http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:YumeNoKarasu&section=today deviantART RSS for by:YumeNoKarasu en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 14:13:38 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/7658229/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/7658229/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 14:09:27 PST
I should have posted this a long time ago. I abondoned it shortly after college started.

I didn't like where things were headed when I started avoiding DA... and every time I've visited to check friends' art or do some miscellaneous task I'd look around and find something else that made me shake my head.

I'm keeping everything as is, although I'm probably going to unwatch the art of people I don't even know, so I don't have 500+(It's happened) deviations when I do log in. Frankly, don't have time to look at them all.

Those of you reading this are the people who know me. Most others don't usually bother. I tell you this: I still love your art, and I'll still be looking at it.

That's about it I guess. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/6131203/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/6131203/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 22:23:20 PDT ---------------------------
Just an update to let people know I'm still alive, and I'm still fighting.
I just started college and I've found myself rather busy.
Hopefully once I can get myself settled I can be around more often.
And my art won't be coming back up until things are settled with deviantART. This also means I won't be uploading any new work.
Sorry.
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In light of everything that has happened, please remember to stay courteous to EVERYONE.
Visit him and show him support!
has been doing a lot of homework, so to speak. I'm sure you'll find this journal entry of his very informative. So if any of you, my friends, are curious as to just what the hell is going on, do click and read and come to your own conclusions. The image used for my webcam is courtesy of him, as well.

;;Support clubs for Jark;;
This club provides constant updates on the situation.
This club is the place to go if you would like to submit your support pictures to a club, or to find support pictures made by others.

Onestar's Journal Entry

Bookdiva's journal entries. is Jark's mother and his strongest supporter. Her recent journal entries are loaded with information, and she has provided a large amount of related links both in her most current journal and in her shoutbox.

I will continue to add links where I see fit. I only wish what I had could be seen by more people, but I don't receive many visitors to my page.
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Mood: Reflective
Listening to: Star Wars Kotor II music!
Reading: None currently :(
Watching: The Transporter

I don't see many of my friends around. Has everyone become so busy!? I miss you guys.
Of course if you've decided to disappear for a while like I did I don't hold it against you. That wouldn't be fair.


Aim! Where did all your art go!?
I have put all but Jark-related deviations into storage. I'd like this to be seen not entirely as protest, but to avoid inadvertantly drawing people to my site to gain interest in my other art. I don't feel right gaining any sort of publicity due to my support efforts.

What's up with this whole Jark thing, anyway?
This is one of those things where something happens and you realize you've taken something for granted. In light of what has happened I've realized how important deviantART is to me. Jark, as little as we tend to notice him sometimes, as much as we take him for granted, is a big part of what deviantART is. I believe he's been wronged, as was deviantART in a whole. It's like a big wake-up call. And no matter what happens in the end, I hope that this will strengthen us as a community.

And that's about it for now. I'm hungry. *poof!*
http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/6073471/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 13:54:00 PDT has been doing a lot of homework, so to speak. I'm sure you'll find this journal entry of his very informative. So if any of you, my friends, are curious as to just what the hell is going on, do click and read and come to your own conclusions.

Support clubs for Jark.

Onestar's Journal Entry
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Mood: Reflective

For the past few nights I've been wandering around DA, trying to get a feel for it again.
It's been a while since I've been here everyday, checking my messages and other general things.

So much of it looks the same, but there's this nagging bit of it that tells me it's changed. I can't quite place it.

I have discovered something very disturbing, though:
Jark is no longer a staff member of DA.

This is the Yellow Alien, the man who helped breathe life into this site, this community. No one seems to know whether he left voluntarily or involuntarily.

I don't know much of the situation. I can't and won't draw any conclusions. I do have quite a few questions that give me suspicions, but I will not voice them until I look into them.

There is one thing that I actively support in all this: Saving the Community.
The last thing I want to see is DA become a corporate mudhole.

I would ask everyone who takes time to read my journal to do two things:
Read Onestar's Journal Entry and consider participating in what is proposed within (and if you do, please spread the word).

Visit and read his latest journal entry and check out a few of his most recent deviations.

I am going to put a link to Onestar's journal entry in my header if I happen to compose any journal entries between now and August 7th, DA's 5th Anniversary.

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I joined deviantART for one reason. My friends were on DA.
I know I disappeared for a while, and I apologize, but I'm coming back, and the only reason for this is because of not only the friends that I had before I joined, but the friends I have made through DA since I've joined.

Without the community, my art is nothing. It can not be appreciated, it can not be criticized, it can not grow.
As an artist I can not grow.

I love you all.


-Hope everything works right.. It's been so long.. n_n;

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Listening to: I wish I had an Angel - Nightwish
Watching: Matrix

I'm coming back.

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]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/3137829/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/3137829/ Mon, 16 Aug 2004 09:33:57 PDT and get the pretties!
Do do-doo!
5% on both.

Mood: Oh, the pain.
Listening to: Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust Soundtrack
Reading: The hitch-hiker's guide to the galaxy
Watching: Collateral

Aiya!

Another sleepless night. But hey, it was spent with friends playing Super Smash Brothers Melee. Oh yeah. My ass was kicked so many times....
Link and Marth(Talia and I) must have some bone to pick with eachother, as they constantly beat on one another the entire night.

I shouteth out to my wonderful Insomniac-buddies, and

Ok then:
I've got stuff I need to do today that's directly related to deviantART.
One: stop by the pages of every single person who watches me and give them a friendly, deserving hello!
Two: Write a journal update.(heehee)
Three: Make up a new poll for the hell of it.
Four: Upload a few new scans for my growing scrap gallery (Since nothing better than sketches are flowing from my hands as of late, I'm sorry to say).
Five: Create and upload a button for my webpage (livejournal).

There might be more... but this is what I think I can accomplish today, at least.

I want to remind all of you I have no home computer at the moment, so no IM or very frequent updating.

I would also like to remind you that since I have no IM, and I currently have a subscription to deviantART, that you are welcome to drop by my shoutbox (located in my journal area[the blue book]) between morning and afternoon hours if you'd like to chat with me.

And last but not least, I'd like to point out that yes, the above was a hint and a bloody screaming cry for help because I'm very bored during class hours (These bleeding students all know what they're doing and rarely ask for my assistance).
Oh-ho! Guess what I just noticed! My subscription ends today! Heheheh. I'm so observant. *coughNOTcough* Yeah, so this is the last day I'll have it! Or a poll! So make the most of it!

Thank you, and as always, I thank you for gracing my humble page with your presence. Take care and don't let life get you down.

Oh, and it's my bro's birthday. He's 19. Happy birthday, sport.

Love you all.

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Check it out: Check out her writing! It's so nice! That's an order, soldier! ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2932377/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2932377/ Wed, 21 Jul 2004 08:53:26 PDT and get the pretties!
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5% on both.

Mood: Ah'm oh-kay.
Listening to: The perfect drug - Nine Inch Nails
Reading: The hitch-hiker's guide to the galaxy
Watching: iRobot

Okay, mah babies!

I would like to say that my messages are 142 to the count! I'm working on them!
I really am!

I hope you guys liked the quiz. Thank you for those who responded or are in the processes of responding, you don't have to, really, but it's fun to see others' responses sometimes.

I'm also trying my best to fully grapple out of this art block I've had glued to my forehead.
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In other news:
The manga: Juvenile Orion rocks! Even ask ! Hell, has found it interesting enough to go out and buy. Hooray!! It's got action(Yay blood, eh?), it's got relationships(*titter*), it's got mind-blowing art, it's got tough boys, pretty boys, it's got a woobie(sp?), and it also has the sexy evil chick, and she isn't overdone! The main female character, Mana, is also very likeable! (it's like Gundam Wing without the *coughbitchahem* Releena!)
And mini four-panel love-love comics!!
`*~Subliminal message:Buy the comic NOW ~*`

I'm also currently obsessed with ChronoCross! *hugs the game case*
I can sit and play that game until my eyeballs are dropping out of my head and there's a puddle of drool on the floor. The story kicks ass! And everything else about it rocks, too! *bounce*

That's all for today!

Oh! I wanna start using the shout board that I have in my journal area! So if people want to chat, stop by and give me a shout.

Attention!
My room computer is out of commission. So I will only have access to a computer during class, Monday through Friday, until it can be fixed.

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Check it out: Gallery-worthy art. Well defined style, and a good eye for what he does. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2918024/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2918024/ Mon, 19 Jul 2004 10:13:32 PDT and get the pretties!
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5% on both.

Mood: Worn out.
Reading: The hitch-hiker's guide to the galaxy
Watching: iRobot

A little quiz thingee I pilfered from 's Journal.

X the ones that apply to you.
Have you ever...
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted. (it was an accident!!)
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[ ] had sex.
[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] been to europe.
[x]skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling
[x] played 'clue'.
[ ] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[ ] been in love with your best friend
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quinceanera.
[ ] had a car.
[ ] drove.


Do you...
[ ] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[ ] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[-] think youre attractive.
[ ] have a dog.
[ ] have your own room.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[black] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[ ] have slippers.
[ ] wear boxers.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[?] claim...
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x]have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[ ] have a cell phone
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[-] ugly.
[-] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[ ] short.
[x] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[x] sick.
[x] a virgin.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[ ] looking.
[x] not looking.
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[ ] tired.
[ ] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.

[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic

If I were a month I'd be: October

If I were a planet I'd be: Saturn
If I were a sea animal I'd be: Penguin
If I were a direction I'd be: Diagonally down and to the left.
If I were a piece of furniture I'd be: A Queen Anne desk.
If I were a sin I'd be: Wrath(of the 7 deadly sins)

If I were a historical figure: Joan of Arc.
If I were a liquid I'd be: Rain
If I were a tree I would be: Apple tree.
If I were a stone I'd be: Onyx
If I were a bird I'd be: a sparrow
If I were a weapon I'd be: Sui/Tang sword. (chinese sword)
If I were a flower or plant I'd be: Virginia Creeper (vines)
If I were a kind of weather I'd be: A cool rain on a gray, spring evening.
If I were a mythical creature I'd be: A gryphon.
If I were a musical instrument I'd be: A violin.

If I were an animal I'd be: A cheetah.
If I were a color I'd be: Dark purple/Plum.
If I were an emotion I'd be: Apathy

If I were a vegetable I'd be: an acorn squash.
If I were a sound I'd be: A gentle stream.
If I were a shoe I'd be: Steel-toe knee-high lace-up black boots.
If I were a book I'd be: A good long novel that made you laugh, cry, and think about things.
If I were a body part I'd be: the lips.
If I were a... ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2620590/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2620590/ Wed, 09 Jun 2004 11:46:31 PDT and get the pretties!
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Mood: So-so..?
Listening to: Border Line(?) - The Rasmus
Reading: The hitch-hiker's guide to the galaxy
Watching: Harry Potter: PoA Tonight!! *dance*

Due to recent events, I've been kind of down and out of it, which has affected my art in an adverse way. Which is why I haven't been uploading as regularly as I used to.

I can tell you, with a small margain of certainty, that my artists' block is slowly fading away, and that I can get back to drawing the things that need to be drawn. They whisper to me at night, they do.

Also: I haven't been paying attention to my deviantART account like I should be, but I'm making steps to correct that.

Those of you who normally receive comments from me have noticed that the comments are few, and that a good majority of them come late.
I've let my inbox pile up some, since as a watcher, friend, and a lover of art of all forms I find it hard to just delete something because I've got a pile-up. So I'm sifting through the deviations I have and commenting accordingly.
I also hate to give short comments a lot of the time, but I may just have to do so. I'm terribly sorry.

That's all I can think of, right now. Love you all. *hugs and kisses to all*

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Check it out: *whistles* Daaamn... Ball-point pen, of all things. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2321333/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2321333/ Fri, 07 May 2004 08:33:48 PDT
Thanks to Charlee signing me up with Live Journal, I will be keeping a personal, ranty journal there, so that my art page looks much nicer. 'Cause I mean, it's not like my art's makin' it any prettier.

But anyway, my Journal will be linked as my website(one day), so if you want to know what goes on in my life, just check it out there.

::[What's new]::
Working on my art.
It came to my attention that I left someone off my friends list, and I added someone to my friends list, as well.

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-------------------------Check it out-------------------------
Beautiful black and white photography done in an elegant style. Gothic architecture, and a sexy male model.

Blue eyes white dragon Plushie: [link]
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Want to know every dirty little detail of my life? Too bad, this will have to do instead: [link] ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2303406/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2303406/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 14:44:37 PDT I thought I might have left it in SIATech. So Rich was witness to me walking in, checking the cd drive of my comp, and promptly walking out. But not before saying, "Crap.. I feel like cursing right now.. Fuck. Oh, there I go. Fuck!"

O_o;

Then I remembered, and all was well. Except I still want to listen to it.
I think I need a twelve step program or something. Only I won't admit to having a problem... I can quit whenever I want, I'm in control!

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After this point I think I'm going to use this journal for deviantART related purposes mostly, and just keep a list of what I need done art-wise and major events or something.
Why? Charlee convinced me to get a Live Journal thingee, and actually signed me up earlier this afternoon. So now I can keep the nonsense that is my personal life seperate from my DA page. It'll probably make my page look a lot nicer, since I tend to get ranty. (See above)
It's so much easier to type than it is to talk...

I guess I can post a link to it in the future if any of you want a way to keep tabs on my life. Watch me as I become paranoid... *shifty eyes*

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This weekend was fun. Amanda invited me to go to Hamburger Mary's again. I agreed, and six of us ended up taking a bus there, meeting up with a friend of my roommate.
Only I went as Aiden, instead of Aimee.
Apparently, I'm like Superman. Hair down, I look like a girl; hair back, I look like a boy. o_o

And Jeremy baked me a cake. Very sweet of him. n_n
I went with his Uncle to this one guy's house, to get some medallions designed. The guy had a really cute kid named Talon(?), who promptly claimed me as "my girl" and handed me a plastic chestplate and sword and fought with me. Then he dragged me to the tv to watch Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. n_n; And this kid isn't even in school yet and he knows so much about Lord of the Rings! He looked disappointed when I had to go. Hell, I wanted to stay and sword-fight and watch Harry Potter with him all day, but I couldn't. Oh yes, I am such a child.

I have to go now, need to finish that current event paper for college prep. n_n ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2281003/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2281003/ Fri, 23 Apr 2004 10:28:08 PDT and get the pretties!
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I turn 20 on Sunday. Eh.. wow... 20 years on this earth. O_o
I'm so young, and yet I feel so old. You young whipper-snappers.

