OK Well First of all I want to wish every one a happy holiday! No matter what you celebrate celebrate it with family and friends and enjoy every second you get to spend together!

As for my art right now it's grinded to a halt... I have 2 problems going on... perhaps 3 right now... 1 is my new computer has vista on it and wont run my Photoshop 7 this makes me sad ... 2 I have no scanner that will work properly (mainly it wont scan to the computer but it will to a memory card but even then it wont let me edit it) 3 I'm lacking the urge to do anything more then to Play WoW putz around on facebook.

I might resort to writing again just to drive you all crazy it will probably be my girl fandom and co-written by my co-conspirator ... ummm that's all for now...

I love you all ^.^

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/26671621/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 19:47:50 PDT



Cause you know it's True <3 the House lodgic!

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THE RULES

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag at least 1 person and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs


MY 10 THINGS
1: I'm a hoarder, I like to keep things even thou I wont wear them/ look at them ever again.
2: I get bad ADD at the worst time
3: It's hard for me to get addicted to "popular" things
4: I have problem making friends cause of my changing schools after kindergarten
5: I love to read some times a bit toooooooo much
6: I only started really drawing in the 10th grade my passion since 1st grade was writting
7: I have a fascination and fear of spiders, I like to look at them and watch them on TV but if they are in my house THEY ARE TO DIE PAINFULLY!
8: I have created my own world but have so far been too lazy to finish working on it.
9: I have never been out of the U.S.
10: I still have not recovered from my father's death in 2007

I tag no one cause I R nice

and cause I said I'd do this long time ago I don't care if you post it on your journal or not I'm just Meh...

For each of the 15 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and links to the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.
If you answer, you'll have to do the same on your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this way the list with 15 people.

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Don't expect much Artwork till I get a photoshop running on my computer.

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/24351465/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 20:48:30 PDT



Not really a header but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this... The real Stamp was found in my gallery but DA said I needed to have a stock photo and what not... oh well if someone teaches me CCS I'd be happy...



And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/19419942/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 00:29:06 PDT



Not really a header but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this... The real Stamp was found in my gallery but DA said I needed to have a stock photo and what not... oh well if someone teaches me CCS I'd be happy...

Sorry I just haven't felt like working a lot I've honestly been busy with work and I just haven't felt inspired that and my Laptop... I need a new one the jump drives seem to Disconnect at the slightest jarring and it annoys the hell outta me... and makes it hard to work on everything. then there's always the frustration that I constantly have... I hate my work I really do... but I figure the only way that I can get better is to keep trying keep drawing. I think right now I'm just in a rut and I gotta find some inspiration to continue... Perhaps I'll find it at the end of September when I go to NYAF... I have some how been conned into going as a bleach character... Not that I mind! I love Bleach I love it to death! But I've never Cos played before and I feel a bit awkward... but I'm going as Ex captain Urahara and I'll be carrying my little Yorichi Plush and walking with a Byakuya, I will be wearing a wig because under that I might have some really vivid hair color why you ask? cause I'm an idiot... you'll have to talk to Nell about that... I blame her (for further info read the Top blog here: [link] ) Any ways I have a cane I can use now I just want to find some good paint to paint that symbol thinggy at the bottom and I wanna poke Ichigo in the back with it! I'm Evil yes... any ways Maybe I'll come up with some art related stuff... or finish the pile of crap I have yet to finish... Any ways much love I'm tired Good night!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/18919449/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 20:22:58 PDT



Not really a header but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this... The real Stamp was found in my gallery but DA said I needed to have a stock photo and what not... oh well if someone teaches me CCS I'd be happy...

This journal is brought to you by My sista! aka ~TehCK she is selling off some of her old things and I thought I'd sell my soul for something yummy... yes I'm a cheep whore

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GO! Buy things or I will not like you any more?
Pretty please?
She's my best friend and my favorite sister... and probably only one that I will admit I have...

so CLICK HERE: [link] and look! comment to her if you want.

Now as for me I'm getting back to working on the damn twins they are nagging on me to finish coloring them and I need ideas for the background... ::whip snap:: GAH! I'm going! WORK! ::runs back to work and stops playing games::

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And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

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*XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/18503585/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/18503585/ Mon, 26 May 2008 00:30:17 PDT



Not really a header but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this... The real Stamp was found in my gallery but DA said I needed to have a stock photo and what not... oh well if someone teaches me CCS I'd be happy...

So I got Mario Kart for my wii and I thought I'd have some fun and went on the WiFi channel and decided it'd be fun to race some of these people.... I got spanked bad... I think I should just go back to reading... but it's so damn addicting and I love playing as Baby Peach! so if you ever race Hanatarô in USA NY area please come let me know how bad you beat me cause I suck still... but I've only played for one day! so you can forgive me right? Any ways I'm trying to do some art work but I've been totally preoccupied with Okami and now Mario Kart... DAMN YOU WII FOR BEING SO DAMN ADDICTING!!!

I really will get to posting more art I promise! just my muse is tired from all that jabbing and stabbing and motivating me to finish that contest piece! that is My Muse's born from forum. I like it but It's least likely to win but I had fun I've been wanting to draw those two for so long and are just so perfect together, they balance each other out well.

it's now almost 3:30 I've got a nasty head cold and probably should be in bed... I think this is all... just a short journal today... night all!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

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*XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/16621815/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/16621815/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 00:42:30 PST



Not really a header but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this... The real Stamp was found in my gallery but DA said I needed to have a stock photo and what not... oh well if someone teaches me CCS I'd be happy...

Sooo long time no post... yeah the last time I posted was uhh Thanks giving and I've been slacking a lot... hell I just spent an hour playing my game rather then typing what i wanted to type. yeah... I'm just having issues right now just thinking of what happened nearly a year ago This friday... it's gotten a little easier to admit that my father is no longer in my life and never will again (for those of you who don't know, my father passed away February 1 2007)
On to other things! I've been working on some things... like work for example and catching up on my reading! no i'm not a book worm! I swear to you I've only finished 4 or 5 books this month... let's see... Fairest by Gail Levine (good book) and also The two princess of Bamarre by the same author (she also wrote ella enchanted) and Book of a Thousand days By Shannon Hale (not bad really) Ice Cold Grave By Charlaine Harris (Good series you can eat em in a day) Plum Lucky By Janet Evanovich (her plum series is addictive!), no reservations by Anthony Bourdain, and Into the Wild By Erin Hunter and I really hope to finish Fire and Ice by the end of the month... and this includes not the graphic novels i have finished because they really shouldn't count... damn i am kinda a book worm aren't i?
And between all this I've managed to get almost 90 % of a piccy done I'm down to details on two things... her sword and the background... I've also half doodled some things and made my own tribal rose! But hopefully i'll have megami posted by the end of the week as long as i stop stalling and stop getting interrupted... Fucking bastard friends >.> <.< yeah you know who you are! Bitches I own your souls... well I own one of their souls the other is just well he exists and then the other is my brother who isn't my brother...
Also! I have a new member of my family as you've seen by the two little baby pictures, My nephew Nicholas James Arrived December 27th he's partly named after my father (the James part) witch makes me happy. I haven't had much time with him since every one has been soo busy as of recently and my brother's adjusting to having a baby in the house and My sister in law is going "OMG I don' know what to do with a boy!" As she's the oldest of 8 girls her sister has two girls and she has my niece... So yeah new experiences for every one, me I can't wait till he get's older so i can watch my bloody anime with him I'll be the coolest aunt to him cause I play all the cool bloody games and like action and horror movies... well I'm tired and it's now just about 4 am here and I should get me some sleep!. Night all!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/15624721/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 17:21:52 PST



Not really a header but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this... The real Stamp can be found in My Gallery if you want it!

Hope every one enjoyed their turkey coma, seeing and being with family you haven't seen since like last year about this time. Ahh let's see... I didn't kill any one as of yet but I'm about to... My Desktop has some issues... it wont turn on... so all my art is lost as for the moment maybe I can get it back up later but I'll have to rely on my lappy for a while so my art is on hold and I had quite a few things I needed to do to finish up and now that's BLEH! dead... so I'm upset... I love my lappy, don't get me wrong but it over heats easily and some time doesn't play right and my modem hates me occasionally... I don't have the money to fix it so that's out of question. I hope to get this fixed asap and in the mean time I'm personally looking for a digital camera for my mother for X-mass if any one has a suggestion I'd be happy to hear. There will be more later, but I honestly hope you all enjoy thanksgiving and will enjoy the holidays to come what ever they might be

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/15195508/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 22:32:49 PDT



Not really a header but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this... The real Stamp can be found in My Gallery if you want it!

