http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:XCagedxxBirdX&section=today deviantART RSS for by:XCagedxxBirdX en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 08:56:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/21317132/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/21317132/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 12:08:12 PST I know it has been a while, forgive my absence, but I have been super busy. My Website is finially up and operations, so please check it out and those of you who requested Prints, all my work is buyable here:

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Thanks again

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/14711607/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/14711607/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 07:46:50 PDT Hey

Well my Website is under contstruction, I have a domain name now, woot. Currently trying to arrange my Paypal set up, while bickering with BT to get my internet connected at our new house. We moved 20 yards west of the old line and they cut us off and are now utterly refusing to reconnect us. It's lame. Makes me think Im going into the wrong line of business, maybe I should be making a company to challange BT, with better customer care. It would be a huge sucess.

Pirates still aren't all up, due to my on and off lack of a connection, but I shall be updating a lot in the coming weeks to make up for it hopefully.

I want to send out huge thanks to Alex *simmo0916 and his genorisity at getting me the nessicary props for my Medical Fetish shoot, which I was just about giving up on. But now with that shorted I have that Shoot arranged for X-mas, and it should be utterly amazing. I can't wait to shoot it. But before then Im still working on Fairy-Tales and Zodiac, I have most of my ideas for these worked out the hold up is proving to be costumes. But I am working on it, due to the website, funds are low so I will probally have to make them by hand, but if thats whats needed I shall.

If any of you have been watching me from when I first joined here you will have read what was temporarily titled 'Silence Within', my old book. The lack of internet has allowed me to finially totaly re-write that and finish it. The end still needs a lot of editing but it is done. So if any of you would like to help me out and proof-read, and edit check the finished product just let me know. In saying that I will also hopefully be shooting a cover set for it at X-mas.

In the new year I hope to move on to 7 Deadly Sins and 7 Heavnly Virtures, which is looking promising at the minute

Current Projects

~ Fairytales
~ Zodiac

Upcoming Projects

~ Dirty Little Secret
~ Sterotypes
~ 7 Deadly Sins
~ Alternative Medical Fetish
~ Artistic Nudes
~ 7 Heavenly Virtues
~ Emotions

A lot of people have expressed intrest in these ideas, but honestly, in trying to arrange everything for each shoot its hard for me to consider everyone, so if you are intrested, please let me know but inculde which shoots you are intrested in and what area you would like to help out with, modelling, costumes, make-up, photography, lighting etc. It just makes my life so much easier. Thank you

And lastly, once again I would like to Thank each and every one of you have have shown me support over the years and helped me get to where I am. You have no idea how much I appericate each and every comment and favourite I get. Thank you.


Hope your all Well,
Kisses
Katie

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~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/14040208/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/14040208/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 08:07:58 PDT Hey

I do believe an update is in order. I finially got my invoicing done for the Photoshop course I taught, meaning that very soon I should be the proud owner of my own studio lighting set. If any local photograpghers would like to use it just drop me a line share the love and all that. Once that comes I hope to be doing a lot of portraiture work. Also my Webiste is now in construction and will hopefully be up and working in a few weeks, so all those people who have been requesting my work as Prints will be able to buy them from there.

Life in general is going great, our new house is days from completion so i will be busy moving in and sorting out my business for a bit so if Im not around I apoligise

Finially got my Pirate shoot done, it was fantastic, I was up all night stressing about it but as usual my models, Shell, Emily and Vanessa were fantastic and really made the day work. I think it was very worth while and hopefully I will get the results up asap, Although I still have shots from Paris to go up as well.

On a new note, now that Pirates is done I will be moving onto a Mix of both Zodiac and Dark Fairytales. So if anyone is intrested in helping out in anyway just drop me a note. I am intresting in hearing from anyone local who would like to model, photograph, do hair, makeup or wardrobe for either of these. These 2 projects may take a while however so bare with me. I also am getting 3 dresses make for some custom fashion work but that will be a while coming yet.

Thank you yet again for the continual flow of support you have all shown me, I appericate it more than you could ever know

Current Projects

~ Fairytales
~ Zodiac

Upcoming Projects

~ Dirty Little Secret
~ Sterotypes
~ 7 Deadly Sins
~ Alternative Medical Fetish
~ Artistic Nudes
~ 7 Heavenly Virtues
~ Emotions

Intrested? Note me with the project you intresting in and how you'd like to help out

Hope your all Well,
Katie
Mwah

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~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/13755860/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/13755860/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 10:51:48 PDT Hey

Heya, sorry for my lack of posting I have been very busy with my business course and sorting out premisis etc. I have a ton of invoicing to do as well. But Im still loving it. Im not going to go into the whole business thing here, I have too much of it in my head already

I have my Pirate shoot coming up next weeking, so Im running round like a headless chicken trying to organise that, but it should be fun its really just an experiment, and if it works hopefully it will add a bitmore of a Wow-factor to my portfolio which I now have printed.

