http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:YayMee&section=today deviantART RSS for by:YayMee en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 21:35:47 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28968847/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28968847/ Tue, 15 Dec 2009 19:15:31 PST i don't have that many problems but it feels like a lot to me.

1. guy troubles
2. my seasonal winter depression
3. everyone makes me feel like i look like an idiot.
4. i'm so damn self conscious.
5. my lack of sleep
6. projects
7. school in general.
8. MY MOM IS ALWAYS ON MY BACK. JUST GO OUT OF TOWN FOR LIKE A WEEK. PLEASE.

and then today i was at lunch and i needed a chair so i go to Alec's table and try to take one and Leah(such a bitch) was like "um dana's sitting there." ok well there was no bag on the table or the chair so that's fair game so i said "um, i don't see dana or her stuff. no stuff, no chair." and i walked away and then alec friggen chases me and fights me for the fucking chair. HONESTLY?! and of course i end up losing it even though i was DEFINITELY in the right. you know what? i have to find my own chair every fucking day. NO ONE SAVES ME A SEAT SO WHY SHOULD YOU GET A SEAT WHEN NEITHER YOU NOR YOUR STUFF IS THERE? i wouldn't have taken it it her stuff was there. and it just made me feel like alec likes dana more than me and it bothered me. no one ever takes my side and then i look like an idiot. so then i just shared a chair with chris and i was telling steve the story about the chair and grace was like "don't get so worked up over it". well like everything else was weighing down on me and i felt like crap and so i was like "it's not just the chair. i'm upset about other things too" and i broke into sobs and i felt like everyone thought i was crazy. and i wonder why i don't have a boyfriend. i hate myself.

and Steve's staying out of school tomorrow cause "everyone's so depressed". so now i feel like i'm pushing my friends away and it's making me feel even worse.

now i feel like i have NOTHING to hold on to.

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that's a moment i'll cherish forever though.

BUT chris likes him and he's kind of bicurious so like ughh. it's all a bit frustrating and confusing.

i should be doing a book report. i'm gonna go get that done now lol.

bye guys.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28852532/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28852532/ Wed, 09 Dec 2009 18:51:34 PST
i can't focus on anything. i've just been feeling kind of depressed the past couple of weeks. i can see my grades slipping. it's terrible. but i just can't really care. i really hate feeling this way.

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but on a lighter note, i'm feeling a little better. i was pissed off at the world this morning lmao. i kinda wish we'd get the rest of the week off from school cause i'm so tired i might just collapse at some point.

i love love.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28811073/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28811073/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 17:26:23 PST
AND GUYS, IF YOU HAVE MS. BYRD DON'T WORRY ABOUT A DRAFT. if this depression keeps going you won't have to worry because more and more people are volunteering to join the army cause they need a job. but if it DOES come to that i'm getting the fuck out of here.

but back to the peace thing, i'm not saying everyone's lying. i mean maybe they really do believe in peace and stuff but why are they suddenly showing it now when the peace sign is suddenly being used again? i personally think it's being a little overused though and sometimes i feel like a tool when i doodle it in my notebook or whatever. i've believed in peace and love for a long time and i finally think i almost understand it completely (though maybe i'm being naive) but i know i'll never ever understand it completely because those terms are pretty relative and it means something different to everyone. but anyways, i always ask for peace and love at christmas. well along with useless material stuff.

that's another thing i've realized. material stuff means absolutely nothing. so i've stopped caring what everyone thinks when i wear the same clothes everyday. you know what? i think this outfit's comfy, i think i look good in it, i'm gonna wear it as often as i want. the most important things to me now are family and love.

and when people say "love hurts" it bothers me. love doesn't hurt. it's when you're expectations are too high that it brings the pain, but love itself doesn't hurt. if it did why would anyone love in the first place? and the opposite of love is NOT hate. it's apathy, not caring at all.

well i guess that's about it.

and i don't know if i should tell him how i feel. and i'm not gonna say who so i'd appreciate it if you didn't ask. yeah i hate it when people do this too.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28753602/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28753602/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 19:32:27 PST
afterwords, i dropped Jess off, went home but then decided to take a ride just by myself. it was nice. i was in my own world just singing along to the Beatles getting lost in a neighborhood. ahh.

and now i'm gonna tell you some experiences i've had. i swear none of them are drug induced and you can choose to believe me or not believe me. i don't really care.

first, i've had an out of body experience. it was weird. i was looking in the mirror one day and it felt like i was looking at myself looking in the mirror and i felt like it wasn't me.

second, sometimes i have these flashes where i know the purpose/meaning of life, but they leave just as fast as they come and i don't remember.

third, sometimes i feel like my life is just a dream. i feel like i'm not really here. i feel like i'll just wake up one day and realize none of this has happened.

and you know how it's said that you see your life flash before your eyes the moment before you die? sometimes i feel like my life is that moment. like my future self is lying on her death bed watching this all happen again. and if that's the case then it's a never ending chain of watching my life over and over and over again if you get what i mean.

maybe that's what deja vu is. like as you're living your life and your future self is remembering her life and she happens to remember just what you're doing at the moment the overlap creates deja vu. i don't know if you can even understand this paragraph.

last, once in a while i write poetry in my dreams.

i feel like dancing and singing.