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uhh... I lost my train of thought... Oh right! Hi, nice to be back. I just returned from Salem Mass. and I must say despite getting lost and getting soaked to the bone and almost getting killed twice I actually had fun. except all the walking part... that was the death of my feet witch are feeling better now... I must say this thou, the only good tour I went on was the Spell bound Tour, thou I didn't see anything I felt something try to pull me into one of the old Jail yard. It felt like some one was trying to pull my legs forwards and I felt my left foot slide forwards towards the gate before he even mentioned that happens sometimes. I wasn't thrilled with anything else besides the candlelight tour, and I suggest you don't bother with the Wax Museum... it's one floor with like next to nothing in it... The Witches Dungeon and the Pirate Museum was well worth it too and the other tour was meh ok but it's part of a very cool 3 part tour and well worth it. The witching hour was bleh the cemetery tour was interesting, and other then that it was just... a waist of time and money. I highly suggest you take the Spellbound tour if you guys ever go there, it was really good. you can check it out here: [link] they're rated #6 in all of America's most haunted tours My camera batteries died on me and my new ones were completely dead halfway threw the tour so I'll have to wait for my friend's sister to post her pictures. I have to post some of mine I got a really good one on my laptop... I wonder what to put it under... hurmn... well that's all for now I'm caught up with all 120 deveiants and 37 comments and journals... and I'm officaly still not broke XD go me! I probably spent over 400$ there... not including the 100$ my mom gave me and 74$ of that went to the room. I think I might go post some interesting things up in live journal... later!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/13801757/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 23:05:14 PDT



Not really a header but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this... The real Stamp can be found in My Gallery if you want it!

OK Enough wit the emo Journal I'm better I just hit low places in my life and it just really hits. Any ways I just got some really nice complements and it's cheered me up so... I'm Happy! Any wahs I was looking at someone's Journal ( *snoppy ) and I went Gee who can I do this about? and it hit me, How much did I really know about Lisa my eldest character I've ever had... I think I created her when I was like 5 sooo.... yeah... She means a lot to me she's my other half and I went "what if I don't know here that well?" and then I said well do it! so here it goes:

1. Pick one of your characters
2. List 50 facts about the character
3. If you can think of 50 or more random facts about your character then that proves you know them well
4. Tag a friend or another character

Well Lisa
1 She's ambidextrous
2 Still favors her left arm (originally a lefty)
3 she more or less raised her two sisters
4 She loves the color green
5 She loves Jade
6 She hates emeralds
7 She hates the color Pink (yet tolerates it occasionally)
8 She hates Gold jewelry
9 She Loves to read
10 skilled with most weapons
11 working on those she's not skilled in
12 can use magic but doesn't often
13 raised her youngest sister for 30 years
14 Did I mention she's an immortal?
15 She can keep a secret
16 Hates wearing a dress
17 Favors her sword
18 Only been married once to Dino
19 Has one Son
20 Has two daughters
21 Dino is her soul mate and she's never cheated on him
22 Once Was a pirate just for fun
23 knows how to blend in with Mortals better then most.
24 The Tallest of all three of her siblings
25 Has one older brother
26 Has two younger sisters
27 Has Twin nice and nephew
28 Spoils them rotten behind their father's back (Sister's kids)
29 once gave up her immortality just to be with her husband
30 Loves Dogs more then she dose cat's (her mom is a cat goddess)
31 Has a tattoo but where and what's it of she wont say...
32 Holds the Goddess of Destruction deep inside her own soul
33 More like her father then her mother (yet her mom raised her)
34 Can out drink just about every one
35 She loves Fish
36 Actually listens to rock/alternative (more so then anything else)
37 Hates Country/rap but respects those who do sing it
38 Can control the Flow of time but wont ever go back in time to change any thing
39 Strict when it comes to the flow of time.
40 Extremely caring to her family even if they 'hate' her
41 The the worlds worst person to piss off
42 The worlds best mom (so say her kids)
43 Surprised she doesn't have 10,000 kids with her husband by now...
44 Her best Friend is a guy Named Zack, who is also her Brother in-law and father to her niece and nephew (who she will hunt till the ends of the earth to kill if he hurts her sister in any way)
45 Has a pet Dragon
46 Was once a History Teacher
47 She can cook very well
48 Been possessed several times
49 has been beaten dragged threw the dirt willingly to protect someone
50 is expecting
51 it's a girl
ZOMG I did it! I didn't think I could but there you go 50 things I know about Lisa, there's more I know but it's kinda bleh.... now just to be Evil I Tag I dare you!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

Thank you

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Not really a header but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this... The real Stamp can be found in My Gallery if you want it!

*~*~*~*~*~* Caution Rant *~*~*~*~*~*~*

To Err is human... to forgive is Canine. That's why I'm forgiving but some times I wonder if I can continue. I'm a bit stressed right now and I feel like I'm at my rope's end and there's no help in sight. I've been working hard and I just feel like I shouldn't bother with it any more. I feel like if I vanished off DA for a month no comments no viewing any thing I'd find no one noticed. Cause the Truth is I comment and fav every one else's work 10 times more then I get commented back on. Actually according to my statistics I give 26 comments for every 10 I receive.

So I just might leave DA I'm tired of spending hours on a piece of art and the only thing that gets noticed was the quick boring thing that I did in literally 10 minutes. Yeah great thanks! but what about the stuff I put hours into and it looks it just like I did that? I'm just tired of it... I really am and it's not like I'm not out there looking at other peoples work and commenting on it so I can't say it's that. Ugg IDK any more I meant to post something more upbeat but I'm just so absolutely frustrated with my self that I am getting ready to quit. And if you're actualy reading this and not just deleting it cause "Who gives a fuck about her" thanks but can you just leave a comment even if it's just Hi so I know I'm not really a jerk and have no one even bothering cause you know then I'll just go and be out of your fucking hair.

*~*~*~*~*End Rant*~*~*~*~*~*

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means a lot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a comment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pitiful art and I hope I'm proving I'm getting better and that I actually deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/13592028/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:27:15 PDT

Not really a headder but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this...

Hi! No I don't think I died... did I die? nope I got a pulse I think... Any ways I've been bouncing around from one piece to another and I'm going to attempt to finish up some pieces but right now I really really reeeeeaaaaaallllyyyyy want to finish this one piece I'm working on... and I damn my friends for making me create the character... She's A sith Born Jedi, she's got one violet eye and one Yellow eye so she looks a bit estranged... but she dresses how she wants and that doesn't really float with the Council but she dose it any way. if you wanna see her she's in my scraps the flat and the line... along with Morgan... Morgan is next on my to color list and then Izumi... who I was supposed to finish ages ago... but I love my tablet *purrs* mmmn my pretty tablet...

Ummm what else was I gonna do... umm yeah... I'm going to work on Morgan next she's my Pirate Capitan in my little world I'm working on... some day I'll finish it... but right now I at least have more then Just Lillith the poor girl... no memories... hurrrmn... yes that's it! Thanks for listing oh and if any one knows a good sight that can teach me CSS I'd love you!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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<... ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/13114042/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/13114042/ Sun, 27 May 2007 15:09:25 PDT

Not really a headder but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this...

::dances around the room:: I just fixed my stamp headder... <3 the House bastard, he's now officialy a stamp on DA! Chuu!

I'm going to make this short cause my head hurts and my back is burnt and dinner is ready....

I'm going to be an Aunt again! YAY!

[Edit]:
OMG I'm just sooo happy!

And I feel better! but my back is burning! and yet I'm happy! OMFG I'm actualy drinking! I rarely drink but I thought I'd try this Mike's hard lime and it's good and I feel like celebrating.

And I just beat the Elet Four! Finaly... and I really need to ummm evolve one more pokemon (Finnon) because no one seems to have the evolved fourm and POOF I HAVE SEEN ALL 150! OK this is just soo childish of me but I'm allowed to I'm the orginal Pokemon generation! SO THERE BITCHES!

Well thanks for reading... I think...

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/12901829/ Wed, 09 May 2007 16:01:15 PDT

Not really a headder but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this...

Yeah sorry if you think I died... I'm quite alive as you can see. What have I been up to? Work Reading, sleeping, and playing with my tablet that I got. I've been working on one of my pictures and got mad with them yesterday cause the line looked so damn crappy and so I thought I'd fix it up a bit, why? well because I could and I can't tell you how much better the line art looks now... so after 3 hours of clean up I've started to redo the flat color and it looks really good right now... Not to mention this means I have to redo some of my shadeing... but that's ok it'll look better then before! But also I just got tired of looking at that long ass thing about my evilish charaters... yes for that now I will be eatten alive by something... good thing for being immortal...ish... I'm not allowed to die acording to three or four people...

What's been keeping me from working on my art? Pokemon Pear.... I'm enjoying it a bit too much, yes I have them both and I chose the water pokmon first and had a hell of a time trying to figgre alot of things out. Other then that I just haven't felt too inspired... But now I kinda do, and now I'm kinda sad and really happy. I'm getting cable. After yearts of dile up and a satilight dish we are getting cable. Why? Because they originaly wanted to charge us an arm and a leg (sorry Ed) to put the cable in even if we dug our own trench (we live quite a ways off the road) but now Optimum offered to do that work for free! so my mom got us cable and I'm sad to see my satalight go, I liked it, it was dependable... but I'm tired of the dile up and everything... and it's cheeper this way... so... bleh, perhaps I'll get more work done soon I'm getting used to my tablet and I'm liking the results.

mmmn I guess that's all I have left to say right now... besides Yes I'm alive. wish me luck!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/12598396/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 21:44:42 PDT

Not really a headder but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this...

