http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3AXxMuzikCattyxX deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:XxMuzikCattyxX en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Wed, 19 Jun 2013 04:51:44 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Society-why-364617538 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Society-why-364617538 Wed, 10 Apr 2013 00:41:40 PDT Society..why? nonadult journals/culture/blogs XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX i like drawing and creating art..
but these days it seems to be going nowhere

Too many people are staring into the "professional digital artworks"
What about us?
the non professional ones?
We work just as hard to make our work
We all have dreams to use our art skills throughout our lives

I barely get any feedback these days.. the most ive gotten is 2 or 3 people (if that)
If nothing is going to take me somewhere
If no person is going to look or notice
If the creative ones get passed, un-noticed..
Should i even bother to continue creating my works?
I know theyre not the -professional digital art- or the -professio ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Im-still-alive-358532855 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Im-still-alive-358532855 Sat, 09 Mar 2013 08:21:52 PST Im still alive nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX
Not that anyone cared or noticed...>.>

Been busy with alot of things including making more NEW (epicness) artworks,
Ill upload them when i have the time
Which is idk when..

also

My tumblr URL has changed if your interested.
http://perfectlyredraver.tumblr.com/ ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Tumblr-World-349050938 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Tumblr-World-349050938 Thu, 17 Jan 2013 16:31:17 PST Tumblr World nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX
Me Tumblr.. warning it has LOTSA rave lights.
Feel free to follow me and i shall follow you back.
Please read my post on questions as i am allowing each person to ask me at the most 30 questions.
Yes.
30
questions
per person
Why?
Because i simple adore being asked things.
Read the post on the main page for more info.

Llama love all around ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/As-darkness-consumes-me-344250974 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/As-darkness-consumes-me-344250974 Sat, 22 Dec 2012 19:44:11 PST As darkness consumes me nonadult journals/fun/books XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX 1. i cut my finger last night to feel a different type of pain
2. Im slowly getting skinnier...im alittle scared...my lower ribs stick out alittle now...
3. Im developing nightmare-disorder,,causing me to fall asleep at 5am
4. i can feel the darkening thoughts take over my mind
5. my heart was once filled with happiness, now it feels like its poisoning itself each time i have a happy thought
6. i dont bother to try anymore...i try to be strong but life punches me harder each time until i hit the floor
7. Nearly all the time this temptation to scream wont stop.
8. i can see myself getting depression agai ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Wallpapers-340919462 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Wallpapers-340919462 Sun, 02 Dec 2012 15:24:47 PST Wallpapers nonadult journals/art/wallpaper XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX Well i now do that for you at no cost at all~
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me90rg5a5r1rlhmovo1_1280.jpg
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mea5goCj3n1rlhmovo1_1280.jpg

The above links are 2 that ive done for my mates on Facebook.
Your requested photo(s) can be of anything but NO NUDES!

Either link me the photo or email it to me.
If going to email, send me an inbox then i shall give it the contact to send to.
Each wallpaper takes about 15-30mins to make, so youll have it quickly.

Once completed i ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/One-s-Disguise-340808521 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/One-s-Disguise-340808521 Sun, 02 Dec 2012 02:56:11 PST One's Disguise nonadult journals/fun/books XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX In disguise
Is it imaginary, is it real
Is it something more..or less
We may never know..
Glistening red eyes of horror
Fanged jaw with evil happy grin
Appears human
Appears monster
Appears unknown.
To crawl among dreams
To grow in Nightmare
Speaks of words with disturbing effect in unknown language of our own.
To be tall, bone skinned, 2wings of a dying dove
A mind like a zombie
A heart of broken steel
To whisper in one's sleep
To breathe into your soul
To disturb your thinking
Wishing it had some happiness.. to feel alive like it once did.
Blackened spiked tail
Spine jiggered and bare
Hugging you with ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/TUMBLRRRRRRR-339461920 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/TUMBLRRRRRRR-339461920 Sat, 24 Nov 2012 08:05:00 PST TUMBLRRRRRRR nonadult journals/culture/blogs XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX *feels proud & part of world again*
My tumblr contains my artwork and my photography with more of both being added soons.
ASK MEH stuff on it.. or the zombies will rape your butt! :O
Please follow and ill follow you :3
http://cathymargin.tumblr.com/ ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Courses-Plz-help-332478886 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Courses-Plz-help-332478886 Sun, 14 Oct 2012 19:38:59 PDT Courses? Plz help! nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX but i would like to do a course (preferable online because things at home arnt good)
Ive been looking through the internet and not so sure as to which one to pick.

