http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:YushiOfTheDesert&section=today deviantART RSS for by:YushiOfTheDesert en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 00:06:20 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/28595295/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/28595295/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:11:30 PST < I miss him soo much... sigh....
the lyrics to Intensity in ten cities-


I'm not the one that you want, I'll only let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for my...'

I think it's every time I walk into a room
a silence so sudden that I seem to hear it
(Smiles turn to frowns)
Contact saying that you are the rain on their parade.

And how long could you hang on to a word?
Tell me, how long could you hang on to a word?

I'm not the one that you want, I'll only let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for myself'

Or maybe it's all eyes on him
in love with ego and intention
the eyes that are just begging me for more.
This is gone and I can see it
your head is full of words,
full of words that don't mean anything.

And how long could you hang on to a word?
Tell me, how long could you hang on to a word?

I'm not the one that you want, I'll always let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for myself'

I'm not the one that you want, I'll always let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for myself'
(If that's how you feel, then what's there to do?
I'll keep this feeling in my heart
but when you look in my eyes, you will know the truth.)

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/28391526/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/28391526/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 09:51:09 PST < So I looked up the lyrics.... Yea Japanese people CANNOT say english very well, especially in screamo. I love the song lol I give them credit for trying to say fucker. XDD here is the whole song lyrics...
Lawlz


Benribenri banzai benribenri banzai
Benribenri banzai ningen
Benribenri banzai benribenri banzai
Benribenri banzai ningen

Hora biribiri ikarasuka? biribiri ikarasuka?
Biribiri ikarasuka? ningen
Hora biribiri ikarasuka? biribiri ikarasuka?
Biribiri ikarasuka? ningen

What's up fuanzai ippai
Hanzai kienai towani
What's up fuanzai ippai
(Uramini wana dare down?)
What's up fuanzai ippai
Hanzai kienai towani
What's up uanzai ippai

Ikiru imi tsumaranka? ikiru imi tsumaranka?
Ikiru imi tsumaranka? ningen
Ikiru imi tsumaranka? ikiru imi tsumaranka?
Ikiru imi tsumaranka? ningen

Hora biribiri ikarasuka? biribiri ikarasuka?
Biribiri ikarasuka? ningen
Hora biribiri okarasuka? biribiri ikarasuka?
Biribiri ikarasuka? ningen

What's up fuanzai ippai
Hanzai kienai towani
What's up fuanzai ippai
(Uramini wana dare down?)
What's up fuanzai ippai
Hanzai kienai towani
What's up fuanzai ippai

Hey hey ah ningen sucker ah nigen ningen fucker?
Hey hey ah ningen sucker ah nigen ningen fucker?
Hey hey ah ningen sucker ah nigen ningen fucker?
Hey hey ah ningen sucker ah nigen ningen fucker?
Hey hey ningen sucker! Hey hey ningen fucker?
Hey hey ningen sucker! Onorera eien ningen fucker
Ah ningen...

Bunmei yande huantei
Mirai ha sukuwaren white house
Zensekai ni warning!
Issaigassai ni kaikaku life

Benribenri banzai benribenri banzai
Benribenri banzai ningen
Benribenri banzai benribenri banzai
Benribenri banzai ningen

Hora biribiri ikarasuka? biribiri ikarasuka?
Biribiri ikarasuka? ningen
Hora biribiri ikarasuka? biribiri ikarasuka?
Biribiri ikarasuka? ningen

What's up fuanzai ippai
Hannzai kienai towani
What's up fuanzai ippai
(Uramini wana dare down?)
What's up fuanzai ippai
Hanzai kienai towani
What's up fuanzai ippai

Hey hey ah ningen sucker ah nigen ningen fucker?
Hey hey ah ningen sucker ah nigen ningen fucker?
Hey hey ah ningen sucker ah nigen ningen fucker?
Hey hey ah ningen sucker ah nigen ningen fucker?
Hey hey ningen sucker! Hey hey ningen fucker?
Hey hey ningen sucker! Onorera eien ningen fucker
Wameku saga
Henken inken ningen
Kusoda ugokidase ore fight

Suteki na seisai no kiba kara
Tenteki no sonzai wo tatsu
Tenkeiteki na mesaki no yoku kara
Change dekinai koku

Manuke boke no sensouron hibou ni kenasou
Manuke boke no sensouron hibou ni kenasou
Manuke boke no sensouron hibou ni kenasou
Manuke boke no sensouron hibou ni kenasou

Hey hey ningen sucker
Ah ningen ningen fucker

What's up people!
lol Boy was I wrong. ><

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/28251769/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/28251769/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:06:27 PST 2. Last phone call → Grandma
3. Last text message → Chad (LAWLZ ASKED HIM WHAT THEY GAY CHANNELS NUMBER WAZ)
4. Last song you listened to → Uboric Forums (Cynic)
5. Last time you cried → 15 minutes ago (Aaron... ><
SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice → yea...
7. Been cheated on? → Idk
8. Kissed someone? → Yesh
9. Lost someone special? → Mhm.
10. Been depressed? → What a Question.
11. Been drunk and threw up? → Yes, not fun.