These are stolen from

List 12 of your original characters:

1.) Lisa
2.) Flora
3.) Abby
4.) Robby
5.) Kevin
6.) Morgan
7.) Megami
8.) Rip
9.) Nenene
10.) Jinga
11.) XunZaer
12.) Setsuna


01) Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11?
Morgan #6, why? Because Morgan is a sort of a high school professor she's old enough to be one she's a Fay... and she devotes her life to teaching people to get along with other creatures and beings. XunZare... She's most likely to cut your head off for the wrong answer, sooo they wouldn't let her teach thou being a Drow has nothing to do with it.

02) Do you think 2 is hot? How hot?
Flora? Hot? Ummm only to Zack, but she's more like... the embodiment of beauty... Flora is a tender gentle being who I made as the Creator of all things...

03) 12 sends 8 on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?
Setsuna Setting any one on a mission? the poor girl is a timid thing if anything it would be to Bring her Teysa back to her. Witch Rip would do thou... we're not saying she'd be a living being any more... Rip is a Vampire and Teysa would do anything for power really... and a longer life...

04) What is or would be 9's favorite book?
Nenene's favorite book? Wicked, because it tells a totally different story then what one might belive...

05) Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6, or the other way around?
Morgan would swear to Flora because Flora is like the mother creator of all and Morgan is respectful to her and Well... yeah end

06) For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should s/he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?
Kevin? The poor soul... if had to chose a roommate, it'd probably be Nenene, why? Because he's got a lot of valuable old things and Jinga would rob him blind in the middle of the night sell it all and come back and act as if she did nothing wrong. Nenene on the other hand wouldn't be around much but they'd have a lot in common... Damn... if they met Ne would fall for him... I think she's got a thing for mage's who are kind... Remind me to keep them apart... Kevin is also Lisa's personal minion.

07) 2, 7 and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
Flora Megami and Setsuna... Dinner... well... I'd say they'd go to a Traditional Place in Japan and talk about love and flowers and ugg this would be sickeningly sweet... I wouldn't want to sit in on it.

08) 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens?
Abby challenges someone? that would be the day, but say she did and it was Jinga... She'd have everything stolen and then she'd adopt Jinga as her own personal minion and give her the ability to bend space so she can steal things for her. It would be a bad thing... we'd all be doomed...

09) If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would s/he get it back?
If Lisa stole anything from Rip... Rip would attempt to eliminate her and find Lisa 3 steeps ahead and Rip would beg and plead to be trained by Lisa and eventually Lisa would give it back, she usually dose it to test people... thou really she could kill Rip several times over.

10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.
A title? ummm "In The End" Megami being a Shinagami would Bring Setsuna to Teysa in death where they would find a way to become Shinagami together and find a way for Megami to be alone with the one she secretly loves...

11) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together?
... ... They will never NEVER EVER work together, why? they are siblings and they bicker so much when they are close to each other. ok maybe if they had to stop bickering for 5 minutes in order to save Flora they'd Shut up and look at a wall for 5 minutes in order to do so.

12) If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?
Me and Megami? We'd get along as long as I served her hand and feet and told no one her secrets.

13) If you could command 3 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?
::laughs:: Abby take commands from me? She barely listens to her older sisters (except Flora every one listens to Flora) Why would she listen to me? ugg...

14) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11?
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Not really a headder but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this...

yes that's my lung I just coughed it up can I have it back now? no you can't sell it on e-bay! thank you...

Well to those who thought I was dead, you were right this time last week I cought a horrid cold and died on monday it started last friday it was death for a good part of saturday, Sunday I felt better (I went and watched wrestlemantia! more on that next) and monday I was soo dead I was beyond dead I think I slept the whole day. I was going to finish up some work but with this cold it was damn near impossible! Tuesday I was better and Wednesday I was even better! Thursday came and I felt awsom (I slept nearly all day) and now I have this hacking cough but I'm finaly eatting again... something more then saltines and water or tea And Today... uggg

OK now you know I'm alive I SAW WRESTLEMANIA 23! w00t! I went over to "Wife's" house and saw it, course I told her 'It starts at 7' and she fully insisted it started at 8 so we talked and watched Furngully and were annoyed by her little sister (who keept calling me mommy, umm hello I'm white... not Latino) till 8 we turn it on and it's in the middle of the MVP match and I yell at her "I TOLD YOU IT WAS 7!" and yeah it was good OMG! Undertaker vs Batista! kick ass match! the only match I saw and was glad the Undertaker won! 15-0 baby! The two are both great fighters if any one can beat him I'd say it's Batista one on one no tricks. (maybe) I was disapointed in the Cena vs HBK match... I mean it was great but the out come sucked! nothing against Cena but HBK is a great wrestler and I like him. *sweet chin music!* no not really... maybe just you oints: umm let's see... I was pissed Trump won... I really wanted to see him get his hair shave even thou I love Lashly to death he's a great guy. And he may have if Umaga wasn't such an idiot and knew how to play fair. So after it was over we waited for the show to rewind so we could see what we missed. OMG EDGE! I was Sooo happy Jeff did that I loathe Edge but there goes his 'winning streak at wrestlemania' so I'm happy, thou I wish Punk Won Money in the bank... Punk is cute... and a good wrestler as well! and I so wanted Kane to win his match... and that's it...

What a good week it was! except for the little bit of death! The only good news I have is I broke down and bought a Tablet a 4x5 wacom 90.85$ Tablet from amazon because it was cheaper by 30$ any where else around me... so....yeah... I wanna do some works and we shall see how it goes... this unfinished line art I'm doing might be the last one ever hand drawn! OMG! nuff said.

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/12122611/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 19:22:36 PST

Not really a headder but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this...

Hi... yes look at all the lovely art I've finished!

::watches a tumble weed pass by::

err... yeah I promice you there really is art that's bound to just start poping out! I'm working on it now! I may not like it 100% but it looks pretty damn good! Well I like the new thing that I scrapped today and yes it's just the line... it just rocks and I hope I can pull it together to have the color rock I need to crop it some more... but other then that I should have at least 3 new pictures done tonight... mainly because they are more then half done already and should have been done last month but it had been a really rough month with my father having passed away and such. I've been trying to work more and more and I'm happy with my job and I found a new obsession! It's a good show and I hope with my next pay check to get the compleat series. Why? Quite Frankly it rocks! YAIO! well not really but the main character is engaged to another guy... ^.^ and his name is Yuri! so ironic... umm any ways... what else did I want to say... Oh I know I wanted to work on a gift art for someone I work with but I'm heavily debating on things... like witch version to draw... and I really need to finishe watching the show... and...

THE PAIN!

I went and worked out with my mother for the first time in ages and it felt great but today my thigh has been bothering me... I think I need to streach it more and do some weight training... yes get back into that so I can lose weight. Tis all! Thanks and I'm ubber happy because Srikes R Us might have a reuion! I loves you alls! ^_^

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/11748083/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 14:01:33 PST

Not really a headder but I've been DYING to make this... it's bigger then normal stamps... but that's cause I like it like this...

OK No more EMO Journal up I'm tired of it... I actualy did 4 quick drawings! all FMA! Yes... I need help I just felt like it and I wanna do one more but... I don't know who to do... I just started out with one Character... and then I said "Oh!" and did another... and then I did another and I was gonna do one more but I figgured I'd be too tired and probably fuck it up and ^.^ I went to sleep. Got up and played my addiction since my father passed away. OKAMI! I think I'm gonna do an Okami headder... just maybe... ummm I still have work to finish but I wanted to push out these four future wallpapers because ummm I wanted to? It made me feel better!

Any ways any one else ever play Okami? it's addicting I think I've played over 30 hours of it... OMG I thought the 8 headed guy was gonna be hard! THAT WAS TOO EASY! TT.TT makes me sad... but then I found out there was more to it then just that! I get to the capitol and I'm soooo freaggin lost it's not even funny... I got lost in the moon cave and never noticed the save point that was right next to the damn cook! I mean WTF? RAH!

Any ways... I'm going to try and put ot some work some peices in particular before uhh... make that after My 'brother' leaves or perhaps tonight... if I'm not lazy... I've been reading some new stuffs.. and umm... lotsa love cause I'm going to have Pizza with my mother, brother, sister in law, neice, and Grandmother wish me warm cause it's going to be BELOW FREEZING till next week some time...

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/11617152/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 21:11:01 PST

It seems things never did get better... they only got worst... so I've said my good byes because My father would refuse to be a vegetable. I didn't see him much in the hospital, I couldn't, I didn't want to see my father like that. I wanted to remember my father the smileing teasing loving strong man he always was to me. I'm glad my last pysical words were "I love you" to him while he was still alive. So I feel good thou I still have my fits and break out crying for no resion (or times like now). I hate the phone right now I can't stand telling people the news, I feel like I'm living in some sort of foggy dream and I'm going to wake up and he's going to tell me I've over slept or something but, that's just a childish dream. I'll be strong and keep walking with My mother as my support, things will be a little slow as I'm trying to pick up some things, mainly me, but I'm still trying to draw and finish some art.

Speaking of Art.... I managaed to finish two of my original three I was going to do for my 3 year aniversary.... I'll get to finishing the third later... maybe when my eyes clear up I'll work more on it.

That's all I have to say right now Sorry I'm so EMO but can you blame me right now? and Yes I'll eventualy change my headder and footer to get rid of the X-masy stuff... eventualy...