Mood: O_o;;;
Listening to: Celluloid Dream - AFI

Contents
1: Weekend plans.
2: To-do list
3: Random stuff.

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11pm Tonight, Jeremy will pick me up and I'll stay until Saturday. His uncle is throwing me a little birthday party-thing.
Sunday I get to sleep and do stuff.

2-----
To-do:

Art:
-The second twins pic for Kristin: 35%
-Gift arts for my 1,000th page-viewers
-Gift pic for Titus(He's moving to Texas! ): 0%
-Wings for heather: 0%
-Pic for Charlee, because I slipped and talked on the 21st: 0%
-Retail warriors for Mr. Link: 0%

Other:
-Fill out FAFSA Application; turn it in.
-Pay meh phone bill. o_o
-Work on college prep assignment. (woo, writing!)
-Sleep!
-Weight lifting

3-----
Scott has been debating with me ever since the 21st. He doesn't see why there should be LGBT marches and protests, because there are no Straight marches, etc... Yeah, I tried explaining... We eventually moved on to the topic of whether it was a choice or if one is born that way. He keeps coming to me with different hypothetical situations in hopes that I'll explain them, and I do. He doesn't seem convinced, though. At least he's open and will listen, and he tells me he's learned a lot from our discussion, so debating with him isn't that bad. But really, I can only debate so much before I explode. Big ba-da-boom. o_o

And about a week and a half ago Charlee convinced me that I could crossplay as Sephiroth for Halloween. So I've decided. I've got a lot of work ahead of me. n_n;;;
Only problem I'll have is with his sword. u_u;

IMPORTANT!: There's a squirrel in your liver and it's your fault for not using protection! *cackles and runs off*

I made a funny! *trips and falls flat on her face*

Look what I found: =3


Sesshy eatin' pocky!

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Check it out: Oekaki like you've never seen before. O_O ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2273965/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2273965/ Thu, 22 Apr 2004 09:11:39 PDT and get the pretties!
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My birthday is coming up. I'll be 20 on the 25th.

Mood: Boingy-thump.
Listening to: Save tonight - Eagle Eye Cherry

We didn't get to go to ASU for the end of the silence, it takes almost an hour to get there by bus, and Don Lane took his sweet, sweet time explaining RRB and visitor policies to us, and we wouldn't get down there in time.

Amanda and Charlee were pretty bummed out/pissed off, and I didn't want an already trying day to end off like that, so I suggested we go out to eat. We were going to go down to Mill ave. which is famous I suppose for the artists and other kewl stuff that go on. Last time I was there they were having a march for people of middle eastern decent.

We were up in the art room, before heading out, and when the clock struck five, Amanda, Charlee, Liz, and I literally exploded. We stayed there for hlaf an hour talking with Janette, the art instructor, who was accused for putting us up to the protest, which wasn't true. We just used the materials available to us.

We were still talking about it on the bus, and we attracted the attention of a man called Dave, I think. He said we should contact the press or something about the situation, and then he told me I looked like Alice Cooper. O_O And then Jessie got on the bus. I haven't seen him in a long time! So we invited him to come eat with us.

I treated everyone to a meal at the Jenny's (Denny's) on 7th and Camelback. As we were getting ready to leave, Amanda came back inside from her cig. break and brought Jeremy and Addie with her! Jeremy had stopped by Job Corps to see me, and when he found I had left, he took Addie with him to check Samurai Comics for a manga he was looking to buy. Samurai Comics is right next door to Jenny's, so.. yeah, another chance meeting!
And my sweet, adorable girlfrie- I mean, Jeremy brought me gifts! He gave me #7 of Ragnarok, the special boxed set of Rayearth II, and a Johnny the Homicidal Maniac T-shirt! I glomped him like he's never been glomped before.

He and Addie had to go, and to finish the night off, Amanda, Charlee and I walked across the street to Hamburger Mary's and got some sodas. (Almost all the servers were guys! O_O It was like the anti-Hooters! And I hates teh Hooters.)
While we were there we made two more friends. There was this guy and girl who were sitting at a table next to us, and Amanda looked like someone they knew, and they ended up sitting down at our table and we talked for a while.

The night was frosted in a layer of icing when we had to stop and wait for a train to pass while walking home from the bus. Amanda called up and asked the conductor for water and he dropped down two small water bottles! My roommate, Glenda, and her sister, pulled up to us in a truck and told us to hop in back, and they drove us the rest of the way back. Not very far, but it was still fun.

I'm sorry for the long journal, but I had to put down last night in writing. It was amazing medicine for me. I had a chance to take a small break from my stress, and I was able to talk to the both of them about some of the things that have been bothering me lately. Charlee's going to write about it in her LJ, and Amanda threatened our lives if we didn't do something like that at least once a month. I somehow inspired her with the idea of us all going out next month in drag. And she invited the two we met at Mary's and Jeremy. What's great is that Jeremy actually seemed willing.

We'll see how it goes. I got back, flopped down on my bed, and went to sleep. I was so very worn out.

But I stop talking now, this journal is way too long!

Thank you, everyone, for the comments and support yesterday!
http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/2267536/ Wed, 21 Apr 2004 11:53:59 PDT and get the pretties!
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My birthday is coming up. I'll be 20 on the 25th. Fuck. That's right, I said fuck.

Mood: ..........
Listening to: This time Imperfect - AFI

I'm still stressed out and the likes, but I'm a bit more sociable, I suppose. Well, online anyway.

I can't really talk the whole day, partly on a bet between Charlee and I. We made the bet yesterday, and then later we found out that today is The day of silence.
We don't talk at all until 5pm tonight, and a select few of us here at Job Corps are wearing signs to explain our silence.
This is what the sign reads:


Please understand my reasons for not speaking today. I support lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender rights. People who are silent today believe that laws and attitudes should be inclusive of people of all sexual orientations and gender identities.

The day of silence is to draw attention to those who have been silenced by hatred, oppression, and prejudice. Think about the voices you are not hearing. What can you do to end the silence.


Earlier this morning we were informed that we could not wear our signs.
I was infuriated, despite the fact that I knew they were going to do this. Every time I've protested something like this has happened.

I stormed around looking for Charlee, but ran into Don Lane(the man who issued the order) instead. He went on trying to explain how it wasn't center approved and it was an opinionated ordeal. I argued by way of pen and paper that people could go around wearing ribbons and pins that say: I support our troops, but we couldn't go around with little signs that say: I support LGBT rights.
I also argued that if he made me take off my sign I was going to make a smaller sign and wear that instead, because we needed some way of explaining to people why we weren't talking.

I think my eyes were getting watery in my frustration, and since I'm on Don's good side for painting Lady Justice for him he gave me a loophole: I can't wear the sign but I can carry it around.

Right now I'm wearing the sign backwards. It's a compromise, but it's still fucked up.
It's better than getting the sign taken away though.

I added to my sign:


I have crappy handwriting, I know; I was born to draw, not write pretty.

I've got a giant headache now.

Everyone is suppose dto meet up at the ASU campus and shout at 5pm to end the silence, but I have college prep until 4:45, so I'll be missing out, unless I manage to convince Kristin P. to excuse me for the day.

Why am I doing all this? Ever since that day I had to sit and watch Bush announce live, on television, that he wanted to propose an ammendment to take away a right, I've felt that protests like this are needed now more than ever.

When I was younger I told my grandmother that I was going to fight for what I believed in, and I'm not going to back down or stay neutral any longer.

*stomach growls*
I need food...

Fight the good fight, my friends...

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My birthday is coming up. I'll be 20 on the 25th. Fuck. That's right, I said fuck.

Mood: ..........
Listening to: This time Imperfect - AFI

--I had a wonderful time this weekend at Kristin's house. Talia, Michael and Banay came over, a little gathering of devArt peeps... I drew bishounen on our cupcakes, and Talia had Baboon romance Pierre on The Sims. Thank you, everyone for that weekend.--

Now:
I've lost a piece of my soul, a part of my life. I crushed something dear, and the only way for it to heal was for it to tear the flesh of my hand so that I would let it go.
I won't complain after this journal. I wouldn't dare. It's only just that I feel what I've put another through.
I was selfish, and I'm sorry. I can only hope that now you can acheive happiness. That's all I care about right now.

Don't expect me to be very sociable for a while. Don't take it personally, I just need some time to myself. I want to be away from everything, but I can't... classes and the likes. I think I'll take a vacation, sink down to my subconcious and let my body do all the work for the next few days. See you all when I see you.

Love,

Aimee.

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My birthday is coming up! I'll be 20 on the 25th. Scary, ain't it? O_o;

Mood: Wahahaaah!!
Listening to: Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust soundtrack!
Watching: Hellboy



Sanrei is teh sex.
That's my avater on Gaia. I edited him so he's holding an easter basket, to wish you all a late easter. Because I can.
Isn't he cute? I'm not Rhodanthe anymore, by the way.


Did everyone else have a nice Easter?

This was the first Easter I spent away from my family. Everyone at home was sick, and I had made plans with Fiona to spend friday with her(forgetting about the fact that it was Easter weekend..), and couldn't catch the bus up to Fountain Hills.
I spent Easter with and her family! I had fun. She and I did the usual, suh as raiding the good food, watching movies, and messing around like the children we are on the net.
I got driving tips from her dad when he picked me up, and I played poker with her and her relatives! -
Apparently I have a good poker face. I think it's just because I was nervous; usually I'll shy away from activities dealing with people I hardly know. n_n;

I had fun at Fiona's too. It would've been better but I forgot my purse and so we didn't have my extra 50 credits to use at CnC. We still managed to play DDR, but my legs were still weak. XP And theeen it was fun because she called up her friend and we drove down to a waffle house to eat and visit with Jeremy and his Uncle Jeff. I kind of felt old, because Fi's only 14 and her friend Fox is only 16...
At Jeff's apartment Jeff taught me and Fi how to make paper roses. Jeff's and Fi's roses came out beautifully but mine was awful. I'm not big on arts and crafts...
We got back to her house at 5am.

What else? Oh. I'm never ever, even if I end up tossing and turning most of the night, going to stay up all night when I have to go to class the next day.
I wasn't tired and I stayed up talking to somone called Mister Macphisto on Gaia all night while in the Easter forum. Amazing fun, that was. I'll never forget it... but I digress!
I didn't get to sleep until 6:30 Monday night and I didn't wake up until 6:15 this morning!
The bad part about it was that it didn't feel like sleep. It felt like twelve hours of unconciousness. And I was wide awake and rested.. and it felt weird. I don't want to do that again. I threw my biological clock off.

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OK! I'm being productive again! I'm out of my slump and I'm drawing the things I need to be drawing!
Hooray!

So expect me to start posting regularly like I used to.

Oh! And forgive me if I haven't been commenting on things, lately! I've been getting a lot of deviations in my box lately and I can't deal with all of them, so I've been kind of selective as of late.
I almost always look at Journals though. 'Cause I like to see how people are doing. You know I love you guys.

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Mood: *sniffle*
Listening to: Unwell - Matchbox Twenty
Watching: Hellboy

Maybe I should try drawing her for the contest.

I've been sick... I'll be ok in the mornings when I go to see the nurse, normal temp and all. I get out of class and I plummet from there. Body aches and mild fever. >_<

My cough has dried up, at least. So hooray!
I just want to be better, so's I can stop complaining and so I can get my life back in order.

Sleep, sleep, sleep...
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Jeremy was driving over today to take me out to eat when a bus clipped the passenger side of his car, causing him to panic and bump a car ahead of him.
Unfortunately the car he drove into was occupied by someone with a suspended liscense. Sheesh.
The grill was broken off, the hood is jammed, and the passenger side-view mirror is shattered.

Poor guy was freaking out, and try as I might he wouldn't believe me when I tried to tell him the damage wasn't that bad. (I don't know about the hood, but I know it doesn't cost much to re-attatch a grill and replace a mirror.)
He called me up and he wasn't in as much trouble as he thought he was going to be, he just owes his uncle $300.

He's lucky he didn't bang up the body of the car.
Unfortunately he doesn't want to drive ever again. It'll take a while before I can condition his brain so that he has more confidence in himself.
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I can't sleep. I've got so many things on my mind. So many feelings that feel like they're just under the surface... I know they're there, but I can't feel them to their full intensity. Maybe I don't want to. They feel like they're depressing...
Of course, maybe it's because...
I hate it when others are depressed. I just, want to make it better but I can't. And then I hate myself because I can't, or I end up getting depressed myself.
If I could take it all away, bear it away, and make those people happy, it'd make me so much happier.

I'm gonna go back on Gaia, now, and bug a few deserving people until I get tired.

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Mood: Sploodge.
Listening to: Soul to squeeze - RHCP
Reading: Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
Watching: Hellboy

Random
Yeah. You heard me. Bishoujen, or if you perfer the american word for it: Bifauxnen. Charlee was telling me about how her friend draws Bishoujo style and how she draws bishounen style, and I asked, "What style would I be?"

I shouldn't have asked, because only one word fell out of her mouth: Bifauxnen. I had just stuck a spoonful of applejacks(product plug!) in my mouth, and nearly expelled them before I had a chance to chew.

After she was finished laughing at me, she said something about me drawing pretty he-she people.
Somehow I wonder if she's still rubbing the whole transgender barbie thing in my face. Stupid Gangsta-bitch. Yeah, you heard me, Charlee, I know you're reading this! *points a finger at you, bottom lip shoved out*

But I still love you. And I'm going to glomp you again, like it or not, when you least expect it, and I promise I won't cold-cock you this time... as long as you don't move at the last second. *running fingers over the notches on her stick*

*pokes Charlee with said stick* And when are you going to sign up on devART? Your art is good, I'll beat you with this stick if you say otherwise. And since you don't have an account that I know of, I can say whatever I want about your art and you can't counter it! Charlee's art rocks, it is teh sex. Mwahahahahaah-*begins violent coughing fit*

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I made a friend at Castles 'n' Coasters named Fiona. She was sitting on the pad next to me while I was playing DDR, and then she came up to me at the claw machine and we started talking. We exchanged info and now, as far as it goes, I'm going to go to the mall/CnC with her and then spend the night at her house, and I'll meet her b/f. I talked to him on YIM, and we both share an avid interest in video games, while me and Fiona chatted about anime and everything else under the sun. n_n
-Oh, and thanks to my stupidity, I'm sick. I go through 4 months of non-activity from being sick, and then I decide to play Dance Dance. Any one who's seen people playing that game(or has played it), knows that you get a fairly good workout. Well, I over-worked my lungs, and now it's hard to breath and I'm coughing one of my precious lungs up. And now, oddly, my throat is sore, and I sound like a boy hitting puberty. I'm so stupid. I shouldn't have played, but I needs DDR. I needs it bad.

