We Go Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Sep 2009 11:07:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes school has started with a vengeance!!<br />by having 3 hours of sod all to do on the first day.... great.<br /><br />my once wonderful tiny form has now been expanded for some unknown reason.<br />wonderful, more people to have to work around. eww<br /><br />we have a laser cutter which i wasnÂt allowed to use which is like hanging a steak in front of a dog and saying donÂt eat it. <br /><br />*rant*<br />Why do people like minis?<br />They are just all round awful cars. Seriously, the old ones were uncomfortable cramped noisy dangerous and bad to look at. They rust to nothing and the springs are a rubber cone.<br />The new ones were part of this horrific retro trend which has fueled so many god awful cars such as the fiat 500 and the Nissan Figaro. Why? They just look awful!!<br />ok granted some girls go week at the knees for them but they also do the same for pandas, another example of human fail (why the hell are we still breeding them let them die out for god sake) but is that really a justifiable reason to make them?<br /><br />*end rant*<br /><br />I am buying a 90 defender soon hopefully if i can scrape enough together for jew protection, i mean insurance<br /><br />engine news<br /><br />there is no news other than the firemanÂs side balance pipe has been fitted and the injector water control valve has been fitted.<br />tank work is slow as it is a case of head scratching <br /><br />other one is still scrap <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Meh</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Aug 2009 13:39:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Engnore last journal shiz has sorted itself<br />dust has settled<br />and all that jazz<br /><br />in the mean time i have found some pics of the engine my engine is based on so i shall share them with u coz im nice like that.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.railbrit.org.uk/photos/23739.jpg">[link]</a> <br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.railbrit.org.uk/photos/16227.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br />so yeh so far its looking very simmilar<br /><br />yus <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/bucktooth.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":B" title="Bucktooth" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>shit.......</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Aug 2009 03:08:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yes shit has hit the fan here and becase of parents (aka mum) me and brother are being shipped off to my nans to live there for however long so please excuse my lack of internet life for a while coz ima be without it.<br /><br />hopefully see u all soon..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I WAS OFFERD A TRACTION ENGINE</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Aug 2009 14:53:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ but i had to turn it down coz i has no money and parents dont have a concept of INVESTMENT.<br /><br />those who are interested here is a pic of one like the one i was offerd <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.prestonservices.co.uk/Fowler_7HP_TE_11594_10.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br />but meh shit happens<br />unless anyone has a spare Â£180k and would like to share?<br /><br />also another small milestone in my engine the bunker tank is now finished and will be put away in storage so as not to spoil while other bits are progressed. <br /><br />next hurdle, tank plumbing and smokebox work. hopefully get some moar pictures progress soon <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br />also the wheels are being stripped and will be boiled in caustic then painted too which will make them shineh <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br />its to hot here.....ew...<br /><br />anyway<br />laters!<br /><br />(note this contains stuff of no real consiquence coz i wanted to get ranty journal off my page)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Hate Car Parks &gt;(</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2009 13:51:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i hate carparks<br /><br />some prick has opend there door and slammed it into my rear wing and its dented it and becuase i dont drive a land rover it cant be knocked out and my dad is pissed coz he thinks i did it.<br /><br />i hate people <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>BALTIC SEA FTW!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Jul 2009 08:38:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ as you all know IÂm a bit of an old man, having spent sports day in the most gentlemanly fashion sat on a deck chair upon a Chinese rug in a tartan blanket i wasnÂt surprised at being called grandpa Chris. <br />now, in my newly found old age I thought what better to do for a holiday than a cruse. So off me and my family trundled to Stockholm for a Baltic Sea cruse. <br /><br />Stockholm is awesome, i have never been anywhere so cool in my life, the architecture is amazing and just so different to go on holiday. and everywhere looks different, unlike the med where u go to one place and u have seen it all its really not very interesting, and its hot and sucky and polluted and full of bald guys wearing England football shirts shouting uno beero for me and the wifeo.<br /><br />we got onboard our ship the Vision Of The Seas and were presented with our cabins and settled down to watching the ship being loaded.<br /><br />our next stop was Tallinn in Estonia which is a fascinating place the people are friendly the streets are clean the history is interesting, what more could u want?<br /><br />we returned back to the ship and got changed for dinner and i was met with rapturous laughter as i opened the door muttering "I am a poor old man. My sight is poor, my legs are old and bent.. yes?" <br /><br />St. Petersburg was our next port. oh my god what a weird paranoid country, seriously we stood in a line for half a hour just to get our visa's stamped about 15 times (they dont accept switch lol)  and we had a tour of St. Petersburg. oh my god what a weird place, one minute it was old battered lada's roaring past with 13 people in them the next is was a brand new hummer with all the windows blacked out. really weird shit u kno?<br /><br />anyway sailed back to Stockholm and then were thrown off the ship onto a  bus that took us to the airport for our 3.40pm flight. we arrived at the airport at 9.30am <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /> the flight was delayed so in the end we spent 7 1/2 hours stuck in Stockholm airport. not the ending we had hoped for.<br /><br />anyway was a good time<br /><br />engine progress:<br /> <br />Caledonian Tank Loco Status: Under Construction<br /><br />smokebox profiles cut just waiting for a the outer wrapper material to arrive so i can rivet it all together (its gunnah be a bitch)<br />rear tank is now 90% done and has had its first coat of etch primer which is drying as we speak<br /><br />Atlantic Loco Status: Scrapped For Parts/ Stored<br /><br />I have elected to save the tender and put much more detail into it so it can be used for display or sold on as it is in good condition.