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Dark red/red
13. Black
14. Dark blue
15. Purple

HAVE YOU:
16. Made new friends → Yes
17. Fallen out of love → Still in love with meh 1st person i've ever really truly been in love with..
18. Laughed until you cried → A couple times.
19. Met someone who changed you → Idk...
20. Found out who your true friends were → Yes
21. Found out someone was talking about you → yea...
22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → yes
23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → 6 or 7
25. Do you have any pets → 2 cats 1 dog a lot of mice
26. Do you want to change your name → Maybe idk.
27. What did you do for your last birthday → HUGE party in a HUGe tent of my front lawn at meh dadz
28. What time did you wake up today → 5:55am
29. What were you doing at midnight last night → Sleeping/ thinking
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for → Seeing Aaron-chan... sigh...
31. Last time you saw your father → 3 mintues ago
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → My age.
33. What are you listening to right now → Cynic , Space for this
34. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Yeaaa
35. What's getting on your nerves right now? → Life.
36. Most visited webpage → dA, Myspace, Projectplaylist,
37. What's your name → Eostara
38. Nicknames → Star, Yushi,
39. Relationship Status → I'm a "promised Gf"
40. Zodiac sign → Taurus
41. Male or female or transgendered → Girl
42. Primary → girl?
43. Middle School → Pennichuck
44. High school → North
45. Hair color → Blueblack, dark dark brown, sum darkred and sum blonde
46. Long/medium/short → Long
47. Height → 5,4
48. Do you have a crush on someone? → A crush? >< more than tht
49. What do you like about yourself? → My eyes
50. Piercings → 2
51. Tattoos → Gah im supposed to get one with meh dad soon dammit
52. Righty or lefty → Ambedexterious BITCHES During teh summer i taought myself how to write with meh left hand! my dominant hand is teh right tho.
53. First surgery → When i was 11 monthes old my leg broke. mum dropped meh down teh stairs.
54. First piercing → Ears when I was a baby
55. First best friends → Garrett EW, Janelle ^^
56. First sport you joined → Soccer(almost)
57. First pet → A kitty named Toby-sun
58. First vacation → I guess Colorado last thanksgiving?
59. First concert → Aerosmith when I was a baby BITCHEz
60. First crush → My little fake kid one, kindergarden-3rd grade wud be Garrett. My real one, Chad in 6th grade. ^^
61. Eating → ><
62. Drinking → Nuin...
63. Already missing → Aaron...
64. I'm about to → Fucking Sleep.
65. Listening to → Three days grace- never to late
66. Thinking about → Aaron... Dammit...
67. Waiting for → this stupid shit to end so I can sleep

YOUR FUTURE :
68. Want kids? → heh.
69. Want to get married? → I dont believe in marriage, but if my person wud like to get married I wud request in a house, not a scary ass church. ><
70. Careers in mind → Tattoo Artist

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE Same SEX?
71. Lips or eyes → Eyes
72. Hugs or kisses → Both are good
73. Shorter or taller → Same height or taller
74. Older or Younger → Older
75. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic at teh right times and a little spontaneous
76. Nice stomach or nice arms → Tummy!
77. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
78. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship (So now i just get the difference. wow tht answers a lot... AUGH IM GUNNA KICK SOMEONE NOW!)
79. Trouble maker or hesitant → Trouble maker as long as they dont get hurt..

HAVE YOU EVER :
81. Drank hard liquor → Yesh I drooled tho ><
82. Lost glasses/contacts → Broke 5 pairs lost 2 pairs
83. Had sex on 1st date – no wtf?
84. Broken someone's heart → sigh...
85. Had your own heart broken → SIGH...
86. Been arrested → Lol no
87. Turned someone down →... ]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/28161487/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/28161487/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 13:42:08 PST < It's weird yah no,
Mom- "Oh hunny watcha doin?"
Me- "...Uh..."
Mom- *looks with surprise* "Wtf? I will just leave u alone..."
Me- "ITS NOT LIKE THAT! augh..."
Or,
Dad- "What are u doin..."
Me- *Tries to change the browser page* "Nuin..."
Dad- *Reads one part* "...Star... Lemme read it after."
Me- "Perverted boys..."
So anywaysz.
Since im terrible at coloring I cant find myself wanting to finish coloring the sora pic. I dont have enuf confidence. >< Me sorryz. Well ima go get readi for my concert. Ttyl my readers...

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/27832406/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/27832406/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 10:08:03 PDT
]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/27748093/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/27748093/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 16:13:55 PDT But onto the main thing i suppose...
Im currently coloring the sora stuff. As im guessing it's not going to be good because im STILL not good with STUPID COLORING!!!!
Plus, I dont have a scanner I take pics with my damn phone.... so it bLOWZZZZZ epically. AUGH. And thats about it, so ttyl...

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/27581340/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/27581340/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 15:14:45 PDT I also wanted to thank EVERY SINGLE ONE of my yaoi/yuri fans. It makes me feel so happy everytime I get a buncha favorites. I really wanted to take the time to thank you all. ^^ I wanna make a surprise for all of u, Idk what though. I just feel so loved right now. ^^
I also entered a bunch of my drawings that I haven't been able too, and im coloring one now so.
And if you have any tips for me on coloring better please tell me because i know im terrible at it and I really need to get better. ^^'''

