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]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/17794320/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/17794320/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 11:32:12 PDT For now, I stole this from . Thanks again.

Name?
Kamil

Age?
22

Turn on?
Glasses!

Turn off?
Cockiness and no respect for others.

What do you smell like?
Tropical fruit.

What do people tell you you smell like?
A baboon. But seriously - oranges.

What is the weirdest thing you've ever found in your pocket?
A dead butterfly.

Ever stuck anything up your nose? If so, what was it?
Never did.

Have you ever done anything weird with food? What?
Yes..... can't say.

Do you like to do something that you don't think many other people like? What is it?
Yes, I think so. I like re-creating songs I hear and remixing them, for example.

Where's the weirdest place you've fallen asleep?
Bathtub.

Ever done it in a cemetery?
No...

Ever had a premonition? What was it and what happened?
Yes, I think so. A few even. In one case somebody died.

Ever gone to school/work without underwear on?
Hmm... yes.

Ever had an experience with a ghost?
Possibly, I'm not sure what it was.

With a UFO?
I don't think so.

What's the weirdest thing you've eaten?
Not much. Sea food (crab, shrimp). Blood sausage. Chicken heart. Some people consider meat+fruit or something sweet a weird combination.

Ever wet yourself in public?
No, I didn't.

::::Word Association::::


Penis:
Popsicle...

Flange:
Headphones

Monkey:
Brain

Banana:
Chocolate

Masticate:
Um...teeth?

Pork:
Clive Barker

Melon:
Yellow rain coat

Bellows:
Russia

Sore lips:
Lemon

Flashlight:
Knife

Elephantitis:
Pain

Blue:
Forest

Cheese:
Bee

Sticky:
Honey

Jam:
Strawberry

Narf:
Pinky

Kipper:
Yazoo

Nut:
Fire

Ripple:
Silver

Pinch:
Red




::::Stuff::::


What's the most retarded thing you've ever laughed at?
My friend's pants falling off. It was her own fault too.

Ever seriously scared anyone by how you looked at them?
No, but I did/do seriously scare everyone by how I LOOK.

What's the weirdest thing someone has accused you of doing/being?
Bullying a classmate. O_o

Ever woken up with something stuck to your face? What was it?
No... The keyboard.

Ever had hallucinations? What about?
Last night, my window was wide open and I swear I saw something black flying into my room, making a slight noise.

Ever drank anything with something gross/weird in it? What was it?
Almost. Friends poured alcohol into my juice at a party. Thankfully, I noticed something was wrong.

What's the most embarrassing thing to ever happen to you?
Many things. One day, when I learned we were getting shots at school, I got so scared, my nose started bleeding and I collapsed unconscious in the classroom.

What's the scariest dream you've ever had?
It was something about a dead priest with white eyes, a forest and a burned body of a girl I knew.

What's the most stupid thing you've done recently?
I just spilled soup on myself a couple minutes ago. Ha ha.

Ever done something really cruel but funny to a friend? What did you do?
Yeah, I did. I accidentally stabbed her in the head with a dagger. It was just a little cut, thankfully. Wasn't so funny when it happened.

Ever got your finger stuck anywhere? Where?
Yes! The heater, last month. Stupid me.

Bored?
Yes, I'm kind of bored now. This quiz if fun though.

Have you ever cut or injured yourself?
No.

If so why?
Because I'm careful.

When was the last time you did it?
Last time was long ago. I was cutting meat or something.

How many times have you done it?
Cut meat? A lot.

Does anyone know you Cut?
No, I usually don't ask for permission when I want to eat something.





Have you ever........


smoked?
No and never will.

drank?
Nope. Same as above.

tried to kill yourself?
No, that's illogical.

seen somebody die?
Nuh-uh.

done something illegal?
Yes, I have. Sort of.

choked?
Yeah.

been in a... ]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/17648535/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/17648535/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 09:22:35 PDT Thanks!


The Unasked Questions
70 Questions Guaranteed You've Never Answered...

Would you kill your neighbor?
Nah, she's a nice lady. Whenever she bakes a cake or cookies, she always brings me some.

Whats one word that describes your last fight?
My last fight? The one in elementary school? Intrigue. After the fight, I knocked my own tooth out in order to get the guy in trouble.

What were you doing ten minutes ago?
Playing a stupid video game.

What's the last movie you saw?
X-Men III

What did your last text message say?
"Thanks, bye"

Who have you talked to most today?
Tony

Do you carve pumpkins every year?
No, I never do.

Color of your shirt?
Orange.

Who's on speed dial 2?
My ex-best friend.

What's your favorite season?
Winter. But only if there's snow, otherwise it's Spring.

How are you feeling right now?
Angry, sad and cold.

What did you do this weekend?
Making gifts for my friends. I'm proud of how they came out, especially since I've had no experience with making such things.

