http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:YrMyObsession&section=today deviantART RSS for by:YrMyObsession en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 15:42:47 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/14028555/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/14028555/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 12:42:27 PDT
i don't know whether i'll update deviantart again or not. i don't get any constructive commentary and there's just so much goddamn shitty art here. good artists on deviantart are few and far between.

there are, however, my friends on here who make awesome incredible inspiring art. i will try to keep up with you guys' work.

i am also really REALLY fucking sick of seeing my work stolen. mine's barely any good it shouldn't be stolen anyway. but it is. and it's because its on shitty deviantart.

flickrs got its problems as well...but my works way less likely to be stolen with flickrs settings. and honestly, theres way less fucking anime and way more awesomeness to look at.

so maybe goodbye shittyanime infested deviantart. the good years were good and i appreciate you. but enough of all this shitty art. it just makes me sad to see.

[link]
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]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/12820537/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/12820537/ Wed, 02 May 2007 19:33:20 PDT mostly because i really really hate the groups on myspace.

i'll post photos and stuff i'm sure.

so if yr interested add me [[link]

also let me know if you have a livejournal you post photos or whatever on because i'm definitely interested.



in other news sorry i haven't been uploading a lot recently.
i'm losing some of my love for dA i guess.
AND ALSO MY FUCKING LENS IS FUCKING GONE FUCKING.

so fuck that shit.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/11283107/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/11283107/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:50:54 PST or maybe you were already asleep
and some idea comes into your head that you just MUST ABSOLUTELY REMEMBER.

well this happens to me a lot.
i try when i can to keep sharpies by my bed or even just pens
because i normally write these things i need to remember on my thigh and sometimes on my arm or something.

today i woke up and scribbled on a piece of paper i had written in the night is

"CRUCIFY BABY, WHY'D YOU FALL ASLEEP IN THAT DRESS?"





i don't know what it means either.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10467271/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10467271/ Sat, 21 Oct 2006 15:45:46 PDT it doesn't look butch and it actually doensn't look all PUnK RaWK at all.

i don't have pictures yet but i will soon.

thatisall.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10353250/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10353250/ Tue, 10 Oct 2006 22:23:57 PDT confusion is next and next after that is the truth"




i think that being crazy is the only sane way to live.
i really mean that.
please let yourself go.
make your life something more.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10155619/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10155619/ Fri, 22 Sep 2006 19:37:02 PDT so i bought a 12 dollar pop cam!
[link]

ie
a cheaper action sampler that gives three of the images a specific hue
[see [link] ]

i think a lot of people are going to think
oh action sampler sweet but the hues will ruin it

but you'll see
it will be awesommmme

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10145940/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10145940/ Thu, 21 Sep 2006 18:36:32 PDT men trying to pick me up
making kissy faces at me
and hooting at me and shit

it makes me feel so horrible
so cheap

my stepfather basically told me that i look trashy
and that if i don't want people to do that i shouldn't wear lipstick
i'm sorry but
WHAT THE FUCK
first of all. i was wearing jeans and a white sonic youth tshirt. [completely normal and not trashy.] and yeah lipstick.
i don't deserve to be treated like shit because i wear lipstick.
and wearing lipstick doesn't make me trashy.
i don't wear lipstick to attract those pigs i wear it because i like how it looks on me for me.

i should be able to walk down the street like a normal person
and YEAH WEARING LIPSTICK
without being treated like that

OH THAT GIRL IS WEARING LIPSTICK
SHE'S ASKING TO BE TREATED LIKE SOME TRASHY SLUT THERE MERELY TO FUCK MY COCK.

I
DON'T
FUCKING
THINK
SO.





fucking pigs.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10045195/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10045195/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 22:33:37 PDT [link]

although lydia does too, i guess.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10015762/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/10015762/ Sat, 09 Sep 2006 03:21:29 PDT i'll be reading
and i look up
and i am like "mouse?"
but then it's not a mouse
it's just not even anything
not a shadow
or anything

i like the brainmice though




ps
rasta pisses me off.
just as much as any other christian religion.
although less because
i really love reggae
mmmm jacob miller
but really
mr. rastaman
if you really believe so much
stop living in yr generally mainstream society
and go back to africa
if you believed that much
you would
but you don't
because yr so-called beliefs are purely social

and i mean, look
apart from the majority of the religion
with the bible
and jah
and 70% of the beliefs
there's that little sliver
returning to africa to live in peace in a beautiful
natural way
unity
that part is beautiful
i can believe in that
respect that

