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Girly Meme (stole from Shianne)

~Xira-chan — Mon, 14 Dec 2009 22:51:35 PST

Saw this in your journal, Shi-chan and it looked like fun. ^^
OBNOXIOUS GIRLY MEME TIME:

1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
Hell no. How uncomfortable

2. Do you enjoy drama?:
I'd rather be shot -_-

3. Are you a girly girl?:
Sometimes when I want to have fun picking on my gender. ^^

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
My fiance.

5. Small or large purses?:
Large! I want to be able to pull out random crap just to get the reaction, "why do you have that in there??"

6. Are you short?:
Not really.

8.What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
Fiance: "Ooh, teehee" Anyone else: "you do realize I'm engaged, right??"

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
Not really, so long as they aren't stiff with dirt or anything.

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
Not as much as I used to, but I'll still at least go as a neko.

11. Are you double jointed?:
Not really. Dexterious yes, but not so much double jointed.

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
I'd have to say on the couch at church.

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
Umm....no.

14. Is there a rumor going around about you?:
No, but if I found out there is Hell will look good.

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?
My professors and a nicknamed version for one of my friends.

16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?:
Most likely none.

"X" Marks the spot:
[ ] I do wear make-up.
[ ] I have cried at a movie theater. (Harry Potter. T_T)
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[ ] I like country.
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] IÂd be lost without my computer. (*eyetwitches*)
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football. (Not just football. It's most sports.)
[x] IÂve never been called a spoiled brat.
[ ] Guys are confusing.
[ ] I've been called a bad influence.
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What colour is your bra that your wearing?
light blue

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark.

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Not really.

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
Yes. Life would be pretty hard without them.

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Umm....not that I can remember.

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Not in the traditional sense. If wings/tails are available then hellz yeah.

7. Do you like your life?
Umm. Not really. If it weren't for my fiance I would probably give up on it all together.

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Nope. Most of my friends are either male or bi. ^^

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
No.

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
Boys. WAAAYYYY less drama to deal with.

11. How long have you had Facebook?
I would say, almost a year if not longer.

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Not hard.

13. What are your biggest fears?
Death, crowds, loud noise and employment

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
No. I stopped before I fell asleep.

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Of course!

16. Do you believe in the saying ÂOnce a cheater, always a cheaterÂ?
Not....really I guess. People can change, they just need the right motivation.

17. Have you ever gotten a good feeling about something?
You know, I don't think I ever have.

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?
No. That would be awful.

19. Are you currently missing someone?
Yeah....

This guy or that guy? Pick one.
femmy cute pudgy guy or manly hot muscular guy: The femmy guy. He's easier to talk to without all of that testosterone in the way.

Preppy or Cowboy?
Yuck is that even a question? Neither!

Face or Body?
Face. I want my man with a sweet face. I can love his body no matter what as long as I can happily gaze at his face.

Sweet or Sexy?
Sweet. That way...

11 days!

~Xira-chan — Mon, 14 Dec 2009 20:37:18 PST

Christmas gets closer and closer. Why are men so freaking hard to shop for? >.<

My guy friends, my dad, and even my fiance all tell me they don't want anything, but that's silly guys. Of course I'll be getting you something! It's freakin' Christmas!!
On a more positive note. I've been working on a really epic piece to upload to DA. It's taken me almost 6 hours thus far, and it's only half way done. Something you all should be looking forward to. ^^
Hopefully my scanner won't butcher it. It's being done in colored pencil, so this will be interesting.

The Splendifferous Art Club

~Xira-chan — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 18:35:11 PST

I got invited to come check out the art club at school by my favorite teacher, so I took him up on it. I went today and there was absolutely no one I knew. It was a very awkward situation until the teacher arrived.

He came bearing buckets of chalk. We were going out to draw with sidewalk chalk. He and I ended up doing a collaborative piece with the chalk (which I'll upload later once I get the picture). We were out there for 2 hours drinking pop and eating chips while we drew. Then I heard that the club president was moving to Florida (bummer cause he's cute. ^^) and they were making the current VP the new President. But they were unsure who to make the new VP, so the teacher nominated ME! Can you imagine my surprise? My first day of art club, I don't even know what it's about and I get nominated as the VP.

I'm honestly not sure whether to take it or not. I'm unsure as to what the schedule for the club will look like next quarter and if I'll even be able to make it with my shoddy attendance. What do you (for those of you who read this) think I should do?

Journal Skins!

~Xira-chan — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 12:53:52 PST

I wonder how long these journal skins will be available for us to use.
Anyhow, I'm taking advantage of it while I can.

An update on my life:

I've been rather sleep deprived because of this odd sleeping habit I've developed. IE: Waking up every 2-4 hours. School is nearing the end of this quarter so work has been piling up and it feels like everything around me has just gotten busier as of late. Man I can't wait for my 2 week break. T-T
Also, I've joined the sad ranks of the farmers. I got hooked into FarmVille on facebook, so that's another reason why people haven't seen a lot of me.
Oh, and I found my tablet pen, for those of you who want to know. ^^

Sorry I haven't submitted any art in a while guys. I've been in a creative slump and can't seem to pump out anything good, or worthy of posting.
So if anyone has any ideas or thins you want to see me draw, throw your ideas out there. ^^

Little Lost Pen T-T

~Xira-chan — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 18:32:49 PDT

I lost my poor little tablet pen, and I don't know where he went. T-T

I don't know what to do. I can't afford to buy a new one, and if I could I should just buy a brand new tablet, the one I have is dying on my anyways. I'm really hoping I can find it. I fear I left it at school, and if that's the case then it's long gone. T-T

I'm engaged!

~Xira-chan — Sat, 18 Apr 2009 19:30:19 PDT

Holy crap. I was not expecting such an eventful day. It's me and my boy friend (now fiance)'s 1 year anniversary today, and so we went out for a picnic at a park. We went for a walk and when we got back to the car he whipped out a ring and PROPOSED!! I thought he was kidding but it was real. A white gold ring with an alexandrite stone. It's so pretty. I'm so happy. I'm going to go dance now with glee. ^-^

My life is 66% happy

~Xira-chan — Mon, 23 Feb 2009 12:50:29 PST

[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.

