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Ah, yesterday was halloween, and it was great, i even went trick or treating.
Oh yea, and follow me on twitter:

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]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/27906255/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/27906255/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 13:33:46 PDT "Do you know what's worth fighting for? When its not worth dying for. Does it take your breath away, and you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weigh out the pride? And you look for a place to hide. Did someone break your heart inside? You're in ruins." -Green Day.

Single?
why yes I am. and I have only one thing to say about it:

All the lies I kept, all the secrets ment to keep from breaking you, I don't regret them, and I never will. Everytime my lips touched hers, you were the fartherest thing from my mind, I felt the slightest guilt before now, but I never will. But even though sometimes I want to break the silence, just to hurt you, I never will, it will be my victory, my silent pleasure, my dirty little secret.

[[No one gets the pleasure of knowing who that ^ is for]]

Well, that is all, thank you.

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26884495/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26884495/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 21:05:52 PDT okay. now for the journal
I miss my girlfriend like fuckkkk.
wah.
gatoraid is the shit.
Survey time.

Fav Colour:

[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[x] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of bottom half are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = homosexual
[x] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Skinny jeans = beast
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[x] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ] 1 = who ate
[x] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who farted on
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = a horse
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[x] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = Micheal Jackson
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = YOUR MOM

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = because the voices told me to
[ ] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[x] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs

I am a hot scene kid, who loves to be different, who needed a jew, because that's how I roll.
Wtf. but i AM a hot scene kid XD aha. why not be over confident.

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26722929/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26722929/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 21:19:41 PDT (002) Sexual orientation: Pansexual
(003) Single? No
(004) Do you want to be? Hell No.
(005) Your birthday: Feb. 17
(006) Age you wish you were: 18
(007) Your height: 5'3
(008) The color of your eyes: Brown
(009) The color of your hair: 2-toned. right now.
(010) Piercings: ears. -sigh-
(011) Tattoos: I have an upside down cross scar on my hand. from me

DO YOU

(012) Smoke? Used to
(013) Do drugs? I refuse
(014) Read the newspaper? No
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? Sure
(017) Take walks in the rain? No
(018) Drive? Yes
(019) Like to drive fast? Hell Yes
(020) Hurt yourself? Not anymore

HAVE YOU EVER

(021) Been out of the country? No
(022) Been in love? -doodles hearts- what?
(023) Done drugs? No
(024) Gone skinny dipping? Nooooo
(025) Had any type of surgery? Yes
(026) Ran away from home? No
(027) Played strip poker? ....i want to
(028) Gotten beaten up? No
(029) Been picked on? Yes
(030) Been on stage? Yes
(031) Slept outdoors? no
(032) Thought about suicide? Yes
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? Yes
(034) If yes, what is your record? 27 hours
(035) Talked on the phone all night? Yes
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? Yes
(037) Slept all day? yes
(038) Killed someone? HELL NO
(039) Made out with a stranger? No
(041) Had sex with a stranger? No
(042) Kissed the same sex? DUH! i have a gf
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? Yes.
(044) Been betrayed? Yes
(045) Broken the law? yes
(046) Met a famous person? umm idt
(047) Been on radio/TV? radiooo
(048) Been in a mosh-pit? sadly no
(049) Had a nervous breakdown? yes
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance? HELL NO
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back? yes. [it was fucking wiL Francis]

APPAREL

(052) Shoe brand: DCs
(053) What are you normally wearing to school/work? jeans. band tee
(054) Wear hats? i love em
(055) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? yes
(056) Do you wear make-up daily? -applies more make up- so i look okay?
(057) Favorite place to shop: spencer's ,journeys ,hot topic
(058) Favorite article of clothing: my gf's necklace
(059) Are you trendy: hell yea

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

(060) Life on other planets: no
(061) Miracles? yes
(062) Astrology? yes
(063) Magic? some
(064) God? no
(065) Satan? -cough-wil francis-cough-
(066) Santa? HELL YEA
(067) Ghosts? eh. yea
(068) Luck? no
(069) Love at first sight? lust? why of course
(070) Yin and Yang? yes
(071) Witches? yes
(072) Easter- no
(073) Fidelity? eh?
(074) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no. -_-

LOVE

(075) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing this title? no
(076) Do you remember your first love? richard stanley....ah that fuckin dork
(077) Still love him/her? hell no
(078) Do you consider love a mistake? never.
(079) What do you find romantic? candels. roses. [kisses in my kitchen ]
(080) Turn-on: piercing and tattoos. whips and chains and leather. oh and william control..oh was i not supposed to be that honest?
(081) Turn-off: a lot of hair...-shivers- ewh jack barakat
(082) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? no
(083) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? no
(084) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yes
(085) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? umm no
(086) What's the last present someone gave you? um a lollipop
(087) Are you in love? yesss <3

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(088) That made you laugh? glenna
(089) That laughed at you? ashley
(090) That turned you on? glenna.
(091) You went shopping with? mom
(092) To disappoint you? mom
(093) To ask you out? i dunno
(094) To make you cry? mom
(095) To brighten up your day? glenna
(096) That you thought about? glenna
(097) You saw a movie with? glenna.
(098) You talked to on the phone? glenna [lol ilmy gf]
(099) You talked to through IM? ashley
(100) You saw? my mom
(101) You turned down? my stalker...dun dun du... ]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26700556/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26700556/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 19:58:57 PDT You can't use the band I used and don't repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think!
Repost as "my life according to (band name)".

