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I doubt anyone will check out my journal lol but I figured I'd say that I've been back most recently, since halloween.

I made myself a new account to start out fresh. I figure I'd give any old friends a chance to follow my art over if they wished too.



I know I was gone a long ass time. I had gone into a artist block and kinda stopped drawing for a long while until recently.

^ ^

Now I'mma kinda coming back with some more simple things.

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/13541866/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/13541866/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 16:46:20 PDT
Thought I'd change this thing. and oh look.. I drew something


..wait, you can't see it. I tried to scan th sketch but my scanner it freakin retarded like hell and is BLIND.

Also the sketch book I drew it in, it pretty big so it doesn't fit that well. I'll just have to finish and ink it first before ripping the page out and scanning it that way. *sigh*


Oh ya. Its a picture of Kari... >:3 sweet sweet sweet sweeeetttt

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/13028343/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/13028343/ Sun, 20 May 2007 16:35:42 PDT
They special ball joint dolls that are rather big and very expensive.. their not made of plastic after all, their like resin or porslyn (Idk how to spell, Rawr), just a very more secure harder type that doesn't break easily I think.

..There is one... that I want.. out of them all... its a Luts Delf type and his names El.. D:

[link]

He's so beautiful.. D:

But he costs like a little over $600... and then with the hair, eyes, clothes, and accecories I want, make it altogether cost around $800.... if I deside not to get some stuff and just the things I need, it would still at least cost arounf $700 u_u least I think so..

So I need to save up $800 and I'm like poor *cries*


Its going to take me over a year to save up for him.. 2 years if no one helps me.. and when I say that I'm not asking for donations here really, that'd be stupid/selfish of me, but I mainly mean like I hope my mom and family give me money for my birthday and christmas instead of items.. D:



so ya..wish me goodluck... Dx





Also I'm sorry I haven't been submitting any art, I've been having a really bad artists block and I can't even draw for myself u_u



god I'm going to die I want a luts delf doll so badly Dx

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/12822030/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/12822030/ Wed, 02 May 2007 22:02:40 PDT
<_<


>_>


Well I envy everyone now. xD But its because I'm lazy for 1, and 2, I have no imagination for design really.

SO... my reandom thought was, If I had a contest... for who ever made me the best I.D. for my profile, with Any characters and designs and stuffs in it... Would get something from me for free.. xD

Like, you wouldn't right my info down on the ID, but leave a space somewhere so I can type it in after.

With that thought, would anyone join? *waits and only hears crickets chirping*


>_> ya, well.. I really like to know.


BTW I still have my kanzashi pins and bobipins... > they could be prizes too... or I could do requests. and stuff.


OH YA! Anyone got a NeoPet account?? xD; I'm so lame like that, BUT I GOTTA KNOW!


OK I'm done. x3 *runs off to bed*

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/12753646/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/12753646/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 11:12:41 PDT


ok, sorry xD

I had the weirdest dream last night.. I had a dream that I came online to DA and suddenly realize someone payed a subscription for me so I had all the special features and could decorate my journal! I was like OMG! Who was stupid enough to waste there money on me like this? xD;;; *celebrates and starts designing*


The dream was so real, I got up and went online just now to look at my account and it says near the messages "No Subscription" .... OMG NOOOOOO!! .... xD *rolls around on the floor*


Har har har, sorry guys, I'm so retarded most times.



Ok, besides that, I had a blast at Anime Boston, but missed meeting up with my fellow guild members because everyone got LOST! Mwaha, oh well, I had lobster instead. I got a keyblade! and kitty ears. and and... um... Yaoi manga xD *rolls around on the floor again*

I Also got to buy my Pokemon pearl that last day at the con in the dealers room for nearly $10 dollars cheaper than in the stores, and probly almost got the last one. (or I'd like to think, I had alot of luck like that xD most the figurines I got were the very last ones). Whats also awesome is that me and my mom went to the line to go to the Anime Live Chess Game an hour and a half early, and we got the 4th row!! I'm talking about huge main stage room with balcony seatings too. Ya! It was the awesomeness.