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/11487082/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 15:14:26 PST

Please excuse me if I don't respond to anything for the next few days and my aniversary stuff is late... But My fatehr went into the hospital Monday morning for knee replacement surgery on both knees, Tuesday he felt so so and Wednesday something happened... he's in the CCU and been going back and forth between beeing good and getting worst and getting good again. and I feel like a Yo-Yo right now I've been crying so hard my eyes feel raw and I look like a racoon with two red triangles under my eyes that don't want to go away... and everything gets blurry once in a while so readding comments is kinda hard, as is writting this. I actualy went to work today because things were good, now they are bad but now they are back to good and we still don't know exactly what happened. So... just know that I might not respond but I will still be looking at your works.

Edit: Well we got past the hardest part yesterday, they thought he was brain dead witch meant that there was no hope but the EEG proved to be positive so we're clinging on to hope. He did in deed suffer a heart attack and there's some fluid in his lungs but he's in a good place that can take care of it all. But you know I had such a scare with all of that and the worst song came rolling threw my head, but it's kinda comfording, Death Cab for Cutie "What Sarah Said" just some of the lines like 'I rationed my breathes as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today' and 'I looked around at all the eyes on the ground as the TV entertained itself' that's kinda what ran threw my head along with 'But I'm thinking of what Sarah said that "Love is watching someone die"' and as sad as it seems it's comfording... as for my father he's in a coma right now but breathing on his own and they said he should wake up from it. but right now just one day at a time... that's all I have to do take one day at a time.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/11429096/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 00:16:52 PST

Well I broke my self promices. I haven't been that into finishing my drawings... but I have been slowly working at them. ummm I just realized my three year aniversary so... I figgure I'll hold back on the peices that I've been working on and post em on my aniversary I just finished up one but it's Rated R for nudity... there's a really great story with it, kinda cute too. the Story with her is Rated XXX... ^.^ and will only be seen by one other person... umm let's see... I have to finishe my WIP that I put up for the holidays... but I'm debating on the colors still... I also have 3 other little things to work on and hope to finish... but perhaps there will only be three, one for each DA Year I've been here.

I might post up some very random works, some art trades I've been slowly working on, but if I do it's going to be random... I'm going to be testing PS Element or what ever it's called... why? cause I got this program that teaches you to draw that uses it as it's base... so I'll see how that goes...

Any ways... I've been reading alot of hanted books lately... IDK why... I've always like them but it's hard to come by something that's good. So I ask you, who ever may read this, what books have you read that are good haunted stories? and if one of you says something by Stephen King I'll behead you ok? I'm not looking for "scarry books" I'm looking for ghost stories true or not... and in the mean time I'm enjoying listining to "Son of a Witch" wich in it's self is a good book but I borrowed the CD's from the library where I now work and thou find it hard to listen some times, find it enjoyable. So I'd sugest it... yes I do. umm nuff outta me I should get to bed now good night!

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*XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/11156554/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/11156554/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 23:32:25 PST

Hey it's late I know I haven't been keeping up and it's probably been because I've been wrapping gifts all week and keeping up with everything here and to top it all off my mouse died on me... and the new one wont do a simple strait line... so... I think I need to give in and get a reall tablet... can any one give me any suggestions?

Ahh I'm working on a holiday picture but it's most likely going to be late because I still have a helluva lotta more wrapping to do... I'd have to say most of it belongs to my neice... I DAMN THAT CUTE LITTLE BRAT! I'll put up pictures of her after so you understand what I'm talking about or you can browz back and see last years pictures and understand. I'm working on my 100 theams still... ahh there's one that I don't think I can ever post...damn me for being a female dog with her mind in the gutter.

What else? ummm I don't have a job right now and ummm I'm just so tired of things right now I don't know what to do... but Music makes me happy and so dose drawing and I just realized I finaly passed 5000 hits, and that makes me happy because I'm also approaching my third year here on DA! Can you people belive it? I've been here 3 long years... I look back and smile at all the crap I've surpassed of my own, I don't put the bar too high but I've passed what I've wanted to. I hope this comeing year to do even better. Now I promice I'll stop sounding like a little EMO girl and get my ass back to work.

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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*XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/10954581/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/10954581/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 22:16:53 PST

He'll want a glass of milk lined with poison....

Ahh I spent my weekend bakeing and the best way to quickly cool off a tray of hot cookies is to put em out side thus way you don't have to serch for 30 cooling racks and wait in a hot kitchen and be tempted to eat em.... So yeah we pup em out side atop of the grill and go back in leaving them on the grill and I come out with a tray of cookies all hot and there's a mouse tryin to pull a cookie into the grill. Here I am spending my day cooking so my friends and family can be happy with some home baked goods and this fucking mouse is eatting one of them! ARRGGG he's lucky there wasn't a MOUSAQ! RAH!

Hey can any one link me to how to do this CSS? I've seen so many and they are so cute! and I'm envious but at least I changed my headder.... I felt like drawing some cute Holly and Look! It's down there too! : points below: I just felt like putting in some touches of the holiday, I have to do some shopping, mostly for my dad, mom, sister-in-law, something for my brother... OK! I only have my Neice done! JEEZ! Stop twisting my arm! hurmf! : pout: I'll go shopping on Wednesday, my day off witch I will be doing some final bakeing as well... Have I broken my promice for one picture a week yet? I might this week with all I have to do but I'm really working! ugg I drew something new and I need to scan it and I might actualy finish it because it's just like so hot! I was trying to work on an Idea for my list of 100 and instead of the one I was thinking of I ended up with something compleatly diffrent! umm it's my most recent scrap so if umm any one has a suggestion of what off my list of 100 ( [link] found here) I think I called it "Someone noble line" errr I don't know what else to say I'm quite frustrated with tonights RAW.... Last weeks as well...

Oh yeah... BTW any one know anything about Karas? I watched it yesterday and it was good except it just like ended.... and that pissed me off... any one know if there's going to be a show or another one? it was really good besides a bit confusing at the beginning but I understood it at the end...

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/10716330/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 19:34:00 PST

Ahhh! I've gone EMO!

No not really my hair kit jus looks kinda EMO, and Kinda punk... Ahh for those of you that don't under stand My hair use to be down to my mid back over 10 inches from just above the shoulders. and I had them cut it all off... but I did something good. I donated that hair to Locks of Love. If you have no clue what that is Listen up! Locks of love is a place that accepts hair donation's of over 10 inches of real hair to make wigs for people who have no hair due to sickness, such as cancer. They accept almost all types of hair it just has to be over 10 inches to make a decent wig. I've inspired someone else to get their hair cut and to donate it so I feel good and now every one else at my work has been cutting their hair. My hair is now lip long or just a tad longer then the hair line... it's preety cool and it cuts out 10 minutes of washing my hair and washing it all out. I'm still not use to it and I got it cut a week ago! I kinda miss it and I kinda don't because it use to give me headaches to have it up and no matter what I did it was flat.... if I used volumiser it went greasy if I used the blow drier, it fell with in an hour and it took that long to dry it! so I cut it short...

Ahh what else what else? Ahh I want to try and get one art peice done a week from now on. I have a ton of it piled up and I need to get it out of the way. And then I want to make a new headder... I mean I love Jinga but it's getting old... any suggestions?maybe I'll doodle up som thing... Like Holly! I adore it but I'm going to wait until after Thanksgiving... witch is going to be pathetic this year considering no one is going to be here... but I have to really get threw my neices Birthday (on the 15th) and my brother's (the 22nd) Thankfully I have everything bought already they just need to be sorted and wrapped... I should do that now since I have nothing better to do tonight and my friends aren't talking ore aren't really there... but I got a couple of messages to get threw first... but I'm not going to really post much... thanks to every one for your words on my last message and I really hope i can get at least one peice done a week... I have a few mostly done...

BTW Lita is My Smexy woman in RAW... and DX is just great...
"No I gotta take a dump" HHH
"Oh! OK right :walks away:" HBK
HHH pens the door as Masterpeice is in there waiting, closes the door then fighting is heard then opens the door: "Ahh I feel better now"
HBK: "Good... WHOA You Craped out a Masterpeice!" :looking in at Masterpeice on the ground next to the toilet:

Just.... so great that last comment! and with that I end this for now...

Edit: [link] The best thing I've heard in a long while how to mess with a telemarketer!

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/10563775/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 19:42:11 PST

I think I've lost my self... ahh ummm lets see... IDK... I've been trying to work on alot of things and get things finished but I want to draw some new things but I can't get em right and I get frustrated... but I'm trying to finish all my old art and stuff and I'm waiting for someone to finish proof reading my proloug... and if he doesn't finish soon I'm going to chew his knee caps off or something...

:aints nails navy blue::

they look so pretty, they're actualy long for once!

yes sort attention span but I wanted to get that garbage off my front page...

I really wanted to do a holloween piccy but nothing in particular came to mind just my new race of vampires and my one drawing... I need a new headder thiggy any suggestions?

and I can't belive me... I'm watching RAW... I like it... it's funny makes me laugh witch is nice... and this lovely new nail polish is so great Thank you hot topic!

Umm yes... :wonders off:

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/9983059/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 22:13:25 PDT

Mood: bleh sleep
Listening to: What sara Said
Reading: Templar Legacy
Watching: Closer (tv)

Wow I realized that I needed to get rid of a few of my manga... I have too many and half of them I don't even read any more. So in order to filter threw it all I pulled out every singel one and threw it on my bed. The Results:

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WHERE AM I GOING TO SLEEP!!

