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I feel sick...

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28708788/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28708788/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 12:20:00 PST
I'm totally swamped right now. I have to read two books in one week, and practise my still poor french grammar, write + edit an entire analytic literary essay (shit D, and the stupid...english... movie... response thing... and a stupid... french... movie... critic thing... Then I have to re-write the artist statement I was baww'ing about a few weeks back... Oh yeah and learn how to use a 3d modelling program...

...

orz.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28498302/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28498302/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 22:17:45 PST
D:

BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SO MANY VIEWS >o<

\o/

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28469553/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28469553/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 14:06:18 PST
Then I made a prediction on what a person at my skill level would get if I get the fairest teacher in the world.

Today, I recieved some of my grades.

They're exactly the same as my first prediction.

Just goes to show, doesn't matter how hard you work. It's the teacher that decides your future.

Personally I think I did better in Life Drawing than I did in my second majors class, but I got eight percent higher in my second majors class. Why? Life Drawing teacher only just started to realize I'm not invisible.

(Horray for Canadian invisibility)

Or maybe just because my sketchbook is messy as hell. But hey I did the homework (unlike some people...)

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28323129/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28323129/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 21:28:14 PST
No runny nose or sneezing or anything else.

WHAT IS THIS I DONT EVEN --

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28255642/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28255642/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 20:19:01 PST
So everybody, spread the happy!

Come over here so I can cut you.

I mean hug you.

HUGGING IS WHAT I MEANT.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28221278/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28221278/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 15:31:38 PST .<

My art class is horrible. It took us three months on a project that should only take ... three weeks, max. ALL THREE OF THEM. Seriously. No wonder artists always end up starving, they can never meet deadlines.

It took us three months to blot drip one spot of paint onto paper. Seriously.

Because the teachers are such ... pushovers.

...

>.<

For my watchers: You guys are the absolute BEST. Thank you SO MUCH for putting up with my shit all these months and my crappity crap work thats been up lately... If I could have long enough arms, I would give you all the BIGGEST HUG EVER.

I think I'm gonna go get chinese take-out.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28084998/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/28084998/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 11:07:25 PST
Okay not really. My computer died on me in August. And yeah, you know what happens when a computer dies.

*mock funeral*.

Anyway, I dont have alot of time right now, school is insane (but I shouldn't complain as I only really have three academic courses), and yeah...

I have time to upload one thing. I PROMISE to get back to all your comments and emails by tomorrow. PROMISE!

(if not, Tuesday.)

Happy late halloween.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26590405/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26590405/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 13:24:40 PDT
I did absolutely nothing for two weeks.

*headdesk*

For the last two weeks, I wake up (around three or four in the afternoon, find something to eat, and stare at teh wall for like... I dunno, and play with the tablet until one in the morning at which I go to sleep.

Hokay. So! Today is Friday and I've got three weeks until school starts on September the eighth, so I NEED to get some of my summer goals done lest I feel completely worthless.

-G1 License.
-Learn gr 11 math before actually taking it so I wont have to almost fail next year.
-Actually draw the list of ideas I have for Portfolio.
-Part time job.
-Finish reading all those books I have listed.
-FRENCH HOLY CRAP MUST GWAHHHHHHHHH.
-SAT prep T_T

And I must look for my password for the virtual school thing... damn it all... stupid required eleven art courses and inflexible timetable... And stupid keyboard teacher for failing me...>.>

To make up for the massive amount of journals and no actual artwork, I'mma upload some... stuff I did, so yeah... Sorry guise.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26550010/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26550010/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 14:16:54 PDT
A few are capable of being as awesome or compelling as novels.

This story is ... WOW.

Possibly one of the most disturbing and profound things I've ever read.

You can read it here.

[link]

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26456000/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26456000/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 23:59:18 PDT
I went there when I was two or three. I dont remember what age, but I know I only remember two things before I was three. First thing being the bright yellow flowers blooming over the snow in the side walk in my hometown, and the other being this holy crap massively impressive ice lights festival complete with castles and slides and hoooooooooly crap everyone needs to see it before they're thirty.

I'm sure I was younger than three... I didnt have hair in my photos...

Anyway: [link]

This beats Carnival du Quebec so hard. And they dont have a creepy smiling snowman.

The next page are the snow sculptures. See the 'happy birthday' one? How does that STAND -- holy crap mad skillz >.<.

I wished I lived in Harbin when I was young. Then I would get to see it every year ;_;. And the city is SOOOOOOO much more interesting than that boring steel town I came from... >.> I dont care if it's cold >.< (not that much colder than Ottawa on a bad day, really). It's AWESOME and CULTURAL and ZOMG PRETTY there.

Those frozen candyfied fruit kabobs -- Oh how I miss them ;_; I remember eating a dozen of these every winter, and the street vendors... gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *salivates*

*is feeling a little home(northern china)sick right now*

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26321627/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26321627/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 16:22:56 PDT
I'm sorry for writing so many journals, but I dont know where else to rant.

Not even three minutes into the game they've managed to fall three times, got control of the puck like ONCE (they lost it a second later), and the puck never really went past the opposing teams's side of the field.

AND they got a stick stuck in their skates. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW THAT HAPPENED.

And this is the New York Islanders we're talking about. They suck too.

And this, is why, people hate the Maple Leafs. Senators are soooo much better.

They started to beat each other up a few times. That almost made up for the phail. ALMOST.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26281634/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26281634/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 17:19:34 PDT
I’ve always wanted to read that book by max brooks, and picking it up at Chapters today and reading it all did not disappoint. Not only did it go through the survival points of a zombie apocalypse, but also the mental, emotional, social, strategical, and political aspects.

And that’s what made it FUCKING AWESOME.

The only disappointment was that it did not brush up on the scientific bits of the infection, which… barely made any sense, really.

The book consists of first hand accounts of people that faced the zombie war. It is in sections, beginning with warning, blame, the great panic, turning the tide, home front USA, around the world and above, total war, and goodbyes.

The infection started in Peoples Republic of China. What was sad about this was that the infection would probably have been properly contained within the first week of the break out, had China not been isolationist and so gung-ho on secrecy. From there is spread to Kyrgyzstan, to Pakistan, India, Iran and Iraq, and so forth.

The book has some severe mood whiplashes. The interviewees sometimes talk in a light hearted fashion, and sometimes talk in all seriousness. Some of the human reactions described in the book are absolutely ridiculous (the leftist fundamentalists -- favouring flora over fauna XD), while some are simply quite horrifying (quislings). The humorous parts included a thinly disguised reference to Paris Hilton, Stephen Colbert, and various historical references to previous wars (I just learned about WW1 and 2 in history class and it’s just so. Damn. Interesting.). The comparisons the interviewees made were witty and to the point.

The strategies the governments of the world implemented was amazingly practical in the long term in theory. And it worked. Sort of. The rocky mountains barrier was genius, although that left little room for Canadians to survive. The cities in southern Ontario? Yeah, I’d be FUCKED.

(unless the infection was kept at ground level and our building complex had a stockpile of weapons and food. I doubt Zeds would climb a 24 story building.)