<br />The loco however is scrap, it requires new frames and 90% of the castings need replacing so it is uneconomical to restore. it may be assembled and painted to be a static model but will probably be scrapped for the few good parts and the rest sold as scrap metal unless anyone wants a serious project in which case it is Â£30 plus postage and packaging<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Engines Minor Milestone</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2009 14:16:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ got the tank fillers and vents done on my engine so there now ready to be primed and painted.<br /><br />Its a minor milestone i know but its the ending of a chapter for me anyway.<br /><br />now i just gotta seal them properly, finish the outlets for the injectors and seal off 2 holes and then there mounted and ready for the painty mans brush.<br /><br />i'm in 3 minds as to the colour scheme<br /><br />ether black with yellow lining, as in there early orginal livery<br />gloss black br early crest unlined as there mid livery<br />or grubby black care warn look as ther most common livery<br /><br />suggestions?<br />may even do a quick colour of the drawings to see what looks best.<br /><br />also the smokebox parts are being cut as we speek so they will be taking shape in the workshop rather quickly i feel next week. <br /><br />also started making a scale engine shed to put said engine in so the amazing lucy has done a marvelous job drawing up the architects drawings and im slowly working my way through them.<br /><br />lots of micro riveting coming up though as i have to mark out and then drill and rivet the side valences on to the running plate. but that will come later as i require teh moneys for the valences. <br />and i just spent Far too much on the smokebox xO<br /><br />if u want an expensive hobby, try model engineering, if thats to expensive, there is always throwing money into a pit of fire and crying <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><br />Ohh i also redid the small bunker tank coz i was unhappy with it and yeh now it has rivet details which i will upload to see the differnce.<br />its quite amazing the differnce it makes.<br />anyway<br /><br />toodlepip<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Well Rounded Induvidual (Why?)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:06:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so It Was act day at school<br />i can only imagine it meens activitys day <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/shrug2.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /><br />anyway<br /><br />we are made to do stuff off timetable wich sounds fine but can be trying.<br /><br />anyway there secret agenda this time was make us more rounded induviduals.<br />because being jagged and interestin is bad (i return to this later)<br /><br />first we had some namby pamby guy from the UN telling us how everyone shuld live with everyone happily and we shuld all tollerate each other regardless of race ethnicity and sexuality.<br /><br />which is fine. but never gunnah happen ever <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br /><br />then me and teh phil went to a talk on equality in govenment. which was so funny.<br />basicly taxpayers hard earned money filters into this 100 strong section of the government, that basicly moniters how many women work in the british government (a few) and then it tracks how much they are paid and compare it to there male co-workers. with this information they then write it down and then sit on it till the end of the year, when if the government hasnt forfilled its quota for women working in governemt and closing the "pay gap" they then write all this information up into a report and say "naughty you didnt do what we said thats very naughty of u" and then do it all again in the hope they listend<br />im so glad i pay taxes to support these morons <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />then we went to a "what does it meen to be british thing."<br />which was basicly an excuse to drink tea and eat buiscuits.<br /><br />then lunch <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />then we went to listen to a gipsy tell us how we are ruining the world and how its all our fault and that in a few years time we will all be royaly fucked. <br />hoofuckingray <br /><br />then we did some drumming on those bongo drums that the school had bought off the small african vilage we are sponsering.<br /><br />then sat and watched some of the girls including the most beautiful and talented girl ever (love u) do some indian dancing<br /><br />so what did it teach me?<br />What did i learn?<br /><br />basicly, it is better to be interesting and be a "rough jagidy shaped person" and have oppinion on things and to talk about them and be willing to defend them.<br />conversly u could be one of these god awful people who are like yaaaay rainbows and sunshine and happy and everyone holding hands around the world who pretend to be tolerent of everyone.<br />however inorder to be able to tolerate everyone and to be "well rounded" you have to accept that not everyone wants to be like you, and that most people just dont care.<br /><br />me personaly. i like being jagged. im too old and set in my ways to start thinking differntly. and if i did all i would be is depressed and miserable coz everyones not holding hands properly.<br />yes i do make racist jokes and gay jokes and dead baby jokes. <br />so?<br />im tolernt enough to joke about other people but more than happy to laugh at myself.<br />im scottish, and i know that i drink too much and think that hadrian's wall is to keep the english out (and rightly so)<br /><br />i dont think that companys are actively employing just single white men, i think they employ people baised around what they can do.<br /><br />personaly i would chose someone for a job depending on how good they were at it.<br />if i was to have brain surgery i would rather be operated on by a single white guy who has a doctorate in it rather than a old lsebien with parkinsons a bteck in it who only got the job coz there were too many single white guys doing it and the quota said they shuld get the job.<br /><br />i think i may have missed alot there<br />but yeh<br />oppinions  <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/bucktooth.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":B" title="Bucktooth" /><br /><br /><br />Moar to come probebly<br /><br />its still tooo hot >O<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Hate Being Hot</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jun 2009 14:48:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its Too Damn Hot<br /><br />Seriously<br /><br />Its Not That i hate The Sun Or Sunny Wether, I Just Like Sunny Weather When Its -10<br /><br />People annnoy the fuck out of me coz there like ohhh be happy its hot<br /><br />just no <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /> i hate being hot why the fuck shuld i pretend to be happy when actualy i just want to be lying in a pile of snow on a mountain far away from everyone.<br /><br />also has anyone noticed the increase in awful photography now the sun is out?<br /><br />seriously its like ohh its sunny i must now take pictures of a tree from 5 differnt angles in black and white and name it the same thing but number them and coppy and paste the description.<br /><br />its shit. stop it <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br /><br />also i have started desiging my own model/ kit<br /><br />once finished shuld i consider getting it published?<br />comments appreciated<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Hate Summer/ WANTED/Job Plz/End Of Exams</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Jun 2009 11:35:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's Too Damn Hot Here.