[x] You have your own room.

[x] You own a cell phone.

[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.

[ ] Your parents are still married

[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.

[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.

T0TAL SO FAR: 4

[x] You dress how you want to.

[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.

[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.

[x] You have never been beaten up.

[x] You never cry more than twice a month.

[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.

[x] Your room is big enough for you.

[ ] You have been to a concert that you've liked.

T0TAL SO FAR: 11

[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.

[x] Your parents let you have a myspace. (Don't want one....?)

[ ] You get allowance.

[ ] You collect something normal.

[ ] You look forward to going to school.

[x] You don't wish you were someone else.

[ ] You play a sport.

[ ] You do something after school.

T0TAL SO FAR: 13

[ ] You own a car.

[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.

[ ] You are happy with your appearance.

[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.

[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.

[x] You have friends

T0TAL SO FAR: 15

[x] You know what is going on in the world.

[x] You care about so many people.

[ ] You are happy with your life.

[ ] You know more than one language.

[x] You have a screen name.

[x] You own a pet.

[x] You know the words to 5 songs.

[x] You don't have any enemies.

[x] You are a generally nice person.

Total so far: 22

Now, take your total and mulitply by 3.Title the jounrnal " My life is_% happy"

Found this in ~Shianne's journal and though it would be fun. ^-^

Potential Job for MEE!!

~Xira-chan — Sun, 08 Feb 2009 12:21:50 PST

Happy Random Nonsense Concerning My Life

Okay, so what it is I guess some wouldn't consider a real job. What it is (I heard of it from my neighbor) is going to this place and cleaning a hallway. Vacuum it and dust it and it takes about fifteen minutes and it pays $30 a time. It needs to be done twice a month, so that's $60 a month, which makes me ecstatic beyond all reason. It means I can keep myself going for a while longer.

And I've made up my mind about going to ITT Technical Institute this spring. It'll send me spiraling down the dark pit of debt but the projected income should hopefully pay it off nicely. And once I've got more of a steady income my boyfriend plans to propose! ^-^
All the more reason for me to hurry up and finish school.

Reminded

~Xira-chan — Thu, 22 Jan 2009 14:14:43 PST

VENT RANT WARNING!!!

I've been reminded today about why I just jump into things that I want to do instead of talking about it with people. I swear I'm starting to feel like President (former) Bush here. I'm being told to go to college and I have to get in by next spring else I drop off my family's insurance. So I'm looking at colleges and I find one. It's online but it's so expensive. I want to do it but I'm being pushed the other way by the very same people who told me to go to college. So I put it off and the opportunity passes me by. So I explore another one. This one is close by and even better than the first, however it's also more expensive. So I come home super excited and I want to go and I'm being pushed away from it now by my second mother. I'm so damn frustrated and I don't know what to do. I feel I could punch a hole in the wall...or punch someone's face in and scream at the top of my lungs. "Make up your g** damn f***ing minds!!" If you want me to go then don't push me away from what I want to do. Seriously!!

Sorry if some of my language bugged anyone who read all the way through that. And if you did happen to read it all then you are an amazing person, and you deserve a cookie.

OMG SO MANY!!!

~Xira-chan — Sun, 07 Dec 2008 17:13:24 PST

Oh my freakin' goodness. I just went through and sorted all of my favorites. Seriously, people need to stop drawing so freaking well, so I can stop faving your stuff. Hehe, kidding, don't stop drawing well. I'm just POed going through 75 pages of faves, sorting for some odd number of hours. XP

Ohs well. That's my mini fume rant. ^^

Billy vs. Snakeman

~Xira-chan — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 12:45:44 PST

So I've been playing this new game called Billy vs. Snakeman. It's a....well I don't even know what to call it. It's like a digital tabletop rpg. It's really addicting, and super fun. I've been totally addicted. Here's a link to it if you want to check it out.

Be the Ultimate Ninja! Play Billy Vs. SNAKEMAN today!

I also obtained Spore recently, and that's addicting as all get out. So much fun. But I really should be getting back to work. Lots to get done before tonight's big game session. We're having my inauguration ceremony today as an assistant GM. So exciting!!

~Currently Working on~

-Creatures, Quests, and Maps for Teravencia
-Coloring said creatures

Funny Stuffs

~Xira-chan — Sun, 09 Mar 2008 20:17:15 PDT

So Harley was over this weekend and he had me watch this video, maybe some of you have heard of it. It's called 2 girls 1 cup. And basically it's a porno of these two girls eating poop and puking. Yeah, pretty disgusting. But my reaction to the video was the same as my normal reactions to just about everything. Minimal. But my sister on the other hand...that was funny. I actually had to put a video on youtube up about it, it was so funny. ^^

[link]

Things on Hold
-RLF Flash
-Finallizing When You're Evil suggested by ~salvationist

Things to do List
-Turn good scraps into deviations (if you want to request that any be finished let me know in a comment or pm)
-photograph and upload Drawing class assignments

WOOOOTTT!!!! DMC 4!!!

~Xira-chan — Tue, 05 Feb 2008 20:00:35 PST

That's right ladies and gentlemen! It's FINALLY HERE!! XD

Oh how I've been so looking forward to this game, yet once again god has seized this opportunity to laugh at me. It's only out for the ps3 and the 360, I have neither, and I'm flat broke. T-T

Looks like I'll just be admiring from a distance until that date way off in the future when I finally purchase a ps3.

Things on Hold
-RLF Flash
-Finallizing When You're Evil suggested by ~salvationist

Things to do List
-Turn good scraps into deviations (if you want to request that any be finished let me know in a comment or pm)
-photograph and upload Drawing class assignments

Fur Affinity

~Xira-chan — Fri, 01 Feb 2008 20:34:05 PST

So....I went to check out this site, Fur Affinity. I may draw anime, but I've always been a little jealous of the people who can draw animals and anthro and make them look really good. So I joined Fur Affinity and posted a few of my more anthro-esque things.

Like These:

I've only been a member for an hour or so and so far I've seen some of the most amazing anthro art I think has ever been made.

