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Waaaah!!!!

My laptop, my Fujitsu Siemens computer, wasn't working earlier! I asked dad to help on what's wrong but he scolded me! Argh!

You know what, I cried, really, I cried! This has been like my best friend when I was in my first year of high school!!

I love this laptop! It's like my little baby...

I was relieved when it went on again!

I just looked at the portable battery at it's back and blew on it and put it back in.... woah! Thank God it went on!!!

Well... now, I'm very relieved!

I was really in state of shock earlier because it's my last year in high school and in June, I'll be in college already... and in college, I would really need my laptop....

And if my laptop wouldn't work... oh my!


~Sweet Ichigo

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/23073640/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/23073640/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 01:59:16 PST

Well, flashbacks to what happened last week... Our school hosted our Academy Day and Family Day last Friday and Saturday. And it's one word: BORING. The only fun part was the HS Graduation Song Contest, Cheering Dance, and BINGO!

Hmm... Oh, if you're wondering about the title, well... I'm gonna upload my sketches!!!!! Yay!!!!

I haven't been in Dev for so long and yeah... I'm gonna start uploading stuff and do my best to upload and update!!! Yosh!

Well, here's where I stop...

~Sweet Ichigo a.k.a Yinny-chan

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/21754764/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/21754764/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 18:36:11 PST

A lot has happened and I haven't been able to update because of... things... yeah!

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/18190056/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/18190056/ Tue, 06 May 2008 00:30:14 PDT tagged me but I already tagged her but she told me that it was the wrong tag so I need to make this tag because this is the tag that she tagged me. Get it? No? Then good for you.

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1) Full Name: Wardeh Leigh A. Navarro
2) Male/Female: Female
3) Were you named after anyone: Nope... named after a thing...
4) Does your name mean anything: First name: rose, Second name: Bunch of... (not really sure...)
5) Nick Name(s): Wardz, Shika, Wardeh-chan, Strawberry Shortcake...
6) What do you think you look like: Cute! and umm... a normal person...
7) Date of Birth: October 1, 1992
8) Place of Birth and Current Location: K.S.A and Bacolod City...
9) Nationality: Pinoy!
10) Astrology Sign: Libra
11) Chinese Astrology: Monkey
12) Religion: Catholic
13) What's your favorite smell: smell???
14) Political Position: I.hate.politics.
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning: Either hot or cold milk...
16) Hair+Eye color: Both are black.
17) Do you look like anyone famous: no...
18) What do you look like: A person.
19) Any unusual talents: Not that I know of...
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous: Right
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other: Straight
22) What do you do for a living: umm... I live... ?
23) What do you do for fun: Internet and things that are fun!
24) What Kind of material do you like to use?: Camera, paper, pencil..
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: ummm... I don't know yet...
26) Have you met your grandparents: Only my grandmother...
27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: None.
28) Crush: Hmm... in anime- Nara Shikamaru and Atobe Keigo. In real life.... nope...
29) What celebrity would you date if you could: umm... I don't like most celebrities... I just watch them act...
30) Current worries: The future... MY future!
31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): None.
32) Favorite place to be: My room.
33) Least favorite place to be: uhhh.... hmmm...
34) Do you burn or tan: I don't know... hmm.. maybe tan???
35) Ever break a bone: Why would I break a bone????
36) What is your favorite cereal: Uhmm... the ones that are edible (?)
37) Person you cry with: Only me... sometimes with my teddy bear...

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Nope. Only child.
39) Any brothers: Read number 38...
40) Any pets: Nope... I'm afraid that they're gonna die like my fluffy rabbit...
41) An Illness: allergies...
42) Pager: why a pager? I don't even know how to use it...
43) A personal phone line: Yup... though it is annoying... oh well...
44) A cell phone: yup... no load and low batt... yes, it is very convinient...
45) A visible birthmark: birthmark???
46) A pool or hot tub: If I have a lot of money... I'll.... take both...
47) A car: When I'm old enough... or before college... I'll have one...