<br />Why Can't It Go Back To Being -10 But Sunny<br /><br />WANTED<br />Person With Cold Place Who Wants It Looked After.<br />Will Considder Swapping Houses.<br /><br />That Or Someone Who Wants To Sponser Me To Snowboard.<br /><br />Just Yeh<br />Somewere Cold <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br /><br />Also Anyjob Offers Welcome<br />I Can Do Many Things And Am Willing To Learn.<br /><br />Had My Last Exam Today.<br />So Yeh Now Just Gotta Wait Till August For Results.<br />If I Do Well Yay<br />If Not I'm Gunnah Have To Talk My Way Back Into School<br />Hopefully The First One<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I BLOODY PAST!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 May 2009 05:26:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IVE JUST PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM SOOOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />1ST TIME PASS <br /><br />I'm Going To Celibrate With A Pizza And Some Champagne <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Also Elfie Your Hair Dye Has Arrived <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Requests?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 May 2009 07:57:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Suddenly thaught humm do the peoples of internet-land have any requests or ideas for stuff to make/ring ideas?<br /><br />if u do ether comment or note or email to bespokedesigns@hotmail.co.uk<br /><br />I'm intregued as to your responses <br /><br />also one personal ring may be arriving for sale soon which as far as i know hasnt been offerd for sale yet <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />in other news im slowly liking my pug more and more as the gearbox is being remoulded how i like it and is finaly ajusting to the fact it needs to change quickly and smoothly rather than as a detour route down a cliff face using a leaf spring as a snowboard.<br />mmm snowboards.<br />i want one xD<br /><br />gah driving test tomorrows<br />wish me luck!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>O.o Oh God</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 May 2009 16:48:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i have my driving exam on wednesday.<br />shiiiiit.<br />im worrid more about my driving exam then my a-levels.<br />is that bad?<br /><br />but weeeee i love driving so much.<br /><br />i r has car too <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br />*yawn* oh my i have to be up to drive a tractor round in circles cutting grass in 10 hours.<br /><br />ANYWAY.<br /><br />i shuld be in bed now and the person i want to be in bed with me is miles away and it sucks and ugh.<br /><br />oh deer.<br /> <br />i need money so i have devised a cunning plan to make it.<br /><br />also bbc/itv/channel 4 is realy realy shit.<br />its just full of emo/indy shitty attention whorey crap like "pulling" or "coming of age" or "hollyoaks" or "the news at ten"<br /><br />its bad people<br />anyway<br />NIGHT<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What  A Week</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 May 2009 11:31:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate the following<br />computers<br />apple<br />british gas.<br /><br />i hate computers coz i was upgrading mine and somehow managed to blow it up.<br />which sucks.<br /><br />apple is a money whoring bastard compony that sucks shit.<br />seroiously i hate apple so muc i want to give al quieda a quicktime file containing all americas secrets to open in a vista pc and they wil get so annoyed and frustrated at it they wil go fuck the jehad on the west and put a jehad on apple inc coz it is SO FUCKING  ANOYING<br /><br />i Hate british gas coz they have broke our home boiler and we have had no hot water or centeral heating for nearly 10 days now.<br /><br />does anyone know were i could get a fullsize horse model?<br />For a garden.<br />its a present for a friend.<br /><br />dominace is an in joke <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Updateage :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 May 2009 11:57:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm Feeling Better!!<br /><br />Yes You Read Right I'm No longer Dyeing Of Swine Flue<br />Doctor Gave Me Some Oinkment xD<br /><br />ANYWAY<br /><br />Life Dept.<br />Stuff Is Pootiling Along Nicely Now IÂm No longer Bed Bound<br />3 Days Of Porrige Morning Noon And Night Isn't Fun.<br /><br />Money Dept.<br />I Has None Spent It All On Engine Bits xD<br /><br />Engineering Dept.<br />Caledonian Dock Tank Is Progressing Nicely Now.<br />This is mainly because the Atlantic Loco Has Been Marked Up As Scrap and will probably never run again owing to previous owner running it into the ground and performing numerous shoddy repairs it will be restored to display quality but sadly non functioning. <br />For the dock tank IÂm Getting The Smokebox Wrapper And Inner Plates Cut And Rolled Ready For Assebly And Finishing, The brake gear is coming together and I have finished all the tanks and the cab is 90% complete.<br />Im now looking for funds for the boiler as it is Â£800 which isnÂt a lot in boiler terms but is a lot in student income terms.<br />IÂm also making a start on the pipe work but this is low priority at the minute, mainly making flangesÂ.hehe flange xD<br /><br />Also shiny pictures of one of my rings coming soon too. ItÂs a variation on the union ring tangent. For those who donÂt remember the union ring its here <a href="http://wolfishtendencys.deviantart.com/art/Union-Ring-114095184">[link]</a><br /><br /><br />School department<br /><br />Technology is pootling along well I just need to finish my portfolio by Friday which is easily done, and I am predicted an A/A* in it. Which is good<br /><br />Geography is going well, im steadily improving I think which is a good thing. Predicted C/B but im aiming for an A<br /><br />Biology is going ok if it wasnÂt for the fact both my teachers hate me and I resent them. Considering getting a u on purpose just to see there faces when I tell them im doing it next year. Unless I can change and do chemistry or phyisics instead. Hoping I can change coz I hate biology, its boring as fuck, not interesting in anyway and u are going mostly coz we said so because they cant show u a glycosidic bond. <br />My teacher actually had a go at me for Ânot being a passionate biologistÂ.<br />I so nearly replied im not a passionat biologist the reason im here is coz its cheeper than nursery.<br />But decided not to as I was not in the mood for an argument and replied with a deffusing okÂ..<br />Lol<br /><br /><br />Skydiving dept.<br />Still going, requiring moneys atm.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm That Kinda Person......</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Apr 2009 12:32:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Who Would Hurl Himself Out A Plane For Money<br /><br />Yes You Read Correct Me And Mah Lucy Are Both Delightfully Mad, So Naturaly We Have Decided To Do A Sponsed Skydive In Aid Of Leonard Cheshire Disablity, After Seeing A Prity Picture Of It.<br /><br />Any Contributions Welcome Or For Those Who Just Want To See Me Jump Out A Plane In The Hope My Parachute Works Please Note Me And I Shall Send U My Paypal Address Or U Can Send A Cheque.<br /><br />We Need To Raise At Least Â£1000 So We Have Some Work To Do!