And that is to say if the water system doesn’t fail, which it will. But at least I know the electricity will hold for at least two years before it goes out (nuclear and hydro FTW)… unless the lines are gnawed on by Zed. I doubt that will happen.

Okay so to the point of this –

This book has some of the most traumatizing scenes I have ever read. And I’m pretty good at taking gore.

Patient Zero, for one.

Quislings.

North Korea. Just North Korea.

UNDERSEA ZOMBIES. Completely illogical but scary as hell.

Russian Decimations took the cake. That just about scared the crap out of me. Having to stone one of your teammates to death for no other reason (they weren’t infected) other than ‘the superior told me to do this otherwise he’d shoot us all’ was … arghhhh.

SPOILER

The army had rebelled against the government (on a really fucking tiny scale) upon discovering zombies and wanted to go back home with their families, so the superior had to teach them some… discipline or what not. So to teach them that democracy and the right to free speech as a privilege, not a right, they were forced to split into groups of ten and ‘elect’ which one of the ten will have to die or they’ll all be shot. Then they carted in stones the size of fists, probably, so the other nine would have to kill the condemned by smashing him/her with rocks. Don’t even get me started on the people’s reactions when they were elected to die.

END SPOILER.

HOLY FUCKING HELL.

THAT’S SOME HARDCORE SADISTIC SHIT OF THEIR SUPERIOR.

THEY COULDN’T EVEN USE GUNS SO IT’D BE LESS AGONIZING.

And it’s so ironic that to teach them ‘democracy’, he had to use a terror tactic.

And such a pointless waste of human life and talent, too O.o. But I guess democracy does pale in comparison to totalitarian rule in a crisis. Then, after the war, they turned into religious theocracy with Soviet like expansion plans (why DO people keep on reverting them back to Soviets?)

But guess what? China had a civil war and became democratic . *le gasp*

(Well obviously even though China wouldn’t remain communist for too much longer anyway even if zombies didn’t exist. I mean it was a pretty good idea in the 1920s to 40s, but China’s stable (disregard the population size and the censorship) now, chairman meow is dead, the markets are becoming more privately owned, and they pretty much encourage multi ethnicity and likes foreig... ]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26223225/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26223225/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 23:45:14 PDT
NOW I CAN LIVE

I still have to pick up my exam tomorrow and my final grades on Wednesday, but after that, I'll be free from the evil clutches of summer school!

And then I'll be starting in on the evil clutches of a job, driving lessons, portfolio, SATs and hopelessly trying to improve my math and french...

BUT I NEVER HAVE TO DO SCIENCE AGAIN!!!

(Not that I dont like science, I LOVE science personally, I just dont like... the uber calculation science topics like... ELECTROMAGNETIC FORCES(OH GOD SO BORING). I like science like... astrophysics and nuclear physics, or neuro biology and that kind of stuff. I know alot of shit on those things. Just sad I'll never actually get to that level because basic physics is so TEDIOUS. And I suck at math.)

HOKAY. Summer goals:

- Learn how to drive
- Finish half of my portfolio/ improve portfolio so it isnt crap
- Pre-learn gr 11 math so I wont have to do actual work next year.
- Get a job (preferably bookstore)
- Finish reading the following books : False Prophets, La Voix De Simplicitie, DTBT, Mythes, and Harry Potter et le Coup de Feu (if I finish this one, I'll consider myself to be semi-fluent in French, which I am not even close to now. >.<
- Keep my room tidy for a month.
- Comic.

I found this science book from the nineteen seventies titled 'Hundred Thousand 'Why?'s'. In Chinese: 十万个为什么 From the seventies. When was the cultural revolution again? Late sixties.

The book is so amazingly Communist it's not funny. It's HILARIOUS.

For every technological advancement the book explained (such as radio, satellite, even FIREWORKS) it either starts with a qoute from Chairman Mao, or something praising him, or something praising the communist party of China (which I found out just now that it literally translate to 'Common Production Party', which roughly goes along the lines of 'Worker's Union' or something praising Marxist-Lennism. There was one line where it was like 'It is because of amazing leader chairman Mao were we able to blahblahblahblahblah...'

It also adds prefixes to peoples' names. Like Chairman Mao is always prefixed with a (roughly translated) 'amazing/super/noble leader', and anyone he doesnt like is prefixed with 'labor thief (seriously), traitorous, malicious,'.

Seriously. And it badmouths every other government. Monarchy, Democracy, and stuff.

Even the cover screams that. It's three farmers propping up a chinese flag and holding a red star with dramatic background and the words 'Chosen by chairman Mao' written on it.

The book is pretty informative and the art inside is beautiful. This was my favourite book in grade five or so (back when I didnt know what Communism even meant XD).

Yeah. My great-uncle has cool books. ^^. He has these little mini-comics that are like... MINI. But the art inside are stunning.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26161923/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26161923/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 23:42:26 PDT
I just spent quite a few hours on the horror channel, watching movies. None of them scared me. At all.

Take Resident Evil for one -- I remember watching the first one in Japan (when I was... ten or tweleve), and I just watched the second one just now. Cool fight scenes, some suspenceful shit, some cool sceneries...

But those were not scary at all. It was way to predictable who would die and who would survive. For Resident Evil: Apocalypse, it went something like this: Some guy scared out of his shit, African American Cop (because if you're an ethnical minority, you HAVE to die), Yuri (because he's Russian and all American horror movies kill off the Russian), Mousey reporter lady (too inexperienced), Second Ex Umbrella guy (overconfidence), several hundred guards and START people, the know it all scientist that can save the world (because that would be too easy, amirite?), that Nemisis thing that used to be one of the protagonists in the last movie (because you'll never survive to the sequel if you're not the main protagonist in the first movie), and then, the villain guy (I dont remember his name. Just know that they always lose).

In short, the people who died are: Idiot, African American, Russian, Inexperienced Journalist, Ex agent, many many civilians and guards, the scientist, the beast, the villain.

Follows a pretty standard horror movie pattern, doesnt it? And the graveyard scene? SERIOUSLY. Cool fight scene, but having them BURST OUT OF THE EARTH is a little cartoonish and obvious, isnt it?

(and why would they go to a graveyard anyway when they know the virus re-animates dead cells?)

Thriller, anyone?

(Too soon? D: R.I.P. MJ.)

And you know who doesnt die? Main protagonist, the overly lucky comic relief character, potential love interest, the sidekick(she is really pretty ^^), and the girl they tried to save (Angie, because, obviously, shes important... somehow...)

... Yeah the first one was better. the set wasn't as impressive, neither was the fight scenes, but at least it was more realistic.

It was not scary. More of an action movie than a horror movie, for me.

And all horror movies I've seen this year had sucked too. That's saying alot when I'm not just talking about SAW (which is... a nice concept, but its getting old).

Oh, and does anyone notice, ever, that in all zombie movies, it either seems to take place in the UK, or the actors have British accents? (Angie in Resident Evil had like a scottish-irish accent, and the villain too, and Doomsday was set in Glasgow.)

Yeah Doomsday wasn't scary either. It was more funny than scary. Sol was funny. He was one fucked up guy. Awesome, but FUCKED UP.