OMFG! So far I have a small list of books I'm going to sell if any one is interested please note me:
Ranma 1/2 Vol 1-4 the original set
Sorcerer Hunters Vol 1-13 First Dubbed printing (one of the books has some lose pages at the back but all are there)
Neon Evanglion V 2
Peace Makers V 1
Gundam Blue Seed
The Mythical Detective Loki: V1
Fruits Basket V 2 (has a crease in cover)
Inu-Yasha First dubs 1-12
RG Veda 1-3
Tokyo MewMew V 1
The Candidate for Goddess V 1-3
Oh My goddess: First dub volumes:
1-555-Goddess
The Devil in Miss Urd
Queen of Vengance
Terrible Master Urd
Mara Strikes back
The Fourth Goddess
Miss Keiichi

I don't have a set price but I'm thinking 3-5$ each less for damaged ones...
I'm also Debating on if I should Sell my MAR series... I really lost interest... hurmf... I can always reread it... look here for more updates oh and plese once again note me if your interested in any of these

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/9807137/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 17:20:31 PDT

I keep seeing this on peoples sights and I thought... What the hell why not try it? it kinda inspires me... I'm writting self notes on it right now but for those of you who haven't seen it this is where I'll post it...

The point of this challenge is to test and improve your skill as an artist. After 100 pics who wouldn’t be better. Please forgive me if this in any way excludes you from taking the challenge.

The rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

Now the good part. CHALLANGE YOUR FREINDS. (so I chalange you! who ever is stuck)

THE LIST
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain *done* [link]
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams *Done!* [link]
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero *done* [link]
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror *Done* [link]
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink *done* [link]
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have *done* [link]
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation *done* [link]

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/9760832/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 13:53:44 PDT

Mood: Working and not
Listening to: B-52's Love shack
Reading: Templar Legacy
Watching: SDK

Well I'm back but I don't have my computer... but I've still been working on pieces of art look in my scraps (if you can find how to get there...) I'm trying to work on coloring stuff... I'm on a Pirate kick majorly I damn the shore! But I want you all to know that I had a great time I had perfect weather and the water was great with the exception of one day, the rip tide was really strong and I didn't want to risk it... I didn't get burned! I was so thankfull I've gotten a thin tan and I got 2 new suits! ^.^ they were sooo expencive... Any ways I got alot of reading done down at the shore, since there's not much to do there I played Capcom vs Marvel like every other night and it was fun! I had top score every night... I <3 Morrigan! She dose such a wonderful job on my enimes... "Oh yeah?" Hee hee I love a good slutish woman who is evil... I have pictures but they are all not finished... *sighs* I'll post them here later when I get it all done... any ways!

OHH! SDK is on! I haven't watched/read this in a while! ^.^ I forgot how awsom he is! ahem ahh to work with me! I have alot to draw... and I should get to work on coloring everything...

Anyways I had fun and I'm back but I'm not sure how much work I'll be getting done here besides alotta line... MUCH LOVE! thanks for everything! ^.^

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/9607724/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 18:48:34 PDT

Mood: I'm leaving
Listening to: DC4C: I will Follow you into the Dark
Reading: Sunday comics
Watching: Armigedon

Good bye for now so long

I'm going away for a week people. I wont be able to get to the internet... damn I can see it now... 600 messages when I get back... I'll be on the 7th as my last day I return the 14th depending on the weather. I'll be In New Jersey and if I can get on You'll know it but if I can't... well crap... maybe I'll bumm off my neighbors phone when they don't know it... MWHA HA HA HA HA HA!! Where am I going that I don't even have a phone line? Seaside heights New Jersey it's a family house... Right now I've finished 2 deadline piccys that I had to finish, I have one more thing to do Monday before I leave that is not DA relate... umm I'm going to update this journal later to show you piccys I took of my family house there last year but in the mean time I got to see about getting my lappy fixed, my modem seems to be fried, and then get a gift for my Grandmother as well as wrapping paper and 2 cards... -.-;;; *sigh* someone kill me please?

Oh and I know no one really reads this but I want to say something... I want you guys to check out:

She's got some really good 3D art I've yet to fully go threw her gallery but everything looks really good. thus reminds me I should stalk her... murrr...

Edit: I'm leaving tomorrow morning I'll post pictures when I come back okies? My lappy is all packed away and all I might need is well wireless for my house so I don't have to worry about a modem... *sigh*
Ahh ummm... I found this under "what were they thinking" in wedding dresses... and I really like it oppinions: [link] what you think?

Much Love!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/9359212/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 22:12:15 PDT

Mood: slacking off really
Listening to: Stained: Schizophrenic Conversations
Reading: Monster Blood Tattoo Book one: Foundling
Watching: None at the moment

I've been slacking I have all this half finished work and what am I doing? I'm reading and I'm writting a fanfic of my own doing. I'm also waiting for chapter 61 of FMA to come out. I did two peices of work for you in one week! in two nights isn't that good enough for you? Humf no one honestly cares... Any ways I feel really abandoned so I'm slacking off and listining to harsher music of Stained and Saliva, damn I haven't listened to them in probably a year and now I want to again... shows you the kind of mood I'm in...

Any ways I wanted to let you know I'm going to be working on several things so sorry if I bounce between it all and get no were. I've also been rather down but I hope things will look up soon... I hope... Oh and I want to thank you forall 4000+ Hits it seems I have recived already. Thanks alot it meansmuch to this one. Thou you know I kinda worry my self right now, I feel alot like this song I'm listining to and I relate to it alot... you think I should be considering it's called: "Schizophrenic Conversations"?
This part gets stuck in my head alot:
"Schizophrenic Conversations that I'm always having with my self, I hear these voices in my head compeating, maybe I could use a little help? I still have Schizophrenic Conversations when there's no one else around to hear, I long for solitude and peace within me boil away all the anger and the fear, so crawl inside my head with me and I'll show you how it is to be lame like me"

The other song I kinda feel like is Blue Octobers: Hate me
This part is paticularly my favorit:
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave, Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!" Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be, And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?" Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you, hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow, Hate me so you can finnaly see what's good for you

am I depressed or just losing my mind? perhaps both... I wish my friends were back... I miss them... damn them for leaving me!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/8763684/ Sat, 13 May 2006 22:53:24 PDT

Mood: say wha?
Listening to: Three days Grace: Animal I've become
Reading: FMA chapter 59
Watching: Stargate SG1 Seasion 2 eppisode 10

hummmn I think I need a new headder... Jinga's starting to bore me... perhaps one of my new peices that I'm trying to work on will do...perhaps... ahh any ways in the mean time... I thought I'd let you know that A I am alive (barely perhaps) B I've been kinda buisy with work C I've ben actualy working on Art and D have found me self a bit of a mystery... E have been watching too much Stargate SG1 and plan on doing an RP with it...

Mystery: for the last 3 years there's been a critter in my pond that I have yet to clearly see... there's 3 or 4 of them now and I've yet to figgure out what it is... It's furry and milk chocolate brown with a furry black tail, almost the length of it's body and it appears fluffy, it obviously loves water since it swims in the pond. I'd say it's roughly A foot and a half to two feet in length any one help me out here? I'd really like to figgure out what it is... so far I've ruled out muskrat, it's got a furry tail, it's not a woodchuck, tail too sleak loves water too much. So what else can it be? ahh if you don't know I live in NY in the Hudson Vally that's as close as inforation as your going to get to where this one lives... Can any one help me out with my mystery?

Ahhh SG1 has invaded my brain! I think I have a Goa'uld living in my head! DAMN YOU JIM FOR SUPPORTING MY ILLNESS AND ADDING FULE TO THE FIRE! AHH!!! I bought sesion one on a whim... and there was a sale... last day too... buy one box set get the second free... TV series only! Arrggg! so I got the second seasion since it was there... I only meant to grab Saiyuki Reloaded 4... and possably 5 but all they had was 2 and 4 of reloaded... and By the way I'm watching it in it's orginal fourm I couldn't bring my self to watch it dubbed after knowing it's not the same as sesion one... Any ways I'm going to start an RPG of it on line as an SG2 team. I've been writting alot of things to introduce people to it... my favorit thing is talking bout the Goa'uld becomeing gods to ancent people, and I think I said something like "And having glowing eyes and a booming voice helps." Ahh ahem any ways ::cracks whip:: back to work with me!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/8546063/ Fri, 21 Apr 2006 23:13:59 PDT

Mood: stopping the pain
Listening to: Peaceful Afternoon: Blaeach OST
Reading: FMA chapter 58

Ahhh I think I'm a complete idiot! Someone needs to shoot me and put me out of my natural misery... I'm in alotta pain right now... I can't explain to you how much it hurts to move my arm or pick something that weighs 5 lb. up right now with my left hand. What did I Do? Well I was running up my front steeps to get a package so I didn't let the damn dogs out (I have a rottie staying here nuff said, I don't like it, nuff said) and I have long flat stone steeps coming from my basement up to my front door witch has concrete steeps going up to the door, now Stupid me makes her way up the stone steeps and on the last one, before the nice stone landing, I stub my toe on the landing, thus tearing my big toe, grab the railing to catch my self before I went face first into the stone steeps, instead spin and go sideways into the concrete steeps. My shoulder smacked into my head as my elbow crashed and skidded across the top of a steep, there go those nice skin cells, and my side crashes right into a steep and I just sort of sit on the steep... like an idiot... in my head I'm going "WTF just happened?" and then the pain hit... probably cause I tried to breath.