Pick your Artist:
All Time Low

Your sex:
Damned If I Do Ya. (Damned If I Don't)

Describe yourself:
Lost In Stero

How do you feel:
Weightless

Describe where you currently live:
My Paradise

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Hello Brooklyn [its true. i love cities]

Your favorite form of transportation:
Last Flight Home

Your best friend is:
Holly (Would You Turn Me On) [lol my best friend other than my gf is named holly]

You and your best friends are:
Shameless

What's the weather like:
The Beach

Favorite time of day:
Hit The Lights

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
The Worst Kind Of Lullaby

What is life to you:
Memories That Fade Like Photographs

Your relationship:
Therapy

Your fear:
Time To Break Up

What is the best advice you have to give:
Stay Awake(Dreams Only Last For A Night)

Thought for the Day:
Stick, Stones, And Techno

How you would like to die:
Six Feet Under The Stars

Your soul's present condition:
Poppin' Champange

Your motto:
This Is How We Do

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26449112/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26449112/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 16:39:16 PDT no. 29....it is not too old.
-cries- that's a lie. well i dont care. -snuggles alex gaskarth-
SURVEY TIME

Mentally Ill Test:

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.

Total: 5

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

Total: 11

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling

Total: 14

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People sometimes shake their heads and walk away from you
[x] You are often told to use your 'inside voice'

Total: 19

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time

Total: 23

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

Total: 30

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am ____% Mentally ill

- - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 7

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 13

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 17

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 22

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 27

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 29

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 32

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 35

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight.

SO FAR : 38

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 42

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In Th... ]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26316727/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26316727/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 11:29:01 PDT I went to bath and body works and I instantly thought of that Panic At The Disco interview. Where Jon admits to wearing Bath and Body Works, Sensual Amber, and Spencer sniffs him and tells him he smells good. Please tell me someone knows what I'm talking about. lol. Well anyway, there I saw it, Sensual Amber. And I didn't expect it to smell that good, but oh my god, it is heaven. So guess what I'm wearing right now. XD Sensual Amber. Someone sniff me and tell me I smell good. XD

I stole this...duh.

1.What´s your commonly used nickname people call you?
Umm my girlfriend calls me Pumpkin, my besite calls me Alex XD [I call her Jack]


2.What´s your favourite color?
Neon Green and Turquoise


3.What´s your favourite food?
Pizza


4.Are you a squeamish person?
Not really


5.What´s your favourite animal?
A Neko. ahaha


6.Biggest pet peeve?
Hypocrites.


7.If you could go anywhere in the world,where would it be?
London

8.Do you cry easily?
Kind of

9.Do you generally have a good loving family?
Generally


10.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes


11.Do you have many phobias?
Chanting...chanting creeps me out. And Ryland...oddly


12.Favourite genre of music?
Alternative


13.What´s your thoughts on homosexuals?
I'm half way there. XD


14.Are you a trendsetter,a trend follower,or do you dress originally?
Trendsetter


15.Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Yes. -looks down embarassed- But I dont no more

16.Do you like school?
When I'm with my friends, but I wish my gf still went to school with me


17.Are you known to spend money quickly?
-buys a stuffed owl- what are you talking about? I NEED this. XD


18.What time is it right now?
2:18 PM

19.Are you on the computer a lot?
-goes to pee, while holding the labtop-


21.Pet hermit crabs-a good thing or a bad thing?
Awh, I want one.


22.Leftie or Righty?
Righttttt


23.Do you have any scars/stretch marks etc?
Yes...a lot


24.Do you have dull elbows or pointy elbows?
Pointy


25.Timmies or Starbucks?
Starbucks


26.Do you have any sleep problems?
Sometimes. If my sleep pattern gets fucked up.


27.Are you a shy person?
When I first meet someone


28.Are you a gift-giver?
Depening on A LOT of things.


29.Warm or cold?
Cold


30.Do you like meeting new peoples?
Depends really. Do people want to meet me?

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26191026/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26191026/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 14:04:54 PDT
1. Of your favourite bands: Aiden, All Time Low, Bring Me The Horizon, and Nevershoutnever!

2. Of your favourite fruits: Strawberries, Kiwis, Starfruit,and Rasberries

3. Meals you eat too much of: Pizza, Bacon XD, Wendy's Cesar Salad, and Uncooked Ramen

4. Places you would like to go before you die: New Orleans, Japan, London, and Paris

5. Things you'd like to see in person before you're 29: Alex Gaskarth, Jack Barakat, William Roy Fucking Francis. i love that man, and Audrey Kitching.