I didn't go to the pride parade. Friday night I found out it was $10 to get in and I was broke. So I missed it for the second year in a row. Maybe it just isn't meant to be.

Went and saw Hellboy with , my official movie buddy! *dances* I heard a lot of critics liked it, but I read a semi-crappy review from on critic, so don't listen to the bad things they say. It genuinely rocks. Don't hit me Charlee, I thought you'd show up in time to come see it with us. *cowers like a beaten puppy and slinks over to Kristin, grabbing her leg* Help me Kain! T_T

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Mood: Hurt and Upset.
Listening to: Soul to squeeze - RHCP
Reading: Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
Watching: Secret Window

It's my favorite day of the week, It's been pouring rain all day, it's cold, wet, and grey, and I got my drivers' permit today, passing the test with only one question missed, although it was a fluke because I was in a hurry, so I should've had 100%. And the food today was good, I ate to capacity for the first time in two weeks.

I should be very happy, with all I've just described, but I'm not.
I'm miserable. I don't have my boots, so I've been walking around in a pair of sandals made almost entirely out of hemp. The soles are only bound in a few areas by rubber, and the rest is open. So now my shoes are soaking wet. Miserably cold, wet feet.
Jeremy's leaving Job Corps today. I'll still see him, but if I'm bored and lonely he won't be on the other side of the dorm like always.

But what completely ruined my day was the ride back from the MVD.
Larry, the security guard driving the nine of us back, had the radio on. I could care less what's on the radio, as long as it isn't too loud. I have sensitive hearing. I asked him to turn it down once, and the second time he turned it up very loud it happened to be set on a hip-hop station, so when I asked him to turn it down once more Larry accused it was because I didn't like that kind of music, which prompted a kid in the front seat to say something about me only liking white music.

Larry then proceeded to turn it to a rock station and turn it up ear-shatteringly loud. I literally screamed at him and told him to turn it down, and when he did more comments were made about *ahem* white music, followed by almost everyone in the van laughing.

The fuckers! I don't offend easily, but how they threw around the word 'white' and laughed, making base assumptions of my tastes due to my skin color really burned me. Jeremy and I were the only caucasians in the van, and only three of us found the laughter in complete bad taste.

I want an apology from them, written or verbal. And Larry, being staff and security, should have known better than to taunt me like that. This isn't highschool, you asswipes. I'm going to talk to someone today about it and write an incident report.

Shit, I'm practically near tears, now. I hate that.
.....
Ok, I'm better now.
Sorry for ranting, I just needed to let it out. I'm sick of people thinking that there's no culture behind caucasians, or that there's no such thing as prejudice towards them. I'm sick of it being ok to poke fun at the color of my skin because of something a bunch of stupid people of all colors did to people they thought little of a long time ago.

I'm going straight to bed after class. u_u

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Mood: Randomly chosen icon
Listening to: The Celluloid Dream - AFI
Reading: Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
Watching: Secret Window

I'm an apathetic gay transgender care bear barbie doll with a 10 year-old inner child who's going to marry Viggo Mortensen and I can be seen in the movie Fight Club.

When I grow up I want to be a fireman-princess-veterinarian.

Yeah, I took a bunch of quizes last night with Charlee.
She was gangsta-bitch barbie.

I used to update my journal everyday. I've been slacking. But it's probably for the better, since they'll be less likely to bother people. It's not like my journals contain anything relevant anymore.
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I want to talk about music today. I don't like a lot of bands, as a whole, because I'm the type of person who'll hear a song and think it's nice, but I can't say I like the band unless I like more than a few of their songs. I also have to like the band as people.
Like Jewel. I only like two of her songs, and I know nothing about her. Woo.

Weird Al, on the other hand... I like him as a person and I love almost all of his songs.

I also have a tendency to like bands that have been around for a while already, and I've only discovered them because they became mainstream or someone introduced me to them. I don't have the resources to discover music out of the ordinary happenstance.... The only 'underground' bands I listen to are Nightwish and Brule.

So yeah.
Getting to another point: I've discovered a band worthy of being booted up to the top of my list along with Weird Al, RHCP, Nightwish, and Brule.
AFI.
Never have a seen/heard so much variety from a single band. And the lyrics are beautiful and eloquent, they could stand alone as poetry! This is a very talented band, and I like them as people too, because I've found that they have time for their fans, and are very sweet to them.

I borrowed Jeremy's AFI cd again. I was supposed to give it back after 12 hours but I've had it for two days... I don't want to give it back!!

I'm having trouble finding a lot of people who even like AFI.
And I want Jade Puget, so... *hisss*
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What I'm up to:

This weekend: Pride parade/march down central. I missed last year's parade, but it won't happen again!
I was going to go with Charlee and Heather, but Heather's on leave and Charlee has to babysit. I want to go with someone!!!

And then later on this month: and I will be celebrating our birthdays!! Yaaayyy! We're going to be twenty! How scary is that? She's older than me by about two weeks. I'm always the one who's unfashionably late. *grins*

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There are no flowers, no, not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.


-AFI, This time imperfect.

Mood: Randomly chosen icon
Listening to: (one song) Glory - RENT
Reading: Demon Diary(manga, not a book..) *sigh*
Watching: Secret Window

This past month has been a complete blur. I'm thinking I need to start writing in my journal more often(Not this one) so I can look back and be able to tell the order in which things happened to me.

Yes.. Secret Window.. I thought it was great, once I got past the recurring images of Mountain Dew and Doritos. Besides peanut butter and Jelly sandwiches, that's all he consumed. O_o;

In return for his AFI cd, which I finally gave back to him (unwillingly), Jeremy gave back my cd case. So I've been listening to Weird Al and RENT, much to the displeasure of one girl in Retail Sales, who gave me a dirty look while I sang along to Angel's Today for you song. I smiled at her and told her it was my pleasure to annoy.

'What is RENT?' you may ask? Well, just for those who don't know, it's a Broadway play. The best Broadway play, in my book. Of course, my book on which broadway plays are cool is kind of small...

Look it up, 'cause I don't feel like describing it to you, but it's a more modern play. Bunch of people, dealing with life, art, relationships, and AIDS. I managed to convince my loving aunt to take me to see it for my 18th birthday. I want to go see it again. *wonders when the next show will come around to Az*

Ok, enough with my shameless plug for RENT.

Yeah, I haven't been uploading a lot, and that's because I'm producing nothing of quality, but when I start again it'll be a lot of stuff that I've been needing to get done, y'know, gifts and such.

I think I'm out a cell phone until I can find someone with a charger that'll work with my phone or I get mine back from 's house.

I guess it won't bother me too much, I haven't been wanting to talk on the phone a lot, hell, I haven't been wanting to interact with people at all, with the exception of a few times. I'm just being a poo monkey, I suppose. Can't wait till I snap out of it.

I've been riddled with conflicting thoughts about myself lately, but I talked to Jeremy and Ryan about it, and Jeremy helped me figure out a kind of temporary solution, to get it out of my system. Talking to Ryan about it just plain made me feel 1,000 times better, though. My love and thanks to both of you, though I don't really know if either of you read this...

Back to my blur of a life.

Well, back to my

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There are no flowers, no, not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.


Mood: I hate myself
Listening to: This Time Imperfect -AFI

Don't listen to me. I'm bad for yourself. Er.. yeah, there goes my grammer. All is lost.

Really, if I get more than 4 hours of sleep I can barely make it through the day, but if I'm up half the night I'm fine. What's up with that, huh? I love to sleep, but my body just keeps rejecting it!

Oh, and vampires? Yeah... *grins and chuckles* I never used to like them, beyond Bram Stoker's Dracula; a very nice book, might I add.
But Kestrel, my schizophrenic Brujah, who basically created herself (with Ryan's help and encouragement, of course. ), started to change that for me. Then came D, then D and Mier in Bloodlust, then I started reading The Vampire Chronicles; very good, despite the fact I don't care for the author as a person... Most recently it's Legacy of Kain and woo, no Hellsing.
Ah, Hellsing... I feel faint. *puts a hands to her forehead* The anime is beautiful. Simply beautiful. *chews on the DVD* I've only seen 6 episodes, but I must have more! Alucard rocks my socks. He's awesome. He's quite the creepy looking one with those glasses and all the shadows, but take those away and he looks more 'suave' cool than 'creepy' cool. In short, he's cool either way.

Generator Gawl is still cool, though. I still suggest that one as well.

Uhm.. yesterday there were no classes, because the staff had a meeting. I was abruptly jarred from my glorious sleep by a fire alarm, and had to evacuate. Poor Shakeesha had to leave the dorms wrapped in a blanket because she was in the shower.

I didn't do too much with my extra day besides do laundry and RP on Gaia. It's not a MUCK, but it'll have to do (Government guidelines won't allow us to use Telnet, for fear we'll hack something, I suppose...), there are plenty of people there who know what they're doing, you just have to look.

I have to give back Jeremy's AFI (sing the sorrow)cd today. *pouts* Now I know why he listens to it all the time. *bites the CD* T_T
I love the hidden track, it is 'the awesome'. (mimicking Charlee)

I have to wait two weeks to get mah boots. *waits*

And you people. *shakes a finger* I get stuck in a rut and you guys don't upload? How dare you. u_U; Are there a lot of people out there going through a rut/block right now too, like me? It's not fun when it happens all at the same time.

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Mood: I got an owie...

First thing this morning, get up, lean over to pick up something off my bed(I'm on the bottom of a bunk bed), and Bam!! I smack my head against the friggin' steel bed. I've literally got a bump on my forehead that's really tender.... >_<;; I hate mondays.
I was hoping I smacked my head hard enough to pass out, but no such luck. I was hoping to get a day off... *sniggers*

Doo doo... Saturday we were too late to do much shopping at the mall, and on Sunday me and Jeremy went back to the mall after visiting Jet & Joseph's house and we saw Hidalgo with . We got out at 5:30, and I find out the mall closes at 6 on Sundays. What's up with that? They'd make a lot more money if they stayed open at least an hour longer. So no book for Aimee! *sniffs*

When I was up in Christie's room Friday night, I noticed The Vampire Lestat was lying on a desk... all alone, calling to me. I haven't read that one yet, and so I think I'll hound whoever in that room owns the book to let me borrow it. If not I'll go to the dorm Library and try to find something... if that fails, I'll read Brave New World or Spring Moon over again. Woo, let's start a book club, ne?

Oh, and the birthday party? It was fun. Everyone picked on Jeremy because the party favors where green mardi-gras beads with a large clover charm on each one, and he denies his irish heritage, and everyone else there had at least a little Irish in them. He claims he's betraying his Scottish heritage. The monkey butt. That's ok, halfway through the party this one guy walked up behind Jeremy while he was sitting on the couch, grabbed his head, and promptly licked him on the forehead.

I stole Jeremy's AFI CD! *cackles* And I also stole Hellsing episodes from Jet and Joseph! Except they know about it and are ok with it. Oh! Oh! And I discovered a new Anime thanks to Joseph's mad skill of picking out kewl anime!! Generator Gawl!!! This anime rocks! It's so kewl! It's about these three guys from the future: Gawl, Ryo, and Koji. Gawl is a Generator, created to combat all the corrupt generators, and they have traveled to the past to stop the generators from being created.
What I love most about this is that these three guys don't see themselves as an invincible team, they understand they have little time, are outnumbered and overpowered, and that their situation is extremely dire. They make it by the skin of their teeth.

I love Gawl. All he does, besides protecting the team by generating, is eat and sleep. Jeremy pointed out that he was exactly like me... -_-; Yeah, ok, I'll admit that, but I still deny getting so carried away sometimes that I forget everyone and everything around me. Right? Any defense here would be nice.
*pauses to watch a spider crawl up the wall*

Yeah, so... go get ahold of Generator Gawl.. ok... *stares* Spider....
O_o;

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Mood: Allergies

I watched Vampire Hunter D last night with Charlee and Heather. We were supposed t stay up longer than 2, but Charlee fell asleep and me and Heather were tired.
I'm heading down to the mall today. I'm gonna get myself some chinese food and check out the book stores. If I don't get my hands on a book I'm going to go crazy. Mad I tell you. And I need to check out Hot Topic and a few other stores to see if they have boots that I'll find acceptable enough to buy. And I also have to buy my friend Joseph a birthday present, for his party starts at 5 today. Yay, today is the 13th! It may not be friday, but it's still a lucky day. Wish me luck in finding boots! I'll die without boots...Well, not really, but ... anyway...

Last night Addie hooked up with Ray, the new guy, and they were going to go to a party. There was one problem: Ray was all fabulously 'gothed' out, like he normally is, (I was in love with his "plastic pants" as he called them) but Addie was just plain old T-shirt and jeans.
Christie and I got ahold of her and using my wardrobe and Christie's hair and make-up skills(Because I have none whatsoever) we 'gothed' her out. She loved it, and so did Ray.

Well, better go, gotta catch a bus to get to the mall and it takes forever.
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Mood: in a crowd.

Not much to say today.

I wonder why I bother, sometimes. Why I bother with anything. I'm sure we all do once and a while. I asked some people in retail sales if they thought I was cold and distant. They generally agreed that I was, after a short deliberation. I can be sometimes.
I feel kind of detatched right now. Don't mistake this as depression or me having a bad day or being sad. I'm just... not really all here right now. Ask me what I did two days ago, and I'd have to really think about it.

I'm going to get to work on the stuff I need done now, just uploaded something that I did at the spur of a moment...

Oh. Witch Hunter Robin officially rocks! It's been what, three weeks since it first aired on Cartoon Network, and the past three episodes finally moved us into the story arc.

Last night's episode was amazing; I was dazed after seeing it. The episode before that we find out that Robin isn't just a craft user, but a witch. And in last night's episode she had people trying to kill her, and (I won't spoil) one of the team members might be a part of it.

Lalalah, I must have Witch Hunter Robin DVDs now...
I need a job. x_x

Kind of wish I could've gone on paid workbase instead of retail sales, but oh well.

