http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:X-Teh-Stalker&section=today deviantART RSS for by:X-Teh-Stalker en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 23:57:54 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/28912446/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/28912446/ Sat, 12 Dec 2009 22:33:02 PST gloomynekochan ^ -^


For a while now, I've felt like completely throwing in the towel on drawing and most any form of art. While it's been a huge part of my life, all my life, I wasn't seeing any progression. I felt like everything came out the same and as if I would never go beyond the point that I had acheived up to so far. I was quite unsatisfied.

While normally I would have read manga like crazy and studied base's and sketchy drawings, I tended not to. For some reason my general drive and inspiration got a hard shut down. I was pretty convinced I wasn't going to really be coming back, or doing any form of drawing or what have you any longer.

But I met =gloomynekochan and while I hadn't known at the time that I decided that I wanted to be friends that she was an artist~ I eventually got to see her artwork. In fact probably about thirty minutes after meeting her? XD Which seems pretty immediate, but it's not as silly and simple as you think. Obviously, I am not friends with her because of her fantastic skill.

I was more disappointed in myself when I got to see her artwork than I was inspired. It made me feel as if I wanted to draw, but my mind was set that I could not do anything near to her sort of talent. And I was extreamly put out realizing that I'd been at art for practically my whole life, and she'd gained majestic skills in a matter of three years? GRANTED, apparently she'd been drawing well before those three years of wholy crap power in the hand of god drawing abilities, but that wasn't registering in my mind.

Tonight actually, she sat down with me at the table with a large abundance of paper with the intent to draw or doodle for a little while. Well, I decided I wanted to scan and post my Xmas present I had gotten from her almost immediately and after she got it posted on her account [[ which you should go check out by the way - More shameless advertisement ]] she proceeded to ask me a few things, and show me a few things.

She gave me a chunk of advice and for some reason I took it to heart and immediately wanted to try to draw again. Tonight I posted a couple of redraws. They arn't that amazing and need a lot of work, but they were the first steps to me attempting to pick up the pencil and pursue drawing and art in general once more~ Unfortunately I got kinda tired tonight, so I only did those two drawings. But with access to a scanner and a computer, as well as paper, pencil and any form of inspiration that I happenchance to come along, you can expect more.

Which may be a good or bad thing depending on your stand point.




I would write to tell you the things that have occured since last I updated... but I am tired. And Lazy. And there is too much to write between the times of March and now. If you'd really wanted to know that anyway, you'd ask XP So I won't bore or trouble you with that nonsense. At lease not now. XD


MUCH LUV to =gloomynekochan And again, GO CHECK HER OUT~ She is AMAZING.

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/23976355/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/23976355/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 20:33:47 PDT :/



As anyone, everyone, ect who even bothers to read my journals knows, I had a few promised art works that I'd had to do or were done. Mainly if not souly for Who is an utter sweetheart and a fantastic artist - shamelessly highly recomending you check her out -

And I'm sure it's evident; that I haven't gotten it in or much of anything else done. I submitted some random bullshit for my two years of being diabetic; but for the most part I have not been here, submitting what I should or coming up with other things even.

This time however, it's not even really my health that's been keeping me away and off the road of promised submissions.

My Papa [[ Grandfather ]] had recently come up with merca among a slew of other health problems, with stats that were very concerning revolving around his health as a diabetic, an alcoholic, and a person in general. Luckily; he's pulled through. He looks better than ever and has lost a lot of weight; most of it was water weight. There were scares of possible heart failure ect ect ect. But he's fine now and he's looking and acting better than he has in the past two years.

My Aunt Jo however, has recently [[ 03-29-2009 ]] died. We'd had her in the hospital for a random spontanious sudden sever illness. 911ed her out of the house and everything. She's had juvinile rumatoid arthritis since she was quite young. But she died from meningitis. I know I'm spelling all of these things horridly, please forgive me. Weakened immune system, ect ect. She was living off of machines, and her husband [[ my uncle ken ]] finally had to pull the plug, and let her body die. Her brain had already died.