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>*Filler Material*</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Mar 2009 13:43:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeh As Above Realy<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'VE GONE COLD FREKING TURKY!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Mar 2009 13:16:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes You read Right i have stopped the alcohol for a whole 4 Days!!!<br />Im SO Prowd Of Myself<br /><br />K BIT of a story here<br />Basicly my awsomest best frind teh <a href="http://guitarguy42.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/u/guitarguy42.jpg?1" alt=":iconguitarguy42:" title="guitarguy42"/></a> Phillip was getting worrid about my drinking habits.<br /><br />i wasnt worrid coz i thaught i had it under controll<br />but sunday evening i tootedf up what i had drunken over the course of the weekend and its as follows<br /><br />Orange juce nd gin for brekfast<br />1 1/2 beers with lunch<br />1 cup of tea<br />whisky before evening meal<br />half a bottle of red whine with meal<br />port after meal<br /><br />sunday<br />3 beers with lunch<br />2 cups of tea<br />1/4 bottle of red wine with meal<br />port after meal<br />2 beers late in evening<br /><br />it wasnt as much that that worrid me but more the fact it didnt effect me. like at all.<br />so i decided with help from teh Phillip that a dry week would do my liver good and help lower the proof of my blood!!<br /><br />only problem is since i have stopped drinking my knee and hip have started killing me again so now im on cocodamol most the time so its a double edged sword atm<br /><br />anyway<br />progress with both engines is slowly ramping up in speed as more bits start falling into place<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cuz I Can</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Mar 2009 13:49:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hi<br /><br />After a biology lesson (which are getting much easyer as it all slots in <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />) I had the other day all about cancer it made me think about life so here I am to ramble a few thaughts. <br />anyone who wants just an update scroll down<br /><br />Cancers can appear at any given point in your life, 1 in 3 of us will develop cancer and of them 1 in 4 of them will die. <br />so why wait to die?<br />You never know when something may happen, nobody knows when our time is neer untill it is too late.<br />Trust me I have had enough neer death experiances to know how it feels.<br /><br />People rave about these new diets or lifestyles that can help make u live a long and healty life so they can live for ages and be lowerd back into the greive in little worse condition than it came into this world.<br /><br />I personaly say fuck that. I would much rather skid sideways into my greive on fire pissed going "Dude that was so worth it!!"<br /><br />so next time somone says no u cant do that, turn to them and look them in the eye and say "watch me"<br /><br />in other news I passed my theroy test with no drama what so ever which is awsome and i have booked my practical test too!<br /><br />moar shiny metals coming soon too<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Where The Hell Did My Holiday Go</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2009 07:24:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ heh, got school tomorrow<br /><br />arses.<br /><br />ANYWAY<br />does anyone hereknow a good way of removing enamel paint from brass and steel??<br /><br />ive tried heating, oiling, acid bathing and drain/oven cleaner nd nothings working so far.<br /><br />yeh need to repaint loco frames and there manky xO.<br /><br />woot new 6mpxl camera and 4gb memory card! only Â£30 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />ebay is a wonderful thing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />wow i realy need a job<br /><br />toodles!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Technological Woes</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Feb 2009 13:16:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've Been having Tech gremlins<br /><br /><br />All started when last friday i found out my laptop (which is made of awsomesauce, badly) is kinda slowly dieing of a terminal degeneration of the mother board. so its gunna slowly degenerate untill it just dosnt start up at all. which sucks. <br /><br />Then whilst filming shit for a jackass style film with <a href="http://guitarguy42.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/u/guitarguy42.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconguitarguy42:" title="guitarguy42"/></a>, Will and danny, Josh ground my only 4 week old camera into the floor while sitting on a skatebord that had just flown over the camera. in fairness he did some face surfing and was fucking hillarious to watch, and rewatch, and rewatch,  but still. damn <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br /><br />And just today my external hard drive thats less that 3 months old died taking with it 99% of my music so im now musicless for 14-fuck knows when days while the tech wombles at pc world fixes it and recovers what they can.<br /><br />Meenwhile in the world of gears, metal and objects rather than black magic, in my workshop, it has been cleaned and reshuffled so i have more room around my big lathe and just in general. chucked out loads and removed from it:<br />One bed<br />One Workbench<br />Loads Of wood<br />26 yards of track<br />A Bucket Of Scrap Including a cast oirn base, 2 carpet rods and a poorly made inhereted hand pump<br /><br />so yeh it is empty now so hopefully more time can be spent doing usefull stuff rather than looking for it.<br />I have also decided to scrap my wee pillar drill coz it has an amazing ability to drill holes that are not straight, but also oftern not circular<br /><br />thats all<br />byes<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 09:47:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was tagged by Teh GreyKitty <a href="http://greykitty.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/r/greykitty.gif?4" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongreykitty:" title="greykitty"/></a> so I shall do it this one time cause I'm very bored. <br /><br />If there was a movie about your life, what kind of soundtrack it would have?<br />1. Put your Windows media player, iTunes, etc. on shuffle<br />2. For each scene, press the next button to get your ST for that scene.<br />3. Do not cheat! You must write down that song (and artist) name, no matter how stupid or unsuitable it is!<br />4. Tag four people.