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Ah.... peace and quiet here I come... who the hell am I kiding I`m going to die of boredom.


Bye bee!

]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/23675127/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/23675127/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 11:48:12 PDT

it`s been a while since i`ve had such a fan girl moment

]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/23549444/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/23549444/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 22:43:24 PST

]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/22306426/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/22306426/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 14:43:48 PST I hope you all have a great year full of fulfilled wishes.


]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/20919755/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/20919755/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 11:39:13 PDT


Real name → Diana
Nickname → none
Status → irritated
Zodiac sign → Piesces
Male or female → Female
Elementary → some school
Middle School → same with elementary (two in one)
High School → some highschool
Smart → Yes I`m a genius. I don`t know if I`m smart.
Hair color → black
Long or short → pretty short
Loud or Quiet → quiet
Sweats or Jeans → jeans
Phone or Camera → camera
Health freak – sometimes
Drink or Smoke? - none
Do you have a crush on someone? → No
Eat or Drink → Eat
Piercings → Yes
Tattoos → not at the moment

FIRSTS:

First piercing → when I was 6
First best friend → somebody who`s not my best friend anymore
First award → First grade I suppose
First crush → hm…long time ago…
First pet → turttle
First big vacation → 6th grade
First big birthday → Don`t have one

CURRENTLY:

Eating – Nothing
Drinking → water
I'm about to → go to bed
Listening to → Dave Matthews Band - Crash into me
Plans for today → SLEEP
Waiting for → better times, vacation.

YOUR FUTURE:

Want kids? → Yes
Want to get married? – If I find someone I`ll love sure
Careers in mind – dunno yet

HAVE YOU EVER:

Lost glasses/contacts → dont use
Ran away from home → no
Broken someone’s heart → id like to think i didn`t
Been arrested → No
Cried when someone died → yes...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself → no
Miracles → Yes
Love at first sight → yes
Heaven → yes
Santa clause → >.> i would like to say yes
Sex on the first date → hell no
Kiss on the first date → no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

Is there one person you want to be with right now → no

Do you believe in God → Yes I do

]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/20788340/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/20788340/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 05:41:32 PDT So I started college today, freshman, actually the opening was yesterday but only today I had classes.
It was pretty weird, I had a two hour seminar of mechanics and we started full power ! We got a pop quizz which was awful considering I haven`t studied mechanics since 9th grade so.. yea ..
I do hope I did something good . Besides I started trying to deduce all the formulas for the problems. That was MENDOKSE (troublesome) buuuuuuuuut I think I did all the problems well, and messed up the theory. Can`t have them all.
There were lots of smart kids, so I guess I`m like back at highschool which I hated I mean HAAAAAAATED the first year. I`ll have to work hard. I have to re read all my physics notebooks and hopefully understand them.
And the fact that the whole college is staring at me is really not helping. I walk helped by crutches , because I had a surgery a few moths ago on my tibia, and now I can`t step with my full weight on it because my bones could collapse and crush themselves.
Yeah my body is suicidal.
This is going to suck .
Oh yea and I already have homework.


]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/20685488/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/20685488/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 12:00:18 PDT nakama (a.k.a friends) and I`m no exception.

I just wanted to say that no matter what difficulties you encounter, you should cherish the times you had with your friend and never regret anything, it will just ruin it even more.

Bonds are made to be broken and no one is an exception to that, which is actually very sad. You never know when you`ll get the last hug or the last I love you from your friends so you should cherish every single one of them, and of course give that love back even if sometimes that`s really hard.

I won`t ever regret trusting someone, but I swore this time it will be the last time. I know you have no idea what I`m talking about, but I`m sure every single one of you went through a period when you wanted to give up on everything and everyone, and just blame yourself for being so naive and for trusting your whole being to another person.

Friends are made to cherish as long as the cherish you, when that love is gone all that`s left are beautiful memories of laughter of tears, of long talks about everything and nothing.

All you have to do is love.

]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/20678814/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/20678814/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 23:20:52 PDT to do this thingy which i find pretty fun I used to play a game like this when i was little it was called "Uncle Tom sits on the closet"


So here it goes

Dear [(which is actually one of my best friends, (Dear don`t freak out )]

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me in your closet and I saw you knock out the crazy monk. I'm sure you're emotional enough to understand that your Honda sucks. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I`ll always remember our friendship .