And now; my damn near two month running boyfriend and four year running best guy friend Brian has been coming down with severe chest pains, ontop of a depression he won't talk about with me and recently a friend of mine that I considered to be a very close friend has been growing away from me and another very good guy friend of mine is having troubles that he's turning to me for help with on. Not that I mind that at all! I luv him and I'm always there for a friend despite anything else that goes on around me.


It just feels as if it's been half a year already, just dealing with my own health issues and worrying about and having to deal and cope with everyone elses health issues as well. I've been stressed out, and emotionally wrung through. So again, I'll have to apologize for not getting the things I promised done, done.


Actually, I've done a lot of drawing. I did in fact re-draw 's character, but I didn't like it. Wound up finding the first one I did and quite honestly I just don't feel satisfied with either. But I'll post them up as soon as I can get around to doing so; and I feel compelled to color them with photoshop, so I'll probably take longer just for that.


I'm going to get running. I have coloring to get done and such. I'm sorry, my life here has been getting overwhelming as it constantly does, and it's gotten in the way again, and it makes me look a mighty poor person here for those of you that I've honestly enjoyed talking with and doing art for/with. I've missed you all and hopefully you won't think too ill of me. Luv to you all and hopefully you all are having a much better time with life. <3

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/23650103/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/23650103/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 19:30:53 PDT
I'm terribly sorry to you all! I haven't been on D.A. in such a long time! I'd had well over eight hundred deviations; and I only managed to get through a good two to three hundred of them between time restraints and my computer being an ass to me before I said screw it and just deleted them all D:

I am absolutly possitive however that you've ALL done FANTASTIC work and I'm terribly sorry if I haven't been around to gloat over how much of a brilliant group you all are, and I'm sorry I haven't the time or patience with my computer to look at all of your guys's beautiful works!



In other news I have posted some rather old and one new peice of artwork just to let you know I'm not actually dead... you know... for the few that actually like and or care about any of that? X3 I have no illusions of being a fantastic artist, and I really appreciate those of you who actually do look at and or like my art, it means a lot to me really! <3 So many kudo's to you all and I'm going to put this as a special sort of shout out to <3 He's probably the sweetest most active watcher I've got and his work is fantastic! You should go check him out, seriously! [[ Oh yes, that's right, I just put you in the limelight! X3 ]]


I must apologize profusely! D: I know I promised a work featuring her character Jessa! -Falls to her knees and hails to you- I am not worthy! DX I had indeed done such a peice, however I have managed to actually LOSE my sketchbook with the art work in it! D; I'm SO sorry! I am still on the hunt for it and if all else fails I suppose I'll simply do another. If you'd prefer I do something else or would like something extra [[ sort of like interest XD ]] for such a ridiculously long and ongoing hold up and wait on it feel free to let me know and I will try my damnedest! :3 is also an incredibly brilliant and fantastic artist, and I highly recomend running along and viewing her art as well! <3 [[ More shameless throwing you all in the limelight! XD ]]



I suppose it's time for the explination of my absence eh? And a few other updates yes no? At this point I would advise that if you have no interest in what has been going on with my health or other useless ramblings of my life to stop reading this. I'm sure it's going to be a lengthy one!


Right then! I have been gone due to -Surprise surprise- Health Issues! = _ = Yaaay.

I've been over my head in school work with sugars that refuse to regulate. In fact, today I didn't dip below four hundred but maybe once or twice. -nods- So; yeah. Still a very sickly unhealthy diabetic. WHICH REMINDS ME! X3 My diabetes anniversery is tomorrow! Yes that's right. The day I was actually diagnosed with type one diabetes is tomorrow. I am torn between hating it and wanting to celebrate a bit. XD Anywho, I've been on homebound schooling for the majority of the year now. D: So that sucks. I've become a reclusive craving socialization stir crazy seventeen year old girl! ... Well okay, so I've always been a girl that's nothing new, but you get what I mean X3

A lot of my abscence has been due to just not being able to get on here, and forgetting about it entirely. :/ And I'm sorry, the sugars tend to effect me psychologically as well and Deviantart got lost in the horrid mass of forgetful insanity that's been taking place. I've suffered a lot of mental stress and break downs but I'm doing much better. -nods- Er, mentally wise that is.



