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"HP Intelligent Scanning Technology" <--Something's wrong with this phrase.

Anyway, I'm gonna give you what I came for.

There's this LiveJournal role-playing community called ZOMGCRACK!!YGO. Read all about it here: [link] Yeah, you get to pretend to be Yu-Gi-Oh! characters--either as canon or out-of-character. I play IC!Yuugi Mutou, OOC!Katsuya "Kat-chan" Jounouchi, and OOC!Shizuka "Shiz" Kawai.

For ~BleedingCypher, I play Yugi as himself, Joey as a pansy, and Serenity as an overprotective closet-bisexual tomboy.

Oh, yeah... I used to play OOC!Anzu/Tea. She was famous.

Anyway, there was this plot thing where clouds made the characters completely different for three days, and so I made Shiz into a fangirl, Kat-chan into a slut, and Yuugi into a homophobic sociopath... just like OOC!Anzu. >D And I'm putting this heere because I read one of the journals saying that the clouds reflected their inner selves they don't want anyone to know about, and so I thought... 'THEY COULD USE SOME FREAKIN' THERAPY, MAN.' So, here I bring you the therapy sessions of my roleplay characters (if it's too long for your liking, then I suggest hitting the back button, since there's no 'cuts' in DA journals, and I'm postin it here since my LJ is private)...

Oh, and by the way, some of the swears are censored in this, but it's funnier that way.

~IC!Yuugi's session~

Yuugi: *is lying on a couch*
Doctor: So, how have you been?
Yuugi: Not so well... Druring that cloud incident, I threatened to hurt my friends, and I lambasted homosexuals. You know I'd never do that...
Doctor: I see... *pretends to write stuff down, but he's really doing a crossword puzzle* You ever think that you might have feelings towards a member of your own sex as well?
Yuugi: W-well... I uh... Um...
Doctor: I know you're planning on lying. Don't. You're as straight as a curly fry.
Yuugi: What?!
Doctor: You know how much you wanna *beep* IC!Jounouchi.
Yuugi: But, but, but... he's my best friend, and...
Doctor: No, I know you're constantly thinking of *beep*ing him backstage...
Yuugi: NO!
Doctor: And in your cbedroom, in the neighbor's pool, and in your closet (which you so need to come out of)...
Yuugi:
Doctor: Just remember, you still have to pay!

~OOC!Jounouchi's session~

Doctor: Well, how are you feeling, Jounouchi.
Kat-chan: *is holding tissues and a teddy bear* ...Awful. I did some bad, awful things that Mado-chan (is what he calls his boyfriend, OOC!Mahaado) will hate me for...
Doctor: Bad things...?
Kat-chan: I... don't want to talk about them...
Doctor: Like... the time your boss a *beep*?
Kat-chan:
Doctor: Or, when you *beep**beep*ed a couple of kids at your job, and...
Kat-chan: Stop! >_<;
Doctor: Oh yeah, there was also that time when you got *beep*ed up your *beep* by your best friend, OOC!Hiroto Honda.
Kat-chan:
Doctor: Yes, you *beep*ed Honda, you little Honda-*beep*er. He *beep*ed his *beep* in your *beep*.
Kat-chan: *runs out crying*

~OOC!Shizuka's session~

Doctor: So, how are you today, Miss Kawai?
Shiz: I'm *beep*ing pissed, God *beep*ing damn it.
Doctor: I can tell.
Shiz: *beep* you.
Doctor: Please, calm down.
Shiz: I don't *beep*ing feel like it.
Doctor: Perhaps we shall get to the source of your anger?
Shiz: As long as I'm outta here in 45 minutes. I don't give a rat's *beep*
Doct... ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/8448120/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/8448120/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 11:45:42 PDT






PS: I'M GOING TO ANIME CENTRAL!!!! XD ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/7426437/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/7426437/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 21:14:03 PST
So far, I have with a picture of the Samurai Deeper Kyo people... I forgot who they were. Oh, Wait... Akira and... that one girl, right... Don't worry; I'll go to the library and pick up the manga. XD;

And yeah, I should also upload those pictures I did in my drawing class... even if they suck.

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http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/7301572/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 14:05:50 PST Final Fantasy VIII, because that's the fandom I'm most attatched to, and I've created quite a few communities dealing with this baby.

Oh, and by the way, this journal is not exactly for kids. Nothing really super dirty happens, though.

One day in Balamb Garden...

Squall: *sits in bed listening to Linkin Park* Whatever, whatever, whatever, angst, angst, angst, emo, emo, emo... Bite me, everyone... Hyne, I wanna slit my wrists so bad because I didn't get the best buttsex last night, but I lost my gunblade...

Rinoa: *on sugar and Prozac* HI, SQUALL!!!!!11

Squall: Oh, no. It's Rinoa...! Trying to make me happy again. Doesn't she know that depression is necessary for human existence...

Rinoa: Squally-pie, come play with me! I'm desperate for attention as usual! I'LL BLOODY CRY IF YOU DON'T !!!1!!11!!!!111!!!

Squall: Leave me the fuck alone! I'm happy being unhappy, and I hate girls!

Quistis: What about me?

Squall: Not you! You're Mary-Sue perfect! *hugs Quistis* Everything about you is wonderful. ...Except for the fact that you're a girl and you can't give me buttsex.

Quistis: Please, run away from Garden with me! I'm a romance fiend!

Squall: I would, but I need to angst over Seifey-chan, because I didn't get proper buttsex from him. ...AND SOMEBODY GET THAT WOMAN AWAY FROM ME!!! She's trying to better my life, and I don't like that! >_<

Rinoa: You need FRIENDS, Squally-pie! I love friendship! Friendship, friendship, lalalalalaaaaaaa~!

Squall: And her, too! *points to Selphie*

Selphie: *is high on sugar, caffeine, crack, and a lot of other stimulants* ILIKETRAINSILIKETRAINS LALALALALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111 GIVE ME MORE SUGAR!1!11!!!!!!1!1 I CAN'T GET FUCKING DIABETES WITHOUT MY DAMN SUGAR!!!1!!1!!!!!!!!!!1

Rinoa: Being useless is fun! ^_^ *sees Angelo the dog* Get away from me, you stupid mutt! >( *kicks Angelo*

Angelo: ;_; *whimpers* *runs away*

Quistis: You curel-to-animals-type-person! You make me cry like a weenie! *clings to Squall*

Rinoa: I don't give a fuck about animals! I'm rich and selfish! >( *pulls Quistis away from Squall* get your paws off of MY man!

Zell: Duh, me so stoopid... *walks into wall* I broked-ed my nose... *sniff* ;_; Someone please rescue me... I'm too uke to do anything myself...!
T______T

Seifer: *in a prince outfit, riding on a white horse* Did someone call for me...?