<br /><br />Opening:<br />This Calling - All That Remains<br /><br />Waking Up:<br />Legends Never Die - As Blood Runs Black<br /><br />A Regular Day:<br />S.E.X - Nickleback<br /><br />Work:<br />All The Small Things - Blink182<br /><br />Stress:<br />Slaves Shall Serve - Behemoth<br /><br />Hobby:<br />Whispers in the Dark - Skillet<br /><br />A Day Off:<br />Burnout - Greenday<br /><br />Sunset:<br />Pennyroyal Tea - Nirvana<br /><br />Fullmoon:<br />Her Portrait In Black - Atreyu<br /><br />Fall In Love:<br />The God That Failed - Metalica<br /><br />A Date:<br />Till We Die - Slipknot<br /><br />Walking In The Rain:<br />End - Bullet for My Valentine<br /><br />Fight!:<br />Necrosadistic Warning - Cannibal Corpes<br /><br />Hassle:<br />Story Of A Lonely Guy - Blink 182<br /><br />Reconciliation:<br />Nothing - Dry Kill Logic<br /><br />A Secret Love:<br />Everyone Has Aids! - Team America Soundtrack (XD LOL)<br /><br />Heartbreak:<br />Pure Haterid - Chimera<br /><br />Life Is Ok:<br />The Funny Thing About getting Pistol Whipped Is... - From Autumn To Ashes<br /><br />Party!:<br />Detonation - Trivium<br /><br />A Happy Moment With Friends:<br />She Came In Through The Bathroom Window - The Beatles<br /><br />Disappointment:<br />Master Of Puppets - Metalica<br /><br />Holidays:<br />Ear To Ear - Whitechappel<br /><br />Driving A Car:<br />This Fire Burns - Kilswitch Engage<br /><br />Get-Together:<br />All My Friends Are Dead - Turbonegro<br /><br />Memories:<br />Theroy Of A Dead Man - Better Off <br /><br />Happy Dance:<br />Spit It Out - Slipknot<br /><br />Going To Sleep:<br />Extinct - Nile<br /><br />Sadness:<br />Rot - Dry Kill Logic<br /><br />Succeeding:<br />Vicious Betrail - All That Remains<br /><br />Oblivion:<br />Mindtricks - Desaamonia Mundi<br /><br />Night With Someone:<br />Furtive Monologue - Dispised icon<br /><br />Long Night Alone:<br />Join Me - H.I.M<br /><br />The Last Fight:<br />Twist - Korn<br /><br />Death:<br />Everything Ends - Slipknot<br /><br />Ending:<br />Lip Gloss And Black - Atreyu<br /><br />The End:<br />312 - Aqme<br /><br /><br />Heh, That Filled A Minute Or Two.<br />My Music Rules <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />I Tags These Peoples <br /><br /><a href="http://guitarguy42.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/u/guitarguy42.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconguitarguy42:" title="guitarguy42"/></a> <a href="http://momowww.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/momowww.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmomowww:" title="momowww"/></a> And Anyone Else Who wants To<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Meh</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Feb 2009 09:59:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Nuff Said<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>SNOW</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2009 10:52:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ we just had some snow<br />nd not usual tonbridge limp wristed meh wether<br />like proper snow<br /><br />me nd my mate phil walked into school, then walked out coz they were doing some gay "world day" thing so we said fuck that. and we went sledging<br /><br />first we walked from phils in tonbride up to southborough, and did some sledging on a huge hill, then we were like woo go to bidborugh ridge and did some amazung stuff there which actuay brokeded the sledge a bit<br /><br />But Yea I LOVE SNOW<br />Wishing i had a snowbord tho :/<br />Made me realise just how much i love the snow nd want to live somewere snowey<br />So, if anyone lives somewere snowy nd wants a guy to do stuff for them can i move in with u?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>More Stuff To Think About</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jan 2009 10:48:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok Im Watching The News And I Was Actualy Shouting at The telly so i thaught id shout here too coz here it wont change to the weather report half shout....<br /><br />Anyway<br /><br />Firstly, "The Recession" <br /><br />If it is as bad as the media is making out.<br />How come loads of companys are making profets? so therfore not loosing money. <br />How come most people still have jobs?<br />How come most people are still able to pay there morgages?<br /><br />My theroy is that if "the media" shut the fuck up about it for a month, people would forget and start spending money again, thus digging us out of the hole we are talking ourselves into.<br /><br />Ford, and many other car manufactuers, shuld maby think that the reason nobody wants to buy ther big trucks or cars with massive engines that drink fuel like its going out of fassion, in a time where fuel prices are rising, soooo maby it would be a better idea to have more economical cars? <br /><br />Secondly, "The Gaza Issue"<br /><br />The BBC are not showing a aid appeal clip in aid of gaza and everyone is crying over it. its going out on 5 other tv stations so its not like ure gunna miss it and to be fair most people do know about it, they just dont care because if your a county stupid enough to bomb the county next to u over a long period of time, maby u shuld expect them to get pissed off at u and retaliate. perhaps?<br /><br />admitiedly the whole middle east problem is Britans fault after we carved it up after the second world war. <br />however, if people stopped getting so wound up in there religion or race or sexuality then maby it would not be such an issue?<br />Just a thaught<br /><br />Thridly Paris Hilton<br /><br />Paris hilton is a stupid spoiled whore<br />end ov<br /><br />ANYWAY<br /><br />Does anyone know anything about setting up a website coz i am thinking of doing so and i know sod all about it.<br />any experiance is good and if u can do it then PLEASE get in touch.<br /><br />have made some new designs and such that will be coming soon when some things fall into place.<br /><br />also, both engines are progressing well<br /><br />yeah<br />ranty journal over!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Contains BSG</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2009 10:17:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMFG this is awsome<br /><br />I've been guifted a pair of electric visual BSG glasses, as worn by Bam Margera.<br /><br />Not exactly sure how or by who yet but i have a idea.<br />but omfg woooooo<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Hate People</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Jan 2009 10:47:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ See Above<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>You Know That Feeling....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Jan 2009 13:15:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You get when u spend half a hour making something and it is gone in a few seconds.<br /><br />Sometimes it makes u go oh for fuck sake.<br />Othertimes it makes u go shit that blew up quick<br />Mostly It leves u feeling strange.<br /><br />I get a mixture of them all but it has lead me to realise something.<br /><br />Some things are worth persuing, even if the end output is a piece Of paper with a letter on it. <br />Others are not.<br />You have to realise what is worthwhile in life and what isnt and priortise accordingly.<br /><br />Just some ramblings from an old man<br /><br />Hope it is of some use<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>HA Well That Was Fun :P</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Dec 2008 10:18:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yep Im In Brighton At The Moment.<br />Thats Not Fun.<br />No<br /><br />Chrismas Was Okish, Pain Bowt Mum being A Bit Ugh But Yea Shit Happens<br />Yard of Shortbread Was cool tho <br />ohh And Car Insurance Monies. Coz Yea Im driving Now.<br /><br />ANYHOO<br /><br />New Stuff to Be Uploaded in The Form Of Photographs And Design Sketches and Possibly A View Of Were All The Sniny goodness comes From.<br /><br />owing to the overwelming one response to the zippo design contest, ive decided to not hold it.<br /><br />new rings coming too.<br /><br />one plain stainless<br />one special stainless<br />one gold  (tba)<br />one stainless with diamonds (tba)<br /><br />also engine pictures avalable if peeps want to see.