I was amused that in Resident Evil 2, they used the city hall in Toronto for the climax. It's so iconic, everyone here knows it. My mom glanced at the TV and was like "Hey... isnt that our city hall?"

Only they made it look alot cooler than it actually is. It's a cool building, but it isnt THAT cool.

Going to see the Orphan next week. It's supposed to be good. If it isnt, I'll just give up hope on horror movies.

(It's supposed to be good...)

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26069148/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26069148/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 15:23:40 PDT
Tsunderekko (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[X] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[X] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[X] You have a secret obsession with something cute. (Does... pretty paper, art supplies, notebooks and stationary count?)
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her. (hur hur hur... I totally dont have one D< )
[ ] You blush when people point out your sensitivities. (What sensitivities?)
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes. (No, I MAKE the sexual jokes. XD)
Total: 3

Yanderekko (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[ ] You’re very sweet and kind in public. (Define sweet and kind.)
[X] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[X] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise. (I have some experience with sword and rods. My grandpa taught me how to do that iron fan thingy...)
[ ] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[X] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap. (SHUT THE FUCK UP DONT TALK TO ME D< (mostly people asking pointless questions which they can easily figure out themselves...))
[X] Bipolar? (Just recently)
Total: 4

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[X] you have glasses (obviously). (Unfortunately)
[X] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded. (I hold the highest record in my group of friends for tripping, falling, and breaking things, even when I knew beforehand I was gonna trip/fall/break things.)
[ ] You are always very polite in your speech. (Have you HEARD me talk?)
[X] You are fairly intelligent in some field. (I know alot about nuclear weapons. Thanks to a history project. Whats scarier is that I thought that project of writing a report on nuclear weapons was... FUN O.o)
[ ] You take discipline seriously. (No. WAI)
[ ] You have some sort of fetish for something
Total: 3

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[ ] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[ ] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[X] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 1

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[ ] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[X] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[ ] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[X] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”.
[X] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[ ] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 3

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly polite.
[X] You love traditional Japanese culture. (TRADITIONAL, NOT MODERN.)
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[ ] You’re an excellent cook. (I managed to burn toast once. Dont ask how.)
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[X] You have really long hair. (In a few months it'll be down to my thighs! DDD )
Total: 2

Tomboy Character
[X] You feel comfortable in boy’s clothing. (Skirts are awkward.)
[ ] You have short hair. (I would but I'm planning to donate my hair to cancer.)
[X] You have a crush whom you act friendly with rather than romantically. (That's my default reaction. That, or that weird tsundere-shunning thing.)
[ ] You are really good at sport/s. (I fail epically at sports.)
[ ] You are admired by girls and boys for your talents, though you’re sort of in denial.
[X] You show your girly features on rare occasions.
Total: 3

Sexy Character
[ ] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[X] You like making sexual innuendos. (Cos its funny.)
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen
[ ] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[X] You like the taste of alcohol. (Only certain ones though...I have no problems with beer, vodka, wine, or - ... wait... )
Total: 2

And at last...Lolita LOLO/Shota SHOTO Character
[X] You like sweets or chocolate. (HAIL LICORICE)
[ ] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”. (I HATE that word.)
[ ] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc... (NEVAR)
[ ] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc…
[ ] You are considered gullible or naive.
[ ] You hav... ]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26008731/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/26008731/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 14:47:03 PDT .

Got crap on my test though... Well, everyone else also go crap on the test, but still.

Got fundamental/1st harmonic and fundamental RESONANT mixed up. It's especially sad, because I wrote the right answer the first try, then was like... wait this isnt right and changed 1/4 to 1/2.

To the people that the above paragraph made no sense to, well, its Grade eleven physics. Its incredibly boring. You do not want to search it up.

Anyway, my friend and I were sitting in the back of the class talking about random stuff and discussing what she should do about her fake talk show, and I suggested that she make the host come late, and while the co host is spazzing about where the host was, the host was then to come onto stage extravagantly and sparkling and saying 'I AM NOW SUFFICIENTLY FAN-TAAAAABULOUS! >:3"

Which was when this guy who sits next to us turned and suddenly said "Did you say 'fantabulous'?"

There is no real reason why I wrote that here. I just felt like it.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25993621/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25993621/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 20:11:30 PDT
Even in summer school, we have to do labs. For PHYSICS. Whoop de fucking doo.

So she gave us two days to do it. We didn't do it yesterday cause we had a unit test today and was busy studying. We exchanged emails, blah blah blah. So we divided up the work and stuff.

Problem one : one of my friends had a serious allergic reaction and is unable to do anything. On top of that she has to go pick her mom up from the airport and go out for a 'family dinner' today. So shes probably not going to show up tomorrow because of the allergies (it was pretty serious).

Problem two: Faulty emails...? I guess its because nobody finished or something... but I didn't get anything from anyone, not even the preliminary data so I cant even do anything about it.

Problem three: WHERE ARE THEY?!

Problem four: ... there isn't really a problem four, its just that because I cant even finish the lab report half way. And our teacher is like... a deadline and detail freak.

Yeah. Groups bigger than two should be shot.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25966441/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25966441/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 14:47:20 PDT
Even when we're covering an entire year in one month, we still have free time during class to doodle and stuff. Kind of shows how pointless spending nine months teaching one subject it. I mean... we're learning one full year's worth of crap within one month, and we still have time to slack off. If we didnt slack off, I think we'd cover an entire subject within two weeks.

Actually, yeah. I've made notes on my textbook from last year. It was around twenty five pages on MS word, font 10.5. It takes like three hours MAX to read and memorise them. And thats all we really needed to know.

We're wasting so much time in school >.>

I ate all my licorice candy D:. I need my sugar.

I feel high right now. I wonder why *snicker*.

So my summer goal is to update my (epic fail) portfolio. Let's see if we achieve that goal!

*still giggling uncontrollably for some reason. Lol.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25841435/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25841435/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 14:46:44 PDT
It's amazing how stage quality JUMPED in the 80's. Before, they just had those cruddy stages with bedsheets draped as background. After the eighties, they have flashing lights, lazers, moving fixures, etc.

Ireland won three times in a row, XD.

There wasn't an entry from Estonia that I dont like. Yet. I mean their winning song from 2001 is AWESOME.

FINLAND WON IN 2006 WITH HEAVY METAL. FUCK YES, SCANDINAVIAN METAL .

2009 Germany. Oh why. You were always cool (not counting the 1930s and 40s, of course). Why would you get THAT song? D: I mean... 'Miss Kiss Kiss Bang'? Ah GWAD.

They had some dancers in fishnets and a GIANT PAIR OF BLACK LIPS ON THE STAGE.

Lugwig would be appalled.

Oh yes, before I forget -- Czech Republic's entry in 2009 -- finished with a score of zero. I believe it's a record. It's just so ... eh...

[link]

In around the middle of the video, I think that's a child screaming in horror. Sure it's funny and happy and all, but seriously.

(I think one of the comments was a person renouncing their citizenship because of this song... XD)

On a completely different topic: Licorice is good. :3.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25699136/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25699136/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 16:10:47 PDT
It sucks.

