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Minor update. A friend of mine has me somewhat interested in the RP world. For World of Warcraft, of course. So.. I've been writing a short "background" story to one of the toons I play on there. It's a slow work in progress because I seem to have trouble drawing myself away from the game itself to write, lol But seeing as how our raids are during the week and it is now the weekend... I will be writing a good deal [I hope]. And maybe I'll throw in more than just an RP story for a toon 90% of you guys don't care about =]

If you have any suggestions or requests, feel free to let me know! =]

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/24729782/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/24729782/ Tue, 12 May 2009 22:29:56 PDT
...And I think I should start writing again. And I think that I'm going to start by finishing the 100 Themes that I started years ago. Maybe. If I can figure out where I left off, that is. But, that shouldn't be too hard. Right?

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/20635369/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/20635369/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 12:59:11 PDT trapped-in-skin :

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it first of May in your closet and I saw you pull the toupee off Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that I get turned on by garbage men. I'm returning your false teeth to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked eggplant-fetishism.

With ease,
XcrimsonangelX


Tagged: ~x33bethanyx33 , ~RJAEangel , ~chronickarmasyndrome , ~Music-Is-Life142 , ~spirit-emerald

Info on how to do this can be found here [link]

Enjoy

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/20549483/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/20549483/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 08:00:37 PDT

I had like... 500 deviations to look at when I get back... I just sorta deleted everything cause I would never get through all that. But if you posted something the past little bit and want me to view it feel free to link it here and I'll be sure to hit it up.

for all.

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/16761914/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/16761914/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 21:23:35 PST
I've been super depressed lately. Hopefully things start looking up soon, but right now I just see more black clouds on the horizon.

But, I tend to be in my most creative moods when things are absolutely horrible for me. So maybe this isn't all bad... maybe?

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/15691379/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/15691379/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 10:07:16 PST
I'm more determined to do something if I have a set deadline or someone waiting on something from me. So, I know my writing isn't the greatest, but to help me write more for now and hopefully to pick up the habit of writing more often I'm opening up to you all.

If you have a topic you would like me to write a poem for you on, let me know. Whether it's love, fear, vampires, anything. Doesn't have to be an emotional poem. Just let me know.

Or if you're adventurous enough maybe an art trade is in order. I write a poem for you and you do something for me... but I don't require an art trade. I just want to write more.

Just leave a comment here or send me a note if you wanna do this. Thanks guys.

<3

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/14377555/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/14377555/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 08:52:48 PDT

So yea... along with my classes, attending football games, doing things with the Orange Nation group I'm in, trying out for a Mock Trial team (which kicks ass) and hopefully making the team, and joining a political group on campus... I'm going to TRY to get back to writing... or drawing... or whatever the hell I decide to do at the time. I only have one class on Tuesday/Thursday so maybe I can make those my designated art days... when my math homework is done anyway. Speaking of which... I need to do that. >.>

But yea, just wanted to let you know. I love you guys. <3

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/13086901/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/13086901/ Fri, 25 May 2007 09:49:06 PDT .< The first part of the movie was confusing and made no sense. There was about 20 minutes of good action. The ending was... awful... sad... I wanna scream and shake the people who came up with that junk.

*grumble* I wasted $6 and half a tank of gas to go see this thing....

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/13037694/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/13037694/ Mon, 21 May 2007 12:12:54 PDT

Anyways...

I'm 18 and no longer in high school! Hellz yea. I'm happy. Just wanted to let you all know this. lol

Much love and hopefully more deviations to appear soon. Now that I'm done with school (for a few weeks) hopefully I'll have more time to write... or do whatever it is that I do.

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/12839996/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/12839996/ Fri, 04 May 2007 13:01:29 PDT
A small update... I may do more later. I'm going through WoW withdrawls at the moment though.. jk

Love you guys! <3

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/11816246/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/11816246/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 14:18:42 PST
But I uploaded some poems... more on the way later. I've hit gold.

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/11356518/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/11356518/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 23:07:07 PST
That's all I have to say....

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/11311917/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/11311917/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:41:11 PST
For starters... I no longer have a job. Long story... but I was fired. Oh well. That's life.

Christmas was wonderful and I do hope you all had an awesome Christmas and New Year! My parents got me this awesome Toshiba laptop, complete with wireless internet! Woo! And I got an mp3 player from my granny! Heck yea! I also bought myself WoW (World of Warcraft) and have been playing it obsessively (literally) since I installed it. lol Tis very addictive... but I'm sure the majority of you know this.

And here's the best news of all: I got an acceptance letter yesterday from the University of Tennessee!!! Guess who's gonna be a Vol student? ME!!!! *happy dance*

I love every single one of you right now. lol

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/10998519/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/10998519/ Fri, 08 Dec 2006 18:41:19 PST
I have a job. That's right. I started tonight. It wasn't bad really... boring... but it coulda been worse. For those of you who are wondering, I work at Sammons... the one near Grindstaffs... not the one in Hampton. lol Tonight, I made hotdogs. I'm a pro at it now. I made a pot full of hotdogs. And burnt my hand several times on the water in the hotdog pot... and then again when I accidentally poured chili *all over* myself. Yeah. It was fun. And one of my co-workers (also a friend from school) made fun of me because I didn't know how to put these hamburgers in a bag. No joke. He said to lay four hamburgers on the bottom of the bag... and I was like "Will four fit?" And he was like "uh.. yea.." and he meant to lay the hamburgers on their sides... and... I didn't have them like that.

But yeah. There's my random "first day at work" story. I'm sure there will be more random "this happened at work" stories to come. I'll try to at least get some art thing up for Christmas. Until then, try not to miss me too much.