Go Burn

And i tag and whoever wants to do this.

So here are the rules

Dear (the first person on your watchlist):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there... ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/16474968/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/16474968/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 12:48:37 PST
]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/11092930/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/11092930/ Sun, 17 Dec 2006 10:05:07 PST I feel that each year i`m losing the joy of Christmas... the joy that a kid used to feel... i wish i was little once again..
When i believed in Santa... everything seemed so true... it seemed like life it`s not so normal.. it had a bit of magic, childish hopes.
Since this magical character vanished the spirit of christmas just started to slowly fade away. Of course i still love christmas more than any other hollyday it`s just it`s not what it used to be. Every year i feel like it`s slipping away from me... this year.. a week away... i don`t feel any joy and happines and excitement.. which in other years i started to feel months before christmas.
I fear i`ll reach the day when i won`t have any feeling left.. that i won`t be able to cherish christmas as i used to.

don`t let me fall...
i wish everything was as it used to be

and a happy thought ... the vacation is comming yaaay...

Merry Christmas to everyone... may all the love lighten your homes

]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9790489/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9790489/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 08:08:12 PDT ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9789850/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9789850/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 06:20:02 PDT HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin? in like on the mouth? ) no..
2. Ran away? nope
5. Broken someone's heart? unfortunatelly
6. Been in love? not sure
7. Cried when someone died? of course
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have? duh.. yea..
10. Drank alcohol? on new years eve... a glass
11. Lied? lol yea.. i`m not a saint

WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi? pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP? sprite
15. Girls or Guys? :-/
16. Flowers or Candy? both
18. Quiet or Loud? both
19. Blondes or Brunettes? brunettes
20. Bitchy or Slutty? doesn`t matter
21. Tall or Short? tall
22. Pants or Shorts? pants
23. What do you notice first? the eyes or smile i guess
24. Last person you slow danced with? I walsed with a friend last year
25. Worst question to ask? I don`t know.. but 'WHICH IS BETTER' .. has no meaning

THE LAST TIME...
26. Showered? this morning
29. Had a great time with opposite sex? thursday

WHAT IS...
30. Your good luck charm? a bracelet
31. Person you hate most? i hate no one
32. The best thing that has happened to you today? today.. nothing
33. Color? blue
34. Movie? If only
35. Book? haven`t read enough to say
36. Juice? Pepsi
37. Cars? BMW
38. Ice Cream? vanilla
39. Holiday? Christmass
40. Season? Spring
41. Breakfast food? Cereals
42. Place to go with your honey? Mountains

WHO...
43. Makes you laugh the most? ~HateeeYou and some other people
44. Makes you smile? some guy
45. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them? you won`t ever know..
46. Has a crush on you? don`t know
47. Do you have a crush on? the guy who gives me a funny feeling
48. Can make you feel better no matter what? haven`t found that person
49. Has it easier... guys or girls? guys

DO YOU EVER...
50. Sit by the phone waiting the phone call all night? no
51. Save Yahoo conversation? YEAH
52. Save e-mails? Yep
53. Wish you were someone else? sometimes
54. Wish you were a member of an opposite sex? sometimes
55. Cried because of someone's mean words? oh yeah... some words are like a dagger in your heart

BEST...
56. Cologne? For guys? don`t know..
57. Perfume? Ligh Blue (Dolce & Gabana) and Incadessence
58. Kiss? lol
59. Romantic Moment? every moment is romantic with the one you love.. at least that`s how it`s supposed to be
60. Most recent advice given to you? don`t be so pessimist

HAVE YOU...
61. Fallen for your friend (of the opposite sex)? no
62. Made out with JUST a friend? no
63. Been rejected? never asked
64. Been in love? not sure
66. Used someone? no
67. Been used? yes
68. Cheated on someone? no
69. Been cheated on? no
70. Been kissed? ...myeah..
71. Done something you regret? Oh yea.. lol of course

