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]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15612467/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15612467/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 21:48:40 PST ja.

So eventually I'll add stuff on there...good stuff.
So yeah I'll rpovide a link when it's verified.
And I'm deleting my gallery on here.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15509258/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15509258/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 15:39:30 PST
Well, it's basically taking someone elses image and making it your own.
YUP. IT'S NOT STEALING AT ALL!
Seriously, I'm beginning to hate collage artists. Mind you, I like the ones that make their own little individual things, paste them onto the picture, and make the collage, all from their effort.
BUT NOT the one's that take other people's hard-worked images and mess it up somehow!

So yeah, that's what I learned in Art Class today.
Yes, I learned the appropriate term for STEALING.
I can't wait to be done Art.

Have a good day everyone...

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15467869/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15467869/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 17:27:48 PST 2. make them answer the following questions.
3. then tag three people.
4. feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

OCs:
- Zane
- Kenny
- Noir

How old are you?

Zane: I'm 16 years old.
Kenny: I'm 17! 3 years from bein' legal!
Noir: I'm 16.


What's your height?

Zane: I'm 5'3'' right now. I'm gonna get bigger!
Kenny: I'm 5'9''. Whoo!
Noir: I'm 5'5''.


Are you a virgin?

Zane: What kind of question is this? To be blunt, NO.
Kenny: Yeah. One of my life goals is to get laid before I turn legal. D:
Noir: Yeah. Thing is, women can get pregnant...


Do you have any kids?

Zane: Hell no! O_O
Kenny: Dude, I have seven siblings, I don't want kids!
Noir: BA HA HA! No. -_-


what's your favourite food?

Zane: I'm going to have to say...actually, uhm, I don't know...
Kenny: Any meat.
Noir: I like anything sweet.


What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Zane: ...ice cream? o_O
Kenny: What's that? Sounds nasty.
Noir: Are you talkin' about icecrates? o_O Then I guess natural flavour...
(Me: Icecrates are like flavoured icecubes. Smushed to bits.)


Have you killed anyone?

Zane: Yes, it was for my own self defense.
Kenny: Yeah, I went into a break-point, and...
Noir: Not yet, but I think I'll be ready for it.


Do you hate anyone?

Zane: Yes, yes I do...
Kenny: Hate's a really strong word. I think 'greatly dislike' fits me better.
Noir: I hate plenty of people.


Have any secrets?

Zane: I think everyone does...
Kenny: Yeah...
Noir: Nothing too serious.


Do you love anyone?

Zane: N-no!
kenny: Yeah! My family, my friends...
Noir: Uhm, not in the way that I'm thinking.


What is your job?

Zane: I'm an official KNIGHT of Crystallia!
Kenny: A KNIGHT!
Noir: A KNIGHT.


Boy or girl?

Zane: I'm a male, can you NOT tell?
Kenny: I'm a boy!
Noir: A girl! D:<


What do you do to relax?

Zane: I take long walks. That, or I sleep
Kenny: I train!
Noir: I take a nap.


What do you think your life expectancy is?

Zane: I hate to say this, but not very long. I'd say about...30?
Kenny: FOREVER!
Noir: I don't like the idea of predicting my own death. D:

I tag anyone who reads this.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15422528/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15422528/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 15:41:11 PST Editing month is gonna be hell!

In other news, there is no news, besides the chicken in the oven smells really freakin' good!

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15409439/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15409439/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 16:37:46 PST According to some official thing (I can't remember all the details), the thing that says you should be a particular weight at a particular height is a lie.
You should weigh MORE.
Because children in this generation have a larger chance of dying before their parents (Isn't that terrible?!), and having some extra body weight (NOT McDonald's obese body weight) can fend off more diseases supposedly. Or something like that. I think it was more referring to MUSCLE weight, not FAT weight. Although not all fat is bad. BD I'm content at my 95 lb. Except I wish I could run faster.
Thank you for the random fact of the day. Danielle. Except you won't see this! BD

THERE'S COYOTES IN MAH NEIGHBOURHOOD. There's been over 5 sightings! And some kid got freakin' ATTACKED. I'm carrying my meat tenderizer everywhere! DB
It's kinda scary. I hope animal control gets rid of them. Seriously. ._.

And I'm worried for the future. DB Only letting in 34 students a year for the Fine Arts course...
GAAAAH. X_X
Good Lord, it's gonna be hard.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15397070/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15397070/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 18:57:07 PST So I might change accounts.

I hit 16k in my NaNoWriMo submission! I'm really proud. I'm on chapter 6 now.
I also did doodles of the character's I made for it. And from Obscurity of Fate as well. Zane and Kenny are my easiest to draw.

I don't have much else to say except that most of the snow melted, and that makes me sad. D:

EDIT: I just realized that this guy I watch on here would be my perfect Zane!
Seriously!
I don't want to say the name because that would be creepy, but he's dead-on, and I never realized it!
It made me kind of giddy. XD

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15376044/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15376044/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 15:50:26 PST
And WHY do we all think we can't do shit? We're all like, "Oh, I'm not smart" "OH, I'm not pretty!" Deep down, 95 percent are expecting PITY. "Oh, you're so smart!" "OH, you're so pretty!" Get over yourselves! If you really want people to tell you you're pretty, ask them.

So I'm a bit of a hypocrite. But really, at the same time, I don't care what people think of me. They think I'm ugly? Great! I wouldn't want them looking at me anyways.
But really, why bothering worrying about what OTHERS think of you? The most important thing is that you can appreciate yourself mentally.
I'd rather hear compliments on my pictures than "OMG NICE SKINNY BODY HOW LONG DID IT TAKE TO DIE FROM STARVATION?!"

k I'm done my rant. I should post this on Nexopia and Facebook and SA too.

EDIT: Thought this deserved an edit.

Really, I don't care for e-drama. It's severely immature. Same with posting journals which are basically replies. So, since I'm busy thinking, I will get Rainart to finish my journal edit for me.

Rainart: -clears throat-
We do not care for your philosophy on what you believe is right and wrong. If you want to keep a entry to yourself, and don't want any peering eyes, please, get a dairy.
So basically, if you do not like X's opinion, then please, stop watching her and continue on with your lives.
She doesn't care who's watching her - she's being egotisitical, if you just want to see whatever she's posting and not careing about the true meaning, GREAT! Give it a favorite.
But she won't be reading any journals for awhile, nor will she really care what any watchers have to say, because she doesn't really care. There's no point in dealing with people's problems when it's not your concern, is it? Let's avoid interenet drama.
Now, if you'll excuse us, we have deaths to plan out. Oh, don't worry, it's for NaNoWriMo, it's not like X could really kill a human.
Good day.
Kalani: D: Don't kill my friends!!!


---

So this week I have school, more writing and a party to attend to. After that I might work on my other friend's picture (It's going to be a shaded pencil - I'm not doing any CG's), then I owe my OTHER friend a picture, but she's...patient? XD She'll patiently wait.

NaNoWriMo's going good! This weekend I got up to 12,000 words! I hope to get a bit further this week. (If I get the chance.)
I did sketches of my characters. I might scan them in later.
Then again, I should be posting all this happy stuff on Sheezy, I actually have WATCHERS there.

I want to do fanart. Lately Luke fon Fabre has been popping up in my sketchbook.
If I did do fanart, it would be...
Tales of the Abyss
Tales of Symphonia
.Hack//G.U.
Kingdom Hearts II

AND MY FRIEND'S giving me fanart! It's KennyxZane (Omg. XD) She's so cool. XD And draws really good.
SPEAKING OF THAT this one amazing amazing AMAZING girl that draws in my Science class (She was in my art class last year) wants me to draw her...something, but I forgot >_>;; But I was like, "You want ME to draw YOU something? o//o"
Yup. That's my thing for the day. XD
Wish my luck for NaNoWriMo!

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15353370/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15353370/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 19:11:26 PST Me: "Yay, it's snowing!!"
Kalani: "SNOW!"
Me: "SNOW!! "
Kalani: "K, get back to NaNoWriMo. >"

I'm pretty busy.