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/10767098/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/10767098/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 13:38:29 PST
Sorry guys. I've been uber busy with school, band, work... etc. And to make things worse, my computer has been messed up recently. I'm fixing it. If it were a human in a hospital... it'd be in the recovery room right now. *pets t3h computer*

Anyways... to make up my long abscene to everyone, I am submitting a poem I wrote recently. There will be more like it (hopefully).

But, that's all I have to say. I'm on my way to get coffee and see a play... "Macbeth"

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/9981650/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/9981650/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 19:35:44 PDT
Sorry I haven't updated in a while. 1) No time. 2) Nothing to update with. You'll just have to get over it. Kthx.

I was in my first wreck ever on Friday. Yes, it was my fault. I rear-ended someone. I need no comments from you. lol The other guy's truck wasn't harmed at all... not even scratched. My car, on the other hand, is dead. No more front end. Perhaps I'll upload pics later... or maybe I'll save myself from the ridicule and not... Ah well.

Uhm... I leave for a BPA Leadership Camp on Thursday... won't be home till Sunday. Don't expect another update until then. Maybe I'll have some pics and/or poetry or something to post. Maybe.

And if anyone would like to donate to the "Buttons needs $50 or more for court costs" fund... you're more than welcome to. lol Yea, I have to go to court on Sept. 29th over the wreck. Stupid cop wrote me up for following too closely. =/ I was a freakin' car length away and wasn't even doing the speed limit... damn breaks... *mutters* How ironic... the "lawyer" is the one on trial...

That's all for now. I want comments. Now. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/9642375/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/9642375/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 07:41:08 PDT
You can ask me 3 questions.
Any three, no matter how personal, private, or random.
I have to answer them honestly.
In turn, you have to post this message
in your own bulletin and you have to answer
the questions that are asked to you.
So go ahead and ask me any 3 questions ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/9575751/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/9575751/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 10:30:17 PDT
I've come to the conclusion that people piss me off more and more each day... Is it them or is it me?

In other words... My writers block has been broken, but for how long... who knows. Asking me if I'll continue writing is like asking if Israel is going to continue bombing Lebanon... or shall I say, Hezbollah. *sigh* ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/9442045/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/9442045/ Thu, 20 Jul 2006 21:03:30 PDT
I put up both deviations and scraps.

Enjoy! ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/9208095/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/9208095/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 08:48:36 PDT
So, as the title suggests, I have new hair. Meaning... It's now two colors... two shades of red. Well.. actually, if you wanna be technical about it... my hair is at least three shades... but that's beside the point. lol I'll post pics in my scraps later when I get home to upload the photos.

Hm... I've had an interesting week... one of which I won't talk about on here due to the publicity that it could receive. Not a big threat though.. so whatever.

I've noticed that, as of late, I've become somewhat obsessed with European politics and government and all that... unfortunatly though I have not had time to look into anything. Grrr. I'm just weird, ain't I? o.O

And... I don't know. I'm supposed to be doing research for the 60s... I have a presentation tomorrow and only have a few notes... on which I can do nothing with... except maybe the fashion and movies... but, I really don't wanna do anything with movies except include them in my essay. If anyone has any suggestions of what I could do for my presentation, that would be great. I need all the help I can get... cause I'm horrible at stuff like this.

And... I think my teacher is beginning to wonder why I've been typing so much... so... I'm off of here. Hopefully I'll upload something later.. hopefully. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8962626/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8962626/ Sat, 03 Jun 2006 19:45:23 PDT .< Fuck that shit. Gah! Nothing ever goes right with those things. lol But, to look on the bright side... it was a piece of cake. Now, when I get my scores back... it'll show that I done horrible... but that's ok. I done my best... right?

After I finally left over there... I ran home and changed to go spend the day at the lake. And... I actually had a lot of fun... minus getting a really bad sunburn. Nixy was there and her dad took us out on this raft thingy... he pulled it behind his boat and we had to hang on. OMG it was SOOO much fun! lol It hurt... quite a bit... and I learned that I have absolutely NO arm strength... but that's ok. I thought it would be awful to swim in the lake... cause it looks really nasty... but it wasn't bad... not bad at all. I love the lake.... now anyways.

And tomorrow night my parents and sisters are (hopefully) going to spend the night out on the lake... which means Buttons gets the house to herself! Oh yea! But only cause I have to be in E-town Monday morning for yearbook. =/ Ah well. A night alone will make up for it... right? ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8905617/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8905617/ Sun, 28 May 2006 20:24:50 PDT
The guy who preached tonight... well... he went out hard on "The Da Vinci Code" ... It was actually not too bad either. it kept me interested. It just gave me some insight on how to write the thing that I've been trying to write for a... week and a half now...

Oh, and I posted some new stuff. Enjoy if at all possible. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8848476/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8848476/ Mon, 22 May 2006 19:25:57 PDT
And for those of you who are curious... I ran into a ditch today... more, backed up into a ditch today... at ETD's house... her dad had to pull my car out... it was great. No, I'm not hurt and neither is the car. Thanks for asking though. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8811483/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8811483/ Thu, 18 May 2006 19:58:35 PDT
Guess who turns 17 on Saturday. .... yea, you're right. Tis me. Buttons is becoming an old woman. Next thing you know, I'm going to have false teeth and a pet pigeon named Norm. Aye.

And... guess who is reading "The Da Vinci Code"? Yea, you're right again! I am! It's a really good... no, excellent book. And, the crap about it not being a "Christian" book... well.. ok, so it's not really. But, there's a lot of truth buried behind the fiction. Overlooking the religious/controversial aspects of the book, the plotline and character development are superb. It keeps you interested in what's going on... unlike most fictional murder mystery books that are written today. Granted, a lot of the dialoug is in French... but, I think that's what makes it so... realistic. It takes place in Paris... and in Paris they speak French... so, why not have the French characters speak in French to one another? ... Yea, I just went on a lil thing there. Forgive me. Hm...