While waiting in the hallway though, my god people are crazy. There was this girl holding a box thing and going up and down the line saying "Taouch it! Touch it for Kadaj!" and everyone started yelling Kadaj's name. My gawd... xD There was also this girl and her friends walking up and down the hall and the one girl was blindefolded being lead by her friends and she was yelling out "MARKO!?" and almost every single person at the hall was yelling "POLO!!!", it was so freakin funny and entertaining.



OH YA something I forgot to mention last week before I left to the con, or at least I think I forgot. I FINALLY GOT MY KITSUNE MASK ON GAIA ONLINE!! WEEEE!!!


Ok I'm done for now. *poofs away*

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/12631510/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/12631510/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:00:06 PDT friday morning I going to the anime con in boston FINALLY! Few more days!! I'mm be gone the whole 3 days, friday, saturday, and sunday. ..well I'll be back sunday night, but ya

*does a little dance*

Also.. I'm getting my hair dyed Blue perminently > Mwahaha! well, actually its already blue kinda from saterday but the girl we were depending on to bring the perminent hair dye in on time, never came, so I only got semi perminent dye in my hair at the moment. So I'm suposed to go back tomorrow or thursday and getting the perminent hair dye put in for free. *dances again* Btw its not my whole hair blue, but most of it.


RAWR I've also been on an art block... gah.... SOMEONE! ANYONE! PLEASE!~ Tell me what/who you'd like me to draw! xD;;; No promises, but we'll see what happens! xD

there was probly something else I wanted to say but I forgot. *shrugs*



Edit: OH YA! I remember one, Ignore the Mood Icon. Its being retarded and not loading the mood list for me so I couldn't change it. I IS EXCITED

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/11911172/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/11911172/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 16:39:24 PST
I've learned not to go deep into all my life or person crap or opinions and stuff in journals and such (I know, thats fucked up, its a damned journal/diary).

So ya I wont go into stuff but just letting you know theres reasons behind why I'm like.. gone kinda. I'm trying to get back into drawing, being sick really wore me out

Although I'm sure you guys weren't that worried about my absence. I usually poof in and out for a while like usual, right? ^ ^;

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/11719200/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/11719200/ Wed, 07 Feb 2007 07:02:46 PST
But I'd like to let those of you who know me from AG or even really care, that I'm no longer going to be uploading any of my art up onto my AG account anymore for the time being.







Oh ya I also deleted nearly all my stuff off AG's as well.

Have a nice day.

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]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/11355838/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/11355838/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 21:29:15 PST
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No you haven't, not really. ._.; Even with my tablet I'm having a hard time.. and I've literally been trying for hours trying to figure out how to color the hair on one of my pieces... I've even looked at to tutorials...alot of them.. and I can't get it.. I have No sence of...idk... Dx strands of hair... I can't get the shape, I just don't see it...I can't explain it... but since I've seriously been trying for hours even with different brushes and over and over again... I feel like crying... my head seriously feels like its going to explode with stress and frustration..

This is the part I hate being blind in one eye Dx


I'd ask for help from someone.... but I feel so bad... I don't want to have someone color the hair for me, I want to do it.. but I just can't do it... TT_TT


Sorry, I just had to say something somewhere.. ;-;

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10955173/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10955173/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 23:53:56 PST



...Ya, sorry. Not really digimon, just Cherubimons my latest submitions I guess. He's the only one I really love. Ya sure, I like digimon, at least the some of the seasons, but I'm not obsessed.

Anyways..

I just am... in a very drawing mood. I found a style that I know how to work with and can easily draw with. Don't know how long this will last though.

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10899156/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10899156/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 09:20:10 PST I just want to say.. that just like I said in reply to a comment, I hope I don't send out the impression that just because people didn't give me anything, that I think or asume they all must not be my friend or something... but just that I was so hopeful and then was so disapointed...I waited but I became upset..

I really am sorry. I'm just very sad about it still... and on top of that, yesterday wasn't my best day... and I'm getting sick again..