6. Items of make-up you wear: Eyeliner, Mascara, Powder Foundation, and Lip Gloss

7. Times a day that you love the most: Night, Right Before Sunrise, Right After Sunset,and Midnight.

8. Of your favourite times of year: Winter, Halloween, Rainy Mondays, and the last day of school.

9. Of your favourite items of clothing: my Zebra tank, All three of my All Time Low tees, lol, my neon converses, and my red pants

10. Of your favourite sports: sleeping, sitting, eating, and relaxing. LOL

11. People who adorn your favourite hair colour: Zack Merrick, Alex Gaskarth, Christofer Drew [at one point], and Gerard Way [at one point]. I like blondes.

12. People who adorn your favourite eye colour: My girlfriend, Alex Evans, Tom Sykes, and thats all i can think of. I like blue eyes.

13. People in your favourite band: William Francis, Jack Barakat, Matt Nichols, Chris Drew [awh hes the only one in NSN.lol]

14. TV programmes that you will ALWAYS watch: Blues Clues [no joke], Stevens Untitled Rock Show, That 70's Show, and Spongebob.

15. People who you have ‘admired’ or ‘admire’: My Girlfriend, Glenna. For being the most amazing person I know. And wicked awesome in bed. XD jk...or am i? LOL and Seth Manson, for being the strongest person I know. i love that boy. William Francis, from coming from shit and being an EXCELLENT musician and an amazing person, Hayle Williams, for proving girls can rock, and having rad as hell hair.

16. Colours that look good on you: Pale Yellow, Bright Blue, Bright Pink, and Lavander. all that is just since im blonde now though.

17. Of your favourite countries: Japan, England, Canada, and Puerto Rico. [i hate america]

18. Of your favourite animals: Foxes, Mice, Cats, and Alex Gaskarth..I love that one. XD


ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Srh
TWO - Are you single?: No
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 13 & 7
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Black or White
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Gray
SIX - Favorite candy?: Hard Candy
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: I smoked Ciggys at one point.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: eh..yea
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Umm yes.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: English
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: Hell to the fucking no
TWELVE - How do you make money?: Allowance...lol
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: My girlfriend.
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: West Johnston
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: For certian people
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Spontanious.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: My Converses
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: Yup
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: England, in an underground club. XD jk. but maybe.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?:Sleeping.lol
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: Yes, my girlfriend. lol

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: that my feet are cold
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: typing. duh.
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Yes, very bad i do it every sunday too.
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?: Again, hell to the fucking no
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My Grandma -_-
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Umm. -shifty eyes- maybe
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Hypocrites.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: no.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yes very badly.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: From my parents, yes.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: Several

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: yes
Can you dance?: i can wiggle. lol
Can you do a cart wheel?: nope.
Can you tie a cherry... ]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26148599/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26148599/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 10:41:34 PDT
Yea, that's right I said it.
So I just saw the new video for "I Came 2 Party", and I think I died a little inside. The music is great, it is just a little poppy, but the band was always like that away. So I really don't mind, but all the auto-tune and the drum machine sound, or w/e they're doing with the keyboad...should die. No offense but it is possible to produce the entire sound of that song...on a computer. And maybe I'm being too picky. I mean I expect them to grow and mature as people aswell as musicians, they are young yet. But this song honestly sounds like every other pop act out there. I liked them because they were unique. And after watching that video, I am SO GLAD to see they bought into the fact that sex sells. NOT. It was rather refreshing to see the videos for "Escape to The Stars", "Forever Or Never", and "Lovesongs (They Kill Me)", simply because they were not filled with sluts and over the top sexual themes. I mean as part of my genereation I am not super conservative and believe that skirts and short shorts are the devil, I am just a little sick of hollywood throwing sex in my face every oppertunity it gets. And while the video isn't extreamly sexual, it is bad enough.
-sigh- so over all....two words.
SELL OUT.

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26114506/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26114506/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 18:16:18 PDT and btw. i went to walmart and my mom was like 'wow, walmart doesnt have jack' as in like jack shit....or nothing...redneck thing. and i said 'of course walmart doesnt have jack...i mean he is a very busy man.' and she gives me this look and says..'does this have anything to do with all time low.' AHAHAHAHA! she knows me too well.

1.) What is your name?
My Best Friend calls me Alex...I call her Jack...but my name is Sarah

2.) Do you find it annoying when surveys ask for your name?
No...should I?

3.) What do you plan to buy in the future?
A present for my girlfriend's birthday

4.) Where did you get the underwear you are currently wearing?
o.O idefk

5.) How many pairs of Converse do you own?
-counts in head- four

6.) Who is your favorite “That ’70s Show” character?
Umm Kelso

7.) There is a mummy standing behind you. What do you do?
I'd hug him.

8.) What do you think of Miley Cyrus?
-shoots Miley- Nuff said.

9.) Do you tend to think that you are always right?
Depending on who I'm arguing with

10.) Top Five Favorite Songs:
A few will always stay because of meaning, but the last two...no
1. Desert Song~My Chemical Romance
2. Lips Like Morphine~Kill Hannah
3. Kissing In Cars~Pierce The Veil
4. Deeper And Deeper~Cienma Bizarre
5. Walls~All Time Low [i like the way he says horny ^^]

11.) What was your favorite toy as a child?
The glo worms! dude, those were the shit!

12.) Have you thought more about your funeral, or your wedding?
Funeral...but wedding more now that Im with my gf

13.) Dinosaurs or Unicorns?
Dino-fucking-saurs all the way bro!