Oh! I got a pony today for my b-day from Chi! It's soooo cute! He kinda looks like a cow... so, I named him Bovine, Bo for short. He had to undergo surgery today too... his leg broke off. My dad become a surgeon for about 10 minutes or so... and all the while I waited nervously hoping nothing went astray... and luckily, Bo pulled through alright... Better than ever I think.

Oh yea... and guess who finally has a Career Work Study interview set up! Right again!! Me! lol I finally have a lawyer that's willing to give me a job this summer. Unfornatuly for me... he's a liberal democrat... in an office FULL of liberal democrats... Minus one guy... who, thank God, is a conservative Republican... and the guy I'm working for said that they "give him (the republican) Hell" and tell him that he's "in the minority: while male republican." Seems as if I'm in for an interesting summer, eh?

Oh, and I apologize for not having submitted anything lately. I've been caught up in sooo much crap lately. Hopefully I'll have something by the end of the weekend... maybe... doubtfully. I do want to do a volume of Stick Zombies to dedicate to the seniors who graduate Saturday (yea, they graduate on my b-day)... but, I probably won't get time to do it.. >.< Oh well.

Ok... I'll shut up now. lol ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8656149/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8656149/ Tue, 02 May 2006 19:57:58 PDT LionKingSpirit

[my name is]: Brittiney
[in the morning i was]: just getting up...
[all i need now is]: a huge slab of chocolate cake and some Miyazaki films and I'm set to go.
[love is]: confusing
[i'm afraid of]: jello! ... >.<
[i dream about]: I don't dream... and when I do... it's really weird... o.O "They're all the rage in France!" XD

You:
-- Middle name: Ain't gonna tell!! mwhahahaha... ha
-- Birth time: 5:39 PM lol
-- Birthplace : a hospital
-- Last place traveled: ETSU
-- Eye Color: hazel... sometimes greenish... only sometimes
-- Nail Color: uhm.. they're normal nail color... o.O
-- Height: 5'3" ....
-- Zodiac Sign: Taurus

Describe:
-- Your heritage: American ... *twitch*
-- The shoes you wore today: the same ones I wear everyday... my black converses
-- Your hair: strawberry blonde-ish..
-- Your weakness: haha uhm... Fish food! XD
-- Your perfect pizza: lol I'm satisfied with plain ol' pepperoni pizza...

What is:
-- Your most overused phrase: hm... I dunno.. you tell me. I don't pay attention to what I say. lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: "mgahgdsgkdahgash" ... yea, I assure you I probably make some noise similar to that of which you just read.
-- Your current worry: Reading this stupid book for English class by tomorrow...
-- Your plans tomorrow: get up... get dressed.. go to school.. go to a meeting.. come home.. go to church.. come back home.. go to sleep..
-- Your best physical feature: personally I like my hair... but a lot of people like my eyes for some reason...
-- Your bedtime: whenever the hell I feel like going to bed. lol

You prefer:
-- sunrise or sunset: They're both really pretty... especially over the mountains.
-- gore or horror: can you even have good horror without gore?!
-- eastside or westside: last time I checked... I'm white. lol
-- stripes or polka dots: both!!! ^.^
-- Planes or trains: Planes by far
-- metal or hardcore: both!
-- Pools or hot tubs: hot tubs

Do You:
-- Do you think you've been in love: eh, I think so... but I dunno.
-- Want to get married: Yes
-- Type w/ your fingers: Noooo... I type with my eyelashes...
-- Like to take baths: sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: Not really
-- Like talking on the phone: No.. I hate it actually.
-- Like thunderstorms: omg love em!
-- Play an instrument: haha yes, more than one. I'm too lazy to name them all though.
-- Workout: hell... think I'd be this fat if I did?
-- Like reading: yep yep... unless it's stupid African shit for English...

Favorite:
-- Body part: Nose.
-- Kind of fruit: apples
-- Music to fall asleep to: classical, jazz... anything instrumental or really really mellow, like Waking Ashland
-- Car: My Mustang.
-- Number: 13
-- Thing to do: Read, write, BAND!, music in general... etc..
-- Horror movie: oh gosh... I don't know...
-- Color: lime green
-- Food: chicken

The Future:
-- Age you hope to be married: not a clue... but I'm thinking around 23 because I'll be done with the first four years of college by then.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: I'm thinking at least 2.. 3 at the most. lol And I don't know about names.. all I know is I want to have girl and name her Sierra Madrae because that's what my mom wanted to name me until my dad decided he didn't like it.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: I don't have a dream wedding... just as long as I have one, I'll be satisfied. lol
-- How do you want to die: preferrably either in my sleep... or in some freak accident that people will talk about forever.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: lawyer and/or musician
-- What country would you most like to visit: Germany for sure... and Japan.

Opposite Sex:
-- Best eye color: It doesn't matter... different colors look good on different guys.
-- Best hair color: see answer above ^^^
-- Best personality trait: sweet, likes me for who I am, puts up with my sarcasm and/or bluntness. lol
-- Best height: taller than me. lol
-- Best articles of clothing: whatever he likes...
-- Best first date location: I dunno...
-- Best first kiss location: *sighs* definatly not sitting in the back of your car while trying to talk to your best friend... I can tell ya that much...

Finish:
-- I eat: too much junk food.... ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8624715/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8624715/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 19:56:13 PDT
I also put some pics of my car up in scraps... I was bored.

Hopefully more drawings and more of the 100 Themes soon to come. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8584916/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8584916/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 18:40:06 PDT
If you've submitted something within the past few days and you're wondering why I am yet to comment you... it's because I haven't had a chance to view it yet. I will eventually get to it... but it's going to be a few more days at the rate things are going right now.

I'm so freakin stressed that it's not even funny... heh And thus we can see how much good a break done me...

