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Currently... Lethargic...

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A rip from the Die and Shinya livejournal community...

"Legend says that if you fold one thousand paper cranes, someone's wish will come true.

Regardless of that legend, if people from every corner of the world were to make their

own wish, and those wishes and their names, and countries were written on each crane,

and sent.. how much would that mean?


Note: The band could use a little encouragement.
Why?: Following the release of the album Vulgar, and the drop out of their usual and noted Visual Kei image, Dir en grey have gotten the short end of the stick. Now, there is a difference between Foreign fandom and Japanese fandom. Most of you will remember the critism that ensued over the loss of the kei image, as well as the crowd surfing ban. Go, [JrockNYC] and his reveiws at the current time, as well as his extreme outlook, are a perfect example of how bad it was in Japan as opposed to the US and other countries.
The state of decline in Dir en grey's fanbase was rapid and vicious, fans were reported to have sent the band letters demanding that they break, reviewists wrote Kyo off as 'tone deaf'. A huge percentile of fans were lost. And lyrics like this [R to the Core-Vulgar album] were lost on the few loyal, and the ones who'd turned.

R TO THE CORE
Lyrics: Kyo Music: Dir en grey

You're the one that's stupid.
You're a pig; acting all honest
but you hide your true self.
Can't hear anything. Can't feel anything.
This is a place of contradiction.

My heart screamed out,
you make fun of me
like you make fun of my dead left ear.

I know everyone isn't like that,
but I can't accept everything.
So I still, even now scream out in a hoarse voice
to all you rotten people...

There is an answer,
so writhe in agony
and let your will to live come out.
Everyone's the same once they sin.


Almost every song on the album speaks of betrayal and is an obvious ploy at it. Fans accused them of selling out. The fatalistic approach continues right down to Saku. Dir en grey appealed to the foreign fans after Vulgar, for most obvious reasons.

A recent supposed message from Kyo to the Japanese fans:

my voice is dead
my heart is dead
my emotions are dead
my heart is dead
there's no one inside me
rather than living with a smile
reality...


.... =\

Myself and my friend are working on a project, she'll be folding one thousand paper cranes. We'll send them to Diru, to show our encouragement, and approval.

Please, anyone who wants to help, all you have to do, is give the following to be written on the cranes ( either comment here or e-mail me at kazeninagasare@aol.com ):

Name:
Country:
Wish for Diru:

Thank you for your time.

As a side note, don't respond to this if you think it's a stupid idea, think we're looking too much in to things, think we've lost our minds, or just feel like belittling someone. This isn't for that, it's a way for Dir en grey fans to show their appreciation for the band. If you don't like it, DON'T comment.

Thanks. ^o^"

Please, PLEASE participate in this... Please post a comment and fill out the form, ALL OF YOU. I'm going to be mailing the cranes soon.

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Clubs:



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Currently... Laughing hysterically and bullshitting my homework. Once again...

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Hey guess what!?

...

The devArt turds got me, as well! Yeah. They deleted two of my artwork. *laughs*

Man, they're getting EVERYONE. Okay, so what do they want me to do? E-mail Die and Shinya asking them if I could use their pictures to make an icon AND photo-blend? Be realistic, devArt. There's no way in HADES they'd read an e-mail from ME asking THEM to use their effin' pictures on an art-site.

... >>;;

Whatever. I must finish my Physics lab.

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Currently... Procrastinating and bullshiting my homework. XD

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Katty...I finally saw it! And that movie was pretty damn good. They picked the perfect Jill Valentine. Really.

Carlos was "okaaaaay"... He kinda reminded me of Hirai Ken, or something. *laughs* That's not necessarily a bad thing. He had his moments of hotness. But, his ears kinda bothered me... Oh, well. Who am I to judge?

And Katty-chan was right. Alice had waaaaaay too many hero moments. But, I still love her. Because she was so all-some in the movie, "Dummy". As much as she was acting overly heroic, I'll say it again, I still love her. Let's just hope in the next movie she doesn't act way too... Mary Sue-ish? Did I use that in the right context?

I can't wait for the next movie. I hope Claire and Steve are in it. And I hope there's JillxCarlos! Whee-hee!