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/27554389/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/27554389/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 08:51:46 PDT < So anwyays, Me and Aaron were doing good for a little. I kind of don't wanna talk about much of it right now. I'm gunna try to enter more drawings soon. Sigh... I will tell the good news though. He said he liked me. I will post the exact txt..
"Yes, the more I talk to you the more I end up thinking about you."
Thats the only part I remember of it, I wrote it down sumwhere. I was trying to guess a part of another txt he sent me...
Him-"Your trublsum because the more i talk to you the more i... to be continued."
Me- "When will i know the continued part?"
Him- "never"
Me- well when you feel like telling me do it. though i will make assumtions..."
Him- "tell me them and ill tell u if ur right."
Me- "Ha so i embarrass myself and get my hopes up? i dnt think so."
Him- "Pls Eostara you may get it right" (He calls me Eostara for sum reason...)
Me- "Sigh...Like me?"
And then he told me the 1st thing. it was so amazing. ^//^ He told me when i went to a (MY FIRST EVER) concert on Monday. I went to C 5 bands, the one i remember is Born of Osiris. ^^ I was grinning like a fool in the middle of a heavy metal concert with my dad. XD but now it's not so good... I will tell l8r...
Side notes-
Ok people. Kanji, is the lettering for both CHINESE and JAPANESE. The love symbol, for example. i'm sure you all know it. "愛". That is love for chinese and japanese. there writing for things is the same, Just said/pronounced different. there tongue language is almost entirly different, just the symbols are teh same. I know love as "ai", or I love you, is "Aishiteru". but in chinese it's something completly different, though the symbol stays the same. I'm teaching myself how to speak,read, and write it right now... I'm pretty good at it. I know a lotta random things like water is mizu and Earth is Tsuchi... Fag is okama which i wudn't say cause it's mean... whore is yariman and shuttup is either damete-yo or yamete-yo... iforgot which one b/c one of them is stop it... and theres another way to say shut up but it the literal meaning for that one is be quiet/settle down... yama means mountain... ya jest random shit. lol EVERYONE knows how to say believe it. Dattebayo XD omg kakashi means scarecrow. and his last name, Hatake, means feild. SO WEIRD. but yea me gots to go so bai bai.

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/27062198/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/27062198/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 20:28:06 PDT K so it starts out like this.
The 1st time i met him was at that party thing in my journal on aug.11...
the 2nd time sucked so hard but it was so amazing at the same time.
Ok so I was at chads with Brendo, Aaron, Chad, Jrod, and Sean. We were all playing super smash bro's brawl, as usual. Me and Aaron were getting along better but still being mean to each other. The seating arrangements were...
A COUCH
Jrod, Brendo, Shawn, me, Aaron, and then chad at the end.
K so anyways, Chads bro comes downstairs(He has a mental problem thingy) Drunk off his ass, and slams strait into the door. I flinch, and Chad pauses the game.
"I F**kin hungry." Derek trips over the cords, barely keeping his balance, and gets into the kitchen where chads mom is. Chads mom is yelling at Derek, telling him to stop acting stupid and to calm down. Derek gets mad and starts breaking things. then we heard,
*CRASH* then Chad's mum yelling. Chad and Jrod immediatly jump up from the couch and run into the kitchen. Now, i love chad like a brother so im already startin to tweak thinking Derek is gunna hurt chad. I nervously eye the kitchen entryway which i couldn't see into because of the wall next to it bulges out farther. Aaron keeps his eyes locked on me.(Makin sure I dont do sum crazy shit i suppose) And then I hear another scream and a bunch of movement and attempted grabs at Derek. I heard chad say stop really loud, and gasp. then i subconciously grab Aaron's hand and start to cry. Then they all came into the livingroom, chad trying to hold Derek back. I'm crying my eyes out, and Aaron is not sure of what to do. then when they start to shove and yell Aaron puts his hand on my cheek and turns me to him.
"It's ok Star. Hun, look at me. Can you look?" I looked into his eyes, terrified. " Everything's ok, everything's alright. don't take your eyes off me, understand?" I nod, trying to attach my thoughts. He put his hand on my leg and stroked lightly, reassuring me. I obviously didn't find it embarrassing, because I was so scared chad was gunna get hurt. Jrod sat on the couch for a sec, and Chad was holding on to Derek's arm while Derek was Screaming at Jrod.
"Everyone f**king blames me! It's all my f**king fault, right? RIGHT?" He was screaming sum crazy shit, and then turns around and pushes chad.
He. Pushed. Chad.
Without thinking I tried to jump up, but Aaron wudn't let me leave him. He said Derek wudn't hurt Chad. He only pushed him a little, he wasn't hurt. Chads mom was crying, and jrod was up again when derek started to yell at his mom again.
Brendo is quiet, along with Sean. I'm freaking out, and Aaron said I was repeating to him, "Don't let him hurt chad don't let him hurt chad... Make sure he's ok make sure hes ok..." But I kinda don't remember. Derek pushed His mom and she fell and cried, and then Jrod punched derek as hard as he cud in the face and started kicking him in the stomach. Derek went to grab Jrod and he was really about to kill him. I was worried about Jrod to because I care about him a lot as well so I started to say his name. not as much as chad though. Brock came downstairs just in time to distract Derek for a second, giving Jrod a chance to bolt. Chad opened the door and told Jrod to run and Jrod was out the door and down the street before I knew what was happening. Chad's mom told him to go upstairs while she called the police. Derek went outside with Brock while Brock(Brock is chads OTHER brother) was trying to get him to chill out. I was holding on to Aaron, telling him not to leave me and him promising me he wudn't. and then derek came back inside with Brock.
This is the best part.
Derek ruined his arm, thus ruining his tattoo by scraping CD shards he made across it, and then he sat down. He looked at his arm.
"Who the f**k did this? it was Jrod wasn't it? Im gunna kill him. i will. I need money. I need..." He grabbed the wii and started out the door with it, and everyone got up off the couch saying, "no put it down, put the wii down." Sean is like, " you don't have to do this." If i wasn't panicking, I wud have died laughing. Then brock stopped him by telling him it was his. Brock is more friends with Derek than Chad or Jrod is so yea. but after a while the police came, got derek, and then they talked to us and asked us questions. his mom said there wasn't any violence. (Pssh) He's her son she's not gunna rat him out like that. But yea. Aaron made me feel so much better and that started the bond between us. We played the wii afterwards, already laughing about the situation after Derek left and Jrod came back with a semi-blackeye.(Idk how he got it i dont remember)
There's another story that happened last nite with Aaron and me, but im... ]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26742642/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26742642/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 20:35:49 PDT < he's so annoying. I like Lee better than him and thats saying something.
lol
*sigh* welcome to walmart, how may i help you Eh?
lol Walmart greeter... Naruto Abridged... Good times...
Anyways...
So if YOU wanna see Darker than Black it's on ON demand in the cutting edge in funimation anime. ^^