Squall and Zell: _____

Seifer: *hops off white horse* I can do anything; I'm a Gary-Stu! *smiles* *teeth go "ding!"*

Squall: Why did you not give me proper buttsex, my love? It made me a stereotypical LiveJournal emo! ;_;

Seifer: ...I was not perfect? Oh, I shame myself! I shall die in your honor, for you deserve so much better than a slightly-flawed person such as I... *raises own gunblade*

Squall and Zell: NOOOOO!!! DON'T DIE!!!!! T__________T

Seifer: Very well... *throws gunblade away* *gunblade stabs Selphie and Rinoa for no good reason*

Rinoa and Selphie:

Squall and Zell: My hero! ___________

Seifer: Now, come with my my darling ukes. I shall give you all the best buttsex you can ask for!

Squall and Zell: YAY! ^__________^

Laguna: Hey, what's going on... I'm invisible... O.o; Hello... Do I even exist...?

Me: This game sucks. -_-; *throws controller away*

TEH END!!!!!!!!!111

Well, there you have it. If the game was truly like this, man would I hate it. No, these aren't all the FF8 stereotypes... ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/7259022/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/7259022/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 19:11:49 PST
...Sorry for disappearing, everyone (yes, everyone). I could ramble on about the reasons why I've been absent for so long (like LiveJournal, roleplaying, being too depressed to draw, etc.), but I'd bore you to tears. All you need to know is that yes, I am back, and eventually, I will submit something that's actually DECENT enough to put in this gallery. ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/6653469/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/6653469/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 18:30:28 PDT Write 20 random facts about yourself, then tag the same number of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts.

1. When I have a problem, I tend to... not talk about it.

2. Usually, when I'm absent from an online community, it isn't because of schoolwork, it's because someone pissed me off, or posted something I don't agree with, so I have to avoid them in order to prevent a wank war.

3. I have a superhero complex.

4. Alternatively, I also have a supervillain complex.

5. I am very, very inept at typing.

6. I am a perfectionist.

7. I like the dubbed and/or edited versions of most anime and will go at great lengths to defend them (ZOMG, I broke a fandom commandment!).

8. There are seven children in my immediate family. This includes me, two biological siblings, one step-sibling, and three half-siblings.

9. Most of my siblings are a lot older than me.

10. Personally, I don't "get" the importance of family. Maybe it's because I was never close to my family, and I always thought they resented me.

11. I am not a techie. I can websurf, word process, image manipulate, IM, and that's pretty much it. ...Well, maybe I can 3D model... (badly)

12. I am very shy, and very, very lonely.

13. I am African-American (lacking an ebonic accent), Irish, and maybe Native American.

14. I use some politically correct terms just because I like the sound of them, or because I like to be polite.

15. I tend to hold in my anger and let it all out in random explosions.

16. I am a very sensitive romantic (case in point: I cried twice when I first played FFVIII).

17. I think that I have this "inner extrovert" trapped within me; I've always wanted to sing or perform in front of an audience.

18. I don't like to eat much meat. At least not ground beef. It gives me... complications.

19. I really like cooking.

20. I always have more things I want to add to these types of memes.

Hmm... I don't know who doesn't have this meme already, so just take it if you want it.

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~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/6611463/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/6611463/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 19:51:36 PDT

...Tell me, is there a way to express yourself without pissing other people off?

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http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/6362178/ Mon, 29 Aug 2005 17:27:08 PDT was gonna rant about stuff, like the stuff about Jark, and anime being shown on TV, but I just got sick.

Yeah, what's hot and cold at the same time? Me, because I have a fever, and there's too much air conditioning in the library, and air conditioning makes me shivering cold.

Oh, yeah, in , they're voting for the best contest entry, and... Hey, did you think I was gonna say, "vote for me"? Of course I won't you know you don't have to...

(Subliminal message: VOTE FOR ME!)



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~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/6082494/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/6082494/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 14:22:58 PDT [link]

Ohh, now I get it... It's kind of like Nakie Day on Gaia...

I wouldn't worry about it, though. I'll probably be too busy before then.

But, I wonder why °jark left the staff...? Did he really lose faith in us as a community...?

Edit: If you would like to know what P.L.U.R means, click here: [link] .

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http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/6022379/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 15:49:07 PDT know my artwork sucks. I'm still working on it. Furthermore, if artists are good at more than one style, don't pick out just one of them. I'm sure they'd like to have both or more promoted.

What especially pisses me off about the favorites is that a ton of them are in the wrong category! I can not count the times that InuYasha fan art has been in the Fantasy category! Excuse me, fellow deviants, do you like to play favorites? If it's pretty, will you not report it? Can you at least tell the artists to put it in a different category--in a polite fashion (because some people like to beat a dead horse)?! The submission policy says that deviantart will no longer tolerate misplaced artwork (it also says that they basically own your artwork, and that's why I'm more careful about what I submit). When you are submitting, you just click on a category, and they tell you what goes in there! A lot of these deviants aren't even new! Sheesh.

Because of this, I have deleted a lot of miscategorized deviations from my favorites. To the artists whose deviations I have deleted, no hard feelings, okay?

On the other hand, I absolutely despise those authoritative art sites. "I own this site an I can do whatever I want with your artwork for any reason! I hate yaoi! I shall delete all your yaoi fan art! I hate Kingdom Hearts! I shall delete all your Kingdom Hearts fan art! I hate the color pink! THAT'S IT, YOU'RE BANNED!!!" Some message boards are also like that, as I learned from someone on LJ that he got banned for not liking Kingdom Hearts. And mediaminer.org won't let you talk about pop music in their Music forum because it's not "real". *rolls eyes* I don't see why submitting doodles or anything on lined paper is a problem, either. deviantart has a place for that (Scraps; yeah, a lot of deviants don't know what this is, even though it is clearly on the first submission page). I guess it's not their problem if they don't. ¬_¬

Forgive me. This has been on my mind for a while. And now I'm going to work on the homework that I've been procrastinating on.

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http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5896779/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 17:15:30 PDT
Oh, and I started re-liking Sonic the Hedgehog. Does anyone remember Sonic? Of course you do. He's over twelve years old! I guess he couldn't disappear, so Nintendo had to buy the rights to him!

Yeah, I know about the new sereies, but I kept on forgetting to watch it. The second-to-last epsisode was yesterday.

Right now, I'm cramming all my websurfing into this day, so that I can be ready to say goodbye to my computer for good! ...Well, not for good. It's just that I promised myself to work more than play. I may submit more OCs than fan art.

I wanna go the zoo. I wanna bring my sketchbook and draw all the animals. But, I can't. I can't go on weekdays, and I have work on the weekends. I'll just look in an encyclopedia or on the web and copy from photographs--which is not artistic! >_< Artists are supposed to create by themselves, not trace or copy!

By the way, this [link] is funny. ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5883730/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5883730/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 07:28:22 PDT
Oh, my God!

OH, MY GOD!!