but like i said
if you really believed it
you would do it
but you don't
so fuck you mr. rastaman
why don't you just accept yr reality




lol.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/9765040/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/9765040/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 21:00:38 PDT i am having a pretty hard time
so my art hasn't been that great sorry

i'll just keep doing what i'm doing because if i stop i might just stop for a long time you know



i fell asleep on a knife last night and it punctured my stomach and i woke up with blood and stomach acid all over me

just kidding
but i did sleep on a fork


and also guess what
tell me yr last.fm stuff if you have one because i want to know what you listen to but i am too lazy to check everyone's userpage to see if they have it linked
mine is last.fm/user/ohohdisaster just because you can't ask people for theirs and not tell them yrs that's crazytalk.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/9430744/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/9430744/ Wed, 19 Jul 2006 20:15:50 PDT people say oh i hate the heat
and they don't really mean it
but i do
i hate it

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/9014875/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/9014875/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 03:06:59 PDT !!

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8956850/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8956850/ Sat, 03 Jun 2006 06:44:35 PDT WHY CAN I NOT FIND YOU
I AM ACTUALLY GOING PLACES TODAY OKAY
SO YOU NEED TO PLEASE NOT BE LOST


gahhhh
geeezz
for the amount of love i have for my camera
i sure lose it a lot
do your cameras get lost?
or is it just me

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8898241/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8898241/ Sun, 28 May 2006 02:21:53 PDT ever
and i got...

"i don't want to live this life" - deborah spungen
"the andy warhol diaries" - andy warhol edited by pat hackett
"the artists world in pictures" - fred mcdarrah
"pearl: the obsession and passions of janis joplin" - ellis amburn
"women photographers at national geographic" - cathy newman
"reality remade: march 15-april 19, 1986"
"everyday things" - neil winokur
"art as image and idea" - edmund burke feldman
"1960-1970 exhibition at the national gallery of art, washington DC, 1970"
the 19th edition of propaganda magazine

and i think that's all ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8597587/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8597587/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 00:06:09 PDT















some great artists i watch:



http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8354726/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 14:55:25 PDT it's all from the same day
the same place
and i took a lot of photos there
which i like.

different stuff is coming soon
<3








[as usual if i'm watching you
and you're not on the list
let me knowww]



some great artists i watch:



http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8325737/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 17:20:58 PST for a long time
and this is really all i have to say




dear modeling industry,

the universe gave you no ass and heroin.

the universe gave me big tits and talent.

I PRETTY MUCH WIN OKAY.

you should be making bad art instead up me puking up tuna sandwiches

your friend,
devan louise





some great artists i watch:



http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8323313/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 16:38:47 PST if you have if you could recommend a good place to buy some or a good brand or some things to look for or general tips
i would pretty much be your best friend forever.
thanksss!




ps: if i'm watching you and yr not on the list below
LET ME KNOW OKAY

some great artists i watch:



~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8276981/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8276981/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 17:04:59 PST XD
[link]



some great artists i watch:



http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8141223/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 15:58:46 PST please stop it.








some great artists i watch:



http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8077204/ Sun, 05 Mar 2006 20:00:46 PST and i could display the artists
i watched
so i'll put some in at the end of journals
from now on.



ps: i didn't want to go crazy so i didn't include everyone
so if you aren't on there
it doesn't mean i don't love you
and your art
because i love the art of everyone i watch
i am a very picky watcher

but i just didn't want to go overboard


pss: if you are watching me
and i am not watching you
please tell me!
i am trying to catch up
and i keep running into situations
of people i thought i was watching
but then really wasn't.



some great artists i watch:


~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8031674/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/8031674/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 19:35:02 PST you are all bad guessers

i used to go by
audrey august
and do my art under that name

then
i started doing art
under my real name
but mostly just
my first and middle
meaning
devan louise
and not devan louise fennessey
or devan fennessey
you see

however
devan louise
is not what i want to work under
or be known as
but now i am stuck with it
i think

and i will never be audrey august again.