Well, at 4 I'm going to go to Encanto Park with the rest of the dormitory multitude for our yearly outing/barbeque thing. I wish my boots weren't broken. XP

Good thing about it though is that around 6pm the SCA sets up. Which means the rogue field will be open and maybe if I'm lucky I can get in on some kendo stick action. I'm probably very rusty, and considering I'm still very much a beginner at sword play... woo....man. I'll be dangerous, and not in a good way.

Oh yes! New cla-er... club! Legacy of Kain Clan! *dances* I linked it below. It's an awesome club because it's all about Legacy of Kain, of course! (And Raziel!! Yay!)

Ciao.

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The outing was a trying ordeal. Some of it was fun, some of it was very not so fun.
Charlee, Heather, Jeremy, Addie, and I headed straight for the swings, like the mature people that we are, and after a while of swinging Charlee decided she would jump off of her swing, and when she did the side hem of her shirt got caught and ripped all the way up to the sleeve.
So she had pay two dollars to borrow a shirt from someone so she wasn't running around flashing everyone.
The entire time we were there Addie was secretly stealing markers from Charlee's backpack over and over again, and we all marveled at the fact that even though she wasn't too close to the bag, and was surrounded by eyes, she always managed to get ahold of them. So then I pick-pocketed Jeremy. While he was talking to someone I carefully pulled his wallet out of his front pocket and detached the chain from his belt loop. I didn't get far, because people started laughing and he noticed. So I was chased.
As we were all sitting on the grass eating our food, we were suddenly visited by a water balloon attack. Which would have been fun, if we weren't all eating food. I was lying on my side, and a water balloon hit the ground right behind me. My back was soaked and covered in dirt and grass. That wasn't too bad. But... another balloon landed and got water on my sketchbook and my cell phone, and another girl's cell. Other people had plates full of food that were ruined. The bottom of the pages in my sketchbook are wrinkly now, so I can hardly scan anything out of it anymore without getting shadows on the pages. I'm going to try to flatten them out a bit more. Luckily no finished drawings were damaged. ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1978111/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1978111/ Mon, 08 Mar 2004 23:54:02 PST and get the pretties!
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Mood: Mwahahahah.
Watching: Hidalgo

Aimee isn't sleepy right now, so you're all gonna have to suffer through this journal! Unless of course, you don't read it, or stopped reading it right now because I hinted at great suffering for those who read any further... Heh...

I can't get no, satisfaction.. got that song in my head, it's driving me nuts.

I'm tired of being serious, it never does anything for me unless I'm dealing with meanies.

Hidalgo is a great movie, by the way. I'd start yapping about how great it is, but I'd give the whole movie away. Except that Hidalgo is a cyborg!
And the desert he was crossing is the same one where Camp Greenlake is located, which explains the holes they used for the traps. It's also the same desert where Subaru(from X/1999) holed himself up at after Seishiro dies.
And Viggo is a lawyer ninja who's illegal to use as a parking meter in three states. So that's why at the end of the movie he takes off in that rocket and heads to another galaxy...

And Heather got me an Inuyasha plushy/purse thingee for my birthday, because she likes buying things for people and even though my birthday isn't until April she couldn't wait.

I just ate a lot of Pocky, which is why I'm a bit not-tired... well, I was already not tired but the pocky does not help, nope it does not.

Charlee wanted me to go to the Rocky Horror showing at the mall on Sat, but me and Jeremy have a birthday party to go to. So I think she and Heather and Addy are going to try to drag me and Jeremy along some other time.
And I guess we'd be dressing up, as well, though, Jeremy hasn't the prettiest of legs...
I think that if I do end up going, one fine day.. er.. night.. then I'd be the oddball and dress up like Jack Sparrow. Charlee said that I'd probably get molested though if I did. O_o; But then she said she'd protect me.

Eheheh. I dunno if I'd fit in, I'm too quiet. And all that other stuff. I'd be a sore thumb.

I'm going to go spooky on people now, so's I be off to haunt other parts of devArt and Gaia, too, because I was in want with it down, oh how I was.

Stop looking at my third belly button! Not everyone on this earth has two, y'know. *sniffs*

*swaggers off, Jack Sparrow style*

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Mood: I love you, man!
Watching: Hidalgo

Ok, I'm not in a bad mood, not in a supper chipper mood, just a tad bit sour, or as my aunt likes to say, mad at the world.

I hate being female sometimes. Life would be so much easier for me if I were a guy, or genderless. Genderless would be fun. Not a hermaphrodite. Just plain genderless. Think of all the possibilities. Ah, this statement makes me feel giddy. Like a schoolgirl. Most likely because right now I feel like letting all my thoughts out, thoughts that hardly any one but myself know about.

Ok, I'm not sour after that, but I'm still going to rant.

I hate feminists!

*gasp* "But Aimee! I thought you don't believe in hating people?"

You know, technically I don't, I hate the idea of feminism , not the people, but really:

Empowerment for women has a valid name, as well as Hispanic and African American(I'm staying within the country for now) people have valid names accepted by society.
But men, they can't have an empowerment/support group without it being called male chauvinism, am I right? And Caucasians can't have any support groups without being related to or called the KKK.

From what I've seen, if you're white you HAVE to be an advocate for racial equality because otherwise you're suspected of being racist, thanks to our stupid ancestors. But it's perfectly ok for other races to bash us, the 'crazy' or 'stupid white people' because their ancestors weren't racist(although this is completely untrue; racism back then was practically universal, everyone hated everyone else...).

Well guess what? I am an equalist!
I don't care what's between your legs or what your skin color is, you're human, I'm human, that's that! It's that simple, people! It really is! Why is that so freaking hard? Because a lot of people are inherently stupid. I'm sure you would agree with me, my friends. Now don't think that all people like this are inherently stupid, some are just afraid of what they don't understand, and need a little help understanding, and they'll be ok.

One more thing: I'm tired of people automatically hating me when they find out I'm a Christian. Why do they hate me?*clears throat and puts on her deep voice that drips with sarcasm* Because I'm this uptight hater of all those who do not believe the same as me, and I want nothing more than to bug you about it every day and hate you and disown you from my presence because you are the spawn of satan and I need to save your soul, and to top it all off, I'm weak-minded because I have to look to a higher being for comfort. Oh yeah, and you hate me because I'm gay or Bi and you're the ONLY reason why we're so oppressed. *ahem*

WRONG!

I hate so-called religeous people who go around spreading nothing but hate, and not love. Who act like predators, instead of following the live and let live policy. They give me and other proper Christians a bad name.

I don't care what you believe in, you're a fellow human being. I may invite you to church (unless one of the first things you tell me to is "don't"), and if you say no: I'm cool with it it, and I won't ask you again, that's up to you. And for those who think that all non-athiests are weak-minded, I say to you now, that's just plain prejudice. And if you're gay of bi, I don't care, I'm glad you are. You're most likely more accepting than most people on this wretched planet, and I love accepting-type people. And while religion is one of the main reasons why gays aren't accepted in society, it's not the only reason. Here's my theory:
A lot of it is because of homophobic men who like nothing more than to gaze at scantily-clad whores and ironically think that lesbianism is ok, because it's something for them to look at and get off on.
Notice that Will and Grace(I love that show) is a comedy, and they have, as to what I've seen of the show, never touched on anything sexual (physically) related to the gay lifestyle. Now we have a new show about lesbians, and guess what? The commercials are filled with nothing but le... ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1959292/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1959292/ Fri, 05 Mar 2004 20:46:51 PST and get the pretties!
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I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming,
am I too lost to be saved;
am I too lost?


Mood: Oh yeah, baby.
Listening to: Tourniquet - Evanescence
Watching: X (want to watch)

Okee dokee.

I'm at 's house right now, waiting for her to come home.
Her parents picked me up at 5.

My week was alright.
Oh, and here's my status: I'm no longer sick! Now I can start doing fun things again and not be so bored, and I can gain all that weight back, 'cause I tell ya, I really need it.

And I'm over my artist's block! And boy did I come out of it with a bang! *pointing at her two new deviations*

And I drew my first yaoi/shonen-ai themed picture, and y'know what? It was really fun! It also suprised a bit of people, because I'm not into the mushy stuff, but as you can see, it isn't that mushy, so there, I still managed to not be mushy. My new friends Charlee and Heather kept trying to get me to draw Sanrei shirtless. Weirdo fangirls...

I'm going to make a commitment to get the manga centering around those two (and there's one more main character!! *gasp*) started. Yay!

And where has everyone been, lately? *looks around, and starts poking a few people with her stick*

Wake up fishy! Why are you sleeping!? Fishy!!!

Ok, I'm gonna go now.

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I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming,
am I too lost to be saved;
am I too lost?


Mood: Eh, I feel weird...
Listening to: Tourniquet - Evanescence
Reading: Life after Death -MuseOfSlytherin
Watching: Ronin Warriors (want to watch)

*sucking on a jack-o-lantern lolli*
Ok, I'm never happy because I don't allow myself to be happy, and I've come to terms with that. *shrugs* Eh, I'll have to deal with it.

Other than that I'll have to accept the way I am or try to find the passion that used to drive my life again.

Thanks Xuff.

Anywho:

3 hours of sleep.. or less.

I went back to the Matsuri festival with Jeremy and Charlie, and we met up with Justin/!!
We looked around and were awed by the sites, and we were pretty tame. Of course, Charlie and I were on a Pocky quest, and as soon as we found the Pocky, bought a couple of boxes, and started to eat, we all turned into a bunch of lazy-eyed, 'sake'-drunk psychopaths.

Poor Justin was among a writhing group of mad people. I really blame the Pocky... it's an addiction.
Oh, and y'know how we were picking on Jeremy yesterday? Well today was 'pick on Aimee' day. I was leashed around like a hyperactive puppy, and Amanda(a friend) smacked my ass with a fan. *rubs rear* T_T
The worst thing of all happened as we were standing idle by one of the performing stages. Charlie and I got into a poking fight, and then Jeremy jumped in against me too! Next thing I remember I was on the pavement screaming for the release of death as Charlie and Jeremy held me down and poked and tickled me to no end, with Justin taking pictures!!! *points a finger at Justin and hisses*

He's threatening to do something with whatever evil pictures he's taken and upload them on devArt. Evil! *hiss*

Quite a lot of people were staring by the time the mind-numbing torture was over.

Then I bought more food from Kirin Wok and we all sat down and told jokes, and Jeremy found out that Justin has beautiful eyes. it was cute.

I stuck flowers in Justin and Jeremy's hair while we were waiting with Justin for his ride, and then I was subjected to more torture by Jeremy, only Charlie and Justin came to my aid.



I'm tired. And I really want to get that drawing done by the 3rd. I'm lucky it's a leap year, or I'd be screwed on time. *hopehopes*

It was a fun day. I've still got 'airplane kindness' written on my arm in Japanese.

Boo.

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Today's journal is seperated into two parts. Blahdity-blah-blah-BLAH.

Mood: I'm not all here.
Listening to: Tourniquet - Evanescence
Reading: Life after Death -MuseOfSlytherin
Watching: Ronin Warriors (want to watch)

Last night found me wandering around the dimness of my roomin a zombie-like state, listening to my roommate's Tori Amos cd, which I like to do when I feel down, before deciding to rescue the boquet she was going to throw away.
So I sat on the floor with a bowl of water and a pair of siccors and got to work. They're flourishing now, so that makes me feel a little better. I love helping things grow.

Today I went to the Matsuri Festival celebrating all things Japanese. Jeremy came along and we met up with Charlie, and we ordered food from the same stand I visited last year, with the girls delightfully thanking people for buying from them in Japanese. I picked up a menu and discovered that their resturaunt is very close by.
We then wandered around. I squeaked in horror at the prices of the silk kimonos. Jeremy had to stop and pet every cute dog someone was walking, and Charlie and I made fun of him, 'cause we love him.
I bought some neopiko-1 markers and a Japanese fountain pen. Now I'm broke.. but happy. The markers are awesome. I must get the complete set.

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Currently, I feel like I'm in layers. I've got a shell that displays my current 'moods' or 'feelings' and underneath that there's a dark layer of sadness, and beyond that, even, is my core, which seems to be a swirling mix of apathy and what's left of genuine emotion. The love that I have for friends and family.
Apathy. Everything else is blurred.
My apathy isn't like the apathy which is defined as not caring. It is the term I use for not feeling, or even a lack of emotion.
I think it's humanly impossible to lose all emotions though without becoming inhuman. There's always at least one emotion left.
I digress.

When this state of apathy first fell upon me it was a freeing experience for me. I was practically untouchable. I described it as putting on clothing that one hasn't worn in a while. It felt familiar and comfortable. No one I did not care for could cause me pain.

It was nice for a while... but you can't just displace your emotions without them going elsewhere. You can bury something so deep down you can't find it, but when you do that, they grow. They grow because you can't express them, let them out. It's like leaving an empty glass under a dripping faucet. It's only small drops, but if you leave it alone and come back to it later you'll find that the glass is overflowing. You wonder how something so small as a drip can fill up something seemingly so vast so very quickly.

You also come to terms to the fact that you've lost a part of yourself. And if you want that part of yourself back you'll find it almost impossible.

I feel like a parasite. If the emotion is strong enough, when I'm around someone I care about, be it friend or loved one, I feel how they are feeling. Best thing is that even the best actor can't hide when they're feeling down from me, but even after I've left their presence it lingers. It lingers with the part inside of me that feels dead. I won't get too much into my empathy episodes, I doubt a lot of people would understand or believe me...

All I can say is that I only truly feel alive when I'm around my friends. You guys are important to me. n_n *mushy-mushy*

Normally this kind of stuff goes into my hand-written journal, but I don't feel like looking for it right now.

If you want to pursue apathy, make sure you aren't going to change your mind later. Proceed with caution.

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As a rapterous voice escapes, I wil tremble a prayer,
And I'll beg for forgiveness. -A.F.I., Silver and Cold

Mood: *sigh*
Listening to: Megalomaniac - Incubus
Reading: Magic Knight Rayearth #1
Watching: Castaway

Monday: 2.5 hours of sleep. Pooey Monday.