In two days, I... GO BACK TO SCHOOL!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!! I'm so not prepared! ;____; I have Drawing and Characterization and I lucked out with the guy that everyone keeps talking about. knows who I'm talking about (well, yeah, I know I'm in college, so that means I can change my classes around, but I wanted to take this class with him just so I can see for myself who he really is... that doesn't stop me from being nervous though). I'm going to have to do a lot more drawing than submitting from now on. Also, I have Digital Photography and Biology, so I may not have time for websurfing at all. ;_;

But, if I happen to improve my time management skills (somehow; I've never been good at that sort of thing), I just might be able to submit at least a couple of deviations a month. Who knows? You may even see some of my projects.

Also, in two days, the contests for and officially start! If you want to join either club, do so now, and be sure to start on your entries!

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~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5814631/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5814631/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 18:55:54 PDT death). I got... forty-nine messages. If you count my two clubs, I have almost a hundred.

Well, I'm off... To sulk about my life, because I hate it... and everybody in it. Y'know, I wish I could disable comments in this journal so I won't have to read people whining about my whining, like they're the only ones allowed to whine. ¬_¬

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Laguna club... where arrrrrrrre you... ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5747826/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5747826/ Fri, 24 Jun 2005 19:45:49 PDT
And speaking of annoyances, my keyboard is broken. Again. That's why I'm typing slower than usual.

For those of you who want to join clubs: READ THE BLOODY RULES. It's not that frickin hard, unless you're dyslexic or if the rules aren't in a language you've mastered (no, seriously, I do think about other people that should not have to concern me). For those of you who can understand the language of the rules and are perfectly literate, read them. I was having the same problem with my two clubs. Yeah, with one of them, I was being kinda lenient only because I wanted more members, but trust me, I won't do that again. You must send me a note to obtain membership, or I shall ignore you.

Oh, yeah. is having its first contest: Draw the official ID. If you'd like to participate, please join now. ...But only do so if you really love Yuugi x Jounouchi.

The has finished yet another contest, and the winnar is . Well, I voted for someone else, because she's won a bunch of contests already, but oh well. I kinda wanna watch her. She has some really good art. I think I watch too many people already.

I hink should submit some art to the FF club as well. I mean, I finally saw some Zelphie (Zell x Selphie) pics (yay), so I should most definitely repay the favor by submitting a whole mess of Laguna drawings.

Oh, and finally has some artwork! I don't care what anyone says, they're one of my favorite music groups, and they're purely talented. I even got the CD on the release date--which happened to be my birthday.

And... is doing a summer and/or first kiss theme. Which one should I do? The summer one, or the first kiss one? If I do the summer one, I want to draw Sora from Kingdom Hearts share a Paopu fruit with Yuugi. If I do the first kiss one, I might risk a massive wave of flames and draw Anzu and Rinoa or Pegasus and Laguna.

I wonder why I'm not listed in yet:... I mean, I read all the rules, and I followed directions, didn't I?

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~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5629707/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5629707/ Sun, 12 Jun 2005 18:07:29 PDT
I ____ Krystal.
Krystal is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Krystal, I would _______.
I think Krystal should _____.
Krystal needs ______.
I want to ____________ Krystal.
Someday Krystal will ________.
Krystal reminds me of _______.
Without Krystal _______.
Memories of Krystal are ________.
Krystal can be __________.
__________ is how I describe meeting Krystal.
Worst thing about Krystal is _________.
Best thing about Krystal is _________.
I am ________ with Krystal.

Fill this out in the Journal comments like this:

I Laguna-ed Krystal.
Krystal is Laguna.
If I were alone in a room with Krystal, I would invite Laguna.
I think Krystal should be more like Laguna.
Krystal needs Laguna.
I want to give Laguna to Krystal.
Someday Krystal will marry Laguna.
Krystal reminds me of Laguna.
Without Krystal there would be no Laguna community at LJ.
Memories of Krystal are Laguna-filled.
Krystal can be a Laguna fangirl.
Laguna-obsessed is how I describe meeting Krystal.
Worst thing about Krystal is dorky like Laguna.
Best thing about Krystal is kind like Laguna.
I am fangirling/fanboying Laguna with Krystal.

And remember, I'm Krystal.

And... yes. I'm going to draw Laguna.

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http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5593560/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 21:44:46 PDT YGO manga. It's kind of sad, yet so cute at the same time (aww, the little guy pooped in that one panel...). I certainly enjoyed my trial run. I liked my regular account, but all those new additions were so cool! Yet, even though nothing lasts forever, it's true that the cycle of life does go on (like if your digital pet dies, you can restart it). One day, I'll get a subscription of my own. But, I'm saving up money for college, and I don't know anyone who would give me one, but I do know that I'll be able to get one some day. Maybe I'll win a contest or something.

Oh, and speaking of which, I probably won't be able to enter the 's beach party contest (although I might create a drawing later), but I'm certainly gonna enter 's first kiss/day at the beach contest. Yay for impossible couples!

"I even get excited when I see the NORTH POLE..." XD

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http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5583164/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 19:33:06 PDT
Gah, my bithday's coming up, but I really don't want to celebrate it... My back really, really hurts, and I there's this unexplained bum on my arm that hurts like hell. I hope it's not cancer. Well, I'm not really all that healthy, so I wouldn't be suprised if it was. Then again, it might be just a bruise or a zit... even though zits don't grow below both of your layers of skin.

I'm always feeling tired and lethargic nowadays, since I've started working. I shouldn't be this stressed. I wonder if I really will get sick...?


But... I've discovered Duklyon at the library, and I really want to create a superhero fanfic! I want it to be a crossover, too. I think Kaiba and my rich bitch of an OC, Fox should be the villains, and Pegasus and Laguna can be the generals/guardians for the heroes (no, this is not an excuse to pair them together... but they'll be so much fun to write ). As for the heroes, I don't know who, but I want two of them. Their love interests shall depend on who is chosen. I have some crazy stuff planned for their adventures, for I want it to be pure humor. I know I'm going to get flamed up the wazoo for this, but I don't care. These plotbunnies sound like too much fun to pass up.

]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5573574/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5573574/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 19:18:19 PDT He sighed, smiling. Such beauty shouldn't be mine; I don't deserve it, Laguna thought as he ran his fingers through the long, alabaster hair of Pegasus. Gazing into that solitary eye, he knew he could not hold back any longer, even if his reputation as a President of a highly advanced city was at risk. ...Even if he knew that Squall would not take this affair too well.

All the while, Pegasus felt a rush of exhilarating energy, being in the arms of the President. The matter of his wealthy family, his servants, and those whom he did business with did not even begin to outweigh the security and assurance Laguna gave Pegasus. Being in love with this man was more than a blessing.

The two men drew their heads closer to one another. They closed their eyes and succumbed to each other in a deep, sensual kiss. Laguna and Pegasus clung to each other even more tightly than before. They fell onto the bed, intertwined, and unable to stop the ugent passions between them.

Meanwhile, the young author, who visited her deviantART and Fanworks.org accounts, recieved so many death threats and hate mail that she no longer wrote stories for leisure or her carreer. Because of this, she had to drop out of art school and start a new life as a bureaucrat, moonlighting as a shoe-shiner.