Ah, shizzle fizzle. I gotta do some hw now. I don't have that much, really. Cursed school. Those effin' (got that from the all-somest Debbay! ^0^) bastards.

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Currently... Trying to write my damned paper...

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I've been listening to that song and it got me thinking. Yeah, I actually thought for once. >>;;

Well, anyways, when we die...can we really look back at the people and places we left behind? Or do our bodies just decay? Then I was thinking about religion... Since I'm Buddhist, I believe I'll be reincarnated. Well, I have been reincarnated because I'm 487 years-old (hehe). But, when will I reach nirvana? When will I enter the holy gates of heaven? Will I ever reach it? What can I do to reach it? Am I *even* worthy enough?

Are we gonna live in darkness when we die? Is religion really a way to form beliefs to a group of people? To give them a happy outlook on death? That's a lot of questions, don't you think?

Death seems all to complicated for me to even comprehend.

Granted death can be a joy...for poor souls who don't want to live in this world. But, I don't seemed to be phased by death... When we die. We die. But, I'm curious as to what happens after death... Like, if religion is true. If there really is a continuation to death...

Just something to think about.

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I-It's FRIDAY! I should be so happy...but I have 3 tests today! ToT *spazzes out* Oh, well. I've gotten meself a 3-day weekend, HARDYHARHARHAR! It's 6:52 in the morning and I'm going to do my Physics homework, whilst studying for Math. Joy, ne? NOT.

Yesterday I managed to make a new layout for my blog: [link]

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UPCOMING ART:
Wei Yan beefcake for lacitar13 [55%]
Shinya (charcoal) [35%]

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UPCOMING SITES:
Ain't Afraid to Die song fanlisting [0%]
Sayonara - Gakuhai shrine [0%]
Shattered Crescent - new layout [0%]

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I'm heading in to sleep, darn it. I wrote a frickin' English paper (one paragraph on SMELL) and it took forever because I seriously have ADD (or is it "ADHD"?). I can't seem to concentrate much anymore. MUST. NOT. SLACK. OFF. Don't worry, all. I'll be on-line on Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays. Or in this case, at night. xD

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UPCOMING ART:
Wei Yan beefcake for lacitar13 [55%]
Shinya (charcoal) [35%]

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UPCOMING SITES:
Ain't Afraid to Die song fanlisting [0%]
Sayonara - Gakuhai shrine [0%]
Shattered Crescent - new layout [0%]
A Cappella - new layout [85%]

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Touch: [link]

Yes. I'm self-promoting my Shinya/Die fanlisting.

I was thinking about making a Gackt/Masa one, but someone already beat me to it... XD

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UPCOMING ART:
Wei Yan beefcake for lacitar13 [55%]
Shinya (charcoal) [35%]

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UPCOMING SITES:
Ain't Afraid to Die song fanlisting [0%]
Sayonara - Gakuhai shrine [0%]
Shattered Crescent - new layout [0%]
A Cappella - new layout [0%]

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Something funny found on this site: [link]

Take: Maybe I’m the only one who knows what kind of guy Gackt really is! Gackt's public image is that he likes women and that he’s furachi guy number 1, but the surprising truth is...he likes men.
Gackt: *laughs* No, no, it's not like that, will you stop it?
Take: *laughs*
Gackt: Please! You're supposed to be my friend!
Take: Do you like men?
Gackt: Well, yes, but...

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The Dir en Grey murder quiz: [link] My results was that Shinya murdered me.

A Dir en Grey quiz >> Whose ass would you claim: [link] I got Die. Darn...he has no ass.

What Dir en Grey anatomy are you: [link] I'm Shinya's quiet lips.