But, I'm not going to complain. I'll get over it. Life will be good again soon. And for once, I'm being an optimist. Go me. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8558466/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8558466/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 07:48:43 PDT
The parade was awesome, I think. I'm so proud of the band. We looked great and sounded spectacular. The turn out was great too.

I'm glad I don't go to Fairfield now. *cackle* Yea, only band students will understand that one.

Uhm.. no art.. unless some of my pics turned out.. I've been a lazy Buttons. Sorry. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8510142/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8510142/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 12:03:23 PDT

Art sure to come when I get back. lol

Don't miss me too much. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8459111/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8459111/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 12:51:23 PDT chalmaydisturbed

Appearance
[X ] I am shorter than 5'4. (I think I'm 5'3" *sigh*)
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.(can you say MOST of the time?)
[X] I have many scars. (too many)
[ ] I tan easily. (no, but I do burn.)
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (extremely)
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses. (No, but I'm supposed to..)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.


Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


School/Work
[x] I'm in school. (high school.)
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (constantly)
[ ] I almost always do my homework. (HAHAHAHA)
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.


Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[X] I've had my pants rip in public


Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[X]I've gotten stitches/staples.
[X] I've broken a bone
[X] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling
[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been out of my home country.



Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x]I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. (I hate breakin up with people...)
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (do right now to tell the truth)
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. (lack of better judgment on my part)
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. (yea, I'll admit I have...)
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain. (No but I want to damnit!)
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn... ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8357657/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8357657/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 19:48:40 PDT
Or maybe the word I need isn't sadistic... but masochistic? Yeah, that works better.

As you will see... I uploaded two new poems... and who knows if I'll write more. Yea, there's a reason for these poems.. but, I'm not sharing that with you.

I wish I was somewhat decent at self photography... >.< I want to put my ideas into art... *sigh* ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8326745/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8326745/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 19:14:59 PST
Does this mean my writer's block is gone? Gah, I sure hope so.

Went on a campus visit today with Upward Bound... to UT. I'm pretty sure that's where I'm going to go. But, I have to go to whatever college offers me the most scholarship money (or, whichever ends up being the cheapest out-of-pocket expense I should say...) *sigh* Hopefully it ends up being UT... I really hope so.

And I registered to take the SAT.. June 3rd... at ETSU... oh gah. I'm nervous already. lol Any tips or anything?

And... I have an art project that I've taken up as of today. And for once... it doesn't involve poetry! Yay!

And... and... that's all. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8303362/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8303362/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 10:01:12 PST
I stayed at April's house again. *cackle*

That means, we did indeed take another long trek around her neighborhood... with Travis. Yay! It was great fun! And.. we added a lil extra spin into it. Let's just say... it involved 2 eggs and a roll of toilet paper. Yea, not much ammo... but that's ok. We'll do better next time.

We stayed out until like 1:30 in the morning... and we left her house around 10:00... Yea. It was great... Especially me screaming "OMG THEY"RE AWAKE!! RUN LIKE HELL!" XD Loooooooooong story. haha

And... then when we came back to her house... we got some chex mix... some popcorn... and watched Red Dragon. It was good.

And, I have some inspiration for another volume of Stick Zombies... but alas, I still have writers block on the poems. >.< ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8239466/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8239466/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 17:55:14 PST
I finally put up another volume of Stick Zombies... and am working on Volume 8.

And...

I've hit writer's block... I HATE writer's block. >.< (Gah, I keep tying "black" instead of "block" *sigh*)

....

Thanks Nixy, btw! That cd was kick ass! You're the greatest! ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8195439/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8195439/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 07:39:44 PST ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8170387/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8170387/ Wed, 15 Mar 2006 16:07:19 PST .<

I hate emotions... I really do. They need to die... DIE!

And... for the first time since we read "1984" last year in English class... I've found a.. halfway decent book. *gasp* Amazing, eh? I'm in the middle of chapter 17 right now... which is 17 and a half more chapters than I've read all this year! Yes, be shocked. I'm proud of myself. You should be proud of me too.

I have a version of Stick Zombies to upload... but, I'm being lazy... and don't have time to upload it at the moment... I'm not even supposed to be online... ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8115357/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8115357/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 18:55:10 PST
It was a fun trip... minus the bit of drama that I created.. but that's ok. Let's just say sooooo many inside jokes were made... a lot of memories, most of which involve a bush in some form... and, and new hero for t3h Buttons.

lmao

I have a good idea for a volume of Stick Zombies now.. which will be derived from one of the inside jokes from Nashville.. but, I promised Travis that I'd draw a volume and dedicate it to him.. so I shall cause I love him so much. (And that's not really stretching the truth too much.. *sighs*)

Anyways... Ah yes. My new hero. And I'm sure I'll get slapped some for this one... but that's ok. My new hero is... *dun dun dun* Chuck Norris! Yea, that's.. sorta an inside joke too. Don't worry about it.

And... I don't know what else to say... I don't really feel like talking about Nashville anymore. Feel free to ask me questions about it though. lmao (Not like you would.. I'm just being a dork.)

Oh yea.. is it a bad thing to be hit on by three Jr. High kids? lol Cause I had to go to the Jr. High Band concert tonight since my sisters are in it.. and these three guys came over and were hitting on me.. actually, one of them should be a freshman this year.. but he's in 8th grade.. and the other two were 7th graders.. It was weird. But, they kept me entertained so I won't complain. All I'm saying... they put a whole new perspective onto "Betsy" *shakes her head* I'll explain later for those of you who care.. lol It's.. bad. hah

Yea, I'm done now. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8071230/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8071230/ Sun, 05 Mar 2006 05:06:18 PST ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8008627/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/8008627/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 12:43:48 PST
The two I have picked out are "The Mirror" [link] and "Black and White" [link]

I want advice though. Someone who has no life.. go through my gallery, pick out a poem or two that you think I could make better.. and let me know. I'll try my best. lol And, if you really wanna help me, critique it. (Wow, I'm shooting a bit high now.) It'd be much appriciated if you would.