GOOD NEWS! Yes yes, lets carry right on to the good news because no one likes bad news! Good news is, I have found a select few friends that I realize are actual and honest to god GOOD friends. It makes me incredibly happy and I'd explain but it's complicated. I also now have a boyfriend, who happens to be one of those people. XD I've known him and been friends with him since the ninth grade, and we started dating the first or second of Feb. So, huzzah to that in my opinion! It's pretty fantastic. Which is weird; because normally I don't really care or take the time to tell people about my supposed "love life". So I suppose, you've been warned. If I start submitting a lot of artwork that's revolving around the two of us, it's because I'm ridiculously smitten and thats the only way I can express it I suppose. -nods-

More good news, is that I've been a bit re... ]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/22539877/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/22539877/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 09:07:03 PST

She's the only person I think I have to do anything for at the moment, and right now I'm on like, an artistic high? SO, if I've ever promised to do something for you I'm terribly sorry but I've flat forgot! D:

SO, feel free tp remind me or requesting things!
Although~ As always, I'm going to need referrances to whatever you'd like. ^ -^; I'm not a fantastic artist so I'll still need to know what I'm dealing with before I even attempt to draw it.

-Pouts- I can't really guarentee the quality, I tried drawing something for and in my oppinon it came out TERRIBLE! D<

So, actually, I think I may end up trying to re-do something for you !!!


But yes, feel free to take advantage of my artist high, because I have a feeling before long I'll wind up with an artist block! XD

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/22534844/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/22534844/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 22:16:11 PST

Recently I've felt that I've improved a lot on my artwork, despite my ever negativity towards my art some of it I have to sit and stare at trying to convince myself that Yes, I really did draw something like that. Which is thrilling in itself, and is giving me a new drive to get into drawing more and more!


Also, recently, I've found myself with butterflies all bound up in my chest and fluttering about as hard as they can causing a rollercoaster feeling effect to just my chest. Yeah, so I've sort of grown dreadfully attached to someone I don't even really know, that I've been roleplaying with [[ Yes, it's probably exactly who you're thinking ]].

It's strange when I stay up all night long just to chat with them, and wait with holding breath for each new message. -Shakes her head- What can I say, despite my ever despise for the lovey dovey romantic crap I do have my fall throughs, and when I do actually fall it tends to be ridiculously sappy and cliche'. Of course, it only seems to get worse when a certain book store I go to has a manager I've happened to like for years now. XD

BUT that crap aside. I guess I just wanted to type up a journal entery because right now I'm ever so happy, ever so chipper, ever so just, up and lively and all sorts of things <3 Hopefully it's infectious and you all can get a chuckle or a smile <3

I luv you guys and I think I'll adore you all for the rest of time. -Laughs-

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/22505043/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/22505043/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 11:48:09 PST SHIT FUCK!!!

Okay, so recently I thought it was absolutly AMAZING and amusing that got a comment thanking her for the best 3-pre-day birthday something or another.

This comment of hers was from "Nobody" Dated December 31st of 1969.

I was like, whoa, that's pretty damn cool. Wonderful actually, I thought it ever so nifty.


WELL I'm going through my comments, hiding them and what not when I come across a comment. Oh yes.

From Nobody dated December 31st 1969. At first I thought it HAD to be a glitch from Deviantart. But mine had a completely different message. Although, it was apparently sent at the exact same time as 's.


Mine just says "You are most welcome <3"

O.o; Uhm... whoa?
I kid you not it freaked me out. I'd thought when I read the original one that it might be exciting and nifty and cool to get one like that. But it made me stop dead in my tracks and stare as I gradually got more and more concerned about it.

Probably because had referranced Doctor Who and Time Travler with her's. And I've been talking to someone on another site who poses as The Doctor, and I do have to admit that they play a very convincing Doctor. They havent even givin inklings that they're anything but and they're always consistant.

And I figure you know, just some really good roleplayer.

But recently I had a sort of mental break down and this person was the one who had me smilling and singing and feeling absolutly fantastic within a message or two. I never actually thanked him/her even though I really really really appreciated it.