Describe Your:

48) Personality: I'm vain... uhm... I'm not much of a "people person"... I'm usually quiet except with my friends... I'm learning on not to care on what people say about me... uhmmm... i think that's it...????
49) Driving: Uhmm... slow and fast... don't ask...
50) Your clothing style: Just comfortable ones... though.. sometimes I'm a fashionista... so I tend to be picky...
51) Room: It's comfortable and its... All by myself.
52) What's missing: I don't know... things that are really missing??
53) School: It's an all girls high school.... it's... uhmm.... yeah....
54) Bed: Soft and full of other things besides pillows and stuff toys..
55) Relationship with your parents: Ok.
56) Do you believe in yourself: Yes. No. Maybe?
57) Do you believe in love at first site: Only in anime. In life, no way in hell...
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Maybe... people talk to me and I listen... yeah... and I'm good... so.. maybe I am a good listener...
59) Have a future dream that you would like to share>: hmm... i dream a lot of things... its hard to choose....

Do you:

60) Get Along with your parent: Yup! Of course! My dad is the best!
61) Save your emails: Depends...
62) Pray: Of course!
63) Be... ]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/18153385/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/18153385/ Sat, 03 May 2008 18:22:52 PDT tagged me... damn u! It's so fricking long!!! Why the hell did you even tagged me? I mean, too cute for it! Yes, I'm vain... who cares?

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[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from deviantART
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a... ]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/17568820/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/17568820/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:52:45 PDT
BORED

I know! It's summer! I should do many things!! And look where it got me... sighing inside my room just to think up on what would be a nice thing to do to NOT be BORED... yeah... it didn't go well...

I. am. so. bored!!!

I tried everything! Though.... sigh.... natak.an na ko magbasa sang fanfics! I know... What a Miracle!

sigh... so after that... I decided to watch movies, videos or whatever there is to be watched..

It was all good until.... the internet connection was damn SLOW, brown-outs, and some stupid videos that wont buffer!!!

sigh...

Though the up-side of my boredom is that...

I painted my nails!!!!!!!!!

I went to a salon and told a manicurist about the style of my nails!!!

Waaaaah!!!!! It's sooo cute!!!

And now, I'm thinking on curling my hair.... or! ... dying it with blue as highlights! or! etc......

sigh...

oh yeah... I bought a 3 dvds... all of which are japanese drama.... yeah.... and kyaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

I'm a hopeless romantic! Kyaaaaa!!!!!! They're so cute as a couple!!!!

sigh......

I haven't bought a gift yet....

There are so many birthday celebrants in the month of April... like my dad, my best friend, and of course, my partner in crime!

sigh............

I still need to buy a gift... hmmm... what to give? what to give??????

I love lolita fashion!! Or anything lolita related....

well... that was random... oh well!

Well... this is where I stop...

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Yinny-chan

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/17472204/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/17472204/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 09:57:43 PDT
Kyaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

I love lolita fashion!! I wish I have at least one dress of it! By that only, I would be extremely happy!!!

Also, I'm planning to look for the novel and the movie of Shimotsuma Monogatari or Kamikaze Girls (in english)!!

I wish that the novel or movie is sold here in the Philippines!

sigh... I'm so happy... and I'm still up at 12:54 am! Yeah... Im that happy to stay up late!!.... Baah! who cares? It's summer!! It's my free time!!!

Whoo-hooo!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/16577451/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/16577451/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 07:28:49 PST and

Rules:
1. Post the Rules
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag eight people and post their icons
4.go to their pages and say that you tagged them.

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ok.... I'm doing this... cuz sinta forced me...... tch, brat.... sigh...

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1. I love ANIME!!!!!!!! MUSIC!!!!!
2. I'm bored right now..... actually kinda sleepy........ sigh...
3. I'm planning to make my own -*%@$:"- secret!!!!
4. I'm currently typing number four and now......
5. I'm typing number five...
6. I'm currently obbessed with Korean music..... influenced by a friend
7. I'll just type what I want to type... and now... I'm typing... yeah.. type -ing........... dot dot dot...
8. It's the last one!! gasp! sigh...... I'm not ready for college... I dont know what course to take........... sigh......

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Tagged the ff.:




P.S: u guys... that i tagged.... please don't hate me! hate sanzo-follower! she forced me!!!!!

hehehe.... joke!

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/16073342/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/16073342/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 09:01:53 PST
May God Bless Us All and let's be at Peace this Christmas!!!!

