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In a nutshell, life is good.
Keep your eyes open to new stuff from me.

(:

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My photography is slacking, and that really disappoints me. I know I don't have many fans, but the ones I do have, I feel like I'm disappointing as well. I apologize to you guys, whole-heartedly. Everything has just been crazy lately, and I am still waiting on getting that Canon Rebel EOS fixed. I'm so excited for it, it almost hurts! I should be taking some more photos soon. In the nature, animals category. Upon sitting at my boyfriend's house for hours on end on these lazy summer days, I've discovered that there is so much around his house that has the potential to be breathtaking in photos. I'm really hoping to get out tomorrow or the next day and take some pictures. I also have to say goodbye to some people. I'm sad it has to be this way, but it does. And that breaks my heart, but, I have to let go of things that aren't good for me, or the people that I love.

I also have a new MySpace.
myspace.com/483473573

youtube.com/jordanrenee1803

<33.

]]> ~X0XjordXisXradX0X http://X0XjordXisXradX0X.deviantart.com/journal/24853046/ http://X0XjordXisXradX0X.deviantart.com/journal/24853046/ Wed, 20 May 2009 08:42:52 PDT I'm sick right now with pharyngitis, and that really sucks. Plus I'm
scrambling to get things done, since it's the end of the year. I've been
mostly working on 35 mm photography for my class in school, so nothing
really digital has happened. Lately, I've seen some pretty interesting
places, and once I get better, I'm planning on venturing towards them
with my friend Ashley. Maybe make Matt model for me, haaaaa. .

I should be getting the camera Brandi gave me fixed soon, hopefully no later
than July. So, this summer should bring a boost for my photography. I've missed
it... I applied to Ford Models recently, and I'm waiting to hear yay or nay from
them. So, who knows, my life my change directions, but, I'm not getting my hopes
up, haha.

I should be having a photoshoot with the band Godspeed soon.
myspace.com/godspeedsc

Just thought I'd let you guys know what's up!

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apart. so, if i don't submit anything
for a while, don't forget about me.
i'll be back eventually.

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Do you know how many people don't
credit the artists when they use their
work?


Well, some S.O.B. reported my Pon and Zi
background as copyrighted, therefore, resulting
in the deletion of it.

Sorry to the over 100 people who favourited it,
even though it said "PON AND ZI background", and
it def had the artists watermark on it, admin
deleted it because some idiot reported it.



Have a nice day, (:

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[link]


I'm scheduling some shoots, and I'm going to the beach twice within these last few weeks of July, so, I should have a mass amount of photos. (:


Thanks, .

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Now, to the ART portion of this journal.
I haven't been submitting much.
Lack of clients and rides is the reason. I should be shooting an old elementary school friend in the near future. Plus, my boyfriend + friends have a new band called Analog Dialouge, and they want me to take photos for them on July 5, when Mark1+Mark2 get back into town.
I'mma try and do some good self-portraits today, maybe. Maybe even photos of my dog. IDK yet.

I guess we'll see.


Expect a lot more when school starts as I will be taking photography, graphic design and art 2. .



<3.

Thanks for all the support! You guys ROCK.

]]> ~X0XjordXisXradX0X http://X0XjordXisXradX0X.deviantart.com/journal/17883302/ http://X0XjordXisXradX0X.deviantart.com/journal/17883302/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 15:57:28 PDT It's sidewalk art day at school, and I'm
buying a square with my best friend, Kayla.
The theme is "The Issues of Today..."
I already have two sketches, I just have to decide
which I want to use, :]. I can't tell my ideas yet.
Because someone might steal it. The kids at my
school are dishonest, two-faced kids. :].


Anyways, I'm hyped for that.
And for the summer, when my bestie, Brandi, and
her amazing boyfriend, Josh, get back from Arizona.
I'm missing them like crazy. :].


Well. Much love. Trying to get some new work soon.
Probably about to upload some sketches and paintings.
:].

<3.

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i already miss her so fkn much.
i've been crying a lot.
the end.

]]> ~X0XjordXisXradX0X http://X0XjordXisXradX0X.deviantart.com/journal/17242414/ http://X0XjordXisXradX0X.deviantart.com/journal/17242414/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 15:22:18 PST i was looking through my dA pictures, and
i saw jordan, and jordan and i, and i got
really, really, really mad. and now, i just
want to run to where ever he is and punch
him in his fkn face. and hug him. i can't stand
it anymore. it's absolutely killing me. i told myself,
and everyone else that it was getting better, and that
i was over it.

i lied. i'm so not over it. i'm so far from being over it.
and the situation with someone else is not helping me.
i'm just DOWN in the fkn dumps lately.



there's one person that could fix it all.
one that i truly love with all my heart.
one that means the world to me.


he doesn't know, and even if he did,
he wouldn't care.
