So it was very strange to me to get this post which I already had in my mind affiliated with Doctor Who and have it telling me I was welcome for something? Granted I couldn't really see The Doctor using a heart? BUT it's an ever so spooky pleasant feeling to imagine it just might be. <3



If you havent already I think everyone should start looking through their comments and seeing if they get a comment from a Nobody from the date of December 31 1969 at 4:00:00 PM. It's absolutly brilliant, and really? If it is a Deviantart glitch, I kinda really hope they don't do anything about it <3

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/22503974/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/22503974/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 10:44:22 PST
Why? Because it's terribly small and confuses me to use it really.

I'm really no good at it, and I know they say practice makes perfect but I just cant get the hang of it.


Does anyone out there have any tips or tricks to using a Bamboo Wacom Tablet? I think I already posted a journal about needing help with it, but I figured I'd give it another stab yes no?

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/22148867/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/22148867/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 19:01:57 PST


However, unfortunatly, I'm having an artists block. -Major pouts-

So~ I figure, that if you'd like, gimmie an image of you or an OC and I juuuusssstttt might go ahead and draw ya something!

I suppose you could request something else too, SO LONG AS YOU HAVE REFERRENCE! D:

And even then, I can't guarentee fantastic work, because LEEETTTSSSS face it : I'm not exactly Piccasso, or even close to any of the people I watch and/or have favorited from. ~Shruggles~

SO, it's just an offer. So if ya like, comment, message, whatever.







Give me something to do?! o3o


Especially since I'm running on my third energy drink within the past couple hours and am going out of my mind anyways



:3

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/21823885/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/21823885/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 22:11:35 PST ;





1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"...than I can remember. Though, of course, geisha are always..." - Memoirs of a Geisha


2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
Nothing! D: There isn't anything high enough for me to reach on my left XD


3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Doctor Who <3


4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
Uhm er uh.... I have no concept of time XD


5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
2:06PM O.o; I was going to say around one... I'm like, hour off? XD


6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Skye Sweetnam - Human <33


7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Just a while ago, lettin the dogs out and hooking Hunter up since he likes to escape to go chase squirrels. = _ = Blue ticks, always huntin. XD


8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Myspace?


9. What are you wearing?
Clothes! XD


10. Did you dream last night?
Indeed! XD


11. When did you last laugh?
When I got on the computer last night and came across a clip with I believe the cast of Doctor Who on The weakest link and they all burst out into the Doctor Who theme XD


12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
My room has fairly blank walls, unless you count the paint?


13. Seen anything weird lately?
Course


14. What do you think of this quiz?
It amuses me?


15. What is the last film you saw?
Film? Mmm, probably~ Rudolph? XD


16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
O.o; How'd that happen? Aaannnd, me personally? I would buy Rosetta Stone for a couple different languages, art lessons, and art supplies... and Doctor Who stuff. XD Maybe even Torchwood stuff

.... -Crys- Damn you and getting my hopes up! XD


17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
I adore apple butter. O.o; I don't really know why, but it's damn good! <33


18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Gay rights and laws and things <33 I luv 'em and they deserve all rights that everyone else does >


19. Do you like to dance?
By myself? In my room? Sure. XD


20. George Bush:
Cracked under the pressure. He was attempting to do a good job the first term he was in but then everything went to shit, I think he just cracked, he didn't really strike me as president material to begin with.


21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
O.o; Children? Me? No! XD


22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Again, NO! XD


23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Indeed. I want to live in Europe, London more specifically.


24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
" O.O Oh God... it's you! " XDD


25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
If you're reading it, you're tagged! =^w^=
Well of course, unless you don't really want to. Not that my saying you have to would force you to anyway? XD






[001] Name: Maryanne, it's a quirky name, and I don't know anyone else who has it?

[002] Middle name: None of you're business! XD

[003] Age: Seventeen

[004] Home town: I'm the stalker, not you! XD

[005] Hair color: Depends on the amount of sun I get.

