http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:XxPokiexX&section=today deviantART RSS for by:XxPokiexX en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 07:14:19 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/22265419/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/22265419/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 17:21:14 PST
My GPA for the Fall 2008 semester is: *drumroll* a 2.8!
So, my GPA as of now (cumulative) is: a 2.05
I don't care just as long as I'm not on academic probation.
Oh, and I'm now a history major with a bio minor. Why? Because my Bio major GPA sucked and I don't want to take the classes over. lol
(I mean, I don't suck that bad, I just do better in labs than I do in lecture.)
Anyway, I plan on transferring out of Howard and going somewhere closer to home, like NY, NJ or PA.
Here's a list of colleges:

Ramapo College (NJ)
Hofstra (NY)
Penn State (PA)
Temple (PA)
Columbia (NY)
Cornell (NY)
Rutgers-New Brunswick (NJ)

I had others in mind, but I was like ehhhh...
I'll explain later if it actually happens.
But anywho, I plan on changing my major *officially* when I transfer to American History.

Also, I've been house sitting since I got here, and it's nice. Today's my last night but I don't care. I got to stay here in Park Slope, Brooklyn and I felt closer to home than I ever felt.

Additionally, I work at the university's bookstore, so I get like, crazy discounts on stuff which makes me happy.

Tell me if this link works, please:

[link]

That's what I look like now. It looks like a depressing picture, but I swear it's not! lol

26th marked 7 months with my b/f. Yay!

I'm so happy, because I finally met a guy who treats me right and doesn't treat me like shit and step all over me. It's really...refreshing for a change. That, and I have friends that haven't back stabbed me or turned their backs on me, which makes me feel even better now, because I feel as though I'm on the right track now.

Well, time to focus again soon.
I return back to DC on the 6th.
To the rest of you guys, Happy -late- X-Mas, Kwanzaa, Yule & New Year's.

<3 Blaize

P.S. I got a new laptop for X-Mas! Before Thanksgiving break, I tripped over the ethernet cord, making my laptop fall off my desk and splitting it in two.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/20409674/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/20409674/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 16:06:30 PDT
So yeah, I haven't been on the internet as much because Howard U's "proficiency."

Anyway, I had a lot of growing up on top of the growing up I was doing.

And I've learned one thing:

RESPONSIBILITY SUCKS.

That, and college blows unless you have the right teachers -which I do, finally-.

I <3 my Bio Anthropology teacher and my Egyptian Philosophy teacher.

That and I'm proud of myself. I'm taking the only existing Egyptian Philosophy class in the nation!

Yessh! Victory is mine.

So, I'm doing 13 creds this semester and I'm like, "WTFH?"

I'm mad, because I really was looking forward to doing more than that. I still want to get out of here early and go to Grad School early.

To some extent, I guess I would like to be a prodigy.
Even though, people say I push myself too hard and such.

Well, I don't care. I'm going to get whatever I can out of college.

Meh, it still doesn't change the fact that my ass hurts.

Damn you, Howard. Damn you.

Oh, another thing, if this Biology thing doesn't work out for me, I may become a U.S. History major and become a defense attorney as planned. Meh.

I still want to help people without being shrewd about it though.

Well, if I do become a lawyer, I'll be like Mia Fey.


P.S. "I wanna fall and never wake up.
I wanna dream and never wake up.
No one's gonna stop me, no one's gonna stop me.
Not even me. Little old me."

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18432527/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18432527/ Wed, 21 May 2008 14:35:35 PDT
Then, a piercing silence hit the air as D.L. got up and was about to smash the figurine Lillith had gotten her. D.L. smirked at Lillith and threw the figurine to the ground as it smashed into a million pieces. Lillith had tears in her eyes as D.L. laughed evilly, although she was trying to hide the pain herself. She looked at the smashed figurine of her favorite Sailor Scout, Sailor Pluto, in silent sadness.

D.L. turned to look at Lillith, pulled a knife out and placed it to Lillith's throat, somewhat unwillingly.

"From now on, we are enemies," D.L. said with a forced vehemence in her voice. "From now on, you must be prepared to fight me at all costs. Since Gaven will not leave me alone, I consider you an enemy. Do you understand me?"

"But--" Lillith said.

""But" nothing!" D.L. shouted at Lillith. "BE PREPARED TO FIGHT ME!"

And with that, D.L. walked away trying to conceal the fact that she was torn inside, while ignoring Lillith, knowing that she too was hurt.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18400241/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18400241/ Mon, 19 May 2008 14:20:27 PDT
I dreamt that my dead grandparents and a couple of other people that I had met or were long gone before I was born (my great-grandparents and my Uncle Ho)- who had died along the way-were sitting at a table and were waiting for me to sit. There was a cake and it was lit. It said, "Happy Birthday Blaize!!" in pink frosting and had red roses on it. The frosting was white. There werre 19 candles around the cake and two candles in the middle that had the actual number. I closed my eyes and surprisingly enough, I blew out all the candles. Then, I cut the cake and started to cut pieces for everyone. People were just talking and chatting at the table. It was very peaceful. Like people we asking me how things were and to keep trying. Everyone wished me happy birthday. Then, it was over.

Dad comes over to Grandma's and I wake up to see him there. We order out some Italian food and I have some Shrimp Parmesan. Good stuff.
Then, I go to J&R to pick up Sims 2 Seasons.
Go back to Grandma's to install it. Funness!
Then, Chris calls me and says that he's able to hang out. Awesome!
Oh man, so my dad drives me to Brooklyn and we're like staking Chris out.
A little while later, Chris shows up...but meanwhile, I see Sharkey pass by with Mike and his girlfriend.
That's always fun and exciting.
So, anyway, me and Chris take a walk in the park with Sharkey and we end up by the zoo. Yeah, so we step out and this couple, which scared the hell out of me, asks us for directions to Flatbush.
They scared me because the guy driving the minivan looked and sounded like my grandfather who's been dead for 8 years, while the lady sounded like and had the same exact glasses as my grandmother who passed away 7 years ago.
After that, I saw a rabbit and I started screaming my head off.
Afterwards, we walk back and we find a white DS on a rock with 2 Pokemon games in it. It was Ruby and Diamond. I took the diamond game and Sharkey took the DS and the Ruby game. lol
Then, we split up and Chris treats me out to dinner. We have Italian (yes, again lol) and I tried Shrimp Scampi. Very interesting taste. While we're eating, we see Sammi, Erin and Scott. I picked up Sammi and Erin and spun them around. lol I almost knocked Erin into the fire hydrant.
After that, I got a cookie and we just chilled by the church (yes, our former hangout in HS) and went to The Circle. -another hangout spot-
We sat and talked and I gave Chris a shoulder massage. lol
Good times, good times.
I've gotta admit, this has got to be the best birthday I've had in like never.
All I have to say is, "Thank you for the birthday wishes and everything else, guys!"
I really appreciated it. ^_^

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18375236/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18375236/ Sun, 18 May 2008 00:11:12 PDT
Poor Wet Paint. Elias was like probing her on why she couldn't work and she was like shoving her hand like, "Hello!"