I also spent a week in Paris and have a ton of pictures to submit from that espcially from Moane's Gardens, thats not spelt right but anyway.

I have been very busy and havent yet got round to clearing out my inbox, but hopefully as soon as I finish Invoicing and and Uploading I will be able to take a day to do that too, In the meantime thank you all for each and every drop of support you have shown me as always. I wouldn't be here without you

On a more random note, on Warcraft I just hit level 60 with my Warlock, whom is super cool. And even more randomly today I got an email from a model scout wanting me to work for them, which is the second email of its kind I have got this month. I find it rather Bizarre but flattering all the same. I think my eyes have magic magnitic powers...its a fightening thought. Anyway we shall see what comes of it. It might be some extra money which will hopefully help me in starting up on my own. Although my cashflow forecast is looking pretty damn good if I do say so myself. £36,000 a year is a income thats just fine by me

Anyway I better mosey off somewhere and do some work. Thank you all again and I hope your all doing amazingly

Current Projects

~ Dirty Little Secret
~ Sterotypes
~ 7 Deadly Sins
~ Alternative Medical Fetish
~ Artistic Nudes
~ Fairytales
~ Zodiac

Currently working on Zodiac, so anyone intrested in helping out with costumes, makeup or modelling drop me a line.

Clubs



Other



http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/12943668/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 08:23:26 PDT Hey

So things are still very busy, I have been doing a lot of work, trying to do some stock manipulations as well as build up my commercial profolio. I had a shoot in Belfast with the wonderful Clair and Ciara the result of which are in my gallery, more to come soon when I finish up in Photoshop.

I had another fantastic shoot today with James, Our typical lazy sunday, we decided spur of the moment to go do a shoot and the results are amazing Im really pleased with them and should get them up very soon.

I join Flicker which you can check out here: [link] I think that link will work. I have another shoot with another new model on Thursday which I am looking forward too, hopefully I shall get some productive images fromt hat too. So things are going fantastically. Even though I haven't been taking my tablets, which is a great sign!

Anyway i thought I had better update this which I was in my updating mode, now Im going to go delve into Photoshop and howfully a lot of new stuff shall be up in the new few days!

Once again I would like to thank every single one of you who fave or comment on my work, for your support. I wouldn't be here without you.

Kisses
Katie
xox

Current Projects

~ Dirty Little Secret
~ Sterotypes
~ 7 Deadly Sins
~ Alternative Medical Fetish
~ Artistic Nudes
~ Fairytales
~ Zodiac

Currently working on Zodiac, so anyone intrested in helping out with costumes, makeup or modelling drop me a line.

Feature

*winesoaked-roses

This Fantastic and underappearicated artist has only 5500 on her many wonderful peices, so if you feel like sharing some love direct it this way, its definatly not wasted. I know this was my feature previously but her work is amazing so Im keeping this feature up for a while yet!




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http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/12563148/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 05:52:57 PDT Hey

Well its been a while, but Im back and I have cleared out my message center -dances-. I have been busy doing draft wedding sets with a great couple Im working with and sorting that out along with getting some backdrops and things sorted out.

I have also been helping my mum out and spending some time with my family over the holidays. I did a Shoot with the wonderful *KurtsDemise and I cant wait to see what see comes up with for the images. So keep an eye on her gallery.

The first set of classes Im teaching comes to a close next week and hopefully the grant comes through and it should greatly help towards my lighting set, which is the current savings fund, along with Paris.

Adding a new section to my journals for Current projects Im thinking about doing and if anyones intrested just send me a note if your anywhere in Ireland or travelling over here for a bit and would like to join in. Espically models.

Currently doing more work photography that art photos but that suits me fine, I would love to try out some artistic nudes but I cannot get a brave enough model in the local area! I shall wait!

Once again i would like to thank all you who continually support me in my work, I love you all and wouldn't be where I am without your support

Kisses
Katie
xox

Current Projects

~ Dirty Little Secret
~ Sterotypes
~ 7 Deadly Sins
~ Alternative Medical Fetish
~ Artistic Nudes
~ Fairytales
~ Zodiac


Feature

~winesoaked-roses

This Fantastic and underappearicated artist has only 5500 on her many wonderful peices, so if you feel like sharing some love direct it this way, its definatly not wasted.