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched? my mom .. what kind of q is this
73. You talked to? my grandma
74. You hugged? my mom
75. You instant messaged? ~MoNiKuTzA
76... ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9778476/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9778476/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 02:40:25 PDT I hate this weather.. la la la la la la la sooooo boring I have nothing to do.. no inspiration no nothing grrrrrrrr


la la la la la la *sigh* ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9759110/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9759110/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 05:49:15 PDT ".. merg pana in cele mai departate regiuni ale corpului;din cutia craniana ies..." - Medicina

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
- and i can find:my phone, cd-s, clock

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- comercials ) (that`s what`s always on)

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
-20:40

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
-20:48

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
-I don`t hear my computer... so I guess... the music.. ?

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- yesterday... i was...walking.. (at first I read when did you last sleep outside )

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
- a web site

9. What are you wearing?
-clothes

10. Did you dream last night?
- yup

11. When did you last laugh?
- yesterday

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- well... nothing... paint I guess.. and a thing with Tom and Jerry makes my room look happy

13. Seen anything weird lately?
- everything I see is weird... so I guess yea...

14. What do you think of this quiz?
- I`m bored... that`s why I`m doing it

15. What is the last film you saw?
- Nostradamus

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- A motocylce gifts to friends.. I don`t know..

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
-Oh well... ..sometimes if I laugh a lot and hard...I...kinda...start crying happened to me 3 weeks ago.. was freaky everyone was like "are you laughing or crying?" and i said... "i have no idea... i think crying" it`s confusing oh yea..

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
- Uhm.. kill every one who deservs it..?

19. Do you like to dance?
- depends...

20. George Bush:
- :laughin: don`t make me puke

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
- Well.. i like.. Diana, Monica, Erika, Rebeca..so i have to talk with my husband about it

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
- Uhm.. probably i`ll let my husband choose... i don`t have a fav name for a boy...I like Robert... not Robi.. just Robert

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
- every day

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
- Uhm... welcome..? what kind of question is this?

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
- and.. why are you telling me this...? ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9697311/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9697311/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 12:12:25 PDT MoNiKuTzA`s journal.. so here it goes


Name : Diana
Name Backwards : Anaid (sounds funny)
Nick Name: don`t have one

Date Of Birth : 17 March 1989
Place of Birth : Timisoara
Sign : pisces

Hair&eyes colour : black/brown

Innie or Outie? : both
Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous : righty
Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? : straight
Best friend(s) : ~HateeeYou, my cousine
Best friend you trust the most : my cousine

Boyfriend / Girlfriend : nope
Crush :

School: CNB
Parent(s) : both yup
Any sisters/brothers : no
Any pets : no... not even a tiny little turtle

Worst Enemy : myself
Bed : hm..comfy...but..
Relationship with your parent(s) : cool.. but they drive me crazy sometimes ofc...
Believe in yourself : not really...
Do you believe in love at first sight? : of course
Consider yourself a good listener : yup
Save your e-mail conversations : still have them all..
Like to talk on the phone : not really..
Get motion sickness : nope... at least i don`t think so
Dream in color : yup
Sleep with a stuffed animal : not only one... more.. shh
Right next to you : a toy
Your bedtime : don`t have one
Under your bed : nothing who me? no... not me i didn`t
The single most important question : huh?
Your worst fear(s) : to be alone..
The weather like : raining
The time? : 10:10
The date? August 12th 2006 (partyyyy)
The weirdest food or drink that you like :
Theme Song : :dunno:
The hardest thing about growing up : who said i`m doing that? nope nopy nope not me nooo
The silliest thing you've said : too many
The worst feeling in the world : being lied and cheated
The best feeling in the world : being loved
TAG SOME POOR VICTIMS... : it's up to you! if you wanna do it, go on!

LOL ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9549036/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9549036/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 00:35:59 PDT


http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9529209/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 01:42:34 PDT ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9370592/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9370592/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 23:51:42 PDT Can`t wait to get there..
So i`ll see you all when I come back



Buh bye take care ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9216769/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9216769/ Thu, 29 Jun 2006 01:57:55 PDT

Yey



I won a free subscription...