I thought I should inform any watchers that watch this account that I'm not going to be active during this time. Thought I was unactive enough? Now that I've joined NaNoWriMo, I'm not going to update at all. Unless someone wants to see the chapters, I might post some of that. Anyways, have a good November!

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15319483/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15319483/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 16:20:10 PDT Or a comic, for that fact, no matter what your skill. It's hard to relate to characters, it's hard to inturrupt their plans and force fate to send them crashing into tragedy.
And finally, it's hard to work out all the plot-twists without making them a cliche, etc, etc.
This thing started at my school where you write a 50,000 word novel in a month. It sounded fun but I don't know if I could do it.
So I didn't join. I might regret it...

So anyways, where was I originally going with this?
Well, I finished the Twilight series (Or what's out of it, anyways) And I really reccomend it.

I have drawings to owe to people, a card&icture, and a picture, and more pictures for birthdays!
So yeah. Lots of pictures to owe.
And I HATE like, all art sites. XD Seriously, all are just PURE fanbased shit.
Bah.
Anyways, I'm off for now, I'll see you all.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15203459/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15203459/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 14:50:25 PDT
They suck, don't they?

Anyways there was a pep rally today but I missed it! Lol. Good thing, I really don't like that sort of thing.
My friends are going to kill me for missing school though.

Anyways, I need to read New Moon...
And I had this wicked dream I got a cellphone and it had a Tales of the Abyss ringtone. -smirk-

Then it was like...a dungeon. 3rd dream with my characters in it! Zane was in it and he was with people I don't know, but the enemies armour was really cool and shiny.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15136372/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15136372/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 22:45:36 PDT He-ey! Not bad! Not excellent, but pretty good, right?
So why am I mad?
Is it because that's my lowest grade?
I don't think.
Is it because of the particular course I got it in?
ja.

So what course?
I'm in Science, English, Graphic Arts and Art this semester.
So which got the 78?
Take a moment.




It was art.
I shouldn't be mad - I deserved that grade. But I think it's just because it's the class I do best in, yet...oh, I don't know!
I'm off to support Edward's and Bella's growing hot passion!

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15050212/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/15050212/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 21:28:00 PDT I like the Alarmed face. I really am not alarmed.
LOOK! I submitted two things! I made a new avatar! AND I'm gonna go shower and finish Vol.2 of .Hack!!
YEAH!! I'm on a roll!

In other news, my mom was drunk last night. It was...rather irritating. I don't like drunks. >_>

Hope you're all having a good weekend.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14930202/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14930202/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 17:09:30 PDT Kalani: But I techinally represent you.
Me: I represent myself.
Kalani: WELL MEH.

I also want to make a ID. And fill my gallery with stuffs. I'm proud to say I've caught up on most of my art assignments and will soon finish all of them by this weekend.
Amd hopefully, finish .Hack G.U.
Tragic I have Thanksgiving Dinner - I have things to do, I can't afford to eat. =\ I don't eat except at supper and sometimes at lunch, so long as I have something. But usually I don't, so you know, I don't eat. I'm never hungry anymore. And I'm always tired. I don't quite understand how I can get so tired when I get lots of sleep, but...oh well. See you all.
Or atleast, the like, no one who actually reads this.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14475746/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14475746/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 17:08:47 PDT

1) What's your character's name? Zane Freeman (Or DeCross. But you aren't supposed to know that.)
2) How old is he/she? 16 at the start of the story.
3) Is your OC a boy or girl? Boy
4) What's his/her race? Human (Lukiran/Encryptan)

Appearance:
1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get? Not a whole lot. His hair is jet black, but he has blue eyes. That's not so common, but not enough of a thing to make people stare.
2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world? No, unless he wears contacts. Blue eyes are really uncommon in his world. He's a Change Child, so his abilities are enhanced.
3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)? His eyes and his height. When he's 20, he gets a large amount of tattoo's on his back. But you don't see those, since he wears a shirt majority of the time.
4) Would you consider your OC as attractive? He starts out cute and gets good looking later on.

Personality:
1) Temper:Zane has a fairly short temper. He inherits it from his father. It takes a bit to get him angry, but when you do, it's best to just back off. The kid usually doesn't solve his problems with violence, but with words, and usually they're vulgar ones. He doesn't like being angry with people, he tries to hold back his temper but if it goes on one particular subject, his anger becomes uncontrollable, to a point he may regret his words or actions.
2) Does your character ever get depressed? Not really. He has things that'll make him sad, and to an obvious point, he'll become sad if something horrible happens to him, but he's not the one to dwell on things. He knows how to move on.
3) Leader or Follower? He'll lead if he's forced to. He doesn't have much confidence when it comes to it, so he'll usually fall back and let someone with more confidence and skill to take the lead. He'll give his opinion to the leader though.
4)What is the main aspect of his/her personality? Most likely, his calm persona, or his tendency to be a bit too kind to the wrong people.

History:
1) Does your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive? Zane's father is alive, as well as his two older brothers. His mother is dead.
2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why? No. He lives with his uncle, Alan. He moves in with Rainart when he Comes of Age (20)
3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events? Well, he was 7 when his mother died. It was claimed as suicide. He decided that by seeing her body, that it wasn't suicide, and confronted his father, Royal Emporer of Crystallia, Balo DeCross. He ended up getting his father enraged, and he ended up basically beating Zane to a state of unconciousness. When he woke up, he was being carried off into his room, and Balo was screaming that Zane, and any sort of Change Child, was banned from the castle.
Zane never exactly got over his father's reaction, and vows to show to prove his father was behind his mother's death.
4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far? Meeting the people who end up becoming his best friends in the Rose Valley.

Romance:
1) Single? Until he's 21. Well, he reveals it at 21, he's been dating him since he was 19.
2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships? He ends up dating a particular someone. They end up staying together until fate inturrupted.
3) Virgin? Until he's 22.
4) Does your character like flirting? Not really.

Symbolism:
1) What animal would you associate your OC with? ...I never really thought about this...to tell you the truth, I have no freaking clue. I guess a cat.
2) Musical Instrument? Violin.
3) Element? All-Elemental. (Isn't HE lucky.)
4) Planet? I don't know! D:

Showing the Love:
1) Do you draw your character? Yes.
2) Do you write about him/her? Yes...
3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs? I probably will eventually.
4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC? I've talk to him often, and worked out some things. I constantly comment on his height and he usually has a snappy comeback to it. Either way, me and him are fairly close, besides Kalani. I've also appreciated him by giving him a comfortable spot in my room (the cushion I play videogames on).

RANDOMIZE!
1) Is your character wanted for anything? Murder...Imperso... ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14474888/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14474888/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 16:06:37 PDT

List 13 of your OC characters! (Okay, let me think...)
[01] Zane (Untitled)
[02] Kenny Miroslav (Untitled)
[03] Rainart Enivid (Untitled)
[04] Lyle Boha (Untitled)
[05] Chad Dorche (Untitled)
[06] Noir Cyra (Untitled)
[07] Kalani (Untitled, my Muse)
[08] Tamashii (Untitled)
[09] Reid (Untitled)
[10] Chibi (Ichiban Catastrophe)
[11] Tsubasa Den Dekkar/ Tsu (Ichiban Catastrophe)
[12] Balo DeCross (Untitled...I'm running out of people now)
[13] Rylie (Random...dude, I'm really out now. XD)

------------------------------

[1] Are 1 [Zane] and 2 [Kenny] sweethearts? If not, should they be?

Uh, no way man. Well, for one, Zane is only Bi and he wouldn't go for Kenny, he's his best friend! And Kenny's as straight as a pole. He wouldn't be interested in Zane. They shouldn't be.


[2] 2 [Kenny] and 3 [Rainart] are playing Mortal Kombat--who's kicking whose butt?

It'd be a close one, but Rainart would probably be kickin' ass. Kenny doesn't play videogames, when he's at home, he's too busy helping out his family. Rai, though, is a spoiled rich kid, so he probably played lots of videogames in his time.