R.I.P.
AUDREY AUGUST
SHE WAS NOT SO GOOD WITH ART
BUT BOY DID SHE LOVE IT ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7997730/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7997730/ Sat, 25 Feb 2006 09:37:11 PST how is it even possible
to lose something
you never let
out of your sight.
especially more than
once.
what the hell, guys. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7983224/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7983224/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 17:20:19 PST mhm

[link] ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7973839/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7973839/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 17:08:24 PST


real real hard
to keep up.


i will catch up i promise! ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7914523/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7914523/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 09:24:04 PST and i'll be back in a few days


pshahahadickyou'resuchadick. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7601815/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7601815/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 12:58:21 PST "froot loops"
was spelled with
two Os.

how did this information
pass me by for
so long? ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7558709/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7558709/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 20:26:48 PST i will fail.
art is all that i have.
it's all that i understand.
i'm not going to graduate.
i'm not going to have a job.
i have to live off art.
i'm failing with art
which means
i'm failing with life.



how will i fucking survive ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7472764/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7472764/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 22:39:11 PST i don't like it
one bit.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7420022/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7420022/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 05:27:53 PST polaroid i took of my
$500 vintage flat shoes?
isn't is artistic?
yeah look at this picture
of my boyfriend.
see his striped
sweater with the shirt
underneath and his
english boy haircut?
isn't he so indie?
i only listen to music
that "no one has ever
heard of".
bands like
sigur ros.
because "no one has
ever heard of them".
aren't i artistic
and indie?


fuck you, trendy artist.
you make my soul hurt.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7414221/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7414221/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 13:39:57 PST deciding it doesn't
want to work
out.

i guess i'll have
to go back and
redo
it a bit.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7394954/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7394954/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 18:01:44 PST you were wondering
which people
apparently
seem to
be





kiII this chorus (8:56:04 PM): Wtf is up with your comments
kiII this chorus (8:56:21 PM): i took this picture

and i thought it was cool

and it's so not a manip

and yeah.

so enjoy.
linoleum rain (8:56:38 PM): thats what it says?
kiII this chorus (8:56:43 PM): No
kiII this chorus (8:56:47 PM): But how you write it
linoleum rain (8:57:00 PM): OH
linoleum rain (8:57:01 PM): idk
linoleum rain (8:57:08 PM): i write comment on dA
linoleum rain (8:57:10 PM): how i think
linoleum rain (8:57:16 PM): if that makes any sense
kiII this chorus (8:57:27 PM): So like
kiII this chorus (8:57:42 PM): You think in sentences and like pause between them?
kiII this chorus (8:57:44 PM): like..
kiII this chorus (8:57:55 PM): One day. I went to the mall. And I bought a shirt.
linoleum rain (8:58:02 PM): kind of
linoleum rain (8:58:10 PM): its just how writing flows out
kiII this chorus (8:58:19 PM): ITS A POEM
linoleum rain (8:58:27 PM): YEAH BASICALLY

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7371957/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7371957/ Wed, 21 Dec 2005 10:37:02 PST and for about two seconds
i thought it fell off

but really i had just
dropped an m&m.




ps: i came home from school
today because i was getting hot & cold flashes
& stuff.
i went to the nurse's office
and i had to fill out this thing
and part of it was putting the time
but i was completely disoriented
and the clock made no sense.
and then i accidentally sat in
the nurse's chair instead of the little
student bed thing. hah.

so she called my mommy and gave me some juice.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7355704/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7355704/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 15:09:54 PST
i want a
print account
for the holidays.
it is a waste of
money, i know.
but shove it down
my chimney anyway,
old man.

love, devan.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7347731/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7347731/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 17:28:11 PST really it's just a couple
mp3 files for her to put on her
ipod but shhh it's a mix.

and since i know you're
dying to know what's on it...
i put:

nick cave and pj harvey - knoxville girl
the decemberists - we both go down together
the decemberists - castaways and cutouts
death cab for cutie - i will follow you into the dark
flogging molly - irish drinking song [or maybe it's called pirate song i don't remember]
flogging molly - devil's dance floor
the shins - we will become silhouettes [postal service cover duh.]
patti smith - dancing barefoot
ditty bops - walk or
ditty bops - there's a girl
patti smith - land
patti smith - downtown train
patti smith - ghost dance
great lake swimmers - moving pictures silent films
ramones - pet cemetary
ramones - do you wanna dance?
social distortion - ring of fire [johnny cash cover duh again.]
social distortion - ball and chain
van morrison - brown eyed girl
jane's addiction - jane says
the lemonheads - mrs. robinson
everclear - santa monica
hootie and the blowfish - let her cry
sufjan stevens - to be alone with you
wallflowers - three marlenas
goo goo dolls - iris
violent femmes - kiss off
eagle eye cherry - save tonight
better than ezra - good
yo la tengo - here come my baby
patti smith & pj harvey - dress
yo la tengo - my little corner of the world
yo la tengo - autumn sweater
dresden dolls - good day
azure ray - november
tegan and sara - my number
tegan and sara - living room
cat power - i don't blame you
jeff buckley - lover, you should've come over
tom waits - hold on
bob marley - redemption song
neutral milk hotel - oh, comely
neutral milk hotel - in the aeroplane over the sea
better than ezra - a lifetime
violent femmes - gone daddy gone
violent femmes - blister in the sun
tracy chapman - fast car
pearl jam - last kiss
fiona apple - criminal
neil diamond - sweet caroline
white stripes - in the cold cold night
violent femmes - american music


hah yeah
i wasn't really sure
what to put on it
exactly.
but i think she'll like it.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7295789/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7295789/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 20:18:43 PST my friend lori
made a dA so that
she could get comments etc.
to help her get better
at photoediting.
please check her stuff out
and comment if you can.
thanks<3