7 days seeing the real dA




]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9159299/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9159299/ Fri, 23 Jun 2006 13:02:08 PDT Acum am timp sa ma plictisesc
Ce... stupid... ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9137134/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9137134/ Wed, 21 Jun 2006 12:29:55 PDT Am crezut ca am gasit un sulfet care imi va fi alaturi care nu ma va parasi chiar daca vremurile nu vor fi chiar roz... am crezut ca am gasit pacea.. am crezut ca am gasit bucurie si suport, AM CREZUT.
De ce nu poti avea in viata un lucru sigur.. nu am cerut luna de pe cer.. nu am cerut dragostea adevarata nu am cerut stele am cerut un prieten adevarat dar se pare ca Dumnezeu nu crede ca merit nici atat... speranta mea e aproape egala cu zero..
Nici nu mai am curaj sa visez la ceva ce te-ar putea implinii.. nu mai pot visa pentru nimic.. caci chiar daca vei avea impresia ca l-ai gasit viata iti va da o palma rece si dura ca gheata pentru ca asta stie ea cel mai bine sa faca.
Vreau sa fiu macar putin fericita... ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9083711/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/9083711/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 04:24:04 PDT Primita de la diriginta mea.. cu ocazia plecarii din scoala i`m gonna miss her.... the best teacher ever..


Despre Iubire
Gibran


"Cand iubirea va face semn, urmati-i indemnul.
Chiar daca drumurile-i sunt grele si prapastioase.
Si cand aripile-i va curpind, supuneti-va ei,
Chiar daca sabia ascunsa-n penaju-i v-ar putea rani,
Iar cand va vorbeste dat-i crezare,
Chiar daca vocea-i ar putea sa va sfarame visurile, asemenea vantului din miazanoapte care va pustieste gradinile.
Fiindca precum iubirea va incununa, ea trebuie sa va si crucifice. Precum va face sa cresteti ea trebuie sa va si reteze uscaciunile.
Precum ea se ridica la inaltimea voastra, alintandu-va ramurile cele mai fragile care freamata in lumina soarelui,
Tot la fel razbate pana in adancul radacinilor voastre, zdruncinand inclestarea lor cu pamantul.
Aemeni snopilor de grau, ea va secera.
V a treiera pentru a va descoji.
Va vantura spre a va curata de pleava.
Va macina pana la albirea fainii.
Va framanta pana ajungeti foarte supusi,
Ca apoi sa va harazeasca focului sau si sa puteti deveni painea sfanta la ospatul divin.
Toate acestea vi le va da iubirea pentru ca astfel sa va puteti cunoaste ainele inimii si astfel sa deveniti o parte din inima VIETII.
Dar daca, stapaniti de teama, veti cauta doar tihna si placerea dragostei,
Atunci e mai bine sa va acoperiti goliciunea si sa iesiti din treierisul iubirii,
Spre a va intoarce in lumea fara de anotimpuri, unde veti rade, dar nu cu intreaga voastra bucurie si unde veti plange, dar nu in toate lacrimile voastre.
Iubirea nu se daruieste decat pe sine si nu ia decat pe sine.
Iubirea nu stapaneste si nu vrea sa fie stapanita
Fiindca iubirii ii e de ajuns iubirea.
Cand iubiti nu trebuie sa spuneti "Creatorul este in inima mea", ci mai degraba "eu sunt in inima Creatorului".
Si sa nu credeti ca puteti croi singuri drumul iubirii fiindca, iubirea daca o meritati, va va arata drumul ea insasi.
Iubirea nu are nici o alta dorinta decat aceea de a se implini.
Daca iubesti si trebuie sa ai dorinte, fie ca aceasta sa fie:
Sa te topsti si sa devi izvor ce susurul in noapte-si canta;
Sa cunosti durerea prea marii duiosii;
Sa fi ranit de intelegerea iubirii;
Sa sangerezi de buna voie si bucurandu-ete;
Sa te trezesti in zori cu inima inaripata si sa inalti multumire pentru inca o zi de iubire;
Sa te odihnesti la ceasul amiezii si sa cugeti la extazul iubirii;
Sa te intorci impacat acasa la ora murgului
Si apoi, sa adormi inaltand in inima o ruga pentru el iubit, iar pe buze un cantec de lauda."