[link]

It's really hard to believe some of the amazing things these people make. And I know that they have to work so much harder than anime artists do because of the whole, being covered in fur, thing. So I may be trying some new art styles for a little while, just to try and improve my skills else where. And if any one reading this has a Fur Affinity account look me up. I go by Ysorn. ^^

Things on Hold
-RLF Flash
-Finallizing When You're Evil suggested by ~salvationist

Things to do List
-Turn good scraps into deviations (if you want to request that any be finished let me know in a comment or pm)
-photograph and upload Drawing class assignments

The Demon Barber

~Xira-chan — Wed, 02 Jan 2008 19:28:00 PST

Most amazing, entertaining movie on the planet.

So yeah. Sweeney Todd is about the best movie ever. Unless blood makes you squeemish go see this movie. It's a real gusher. XD

It was a real ordeal to get into this movie though. We were going to go to the 2:45 showing but apparently they needed an ID from me that had my age on it, so my school ID didn't work. And even though my friend ~demongirl321 is 18 they wouldn't let me have a ticket unless I had ID. So we walked around the mall for hours until DG's mom came, at which point we had done some random gift shopping. We got gifts for some of her friends and I got myself a bokken for me and DG. So for this whole time I was carrying two wooden swords around the mall. Almost every group of guys we passed would either stare, point, or make some comment to the effect of "cool." It was kind of fun actually. So at any rate DG's mom got there and bought us tickets to the 5:30 showing. So it all turned out good. ^^

WOOT!! BLOOD!!! That movie was so morbid I think at one point my mouth started watering at the massive amount of blood. Hehehehe!! ^^

Currently in Progress
-RLF Flash

Things on Hold
-Finallizing When You're Evil suggested by ~salvationist

Things to do List
-Turn good scraps into deviations (if you want to request that any be finished let me know in a comment or pm)
-photograph and upload Drawing class assignments

2,000

~Xira-chan — Tue, 01 Jan 2008 15:14:31 PST

Currently in Progress
-RLF Flash
-Flash button tutorial for ~YuuMon

Things on Hold
-Finallizing When You're Evil suggested by ~salvationist

Things to do List
-Turn good scraps into deviations (if you want to request that any be finished let me know in a comment or pm)
-photograph and upload Drawing class assignments
-reinstall macromedia studio on my computer

Oh, so close to 2,000 pageviews. Who ever can catch a screen shot of it will get a drawing done by me of up o three characters of their choice, be it original characters or fanart. So scramble for that page view people. ^^

EDIT: Okay, so nobody got it. Darn, better try harder next time you lazy people!

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Depression

~Xira-chan — Mon, 10 Dec 2007 20:17:30 PST

Currently in Progress
-Art of Shi and Tree
-If I Only Were a Goth Dance Flash

Things on Hold
-Finallizing When You're Evil suggested by ~salvationist

Things to do List
-Turn good scraps into deviations (if you want to request that any be finished let me know in a comment or pm)
-photograph and upload Drawing class assignments
-reinstall macromedia studio on my computer

Alright....so you probably know I've been swamped with artwork that I need to just sit down and do. Unfortunately I don't really have time to do that. My best friend is going through a hard time right now, and I apparently have emotional issues of my own to sort out. I seem to have a lack of empathy in general, as well as my "crush" I've developed. Ugh....and I also have to concentrate on not failing my Decisions (kind of a life skills) class. All I want to do now is lie down on the ground and watch life pass around me. Sending my mind to different places to see what's going on there. But, since that's not going to happen it looks like I'm just going to keep getting swept along. Maybe I'll get my break and my emotions will go back into the closet where they belong.

Bestest Friends
:

Clubs

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I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak. (DAMN PROUD!)

~Xira-chan — Sun, 09 Dec 2007 21:35:13 PST

Currently in Progress
-Art of Shi and Tree

Things on Hold
-Finallizing When You're Evil suggested by ~salvationist

Things to do List
-Turn good scraps into deviations (if you want to request that any be finished let me know in a comment or pm)
-photograph and upload Drawing class assignments

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz. (naturally blonde, but not at the moment)

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. (purple blue green black...yeah)

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.

I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.

I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.

I dont...

Subscriber

~Xira-chan — Tue, 04 Dec 2007 22:12:20 PST

Things to do List
-Art of Shi and Tree
-Turn good scraps into deviations (if you want to request that any be finished let me know in a comment or pm)
-photograph and upload Drawing class assignments

Alright, so I've been a subscriber for a little over a week now and I haven't really gotten to try out the fun stuff. So I just whipped up a background for my journal to try and test it out.

Oh, by the way, for anyone who read my last journal and actually cared things seem to be going alright. I've made slips of the tongue, but I've made a promise to myself not to shame myself any more by trying to fight. I'm not going to act on my impulses, but I'm not going to try and fight them off either.
Yes, I'm talking to you Kit. You're fun with me is over.

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Cat's out

~Xira-chan — Mon, 26 Nov 2007 18:30:05 PST
So yes, my newly proclaimed enemy, Kit, has gone and done the unthinkable. He told this guy that I like him, when he WASN'T SUPPOSED TO! So yeah. It's taking all three of us (Kailee's inner persona's) just to write this out. We were rather disappointed with his reaction actually. Kai wanted to crawl under the floor and hide, but Xi was expecting a bit more of a reaction...and possibly a hug. ^^

But no. It's probably better this way. Honestly it would have been better had he not known at all. Now I have to be more careful with my art work...meh. What will be, will be and I guess I'll just take it as it comes. Maybe one day I'll work up the courage to do something bold and possible make a move.