]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7295118/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7295118/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 19:05:34 PST jaan pehchaan ho?

does anyone
have it?
i really want it haha.
but i have no money to
buy the soundtrack right
now and i can't find it
anywhere so
please senddddd it if you
haveee itttttttt!!

in other news
i got a new portable cd
player that plays data discs
as well as cds.
it's niiice because a cd can hold
like ten hours of mp3 as
data or whatever.
it's real ghetto and
cheap though.
just like me<3

i need and ipod or
something.
haha my mom thinks i'll
break it in a week so
she won't buy me one.
yeah she's
probably right.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7277383/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7277383/ Sat, 10 Dec 2005 20:36:36 PST by coldplay
is 100% amazing.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7258355/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7258355/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 17:56:32 PST atleast $250
to fix my camera.

which means
no camera.

which means
L;DKJFJNS;DOG9056IOEJKGJHKSHIT.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7221869/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7221869/ Sun, 04 Dec 2005 15:56:25 PST to color.

maybe i'll
go to the dollar
store and
get some coloring
books.
color them.
and then use them
in some kind of

mixed media.

]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7188290/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7188290/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 18:11:33 PST and i feel so good. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7143200/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7143200/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 18:02:56 PST i'm selling my pictures...
in a way.

i'm letting Friends For Life Animal Rescue
use my pictures on holiday kind of cards
that we're selling.
all the money goes to the rescue and
the katrina relief fund.
some of the pictures don't look
so good resized and such
to be on the cards
but some look pretty good.
we're using various pictures i have
of dogs/cats and then
that one oldish one of the icicle.
i don't really like selling
pictures that i'm not 100% proud of..
but what the hell...my work's still being sold!
and my name's on all the cards
& i get a webpage off of the FFL website all
about my artwork and me and my contributions, etcetc.
which should get me
some good exposure.
why i need exposure
when i'm not exactly even selling prints
i don't know.
but one day. hopefully soon. i will need that exposure.


ps: i think you should write a short editorial
about me/myphotography to be included in the webpage.
because that would just be the best ever. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7097757/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7097757/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 14:55:55 PST do yr headphones
break? ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7091122/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7091122/ Sat, 19 Nov 2005 19:05:48 PST look how
young i am
in this picture!
[link]
that's gotta be from...
let's see..
seventh grade, i think. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7089940/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7089940/ Sat, 19 Nov 2005 16:12:36 PST for the past few days i've
been going through
every single
folder of pictures on
my computer.
back to years
and years
ago.
seeing if i can find some
little gems.
i have atleast 100
pictures up in my
photoediting program.
that's when it decides that
this would be a perfect time
to just shut off.

hours and hours
and hours
of work completely
wasted.

nice job. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7083383/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7083383/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 18:48:10 PST feel comfortable to me. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7038784/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/7038784/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 18:28:43 PST recently.
without a working camera
i spend a ton of
time going through older
photographs and ones that
were never finished.
when i start to
finish them quickly
i end up with 349832749
newly finalized photographs.
maybe i'll just
run out soon. hah.
<3 ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6985294/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6985294/ Mon, 07 Nov 2005 20:46:47 PST out of curiosity
andtheneedofnewmusickindof
what's yr current favorite song?


[ mine is
currently
probably
in the aeroplane over the sea by neutral milk hotel ] ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6965506/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6965506/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 19:13:08 PST committed
commited?
committedmaybe
to a mental hospital.
so when i'm randomly
away for a month-
that's why.

the only thing that
bothersme=
i can't bring m y c a m e r a .

i will get so
hostile
without it. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6882162/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6882162/ Thu, 27 Oct 2005 12:48:23 PDT fancypants mcgee
he'll get made fun of.

i'd call him pants.