Lucrurile bune dureaza putin
Lucrurile bune dureaza putin
Lucrurile bune dureaza putin
Lucrurile bune dureaza putin
Lucrurile bune dureaza putin
Lucrurile bune dureaza putin
Lucrurile bune dureaza putin
Lucrurile bune dureaza putin ..... ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8842030/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8842030/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 02:12:02 PDT Step 2: Post a few line(s) from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song is.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.

YEY THANKS FOR GUESSING

1. Stereophonics - Since I told you it`s over Guessed by ~SmoothEyes
"Black and blue from the wind and the rain
Said I'm sorry for the lies and the pain
I never ever meant to make you cry
If I could take you back, you know, I would,
I wanna burn up and die.."

2. James Blunt - Cry Guessed by~HateeeYou
"I have seen peace. I have seen pain,
Resting on the shoulders of your name.
Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend..."

3. Puddle of mudd - Blurry Guessed by ~ixian
"Everyone is changing
There`s no one left that`s real
To make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl..."

4. Flypside - Someday Guessed by ~ixian
"And you crawl and you slip and you slide down
Wanna make it to the top better start now
So I hold my soul and I die hard
All alone in the night in the graveyard ..."

5. Blink182 - Rollercoaster Guessed by ~SYS-M-CATS
"Leave me standing here, act like I'm not around
The the coast will probably never clear, can I please go home now
I had that dream about you again
Where I wait outside until you let me in,
and there I stay.."

6. The Strokes - Ize of the world Guessed by ~ixian
"I think I know what you mean but watch what you say
'cause they'll be try to knock you down in some way
Sometimes it feels like the world is falling asleep
How do you wake someone up from inside a dream?
You never wondered and searched for this place in the night/>
You gotta follow this field like following light
But such a music was born and brought you round
And I'll take you right there but it's meaning direction...."

7.3Doors Down - I feel you Guessed by ~screwyro
"They gave me a life that’s not so easy to live
And then they sent me on my way
I left my love and forgot my dreams
I lost them along the way
Those little things you say
When words mean so much
You never back down
And they all shy away
You always listen to me..."

8. Daniel Powter - Bad day Guessed by ~HateeeYou
"Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong.."

9. Stone sour - Bother Guessed by ~ixian
"Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying..."

10.Jimmy Eat World Guessed by ~HateeeYou
"Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine..."

11. Simple Plan - Worst day ever Guessed by ~ixian
"6 a.m.
The clock is ringing
I... ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8758320/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8758320/ Sat, 13 May 2006 11:06:11 PDT After 24 hours I still can`t believe what happened.. i still pinch myself.. and smile while walking alone on streets ( I usually smile if i remember something even if i`m alone.. i`m sure you do this too) but this is more like a giggle... a grin.. i don`t know... because i realize after a while that i`m actually smiling so... . Even if I know I`ll get hurt and nothing will happen.. i am still gratefull for what i got. I`ve pictured a day like yesterday in many other situations and it happened absolutely unpredicteble.


Never plan anything.. just go with the flow.. hope be patient.. and you will succed sooner or later. Have faith that`s the best thing you can do if you know you can`t make a difference.


quote: "God loves us" ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8577424/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8577424/ Wed, 03 May 2006 06:14:56 PDT so he said said:"tagging whoever reads this and feels like it
(just say ~ixian tagged you)" ... works the same for you guys..

GENERAL INFORMATION:

001. Name : Diana
002. Nickname : don`t have one.. someties people call me Dia... it`s not a nickname though..(and i hate it)
003. Birthday : 17 March 1989
004. Place of birth : Timisoara, Romania
005. Zodiac sign : Pisces
006. Gender : Female
007. Education : at highschool
008. School : Colegiul National Banatean
013. Hair Length : long..
014. Eye colour : brown
015. Best Feature : i have no idea
016. Height : 1.66 m
017. Braces : no
018. Glasses : no
019. Piercing : do earings count?
020. Tattoos: no
021. Righty or Lefty: righty

YOUR 'FIRSTS'

022. First best friend : A classmate
023. First Award : hm....first grade
024. First Sport You Joined : swimming
025. First Pet : a turtle
026. First Real Vacation : i don`t know..maybe in 2002...
027. First Concert : hm... you don`t wanna know...in "Parcul copiilor" some romanian bands.. i can`t remember...or don`t wanna.....
028. First Love : no...