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26688961/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26688961/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 09:35:40 PDT < I figured out how to color it with the layers and stuff anyways. im so happy... ^^

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26536851/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26536851/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 21:21:47 PDT ..........
I was sleeping ova chads. It sucked so bad when I was there. His mom threw a HUGE party, loud ass music, and so many friggen people.
TOO MANY.
I'm not racist or anything, but that party almost made me. A mexican kept bothering me and chad and pissed off chad wicked bad and then the mexicans friend pulled him away. He was a drunken asshole. I muttered, "That stupid Effing mexican shud go back ova the border."(im so sorry to any mexicans that this offends i was really mad i didn't mean it >< He (sadly) heard me, but walked off. My (new) friend Aaron sat with me and chad, telling us he wud sit with us until all the people left because he was afraid one of us was gunna cause a fight. (mostly me, cause when I get pissed I wud say anything...) Aaron is awesome. He's 19, loves Naruto, and is cute. Me and him bickered wicked bad throughout the night because of Super smash bro's brawl.
"God star you keep killing me!"- Aaron
" Well, if you didn't suck so bad I wouldn't be!"- me
"O-ho-ho, it's on."- Aaron
It kinda went on like that, and everyone else was like, oooooh! when one of us would make a smart ass comment. He is so awesome...
anyways so the whole night stressed me and chad out wicked bad. I got a txt from my dad (3 in the morning we were all still up, the party had not stopped) saying cassy (my little sister) We weren't ever going to see again after the next day cause she was moving to florida. So I told him i would come ova the next day at noon. I got 4 hours of sleep after the party left, (And Aaron slept next to me on the floor ^^''' He kept rolling over closer to me. I think he likes me ^^) and i got a text from my dad at 10am saying, "im outside."
I said, "dad i said noon im sleeping" and we argued and he called me inconsiderate about my sisters feelings and I felt bad so i got mad and told him to go away. (I was going to ask him to get me l8r) he said, "fine. Don't ever call me ever again. Ever." And I started to cry in front of all of chad's brothers friends (Aaron, Brendo(Brendon), some other person, and chad. No one noticed exsept chad. He kept sending me txts that were really mean. I was so in shock because my dad never said anything like that to me ever, no matter what I did. My depression grew and I was stuck at chads house til 6:30pm b/c thats wen my mom got outta work and cud pick me up. Aaron, b4 he left, noticed I was crying nxt to chad(Chad had no idea what to do exsept let me cry next to him) and he asked me if i was ok. I said,(on accident... I hate telling people my problems. o.< "my dad hates me." He didn't know what to say either. I kept crying. Then, my mom came. I said bye to chad and got on with the rest of the day.
I kept asking him if i could go over and he didn't answer me. my mom talked to him about what happened and he said he didn't mean what he said... eventually he answered me and now im ova here. I'm afraid he still duzn't love me anymore though. T.T sigh... that's all i felt like writing 2nite. bai bai

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26449589/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26449589/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 17:07:37 PDT Kankuro- UNCLE EXPENDABLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLE!
Everyone else- SHUT UP KANKURO!
(uncle expendable is Yashamaru LOL)
I'm so freaking bored. I don't know why. and I want chinese food.
Mmmm Chinese food....
*drools*
AUGH STIR FRY IS AMAZING.
I had something worthwhile to say i just can't remember what!
DAMMIT!
CHIKUSO!
AH!
oh wells. bai bai

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26288387/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26288387/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 00:34:32 PDT
-Iruka-Ok, im gunna put u guys in trio's.
-Some random BG character-Trio's? why Trio's?
-Iruka-Because you touch yourself at night.
LOL

-Iruka- ok, naruto, your'e with Sakura...
-Sakura- ah f**k.
-Iruka- and , the emo freak.(SO MEAN!)
-Naruto- aw snap.
- Sakura- good things do happen to bad people! (AHAHAHA)
DOUBLE LOL

-Iruka- well I paired up all the important people.
- Random BG character- What about us?
- Iruka- ur not important enough.
- RBGC- My mom says im special.
- Iruka- ya well, ur moms a skank.
- RBGC- At least i have a mom.
- Iruka- Oh, Tu-SHey.
TRIPLE LOL

-Sakura- I wonder why Sasuke doesn't like me... im only a horrid bitch 99% of the time.
-Sasuke- what are you the other percent of the time?
-Sakura- A Leprachaun!
-Sasuke- yeesh, sorry I asked.
Lolzz

(HAS ANYONE NOTICED AT ALL SONIC THE HEDGEHOG KINDA SOUNDS LIKE SASUKE AND THERE BOTH BLUISH AND YAH??? just throwin it out there...

Ok, to close up my meaningless journal, heres the last one!
Sasuke to Sakura- Sakura, im about to say to you what naruto fans have wanted to say to you for a long time. Shut, the hell up, you Fussbag.
AHAHAHA