Good times, good times.

So, after that, we went to the movies. We saw Harold & Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay. Excellent movie. Hilarious.

Afterwards, Ravell and I go to Queens and check out the Queens Center Mall. It's hella big. We went to Macy's and Victoria's Secret.

Oh man, Macy's was not fun. I'm mad at the fact that Beyonce makes these pants with gold holes in the back pockets. She should lose her career for that. Anyway, poor Ravellius went bra shopping with me and learned a thing about us girls. lol!

We ate, then we went to Manhattan. Went to Toys R Us to see if they had the Sims 2 Seasons game. No luck. Try Virgin. No luck there either.

So, we head back to Brooklyn and I turn 19 between East Broadway and York St. in the tunnel, on the F train. Exciting!

So, we head over to 15th St. and walk over to the Tea Lounge. This is where the madness begins.

So, we walk over to the Tea Lounge and this girl is sitting in there giving me the "Nuh-uh" signal with her hand and I'm like, "Go die." Ravell and I sit outside and I proceed to steal their WiFi.

Oh man. Fun.

Little did I know that Alexa's dad owned the Tea Lounge. Had I known, it would've been a different story in my Sr. year of HS.

Anyway....

Alexa comes out and I scare her. I tell her it's my birthday and she like...runs away....to around the corner to smoke. Yeah.

Then, like this man is like screaming, "PUT OUT THAT CIGARETTE!! I HAVE ASTHMA!!! CALL THE COPS!!! HE HIT ME!!!" And Ravell and I are around the corner and we're like, "WTFH?!?!" and trying not to laugh.

So, we like walk away and I'm like, "This shit always happens on my birthday." A couple overheard and wished me Happy Birthday. I thought it was really sweet. They had just come from a birthday themselves.

Afterwards, I call Wet Paint and tell her what's going on. She thinks I'm insane because I'm trying to find a store that's open at 12-1 in the morning that sells the Sims 2 Seasons game. Oh ho ho.

YES!

Later, Ravell and I go to the store. I gamble twice. I lose both times miserably. Then, I'm here. Fun, isn't it?

And the day isn't over yet.

Well, happy birthday to me.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18183755/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18183755/ Mon, 05 May 2008 16:07:39 PDT I found out the funeral was on Friday.
I'm not in a good mood right now.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18117567/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18117567/ Thu, 01 May 2008 13:11:49 PDT
If you're looking for Blaize, my account name is: xXPokieXx

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18103131/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18103131/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 14:34:41 PDT
I just noticed something though....
If Gaven switched places with Ryu and Ryu switched places with Gaven...wouldn't that technically mean that DL married Ryu and not Gaven?

Because in my play, Gaven/Ryu kills Ryu/Gaven, because Ryu/Gaven killed DL. They never switched back. So that would mean that D.L. married Ryu.

Ryu in the Hellstar play was Gaven's ultimate rival. Gaven would always get what he wanted, but Ryu always had bad luck with things. Then, if they had switched...that would mean that Ryu's luck and Gaven's luck had changed.

Then, the whole thing with the arguments with Gaven and Lillith.
Gaven gets killed when he was younger and comes back. The Hellstar series happens shortly after Gaven and DL are officially married.

Then, the whole fiasco starts. Ryu goes out with F.A.R.W. D.L. goes out with Gaven. Ryu and Gaven both get into this major war/fight and D.L. gets killed in the end. Somehow, they end up switching places by accident. For some reason, they can't switch back. Throughout the whole play, D.L. doesn't know that Ryu and Gaven had switched places.

But then again, there's Spike...who is that?
I need to find out who Spike, Gaven and Ryu are in real life.
Now that I think about it, Ryu and Spike both have horrible luck.
But...Ryu and Spike were both Gaven's rivals, which funny enough, in Jack's case, he had two rivals. One always back stabbed him and the other stood by him no matter what. I doubt that they're one in the same...meaning that they're the same person.

Funny enough, Ryu back stabbed Gaven because he was friends with Spike, which Gaven back stabbed growing up. Spike stood by Gaven no matter what, despite how many times he hurt him. Then...the Hellstar series comes into play. The only thing is that Spike has nothing to do with this whatsoever. Spike and Lillith are the only two characters in the story who don't know about the body swap, not including D.L.

The characters in my stories are people that I know in real life. I incorporate them into my stories for fun, of course with their permission, but now I'm starting to notice that whatever I'm writing about them happens.

Some characters, such as Gaven, Ryu and Spike, I've made up for fun...but I'm starting to see that there may be people who could be them.

I need to really re-read this stuff. It's like too weird.
Have a nice day.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18055157/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/18055157/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 13:03:07 PDT
Uhh...no.

Rule 1: Don't call me: baby, sexy, ma or any of those other so-called pet names if it's your first time talking to me and you're a guy. I'm not your girlfriend and you don't know me. I'm not some slutty girl that you meet out on the street on your next door neighbor's corner. Not cool. Also, it's like do you talk to your mom, your aunt or your sister like that? No. So, don't do it to me.

Rule 2: Don't message me and ask me if I'm single or taken if it says it on my profile. It's like, you know how to read, right? So, then do it. If you can type, then you can read. Read before you message me.

Rule 3: Don't message me and ask me what school I go to. Like, what are we...five? No. It doesn't work like that. Learn how to read if you're going to try and so-called win me over or talk to me. Do your homework.