Sorry this journal was a bit of a bore...but for those of you who stuck it through to the end....thanks and uh.....have a cookie. ^^

Stole from Kalilee

~Xira-chan — Fri, 09 Nov 2007 08:34:47 PST
Naruto
[x] You're stubborn.
[x] You like ramen.
[ ] Are foxes your favorite animal?
[ ] You're afraid of ghosts.
[ ] You're jealous of your best friend.
[ ] Are you a hands-on kind of person?
[x] Do you have a crush on someone, who isn't interested in you?
[x] You want people to respect you.
[ ] You never give up. (i'm a big ol' quitter )
[ ] Are you tan?
[ ] Were you born on the 10th of October?
Total: 4

Sasuke
[x] You don't care about other people or their opinions.
[ ] Are you left handed?
[x] You prefer being alone.
[x] Are you cold, cruel or withdrawn?
[x] Are you talented?
[ ] Have you had to work on your social skills?
[ ] Do you practice your skills?
[ ] Do you have a motive in you life that you live for?
[ ] Do you feel like you're cursed?
[ ] Were you born on the 23rd of July?
Total: 3

Sakura
[ ] You like the color pink.
[ ] Do you feel like something inside of you is ordering you?
[ ] You and your friends have a crush on the same person.
[ ] You're smart.
[ ] You have a five-finger forehead
[x] You usually repress your emotions.
[ ] You insult people just to annoy them.
[ ] You're aiming for a medical career.
[ ] You grew long hair because of your crush.
[ ] Were you born on the 28th of March?
Total: 1

Kakashi
[ ] You read romance novels.
[ ] You like to spend time in the fields.
[ ] Have you separated from some group?
[x] Is your personality hard to describe?
[ ] Are you often late?
[ ] Do you like to use something that covers your mouth?
[ ] Do you use the sayings: "A black cat crossed my path..." or "I fell into a sewer..."?
[ ] Is one of your eyes a different color from your other one?
[ ] You only have one hobby.
[ ] Were you born on the 15th of September?
Total: 1

Itachi
[x] You like red and black.
[ ] You wear purple nail polish.
[ ] You paint your toenails.
[x] You've been the leader in a group.
[ ] You're a lot more advanced than other in your age class.
[ ] You're unforgiving at times.
[x] You judge people.
[x] You hang out with a certain crowd.
[ ] You have a little brother.
[x] You dress in overly long clothes.
Total: 5

Gaara:
[ ] You like sand.
[x] You could care less.
[ ] You feel like no one loves you.
[x] You're alone a lot of the time.
[ ] You've made some sort of a symbol of love on your skin.
[ ] Your name means death in Japanese.
[ ] You have one reason to live.
[ ] Your life has had a significant turn.
[x] You have red hair.
[ ] Is you birthday on the 19th of January?
Total: 3

Rock Lee
[ ] You believe in hard work.
[ ] You're decisive.
[ ] You have large eyes.
[x] You're a unique person.
[ ] You've seriously decided to do something.
[x] You have a huge crush on someone.
[ ] You have a person who you share a warm relationship with.
[ ] You have a black bowl-cut.
[ ] You've been in an accident where you were had little chance to survive.
[ ] You like green.
Total: 2

Jiraiya
[ ] You write and sell romance novels.
[ ] Are you a pervert (hell you all know it!)
[ ] Do you like alcohol?
[ ] You're somewhat famous.
[ ] You have long/white hair.
[ ] Do you spy on people for some reason?
[ ] You're specialized in some field.
[ ] You're over 20.
[ ] You're in some way great.
[ ] Do you have an ambiguous way of thinking?
Total: 0

Orochimaru
[x] Are you pale?
[x] Do you like snakes?
[ ] Is one of your hobbies fencing?
[ ] Are you strong?
[ ] Are you sadistic, power-hungry and egoistic by nature?
[x] Do you use people as pawns?
[ ] Do you have a dream?
[x] You don't feel empathy for other people.
[ ] Do you lust for someone else's body?
[ ] Are you over 20?
Total: 4

Tsunade
[ ] Do you like to play gambling games?
[ ] Do you like snails?
[ ] Do you have a pig/pigs at home?
[ ] Are you afraid of blood?
[ ] Do you have an object that you believe brings back luck?
[ ] You're in the medical field.
[ ] You're dependent on something.
[ ] You're a blonde.
[ ] Do you use rejuvenation creams?
[ ] Are you over 20?
Total: 0

Shikamaru
[x] Are you lazy?
[ ] Are you intelligent?
[ ] Is everything too troublesome for you?
[ ] You often play shogi.
[x] You like shadows.
[...

Makira

~Xira-chan — Wed, 07 Nov 2007 20:13:53 PST
Well I never heard back on that job interview for those of you who cared, or were remotely interested.

So I've been working on a table top rpg of my own recently. It's coming along fairly well. I have about half the stuff set up. Now I really just have to write out the details and make a character sheet. When it's totally done I'll post a link to the web page where every thing is written out and anyone who wants to can play it. But for right now it's still just a work in progress.

So I've been submitting a lot of scraps lately. Truth behind that is, I like to doodle a lot in class...but I never seem to bring my sketchbook drawings into photoshop to pretty them up and I really want to try harder on that. So encouragement and such are appreciated in order to get my butt in gear.

~Stuff to work on~ (gasp I have one of these here now??)
-Family portrait for Shi-chan
-turning sketches into final pieces

If you see any of my scraps that you would like to see made into a final pieces, just leave a comment here and I'll add that to my to do list. ^^

Interview

~Xira-chan — Tue, 30 Oct 2007 18:19:26 PDT
I had my first job interview today at celebration cinema. I think it went pretty well. But I won't find out if I got the job until Thursday or Friday. I really need this job, so keep your fingers crossed, okay? ^^

Mass Uploads

~Xira-chan — Mon, 29 Oct 2007 18:16:24 PDT
I warned some of you but I want to apologize anyway. If I would just sit down and upload these after I drew them I wouldn't have this problem. So sorry for the massive amount of uploads guys. ^^ But it sure does feel good to get that off my chest.

Character Interview

~Xira-chan — Fri, 26 Oct 2007 09:09:46 PDT
Tagged by ~demongirl321

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

OCs:
Xira
Karsh/Kari (same person)
Ari
Atrum

How old are you?
Xira: You know what I don't even know anymore. Ask Ari.
Karsh: I've been around since the beginning of time. You do the math.
Ari: Hmm...let's see, add that number plus......about 95?
Atrum: It depends. In all technicality I'm 75, but this body's only been around for 11 years.

What's your height?
Xira: 5'2"
Karsh: Depends I'm 6'1" but my female form is 5'5"
Ari: I'm 5'4" ^^ *stands proudly*
Atrum: Again it depends, right now I'm 4'5" but I used to be 5'6"

Are you a virgin?
Xira: Of course!
Karsh: Heh heh. *shifty eyes*
Ari: Boys are cute, but not that cute. ^^
Atrum: *sigh* Yes.