14.) What is your favorite musical?
Evita or Rent. [is a musical geek, but high school musical and hairspray should die]

15.) You need new jeans. Where do you go?
Hot Topic or Torrid.com. I LOVE Tripp

16.) Do you play the Sims 2?
I have an Oli Sykes Sim right now...-smirks- Married to an Alex Gaskarth one...XD they adopted a baby and I named it Jack XD

17.) Do you think Harry Potter is at all immoral to read?
No. [is agnostic]

18.) What do you think of Maroon 5?
They're a guilty pleasure, they remind me of Danger Radio which I love, I ahve two Maroon 5 CDs

19.) What about Coldplay?
Eh, they are okay. i guess

20.) Fall Out Boy?
SELL OUTS SELL OUTS SELL OUTS! Take This to Your Grave was amazing, it was just downhill from there though

21.) Katy Perry?
She has great talent, amazing music, and is sexy as hell

22.) How about The All-American Rejects?
Mmm hold a lot of memories. I still love them, but I remeber ending my first relationship while their CD was playing, so its a bit of a sore spot

23.) Have you ever snuck into an R-rated movie when you weren’t old enough to see it ?
No, what's the point, my dad will rent it later. XD

24.) The Wii or Xbox 360?
I play old skool Nintendo.

25.) Team Demi/Selena or Team Miley?
-shoots Demi- Nuff Said

26.) Do you know many Emily’s?
I know none at all actually

27.) What do you think of the Jonas Brothers?
oh fuck it... -shoots the Jonas brothers too- NUFF SAID! oh and btw, ew uni-brows

28.) Have you ever slept in a tent, indoors or out?
No

29.) What is your favorite kind of Girlscout cookie?
Mmmm all of them -smiles- but thin mints are crack

30.) Do you enjoy surveys?
Yes.

31.) What do you hear at the moment?
Music, Boys And Girls by Kill Hannah to be exact

32.) Why do you think so many people love deviantArt?
Because of the llamas. XD

33.) What do you think of people who do illegal drugs?
I feel a lot of pain. A very close friend of mine is a ex-heroine user, and now AIDS is killing him because of it. And it breaks me to watch it kill him.

34.) Do you watch the Olympics?
-drools- what?! those still come on? dayummm.

35.) What are your top five favorite stores?
Hot Topic, Journy's, Claire's, Spencer's Gifts, FYE.

36.) Do you like the new Weezer album?
They have a new album? -is oblivious-

37.) What did you think of Panic at the Disco taking out the exclamation point in their name?
I think it just means Ryan is a hippie, and people need to stop spreading rumors about them. THEY ARE NOT BREAKING UP!

38.) What is the worst job you have ever had?
-is on... ]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26110949/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/26110949/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 14:56:51 PDT
Lately, I've been changing so much. I'm actally getting scared. But it isn't because the changes are dangerous...I just...don't like the person I'm becoming. Like for example, I used to cry...like once every two months or so. Now...it is a weekly if not twice a week thing. I'm becoming so sensitive. I want to know where the cruel cynincal bitch has gone...I want her back. Everytime my mom says the slightest thing...I'm in tears. Which...is very often.
And I'm scared about other things too. I'm so afraid my relationship isn't going to work, so paranoid. The slightest hint of discomfort or irritation I'm afraid she's furious with me. And I'm so afraid she doesn't love me. Because I'm afraid she would just date me and not tell me she didn't like me to avoid hurting me. And god i hope that's not true. Not to mention I'm getting so selfish, I want to be with her, no matter the cost, no matter anyones feelings, no matter if she is faking it or not. I was so happy until I started getting paranoid. I want to feel like that again...forever, and she makes me feel that way. And the paranoia is killing my nerves, like I'm crying right now, just from completly unprovoked fear. Reduced to trying to make myself smile by watching stupid All Time Low interviews and shit. Reduced to pretending that I don't care.
But more than anything I'm scared I was right. I'm scared love doesn't exist.

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/25861664/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/25861664/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 14:01:25 PDT [ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[x] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] lakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[x] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[x] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds of people
[x] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed (as in scary people)
[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs if they were alive
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speeds
[x] throwing up
[x]falling in love


I miss my girlfriend like hell. I havent seen her since before school ended. Wahhh. Hopefully I will see her soon though. I bought the new All Time Low album, it is love alll over again. Congratulations, Mr. Gaskarth on stealing my heart. <3

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/25752149/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/25752149/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 11:34:04 PDT "If I was a sailor
I'd sail the seven seas
To tell you "baby I don't want you to leave"
You see this world is such a sad place
And without your pretty face
I'm sure it's gonna wind up much worse

And I know that you'll see someday that I can't live without you
And I know what I say is true cause I'm still stuck on you girl

I'm in love from the first time I laid my eyes on you
A-shoo-do-do-do-do-do
There's nothing I can do
And I'm in love from the first time I laid my lips on yours
Now you're walking out my door
And there's nothing I can do

And if I could explore the world
I'd bring you along
We'd go from New York to Timbuktu
But truly I am set right here at Denny's
Drinking coffee and sharing a cigarette