About my past problems with friends...it is at least true... I've spent my childhood having friends I loved and ending up they betray me and do something nasty or just forget me.... I'm sorry.... I can't help but be scared... or at least just asume I'm not exactly "best" friends with alot of people... I still believe I've not earned my place to be amongst those friends who are really importent... its just me... and its my problem, non of yours....and I'm just scared..

Wich leads to that I guess I can't really complain about anything...

I'm so sorry..

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WEll I thought I'd let everyone who cares, that I'm feeling all better now and that I had a wonderful thanksgiving with my family. There was 15 people at my house! xD

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So ya I was happy about that. I want to get to my birthday though, and I'm only going to say in this as a warning that I'm a sad about it..

So ya, I was so painfully sick on my birthday..I was suposed to be taken out to eat that night but couldn't. It was horrible.

What makes me most sad is that I was really really hoping for some gift-art for my birthday.. at least one, you know, I'm not saying everyone.. one for my birthday would have mentally healed me of anything. I would have been thrilled, but no.. none..

u_u I know I can't expect much. I know, I'm not on sketcher alot... I'm not one who's very good with conversation and talking to everyone everyday.. I don't comment on all your art enough.. I'm seemingly not around alot and alot of you don't really know me, can't really say I'm even your friend.... I'm empty... So ya...I know.. I can't expect anything from anyone...

And as I try not to cry, because I've had friend troubles my whole life, please don't think I'm trying to make anyone feel bad, but this is my journal and I have right to put whatevers on my mind... I just know no ones going to even read this far or care too anyways. Its happened before... The more I talk, the more importent but with that, less people read my entries..

So ya..I know I can't expect much.. if I want some nice art for my birthday, I have to buy it with my birthday money... pay one of you guys... or anyone..*cries*

Sorry..I just can't help it.. it was my birthday, I didn't want to just go out and say "I WANT ART FOR MY BIRTHDAY" ...birthday presents are suposed to be a surprise...thats the point of it... but I had even gone near that far with some people.. I know I made it a bit obvious to MQ...

*cries for real* I'm sorry MQ! I'm sorry everyone! *runs away*

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10796464/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10796464/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 05:29:17 PST
Sorry... Its officially my birthday today and I'm still sick as I was the other day it seems. *cries*

I'm sorry.... I feel horrible and I should shut up while I'm ahead..... not that is really matters.... considering things I wont really say or complain about again since I've said them in my last journals....no one to very few will care...

*crawls into a dark corner and curls up tightly*

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10689100/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10689100/ Sat, 11 Nov 2006 11:02:57 PST _>;; ).

So ya, My birthday is coming up on the 21st! Yes, November 21st. ....turkey cake... xD;;;

o.o *doodles*

I wish I had stuff to decorate my journal... x_x

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10626410/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10626410/ Sun, 05 Nov 2006 14:43:19 PST _>;;

Sorry. Just wanted to turn the page. Haven't been present here very often lately although I've been here every once in a while.

Annyyways... *goes to play Wow* xD

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10302801/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10302801/ Fri, 06 Oct 2006 10:57:36 PDT
I just heard of it. Its something like 10 people who post in your journal get a free sketch, but you have to continue with doing the ring as well... Ya I'm bad at explaining things.

Anyways. I've desided to try doing the ring because..well... I'll probly not get a whole lot of people anyways.. wich is sad.. T^T

So ya, the 10 first people who comment on this journal and I see have continued the ring in their own journal, get a free sketch. =3 or something. x3

Sketch Ring Slots:
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I just can't promise on the when I'll get them done but I don't take too long.. ^ ^;

Remember, I have no life, so seriously.. it wont take that long.

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10273206/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10273206/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 15:58:41 PDT
Well just a few minutes ago, Elder and Sister Canon came over to visit, we talked a bit and eventually they mentioned how their having friends over for dinner this weekend. Then they asked me if I'd make a cheesecake for their desert. Ofcourse I said YES! I love making cheesecake for any reason.