How many times have you moved?
2

What is the last thing you touched?
My nose?

Would you do anything for someone else?
Yes.

Have you ever been called a punk?
Yes, most people used to call me that when seeing me for the first time. Pink hair and a dog collar.

Was yesterday better than today?
Yes, much better.

What is your ring tone?
Final Fantasy victory tune.

Do you have a favorite number?
Yes, and it's 4.

Are your grades good?
Partly. My grades were excellent in some classes but below average in ones I wasn't interested in.

Do you hate anyone/anything?
No, I like everyone/everything.

Does your best friend have a myspace?
Yes, he does.

If you could meet anyone who would it be?
They know who they are. Other than them, there's not really any celebrity I'd like to meet.

Last time you went out to lunch?
I don't think I ever did.

Do you have any music you're ashamed of?
Sort of, it depends. Some E-rotic albums and a big collection of Enka (Japanese folk music).

Have you ever gotten into a physical fight with a member of the opposite sex?
Yes, I have. There was blood, even.

How old will you be in 2 months?
22. My B-day was 6 days ago.

Do you think you'll be married by then?
Yes, I think so. O_o

Do you have one or more Britney Spears cds?
No CDs but there's a few songs I like.

What did you do last night?
Still working on those gifts. Printing out and cutting something.

Are you a Lost fanatic?
No, never seen it.

Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
No, but I like a few of his songs.

Do you ever sing in the shower?
Yes, always.

Whats your favourite movie?
I like a lot of them, couldn't say which one is my favourite.

Why is your relationship status the way it is?
Many reasons. My location, my looks and my personality are three main ones.

Do people ever spell your name wrong?
Yes, my last name is complicated/weird to non-Polish people.

Do you believe everyone has a soulmate?
I would like to believe it.

Can you sing?
Yes, I can.

When was the last time you cried?
5 minutes ago.

Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
Yes, and some people don't realize yet, how serious and annoying it is, for me and for others.

Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
No, never.

Do you know how to knit?
Yes, I do.

Do you have a job?
No, I don't and I wouldn't even know what job would be good for me, since I'm so lazy and antisocial.

Is there anything currently bothering you?
Yes, many things.

What are you doing right now besides this survey?
Trying to relax by listening to artificial sounds of nature, generated by my computer since there's hardly any nature here. How ironic.

Do you know how to play poker?
Yes, I do.

Baskin Robins or Coldstone?
What?

Physics or chemistry?
Physics.

Facebook or Myspace?
Neither.<... ]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/16991136/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/16991136/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 10:34:39 PST
Happy Halloween, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year. Happy Valentines. Did I forget anything?

Submitted new crap.

Created a new account for my friend, please check it out.
[link]

I think that's all. Thanks for 12,000 hits.

*ki

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/14834985/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/14834985/ Sat, 29 Sep 2007 01:11:50 PDT
Tired, can't speak properly.

70's Disco rocks.

Also, please forgive me for not thanking for every single fave, but know that I am really grateful. Right now my priority is to answer all of the comments I've received. I feel really bad for not answering anyone for such a long time.

The "thing' is not here yet. What if... I don't even want to think about it.

P.S. Anyone interested in the Paranormal? Tarot reading? I'd like to know what you think about it, if I should believe what it says, possibly adjusting my life according to it, to avoid the fate?

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/14762034/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/14762034/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 17:36:47 PDT
Hello everyone, I hope you didn't miss me.

It's been a few months since I did anything on DA. Uninspired and tired of everything.
But now things got a little better so I've decided to return, at least for now.

I wonder how many people are mad at me for disappearing like that? Feel free to state your opinion below, I don't mind.

But I'm glad that I came back.

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]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/13104236/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/13104236/ Sat, 26 May 2007 18:04:00 PDT Saw moon. Can't sleep. Can't breathe.
Obsession.

Also, Ms. Suicide Stalker, stop doing this please. I don't want to be your friend, didn't you get the hints I gave you? Is blocking you on every possible account I'm using not clear enough for you?

Have a nice day.





...falling

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12864540/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12864540/ Sun, 06 May 2007 14:46:11 PDT I don't like being mainstream but... yeah....

I've broken my promise.

Toothache, can't sleep.

I'm addicted to you.
But you're not here.

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12847318/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12847318/ Sat, 05 May 2007 01:52:32 PDT
I keep seeing those Artists whose art is MUCH better than mine but they get so little pageviews and almost no comments/faves!
I thought it's time to change this!

So here's an (alphabetic) list of Artists who I think deserve much more attention than they get. Oh and if I didn't feature someone - please forgive me! It's nothing personal
So visit their sites and comment/fave a lot plea~se
...or else...




http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12834210/ Thu, 03 May 2007 22:48:53 PDT
]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12812691/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12812691/ Wed, 02 May 2007 07:10:07 PDT
Feeling weird.

