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Quizzle? Of course! ^.^

Basics…

Name: Taylor

Ethnicity: Caucasian

Height: 5’2

Hair: Dark brown/natural blonde streaks

Eye Color: Blue


Favorites…


Band: No clue.

Month: December.

Holiday: Christmas and birthday.

Weather: Winterrr.

Food: Meat. >:]

Song: No clue):

Resturante: Luciano’s

Sport: Soccer tennis track. The furious three. O.0

Animal: Baby seal!

Color: Blue.
Scent: Um…there is this Bath and Body works thing I love. I think it’s called Japanese Cherry Blossom? So good. I also like the smell of lemons and drugs.

Have you ever…


Lived a Dream: Yes. O_O

Blindly Believed: Sure?

Wished on the Stars: Ya huh.

Been Broken: Yeah.

Broken Someone: Probably.

Acted Fake: Sometimes.

Been Pushed to the Edge: Rawrr. Yessh.

Overcome Odds: I don’t calculate the odds before I overcome things.

Settled For Someone: Yes.

Seen Death: Yes.

Asked God For Help: Yeah…

Broken The Law: Yes.

Been Somebody's Hero: Probably not.

Tasted Greatness: Ya huh.

Changed The World: Well of course.


What Are Your Opinions On...



Abortion: I think it depends on the situation. But I don’t believe it should be considered killing something. ._.

Immigration: Keep ‘em coming.

War In America: Fack it.

Gay Marriage: YES.


Relationship…



In A Relationship? Is it safe to say that I don’t know at this point? O.0

Dating/Engaged/Married? Nuu.

How Long? Um.

Do You Know Your Anniversary? Yeah. O.0

Any Pet Names? Rikky Rikku Tatey Tay.

Friends First? Always. Then the booz.

Good Sex Life? YES. He keeps me in bed all day.

Where Did You Meet? In my mother’s basement. Boy do I love plumbers. ^.^

Is It A Forever Thing? I hope.


Random…


Do You Believe In Karma? Yaaaah.

Have You Ever Given Money To A Homeless Man? No…

What Is The Worst Injury You Have Ever Had? I got dragged down the street. Don’t ask.

What Is The One Thing You Won’t Tolerate In A Relationship? Probably either the other person being a total ass to the point that I can’t stand them, or cheating.

What Is The Most Evil Thing You’ve Done Out Of Revenge? Ooh boy…

Do You Regret Anything About Your Life? Yeah, but I don’t wanna think about what would change now if I got to fix those things.

What Is The Funniest Rumor Ever Spread About You? That I was a slut. Hahaha. Me? Never.

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All deviations and future ones will be here. Thanks. :]

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xxx

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Today.
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Tuesday.
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And what a fun Tuesday it was. ^_^

I had my dance rehearsal today, and that went pretty good. :]

Studied for some tests, really surprised myself right there. o.0

And I am running again for points in tomorrow's track meet! Woot.
I am the big man's long distance girly. Oh yeah. That's me. xD

ZzzZz I am pooped but I have a lot I want to get done tonight. Video, background, something of that sort.

I will hop to it!

xxx

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This week's Agenda:
-Track Meet Monday [[First one ever!]]
-Soccer after Track Meet :[
-Track Practices
-No Dance or Church School
-Finish Videos
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So short! All my activities are ending! Wewt. ;D

Lotsa love to my many fans. x]

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Rikky

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Soo!

Adam is home! *yay*
I made him a lil something....*points to the left*
Hope he no hate that too much. xDD

ZzzZZZzz I am ready to do. Absolutely. Nothing! Sha bam. ;D

I have been in this creative mood all day. I need to work on a video, so, goodnight! =]

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That is about it. Tehehe. Toooooootles!

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Today 3rd quarter ended. I can’t believe there is only one quarter left till summer. I can’t even imagine it being summer. And now, hear it is, approaching me closer and closer day by day.

I love to write. Just a thought…. Writing a book just like this. Descriptive thoughts, my own, yet, belonging to a made-up character of my choice. Writing must be so exciting. I would love to write a young girl’s diary. That would be amazing. I wouldn’t need every detail of every event explained, just her side of the story, the rest of what happened left to be figured out by what she writes. How fun that would be to read, I love books like that.