[3] 3 [Rainart] and 4 [Lyle] share a bed. Do they fight over who gets which side?

-snort- Lyle would. Rainart would be like, "I don't care" and Lyle would be like, "GIVE ME THAT SIDE, YOU PRICK!" And it would result in Lyle sleeping on the floor because Rai is mean.


[4] 5 [Dorche] has ice cream. Would 4 [Lyle] steal it?

Ha ha. Maybe. Depends what kind. Dorche usually doesn't eat sweets, he's a pretty healthy guy (besides the flavored icecubes I created...yes, they're flavoured. It's not icecream.) Lyle would probably ask for a bite, then Dorche would probably just give it to him. XD


[5] How drunk would 5 [Dorche] have to be to make whoopie to 6 [Noir]?

XD OH MY GOD, ALOT. Seriously, ALOT. Frick, Dorche has a girlfriend, and HELL it isn't Noir. Problem though, even if Noir wasn't drunk she'd probably try to fend him off, but that wouldn't go well. She's 5'4'', he's 6'7''...

[6] 6 [Noir] finds naughty photos of 7 [Kalani]. Could s/he successfully blackmail 7 with them?

-snort- No. Kalani, for one, is a Sotark, a pure white creature with little wings. He, uh, has no...privates. If they were 'naughty', he must've been in human form, or they weren't of him. Either way, Kalani wouldn't be threatened, and Noir has no reason to blackmail him.


[7] If 7 [Kalani] walked into his/her room to find 8 [Tamashii] nude on his/her bed, how long would it be until s/he turns and leaves?

Less than a second. XD Tamashii wouldn't want Kalani anyways >_> Kalani would probably attempt to kill Tama before leaving though. XD


[8] 8 [Tamashii] won the lottery! How much would s/he share with 9 [Reid]?

Alot! Him and Reid are best friends. Reid probably wouldn't accept it, since Tamashii has helped him out alot. But Tama would share it anyways.


[9] Does 9 [Reid] know 10 [Chibi]'s super secret kink?

Uhm, no. XDDD Chibi is from a completely alternate universe of this world.


[10] Whose sugar high is wilder, 10 [Chibi] or 11 [Tsu]?

Tsu, no contest. The guy is sugar high without sugar.

[11] Who's more likely to sing the Oscar Mayer wiener song, 11 [Tsu] or 12 [Balo]?

Tsu. Again, no contest. Balo is an asshole (in my view), he would never EVER sing that. Tsu would because he's a happy, stupid retard. XD

[12] There's something 12 [Balo]'s been meaning to tell 13 [Rylie]. What is it?

"Who the Hell are you, and why do you resemble that evil little girl who made our lives horrible?"
"I don't know. IT'S NOT MY FAULT, K?"


[13] If 13 [Rylie] were to kiss 1 [Zane]--passionately--how would 1 react?

Zane would panic. Alot. He'd like, run like the wind to Rainart and tell him...and Rainart would come after Rylie, and Rylie would be screwed then. XD


[14] Always a bridesmaid, never a bride. Who does this define best, 4[Lyle] or 9 [Reid]?

UHM. BOTH. They're both male...XD
Although I guess Reid. I don't know if he win's over Noir yet.


[15] Who's more of an animal in bed, 5 [Dorche] or 12 [Balo]?

OH LORD, I THINK I DIED INSIDE. -eyes bleed- Balo...ugh, he's like, 67!!!

Anyways, it's...disgustingly enough, hard to say. Balo slept with so many women when he was younger, and end... ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14410190/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14410190/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 12:40:36 PDT To train up... to become the best! And to take down those PK's...Player Killers. And then there's the PKK's. The Player Killer Killer's. The types of people in The World is complex.
But the game has been going wrong lately.
There have been players who have been attacked...by this thing called Tri-Edge. When Tri-Edge PK's them (we're guessing he's a player) the real-life players become comatose.
Like Shino. And there's supposedly more.
We'll find out what the hell Tri-Edge is, and how he can do this, and if Endurance has something to do with AIDA. And the Avatars. We'll get rid of the problems in The World!


That sounds like a game opening, doesn't it? XD
This is a videogame, though, but it feels like a MMORPG. I get more emails on there than I do in real life! -sob- And people talk to me~
I feel like I'M Haseo. But I'm not as much of a brat. I tend to reply with some politeness (COUGHSOTHEY'LLLIKEMECOUGH) and I have one guy who likes me ALOT. XD I'm trying to get Kunh to like more me, but it's not working.
He hates me. XD
And Endurance...OH GOD! That guy is my desktop background. (In the game...you see, I can log out, and go on my computer, and check email and go on forums...he's my bg, the fangirl in me couldn't resist XD) There's like, 10,000 fangirls for him and he gets alot of fanart.
...The Terror of Death (Me, in a higher levelled form) gets alot of fanart too! Makes me feel SPECIAL. XD
But back on topic. Endurance is SO HOT. But I think I have to fight him soon, and he'll probably Data-Drain my ass straight out of The World.
I'm deathly scared of fighting AIDA. XD It scares me! The music bothers me and I begin to sweat and shake. I swear to God, I'M going to go Comatose fighting them. XD


Anyways, I'm off to play more. I need to train everyone to level 30 to get ready for the arena fight. Ciao.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14335108/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14335108/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 13:49:42 PDT
Yep, I'm 16 now. I don't feel any older. But usually that's how it works. Maybe if I'm lucky, I'll grow and get tall!
...which has a veryyy small chance of happening. XD

So far I know I've gotten two videogames (From my friends, who will be giving me that tommorow) which is .Hack//G.U. volumes 1 and 2. YAY! I still have to finish FFXII though. XD
Then there's...uhm, nothing else so far-- Except for gift certificates from relatives. But there's nothing else. I'll probably get more tonight.

I'm in a bit of an art slump. Hopefully it'll go away soon.

EDIT: AND OMG. Yuu Watase did a yaoi?! XD I'm devestated! It's so bloody hot though. But I'm SHOCKED. XD

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14311371/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14311371/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 22:20:00 PDT

OH GOD! Is Lelouch dead? Is Suzaku dead? Did Karen get caught in the crossfire? Are the Black Knights finished? Did Brittania win? Did Cornelia die? Is Nanaly dead? Why did Marianne cut the security the day she died? What happened to the students at Ashford Academy? OH LORD BRING ON SEASON TWO! NOW!

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14278730/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14278730/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 20:24:02 PDT -pushes rant journal off page-

1. I tend to get really lazy while drawing. I'll take breaks inbetween drawing...often. And I'll get distracted by my people blabbing away in my head or my music or nothing at all.

2. I tend to draw the same things. Alot. I'm only good at people and flowers. And hell, I'm not really even GOOD at that. I need to teach myself enviroments and people...alot better. Buildings too.

3. I have such low self-confidence drawing. I tell myself often I can't draw, I can't do anything really, yet I still draw because it's the only thing I can fall back on. I hate looking at other people's art because it lowers my self confidence even more.

4. My first comic I ever drew was called...Super Kid. She was a super hero. Her name was Abby... and her best friend's were Zack and Tanya. I just discovered Anime around this time and really wanted to draw. (I burned this. Really.) It was very...plainly styled and LAME LAME LAMEE

5. I tend to pick up anime styles of whatever I'm obsessed on at the time. I had a major FMA kick for awhile, and my art was...becoming similar to it. Same with ToS, Loveless...-dies a little inside at the copyness-

6. I started anime style and still am. I hope to create my own style, I hate the fact I can't derail from the anime style.

7. I need to listen to music when I draw. Doesn't matter the picture, doesn't matter the music. I just need music or at least a conversation or I just...can't do much, strangely.

8. I don't create original character designs. I wish I could be eventually they begin to look alike or they look really plain. Either way, I wish I could be a bit more creative. I love creating their personalities though.