[006] Eye color: Blue-Green. XD They change colors XD

[007] Shoe size: Uhm, er... all I know is that a ten year old can wear my shoes just fine XD

[008] Time you went to bed last night: Bout five in the morning.<... ]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/21394322/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/21394322/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 19:40:14 PST Allo out there! XD

It occured to me that I might want to check out the stats of my gallery and what not, like SMACK out of the blue! [[ Probably because posted a picture about having four thousand page views; which was well deserved you should go check out the art work and congratulate~ ]]


So anyways, I check it out and it boosted my esteem a bit! XD It's not really that great in comparison to many many other people's stats, but I have like 1,800 some page views~

O.o That means a lot of people have looked at my page~ Or at least a LOT more than I'd ever really thought about. And my works have been viewed more than my page, which means way more to me than my page anyway! XD


I'm a little dissappointed that my most popular artwork thus far is [link] with only three favorites, but hell I'm still surprised!

A lot of people [[ 68 ]] however have particularly viewed [link] and I'm greatful for that, makes me feel like I actually did something a little worthwhile taking that shot. XD

So realistically these are very small stats for how much I have up in my gallery [[ 114 apparently ]] but I'm still pleased with the progress <33

So thanks to you that have viewed and commented and favourited and whatnot. Much luv to you all! <33

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/21178551/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/21178551/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 20:57:59 PDT RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.


***How are you doing today?
I'm A Dizzy Dalek - Doctor Who Parody Song
[[ ^ -^;; Haha ]]

***What will you be doing today?
All I Ever Wanted - Depeche Mode
[[ O.o; Apparently I did whatever the hell I wanted to. ]]

***What is your best friend doing today?
Kiss My Irish Ass - Flogging Molly
[[ O _ O The sad thing is, I do have Irish in me! XD ]]

***What is your best friend's theme song?
Mortal Kombat Annihilation - Megadeth
[[ Oh my. XDDD ]]

***What's going on this weekend?
Aura (Evil Version) - Dot Hack Sign
[[ O _ O What's THAT mean?! ]]

***Will you get far in life?
Rebel Science - Bass 305
[[ This answers nothing XD ]]

***What will your job be like?
Dark Side of the Moon - Pink Floyd
[[ Oh no! O.o; It's gonna be shadey?! ]]

***What is your average day like?
Miss Independent - Kelly Clarkson
[[ Oh, well... I suppose so. ]]

***How is your life in a nutshell?
I'm Just A Kid - Simple Plan
[[ XDDD ]]

***What is school like?
Shut Up - Simple Plan
[[ XDDDDD ]]

***Where do you live?
Life is Beautiful - Sixx AM
[[ Erm... kay... ]]

***Who do you live with?
Senses Working Overtime - XTC
[[ O.o That explains NOTHING. XD ]]

***What is your dad's theme song?
Hot Child in the City - Nick Glider
[[ O _ O YOU DID NOT JUST MAKE ME PUT THAT?!?!?!?! ]]

***What is your mom's theme song?
From Yesterday - 30 Seconds to Mars
[[ Huh, interesting. ]]

***What do your friends see you as?
Space Jam - Jock Jams
[[ O.o; Awkward. ]]

***What is the best thing about your dad?
Your Mama Don't Dance - Poison
[[ -Dies laughing- Thats just amusing! ]]

***What is the best thing about your mom?
Flying High Again - Ozzy Osbourne
[[ O.o Uhhh ]]

***What is the best thing about your friends?
Never Gonna Say I'm Sorry - Ace of Base
[[ O _ O;; I guess that means we wont have to say sorry to each other? Heh? ]]

***Will you get married?
Ekisentorikku Ontona Yamai - Miyavi
[[ O _ O WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?! ]]

***What are the Christmas/winter holidays like for you?
Music is the Victim - Scissor Sisters
[[ -Dies Laughing- I listen to music about the whole while XD ]]

***How do people view you?
Don't Let it End - Styx
[[ Oh... well I guess that means I'm liked? WHOO! XD ]]

***What should you do with your life?
I'm Crazy for this Girl - Lifehouse
[[ O.o I should turn lesbian?! Oh god. ]]

***What will they play at your wedding?
Doctor Who Theme - London Symphony
[[ DUUUUDE! I'm not even kidding! That's so bad ass! <333 ]]