They were happy to hear it, then we talked about the price of the ingrediance. I said that we already had plenty of half the ingrediance already. Just needed more eggs, creamcheese and such, that we already had the sugars and vanilla.

Ok.. the creamcheese and eggs wont cost alot.. but they gave me money to pay for the ingrediance needed and to keep the change. ... THEY GAVE ME A $20! D: And I'm like "but we already have most the ingrediance, it wont cost that much to buy what we need..." and they like pretty much said " Ya but buying a cheesecake of your quality at any store is expensive."

So they have just pretty much seriously payed me around $15 for my time and effort put into making the cheesecake period! D:

I've never been seriously payed for anything I made before!! *Dies of happiness*

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10261867/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10261867/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 16:05:06 PDT

Anyways... TT^TT Go head...just leave *not feeling very well*

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10182893/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/10182893/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 13:39:16 PDT

... *stops and sits down in a corner with her computer in the dark and works away*


Ok.. I have gimp, and I'm kinda new to all this digital inking and coloring. Ia ok I'm ok with the coloring but I was wondering for a while how the heck I could get smoooth lines, since I usually use threshold and that makes it easier to color, but the stuffs frealin pixelized. Although I couldn't go coloring sketches and stuff and didn't know anything or how to ink on gimp.. WELL NOW I DO! I'm just kinda mad that I didn't know or learn sooner. The freakin hell. D:<

Ok so now my stuff will definitly look better.. lineart-wise.

I've been away from ArtGrounds for a while.. D: SHOOT ME! THe Torture! I miss everyone... but I've had not much time. I'm currently doing 3 avy arts for this one girl, and 1 for a guy in wich I haven't even started on because the 3 will take the longest. Plus, I have to give myself a day off some times to draw what the hell I WANT to draw instead of working on someone elses. So ya.. then some nights I just wonna watch a damned movie or chat with friends or rp. D:<

Ok, non of my customers are complaining at all. >>;; I've just seriously never did art for anyone for gold/money before so I've never had to work like this before... I sketched 4 Gaia avy's in one freakin day on the 18th! The last time I've drawn that much in one day was back in... *looks at dates on the pics* ..freakin March 6... ._.; So ya. Busy Busy Busy little me. Not that I mind the work all that much either, just I've had lack of time for things. My multi tasking skills bites! I needed a rabies shot for that.. ._.;

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Oh ya. Since I was talking about how I was selling art.. at least on Gaia, I've had other things cross my mind.. considering stuff.. *sweat*


I know I don't have alot of watchers, but for who actually reads my rare few REAL journal entries, here you go.

Me and my mom are planning for the next anime con in boston, wich I've memorized the date in my heart since I first read it back in May. The next AnimeBoston Con will be on April 20 - 22. Another Fri. - Sat. thing.

We went to the last con this year and it was my first and it was AWESOME! Even my mom loved it! We're currently booking a hotel room through a friend of my sisters and it will be for 2 nights! I'll be there for the whole con!! D:

(Yess my emo frown of happiness. It shall take over the WORLD! D: )

I'm so excited! But the hotel room and price for entering and price for food (weither baught or braught by ourselves), and also the price to buy stuff in the dealers room, artists ally, and anywhere else, will cost.. Dx Specially since I'll be picking a truck load of stuff up for friends, so I'm pretty much buying gifts too! D:

So we're saving our money for everything. ..So I'm not getting anything for my birthday (besides thanksgiving my birthdays November 21st! Woohoo! ..wait.. no presents for me.. Dx )

So pretty much what I'm getting here is that, with saving all our money.. we're broke! D: I have no money to spend on gifts for christmas or friends birthdays or things even for myself if I wanted! Dx

And I was talking to my boyfriend about this, and I was telling him how I was selling art on gaia, and he asked "For real money?" and I said "No... v_V;; ". So he then said "Didn't you say something about selling stuff or selling art on DeviantArt for real money?"