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http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/12167517/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 10:33:03 PDT the-lonely-poet for the beautiful CSS, I still haven't gotten over it. and thanks again to ~spiritsighs-stock for her brushes used on the footer of this journal.


Hey

Still wowed bu my Obyrid Feature but thats taken a backseat as its been a very busy week. I had my first CBT (Cognative Behavioural Therapy) appointment on monday, and all I can say at this point is its definatly going to be the most intense therapy I have ever done, its going to be hard work but I really want to work with her. Her initial idea is that she see's elements of Bipolar and Sociophohia in me but she dosent obviously know enough from one session to confirm that, honestly, I dont care what she diagnoises me with. I have been far to busy to think about it. I have been working on that kind of thing anyway, constantly challangeing myself, challanging my negative thought patterns and behaviours and replacing them with more positive and productive things. When things happen now I don't withdraw I deal with them etc. And before where I had massive anxieties about calling people and talking on the phone espically to strangers, well this week I called the Business Center and made myself an appointment. Which I then had this morning, another confrontation with strangers, and Im doing very well at it, on the mental side of things. on the actually appointment side of things, she seems to think I have a fantastic idea, I have nothing to lose by going for it and thats what I should do, go for it. So I have applied for thier course in April and she gave me lots of advice and things to work on which I have taken note of and am going to do asap. Her only other pointer was that my current prices are way too cheap and I should be charging a lot more. Which shocked me, but she knows what shes talking about. So we did a quick finiancial sheet and things. It went fantastically and Im incredibly pumped and excited.

So I have all that going on and I hope to get some of the shots from the Melanie shoot up soon and empty my message center AGAIN!! Still working on my classes as well which I love its going great and hopefully the grant will come through soon. Then Im taking a trip to London, I have friends to see and 2 jobs over there to do. Busy Busy Busy. But Im loving every minute of it.

This week my plans stand at: working on business things and sorting out and organise some shoots, I need to call people are arrange them, working on my class notes, doing posters and cards, and Im going out to a fantastic old house to do a shoot, I have a gig and a birthday party on Friday and another birthday on Saturday. My diary is full for this week lol.

Once again i would like to thank all you who continually support me in my work, I love you all and wouldn't be where I am without your support

Kisses
Katie
xox


Feature

=simmo0916 A great guy who started out here without anything and is definatly pouring a lot of effort and work into his art which is clear from the continually increasing standard of work in his gallery.




Clubs

http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11997896/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 08:44:05 PST the-lonely-poet for the beautiful CSS, I still haven't gotten over it. and thanks again to ~spiritsighs-stock for her brushes used on the footer of this journal.


Hey

So I ws left Utterly Speechless when I found out I was featured on OibyrdsDD, which you can all see here, [link] just days after i hit 11K. So I would like to thank you all yet again for your incredibly support recently.

I am very sorry about the lack of updates and submission but I have been running around trying to sort out soo much stuff, I have been miles to busy. But hopefully soon I will get some time to get some things up. I did a shoot With my darling Melanie which turned out fantastic!! Considering we threw it together in a few minutes. So hopefully I will get some of the work from that up soon. And I have been working on my website which will be up by the end of next week! Once thats up I have 2 sales coming through, and I have another 2 photography jobs to do locally, then a wedding in August and possible another Wedding next year. Along side this Im having talks next week about getting a studio sorted out, although finding time around my class is hard, My class which are fantastic, I utterly love it, I have 2 on a friday for an hour each and possibly another one for men at some point during the week, Im doing a staff workshop tomorrow for a few weeks and another one at the end of March. So things couldnt be better, I get up everyday and do something I adore and get paid for it, and crawl into bed at night with the man I adore, This is the life.

So new stuff will be up very soon

Kisses
Katie
xox


Feature

~tuiazinha This girl is amazing, besides being a really friendly and lovely person her portrait work and and emotional work is fantastic, and with only 5000 ish pageviews she definatly deserves more apperication, so go give her some dA love, you won't regret it




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http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11903627/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 03:32:46 PST the-lonely-poet for the beautiful CSS, I still haven't gotten over it. and thanks again to ~spiritsighs-stock for her brushes used on the footer of this journal.


Hey

Things are still going fantastically, I got interviews for all my courses I applied for, even Strandmillis which is highly competive, so although I won't be going to university this year, next year when I reapply with more teaching experience under my belt it should be even easier and hopefully I will get in

Im doing a lot with my friends and planning a lot of stuff for Easter and the Summer. Im currently trying to pick a bathroom for my ensuit in the house my mother is building and desisning my room, which is fun. Planning a long weekend roadtrip with about 10 or so people for easter which will be fantastic for photos and Im really looking forward to it, Im also going to Paris/Normany for a week in July which is another fantastic oppertunity and then Im shooting a wedding in August SO things are looking great.