awww my brother can be really cool sometimes, i'm listening to the Phish concert he's at over the phone.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28732821/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28732821/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 17:06:06 PST
and i am really tired. i haven't been sleeping well once again fml.

i have to clean for the cleaning lady. huh? my sentiments exactly.

ummm. poop. i feel fat and ugly.

and i don't see what guys see in stupid girls who have everything handed to them. i work fairly hard and i'm smart but pretty much everyone fails to realize that i'm actually smart. do they think that you're only smart if you take honors/ap classes? i would take them if i were more motivated, but i really don't wanna stress myself out. i'm already really stressed as it is and i have panic attacks on a regular basis with projects and stuff. even if i'm getting them done early. and i'm already getting a bit nervous about the health project. i don't really like the people in my class and i have to talk for like 8-10 minutes :/. at least we get to do it in groups so i won't be too alone.

do you guys think i'm too shy? am i too serious? i really don't know what's wrong with me. christal was like "im surprised you don't have a boyfriend." well maybe it's because i have the worst luck in the world. and maybe it's because i happen to be going to school where everyone is really shallow.

and i've just been thinking a lot lately. just about life and stuff.

also, i really hate when i use big words and people go "oh wow! you're trying to use big/smart words!" just because you probably don't even know what they mean doesn't mean you have to make fun of my vocabulary thank you.

i can't wait for Christmas.

i love Betsy.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28677243/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28677243/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 17:43:53 PST did she fall asleep? no she didn't; she was passed out on the floor and her eyes were open and i was scared to death and shaking so i called 911. then the snoring kind of stopped and ironically, it was then that they asked if she was breathing and so i put my finger under her nose and it didn't feel like she was so i was pretty much shitting my pants. but then she started breathing again after a few seconds and woke up. then the ambulance came and there was a really cute EMT. and they took us to the hospital and it was kinda cool to sit in the front of the ambulance and watch all the cars move to the side of the road.

then we were at the hospital for about 4 hours and there was a cute male nurse. and i got really hungry so when my grandpa came and picked us up we went for wieners (at like 10:45 am).

and i was like, fuck school.

THE END!

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28597496/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28597496/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 19:12:16 PST Cell Phone Themes | Photography | Wallpapers |Photoshop Brushes
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i think i kinda still like this kid that i went to middle school with and had a major crush on. THE END.

and i feel REALLY REALLY dumb. i was at the football game today and i was sitting with my friends and Jing was saying that Steve Sacco looks like another one of her friends and i didn't realize that he was walking by and i said rather loudly "i hate Steve Sacco SO MUCH." FML

he deserves it though. he called me a bitch for no reason in homeroom last year and he just looks like a total dick.

i'm feelin' a little blue :/

and I HATE TEACHERS.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28569578/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28569578/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 13:46:40 PST Cell Phone Themes | Photography | Wallpapers |Photoshop Brushes
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ok so apparently Alec doesn't respect me anymore because i don't like Obama. HOW RIDICULOUS IS THAT?!

i really just wanna cry right now because i just lost the respect of one of my best friends because of that. WTF?!

now i'm just kinda hating myself.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28552618/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28552618/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 16:48:41 PST Cell Phone Themes | Photography | Wallpapers |Photoshop Brushes
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tomorrow's the last day before thanksgiving! YAYY!

frehrthfvhruygiubid

awwwWWW FREAK OUT!

so um yeah. idk. i don't feel like getting up early for the stupid poopy butthole thanksgiving football game.

and also, the field tonight at band was wicked muddy and i thought my shoe was gonna get stuck in it.

i'm feeling hopeful.

this one time, there was a pretty pretty princess named Amy(yes, i'm conceited). so anyways, one day, amy went into the city to look for a new pair of shoes, but she was stopped by the evil wicked witch named Erin. Erin said "gimme your money." and Amy said "NOOO!" and ran away. The witch gave up cause she was lazy. Amy finally made it to the royal shoe store and bought the prettiest, most expensive shoes there. THE END.

probably the worst story ever right there.

excuse of the day: i can't do the trash right now, i'm writing a story.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28535745/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28535745/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 18:45:10 PST Cell Phone Themes | Photography | Wallpapers |Photoshop Brushes
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here comes my winter depression guys! when the days get short, i get depressed. i can't explain it but it sucks pretty bad. so get ready for gay emo journals!

blahhhhh

i'm tired. night!


_{who even reads my journals anyways?}

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a baby platypus is called a platypup! AWWWWWWWW

and that made me think about my favorite beanie baby which is, in fact, a platypus.

i have all the projects i needed to get done for this week done. THANK GOD.

now i have to read a book and stuff. hbcswfhbc jbhvf

anywhooo i don't have much to say. WICKED EXCITED FOR THANKSGIVING BREAK THOUGH. who doesn't love 3 day weeks?

errmmm. Betsy won't eat her food :/. i hope she gets used to it soon cause i can't keep feeding her baby carrots.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28474944/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28474944/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 18:48:22 PST Cell Phone Themes | Photography | Wallpapers |Photoshop Brushes
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it's kinda funny how Liana was complaining about having work tonight and not being able to have a life this morning. so i was like "go after work" and she flipped. she said "who wants to go out at 8 at night after working after a 6 hour day at school?!" and i said "i would." and she was just all huffy puffy and yet she's out right now with chris and johnna. LMAO. (i don't blame you if you can't understand this paragraph, it's not very coherent.)

and it's REALLY annoying how her and chris are always complaining about how i drive. oh, i don't drive "fun". I DON'T WANT A TICKET. I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY FRIENDS OR MYSELF. seriously, grow up. not that i'm all that mature.

and my music. why does everyone feel the need to make fun of my music? it's "gay", it's "stupid", it's "weird". people need to realize that people have different tastes. so just because i don't listen to songs about sex and some songs that aren't mainstream or songs that are upbeat and happy, my music is weird or gay or stupid? fuck. you.

and people are just being stupid and starting drama over literally nothing.

but this weekend should be pretty sweet. tonight i went to applebees with brianna and laughed A LOT. tomorrow i'm feeding homeless people and then chillin with steve and maybe erin. and sunday i might hang with grace for a little and she's gonna try something with eyeliner on me.