Who's your mate/spouse?
Xira: No.
Karsh: Why would I want those chains when women practically throw themselves at me. ^-^
Ari: Oh they're all so adorable I couldn't pick one, so I'm still single.
Atrum: Well...there is this guy, but we're not a couple.

Do you have any kids?
Xira: No, I'm unable.
Karsh: I dunno. I haven't seen the girls since that night. (me: O.o)
Ari: Uhh....no husband.
Atrum: No.

What's your favourite food?
Xira: I've never really thought about it. Hmm...green tea I suppose.
Karsh: A soda and maybe some shortcake.
Ari: CANDY, ICE CREAM, SWEETS, HOORAY!! XD
Atrum: I like blood. Does that count?

What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
Xira: I wouldn't know. I melt ice cream.
Karsh: Double chocolate with vanilla mixed in.
Ari: CHOCOLATE!!
Atrum: Is there blood flavored?

Have you killed anyone?
Xira: Oh so many *grins*
Karsh: Maybe a lover or two's husbands. *more shifty eyes* (me: You're horrible! D: )
Ari: *gasp* NO! Who would do such a thing? ...Oh right. Xi would.
Atrum: I do as my lord commands, I love to kill for him. *evil grin*

Do you hate anyone?
Xira: Every is hated to start. They have to earn my respect
Karsh: All of the men in the world.
Ari: It's not nice to hate. Why would I do that?
Atrum: *grumbles* Those damn Gryffindor pests....

Have any secrets?
Xira: Only when I'm being deceptive, and I'm not telling if I am.
Karsh: Only when I'm with a lesbian. ^.^
Ari: My mom wasn't the one who made Xi what she is. But if she knew it was me, she'd get real upset. So shhhh.
Atrum: I can't let the Dark Lord know how I feel. -_-

Do you love anyone?
Xira: .....Marium.
Karsh: I love all women. ^^
Ari: You mean real love? Oh goodness no.
Atrum: Yes...

What is your job?
Xira: I don't have a job. I do as I please.
Karsh: I own a joint.....
Ari: No. I just try to get by.
Atrum. *stands proudly* I'm the Dark Lord's favorite death eater *spits* Take that Bellatrix!

What do you do to relax?
Xira: A nice long night staring at the moon can do that.
Karsh: LADIIIEEES!!!
Ari: Why I'll go get ice cream of course. ^^
Atrum. I'll take out all of my emotions on some lone unsuspecting wizard.

What is your goal in life?
Xira: To live, and keep on living.
Karsh: To all the world's women MINE! AHAHAHA! *Xi glares and Karsh backs off*
Ari: To live a normal life, away from Xira.
Atrum: To make my lord happy.

*twitch twitch*

~Xira-chan — Thu, 25 Oct 2007 12:53:52 PDT
*twitch*.....RAAAAGGHHH!!!!!

I can't take it any more!! School is such drag and my faggot decision teach lost my homework! And just today I confronted him about it and he has the gall to tell me that he doesn't loose homework. And my psychology teacher just went and contradicted herself right to my face. We have to do these psychology journals where we read the study then fill out a paper on it. But the only actual psychology journals you can find are ones you have to buy. She told us at the beginning of the year when we stared them that we can't use wikipedia because it's "unreliable". And now just today I talked to her about it and her reply was. "Well wikipedia is pretty accurate. That's what a lot of the other students have been doing." ARGH!! So now I'm behind on them and the best I'm going to get at the end of the marking period is a B- because of it.

And then there's this kid in my class who honestly drives me insane. Because of him I found out today that not only am I messed up. I've put so much stress on Xi that now she's even screwed up. The kid in my class yelled out "HEY!" today to get everyone to be quiet when we were all laughing because of something funny that another student had said about Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. His voice just stirs something so deep inside me that even Xi was so upset she didn't know whether to set him on fire and laugh or burn him and then continue beating on his corpse until she was satisfied.

And then my mother tried to psychoanalyze me last night just because I'm getting a C in, like, two classes. I was all for listening to her lecture, but the second she mentioned multiple personalities Xi got upset and panicked. After that I just walked out on her stating, "I need to take a shower." That was about 11 o'clock last night. Well sleep lets things sit and stew in your head while you're out. So now I'm awake and more pissed off than ever. And I have karate tonight to, so I have to shut it all up again. The apocalypse is coming, I fear.

Butt Kickins and Cosplay

~Xira-chan — Thu, 04 Oct 2007 20:36:59 PDT
So yeah. Been taking Karate for two months now and I swear I have smoke still coming out of my ears. It's so much to process and think about in such a short amount of time. It goes well though, and it's always more fun when sensei's in a good mood. We laugh a lot and it's just a more comfortable atmosphere.

Jafax and Halloween seem to be getting closer and closer and I still don't have my Envy costume even close to done. I would really like to have it done for halloween so I can dress up, else I'll have nothing to wear. But it hast to be done by this summer for sure. Also I'm so sore from all of this working out I've been doing lately in order to slim up, so I can portray a better Envy. I've been doing 100 crunches a day and as many push-ups as I can muster. Last night it was fifteen. But I also need to work on my sides, back and glutes. If anyone knows of any good workouts for these that don't require any equipment I would really appreciate you telling me about them.

GRRAARRR!!!!

~Xira-chan — Sun, 09 Sep 2007 18:25:53 PDT
Yeah....so this journal contains some pretty foul language.....you've been warned.

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RAAAARRRRRR! AH!

The first week of school is done and I'm already having a break down! ARG!

Okay so some of my classes are okay.
Drawing, okay.
Psychology, okay.
Orchestra, nothing new, but still okay.
Java is great, but Decisions and Website design SUCK!!

Our Decisions teacher is such a dick (hence the name Dyke I'm assuming). XD
He just assumes that we're all juniors and we're all doing the bloody baby project. Well some of us aren't Mr. D! I'm a senior and I'm doing the alternative project, thank you very much!

And Website Design. Cole is a terrible teacher!! We're using Dreamweaver 8 and he hands us a teaching book from MX 2004 and says, "Here. Learn it." AH! How the hell am I supposed to learn a program unless you give me an up to date book you dick head!
He doesn't even teach us anything himself. He lets us just sit there with some outdated books he doesn't even expect us to read. He just wants us to do the step by step crap.