7:30 am, Tuesday morning, I was walking to class...(across the street)
It was beautiful. The air was crisp and clean due to all the rain from the day before, and you could see your breath. The sun was rising behind thin, shimmering clouds; turning the sky ice blue. It was peaceful, for being a downtown area.
I was able to enjoy this because I had four hours of sleep and I got up early. n_n And then the day got better because it got overcast again and started to rain again. I was happy.
It made me miss the times that I walked to school in Fountain Hills at 6:45 in the morning in Jan. and early Feb., when it was so dark and cold(and occaisionally foggy) that you could only see about ten feet in front of you (Fountain Hills, being the deserty rich town it is, only has street lights around the shopping areas). Ten feet of the surrounding area, then darkness, then a black horizon of mountains set against a starless midnight blue sky. T_T *weep* It was also so silent you could hear a pin drop.

And I got 5.5 hours of sleep last night! Yay! It just keeps getting better!

I've been working in the canteen (for free.. *sniff*) for almost two weeks. It's ok. Except Monday. Monday was awful. Someone gave me a ten and I accidently stuck it in with the ones and I handed it back to someone as change and they either didn't notice or they took the money and ran. So I was short ten dollars when I was done. I was so depressed after that.
The last two days I came out even, though. And I'm no longer over-charging for Sunny D... Eheheheh.. I hope no one notices the sudden price change... (It was only a quarter difference...)

Do-do-dee-doo...
Oh, I read 's Journal the other day and he mentioned something about Gaia, and I was like, "Eh?" and there was a link, so I checked it out.

Frankly, it's awesome. I can't describe in words how addictive and fun this place is.
It's a giant collection of anime and gaming sites(sites that you will have a hard time finding elsewhere), etc, with forums/message boards and even an RPG community... and stuff. And when you sign up(free) you create your own little chibi person and dress them up in kewl clothing, and that is your avater.
[link] For you people who would lose the link if I wrote it down for you. *cough*Titus*cough*
Eh, my user name is Rhodanthe if you want to send me a message or summat' like that. Though it's not like you can't note me on deviantArt! ppbbbtttt!

I'm working on a logo for a contest that ends March 5th, prize is $100.
I've been in an art slump lately. u_u;; I hate it.

And I know Magic Knight Rayearth isn't a book, per say, but I haven't read it in a while. It was my first manga. *sniffs* Of course it's tattered and falling apart and has faded to yellow on the side where peoples' thumbs are placed to flip through pages, but I still love it. I've decided I'm going to buy all of them, including the first one. (As you can tell, I need to retire the one I already have.)

[Edit] I need to remember to title my journal entries! Durhh. Yep... that's me.

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Mood: Is it bedtime yet?
Listening to: Silver and Cold - AFI
Watching: Castaway

In all truth, the only thing I've enjoyed this weekend were the times I was sleeping. Of course I've been having trouble sleeping at night. Oh, I can sleep just fine during the day, but at night, tired as I may be, I just can't seem to get to sleep.

I've been out of it for the past few days. I'll pull myself together eventually, but for the time being I'll just wander around in a daze.

If you asked me what I did this weekend I probably couldn't tell you unless I thought about it for some time and put my thoughts in order. n_n

Jeremy shaved his head. Completely. Beyond personality, I think that a male's crowning glories are his hair and eyes. So why did he have to do such a thing to his beautiful hair!?!
Someone dropped a paintbrush covered in oil-based paint on his head. All he had to do was trim his hair, but no...
I started to cry a little bit when my friend Christie told me what he did. I thought that I might be able to laugh at him after that but I couldn't.
It is hair after all, and it does grow back, but it's hard getting used to. And Jeremy loves his hair more than I do. I don't know what possessed him.
I've been threatening to take a red marker to his forehead and draw six dots there so he could look like Krillon from DBZ.

I've got laundry to check up on. Hope you all have had a good weekend. n_n Here's to hoping that it won't get too warm too soon. (I hate summer, and it seems to be speedily approaching...)

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Mood: It's not fair!!
Listening to: Silver and Cold - AFI
Reading: Exiled Squared
Watching: Hedwig and the Angry Inch

Hedwig? Yeah, I'm nostalgic right now. *thanks back, and giggles*

Urgh.. it's hot in here... *turns on fan*

Ok, Where was I this three day weekend? Well, after me and Jeremy ate at the Yang Dynasty resuraunt, (Beautiful resuraunt, very good food. Cheap if you get there before 5pm Mon-Sat. for their lunch special... otherwise not-so-cheap) we went to Walmart, and I bought him his birthday present: AFI's latest CD
And then I bought: Legend of Dragoon!!!!

*gets dust in her lungs from the fan* urgh.. Ok, problems breathing... x_x;

I've been playing it like a psycho!! I'm still playing Blood Omen, but sometimes I just die too much and I have to take a break. And I found my third FF7 CD! So I can finish it!

Legend of Dragoon is great. It's not as complicated as FF7, if you compare the whole materia stuff, etc.. but the battle system is unique, and I kinda like it. n_n
You can choose to attack, use an item(on yourself or your enemy), or guard... (along with your Dragoon powers, too) which is a lot like FF games. When you choose to attack, you can set your character up with different additions(attacks) before you fight. In order to activate said addition you have to hit the X button at certain times(whenever your character strikes an opponent.) So it involves hand-eye coordination as well!
Different additions call for different numbers of strikes, and if you get them all perfect at the end of your attack your character will get an extra hit, and they'll yell out the name of the attack they used.
I get a kick out of it.

Last night, while playing my new game, a single tear rolled down my cheek at a turn of events that really sucked!!

The character Lavitz, who is the 'Captain' of the First Kighthood under his precious king and best friend to Dart, has the best personality out of the current party. Better than Dart, the main guy.
He also has kickin', if somewhat complicated, attacks.
What happens, and on the first disk, no less, is an atrocity!!! I will hunt down the person who decided such a thing and burn them!!
*sniffles*
And Lloyd, who I like a lot, was involved.. so now I don't know wether I should hate him or not!!!
It's still not fair.
It never will be.
Someone will pay.

*breaks down*
After the war ended he was supposed to find a wife and go back home to his mother and eat the yummy jerky that she makes for him!!

If I spoiled anything for anyone, I'm sorry. I just have to get it off my chest.
'Cause it really isn't fair. It's not. *As-a-matter-of-factly*

Oh well...
I was supposed to have things to scan today but I don't, I'm sorry. Soon now...

OK.. I think I can breathe again. *flops*

I hope everyone had a good weekend! Did we run any couples over? Set them aflame? 'Cause stuff like that's fun. I should've done something like that, but I didn't... I'm ashamed. u_u

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Just one more fight about a lotta things
And I will give up everything to be on my own again,
Free again.


Mood: Smug
Listening to: My Way - Limp Bizkit
Reading: Exiled Squared
Watching: The Butterfly Effect

The pen is mightier than the sword.
Of course, a pen that can turn into a sword is mighter than both.

Ok, yesterday was awful. The two days annoyance of the hands-on trainees in Retail Sales turned into a (flame-throwing) debate between me and one of the girls in class. She alluded to people that listen to rock and alternative and knowing only how run into eachother and call it 'dancing', before going off on how she doesn't rely on stereotypes and that she respects other peoples cultures. It was something really really stupid to argue about, but when she started claiming that I don't respect culture and the opinions of others I flared up.
It was the straw that broke the camel's back. I was tired, sick, and my nerves were shot, and I became very nasty. I left for the HWC and rested until lunch.
Today I wrote my dear sweet foe a note, after another short arguement. (she was talking about going to the dance to make fun of people who didn't fit her description of ghetto fabulous, boy, that's real respectful) I had to rip off the first two paragraphs, because it was a speech on what a hypocrite is, because she lives in the dorms, and I'd like to end this... So hopefully that will resolve it. I'd speak face to face with her, but I've been dealing with this kind of thing a long time and they never let you finish what you're saying, let alone listen.

Are you bored yet?

You know, I think Valentine's Day brings some odd mannerisms out of people. Maybe that's why I've been so sardonic and aggresive lately. Of course, when I'm dealing with people who make me feel like I'm back in Junior High or High School, I get very defensive...
I've decided that I will not officially celebrate Valentine's Day. I'll give people cards and candy and drawings and the likes, but the only thing I'll celebrate with Jeremy on the 14th is our one year anniversery. Yesh, Valentine's Day... Isn't that pathetic? That's the day I got hooked up with my first boyfriend. I'm scary.

The way to this woman's heart is food. We were going to eat at the revolving resteraunt at the top of the Hyatt, but oy, they're so expensive! I feel bad because Jeremy made reservations, but if it's to the point that we have to eat Job Corps food before going out to dinner then count me out. There's a great sushi bar in Tempe.... *ponders* Yeah, feed me.

Really, I'd love to go Paintballing on Valentine's Day. What better way to show people you care than by blasting them with welt-causing plastic balls filled with paint? That's right, there is no better way! *sniffs* I miss doing that... in the woods... that was great. Going kamikaze on the 5 blue-team members that are between your team and the flag. That glorious flag.

The only thing I can seem to draw with right now is Pastels. Why!? I need to get them out of my system, because there are a few things I want to get done by Valentine's Day.. uh, which is tomorrow.

Oh yeah! Today's Friday the 13th! After a week of crap, this has to be a good day! It's my lucky day, and they're going to have Bingo at 1pm!! I am so going to go and win a prize.

Boy, with all the crap I like to put in my Journal, you'd think that I'm a person who talks and talks and never shuts up. I just love to write, but since I'm horrible at stories and I can't cough up poems everyday, I have to practice with a journal.
Of course there is no substitute for a handwritten journal.. there's something just plain artistic and magical about having a book full of your handwritten thoughts. I put what my day was like in this journal, and my rants, thoughts, moods and dreams down on paper... I really don't like people reading my handwritten Journal.

Anywhooo... Arg! I write too much! Seriously guys, you don't have to put yourselves through this kind of torture! Run while you still can!!! Save yourselves! *dies*

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Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
'Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did.
It has not healed with time...
It just shot down my spine-


Mood: Sardonic
Listening to: Rest in pieces - Saliva
Reading: Exiled Squared
Watching: The Butterfly Effect

I did not want to get up this morning...

Today is Jeremy's birthday! He's 22!
Jeremy is about as vivacious as an anime character (think Vash, folks). In fact, he likes donuts just about as much as Vash... *shudders* Ok, I'm putting a lot of scary resemblances together all of a sudden... Those two are too close for comfort...
Anyway, I'll be heading to his grandparents' house with him today to celebrate.

On a graver note for poor superstitious Jeremy, this Friday is the 13th!! Of course, that's good news for me! Friday the 13th is always my luckiest day!!

-----Danger: Dark side of Aimee-----
I've been a bit down since yesterday. Well, yesterday I was in a just plain rotten mood. Which is rare for me.
Last night didn't help. We were trying to watch TV in the main lobby last night and a group of Trainees plus one very rude visitor sat down around one of the coffee tables and started being as loud and as roudy as they possibly could. I gave them a while(during commercial break) to quiet down before approaching them with a polite reminder that there were other people trying to watch TV. As I was leaving the LARGE one decided to say something behind my back. I glared back at him as I walked back to the couch. They didn't get any quieter. In fact, they got louder. And security was nowhere to be seen. So I turned the volume up until it drowned them out. They left. I grinned and turned the volume back down.
Mr. Big is on my shitlist until he knows how much his presence here annoys me. The rude guest will also feel my wrath... *sighs*

I haven't been this sardonic since my Junior year in High School. It's a very hard nature to shake off once it gets going.

Which is why I still want to make paper doll cut-outs of my Retail Sales class.

Moral: If I don't know you(Or I've already perceived you as a mean jerk) and you wrong me or my friends then you will meet with the most moodiest, sadistic, and masochistic witch on the face of this lovely planet.

Eh, the best part about this is I can sharpen my linguistic claws on these people. And the only rules are: No curse words, and no threats.
-----Danger-Dark side over, now it gets weird-----

Finally: A T-shirt with Darth Vader on it that says: Who's your daddy?

Also: "She was born? I thought she just congealed in a gutter somewhere." -Stewy, Family Guy.

Ooh! I killed Nuptraptor! (Blood Omen) Go me, go me...
Heh, yeah, he's like, the first boss, and not that hard, but I died severel times just trying to get to him, so I'm happy.

Well, break is almost over, I need to go to the HWC and see if they'll let me sleep. n_n

stickers for all of you!


Could you find it in your heart
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?


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Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
'Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did.
It has not healed with time...
It just shot down my spine-


Mood: ooh.. shiney...
Listening to: Rest in pieces - Saliva
Reading: Exiled Squared
Watching: The Butterfly Effect

I saw The Butterfly Effect last night. It blew my mind.
I am going to go on a mission to burn a bunch of critics... I feel this movie is very under-appreciated. How long has it been out? AMC has already moved it into one of the smaller theatres in the back.

I was on an adrenaline rush for the first half of the movie, and the other half I alternated between tense and just plain weak. (That's how good it was!!)
I forget how long the movie was, but it's no where near as long as RotK, right? I got up at the end of the movie and fell right back into my chair.

I've realized this morning that there are a lot of people who have done drugs at least once in their life, are supposedly no longer doing drugs, believe now that they made a bad choice, and yet still justify other people doing drugs as a way of exerting their freedom to pursue happiness! And they also have the nerve to believe that these people who are doing drugs are hurting no one else in their pursuit of happiness!

Oh yeah, and if you're a drug counselor and you've never done drugs in your life then you're a hypocrite, apparently. C'mon, people, wake up!
People who have gone through life and made good choices are NOTHING compared to those who've made bad choices and learned the hard way, thus turning over a new leaf. There's no room in this world for good role models. I commend those who've pulled themselves out of their personal ditches and prevailed, but don't put someone down for making better choices to begin with. *is about ready to slaughter her Retail Sales Class with a string and a lik'a'maid stick*

ugh.. I rant.

I'm just a bit annoyed right now... I've looked everywhere for something on Anne Rice's novel 'Violin'... I need either Stefan's description or someone's rendition of him, because I forget the small details. There is nothing! Whatsoever! Beyond book reviews it's like that book doesn't exist! *sighs* I give up.

Class is over, I'm gonna sleep now. Hope you all have had a good day. n_n Go see The Butterfly effect.... or else.

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I've got so many things I need to draw, so many things I want to draw.

Twins#2 for Kristin [25%]

Coloring contest picture [0%]

Soul Reaver Stuff [This'll be here for long time]

Anime Chick for Nick [0%]

Girl w/ backpack for Vicky [0%]

Evil Overlordness for Titus [0%]

I think I'm at a semi-artist's block.... Not good.