Thanks! ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7992689/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7992689/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 18:05:42 PST The last 1% may understand it.. and may even appriciate it. I'll be surprised though.

In other news... I'm sick. Mono. 6 months of no making out or any physical contact... That sucks.

Updates coming soon I hope. I want to try and start on this "new style" tonight and get it up asap. But, chances are... the next thing I upload will be a version of stick zombies that I've been working on for close to a month. (No, it's not long. I'm just lazy and have only drawn two panels )

And, I'm officially on a Nightwish addiction. Yay! And yes, that means I *finally* got the discography downloaded! Hell yeah!

Oh... since I'm doing it for some... I'll go ahead and publicly offer my services. I'm going into the critique business (poetry)... not literally mind you. But, I've had requests from people asking me to critique their poems... and I figure that maybe others would like me too... Just a thought though. Don't feel obligated to ask me to. lol And, please don't tell me this makes me sound cocky. Cause I know I can't write poetry to save my life. But, I am good at critique's... just because I'm really blunt and will tell you the flat out truth. (Maybe that means you don't want me to critique your work...)

But anyways, just thought I'd put that on the table. I don't really have much else to say.... ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7916795/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7916795/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 14:11:52 PST
*sigh*

I updated today.. yay. You should all be pleased.

And... I found a quote... I like it. Tis funny.

"Most people think life sucks, and then you die. Not me. I beg to differ. I think life sucks, then you get cancer, then your dog dies, your wife leaves you, the cancer goes into remission, you get a new dog, you get remarried, you owe ten million dollars in medical bills but you work hard for thirty five years and you pay it back and then one day you have a massive stroke, your whole right side is paralyzed, you have to limp along the streets and speak out of the left side of your mouth and drool but you go into rehabilitation and regain the power to walk and the power to talk and then one day you step off a curb at Sixty-seventh Street, and BANG you get hit by a city bus and then you die. Maybe." ~Denis Leary ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7820309/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7820309/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 15:53:37 PST .<

I went to the dr. after school... he said I have some sort of flu (I forgot what it's called) but he said it's sorta the flu and sorta not... so, in my infinite wisdom, I call it psuedo-flu! (pseudo means false for the halfwits out there who know nothing.)

Anyways, only thing it means, I get to be drunk on cough meds... confined to bed rest... and have to miss a minimum of two school days (even though my excuse was written for a week.) But, I got to go rent movies to keep me entertained. I got "Phantom of the Opera" and "The Brother's Grimm" so I'm ok. Plus, I still have Underword to watch. (Thanks Meishka! lol)

Plus, this means I'll have a lot of time to do absolutely nothing... which means I'll prolly get Stick Zombies done... finally. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7810149/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7810149/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 14:37:04 PST
Unforunatly I do not have a new volume of Stick Zombies for you yet. *hides from the hordes of tomates and other items that are sure to follow this statement* I'll work on it in a bit.. and try to post it tonight... TRY being the keyword here.

Sr. Clinic was a blast! I was the last person to arrive though... but oh well. That just meant I got stuck with the pull out bed thingy. But it was comfy so I didn't mind. ^.^ We had two tables full of food, which we ended up sharing with the guys Thursday night around midnight. lol And we ended up having to literally BEG people to take some of it on Saturday while we were packing. But that's ok, cause I got to meet this awesome guy named Danny who took the bowl with the brownies I made in it and ran to his room. lol

Nights in the room were the best. Thursday night we were all spazzing out. We made one video of me... "taking my clothes off." (long story. I'll leave it to the imagination) Sad thing though, is I accidentally puhsed the delete button on it. Oh well.

I got to meet some awesome people. I got to sit between James (the black dude that I met at tryouts) and Josh (who I call White Boy lol). They liked to pick on me... It was kinda funny though. lol They were both so much better players than I am. I'm envious. And James can play the piano very well.

Lunch on Friday was great, because me and Erin were talking about virgin drinks that they were selling in the lobby (I wanted to get a strawberry daquiri.. but never had a chance to get one...) And Jarren was like "WHAT are you guys talking about?!" lmao It was great.

Practices were ok I guess. James and Josh made them fun. Our music sucked pretty much. None of it was very challenging. But, we did play The Music Man, which kicked ass. (It was my and Josh's favorite tune.)

The absolute best time outside of being in the room with Erin and D, was on Saturday morning after practice and after getting all my crap packed up and moved outta the room. I was downstairs near the practice rooms where they had all the stuff set up to sell, and I was playing around on some of the instruments they had set out. Well, this one guy came over and sat down the soprano sax that was on display, and he looked at me and was like "You were in green band last year weren't you?" and I was like "Yea, I was." (This whole time I had been trying to figure out where I knew him from. lol) And he was like "I thought I recognized you!" And then it hit me who he was. Gah, I have such a bad memory! lol It took me forever to remember his name though.. actually, I just had to ask him. He was in the white band (he fucked his tryout up majorly... cause he's All-State material. [trumpet player]) and I waited on him while he was changing for his performance and he came back out and still had on his glovess, so I stole them and wore them. (They were black and had the fingers cut out and on the knuckles of the right hand it said "love" and the left said "hate". Pretty cool.. I kinda want em. lol) But I had to give them back after his concert. They done so well though!! Especially the last song which was just amazing. It was at least red band material... sheesh. Anyways, I got to meet his parents and all that jazz. He's so sweet (and hot! lol) I love him to death! I miss him too... but oh well. Maybe I can beg him to come visit me. His bf (I think it was his bf... I'm pretty sure that's what he said...) was pretty cool too, even though I only got to talk to him for about a minute (literally). But, I got Cody's (that's his name) email addy and VF nick... so we can stay in contact. Yay!