I hate my photography lately. It's dull and uninspired.
So I quit for now. For a few months.
Vector art? Who knows.

I've decided I'll learn to play the guitar. I have two, one classical and one electric, but some of the strings are missing. I doubt I can find a shop selling strings and musical accessories in this poor excuse for a city though.

Yeah, it's May. And I'm sad.

And it seems my plan won't work after all.

So... yeah. It seems my life will be over soon.

I don't know. I wish someone could help me but it's not possible.

I don't want to be lonely anymore. It hurts.

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12686413/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12686413/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 03:03:12 PDT The situation is really tense. Things may go wrong any moment now and I'm so worried.
Also waiting for some important thing to happen is killing me, makes me psychotic, I'm being rude to everyone. That's why I've decided to break contact with my friends until I'm feeling better. Sorry! It's for your own good, I don't want to lose my friends because of my stupidity.

Hmm... what else?

- Got really good at GH2. But not perfect.
- I'm scared of what my reaction will be. 5th May. I'm scared.
- Got rid of the stalker.
- I am a bike thief.
- Trying to design weapons. I'll post the results soon. Probably.
- Learned that certain people really care about me and it made me so very happy.
- I'm a selfish asshole. The worst friend ever.
- "Lost" a friend but gained a "new" one in his place.
- Made someone almost commit suicide.
- Almost committed suicide myself. Again.
- I love you.
- My head is messed up and I think I'm starting to hear voices.
- Feeling really sick because all this.
- Other than this I'm okay. And happy. Yay.




My Dearest Friends:


http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12629451/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 08:13:00 PDT
Thank you ~

Sorry for not answering any comments, at this moment I have 720 deviations and 1520 messages waiting for me and I'm too lazy to even start. Scary. But I WILL answer them all, just be patient.

By the way, I'm having trouble with that thingie in the upper-right corner (whatever it's called) that lets you view who's online and who's not. It just stopped showing users, blank page.

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12589777/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12589777/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 08:54:18 PDT Of waiting.

I just want to go to sleep and wake up when the time comes. I wouldn't miss anything important happening anyway. My life is so boring...

People from around the world don't seem to trust us, people from Poland. But I can completely understand them. We have the reputation of thieves. I'm ashamed of being a Pole. Ugh

By the way, if any of you know any good sites with some interesting photographic techniques, explaining what to do to achieve original effects, I'd be grateful if you told me. Right now I'm *trying* to come up with something creative but... yeah.

One of my friends suspects that he may have AIDS. What if he does? What should I do then? I'm so scared. I don't want to lose him


Map thingie!


Create your own visitor map!


My Dearest Friends:



http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12517582/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 22:26:59 PDT

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12504682/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12504682/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 02:57:15 PDT
(I don't really like Easter. Too bright and yellow and green and happy and... you know. Blah. I prefer Christmas.)

Cherry's () computer's dead! I hope she'll be able to get it fixed quickly 'cause I miss talking to her!
I'm just glad nothing happened to her or her family.

Today, out of a sudden it started snowing. HARD. Just for a few minutes, it's sunny and warm again.
Is it just me or was that TOTALLY random?

Anyways, the rest of the information is confidential but is contained in this lil' pic I submitted yesterday. [link] So if you're one of the very few people I trusted enough to tell about what's going on in my life, you'll know what it means! Simple!

For some reason I feel horrible today. Completely drained. Every muscle in my body hurts whenever I move and I have trouble breathing. Thought I may have gotten Flu again but the feeling's different.

And also it seems my Biorhythms are in some kind of "nega" state these days. Whenever I should feel bad, I feel great and vice-versa.

(八月~!)

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12439861/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12439861/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 21:45:11 PDT ) Birthday! Didn't want to say anything earlier because I didn't know if he would agree but he did. (I made him ) So make sure to stop by and wish him a (belated) Happy Birthday!



*GASP* Aki's mood has finally changed!



That's right folks - after all the horror I've been going through, finally a REAL hope's shining over my horizon. Not just my delusions. A real future for me. I'm so happy I can't sleep!
And I have recieved an Ultimate proof of trust from someone. Thank you so very much! I promise that I won't disappoint you!

Hmm... What else?
Someone has bought me a subscription for three months! Just like that!
I'm really grateful to him.

Thank you, !

As you can see, my Friend list is growing very quickly. Thank you everyone for your support! ^_^ Without you, I'd be a Nobody.






My Dearest Friends:



http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12410163/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 01:41:41 PDT I've never been able to fool anyone because I'm not a good liar. And I don't have any good ideas.

I hope that what I've been told today was just a lie too...

My Dearest Friends:





~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12372800/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12372800/ Sat, 31 Mar 2007 00:00:54 PDT
My Dearest Friends:





http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12358252/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 03:44:52 PDT
I tried cutting myself but too scared to do it.

Please give me the courage to kill myself.