Anyways, going back to this 4th quarter stuff, my new special is ‘Careers.’ I have it with this old man teacher, although other staff teaches it, too. I heard his class is a blow-off, partly because he never remembers what we read (so people tell him we did stuff that we didn’t do just to get out of it), and secondly, because specials in this school apparently rarely ever have homework. All we do is study different varieties of careers, and at the end, take a test that will supposedly give us some options that fit who we are.

I don't even know what I am going to be, so hopefully this test will give me some options. It's always good to know your options. This girl I extremely dislike said the test told her she would make a good model. Modeling, encouraged by school? This test sounds odd already, which makes me wonder what it will tell me.

I used to think I didn't like modeling, now I think I just don't understand it. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure it's fun, and it takes a bubbly, confident, and obviously beautiful person to do it. I guess I just wonder why you would do it for a living of all things. Like, what you would learn from it all, I guess? I don't know where I am going with this.

What else is new...ah, yes, the love department. I'm not really pleased with my boyfriend. As silly and crazy and hyper as I can be, sometimes I want to just TALK. About interesting things, stuff that you want to do in life, things that have happened. Just sit down and really speak. Just listening. There is no listening. There is poking, and hugging, and saying hello. But that's not it. There is playing Xbox and grabbing a coffee, but that isn't it either. I want to really actually talk. About something. Anything. (Time to shut up about that.)

The worst part is, I think I like someone else. No, that I love someone else. So drastic, I know, but, it's more of a 'love,' than it is an 'in love.' If that makes any sense. We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly, I once read. I think this is it. That makes total sense to me now, although I didn't find it entirely true before. No one is perfect, but when you see them as perfect, flawless in all ways, there is love? That's what I'm getting out of it, anyways.

So while I debate wether or not to end this thing with him, I also am busy with track and soccer. So glad to play soccer again, I love it. Love it. I think it's one of the only things I really truly love to do, that I am actually really good at. Not to proclaim myself as some soccer star, but, I have been practicing and playing all my life.

I am running out of things to say, so, I am stopping here. Goodnight. =]

<3 Rikku

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But I will make the most of it!

It has been SOOO nice out. As in 45 degrees F, but that's good for us right now! Walking around with no coat in the chilly wind is worth it, because this lil bit of sunshine hits you, and it feels SOO GOOD. I miss the sun. xDD

I have to go to the mall to get a present for my Nana....64 years is it, now? Good god, and to think I used to actually LIKE being around this woman.

I know that's harsh, but, trust me, she is TERRIBLE. She tells me stories about toilets, and once, when she didn't have coffee, she drove 20 miles out to her favorite McDonald's in a snow storm. This woman is truly mad. All the more reason to get her a present, right?

I best be on my way, so, tootles to everyone!!

]]> ~XxConfuzzledDreamsXx http://XxConfuzzledDreamsXx.deviantart.com/journal/17441798/ http://XxConfuzzledDreamsXx.deviantart.com/journal/17441798/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 11:55:11 PDT I am.
Officially.
On spring break babeh.

AND I AM HAPPY ABOUT IT. A whole week of nothing to do but nothing! If that makes any sense? Kinda sorta. xD

I have got a TON of new brushes, and I am ready to go cRaZy with all of them. That's right, expect something brilliantly tacky. Or maybe even just Brilliant. xDD

I am also now no longer single. Hello taken, goodbye clubbing. Naaw I don't go clubbing...
Yeah so there is more news right there.

Hmmmmmm....I am feeling peerty lazy. I probably am gonna go run so I am all ready for track, tooootles!

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Right now I am having a lot of fun with my friend Jilly, but in another chatroom things are far from exciting...

I think I am just gonna watch Kiki's Delivery Service on Gaia. It's been about 5 years since I've seen that, I actually own it. o.o

Yes, I am that bored.

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I am going to be on the track team! I'm really excited. I love to run, it makes me forget about everything, and kinda just slip off into this little world.