I just ordered and recieved my new lens a Stigma Macro Zoom, 70mm to 300mm zoom, its a monster but I love it. Can't wait to get out and use it. My website is nearly ready for those of you intrested in buying my work it should be up soon, I just have to add the images now, Im also working on seting up/building my own studio with my dad, who has kindly offered to help. Another benefit of having this massive support base of people who care about me I have countless people always willing to help out in any way they can, in saying that when I get it set up I should be able to start the projects I have in mind which I now nearly have enough models for thanks to my amazing friends being the wonderful people they are.

Right now I have to go work on worksheets as I start teaching a 7 week course on Friday, 2 or 3 classes every friday for 7 weeks. And then possibly an intermediate and advances course. The center is also appling for a grant so hopefully I will be getting paid for this as well as receiving a free copy of the £500 Photoshop CS software. Whish is fantastic, getting paid to do something I love?

So yeah everything is going fantastically and thank you again to all my returning watchers and supporters, I will be replying to your messages ASAP. My Message center is at 60 something, I somehow cant keep it at less than 10 for more than a day and for that I love you all and thank you.

Look forward to the tons of new stuff I have to submit as soon as I get my message center cleared up.

-Kisses-
Katie
xox

Feature

~tuiazinha This girl is amazing, besides being a really friendly and lovely person her portrait work and and emotional work is fantastic, and with only 5000 ish pageviews she definatly deserves more apperication, so go give her some dA love, you won't regret it




Clubs

http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11732250/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 07:55:52 PST and thanks again to ~spiritsighs-stock for her brushes used on the footer of this journal.

Hey

Ok so a lot has been happening. After starting my meds and getting off, I have been sorting out a lot of different aspects of my life, my sleeping and eating are much better now, so I feel a lot more human, and the calm in my mind is allowing me a lot of time to think and sort things out. In doing which I have discovered my anger, at those people who hurt me, is gone...I let go. I never thought I would be able to do that but Im learning a lot about myself and Im working hard on changing how I think and react to things. Now when something happens, instead of automatically withdrawing and being irrational I think 'Is it really worth the hassel?' and a lot of time I find its now and it can be sorted out very easily but just sitting down with the person and talking. Im also communicating with people a lot more. Letting them in, and I love it. So yeah big changes in my life, all for the better. Life is so much easier and simplier when you dont hold anger and grudges, instead of feeling hurt and hatred, I just feel content and I appericate things a lot more. Its like seeing the world for the first time all over again.

In art news I am working on setting up a website over which to sell my art, so those of you who have asked for prints, those will be avaliable soon hopefully, just bear with me while I get the site up and running. I am planning a lot of 'Photo excursions' recently, so if anyone local would like to join my little group of friends, photographers and models and join in on one of your little trips let me know . Also I have been asked to give a Photoshop Tutorial for a local youth center, in return they gave me the entire Adobe prodects range for free. *Grins* I am also going to attend a Digital Photography class on tuesday evenings, see if its helpful in anyway. So Yeah, things are looking up. A lot

And thank you all again for your continued support of my work, I love you all

Feature

~archangel0 A fantastic artist who seems incredibly underappericated for he standard of work...




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~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11696327/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11696327/ Mon, 05 Feb 2007 11:44:24 PST and thanks again to ~spiritsighs-stock for her brushes used on the footer of this journal.

Hey

Ok so a lot has been happening. After starting my meds and getting off, I have been sorting out a lot of different aspects of my life, my sleeping and eating are much better now, so I feel a lot more human, and the calm in my mind is allowing me a lot of time to think and sort things out. In doing which I have discovered my anger, at those people who hurt me, is gone...I let go. I never thought I would be able to do that but Im learning a lot about myself and Im working hard on changing how I think and react to things. Now when something happens, instead of automatically withdrawing and being irrational I think 'Is it really worth the hassel?' and a lot of time I find its now and it can be sorted out very easily but just sitting down with the person and talking. Im also communicating with people a lot more. Letting them in, and I love it. So yeah big changes in my life, all for the better. Life is so much easier and simplier when you dont hold anger and grudges, instead of feeling hurt and hatred, I just feel content and I appericate things a lot more. Its like seeing the world for the first time all over again.

In art news I am working on setting up a website over which to sell my art, so those of you who have asked for prints, those will be avaliable soon hopefully, just bear with me while I get the site up and running. I am planning a lot of 'Photo excursions' recently, so if anyone local would like to join my little group of friends, photographers and models and join in on one of your little trips let me know

And thank you all again for your continued support of my work, I love you all

Feature

~archangel0 A fantastic artist who seems incredibly underappericated for he standard of work...