Any recommendations as to what course would be best for me?
Also any particular digital-paint programs/soft wares that would help me? ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/awsomeness-331251179 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/awsomeness-331251179 Sun, 07 Oct 2012 15:00:44 PDT awsomeness nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX Im open for any commissions and/or requests. (I cannot do humans - absolutely suck at them - lol)

I will be submitting again very soon.
Have alot of drawing ideas and some WIP to upload, so there'll be something to see very soons. ^.^ ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Dear-Noobs-amp-News-317308121 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Dear-Noobs-amp-News-317308121 Fri, 27 Jul 2012 08:43:00 PDT Dear Noobs.. & News. nonadult journals/art/traditional XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX My guess its mostly -15yr olds and/or noobs
e-e
my llamas are watching you  ê-ê
they will rape you to death if you carry on with this idiotic behavior.
Or i will start "stealing" your submissions you meanies e-e

I will not be submitting again until the 4th of september.
Going on a trip for all of august leaving july 29th.
Feel free to comment/spread my page/give badges/points/favourites or whatever magicness you haves :3
I shall be also uploading more of my IMVU deviantarts when i get ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Important-PLEASE-READ-3-311433486 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Important-PLEASE-READ-3-311433486 Fri, 29 Jun 2012 04:12:38 PDT Important; PLEASE READ :3 nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX Alot of my new work is now being inspired by my music (Electro, hardstyle and dubstep)
Point comissions as high as 4points is now open for anyone interested.

Note: i can ONLY do fantasy creatures and dragons... humaniod like i usually suck at and humans...eh....cant do :X

So to ask for a music inspired work that will be yours only to have all you do is:
-title of your favourite song within the genre of hardstyle, dubstep, electro (or somthing similar)
-type - wether speficially a dragon or a creature
-full body or head (if head only please state wether mouth to be open or closed)
-coloured or not
--link t ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/A-Proper-Christian-Belief-308887421 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/A-Proper-Christian-Belief-308887421 Sun, 17 Jun 2012 04:14:31 PDT A Proper Christian Belief nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX To love Satan you must love God.
To believe in god you must believe in the devil,
to believe in the devil you must believe in god. "

I get responses from Christians saying that this quote is bullsh*t because satan is evil and the devil doesn't exist.
-sighs-
For the love of friggin...ugh... you CANNOT just believe in the ONE thing.
for there to be evil there must be good
for there to be good there must be evil.
Otherwise there is no point in believing at all.
Why say that satan/the devil doesn't exist when you CAN'T explain to Atheists how God "himself" exists?
I myself is Neutral, I believe ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/To-hug-you-once-more-293033406 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/To-hug-you-once-more-293033406 Thu, 29 Mar 2012 19:35:31 PDT To hug you once more nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX No troubles, no worry, no hurt,
A place where dreams come to life,
A wonderous forest of freed souls.
Now i see why you chose death,
To live in a world where your problems never appear.

A world where death is nicer then living,
Sometimes i wished i followed you to death,
Wonder if the death world would be better then being alive,
Or would it just feel as lonely?
Many nights i wish i could interact with the dead,
Just so i could hug you once more.

Even though your not pyhsically not here,
I feel your comfort,
I feel your sadness,
I feel your presence.
I would kill all humanity just ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Within-Myself-282684991 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Within-Myself-282684991 Wed, 01 Feb 2012 05:54:10 PST Within Myself nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX Scattered blades of shredding screams,
Multiple emotions trapped inside this distorted figure,
One to only fear of myself.
Piercing through these mindless humans,
To prey upon those who deserve death,
Endless craving for something more,
Forever they hide....away within my eyes.
This inner demon of darkness shall live within my soul,
What you see is a girl in pain,
I do not write a poem of darkness,
I write a plead to be freed from this horror,
Now you can fully understand and see,
This true pain living within me.
A pain that only the strongest of souls can take in,
A feeling so ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Elementals-of-the-Darkness-269463002 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Elementals-of-the-Darkness-269463002 Wed, 16 Nov 2011 23:37:17 PST Elementals of the Darkness nonadult journals/fun/books XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/What-you-do-not-see-264838048 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/What-you-do-not-see-264838048 Sun, 23 Oct 2011 01:36:31 PDT What you do not see nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX She didn't know what to do,
Cause all of those around her,
Disappeared into a brighter world.
So she hide away, deep and dark,
Inside of her uncovered soul,
She lets out her cryfull roars,
In hope she can achieve her goal.
As her life crawled forward,
Silenced screams goes ignored and feared,
Voices of the other worlds,
Make her live with agony and deep pain.
This is what you do not see,
For this angel is me. ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/True-Pain-264837774 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/True-Pain-264837774 Sun, 23 Oct 2011 01:32:31 PDT True Pain. nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX Scattered blades of shredding rains,
Multiple emotions trapped inside this distorted figure,
One to only fear of themself.
Piercing through these mindless humans,
To prey upon those who deserve death,
Endless craving for something more,
Forever they hide....away within our eyes.
Intelligence outbreaks it's inner weakness,
Now i can full see,
The true pain inside of me. ]]> http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Dark-soul-264837185 http://xxmuzikcattyxx.deviantart.com/journal/Dark-soul-264837185 Sun, 23 Oct 2011 01:24:54 PDT Dark soul nonadult journals/personal XxMuzikCattyxX http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxmuzikcattyxx.png?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~XxMuzikCattyxX Watches during day,
With it's slashed cloak and strange markings,
It only gives me fright.
I don't know who it is,
Nor where it came from,
But it knows me,
And my only one weakness.
Why does it haunt me and not anyone else?
Popping up in dreams,
Shrieking at my face,
Giving me scars,
That can never be explained.
Taller then man, shorter then life,
Why wont it leave?
Creepyness from one's nightmare,
Mr Grim Reaper came to me,
To make a warning
Of a dangerous soul,
As i look into my mirror,
I notice the soul..is my inner darkness." ]]>