Now it hurts to breath some times... don't make me laugh it really hurts... serious... Yeah I know your probably sitting there pointing at the screen going "what a dork *weeze* ohhh such an idiot...' yeah... well your going to get beat when I find you... not like any one bothers to read my journals... And I can't move my arm around much... if I move it above my shoulder there's screaming pain and to move it in certain ways is the same... I've taken like 9 IB Profrin (not all at once!) and come to the conclusion: It's not helping even the scrape on my elbow hurts! I keep ointment on it and a Band-Aid cause I have dry elbows and I keep hitting it... and my bruise on my side is a pretty shade of purple! Really it is! I should take a picture...

I have been working on a few thins my new stalker ~cpi knows what it is and is rooting for me so I really hope I dun let you down... I'm also working on a fan art or two for some people just because I want to... but with the pain it's making me more irritable then normal... but I'm going to try and finish them... I swear to you I am...

My only happiness right now is I just bought a bunch of plushies... All FMA fandom TT.TT I'm sorry I love it... I just can't get over it... It still wont beat my Inu-Yasha collection but it'll be close... I need to make a net to hold all my Plushies... Any one have a suggestion? Want my list? I'm sure it'd shock you... I just can't help my self when I see an adorable little anime plushi! TT.TT Dun hate me for it... oh! And I spoiled my self... I bought the Bleach OST and it's great I can't wait for more! Ahhh!! BLEACH!!! That reminds me... Halloween I'm going to be Urahara! I got his plushi (surprise surprise) his costume (just waiting on the hat and wig... that'll wait till Halloween gets here) and I got a little keychain of his... I should do fan art for him... and I will have to thank your tube for getting me my Bleach Fix as slow as it might come... it still gives me my episodes... I sound like a druggie now don't I? ahhh well it makes me happy and that's what I need right now... don't you think so?

Edit: GODS DAMN ALL YOU BITCHES STOP TELLING ME ABOUT SILENT HILL! I KNOW I WANT TO SEE IT BUT FUCK! WHAT IS EVERY ONE BUT ME GETTING TO GO SEE IT?! DAMN IT! :storms off:

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

Thank you

http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/8192372/ Fri, 17 Mar 2006 20:46:46 PST

Listening to: She wants Revenge: Tear you Apart
Reading: Saiyuki Reloaded Vol 3

I had to get that off my main screen... I'm in kinda a slump again... Blame Ed I swear it's his fault... I want to draw but I don't know who or what to draw... I've been watching alot of anime thou... I saw Bleach epps 1-70 FMA 1-51 + movie I started watching VanDread but somethings wrong with the DVD it's not playing correctly... I'm looking for a new icon it seems that Braids startles a few of you... arrggg I just Realized I have a shit load of art that I don't want to finish! ugg I'm sorry I'll get my ass in gear or perhaps I'll Quit drawing all together and claim Photoshops busted... that way I can be lazy like ~ConfusedKain who's been lacking in art for a while now and now says cause her tablets broken she's not going to be posting any more art... GET BACK TO YOUR ROOTS YOU DUMB BITCH! humf... no no don't take that seriously I've known her for a while and she's my damn sister I'm allowed to abuse her like this And I Damn you american idol lovers out ther! because of you I have to miss out on House AGAIN this week! Damn teeny boppers they all suck! Give me a real show! I want to watch House!!!! humf! ::walks off to cool her head:: I'm going to go post this now and then go post something else... So stair in amasment at my two adopted FMA characters

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/7708187/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 20:10:06 PST

Mood: weeeeee!!!!!11one11!
Listening to: Yoko Ishida: Open your mind

Happy Two years on DA to me! I just realized what day it was and I have nothing for my self... ok I have a pet project for ~WHB that I'll post after I Finish this Journal... umm well what's there to say? meh.. I don't know what else to say... I just had a really rough night last night I sai some things I probably shouldn't have I was angry and hurt and I had a little breakdown... But Any ways for some more substance to this journal I stole this from =Meecho

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
ummm ::looks around:: "traveler's hat and the Elegant longsword he wore across the back" Vampire hunter D Raiser of Gales

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
AIR!

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Watching CIS NY

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
ohhhh 10:10

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
10:02

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the TV?

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
ummm this afternoon when I was calling for the dogs that took off... seriously you'd think that 6 achers would be enough for any dog... but nooooo

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
the TV?

9. What are you wearing?
My Wolfwood shirt and Pajma bottoms... but why you want to know?

10. Did you dream last night?
I always do usualy I remember them too... I remember there was alot of traveling in this one...

11. When did you last laugh?
mmmn idk... bad day

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Paint?

14. What do you think of this quiz
meh

15. What is the last film you saw?
ummm

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
mmmn IDK...

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
The only animal I ever ran over was a Phesant about 2 years ago and I felt really bad cause... I couldn't stop and it tried to jump but it didn't quite make it... atleast it was a fast death...

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
ummm humn idk...

19. Do you like to dance?
secretly yes...

20. George Bush:
wont run again but we could have done worst

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Yomico or Ayame

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Atton or Nick

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
mmmn maybe... if I knew the language but not for long

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"You again? Well I guess I got to let you in sometime..."

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
I CHOSE YOU! =Plish, ~stormyravenneko , *Grim-away (when you come back) and umm who ever else wants to... MWHA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/7549281/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 00:40:11 PST

Listening to: Nightwish: Dark Chest of Wonders
Reading: I was reading something...
Watching: Read or Die

I am worth $1,105,564 on HumanForSale.com

I guess I'm not really all that worthless now am I? I just came across this by chance and I thought it would be interesting to share.... any ways...

I've been in a drawing mood I'd have to say it's thanks to all the sudden comments that I've been getting, please forgive me if I haven't replied to you yet, there's just days when I finish reading stuff and looking at stuff and then I'm just ready to pass out! I mean you try going through 40 messages a day and that's on a bad day! oh I know there's more and more popular people then me that get 40 messages in an hour! but for little old me it can be overwhelming! thank you so much every one of you who takes time out to read my crap and look at my crappy work I really hope I don't dissapoint you cause then I'd have to return to that dark place where I can't draw any more... don't make me go there it's scarry there's all these pinky happy things all over the place that make me curl up tighter into a tinny itty bitty ball. My only problem now is I finish drawing and I want to draw again and I never get far in coloring cause I wanna draw something new.

Any ways this got Sent before I actualy finished it... so here's a bit more.

I've suddenly come to realize I've almost been here 2 years now and that I've got almost 3000 hits witch really amazes me heck I might be there now for all I bloddy know... I want to thank each and every one of you for it all I hope I can finish up my pic witch will be dedicated to my 2 years on DA witch BTW is the 25th ^.^ any ways.... I have to head off to work and do all the dishes and crap so wish me luck

edit:
I'm a generally unfuckwitted, liberal, tight as fuck, pathetically simple-minded, dribbling child!
See how compatible you are with me!
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey

I just had to do this this came from *ZaneSama who I am 78% compatable with

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/7436473/ Wed, 28 Dec 2005 01:36:44 PST

Mood: being naughty
Listening to: Tymps (The sick in the head song) Fiona Apple
Reading: none
Watching: Madagascar

Hi well no responce to my last journal sooo I guess I'll just forget that idea... *sigh* and I didn't get a single vote for my new Character contest... no surprise there... my art sucks and people were probably looking for more interesting things... *sigh* I soo wanna quit....

Ok I need to stop being so depressive... I have a few new friends that I've been talking to that have actualy made me smile and wanna do more work *cough* *cough* and I'm working on a little something for him for everything and there was someone who IMed me outta the blue and I struck up a conversation with... and I turned away and my mom closed my IM's and I lost his SN so if your reading this I'm SOOOO Sorry! I didn't mean to suddeny stop responding but I'm an air head and I compleatly forgot your SN and i feel like an ass for just seemingly going silent on you TT.TT please forgive me and feel free ti IM any one I swear I don't bite! Any ways I'm currently working on 2 peices of art... at the same time... I got into this drawing spree and I don't know why... someone stop me! x.x Ummm there's much more to be said but I'm not sure any one cares... anyways... luff you all

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... ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/7127907/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/7127907/ Wed, 23 Nov 2005 22:50:55 PST

Mood: w/ her work
Listening to: Him: Gone with the Sin
Reading: none
Watching: none

Do you think you could atempt to draw two of my characters? I just was wondering if any one was interested in drawing Jinga and Janus it's not a contest but I just want to see what you guys come up with but if you want I'll think of a prize for yah if you really want to make it one, just respond to me here in this journal if you need referances of what I have here's my pictures I have done so far or are curently working on:
Merry Christmas 04
For you
Blue Moon
Angels Ver 2 Working on now... this is just the line

Jinga's signature is her orange swirl incase your wondering why it pops up again and again, quite I know it's not in the last one or atleast no there... but! it is there in the final.... and the wings... well they aren't real... Ok maybe Jinga's are in the last one but that's because she's learned to controll her Sorceress powers so she has her wings fully out... that and I really wanted to draw her in some kick ass wings for once. Janus has wings because his mother passed on some of her sorceress power to both him and his brother and they arekinda eitheral they are made of light or should be here. Wings are not needed if you don't feel like drawing them. let's see what else do you need to know? Janu's has a mahogany stripe in his hair that's natural the rest is brown like his fathers and his eyes are blue... Jing'as eyes are the same as her mothers (Mako blue) and her hairs red like her father's and other then Jinga having her signature counter clockwise orange swirl there's nothing else spicific about her... oh sept she hates pink! so don't put her in a girly pink out fit or she might come after you in your sleep ^.^ any ways I'm going to put this up untill the start of the New year....