9. I suck with CGing. For the life of me, I swear, I'll never get used to a tablet. I've made about 20,000 cg's...and obliterated them all. I really REALLY hate CGing but I need to learn to use it.

10. Even though I hate my style and skill, I'm not going to give up. Not until my heart stops when I'm an old old lady.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14277758/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14277758/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 19:08:42 PDT
It's really overrated, in my opinion. It's just another anime with a reject ninja and an emo kid and a fangirl. Oh great. It's style really isn't all that appealing to me. It's rather uninteresting, so why does it have 40 million fans? It pisses me off. People could be giving the WORTHY DD's to original artwork. Seriously, this is fucking madness.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14220107/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14220107/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 01:46:50 PDT
Last one I got major obession on was Fullmetal Alchemist. Wallpapers, avatars, you know...
Ouran doesn't really count as much, due to a...dying obsession, sadly. But yeah, FMA was serious fangirlism, right there. I watched like, 10 episodes a day, and read the manga chapters in extreme excitement.

Now this...Code Geass. Yeah, Lelouch is a hot physcopath, but that's not all. The plot is well-paced and full of suprises, and keeps you hooked. The range of characters is great, and not that many people are dislikable, except for Shirley. She's...dislikable. Very useless and tends to spaz out the other characters for liking Lelouch. (EDIT: Kay...I don't really dislike her that much anymore...her story ended up being rather depressing. I'm sorry, Shirley! Lelouch is too crazy to be a father anyways! XD) Even the villians are likeable! (Then again, Lelouch IS kinda of a villian due to Suzaku...) and the character designs are nice, thanks to good 'ol CLAMP. Even the mecha is awesome, dude.
Yeah, it's awesome PERIOD. GO WATCH IT, I DEMAND IT!

Yeah, that's all.

THE PROCLAIMED 100 THEMES CHALLENGE!
I'll begin to bold which ones are done...
I. Introduction
II. Love
III. Light
IV. Dark
V. Seeking Solace
VI. Break Away
VII. Heaven
VIII. Innocence
IX. Drive
X. Breathe Again
XI. Memory
XII. Insanity
XIII. Misfortune
XIV. Smile
XV. Silence
XVI. Questioning
XVII. Blood
XVIII. Rainbow
XIX. Gray
XX. Fortitude
XXI. Vacation
XXII. Mother Nature
XXIII. Cat
XXIV. No Time
XXV. Trouble Lurking
XXVI. Tears
XXVII. Foreign
XXVIII. Sorrow
XXIX. Happiness
XXX. Under The Rain
XXXI. Flowers
XXXII. Night
XXXIII. Expectations
XXXIV. Stars
XXXV. Hold My Hand
XXXVI. Precious Treasure
XXXVII. Eyes
XXXVIII. Abandoned
XXXIX. Dreams
XL. Rated
XLI. Teamwork
XLII. Standing Still
XLIII. Dying
XLIV. Two Roads
XLV. Illusion
XLVI. Family
XLVII. Creation
XLVIII. Childhood
XLIX. Stripes
L. Breaking The Rules
LI. Sport
LII. Deep In Thought
LIII. Keeping A Secret
LIV. Tower
LV. Waiting
LVI. Danger Ahead
LVII. Sacrifice
LVIII. Kick In The Head
LIX. No Way Out
LX. Rejection
LXI. Fairy Tale
LXII. Magic
LXIII. Do Not Disturb
LXIV. Multitasking
LXV. Horror
LXVI. Traps
LXVII. Playing The Melody
LXVIII. Hero
LXIV. Annoyance
LXX. 67%
LXXI. Obsession
LXXII. Mischief Managed
LXXIII. I Can't
LXXIV. Are You Challenging Me?
LXXV. Mirror
LXXVI. Broken Pieces
LXXVII. Test
LXXVIII. Drink
LXXIX. Starvation
LXXX. Words
LXXXI. Pencil And Paper
LXXXII. Can You Hear Me?
LXXXIII. Heal
LXXXIV. Out Cold
LXXXV. Spiral
LXXXVI. Seeing Red
LXXXVII. Food
LXXXVIII. Pain
LXXXIX. Through The Fire
XC. Triangle
XCI. Drowning
XCII. All That I Have
XCIII. Give Up
XCIV. Last Hope
XCV. Advertisement
XCVI. In The Storm
XCVII. Safety First
XCVIII. Puzzle
XCIX. Solitude
C. Relaxation

-COUGH-IAIN'TGETTINGTOTHISFORAWHILENOTWHENI -breath- STILLHAVEGEASSTOWATCH!-cough-

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14185649/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14185649/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 19:15:17 PDT

ANYWAYS, here's something I can attempt to do for the rest of my life.
THE PROCLAIMED 100 THEMES CHALLENGE!
I'll begin to bold which ones are done...

I. Introduction
II. Love
III. Light
IV. Dark
V. Seeking Solace
VI. Break Away
VII. Heaven
VIII. Innocence
IX. Drive
X. Breathe Again
XI. Memory
XII. Insanity
XIII. Misfortune
XIV. Smile
XV. Silence
XVI. Questioning
XVII. Blood
XVIII. Rainbow
XIX. Gray
XX. Fortitude
XXI. Vacation
XXII. Mother Nature
XXIII. Cat
XXIV. No Time
XXV. Trouble Lurking
XXVI. Tears
XXVII. Foreign
XXVIII. Sorrow
XXIX. Happiness
XXX. Under The Rain
XXXI. Flowers
XXXII. Night
XXXIII. Expectations
XXXIV. Stars
XXXV. Hold My Hand
XXXVI. Precious Treasure
XXXVII. Eyes
XXXVIII. Abandoned
XXXIX. Dreams
XL. Rated
XLI. Teamwork
XLII. Standing Still
XLIII. Dying
XLIV. Two Roads
XLV. Illusion
XLVI. Family
XLVII. Creation
XLVIII. Childhood
XLIX. Stripes
L. Breaking The Rules
LI. Sport
LII. Deep In Thought
LIII. Keeping A Secret
LIV. Tower
LV. Waiting
LVI. Danger Ahead
LVII. Sacrifice
LVIII. Kick In The Head
LIX. No Way Out
LX. Rejection
LXI. Fairy Tale
LXII. Magic
LXIII. Do Not Disturb
LXIV. Multitasking
LXV. Horror
LXVI. Traps
LXVII. Playing The Melody
LXVIII. Hero
LXIV. Annoyance
LXX. 67%
LXXI. Obsession
LXXII. Mischief Managed
LXXIII. I Can't
LXXIV. Are You Challenging Me?
LXXV. Mirror
LXXVI. Broken Pieces
LXXVII. Test
LXXVIII. Drink
LXXIX. Starvation
LXXX. Words
LXXXI. Pencil And Paper
LXXXII. Can You Hear Me?
LXXXIII. Heal
LXXXIV. Out Cold
LXXXV. Spiral
LXXXVI. Seeing Red
LXXXVII. Food
LXXXVIII. Pain
LXXXIX. Through The Fire
XC. Triangle
XCI. Drowning
XCII. All That I Have
XCIII. Give Up
XCIV. Last Hope
XCV. Advertisement
XCVI. In The Storm
XCVII. Safety First
XCVIII. Puzzle
XCIX. Solitude
C. Relaxation


-laughs- Oh God, I must be insane!

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14083555/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14083555/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 00:44:41 PDT

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14031152/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/14031152/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 16:04:58 PDT
So yeah. Lately I've been on Gaia. I'm neglecting my SA. XD Come see me~

GaiaOnline: Serenity Chai

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/12170444/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/12170444/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 15:04:41 PDT DA's not for me.
DA gives me no critiques. DA gives me no oppurtunity.

Maybe someday, I will come back to DA and submit my works.
For now...no.

DA is for people who feel the bravery to submit their works.
But not me.

You can find me at Sheezyart under Xandy.