What random Dir en Grey thing or happening are you: [link] I'm the waterbottle between Kyo's legs...xP

Which Dir en Grey member would you marry (MEMEGEN) : [link] I married Toshiya on November 2, 2020. We have 5 kids and I'm not happy. Nooo...I didn't marry Kyo...nor, di I marry Gaku ( even though he's not in Dir en Grey Oo;; )

Gackt Quiz - Will you get some: [link] A bit of fun. I was too shy to actually get more than I actually wanted. Damn. ;o;

What Gackt weapon are you: [link] I'm Belle Constantine! Gackt's loyal and cute doggie. ^o^ ]]> ~Yot-Camui http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/3080025/ http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/3080025/ Mon, 09 Aug 2004 05:53:17 PDT [link]

Join if you like all sorts of music! Also includes movies and etc. Now I can rant about Gackt without going off-topic...

Also, I decided to do this quiz that was also on Darky and Kikai's devArt journals... ^-^

[Name] Linda.
[Screen name] The Divine Yot (AIM).
[Birthday] The 17th of August.
[Age] 586.
[Astrological sign?] Leo.
[Chinese zodiac sign?] Rabbit
[Location] Ohayo... X(
[Marital Status] Single.
[Eye color] Dark, dark brown.
[Height] 5'6".
[Shoe size] 8 1/2.
[Parents still together?] Yep, yep, yep.
[Siblings?] Ko (oldest brother), Kek (2nd oldest brother), and BeBe (insane 19 year-old sister).
[Nieces/Nephews?] Nope.
[Kids of your own?] Hell no.
[Grandkids?] This is so lame...
[Pets?] Don't have any, sadly.
[Education?] Going to be a senior in high school...I'm so old.
[Rent, lease, or own your home?] I live with my parents. I'm still a kid. >_>
[Have any credit cards?] I have a DynastyCard?
[What do you drive?] Gackt~~~! <3

Favorites
[ Color] Red, Black, and White.
[ Number ] 17.
[Animal ] The Master of the Dancing Cat Society...! *chibi Neko-Ren comes out and dances*
[ Vehicle ] ...Gackt...?
[ Flower ] Roses.
[ Scent ] Platinum Egoiste. ^-^
[ Shape ] Flexible Gackt?
[ Drinks ] Grass Jelly Drink!
[ Soda ] Dr. Pepper or Root Beer.
[ Book ] Battle Royale.
[ Band ] Why must you ask? It's Gackt, but of course.
[ Song ] "Seki Ray", "Kono daremo inai heya de" coming in a close second.
[ Food ] Vanilla Gackt? ^-^;;

Do you...
[ Color your hair? ] Nope. Natural is fine with me.
[ Twirl your hair? ] Sometimes. When I'm bored?
[ Have tattoos? ] I'm going to get one when I turn 21.
[ Piercing? ] Yes. One on each ear.
[ Cheat on tests/homework? ] Hell yeah.
[ Drink/Smoke? ] No way. Straight-edge, baby!
[ Like roller coasters? ] They're okay...
[ Wish you could live somewhere else] Hell yeah! I wanna live closer to Gaku-baby... Or at least areas where he remotely visits...
[ Want more piercings? ] Nah, not really.
[ Like cleaning? ] No, I let my sister do the cleaning.
[Write in cursive or print? ] Print. I forget how to write in cursive...
[ Carry a donor card? ] No.
[ Swear a lot? ] Not a lot. Sometimes...
[ Own a web cam? ] Nope.
[ Know how to drive? ] No, I'm so lazy.
[ Diet? ] No, atkins are for pansies.
[ Own a cell phone? ] Nope.
[ Ever get off the damn computer? ] Yeah, sometimes.
[ Habla Espanol? ] ...uh, no?

Have you ever...
[ Gotten a speeding ticket?] Nope. Don't drive.
[ DUI? ] ...No.
[ Been in a wreck? ] Nope.
[ Been arrested? ] Nope.
[ Been in a fist fight? ] Yes, in grade school...
[ Kicked someone in the nuts? ] Yes...
[ Stolen anything? ] A jellybean when I was a kid?
[ Held a gun? ] Nope.
[ Drank? ] Sake, yes.
[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] Nope.
[Considered a life of crime? ] Not really, unless it's me beating up Gackt's bodyguards to actually get a chance to meet him.
[ Considered being a hooker? ] Nope.
[ Cried over a girl? ] Nope.
[ Cried over a boy? ] A few times, yes.
[ Lied to someone? ] Sometimes.
[ Been in love? ] Too many times.
[ Fallen for your best friend? ] Once, but I don't speak with him anymore.
[ Made out with JUST a friend? ] Nope.
[Been rejected? ] Never asked anyone out...so I can't say I've been rejected.
[ Been in lust? ] As in humping Gaku? Hai.
[ Used someone? ] Nope.
[ Been used? ] Nope.
[ Been cheated on? ] I'm single. Always have been single.
[ Been kissed? ] I don't think so.