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Mood: *gurgle*
Listening to: These precious things - Tori Amos

[Update!]
Boo.

Hey, I uploaded, it worked.
Sorry about the super short and completely useless journal early this morning, I just started to type it when my strength was just sapped from my body. I'm still kind of weak now, but it's normal.

I've decided that I'm going to stop updating on my current situation, because I feel like I'm whining. Boohoohoo and all that rot. I'm just going to wait until I'm better, announce it to the world, and move on with my life.

I'm going to 's house for the weekend. We're gonna chill and be 'sick' together and play Soul Reaver.
Oh, funny thing, I mentioned that I haven't touched FF7 for a while after getting into Soul Reaver and I realized that I can't find my 3rd FF7 disk! I think I left it at my cousin's... in the SR disk holder... So Jeremy wants to strangle me right about now.

I just hope my 5-year old cousin didn't get ahold of that disk... u_u;;

Oh well. I'm still working on all my stuff that I need to do.

Oh, I keep forgetting: All you Final Fantasy fans, all you RPG fans (Be it game or the net.), and all you DnD fans, if you don't check this out, you aren't worthy!!!
[link]
This is a comic, called 8-bit Theatre, and it's a big spoof on all the above. Extremely Hilarious. Yes, it is THAT good. Click on archive and start at the beginning, and prepare to fall off your chair.

Oh, and my friend Titus has joined deviantArt.
Titus, you did those photo-manips of Mace Windu and Yoda, right? You should upload them. Mwahahah.

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Check it out: Amazing photography... of doom. Smiling doom. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1790687/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1790687/ Tue, 03 Feb 2004 22:33:39 PST
Mood: Error .. Error ..

Here to fill up extra space and suffer for your amusement. Will it ever end?

Ok, since people who write down their goals have a higher chance of acheiving said goals, I'm going to write down what needs to be done:

Second Twins Pic for (25%)

Lady Justice for Don Lane. (50%)

A girl with a backpack for Vicky. --

An anime chick for Nick. --

Second part to Soul Reaver comic. (5%)

Misc. Soul Reaver ideas. (Just to get them out of my head)

Titus as an evil overlord dressed like Black Mage... --

Harem Pics...

Buy stamps and send in phone payment (ASAP)

Open Bank account. (Friday)

Spring clean mah locker. (This weekend)

Collect my $5 I won at Bingo... (Tomorrow!!)

Get Well (ASAP)

Take over the world. (5%)

Yes, I hope to read this tomorrow and go 'duh' and remember to do some of this stuff. n_n

If I've forgotten anything let me know...

*eyetwitch* My roommate just started snoring. I go take shower now.. hope she stops by my return...

Final Fantasy rocks my socks but I still like Soul Reaver better.
I perhaps race chocobos tonight.. hrm...

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Check it out: Amazing photography... of doom. Smiling doom. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1785941/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1785941/ Tue, 03 Feb 2004 01:00:50 PST
Mood: Eh... poop.
Listening to: Little Earthquakes - Tori Amos

Did I mention I'm now obsessed with anything remotely close to Legacy of Kain? And that Raziel needs love? He is the most screwed up and screwed over character in history. At least in my book. Yesh, he needs lots of love. I told Jared (A big time gamer, almost to a stereotypical point, minus the pervness) that SR/LoK was better than Final Fantasy. Mentally, I clasped my hand over my mouth in shock. Did I commit video-game blasphemy? *looks around nervously* I just hope that the assassins will get the wrong address, or something. *is going to have to watch her back for a while* And in a huge way... I don't regret saying it, either. Hah, you hear me, world!?
I still love you, Sephy!

In other news: There is no news.
Why? Because I have no life. Not anymore, at least. I go to my classes, and then I go to my room and sleep.(sometimes I can't make it through classes all day without a nap) And I eat. I don't go on center trips anymore, I haven't drawn anything except a little pre-abyss Razzy in the past week, and I'm lacking in appetite. I no longer crave sweets, and can only rarely enjoy a soda without feeling sick afterwards.

Er.. crap, I'm whining. I'm sorry.. Ignore me.
I'm just sick of being sick. If this doesn't end soon I'm going to go stark raving mad. MAD. Completely loony.
The carnations are laughing at me, mommy!

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Check it out: Amazing photography... of doom. Smiling doom. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1775345/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1775345/ Sun, 01 Feb 2004 00:52:33 PST
Mood: I can hope

Not much to say here. I didn't sleep at all last night, and didn't get much of a chance to sleep until 1:30pm (I made the mistake of leaving my cell on). And I planned to be up by 7:30.
Amazingly enough I woke up 7:28 with no outside stimulation. It's very rare that I wake up when I want to.

I'm going to draw tonight, because I feel like it. And then I'm going to turn in. I'll leave Yahoo messenger on until I decide to sleep, so if anyone wants to chat, I'll be here.

In the wee hours of the morning I spent a good 2-3 hours carefully translating a raziel fan comic by because it's beautifully drawn, and it looked like a good story, but being written in German, I couldn't understand it. The internet is your friend. n_n

*yawns* Maybe I'll watch the superbowl commercials tomorrow. Hahah.

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Check it out: She's a colorin' fiend, and not a bad artist to boot. But her writing is riveting. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1770338/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1770338/ Sat, 31 Jan 2004 01:44:37 PST ll [edit] Whoops.
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Mood: Woohoo!
Listening to: Some song by Jewel.. *shrugs*

*dances around like a bipolar maniac on a caffeine and sugar high from out of this world*

I finished Soul Reaver!!!

Now I need Soul Reaver 2, and Blood Omen 2, and Defiance.. and a PS2...

After having a Barbeque with Dumah I went outside for a while, but after I picked the game back up I couldn't put it down.

And I hate to admit it, but when Raziel talks and he does those dramatic pauses and then continues in either a quizzical or enlightened way, it is so friggin' sexy. *laughs* Pathetic, really, but I mean it, it is friggin' awesome. I'm glad they kept the same voice actors throughout the series so far, because they do it like nobody else's business. Never heard more better voice acting in the entire span of my life. And I'm a sucker for eloquent speakers, it's so much more fun than: "Uhurrhurr, Grog kill you now, Grog kill you 'till you dead."

Yeah, the whole reason why Raziel's chasing Kain is 'cause Kain stole his pants. All he wants is his pants back.

I'm using way too many emoticans in this entry. And I'm tired and hungry and in want of caffeine. (I had a frappachino earlier, but that burns off easily while playing Soul Reaver) And yet I am so happy and fulfilled. Yup.

Heh, now I can return to FF7, which I completely ditched during my sick week (Forgive me, Sephiroth!!). I reckon I gotta whip them chocobos inter shape. Thanks for the guide, Titus! After I beat it I'm going to have to play it over again! (Not that I mind too much)

Wow, so tired, but too blissfully hyped up to sleep. O_o; Oh yeah, I'm not getting better anytime soon. *puts a hand behind her head, Goku-style*

How is everyone? C'mon, answer! I wanna know! Anyone else who's played Soul Reaver? I wanna talk to someone right now... *dashes off to see if there are people online she can bother*

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Mood: Blarg
Listening to: Some song by Jewel.. *shrugs*

I slept from 6pm to 12:15.... And now... I'm going to sleep some more.
If only I didn't feel like puking.

I'm sure if I would've just rolled over and forgot about devArt I could've been asleep by now but no, it's 1:11(make a wish?) and I'm up, sickly, and..uhm.. *scritches* Yeah.

I joined a new club. Founded by my friend Talia!

I look at all my journals, and I think I should delete the senseless unimportant ones. Later.

I don't have much to say, I'm getting chills, and maybe if I eat a cracker I'll feel better. *chews on hand* Hrm, not as crunchy as I thought I'd be.

*wanders off like a disoriented bum in the giant, smelly city of life*
Hey! Leave my pet pigeon alone!
Poor Fabio, they always try to feed you the poison flavored popcorn. There there.

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Check it out: She's a colorin' fiend, and not a bad artist to boot. But her writing is riveting. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1755523/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1755523/ Wed, 28 Jan 2004 10:07:46 PST Oh, and I've finally got a signature on my messages. Wow. I found it pretty funny.

Mood: Um.. wha' day is it?
Listening to: 'Unwell' - Matchbox 20

No on understands me.
No, not in the angsty teenage way, I'm serious, no one understands the whole ethnocentristic theme behind 'The Last Samurai'. In all the movies the U.S. produces, 99.9% of the time we(the U.S.) save the little foreigners or the entire world from certain doom. Woo, lookit our big fat egos! Anyway..

Y'know, I'm starting to root for Wes Clark. *nods*
I don't have a stand on Kerry, but I think Dean needs to go..
I mean, come on, have a little composure...

Wes Clark, who managed to launch a strike without one loss of American life, and in Vietnam continued to command his troops and keep a level head after being shot four times, offered to help out President Bush in the war on terror. And he was refused.
I dunno, Clark is a different person, and really, I think it's hard to find people like him running around in the government these days.

Non Sequitor... kewl comic: Guy who works at a radio station is being reprimended for discussing radical leftwing and unamerican topics on the air. The radio guy points out that they were reading the constitution(or the bill of rights, or something, this was a while ago.)

Ok, that's enough of my blatant display of being a democrat. As much as I'm concerned with them, I completely loathe politics. Most of it is about self profit and power anyway... Despite the sheeps clothing they wear.

Well, I graduated yesterday!!
I got weak and dizzy during practice and got to the point where I didn't feel like anyone touching me or disrupting my space but in crowded halls filled with lots of people(most of whom run into you regardless of how much space they have) you can't avoid it.

My Aunt broke her toe and wasn't able to make it(She's got her grandaughter to look after as well), but fortunately and her mother made it. That made me really happy. n_n
And she gave me a mini-sketch book that kinda looks rustic and expensive or something, and I almost didn't open it because it was wrapped in shiny silver paper, and it was so pretty. And her mother gave me a check for WAY TOO MUCH money, but I'll use it to open a checking account at Bank of America, unless Wells Fargo manages to redeem itself. *coff*doubtit*coff*
Thank you for coming you made me so happy!

I still kind of don't feel like being touched a whole lot today, though.
Oh, and wearing a cap for graduating is an experience. I practically smacked a few people in the face with my tassel. Heh. Whoops.

I'm gonna draw some neat stuff in my new little book, yup I will *nods*
Well, it's lunch, I'm going to go eat, and then I'm going to sleep hopefully. *waves* Hi everyone.

Lately, every time I sign on, someone I know has just signed off, or I find out that after I signed off that someone signed on after I left. *sniffs* I been gettin' lonely.
And bored. Upload, people, upload, that I may comment and oggle!! *cackles and runs off*

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And Titus... I know you're reading this. Bring the FF7 Guidebook. *wiggles fingers* I command you.... Wooo...

Mood: Zombie w/ allergies
Listening to: 'Unwell' - Matchbox 20

My bamboo plant is dying.
I must be giving off bad kharma or something. Why is it dying!?

*sniffs*

I will forever be sick I think. -_-
I've been dead on my feet all day. I'm even more paler than normal. And really, I don't know how much paler I can get before I'm legally dead. O_o;
At least I got to skip out on afternoon classes and sleep for 2.5 hours.
And I don't have to do group-leading(be in charge of cleanup).

I graduate tomorrow. Yay! Crap, I don't know what I'm going to wear.. Eh, I can do that tomorrow morning.

I started planning out the boxes and stuff for the second part of my Soul Reaver comic, and I'm 45% done with Lady Justice. And I have other stuff I need to draw still. It's coming, it's coming. *flops*

I don't feel like writing too much tonight. Goodnight.

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Check it out: Nice artist, nice person. :nods: ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1734056/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1734056/ Sat, 24 Jan 2004 13:21:30 PST
Listening to: 'Clocks' - Coldplay

Well, it's official. I'm obsessed. I'm a Soul Reaver freak. I can't put it down. 0_0 Ooh, and while I was playing last night I found out who Raziel was when he was alive!! *runs around in circles, waving her arms* Oooh! It's so sad and mean! Raziel needs some serious love. I'm not gonna spoil it for anyone though, so if you haven't played it and really wanna know you're just gonna hafta find out yourself or note me!

Jeremy called me last night and we spent two hours on the phone talking about Soul Reaver and who liked it better. And then he disowned me for telling him what happens to Raziel in the MnM's commercial. Although it's mean, I thought it was funny. I think I'll try to have the comic done sometime this week. And then I'll move on to Kain. Mwahahahah!

Now, back to the whole blowing me a way with a 12 Gage: My virus has rebounded and my throat is sore and it feels like I've got a quail egg growing under my skin on the left side of my neck.
I need rest but I seriously have trouble sleeping at night. But the main problem is this: I don't want them to send me back home! Really, being sick is ok if you've got someone taking care of you. If they send me back home I'll be stuck all alone at my cousin's place fending for myself. It's that or be in the same house as my 5 year-old cousin who won't let me rest.

If I'm hungry here at Job Corps all I have to do is go to the cafeteria and they'll feed me! Plus I get lonely all by myself. knows. If she didn't call me, I'd call her. We spent a few hours watching TV together over the phone. Isn't that sad? It's kind of fun, though, too. *cackles* We found a british comedy that Jack Davingport was in (Y'know, Norrington from PotC?). But I digress. At one point I was gonna bother but I realized I forgot to put her number on my phone.

Someone burned popcorn in the lobby and the fire alarm went off. Which is why I'm awake now, typing... I ended up evacuating in socks and pajamas, wrapped in a blanket. My hair was probably all over the place too. All I know is I never want to be caught taking a shower when the alarm goes off. Oooohhh the stories I've heard. O_o;;;

And I've now devised a system of ordering the avaters I put in a row. See, non-blinky, blinky, non-blinky, blinky... In that order. *points to the friends list* See, doesn't that look neato-keen?

I will sleep now. *waves*

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http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1722851/ Thu, 22 Jan 2004 15:14:22 PST Mood: Placid

Heheh, ..er, ok, I forgot why I was laughing...

Uhm. Oh yeah, Will Turner(PotC) looking like a kicked puppy. [Don't kill me, Talia!] But he does look cute as a chibi dressed like a puppy. Mwah.