To those who still watch this...thanks.
But all this account is to watch some of my idols.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/11403457/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/11403457/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 20:17:16 PST Of smelling things that...really aren't there, and adjusting to new sight.
To feeling I really cannot draw - I'm just a wannabe woman...
One with no talent and no strengths - 0 positives to 1000 negatives.
Why must I overthink things, and fail things?
How can I even have people liking me? What the hell are those positives?
Because all I see is 0's.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10881210/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10881210/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 16:22:01 PST Wasn't missing much, anyways.

What else is new with my life? I've been kinda depressed with myself, really. I hate November. It makes me think too much.

What am I really gonna do with my life?
What ARE my chances I'll actually get enough talent and be able to get a career in drawing? I really feel lately I have no talent of any sort, going through my old shit over and over again and wondering why people even consider my crap 'good'.
I might get a bit better once art starts next semester, but I still don't feel too confident with my style.

See what I mean? That came from freaking no where.

I haven't been getting any support from my family.
(And I never really did, anyways, besides insults about the school I picked and other things too.) And really, I'm not really caring about it, anyways.

My grades are crap (To me, anyways, everyone else is proud. Who likes B's, anyways...) And I don't expect anything from myself.

And crushes suck. Horribly. Completely.

Anyways, I'll shut up and say something positive.

...I like all the snow we've been getting though. Yay for snow...

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10756879/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10756879/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 14:35:47 PST

YAY.


That makes me happy.

-goes RENT crazy-

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10607371/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10607371/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 19:08:50 PST
For one, my internet's disconnected.
Secondy, um, school's easy...
When I first heard, I was like, "OMG IM GONNA FAIL!" But it's really easy...I'm actually PASSING math, CALM's 92, Spanish is 90 (Yo soy, tu eres...) I might be failing english due to the fact my teacher is a major hardass compared to last year and expects absolute perfection or she fails you.
I'm not joking...

Um. Yeah. So no art, no updates besides this, and sorry for not commenting, but I had 200 updates. I looked at most of the things, I just didn't comment!

And people love my TotA wallpaper...

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10298739/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10298739/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 22:01:13 PDT
Anyways, me, Jenn and Dana have been working on a comic idea for a little past a year now. And...we want to make it work. We've made an email, a website, and even a Sheezyart account. I want you to check them out. If you watch the account, I will love you. I'll comment on your work and advertise it, I swear! @_@
Now, here are ze links!

[u=onexcatastrophe]
Please take a look! Thanks!

[link]

Please take a look.

And the email is on the Sheezyaccount. Please go take a look and support us. Thanks! I really apperciate it.

Tsu: man, that makes me wanna cry!
Me: Shut up...

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10294345/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10294345/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 14:47:37 PDT
[ ] You have a boyfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[ ] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 4

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert. (What kind...?)
T 0 T A L: 5

[ ] You have over 50 friends on SA
[x] You have pictures on SA
[x] Your parents let you have a SA
[x] You get allowance
[ ] You collect something normal.
[x] You look foward to going to school. (Depends on the day)
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 5

[ ] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-consious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 1

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[ ] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You dont have any enemies.
[x] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 7

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this "MY LIFE IS % HAPPY"

66%

Oh em gee, I shall be emo now. XD

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10276266/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10276266/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 20:51:35 PDT I GOT A SCANNER! FINALLY!

Two,
I'm doing good in music.

Third,
TotA IN A FEW DAYS OMFG.

Fifth, I dunno.

Sixth, I skipped 4th.

...Not much else is new.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10197337/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10197337/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 19:49:45 PDT [link]

...

When I saw this, the first negative I thought was, "I wonder why he's doing it..." "He's not gonna get any." Then, he went ahead and got a hug.
And more. And More. AND MORE.
And then he was getting hugs everywhere. It touched me. And then the police went ahead and banned it.
And 10,000 signed against it.
And now, free hugs is happening again.

I seriously want to do this. My God, I mean, you know when someone hugs you when you're down? Well, think of getting a free hug from a random stranger on a tough day.
It must feel great.

So, sometime before I graduate, I'm going to walk down the hallways of my school wearing a sign that says, "Free Hugs".
And I'm gonna count how many people do it, too. Just to see the compassion left in the world.
By the way, over 4000 kids in my school.

---

I was talking to someone and told them to watch the video because it's one of the best things I've seen in a while which put a smile on my face.
And you know what the person said?

-Name blocked for reasons- says:
the free hug thing, i dont like it x__X
-Name blocked for reasons- says:
goes straight to the category of rainbows and ponies and ...sugar plums!
-Name blocked for reasons-says:
and happy dancing flaming leprechauns lol
:-: Xαηδy :-: || Whatever Tommorow Brings - I'll Be There. || says:
Oh my God, you're heartless.
-Name blocked for reasons- says"
tehe
:-: Xαηδy :-: || Whatever Tommorow Brings - I'll Be There. || says:
You must lack compassion.
-Name blocked for reasons-says:
plus the guy with the sign looks like a hobo! no one wants a hug from him,huh? ._.
:-: Xαηδy :-: || Whatever Tommorow Brings - I'll Be There. || says:
You're a bitch sometimes.

I'm so rude, aren't I?Well, she pissed me off, and this is what happens when people piss me off. I think I'm a slight skitzo, sometimes...


GO TOTA OFFICIALNESS. It's being released on the tenth of October, and the site was released today. Shweet.

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10146969/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10146969/ Thu, 21 Sep 2006 20:25:06 PDT


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I totally forgot this happens...
And I probably won't even use it. -emo- Oh well, thanks DA!

Anyways, news news news...
I got to crossdress today. LOL. Long story. >_>

]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10136036/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10136036/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 18:53:57 PDT

...

Meh. When I feel like fricken writing...

I PREORDERED TOTA. ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10074743/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/10074743/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 20:19:30 PDT Bruised
Cold
And tired.

Generally, school rocks. I love it there, and I can't get over on how much I like it over my old school.
I could rant about something, but I'm tired.

So anyways, sorry for not replying to anything...I had over 100 messages...

I'll update later. ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9985373/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9985373/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 06:39:41 PDT
I started high school. I love it. HEART. My school is awesome awesomemawesome. But I won't be on as often.
Deal with it.

So, sorry I didn't reply to journals, art, etc. I'll try to be on this weekend, but don't expect to much, k?

Gah. Gotta go. Update more later!

:] ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9946436/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9946436/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 02:41:59 PDT
Anyways, ignore the first bit.



MADE RIGHT ON MY BIRTHDAY!

OWNAGE. OR OWNAGE?



Anyways...

Now you can read.

GAH. HIGH SCHOOOL.

IN LIKE, 1 FREAKING DAY.

Luckily, I'm basically prepared. I just need that stupid expensive caculator, 2 more binders, and um...stuff. Yeah.
In other news, getting there...I wonder how that'll turn out.
My sister sucks. Her school is 15 minutes away...
Mine's like 35.
But my sister just generally sucks anyways.
Same with Megan.
2 minutes.
Damn Kindergartener...

EDIT:

R.I.P to the Crocadile Hunter, Steve Irwin. May you live a good afterlife. ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9911008/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9911008/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 18:20:39 PDT GOOOOD DAAAAY.

1. I got the classes I wanted!
Math Applied (Ain't the best, but trust me...considering what I got, this is a miracle.)
Science 10 (Another miracle.)
English 10-1 (Not a miracle, since this is my best subject)
Social 10 (Normal.)

Art 10
Instrumental Music 10 (I didn't change it after all)
Spanish 10
Calm 20

Generally, this owns. I hope my schedule doesn't change though...it was perfect.


AND
I CONVINCED MY MOTHER
To let me pre-order TotA! (Tales of the Abyss) Because I mentioned I get an artbook by my fave artist. XD
Ha ha ha ha HA!

What else?
I got wet. My pants are SO wreaked. XD

Um, what else?

...

I'm happy. ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9902220/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9902220/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 22:54:10 PDT -something something- Make it out alive..."

Yeah.

One week, and I go to high school.
I've heard ALOT of great things about it.
And I'm gonna try to get my math and science changed. (Math's more likely than science. )
I think it's cool we can pick our own lockers.