AND I FINALLY DON'T FEEL SO CREEPED OUT IN MY ROOM

excuse of the day: i can't, i'm lactose intolerant.

peace. love.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28445122/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28445122/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 05:14:06 PST Cell Phone Themes | Photography | Wallpapers |Photoshop Brushes
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i know my complaining is probably super annoying, but i still just can't wrap my mind around it. i really don't get it. how can a lesbian date a guy and still be a lesbian? and of course it has to be the guy i've liked for 3 years. the guy i almost dated last year. the only guy in the school i could ever picture myself with. the only guy i ever thought i had a chance with. and i feel really stupid cause i kinda thought he finally felt the same about me cause we always hold hands walking to and from lunch when we have it together and the past few times it was HIM who grabbed MY hand.

and now his name seems to be EVERYWHERE. i was doing research for my history essay and a city in kansas has his name, and in the newspaper some girl had his name.

and i was actually just gonna tell him that i still like him.

FML




_{i must have the WORST luck in the world.}

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28432857/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28432857/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 13:29:50 PST
but anyways i just had a large mug of green tea (mad caffeine) so i'm in a good mood for now.

and i'm just gonna cheat on the italian project cause i wrote a children's story in 8th grade and i'm just gonna translate it. actually no i'm not.

also, i don't know what it is but i get all nerved up and annoyed whenever my mom is even near me. like i just want her to go away. and she chews really obnoxiously which makes me wanna hurl.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28419480/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28419480/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 17:40:53 PST
i need help. i'll pay any of you $10 to write my history essay. seriously. but it has to be good. like B work or above.

anyways. i can't even think straight and i have to take night time tylenol to sleep cause i'm so stressed.

erlughkufgyeilufghejds

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28400530/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28400530/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 17:44:22 PST
The Childhood Nostalgia Meme

1. What era were you born in and/or grew up in? What era would you have liked to have grown up in?
- the 90s. i kinda wish i grew up in the 50s so that i'd be old enough to do stuff in the 60s.

2. What did you want to be when you grew up? Is that different from what you want to be now? Can you still comprehend why in the world you wanted to be that first thing?
- i've ALWAYS wanted to be a teacher

3. What movies did you like when you were little? Did you watch them until you had them memorized? Did you watch them until the rest of your family had them memorized?
- i liked winnie the pooh A LOT. and yes to both of those other questions.

4. What about TV shows?
- my favorite favorite favorite was probably barney. and i liked sesame street.

5. What singers/bands did you like? Are you now horribly embarrassed that you used to like them?
- i was introduced to System of a Down in like 3rd grade i think. and i still like them lol. no embarrassment.

6. Were there any movies or music that someone (i.e, your parents, crazy aunt, grandmother, etc) made you watch/listen to against your will? Did you hate them, or did you end up liking them in spite of yourself?
- no force hereee

7. What do you plan on forcing your own children to watch, one day?
- The Aristocats. i kinda wanna watch that right now.

8. What else did you do when you were a kid?
- play outside

9. I bet that wasn't as fun as hanging out with goats. Speaking of goats, were there any expressions your family uses a lot that seemed totally normal to you but, now that you're older and talking to different groups of people, makes everyone else go "whut? o.o"?
- nahh not really.

10. I can't think of any more questions, so now don't tag someone because that is lame.
- cool beans.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28362201/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/28362201/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 20:28:14 PST _{like anyone noticed}

but anyways, school's alright blah blah blah.

i really have nothing to say. i'm just kinda trying to get rid of my last journal.

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school still sucks. it hasn't even been 3 weeks yet but it feels like forever. ugh.

picture day tomorrow. cool beans.

i don't like ms. boyd.

i'm already tired at.....7:14 fml.

um i don't really have anything to say.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/27151918/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/27151918/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 14:35:15 PDT
but school's pretty retarded. i already have 2 projects for english and one for history. i have 2 quizzes on monday. ew.

i was looking forward to hanging with erin today all week. but guess what? she got punished for being ALMOST late to school. and her mom decided to tell her she couldn't do anything when i called to see what time she was coming over (after school when she was supposed to come over). i'm still pretty upset about it.

i should be hanging with liana later so that helps.

i'm starving.

i should really stop complaining.

tomorrow i'm going to NYC. hopefully it'll stop raining.

i'm making dough boys :] .