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26281490/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26281490/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 17:11:35 PDT - I have completly stopped eating cow. Im not a vegetarian. I eat hotdogs, just not hamburgers or steak or spagetti and meatballs. YUCK MAN. I don't like how they sometimes kill cows so... ya. (FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO LIKE EATING COW PLEASE DO NOT READ THE NEXT COUPLE OF SENTENCES, ESPECIALLY IF YOU THROW UP EASILY) They hang them upsidedown and slit their throats and let them choke on their own blood until they die. how mean is THAT?
- A couple of my favorite videogames of all time are-
All Zelda games
All Sonic games
Kingdom hearts 1,2, and final mix (and hopefully birth by sleep or keyblade wars, w/e their gunna call the next one)
Tak and the power of juju (I really dont understand either...)
GTA (YES SHOOTING PEOPLE LOL)
Only a little dance dance revolution. I like the japanese techno ^^'''
Spongebob videogames (If you don't know who this is, I would like you to get off your chair, run outside naked, look for the nearest highway and stand about in the middle of the street where cars are heading towards u at speeds the vary from 60-90 miles per hour!DDD)
Naruto ultimate ninja storm (whether u are a naruto fan or not, I ultimately reccommend this to anyone who loves mission anime games YAY)
Oblivion (I am a complete sucker for the elder scrolls)
Spore(yes)
Trauma center(this is actually one of my worst videogames ever. I will explain the (very amusing) story in a sec)
Final fantasy ALL (OMG i have never actually got to play it, i watched my step dad play and it was one of the best games i have ever seen in my whole life. WHOLE LIFE PEOPLE.)
yea and probably a bunch more that I can't seem to remember... OH YEA!
SUPER SMASH BRO'S MELEE AND BRAWL!!!! (I am better than most GUYS at this game lol my best characters (DONT LAUGH!!!) is Peach (eheh... I alwayz make the name say HOR or LISA(from the movie obsessed) sometimes =3 on a good day.) Link, kirby(on a good day...) sometimes pikachu, and ya.)
-I have a big secret!
- Im not telling you the big secret!
-you know why???
- cause it's a secret, you dumb.ass.
-I likey teh Gaara-chan! Gaara yayayayayay
- Naruto abriged is the funniest F'ing youtube vid. ever. well one of the funniest.
- so yah. im done my very random thoughts...

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26244416/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26244416/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 22:57:12 PDT ) they must get so much bullshit from people. I try not to look at any of them so i dont get mad. lol I usually dont comment because i know they probably have enough stress from otha people. sigh... Naruto and Sasuke yaoi for the win. even though, (all of us Naruto fans know its true...) there really is no... yea... love between them. *screams* I gained so much respect for the show it feels weird looking up naruto yaoi in general. ^^ I suppose it's a good thing... >< so anyways....
I have basically done nothing this whole summer. I want to hang with Rhi! MEH! I have hung out with Alyssa and chad. Oh and chads brotha and his friends. Black Cris is teh best! He's so funny during videogames!
MARIO KART DOUBLE DASH
Jared(chads bro)- Dammit, almost had that corner.
Macheck(Yes, thats his real name. hes polish, I think.)- ima win you guys.
Me- ...(no 1 notices im in 1st until...)
Black Cris- Ok, who is 2nd player?
Me- me (giggle)
Black Cris- Well ima F**k u up son!
Chad- *laughs*
Black Cris- *throws red shell at me*
Me-*Throws green shell backwards b4 it can hit me*
Black cris- GOD DAMMIT!
Jared- Oooh, now u f***ked UP
Me- *laughs*
Black Cris- no, ima get ch'uu just wait.
NEXT ROUND
Black Cris- im catchin up, im catchin up, 2nd playuh is about to get owned...
Me- i suggest u dnt go ahead of me...
Black Cris- why, so u can WIN? *gets ahead of me*
Me- no, because... *Shoots red shell and F**ks him up PLUS I speed away while a blue shell registers him 1st still and hits him*
Black Cris- ...
Me- What did I tell you? *laughs*
Black Cris- u know wat, Star? ima f**k u up, just wait.
Me- Heehee...
Chad- *laughs hysterically*
We played 18 rounds in baby park and I won everytime Black cris was about to win. LOL

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26161935/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/26161935/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 23:44:14 PDT Like Jesus?
Yes Naruto, like jesus.
Really!?
Not not REALLY!
oh.
...................
Jiraya-Uh, tht works too.
Gamabunta- WHO THE F**K ARE YOU!?
Naruto- I'm Naruto, and I summoned you!
Gamabunta- BULLSH*T!
Naruto- Well thats a nice mouth you have on you...
Gamabunta- SHUT THE F**K UP YOU F**KING ******!
Naruto- well, now that I summoned you will ya listen to me?
Gamabunta- F**K NO!
Naruto- how about, if I hold onto you for a really long time?
Gamabunta- DAMN! WHY DIDN"T YAH SAY SO F**KING EARLIER!?)
Yes, naruto abriged. so funny best youtube videos ever invented. LOL
I'm so sick of yaoi with Gaara in it. COME ON PEOPLE! WHAT IN HELL WERE YOU THINKING WHEN YOU DREW IT? there wicked, wicked, amazing, beautiful drawings with lovely color and perfect pose and astonishing anatomy. BUT. Gaara. IS. NOT. A. GOOD. YAOI. CHARACTER. it's plain CREEPY to see him doing eh and blah and being with ew and yah! I'd rather see sasuXNaru any day than that. I mean, Lee and Gaara. WTH triggered that? him saving Lee??! Oh, sorry he decided to actually be a decent person by saving his FUGLY ass from total destruction. HEY! I have a brilliant idea! lets make yaoi out of something that makes no sense at all! JESUS CHRIST!!!! Sasu Naru makes so much more sense. He kissed him, he talks about him all the time, he thrives to be better than him, there always trying to get him back... I know hes not it's obvious he doesn't REALLY like him but it's the most sensable yaoi. well, Sai kinda acts a little to friendly sometimes, but he's sai he doesn't understand to well. ANYWAYS! I'm just saying that Gaara shud not be included in ANY of people's SICK AND TWISTED fantasies of yaoi! Yaoi is amazing and I'm not saying it isn't, it's just spine tingling to see ANY pics of Gaara in it. wouldn't it be funny if the characters, in one episode, looked at all the fan art and stories of themselves? Can you imagine Sasuke's and Naruto's faces? AHAHAHAHAHA! ZOMG! Gaara would get really mad and crush the computer but ya. I can't imagine what Lee would do. Or any of them for the matter.
SO ANYWAYS AGAIN.
I just felt like ranting about how Gaara shudn't be included in any yaoi shit... cause it's just embarrassing and disgracing and blah and ew and yah. Why can't there be pics of him killing Lee or smiling happily or... well yah. >< Sorry to those *cough* Sick twisted *cough*(holy fuck that was a wicked bad cough) people who like the Gaara yaoi (excuse me while I throw up), i just felt like ranting. Don't comment if your gunna be a whore. I'm sorry i respect the show a little to much for it.
Don't COMMENT IF YOUR GUNNA BE A WHORE!
*REPEAT*
NO WHORE COMMENTS!
NO PORCHNINJA COMMENTS!
NO STUPID ASS COMMENTS!
NO WHORE COMMENTS!
NO WHORE/SLUT/BITCH FUCK COMMENTS!
I'm sick of it! ( ha I wanna see the invisibility cloak!(oxymoron))
So meh meh meh.