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http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11480883/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 13:21:23 PST Hey

Ok, thanks again to James for the beautiful CSS, I still haven't gotten over it. and thanks again to ~spiritsighs-stock for her brushes used on the footer of this journal.

I know I normally dont put my personal life on my journal but Im making a exception as its a big routine changing update. Thing :-/
My mood has been getting worse and worse recently, and Im sparing you the details, I had another meeting with my consultant from the physc ward today and he is writting me a 'Sick note' thing for the rest of the school year. I will be repeating next year, this year I need to sort things out. I may need more Inpatient treatment so if I disappear thats where I will be, but I will get James to let you know if such arises. Other than that he has put me on Anti-depressant meds, which I start tomorrow. So if things go up and down a lot in the next few weeks, now you know why. If I snap at you for saying hello, thats why. Please be patient, as you all always are On that note, thank you to all of you have helped me recently with this and that. I truely appericate it.

In Arty news, I have decided my gallery needs more nature work and portraits. And on this note me and James went on a mini adventure round the local national park thing and took many photo's while getting soaked to the sink. It was fun But I hurt my ankle. So hopefully some work coming up.

Desperatly in need of local models. Anyone who wants to do some TFP protrait and/or fashion work send me a note. Thanks again

Ahhhhhhh. SO I hit 10K pageviews!!!! Thank you all the wonderful people who have supported me this far, all your kind words are greatly appericated. I love you all.

* 74 Deviations
* 50 Scraps [browse]
* 822 Deviation Comments
* 362 Deviant Comments
* 6 News Comments
* 7 Forum Posts
* 10,000 Pageviews



Feature

*KurtsDemise Vanessa has only been on DA a year but her recent manipulations are getting better and better:



And the wonderful and underappericated ~is-isis



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http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11328192/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 17:59:23 PST Hey,

After getting subscription I decided I would make use of it and went looking about all this new CSS stuff. On reading a tutorial for it I scared myself, that stuff is incredibly confusing. However I happen to have the worlds most patient, understand and web-clever boyfriend on the entire planet. Who not only dropped his game of Battlefeild to read up on CSS and learn how it worked, but to sit and peice together this entire beautiful layout for me. While I, who recently quit smoking and is currently bouncing off the walls from lack of nicotine, bugged him constanntly, nagging, whining, and wanting tons of stuff changed over and over again. He never once raised his voice or got angry. God I love him to shreds, and owe him big time after this. So hence my first feature will be of his work.

And Im sorry for the 30 something other posts, those who are sub'ed to me, that was his testing. You can just delete them all. Sorry

I would also like to send out Special thanks to ~spiritsighs-stock who's fantastic brushes I used in creating the footer. Her brushes are amazing, check them out.


Features

~the-lonely-poet



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]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11246397/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11246397/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 14:36:58 PST
Hey

So I made 8000 . Thank you all for your support. I just got subscription, thanks to ~the-lonely-poet. Love you. You should check out his work:



New Devination is now up for the Stocking contest. So check it out.

I sat down today to do some photoshop, coffee in hand and jammed on my Media player to find I have NO music!!! So if anyone can suggest some cool new music for me please do so. Since my HDD chrashed I have nothing now. Thanks



I am Currently a member of:


]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11199110/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/11199110/ Tue, 26 Dec 2006 10:13:56 PST

I got a new tripod and I have a new lens coming between the 28th and 30th. So Thats going to be very cool, I cant wait.

Nearly at 8000

Thank you all for all your comments and faves over the past while, and I swear I will get back to you all soon, it just takes more time to go through each one than I have at the minute

My christmas Dev should be up soon Im taking it today or tomorrow, I know its late but I have been busy!! Its for a contest which dosent close till the 5th anyway so it will be up in the next few days, keep ypur eyes peeled for that. Also got several other cool things in presents that would make fantastic props so I have a lot of ideas to fill out in the next while as well as 3 jobs and my work at Laserforce.

I might throw up some scraps soon, just things I did playing around on photoshop. But we shall see.

ANyway thank you all for all of your love and support over the year and have a fantastic New Year!!