And I know that you'll see someday that I can't live without you
And I know what I say is true cause I'm so stuck on you girl

I'm in love from the first time I laid my eyes on you
A-shoo-do-do-do-do-do
There's nothing I can do
And I'm in love from the first time I laid my lips on yours
Now you're walking out my door
And there's nothing I can do

I'm in love with you "~Nevershoutnever! [[Simple Enough]]

That song makes me really happy, it reminds me of my girlfriend, except she hates Nevershoutnever, well that and she just thinks Christofer is a faggot. XD oh god and that is why I love her. well, in two days not only does All Time Low's new album [Nothing Personal] come out, but i will be getting my hair dyed, and some of you may know that, im goingfor the Strify [from Cinema Bizarre] look, if you have no clue what his hair looks like umm here. [link] but mmhmmm i can't wait, ima uber excitedddd. so anyway bye.

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"You're only as tall as your heart will let you be, and you're only as small as the world will make you seem. But when the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall, just look on the bright side. You're roughly six feet tall."-Nevershoutnever!

GAIA PROFILE LINK

[link]

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]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/24588978/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/24588978/ Mon, 04 May 2009 17:38:05 PDT
Yes, it's true I have finally given in to looking up Dot Dot Curve...after TONZ of encouragment from friends. And I must say that they are amazing and I am in love. But I fall in love far too easily. [sigh] ANYWAY! Progress Reports have gone home and I did okay...no more grades until summer though and I can realax now. I have thirteen bugs for biology...only seven more to go. And I got a beautiful moth, it made me uber sad to kill it...but I had to. I pre-ordered Aiden's new album [Knives] from Best Buy...it was only $9.99 and there was free shipping and handleing. In my opinion that is a GREAT deal. And I am stoked for the album. What I have heard from it so far sounds amazing. I really can't wait till it comes in the mail. <3 I did a project on vampires for English 2. I got to iclude Lestat and that made me really happy. I also managed to tie in wiL Francis in a rather odd way....don't ask. I drew Christofer Drew.....you should check it out...I actually like it.

[Notez]
-I love my Jack Barakat and I will always be her Alex Gaskarth<3
-'Into the Woods' is the best musical ever next to Evita...give em a gander
-"I'm gonna give you wet dreams, everytime you fucking think of me."-Dot Dot Curve

[Goal of the month]-Contract AIDs from Alex Gaskarth and anything else he is willing to give me.

[Goal of the week]-Use "That's what she said" at least fifteen times. XD

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/24397748/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/24397748/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 16:46:13 PDT
So ummm my life is pretty normal right now. I have to kill bugs for biology, and we are going to watch South Pacific[which i hate] in my Music Apprec. class. And there is this kid in one of my classes today that had uh-mazing blue pants...and I don't mean blue...I mean BLUE! I want em. lol. I asked him to let me get a picture of them so I could text them to my BFF. She thinks I'm crazy for that by the wayyy. ANYWAY! I have been drawing a bit lately and I uploaded two new pictures. You should check them out, one of them I really like, quite a bit. [link].PANTS.<3 Buy em for me? plz. So I am working on a bit of a suprise and hopefully it will be ready soon and I can upload it. RaWr.
Yeah and a couple of my friends are going to a show this weekend and I am pissed, I thought it was just a Fall Out Boy show, which I wasn't exactly dying to see, but NO! Also there is Cobra Starship, Metro Station, ALL TIME FREAKIN LOW, and Hey Monday. I would love to see all of those bands and I would KILL to see All Time Low. I really would, grrr. But I'm hoping I have a date with a local venue, The Brewery in June. Me, it, and Nevershoutnever! And possibly my second favorite person in the entire universe <3.

&&&& lastly.

You say akon-I say Aiden
You say 50 Cent- I say Pierce the Veil
You say Jonas Brothers-I say Bring Me the Horizon
You say Miley Cyrus-I say Alesana
You say rap-I say Devil Wears Prada
You say pop-I say Escape The Fate
You say hip hop-I say From First To Last
92% of kids have turned to rap,pop,& hip hop.If your one of the 8% who like to headbang and disturb the peace copy and paste this.

Sarah Synicism
"Awesome talking dawg..."-wiL Francis.

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/24347194/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/24347194/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 16:46:33 PDT [ ] Red= loud
[ ] Green= stupid
[ ] None= freaky
[ ] Fuzzy=gorgeous
[ ] Yellow= innocent
[ ] Purple= a little too happy
[ ] Black= emo
[ ] Stripes= funny
[ ] Gray= skanky
[ ] Pink= preppy
[ ] Light blue= sweaty
[ ] Other= hot
[x] White= sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts= cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort= skank
[ ] Tight jeans= scene kid
[x] Ripped jeans= emo
[ ] Camo= cage fighter
[ ] Jeans= prep
[ ] Pajamas= pimp
[ ] Cargo= clown
[ ] Sweats= athlete
[ ] Boxers= brat
[ ] Bootie shorts= female
[ ] Pj's= ninja
[ ] Capris= Gangster
[ ] Nothing= hoe
[ ] Dickies= weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms= tiki girl
[ ] Other= sex addict