I be... I dont know.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25669916/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25669916/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 09:50:01 PDT
LOL.

Anyway.

Thank god for Summer School. I dont think I can stand an entire summer with my mom.

ZOMG LOL THEY HAD TO PLAY THE BRITISH NATIONAL ANTHEM LLOLOLOLOLL

...

ANY-WAY.

Shes exploding every little thing.

"Oh why is the text on your computer so dark?" "because it is?" *SPAZ*

"Why are you not freaking out over bad internet connection?" "So it's bad, I'll just not go online then." "WHAT!? THAT IS UN ACCEPTABLE!" *SPAZ*

"Did you get the right number?" "No, I got wireless. You've got like ten numbers listed here. I have no idea which one is internet. You didnt mark it." "WELL YOU SHOULD HAVE GUESS IT RIGHT ON THE FIRST TRY" *SPAZ*

"Your friend called. She wants you to go out." "Uh huh." "WELL YOU CANT BLAHBLABLAHBLAHBLAH." *UBERSPAZZING*

It's like living with a unpredictable tornado of a pregnant tiger on cocaine.

Thank god I'll be out of the house for Summer Schoool. Even if it is Physics in a school with no air conditioning.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25566535/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25566535/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 12:26:50 PDT
I failed the music course. D: I got 34%

(Duh)

If only I had taken Latin, I would've gotten like a 98 instead but noooooooooo, I HAD to take music.

Why was I so stupid back then? D:

It lowered my entire average by SEVEN PERCENT.

I've wasted one eigth of my life in that class. Fuck it. Now I have to drop either animation or graphics to take another two arts course to get the frigging diploma...

Stupid dusgfluagilaurglarkglS.

But uh... I'm above average in all my other classes. Well, above average in History, Civics, Careers (ZOMGSRS), and English, right on course average for French, Art, and Art, and below for Math and Science. GODDAMN. Looking at my marks, I think I should be an archeologist or something... or a historian (LOL).

I think my crap mark from science was from the two quizzes I failed in naming chemical compounds. Stupid... prefixes... its like... how do you write in chemical formula form for ... I dont know... something like, Cobalt hypoiditite acid blahblahblah whatever. Somehow I JUST CANT GET THAT >.<. I took a retest after a crash course from my friend, and got the same mark, I swear theres like a friggin block in my brain for that or something...

SUCKS. At least I wont be taking chemistry anymore... This is sad... Biology (term one) 91. Physics (term two) 82. Chemistry (term three) 74.

My friend said its the teacher's fault for switching in the middle of the term. But I really fucked up >.<

(Gaw and I worked so hard for the summative...)

And I worked so hard the last term too... >.< I think I
would have gotten a better mark for art if I DIDNT hand in my summatives though... ironically XD. See how having a good work ethic DOESNT pay off in high school?

I still think I should've gotten higher for History. My last assignment I got 98(harharhar nuclear warheads ftw)... and the exam was so ridiculously easy... Oh yeah but I got 81 on a test and I have no idea what I got for summative...

STUPID MUSIC. JAglusgfaguflahufALWKTH. I'm seriously terrified of the teacher. SERIOUSLY. That class scares the shit out of me. Not because I cant play, but because you can NEVER be prepared for whatever the hell hes about throw at you. Surprise theory tests and crap... >.< I have no knowledge at all about music theory. And I cant remember scales either. Hes freaking BIPOLAR. I should NOT HAVE LISTENED TO MY GUIDANCE COUNSELLOR WHEN I WAS CHOOSING BETWEEN MUSIC AND LATIN. And this is where Beginner Keyboard and Beginner Guitar differs -- the Beginner Guitar course average is like, 98 or something. Why? Because it is actually BEGINNER Guitar.

Oh crap, I just remembered my careers teacher still has my portfolio. >.>. And all my stuff in it. It was a cool binder too...

So about getting 11 arts credits to graduate...

I think I'll drop animation to take another arts course instead. ARGH. It'll probably be harder to get good marks in animation than graphics.

This has screwed up my courses plan forever D:. I'm so mad at myself.

I'll just focus on Physics (and have no life) during summer school in July, and study like batshit for Math and French in August.

There goes my dreams of having actual fun this summer.

Oh Canada day~, you'll be my last day of freedom. >.<

(pleaselettherebeminimalmathrequiredforphysicscourse)

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25401433/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25401433/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 18:36:50 PDT
So I was watching it on Youtube today, and...

Wow it's weird.

I understand the appreciation of national art or whatever, but...

OKAY.

UK, France, Spain... you know the major countries werent anything special. As per usual. Sweden would've gotten more points if it wasnt for that horrible dress (I. SWEAR.). Estonia's was ... well my friend described it as pop-opera. It was alright. Latvia's made no sense. And I dont know whther Russia's was depressing or just dark. Polands was good. Their dancers were beautiful.

THEY HAD T.a.t.u. OPEN THE CEREMONIES. WUT. I know T.a.t.u. is popular and everything, but seriously. Shouldn't they get someone less poppy and more serious? I KNOW Russia has got to have better singers than THAT.

(Maybe I'm just biased against T.a.t.u because I hate their voice. I dont know. Some people like them.)

Romania was alright, but it sounds like something from the POPCHARTS TOP 20 or something. It wasnt the greatest. It wasnt the worst.

I dont even know what to say about the Belarus entry. Like, seriously. I dont. [link]

Greece's entry is very lol-worthy. The singer dances in the MOST AMUSING WAY. [link] Excessive hip thrusting much?

I liked Lithuania's. I thought it was great. It wasnt remarkable though.

The winner Norway, on the scale of one to 10 I would give it 8.5. It was pretty good. It would've been better if he didnt sing IMO, but it was very good. Great fiddling, and great tune. Good performance in general.

Okay, so now onto the point of this entry --

UKRAINE F[ERR]KING SCARES ME.

[link]

skfgaldghkaldjkgh,dfgjhdfgjkhladrh

And of course, the official video to that song:

[link]

It turned me off of chocolate for one hour. And can someone explain the gladiators to me in the first video? I dont recall Ukraine ever having GLADIATORS... >.> Or some being mentioned in the song... It scares me. Its so different from the rest, yet its so... SCARY.

And who can forget their performance in 2007, hmm?

No? Well here it is ->[link]

(But their performance in 2008 was HOT. In my opinion.)

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25379753/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25379753/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 18:38:46 PDT
YES, YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M FREEEEEEEEE!

(Until I get my report card next week.)

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25170731/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25170731/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 23:20:17 PDT

Even when it's the only program running, it freeses.

Even worse, I'm not the kind of person who saves their work every fifteen seconds.

*falls flat on desk*

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25134856/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25134856/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 23:07:24 PDT
(I shouldnt count History either -- 96% average + Hetalia = >)



But after that I'll be free for two weeks until I start Summer School and driving lessons.

PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.

(Good thing is, I'll probably doodle alot in Summer School. Six hours of studying physics a day. WOOT.)

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25097733/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25097733/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 21:30:40 PDT
At least I'm not going to... no, wait, I am. I am going to fail the music test.