<br /><br /><br /><br />Oh Yea The Fun Was Watching My Ring glow red hot<br />That was fun<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>Updatings</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Nov 2008 10:39:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Firstly I Have Heartagrams Cut From Stainless Steel<br />See Here >> <a href="http://wolfishtendencys.deviantart.com/art/Heartagram-From-Stainless-102578464">[link]</a><br /><br />Also I Am Now King<br /><a href="http://wolfishtendencys.deviantart.com/art/My-Throne-103206418">[link]</a>  << Shuld Explane That Statment Rather Well<br /><br />(I'm Probs Gunna Be Uploading Lots Into My Scraps So They Will Probs Be Worth Watching For Those Of U Who Don't<br /><br />In Arty News.<br /><br />Thinking Of Doing A Zippo Design Contest.<br />Idea Is, Design A Awsome Thing To Be Cut And Bonded (Hehe) To A Zippo Lighter.<br />I'll See What The Responses Are to It And Its Intrest, BUt If It Seems Like Lots Of People Want A Go Then Ill Upload Some Criteria. <br />Not Sure What The Winner Will Get, Probs A Subscription Or A Print Of There Choice Or Something.<br /><br />Gunna Upload Some Pics Of My Engine Tender I Have Started Repainting Which Is Realy Cool Coz It Looks Soo Nice ^.^<br /><br />In Other News<br /><br />I Had My 3rd Driving Lesson Today And Went Through The Highstreet And Did All the Roundabowts With No Hassle. Also Did National Limit (60mph, 96kph) On The Wet Which Was So Much Fun. <br /><br />Boiler Overhaul On Atlantic Loco Is Progressing Well And I Hope To Start On Stays Soon ^^<br /><br />Still No Sign Of A Camera Tho Â¬.Â¬<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>10p Differnce</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Nov 2008 13:27:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ All that stands between me and my engine bits <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />stupid bank account why cant u be bulging with moneys<br /><br />anyway<br /><br />stuff being worked on atm:<br />Mahogany Necklace 75% done<br />Stainless steel Heartagram 35% done<br />Candlesticks, 2 nerly finished, 13 to do<br /><br />ive also got some shelves to put up, and loads of engine stuff to do<br /><br />Good news tho<br />Boiler For My lil engine Costs Â£695 which is like bargan of the century<br /><br />My big boiler will be done at school tho which is gunna be fun...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>SHIT.............................I'm Old</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Oct 2008 03:53:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hehe<br />Birthday Yesterday!!<br />yea was great<br />had my first driving lesson and omfg driving is soo so so much fun<br />then<br />then<br />the dani came round!!!<br />and my old people and cousins, and they brought giftings and cake!!<br />i has monies now!!!<br />*soon to dissapear on new engine(which rules)*<br /><br />Ohh then we went out for dinner which was realy realy nice...<br />THEN<br />beddybies<br />and now i wake up and go SHIT IM OLD<br />im gunna retire at the end of the year proberbly...<br /><br />And yes phill u can borrow the cd i shall lash u it tomorrows. yais.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Damn It</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Oct 2008 12:15:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This Is Advice To Everyone<br />NEVER DO DIFFICULT STUFF WHEN U HAVE A HEADACHE!!!!<br />It Just Makes Everything Worse And Worse Coz U Get Frustraited..<br /><br /><br />Yea just took the emergency pump out the tender of my engine (coz It Was made badly and installed wrong -.-#<br />and my god my head and the damn thing was fighting every step of the way.<br />which is gerneraly the way when restoring steam engines but when u have a headache my god it makes it trying<br /><br />anyway<br />winge over<br /><br />chair is currently under construction and i have also got a example of a stainless heartagram coming<br /><br />few other bits in the pipeline whcih shall progress as time and moneys become more readily avalable<br /><br />*needs job*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Shit, Yay, Shit, Fuck</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Oct 2008 09:24:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1st Shit.<br />Had A Biology Test And My Teacher Gave Me The Wrong Test. So I Have To Redo It<br />Damn Her<br /><br />Yay<br />My New Engine Has Finaly Arrived And It Looks Beautiful.<br />Going To Upload Pictures When I Can.<br />For Why See Down Below \/<br /><br />2nd Shit<br />Had to Go To London.<br />I Hate London<br />Wasn't Too Bad Coz I Had Quite A Good Time With My Friends And Took Loads Of Pictures So I Could Remember The Day.<br />Oh But My Camara Dissapered Between Me Getting On The Train And Me On The Platform Watching The Train Dissapear Too Hastings.<br />Shit.<br /><br />Fuck<br />People Suck<br />I Saw This And My Hatrid Of People Just Intensified By 1000%<br />See Here>>> <a href="http://yuumei.deviantart.com/art/14-and-Counting-100563968">[link]</a><br /><br />Devils Comments:<br />1/4 See Me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Damn You Duuuhl</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Oct 2008 15:30:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ DHL, Pernounced Duuuuhl, Suks.<br /><br />I Was Supposed To Recive A Nice Big Crate Today Full Of Steam Engine That Was Overnight Posted From Linconshire (Place Of Great Steam And Tea) On Wednesday.<br /><br />As You Can Probebly Tell It Hasn't Arrived And Probebly Wont Till Monday, When Im At School, So I Will Have To Go And Colect It From Some Depot Somewere.<br /><br />This Is Damn Annoying.<br /><br />To Make Matters Worse My Parents Are Under The Impression That Its A Small Parcel With Engineering Stuff In It.<br /><br />In Other Steam Baised News I Have Made A Start On Braising My Tanks Together For My Other Engine With A View To Getting The Boiler Late Spring Next Year.<br /><br />All Other Engines Progressing Nicely.<br /><br />Any More Info Or Pictures Wanted, Comment And I Shall Divulge Into My Interesting, If A Little Odd Hobby.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>More Stuffs</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Sep 2008 05:37:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ More Stuff Coming Soon, Notebly A Pendent, Dogtags, Evolution Of The Stay Candle, And Another Ring.<br /><br />As You May Or May Not Have Seen The Bolt Ring Has Been Made Avalable To America.<br /><br />MY LATHE IS NOW UP AND RUNNING AGAIN THANX TO THE WORKSHP AT THE RAILWAY!!<br /><br />Also, Guitars Soon To Start Preduction, Coming Up Are A Flying V And A Refined Version Of This <a href="http://guitarguy42.deviantart.com/art/my-second-guitar-86700257">[link]</a><br /><br />As Ever Any Ideas Welcomed.<br /><br />On A More Personal Note, I've Not Been Myself Realy Lately, Been Starting A New School And Ive Not Been Settling In Well. But Ive Kinda Turned A Corner Now So I Shuld Start Being Myself Again Soon, Which Depending On Your Veiw Is Good Or Bad.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Why?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Sep 2008 10:04:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why is it that sometimes people make the most stupid decisions??<br />sereously?<br />its all going well then u fuck up, and whatever u do to help u just make it worse.<br />u try and be submissive but what if your always submissive and u dont know what to do next<br />u end up regreting it for ages.<br />and it hurts.<br />im thinking when i have enough money im just gunna move away to nowere and live alone were i cant hurt people.<br />will u miss me?<br />nahh, corse not.