http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Yuto-Gioke&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Yuto-Gioke en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 05:21:19 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/17500136/ http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/17500136/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 20:38:26 PDT
I know what you'd tell me - is the hormones fault - and that I can read about it in every specilized magazine I can put my hands on, and that I was told the same by every women I know that has been already a mom.

But guess what? All this feelings, all this fragility and vulnerability that I wished never to experience again, is not something you understand in the beggining, oh no, you have to live the moment to do it. And for me, sucks. I'm telling you, all the things I'm feeling... I cannot control them, I can't take them in my hands and do all my magic tricks to ease them... Crazy, ah?

And something else has come that I almost vowed I would never feel again with my sisters: being afraid to be hurt. I know that is not for me, is for someone else that I love with all my being, but it is being afraid all over again. And now that my elder sister is coming to live with us again, I don't know what's going to happen. I can hear the tic-tac of the time bomb.

I know that most of my friends won't read this, but I need to say it: please, take care of me. I may not seem like it, but I'm really sensitive and all I do is to cover this fact up. I don't like it, to say the truth, but I need you all. And when I say this, I mean ALL of you.

C-ya!

]]> ~Yuto-Gioke http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/16324076/ http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/16324076/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 01:27:23 PST
I'm tired, I am so willing to sleep, but... between the stupid birds and my boyfriend's snore I have to say, I'm having a hard time to sleep.

I'm awake since... 4 in the morning... and I got to bed at 3, so I only slept for an hour. This can't be good for us, really, I'm no resting at all like this, and I'm supposed to rest. I'm craving one of my sleeping pills right now, but I can't take one, can I? I know where I hid them, so fucking tempted...!! But no, I can't.

And now I'm hungry. Just my luck.

One last thing: STUPID HORMONES!!

]]> ~Yuto-Gioke http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/16144294/ http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/16144294/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 20:13:53 PST
Well, because of the reason I have been thinking a lot about... well, everything and everyone. I miss several someones, but one specially... I want to tell them I need them, I need them really much, I feel a little lonely without them, I want to laugh with them, I want to talk about everything and anything... I just want to be there, looking at them, as I used to...

And for 2 special someones, new friends you can say, I wanted to tell them that I thought you would be there to share my happiness now that I need you, but you dissapeared in action... What happened? Why don't you answer? Do you realize how much I need you both?

And last but not least, I wanted to tell my boyfriend THANK YOU. Thank you for everything, love.

Well, I wish you all, known or not known people the best, I wish all your dreams and hopes come true with time, that this New Year brings joy and happiness and everything you wish for.

Happy New Year for all!!

]]> ~Yuto-Gioke http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15756588/ http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15756588/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 21:49:19 PST
First of all, being like I am, I wouldn't give up if she's all I want, I mean, I'd try to charm her, to know what she likes, and use every chance I've got to make her understand that I am the best prospect. Overall if she cares about me. I'm starting to think I'm obsessive...

But if she turns me down, oh, I'd keep trying... Until I understand... or until her boyfriend or any other person breaks all the bones in my body...

And I'd tell her that I won't give up, even if she don't want me, I wouldn't...

I know this sounds like I want all men chasing after me, but it is not that, I just think that I would persist if that person is what I want...



P.D.: and, just for a friend of mine, who pictured me as a man saying PATO, WEON, PATO!!

]]> ~Yuto-Gioke http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15654788/ http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15654788/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 19:12:41 PST
My dad even gave me flowers. MY DAD GAVE ME FLOWERS AND I WAS SPEECHLESS!!! It's very hard to leave me speechless, believe me... I don't remember when was the last time I received flowers from him... The thing is I had a really good lunch and a very good day. And I feel like a big girl but at the same time I feel like I always do: just a girl.

I hope that everything goes perfectly now. Just please, this is for my friends, I'm very afraid, I need your support, so please... The decision is taken, anyway, I'm not going to change it, but I'd like to count with you...

]]> ~Yuto-Gioke http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15503051/ http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15503051/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 05:49:46 PST
That's what I told my teacher today when she told us that we were copying in our works. Well, without the fucking, of couse, that'd be a little... contraproductive. But, I tell you, I didn't copy anything, I translated on my own, as always...

I'm a little upset by this, but I also am laughing, because how you can prove something like that... I should get some pictures of me translating in my house and recordings too and informatic proof that he didn't send me anything... and present those to my teacher. Sounds fine, doesn't it?

]]> ~Yuto-Gioke http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15365148/ http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15365148/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 16:24:47 PST
And is the issue of the classes. I know this is my last year and all, but I want it to finish already! I want to be sleeping and resting and playing and thinking about what should I do: sleep some more or read or write or just be? I think is November's fault, with its spring-summer smell and warm to hot days and... well, everything that November has.

I know I'm just bitching and that I'll miss my classes later, but now I don't. I don't want to start the week, I don't want to go to classes and explain my teacher why I missed a test (I had to go to the doctor urgently) and just say "I'm here again".

I'm so fuckin' tired... of mind...

]]> ~Yuto-Gioke http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15337270/ http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15337270/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 20:03:31 PDT
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Don't remember what it means, but... Is it good? Don't know...

I want to say I'm happy now and I'm enjoying it. The dark clouds had passed, as I said before.

]]> ~Yuto-Gioke http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15291982/ http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15291982/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 19:02:01 PDT
I'm an emo girl, now. What the hell happened to me? Too much sadness... and why I can't stop it? This is starting to piss me off... and I have a 'voice' (yeah, sorry, I call you 'a voice' now) bugging me... Is not about you, pal... It's my own fault, as I told you in my fotolog...

I hope this ends soon. I'm a happy person and I do not deserve be sad, so... I also think that this kinds of things are like periods of time, that are going to pass. Like clouds in a sunny day.

That.

Kisses and hugs for everybody!!

]]> ~Yuto-Gioke http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15263391/ http://Yuto-Gioke.deviantart.com/journal/15263391/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 19:05:45 PDT
I'm supposedly translating, which... is not true... Anyway, I should...

But since I'm babbling, I want to say that I like writting... Too much time has passed since I wrote something, and I miss it. So, I'm gonna say that I'm practicing with this stuff.

That, I suppose.

]]> ~Yuto-Gioke