***What will they play at your funeral?
Rebel Yell - Billy Idol
[[ MWAHAHAHAHA! <333 ]]

***What will they play at your "big party"?
What Hurts the Most - Cascada
[[ What's a "big party"? O.O Oh dear... ]]

***Who can you count on?
You Are In My Vision - Gary Numan
[[ You? Oh myyy... ]]

***Is there anything important to you?
State of the Nation - New Order
[[ XDD ]]

***Do you regret anything?
AI TA kokoro - UVERworld
[[ Uhm... again, no idea. ]]

***What are you living for?
I Knew the Bride When She Used to Rock and Roll - Nick Lowe
[[ XDDD Knowing rocker chicks? XD ]]

***Can you handle the truth?
Gentle Twilight - Dot Hack Sign
[[ What's THAT mean?! ]]

***What do you dream about?
This is Your Night - Amber
[[ ._. SAY WHAT?! ]]

***The perfect guy/girl?
Cry - Simple Minds
[[ Erm... uh... hmmm... ]]

***One thing you hate?
Liminality Single (Edge) - Dot Hack Sign
[[ XD It sounds like great hate music XD ]]

***How do you handle rejection?
Lullabye - Billy Joel
[[ I sleep? Huh. ]]

***Do you fear death?
Bouncing Off the Walls Again - Sugarcult
[[ XDD Apparently not. XD ]]

***Do you enjoy life?
Sex (I'm A...) - Berlin
[[ WHAT?! WAIT NO I!!!... Erm... -Hangs head- Sark has pervy music... ]]

***Your sanctuary is?
One Good Reason - Celldweller
[[ One good reason for WHAT?! ]]

***"That one person"'s theme song, even if you don't know who it is
I Know It's Gonna Happen Someday - Morrissey
[[ O _ O Great, now SURVERYS are trying to tell me my non-sexuality is no use XD ]]

**What can you e... ]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/18742623/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/18742623/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 05:45:17 PDT
So recently things have been smoothing out a bit for me.
School ended pretty well, about to finish virtual school, just got a new charger for my cell phone which is amazing because now my cell phone can work! XD

I ended up in ICU a little while ago and we think I passed a kidney stone blah blah blah ketoacidosis was involved blah blah blah... Oh yeah, and they put me on fucking birth crontrol D< WHAT THE HELL!!!

But apparently it will help regulate my "time o'the month" and help to keep my blood sugars from flying SKY FUCKING HIGH! XD So... I take them begrudgingly. ANYWHOM! I got a program called Manga Studio's and I have NO flippin idea how to use the damn thing, so all my images that I've saved from it are SUPER tiny, leading people to believe I stole my own work... O.o;; That's quite an unpleasent prediciment! XD So if anyone hears anything on that it would be GREATLY appreciated for any assistance you can lend me~

ALSO! I have no idea how to use a tablet, and I have a gorgeous black Bamboo tablet my Aunt got me that I still cant use. -pouts- And no one seems to have any tutorials for my specific brand either! D:

I've been thinking about asking my mum for a premium accout recently. And yes! I'd have to rely on my mum because I don't have a job... which blows. Because I'd really like to get one but mum insists that my school work MUST come first and that I have to at least have my drivers license before I can get a job... and I have to finish all virtual school before I can study for my drivers permit. O.o I'm stuck in a hole here! XD And she doesnt provide me with allowance! She says our allowance is when she goes out and buys stuff that we want... which is lame because most of what we want is food! XDDDD

Anywhom, but yes, thinking about premium... buuuuttt we're kinda trying to cut back on any expenses we can. So I may ask for it around cristmas or whenever anyone askes me what I want for a gift XD

I've taken a CRAP LOAD of photography, which I should be posting reletively soon... but my computer doesnt seem to want to work properly :[ SO, who knows. It's summer time now so I'll be caught up in altering my clothing and trying to do a bajillion other things I couldn't during the school year, and perhaps I'll end up with even better traditional art <333 [[I could dream yeah?]]

Whelp, gatta run, this is insanely long and I am HUNGRY! XD Much luv to ya'll and see ya later, Ja!

-Sark X Stalker

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/16101762/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/16101762/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 22:04:37 PST
I had a pretty awsome X-Mas!!
I gots a Bamboo Tablet, some new speakers, and a printer/scanner <3333

Those are the biggest technological things I got.
I got tons of other nifty stuff and like three sketch books! XDD

[[Guess it's a good thing I got that scanner eh?]]
Whelp I gotta run cause I have company!