And that is why I can't write a crossover story.

I mean, they work well in theory, and they even look nice in fan art, but when written, it often becomes and incredible fiasco, riddled with clichés (no offense to the DBZ/Sailor Moon/Gundam Wing/ writers out there). I've read this MST of a strange crossover fic. I can't give you the title, but I think it should have been titled, "Why You Shouldn't Watch Yu-Gi-Oh and Cowboy Bebop consecutively." (Yes, , I do read MSTs other than yours, and... I hate to say this, but... my absolute favorite one was of a bad Pokémon hatefic by someone who sure knew a lot about the series to have such an animosity towards it.) Even though I can create rich rapists with psychological disorders and tempermental, bipolar mage-knights, there's no way I'm risking flames (or, don't you do that every time you write a story and post it?).

Truth is, I love Pegsy and Lagunie together. There. I've admitted my embarrassing fetish (at least it's cleaner than licking eyeballs...). Laguna's such a nice guy... I bet he'd see past Pegasus's former evilness and help him clean up his act. And Pegasus would have so much fun with a carefree, childlike Laguna. They'd watch all eight hundred episodes of the Funny Bunny together! ^_^ If you don't mind me referencing the game, Laguna wanted a device that would scratch anywhere on your body, so you don't have to reach with your hand, but he wouldn't need that if he has Pegasus. ^__^ (Hey, , you reached that part of the game yet? I bet your mind was in the gutter that one time, because mine was. ^____^ It's your fault, you know. Well, yours and the Instant Slash Generator's...)

Unfortunately, there's a huge age gap between the two (about twenty years, although they are both consenting adults!), their relationship would be all over the papers (in Esthar, in Galbadia, in Timber, in Balamb, in... wherever the hell Pegasus lives [like, in England or something], in the world, in the solar system, in the universe... [Ignignokt: "Our illicit celebrity relationships are far more advanced than those on your filthy, dark planet." Err: "Man, that crap is SICK!"], and obviously neither of them are from the same series (Pegasus J. Crawford/Maximillian Pegasus being from Yu-Gi-Oh the anime/manga, and Laguna Loire being from Final Fantasy VIII, the video game, which has no hope of being animated). ...Not to mention Squall Leonhart would die of a heart attack the instant he'd hear about this.

But still, what would the Pegasus x Laguna shipper name be? Like how Kojirou/James and Musashi/Jessie from Pokémon are Rocketshipping?

Well, at least understands where I'm coming from (I just joined a few days ago!). There's even Naruto x Rikku! There, I won't be ashamed to admit my love for Sora (KH) x Yuugi (YGO) (aww, a couple of short kids with spiky hair ^_^), Kojirou (Pokémon) x Yami Yuugi (YGO), Seifer (FF8) x Kaiba (YGO), and a fe... ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5545103/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5545103/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 19:49:31 PDT
-TCLSET 4 (working on)

-Rabid/elitist fan comic with Yugi in it (thinking; planning outline)

-Rinoa club ID pic (scanned, coloring in progress)

-Angel/Diamondo (OC) pic (sketcing)

-"Sephiroth -girl" (OC who desperately needs a name) pic (thinking)

-Laguna Loire in a birthday cake (will scan and color)

-Entry for club contest (thinking/working on)

-Pics of random things like bread, butterflies, and plants (thinking and sketching)

-Florina Alto (OC) pic (thinking/sketching)

-"Convoluted Rationale" (A rather random YGO fic, written in prose) (working on first chapter)

-Pegasus x Laguna pic (sketching... three of them)

- "You-Gay-Ho" (A YGO badfic parody) (working on)

-Contest entry for (inking)

-Duklyon fan fic (working on)

-Fake fan fic (almost done)

-Some Sonic fan art (thinking)

-Prizes for and (working on)

-Jounouchi pic inspired by something *shadowivy said on [link] . (thinking)

-The "What Would Happen If (insert character's name here) Was Never In (insert series name here)" series of pics (thinking... They're rather morbid. )

-The Underappreciated Character Swimsuit Calendar (sketching "January")

-Wishshipping wallpaper (sketching).

-Random characters in my own original toon style (thinking and sketching)

-Anime characters doing random things (thinking)

-My first Edward Elric pic (sketching)

-Sexy Pegasus pic (thinking)

-Scary crossover pics (sketching)

-Pic for contest (coloring)

-Pics for [link] (thinking)

I think all of that will take me at least... a year to finish.

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http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5544290/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 16:33:01 PDT I'm so determined to learn it! Since Macromedia Flash is techie art, it'll be great for my portfolio!

...Okay, that's it. I really am going to learn Flash (before I have to take a class in it). I really, really am going to. I showed this one person my storyboard for The Crappiest Love Story Ever (look for parts 1 and 2 in my scraps) and Bad Impression (the Jounouchi butt comic). She really liked both of them. She said that if they were a Flash animation, she'd watch it over and over again. So, if I can appeal to art students... maybe I can appeal to the rest of the world? Who knows? But... which would you rather see? The Crappiest Love Story Ever, or the Jounouchi butt comic? I think I'll do the Jounouchi butt comic first, since it's shorter, and it'll be a bit easier. But, I really, really want to do The Crappiest Love Story Ever. I'm even thinking of a companion piece...

]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5534177/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5534177/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 16:22:49 PDT

But, this is so cool! I get to view my whole gallery stats! I kinda wanna save up and buy my own subscription for three months. Whoever it was, I just want to say, "Thank you!"

Oh, and I was supposed to tell you earlier, but I got a job at Panera bread, mainly because I kept showing up just to get an application. I don't do any cashier work, like I applied for though. I take people's plates and trays away like a waitress... or a "food bitch". Yeah, that's a good name for a restaurant server, food bitch! XD

And this just in: I HATE LJ!!! ...Or at least, some of the people on LJ.

But, these are funny: [link] [link] [link]

I wanted to post the link to the "Instant Slash" site, but if I did, then deviantART would ban me.

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Clubs I hope to be a part of:

~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5113629/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/5113629/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 16:36:54 PDT them .

Rather spend my money on a Red Octane pad or Pokémon Emerald, but oh well. Well, actually, I don't have to support my folks, but... since I've been an ass, I kinda wanna repay my debts, ya know? Besides, since I wanna have them off my back, I wanna help pay taxes.

I might come in school just for scanning purposes. Here's what I'm working on:

-Rocketshipping pic (Pokémon)

-Wishshipping wallpaper (YGO)

-Pic of Carbuncle (FF8)

-Rinoa ID for the Rinoa club (FF8)

-Laguna pic (FF8)

-Angel/Diamondo pic (Original)

-Megumi Alto pic (Original)

-Fox (My rival, the Gary-Stu from hell)

-My ID

-Laguna and Selphie (FF8)

-Tifa x Aeris (FF7)

-My "failed experiment" OC that everybody knows and loathes (and he looks like Hojo from FF7!)