FAVOURITES

029. Movie : Sweet november... i have lots of favourite movies... but this is so touching
030. TV Show : none
031. Color : blue
032. Rapper : Eminem... was...i think..
033. Band : I don`t know the newest that i like is Stereophonics...
034. Song Right Now : Stereophonics - Since I told you it`s over
035. Friend : about this too...you can`t have favourites friends...they`re all the same
036. Candy : not sure
037. Sport to Play: swimming
038. Restaurant: dunno
039. Favorite brand to wear :hm...don`t know
040. Store : i hate big stores...with huge queues and so many choices that you don`t know what to take... you leave home with a few things to buy and when you get home... you realise that you bought other things... it`s dumb..
041. School Subject : uhm.... i don`t think i have one... maybe English...sometimes....rarelly...the teacher sucks
042. Animal : CUTE SMALL FLUFFY DOG...WITH TINNY EARS AND CUTE PAWS
043. Book: The Real Da Vinci Code
044. Magazine : no...
045. Shoes : i already said i don`t know... what brand i like to wear.... shoes are clothing also..so..

CURRENTLY

046. Feeling : worried, clueless
047. Single or Taken : single but my heart`s taken
049. Eating : no
050. Drinking : Santal
051. Typing : are you serious... DUH!
052. Online : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO realy?? i don`t think so... right..
053. Listening To : System of a Down - Lonely day... although i don`t think it`s a lonely day
054. Thinking About : school....certain thing about school and i`m wondering who`ll have the nervs the read this quiz...
055. Wanting To : something good in my life...
056. Watching : my screen...?
057. Wearing: a t-shirt and a pair of pants


FUTURE

058. Want Kids? Yea... i love children
059. Want to be Married : Well yea only if i find the right guy..
060. Careers in Mind : maybe doctor
061. Where do you want to live? : Well i had the chance to leave Romania but when i think of it.... I don`t wanna leave behind all my childhood...
062. Car : yes

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX

063. Hair colour : dark
064. Hair length : long..
065. Eye colour : don`t care but pitch black i would like
066. Measurements : nor skinny nor "jean-claude-van-dame"
067. Cute or Sexy : cute
068. Lips or Eyes : both
0... ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8507878/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8507878/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 09:41:34 PDT Go out pleople, enjoy the sun ,the smell of inocent flowers, just go out and take some fresh air... I find the sun like a HUUUGE hug, when i`m sad or upset i just take a look outside and see the sky...that brings a smile on my face, even if i`m dissapointed, angry, alone....no matter what.... when i feel the sun, i feel like a baby in his mother`s arms... it`s so....simple, clear..... you don`t need anything else to feel better.


So listen to me.... go out enjoy the small pleasures of life... beacuse you don`t know when it will end... stop and smell a flower ....smile when you see a butterfly .....help someone cross the street....be gratefull.....call an old friend.....do something that makes you feel good about yourself.

Just live like tomorrow doesn`t exist....


And of course everybody needs a ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8447276/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8447276/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 10:06:59 PDT

1) I like to eat very spicy
2) I like to listen to the same song over and over and over no matter how many days... i just do that
3) I still sleep with a fluffy toy or more..
4) I hate people that are fake and lie to their friends
5) Computer adict...like you all...
6) Love rainny days but only if i`m inside ....and outside... only if it`s not cold..

I tag , , .... and that`s about it ]]> ~YouAreFake http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8361099/ http://YouAreFake.deviantart.com/journal/8361099/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 06:48:57 PDT
A word of advice....Love life people..even if you think "she" doesn`t love you....we have to admit when it`s good....IT`S GOOD...I MEAN REALLY GOOD! i`m not a very positive person but i know that life is beatifull even when i`m upset...even if i hate everything in those moments...my brain knows....what my heart doesn`t....donno what was that all about but anyway


Buh Bye.
signed with signature ]]> ~YouAreFake