deviantART: by:XDyin-butterflyX

The Adventure has just begun

~XDyin-butterflyX — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 00:26:56 PDT

Summer is almost over. It's been such an important summer for me, I finally changed the course of my life. I quit Pharmacy after 4 years of study and changed my major to graphic design. Some people think I'm crazy, but others who know me really well are fully aware that it was the most sane decision I've taken in my whole life. I can feel alive again and I'm so excited to start my new major, I always loved art and graphics and now I gave myself the opportunity to make it my profession!

I also triggered some other big changes in my emotional, spiritual and social life. I will hide no more, fear no more and never stop myself from doing what I think is right. After all these years of fear, hurt and hopelessness I found out that I can change it all and transform it to a source of Power, love and Energy.

The journey is still long and there is a lot to do, but I'm conscious, strong and full of Energy and excitement, I know that I can make it right. And of course I wouldn't be able to do all of this if my friends weren't there for me. I'm so grateful to the world that that always offers me opportunities for growth and fullfillment and brought to my life such amazing friends.

The Adventure has just begun

:D

~XDyin-butterflyX — Tue, 12 May 2009 11:10:56 PDT

no uni

no heartaches

a new awesome job

and freaky photoshoots with coming soon

Hail to the rain

~XDyin-butterflyX — Wed, 24 Sep 2008 05:41:20 PDT

We can always wonder
wouldn't it... couldn't it...
shouldn't it be easier than this?
I'll always wonder
what it would be like if...

The Weirdest Days Of My Life

~XDyin-butterflyX — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 01:56:23 PDT

|Heartbreak|

I broke up with the love of my life who showed me how happy,
dedicated and faithful I can be. Unluckily people do change
sometimes, surprise us and leave us bleeding with no mercy. Our
beautiful memories remain somewhere in the cosmos.. Silhouettes
of us together, our words, our laughs are still there resosnating,
traveling from place to place never fading away.

I thought my life was over when she left, I couldnt stop crying, the ground was breaking under my feet. She was leaving,
I saw it coming and I couldnt do anything about it, she never let me know what was wrong in the first place.. My life isnt over. I feel much better and stronger now but I do feel sad and miss her so bad sometimes. But IÂll be fine, time is a healer they say..

I wanna thank my adorable friend Zooz for always being there for me in happy and tough times and for offering me a new subscription! Love you zooz! I hope you come back soon! I miss you so much!

Zooz -->

Rainy sunday

~XDyin-butterflyX — Sun, 11 Nov 2007 01:54:47 PST

I'm finally updating my journal..

Laziness is killing me.. I had lots of ideas and projects to work on before I came back to beyrouth, started with some of them and never finished them, canceled some and postponed the rest. I am totally disappointed.. I am not even attending my classes at uni! Its time to wake up & stop wasting my time with people that are not even worth it.

I might start attending some painting classes soon. There is that amazing teacher from Louvre school of art giving classes at Fabriano's workshop. I'm trying to get my motivation back..

I've been browsing deviantart photo stock as well and found some amazing stuff to start with for photomanipulation projects. I might create a separate account for my photomanip arwtorks and will be mainly focused on innocence & full of colours

I wont surrender to winter!

My other account:

landscape & waterscape photography

Club I created:

...On Mars

~XDyin-butterflyX — Mon, 30 Jul 2007 12:09:43 PDT

Its been ages I didnt update my gallery.. I feel somehow empty & tired.. My amazing friend Ziad (*persian-b) offered me a one year subscrition), I can finally post css journals, I'll be submitting the first one soon I guess..

Heart shaped glasses/ Evan & Marylin Manson?

~XDyin-butterflyX — Sat, 16 Jun 2007 01:58:55 PDT

I got shocked when I read somewhere about Evan Rachel Wood & Marylin Manson DATING. I thought its one of those rumors spread on the net. The biggest surprise was the new Marylin Manson music video.

I would never imagined them together.. I've always been a fan of Marylin Manson' dark rock music & of Evan's personality & films, but I couldnt handle watching "Heart shaped glasses" music video. I've got tears in my eyes & an extremely weird bunch of emotions. I couldnt handle seeing Evan In sex scenes with such a pervert person, she is even all covered of blood at the end of the video. The amazingly sweet look & expression she has, had a place in my heart & its all contminated now with blood & dirt.

I've always been attracted to art reflecting association between fraility & darkness but this time it was more like shocking not exciting as it used to be.. I might get over it with time, am just still under the impact..