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/6940368/ Wed, 02 Nov 2005 22:31:36 PST

Listening to: Window: Fiona Apple
Reading: Eragon
Watching: Batman Begins

20 things you probably don't know about me:

1 I'm not 5'9" exactly I'm rather just shy of it
2 I played the Cello for 5 years
3 I quit the Cello because I realized I liked art better
4 I just realized now I sucked cause I was dislexic
5 I don't like Strait out romance but I make some exceptions (Mars)
6 My Microwave is possesed
7 I'm afraid of Microwaves now
8 I came back over 2 weeks ago and haven't updated my Journal until now
9 I came back to less messages then I expected
10 DBZ is what got me into Anime
11 I use to be heavily obbsessed with DBZ
12 I self taught my self to draw with rough ideas from books
13 I HATE spiders but I can play with Daddy long legs
14 I can drink Orange Mango Juice but not strait orange juice
15 I hate Jumping on Bandwagons, but for the sake of it will try it once
16 I have a mole over my right side of my lip
17 I'm light sencitive, Strong sunlight bothers me and I can see great in the dark
18 I have an urge to go buy The Rocky Horror Picture Show Every year and don't
19 I collect Pins
20 Never Watched Starwars until Last Christmass, haven't seen the 3rd one still and don't plan on watching it for a long while...

Tag to any one who hasn't been tagged yet...
I don't have more to say I'm depressed and don't feel like doing any work
not like many people care...
Fuck the world

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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*XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/6761291/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/6761291/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 20:18:43 PDT

Mood: Screw this I'm gone!
Listening to: Black Mages: Maybe I'm a Lion (FFVIII)
Watching: The Slayers next!

yes people this one is leaving for a nice little vacation so for the next 3 nights and 4 days I'll be in new jersy with no internet unless I come across one of my 15 "neighbors" having broad band and I can bum off it or something of the sorts... but if not this will be the last people will hear of me until I get back... in other words no one is going to get replies to thier art and messages until I return.... but I doubt any one cares, so few people watch me and even fewer still actualy coment on my art and journals....

so I'm Running away good by!





And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/6647418/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 01:17:47 PDT

Mood: this is halloween
Listening to: Gackt: Oisis
Reading: Howls moving Castle
Watching: Slayers: epp ummm I forget...

Sooooo hummmn what is there to say? I've been working on alot of things here and there and I've been running about looking for things for halloween and I guess I came to the conclusion that I was going to be Kenshin! Yes I have my costume but I need to do something about the hair... My hair is all one length nad just about the right length but the bangs... I want to get a wig but I can't find one that doesn't already have the bangs cut short or the right color... RAR!! But yeah I even have his sword! I just got it the other day but I have 2 other costumes... Inu-Yasha's Costume and Miroku's, now why would any one have three costumes you ask? It's because this one plans on going to some cons and she's not going to go as the same person! so there.

hummmn what else... I've been doing a couple of projects... Just finished my most recent one (drawing and scanning wise) and well that's about it... I'm going to go curl up in a dark little corner and weep cause well no one cares and my head is pounding and well I think I'll have more to post again soon... I'm dreading next saturday and i don't know why... Oh yeah on a side note I'll be gone for 4 days cause I'm going on an actual vacation... but no one cares...

Things to do:
Finish projects, clean room, watch rest of Esca/scryed/Slayers, Go see Corps bride and Sernity

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

Thank you

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/6472459/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 23:40:30 PDT

Mood: OMG you killed me
Listening to: R.o.D. Sound track: Those who Insanely love books
Reading: Vampire Hunter D
Watching: Inu-Yasha: The fire on Mystic Moutian

Please Dear inu fans Do not kill me for I have seen the Fourth Inu-Yasha movie but it's nothing like we would expect it's not the end of the series There are plenty of places that Sell it like Anime-Bliss Has it... ummm but that's not where I got mine... but it looks the same... the subbing might be a bit off but I belive they are just like all others, they make a DVD quality burn of the movies and they are clear I've bought quite a few things and I'm in luv with these people though I will buy the dubbed version when it comes out cause it's just great and T.T well... I'm that insanely addicted... But I had orignaly found it on E-bay for a cheep price... you'd be surprised what you find there... I'm looking for someone to be for Halloween... I really wanted to Be Riza hawkeye my hair is the prefect length now it just needs to be colored or I should get a wig cause IDK if I want to cut my hair just so I have some bangs... I hate haire in my face I really do. if any one has suggestions I'd like to hear them.... that's it for now

And Once again to all those who stop by even if it's just by accident thanks it really means alot to me I don't get that many page view and I try to respond to everyone who leaves a coment. I feel Very gifted to have people I can call friends who come to look at my pittiful art and I hope I'm proveing I'm getting better and that I actualy deserve this.

Thank you

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/6302669/ Tue, 23 Aug 2005 00:47:07 PDT

Mood: Sleeeeeeepppp
Listening to: Sarah McLachlan: Building a Mystery
Reading: Howls Moveing Castle
Watching: Daria?

Ahh well things are starting to feel a bit better now but then again things usualy go over my head... I've been working on alot of things since I watched Outlaw Star... IDK what got into me perhaps there's a rush of creative need but I just can't pull myself to finish everything... I got half drawn stuff and I want to do more but I got to get my self to finish! I actualy dubbed a color and it's not a color I like it's just a color.... BAH! any ways I have to get my next page for my comic drawn but I've been working 7-8 hour shifts and Sunday was horrible cause for my half i had to run the book store and it's at the other end of the mall and *yawn* So tireds any ways during my 8.45 hours I think I only sat for 10 minutes and that was round 1 ish (worked 9:30-6:15) and for a few minutes when I was washing dishes... Anyways I don't think I work close so I don't have to worry bout that... I was so mad Saturday but I was happy once I got home mainly because a package came for me. it was All 4 Inu Movies and the compleate Esca colection! I've so far only sat to watch Movie 3 I've already seen 1&2 and IDK if I wanna watch movie 4 yet... I'm curious... the only thing that was bad about the Movies is that the subtitels were off... I mean they clearly say "Kirara" but it read Kroun or something like that and the swords they butchered the names of the swords! Other then that it was great and I will buy the dubbed movies once they come out cause hell I kinda like watching and not missing things... I forgot I haven't even finished watching Scryed and I've Finished Full metal Panic and Outlaw Star (witch needed to be finished last month!) hummn let's see... I'm also Down loading Fruits Baskest cause I want to read the whole thing I'm desperate to finish the series! It's really good and there's parts that make me want to cry and parts that make me want to write something... but I don't have word or anything... Oh did I not say that I have a new computer? yes Bob and Me are getting along very well he's an Alien and he's got glowwy blue eyes! *purr* he also runs like a dream and I can play EQ on him with ease! *dances* if any of you play Ever Quest look for the Black Kitty Girl named Jiinga in ummm Quap The second server from the bottom She's already in a Guild thanks to the Rens She might buy a year subscription but she's not sure yet she's not a high level and it well known for getting lost ^.^ but She thinks she has the most fun getting lost ^.^ Though she complains alot... she's nice I'll post up a picture of her later... any ways Thanks for stopping by and bothering to read any of this. now to sleep get up shower go to work come home and RP! Yes I love to IM RP anything but the few things she hates... She's creative and can usualy come up with a story off the top of her head... But mess with her Men and She'll claw your eyes out! XD Anyways Bai!

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*XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/6183874/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/6183874/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 00:31:00 PDT

Mood: confused

So what now? what are we to do? the answer is I'm not sure I'm kinda angry and upset with everything... but I don't want to give up DA's done so much for me and so much for many people! DA is a child who seems to be going thew their terrible twos rather then thier 5th year... where they use nothing but the word NO and throw hissy fits and not listen to thier parents... So what Am I going to do? I'm going to keep my Yello Icon and I'm going to keep posting my work! Why? cause I have hopes for DA to return to the way it was when I first joined. I'm kinda ticked that people rather not post here any more because of that, but what else are you going to do? sure there are otehr places but they'll all eventaly turn into the same thing with the amount of people moving to it and what not. I mean come on it always happens I've seen it all the time and it always seems like it's my fault cause I join just when it seems to be flushing down... But I'm going to stick with everything I'm going to keep posting my art till it's beyond belife that I can't stay then I'll move to where everyone else seems to be moving to. I've got alot for friends and there's alot of people I've meet here and I'd miss alot of them... there's alot more to say but I'm tired and should be in bed so I say goodnight and watch for the edit tomorrow that I might do... might...