...
I need to submit that thing to my SA.
My SA is Xandy, by ze way.

Yaay, school...=____= ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9867866/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9867866/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 23:26:17 PDT
Money Originally: $305
Money Left: $40.



So anyways, I bought
-Three pairs of jeans
-3 t-shirts
-A sweater
-Undergarments.

And yep.
One shirt was from Hollisters. OMG. 2 jeans are from American Eagle. OMG.

I hate labels.

I'm sorry, I know I'm a hypocrite. But I buy stuff because I like how it looks and how it feels. Blah.
So, my sister goes into Abercrombie and Fitch, and I see this nice sweater, I saw it at another store, without the label, for about 20 bucks.
This was 89.00.
I start complaining about it and some woman glared at me. XD
Same thing in Hollister.
I like A.E. because their jeans fit me perfectly.

More later... ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9844316/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9844316/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 23:04:50 PDT
techically, another 12
It'll be my BIRTHDAY!

Happy birthday to ME!

I'm 15.

OKAY

NOW IT'S OFFICIAL

WHOOOOT. ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9810715/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9810715/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 00:04:08 PDT
Recently, I've been awfully emo. I hate PMSing.
But, thanks to it, I got my muses sorted.
Or, atleast, the basics.

So, intro time.

Muse 1
Chibibi
Chibibi, originally Chibi, my avatar at SA, is my most inspiring muse, and usually attempts to set me straight on my path, although I often do not follow his advice.
Swearing, slightly sadistic and grouchy, and perverted, Chibibi is the muse of Humour, violence, helper of story and general inspiration. He's my oldest muse, and my favorite.
He's not human, he's a Sotark, which is Kratos spelt backwards, which is the God of War. -laughs- He's pure white, his eyes change color depending upon the time of day, and he has angel wings and a tail. He can also use magic.

Muse 2
Eclaire
Because, I like that name, too.
I had a dream about her, and now she looks ALOT different. She was the one in my "Oh, my Muse!" picture, although now her hair's longer, she's darker skinned, and a bit older.
She's wise, yet probably my most innocent muse. She's the muse of character design helper, helper of story, helper of humour, setting, and the protagonist helper.
She's sweet, kind, polite and somewhat angelic. Although she doesn't have wings, her hair is silver, her eyes slightly yellow/orange. Her clothes are white or silver. And although she's basically pure, she's guilty for also being the muse of shounen-ai/yaoi and shojo-ai/yuri...and she solves fights.

Muse 3
Xandy
Long story.
She's basically...a clone of me, except 10 times more mature, and alot smarter...
She's the muse of story, protagonists, antagonist helper, setting helper and angst helper. She's the one who's going to convince me that I can work on things and force me to, although she's basically me.
If she's a basic clone, that means she's got short brown hair, emo glasses, blue eyes, is constantly wearing a tanktop and jeans, argues with Chibibi and Lan, and is trying to convince me if I work harder and stop being such a bitch, I'll get what I want.

Muse 4
Laharlan (Lan for short)
Hee hee...I just discovered him tonight. He told me to shut the fuck up.
He claims he's evil, that he's one of the 69 spawns of Satan, that he lived in Hell before he came to help me. It's not true though...he's just some general physco who doesn't like wearing a shirt.
So, take a guess. He's the muse of antagonist helper, angst, evil-ness and weapons.
He's a little brat, but he has his moments. He threatens to destroy Chibibi, and make Eclaire evil. He's got red hair, red eyes, wears no shirt, a giant billowing red scarf and black pants with 10, 000 belts.
Okay, only 10, but he's got some on his scarf and his arms.

Welcome to my house, it's got a few rooms. -laughs-
I still need a muse that's a homosexual. -laughs- ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9805416/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9805416/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 21:27:03 PDT
I could rant. I could rave. I could have alot to say, but you know what? Screw you. I won't.
Because then people will be like either this:
"AWW OMGZWHATTHEHELLISWRONGmeksnfcpoinsfjo!!!"
Or
"Fricken emo. I'm gonna block you and not talk to you now."

So yeah, screw you. I'm not very happy now.

I'll go shopping for clothes tommorow, although I have no idea what I'm doing tommorow. If no one is available, then I dunno. I'll be a whiny emo.
But then, I need school clothes. Turns out I'm getting money to buy it, so yeah. To Superstore I go to buy those shirts I saw. and maybe some pants.

---ANOTHER EDIT OMG---

Anyways, some person noted me on DA (because I find myself arguing with alot of people, and they asked, 'is this about me? i thought it was a friendly arguement. ;-;' )
It wasn't about them, or actually, anyone. It was a random user I argued with on my OLD account who told me off for complaining. I'm PMSing, okay? Don't piss me off! It's not about anyone I know in real life, or on my friend's list, k? NOW STOP IT!!!

...and also, I'm going shopping with my mommy and sister. They have good taste too. ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9794594/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9794594/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 15:46:49 PDT
My birthday's in five days! Give me presents!

...

Anyways, I'll be 15. Scaryness. I'll be starting high school, and this, en I quote from my sister, is what she said:

"It's not as bad as you're thinking. The hardest part is the classes. The friends part is a synch."

So, hopefully that's true.

I'm going to an art school (Victoria High School of visual and performing arts) and I want to switch from music to drama.
Yeah, I actually like music...but sadly, I think when money comes, it's more important.
Music is 100 dollars.
My school fees in total is 100.
If I didn't take music, my school fees would be alot cheaper.
So yeah...besides, Drama is fun.

So, hopefully, my math and science will improve.

Math? I just want to atleast get into Applied. I know, I suck. But I was never good at math, even with the best teacher.
I generally just suck at test.

Science went down because I almost bombed the final exam. >_>

But yeah. My general worries are
-Math and Science
-Music
-Friends ;-;
-Getting lost in this giant school

Sooo yep.

Speaking of my birthday, I hope I get a ps2.
Because then I can pre-order Tales of the Abyss with no worries.
...>_> I'm NOT OBSESSED! STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT! ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9762557/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9762557/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 16:39:47 PDT No, this isn't my usual teenage angst.

This is something that has made me so mad, I might do something I'll REGRET.

You see, I have these neightbours.
They live basically right across the street from us.

We're renters, they're buyers.
They dislike us because we rent. They thought me and my sister scratched their ugly truck, we didn't. We didn't even know them, we just moved in!
They called the cops on us, over a PARKED CAR infront of our house.
And on many occasions, they've tried to get us arrested, kicked out, etc, and it has never worked.
But now they've pushed my limit.

They called my landlord.
No, it's not the first time. But it's what they said.

They called, basically saying this: "We're sick (me: only them, there's a ton of noisy kids on this block.) of hearing those annoying scream from sunrise to sunset! They're constantly on the front lawn screaming! We think that someone should call social services and see what they're doing! They need to be put in their place so give them shit!"

So my landlord called, and said, "Well, I'm here to give you shit."
He didn't care. He knows we'd be the only people to rent a shithole like this.
But the social services part?
Oh my fucking God.
I freaked.

KIDS SCREAM. IT'S A FACTOR OF CHILDHOOD. They're just having fun! The only reason they cry is because I'm here!
...

I am literally SO ANGRY EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT IT I SHAKE WITH ANGER. I NEVER THOUGHT I WANTED TO KILL SOMONE BUT OH WAS I EVER FUCKING WRONG.
I WANT THEM DEAD.
I AM GOING TO GET GAS AND MATCHES AND SET THIER HOUSE ON FIRE.
AND THEN ONCE THEY'RE ASHES, I'M GOING TO PISS ON THEM.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWRGGMKJCISBN UIGOSRD!!!


GOD. I'M SO FUCKING ANGRY.

WE didn't do ANYTHING. We don't deserve to have social services called on us! What kind of fucking devil are you to do that?!
Fuck. I hate them so much.
I want to say more, but I can;t. ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9698114/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9698114/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 02:53:14 PDT GO I SAY!