I blame the homeworks. Never have time to practise.

Yeah...

But then, its music. I'm failing the thing anyway. Having a test worthing 30 percent of final grade is just... wrong.

Anyway.

Well, I'm going to see if I can scrap a fifty. Then its exams galore (woo-hoo!)

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25055373/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/25055373/ Sun, 31 May 2009 16:45:23 PDT
I FINISHED EVERYTHING



Well, I've still got tests. But as for projects,

IM DONE

Kay anyway.

I'm just going to organize my thoughts here again. Feel free to go away XD.

So tomorrow I have a playing test and a careers presentation. Tuesday i has a French oral exam and a science test... And then I'll be free.

So I'll spend five hours today playing piano and five hours tomorrow studying Science. WHOOPIE!!!

And I have an English presentation... sometime... Oh well.



]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24932133/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24932133/ Sun, 24 May 2009 21:02:53 PDT
Reason for my break? -- F'king procrastination.

There's just too much school work right now. I have got two summative projects due, and I havent started a single one.

Actually, I technically DID start it. I just couldn't continue it. Careers class have sucked away all of my creative juices and left me with writer's block. Doesnt help that the english summative is a creative writing piece. A JOURNAL entry on some character in a book, no less. GAH. Now I lack both creativity and empathy, and is totally going to fail english. SHIT ON A STIX.

And my birthday's coming up before the day of my summative presentation. ISNT THAT WONDERFUL?! So it means if I want to do something fun on my birthday, I'll have to get all of this finished by at the very least thursday... Shit shit shit.

I'm just babbling to myself here to organise my thoughts, so... ignore if you want.

Kay, so I've got English Summative (tuesday), Careers Summative (Wednesday), French Summative presentation (tuesday), Math test (monday and thursday), Science test (friday)... Careers presentation next monday... French Oral test next tuesday, and EXAMS on the week after that...

AND OH CRAP I NEED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT MY PASSWORD IS FOR VIRTUAL SCHOOL BEFORE THE 28th D:

*dies*

Doesn't help that my tablet just CALLS to me to use it. I swear. It's like staring at me through it's cover, going like 'uuuuuuuuuse meeeeeeeee, UUUUUUUUUUUUUUSE MEEEEEEEEEEEEE'

And then there's devart. >.>

So yeah. See you in ... two weeks... if all goes well.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24892354/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24892354/ Fri, 22 May 2009 14:56:41 PDT
It's history, made lulzy. And exaggerated. Each person is a country, and they... LOL.

I love it. XD.

My favourite character would be UK, Italy, CANADA, China, and RUSSIA.

Because they're the most LOL (fer me anyway).

I mean, UK cursing the Germany (with black magic) is just made of WIN. And the bad taste in food.

Italy. What to say... Oh I know. P A S T A ~!

CANADA is just awesome. Mkay? He just is. Theres no arguing it, he just IS. His polar bear automatically makes him awesome.

China is also awesome. I love his infauctation with Hello Kitty. XD

Russia. Damn I love that character. Creepily adorable people (which are always hard to do) are always on my awesome list, and he manages to be creepily adorable. I mean, popping out of a panda suit to scare the crap out of China -- WIN. Not to mention his 'catch phrase'. "Be one with mother Russia *psycho smile*"

XD

Kay, yeh, done.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24761443/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24761443/ Thu, 14 May 2009 20:51:32 PDT
It's at 12 Ossington and Queens street, Downtown Toronto. Lennox Contemporary. Admission is free.

You can see my 'Chaos Theory' and one of my drawings of a skeleton (mine is the one with the ribs and serious lack of detail).

Come see the works done by grade nine to twelve art majors in the Claude Watson Art Program !

I just went there today, and as astonished by the pure genius of some of the paintings.

There's also sculptures, conceptual, and series, as well as typography, dyptics, and tryptics. Works on mylar and stuff.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24594049/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24594049/ Mon, 04 May 2009 23:50:46 PDT
WATCH IT.

Plot -- Pretty damn good for an action movie. The twists made sense and it is enough to keep you captivated.

Fight scenes -- Some of the best I've seen so far (probably because I'm impressed with the mad skillz of the people more than anything), but it is still rather creative how they used the terrain. Although it was pretty stupid of them at the end to climb on top of that building thing. It made for an impressive fight though.

Set -- Set designs never fail to impress me. If I was rating the set of this one, I would give it eight point five out of ten.

Character development -- I was wishing to see more of that. Maybe more of character development for Victor and ... basically everyone else. Not enough pathos was given for us to really understand why they chose that path to go down. The minor characters were intriguing and made you want to know more about them. I mean Agent Zero? Thats one badass guy. Trigger happy psychopath. I wish I had mad gun skillz like him. Too bad he got blown up. (Whoops.)

At parts, it was really funny. That was just the icing on top.

Why else do I love this movie?

Because Wolverine is CANADIAN, BIOTCH.



I found the intro (after the childhood scene) where he fought in wars particulary impressive. Mostly because I understood. First one he fought in was war of 1812, followed by Battle at Passchendaele in the first world war, Battle at Dieppe in the second world war and some place in the Vietnam war before they got captured. I was kind of confused about the eighteen twleve, then I remembered he had regeneration. Heh.

Why they chose the battles in which Canada fought in that was a complete failiure is beyond me. I mean look at it. We won Passchendaele but it was a pointless victory with more people dying than necessary, and we surrendered at Dieppe. Well, the Saskatcheswan unit didnt but even the Germans remarked at Dieppe that we sucked ass. That, or it was D-Day instead... meh. I insist that its Dieppe. Maybe the reason the Saskatcheswan unit didnt surrender was because they had LOGAN in it.

... Okay for a person who just learned that in Canadian History class, that was cool. It was recongnisable as those particular battles (first one wasnt hard, they were fighting people with American flags. Passchendaele could be recognised by the wet muddiness and general grey pudding, and Dieppe was a beach. With barbed wires. Vietnam was in some sort of jungle.

Okay, shutting up about wars. Back to the movie.

Favourite qoute.

"Come on. Your country needs you."

[Pause] "I'm Canadian." [Drives away]

My friends and I applauded that. It was too pwnsome.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24385478/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24385478/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 21:03:52 PDT

I havent been putting up decent work lately, because I havent done any decent work. I want to finish my paintings, start drawing again, etc, but my tests and summatives are suffocating me right now. Major + minor assignments = 20, Major assignments = 10. Not counting the sub assignments. Ive got about five tests on the horizon. Not to mention the finals. SUCKS.

In one art class we're making a geometric sculpture with the concept of 'inside'. It's not really that insteresting, and my scupture is REALLY minimalistic, so there's no real point of putting that up here.

We're doing a right angle project in the other art class -- some sort of square drawing or anything basically on a piece of mylar (a sort of consistently gritty translucent paper that looks like wax paper, but has the texture of clay, if you know what I mean) where you can only use right angles. I finished that, but it's not exactly impressive or anything. Besides, scanning would ruin the effect of the mylar (how do you spell that!? O.o)

We're also doing this kind of illustration using watercolour in that class, an technical illustration of a collection or something. Not even close to done on that, so ... Heh.