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12345006/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12345006/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 08:08:34 PDT Now I'm old enough to drink and smoke!
...oh, wait. I don't even want to *try* these things. Yucky!

Oh, and I just learned that has hers today too! So cool!

I got my PS3 yesterday! Along with four games: Motorstorm, Resistance: Fall of Man, Def Jam: ICON and Virtua Fighter 5.
They didn't include the HDMI cable and I totally forgot about that so I had to buy it separately (glad I found it in one of the stores, Poland isn't so underdeveloped after all)

It turns out I'm THE spoiled brat. Emo too. Despite having all of this, I still sit here, crying my eyes out and I wish I was dead. Funny, don't you think so?

I hurt my best friend today. He feels like trash because of me.
Hey, Mr. Best Friend! I promise that I'll do the thing I told you. Don't worry.
Just continue being my best friend. And I'll give you stars.

Something creepy also happened. (Apparently this is visible only on my computer)
The thumbnail for my Batsu II picture turned into... Google Maps fragment, showing my best friend's address.
This crept me out, I can only imagine how scared he is.
Someone probably hacked it, but I don't know who.
I suspect one person though (one of my latest DA "friends"). They acted VERY suspiciously since the day we've met.
Hey you! Yeah, you know who you are! And I know it too! I'm not so stupid!
Quit this or I'll have to do something I really wouldn't want to do.

I think that's all. Maybe later I'll take some photos and put them in scraps for you to see.

Thank you everyone, you've all been so good to me!



My usual Friend list:

My Dearest Friends:


http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12297155/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 03:06:50 PDT

Also changed some of the answers.


Argh! My life's a mess these days!
I'm doing things I shouldn't do and I keep putting off important things I should have done long ago ><

Anyways, here's a tag I've stolen from
Yeah, I know what you're going to say "Oh no, not another one!". But you don't have to read it if you don't want to. I won't make you.
(I'm being self-centered again. Mmm... feels so good...)

Here goes:

1) Full Name: Kamil Z. (soon I'm going to change it to "V.")

2) Male/Female: Male.

3) Were you named after anyone?: Actually, yes. My Mom's best friend ^^

4) Does your name mean anything?: "Perfection" And it fits my personality perfectly

5) Nick Name(s): Akira, Aki, Zero, Cammy () and Big Brother ^^.

6) What do you think you look like...name-wise: Hmm... I'm not really sure. Someone told me I look like a David. And I think if fits quite well.

7) Date Of Birth: 27th March 1986.

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: I was born in the same town I'm living in now. Can't say where exactly though.

9) Nationality: Polish.

10) Astrology Sign: Aries.

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Tiger.

12) Religion: Catholic/Orthodox

13) Whats your favorite smell?: Citrus.

14) Political Position?: Not interested. I hate politics.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Mineral water.

16) Hair + Eye color: Blond/blue. But right now my hair's red.

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: No, I'm unique ^__^

18) What do you look like?: I look like... me. I don't really like my looks so better don't get me started.

19) Any unusual talents?: Huh... I have no idea. I have a perfect pitch, can re-create even the most complicated melody and I have almost photographic memory. I also remember places I've been to, down to every little detail. Makes creating houses in The Sims really easy ^^

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: I'm right-handed.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Gay.

22) What do you do for a living?: Nothing

23) What do you do for fun?: I play video games, listen to the music, chat with people online, take (and edit) photos, create music, etc.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: I work with photos, making manipulations, I can draw but not too well, I love working with vector graphic software. I also like sculpting in modelling clay but I'm not very good at it.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: I have no idea.

26) Have you met your grandparents?: Yes, meeting them at least once a week ^^

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: I'm single.

28) Crush: Yes...

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: None of them probably.

30) Current worries?: School, friends. As always.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): All of my DA friends, but my closest ones are Brandon, Cherry, Suzanne and Andrea. I contact them almost every day.

32) Favorite place to be?: My room. T-T The only place I feel safe.

33) Least favorite place to be?: Where there's a lot of people.

34) Do you burn or tan?: I have no idea, I don't sunbathe.

35) Ever break a bone?: Never. I've always been very careful.

36) What is your favorite cereal?: Chocapic Duo

37) Person you cry with: Just online. I never tell my real friends and my family what bothers me. I cry with Brandon, Cherry and Suzanne.

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: None.

39) Any brothers: Nope.

40) Any pets: Zero.

41)... ]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12279542/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12279542/ Thu, 22 Mar 2007 03:40:26 PDT
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1. I'm so sorry for almost not commenting at all
My mind is broken and it's very hard for me to put my thoughts to "paper" these days.

2. Criticism. Tell me what's wrong with my photos/drawings/whatever. I can learn and get better this way.

3.The weather's bad. Seems like Autumn, not Spring. Windy, foggy and rainy.