Rule 4: Don't message me if we've been talking for a couple of days and call me baby, sweetie, honey, etc. It's like, we're not going out. We're just friends. It makes me feel uncomfortable if you're doing that. Quit it.

Rule 5: Please don't stalk me. It's not cool. In other words, don't wait hours on end for me to come on. It's creepy.

Rule 6: Don't type to me like how you talk. It's very....ugh. I have no words for this, but it annoys me and it shows me how you really talk to people. Type in English or whatever language (foreign) that you speak. Not slang. I hate that.

Rule 7: Don't add me as a friend unless you know me. Don't ask to add me if I denied you the first time. If I denied you the first time, what makes you think that I'm going to accept your request the second time? Uhh...no. Bite me.

Rule 8: If you're above 23 and you're trying to add me as friend on BlackPlanet, I suggest you forget it. It's bad enough that I've have some 40-60 year old men try to add me. Like, that's disgusting. You're old enough to be my dad or my grandfather. Like, would you seriously hit on your own daughter or granddaughter like that? I don't think so. It's like, eat bricks, you disgusting people.

Also, just wanted to add something here that I didn't post in the MySpace blog. I don't like the fact that people think it's okay to hold certain things over my head when I bust my ass for them. It's like, bite me. I'm trying to get rid of negative people and get them off my back, but it seems as though I keep attracting them.

If I didn't want you near me in the first place, why are you bothering to try and keep me involved? And it's not just me, it's my friends as well. Leave them out of it. This is why I don't give a shit anymore about anything. Because it's unnecessary bull that has nothing to do with me. It's like, bite me. Why should I care if it has nothing to do with me? I understand that I used to care waaaay too much, but I see people are just taking me for granted and stepping all over me. It's not fun, nor is it cool.

And yes, I'm trying my best to explain before I complain.

What I'm trying to say is, don't take me for granted and do all this shit to me. I'm not stupid, not am I "unintelligent." I don't appreciate the people that I encounter to make bad first impressions about me or my friends. You don't know me, nor do you know my friends. It's like, whatever. Why should I be the one to tell you anything? I don't have to answer to you. You're not my family. That, and it's like you'll never know me as well as half, if not all, of my friends do.

I'm sorry that I can't be nice anymore, but it's like I said before, I'm tired of being nice and being dragged into shit that doesn't pertain to me. That, and I'm tired of being insulted and humiliated by people who don't know me. It's like STFU and go away. You don't know me and I don't know you. As far as I'm concerned, you're of no worth to me.

And it's like, don't talk to me unless you have something worthwhile to say to me. If you're just talking to me to just have a pointless conversation with me, don't even bother wasting your time on me. Don't talk just to talk. English is a beautiful language and I'd hate see it butchered by others who know it better than I do. (English isn't my first language. It's like my fourth or fifth.)

You know what? There's no point in me saying this over and over anymore. I'm going to go and chill and talk to my boyfriend.

Have a nice day.

(Sorry, I just can't be nice anymore. There's no point in it anymore. I hope most of my friends understand.)

--Blaize

P.S. Happy 19th birthday to my cousin. ^_^

Counting Stars

Hey, I wanna crawl... ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/16370116/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/16370116/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 09:57:06 PST It's just a feeling that I have.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/16259001/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/16259001/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 17:20:53 PST Yes, I'm a little late here, but oh well.

My New Years Resolution is: to become the biggest bitch there is towards certain people for 1 whole year.

Reason being? Because I'm tired of people that I'm just a nice, little girl who's going to sit there and frolic though the goddamn flowers and sniff the roses.

I'm tired of it.

That, and I'm tired of people not taking me seriously.

You know who you are.

Especially the jackass who hits me and calls me the "N" word.
Especially all the jerk-offs who backstabbed me.
Especially all the people who think it's ok to crack jokes on me and humiliate me in front of people

This is me. The original me. And if you don't like it, too bad.
If you can't take the heat, get out of the fire.
Or,
Deal with it.

It's your decision, not mine.

<3 Blaize a.k.a. Katara

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/15801736/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/15801736/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 01:43:23 PST
Remember how there was no talk of death or backstabbing or hearts being broken?

I wish we could go back to that for a sec and really focus on what was important. I mean, seriously. Think about it. The kid you met was your best friend and the teacher was like a second mom to you. If not, they took the place of your family, because your mom and dad would always be working?

I guess what I'm trying to say is that even though we still hurt, in some way, there's still that little kid all of us that doesn't get hurt at all, because....we were innocent.

Like what happened to that?

I mean, seriously. Think about it.

I know it's random, but I had to write this down.

I doubt anyone would read this, but ok. It's worth a shot.

<3 Blaize a.k.a. Katara

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/15571229/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/15571229/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 02:30:14 PST Now playing: Jeffree Star- Straight Boys
via FoxyTunes

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I really hate the people in my building. Tell me how the fire alarm went off at THREE in the morning. I'm getting tired of being a fire marshal. It sucks, because I'm the main one, and this isn't fun anymore.

People are becoming really stupid. Someone pulled the fire alarm to let some guy out because it was waaaay past visitation hours. It's like, are we stupid? We all know that if you pull the fire alarm, that they're still going to have not only YOUR Id, but HIS id as well, asshole.

Nice going, a-hole.

By the way, you know how I know? Because this dude tried to knock me over while I was coming down the stairs and I was like fuck no, you're not getting out of here before me.

Then, to top it off, when he got outside, he ran into a motherfucking car. The car drove off and there was another car with girls in there laughing at me and the my other fire marshal.

It's like, you find this shit funny? I should drag your asses out the fucking car so you can see how we feel. Why don't you freeze your fucking tits in 30 degree weather while we have the nice heat that you were enjoying while you were laughing your asses off at us? How about that? It's like, fucking A.

Then, one of the people went to McDonald's and locked her roommate out of her dorm. It's like, who the fuck goes to McDonald's at 3:30 in the morning? Are you like fucking retarded? You must be.

I have no sympathy for you if you get jumped.

Oh man, all this stuff I'm ranting about I should address in the next meeting.