And to put the whip cream on it all I didn't get any sleep this weekend cause on Saturday I had to get up early to get to karate cause I missed Thursday's class. And now this morning I had to get up for the biggest time waster of all.....church. And it was an especially long service too. I think I heard god laughing at me the whole time. And Xira's screams of pain didn't help. Finally I just let Ari take over so that I could rest, and to shut Xi up.

Now I'm home and for the past three hours I've been sitting, trying to get flash to work for me, but when ever I try to trace the bitmap it doesn't do just black. It needs to add all of the ridiculous shades of grey that make the lines look feathered. THREE HOURS OF SLOW MACROMEDIA FLASH DOING THE SAME COMMAND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND....AAAHHHHH!!!! *pounds head on desk*

Hey guess what.....*eye twitches* School tomorrow.....EheheheheheheHEHEHEHEHEHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAAAA!!!!! XDD

Single again

~Xira-chan — Sun, 19 Aug 2007 18:15:43 PDT
Y'all remember that guy I told you all about a couple weeks ago. Well my cell phone died and I couldn't find my charger. So yeah apparently he was trying to call while it was dead, and since I couldn't answer he thought I was ignoring him. So, yeah. When I get my phone back on again I find a message that says, "Hey, if you're not gonna stop ignoring me, then we're done." And here is my exact response.
".........BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!" I seriously hadn't laughed like that in weeks. In all honesty I'm surprised that a mere human thought he would be good enough for me. He was a terrible puppet anyways. Way too clingy. It's not normal when a guy talks on the phone more than you do.

AQ & DF

~Xira-chan — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:14:50 PDT
I just got a guardianship for Adventure Quest to add to my Dragon Amulet on Dragon Fable. And just let me say that both are way worth the money. Now all I have to do is wait for Mech Quest to be up and running and I'll buy what ever they have. ^^

Long lost love

~Xira-chan — Thu, 09 Aug 2007 20:41:37 PDT
I ran into a boy I dated two years ago at my friend Kyle's party today. He'd moved after that school year so we never got the chance to break up. I'd seen him in the halls but I wasn't sure if he remembered me, but we talked for the first time since he left today. Turns out he's missed me and he does remember that we went out. And now we're back together again. It's really kind of wierd. He's affectionate, but I haven't show/recieved affection from people (other than my parents) for as long as I can remember. In my head Xi tenses up whenever people touch me, yet Karsh/Kari purr when I'm in another's arms. It's a very odd position to be in. I'm wondering what you other people think.

Bitter Anger

~Xira-chan — Wed, 08 Aug 2007 19:41:15 PDT
~Just so you know, this journal has some language~

Went to Michigan's Adventure today with Aranai and got my first sunburn of the summer. Damn that sun. I wish someone would just pour an ocean on it. I was supposed to go yesterday and go to see Hairspray with my mom today but because we got back too late I couldn't go. And that pissed me off to no end. I was looking forward to that movie for weeks and now it's looking like the only possible opening is a shaky maybe on friday afternoon.

This burn has just set me in a rage, the lack of a movie night with my mom and got me depressed, and the park (and having to wake up early for the park) has left me horribly tired, but my nocturnal nature won't let me go to sleep until at least 11.

And to top it all off demongirl and I are throwing a surprise party for one of our friends who's a complete womanizer, a flirt, a whiner and an all around bastard. His girlfriend is the one who's throwing him the f***ing party and he made her cry a few days ago by contemplating dumping her for one of his old girlfriends. I swear I'm about ready to risk going to jail just so I can murder him. He's already impregnated one girl, he should just leave the rest of us the hell alone!

Old news and new crap

~Xira-chan — Tue, 07 Aug 2007 20:44:28 PDT
Alright so it's been a while since my last journal.....well I've been video game-less for what feels like a long time.

I took a video game design class at ferris last month where I learned how to use unreal editor (yes the one for unreal tournament). It was pretty fun, but my level sucked. I need to get a new creative gland. Mine seems to be broken.

I've had tons of art ideas but I'm far too lazy to act on any of them, or to finish any for that matter.

I should have a stable internet connection now that I'm hooked up to my internet at home.

Umm......still having lazy reader problems (IE: having the hardest time just sitting down and finishing the last harry potter book (I fear the ending)).

I'm back home with my NA family. *hugs them all* I love you guys. ^^

I started taking karate and it's a lot harder than it looks. My legs were so sore I could barely stand the first week or so.

Umm....yeah. I'm pretty sure that's all most people are willing to skim for one journal. Maybe more later if demanded......or if I think about it/is bored.

POKEMON TAG! YAAYY!!!

~Xira-chan — Mon, 11 Jun 2007 20:05:35 PDT
1) What was your first Pokemon game?
Gold

2) Can you remember who your starter was? If so, who?
Yeah buddy, Cyndaquil all the way! ^^

3) Did you ever complete the Pokedex in any games? Which one(s)?
N-no....I never had the patience or the will power

4) Did you watch the Pokemon anime? Who was your favourite character?
Yeah, but I never really liked any of the characters. I guess James would be the closest to actual likage though

5) Do you still watch the anime?
When it's on, and I'm bored

6) What's your favourite Pokemon type? Explain.
Dragon, they're practically god, man!

7) Who's your favourite Pokemon? Explain.
Mew, cause it's friggin' adorable!!

8) Which Pokemon do you dislike the most? Explain.
Zubat........

9) Which is your favourite region? Explain.
Johto, better pokemon, the names didn't suck yet *coughBudoofcough* and there seemed like more of a general point to things.

10) Which is your favourite Pokemon series (ie, Kanto 1-151, Johto 152-251, Hoenn 252-358, others)? Explain.
Man, there's no way to pick a favorite. They all had equal goods and bads.

11) Can you say a series Pokedex, without a reference, in order?
Yeah, the first 151. ^^

12) Do you know all the type advantages, disadvantages and all the super-effective moves for each type?
Naturally. What good trainer doesn't?