Freaky? Nah. I don't know, it just, makes me feel better sometimes. I don't know if it's because I'm running from something, or I just like the feeling.

But I hope to get warmed up for my soccer season this way, and maybe meet some new people. =]

I also finished this really good book today. It wasn't exactly long, but, I heard it was really good, so I've only let myself read a little bit each day. I thought that way I would enjoy it more. So I have been waiting all day to read the rest, being my nerdy lil self, and I ended up finishing it.
The ending left me hanging, I liked that, but I didn't. It was called Flipped. It was about this boy Bryce and this girl Julie. It switches points of view throughout, hence the title.
She goes through many years of liking him, doing favors for him, anything and everything. He always just found it annoying. It's not until the end of the book that he starts to realize how beautiful and amazing she is.

But this time, she isn't hanging over his shoulder. He had done some mean things in the past, he never wanted to her to find out though, so I guess that counts for something. She did though, and she started to see she only liked what she saw on the outside.
After all this time of her being right by him though, he really did get to know her. So, I guess as an impulse, he tries to kiss her. But she pulls away. She had always wanted her first kiss from him, but, now, it was the last thing she wanted to happen.
So he tries to make it up to her by planting a a tree in her backyard. There was this tree she used to love, but it was cut down. Kind of his quiet way of apologizing? So, it ends with her saying, she is gonna really try to KNOW him this time.

K, I am done ranting about that. It made me think though. How could someone do that? Realize that what was right in front of them for so long is what they want. How stupid I would feel, If I knew I had been pushing it away.
And can you really just do that? Have an impulse like that, in a room with everyone, and not care?
Just grab someone's hand and tell them right away what an idiot you had been.
I don't know many people who would do that. It would take a lot of courage, but I guess if you really needed someone, the rest wouldn't matter. I think I might do that. Depends.

Ok well that was my little, reflection time. I try and keep a diary, but my hand just ends up hurting or I find it too boring. Typing is fun though.
I tend to write what I think people might want to hear when I say something, I don't really know why. Just make it sound interesting, and BAM, its done.
But I really shouldn't. So that is my little self plan. Don't do that. Just say it how it is.

And above, that it how it is.

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I am not too happy right now, some family issues have come up and it's really killed my buzz. I guess I will channel my energy into something productive, though.

So expect something soon?

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My bffl Adam (Why does saying Adam seem so dayum wierd?) bought me some wings for my Gaia account, I really wanted some!! Yay you rock!! xDD

I also am trying out some things in ImageReady, this lil animation thingy that goes along with Photoshop. I made my icon! I am also making icons for my frienzies.

I heard this really pretty song today, and I thought one of the lines was especially pretty. 'I was born to tell you I love you.'
That's cute. XDD *my sappy lil moment*
You say I am a sap 'Adam,' and you are 100 percent right!! xD

Ladadada my Jillyjam got back from New York today, yay! Poor girl, trapped a stuffy car for hours on that drive home...Is it just me or am I rubbing it in? Naah, *huggzz* glad to have ya back hunneh. ;D

So right now it is turning 1 o clockers. Make a wish in 3 minutes! Ionno, kinda like to do that when I am aware another hour is approaching...more freaky facts for ya!

Mk my fingers hurt so baii! xD

Oh btw my mood is not really 'lust,' just thought I'd crack myself up with that smiley face waiting in a bed. ;D

]]> ~XxConfuzzledDreamsXx http://XxConfuzzledDreamsXx.deviantart.com/journal/17242227/ http://XxConfuzzledDreamsXx.deviantart.com/journal/17242227/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 15:10:36 PST I'm sure you all missed hearing the dramatic memoirs of my life story. xDD
So here I am to give you the 411!

Today, is Saturday. *gasps*
I did some photoshopping for my friend today, as well as getting some seconds done on an AMV.
It is snowing a lot again right now, and the roads are really bad. So, I am stranded in my housey. No Starbucks for me, zip, nopers, not gonna happen.