-That very OC with Fox

-Wishshipping ID for my Jounouchi x Yuugi club (YGO)

-Pic for the Anti-bashing club

-Angel x Suishou (Original)

-Sephiroth pic (FF7)

-Megumi x Shinji pic (Original)

-A comic with Jounouchi and Kaiba (YGO)

-A comic with Jounouchi and Zell ( YGO/FF8)

-Riku pic, because I've never drawn Riku before XD; (Kingdom Hearts)

-Sora x Yuugi pic (Kingom Hearts/YGO)

Oh, and this just in, I have reached 1,337 pageviews. 5\/\/337.

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http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4771993/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 15:53:15 PDT What is your real name?

I can't say. I don't want perverts knocking on my door.

How old are you?

Nineteen.

Really? You seem a lot younger...

Yeah... I get that a lot. The puberty gods were too lazy to make me grow, since I like to watch kid's cartoons and my mother's short...

What is your personality type?

INFP.

What are your favorite colors?

Pink, lavender, and blue. Coincidentally, those are the colors of the bisexual flag.

How much do you weigh?

What, you think your my doctor now?!

Sheesh... Now, why did you decide to join DA?

Well, because a lot of my online and offline friends were already there. Plus, I wanted a better place to show off my artwork than some cheesy fanart site, or that website I haven't updated in months...

DA certainly has a lot to offer... But, why don't you visit the forums?

They're full of whiny dumbasses who don't care about anyone but themselves. I asked for help with seaching for communities, and I didn't receive a decent reply until three days later. Everyone else posted threads about how much they hate members of certain cliques, why they don't like DA anymore, and stupid political questions that everyone knows the answer to.

Wow, you seem pretty peeved... Are you... always like this?

No, not really. I may seem grumpy on the outside, but on the inside, I'm really worried.

About what?

Jobs, friends, school, the general public, the fate of humankind... too many things to name.

If you had to name one thing you hate, what would it be?

That would be stereotyping. It is the ultimate evil in society. Stereotyping leads to prejudice, prejudice leads to anger, anger leads to hate, and hate leads to war. I think it was--Jane Goodall, was it?--who once wrote that mankind is forever doomed to fight one another, based on her studies of apes? I really wanna prove this otherwise. Maybe, we could all look past our differences, and see the common humanity within. I mean, I don't need to be called a "prep" just because my favorite color is pink, or a "goth" because of my attitude, or "immature" because I like animation, or a "badficcer" because I write stories that have wacked-out plotlines, even though I know proper conventions.

We know what totally burns you inside, but do you have any minor pet peeves

Yes, rabid fangirl/fanboy-ism--especially the bashing. Téa/Anzu did nothing to you, so you should do nothing to her, and Pokémon has been around longer than Halo , so why are you complaining? Oh, and skeptical and sarcastic people.

What about things that you love?

I love cartooning and drawing. I've been into animation since I was a little kid; so much that my family began to think there was something wrong with me. I think they've begun to accept that now... slightly. Oh, and I really love making other people happy. I have this thing where if no one else is happy, I'm not happy, and I begin to think that I did something wrong...

Why do you like Justin Timberlake so much?

I'm not some sleazy, pathetic fangirl if that's what you're thinking. Have you ever heard of Revolutionary Girl Utena? Justy-kun is kinda like my "prince"--the prince who inspires me, who wishes for me to grow up to be strong and noble... just like him. I want to be a pimp, not a bitch. I read the inside of his CD cover, and what he said touched me: "If I didn't have music, I don't know what I'd do." I could most definitely identify with that statement. Since Justin is so dedicated to his music, I decided I should be dedicated to my artwork as well.

What is your all-time favorite anime?

Sailor Moon. It's what inspired me to create the characters in my featured deviation. Although, my made-up series is more RPG-styled.

What is your all-time favorite cartoon?

I... really don't know. Maybe The Simpsons, which I've been watching for sixteen years. Or... actually, Ren and Stimpy. Yes, I like whacked-out things.

What was the happiest moment of your life?

When my best friend (whom I still kinda have a crush on) gave me her phone number. This was when I was really lonely and put-down, and since this was right before Christmas break in junior year, I'd consider it the best Christmas present EVAR.

What are your favorite words?

English: Love, nomenclature, d'oh, damn, bitch, hell, and porn.

Fre... ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4767309/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4767309/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 08:25:37 PST

I've always been behind in pretty much everything: in assignments, in sports, in fashions, in technology--pretty much everything you can imagine in my whole life. I've always wanted to be with the crowd, I didn't even want to be ahead because I was so afraid of standing out. Now, I know how important it is to stand out, and I never even done that because people who stand out are always picked on the most.

Maybe I'm just stressed since anime artwork is getting big now, and when I enter the job force, it's gonna die down, and not to mention the comic book industry is dying slowly... But, I can't shake this feeling of eternal, inevitable failure. I've disappointed so many people--especially teachers and family members. And when other people are disappointed, I am disappointed. Maybe if I were the total opposite of me: a tall guy with no emotions and is a math genius who was extremely mature, wasn't afraid to fight, and who hates cartoons, maybe my dad would have a little more faith in me instead of him just saying that he does like I've suspected. But, then again, I wouldn't be on DA, since I'd have no art abilites...

Bleah. I only chose art because it was one of the few things that I was good at. I still like cartoons and anime/manga, but I wonder if this was the wrong path... I wanna be a singer/songwriter, especially for an animated series, but most singers/songwriters start out young. I have never been able to face an audience... even if I've always wanted to do so unafraid. Now that I'm gonna be an actor for my final project, I'm really scared. 'Sides, no one likes wanna-be's, and that's basically me in a nutshell.

And nobody likes to hear me complain because they think I'm too pampered. Sometimes, I wish I were poor and had nothing. As a kid, I often pretended to be unfortunate. If it makes you happy, I really did start out with almost nothing when I lived with my mom. I think poor people live a more simple life. They've got less things to worry about, since they have nothing. Even if the children are unable to go to school, and bills cannot be paid, and people basically look down upon you, there is less of a reason to be materialistic and greedy. A lot of the time, rich and middle-class people take too many things for granted.

On a brighter note, I did develop a new drawing style. I'll show it to you soon. It looks kinda half Disney and half anime, but nothing's original anymore, I guess. I'm still gonna continue some anime drawings, but I just got sick of my characters looking like a mixture of Kazuki Takahashi and Naoko Takeuchi. I could also submit some songs that I wrote.

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Clubs I belong to as of now:

http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4725662/ Fri, 04 Mar 2005 08:14:25 PST Rinoa-Club, for Rinoa Heartilly fans! I doubt anyone's gonna join that one, though. 'Cause no one has joined my Jounouchi x Yuugi club, ~Yuujou-to-Ai yet!