And I thought being fire marshal would be fun. Let alone, easy. Damn, this shit sure as hell proved me wrong. Well,, this is preparing me for my future career as a doctor, so I guess I shouldn't really complain, but it's like, I'm really getting tired of people being completely stupid.

Fuck this shit. I'm just going to continue staying up until my insomnia wears out.

<3 Blaize a.k.a. Katara

P.S. Jack, I hope you read this to see how fucking annoyed I am. I need a hug.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/14808130/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/14808130/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 01:00:05 PDT
My nose is killing me and I still can't go to sleep and I've been listening to the String Quartet for hours on end.

I think I'm starting to type crap. *passes out on keyboard*

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/14129041/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/14129041/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 05:50:11 PDT
Monday- Ortho. Gonna get my braces off. -finally-

Tuesday- Permit test. Hair appointment. Concert.

Wednesday/Thursday- Off. So, if people want to chill, let me know.

Friday-Off to D.C.

Oh man. Can't wait to go to college and get away from everything. I need a break. I need...a vacation.

<3 Blaizeness

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/13970435/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/13970435/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 11:39:45 PDT
Now, I'm going to rant.

I was talking to one of my friends about my old jobs, and what happened. Now, I have a reason to be angry and vent and shit. Let's start with my old job at PSDC. I hate my old job from 3 years ago, because the people there are fucking assholes. Especially the people who hate me from three years ago and let me do whatever. I wish I got fired at that time instead of people leading me on telling me to be careful. If you knew the guy was a psycho, you could've told me, but since you let your dislike for me get in the way, you got what you wanted. I hope you people are fucking happy. I hope you all stay with your hate for me and go fuck yourselves. It just shows how much of an asshole you people are. Also, it shows how immature you all are. I know I made a mistake, but so did you. So, get over it, because you made a bigger mistake than I did. You did it to yourself.

Now, VCB, hate that place. It's a false utopia. I hate the fact that we were being paid to be controlled. We had more rules than the campers did. We had a curfue, they didn't. Then, you had people that backstabbed each other because they were afraid for their job. They actually did me a favor. I'm kinda happy that I got fired for staying someone else's dorm. The counselors couldn't go into other people's dorms, but the campers were allowed to. It's too backwards up there for me. Kinda happy that one of my co-workers backstabbed us and got us fired. Goes to show how many hypocrites I attract in my short lifetime.

Not to be mean, but I did like both of my jobs that I was working at. So, I don't get why people thought that I was threat. I did nothing wrong, in the sense that I didn't harass anyone. I was myself. I'm sorry if I threatened you, but that just means you're insecure with yourself. And by the way, I am not an insecure fuck. I may act like one, but I'm not one. So get over it. I can be secure with myself, but at times I may ask for advice and act like nothing fazes me. That doesn't mean I'm insecure.

Also, if this post seems angry, that's because I am -to some extent-. I don't like the fact that people feel that it's ok to tell me about how fucked up or messed up their life is, when it's minor compared to half the shit I've been through. Yeah, I feel sorry for you, but at the same time, can it. I hear it all the time. I don't complain much, but when I do, it's like I've committed a cardinal sin. It's like, "OMFG! I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING HEAR IT!" But, if it's you, you expect me to be nice and listen. It's like, I'm tired of listening to you fucking complain half the time.

Forget it. From this day on, no more nice Blaize. I AM a complete and total bitch. Fuck this shit. I hope everyone's happy. And then you try to figure out why I push people away
and why I'm so angry. Because there's no point in me saying shit anymore. You're all waaaay too smart for me. So, fuck it. I've said my legend, and I hope anyone who knows me or is friends with me understands why I'm so angry. If not, then you're on your own. Fuck you and fuck everything else. Have a VERY nice life.

Yeah, and I did change. For the better, so I don't have deal with assholes.

<3 Blaize

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/12646960/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/12646960/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 19:26:10 PDT
It's a sick, sick world out there and people just overlook the facts one too many times.

On a happier note, I have made my decision as to what college I am going to be attending. I will be attending Howard University come this fall. It's down in D.C. and I will miss everyone once I go.

Their mascot is a bison!

I'm excited and I can't wait.

Also, if you have any comments about the VT shooting, please let me know. I would be more than happy to read your opinion.

<3 Blaize

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/12623771/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/12623771/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 19:03:43 PDT [link]

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11558175/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11558175/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 20:17:38 PST
*tear*

*puts head down in embarrassment*

And what makes it worse?

My and my b/f look just like Katara and Zoku. All I need are the blue contacts and we're all set.

*tear*

I favored like 50+ pics of them...

Dammit

<3 Blaize

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11534759/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11534759/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 19:46:46 PST
Today was english and government.

Tomorrow = French

Wednesday = Math (w/a cheat sheet...oh yeah)

Thursday = AP Psych and the Orthodontist (which is after the test.....)

I came in so late today, that I was early for my Government final! XD

So, I took my English midterm after the final.

Then. I saw Jack, who I now feel guily about some things.... *tear*

Hung out with Ravell and the rest of the crew today.

Found out Jack has a biohazard tattoo with my name in script on it, on his left arm. Saw it today. I need a new b/f. J/k. I <3 you, even though I still feel guilty. You know what I'm talking about.

Oh, yeah. I have no life.

I need to hang out with some people.

List:

Vikki

Wet Paint

Liz

Jack

Tan-Tan

Tasha

That's the list for now...update later...

Going to go to sleep.

Tests + stress = oversleeping.

Notfun.

<3 Blaize

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11484997/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11484997/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 17:03:25 PST Thanks,
Andrea"


Ok. I udnerstand that this is Sammi's sis, but I have no clue what the fuck she's talking about. I looked at Sammi's sites on Myspace, and I didn't see anything offensive that I wrote. The worst damage that I did was type the word Biotch.

Ok.....I'm lost as to how this is "distateful."

You know what? You're 26. I'm 17, going to be 18 in May. Stop messing around with minors and leave us alone.

I understand that you may be protective of your sister, but I don't like the fact that you're sending me messages without really specifying what "language" I used.

Next time specify, and maybe, just maybe, I'll be a bit nicer.

Oh, and by the way, did your darling sister tell you what she's being saying about me and some of my friends? I had to go and straighten it out yesterday, your not-so-highness.