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http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/6082941/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 23:03:53 PDT

Mood: depressed
Listening to: Breaking Benjamin: Rain

Oy vei! Why dose it always seem that bad things seem to happen when I inaly do something all together fun? I'm depressed. Have you all heard what's been going on? °jark got basicaly fired and DA seems to be going to hell now. I mean I never paied much attention to that but I mean WTF? DA is hopefully going to come to a grinding hault for a bit We're hopeing that nothing happens on Augest 7th, I'm not even going to come online. I'm going to sine off th night before and not even come on till the 8th or maybe the 9th to see how well it went... or I could even leave for a while and just find something else but... I actualy paied for my subscription. Am I confusing you?
Then please Read the Following Journals:

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Sine this too:
[link]

So please just pass on this information that way we can prove the comunity is stronger then the corperation

Oh and my only good note is the fact that I bought Full Metal Panic the compleat seasion and I've been watching it and I really like it... I cried onece for souske... and well I also won some items on E-bay that I've been looking for, for a while. I found a P-chan plushi he's 4' I wanted a larger one but I think I'd have to make it myself... I'm not sure how hard it will be but I want to tempt it... I also won a Kon Plushi! the first thing I said to my self when I saw Kon as a plushi lion was 'I want that!' and well now some time next week I shal have him! I also bought a set of P-chan Pins a set of 4 Fruits basket pins, Scryed the compleat series and ahh that's all... but it's the little things that make m happy. ^.^ but I'm still upset... v.v

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*XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/5856577/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/5856577/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 12:06:55 PDT
Current projects:

:blank:

will write them in later *end transmission* ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/5467685/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/5467685/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 22:47:25 PDT Anyways!

Peoples I stalk(and some who stalk me):
<~ Very interesting person.. <~ wanna adopt <~ I applaud him

My Close Friends:
<~ MY SISTA! Bitch! I Luv you!
<~Tell her YAR! and t post more of her photo's
<~Tell him to get more art work done and that he's good!
<~ My good Canadian friend and one of my sisters! (I'm adopting you!)
http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/5205691/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 16:45:03 PDT
I want to kill every one

My insperation is gone.

Why you all might ask?

Went to BAAF's home page [link]

Got this message:

Update on BAAF 2005

Thank you for visiting.

There are currently no plans to hold BAAF 2005.

WTF?! Last year they didn't have it cause of the republican convention now this?!

STFU!

Someone is going to die for this

Still no insperation

Too buisy fuming

Sorry for any inconveance this will blow over...

Someday...

Yeah...

Fuckers...

*end transmission* ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/4883304/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/4883304/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 16:33:36 PST Gomen I have not forgotten you asked for Zell T.T I just get frustrated a bit but since I have to draw him any ways, though he'll be older, I figgured i'll draw him the way he is in the game for you, unless you change your mind feel free to leave me a message and I'll get right to it I promice! but at the moment I'm working on a piccy by just the color though so I shouldn't be too long with that... but hopefully I'll get my work done faster and better and as for my Fruit Baskets piccys The next word is "Worry" XD ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/4747534/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/4747534/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 23:10:13 PST *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/4564582/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/4564582/ Fri, 18 Feb 2005 00:30:07 PST
Kyo Dream
Hatroi-San
Shigure-san
Memory of a Rabbit


Umm I don't know who to do next Perhaps Hotsuhoru or Kisa but I don't know what words to use as you can see Momiji is finished dosen't he look so sweet and cute? Please say something if you have an opionion on who to draw next and a word association... T.T please? ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/4247650/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/4247650/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 16:37:47 PST .> damn people! I got the Star Wars triogy and then my friend talked bout SWKotOR II and I desided if it was decently priced I'd buy SWKotOR I and it was 19.99 and yeah so I bought it and I think I have 4 more stops? Anyways I know I have things to work on... Crap I look at my list and I only have to say "kill me..." There's too much I need to do... I need to Find my Zell picture I was working on... Sorry about that I really am working on it... Ummm what else is there to report? Umm I changed my Icon... and OMG! I've almost been here for a year! T.T I don't have any kind of one year surprise gift for all my Devi watchers... Perhaps I should start on that... I need to redo alot of work too mainly my gift to Nikori and I need other things to work on... but I want you all to know I'm going to reeeaaaaaallllllly try to get all my work done either by hand or by computer. Wish me Luck! ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/3743303/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/3743303/ Wed, 03 Nov 2004 13:19:23 PST
My Journal ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/3597955/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/3597955/ Fri, 15 Oct 2004 17:04:03 PDT
Things I am working on:
My Thanks (97% Yeah that's my Inu-Yasha picture, I shouldn't have posted it but I really wanted to)
Zell (0% it needs to be started) <~needs to start ASAP)
Recoloring Shippo (67% I'm working on the shadow)
Aoishi (44% done Soooo frustrated with this! sorry T.T)
Elf (39% done)
Eyes2: (76% done I should finish this...)
Girl: (82%done <~Plans on finishing soon)
Yushi: (47% done)
Recoloring muse: (72% done)
Micky and kids: (43%)
Keaigen: (0% I think that's how you spell his name forgive me steve love! )
Evil Pccy: (0% It's too Evil!)
Halloween Pt1: (100% done!) <~go see! It's cute!
Halloween pt2: (0% done... It's still in the thought stage)

Umm yeah that's all I have, is there anything else? Yeah I took somethings off that because I'm not likeing them at all... so I probably will never post them... ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/3490422/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/3490422/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 22:13:50 PDT who really got me started here. I want to thank all 14 of my Devi watch people and I want to thank for getting my 1000 hit! ^.^

Things I am working on:
My Thanks (97% Yeah that's my Inu-Yasha picture, I shouldn't have posted it but I really wanted to)
Zell (0% it needs to be started) <~needs to start ASAP
Recoloring Shippo (47%Flat color done)
Aoishi (44% done)
Elf (39% done)
Eyes2: (76% done)
Girl: (82%done) <~Plans on finishing soon
water fay: (25% done)
Water fay2: (12% done)
Yushi: (47% done)
Yu: (42% done)
Recoloring muse: (72% done)
Micky and kids: (43%)
Keaigen: (0% I think that's how you spell his name forgive me steve love! )
Halloween piccy: (0% done, this will be of The Inu gang) <~Starting next Due 10/25 if working on!
Evil Pccy: (0% It's too Evil!)

Yeah that's my list and ontop of it all I'm trying to get my neverwinternights expansion Hords of the underdark to go past this one bloddy point! for the love of the goddess will you just let me join the fight in the basment! The drow are pouring out the well and I have to eliminate my dark cousins! ehh I'm having a bad few days and I need to post in my live journal... yeah ummm going there now... 's to all ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/3388255/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/3388255/ Fri, 17 Sep 2004 22:08:22 PDT *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/2492732/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/2492732/ Sun, 23 May 2004 18:38:42 PDT and I have to finish inking my picture for

For other Random updates see My Live Journal ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/2367226/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/2367226/ Wed, 05 May 2004 16:58:47 PDT Psychic me! I have to update my stalkies tee hee! Oh god kill me now... I went tee hee ....

Ahem

Strange thing: Watching a Termanex comercial... I noticed something... one of the screens it goes black with text in the middle but the bottom left hand corner it actualy says "Click Here" Kinda strange don't you think?

I finlay cut and colored my hair for those of you who haven't seen my live Journal [link] I still need to get a caligraphy pen... maybe I'll get it friday An wyas I applied to Target since it's finaly opening up near us and I'm hopeing it will give me a nice summer job ^.^

Works in progress:
Alf for
Aoishi for
and then for my self I have to Finish Raven, my 2 Fearies, and Jing... I should finish Jing first but Truth is Raven is almost compleat... *sigh* but I need to finish Aioshi for because it was a birthday gift that got done a few days late and is even later still as I have yet to color it! maybe I'll just do alot of flat color to it.... *sigh* that's it for now Bai! *end transmission* ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/2235607/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/2235607/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 13:16:50 PDT
I also need a real caligraphy pen... why? well have you seen Kyo Dream yet? if not then here: [link] Can you belive I did that all with my .5 drawing pen? I should have used my .1 or .3 first.... but actualy it looks nice that way... but yes it was done with a normal .5 inking pen that I like for such occasions... I really liked it... it's hard to belive I colored that... I wanted to get it more water color like but it wouldn't let me... so this is the next best thing. Oh well wish me luck... ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/2184531/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/2184531/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 08:14:19 PDT Now after this you don't have to read it might insult you...



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I hate Naruto.


no really I do! and you can't say "oh but you haven't really seen it!" and or "you haven't really read it!" Because I picked up the first Manga and after reading the first page I already knew who he was and every thing I read bored me to death I had to stop after the third or fourth chapter... and this is what I thought as I walked over and put it back on the shelf: 'this is awful! I can't read this! It's sooo dull! I rather be reading rules of golf!' So that is my opinion have a nice day ]]> *XunZaer http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/2083316/ http://XunZaer.deviantart.com/journal/2083316/ Tue, 13 Jul 2004 16:55:13 PDT

First of all those whom I stalk in no perticular order:

<~she's got some nice art
<~I like her comic she's just starting out
<~ she dose great Inu Drawings
<~ She's Crazy like meI like her art

People who stalk me (most are stalked by me too! XD) in no order:


Peopl... ]]> *XunZaer