Ok, stuff:
Anna! Apparently I wasn't watching you! I thought I clicked on +devwatch before, but I could be wrong, so error corrected! (Thankyou for the notes! I feel so loved)Yay! n_n

And I added to my friends list. I should've done this a week ago, but I was having fun copying and pasting because it's been taking me forever and a day to write my journal lately.
This dear Phoenix resident and photographer bought me a subscription. And I will admit that I'm oh-so-NOT-observant(or worthy) and I didn't realize it until I read a note he sent to me. u_u;
I thank you, Xuff, because I was having a cruddy day up until I read the note you sent to me.


Speaking of a cruddy day. I was chosen to speak at the SIATech graduation this Tuesday, so I asked Rich what he wanted my speech to be about. He then informed me that since he though I wasn't going to be back he picked someone else. I was crushed, but I'll get over it. He said if I really wanted to I could ask the girl to stand down, but then I'd be disappointing her. So no. I don't blame Rich, he was pressured by deadlines and the like.
I've decided, after a discussion about the world and politics, that he is more cynical and world weary than I will ever be. And I hope I never get as bad as him. He has this whole population control theory with humans.. yeah... I agree we multiply too fast but when you use the holocaust as an example you kind of cross the line... Bad Rich.

I write too much! Anyway:

I'm uploaded the colored version of the Soul Reaver comic. Yay! And as a bonus I'm also uploading a chibi Raziel! I didn't think I could do it, but I did: I made Raziel look cute. *gasp*

Ok, if I keep on rambling about crap I'll never get my stuff uploaded, so bye!

Oh! Wait! Don't stop reading yet. I know it's a bit far off, and I'll be adding this into my journal every time I update it: I'll do a gift art for the 1,000th page view. That's a pretty round number, doncha think? And maybe one day I'll get that coloring contest thing going too.. one day...


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]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1717238/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1717238/ Wed, 21 Jan 2004 09:39:47 PST I slept through a lot of it, but the rest of the time was eating, tv/movie watching and video game playin'. Yup.
Almost like Sifl and Olly:
Woke up, ate a sandwich, went to bed. Repeat. (No rinsing, just repeat)

I stole Legacy of Kain: Soul Reaver from Jeremy and I played it a lot! I beat Zephon, the spidery-like brother, last night! And I love how I did it, too! See, he poops out these little green things filled with gas that explode after a while. I picked them up, lit them on fire and threw 'em at him! And he caught on fire!! Mwahahahah! That is the most fun, creative and disgusting way I've ever beaten a boss. I love Raziel, I love him good.
Speaking of which, I'm gonna upload the first part to something that spawned from me being really bored while playing Soul Reaver and eating MnM's. It's gonna feature Raziel, but Kain will not escape the hilarity that will ensue. Mwahahah! At least I hope he won't. If I can draw him, and if it's funny enough to bother with... Mweh.

I am running on one hour of light sleep! But you cannot tell. If my Aunt and the nurse knew they'd scream at me, considering I should be getting rest... *sighs* But I slept until 4pm yesterday, so nyah.
Of course, I'm acting like a drunk. *eyetwitch* Heeheehee

And I had lotsa messages in my box!! O_o;;;
65, methinks. I looked at alla them. That's how much I missed alla you!

Oh, thanks for the advice!! I read it too late but I got a good chocobo and after a few times of resetting I got a mountain chocobo! And now I need a river chocobo, so I'll have to do some racing. I've just been leveling up.
Cloud is getting injured far faster than any other team member 'cause his armour stuff has zero %defense. But it has high defense and any other thingee is too low and has too little by means of holding materia, and I kind of like how I have my Materia situated thank you very much. So he needs to level up so he isn't a wuss. And Vincent is leveling up faster than Cloud. Hahah! Anyway..
I fought Ruby weapon for *bleeps* and giggles and I died in less than 30 seconds. It was funny, in a sad sorta way.

I type too much!!!
Oh yeah, saw the doctor again and I'm doing good except my spleen. I'd stab my spleen if it wouldn't kill me to do so..
Spleenie weenie. Ok.. O_o; Urgh I'm hungry! *dies* Oh wait, I have food in my duffel bag!! Urg, wait, only peanut butter, green tea, and ramen!! *screams* ....Hrm.. *wonders if she can get away with dipping a finger in her peanut butter while in class... *shifty eyes* I should've stolen an orange from my Aunt!!


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Check it out: She likes JTHM. Automatic bonus points. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1679564/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1679564/ Wed, 14 Jan 2004 13:23:41 PST
I saw the doctor today and they want to send me home for a a few days to a week. The question is: Will my Aunt suffer my presence? I need to call and find out. So I may be gone for a week... maybe not.
My spleen feels a bit better though. Hee, spleen. That's a funny name for an organ. Yup it is.

Uhm. Thank you for all the nice comments on my lastest upload. It was worth the aggravation if so many of you actually enjoyed it. n_n

I'm done with my SIATech project!! Yay! Well, kinda, I have to print everything out and the only thing I don't have is the play.. it's on a floppy disk in Jeremy's room. And the Acknowledgements. So I'll be graduating. And I'm supposed to be one of the speakers. I just hope graduation isn't too soon, because then I'll be sick and I won't be able to go if I'm at my Aunts...

And I cannot for the life of my find a 'good' chocobo!! I've found one that's so-so, a not bad, and I think I even found an 'ok' chocobo, but I was playing it after sleeping a lot and I might've been hallucinating. And you're supposed to be able to find a 'good' chocobo near the corel mountains, " surrounded by green" according to the stupid fat chocobo sage, and of course the only places near the corel mountains where you can catch Chocobos is the area near the Golden Saucer and the area just past the Rocket Town. So that's where I've been looking... to no avail.
Am I looking in the right place? Should I just bomb the comet the crap outta the chocobo sage? Or would it be easier just to level up, beat the living tar out of ruby weapon and get the friggin' mountain chocobo that way? Or is it a different chocobo you get from that man.. I don't care. Help?

Thanks!! *waves*

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(I'm in a hurry so I just copied-and-pasted, woohoo!!) *dashes off, trips over something, picks herself up and runs off* ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1673945/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1673945/ Tue, 13 Jan 2004 12:57:50 PST
Yes, that's how I feel right now. I feel like my spleen is going to explode!!
I can't lean to my left.. I can't even bend over. It hurts. And when there isn't pain there's pressure. Stupid mono!!

I'm locked out of class right now, hopefully in 10 minutes I can get back in. They're doing something to the outside.

I uploaded. Woo.

Ooh, I'm also trying to breed Chocobos now in FF7. I need to find a 'good' Chocobo. I've found average and great ones, even a so-so one, but no good chocobos.
And I really wish that old man would remember something. I'd hit him over the head if I could. Chances are if I could I'd end up accidently killing him anyway and then I'd never get a mountain chocobo. Still, if I did kill him I could steal the mountain chocobo he has! -- But that would totally defeat the purpose of being good, no wouldn't it? *sighs* Stupid do-gooders...

Anywho, I gotta go now. Ciao!

Friends:


Club:


Check it out: ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1667280/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1667280/ Mon, 12 Jan 2004 07:12:18 PST
Ok, I'm not dead. And I won't be for a while.
Yeah, yeah, I know you're disappointed, but maybe one day you'll be rid of me.

I... am sick. I have mono-nucliosis.. or sum'thin'. I'll look it up online. And all I really know about it is that it makes your really tired and you can have it for a long time if you aren't careful. And I can't share drinks with anyone. No big deal. It's not a really bad case.

I spent all weekend sleeping, and I'm still tired. And I do not feel like drawing for the life of me, well, I do, but the idea of just laying in bed doing nothing is so much more tempting.

I might put up some photoshop rendered art I started on Friday, though.
I'll really really really try to draw, because I really really really need to get that second Twins piccie finished before Kristin sends me a box of dove dark chocolates with a bomb inside. And yeah, knowing me, I'd hear the ticking and read the note about how I'm going to die if I open the box, and open it anyway because it's got dark chocolate in it.

So yeah, I'm sorry I'm sick, I'll try to get some stuff done.
I bought some markers. They're not the best kind, and I've tested them out. I think I'll use them with other mediums and not by themselves, because I still haven't mastered them, and like I said, they're not the best you can buy... I want some copic ones... mmmm.

I've got work to do, so ciao.

***Lookie lookie! I've got blinkies!***


***Club Blinky!**


Check it out: She's got a lot of kewl stuff, check her out! ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1647256/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1647256/ Thu, 08 Jan 2004 08:43:43 PST Who yoinked it from someone else. Fun fun.

[ Current Clothes ]: Long black skirt, purple shirt, boots, and one of those thin, ribbed, hooded sweatshirts suited for light weather. It's got a pocket on its sleeve. n_n
[ Current Mood ]:Kind of apathetic... a little queasy.
[ Current Music ]: I've got the Cranberries in my head. (Zombie)
[ Current Taste ]: Dry and sour. >_<
[ Current Make-up ]: None
[ Current Hair ]: Down.. parted down the middle, like always.
[ Current Annoyance ]: My face itches.
[ Current Smell ]: Computers(Warm plastic smell)
[ Current Favorite Artist ]: Salvador Dhali(sp?)
[ Current Desktop Picture ]: Best Desktop Ever.
[ Current Favorite Group ]: Brule

[ Current Book you're reading ]: Brave New World
[ Current CD in CD Player]: I borrowed my CD player out.
[Current DVD in player]: Last one I watched was Ronin Warriors.
[ Current Color Of Toenails ]: Natural
[ Current Refreshment ]: None, sadly.


LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ]: Jeremy
[You Talked to ]: Titus
[ You Hugged ]: Jeremy, well, kind of.
[ You Instant messaged ]: Kristin
[ You Yelled At ]: Jeremy
[ You Kissed ]: My Aunt. (On the cheek)

FAVORITE...
[ Food ]: Shrimp in lobster sauce over white rice.
[ Drink ]: Pepsi
[ Color ]: Purple
[ Album ]: Californication
[ Shoes ]: My jungle boots.
[ Candy ]: Rochet
[ Animal ]: Felines
[ TV Show ]: M*A*S*H, at the moment.
[ Movie ]: Uhm.. Spirited Away.. LotR.
[ Dance ]: I don't dance.
[Song ]: My Immortal (Evanescence)
[ Vegetable ]: Onion
[ Fruit ]: Peach
[ Cartoon ]: Cowboy Bebop, Invader Zim

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ]: My only honed social skill is this.
[ Open-minded ]: Quite
[ Arrogant ]: Never
[ Insecure ]: Hardly
[ Interesting ]: I'd hope so.
[ Random ]: My randomness might have a pattern.. so...
[Hungry ]: Always
[ Friendly ]:Yes.
[ Smart ]: I score well on tests, but that means nothing.
[ Moody ]: Yeah.
[ Childish ]: I try not to be.
[ Independent ]: Yesh
[ Hard working ]: When I have to be.
[ Organized ]: I'm either obsessively organized, or not. And since my organization is too obsessive, it takes too much time, so no.
[ Healthy ]: Kind of.
[ Emotionally Stable ]: More or less.
[ Shy ]: Yes. At least around people I don't know well or when people comment on my art. Really shy.
[ Difficult ]: Sometimes, yes.
[ Attractive ]: *laughs* I'm female, and females have a mindset, so you can never get an answer close to the truth on this. I don't feel I'm hideous, though.
[ Bored Easily ]: Kinda, yeah...
[ Messy ]: Disorganized yes, messy, no.
[ Thirsty ]: Yes.
[ Responsible ]: Yes.
[ Obsessed ]: Compulsively, if I'm not careful.
[ Angry ]: Rarely ever.
[ Sad ]: Sometimes
[ Happy ]: Content when I'm with my friends.
[Hyper ]: Sometimes.
[ Trusting ]: I'm selective with whom I trust. I trust those I consider friends.
[ Talkative ]: Not really.


WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ]: No one.
[ Slap ]: Pres. Bush
[ Get Really Wasted With ]: I don't drink.
[ Get High With ]: I don't do drugs.
[ Look Like ]: My self.
[ Talk To Offline ]: Talia or Kristin
[ Talk To Online ]: Ryan
[ My Name Is ]: Aimee
[ In The Morning I Am ]: Dead weight.
[ All I Need Is ]: Friends.. and food..
[ Love Is ]: Overrated and rarely understood.
[ I'm Afraid of ]: Losing my friends.
[ I Dream About ]: being chased, maimed, injured, and occasionally war and weird stuff.

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[ Pictured your crush naked? ]: *shudders* No. I dislike nudity.
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ]:No.
[ Been in love ]: I feel I'm in love right now. I can only hope, I guess...
[ Cried when someone died ]: Yes.
[ Lied ]: Yes.

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[ Coke or pepsi ]: Pepsi
[ Flowers or candy]: Candy
[ Tall or short ]: I'm strangely attracted to short guys.

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do u notice first?]: The eyes.
[last person u slow danced with]: Jeremy. I stepped on his feet a lot.
[worst question to ask]: Are you a virgin?? (Ugh, today's society with its tallymarks on their bedposts.)


-W H O-
[makes u laugh the most?]: Kristin
[makes you smile]: Jeremy
[gives u a funny feeling wh... ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1637511/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1637511/ Tue, 06 Jan 2004 09:38:23 PST "Blinkies!!"
That was very bad, you aren't trying hard enough. One more time:
"Blinkies!!"
That'll have to do.

Ooookay. .

I'm better now!! *dance for joy* I'm still kinda tired, but I'm well rested... if that makes sense. I took a nap after class. I missed dinner, so I had to walk in the cold down to McD's got harrassed by bums on the way, fun. Then I slept some more!!! *yawns* More sleep would be nice... maybe another nap after class today. Mwah.

I crave those Ferrero Rochet chocolate thingees. Mmm, hazelnut.

I will also be writing less Journals and sorting through the deviations in my box less because for this, the month of January, I'm buckling down and working on the play I need to get done by graduation.

If I have the time I'll be deleting unwanted drawings today.

Friendly-type people thingummies(Blinkies!!):


The only club I'm in so far:
(Another blinky!!)

Check it out: I miss you Anna!!! She's got lots of beautiful art.

(If you haven't noticed, 'Check it out' is my featured artist section. This's gonna now be random and will change whenever I want. Hah. Mwah....) ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1632486/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1632486/ Mon, 05 Jan 2004 08:36:43 PST Had to do the train thing twice, 'cause I crashed the first time. Not good. And I practically crapped mah pants when that Weapon attacked and I thought it was gonna kill me, but I made it go away.. I needs to level up. And to stop talkin' like this.