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26981315/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26981315/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 16:28:38 PDT
um let's see positive things. i got lemonade after school with topher and christal. it's really pretty in the morning. uhhh i dunno.


i already miss the summer so much that i wanna cry. school makes me feel horribly trapped.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26932012/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26932012/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 08:44:24 PDT
but summer's been fun.

i already have plans for next weekend which is good :]

uhhh. i still miss california a lot.

that's about it. i just needed to get that last journal out of here. xD

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26708416/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26708416/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 07:56:48 PDT
you guys are never gonna believe me when i say this but I'M CLEANING MY ROOM TODAY!!! my grandma's coming over at 1 to help me.

i'm covered in itchy bites from the beach. we went on a sand trail thing in my grandpa's truck and we got stuck so while my grandpa was digging it out me and my two cousins were stuck standing around getting bitten by weird ply mosquito things. i don't know why but i guess i was the most delicious. but the beach was fun anyways :]. first time i've been to one in RI all summer.

i really wanna have a sleepover.

i like reading.

poop.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26626749/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26626749/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 10:54:06 PDT
and yesterday i went on a boat and it was wicked fun! and i ate delicious foods.

but then last night i had yet another good dream about an adorable kid liking me. its never gonna happen and it makes me sad every time.

oh well. my life sucks. end of story.

and i need new friends.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26537748/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26537748/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 22:20:09 PDT
whatever happened to having your own style? being unique?

it sucks.

ummm........schoo`l is coming up fast.

i don't wanna go. please don't make me.

band camp is a waste of time.

fml and all that jazz.

in cali where my friend goes to school they get to leave for lunch. and their shortest lunch is 30 mins.

RHODE ISLAND SUCKS BALLS HUGE BLACK HAIRY WRINKLY SAGGY BALLS.

ughhhhhhhh.

fuck obama.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26459985/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26459985/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 07:57:23 PDT
erin's party was wicked fun!!!

then...

later i was on aim and i was really bored so i convinced chris that i wanted to kill myself and that i slit my wrists and took a bunch of tylenol. and i made him cry. i didn't mean to go that far. i know you guys are all gonna say i'm horrible so just save your fingers.

and at like 1 in the morning i went outside and toked with kevin. the shit was top notch. i only had like 4 or 5 hits and i was completely messed up. but anyways no one wants to hear this.

but you might be semi happy to hear this:

i might quit smoking weed. i don't even smoke that often but i find that i get too paranoid/nervous when i do. i have to be in the comfort of my own home or i get scared that i'm not gonna be able to get back in and it kinda ruins the fun.

so yeah...

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]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26243140/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26243140/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 21:29:24 PDT [link] thats probably the worst comic by whitedog1 yet.

i finally got to do something tonight :] i went for a ride with liana to see chris and then we took the wicked long way home and stopped at superior bakery. then we saw that one of the trucks had its tail lights on so we got scared that there was someone inside pressing the brakes. then on the way home we raced some kid on new london ave.

thats it. :]

oh and i got pooped on today.

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]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26160364/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/26160364/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 21:48:09 PDT
California = my favoritest place in the whole wide world.

some stuff i did:

i swam in a pool.

i had hamburgers and fries and a shake from the BEST fast food place ever aka In-n-Out Burger.

i went to the beach and watched the hot surfers, got a tan, eavesdropped, swam, and body boarded.

i ate and pooped and slept and drank.

not alcohol.

i went to San Francisco, bought a hat, saw Haight Ashbury, bought two pins at a store on Haight street, saw the Grateful Dead house where they lived and stuff, saw an adorable kid who smelled like weed, took some pictures, used every kind of public transportation, ate at Lori's diner, climbed a wicked steep hill, saw lombard street (the really ziggy zaggy one), and stuff.

i went to berkeley, bought a bracelet, and had a wicked delicious mango soda.

i hung out with my friends and laughed a lot.

i signed Mike's surf board.

i went to a Moody Blues concert.

i had Costco pizza and a smoothie.

i got a drop of water on the front of my phone and now my screen doesn't work at all. i can't text but i can still call people. i'm hopefully getting a new phone tomorrow.

i saw 17 again on the airplane. it was really funny. and zac efron was HOT.

i went to Hollywood, saw the stars and some handprints and footprints, and went to an AMAZING wax museum. the celebrities really did look like themselves.

i got 2 shirts at PacSun.

i got some candy and popcornopolis. wicked delicious.

CanOfLard, i need to give you your birthday gift! i really hope you'll like it.

i saw a really attractive guy wearing a suit driving a jeep with no top and a carseat in the back seat. it was pretty unusual.

i left and almost cried cause i really didn't want to leave.

i need plans. CALL ME.

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i love that thing :]

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25881890/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25881890/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 14:48:09 PDT
so i'm just sitting here like a poop listening to Wu-Tang Clan.

i can't wait to go to Californ-i-a.

i get to ditch rhode island and all the suck-ass people for 10 days :]

tomorrow i'm going to see bruno. hopefully. we need an adult to get us in though.

"what the fuck is going on? i can't go to sleep.
feds jumpin' out their jeeps, i can't go to sleep."

don't take this the wrong way, but idk if i'll totally miss you guys when i go away. it's not like i see you all that much anyways.