Gah, it's almost finals week, and I still haven't improved in 3D Modeling. x_x Dad hates me. He's always on my case about everything--as if he weren't on my case enough. Stupid hypocritical womanizing bastard. I have to go bowling with him, my dumbass sister, and his "friend" (yeah, right ¬_¬). I just hate spending time with them, cause this is just so typical of him--choosing women who are so inferior and unexperienced, that even I'm thinking that I'm smarter than them (don't mind me, I'm a feminist -_-)! I wish people weren't allowed to get married. Better yet, I wish I could kill that one person who asked about gay marriage, so Bush and his buddies wouldn't work so hard to abolish it. I swear, everyone is out to make me an old maid. -_-; Or, even better yet, I'd say we ban divorce. 'Cause then, you have to be more careful about whom you choose to spend your life with. Well, isn't that what marriage is all about? Commitment and mutual understanding--no matter who the other person is? So then, kids wouldn't hate their parents, and maybe love would actually have a purpose in this world. I used to believe in true love just a little while ago. Now, I'm not so sure... I'm always getting rejected, and I'm so afraid to ask anyone out, especially if they're girls. Are people really this fickle?

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Clubs I hope to be a part of:

~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4655351/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4655351/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 11:17:32 PST For those of you who don't know what that is, it's a piece of artwork made especially for someone who gives you a certain number of hits on yer webpage. Now, my kiriban is for 1,000 hits, which is coming up real soon. I'm thinking of doing characters from Sanami Matoh's Fake (even though the whole entire fandom hates me). Don't forget; let me know if you are the 1,000th person! When I see the counter, up the pic goes! ^_^

By the way, I hate spamming, but DESPERATELY needs members! If you're interested, send me or the club a note!

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]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4523156/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4523156/ Fri, 18 Feb 2005 10:53:51 PST
I...

have finally...

created my first DA club!

It's called Yuujou-to-Ai, which means "Friendship and Love" and it's about, you guessed it, my favorite fan!yaoi couple in the whole world, Jounouchi x Yuugi from Yu-Gi-Oh!. I wonder how many people will join, since not too many people like this pairing...? Well, the important thing is, I did this all by myself without any help, and now, I'm gonna set it up, and invite a few people... *eyes ~writinchica2k*

Oh, and I forgot, the link is here: ~ Yuujou-to-Ai Or:

Clubs I belong to as of now:



Clubs I hope to be a part of:

]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4516068/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4516068/ Sun, 06 Feb 2005 21:22:15 PST create those original comics instead of just drawing character poses. One day, I will submit my original songs. One day, I may even overcome my shyness and sing those songs. One day, deviantART will stop being a popularity contest and members/subscribers/whatever will fave and comment only art that they like rather than doing so to get as many pageviews as they can. One day, bashing will stop altogether. One day, I will make my own YuuJou club, even though I don't know the first thing about making DA communities. One day, I will create an animated series suited for women, and beat the pants off of Seth McFarlane.

I know those are just dreams, but is there a law against dreaming? And, is there a law against wanting to achieve those dreams no matter what the cost? Didn't think so.

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]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4380301/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4380301/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 11:29:06 PST
As for clubs, I'm gonna go with my first choice and create a YuuJou club for everyone who likes Wishshipping (and Dragonshipping and Feathershipping). I'm having trouble with what name to give to it, though...

How about...

-Friendship on Fire

or...

-Evolution

or...

-More Than Friends

or...

-Shown, But Not Seen

or...

-Yuujou to Ai (Friendship and Love)

Hmm... *rubs chin in thought* Since I'm not a subscriber, this would make one crappy poll. Nevertheless, your comments are always welcome. Once it's up and running, I'm gonna ask a few people to join, and I'll get off my lazy ass and make buttons and banners. I've made a guild on Gaia, and I can tell myself I'd make a good admin, considering I'm fair, mature, and don't speak 'n00b'... But, once I get it running, you can be the judge. It might take a few months to establish it, though. Please wish me luck.

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Clubs I hope to be a part of:

]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4368557/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4368557/ Thu, 20 Jan 2005 12:27:56 PST you, my fellow me-watchers, how to create a group. I'm already in the GirlzOfYGO (a club dedicated to the female Yu-Gi-Oh! characters) and am planning to be in the Pokemon Forever club, The 27th Precinct (FAKE club), and the Team-Rocket-Club. I know that I should just go to my list of friends in my devART watch list and create a group from there. But, how is the rest done?

I'd like to make a club dedicated to either the Wishshippers (Jounouchi x Yuugi fans)/Dragonshippers (Jounouchi x Yami fans)/Feathershippers (Yami x Jounouchi x Yuugi fans) for the YGO fans like me, or an anti-bashing club for the people who hate seeing their favorite character get trashed in fanworks, or just hate bashing as a whole.

Now, I need to know if any of these clubs exist or not. Please comment if you found anything remotely like the groups I have described above, or if you're in one of them (if you're in, then, I so wanna join. XD). I will also check other people's profiles for devART groups, so I won't feel as stupid. If they don't exist, let me know which one to create, and I'll make buttons and stuff for the future members. Wish me luck! ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4269916/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/4269916/ Sat, 08 Jan 2005 13:26:37 PST
-Cardio for 3 times a week
-Moderate activity for 3 more days a week
-Stretch for 1 day a week (Actually, I'm supposed to stretch before and after each exercise, but on Friday, I get to do all stretches. )
-5 to 6 small meals a day
-High protien
-High fiber
-Low fats
-Low sugar
-120 oz. of water

But, here's the downside. I can't consume anything that has more than 5 grams of sugar. And that's everything --other than fruit, which has vitamins. I can't even drink juice. In fact, I can't drink anything but water. If you have done the math, I should consume 5 24-oz. bottles of water. Which is 15 8-oz cups--more than twice the reccommended daily amount. I might have to take calcium supplements, since I like milk, and my bones will get weak pretty fast. And, my day tends to start late, so I can only eat a few times per day.

On the other hand, I got a PS2 and DDR Extreme for Christmas, so I can put that to good use. Within weeks, I've already unlocked all the characters and songs, and now I'm well on my way to unlocking all the nonstop mode courses. I have to unlock everything before game day for my GLBT club. ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3841091/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3841091/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 12:30:44 PST ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3827112/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3827112/ Sat, 13 Nov 2004 17:03:51 PST
I just restarted Animal Crosssing with my sister's new memory card.

I tried a new snack that has the texture and taste of ranch pork rinds, but is actually low-carb rice crackers with four grams of fat and zero grams of trans fat.

I just noticed I haven't typed the letter 'z' in a long time until now.

I finally have favorited homestarrunner.com fan art.

I was invited to a Strong Bad guild.

No one from the Anzu-Bashers guild wants to kill me after accidentally quoting one of my posts instead of editing it (well, actually, they do want to kill me, but I see none of them yet! XD).

I'm finally eating my Toblerone bar that I've been saving since Wednesday. And it is good.

I finally started that project I was supposed to be working on a long time ago.

I'm listening to Japanese music.

I have been inspired to help those in need and send a get-well card to deviantART.

I actually like my crappy deviations! O_O;

And someone gave me one more reason to visit fanfuc--fanfiction.net. ([link]) And I was listening to Exile when I reread the final scene, which was the most beautiful.