So ya... He got me thinking into possibly doing commisions or whatever for real money.. But I'm not thinking ANYONE would buy my art at all... I don't really have full finished works of my current digital art skills to show either.. Although I'll submit the Avy arts when I'm finished, but those will take a while.. v_V;


So I'm kinda stuck...with..ideas..that possibly just wont happen.. I also have never really gotten much of any help as to what my art might be worth and pricing and such...


Would any of you buy my art/commisions? I'm not asking to get you too but I'm asking if you actually would or if my art isn't worth giving up money for.. Dx

Please tell me.. Help me?? Dx Anything..

]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/9571904/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/9571904/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 23:50:40 PDT
I also such at really writing in journals so this will probly me short, but it'll get across to some of you.

I HATE the birth control Yasmin... Dx DIE! *burns pill* I haven't had ANY sex drive for a month... I hate it.. like not to get person but COME ON! .. so ya I stopped taking it and I'll have to tell my doctor to give me some other junk.

See, I'm not taking yasmin for the birth control but mainly to just keep my period in check, because I wasn't getting it, so its not like I'm having sex. I'm not social, and not desperate. Lol. Plus my bf lives stated away. I'll enjoy my time as a virgin when I turn 20 in november. Yes. a 20 year old complete virgin. Hell I'll be a virgin when I'm 23.

But enough about that lol.

Yesterday I had my first taste of pocky. I thought it was something super special that you could only find in online stores only maye only a few stores across the state that you'd have to travel too to get pocky. Ends up that if there are any Asian grocery food store, there is a good chance they will have pocky. Also ends up that a good persentage of my town is lived in by asians.. so resulting to quite a good number of asian stores I can freakin just walk to or drive to within 5 minutes, more or less. lol.

So ya, pocky when ever I want. Yay. And its so cheap. I honestly don't think its the most awesomest tasting treat (but then again I've only tasted chocolate, I'll get strawberry, banana, and chocolate moose next time), but its definitly very unique. Honestly I want the strawberry with strawberry bits on it and chocolate almund crunch. Yum!

So ya that was my little adventure besides going to the beach and getting murdered by sand flies. NEVER A-FREAKING-GAIN! ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/8759726/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/8759726/ Sat, 13 May 2006 13:58:28 PDT 's journal...

I also have absolutely no purpose for my journal and so... um...ta da, here.

I know my stuff is boring lol anyways.
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If I were a month I would be: November
If I were a day I would be: Saturday, FOREVER
If I were a momment of the day I would be: Midnight
If I were a planet I would be: Saturn <3
If I were a drink I would be: umm... watered down orange juice?
If I were an instrument, I would be: harp
If I were a fruit I would be: banana
If I were a song I would be: Love Child
If I were food I would be: cheesecake
If I were a body part I would be: eye
If I were an assigment I would be: some kind of art related assignment
If I were a number, I would be: 7
If I were a color I would be: cornflower
If I were a city I would be: ..umm.. Boston?
If I were a smell I would be: something salty
If I were an icescream flavor I would be: Mint Chip
If I were a furniture, I would be: bed, well I'd rather be a pillow but does that count as furniture?
If I were pain, I would be: migrain
If I were a language, I would be: Some made up language between friends
If I were a flower I would be: Lilacs
If I were a verb, I would be: never was? idk
If I were a bad habbit, I would be: drinking coke every day
If I were an animal , I would be: snake
If I were one season, I would be: fall
If I were an accesory, I would be: unique fashion watch
If I were a book I would be: Lirael
If I were a place, I would be: the beach
If I were a movie, I would be: What Dreams Become
If I were a virtue, I would be: patience
If I were a gift I would be: a new box of crayons
If I were a feeling I would be: sleepy

There you go, I did this partly because I was sick and tired of my other jounral entry.. x_X and was extremely bored.

Meh... I can't think of anything else to say or type ^^: Bye! ..? ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/8578290/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/8578290/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 06:13:24 PDT
So.. Umm... Yes, Imaginary fanfic. Meaning I'm not really writing one because I can't really think a whole story out, BUT I can think of beginning ideas

The idea was based off the end of the series, after Ed gets stuck in our world and (because I haven't seen the movie officially) after Wraths death. Eds somehow still stuck in our world. At least in my story idea, because I don't know what happens in the movie. But then again that what makes it a fan fiction.