CanOfLard, i'll get you something for your birthday :]
_penis.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25856270/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25856270/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 09:09:12 PDT
i hung out with samantherr and christal yesterday. it was fun :]

1. we rode bikes to garden city.
2. we rode to mcdonalds.
3. we rode to east.
4. we rode to sam's boyfriend's house.
5. we rode to christal's house.
6. we rode back to my house.
7. we played guitar hero.
8. we went outside and blew bubbles.


i think the cutest pokèmon is shaymin <3

i have nothing to say. obviously.

take it easy.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25781499/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25781499/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 18:56:57 PDT
today was an ok day. i had fun in the beginning when i went to panera with erin and then we went back to my house and...had hot passionate sex. nah we just took betsy outside and threw grass around sexily. lol. kidding about the sexily part.

then i was just sitting around at home all by my lonesome and then my mom called and said she was coming home. she seemed like she was in a good mood so i was kind of excited for her to come home. but she's NEVER in a good mood. my god. she came home all cranky and completely ruined my good mood. thanks.

but anyways. i'm bored. i want someone to talk to but i don't at the same time.

i made pizzas today and they were good.

i think i'm gonna be home alone all day tomorrow. hit me up! lol.

i need to finish My Immortal.









_{i like reggae.}

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25743958/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25743958/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 22:32:10 PDT
tonight was awesome! erin came over and me and her and my brother and my uncle's friend had a campfire and we made s'mores and the we ate pizza :].

"why thank you kind sir"
"YOU'RE WELCOME FAT GORILLA" ooohh that still cracks me up.

i still smell like the fire. ahhhh...

that's the good mood part.

horrible:

i made a comment on one of chris' facebook pictures about him not being straight and now his dad wants to send him to a group home. like an all boys' home to get help. i feel so responsible for it all :/ . and he said he'd seriously kill himself if he went. and i felt even worse. and i was talking to him before and he kept saying how much he just wants to die right now so i said "then go die." the worst part is that i was mostly serious. it's not that i don't like him. he's one of my bestest friends, but like if you're serious and you wanna kill yourself that bad, then whatever. go.

why are so many people suicidal? it makes me feel horrible. even if i don't know the person at all. they could be living halfway around the world. it doesn't matter. i just feel horrible. maybe cause i went through it. idk.

sorry if i ruined anyone's day.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25725183/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25725183/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 22:21:09 PDT
if you go to the doctor's for a check-up and they want to give you the tetanus shot that has whooping cough vaccine mixed with it, DON'T GET IT. i had a sort of scary reaction plus it's only been out for like 6 months. i kind of had a cold when i got the shot so i don't know if that had anything to do with it or not. but anyways, i really didn't want the shot but i was convinced by my doctor and my mom. it made me weak for the rest of the day and i thought i was gonna collapse. then later that night, i seriously thought i was going to pass out. it was bad.

AND that guardisil or however its spelt. the one for HPV and cervical cancer, you know? um yeah. people have died from that shot. so don't get it unless they make it so that you HAVE TO get it.

and my mom got all this info from my brother's doctor.

i have rice krispie treats. its impossible to be sad or angry when you eat them xD

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25703506/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25703506/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 20:21:52 PDT
so far my favorite line of the story is "Voldemort got a dude-ur-so-retarded look on his face."

i've been sitting here laughing about it for like 5 minutes.

this story made my day XD. i need a life.

k. that's about it.

wow. that was so pointless.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25680560/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25680560/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 18:49:05 PDT
report cards came. and my mom friggen got on my case about a C+ that i got on my italian exam. I STUDIED FOR AT LEAST 2 HOURS ALL TOGETHER. oh, but I'm "slacking" and she's "not even gonna let me go to URI. i'll have to go to CCRI." BULL FUCKING SHIT.

and now i just got yelled at for flushing the toilet with the cover open. she just really goes too far with stuff. she couldn't just yell at me and stop. noo she had to yell at me for it and then go on a tangent about how I'm a "princess" and blahbity blahbity blah. fuck you.

there are so many things on my mind right now. and i keep feeling like i wanna cry but then i don't.

and something's bothering me. but i'm not gonna say. i know that was stupid to say but i just needed to let out that something's bothering me.

and one of the singers in 311 has a realllly nice body. he took off his shirt at the end and threw it into the mosh and i was like "shit yo. i wish i was down there <3"

and to all my friends that are going to summer school: i still don't believe that you tried hard enough. you guys just sat there sleeping or doodling half the time. and then you ask why you're failing. whatever. really, whatever.

i think i'm done.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25646885/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25646885/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 09:01:11 PDT
Ziggy Marley=GREAT

311=EFFING AWESOME.

OH MY GOD. i get so excited just thinking about it.

and i think i told a couple of you guys that i saw my english student teacher the last time and he was a few rows behind where i was. well guess what. i saw him again and he was in the row right behind us. i'm pretty sure he was drunk out of his mind and/or stoned.

but yeah...

it was so great.

Erin! guess what. i shook the adorable kid's hand when i was leaving :D. wow! what a huge accomplishment! lmao. i'm a creeper.

um. idk. i think that's about it.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25613234/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25613234/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 18:12:51 PDT
call me hahaa

the concert is tomorrow <3. hopefully stuff will work this time.

California in 16 days!!!! lovely lovely lovely.

i wanna have a sleep over at some point :]

i don't really know what else to say.

just talk to me. please. comments, notes, phone calls, texts, IMs(holygarbage xx), emails, it's all good.

peace.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25593245/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25593245/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 19:11:32 PDT
The weather = GREAT. FINALLY.

i woke up at 11:45am and the sun was out. i was like "YESSSsssss" and so i wasted like my whole day sitting outside. part of the time reading. part of the time just soaking up the beauty of nature. then me and my mom went on a few errands.

i was really relaxed today. pretty much everything was right with the world. but then me and my mom went to borders and i got a drink and forgot to tell them not to put coffee in it so the caffeine made me all nervous and a tiny bit paranoid and i couldn't sit still very well. but now i'm feeling a little better.

i keep getting side-tracked. oops.