I never did see Joby though... *ish all sad* Oh well.

I did find my dream clarinet though! It's an R13. I want it I want it I want it!!! *$2250* So, if any of you wanna know what to get me for my b-day (May 20th), you know what to get me. hehe

And, I'm done writing now.... I think.. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7775017/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7775017/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 19:45:21 PST

I'll try to get Stick Zombies done while I'm there... and maybe some other drawings/poems as well.

Not much else to say really...

So, I'm gonna shut up, go finish packing, and going to bed. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7735686/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7735686/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 20:31:36 PST I'm bored... so this will help for a minute or two.

1. First Name: Brittiney
2. Were you named after anyone?: Nope, not that I know of.
3. Do you wish on stars?: No.. I gave up a long time ago when I figured out that it didn't work.
4. When did you last cry?: A few hours ago... but, I don't wanna talk about it...
5. Do you have any pets?: Yep. a doggie named Snig and a kitty named Tennessee (the cat is my sisters though. I don't like cats)
6. What do you wish for that you don't have?: A life... lol Uhm... I wish that a certain someone was here with me... but... it'll be quite a while before that happens... *sighs*
7. What is your birth date?: 05/20/89
8. What is your most embarrassing CD?: Either the Brittany Spears cd I have or the Backstreet Boys cd... oh, or the N'Sync cd... lol
9. Would YOU be friends with you?: Course not. I don't know many people who would want to put up with my bluntness and sarcasm all the time.
10. Are you a daredevil? Yep, that I am.
11. Favorite singer/band?: Eve 6, Fall Out Boy, Waking Ashland, Celldweller, Tears for Fears (newest band to my list.. interesting stuff), etc.
12. Do looks matter?: A bit.. but I'd rather have a guy with a great personality that lacks great looks than an extremely hot guy with a very sour personality.
13. How do you release anger?: Punch stuff usually and end up crying if I get pissed to a certain point. Otherwise, I just put my headphones on and listen to loud, screaming music and lock myself up someplace.
14. Where is your second home?: Meishka's prolly. or Foamy's. Yep yep.
16. What was your favorite toy/game as a child?: Hm.. I liked pretending like I was one of the Power Rangers or Mutant Ninja Turtles. Other than that... I liked playing with the matchbox cars that my dad always gave me... and running over the barbie's and stuff that my grandma got me with them. And, if this tells you what a pyro I am.. I'd take the barbies outside behind my house and set them on fire. lol
17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless?: Math, most definatly. The only math I'm going to use outside of school is basic math.. lawyers and musicians don't need to know algebra and geometry.
18. Do you have a journal?: someplace, but I never use it. I have one online though.
19. Do you use sarcasm a lot?: lol who? me? Gosh no, what were you thinking asking ME that?! Sheesh....
20. What are your nicknames?: Buttons... Brit... whatever you wanna call me...
21. Would you bungee jump?: HELL YEA!!!!
22. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: sometimes... most of the time anyways. lol
23. Do you think that you are strong emotionally: lol that's funny. Course I'm not. Show me one GOOD poet that's emotionally strong. The best poet ever, Poe, is a good example of this. lol
24. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?: Hm.. Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough! or Orange Sherbert! Yum ^.^
25. Shoe Size?: 10 or 11 in women's I think.
26. Red or pink?: Red! just.. because... lol
27. Least favorite thing about yourself?: Hm.. definatly my looks. I needa lose some weight for one thing... and then I don't really like my eyes. I wish they were green. lol
28. Night owl or morning person?: Night Owl... I'd rather be up all night and sleep all day. Which, I do when I'm able to.
29. Do you want everyone who reads this to participate?: Participate in what? This survey? Only if they're bored enough to suffer through it.
30. What color pants and shoes are you wearing?: my red penguin pj pants lol And shoes are way overrated.
31. What are you listening to right now?: "Promise" Eve 6
32. What was the last thing you ate?: my dad's fried chicken which is the best thing you'll ever eat! lol ^.^
33. If you were a colour what would you be?: lime green! lol
34. What is the weather like right now?: Dark... cold I think... I dunno. I haven't been outside today.
35. Last person you talked to on the phone?: My mamaw.. when she called earlier to ask me how I done at the BPA competition yesterday.
36. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: Hair and eyes and smile
37. Do you like the person you stole this from?: Gosh no, why I would I like such a person?! lol Nah, I love Meishka. Couldn't ask for a much better friend. ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7677752/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7677752/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 17:55:45 PST .< Anyways... to my post. lol

I'm drawing more.. Yay! Actually, I started trying to draw this pic of Inuyasha that I found... but, I got done with the face and hair and decided that it looks NOTHING like Inuyasha... Sooo... I'm going to be so cool and turn it into my own character! I'll post it when I finish with it! ^.^ I'm just being lazy and haven't done anything since I decided that it looks nothing like Inuyasha..

I'm officially the coolest person... ever. I successfully d/led the Zorro soundtrack! haha And now I'm working on d/ling a Good Charlotte cd, an Avril Lavigne cd, and... a He Is Legend cd. That's right.

I'm procrastinating my BPA project even more. I'm almost done I think. I just have to figure out which of the cities/hotels is most cost efficient.. but, that requires work (math work.. ugh...) so I'm putting it off as long as I can... which is only a few more hours. *sighs* And I have to do a works cited page... but I gotta ask Mrs. McKamey if they want it done in MLA or what. o.O This sucks bad... and I still have to ask her if we can get a laptop... Hopefully I haven't waited too long to ask about it. Damn.

I will leave you all with this:

If you want to touch the sky, fuck a duck and try to fly!