I'll continue this later okie dokies?!

<333
Luv ya'll bbyez!

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/15726788/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/15726788/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 19:47:16 PST and yesterday.

Yesterday, I woke up too late, bus had gone and mum didn't want to take me to school.
Then yesterday, she came home early because she didn't feel well.

And guess what? I stayed home today because what she brought home was this horrible flu that's been going around and I got stuck with it. Icky stuff right there.

Anyway, Tuesday 27 2007 of November, I got to go see my new endocronologist. Which is a doctor that specilizes in hormones, which diabetics go to most often.

Well, I got all sorts of re-ajustments done and am now interested in what is called an insulin pump for our less informed or knowledgaded peoples!

An insulin pump is a device you basically hook up to yourself and it acts like an external pancreas. Which is supposed to be super easy to handle and use.



That aside, I had a few complaints~
Because I was searching David Bowie on deviantART and a lot of people have him with one blue eye and one green eye.

This aggrivated me, but probably just cause I'm set in my obsessions

David Bowie has two BLUE eyes. He got into a fist fight when he was young with a guy friend of his over a girl. In the fight his friend messed up his eye, his pupil ended up becoming way larger than it should be and pushed all the color to the very rim, which is still blue. However this causes the eye to look almost brown instead of blue.
XD


In other news, I finally saw Edward Scissorhands for the first time two nights ago!
Yes, I fell in luv with the movie and have been obsessed still.
[[Which is why I look repulsivly vain on my page due to the attempts to manage a similar make up]]

The movie is a gods movie really.
It's done by Tim Burton,
Johnny Depp plays Edward [[which of whom is the most adorible character to walk the planet]]
And the music is done by Daniel Elfman.

WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT?!?!?!?!
-dies-

-laughs-
I do have my fangirl moments after all

Well, I have to dart off to bed, luv to ya, Sayonara!


-Sark X Stalker

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/15632810/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/15632810/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 09:27:48 PST And recently a friend of mine [[NirvanaAddict]] got they're very own DeviantART account.

And thusly I was re-inspired to pick back up.
My scanner is still out of commision, but I have posted a large load of photography.

As it turns out, apparently I'm a much better photographer than I am a drawer.
I'm assuming such since they're the ones being favorited and commented on.


That's alright though, I throughly enjoy the photo taking, and I still plan on drawing and when I can get/find a working scanner I'll be able to post up the crap loads of artwork that have been sitting about the place.

In the meantime, I've gotten Photobucket and am looking up tutorials to better myself with it since I don't really know how to use it.

If you have any tips, links, or tutorials of you're own I would be more than appreciative!!!

And while I'm getting better in photoshop you can expect to see losts of pictures/drawings reposted multipule times varying in quality and appearance.

Theres a lot I could update you on but it's just a bunch of crap.


The only thing I should update you on is that I was diagnosed with type one diabetes and may end up bitching a lot on here. ect ect ect.

Whelp, I'm gonna go ahead and run off.
I'm in the mood for going trigger happy and I need to get virtual school done with

Luv to ya'll!!

Sayonara!!!




- Sark X Stalker

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/14293265/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/14293265/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 18:42:51 PDT
ANYWHOM! I have done quite a bit since last I had updated or been on here. Unfortunatly my scanner doesnt work right now, but then again I don't have too many fans on here which is fine by me!!!

I have to run, try to fix the scanner, take a shower, get ready for bed, school tomorrow ect. Luv to you all -huggles- Sayonara!!!

]]> ~X-Teh-Stalker http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/12163847/ http://X-Teh-Stalker.deviantart.com/journal/12163847/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 00:23:27 PDT I am sorry to my friends who use this word and might get offended by my sensless ranting. Seriously though, even the smartest people look and sound abolutly ridiculous when they say that! O . O And there are even people who use the word every chance they get! ::eye-twitch:: I seriously dont know what my issue is with this word! For some reason I just find it repulsive and retarded! ::shakes head::


Yeah I'm a weirdo... I just ranted about the word "nOOb" "n00b"...



X Teh Stalker

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