So Ed's stuck in our world, and its old fashioned and stuff, I forget the date. Well Eds been there a while, few monthes(?), and he's walking back home, when he suddenly bumps into 2 people he thought he'd never have to see again. One is a teen around maybe 17, 18? and looks and sounds exactly like Envy (the green haired envy, not the way he looked when he was human, why? because I like him better ^ ^; ), besides his hair was shorter. (like in the pic I drew kinda) The other person is a kid looking something around 10 or 12ish of age and looks exactly like Wrath, even the hair is the same length and such besides the clothes are of that time period. And he's kicking and yelling and the Envy look alike is kinda beating on him for it for not doing what he was told, the usual stuff, right? lol just that envy can't beat the complete crap out of him in this world in public, although being responsable for him I'm sure he can hit him in that time period. Being the bitch he is. xD

(Btw Envy was told by the orphinage they are staying at, to get Wraths hair cut if he ever expected to be taken in by someone or to even stay at the orphinage ^ ^; Envy had to get it cut too but Wrath doesn't want to get his hair cut so he's screaming and running for the hills lmao, wich leads to envy's temper and hitting him and such, draaagggiing him back to the barber shop, I just thought it would be funny)

Ok so Eds staring at them in shock, mouth open, eyes wide and such, complete shock and probly fear. But the Envy and Wrath he see's seems to be going by normal names, and although Ed is so close in sight, they don't seem to remember or even recognize Edward at all. Oh ya, and they are asumed Orphins, Envy mentions the orphinage while yelling at Wrath. Ed eventually snaps out of his shocked state and tries to talk to them but Envy's just like, "Who the F**k are you?". Eds wondering how and why they are there in that world and try to get them to remember, and help find a way back to their original home beyond the gate.

(At some point Ed tries to convince them to let him see if they still have the tattoo's they had from when they were homunculus, and oddly, they do. But the markings are not exactly the same, they aren't red, they are only very slightly visable, being a slightly different skin color, you'd have to look close and hard. They probly get brighter later on..

And although not remembering anything, if Envy saw Ed's dad.. well, kinda his own dad for anyone who knows Envy's past, would probly get into an unexplainable fit of rage and hatred for him. Although he wouldn't know why... and have to calm down somehow, considering he only has human abilities at the beginning probly)

Well.. Ed tries to find a way back home without releasing the chaotic murderous Sins back into his world that surely lay locked away somewhere deep in Envy and Wraths mind. Or do they? Perhaps Envy and Wrath change and become close friends through their soon to be time and experiences with Edward as they try to find out who they were, why they are there, and why they can't remember anything from a few monthes ago. (Envy probly remembers a few monthes more than Wrath but ya, thats why they are asumed orphins) And perhaps go back with Edward to their orignal home.

So anyways, thats it... I can't officially write out whole story because I suck like that, but thats my little imaginary fanfic... idea... thingy. I asume if this was written as a real fanfic by someone, it would make for a nice exciting almost adventure like story, and ending when and if they finally get home, and then would possibly go nicely with a shorter sequel perhaps, or a kinda oneshot/ending chapter on how they all were doing after that point.

And perhaps someone could think of stuff that was happening at the same time back in Eds home. Like maybe Alphonse and such characters find something new about the gate and kinda go through their own new adventure at the same time as Ed, Envy, and Wrath.

See, I can think of idea's but I can't think of the actual adventure parts, as to what happens after the beginning. Also with the... ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/7902143/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/7902143/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 00:09:06 PST _< I still need alot more practice, witch I got like...a time...time bit down... x_X someone kill my lazy/stubborness to practice.

Anyways, I've been focusing alot lately on my fan created character, Nick Elric. (Based on Fma ) I have a sketch in scraps of him I think....but... the face sucks, at least the eyes, I couldn't get it right no matter what, but I drew a newer pic yesterday and its more of a body reference.. *sweatdrop* Besides I think he's extremely smexy. Haha I avoided the face.... I just need even more practice...