[link]

Anyways, lookit all the pictures.

I made the majority within Febuary-March-late April.

May, I made Oh my Muse!

...check the three recent.

The two IC ones were made in...Feb?
The ID was made tonight.

...LOOKIT THAT!
LOOKIT!!!

My CG isn't all that better, but the craziness lies within the drawing.
Dood. The eyes aren't expanding upon half their head.
The hair? Way sexier now...
Anotomy? Don't get me started. Even the boobs are better, and it doesn't take that much to make them...
Augh, nasty nasty!!! >o<

Anyways, I feel alot better. Over the past few months, I've really improved.
Practice does make perfect. I wonder if my skill will be around Kurot's when I'm 21...?


-goes off to check the dates-

PS = My birthday is in 2 weeks!

---

P.S.S- I have a present for you all. =]
It'll take a while to assemble...but I have a favour.
If any of you had alot of pictures on my xX-Twilight-Xx, can you tell me? Thanks. Destroying evidence. XD ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9636359/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9636359/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 02:30:08 PDT There's something I don't like, yet I like. It looks cool.
Yesh, maybe I'll update more on my opinion later...people that are complaining are stupid, you'll get used to it in 2 weeks or less.

And TV in my room next weekend. Score.
And I hope a ps2 will soon join it. :3
Then a Tales of the Abyss in October.

EDIT

OKay, love the search system. <3

...if you notice alot of TotA in my faves, ignore please. XDD ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9604091/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9604091/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 02:17:31 PDT
AM

WEARING

A SWEATER.

It's August.

HELLO?

My birthday usually ranges from 25-35 C.

This year, be lucky to hit 20 C!

It's rainy, cold and yucky.

God, and i was complaining about warm weather too. ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9592653/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9592653/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 00:02:17 PDT Although it could be eager...
-makes it eager-

Anyways, for random news, Tokyopop is physcotic for making the whole "Myspace" type of dealy.
It was really stupid. Now it's art theft paradise.
I made an account there...XandytheBanshee.

So, I heard the english voices for most of the characters from Tales of the Abyss.

My favorite was Mieu. Squee! Mieu. Well done.

Tear - I didn't hear much, but they kept her original Japanese singing! 10 points for you, Namco.

Guy - All I heard was "ha!" Over and over, so...but it sounds pretty well done.

Luke - He sounds high-pitched. o_o; I think I could learn to deal with it.

Jade - Meh...compared to Takehito Koyasu, it's OKAY...I could deal with it.

Anise - Jade pronounced her name like Anus...>_>;
But I hope her voice is more...fan-girled? She sounded really serious and it didn't suit her at all. I hope it was because it was a serious moment.

Natalia - All I heard was "Ya!" Over and over again, but it sounds pretty good.

Largo - His was good. Suited the evil dude. Although all he said was "No you don't!" >_>

So anyways, fairly satisfied...I just hope Luke's voice is more deeper and Anise is more high pitched sounding. My only complaints.


EDIT:

Just to spaz...

[link]

No, I'm not obsessed!
No, I didn't misspell a part of Luke's name! >_>
YES, he's mine. All mine. ._. SIX PACK AND ALL!
Can't he be real? -cries- Sure, Tear would get him, but still! >_> If Anise has a chance, so do I...

EDIT 2:

Kinda Ironic...

I spelt Luke Fone Fabre (I forgot the 'E' at te end of Fone) yet I got Natalia Luzu Kimuelasca Lanvaldear when I GUESSED. And I don't even really like her as much as the other characters. ._.
Figures...

HUGE EDIT 3:

I cleaned out my gallery.
I'm changin'! ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9525335/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9525335/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 17:05:39 PDT Mood: PMS
Reading: Absolute Boyfriend! Vol.1
Watching: TotA Trailers
Playing: ( I wish) ToTA
Listening: Random songs.
Drawing: No

Ugh, this sucks.

I want a ps2 so badly. But how am I going to get it by October?

Unless I get my own dimpy TV in August, the Ps2 in September, and the game in October.

Wish me luck, ya'll. I'm officially done spending money...

After I buy Shojo Beat. >.> ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9473995/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9473995/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 01:12:33 PDT Mood: PMS
Reading: Absolute Boyfriend! Vol.1
Watching: TotA Trailers
Playing: ( I wish) ToTA
Listening: Random songs.
Drawing: No

I'm actually not PMSing that badly, but I figured it was going to hit when I ranted on SA over a little thing and over-dramasized it.

This heat is crazy. I've never sweated so much before. Usually, I'm good with heat! 34 C (93 F), I can handle. But 37 C (99 F) or 40 C (104 F) I CANNOT HANDLE! I've put on so much deoderant but I feel it not working. D: Makes me wish I had no hair so my neck wouldn't sweat so much... D:
What's the hottest weather for you guys?

And sorry for my inactiveness...I have a life, you know!

...and it's not going outside. >_> XD

Although I'm going out tommorow and Tuesday...and I'll be out ALL day on Tuesday. There better be a nice, cool breeze at 30 C...(86 F).

And I got in a waterfight with my family! X_X
My mom came in the livingroom and sprayed me with a watergun, since I was the only one inside because I was suffering from cramps. But, once my mom did that...it was ON! I play dirty. >D
I originally was going to get a glass of luke warm water, until my dad was like, "I'll get her from the front...when she turns around, get her with the pail!" So, I filled it with ICE COLD water. And went out to the front and waited for the signal. My mom screamed and I ran in...by the way, the pail was large and was half-full...and then BOOM! Down her back. :3

Of course, revenge was served...my sister kept getting my face, so I couldn't see what I was doing. Damn glasses!
And I was DRENCHED! My shirt was soaked through, my pants were too. But then I stuck an icecube down my mom's and sister's shirt. I play evilly, no?

So, poor Boots has been not eating as much. CAN YOU BLAME HIM?! It's 40 frigging celcius...

... ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9411778/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9411778/ Tue, 18 Jul 2006 00:58:19 PDT Mood: SQUEEEE
Reading: Absolute Boyfriend! Vol.1
Watching: PotC2 - DMC
Playing: (( I wish) ToTA) ToS
Listening: Random songs.
Drawing: Ichiban Catastrophe

My mom claims I lost weight, but I think I gained it..

...I duno. I don't want to go above 95.

And it was storming today...

I've been on GaiaOnline alot.

My account's Serenity Chai. ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9346250/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9346250/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 17:44:27 PDT Mood: SQUEEEE
Reading: Absolute Boyfriend! Vol.1
Watching: PotC2 - DMC
Playing: (( I wish) ToTA) ToS
Listening: Random songs.
Drawing: Ichiban Catastrophe

SQUEEE!!!

I HAVE A KITTY!!!
IT'S SO TINY AND CUTE AND SQUEE!
It's nameless right now, but we're thinking Boots.
>w<

I saw PotC.
OMG.
The next one, come out please!
I hate Elizabeth now. -_- Little skank...I don't blame Jack.
IT'S JACK, for God's sake!
But Will! He saw! And, and...poor Will! AND ELIZABETH IS THE CAUSE OF JACK'S...
...
You know what.
AND the END! MADE ME EXCITED!
"How's my ship doin'?"
OMG.

>w ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9326290/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9326290/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 21:50:34 PDT Mood: Awesome!
Reading: Absolute Boyfriend! Vol.1
Watching: TotA Skit + Ouran High School Host Club
Playing: ( I wish) ToTA
Listening: Random songs.
Drawing: Ichiban Catastrophe

Morning was stupid because I slept in. -dies- But that was the only crappy part of the day. >_>; But I was having a nice sleep...which was only 2 and a half hours, by the way!

So then me and Jenn headed off on a bus and got to Grant MacEwan, and then couldn't find the right entrance. -laughs- We found it eventually, and since we were pre-registered, our Registration took less than 5 minutes.