Feliz Navidad! Merry Christmas! Maligayang Pasko!

And advanced Happy New Year too!!!!

Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas! Happy Holiday!!!

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/15852192/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/15852192/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 17:50:32 PST

especially Love Love Love by Epik High!!!!!!

I can't stop Love... Love... Love...

kyaaaaaaaaaaa~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm planning to buy a guitar...

Yay!!!!



]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/15445454/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/15445454/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 07:47:35 PST
sigh...

ok, I'll start over... just this evening, we(the juniors) had an acquaintance party or a soiree. The guys that we had invited were from the school that was near to our school... and their year was 4th year.... while we girls were 3rd year..... ok.... in order for us to get a "date" or partner, whatsoever, we have to pick a shoe that the guys put on the box, blind-folded.

At first, my friends Mace and Trix (and me) were very, very nervous and in tense! I mean...... I wished I didn't go to the party! Then when my turn came up... I picked a shoe, its a big shoe I tell u....

So after we all had a shoe, we went to the boys and ask them on who had the shoes that we picked... it took a while for me to know whose shoe that I picked... and then there came two boys... one telling the other one that I have his shoe, while the other one was... well.... i dont know.... I just gave him the shoe and then he wore it.... I looked at his name tag and his name was _______.

I don't really know what to do..... and I was with my friend Mace, also finding her "partner" for the night... I was kinda rude for __ because I kinda left him...........

I'm such a bad person. I feel guilty and regretful right now....

I was in another table while he was on another table.... we were far apart and each of us needs our partner by our side....... I came to him after Mace had eaten.... and we went to him and I apologized to him bcuz I left him....

We were in the table right now... and it was quiet. Ok not really quiet because the bands are playing and rocking.... though really its kinda quiet because no one was talking!!! as a group in the table....

We watched some games and our video of our cheering.... though.... the whole time... we never talked... I'm not used to start a conversation... usually my friends were all the ones that started it....

And my friend Mace told me that maybe he was shy..... maybe.... i think so too........ he's kind of American.... so he speaks English.... and we find it kinda awkward to talk in english.... I dont know why.....

So...... the whole night..... we didnt talk... I glance at him.... then I turn to Mace or any of the group in the table.... I think he glances at me too..... though.... I dont know......

Well... in my table, the other girls were telling me to start something or topic just to ask the guy who was my partner.....

and I dont know what to do!!!! I also want to talk to him! though.... I dont know how to start a conversation!!!!!!

Damn my lack of confidence and shyness!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sooo regretting that I didnt talk to him!! He's cute too!! Well, I find him cute!!!! or handsome... but still....

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm soooooo regretting!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaah!!!!

I wish I could see him again and talk to him, as in really talk to him... I think he doesnt even know my name......

sigh........

I'm soooo Hopeless.........

Please can anybody tell me a piece of advice on how to make friends with strangers or anybody??? I really need it...

sigh...

I wish I get to know him as a friend......

sigh...

Well, this is where I end my blog or journal for now.......


Sincerely,
the regretful, hopeless and guilty girl, Wardeh......

I wish I can talk to him again.....

sigh...

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/15224651/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/15224651/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 04:17:50 PDT
WE ARE the JUNIORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wooo!!!!!!!!! Juniors ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We won at softball, volleyball, chess, cheering dance and the class spirit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are all happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

though... what really sucks is that the seniors pick fights with us..... i dont know the whole reason but i think they can't accept the fact that we won.....

but still....

WOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO JUNIORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

D

...


Yinny-chan...

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/14865970/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/14865970/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 05:11:36 PDT
D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D D


Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday to me!!!!!!

Sengil Chuykha hamnida!!!!
Tanjoubi Omedetou!!!
Maligayang Bati!!!!!


I'm soo happy!!!! I celebrated my bday 3 days!!!!! Well today it is really my bday!!! October 1!!!!!!

Last Sat. I celebrated with my friends and on Sun. I celebrated with my family!!!!!!

I received sooooo many gifts and the cake is sooo good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kyaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well... hehehe... this is all!!!!

Uo-chan--->

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/14331254/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/14331254/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 08:55:38 PDT 11:31 PM

Hello eeeveeryyyone!!!!!!! mwahahaha!!!!! im still hyper even during this time!!!!!!!