So, I would appreciate it if you explain before you complain. That's my policy.

And I'm really am not trying to come off like a so-and-so (I could use worse language) and make it seem like I'm really mean and such, but it's like, you don't even know half of the shit I went through up until this point. So, don't start with me.

<3 Blaize a..k.a. Lavina Teehee

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11377715/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11377715/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 17:00:26 PST
I found out today that my mom is legally responsible for paying for school, and that she needs to reimburse my dad ASAP.

For once, I actually felt like I did something right in my life. (Besides date Jack and become good friends with Liz. As well as meeting other people like Lia, Caitlin, Casey, Allie, just to name a few.)

Also, I had to tell Mrs. Tricarico the whole situation with me and my dad as well as why he couldn't pay for school on time as much as they would like him to.

I'm only seventeen, and I can only do so much and I'm happy with what I did. Hopefully, more good will come out of this. People are starting to work with me, as opposed to against me, which I like.

Oh man. I'm so happy.

I almost cried when I saw Lia today. She was looking all sad and depressed until I walked up to her. I thought I scared the shit out of her. Then, we just hugged each other.

It made me think, what would really happen if I didn't have the check today? Where would I be now? and What would happen to my friends?

<3 Blaize

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11327751/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11327751/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 17:20:40 PST

I feel like I'm being raised by a bunch of kids. My mom acts like a 5-year-old who has to have her way or, everyone suffers and she throws a tempertantrum, while my dad acts like some teenager who feels that there's always going to be someone there to solve the problems as if there's some magic wand.

I don't like the fact that I had to call my uncle last night and ask him for money for school, when my dad should've done it. I don't like the fact that I had to go over to my uncle's house and discuss financial matters with him and his wife. I don't like the fact that my dad decided to act upon my uncle's offer to pay for school a year later.

I don't feel that I should be responsible doing my parents' jobs. I don't feel that I should be the one looking for schools to go to in order to go back. That's my parents' jobs: not mine.

I'm sick and tired of being pitted inbetween their bullshit attitudes and their egocentricism. I don't think that they even notice the graveness of the situation here. I JUST GOT KICKED OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL IN THE SECOND HALF OF MY SENIOR YEAR! I CAN'T GRADUATE NOW! What part of that do they NOT understand?!?

Personally, I don't feel that both of my parents want anything to do with me now. It's like my mom just kicked me out of the house last year, and my dad just "can't wait until" I "leave." So, it's like, I have to grow up now and become an adult and take on all the responsibilities that they should be doing.

I want to go to school. I want to have an education. Even if it's a shitty one. At least it shows that I'm going to learn something and become someone in life. That's all I ever wanted for myself. I just want to be someone. I want to do something. I want to become a doctor. No more, no less. I just want to give something back to the world even if it means sacrificing my own lifeforce. I want to give new life to people. I want to be able to make people smile.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11237700/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11237700/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 19:59:07 PST
Ok. Here's the details.

They executed Saddam Hussein at 10:05 PM our time. But, guess what? They also hung his brother, Barzan Ibrahim and the former chief justice of the Revolutionary court, Awad Hamed al-Bandar.

I thought that they were hanging only one person. Not three.

Just like I said earlier: they're trying to do the Holy Trinity of Death. Not cool. *does no-no finger wave*

Jesus is so not coming back.

Thanks alot, America.

Hopefully, someone will slip and kill Bush. Maybe we could consider having Jesus come back.

Yeah. I got jokes....'cause I'm maaahd .

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11237231/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11237231/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 19:10:15 PST
Anyway, I would really like to stop feeling nauseated by what's going on...but I don't think it's going to end anytime soon.

Oh, btw...I finished my story about D.L., Lillith and the rest of the crew.

I am soo happy about that. Finished story=<3<3<3

Suhwheet!

In addition, I wrote about the symbolism in the story. Hehe....

I'm so sneaky...I'm clevah.

W00tness like a shoe!

I'm still annoyed about the Saddam Hussein execution. They killed him...like 10 minutes ago.

.....

People suck.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11237184/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/11237184/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 19:03:58 PST
(Note: I am not Catholic/Christian, I am Pagan.)

Besides, why did we capture him to begin with? This makes no sense to me. I thought we were in Iraq and Afghaistan looking for "nuclear weapons" and "Osama bin Laden". Obviously, it's starting to seem like more and more innocent lives are being put at stake more than anything else.

This inane shit needs to stop, because Bush is a war criminal and needs to shut the fuck up. He's doing a great job of destroying our country.

The end.

<3 Blaize

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10963828/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10963828/ Tue, 05 Dec 2006 17:49:21 PST
2.there will be no distrimination against peoples races sex color, or anything else.


3. u can rp about anything but if u want to rp in teen titans form then go a head just tell me if you wanna join

4.
When Your not please use brackets ( )or {}
5. when talking in bold ( bold=Haha) dont do it too much. It annoys me and many others. same with italic ( italic= whats up? )

6. In order to join one of the groups u have to have a char and tell me which one of the teen titans or the villains your char is most like. or if u want u can tell me which one of the titans or the villains u are most like okay ? good

7. your warnings .The first time you get in trouble YOU get a warning.(duh) second time, you get a warning and you get kicked, the last time i bann your ass!


8. No god moding.God moding is I can't get hurt and I can never die and my attack blow up your face you get the idea right.

other then that do what ever

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10963665/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10963665/ Tue, 05 Dec 2006 17:37:16 PST
Name:

age:

Gender:

Powers:

Weapons:

Appearance:

Background:

Markings/Tattoos:

Attitude:
please fill out this Example

Name:Raven Roth

age:17

Gender:female

Powers:Umbrakinesis, teleportation, emotional healing ability,psionic emotional manipulation, stral form (Soul Self), psychokinesis.

Weapons:None but he fist and feet

Appearance:she wears a chain belt around her waist as well. Raven is also depicted with light grey skin and short, violet hair.

Background: Father is a demon....

Markings/Tattoos: Birth mark...