4. Eating Strawberries. I love Strawberries

5. I'll try to recover the lost files from my disk. Hope it works.

6. I want a Shakuhachi or a Shamisen! Now! ><

7. Shiina Ringo.


P.S. - I hate art. I despise art. But I'll continue doing it because you wouldn't let me live if I stopped.
Just realised that everything I do is worthless. I'm never good enough. And you know what? I'll make it my new sig. Because I'm not good enough for ANYTHING.

P.S. 2 - I'm severly allergic to Strawberries. I have trouble with breathing now.



My Dearest Friends:




http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12244204/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:15:40 PDT
Yay! ^__^

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12176008/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12176008/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 01:19:04 PDT He's so depressed and I can't even do anything to help him.

Brannie - please, be strong.


]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12143688/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12143688/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 12:40:11 PDT
I love being selfish and talking about myself, so you can tag me all you want, I don't mind!

Here goes:

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...

1.FINGERS: Akira

2.CHIN: askjikrta

3.ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: slots (O_O)

4.ELBOW: ewkl,mooiktws ()

5.NOSE: akira

6.PALM: sazIKLOIFTRESAZ ()

1.) List Four fandoms you have.
Final Fantasy, Sonic the Hedgehog, Silent Hill, MegaTen.

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
Actually - yes, I have.

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
Yes, I cut my hair and dyed them pink not long ago ^^

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.

1- My family
2- My friends
3- Everyone else
4-


5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
None.

6.) Which do you prefer white or black?
Black.

7.) Who is your most played character?
Huh? But... Huh!?
Emo characters? I don't know ><

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
Both.

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
Compassionate
Fragile
Psychotic

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
Invisibility.

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
Ness.

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Someone...

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head:
Silence
Earphones
Tears
Crystal
Pain

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
I wish I could be a better friend.

15.) Do you like the way you are?
I hate every single thing about myself.

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter
Winter.

17.) Choose, Rain or snow:
Snow.

18.) Water or ice?
Ice.

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
- I'm really stubborn. I fall, I get up and I continue with the thing I was doing. This is annoying to some people.
- I get used to people/objects too easily.

20.) Now tag 5 people who should do this quiz!
Hmm...
Right! Hope you guys don't mind!





My (updated) Friend list:

My Dearest Friends:

http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12127246/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 06:30:14 PST
Thank you~! TT_TT

1000 hits in two weeks

That's... a lot.

And

...thanks.

I promise I'll try even harder from now on.

Um... any requests?

I don't know what to do...

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12113009/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12113009/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 02:17:35 PST

I have a LOT of catching-up here. 10 Deviations (which I don't want to look at. At least not yet.) and 259 messages...

Did you guys know that the 70's and the 80's music and movies are really helpful when you're depressed?
Listening to "YMCA" right now

Hmm... what else?
I'll try to answer all these messages today.
Still not in the mood for taking photos or...

*EDIT 2* I'm going to start The Preparations today! Isn't that cool!?
I'll try calling my Uncle who lives in NY. We don't really like each other because he's my dad's brother, but he IS going to help me out if I ask him.
I'll ask him to help me with getting American Citizenship and to look for a place for me to live.
Still a year left but I'll start preparations now - don't want any unpleasant surprises.

*EDIT* By the way - yesterday it was the International Women's Day.
So - Happy Women's Day, my dear DeviantArt's Women and Girls! Luv ya!


And my usual Friend list:

My Dearest Friends:



http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12089295/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 03:58:12 PST I'll stay on DA though because I have some great friends here.

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12075899/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12075899/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 02:15:15 PST
Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.

The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.



ONLY REPOST IF YOU CAN READ THIS. CHANGE THE NUMBER AT THE TOP THOUGH, "ONLY __ PEOPLE CAN READ THIS...CAN YOU?" and go up a number if you can read it.

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12065054/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/12065054/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 09:16:05 PST
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. (yes, this actually happened)

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"

I am the teen who lost all his friends because I told them about me

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11996536/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11996536/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 06:06:16 PST
First (and most important, at least to me) thing is:
Here's my best Friend's gallery:
He's kinda new here but got really discouraged by the lack of response and I'm scared he's going to stop taking photos at all.
So I promised to advertise him a little (against his will of course ). Please comment a lot if you like his work so he gets more used to this place and to encourage him to submit even more of his works here.
And better be nice to him or I promise I'll deal with you appropriately!

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Here's the result of that "Top 3" thingy.
However, I've decided to use my (not so) secret technique again. "The RuleBreaker" !
And so, I'm going to post not five, but EVERY person who was so nice to post in this thread! Wa~i! ^__^
I just felt bad for people who didn't make it on time. I'm just like that and it's getting me in trouble all the time

So, let's begin (BTW, only three? So hard to choose! >_< ):


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Yesterday I've been watching "Hauru no Ugoku Shiro" (Howl's moving castle) and I really loved it. If you haven't seen it alrea... ]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11983477/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11983477/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 15:05:17 PST ). Got it from

The first 5 people who reply to this journal get put up here, along with three of my favorite deviations by them.