Allie's Doughnuts sounds so good right now.

we don't have any.

bye.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25564747/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25564747/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 10:59:58 PDT
i thought i had plans but that had to be ruined. cause my cousin's a bitch. i IMed her earlier today because we were supposed to go to the movies with chris and steve and stuff and she said we couldn't go this week, but we'd go next week. then i was talking to chris and i told him that and he said he just got off the phone with her and they were going. so that ruined my day. and it hurt. and i cried. then i got mad. no wonder why she can't keep friends.

so i guess i'm hanging with my mom tonight. as usual. it's getting really boring. i can't spend this much time with my mom...

i still can't believe this.

whatever. seriously, whatever.

and this weather is inflicting depression on me. seriously.

and my throat feels weird.

fuck. my. life.

:'(

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25552018/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25552018/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 20:11:16 PDT
Erin came over. and we drove to Borders in the truck :] . i love breaking laws.

then we were watching a movie and the ice cream truck went by so we ran after it.

then we sat on my deck for a while.

then we went inside and then erin left.

i'm giving myself insomnia again. i obsess over stuff like way too much. blehhh.

sleepysleepysleep. why can't i sleep?

damn...everyone's dying all of a sudden. Farrah Fawsett, Michael Jackson, Ed Mcmahon.

i'm gonna try to convince my brother to have us sit with his friends at the concert on monday so i can see someone again.

i'm so dumb.

i wish i were outgoing...

ummmmmm poooooooooop.

i wish robin were online more often :/ . i think i trust her most out of my friends and i need someone to talk to. i think i trust her most cause she like forgets everything after. so yeah.

ughhhhhh my brain has shut down big time lol.

rt.jkgnrgiufrgb45

i think i feel like writing a poem:

Weightless, weightless, floating in the sea,
floating, floating, far away from me.
Running, running, getting nowhere fast,
dying, dying, this isn't gonna last.

never mind. i can't finish. my mind keeps wandering. finish it for me? i don't get why i'm so depressed all of a sudden.

dude, my personality sucks.

how can you guys even be friends with me?

i'd say i'll be fine, but i don't know if i'd be lying or not.

just try not to worry i guess.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25525864/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25525864/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 20:06:57 PDT
that also probably put a lot of people in danger cause a lot of people were either drunk or high so they had to drive home like that.

ughhhhh.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25490363/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25490363/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 08:20:47 PDT
i love summer.

i need a job.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25481073/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25481073/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 18:56:28 PDT
i don't even feel like ranting.

What's on my mind:

1. i kinda have to pee but i'm too lazy to get up.

2. i like G. Love and Special Sauce.

3. i can't wait to sleep in tomorrow.

4. 2 daysss!

5. bluh. driving lessons tomorrow.

6. i need to top eating so much. lard ass.

7. where is the sun?

8. i'm in a really good mood.

9. nuggets.

10. jfvefrvhmsebvfv

11. "mike, put the soy milk away." "oh...alright."

12. i might be allergic to soy milk. fluffernutter!

13. i want some tofu.

14. these speakers are poopy.

15. i wanna have a picnic.

16. giraffes.

17. blah blah blah. please just shut up mom. tidying is for poops.

18. California.

19. hot cowboys.

20. naked men in oven mitts.

21. love.

22. peace.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25441611/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25441611/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 20:09:32 PDT
ok so how bout i was honestly convinced that i was dying on thursday night. it all started when i was angry and frantically looking for my ipod charger. as i was running up the stairs i whacked my head on the ceiling(idek how that happened.) so finally i found my charger, plugged in my ipod, got ready and went to bed. while i was lying in bed, my head was hurting and then i felt like i couldn't breathe good. then i thought my heart beat was too shallow. then i sat up and i thuoght i was dizzy (but idk if i really was) so i laid back down. so i was lying there thinking i was dying and I SWEAR TO GOD my life started flashing before my eyes. i was like AW SHIETT HERE IT COMES. then i was like "fine. whatever. take me." and then i kinda went back to normal eventually. i know it was all in my head but it was kinda cool/a bit scary. and, no, none of this was drug induced.

that was like this other time when we kept hearing the bangs against our house. Robin said it was a chupacabra which creeped me out cause i picture those things being so scary looking. but my mom said it might be the gas and if we didn't shut it off our house might blow up. so my brother went out and shut it off. later, when i was in bed there was a screechy weird sounding car coming down the street and i thought it was the gas starting to leak and i was convinced the house was gonna blow up and i got WICKED NERVOUS. like my tummy tightened up and i got light-headed. and i was like "oh no! her we go! i'm gonna die!" but then the car went by and i was so relieved.

i'm crazy.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25436177/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25436177/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 14:13:46 PDT
tomorrow's father's day. i don't think my dad deserves his own day.

i'm pretty sure these holidays were made up by card and flower companies just to make money. they're bullshit anyways.