Titan or Hive :Titan

Attitude:She is straightforward, moody, sarcastic, and has a dry sense of humor. Despite this, she shows signs that she cares very much for her friends.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10805148/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10805148/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 21:04:25 PST
Yesterday, I found out one of my friends was about to get kicked out of their house by their parent. This brought back some harsh memories of mine of what had happened to me in the beginning of this year. My mom had kicked me out of the house, placed an Order-of-Protection on me (with false charges), and disrupted my life for the rest of my Junior year.

Then, it got me thinking: if I had a chance to start over at certain points of my life, would I actually change something about it.

Then, today, I was on the bus at around 6:30 am in Jersey, and I met this lady. I didn't find out her name, but she did look like she was in her 40's-50's. The whole conversation started off with me turning on my phone, and then saying that she had the same phone as me. Then, we were talking to each other like we had known each other for years. It felt like...she was my grandmother (maternal) who had passed away 5 years ago.

I can't say much, but I have been thinking about this woman all day today, because I am still genuinely concerned about whether or not she had gotten that apple peel pulled out from under her gum. It's been there since the weekend. I really would like to know if she's ok.

As I write this, I am holding tears back, because when I talked to that lady, I felt like I was reunited with a long lost friend or relative that I hadn't seen in ages.

I don't care what you may think of me now, but this is how I feel.

Ever since meeting this lady, I've been really spaced out and somewhat depressed. I also feel somewhat lonely.

It's really weird how someone who gives you that prescence reminds you of someone else that you once used to know.

<3 Blaize

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10340480/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10340480/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 18:46:58 PDT
It's called Storybook

Stupid love songs make me sick
I feel like a bomb--tick
Surprised I'm still standing?
So am I. I'm commanding.
I'm still here after what you--
Never mind. You owe me my due
Time's up. Time to pay
It's my way or the highway

Chorus:

My life's like a storybook
When you read it never ends
Once you go back and look
You find my life making sense
Broken, shattered, put back together
All these pieces lead back to me
In the corner--during crazy weather
Standing and drowning by the sea

"Maybe this isn't the life for me,"
I think sipping my tea
What's the use of wasting my time
Blocking you, when you just come back?

yup...that's all I have....

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10295865/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10295865/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 17:12:01 PDT
I've been stressed lately, and I haven't been saying or doing anything about it. Except for today, when I cried my brains out and went into total hysteria. I hate crying.

So, here goes.

My cat, she has an UTI that went to her kidneys. She may die. She's 12 going on 13. I don't want her to die.

School. Gets on my nerves. I hate school.

I got into an argument with Caughey during 8th...I don't like her-at all.

Then, Mrs. Bern....yeah. Got into an argument. About detention.

Huie gave me the task of looking up Under Pressure on the computer. I wasted my whole 7th period looking for the goddamned sheet music. All I found were guitar tabs. Fun. Something I didn't want to do.

The only classes that seem to cheer me up, somewhat, are music and AP Psych. Maybe because I picked them. Whatever.

I need a vacation. Someone care to join me?

SSHS is the getstapo. Get over it people.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10250236/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10250236/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 15:59:52 PDT
Ihateeverything.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10225499/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10225499/ Fri, 29 Sep 2006 12:45:01 PDT
Chracters my be posted Example:
Heres the rules for rule playing Use Quotes and make sure the person your tryin 2 talk 2 knows your trying 2 talk 2 them also Killing of someone else's Character isn't cool and ain't fair you can kill off your own character or kill someone else's if they allow it if you don't obey this rule in Role playing they person has alright to tell me or any other Masters of Random and we'll deside what well happen...



Exaple of chracter post and also my chracter...hehe...

Name: Hexster A.K.A Hex

Gender: Male

Age: 20

Race: Were Wolf But was Human before he was cursed

Hair Color/Length: light Brown all over his body but the hair on top of his head is little longer and spikes up on it's own


Eye Color: Green with Yellow sclera( which is the white part of your eye if u didn't know that)

Weapon: Sword (Lenth of sword 5Ft 3inch)

Class: Knightish...


Apperance:
he's about 8ft tall and 7inchs. muscular has no shirt butWhere Black baggy Jeans with a long silver chain he also has a black belt with siver buckel. Wears silver shoulder armor that only covers his riight shoulder that is conected by a black leather belt also with a silver buckel That also holds his sword. His sword is middevil and has black strap on the handel With a Ruby on the end.


Personality:
Strong determination, Would never hurt anyone in less needed. Hates 2 be bothered and trys 2 hide his emoitions by acting tough but really cares about his family and friends.


History:
Grow up poor with his Mom and little sister on his grandparents Farm His father left when his little sister Jamie was born and was only when He was 7. However one year later a his mom was in debt and she asked help from an old witch but the witch grew angry ang killed his mother and burned down the Farm. But as this home had set fire he grabed his little sister and headed for the shed he placed his little sisteron the ground with her blanket and left the shed 2 find his Mother but as he searched he heard the laughter of an old woman. he turned there was the witch her self she muttered some words and Hex blacked out the next thing Hex knew was that he had sharp claws and had hair all over his body. he stummbled over to the shed where he found his little sister Jamie asleep and unharmed.
The rest of his life he spent running way and helping his sister annd trying 2 get food for the two of them and pretecting her from any thing that tries 2 harm her.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10162193/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10162193/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 12:47:17 PDT
Yeah, well, I was eating my food and then these stupid yuppies saw me and decided to talk in front of me.

The lady was like, "Did you see Supersize Me ?"
The man said, "Yeah! That's my favorite movie! My favorite part was when the guy vomited!!!"
The lady said, "Wow! Really! That was my favorite part too!"

And of course, they were talking about it over and over. Of course, it had to be when I was eating. So, I'm all like, WHAT THE FUCKING HELL??!! I'M EATING GODDAMMIT!!!

So, when the yuppies finally split, the man went into the video store and I shouted out, "SUPERSIZE ME SUCKS!!!" and I went to get food.

Isohateinconsideratepeople.They'resuchpricks.

D.L.

]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10096431/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10096431/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 23:36:40 PDT
I'm still getting weird dreams which are causing me to be EXTREMELY cranky as hell.

WTFH?

Ineedsleepbadlybutthedreamswontletmesoth ereforeimscrewed.