When I doodle, I doodle poses now for some reason, hardly post-worthy XD.

I PROMISE I'll go back to doing something decent soon (and by soon you know I mean by the end of June). I've got a painting sitting around, and several ideas. And a tablet coming .

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24313458/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24313458/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 18:55:36 PDT
Like, HUGE. EPIC.

I wanna deisgn my own Tarot cards now.

Well it's not an ORIGINAL idea, it's just... INSPIRED.

I think I will draw them as soon as I get my tablet. Which is on May 6th.

WOOT.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24050907/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/24050907/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 01:18:28 PDT
It sucks when I have multiple things to fixiate upon, and the only thing my mind CAN fixiate upon is something completely stupid.

POR QUE DIOS, POR QUE?

Kay, so my friends and I are trying to work things out for a zombie story-comic thing as something to do randomly. Since it's obviously not a first prioity (that'd be my science summative project, lol), I'm not too worried about that.

My friends thinks the comic idea is the best thing since sliced bread and is bombarding with zombie ideas, plots, weapons, etc. So that forces my mind to fixiate on that.

But I dont want my mind to fixiate on that, I need to concentrate for science. So guess what my mind fixiates on instead?

Yu Gi Oh.

Thats right.

WHAT.

THE.

HECK.

>.<

I havent seen that show in SIX YEARS. Even back then, I didnt even like that show (distaste for anime in general, lol). Now my eyes are glued to the computer screen.

And I still dont like that show. O.o His hair is funky and his voice annoys me.

Stupid fucking brain >.<.

I give permission to everyone that if I watch one more episode for them to stab me in the head.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23700672/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23700672/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 19:38:34 PDT

And most of the stiching and patterning was pure improvisation. I know, bad, BAD! You must always have a pattern!

But I'm an improv person, which is what most of the ppl from Project Runway seem to do often.

I'm gonna finish that 10 percent. and upload a pic.

I seriously, seriously want to go on Project Runway now

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23696093/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23696093/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 14:44:14 PDT
I've been waiting for this.

Of course, not much could be said about plot and it is a kind of departure from the regular south park episodes, but...

IT IS STILL EPIC WIN.

Just the scene with Mickey Mouse kicking the shit out of the Jonas Brothers made my day.

And Kenny the uber cute super-perv. How can anyone NOT love him?

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23587555/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23587555/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 08:14:15 PDT
This waa the first time my friends and I went officially 'shopping' yesterday. XD. Why? Because there was none of our guy friends around and usually we get distracted trying to make them cross dress or something.

I think we've walked all over eatons. . We went to shoe stores and tried on the most stupid looking shoes (hooker shoes, LOL. There was one with straps going all the way up to the calves), went into acessory stores to try on stupid necklaces and tiaras, etc. My friends made me try on a pink frilly shirt, and I in turn made them wear this horrible bridesmaid dress. It's like... flower girl, only worse XD.

The main output of our money was still food XD.

So yeah. We were in the fancy dress store, and initially we were just fooling around because nobody has two hundred bucks. But when we were trying on dresses for fun, there was this reaaaaaally pretty dress. Like, really perty.

I got some fabric and I'm gonna make it .

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23440099/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23440099/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 19:57:55 PST
Oh well.

I got back to school like an hour later than dismissal time (getting from Downtown to North York takes some time, and found two of my friends waiting for me (such kind people, I love you guys) , so we wandered around, played some arcade games, checked out the movies on (nothing worth watching), ate dinner, etc.

Ah, Friday nights.

In these few hours, I have learned many things.

1. Canadian weather can go from 8 Celcius to negative 22 Celcius in three hours.

2. One large pizza is just a smidge too big for three people to eat.

3. The movie 'Coraline' (which I've watched before) was longer than I had thought it was.

4. My friend, who was on a date with his girlfriend watching 'Coraline', is extremely amusing to call, especially during a movie. Why? Because his ringtone is very very very loud screamo.

5. Some people can play DDR for four hours straight. I know. I've watched that kid. He's nuts. He got a 850 something combo on a song at expert level. Holy fuck.

6. Although a security guard will not actually scrutinise you, but you will be able to feel his stare when you're hanging out in the building's lobby.

7. Saying 'hello' to random people when they walk past in a high voice will earn you many weird looks

8. Waiting for Watchmen to come out is excrutiating.

9. They DO sell zippos to high schoolers

10. The biggest douchebag in the school lives in my building. Not only did he see me and my friend, he knows us both. Fuck. I hope he doesnt talk to us on Monday. O.o



Oh yeah, and a huge amount of felt can be purchased for about three bucks . So I'm going to make a laptop cozy. Whats special about this one is that it'll be personalised, with my special little creature mimion thingy on it

All in all, today has been a wonderful day.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23261911/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23261911/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 21:00:01 PST
Video games?

Video games.

Went to a friends house and played HALO, Guitar Hero, Left 4 Dead and this other game (forgot what it was called) from four to NINE. Thats FIVE HOURS.

Fuck yeah.

Even though I suck so horrendously in each of them (so much that they had to have a truce not to shoot me in HALO), it was still fun.

Video games :3. Gotta Love em'.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23163070/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/23163070/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 19:18:35 PST
So...

Uh...

But I kind of want to wait for the tablet, because I want to colour things on the computer...

Although I could do pencil drawings, the thing I'm into right now with pencil drawings is hyperrealism and I can't do that without a uber reference photo, and most of them are copy righted.

So um...

To practise and make sure my 'skillz' are still there, is there anything you guys want me to draw in hyperrealism (include a non-copyrighted reference photo, PLZ, if you do)?

(hmmm... I'm thinking of drawing WITCH in hyperrealism... God knows I failed when I tried that last time)

And yesh Ellie I have worked on the comic. I've got about thumbnail sketches of about the first two chapters.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22992676/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22992676/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:52:35 PST

I missed the actual thing D:, but I glanced at the pageviews, and was like, 6686.

Which is also lucky in china

WELL THANK YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH, I LOVE YOU ALL!

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22893502/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22893502/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 20:05:20 PST . Sweet. I should be getting it by April or something.

Arg. My brain has been messed up these few weeks. My friends hate each other (I mean, what the HELL?), lost something precious to me and cant get a replacement because the stores dont sell it anymore, I mean what the bloody hell...!? Not to mention exams, and SAT wordlist I had to memorise, class switch from civics to careers (and funnily cant locate my text book I'm supposed to hand in), and goddamned behind on my note taking scheduel. >.<

Oh yeah, math exam today. I was so close to finishing it... if only they had given me 5 extra minutes. I mean it's not hard, I knew how to do everything, it's just... incredibly long. It's insane. Nobody finished the exam. >.<

Uh yeah... Oh and the parental's just so happened to go to shanghai, so I'm living... 'alone' (unless if you count my absentee roomate).

On the brighter side... I did some thumbnail planning sketches for teh comics fer req. I'm estimating by this rate, the entire thing is approx 250 to 350 pages. But I'm guessing it'll take a lot less time because this time I would be colouring them in on the computer rather by hand... And I'm estimating in a week, I should be able to make four lineart pages.