... I am lookin to some pics of them together, its calming me. Marylin look much younger, happier, the way he holds her & kisses her is somehow unexpected for someone like him. He got divorced from the artist Dita Von Teese & visited Evan's parents where her father told him that he would kill him if he breaks his daughter's heart.
Its weird.. Are they really in love?

He further said that Evan was one unique woman who did not require any support from him to make her career:
"Evan was a real catalyst to help me realize that I wasn't delivering the message that I always stood for. And if you were to speak about her talent and personality, she's the most unique, stand-alone person who doesn't need a relationship with me to further her career. If anything, I could only take away from it," he said

I watch the video again.. Evan wears some cute red heart shaped eye glasses, she looks so lovely.. Marylin sings "If u break my heart I'll break ur heart shape glasses", I think she is the cure for him..

I look at the large pic's collection & film captures I've been collecting for her for years.. Its no wonder that her smile could make Marylin Manson's heart beat.

I believe Marylin wont b that dirty sick person anymore.

I asked my friend to watch the video, she found it sexy. I think I've just over reacted lol

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New post adm of beautiful-bi

~XDyin-butterflyX — Sat, 17 Mar 2007 02:23:54 PDT

I am proudly the new post adm of The club's activity is back!

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A lovely kitty

~XDyin-butterflyX — Wed, 14 Mar 2007 01:36:20 PDT

I got a lovely kitty, his name is Tabshour he is so adorable!

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Some break youpi!

~XDyin-butterflyX — Sat, 24 Feb 2007 10:46:50 PST

I've just finished my finals and recovered from the flu! I will be creating some new art I feel so energetic!

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~XDyin-butterflyX — Tue, 20 Feb 2007 03:39:16 PST

I am very sick, I have a really bad flu and in the middle of my final exams I want this week to end.. I need a break!

I wont be submitting anything for a while.. Thank u all for the comments and favs

Voting for hello kitty Contest

~XDyin-butterflyX — Tue, 06 Feb 2007 02:35:00 PST

I have good news for Hello Kitty Fans!

The voting for the hello kitty contest started! For more info check he club's journal

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Hello Kitty contest!!

~XDyin-butterflyX — Mon, 22 Jan 2007 23:04:33 PST

I have good news for Hello Kitty Fans!

A contest started in I-Heart-HelloKitty club last saturday For more info check he club's journal

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2000 PAGEVIEWS!

~XDyin-butterflyX — Wed, 17 Jan 2007 06:57:08 PST

2000 PAGEVIEWS!

THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALL THE COMMENTS, FAVS AND PAGEVIEWS!

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I-Heart-HelloKitty club is now open! Finally an active Hello kitty fan club is available for HK lovers

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Hello Kitty Club? Opening

~XDyin-butterflyX — Fri, 12 Jan 2007 06:19:31 PST

I-Heart-HelloKitty club is now open! Finally an active Hello kitty fan club is available for HK lovers

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Hello Kitty Club, any volunteer?!

~XDyin-butterflyX — Sun, 07 Jan 2007 09:26:47 PST

It's been a while I've been searching for active Hello Kitty fan clubs & I couldn't find any! I am a big fan of hello kitty & soon I will be creating a Hello Kitty fan club. What do u think? Anyone wants to help me in this? Let me know if u do

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~XDyin-butterflyX — Sun, 26 Nov 2006 03:58:58 PST

I am proud of myself, my photography activities are growing! Thanks for all the favorites and dev watch!

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A new club I've created just for butterflies and sweet things! Accepting new members and Submissions!

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1000 PAGE VIEWS

~XDyin-butterflyX — Mon, 06 Nov 2006 07:30:44 PST

1000 Page Views!

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A new club I've created just for butterflies and sweet things! Accepting new members and Submissions!

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Dyin_butterfly is actually my username all over the web. And lately on DA too! I moved from GothicGadosh ([link]) to this account! Thanks for all who me again!

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I went in the big downtown balloon 2 weeks ago, and I took some wonderful pics of Beirut port and downtown from the sky! U can check them in my photography account

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Dyin_butterfly is actually my username all over the web. And lately on DA too! I moved from GothicGadosh ([link]) to this account! Thanks for all who me again!

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I went in the big downtown balloon 2 weeks ago, and I took some wonderful pics of Beirut port and downtown from the sky! U can check them in my photography account

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I went in the big downtown balloon with my bf 2 weeks ago, and I took some wonderful pics of Beirut port and downtown from the sky! U can check them in my photography account

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