JUSTSHOOTME, get me off of this gaygay mood.

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lately because i haven't been in the spirit
to do ANYTHING. but, i've come out the
other end of that tunnel, and i had my first
shoot in a while on the 28th with my best
friend, kayla. :]
those are being submitted as we speak.


most of you prbly already figured it out,
but me and jordan broke up a few weeks
ago. it's been rly, rly hard. but i think i'm
getting better. i told myself i had let go, but
in the real world, i still haven't let go. it's much
harder than i thought it would be, and i've cried
myself to sleep almost everynight since then.
but, it's getting easier and easier every morning
i wake up.

i just try to remember that i can obtain self-happiness
without a guy.
as amazing as he was/is.






idk, school is going well.
kayla and michael are doing better.
if you remember, his girlfriend, megan died.
now he's dating someone else.
it's tough to get used to, but we all grin and bear
it for michael's sake.


that's about it.
au revoir. <3

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[link]

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If you'd like to read the article, here's the [link]

The article was made by [link]



I rly appreciate it, thanks!
(:
<3

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Rest In Peace, Megan Renee Johnson.
16 years young.
1991 - 2007.

Sunday, October 7, 2007, I got a call from my best friend since second grade. It was from her brother's cell phone, so I didn't know what had happened. When I answered, all I heard was Kayla, sobbing on the other line. I immediatly sat up in my seat and asked her what was wrong. All she could say was "I'm at the hospital. Michael and Megan were in an accident on the way to church. Michael is in the hospital. But Megan... is dead." Shocked, all I said was "Are you kidding me?" And she said "No." It didn't really hit me that day. To be honest, it didn't phase me. But then, the next day, I started thinking about it. And all that kept pounding through my head was "Oh my god. Megan is gone." And it felt like a dream. Even when they announced it on the intercom during first period, I couldn't believe it. It couldn't be real. She was 16. A junior. Beautiful. Funny. I just didn't allow myself to give in to the shock that was reality.

It's not supposed to be like this.
She's supposed to be with Michael right now, laughing and smiling and bitching at him for smoking. Parents aren't supposed to watch their children die. Fiances aren't supposed to watched their loved ones be put into the ground when they haven't gotten to spend even half their lives with them. Friends shouldn't have to let go. And family shouldn't have to say good - bye. Everyone's like "It was her time to go. God wanted her. It's happened for the best." It's bullshit. How can a 16 year old beautiful junior with her whole life ahead of her dying happen for the best. How can people sit there and watch Michael and her family dying inside and say "It was just meant to be." It's not. It wasn't her time. It's not fair. It's not supposed to be like this. This has to be a dream that we're all going to wake up from one day.

I mean, am I wrong?


We love you.
We miss you.

<3

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<3

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beautiful.

]]> ~X0XjordXisXradX0X http://X0XjordXisXradX0X.deviantart.com/journal/13541462/ http://X0XjordXisXradX0X.deviantart.com/journal/13541462/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 16:04:21 PDT it was today, haha, i have lots to submit.

fyi:
i provided all dresses, accesorries, makeup&&hair. :]

]]> ~X0XjordXisXradX0X http://X0XjordXisXradX0X.deviantart.com/journal/13534758/ http://X0XjordXisXradX0X.deviantart.com/journal/13534758/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 05:38:28 PDT weeee. im SO excited, i got a new cameraaaa.

and i have my first photoshoot with it today.

kaylaaaa.

its a:
fujifilm finepix s700.
7.1 mega pixels.

YAYAYAYAYAYAY.

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Well,
Tyler&&me, still over.

Let's see...
My birthday is coming up soon, July 27th to be exact.

And I'm looking for money. Because I need a new camera. And I'm saving up for one.

Hanging out with Liz today.
Going to the mountains July 29- August 4. If you live in the mountainous regoin of NC, then let me know.

I also want the new Hilary Duff cd.
:]
Yes. I know, I'm supah lame.

Well, that's all. :]

<33

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no new photoshoots yet.

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February 18, 2007 me and Tyler are dating.

:]]]

<3333

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[link]
theres her deviant.

and em.
i love you<3

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