The catch is: You have to put this in your journal as well, so no cheating.

You must have more than a dozen deviations that I can pick my 3 favs from.

Please have something in your gallery (photos and drawings), or else I'll disregard the comment.


Another thing is, inspired me to find an old box with even older photos, scan them and put here. I've just finished scanning over 400 photos and now I'll work on them in Photoshop to see what I can do with them. So expect new things from me soon. Including baby-me

I think that's all for now. My usual Friend list:

Cool People:




... ]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11972868/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11972868/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 00:54:47 PST ^__^
I'd love to know what people around here think about me (Ooh! I'm being selfish again! And it feels sooo good! )
So please comment. A lot. ^__^
And be honest!

Any one that comments on this I will re post this and fill it out for them if you do the same in return. I think this will be fun to do for your DA friends.
......................................

answer this... what would you do if...

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I was drunk at a party:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I was sleepy:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:


::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

Temper:

Friends:



When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words:

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

What was the funnest thing we've done?

Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?



*EDIT* I've decided to put this here too. Stolen from . Thanks!

Rules
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Don't tag 5 people.
5. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Superstar (Nevarakka Mix) - Daybehavior
Oh YEAH!

WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
Tasking - Hamasaki Ayumi
Um... is that a "no"?

HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Say Goodbye - Chris Brown
So true...

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Cutie Chaser (Morning Mix) - Konami Style
I think that explains a lot
But no, I'm not like that.

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?
Holding on - Ferry Corsten and Shelley Harland
...I don't want to talk about this...

WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
Bloody Bloody Silent Night - Tales Weaver OST
O.O Kind of accurate...

WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
Feel the Beat - Darude
Yeah! No studying at ALL. Just music!

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
kiss o' kill - Hamasaki Ayumi
Really!? Okay!

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
Tomb Raider II Theme - Tomb Raider II OST
Does it mean that I feel comfortable and "natural" around them? It's not exactly true though...

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
Sublime - Ferry Corsten vs The Thrillseekers
Hmm... I hope so!

TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Star Gate Heaven (Fracus' Crazy Chill Mix) - SySF. feat. Donna Burke
If that means they're giving me everything I ask them for - sure!

HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
Riku - Kingdom Hearts II OST
Like Riku's? Well, kind of...

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Reviving Hollow Bastion - Kingdom Hearts II OST
Hey! Revive me too! X3

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
Never giving up - 98 Degrees
That's right! Annoying to some.

WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Next to you - Darude
Oh... I really hope it's true...

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
Live & Learn (Instrumental) - Sonic Adventure 2 OST
I wouldn't know. But I AM a stubborn person, rarely giving up.

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Tra... ]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11958948/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11958948/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 09:41:18 PST
But I'm glad. Thanks!

Whew. It was really hard to come up with all of these things but I came up with about 20 of them, keeping the rest for future tags!

The Rules:
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...

- I like singing very much. I sing almost all the time when I'm alone.

- I love helping people, even if it makes my situation worse or even if they don't want my help

- I never eat in public. Too shy. Once my friend (Adrian) has bought me an ice-cream cone (we used to skip school together ). And I was scared to eat it so I carried it all the way to my house! It was almost completely melted when I finally got there >_<

- Two words - Severe OCD. Checking my e-mail every two minutes, refreshing my desktop time after time, washing hands two minutes after I already did once, brushing my hair for half an hour, saving time after time in video games or in Photoshop for example, etc.

- My handwriting is BAD. Every single teacher complained about this to me and I've been told to "write carefully" many times. But I didn't. Because I'm a rebel ^^ Some teachers finally gave up, some didn't until the end.

- I have a crush on some of the Deviant Artists here. Can't say on whom of course!

Last time I didn't want to tag anyone, but this time I will!
So I tag:



Sorry guys! >_<

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11948674/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11948674/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 14:12:29 PST Thank you eveyone for your support! It means so much to me!


(Just wanted to apologise in advance. If I sound weird here on in any of the comments, I'm really sorry! My brain is still not functioning properly after taking all these antidep. pills >_<

I'm sorry about yesterday. After reading all these comments I realised how stupid I was to give up so easily. People have bigger problems than this. And so I've decided to at least try living my life normally.
I still feel crazy and can't focus on anything. Writing this journal entry is hell. Up to this point - took me 40 minutes. >_<

I've been to school today. One of the teachers didn't even bother to show up so no exams today. Next week probably.
Took some photos, I'll put them in my scraps tomorrow to show you what my school and neighbourhood looks like. I've been told I deserve better than this. And I have to agree.