What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn= that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde= with a nice ass
[ ] Black= with a big heart
[ ] Dark brown= with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red= that likes to have fun
[x] Brown= with a sexy smile
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald= with herpes
[ ] Other= who loves to be different

Pick the month you were born on: (Who.)
[ ]1 - killed
[x]2 - needed
[ ]3 - killed
[ ] 4 - shot
[ ] 5 - ate
[ ] 6 - smoked with
[ ] 7 - cuddled with
[ ] 8 - ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 - stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 - who banged
[ ]11 - slept with
[ ] 12- ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 - a dildo
[ ] 02 - a dog
[ ] 03 - a condom
[ ] 04 - a toothbrush
[ ] 05 - my best guy friend
[ ] 06 - The trojan man
[ ] 07 - Barny the dinosaur
[ ] 08 - a prostitute
[ ] 09 - a pornstar
[ ]10 - a bag of weed
[ ]11 - A homo
[ ]12 - Paris Hilton
[ ]13- a horse
[ ]14 - a lesbian
[ ]15 - a stripper
[ ]16 - a pickle
[x]17 - a shoe
[ ]18 - a jew
[ ]19 - an orange
[ ]20 - a lover
[ ] 21 - a homeless guy
[ ]22 - your dealer
[ ]23 - my crush
[ ]24 - an easter egg
[ ]25 - a jar of honey
[ ]26 - the kool-aid man
[ ]27 - a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 - a french fry
[ ]29 - a whore
[ ]30 - a glass of milk
[ ]31 - Ur grandma

Pick the color of Shirt you are wearing
[ ]White - because I love marijuana
[x] Black - because im sexy as hell
[ ]Pink - Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue- because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red - because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots - because i'm good in bed
[ ]Purple - because I'm gay
[ ] Gray - because that's how I roll
[ ] Other - because I have double D's
[ ] Green - because i hate my life
[ ] Orange - because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown - because i had to
[ ] Shirtless - because I've got abs
[ ] Aqua- Cause the 306CBZ kick c


I am a sexy emo with a sexy smile who needed a shoe because I'm sexy as hell.

lol that was fun...

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/23700784/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/23700784/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 19:45:53 PDT A: Sarah needs to make a cake and some cookies.
[I really should]


Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Sarahs looks like a horse
[*cries*]


Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Sarah says lyrics
[is that a real song?]


Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Sarah wants to take more chances.
[I really do]


Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Sarah does not eat humans.
[wtf?]

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Sarah hates you.
[not completly true..lol]


Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Sarah asks what is this new years thing?
[again wtf]

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Sarah goes to college
[yeah thats the day]


Q: Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:
A: Sarah likes to drink
[lol]

Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
A: Sarah eats cake
[wow]

Q: Type in "[your name] wears" in Google search:
A: Sarah wears it well..
[oooo]

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Sarah was arrested for cutting buckets of water that would put out the fire.
[ahaha that sounds like me]

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ARE YOU?

1. Perfect? no
2. Tall? no
3. In your pajamas? HA! no
4. Left handed? nada

LAST:

1. Friend you saw: Zack
2. Talked to on the phone: The Foz
3. Person text you: I don't have texting
4. Was today better than yesterday? no.

FAVORITES:

1. Number: 7 or 13
2. Color(s): lime green and neon blue
3. Fruit: star fruit
4. Place: my room or cemetery

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now? Yes yes yes
2. Are you happy? yes
3. Are you sad? i just said i was happy
4. Are you bored? i doing survey
6. Are you nervous? no
8. Are you tired? yeah skool is a killer


ABOUT YOU:

1. Real name? sarah
2. Nick names? monkey or monkley (i<3udad)
3. Eye color? brown
4. Zodiac sign? aquarius
5. Male or female? female
6. Slut? I would think not
7. Smart? i would say average
8. Hair color? brown
9. Long or short? a little below my shoulder
11. Phone or Camera? camera camera camera
12. Drink or Smoke? sXe
14. Righty or lefty? righty =]

FIRSTS:

1. First best friend? The Foz (And she still is =])
2. First crush? A anime nerd
3. First pet? a dog
4. First big vacation? A cottage at Atlantic Beach

CURRENTLY

1. Eating: Peppermint gum
2. Drinking: Strawberry Kiwi Vitamin Water
3. I'm about to: Take A Shower
4. Listening to: Hollywood Undead-Undead
5. Plans for today: nothing.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

1. Shorter or taller? taller
2. Romantic or spontaneous? spontanious, but romance is nice =]
3. Sensitive or loud? i like sensitive, but i fall for loud
4. Hook-up or relationship? relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Drank bubbles? ...........
2. Lost glasses/contacts? i lost a retainer
3. Ran away from home? no
4. Broken someone's heart? no
5. Been arrested? no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

1. Miracles? yes
2. Yourself? not as much as i should
3. Heaven? yes
4. Santa Claus? heck yes!
4. Love? it's rare but out there
5. Do you like someone? yes yes yes
6. Do you believe in God? yes yes yes
7. Answered the truth on all questions? yes

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Brushed my teeth

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: Not really for once

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: The Count of Montie Cristo

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: School

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: Too much

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: all the time

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: yes

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: my bed

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: last night

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: wiL Francis is a studd muffin...that's litterly the last thing i said

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 8

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: shawn of alesana screaming

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: no

Q: What's your favourite month ?
A: december

Q: What did you do last night?
A: sleep. call the Foz. & Did Biology

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/23476443/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/23476443/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 18:18:34 PST Mark which things you have done, then calculate your score by counting the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is also your percentage. Re-post as "I do stupid things __% of the time."