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Wil u ever love me like on that night, without any fears, tears or fright? wil u love me like on the sandy beach, with wind, blue skies, and all attention on me? and how abt that cloudy rainy day, where you chased all my hatred away?

Yar. ^^

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/25110923/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/25110923/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 16:27:11 PDT < but I ruined it. lol im such an idiot. but ya I'm really BORED. see jew l8r.

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/24931130/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/24931130/ Sun, 24 May 2009 19:59:46 PDT ANSWER-
January(put a love emocon)
Febuary(put a joy emocon)
March (put a wow! emocon)
April (put a anger emocon)
may (put a sadness emocon)
june (put a fear emocon)
july (put a neutral emocon)
August (put no emocon)
september (put no emocon)
october (put no emocon)
novemeber (put no emocon)
December (put no emocon)

REASON FOR EMOCONS- it says how many sads, happies, loves, angers, etc. so it will be easier to see how many pples have each one. smart idea, huh?
"Never say good-bye because saying good-bye means going away, and going away means forgetting."
- Peter Pan

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/24908690/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/24908690/ Sat, 23 May 2009 14:09:19 PDT ) I love fighting but I never actually thought of ligit killin someone. Well I have but yah everyone has. I really wanna destroy people sometimes. It feels odd! Idk. I have seen to much unreal death(in anime and stuff's) to actually realize the preciousness of human life anymore im guessing. and since naruto is amazingly violent I love fighting, (ive always loved to fight but it grew with that show) and Gaara-chan is sorta my bad/good influence. I really REALLY need help. XD

Also My b day was a week ago. ^^ I got pretty amazing stuff. KH2 T-shurt, Hunted(part of the house of night novels), Leaf village symbol necklace(WAAAH I WANTED SAND VILLAGE!), Blood+ manga 1(even tho I already read it 5000 times at borders lol),30 seconds to mars CD(the kill, amazing), 155$, My hair streaked red, Death note movie 1(watched it then bought 2nd Heehee and cried when L died AUGH!), A herpes plushie(I know, wtf), Coloring stuff's, And A whole shit load of B-day cards!!!! omg! yah that's about it for da update. Oh, and I thank you so much my yaoi and yuri fans for being patient(or trying to be) about the 3rd chapter. I know its annoying... Sigh.

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/24666010/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/24666010/ Sat, 09 May 2009 09:27:50 PDT
then I'll walk the night.

I'll be a quiet light in the endless darkness surrounding you...

protecting that kindness in your eyes.

This is...

my wish.

Toya said this to shizumasa-sama in volume 4 of gentleman's alliance cross which is so epically sad. its so surprising in here because you find out shizumasa is just a stand-in, a double, for the real one, which is the little boy Haine fell in love with. If you notice, the younger one had a little bit of lighter hair. but, the double was there when she told him she loved him and she wanted him to fell in love with her when the were younger, and thats why the darker haired, or the double, does love her deep inside and doesn't like to hurt her. spoilers man.

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/24547818/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/24547818/ Sat, 02 May 2009 12:27:05 PDT [link]. The regular flu has killed over 10 times the amount of people swine flu will EVER kill. holy crap! sometimes People, suck.

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/24430926/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/24430926/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 16:08:35 PDT
- Dir en grey AND
- Gan shin

Dir en grey is on projectplaylist, but gan shin isnt. They are found on myspace. +D

Dir en grey has Kyo who is so omgz hot. lol

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]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23597501/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23597501/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 18:09:28 PDT
OMg my friend Mike G was getting chased into the woods and lost his shoes and the people who were chasing him threw them into a lake! those dumb prick BASTARDS! I WILL OWN THEM WITH SAND TSUNAMI AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA -ehem- sorry to much video games....

amazing minkeys are dying LOL

GAARA-CHAN NEEDS TO BE HUGGED!

I DONT THINK MY FRIEND WAS HUGGED AS A CHILD! POOR CHAD!

GAY PEOPLE ARE AMAZING -hugs the gays- YAY

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23469957/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23469957/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 12:35:12 PST
THE GUY WHO PLAYS GAARA PLAYS A GUY WITH LONG WHITE HAIR IN BLEACH, AND A GUY IN DEVIL MAY CRY 4, AND FATE SOMETHING!!!!! LIAM O'NEIL IS AMAZING!

GAARA OF THE FUNK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

BEING HAPPY IS LIKE PEEING YOUR PANTS, EVERYONE CAN SEE IT BUT ONLY YOU CAN FEEL THE WARMTH.

YOUR MOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AMAZING

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23436007/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23436007/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 15:51:07 PST I never write yuri, usually yaoi cause everyone likes yaoi. So I was skimming through some of other peoples yuri's to get an idea and stuff... well I have read yaoi's but none like the yuri's. The yuri's are sooo violent and way better at the "hot" parts XDDDD seriously though. MOST of them had people tying other people down and raping them! XD holy chit I had no idea it was soo funny I was tearing....