13) Did you prefer Pokemon before the new ones, or after?
They're all good

14) Have you got an Original Character who is a trainer?
Sadly....yes.

15) Have you ever wrote a fanfiction story about Pokemon?
No....yeah, no.

17) Who is your favourite gym leader?
Clair, she was amazing.

18) What about Elite Four trainer?
Cynthia, again, cause she was cool.

19) If you lived in the Pokemon world, who would your starter be? (Please choose out of the normal starters, excluding Pikachu and Eevee).
Cyndaquil

20) Which city would you live in before you started your journey? Why?
I would kinda like to live in Blackthorn City, that's where all the dragon pokemon are located. ^^

21) Would you travel just in the one region, or spread to other places?
All over, there's so much to see.

22) Would you train just one type, or different ones?
Everything, that way I can pwn you no matter what you're using. ^^

23) What kind of Poke-Person would you be? Trainer? Breeder? Gym leader?
I'm not sure. I would just work until I was the best! Probably Elite Four Champion. ^^

24) Would you collect gym badges? Or keep Pokemon as pets?
Badges, I wanna shine 'em and show 'em off.

25) Who is your ultimate two-on-two team? Explain.
Dialga and....well, basically anyone else. Dialga's my baby. ^^

Naruto The Movie!!!! NYAAA!!!

~Xira-chan — Wed, 06 Jun 2007 19:06:07 PDT
Oh my gosh! I went to go see Naruto The Movie: Ninja Clash in the Land of Snow. It was frickin' amazing!! The animation was worlds better than the show, The voice acting was amazing, as always. The beginning of the plot line was very good. Funny, compelling, and original.....but then it got around the middle and foreshadowing ensued. Which led to a typical, anime-esque ending. It was all so predictable, it was rather sad.

But hey, found out that Naruto's voice actor is a girl. ^^ That was a bit of a surprise, but I really should have seen it coming, his Japanese voice actor's a girl too. There were animation inconsistencies as usual but I did notice that when they stood a certain way in those winder cloak things they looked a lot like the Akatsuki. Especially Sasuke. I swear he's starting to become more and more like his older brother....I'm so proud! ^^

So yes. One thing I did notice is that, not only did they not explain things so much (Thank God!) but they also slowed down the hand signs for the jutsus a TON! So much so that I could actually pick out the signs they were making. It was kinda creepy. One thing that stood out that really bugged me though was that Kakashi was using the Water Style: Water Dragon Jutsu, but the dragon came out of the water before he was even half way done making the hand signs.

And also, around the ending of the movie there was this one scene that was totally ripped off from Tales of Legendia. There were these massive mirror things (maybe five of them) and they were all alligned in a circle. A light came out of the middle and the ground lit up in a pattern (much like the Wings of Light from Legendia. I'll post a link to a pictore of it at the end of the journal). Then it got a bright and....yeah. Major Legendia deja vu.

[link] Here's the link to the wings of light picture. It's not the best one, and it's kind of a lop sided view, but I think you get the picture. I had to take it using print screens from the ending credits of the game. You have no idea how hard it is to find pictures from that game.

Tag....

~Xira-chan — Tue, 29 May 2007 13:11:58 PDT
(just for the sake of being ridiculous. ^^)

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"Idina Menzel & William Youmans" Wicked script.

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
My keyboard

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Alien vs. Predator

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
45

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
4:04

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
A train

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
walking home from the bus stop

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Neo-Anime Dojo ^^

9. What are you wearing?
jeans and a black shirt

10. Did you dream last night?
not that I remember

11. When did you last laugh?
yesterday at Aranai and Kit XD

12. What are on the walls you are in?
puzzles

13. Seen anything weird lately?
the inside of my eye lids :3

14. What do you think of this quiz?
bah humbug

15. What is the last film you saw?
Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End (haha!)

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Square Enix ^^

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I have two constantly arguing voices in my head and one that just laughs at the two arguing ones

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd burn massive amounts of people and stand on a hill laughing

19. Do you like to dance? What kind of dancing?
No, I don't dance!

20. George Bush: RAWR! *rant rant*
He's doing his best, could you do better?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Xira

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Vergil ^^

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
meh.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Hey guess what, I killed Satan, you want his job?

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:

RAR!! PORTFOLIO!!!

~Xira-chan — Thu, 17 May 2007 18:59:47 PDT
IT'S TOMORROW!!! RAAAARRRRR!!! And it sucks, cause I have to go first! I really wanna know who I got pitted with. I got all of my pieces done today so I think I'm ready. I've got my bull-shitting medals all shined and ready....I just hope that's enough . I'm positive that ~cls62, and ~bryceman111 are going to pass wonderfully. I'm sure we all will....but there are a few....*coughKatieandAlexcough*

Gaia

~Xira-chan — Wed, 16 May 2007 19:41:58 PDT
I've started playing on Gaia Online again. It's gotten much better since I was last on. Now it's easier to earn gold and there are way more ways to do it too. I started up an Avatar art thread and after only one day I've gotten five orders. I really have to work on this. Now that I'm doing art for actual people I really need to get these done. My goal is two weeks at most to finish all of them. Wish me luck. ^^

There goes another one

~Xira-chan — Sat, 12 May 2007 20:22:34 PDT
You know....Every time I get attached to someone now I'm just expecting them to die on me......Axel, Wizzie, Aya, Saturos, Dark Lord Stroud, V.....so yeah. Now we can add Vergil to the list. T-T And you know what's the worst part? I've become so accustomed to losing people that even thought I'm so torn up and depressed I can't shed a single tear. Some thing is either seriously wrong with me, or Xi's taken way too much control. Hmm.......OH GOD I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!! *breaks down in mental despair* AAAHHH!! Why is it always the people I like?!

GRS Concert

~Xira-chan — Thu, 26 Apr 2007 19:41:56 PDT
We just had a concert tonight for orchestra. We had the Grand Rapids Symphony there playing with us. We played (with them) Jupiter, from Gustav Holst's "The Planets". And then on our own we played The Barber of Seville. For our last piece, America the Beautiful, I was sitting with one of the members of the Symphony and I was soooo freakin' nervous it's not even funny. It's been over for two hours now and my knees are still shaking.