1. [] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [x] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [x] Had people tell you that you are blond when you're not, or had people tell you that your blond highlights are going to your head
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 8

11. [] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [x] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [x] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 15

21. [x] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on (It said 50 cents)
22. [] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
25. [x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [x] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [x] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 22

31. [x] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [x] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [x] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on.
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total:30

41. [x] took a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [x] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [X] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 37

51. [x] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [x] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [x] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [x] Forgot your own phone number
59. [x] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no... ]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/23338286/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/23338286/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 08:04:44 PST Anyway enough about that. As far as updates, I have been working on the stories for those of you who read them =]. Yay! I also finally got the Mayday Parade CD and I love it. Right now though I'm obsessing over Nevershoutnever! and Danger Radio. Yeah! And (in another genre altogher) Bring Me The Horizon. But yeah. Anyway, I'm working on getting up a youtube channel of me and my best friend doing comedy and crazy stuff. Anyway thanks and I love you guys. =]

Ps-William Control's new song/video "Death Club is the shizz as is From Behind These Wall's new song with Ronnie "Listen Up"

Pss-Someone shooot me because I'm falling for Craig Mabbitt all over again and I hate that b*tch.

Pss-I've never seen someone leave a Pss


Psss-I just did. =] Yeah this is fun.

Pssss-LOL! Okay, I'll stop now.


Sarah Synicism ☠
""You're only as tall as your heart will let you be, and you're only as small as the world will make you seem."-Nevershoutnever!

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Sarah Synicism ☠

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Sarah Synicism ☠
X O X O

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XOXO

Sarah Synicism

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/22808203/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/22808203/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 16:52:46 PST [x] Weezer
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[ ] October Fall
[x] The Academy Is...
[x] Coheed And Cambria
[ ] Bayside
[ ] Yellowcard
[ ] Sugarcult
[x] The Dresden Dolls
TOTAL SO FAR : 6

COUNTRY:
[x] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[ ] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[ ] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash
TOTAL SO FAR: 9

EMO:
[x] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[x] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[x] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[x] Hit the lights
[ ] Dear Whoever
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[x] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[x] Gym Class Heroes
[x] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse
TOTAL SO FAR: 19

METAL:
[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[x] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[x] Lamb of God
[x] Slayer
[x] Hatebreed
[x] Killswitch Engage
TOTAL SO FAR: 28

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[ ] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[x] The Veronicas
[ ] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[x] Ryan Cabrera
TOTAL SO FAR: 36

POWERPOP/POP PUNK/PUNK:
[x] hellogoodbye
[x] Cute is What We Aim for
[x] Cartel
[ ] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out boy
[ ] Lucky Boys Confusion
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[x] Reliant K
[ ] Less Than Jake
[x] Simple Plan
TOTAL SO FAR: 44

RAP:
[x] Ying Yang Twins
[x] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[ ] Tupac
[ ] Jamie Foxx
[ ] Ludacris
[ ] Lil' Jon
[ ] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy
TOTAL SO FAR: 48


SKA:
[x] Reel Big Fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Mad Caddies
[x] The Aquabats
[x] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[ ] Bob Marley
TOTAL SO FAR: 52

ROCK:
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[x] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[x] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
TOTAL SO FAR: 61

CLASSIC ROCK:
[x] The Beatles
[ ] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Who
[ ] Pink Floyd
[x] The Doors
[x] Jimmy Hendrix
[x] Queen
[x] Van Halen
[ ] Bob Dylan
[ ] Simon & Garfunkel
TOTAL SO FAR: 69

Now multiply by two and put "I Am___% Obsessed With Music"

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----------• × • A L L A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Sarah
Single or taken: Single
Gender: Female
Birthday: Febuary, 17
Sign: Aquarius
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: Brown
Height: 5'3
Are you straight/bisexual/gay: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: Hot Topic
Favorite designer?: Tripp
What is your sexiest outfit?: I Think My Hello Kitty Shirt =]
What is your most comfortable outfit?: My Old Sundress
What do you usually wear?: Band Tee and Jeans
--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Kenra (from my salon)
What are you listening to right now: Lollipop-Framing Hanley
Who is the last person that called you?: The Foz
How many buddies are online right now?: I dunno, I'm Not Their Keeper

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: Doritos
Girls names: Winter, Haylee, Hayden
Boys names: Hayden, Ayden, Jaden
Subjects in school: Literature/Writing Or Drama

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: Yeah No.
Smoked?: No
Bungee jumped?: NO!
Made yourself throw up?: No
Ever been in love?: I've Been In Love With Love For Years Now
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yeah =]
Pictured your crush naked?: Is This A Trick Question?
Actually seen your crush naked: I Just Saw Nixon In Boxers LOL
Cried when someone died?: Actually, No.
Lied: If Anyone Answers This No, They're Lying
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes Sir
Rejected someone?: Yeah
Used someone?: I Don't Think So
Done something you regret?: Oh Yeah...