Then after that, we travelled around (following signs) and I was squeeing over coslplayers...AND THEN I SAW A ZELOS COSPLAYER! I didn't figure I'd see any Tales ones, so then, out of my total randomness, was like, "ZOMG, IT'S A ZELOS COSPLAYER!" She looked at me weird. >_>

Waiting for the Marketplace to open was brutal (We filled a whole parking lot, man...) since they found pirated material. We waited and waited~
And then I saw A Rude, Reno, Rufus (Wheelchair included), Sephiroth, a giant moogle and KON! I screamed, "OMG, IT'S KON!" And Kon waved. And when I screamed, "OMG IT'S RUDE!" Rude looked over and I was like, "o//o".
I hated not having a camera...Angela was going to bring one, but she wasn't there yet.
Then we got into the marketplace, I bought a sexy FMA necklace and Absolute Boyfriend! Volume one.

After that, Jenn sang some Kareoke, and then we just travelled for a bit. We then decided to go to Anime Name That Tune, but um, it wasn't that. It was some anime... So we left, and then ANGELA came! I went crazy taking pictures. XD Escpecially looking for Kon. I looked everywhere for him, man! I went to the Marketplace (And saw Reno/Rude fanservice, by the way! ^___^) and then other sweet-ass cosplayers. Then, we travelled into the Art Gallery, and saw some REALLY good artists (Ego = smashed) and =Anii-Ki! I kinda...spazzed? Yeah, good word. XD I was like, "OMG I 'VE SEEN YOU ON DA!" And he just stared at me weird, and I walked off all embarrased because I am WAY too loud. =_=;

Then I finally found Kon outside across the lawn. So, know what I did?
I ran outside, stood at the edge of the lawn and shouted...
"KON!! I WANT TO TAKE A PICTURE OF YOU!!!"
...yep. XD Some girls made fun of me after, immitating me (Can you blame them? >.< ) And I got my picture, so I was happy.

After 10,000 pics later, and lotsa money-spending, we went to the hotel and watched the little cosplay thingies. Those were funny, man. XD

Then the dance, THEY PLAYED AWESOME MUSIC! And yeah, now my feet are sore. =.= When it came to the Dance Contest, I was rooting for "Shotgun" and "Katana". They were cool.

Yep, and that was the Animethon! I had shitloads of fun, and hope to do it next year~

Ps. No. I didn't see my TotA artbook. =_= ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9296321/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9296321/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 20:19:20 PDT Mood: Good
Reading: Whole lotta Nothing
Watching: TotA Trailers
Playing: ( I wish) ToTA
Listening: Karma - Bump of Chicken
Drawing: Ichiban Catastrophe

You know, I think convincing someone to buy me a ps2, and Tales of the Abyss should be a Synch.
-laughs at her lame joke-

AH HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Alot of people won't get that.
And it's also irony, since this won't be a "Synch". =_=

Animethon in 2 days!
And my hand is a bit better. It's not being as annoying, although my thumb is really pissing me off.

I might actually go to Saskatoon soon. o_o Depends. I probably won't be.
But, if I am, I'll tell you guys.

I'll be on tommorow~

--EDIT--

-watches Luke die all the time while fighting Arietta-

Dude...you just got killed by a little girl. D: ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9281994/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9281994/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 18:51:16 PDT Mood: Good
Reading: Whole lotta Nothing
Watching: TotA Trailer/Ouran High School Host club
Playing: ( I wish) ToTA
Listening: Satsuki - Kagrra
Drawing: Ichiban Catastrophe

Just wanted to get rid of the other journal. :\

My hand keeps twitching whenever I hold a pencil.
It started a few days earlier, but was barely noticable. I figured it was just because of the heat, and maybe because I haven't drawn as much, it just did.

But then last night, it was uncontrollable. It kept jst TWITCH TWITCH TWITCH - and I don't think it's how I hold it either, or being tired. Because it started doing it TODAY too, while I was drawing.

It's not that it hurts...it's just annoying. It's making me PMS, and yeah. And now my dad's swearing so yeah... ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9271324/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9271324/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 01:48:59 PDT Mood: Good
Reading: Whole lotta Nothing
Watching: TotA Trailer/Ouran High School Host club
Playing: ( I wish) ToTA
Listening: Satsuki - Kagrra
Drawing: Ichiban Catastrophe

I KNOW I should be practicing my CG.
My Lineart.
Drawing period.

I KNOW I should really go get some fresh air so I don't become fat like the dude I drew last night which still makes me shudder.

I KNOW I should go watch episode 13 of Ouran and then go draw and practice me lineart and coloring.

Yah, I like that last one.

(And attempt to win me some Tales of the Abyss Artbook...until it comes out in November. Which I hope it does. OR BETTER, I SEE IT AT ANIMETHON. )

...yep...

Off to watch Ouran.

And how's your guy's summers goin'?

---

Haven't mentioned MY summer!

It's boiling.

It's like, the worst effing Global Warming ever.

I'm DYING. IT'S SUPPOSED TO GET TO 32 C AND FEEL LIKE 38C.
THAT'S 95 F FOR AMERICANS.

I WANT RAIN OR WE'LL HAVE FIRES. D:
Why oh why. Canadian's aren't supposed to suffer this weather.

I've been drawing and stuff and testin stuff and makin stuff and doin stuff and about to do stuff.

So, yeah. It's been good. XD

--

OMG. RANT.
You may want to skip this. :\

So.
Are you an only child?
(No.) I know your pity, man. ...woman.
(Yes.) I FRIGGEN ENVY YOU.

Now, if you said Yes to the last question, skip the next few and go straight to the rant.
Are you the eldest?
(No.) Same...
(Yes.) Good for you!

Do you get along with your siblings?
...screw this.

Alright.
Now, some of you may well know the term, "Family Favorite".
Okay, you all know where this is going.

But I HATE being compared.
HATE. HATE. HATE.

Yeah, I'm a polar opposite of my sister. I'm more of the "Meant to be a man" type and she's a...prep.
She's got the works.
I've got works of...something.

And yeah. She was way better than me in Grade 9, I'll admit that.
BUT NOT NOW.

"Why can't you be more like your sister?"
"I wish you were like your sister so you could be girly!"
"You should be like her!"
"BE HER!"
SHUT THE HELL UP!
I'M NOT GOING TO BE HER EVER.

OH, I'm sorry I'm not failing high school. I'm SORRY that I don't like to wear makeup because it makes me break out in rashes and I like to be plain.
I'm sorry I don't have PLANS EVERYDAY.
I'm sorry I'm home everyday to babysit while you work.
I'm sorry I don't take or ask for over 100 dollars everytime I go out.
I'm sorry I'm not popular.
I'm sorry I'm me.
I'm sorry that my goals contain something I can force myself to do, while she has no plans. Sorry.

...

And I'm gaining alot of weight. D: ]]> ~Xandie http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9251088/ http://Xandie.deviantart.com/journal/9251088/ Sun, 02 Jul 2006 12:42:17 PDT Mood: Good
Reading: Shojo Beat
Watching: TotA Trailer/Ouran High School Host club
Playing: ( I wish) ToTA
Listening: Kokoro Odoru - nobodyknows+
Drawing: Nothing

WHY IS MY "TALES OF THE ABYSS" PHOTOBUCKET ALBUM ALWAYS UNAVAILABLE?!

RWAR.

Makes me sad that my poor TotA album gets murdered by TotA fans. It's not my fault I have a sexy Photobucket. XD

-misses her Tear webcam-

I guess I'm going to have to find a way to make it work again. Or make my Photobucket private. But I don't wanna do that~

...meh, screw it. I'm making it private.

--

Happy belated Canada Day.
Animethon in a few days! ^_^
DRAWING...=.= NOTHING LOOKS RIGHT LATELY.
Coloring a Lineart for practice.

I <3 Ouran High School Host Club. Hikaru and Kaoru are HILARIOUS. XD

--
EDIT 1: Oh, lookit that...it was private already.
EDIT 2: And now it's working. Lolol.

--
Edit 3: OMG I LOVE OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!
Haruhi is the best female protagonist. ]]> ~Xandie