Today's one of my rare happy days, considering it's a Saturday, and I haven't eaten bacon. I'll thank you not to ruin it. ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3583018/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3583018/ Wed, 13 Oct 2004 17:13:14 PDT
I don't know what words I can say
The wind has a way
To talk to me
Flowers sleep; a silent lullaby
I pray for reply
I'm ready

Quiet day calms me
Oh serenity someone
Please help me
What is it they say?
Maybe I'll know one day...

I don't know what words I can say
The wind has a way to talk to me
Flowers sleep; a silent lullaby
I pray for reply
I'm ready

~English version of "Hiru no Tsuki" from Outlaw Star

Tribute to Matthew Shepard ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3577151/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3577151/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 21:31:22 PDT
*****


THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998

[link]

Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
Listen to the don'ts.
Listen to the shouldn'ts,
The impossibles, the won'ts.
Listen to the never haves,
Then listen close to me ...
Anything can happen, child.
Anything can be.

~ Shel Silverstein


Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?


[link] Click here to post this on your own page or weblog

*****

I remember seeing a movie on MTV about this person once. Back then, I was still straight but my homophobia had nearly worn off.

I am asking every one of you politely, please do not kill or hate someone just because they have a particular quality you may not like about them. Be they gay, straight, prep, punk, conservative, liberal, majority, minority, left-brained, right-brained, popular or unpopular, don't hate. Because, people like him had to suffer from it.

















]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3518223/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3518223/ Tue, 05 Oct 2004 11:20:07 PDT Now, I can defend Anzu/Téa and not get crap for it by silly fangirls! I'm working on an entry for their contest, too. Wish me luck! ^_^ And, I have over 300 pageviews! Yes! ^^ ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3446513/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3446513/ Sat, 25 Sep 2004 20:38:22 PDT
There was this one user whom we shall call... Baka-man's Evil Twin. And one day (Thursday, when I was finishing up the last day of my summer quarter at ILIS), he decided to flame the Supporters of Yaoi thread by using homophobic messages. How appropriate. ¬_¬ Of course, we all got pissed. We tried explaining that he couldn't say bullshit like that, and that our images weren't pornographic (Gaia is a PG-13 board, so how could we show pr0n?!). But, BMET was a persistent little bugger.

Then, BMET, said that he considered himself gay. But, he still tried to shut us down because he didn't like to look at two humans--male or female--touching each other. I know that guy must have issues to work out, but spamming/flaming a thread is not the way to do it.

And then, BMET was at it yet again, and I got a little carried away and called him 'heartless'. Well, he didn't mind. He seemed to enjoy not caring for other people's well-beings. Can I get a big, "antisocial" here, folks?! Then, he followed me all the way to the Anti-Anzu-Bashers Guild! ...But, this is after I gossiped about him being an asshole whose avatar looks like my original character from hell.

That was the last straw. I know that the owner of the Yaoi Supporters Bar already reported him, but I had to report him, too. BMET kept on posting BS like he was the King of Gaia or something. Eventually, the owner put him on the Shit List (), and deleted his posts. But, the jerk kept on freakin' posting crap, and whining! BMET is just like the infamous Waggy from Writinchica2k's MSTs! I should MST all his bullcrappy comments 'cause, damn , that guy's an asshole!

To BMET: ! , AND DON'T COME BACK!!! OR THE MODS WILL GO ZELDA ON YOU!!! ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3337872/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3337872/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 07:51:03 PDT two weeks before the final week of the quarter. That's what I get for going to an art school. -____-;;; I have to write a five-page paper for English, and I haven't even started on the two-page rough draft yet, and I have to write a thirty-page script for a pilot episode of an original animated series (which I've started, luckily) for my writing for animation class. I'll have to keep myself away from the computer unless I'm working from now until September 25. So, wish me luck, peeps! I hope I see you again... ever... ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3226826/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3226826/ Fri, 27 Aug 2004 18:40:38 PDT supposed to be on a second date tonight with the girl of my dreams, but noooooo. She called today, and cancelled... and told me she liked me as a friend. ;_; Breaking up over the phone. Oh, that's wonderful...

But, at least she's still my friend, as she always has been; not some guy that treats me as his fan club member. She's still young; maybe she just got a little too nervous. I'll forgive her. I'm still really sad, though. I desperately wanted to use tonight as an opportunity to kiss her and tell her how I really feel, as early as it may have been. But since I still love her... I'm going to have to go back to the way we were, if that's really the best thing to do. At least I still went out with someone. And at least that someone is still one of the most important people in my life...

I still love you, Lisa. ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3196991/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3196991/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 16:43:56 PDT
Bite me if you don't want me to shut myself off from the world. I won't listen to you. > I couldn't find a place to fit in when I was younger, and I can't find one now, and I don't ever think I will find one! O_O

Risht now, I shall list the only things that make me happy (which a lot of them are also the things that piss everyone else off):

-Wishshipping (Jou x Yuugi)
-Dragonshipping (Jou x Yami)
-Feathershipping (Yami x Jou x Yuugi)
-Azureshipping (Anzu x Kaiba)
-Rocketshipping (Kojirou x Musashi)
-Squinoa (Squall x Rinoa)
-Shipping, in general XD
-Homestar Runner
-Cheesy late '90s-early '00s pop tunes
-Defending hated characters
-Drawing
-Super Smash Bros. Melee
-Pokémon
-Seme!Jounouchi
-Fem!Kaiba
-Blatantly dissing mean people in any of my creations
-Mix-N'-Match pairings, such as Sexyshipping (Kojirou x Yami) or Antisocialshipping (Squall x Kaiba)
-Throwing up whenever I see KaiJou art, fics, or anything else (I think I can tolerate JouKai, though...)
-Describing how illogical and scary yami x hikari pairings are (Well, I like Yami x Yugi, but the rest just freak me out... ._.)

Hey... I feel better already! XD

But, only a little bit... ¬_¬ ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3151562/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3151562/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 08:32:32 PDT
Yes, my best friend is a girl, and yes, I want to be more than friends with her, and yes, you've seen dozens of journal entries like this, and yes, you do have permission to leave if this bores or offends you. First off, the feelings started on the day after she, Kurokiyo, and me all went to see Van Helsing (which sucked, but I'm not gonna get into that). I saw her at the mall, sitting by herself when BAM! The crush feeling immediately kicked in. Why was this happening?! I was only supposed to feel this way towards guys! ...But I can't get guys... I hoped that it would pass, helping myself by thinking about mountains of bishounen.

Needless to say, that didn't work. Although my attractions went in, out, and then in again, they still persisted. I kept this to myself until I ranted about it on the Kyokou Geemu forums. I didn't have many replies to that post, but I got plenty of views. I guess I shocked a lot of people... Then, I told my therapist about it. She was also suprised as hell, but she was pretty supportive. A few weeks later, just when I was still struggling and thinking about her, I heard my stepmom mention her name, and I was blushing, and my heart pounded again. My new feelings won.