Yes, yes... the time is true... well.... here in philippines it is!

sigh... well... finally ive updated and put on some works that ive been working on the past months and years(if there are any...)

as currently im gonna put up my works that were abandoned in my folders... waaahhh my masterpieces!!!!!!!!!

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and after doing that... i will be making and continuing another works that will be put here....... in....... hmmm... maybe another few months?

Im gonna work on something that even though no people would really look at it... sigh... but oh well!

Ive been thinking about this over and over again and it just wont go out and now that im thinking about it... I wont let it out!!!

Its part of my inspiration and im motivated to do it and I really want to post it here in dev... but the problem is that maybe it'll take many months to be posted here... though i doubt it that there would be people who would look at it... :sigh:

but no worries!!

As long as Ive actually finished something then I am already happy as it is!!!!

Though it is good to have comments or constructive critism...

sigh...

oh yeah... im just curious... when will the Shippuden movie with english sub will be out??? Im sooo curious on what will happen to Naruto!!!!

Some says he's gonna die, some say that he's not gonna die, some Ive heard that its only the priestess vision that Naruto's gonna die... sigh... there's soooo many people that concludes on whats going to happen and im not even sure what will really happen!!! Argh!!! I wanna watch the movie!!!!!!

Well this is the end stop of my journal... and its already --looks at the taskbar-- 11:49 PM.... wow... its already this late... but who cares?!

There's no class tomorrow and on Monday and Tuesday!!!! YAY!!!!!! why? national heroes day and seniors test thing... yes!!! no class!!!

well bye guys, thanks for reading my journal!

TTFN! (Ta-Ta For Now!)

Yinny-chan


P.S: Dont know what to name my title... sorry if it soo weird....

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/13841964/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/13841964/ Mon, 23 Jul 2007 05:03:08 PDT

Well.... today i updated... finally!!!!!! yay!!!!!! its been a long long time since i havent been submiting and updating... well here i am!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well... this is just to say... i updated and submited.

Yay!!!!!



Yin...

a.k.a

Wardeh-chan!!!

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/12809341/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/12809341/ Tue, 01 May 2007 21:41:14 PDT
I just woke up...

Well... hmmm... wat to say... wat to say... ?

Oh well... THis month, i may now submit my deviations... because the last months... well... ya know... lazy... and well, Im trying to make it a print, if I find one awesome enough to post it as a print...



Yin's Crescent

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/12801177/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/12801177/ Tue, 01 May 2007 09:27:35 PDT
Even in my childhood... I already think about these things... sigh... No talent, no ambition, no dreams yet there are wishes that are, surely, would never be granted... its true...

I'm Hopeless. I easily lose hope on things I want to do. Sometimes... I find it hard to trust, the same goes with my friends... I don't know what to do in my life!!! I want to be useful and work my ass off on something!!!!!!!! I don't want to be a sloth... yet Im turning into one... sigh...

Even in some things... I manage to think about it and what to do about it... but doubt strikes my way...

I have no self confidence, i only have this when Im alone...

I have no talent, is writing a talent? My father doesnt say so...

I have a dream but i think it can't be accomplished...

I'm soo hopeless... I hate it! Yet I'm not doing anything to stop it...

People say that friends are the ones that will help you through any trouble you have... hmm... its fake, for me at least...

I trust my friends, really I do... okay... I admit it... only sometimes... I sometimes hate them... for they only think about themselves but I easilly forgive them, they're only humans... but sometimes I dont forgive them but they dont know that...

When I have a problem, I want to tell it to someone, even though it isnt really big... but i easily chickened out thinking possibly the consequences if they found out... I mean this already happened to me...

There was this performance in the afternoon and on lunch, im practicing but then this friend of mine(she's not my classmate) went inside the classroom and sat beside me with a sad look on her face... I was like... What the FCK?!?!? is that look for???!!!!! I was really in a bad mood that day so I need to concentrate for my performance... I didnt show her wats in my mind... I mean... this friend of mine kinda, or she tells me that she knows my moods... but I think she's blind or something! I mean she knew that I have a freakin performance on that day and goes of to see me with a sad look?! In that day, my patience was realllly THIN! Argh!!!!!!!!!

inhale. exhale...