Don't ask... I got it from this guy in my alliance on Hyperiums... a FRENCH guy nonetheless... *shifty glance* Hey.. at least they're good for something... *hides from Meishka* lol

And since I'm thinking about France... (lol I'll never shut up at this rate...) I think the French and Spanish classes should battle at school... like, redo an old French-Spanish war... But of course, we all know who would win. mwhahaha The Spanish, of course! I think Meishka would be the only one not running away... if we redone the battle exactly as it occured! (There's a joke in that.. figure it out?) Gah, I'm so mean. Oh well, I love it!

And, I'm going to kill my sisters' cat later. It bruised my shoulder. >.< Yes, the cat gave me a bruise. DON'T ask. Seriously... I hate cats. lol

Do you think I'd look good with blonde hair with lime green highlights?

What kinda tattoo should I get? I really want one.. >.<

I need some ideas on how to talk my parents into letting me get my ears pierced again. lol

I'm rambling.. but I'm bored as hell so get over it.

Now I need to figure out a good name for my character that I'm drawing. (Even though I think it'll end up being a guy... who knows... I'm not done with it yet.) Yea, the character is an anthro, btw. Maybe a wolf anthro.. or a cat... I haven't decided yet. But probably a wolf.. just because I love wolves. And the only reason it's an anthro is because I already drew Inuyasha's ears and I don't feel like erasing them. lol

Hm... I need to do a photoshoot... I haven't done one of those in quite a while.. but first, I need to find the damn cord that connects the camera to the computer so I can d/l the few pictures that I have on it. GAR! >.<

I need to write some more too... and not the stupid, cliche-ish shit that I've been writing. Nope, my style is changing.. and changing dramatically! (I hope, anyways...) I just need inspiration..... Blah.

I'm pretty sure this is the longest journal entry that I've ever posted. Bored of reading yet? I'm getting bored of typing... but I have nothing better to do.. besides calculate that crap for my project... and finish my character. *sigh* I'm being lazy. Again.

I kinda want some chocolate milk. I don't know why... but I just suddenly have this odd craving for chocolate milk. And of course, we don't have any milk. Go figure.

Hm... I'm done now....

YO BAILO POR QUESO!!! ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7666298/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7666298/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 11:48:57 PST
I'm drawing.. and even though it all sucks.. I love it!

So I'm only drawing really easy things.. like Kero.. and With.. but that's ok. lol They're fun to draw!

The poem I was talking about in my last journal that I said I left in my Algebra 2 book... well... let's just say it met Mr. Trashcan. Yea, I trashed it. After I read it... I decided that it sounded too cliche-ish. And, after reading through some of my most recent poetry.. A LOT of what I write is very cliche. I don't like it. *sighs* Yea, you have the chick that critiqued my last poem to thank for this. lol I love critique, so don't go bash her or anything by telling her that she killed my poetry or whatever. Perhaps now I'll beginning to actually, truly think like a poet and write something good.

Gah... was I just being optimistic?!?! *dies* ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7649696/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7649696/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 15:24:06 PST

But, the good thing is, I'm over it. It didn't take long. I was kinda expecting that to happen anyways. *shrugs*

I started writing another poem today... but.. stupid me left it in the front of her Algebra 2 book that's still in her locker. So, it'll be at least tomorrow... though probably Saturday before it'll be on here. Sorry guys. I'm a failure.

So anyways... I think I have a new.. ah.. hobby (for lack of a better word) now. *glances at Dan and grins* You shall all find out in time. But, before I share it with you... I must make sure that I am far, far away from dear Meishka. lol

Anyways, I'm done typing...

Plus I need to get back to my BPA presentation thingy... We go to Regional Competition next Friday (the 27th) and I'm not even halfway done with it. O.O This ain't good.. but it's what I get for procrastinating. lol Damn.. I forgot to ask Mrs. McKamey about getting a good laptop to take with me... =/ *sighs and adds that to her list of things to do*

Yea, I'm done now... I promise... ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7623554/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7623554/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 18:30:45 PST

But... if you wanna know why... read my xanga [link] because I'm too lazy to type it up again. lol

]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7602642/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7602642/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 14:48:45 PST
*sigh*

And thus I become the emo chick I was always destined to be... are these accidental tears? I think not. Fate was never good to me. Why should I believe things would change now?

Oh, to anyone who gives a damn... I think I've figured out why I cut... why I can't stop... But I guess that just shows another one of my many imperfections. *sigh* And such sweet sorrow shall live amongst us even now...

BLAH!

On a lighter note... Senior Clinic went great. Scales were awful, but the rest was awesome. The good thing is, I don't get points on scales, we only got a pass/fail grade this time. Yay. The best thing was, I got to see Joby. That just reminded me of how much I've missed him since Clinic last February. He hasn't changed a bit. I hope we made the same band this year.. it just won't be the same without him sitting beside me... and the finger games. (Yea, that sounds wrong...) Oh well... If I don't make All-State... I think I'll lock myself in my room to never come out again. (That's how good I think I done.) But, with the way today has gone... I probably didn't make it at all...

And thus continues my self deterioration... ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7563933/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7563933/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 12:17:33 PST
A poem should not be judged on how "deep" it may seem, or by the many different interpretations one can think of for it, for this is a disgrace to the poem. Rather, a poem should be judged and remembered for the way that it touched
and affected one's heart and, most importantly, the impact it had upon one's soul. For in each the heart and the soul is where legacy is built and supported, where legacy can truly flourish to its full extent.

I put it in the front of my poetry notebook, on the cover when you open it up. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7527291/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7527291/ Fri, 06 Jan 2006 14:25:22 PST
Click [link] Now!

At least just click the link and do the number thing, because it gives me another soldier.

If you want to join the ranks and became an officer of mine, click on "Join the War!" at the bottom of the page after you do the number thing.