(I coloured my civics summative by hand. Cost five days, multiple broken pencil sharpeners and a serious case of carpal tunnel. WHAT was I THINKING ... >.>

I should go out less. Argh. Okay, I will decline every offer from now until March break >.<. Catch up on all these crap... Now where the hell is my civics textbook, teacher would murder me...

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22868027/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22868027/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 15:10:29 PST
Which ones do you artistic people recommend?

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22785607/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22785607/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 15:50:26 PST
THIS ENTRY IS A FILLER.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22781191/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22781191/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 12:05:50 PST
How long does a reply generally take? Just wondering because I'm DESPERATE for music right now >.<

Yeah... um..

I'm thinking of getting a backup mp3, a shitty one that would cushion my music withdrawl between charging and whatnot. Still pondering whether it's a good idea or just this spontaneous momentary fluke that I will regret later.

Why is it that the only kinds of mp3s available are all from APPLE?! They either suck, or is an expensive Itouch.

WHY GOD WHY >.<

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22724800/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22724800/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 00:22:36 PST
Yeah, dejavu much?

Happened again today. Went to first period with my mp3 player. Listened to it a bit.

Left first period to go to second (lunch). Came back from lunch. Realise I dont have the mp3 player in science class.

whoopie.

Which is funny, because I dont remember listening to it after first period, which gave me the impression I threw it in my bag and that was that. After dumping my bag out, it's just ... not there.

This is stupid. It's EXACTLY what happened last year. Same time too >.<.

Only I think this time instead of being distracted by the stupid summatives, the cause is more of 'have a cold. cant concentrate. GAH'.

If I find my mp3 player or get a new one, I'm supergluing it to my bag.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22658967/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22658967/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 18:06:25 PST
I want a tablet.

Anyway, I did it on Manbearpig (al gore) because he was on the list of people I could choose from. While researching the guy, I found out that when you type any politician's name into the google images, they will generally give you bad ones.

Especially George Bush.

I feel really, REALLY sorry for that guy.

I mean, he's got people cheering he's out of the office, and he's probably the person whos been most compared to a monkey in the public. Oh yeah, let's not forget the world blaming him for everything. I mean, some things are his fault, but surely not EVERYTHING is his fault, hmm?

And compare his photo from now to his photo during the 2000 election, it's like he aged forty years or something.

It's just like Britney Spears. They'll probably improve if the public would leave them alone.

And if Bush and Gore are in an election ever again, I would refuse to vote.


... Yeah, have you guys seen the 'ghetto' prom photos that's been circling the web? They got attacked and ridculed for the scanty clothing, and defended in the racsism or whatever.

But none of them really actually noticed that the so called 'revealing' clothing cover more than the things put on runways every season from big brand fashion labels.

And have you noticed they MADE most of their clothing? Which means they probably designed them as well. And every single one of them is different. Thats a hell of alot better in richer schools, where everyone spends five hundred dollars on a dress or a suit, only to look the same as everyone else.

I think I would rather go to the 'ghetto' prom than the one held at my school (filled with rich people, unfortunately). At least the people there are not cloned, and have originality.

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"I'mma SLAP you! I will slap you until there are little red hand prints all over your face!"

*slapitty slap slap*

Slap is a funny word.

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And talk about teen life.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Awesome project, yes.

One week? (technically one week and the two week winter break, but you know) NO!

Even if I did things over the winter, I dont know html or how to edit a template.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Please laugh or not laugh at my spazzing.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22219522/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22219522/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 01:15:29 PST
And rape them again, and again, and again.

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And the cast is ridiculous.

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So happy Christmas/Hanukka(sp?)/Kawana/Thursday, whatever you celebrate! May you eat alot of fibre so Mr Hanky bring you many presents!

Was at a friends house baking yesterday . We made homemade marshmallows.

So... much... whisking...

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22113752/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/22113752/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 01:44:42 PST
I was listening to them today (being bored, holidays and all), and most of their songs sound HAPPY to me.

Well not exactly happy. More like... sarcastic, anti-establishment, let it all out, screw-you-guys-imma-gon-have-fun kind of thing.

It's because they sell coffins, isn't it?

(Seriously, COFFINS!?)

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/21971046/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/21971046/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 21:16:16 PST
So that got me thinking. What if they made a live action movie with the anime characters with the most unprobable hairstyle ever?

Yu-Gi-Oh! Won hands down in the 'impossible to cast' part. He just suddenly came to mind.

Could you IMAGINE it? XD I mean, what the shit is up with his HAIR? The guy has the strangest hairstyle, EVER. It is spiky. It has a red trim. And the 'bangs' are blond, and spikes up, then down.

My friend used to joke that the reason he has a red trim around his hair is that people kept on wanting to touch it, and cutting their fingers on it.

And lets not forget Tristan (is that his name?). His hair is so... POINTY! My friend said that was his ultimate weapon -- he spears people with it XD.

What will be more interesting is to see the other weird hairstyles the show has to offer. Who can forget the green hair of Kaiba's stepdad's real son (damn I forgot his name >.<, or Marik who has WHITE hair.

OH YEAH and lets not forget POKEMON. If they made a live action out of that... All the pink, blue, green hair.. XD. But again Pokemon can get away with it because it's alot more 'happy' and for kids than Yu Gi Oh.

NOT ONLY ANIME. If they could make a live action movie about... SPONGEBOB . You'd see a sponge moving around wearing pants. XD.

FAIRLY ODD PARENTS ZOMG Two little people with green and pink hair floating around a kid with buck teeth. LIVE ACTION. XD

etc etc.

Great. Now I'm off to find actors or famous people, and photoshop the strange anime hair onto them. This should be fun.

EDIT: I typed 'weird anime hair' into google images, and have no doubt, Yugi is the undisputed master of all of the weird and strange gravity defying, impossible without a five hundred dollars an hour hairdresser on crack anime hair.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/21824176/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/21824176/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 22:43:37 PST "They're dying off."
"What? Noes why?"
"They are... getting killed by the patapons."
"They're at war with the patapons?"
"Yea."
"That's funny, coz the minions are at war with the eraser doodles..."
"We should ally up and attack the patapons first."
"Good idea"

"I really want to ask him whether he's a virgin though."
"Yeah, and thats not awkward at all. 'hey, are you a virgin?"
"LOL"
"I'm going to tell him to tell you no."
"THATS even less awkward. 'hey dude, if _____ asks u if you were a virgin, say NO'"

<< The most fucking awesome msn convo EVAR>>
K:*Reforms into a mushroom* DON`T EAT ME! *Ominous Voice.
A: DO NOT EAT ZE GOD MUSHROOM
K: *Does not respond and sits there*
A: GOD MUSHROOM COMMANDS YOU TO COLLECT ALL THE DUCKS
K: NOW!
K: AND THE BOSS GEESE.
K:They give you extra lives ♥
A: LOLZ
K: Jus Be careful though, they can Nip and peck and Kamehameha
A: No! Bad Goose! Goose no bite! no bite! NO BITE Arghhhhhhhhh....
K: *Bite* WAHHAJWHWBHAWBHAWBHAWBHWBHWBH
A: NO GOOSE, THIS IS MAH POT PIEEEH
K: Goose: WELL FACK THAT! *Fires a small bush at you and the pie then sets on fire running in circles bashing his head on the wall all of the sudden
K: Goose: THE SMOKE! IT MADE ME HIGH!
K: Goose: AND FLAMMABLE!
K: Goose: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! *runs then turns to ash*
K:God DAMN IT.