Death, Departure, and a Brand New House

~Xira-chan — Mon, 09 Apr 2007 19:15:07 PDT
Alrighty, since I haven't put up a journal in a long time this one's going to pretty lengthy, so I apologize in advance.

To start off with, my great uncle Bob died last week. But before you go saying you're sorry, don't be. I wasn't really that attached to him anyways.

Secondly the fighting between my parents has gotten worse lately. But I'll touch up more on this later on in the journal.

So I got my wisdom teeth pulled over break. It really sucks. I couldn't eat anything for, like, four days.

And during those four said days we happened to be moving! We bought a duplex closer to our school but since our house hadn't sold we left daddy at home. Another reason he stayed is beacause mom filed for seperate maintneance. Dad was just getting too controlling. So now dad lives back at the old house wiht Dakota (my dog) and me, my mom and two sisters live in this duplex with our three cats. And they have the audacity to complain when I say I want my one dog to come live with us too. I swear. I love that dog almost more than I love my dad.

I'm really worried that dad might get rid of Dakota, and there will be nothing I can do about it. Why do I have to be so damn helpless!?

Now just so you know. I wasn't fishing for sympathy with this journal. So I don't want to hear any of these, "Oh I'm so sorry Xira." Or, "Aww, poor Xira." Okay? I just did this to let you all know where my life stands. Well if you are still reading at this point, good for you, it's all done. Have a cookie. ^^

ACTs = Hell

~Xira-chan — Tue, 13 Mar 2007 13:05:31 PDT
We started taking the ACTs today and let me tell you, five hours of testing is not what I call a good time. Especially when you only get ten minutes for lunch!! What the hell's up with that! Do they expect me to shove the food down my throat then go back in and take more of their stupid tests?! How about NO!!!

Coloring

~Xira-chan — Tue, 27 Feb 2007 17:14:46 PST
Ok, I've got line art down (which, by the way, is a real pain in the ass) and now I get to color. Whopee *unenthusiastic confetti rains down*. Man this is more of a pain then it's worth. But I'm hoping that it turns out ok. The only thing keeping me going on this right now is to find out if Mar-Mar will like it or now. T-T And that's not much to run on.

Losing the Wi-Fi

~Xira-chan — Sat, 24 Feb 2007 22:38:35 PST
My Wi-Fi has been slowly but surely leaving me. It's gotten to the point where I'm not even sure if I'm going to get on the internet that day or not.

But an a good note. I've found my calling in life. I think I'm going to strive to be a 3-D animator. Like for video games and computer animated movies and such. Aranai showed me a program to make animations of SecondLife and I discovered that I'm fairly good at it. If I find out I can I may post them up on here.

DMC

~Xira-chan — Fri, 16 Feb 2007 22:19:30 PST
Mommy let me rent Devil May Cry 3 this week and I didn't really realize what a hard game it is. I've had it for five days and I'm stuck on mission five on easy mode. Watching Ximmy play it looked so easy but NO!!! Far FAR from it. I'm all sad like now though cause I have to bring it back to the video store tomorrow. T-T Oh well. When I rent it next those two headless demons will fear the day I picked up a controller. ^-^

Wi-Fi

~Xira-chan — Tue, 06 Feb 2007 18:52:31 PST
I officially love having a laptop. It's beautiful wi-fi feature has been allowing me to experience the joys of someone else's fast internet. ^^ I hope it never stops!

Not time for internet?!

~Xira-chan — Sat, 03 Feb 2007 08:32:55 PST
Man, it is getting increasingly hard to get on the internet recently. But I promise I'm going to try. I promised mar mar so I really am going to try. But a few death threats from my friends might me helpful every now and then. ^^

Holidays

~Xira-chan — Wed, 27 Dec 2006 19:06:20 PST
Yaaay! I love the holidays. Chrismas came and went and I finally got my new laptop. It's one of those new dells that's got, like this fifteen inch screen and 1 gig of ram and my uncle just gave me Photoshop cs2 (but I've been having trouble with the activation. I think it's because my internet's too slow). But I got these amazing Prismacolor Colored Pencils from my grandparents and we got to eat tons of yummy food....I like yummy food. *drools*

But yes....I think I'm getting better about obsessing over just red-heads. Sure I'm still totally hopeless when it comes to cool/evil red-heads but now I'm branching out into the teal and blue shades of coolness.

Lately though I've been on this...stay-up-till-midnight-and-draw-till-your-hand-falls-off, kick. So if anyone has any suggestions or requests they would like me to draw, now is the time. Quick before this buzz goes away!

I <3 Ai's Pancakes

~Xira-chan — Sun, 12 Nov 2006 15:46:15 PST
Oh my gosh! I'm currently working babysitting two homosexual dogs (I've gotten used to this by now) But Aisu (my sister) is here with me and she isn't used to this so she's totally freaking out and one of the dogs has now gained the nickname of penis sucker. So I am desperately struggling to type this through my massive amounts of happy tears.

Oh an by the way, Ai makes really good pancakes. ^^

ZOMBIE!!!!

~Xira-chan — Fri, 10 Nov 2006 10:18:02 PST
Thanks to you who know me for your patience and for those of you who don't thanks for the welcome (or re-welcome as it would seem) ^^.

So much to catch up on and so little time, well I'll start with what I can remember. Well......I'll just start with Halloween. Had an amazing time with Z-girl and Stak.

We've been really busy in Orchestra. We're going on a trip to Minnesota to play in the Mall of America so we're really busy practicing. I'm really excited about this trip. So far I know we're playing Lion King, Zombie: by the craberries (hence the title), and Pirates of the Carribean.

My obsession with music has been slowly increasing. Now It's gotten so bad I almost can't go a whole day without listining to Gackt, Ayumi, or Utada.

My tech center has been going well. We had to design safety posters for our class and now we're working on designing posters for the North American International Auto Show, and since I am completely incapable of drawing any form of cars I've turned them into people and given them a bit of a KOS-MOS look. Hopefully I'll have time to upload some of these pieces.

Oh, happy belated B-day to Stak and Sal (sorry it's so late Sal-kun) and I think that's about all. Sorry this journal was so long guys but if you happened to take the time to read it all then....HA! I just wasted a chunk of you life and you can't have it back! ^u^