If you want, you can click on the link everyday, cause each time it's clicked, I get a soldier! lol

I need soldiers... I've been attacked three times and haven't been able to defend myself any of the times because I have such a small, weak army. It consists of one defense soldier, two attack soldiers, and two spies. lol C'mon! Click it now! lol

btw, if you do decide to be one of my officers, let me know so I'm not trying to figure out who it is that joined up. lol ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7520381/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7520381/ Thu, 05 Jan 2006 18:35:17 PST

Maybe you figured after my post yesterday that I wasn't.. but.. it wasn't actually made official until today.. so yay! lol

Meishka.. don't kill me.. lol

I'm dating Corbin. Wow. Yea. And he had to come meet my dad today.. (or else my dad wasn't gonna let me go to the winter formal thingy with him...) It went pretty well I think. Corbin introduced himself.. and then my dad and Corbin's dad started talking... so we ran off to go talk to his mommy.. and look at my car (my Mustang) which he called orgasmic. It was great fun. And our dad's get along great! hehe Too bad he didn't get to stay long though.... Oh well. I'll live, neh?

And I need a new mouse for my computer... it won't move from side to side without a lot of work on my part... >.< *kills it* ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7509461/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7509461/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 15:35:26 PST
For one, I got to sleep till 11.. again. lol Then me and my dad went to Krystal's where my mom works and got food. Yay! lol Then... for the moment I've been waiting for... for... 6 months... I got to bring my car home!!! I'm going to take art-type pics of it after I finish putting it back together.. just because I'm in love. lol

Then, I got home.. got online.. a few minutes later.. a certain guy (Not the guy whom all my poetry has been about lately.. but another guy I like) IMed me and asked me to go to a winter dance thing at his school with him. (Meishka, you should know who I'm talking about.. and maybe Foamy..) And I get to go, and then after he asked me (going as friends at first I think).. he was like "I gotta get something off my chest" and the was like "I like you" (not exactly, but I'm not going to quote him because no one would understand what he meant besides me) And.. I've liked him for a while.. Yay! My day = complete lol Well, my sister bought me a Hershey's bar.. and THAT completed my day.

But yea, Buttons is a very VERY happy Buttons at the moment. But.. onto a topic other than what makes Buttons so happy today...

I'm officially an online gamer! And no, I didn't go out and buy World of Warcraft. I'm broke. BUT, I was reccommended to play an online game called Hyperiums. It's a strategy/sci-fi ish game. You get your own planet, then after 5 days of playing, they give you another planet. You have to make money, build armies/fleets, and invade other planets. You can spy, trade, do anything! It's great! I.. just haven't figured everything out yet. lol If you wanna sign up, go to [link] and then look for me. My nick on there is Styrka and my planet is Plikt. (Don't ask.. I got them from a book, "Speaker for the Dead" by Orson Scott Card )

Yea... That's all I have to say I guess... I need to get back to my English essay.. *sigh* ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7470940/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7470940/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 19:51:57 PST



I still don't have a resolution yet though... *hides from teh Meishka* Any ideas? lol

btw, due to my laziness.. the New Years edition of Stick Zombies will be available tomorrow! ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7456649/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7456649/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 12:33:01 PST

So this makes... 3 songs I can play... and 7 chords. I'm on a roll! lol Go me!

Anyone know a really easy song guitar wise that I can pick up next? lol I'm bored and need more tabs to play with. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7433461/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7433461/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 17:30:01 PST

I got the guitar I wanted for Christmas, I get an extra week out of school, I got to see my cousins from Texas today, and... *he* might be moving here!!!! (The "he" from the poem I submitted the other day.. "His Everything"!!!!)

I seriously could not be happier!

Now I just gotta wait till Feb. when he's flying over...

*GLEE* ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7410951/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7410951/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 07:28:52 PST

I hope everyone is having a great day!

I am!

I am now better than joo. I have a guitar, and it rocks your socks.. yes, even your mom's socks.

Go me! *dances* I'm a happy Buttons.

btw, for those of you who I know will ask... the guitar is a Johnson. Black and white. Oh yea. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7395897/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7395897/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 19:54:32 PST
I got an email from dear old Mr. Bill Frist today. Woo... lemme tell ya what, it's excitin to get email from big time senate majority leaders. *rolls eyes* I get quite a few emails from him... and never do they cease to amaze me. But.. this once. The government is actually doing something.. decent. *gasp* Go to my xanga [link] and you can read the email, plus what I think about it.

Plus, you can read my rant on "Happy Holidays" vs "Merry Christmas".. Inspired by Foamy.

Hm... I got a livejournal now... I've only wrote in it once. I don't really like it compared to xanga, but, who knows. I'm going to play around with it. Maybe I'll learn to like it better in the end. The link is [link]

Foamy, after Christmas, and, whenever you get a chance, do you think you could help me do a layout and all that shizzle for my LJ? I'd love you even more if you did!

uhm.. uhm.. I don't really have anything left so say. I may draw some more stick comics later. I have to spend the day at my granny's house tomorrow, so I'll be sure to take my stuff with me in case I get inspired. hehe

I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas and a blessed New Year. ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7210727/ http://XcrimsonangelX.deviantart.com/journal/7210727/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 09:44:46 PST chalmaydisturbed and do the 100 Themes thingy... Just, she's drawing all of hers, and I'm going to do it in poetry.

In case you don't know the 100 Themes, they are as follows:

The Themes:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obssession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

So far, I have a good idea for what to do for each of them, except for introduction. I'll have to come up with something for it.

Anyways, I'll upload as I get them done. Wish me luck!

And, btw, there will be more Stick Zombie editions! Just because I'm writing for these themes doesn't mean I'm going to quit the comics, I know you all love them! lol ]]> ~XcrimsonangelX