<br />i just fuck up.<br />im not worth anything<br />its been made clear so many times and i just dont get the hints<br />but now ive gotten it<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Updateage!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Sep 2008 07:17:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Update of stuffs that has been going on.<br /><br />Got my GCSE Results and did quite well which is good!!!<br />Managed To Get Into The 6Th Form I wanted to, which is good, but im now the only guy in my form, which is quite frankly terrifying as i am now going to be surrounded by militant feminists. <br />Oh deer god what have I Done <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /><br /><br />*EDIT*<br />Im Not The only guy!!!<br />I Has Ben In My form So All Is Ok<br /><br /><br />On Another note my ageid old lathe (at least 60 years old) has suferd a tool post breakage so work has become slow as i have been doing everything i can on my tiny tiny lathe (less than 12" between centers) but one of the machinests at the railway has kindly offerd to make me a new one.<br /><br />I have also now become associated with the restoration of a plouging engine neer me as well as general maintenence of other steam equipment.<br />only been once so far but am looking forward to the next time eagerly.<br /><br />We HAVE PAYPAL!!!<br />After many many Annoyances during bank moveing i have finaly set it up and can send and recieve moneys Which Is Usefull For taking Orders.<br />So Now Bespoke Designs Has Joined The Modern Day!<br /><br />Also By The Next update I Shuld Have A Shiney New engine coz I'm enquireing about it as i type.<br />nyeash <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jul 2008 09:38:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Me and My Friend Phil have combined our skills to start making Bespoke Items to any design. From Rings and Necklaces to Cutlery and Guitars. And we want to hear from you!<br />We are based In Kent, England and Are looking forward to any designs you may have.<br />Made to the highest possible quality and customers exact specifications, we build them to as tight a time scale as possible to ensure your Bespoke Design is both a quality product, but low cost as possible.<br /><br />Here Are some Links To Our Products<br /><br /><a href="http://wolfishtendencys.deviantart.com/art/Bolt-Ring-88653876">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://wolfishtendencys.deviantart.com/art/Candle-Stay-91293692">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://wolfishtendencys.deviantart.com/art/Inlay-Bolt-Ring-91350359">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://wolfishtendencys.deviantart.com/art/Line-Artagram-91685955">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://wolfishtendencys.deviantart.com/art/Pointy-Stick-83863115">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://wolfishtendencys.deviantart.com/art/Underworld-Style-Discs-84165654">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://guitarguy42.deviantart.com/art/my-second-guitar-86700257">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://guitarguy42.deviantart.com/art/my-first-guitar-87190289">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://guitarguy42.deviantart.com/art/bespoke-designs-samples-88853742">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://guitarguy42.deviantart.com/art/Bolt-necklace-90045218">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://guitarguy42.deviantart.com/art/my-third-guitar-plans-afoot-91075014">[link]</a><br /><br />How does it work?<br /><br />All you Have to do is write an email to us at:<br />bespokedesigns-hotmail.com (replace - with @ )<br />Include your written well explained idea or drawing, your name, postage address, email address and we will contact you with a computer generated drawing of what the finished design will look like and how much it will cost to make.<br />Cost Is inclusive of materials, labour and postage.<br />Unfortunately we are unable to post outside of the UK at this stage however as we grow we will be branching out into other countries.<br />Looking forward to hearing from you with ideas, suggestions or designs to be made or quoted.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bespoke Designs</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Jun 2008 09:20:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Me and My Friend Phil have combined our skills to start making Bespoke Items to any design. From Rings and Necklaces to Cutlery and . And we want to hear from you!<br />We are based In Kent, England and Are looking forward to any designs you may have.<br />So far we have been contacted to make 2 stainless steel rings. Made to the highest possible quality and customers exact specifications, we build them to as tight a time scale as possible to ensure your Bespoke Design is both a quality product, but low cost as possible.<br />Pictures to appear soon!<br />How does it work?<br />All you Have to do is write an email to us at:<br />bespokedesigns-hotmail.com (replace - with @ )<br />Include your written well explained idea or drawing, your name, postage address, email address and we will contact you with a computer generated drawing of what the finished design will look like and how much it will cost to make.<br />Cost Is inclusive of materials, labour and postage.<br />Unfortunately we are unable to post outside of the UK at this stage however as we grow we will be branching out into other countries.<br />Looking forward to hearing from you with ideas, suggestions or designs to be made or quoted.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>Last Day Of School</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 May 2008 11:12:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wooo I just finished my last day of school.<br />I now only have to go in for exams which totaly rocks.<br />We had such good plans all of which failed miserably.<br /><br />Plan 1: To Build A Shed In The Maths Block<br />Reason For Failure: Sodding Too Many Bits Thats Why<br /><br />We got all the bits, walked them all the way through town, everything was set but it needed an a frame to work and we couldent make one which suks ass. However getting it was great fun. Was supposed to be Â£140 but we bought it for Â£50. But now its in Will's garden.<br /><br />Plan 2: The Great Switcharoo<br />Reason For Failure: Facial Hair<br />There is a plaque in the maths block. I took the mesurements for the bolt holes and made a new one which read:<br /><br />This prison block was erected by mike hunt during big birds last reign of power and was brought to you by the number 69 and the motto, work hard, play hard, stay hard<br /><br />We got it into school. but i was put into isolation for the last day because I have a goatie. petty isnt it. I get away with it for two years and on the last day they dicide to punish me for it so I the plaque is on hold.<br />I am making a video though and it will be avalable to anyone who wants a watch.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>A Scary Night</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 May 2008 05:03:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As I sit here typing away I am very lucky to be here.<br />Ever since I was about 2 I have been hyper allergic to nuts. And have never had a reaction since. At least that was the case until last night.