I don't mind staying up all night if I'm not alone. But when I don't sleep and it's not because I'm 'hanging' with a friend it takes me back to a place I don't want to be in. It's an eerie paranoid feeling, and also so empty. I can't stand to lay awake in total darkness and silence, I have to have music playing... My radio is crap, so I played my game all night. So I wouldn't feel alone. Despite the fact that there are three others in the room with me, they aren't really my friends, they're roommates, and they're sleeping, so.. still alone.

I know you're thinking, "Geez, she talked like this in her last journal, she's not gonna make a habit out of this, is she?" I hope I don't, but the winter months do this to me. Heheheh. I write these kind of journal entries more for myself anyway, because I like to think that I wouldn't put a bunch of people through reading my crap unless they wanted to. And thank you to those who do read this, because it's a giant waste of your precious time, for with every breath you take you die a little bit.

Oh, , Thank you for the Prismacolors. I thanked your mother in the car, but I'm not sure if she heard me. I'm still trying to think of why I deserve them, but I do know now I can use them to color in all the drawings I'll do for you in the future. I will try to get the Twins done ASAP.
I will also be writing less Journals and sorting through the deviations in my box less because for this, the month of January I'm buckling down and working on the play I need to get done by graduation.

I need a hug, I just realized...*eyetwitch*

Anyway, I'm uploading Kaiba today, and mayhaps a few other little doodles. I'm also thinking about deleting a few drawings from my gallery that fit both categories of 'not commented on' and " Aimee doesn't like this drawing anymore'. Of course the latter without the former is also means for termination, if I see fit.

Ah f@*$! It's not proper to cry in public. One must maintain one's composure.

Friendly-type people thingummies:


The only club I'm in so far:


Check it out: One of the nicest people I've happened upon here, excellent art.

(If you haven't noticed, 'Check it out' is my featured artist section. I'll try to keep the same artist for at least a week, because I know I'll update my journal more than that[Plus I don't receive too many visitors, blah blah..]. I look not only for 'good' artwork but for a 'good' person.
And like always they are in no particular order.) ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1617366/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1617366/ Fri, 02 Jan 2004 02:36:07 PST
Oh, that last sentence made me realize just how messed up I am.. I suppose. Why am I so straight-forward with hostility?!
I dunno, I'm hardly ever hostile, so I guess I feel that if I am hostile towards someone that they rightly deserve it. I'm a real stick, aren't I?

I also feel like drawing something beautiful and put a lot of my feelings and emotion into it. I want to draw with a lot of love and care, despite the fact that my fingers are already sore from a drawing I just finished, and it's hurts to type using a certain few fingers. I want to draw, and continue drawing, at least until I grow tired. Fall asleep at my sketchbook, perhaps.

I also feel like eating. And sleeping, but I can't sleep if I want to draw... or eat for that matter, even though I've done nothing but eat all day. I'm serious. I woke up at 3pm, Kristin and I got Subway and then we went to see RotK and I was eating Popcorn and soda, and after that ice cream... I'm suprised I'm not eating right now. Well, I would be, but I have nothing within reach, really.. Erg, I digress too much.

And I hate Bush. I hate him sooooo much. I know my views are contrasting with others', but that's how I feel. Don't kill me just yet.

Yes, Return of the King rocked my fuzzy purple socks off. And as few short characters that I have, I'm a sucker for short people. Yes, I was in complete and utter awe of the awesome battles, and of Legolas climbing up that elephamajig-thing like a cat and wreaking utter havoc with that bow, but I was rooting for the little people.
I'd have to say my favorite LotR characters are Gimli, Pippin, and Sam. I have't picked a for sure favorite yet... I want to read the books, too. I'm more of a fan of books than movies, anyway.
And I can't help but giggle and think of Pie whenever I see Sam. Mwahahah.
And I laughed when I saw the Witchking dude because all I could think of was Talia's version of him dressed in pink astride a My Little Pony. *cackles*

I'm gonna draw until my hands cramp up and then I'm going to play FF7 until my hands are completely useless. Then when my hands are useful again I need to draw all the drawings for the play.
Oh yeah, I finished 's drawing of Kaiba for her Harem list. That's why my hands kinda hurt already.

Oy, I'm surprised if anyone reads my journals anymore, considering how much I rant and spout useless information like it could save lives. I should post more sensibly I suppose. But it'll probably never happen.

My friends: [I love you all. (Don't weird out on me for saying that)]
http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1597163/ Sun, 28 Dec 2003 23:56:24 PST
Well! It's been a while since I've been on! I commented as much as I could without my head exploding from all the deviations and journals I had in my box. O_o;

Okies! What have I been up to? I've been playing FF7! It has Sephiroth!! In all his evil glory!! Is it so wrong that I'm rooting against myself when I play? Sephy needs love, is all. And I cannot wait until he runs Aerith through.. although her limits have kept me alive thus far...

So did everyone have a good Christmas?? What'd you get? Huh? Huh? Tell me!! I got FF7, a watch and Pajamas. And Prisma color pencils, along with Spirited Away and Ronin Warriors on DVD. And other stuff.

I'm at Kristin's house right now. We watch PotC 2 1/2 times in a row last night. The second time we watched it there were audio commenteries throughout the entire movie by Johnny Depp and the Director. Very funny. And the third time there were audio commentaries by Kiera Knightley and Jack Davenport, but only scenes concernig them, mostly. Those two are hilarious!.

Oh, and the other day Kristin and I were exposed to Excel Saga by Crystal. O_o; That is truly an Anime series on some major crack. After watching it I had a dream I shrunk and fell into a vat of gummy-dinosaurs, and I turned into a chibi gummy, and the gummy-dinos started to eat me! I blame Excel Saga. Lord Ilpalazzo's kewl, though.

*sigh* What else.. Uhm, the recent issue of Demon Diary rocks. Monsters thought Raenef was a girl... *cackles* And then Eclipse protected Raenef and was injured in the process!! Which is apparently something that demons don't do. Ever. Yeh, you cen tell Eclipse likes him. He should just get it over with and say something. *pinches Eclipse's cheek* We're a prideful little demon, aren't we? Yesh we are!!It's like the Green Lantern and Hawk Girl, I mean, c'mon!!! It's obvious!! Anywho...

I'm done with my meaningless banter now. Stay crescent fresh, folks. Return of the King on Tues!!! Yay!

*****Friends!!*****

*****clubs*****


**********
Check it out:
Her art is a billion times better than she perceives it to be. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1538639/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1538639/ Mon, 15 Dec 2003 14:17:09 PST
I had a good weekend! I snuck an applesauce muffin out of Furr's(An all you can eat buffet-like resturaunt)!! And I had hot cocoa!
And I also got a cell phone!!
It's a motorola flip-phone. It's not brand new, but it's in good condition, and it's on my friend's account. I'm paying her $20 a month. Yay! So those who know me can drop me their number in a note to me. Or else!
(And you guys know who you are)
And then I'll send you mine.

I uploaded something new. It's a hand. Yep.
And I've only got one comment on my computer-colored Sanrei!! *sniffs* I was kinda hoping that I'd get more feedback, so far I have no idea if it's a good coloring job or bad. It's weird, I put down that comments are appreciated and it's like a subliminal message to smile and back away slowly. But I jest.

Also: I WILL have at least two finished drawings to upload tomorrow or else!! That gift to my Intern, and 's second Twins drawing.
And over the break if I'm in the spirit(and I prolly will be) I'll be drawing piccies for lotsa people. Just because.

And I have an idea for a contest! It'll be a coloring contest. It'll be fun. But not yet. Wait until I draw something color-worthy. n_n

~~~Clubs~~~

~~~Friends~~~


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Check it out: ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1525027/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1525027/ Fri, 12 Dec 2003 10:30:25 PST Ok, I know devArt's been a little funny lately, but now it seems to be better. It's growin' big.

Uhm... updates... Oh! I finished sketching Lady Justice for Don Lane, now all I have to do is transfer it to canvas or bristol or somethin' and paint it! Oy. O_o;
I still need to finish the second pic for so she can hang the Twins up.
I've been out of it for the last few days and I haven't felt like drawing a whole lot.
But hopefully today I'm better!
I colored something with photoshop. *points* It's my first serious attempt! Lookie! As you can also tell I scanned something. Lazy ole' Rich gave me access to his account long enough to fix the scanner problem, and then hook up another scanner on a different computer. So thanks to me, problem ish solved. And Rich too...with his admin. status. u_u

Christmas is coming faster than I expected. O_o;;
If I draw presents for people they won't come until after Christmas, and I can't buy anyone anything until I get paid on Wednsday.
*sighs* I hate being broke all the time. Gonna do something about that by the end of Jan or else!

I also need to draw a gift picture for my Intern, who is leaving Tuesday. She gave me a set of 8 prismacolors. n_n That was really nice of her.
And I wanna draw something for who is leaving for Jersey the 30th, but I won't see her after I leave on Wed. She loves it here, but I think she's not going to transfer because she's got friends and family in Jersey, which I understand.
And my friend Crystal ish comin' back for Christmas break and I get to see her and hug her and have her gnaw my arm off for not writing her because I suck at written correspondence! *cries* Anywho, that's happiness too.
*chews on a candycane* I enjoy the holidays, but for some reason I get all weird and wacked out in December, which is not fun.
I've been pretty good with my art lately so when I draw stuff for my friends I'll get it done soon!!

~~~Friends~~~

~~~clubs~~~
]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1511972/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1511972/ Tue, 09 Dec 2003 14:13:41 PST And only after you find out you can't donate do they give you a list of foods that you shouldn't have eaten with iron-rich foods because they make it hard for your body to absorb iron. I've been cancelling myself out the entire time.
So I'm typing with one hand; drinking to make me feel better. My fingers don't respond well to being poked then having the life squeezed outta them.

News: Scanner's still down, but at least Rich is acknowledging the fact.
*pulling hair* I've got to write a letter requesting to take another trade while I'm waiting to get into college! >_<

I'm still kinda down, kinda weird. O_o; Though playing 'Zelda: A link to the past' really helps.
For example:
Me- "Wahah! Die evil bush, die! *slash* Er.. Waggh! Bee!!!! *runs back and forth in panic before catching the bee* (later) Doo dee doo....*gasp* A foe! Attack, my evil death bee! Sting! Destro- Hey!! You killed my bee!!!" *cries*
I'll miss that bee.

*pokes devArt with a stick* *poke-poke*
I've been trying to upload my new avater all day.
It's of Ashurei, from War of Genesis (1 or 2)!
He represents both my affinity for characters of the white/silver/flaxen-haired sort and my subconcious fantasy of being a well-dressed bad-ass with a sword. Mwahah.

I've been using '-' a lot today.. *arches brow*

~~~~Friends~~~~


~~~~Clubs~~~~
]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1506684/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1506684/ Mon, 08 Dec 2003 12:01:44 PST
I just get 'down' sometimes. It's something that unfortunately happens to me on occasion, and I just need to wait it out. So this is why I'll be oh so polite and friendly, but for some reason not bouncing around in ecstatic joy like I sometimes tend to do.
So hopefully you won't notice too much of a change.
*sighs*

Oh yes, scanner's down. And until I remember to tell Rich that it is and he fixes the problem(since I don't have admin priviliges), no uploading of images from me short of a new avater I'm working on.

I've got a new friend here at Job Corps. Her name is Anna and she's from New Jersey and she's a very talented artist with a DA account!!
She's got the flu right now.

Ok, I have to go babysit the A+ class while the instructor's away. people!

----Friends----


----Clubs----
]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1493859/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1493859/ Fri, 05 Dec 2003 11:56:39 PST *kicks her Journal for loading before she wrote anything*
Eh, if that creates more than one message in your boxes, I'm sorry. Bad enter key... Bad.

*sighs* I found out I can't drink hot chai. It's like drinking crushed glass. And I love it so. I'll miss you, hot chai. I can still drink cold blended chai though. And yet, it just seems so wrong sometimes to drink any kind of tea cold. Heh.
Blah blah blah...

Okies!
Reminders for myself:
*Draw second chibi Twin pic for Kristin!!
*Draw panels for the SIATech play!
*Sketches of Lady Justice for Don Lane, lest he write me up. n_n;;
*Finish Kaiba piccie for Kristin, as well.
If I'm forgetting anything important, let me know!

Thanks and Hello to anyone stopping by to view mah page. n_n

Friends/Kewl Peeps



-----Clubs-----
]]> ~YumeNoKarasu http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1484287/ http://YumeNoKarasu.deviantart.com/journal/1484287/ Wed, 03 Dec 2003 08:41:08 PST Oh woe! *hand over forehead*

Heheheh. But now I will write:
News: My left leg hurts in two places. Don't ask why, I don't know, it just started to hurt for no reason. I've been limping for three days now. Fun.

Stuff: I never was into the whole bishounen thing.. but somehow I was conviced a while back to make a list. I don't regret it. I guess...
Ok, a while back I mentioned I'd be doing a series of drawings for and I consisting of our selected *ahem* bishounen. Our 'Harems' as we've dubbed them. Kristin posted her beautifully short list of 15 a while back, so now it's my turn. In no particular order:

1.Zechs(GundamW)
2.Roger Smith(Big O)
3.Spike(Bebop)
4.Gohan
5.Kaioshin/Kaiobit(^DBZ)
6.Kamui(X)
7.Malik(Yugioh)
8.Sesshoumaru(Inuyasha)
9.Vash(Trigun)
10.Nuriko(Fushigi Yuugi)
11.Bolt Crank(Eatman)
12.Guru Clef(MKR)
13.Loki
14.Skurai(^Ragnarok)
15.Eclipse(Demon Diary)
16.Dream(Sandman)
17.Stefan(Anne Rice's Violin)
18.Sephiroth(FF7)
19.Calintz(Magna Carta)
20.Xion(Bloody Roar)
21.Jack Sparrow(PotC)
22.Twin 1(Matrix)
23.Sanrei(Original Character)

It used to be so short!! 10! I should really raise my standards.
Just remember one thing: I am not a crazed fangirl!!*shudders at the thought* If you even think it, I'll dress you in a pink frilly dress and 80's glam make-up, then slap you silly with a tuna! A tuna!! *shakes fist*
u_u;;

----Friends(or really nice super kewl people)----


----clubs----


Maybe I'll start a featured artist or something, when I can trust myself to be consistent. And a contest. But right now I'm bogged up with stuff to do. I hope everyone has a wonderful day today. :Heart: for all. ]]> ~YumeNoKarasu