YURI IS VIOLENT NOT FOR LITTLE KIDS!

HANNAH MONTANA MAKES LITTLE CHILDREN WANT TO CUT THEMSELVES!

FAIL! YOU CAN DIE NOW!

MY BF IS WAY HOTTER THAN EDWARD CULLEN!

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23397306/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23397306/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 11:32:52 PST
So far I have requests from-
~ Itachi~roxas on drawing Mukuro being dressed up as Roxas! Since The pic of him is chibi, Ima probably make it chibi.
~ Kathlaidaprincess on drawing her characters Noodle and Cookie which I can't draw. But it was still a request!
~ Tracey-sketchit on drawing her friend Joey. Lol I can do that!

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23340839/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23340839/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 10:51:19 PST
SYSTEM OF THE DOWN YO

THREE DAYS GRACE AMAZING

UR MOM . COM OWNS ALL

I love this show The whitest kids you know. XD FUNNY SHIT MAN.

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23079532/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23079532/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 10:29:43 PST
]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23058024/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/23058024/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 10:06:56 PST I'm terribly happy!

The one problem is I sprained my ankle so I have a hard time walking. LOL My friend alyssa chased me (she claims she was just going to sit down but... WELLL I THOUGHT SHE WAS CHASING ME, OK????) So I jump twisted to smack her so she wudn't hit me, LOL and I fell on my foot wrong. XD It felt horrible but It's getting better so yah. I will ttyl...

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/22762526/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/22762526/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 15:04:30 PST [ ] Aeroarcophobia - Fear of open high spaces.
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[ ] Agateophobia - Fear of insanity.
[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness
[ ] Agraphobia - Fear of sexual abuse.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Amnesiphobia - Fear of amnesia.
[ ] Astrophobia - Fear of stars or celestial space.
[x] Automantonophobia - Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues, or anything that falsly represents a sentient being.
[x] Athazagoraphobia - Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting.
[x] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds. I hate open spaces with lots of people it fails.
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.( I love getting shots are you kidding me???)
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.( wtf is an angina?XD)
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[ ] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure. ( ROFLMAO)
[ ] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.( I would rather be alone... ^^)

B
[ ]Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[x] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.(James joke, Alli Henderson... yah im afraid of ugly people. LOL)
[ ] Cainophobia - Fear of newness, novelty.
[ ] Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
[ ] Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.
[ ] Chorophobia- Fear of dancing.
[x] Chronophobia- Fear of time.( I hate time... Time isn't real, only a way to keep our schedule. o.OOO)
[ ] Coimetrophobia- Fear of cemeteries.
[x] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.(I hate it when people make fun of me and it makes everyone friggen look at me.)
[ ] Cypridophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.
[x] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors. (At night o.OO)
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks
[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[x] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns. (clowns... discusting things.)
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[x] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists. (I hate the dentists! they FAIL!)
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[ ] Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
[ ] Diplophobia- Fear of double vision.
[ ] Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
[ ] Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.


E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.
[ ] Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.
[ ] Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.
[ ] Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge.
[ ] Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of loneliness.(nah I don't really mind ^^)
[ ] Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.

F
[ ] Febriphobia - Fear of fever.

G
[ ] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[ ] Genophobia- Fear of sex.
[x] Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old.(Growing up... to be old... the one thing I never want to do... o.O)
[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public. (I hate speaking in public.)
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.
[ ] Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.
[ ] Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun. (Why would you be afraid of the sun? lol unless ur a vampire, but those are the old fasioned ones.)
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water
[ ] Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.
[ ] Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
[ ] Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666.
[ ] Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.(Does this make any friggen sense???)
[ ] Hylephobia- Fear of materialism or the fear of epilepsy.
[ ] Hypengyophobia - Fear of responsibility.

I
[x] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.( I have a horrible fear of doctors)
[x] Insectophobia - Fear of inse... ]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/22761437/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/22761437/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 14:15:28 PST How could anyone... be truly in love with me? I have been lied to before... How do I know if they are telling the truth? Shawn... Eddy... which one...
I have only fallen in love twice. Gaara and Mike. That's it. I only love Shawn and Eddy. I'm not in love with them... although I would rather be with Eddy because I can see him more than I would see Shawn. But Shawn likes anime and stuff I like... Eddy likes the same music and isn't so christian... augh... what do I do? :/ Neither understand why I love Gaara, which doesn't help... T.T ah man... I might as well go with Edward for now. Shawn I won't be able to see really, so I don't see the point. And plus, he's 17. That I am really feeling guilty about. He has never had a GF besides me (a year ago, then I broke up with him) and another girl named Lucy. that's it, and he's 17! He's not even that bad of looking. He could truly be in love with me. I wish he wasn't though. It's causing me confusion and pain. Loveain. That's it. T_T I really wish I couldn't feel love for anyone except Gaara... That's it. I don't know what to do... o.OO

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/22678373/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/22678373/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 16:52:31 PST
Gaara's B-day- January 19

Hahaha!