We've got a new class (History of England) and a new teacher this semester. He's really nice. Male teachers are always nicer than female ones. Yeah, my Mom's a teacher too but that's a different story ^^.
He complimented me on how good my English skills were

We had to describe our two friends, their looks, personality, interests, etc.
I chose to describe my two best online friends: and
Got an "A".

Sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough, cool enough, like I just don't deserve the friendship I'm given...

...

Downloaded some Jiraiya manga and loving it...
I'm a such a perv o_O


Anyways, trying my best to stay cool. I'll post these photos tomorrow. Too tired now. And I still have 53 messages in my box >_<


Cool People:


http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11934419/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 12:40:12 PST I wouldn't want to hurt anyone so I think I'll have a break for a few days.

Sorry

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11930575/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11930575/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:25:44 PST Tomorrow I have an exam again (or not, I can't remember really ). Wish me luck!
Brannie's got a new computer! So I'm not so depressed anymore
Having some fun with that Painter X and my Wacom tablet I hardly ever use. Submitted some samples to my scraps so if anyone's interested... Feel free to tell me how much I suck - I know this already

That Chitose Hajime's song, "Kataritsugu Koto" always gets me...
Here's the link if anyone's interested: [link]

*EDIT* Yay! I just found out that almost two thousand dollars has been stolen from my bank account! ^__^

*EDIT 2* I want to die.

Cool People:





My Dearest Friends:
http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11915978/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 02:48:55 PST I hope I can get it fixed today or I don't know what I'll do! >_<

It seems there's something wrong with all the wires inside. And it's turning my computer off randomly. I'm worried some of the stuff from my hard drive's going to get deleted (it's happened many times already).

Cool People:





My Dearest Friends:

http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11889908/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 03:47:19 PST
My best Friend's computer died on him today. Now I won't be able to talk with him anymore.
I'm so depressed. Because of this and some other things happening in my life.

Wanted to help him out by sending him some money for a new one but he's so stubborn >_<

In every Meme, when I have to tell what's weird about me, there's always too little place and I have to leave out a lot of things or I just simply forget some of them.

One thing that's weird about me for example - I'm crying randomly.
I mean, I'm playing some games for example and I hear/see something that reminds me of... a particular "something"... and I suddenly break into tears. Good there's usually noone around to see me or I'd freak them out o_O

So yeah... I guess I'm your usual Emo-boy ^___^


Cool People:





My Dearest Friends:

http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11855028/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 13:21:54 PST Today I had an exam - got an "A" without studying for it at all.
Tomorrow I'm having a more difficult one. Had to study a bit and read a really boring book. *yawn*
Got a flu today. I took a bath but the water was cold. I didn't have the patience to fill the bathtub again. I'm so stupid sometimes.
Now every muscle in my body hurts when I move. >_<
I hope I'll still be able to get a high grade tomorrow.

P.S. Please forgive the questionable quality of my latest submissions. I'm really stressed, bored and uninspired lately. Just wanted to show people here some things. But I promise that once this madness is over I'll get my inspiration back again and submit some "real" art. ^^
Also, I'm moving some pieces I don't like to Scraps.



Cool People:





My Dearest Friends:

http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11808029/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:31:06 PST

Count of V-day cards sent this year: three
Count of V-day cards recieved this year: zero

I'm too tired to even cry. So I'll just smile and pretend nothing happened ^__^

*EDIT* I was thinking about this and I'm going to change my last name to Valentine. I was going to change it anyway because I don't want to have my father's last name anymore. And Valentine fits me perfectly.
"One who suffers because of Love"




Cool People:





My Dearest Friends:

http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11782827/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 12:20:51 PST for helping me out!

This one I've stolen from (thanks for letting me!) because it seemed fun.
And it was. I've learned a lot about myself while filling it in.

7 Things That Scare Me
1. Spiders and other large bugs. Like these giant beetles. They fly in through my window and just sit on the ceiling, unnoticed by me. And when I'm trying to get to sleep I hear them flying around my room or dropping to the floor... *shudders*
2. Bones. I can look at most of gory scenes, as long as flesh and guts are involved (well, I'm still scared stiff). But show me a bone poking through and I'll throw up O_O
3. Ill people making weird noises and deformed people. (T_T) When I was at the hospital once, there was this woman who couldn't speak but she made bee-like noises @_@
4. Old, wooden houses. When I realise how many weird, creepy bugs there are around me I'm scared to touch anything.
5. Needles, knives and other sharp/pointy stuff. I've managed to avoid any shot or injection for eleven years now! Yay for me!
6. Air-raid sirens. A traumatic event took place three years ago. I thought I was going to die then. But I didn't. Yay!
7. The sky. (Yes, you've heard it right. I don't want to talk about this.)