I ranted on KG about this revelation, and I really felt like I needed to tell her. But I had no hope, because it seemed like she liked someone else--Kurokiyo to be exact. They gave me a bunch of "ganbatte" responses. So I said, "why not" and called her up. I confessed, expecting to get my ass kicked (hey, if they say breaking up on the phone is bad, then maybe professing a romantic interest in someone over the phone is just as bad?). She was also very suprised. Yet, she was still cool about it. She thought it was because of Fake. I thought it was because of those YuuJou fics I like to write so much! O__o;

Still, she's better than all my other crushes--no, I mean it. They were jerks who wore their over-inflated egos like a badge (well, except for that one guy I used to really like. I asked him out, and being the lucky person that I usually am, I found out that someone got to him first. At least he was nice to me. He works at the library now. I should call him up and be his friend, since I have virtually no guy friends). With those boys, I was completely intimidated (by both them and their many other fangirls) and almost immobilized. With my friend, I still feel butterflies and warm cheeks, yet I can still be free around her. I don't have to impress her very much, although I sometimes feel that I need to pretty up for her, like with boys. I don't have to drastically change myself, for she's okay with who I am. Hell, we even have much of the same interests! So, why should I change? ^^ The best part is, she wanted to give it a shot later on.

Well, on my doctor's visit yesterday (since it's already 12:30 am while I'm typing this), I ranted once more about why I felt so different about my friend than other guys and why my attractions are being redefined, and my therapist said that early adulthood is a time for asking questions and re-evaluating oneself--just like adolecsence is. I described how immensely happy I felt around my friend, mentioning that I never had a romantic relationship in all my life, asked if I felt like I loved her. I answered honestly that I loved my friend as both a friend and as more than that. I still wasn't sure, but my therapist said that it was definitely hard for me to tell because of my lack of steady relationships.

Now, my emotions want to escape. Even though we only went out once, I'm still nuts over my best friend. I wish we could go out again, but she always seems to be transported to some faraway place when I want to build something deeper with her. Well, I'll just say this anyway. I hope she's not reading this (yeah, right, like she'd ever go to this site and read this entry. -.-)...

I love you.

There, I said it.

Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.
~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3139961/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3139961/ Mon, 16 Aug 2004 15:02:26 PDT Aqua Teen Hunger Force, the famed TV show on Cartoon Network's Adult Swim block.

It was a kick-ass show that aired on the birth of Adult Swim, which was like, sometime in 2001, or something. I didn't really think I'd want to watch it because I only cared about Space Ghost and Cowboy Bebop. Later on (and this was in like, what, 2002?), I became more interested in the shows that Adult Swim had to offer like InuYasha, Yu Yu Hakushou, The Big O (since I watched it on Toonami, and I've always wanted it to come back, anyway), and even Home Movies.

One Sunday in mid-late 2003, instead of seeing Home Movies at its normal time at 10:00 pm, CST, I thought to myself, 'Those bastards! How could they deprive me of Brendon's antics?!'. So, I then settled for ATHF. The first wpisode I saw was the one about the robotic turkey from the year 9595, who was reconstructed by rogue chicken scientists. Oh, how I wished to go to RoboFrance back then. ^_^ But what really got me interested were... the Mooninites! That's right. Ignignot and Ur (if that's how you spell their names) were the more bad-ass version of my original villainous heroes, Team Rocket. I have reasons to hate them. I should hate them. But, I can't. XD Despite commemts from naysayers (most of whom were my own friends), I continued to watch that show, and gather moon rocks so I could spank nerds with them.

Aqua Teen Hunger Force's final episode aired yesterday, Sunday, August 15th, 2004. It was just beautiful. The Mooninites were in it! I think that they are the shows most popular villains, as I see plenty of web pages and merchandise featuring the two. And I finally know Carl's birthday! If you don't know, I'm not telling you. I'll just say that he's a Picses. Unfortunately, I didn't catch his last name... -_-; And at the end, Ignignot gave the finger-- the SUPER-SIZED finger!

Why was it being cancelled? Hell if I know. Maybe some stupid censors said it was too "violent" or "grotesque" for the general public. Excuse YOU, biznitches, but that cartoon is designed for college kids (mostly male, but do you think I give a damn? XD) who are roughly my age, not for the GP. > Or... maybe the creators didn't have enough money to continue the series. I'll eventually find out the real reason someday. I've only been watching this series for less than six months!

In memory of you, ATHF, I shall buy/rent all your DVDs. So long Shake, Frylock, Meatwad, Carl, all the freaky bad guys, and especially, The Mooninites. May you rest in peace.

"This is a terrible strain, but I must do this as hard as I can..." ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3124590/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3124590/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 13:57:59 PDT This is awesome. I didn't think a newbie like me would attract so much attention unless I were really, really good. People don't seem to mind that I switch moods faster than Sonic can run, or if I listen to sappy, girly music--sappy enough to make me *want* to wear a dress! I guess all you have to do to get this much praise is to find a piece of artwork that you like, and suck up to it's artist/author. XD I should draw more so that more people will start sucking up to me. ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3077072/ http://Yami-Dorkus.deviantart.com/journal/3077072/ Sun, 08 Aug 2004 19:48:44 PDT This is my first day of being a Deviant; so far I've submitted two pieces of art, most likely to also be found on MediaMiner or Kyokou Geemu. Yep, I love the Yugi/Joey pairing. ^_^ It's one of the few things that bring me joy in life.

I signed up here just because a friend did. I'm very influenced by other people, you know, and it's a habit I must fix. However, behavior, fandoms, and even music (surprise!) are exceptions. Even when my tyrant of a father tells me to quit my job, I won't do it because it taught me too many thngs, and that includes how not to give up.

I was in a happy mood before 'cause I was at Gaia and we're cosplaying all of our avatars as YGO characters at the Anti-Anzu-Bashers Guild (just like we cosplayed as Pokémon characters in the Pokémon Defenders Guild). Then I was in a pissy mood because family of mine got angry with me becasue I left my car lights on. Then I got even worse when I thought of joining the music club at my school, but I think that everyone there will be hardcore goths and punks, and I'm just too sweet and mushy for that style, and I'll most likely get kicked out (I was even chastised in high school for this). But, when I started staring at that JouYuugi pic I put next to my bed, for of course, the purpose of making me happy, I felt a little better. And, I started thinking about LiLi and how much she and I remind me of that very Wishshippy couple, and that made me feel almost euphoric. But because of that, I started thinking about coming out as bi, and how the rest of my family will hate me for it. And I got even more depressed when I think about how I'm too fat, and feeling that I want to throw up everything I eat, no matter how healthy (or not) it was, and then if I don't, I'd die early... And now I'm too tired because I thought too much. -__- This happens to me all the time.

Wow, Bunny Meatball, the Devious Magical-Web-Girl, what a lasting impression you've made. ¬_¬; Beware dear audience; I have many mood swings... ]]> ~Yami-Dorkus