I wish I had more comments as well... x_x sadly I don't think my gallery is worth making a thread saying "Hey I'll check your galleries if you check out mine!". Besides the fact those threads usually don't work. In my view of opinion at least.

Anyways... lol goodnight? *drops dead* ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/7094145/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/7094145/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 05:43:39 PST
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THE REASON~ Why I've been gone and haven't updated since July 28th (or submitted since Sep. 2nd)

I have quite a few pictures I've draw but just haven't submitted to hear. Its like, whats the point when it feels like I NEVER EVER EVER EVER Get freakin comments....

At least at GaiaOnline I got comments for my most recent picture. And thats out of me making a thread to show it off too. At least at the people there nice enough to freakin look in the thread. AND Comment. I must have gotten like 20 (more or less) comments for my Coco Kitties picture(most before it was even colored, so HA!) within 3 hours.

But nooooo, not on DeviantArt. And I know I don't have the greatist art but people even at slightly lower skills than mine get more comments than me.

And its not even me complaining about not getting a million comments in 3 hours. I'm talking about over a length of time. I would probly be freakin happy if I have 5 comments a month. On anything of mine.

I'm not social enough, is that it? Is that the trick? I wasn't mega social and popular at the forum on GaiaOnline. ¬_¬" Shouldn't be that way, I don't like it. I feel like I'm just dumping my art here to rot.

But I finally have a really nice piece who I give credit to Chica, Colorist of my art and wonderful artist. (*still doesn't know how to do the avatar link thingy*) So I submit it, and it will possibly be the only super nice piece of art since forever, and ever since. ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/6057640/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/6057640/ Thu, 28 Jul 2005 12:07:28 PDT
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone fare away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold my hand,
Nore I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future you planned;
Only remember me, you understand
It will be late you councel then to pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that I once had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.
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I love this poem and I don't know or remember who it is from..
This poem is close to my heart though ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/5138232/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/5138232/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 11:08:54 PDT
I had a sudden hit of inspiration, by a good friend of mine.

what I drew was a magic harp. In Gel pen. The gel pens have glitter in them so thats why the pictures came out the way they did when scanned. besides I edited then slightly to make curtian colors bright and the background darker.

I think I could have done better but I am still vert happy with the end result.

I might draw or write more now while my energy lasts but who knows.

oh well, just felt like updating this, not like much ppl care anyways. ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/4058145/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/4058145/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 13:41:50 PST

its only the first part of it though lol, subject of the picture, I'll be drawing the other chars in the background of the pic and the background on seperate pieces of paper. Just to let you know....someone pushed her down the mountian...lmao It wasn't me!....it was...it was...!! ...you will find out later lol

oh ya, I got a new art book so I feel I have enough space to do that lol yay for that ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/4027824/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/4027824/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 14:40:22 PST ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/3759033/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/3759033/ Fri, 05 Nov 2004 09:01:00 PST
I woke up this morning and...well I don't remember everything exactly but I got up and at some point I went to my moms room and asked her if and when we were going to catch the bus to go to the mall today like we had planned.
We tried drive their the other day but my mom took an exit on the highway when she was suposed to go straight. We got lost for a long time and she never stopped to ask for directions until around 3 hours later. It was dark out and I was tired by then. I secretly or at least I thought, that I got upset bcuz she never stopped to ask. I don't know...but today I was scared....

She seemed very tires today and asked me to get her a bowl of cerial, it seemed strange to me, she looked as if she was almost talking in her sleep, like half asleep. I asked her if she was sure that she was really awake and ok like she said, she said "Ya I'm not sleeping I'm just tired" and seemed to go back to sleep.

Later at around 11:30, I was in the kitchen getting something to eat, she came in to get something in the freezer, I put something away in it and she did the same, then I asked her if she was still tired, only bcuz she seemed and looked very much like she was half asleep, very oddly....... After I asked her that, she turned to me and started to strongly yell.... saying stuff like....I don't know.....but one part was like "I'd kill myself for you!!" she was swearing at me............. I feel like curling up on my bed, crying......dying........but I still even have trouble with that............trouble crying for myself.........feels I don't know how...........