Also right now, my friend is in New York. So much closer to me than usual!! I hope she is doing ok up there. No getting hit by taxis or jumping off skyscrapers, right Jilly? ^^

MORE NEWS-I finished a desktop backround! It actually has no characters, mainly just a cool pattern. I'm deciding if I actually even LIKE it still, so, that might be up soon. =]

ALSO ON THE AGENDA, staying up tonight with my besties. Last night I fell asleep after enlightening myself with the horrors of Saw IV. I don't think I'll ever look at detectives and fingers the same way. o.o

So tonight is gonna be pretty easy breezy, please check out the o'l deviations, maybe throw in a comment?

Tooooooootles! xDD

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I am talking with my Jillyjam, aka-
So that eez fun. That's about it right now!

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I was supposed to meet both of my friends this morning, I think one was just too sleepy and the other had a lil too much hw to finish. Hope they are both ok! =]

It was really nice yesterday having the day off, but I slept through most of it. >.<

Tomorrow is Friday though so I am ready for the WEEEEEEEEKEND.

Peace. ;DD

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I'm glad to see I got some views on my new Lenne and Shuyin image! *mini yay*

Not much to say right now, maybe something interesting will happen within the next few hours. xD

Kbye!

]]> ~XxConfuzzledDreamsXx http://XxConfuzzledDreamsXx.deviantart.com/journal/17193053/ http://XxConfuzzledDreamsXx.deviantart.com/journal/17193053/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 10:26:14 PST My mom had turned my alarm off at around 5, so when I woke up at 7:20, I was freaked! I ended up just going to bed again, and I woke up about 20 minutes ago.

Thinking of some new ideas, I kinda want to try something with that waterfall idea again.
So, we'll see. xDD

Thanks so far to the people who have seen and/or favorited my newest deviation, too.
It makes me feel like I've improved a lot, so thanks again! *huggzz*

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Anyways, looking out the window right now is very pretty. The stars hit the snow and make this beautiful twinkle all around. It makes me want to get up and walk outside, start throwing the snow all around, letting it fall on me. But that's a little bit out of the question at this time of night.

Also today, I talked with my friend about college. It was a very interesting discussion. We both ended up narrowing our dream jobs down to careers dealing with arts. We even found a college that had programs for both of our interests. It was very fun, and gave me another reason to look forward to the future! ^-^

In news dealing with DeviantArt, I put up a new image today. I had this idea with old films, and that led to filmstrips, which led to something with Aerith. I thought that picture was very pretty. Her hands on her lap, hair hiding most of her face. There was something about it I really liked, but at the same time, it made me feel sad. Thinking about sitting. Just waiting, even. So I put my thoughts in the text.

Looking out my window again, I can't tell if it's getting darker out there or if I'm just getting sleepier. Time for me to get some rest, since I'm meeting Jill and Adam tomorrow for a little morning convo. Goodnight to all of you. ^-^

Love,
Rikku

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So Ima get that up within the next few hours. xDD
Waiting for friends to get on AIM....
and...
thats about it! ^-^

p.s.-I know I only have 2 things up right now, but i would really like some more watchers? =]
MY INNER POTENTIAL WILL BE RELEASED.
Eventually. ;DD

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]]> ~XxConfuzzledDreamsXx http://XxConfuzzledDreamsXx.deviantart.com/journal/17165330/ http://XxConfuzzledDreamsXx.deviantart.com/journal/17165330/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 13:53:27 PST And me and my bffl Jillz are getting back at this guy who USED AND ABUSED.
JUSTICE IS SERVED. Outside the courtroom. ;DD
SO FUN FUN FUN.

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]]> ~XxConfuzzledDreamsXx http://XxConfuzzledDreamsXx.deviantart.com/journal/17155427/ http://XxConfuzzledDreamsXx.deviantart.com/journal/17155427/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 19:44:44 PST I'm also working on some things to get uploaded!

Sorry my journals are so boring, I guess I just feel like there is no need to say a lot right now. xDD

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Next Plans-
Desktop Backround
Pic of Me
Waterfalls (Idea?) xDD

I am just chilling with my friends on AIM right now, thinking about what I will make next.
Please check out the pic I just put up, my first EVA. xDD

Leave me comments!! I <33 making new friendz. =]

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