Thanks
Katie
xox

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/10517974/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/10517974/ Thu, 30 Nov 2006 16:48:02 PST * 49 Scraps [browse]
* 720 Deviation Comments
* 262 Deviant Comments
* 5 Forum Posts
* 6,000 Pageviews

Thank you all so much!! Wow Im so pleased. Wow, 6000? I never thought I'd see that number on my screen but there you go. Hopefully in the next few weeks I will be getting my new camera and then my photoshoots can start rolling again. So new stuff coming soon, my new HDD arrives on Sunday so I will be getting it all ready and things for the next week or so. Keep your eyes open lots of cool stuff heading your way.

Next Stop, 8000


Check out these artists....
~hiddenXangel, ~Tommybox ~the-lonely-poet, ~KurtsDemise, ~crimsonterror, ~Amayarin.

Thank you all so much, you have made an awful day brilliant



]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/10392173/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/10392173/ Sat, 14 Oct 2006 15:43:10 PDT So now I have a very varied selection of models willing to help me out, about which I am pleased. Working on new stuff and I have a few ideas in mind. Have beenthinking about a calander for over a week now but still working on a theme. Working on another few ideas too.

I have also become a member of several of the clubs and chats here on dA. So having a great time in there, check out FeatureShare

The last few weeks have been crazy, Spent some time in Hospital and some time in the Mental institution, yeah, things got to me and I cracked. But hey Im back and fighting as always. Between the swarms of appointments with the swarms of people I have to see and school and work I will definatly be setting aside more time for this as Im rocketing my way towards 6000 pageviews. I have got over 150 views in less than 2 days. So Yeah. Happy.

Getting my old HDD back asap too, its semi set up again. And once thats done this should take off as I have a lot of work done its just a case of submitting so keep your eyes open.

Im not going to include personal issues in this anymore thats reserved fully now for my journals on and off line and the many people I have to see and talk to. Although I feel better now that I know how the situation lies. Its just sad you know. I always thought that I would always be able to talk to my ex's like I do with Brian. But I now know some people are just not sane or reasonable and thats just something Im ging to have to deal with.

So yeah, keep those pageviews rolling in, and I shall be submitting lots very soon so keep an eye open. Thank you to everyone who's been there for me through this. I truely appericate it.

Love you all
Buh Bye
xox

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/10180254/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/10180254/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 08:12:02 PDT
So after a long, drawn out and incredibly draining break-up with Matthew, our collaboration has come to an end. I am now in search of new photographers to work with. Farther note on this below.

On my recent discovery that my main model/best friend decided to Sleep with him, I am now also in search of new models, anyone who is intrested just drop me a note.

My gallery may change a lot in the near future, and after I get current computer problems sorted out I should have tons of new stuff for you all. In the meantime I have been working with a budding photographer, trying to find his roots in model photography to add to his already fantastic poetry. You should all check out his site and keep an eye out for new and wonderful works from our work together. ~the-lonely-poet

Also check out my Darling Sherri-bop's amazing poetry at ~hiddenXangel

Love you all and Thanks again,
Katie
xox

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/9181083/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/9181083/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 17:22:59 PDT
Well I have about 10 shoots lined up for my photography, and about 4 lined up for my modelling. I have a list a mile long of props I need to buy and things I have yet to do.

Aren't holidays wonderful things?

If there is anyone who reads this local, and whom has talents in dress-making, hair styling or make-up, I would massivly apperiate some help and if you could note or comment me I would appericate it.

Also anyone willing to model?

Other than that I have 3 prints waiting for clearance, I take repuests and if you want to see a particular image up in prints just let know.

Take care and have a wonderful Holiday

xox

-Katie-
xox ]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/8778232/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/8778232/ Mon, 15 May 2006 12:37:17 PDT
Honestly this was something I NEVER epected to happen. I signed in today to find that one of my devinations had got over 1000 views!!!! Meaning I got over £5 off a print account. Which I have not purchased. The image was 'Your Hands'.

I would just like to take the chance to be utterly lame and thank anyone out there who has supported my work in anyway. Thank you.

Hopefully I will have prints up soon, but I want to imporve all my Photos first.

This has really lightened an incredibly bad day.

Thank you

-Katie-
xox ]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/8670951/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/8670951/ Thu, 04 May 2006 10:48:25 PDT
With coursework and exams for school, work with peter, general family sutuations, relationship with everyone, most promenitly Matthew and a few other people. I just don't know where it stops.

I feel like Im drowning in fire

Not much of an update is it? But it will have to do for now, until I have more strenght I bid you goodbye.

Katie
xox ]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/7291102/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/7291102/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 12:07:49 PST 1. a movie
2. a book
3. a musical artist, song, or album

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. No kidding, ANYTHING, I'll give you the absolute honest truth, to the best of my ability.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything. ]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/6864924/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/6864924/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 14:21:20 PDT
"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

--Katie--

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/6758245/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/6758245/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 14:20:38 PDT
I have cleaned out a lot of my gallery into scraps. Added some new stuff. I hope you enjoy it.