I just guess I'm not very good with explaining things....like stories or events...........I forget the details.........or the point.........I just want to go away......far away...........running to Kate...............I want Kate.............*is starting to weakly cry now in a long time...* ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/3258824/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/3258824/ Tue, 31 Aug 2004 21:28:16 PDT YEEESSS! I DID IT!! I MURDERED AOL!!! IT DESERVED TO DIIEEEE!!!!!!!!!

*is later put in a straight jacket then thrown and locked up in a padded cell*

BWAHAHAHA!!! *goes insane* ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2972406/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2972406/ Mon, 26 Jul 2004 12:23:58 PDT ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2916936/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2916936/ Mon, 19 Jul 2004 06:49:52 PDT


.....thanks to all the ppl who helped me and tried to

Anyways, my old computer died on me so now I have a new one, ended up have some troubles with old passwords and such

*dances* Its Up to date computer!! And ya, I have a scanner now!
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

btw, thats a maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddddddd dddddd lllllllloooooooooooooooooooonnnnnngggggg ggg story made short lol ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2656574/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2656574/ Mon, 14 Jun 2004 07:33:16 PDT
I know my pictures not a big deal and anyways, its not colored or even finished, but....oh well >.> ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2621184/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2621184/ Wed, 09 Jun 2004 13:19:13 PDT .>
and the dragon is doing the girl... *cough* *shift eyes* ..you know what I mean by that >.> they are doing it doggystyle >.> anyways... its just a fantasy drawing og mine, I'll scan it friday at my sisters house ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2573398/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2573398/ Thu, 03 Jun 2004 10:24:51 PDT <" there is something wrong with me animated Gifs creator and it wont work!! ><" How the Hell!?!?!? No one touched it and it still goes *POOF* on me!!

Now I have to re-download the WHOLE THING! or wait until I can buy it -.- I wanted to spend my money on something else this month.....like maybe a PHOTOSHOP??!?! *sighs* ¬_¬

that sucks....


[Favorite Emoticons]~~> ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2539984/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2539984/ Sun, 30 May 2004 01:42:09 PDT
*sighs* oh well lol
btw, my sister lives like..... far away... like..idk...maybe 2 house drive.....? I forget kinda.. oh well ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2488768/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2488768/ Sun, 23 May 2004 07:22:41 PDT

I woke up, out of a dream and was running again. Hiding from "Him". I had never seen him before in my life and somehow he was stalking me, hunting me down like a well skilled predator waits until their poisoned pray fell. I could feel him getting closer and closer with every breath. I knew nothing about him but yet I knew everything about him. I could feel him lurking at the back of my mind, pulling and tugging on my will. He was haunting and twisting my emotions from the inside, just feeling his presence was different now than it had started. I would never admit that some part of me was liking this twisted game of his, like cat and mouse, and I was. I was falling for him, I no longer knew if I was truly running from him out of fear for my life or just playing along with him, making him want to pounc over my weak fragile body even more than he even wanted to in the beginning, and waiting there for him to take action upon me.... ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2424522/ http://YueMyFragileWingies.deviantart.com/journal/2424522/ Thu, 13 May 2004 22:09:58 PDT

*coughs a few times hard*

I have a love hate relationship with coughdrops....
I love them bcuz they help me breath and stop coughing
I hate them bcuz they make everything else taste nasty after....

But cough syrup..........I just hate period...

1) it taste nasty
2) it feels disgusting to swollow it
3) it also makes everything taste nasty after too
4) the flavor stays in your mouth for a while
5) and it NEVER WORKS!!!

I think I rather drink toxic muk than drink that trash in a bottle.
At least the toxic muk would surely stop me from being tortured by a stupid cough.
Bcuz I'd be DEAD!!!

So thats what I think about Cough syrup and I'm sticking to it! ]]> ~YueMyFragileWingies