Oh, one of the dreams I keep getting is the one where someone went to the Empire State Building and put a toxic bomb there. Then, it went off, and like, everyone, died. Except for the kid who looked like me. The kid just started running after the man in the dark cloak. THen. a boat appears out of nowhere, and the kid is standing on water staring at the boat. The boat starts to sink. It looks like I'm near Florida or Cuba. There's no people screaming or jumping off though. Just the boat sinking. The kid starts to walk towards the boat and then there's green stuff coming out of the boat.

What the hell?

Then there's the one where 2 people I know keep wanting to meet me after school and they want to chill with me and crap. I don't know.

And then there's....

The one where I'm in a black room, but I'm visible because I'm wearing a red dress. I walk up to a table and start reading my own tarot cards. Then, I get up, go to the window (which somehow magically appears) and there's a vampire standing outside and he's always hitting on me, and I'm all like, "Go away. I don't like you." So, he jumps through the window and I'm all like, "WTF?" So, I got a broom out of nowhere and started hitting him on the head until I found out who he was and I was all like, "Oh. Oops."
Teehee. Funny one.

It's all to freakin' weird for me.

Well, if anyone can decode any of these for me, I would be a lot happier than I am now.

Thanx. ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10096322/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10096322/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 23:17:41 PDT
Sick
Cranky
Tired
Annoyed

And let's not forget....

Stupid.

Liz, I just remembered what I was going to tell you.

Guess who called me 2 nights ago?

Yup.

Oh, yeah....

The tarot cards won't stop talking to me.

Oh, another thing...

I signed up to be on JEOPARDY! and Wheel of Fortune.

So, ya'll may be seein' me on T.V. very soon.

Peace out.

Blaize.

P.S. My couch is a llama.

myheadhurtslikearatsassoncrack.boohoo. ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10044446/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/10044446/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 20:48:37 PDT
Check your myspace messages.

From,
C.J. ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9974125/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9974125/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 07:51:20 PDT ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9971153/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9971153/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 01:20:47 PDT
*sits downs and ponders*

Well, I might as well rant about something...

So here goes...

I've been having nightmares lately. Strange nightmares.

It's like, I'm walking around, and then, boom! I get kidnapped by my mom. It's either that, or I see my own funeral. The guy in the front, he's always bloody crying. I'm not even sure who he is anymore. Maybe he's just an enigma of who I'm supposed to marry.

Then, there's that dream where I just...fall. Not like anyone cares, but hey, it's not like it's the end of the world. But, I just keep falling and I keep seeing a red and black light. I touch it, I get dragon wings, then they turn into feathers, and then they fall off. Then, I fall to my death. There's always buildings around me and I feel like I'm in Kyoto or Tokyo, Japan (although I've never been there). Everytime I have this dream and decide to read tarot cards, I see the pictures move. They talk to me.

And now you're thinking that I'm some crazed psycho. Great.

Then, there's another dream where I'm a necromancer. I'm bringing someone (not specifying) back from the dead. This one's recent. Everytime I wake up from that dream, I'm drained. Literally. And it's like I get about 8-12 hours of sleep, so I don't get how I could be so drained. Maybe, I'm actually doing these things in my sleep. I don't know anymore.

The other one is where a monk keeps tapping my forehead telling me to wake up. WTFH?!?

I'm starting to think I'm crazy and I'm going insane, but I know that I'm a skeptic at heart.

Help.

*cries*

P.S. I've also noticed that I'm starting to see things as if they're moving slower than me and I'm starting to read minds. I hate this.

Blaizeneedsavacationbadly.Grrr. ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9961674/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9961674/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 08:48:51 PDT Off Northeastern Queensland Steve was killed when he swam too close to one of the animals, which have a poisonous barb on their tails It was a stingray i think ...
One barb went up and into his chest and put a hole into his heart which he saddly died from.
Even though they tried to help Steve the pouncer killed him the same day in his life he helped many animal and set up reseves but has now died leave 2 kids and wife in the end he helped save lives of many animals ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9711968/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9711968/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 10:41:00 PDT
I know that most of the colleges that I have been to have a good academic standing, but I also wanted to go to a place where I would feel more comfortable staying or going to. Also, I know that they all have something nice and unique to offer, but I don't which college is right for me. Not yet, and I don't feel that I should be pressured into making my decision yet.

I just want to make sure that my SAT scores are in place and then I'll do it from there.

Right now, I'm just very confused, stressed and I feel pressured....

Whatever. I give up. ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9655402/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9655402/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 20:59:38 PDT
[link]



Look what this so-and-so wrote and then see what I wrote...


Blaize ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9631988/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9631988/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 17:39:17 PDT
Examples:

"OMG! I'm going to die in 2 seconds....What should I do?"

or

"I'm 13. I prostitute. Should I be selling myself?"

or

"Hi. I haven't eaten in 50 days. I'm hungry and I don't know what to do. Can someone tell me?"

or better yet...the classic one:

"Why do I keep farting?"

What the bloody hell?!?!!??

These people are morons! Why are they even here on Yahoo! Answers? Why?

Someone answer that one when they're in the right state of mind. Please. Before I find these morons and strangle them each in their own homes. ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9627825/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9627825/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 11:18:53 PDT
CURRENT SAT SCORE NEW SAT SCORE
EQUIVALENT
1026 (the current average score) 1539 (what the average new SAT score should be)
800 1200
850 1275
900 1350
950 1425
1000 1500
1050 1575
1000 1650
1150 1725
1200 1800
1250 1875
1300 1950
1350 2025
1400 2100
1450 2175
1500 2250
1550 2325
1600 2400


And there's some colleges....

SCHOOL NAME AVERAGE SAT SCORE
2003 NEW SAT SCORE
EQUIVALENT
American University 1223 1835
Amherst College 1422 2133
Arizona State 1095 1643
Bard College 1320 1980
Barnard College 1350 2025
Bates College 1338 2007
Baylor University 1180 1770
Boston University 1299 1949
Bowdoin College 1370 2055
Brown University 1390 2085
CIT 1510 2265
Clemson University 1208 1812
Colby College 1335 2003
Colgate University 1337 2006
Columbia University 1407 2111
Darmouth College 1417 2126
Florida State University 1190 1785
Fordham University 1212 1818
Iowa State University 1210 1815
Ithaca College 1183 1775
Johns Hopkins University 1378 2067
Kenyon College 1323 1985
Lehigh University 1278 1917
MIT 1466 2199
Michigan State University 1141 1712
Middlebury College 1410 2115
Morehouse College 1080 1620
NYU 1310 1965
Oberlin College 1339 2009
Pomona College 1450 2175
Skidmore College 1251 1877
St. John's University 1070 1605
Swarthmore College 1425 2138
Texas A&M 1186 1779
UC Berkeley 1300 1950
University of Colorado-Boulder 1175 1763
Vassar College 1372 2058
Wesleyan University 1390 2085


My score was a 1470...so that means I got some where around a 970....I'm so angry...