<br />After a long day at school my mum decided to treat us and some of her friends to a Chinese takeaway. I have eaten them in the past and always been ok; usually I just have ribs or rice. This time though, I had something else. And it nearly killed me. <br /><br />I started feeling a odd tingling in my lips and at the back of my throat and knew what was coming. So I left the table and took a piriton tablet to try and slow the reaction. Within a few minutes my neck was swelling up, cutting off my airways making it increasingly difficult to breath. I took my adrenalin injection and dad called for an ambulance. My eyes were blood red and my vision was a bit blurred. I was taken to the living room and laid out on the sofa. From here it gets very sketchy as I dipped in and out of consciousness. <br /><br />I can remember to unfamiliar faces dressed in green putting a oxygen mask on my face. It made me feel a bit better, until the sickness resurfaced and I threw up in the mask. My mask was full of sick, I couldnÂt breath because I was choking in floods of sick and my throat was constricting quickly. This was the scariest part and was the only time I thought that I really wasnÂt going to make it. It was removed and I filled a few buckets. I can remember my legs twitching franticly. And from then it was just dipping in and out of reality. <br /><br />The next thing I remember is waking up in an ambulance and thinking "what a comfy pillow". Mum was there and my throat wasn't as swollen but it was still quite difficult to breath. I was plugged into computers and had wires sprouting from everywhere. <br /><br />After that I can remember waking up in hospital attached to another load of wires and tubes. I had a few questions asked me. Then I was left in resuscitation with another oxygen mask. It was weird, and smelt like Switzerland. I kept looking up at the monitor to see what was going on with me. Everything was racing, especially my heart rate. But that was the adrenalin injection that had done that. <br /><br />My reaction started at 9:30ish and I arrived at the hospital at 10:30 in the evening and was finally allowed to go home at 1 in the morning. I returned home and was given lots of hugs and pats on the back from my brother and dad who had stayed home to worry.  <br /><br />IÂm fine now though and am very much looking forward to seeing all my friends again. I love them all immensely.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Apr 2008 15:00:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sorry if you get a note saying that i have added you as a friend<br />da decided to un-friendship and un-watch me so i missed out on like 3 days. sorry <br />luv ya all<br />xx<br />wolfie<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>A Bit Off</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Apr 2008 16:18:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You Always Think Your Mind Is The Safest Place In The Worl. Its Just Your's And Nobody Can Influence It. Its Your's And Nobody Can Take It Or Hide It From You.<br />You Ever Get To The Point In Your Life Were You Again Have No Idea Whats Going To Happen To You Or The Ones You Care About Around You. <br />Well I'm Kinda There At The Moment And It's Not Very Nice. In Fact It's Damn Scary.<br />Everyone You Want to Get Close To Just Gets Further Away, People You Trusted Stab You In The Back. One Minute Everythings Certan, Then Things Suddenly Change In A Phone Call. You Don't Know Whats Going On, Everythings Changing, Everyones Crying And There Is Nothing I Can Do.<br />So Yea If I'm A Little Off Recently Thats Kinda Why.<br />My Mind Is No Longer Safe. It's Scary, People Scream At Me, Shout At Me, Hate Me, And Only I Can Hear Them. And Theres Nothing Anybody Can Do. Coz Nobody Can Influence It, Nobody Can Take It Away And Nobody Can Hide It From Me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>Happy Thoughts</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Mar 2008 11:49:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts,Happy Thoughts, Happy Thoughts.<br />Nope Sorry I Still Wanna Kill Somone.<br />People SUCK<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>Alone Or Just On My Own</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Feb 2008 10:17:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Been quite a nice day today.<br />Spent most of it completely by myself.<br />Apart from Stephen dropping of a punch he borrowed and the cleaners bumbling around, well, cleaning. IÂve been all by myself all day.<br />And surprisingly, I was happier than I generally was.<br />Sounds weird but although I was on my own, I didnÂt feel alone.<br />Normally I feel lonely pretty much 24/7, and I think this is because there is generally someone else around, which for some unknown reason makes me feel lonely. But today I was perfectly happy.<br />So if anybody has a house in the middle of nowhere they want looking after, drop me a note and ill quite happily do so. Just give me enough for food and ill b fine.<br />Hmmm, IÂm weird arenÂt I?<br />Love<br />xxxx<br />Wolfie<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>Dog Sitting!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Feb 2008 08:37:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woo I'm Dog Sitting for the weekend!<br />How cool is that!<br />His name is chip and he is a Collie and I love him already!<br />So yea week is getting better slowly.<br />And sorry if I have been biting your heads off a bit lately, but you know how I feel about people.<br />loveage<br />xxx<br />Wolfie<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>A Interesting Moment</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jan 2008 14:20:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IsnÂt It weird how one moment can change you view on things.<br />On Monday I collapsed at school because some medication I was given made my blood pressure drop though the floor.<br />This was quite interesting for me because one moment I was talking to the receptionist and the next I had about 5 people around me shouting at me to wake up.<br />In-between those two moments felt like a very long time.<br />I lay in the darkness while my heart got back to speed thinking.<br />Questions floating around I had never thought of began circling me.<br />Questions like, I wander what its like to be inside an egg or what would it feel like to implode.<br />Random and rather non related, but when you waiting to regain awareness, they seem like really important questions (anybody with experience of ether please share)<br />Something else I noticed since, while you are reading this, your web browser will probably have shown the loading sign at the bottom, however it makes no difference at all to the page. Why?<br />What for? Did I ask it to do this? Should I allow it? <br />mmm<br />I should probably do some drawing or something to keep my inquisitions at bay.<br />Bye all<br />P.S, IÂm fine now by the way.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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                <title>1st Journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jan 2008 12:09:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woo Finally Got Round To My First Journal Entry.<br />
Not Much To Talk About Really.<br />
End Of School Is Looming And IÂm Apprehensive Of WhatÂs On The Other Side. <br />
6th Forms And So On, New World For Me. <br />
Friends Are All Changing And Moving Around.<br />
Found Out Recently That Because Of One Selfish Act By Another Nearly 11 Years Ago, I Am Who I Am Today.<br />
Past Is Scary.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~WolfishTendencys</author>
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