Now
[Current mood] Bored as hell!
[Current music] Dir en Grey frenzy..... ]]> ~Yot-Camui http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/3032492/ http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/3032492/ Tue, 03 Aug 2004 06:06:13 PDT
O, the choices one has to make... Oo;; ]]> ~Yot-Camui http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/3021013/ http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/3021013/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 18:58:29 PDT
I haven't been on much today. But, I will once my grandpa comes back from the hospital tomorrow. Good luck to him and I hope he feels better. Love you, gramps! ^_^

Also, a song of Gackt helped me throughtout the day. It's called, "Kono daremo inai heya de". Truly touching song. Aishteru, Gaku! *dry humps the man*

"yasuragi ni sasowarete

furikaeru to itsumo kimi ga soba ni ita

kimi wa tada... hanikande

boku no yubisaki ni fureru

You call out to me in the quiet

When I looked back you were always near

You were just... shy

I touch you with my fingertips



hajimari wa itsumo totsuzen de

machikado de boku wa kimi ni koi o shita

kimi wa tada... hohoende

fushigi sou ni boku o miteta

The beginning is always sudden

On the street corner, I loved you

You were just... smiling

Looking at me mysteriously



koware sou na hosoi karada wa deatta goro no

yasashii egao no omokage sae mo nokosazu ni

me ga samereba namida no riyuu o jikan o kakete hanasu kara

When I ran across your broken, slender body

Not even traces of your gentle smiling face were left behind

Because if I wake up it'll take time to speak about the reason for my tears



doshite daremo inai kono heya de

karada ga furueru n darou

oshiete...

Why in this empty room

Is my body shaking?

Tell me...



kieteshimai sou ni naru sono chiisana koe de

boku no namae o yobu sugata ga wasurerarenakute

furikaereba ano toki no mama no kimi ga ima mo iru you de...

In that small voice that is starting to completely disappear

I can't forget you, calling our my name

If I turn around, it's just like that time and you're still here...



doshite daremo inai kono heya de

karada ga furueru n darou

oshiete...

Why in this empty room

Is my body shaking?

Tell me...



doshite daremo inai kono heya de

namida ga koboreru n darou

oshiete...

Why in this empty room

Are the tears overflowing?

Tell me...



mou ichido dakishimesasete...

Once more I want to hold you..."

It always makes me cry because I keep thinking of the ending of the MARS tour... I'm a dork. ]]> ~Yot-Camui http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2998085/ http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2998085/ Thu, 29 Jul 2004 17:47:06 PDT
I've been working on Kat, Debbie, and my manga a lot lately. I think I'll post up what I got so far. No stealie. Theft ain't grand. ]]> ~Yot-Camui http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2853927/ http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2853927/ Sun, 11 Jul 2004 05:42:48 PDT

And, I think I'm beginning to see more paranormal stuff again. ]]> ~Yot-Camui http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2536083/ http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2536083/ Sat, 29 May 2004 13:35:18 PDT ~Yot-Camui http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2486036/ http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2486036/ Sat, 22 May 2004 19:18:58 PDT
It might just be my eyes... I hope I don't see anymore paranormal stuff. I dunno how Gackt can handle seeing ghosts... :/ I was freaking out a awhile ago... But I might be over-reacting. Off to pray before bed. ;______; ]]> ~Yot-Camui http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2380526/ http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2380526/ Fri, 07 May 2004 17:14:30 PDT
*watches Vanilla Live again* Gackt and Masa... Ahahaha! ]]> ~Yot-Camui http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2188806/ http://Yot-Camui.deviantart.com/journal/2188806/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 20:33:32 PDT ~Yot-Camui