pants jr. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6827853/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6827853/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 12:50:19 PDT they were taken on the bus in middle school.
i remember all the redneck shitfaces used to mock me relentlessly for taking pictures.
well really
they mocked me relentlessly for everything.
i still have to deal with all the redeck shitfaces to this day.
because they obviously still go to school with me.
they don't mock me as much.
but it's just to the point where i hear one of their voices
or see one of their faces out of the corner of my eye
and just from having to deal with that little tiny piece of them...
i wish they'd fucking die.

bad mood.


on a happier note
as soon as i'm able i'm going to go to some hair place
so they can get my hair white.
no one but me has touched my hair in so long.
it'll be so strange.
but i just don't trust myself to get it white. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6547305/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6547305/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 16:02:40 PDT
someone hire me so i can buy
film&
music.

i go through film so damn fast.
i go through cd's so damn fast.

speaking of which
i'm so bored with music right now.
when i get some money
i have some idea of what i want to purchase, cd wise.
because there are always cd's i want.
but why don't you suggest some stuff for me.
do it.
mkay?
mkay.

andGO. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6536812/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6536812/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 11:53:03 PDT so hanging out at the laundromat like usual
i look in the bathroom to check out the new graffiti
and in red all messylike on the wall
is
"bobby is a gay homo"

sheena may be a punk rocker.
but bobby, he's a gay homo. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6238591/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6238591/ Mon, 15 Aug 2005 21:46:16 PDT
whenever i'm around a working computer i'll try to update/submit stuff as usual.
hopefully my computer will get fixed soon or i'll get a new one.
but you know.
it/i won't.

i'm wondering why my hair never looks like it really does in my ids.
my hair is so choppy.
and its all...sticking up in the back and stuff. because it's real short in this one spot.
it looks so...
flat and stuff in the pictures i use for my ids.
oh well.

one day i'll make a good one where my har actually looks good and like my hair.



anyway
be good you crazy kids.
and you know
don't lie to you friends.
really. don't.
be honest. and tell them things directly.

and as usual...please listen to good music.


<3devan ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6219241/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/6219241/ Sat, 13 Aug 2005 19:36:22 PDT
i don't like the way pictures look on his computer.
i also can't find a program where i can make borders how i like them.
i think i'll be much much happier with the pictures as soon as i can get good borders around them.
but i can live with this for a while. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/5850540/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/5850540/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 19:27:37 PDT
still no computerrr.

but when mine IS fixed atleast i'll have stuff.


i think i'm going to see bob dylan on thursday.
willie nelson's there too.
but who cares. it's bob dylan. bob dylan. willie is nothing to me. bob dylan. bobbbbbbbbb dylannnnnnnnnnnanananann.
it will be so not cool if i can't go.
bobobobobdylannnn mannnnn.
motherfuckingbobdylan.

anyway.

i miss everyone and art and things that are good.


i'll be back.
bobfuckingdylanmotherfucker.
<3devan; ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/5489153/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/5489153/ Sat, 28 May 2005 21:49:26 PDT
still no computer. i'm on my dad's right now. until i get in trouble.
i'll be back some time, i swear.


nothing's new really.

i got the new sleater-kinney cd yesterday.
it came out tuesday i think.
it's calleddddd...mmmm..."the woods"...?...yeah i thinkso.
but anyway.
it's pretty hip. you should go buy it.

i'm trying, you guys.
the computer thing might not happen for a while though. but stay chill.


<3youguysngals.
dev. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/5293388/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/5293388/ Sat, 07 May 2005 12:26:52 PDT
so you can email me at chokingonhercandyflesh@yahoo.com if you want my number or if you just want to email me.

<3youzbye ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/5111732/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/5111732/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 12:39:26 PDT
everyone should check out 'venus envy'.
it's kind of like a..gatheringish kind of art showish event.
it's all women artists and it's geared toward the feminist crowd...BUT i would suggest that anyone of any gender go.
i went last night and it was a grand time. the art was great. the music was interesting. the people were the best.

lots of artists caught my eye so i'll soon be looking into them.
if i had time i'd list them and look for stuff on google so i could give some links. however, i don't really have time.


check out venus envy.
listen to the concretes.
cut your stupid hair.
adopt a pet.
tell me how much you love me.
&

<3toeveryone. i'll be back as soon as i can. ]]> ~YrMyObsession http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/5095535/ http://YrMyObsession.deviantart.com/journal/5095535/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 13:11:24 PDT
my computer is dead and my mom won't let me have it back because...'the cords get in the way.'...O_O..yehk.
i'm on my dad's computer now.

i have no working camera and no money.

i've got 20 stitches in my hand.


i fucking cry about having no camera. i dream about photography now.
i believe i have lost my reason for living. ]]> ~YrMyObsession