*drops the f-bomb!*

GRR!!! I h8 u CollegeBoard!! ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9621726/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9621726/ Sun, 06 Aug 2006 20:36:22 PDT [link] to see what I'm talking about.

Blaize ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9583560/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9583560/ Thu, 03 Aug 2006 02:02:42 PDT
And then it got me thinking.

Maybe I should write a letter to Alex Trebek (Jeopardy host) and Pat Sajak:

Dear Pat Sajak and Alex Trebek,

Why do these people on 'Wheel of Fortune' allow retards to go onto your show? Whoever let them on national T.V. must be a complete idiot.

And now when I think about it, it's like, "What the hell is wrong with you people?!?!?!?"

So, I have come to my conclusion, on this letter, that stupid people get to go on T.V., but smart, and somewhat intelligent people, like myself, don't get to go on to get our 15 minutes of fame.

It's just not fair.

Then, to top it off, Pat, what the hell are you doing on this show???? You have no business being on this show whatsoever. You left the military and now you're hosting a goddamned game show with some chick old enough to be your love-child! What the hell?!?!?! Go home and retire. I thought you had enough with idiots after leaving the military. Get a life.

Just one day, watch...I'll be on Jeopardy and Wheel of Fortune one day!

Pat Sajak and Alex Trebek: WATCH OUT!!

HAH!!!

I win.

From,

Blaize

P.S. Alex, I know you have nothing to do with this letter, but I just wanted to show you how some Americans are really stupid when it comes to solving simple things: including puzzles. Also, I would like to be on your show one day. ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9569143/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9569143/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 18:20:09 PDT
Name:

age:

Gender:

Powers:

Weapons:

Appearance:

Background:

Markings/Tattoos:

Attitude:
please fill out this Example

Name:Raven Roth

age:17

Gender:female

Powers:Umbrakinesis, teleportation, emotional healing ability,psionic emotional manipulation, stral form (Soul Self), psychokinesis.

Weapons:None but he fist and feet

Appearance:she wears a chain belt around her waist as well. Raven is also depicted with light grey skin and short, violet hair.

Background: Father is a demon....

Markings/Tattoos: Birth mark...

Titan or Hive :Titan

Attitude:She is straightforward, moody, sarcastic, and has a dry sense of humor. Despite this, she shows signs that she cares very much for her friends. ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9544249/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9544249/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 14:54:49 PDT rpNARUTO that did great so why did people stop going to rpTEENtitans? Thanks for look at this Journal




Please go to
[link] ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9543102/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9543102/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 12:48:05 PDT
I'm on my account.

Oh, and yes, this is Blaize. Not her friend (who's name will not be mentioned).

Anyway, no need to get pissed off at me. You know who you are.

Oh, and by the way, it's nice that you think you know me, but you don't. I could be A LOT bitchier than you think. Just think of this journal as me being...NICE.

So, do me a favor and stop acting so juvenile. And also, get over it. You'll recover by the end of today. Right?

It's like "OMFG!!!!WTFHISGOINGONHURRR!!!!SHELIEKTOLDMETUHDUHLETEHER......!"

LMAO! DFL!

You think you know me, but you don't

You think you saw me, but you didn't

You didn't meet me

Nor did you take the time to say, "hi."

So, don't throw your panties in a bunch.

KTHANX,
Blaize

P.S. Sometimes being nice doesn't work.... ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9498038/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9498038/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 06:59:05 PDT
How are ya people?

By the way, just letting you know, this isn't Blaize ranting today. This is her friend, Rose.

Here goes....

Who the hell calls me up at 12 @ night to tell me that their "so-called" friend knows a friend of mine? Personally, I don't care.

Well, if you're looking at my friend's site (like xanga and myspace) and giving away all that info about her, you have no life. Do something else more constructive with your life. Don't go and say, "You know her," unless you really met her in person.

If you really knew her, you would have called her by now.

Oh, and another thing, stop texting Blaize's phone!!! You're an idiot. How the bloody hell can she see the text messages on her phone if her screen is cracked and looks like a firebomb hit it??!!?!?

Do we have any common sense...at all? I'm guessing that rings up as a no.

Well, peace out,
Rose/Rosealind ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9491842/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/9491842/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 15:59:56 PDT
Well here's some of them...


"I wish I could be the girl you once knew
Now, I'm just average...without a clue
Wish you'd just say you're sorry
And then tell me not to worry..."

If you want me to write the rest....let me know...

Kthanx,
Blaize ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/7858455/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/7858455/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 17:51:09 PST ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/7630133/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/7630133/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 13:19:29 PST
Mood: stupid stuff happens

Al right I was walkin home and some old guy stoped said he was god (really this shit happened) Ocourse i didn't Think he really was so i walked away but then he stoped me again and said "No wait I'm god please Don't go" So then that freaked me out so once more I walked way... as I waklked way the old guy put on a sign that said I'm buddah


And thats Pretty much it....

Losers ]]> ~XxPokiexX http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/7616716/ http://XxPokiexX.deviantart.com/journal/7616716/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 03:31:20 PST
Mood: What the f@#% !

For example people who work at stores if you If you have to be all in peoples business and ask qeustions like " Why don't you buy this shirt... oh you would look nice in that disigner taged shrit for $624.00+ tax" Basters don't help me in less someone ask for it

And the people who work at the movie theater piss me of 2 cuz they'll ask more then once are u sure that's all? yes i'm sure if want something else i would have said so.

Oh and for the dumd ass why i shall not name but well Yell at Stop using my DeviantART Name You ass hole that i shall not name...

F$%^ U all ]]> ~XxPokiexX