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: Alesana Shirt And Gym Pants, lol
Music: Framing Hanley Obsession Right Now
Desktop picture: *hides face* Nixon. I Like Him For More Than His Looks I Really Do!
Cd in player: Uh Actually, Cute Is What We Aim For-Rotaion
DVD in player: DN Angel

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: Yes
Open-minded: Yes
Arrogant: I Try Not To Be
Insecure: Oh You Don't Even Know
Random: THAT GIRL BETTER BE 18 (and im a hick)lol
Hungry: No, quite full actually
Smart: Sometimes
Moody-I Think I'm bi-polar
Organized: Never
Healthy: Not Really
Shy: Until I Know You, Or Forever If You're Hot
Difficult: I Try Not To Be
Bored Easily: No
Obsessed:FramingHanleyFramingHanleyFramingHanleyFramingHanley
Angry: Easily Irritated, I Just Don't Show It
Sad: Easily Hurt, I Just Don't Show It
Happy: Usually, But Moody
Hyper: If I Have Diet Coke Or A Full Throtle
Trusting: Yes But Lie To Me Once, You're Screwed

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: SJ Whiteley (sorry SJxOli fans)
Slap: Oh A Certain JERK
Talk to offline: The Foz
Talk to online: The Foz'll Do
Hook up with: A Certian Pretty Boy, But I'm Staring At Nixon, and He'd Do

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning I: Fall Out Of Bed
Love is: Hardly Ever Real (Yeah I'm A Cynic. Sue Me)
I dream about: Being Famous
Sexual preference: Um, Boys?
What do you notice first in the gender you're into: Sometime Hair, Sometime Eyes, But Second Is Always Voice

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
Flowers or candy: Flowers
Tall or short: Tall

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh: Tennessee Hicks
Makes you smile: North Carolina Hicks =]
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: That Certian Pretty Boy

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for someone: No
IM?: No
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: If I Was I'd Be Queer
Wish you were younger: Yeah
Cry because someone said something to you?: Yeah A Lot Actually

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: Oh Countless
Of hearts I have broken: I Don't Think I've Broken Any
Of guys I've kissed: Uhh Like Two
Of girls I've kissed: Friendly Kiss On The Cheek For The Foz. I<3U!
Of CD's I own: Oh God, I'm Not Counting That
Of scars on my bod... ]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/22689015/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/22689015/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 08:19:52 PST I was thinking about checking Hot Topic but my local one is just as likely to have it as to not, so yeah I don't know.
But I bought the Framing Hanley album, and it is amazinggggg. I love it and recomend it to anyone, and if you havnt heard them you should look em up. THAT MEANS YOU FOZ! YOU STUPID LAZY FURRY THING!...teehee, I love you. Yeahhh, I'm gonna go draw now, b/c I am too lazy to scan in my other drawing.
Bye!

Sarah Synicism ☠
<3 <3 <3 <3

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It is epic. Anyway, right now I am in my normal 4th period class for four hours for exams. But I don't have an exam in here b/c it is on the computer, and I have finished the course so I just get to play with the computer. Either way, I am playing that video NONSTOP! Girls, he is pretty hot. Guys, the vocals, and the drums are sooo wonderful. There I tried to interest both genders. My civic dutey for the day is done. Eihter way I am stoked for several reasons...
-Next week I have off b/c it the end of exams
-I'm almost 16 yaayyyy!
-I'm gonna get the AP with All Time Low on it this weekend (and hopefully a Framing Hanley CD aswell)
-I rock...jkjk but I do feel uber loved right now, thanks Kayla. lol =]

AHHHH! I'm bored..and hyper.

"Man she ain't never had a love like mine."

epp. too much music.

and RIP TravieXKaty...they were like the cutest couple eva

]]> ~XxXTAI-SantiXxX http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/21123323/ http://XxXTAI-SantiXxX.deviantart.com/journal/21123323/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 10:03:47 PDT Okay, so I just want to start off by saying that I do not hate Craig, in fact I love Craig. I just think that he really is a hypocrite. And he abandoned all of his morals. I mean when he was in Blessthefall they sold Bibles at the merch table. And now that he is in Escape The Fate he is dancing on stage with strippers. And is that really a good message for his daughter to see when she grows up, no I don't think so.
And I am not just hating on Craig, I even bought the new CD and I love it. I don't really think that Craig did anything to Ronnie so don't say that I can't love Ronnie too. It was Max that bad-mouthed Ronnie, and said he belonged in jail. He even thanked the Cooks in the thank yous of the new album. I do hate Max for that but you know what, at least he never really had moral that he could abandon. So I am fine with him on that respect. With Craig it is a differnt story, and I still love him because he will always be that funny fun-loving guy, but I am dissapointed in him. And it kind of pisses me off too. I mean what kind of message is that sending to other Christians...that it's okay to promote sex, alcohol, and violence. Oh just wonderful Mr. Mabbitt.

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