4 days till 311 <3

i don't really have anything useful to say.

see ya.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25356895/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25356895/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 15:20:04 PDT
i'm gonna miss people :c

i'm trying to be more laid-back. it's not too hard. but my mom almost always harshes my mellow D:<

California = less than a month away :D

the other day, these two wicked adorable guys were talking about my art project when they were behind me when i was walking down the c2 wing with it. but they weren't talking directly to me so i would've felt weird thanking them. but i was like

i don;t know what's wring with me but whenever i read books where everything ends up working out for the better, i get depressed. and this is even more retarded: i think i like the feeling. i haven't figured it out yet. who LIKES feeling depressed? no one. well except me i guess. maybe it's just such a familiar feeling to me that i THINK i like it but i really don't, if you get what i'm saying. i don't know if this is the right analogy to use but i think it's like when people get kidnapped and then they end up becoming emotionally attached to their kidnapper. i don't know. and i've always wished that my life could be like those in stories and such. i mean, not as cheesy and fake and stupid, but yeah. things go wrong so often in my life and i cannot, for the life of me, figure out why. maybe it's entirely my fault that things aren't going as planned. it is MY life after all. i hate that you have to be thin to get a guy. i swear all these high standards are from TV and stuff. it really makes me angry. it's like everyone is made from the same cookie cutter, and i'm trying to break that cycle, but no one listens to me. no one cares. i don't want to be thin. i shouldn't need to be thin. people should accept me for who i REALLY am. but no one cares about personality and brains anymore. they're just looking for fun times that include like no thinking. i am craving a deep conversation, but no one seems to care for thinking anymore. i want to find someone who likes philosophy. it's not just a waste of time, you know. but you won't give it a chance. cause everyone is in such a rush ALL THE TIME. and where are they going? nowhere. nowhere. people just want to gossip about people who are gossiping about their friends who also probably gossip. KEEP THE PEACE. we want peace but then we end up fighting to get it. does that make sense? not at all. and then afterwords, it's not really peaceful. everything is tense. that is not peace. i don't understand why people can't get along. i really don't. maybe it's because people are closed-minded. they're not open to other people's ideas. cause they're different. why are we so scared of difference? like, honestly. we really need to be more open. i like to give everyone a chance. i've even given Obama a chance even though i didn't like him from the beginning. but now he's ruined it for me. guess what he did? he's allowing the federal reserve to take control of all the banks. now that they have control of the money, they have control of everything since our country is friggen based on money. and it's scary. i don't want to live here. it's gonna be hell when we grow up. it really is. this is why i sometimes contemplate suicide. because i have no escape right now. no money. no job. nothing. i can't run away. i won't survive. i'm trapped. and it scares me. i'm sick of this place. i'm sick of these people. i'm sick of myself. and i'm tired.

i quit.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25286398/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25286398/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 07:06:00 PDT
but yesterday's italian class sucked ass. it was cool because my teacher was absent and there was no sub, but pat varone and his group of friends were being assholes to me and alec and jeesicker. first of all, they were super paranoid over nothing. i left the class like three times cause i was thirsty and then i had to go to the bathroom and i think they assumed that i was going to get a teacher. obviously i fucking wasn't. i hate teachers. why would i get one? so i was just like "calm down i was thirsty and wanted a drink. plus there aren't any teachers at the ends of the hallway." they obviously didn't listen. then when i left to go to the bathroom, people were like "oh, are you going to get another drink?" i just wanted to turn around and be like "FUCK YOU! i need to pee!" and the funny part was that they kept yelling at us to be quiet and they were fucking LOUDER THAN LOUD. all i could hear when i was coming back from the bathroom was them yelling. and then alec was taking pictures and they told him to stop. why? i mean, honestly, stop wasting your time making us miserable. you don't have to pay attention to us. you're only causing yourself to be annoyed. i don't get what they have against us. it makes me angry/a little sad. maybe they find us annoying? idk, but people find them annoying so they shouldn't be one to judge. and we're not even annoying. Pat used to be nice to me but then when i became friends with alec, he kind of shunned me. whatever. be a superficial asshole all your life. see where it gets you.

anyways.

3 more days of school! :D

i have to do an english project, a take home test, math hw, and italian hw.

penis.

i'm bored.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25254645/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25254645/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 13:03:12 PDT D

that makes me excited.

also, summer is wicked close <33

and i can't wait to go to California! me and my friend that lives out there might hook up when i go. i don't mean like sex hooking up, just a little fling. why not?

ermmm. exams start next week :c i wish we could get them over with now.

thank god math is my first exam.

the phone is ringing. i'm not answering it.

i remember this conversation that happened between some kid in my class and the teacher in like middle school. i don't know what grade it was:

"there were mad girls there" (meaning a lot)
"what were they so angry about?"

I'm pretty sure the teacher was kidding but it was funny nonetheless.

you know who really annoys me? Tayla Tavarez. She hangs out with Carissa Poreccha and the bunch. she's a pothead. like the stupid kind. she's one of those irresponsible people who just wanna get high. and she's a bitch.

i listened to music today in chemistry cause i was done with that common ASSessment.

i'm bored.