The shoot with Melanie when great. Good a few good shots and i will have them up soon.

Apart from that I have nothing new to report on. Still looking for models in the area so if you are/know anyone, do contact me, my MSN is above.

Thanks

xox ]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/6609345/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/6609345/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 16:05:22 PDT
So a lot of the stuff I have been submitting recently are photos I took and fixed up ages ago and they have been laying around my computer waiting to go up. Some of them are from my holiday to Amstradam in July. lol

On the front of new material, I have one shoot upcoming this week or next so hopefully, weather permitting I will have some new stuff soon also.

Apart from that I am still on the look-out for idea's.

Are any of you Models? Or do you know someone who wouldn't mind modelling? Of course you have to live in the area, but I am looking for new faces. I use Lisa too much and I want some variation in my gallery and also I need someone who can do different things. SO if you know anyone who wouldn't mind doing some work with me then send me a note or something.

Thanks

--Now Old Cassettes && Cigarettes
Will Be The Ones To Save You.--

Do you ever wonder what your life looks like through someone else's eyes? ]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5995989/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5995989/ Thu, 21 Jul 2005 13:51:33 PDT
Would anyone be intrested in buying prints of any of my pictures?

I need a new ID. But I have no idea what I should do for it. Suggestions?

Also thinking of a new series. Need some more themes. Any ideas? ]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5992548/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5992548/ Thu, 21 Jul 2005 06:17:50 PDT
Would anyone be intrested in buying prints of any of my pictures?

Later

Xox ]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5589889/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5589889/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 14:11:15 PDT
Exams are..Beh...Been okay, Math was nasty, Technology wasn't brilliant. But they are over. Two tomorrow, 5 next week andone on the 24th and then I'm done. So unsure about what Im going to do next year, but yeah.

Every muscke in my body is sore, I have no idea why, Im just aching all over, I cant walk without pain. Im soo tired its unbelieveable. Im sorry if Im acting bitchy and short tempered with anyone I'm just so tired and un-able to sleep becasue of many things.

Yeah, ok. Going to go. Might put up another picture soon. Woking on it. I have history to revise.

Xox

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5493159/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5493159/ Sun, 29 May 2005 12:53:29 PDT
..Burn my picture and go to sleep...

Later

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5439487/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5439487/ Mon, 23 May 2005 14:21:07 PDT
'Silence Within' - As he doesn't talk to anyone about things he feels, self'worth and abandonment issues he has after being put into foster care so young.

'Forgotten Dreams' - As if to say any dreams he has will always go unnoticed, as he has no-one to tell them to or anyone who would care about them anyway.

'Dreamless' - As if to say, he has very few choices in life, as soon as he leaves school he will have to get a dead-end job and live in a run-down counsil house. Like dreams to him are pointless.

'Silent dreams' - As his dreams will never be heard by another person due to his very withdrawn, quiet nature.

'Innocence Lost' - As he never really has the childhood most children have.

or..Abandoned, Alone, Lost, any of these kind of themes.

Thanks, I appericate any help I can get lol

xox

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5379554/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5379554/ Tue, 17 May 2005 04:05:32 PDT
Later
xox

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5285760/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5285760/ Fri, 06 May 2005 15:08:30 PDT
Lie to me, give me something worth living for, give me a reason worth fighting for, give me anything to keep me breathing.

Don’t worry about me,
in the end I will be fine.
I just the girl forgotten,
the girl always left behind.

You’re crying yourself to sleep
the tears on your pillow
are drowning, you’re suffering
in past times and memories

Death is not the most tragic loss in life.
The most tragic loss is what dies inside you while your still alive.

It gets hard to trust someone when everyone you ever opened your heart to
Lets you down

she’s all alone again.. Wiping the tears from her eyes some days she feels like dying. She gets so sick of crying...

This isn’t a perfect World...
You Smile when all you Want to do is cry
you act Like you are okay
when you are really falling apart…
But you move on because there is nothing else to do..
Even though it’s slowly killing you…

I’m at the point where I don’t care & that’s a scary place to be

There was never anyone who actually loved me enough to stay

People are gonna disappoint you I expect that but what if you wake up one day and realize that your the disappointment?

Sometimes people run away too be alone
but sometimes people run away too see
if you care enough to follow them

Feelings I Used To Have Aren't There..
And For The First Time In So Long:
I Really Don't Care

I hate this; I've never felt worse in my life. I need to talk to someone but no one would understand.. I'm feeling completely alone and it's not like I have anyone to turn to anyway.. I guess I'm just at a point in my life where I honestly don't know what to do with myself.