Yah Im going to anime boston, along with my friend janelle and Alyssa and my otha friends are going, Rhi(Rhea, rhii, Rea, howeva she spells it now) and her friends Sam and Kyle, I think his name is... I'm going as probably my own made up character from kingdom hearts, mixed with Gaara-chan. I'll draw a pic of what im gunna wear... Janelle I think is probably gunna be someone from it, or maybe someone just made up... I have to get a keyblade. I have no idea from where though. lol I don't wanna make one, it wud fail... I'm gunna have to order one or sumthing... Or I cud be a heartless, I don't really know. It wud be easier just being a heartless. lol Or a nobody. that wud be amazing. Alyssa wants to be someone from Naruto I think. She should be Hinata because she kind of looks like her, just she is dark skinned. XD she could probably be anko tho. XD

A scattered dream is like a far off memory, and a far off memory is like a scattered dream.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAARA-SAMA! I LOVE YOU AND HOPE YOU GET EVERYTHING YOU ASKED FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/22641403/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/22641403/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 20:39:44 PST Hair...
[] straightener
[] curling iron
[] mousse
[] hairspray
[] gel
[] other sprays
[] bobby pins
[x] round barrel brush
[] blow dryer
[x] mirror
[x] you have dyed your hair
[] you have or had highlights
Total: 3

Eyes...
[x] black eyeliner
[] other color eyeliner
[] eye shadow
[x] mascara
[] fake eyelashes
[] eyelash curler
[] eye shimmer
[] colored contacts
[] stunna shades
[]eye makeup remover
Total so far: 2

Lips/Teeth...
[] clear lip gloss
[] red or pink gloss
[] lip stick
[x] chapstick
[] lip plumper
[] electric toothbrush
[] teeth whitener
[] lip liner
[] more than 15 lipglosses
[x] toothpaste
Total so far:5



Complexion/Overall face...
[] blush
[x] moisturizer
[] face wash
[] bronzer
[] makeup remover
[] face wipes
[] powder
[]cover up
Total so far:6


Nails...
[x] nail polish
[] filer
[x] nail clipper
[] nail buffer
[] cuticle remover
[] nail hardener
[] nail brush
[] Fake nails
[] nail scissors
Total so far: 8

Overall Total: 8
Now, add your score and multiply it by 2


Then, repost as "I am 16% obsessed with my looks" LOL

]]> ~YushiOfTheDesert http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/16861725/ http://YushiOfTheDesert.deviantart.com/journal/16861725/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 22:45:27 PST HEY VICKY FALLON STAY THE F*** OFF MY PROFILE OR ILL KICK UR ASS!

I would be happy if I got a bag of sand for my birthday and/or for christmas.

Well, to start off, I'm a girl. My name is Yushi. My real name is only known to my bestest friends... eheh. Also, I know it looks like I'm a noob, but i have been on deviant art for 4 years. I was deleted in my other account for being underage or something. I am an atheist, whether you like it or not. I adore anime, and as you probably figured out, I love Gaara of the desert. I'm so obsessed with him. But i don't want to be his girlfriend, like most fan girls. I understand that he doesn't know what love is, and i totally understand his pain. So i just want to be his friend. I know hes nice now, though, like most fan girls don't understand. I also know that he dies... T_T but Naruto, that old lovable blonde, brings him back! *dances* But, theres one who killed him. One who i would LOVE to kill. Deidara, of the Akasuki. I hope he dies. Well, he does actually. Sasuke kills him, even though he went evil. In the end i believe he turns nice again... right after Sakura heals Gaara. Sasuke kills him! You people also have to realize, I get all this info from my friend. I try to watch the episodes, but i keep forgetting. T_T dammit... but anyways.... I have loved Gaara since may 26, 2007. I remember, telling my friends I love him and stuff. It was quite interesting. Rhi thought i was crazy, Katie doesn't really support my beliefs with it(well what i think after i die anyway), and Alyssa understood, only because she loves him too. I don't hate other fan girls, its just the ones that say gay things like,"I'm going to have Gaara's first baby," and shit like that. That drives me crazy.

whats really sad right now for me is that my dad is starting to have a paranoid episode again. He keeps scaring everyone with death looks and he keeps asking me if i have been doing drugs. I have never even lit a cigarette. I tasted beer and wine, and spitted it all out because it tastes like shit. My dad is an awesome dad and lets me do what i want, doesn't do horrible things, and all my friends like him. Just not when he is like this. Its creeping everyone out. I just told him that if he ever wants to see me again he has to fix his paranoia problem somehow. I don't care if its taking more meds. I just don't want him to go to the mental institution again, right near my birthday. I will kill his doctor. >
There's one more thing im obsessed with. Blood. blood is so yummy... I wish i had cups full of it. I know it's kind of creepy... lol but a lot of my friends like blood too. Blood is so good... I crave it at certain points. Sometimes, i can see a person dancing in slow motion with heavy metal in the background dancing in blood. I can see it falling in raindrops. I know I'm weird. lol But it tastes so good, you must agree. It's something you get addicted to after to much of it. > I'm crazy lol
Ya my dad is a lot better now, so I am a lot happier. My dad means a lot to me... no matter what. He is the parent I can go to, even though I'm a girl. Usually I can go to my mom, but when I break down about things, she tells me it's not real. (hint hint the Gaara stuff...) I love my mom, but sometimes she doesn't help the problem. My dad for some reason thinks like a computer. It doesn't always tell you what you want, but it tries to fix the problem. LOL
My best friends that i truly couldn't live without are Alyssa, Rea, Chad, Janelle and Rhi. They are my siblings that were lost when born. lol I love them to death. and if they never came in my life i probably would be lost. Chad saved me once, Rea is always there, Janelle is someone i can talk to, rhi has saved me lots, and Alyssa keeps me going without falling. ^.^

My favorite anime's are-
Naruto
the old pokemon episodes
the old Yu-Gi-Oh episodes
Sakura wars
death note
Full Moon Wo Sagashite
blood+
Samurai Shamploo
Ninja nonsense
Hellsing
ghost in the shell
.hack//legend of Twilight
loveless
strawberry panic
Mamotte Shugogetten
Avatar the last airbender(Prince Zuko is mine.)
Elfin lied
Tide-line blue
ah my goddess
my-HiME
I!My!Me! Strawberry eggs
chobits
Tsubasa


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