_poop.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25198317/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25198317/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 13:22:21 PDT
but now i'm all tan. idk if i like it. i think people look weird with tans.

and now i know Devon definitely doesn't like me. on facebook he had his relationship status thing as "it's complicated" so on wednesday i sent him a message asking for a definite answer on whether he likes me or not cause he still hadn't given me one. he didn't answer the message but then like a day later the status thing changed to "single"so i was like oooookay. there's my answer. so yeah. it kinda sucked. and it still bothers me that he couldn't just be honest and direct or answer the message. but whatever. ska cheered me up :D. oh ska... how i love you <3

and i'm super jealous of the butthole little children across the street. they've had a bouncy castle in their backyard for THREE DAYS! i just wanna go over and be like "HI GUYS! IMMA BOUNCE IN YOUR CASTLE."

i'd break it lullllz.

my arms are gross. i really need to stop picking them.

"Those were the wettest lungs I have ever seen."

i'm getting so side-tracked while writing this. i can never keep my attention when i'm writing a journal.

i have a sick-ass tan line under my bracelet.

my weed went bad. grr. i haven't smoked in like a month and a half. but it's ok.

i think i'm about done here. later skater.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25149789/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25149789/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 19:10:53 PDT
i can't wait till school's out.

i'm confused and tired and scared and nervous. and it SUCKS.

i hope it's a nice day tomorrow. i wanna just lay outside. i'm so tired of rain. so tired of it.

the graduation was boring so i doodled on the back of the program thing.

so confused...

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25070327/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25070327/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 13:29:31 PDT
i can never upload things that i scan. i don't even know why. ugh it's aggravating.

i have 2 pages of doodles and i wanna upload them on here.

so yeahh. that's about it.

i was so out of it today. and my eyes kept getting all dry. it was uncomfortable.

i'm so tired. i don't look good.

i thought i was gonna collapse today.

i have a craving for the herb.

it's so annoying when people have never heard of a band and then they all of a sudden like them when they put a new song out.

i really truly can't wait for summer.

i need a nap. wahhhh.

June 24th = Ziggy Marley and 311

July 14th - July 23rd = California <3

I'm effing excited.

um i'm about done here.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25057666/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25057666/ Sun, 31 May 2009 18:55:17 PDT
erin and i finally went up the hill today :]. i had fun, hope she did as well.

school tomorrow ewww.

i have a speech for english due thursday. i'm gonna throw up. i still haven't picked a specific topic.

i still have no idea what to do with the art garden project.

omg i just wanna curl up in a hat and live there. forever.

my brother went and lost the cord for my ipod to connect it to my computer. i'm gonna make him buy a new one for me if i don't find it in two days. i'm sick of him throwing my shit places and then saying it's my fault that i don't know where it is. i ought to punch him in the nose.

i have a feeling tomorrow is gonna be hell. oh god. ms. voccola is gonna flip shit if i don't have anything done. i still need to go to a craft store to get the damn foam we need. teachers shouldn't be allowed to give work that's due in June. no one wants to do it!

i still don't have an outside reading book.

i'm making a collage of my favorite doodles. i'll upload it eventually...

i should be putting my clothes in the dryer.

i'm overwhelmed :/

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25040365/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25040365/ Sat, 30 May 2009 20:47:10 PDT
tomorrow i have to go to a stupid useless senior breakfast for my brother. i have to wake up early and dress up all fancy like. well i'm not very fancy but whatever.

i had a blast tonight. robin called and asked if i wanted to go to a dance party/concert thing. of course i said yes. and it was wicked fun. Planets Beyond Neptune, Apollo's Prophets, and Sideshow were the bands and then in between they'd play dancing music. and i actually danced. it was fun.

i keep thinking that today is Sunday.

i need to stop picking the little pimply things on the tops of my arms. my arms look nasty now.

ever since i had the dream that betsy died, i get nervous everyday when i look in her cage. she's so quiet.

i'm getting the computer taken away tomorrow for the day. oh well.

EW OMG CENTIPEDE -cries- omg they're so gross. i'm going upstairs.

bye!

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25029578/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25029578/ Sat, 30 May 2009 08:51:44 PDT
i need to straighten mahself out.

today is a wicked nice day. i wanna do somethingg!

how come no one can ever do anything on PERFECT weather days? then they always come over when it's raining and there's nothing to do. i'm sick of being inside. and i don't wanna help my mom in the garden. i wanna have FUN.

and now tomorrow it's gonna RAIN (FML) when erins coming over. so now i can't take her up the hill AGAIN. it pisses me off. stupid senior breakfast. i don't even care about it. i have to get dressed up to be friggen bored.

I HATE THE WEATHER.

this is one of the biggest reasons why i want to move to SoCal. and there are no mosquitoes and crap. just bees and ants and lady bugs.

grr i can't wait to get there this summer. i just wanna go there and lay outside on the ground and take a nap in the uninterrupted sunshine.

the only problem is that when we go there, it's for vacation so we're always on a schedule and i always have to be around my mom. i can never fully enjoy myself. and i hate having to sleep with my mom while my brother and the other kids get to sleep in a room together. it makes me cry when i hear them laughing and i'm left out. i don't get what the big deal is, we're only sleeping. and we'd all be separated. parents are stupid.

i made a balloon friend...or two.

]]> ~YayMee http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25018357/ http://YayMee.deviantart.com/journal/25018357/ Fri, 29 May 2009 16:18:18 PDT
I'm in a whatever sort of mood.

I wanna do something tonight but it's kinda late to make plans now.

poopilypoopilypoop.

i'm going outside.

laterrrr!

]]> ~YayMee