For once, instead of telling me reasons why I shouldn’t cry,
actually pay attention to the reasons why I do

do you ever just get that feeling where
you don’t want to talk to anybody
you don’t want to smile and you don’t
want to fake being happy but at the same Time
you don’t know exactly what is wrong either
there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who
doesn’t already understand if you could want
anything in the world it would be to be alone
people have stopped being comforting
and being alone never was at Least when
you’re alone No One constantly asks you
’’What is wrong?’’ And there isn’t anyone who
won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer
you feel the way you do just because
you hope the feeling Will pass soon and
that you will be able to be yourself again
but until then. All you can do is wait

she smiles with all that she has left
yet tears are left undried
and though she's got so much to say
she bottles it up inside
if you look past her broken eyes
to a shadow no one sees
a disguise so you wont recognize
the girl is really me..

Life is Full of Secrets and Lies
so when you get screwed Over
don’t. be surprised.
I’ve cared too much in the past to give a fuck today. .

I love to sleep; my life has a tendency to fall apart when I'm awake

Just give me medicine, prescribe me anything. Just knock me out and walk me through the door. I have no desire to see through my own eyes anymore.

There’s this girl in the mirror, I wonder
who she is, sometimes I think I know her
and sometimes I wish I did. There is a
story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbyes
when she’s looking back at me I can tell ..
she’s hurting inside.

Gently, silently, I’m dying inside
People ask me if I believe in forever and I can’t help but sit back and laugh because with the way my life’s going, I don’t even believe in tomorrow


To anyone who read all of that, congratulations. And Thanks.

Later xox

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5246356/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5246356/ Mon, 02 May 2005 11:34:33 PDT
Everyone has taken it upon themselves to assume and judge and in result evryone has come up with their own answers to why I did what I did, what I was feeling, thinking. No-one has really actually asked me. They just take the little they know and assume the rest from their megar knowledge of who I am. They build huge castles on answers in their heads. Towers of assumption, guesses. And anyone who thinks they dont know me well enough to give a definable answer to 'why' believes those who they think are close me me. No one asked. And now, that everyone has their own versions of what happened. I really dont feel up to saying 'Hey, your wrong you know...So wrong..' They will just ignore me anyway. Not like I would have any idea how I feel. Everyone else seems to think they are such better judges. They all seem to think they have the right to judge me and my life, when really, no one on this planet knows anything about me. Not really. Brian knows a little. Which makes him think he can hand out reasons to why I did what I did to any one and everyone. And on hearing some of his reasons he has told people. I was really...overwhelemed that he of all people, mr-fucking-perfect felt he had the right to pass out judgement.

Anyway, eveyrone thinks they know all this stuff about me, about whats upsetting me, etc. And I wish I could tell them all, but I cant becasue Im just not good at talking to people about me But if I was I would tell them all,

That really, they know nothing

Nothing at all.

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5200740/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5200740/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 04:12:54 PDT
Need to do something to keep me busy.

Hope your all well, will comment you all soon!

Xox

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5164622/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5164622/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 06:11:41 PDT
I dont feel like writing much more. I keep trying to distract and delay myself from the enivitable truth. I cannot withstand this much longer. The end draws nearer.

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5104272/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5104272/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 14:12:21 PDT then we got the bus into town after fighing with sticks at the bottem of the lane for 15 minutes waiting. We go to Lisa, she has some cookies. I have nothing. We drop off her stuff, then head down to the park, I take tons of pictures of her looking like a fairy queen lol. Then we go to Kennys. She eats a curried chip. I smoke, drink a diet coke and pour over the pictures I have taken, probally looking slightly demented. 2 fags later we leave, go to the cinema and watch Sahara. It was okay, not a bad movie. Then Dad drops her home and we drive home. The end. Chapter closed, and I am going to bed before I start eating. I will get some pictures done tomorrow when I am back at mums. But I dont have photoshop on dad's shitty laptop. Okay, hope your all well.

Later

]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5076981/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5076981/ Wed, 13 Apr 2005 09:33:42 PDT
Later ]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5068785/ http://XCagedxxBirdX.deviantart.com/journal/5068785/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 10:50:19 PDT
And now I must go as My mother, quiet urgently, is demanding in that 'get-down-here-now-or-i-will-kick-your-a ss' tone of voice, that I have dinner. She seems to insit I need food to live. I wouldn't fully agree, but none the less, to keep the peace at least for now. I will hold my tounge and swallow what ever it is she claims to be food.

Later xox ]]> ~XCagedxxBirdX