Ok...

After the performance, I think only my best friend and another friend of mine encourge me while im performing... I felt... really... disappointed... I mean its ok because my bestie is there encouraging me in her own silent way and my another friend smiling and nodding her head in an encouraging way... but at the same time... I felt... I mean... is this fake or something?

AFter the performance, I want to say these to my barkada(means group of friends) but I chickened out... I mean I dont want to bother them with my problems besides the exams are on the next day... I dont want them to be unfocused on the exams because of me and my stupid problems... so i left it as it is... i think they didnt even know that i cried... oh well... after many weeks, I already told this to my chikadora (talkative) friend in the phone and she gave me encouraging words. A part of me felt happy for that and the rest... well... u dont wanna know...

I dont even care right now if one or two or the whole barkada reads this... my mood today is impassive and i think I may regret posting this in a couple of weeks... but oh well... at least some of you know what my life is... i think...

One may think that 'why the hell did she post this? couldnt she just tell it to her friends or something?' well... honestly... I dont have the courage to tell my friends on whats happening on my life... except to those who are close to me... and I think the only person that I say this to is my chikadora friend or sometimes my best friend...

Its shocking though... my bestfriend and me... were close but we dont fully know each other like most bestfriends do... we tell each other our problems and give advice then go our merry ways... sigh...

Oh yeah... another thing... I posted this because Im in the mood to type quarter of wats going on my life... and plus... this is what boredom does to me... And besides... I'll rather type what my life is about than to talk about it... Im not a girl that blurts out everything that goes into my mind...

I want to tell something more but I know this aint confidential... so I'll just stop right here... I hope my friends reads this... at least they knew something about me... but if not... oh well... its life...

And one last thing... Im sorry if you have to deal reading this crap but can you at least give me some advice to... ]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/12202303/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/12202303/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 05:22:42 PDT

Ok... I'm sorry if I have not yet updated my dev... well I think SOME (*looks at sanzo-follower*) are happy that I didn't reply back... oh well... hmm... I think I'm going to upload somethin' but I don't think I can upload it yet... hehehe... it's a story... well... in my mind it said so...

Sorry to those all people I haven't replied back at the forum and on the comments area!!!!! I have soooo many things to do and exams are coming up!!! Plus the fact I still have my writer's block (yeah... I know... its too damn long) and also I'm soooo Lazy to do anything right now... and I'm more focusing on the projects that were given to us lately... sigh... I'm sooooo stressed out and bored and lazy and sleepy and... and .... yeah many and's.... and ... what so ever!!!!!!!

I hate myself right now. I dared myself to NOT to read fanfics until exams are over! But what did I did? I READ a FANFIC!!!!!! See how nice that was? (note the sarcasm) Damn!!!! oh! And thank u buchi-chan for slapping my left hand very HARD!!!!!! Now I have been punished! Yay!!!!! but truthfully... it really hurts! Its a good thing its my left hand... whew....

Well I think that's all for now... I'll reply back when I have the time... hopefully that will be AFTER the exams... well good-bye and thank you for your effort for reading this! It's very shocking that you read this journz of mine... oh well... BE HAPPY!!!! LIVE LIFE HAPPILY!!!!!!! SO IT WOULDN'T BE SOO TROUBLESOME!!!!!!!!

truthfully... LIFE is TROUBLESOME. yeah... troublesome...


Yin's Crescent

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/11182956/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/11182956/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 02:23:05 PST
and to all of you ....

this is my year end journal... and oh yeah....

I still have this freaking freaklishly freakin writers block...

sigh

Happy Holidays Everyone!!!!!

]]> ~Yins-Crescent http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/10772475/ http://Yins-Crescent.deviantart.com/journal/10772475/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 00:17:58 PST
I have one thing to say...

I HATE HAVING WRITER'S BLOCK FOR wait........ (counts fingers) 3 WHOLE MONTHS!! NOOOO!!!!!!!!!

I need to find inspiration....

but where do I find it?

hmmmmm.......

If ever I find one.... I can't write it....

Why?

Its a thing they call, School.

It sucks with the exceptions of frendz...

But really it sucks...

if you know where to find an inspiration...

please tell me......

I need it, so that I can post it here in DA...

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