(they should totally make a book out of this, ey?

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/21007645/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/21007645/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 19:28:58 PDT
I recently remembered my old photobucket account's password

And because I dont want to put too much crappy crap in the gallery thing, I'll put some things there.
I only wanna put the best, so um... vote? XD (hopefully not between a giant douche and turd sandwich)

Remember the awesome chalk drawings I was trying to imitate? Yeah, here's my shitty version...
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and
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And because the two pictures look lonely, here's some more for good measure (all taken by me)
Sunrise (look how gritty! My hands shake, but the colours kick ass)
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The bees at my school follows anyone around with a popcan.
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*IT IS NOW A WASP *

FEESH (Toronto Zoo)
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My friends and I are stupid, thats why.

"The song that never ends is stuck in my head."
" its the song that never ends! It goes on and on my friends! Some people, started hearing in their heads knowing what it was, and they continue hearing it just because..."
"SHUT UP!"
-- Me singing the song that never ends, changing a few phrases...

"Um... question 21 is wrong."
"SCREW YOU HIPPIE"
-- To a classmate who dares to correct people.

"Do you need help with taking off that sticker?"
"No, no, I'm very stubborn. Either I get if off myself, or die trying... in this case is die trying."
-- my friend, about a barcode sticker on her sketchbook.

"I'm tired... I want to sleep..."
"OH NOES YOU DONT! SLEEP IS FOR MORTALS"
-- talking to people with a 12 hour difference is kind of hard.

"Blahblahblah... (something about Edward Cullena and Jonas brothers being awesome."
"Must... Kill... AJhsufga."
"But we cant kill her. Our friend (insert name here) will kill us."
"Must... resist... kill"
-- My friend, after learning through facebook that one of our friend's friends likes Edward Cullen and the Jonas Brothers.

"Dont come any nearer or I'll jump!"
-- My friend telling us not to come anywhere near him because we're trying to push him into the pool. Or he'll jump.

]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/18203197/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/18203197/ Tue, 06 May 2008 20:04:52 PDT
1 Family Guy
Not to be mean to anyone, but I dont like Family Guy. They get really irksome after a while. Personally, I think this should be in number sixty to seventy.
2. Avatar: The Last Airbender
Well deserved. Definitely. I mean, look at the pretty backgrounds and stuff!
3. Naruto
I don't really like this show. I think it's just good for the Japanese obsessed people to get their hit. I have watched the show, and I really dont see whats so great about it. It bored the hell out of me and it was cheesy as well as cliche. Shouldn't be on this list, IMO.
4. The Simpsons
Not exactly surprising XD.
5. South Park
*nasally craig voice* I was SO happy.
6. Ben 10
7. American Dad!
8. Bleach
... Another anime. 2/100.
9. Ben 10: Alien Force
10. Dragonball Z
3/100. This show used to give me nightmares. I dont know, the people in the show looked F-R-E-A-K-E-H.
11. SpongeBob SquarePants
I hate him. He is so annoying and ... urgh. The whole show is just stupid. It doesnt really have any meaning.
12. The Spectacular Spider-Man
13. Inuyasha
4/100. I used to watch this show because it was funny. And it was. Then it wore off.
14. Futurama
I do like this show, but I dont think it should be on the 100 list.
15. Yu-Gi-Oh! GX
5/100. Okay, whatever happened to the Good Ol' Yu Gi Oh!? First time I saw this it was a major 'WTF'. This series, to me, was utterly pointless. It's taken over the good old Yu Gi Oh! that we all actually enjoy. (seriously. I thought Alexis was Joey and Mai's daughter at first before I noticed that this group of people is completely unrelated.)
16. King of the Hill
Ugly UUUUUGLY characters and setting. Might be funny as hell but it's just SO UGLY.
17. The Boondocks (wtf is this?)
18. Justice League Unlimited
19. Robot Chicken
Hilarious.
20. Digimon: Digital Monsters
6/100. Funnn. Its so old, yet so classic.
21. Winx Club
Dont even get me started. I fucking hate this show. Hate it hate it hate it. Not only is it a rip off of secondary private school drama, it rips off of Sailor Moon, WITCH, and Harry Potter. They characters are not developed, they talk so fast that you get so annoyed, and they're also STICK THIN. Weirdest of all, they're all the same size. SAME SIZE. Does anyone see anything wrong with that? Not to mention they dress like sluts. They potray girls stereotypically, and is degrading to females. "celebrate with nail polish and mascara?" "Yay!" makes me want to hurl. How do they walk upright anyway? They dont have enough of a stomach to support them.It's like they wear invisible corsets or something.
22. Iron Man
23. Aqua Teen Hunger Force
24. Transformers Animated
7/100
25. Sailor Moon
8/100. One of my childhood favourites.
26. Yu-Gi-Oh!
9/100. THERE's the original Yu-Gi-Oh!. It should be higher than the pointless GX. Why did they make GX? There was nothing wrong with the original. Sure it was getting dark and spooky, but most of the audience was getting older anyway.
27. Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion
28. One Piece
10/100. This show scares the crap out of me.
29. The Batman
30. Teen Titans
I KNEW this show would end up here.
31. Speed Racer
32. Danny Phantom
This show should move up to the top ten. No kidding. I love this show. It has plot, character, and good amount of humour. WHY did they cancel it????? >.<
33. Dragon Ball GT
11/100
34. The Fairly Odd Parents
Should also move up to the top tens. At least it had more point than SPONGEBOB, and hell of a lot more character.
35. Metalocalypse
I watched this with a friend. This is hilarious.
36. Invader ZIM
Should also move up to the top tens.
37. The Backyardigans
... Urgh.
38. Batman: The Animated Series
39. Detective Conan
40. Rurouni Kenshin
12/100
41. Phineas and Ferb
42. Code Lyoko
13/100
43. Legion of Super Heroes
44. X-Men
45. Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends
46. FullMetal Alchemist
14/100
47. Drawn Together
This this is friggin hilarious and dirty. XD.
48. Spider-Man
49. X-Men: Evolution
50. Beyblade
15/100. I dont like this show. But they did manage to make dreidels look cool, which is a strong achievement.
51. Dragon Ball
16/100 ANOTHER ONE??????!!!!!!!!
52. Dora the Explorer
Yes, this show was stupid. Yes, she has a shrill high pitched voice that annoys the crap out of me. Yes she is an illegal immigrant intent on sneaking crack over the American-Mexican border. But for little kids, this show's no... ]]> ~XaddictedXtoXmusicX http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/17965419/ http://XaddictedXtoXmusicX.deviantart.com/journal/17965419/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 18:47:19 PDT
THE THEME LIST
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

I'm so glad I dont have to do them in order XD.

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