7 Things I Like
1. I like sweets (as if it wasn't obvious ^^) especially Milk Chocolate.
2. Cute baby animals: puppies, kitties, bunnies, etc. :3
3. All things Japanese. And I mean everything: music, manga, games, language etc.
4. Big boys I can cuddle up to X3
5. I like to look good.
6. Recieving compliments. It makes me feel soooooo good! It also makes me inspired to do anything.
7. You. Yes, the person reading this. Because if you've decided to waste your precious time just to read this, it means you must be interested in me or like me too ^^

7 Things I hate
1. I hate liars. Although I think lying is necessary sometimes.
2. Nosy neighbours and their noisy kids. I hate living in an apartment building.
3. People who ignore my needs and feelings, yell at me and abuse me emotionally or physically. That means my teachers, my ex-classmates and other kids that were doing this to me at school.
4. My dad.
5. I hate when the situation gets out of my control. I'm starting to panic then.
6. Going out, especially when I have to meet a lot of people or make contact with some. Like going to a doctor.
7. Me. Sometimes.

7 Things In My Room
1. My newest XBox 360 I got the day before yesterday.
2. My new Panasonic Viera TV.
3. My (not so new) computer.
4. My action figures.
5. My electric guitar.
6. My two Teddy Bears. Cuddly! ;3 Actually only one of them is mine. The other one is still waiting for his owner... *sigh* Hello! Mr. Owner! The bear is sitting here and he's sad!
7. Me.

7 Things About Me
1. I'm so lazy (and lucky at that) it's scary. I do absolutely nothing but I get everything I want anyway.
2. I tend to buy stuff at an impulse just to use it once or twice and realise I didn't need it in the first place.
3. I like to collect things and I never throw away anything that I feel is "special" in some way. Thanks to this, my living room looks like a junkyard.
4. I like the weirdest kinds of music. For example one of my favourite songs is "Blue Sphere" from Minna Daisuki Katamari. If you don't know which song it is, let me tell you it's WEIRD.
5. My mood changes frequently. I call it "Mode Switching" and there are two main "modes": "Goth Mode" and "Tech Mode".
6. I prefer boys. Sorry about this
7. I don't drink, smoke nor do drugs. I don't curse too, at least in my own language. I curse in English a lot ^^

7 Things To Do Before I Die
1. To buy a big house somewhere and have a party every day with my friends. (Yes, that's a big change in my personality. I used to hate parties and people in general so go figure)
2. To buy a Mazda MX-8 (Midnight Blue). It's so sexxxy!
3. To make a lot of friends. I need friends around me, they make me happy.
4. To return the favour and make as many people as I can happy, no matter what the cost is.
5. To become a famous (at least a little) artist. That means learning to draw, to play any instrument, etc.
... ]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11755239/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11755239/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 03:26:26 PST But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11716583/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11716583/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 22:32:40 PST [link]
THANKS A LOT!

So here are the rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours...

1. I almost never get out of the house because I'm scared of people. Just going to school and back. I get paranoid about people staring at me.

2. My sleeping schedule is totally messed up. I go to sleep and wake up whenever I want. It's not a problem really because I have school just on Saturday and Sunday and I have no job ( so lazy >.< ).

3. I'm obsessed with my look. I'd never let anyone see me if I don't look perfect. And I mean PERFECT. That means spending at least three hours before the mirror. This is a real bother for my friends. They're like "Hey! I'm going to be at your place in five minutes. Get dressed." and I'm like "No! Go do some shopping and when I'm ready I'll call you back. And you don't have to rush. It'll take me about two hours" *_*

4. I'm bipolar. That means I'm nice one minute and bloodthirsty the next one. And it's not funny at all. I've really scared some people with my reactions. Almost killed one.

5. I like big guys. Cuddly!

6. I'm wearing a dog collar with a leash. It looks cute and it's a great conversation starter

That's it. Feel free to comment.

P.S. And I also found this one but I can't remember where. It seemed fun.

A- damn good kisser.
B- good person.
C- you're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- You have a nice ass.
F-People totally adore you.
G-You're kinda mean.
H-You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You Have A Great Sense Of Style.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live for pizza.
M-success comes easily to you.
N-YOU ARE THE SEXIEST MOTHERFUCKER ALIVE
O- You are one of the best in bed.
P-You are popular with all types of people.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R- absolutely sexy.
S- have great legs.
T-You're loyal to those you love.
U-You are really chilled.
V-You are not judgemental.
W-You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z-You like it in the butt VERY VERY HARD.

Real name:
K- You like to try new things. (Yes, that's true.)
A- damn good kisser. (I wouldn't know T_T)
M-success comes easily to you. (I agree. People tend to hate me because of this.)
I- You Have A Great Sense Of Style. (Maybe...)
L- You live for pizza. (Huh?)

Online name:
Z-You like it in the butt VERY VERY HARD. (Maybe I do... So what? )
E- You have a nice ass. (o_O I do?)
R- absolutely sexy. (Yuck.)
O- You are one of the best in bed. (ROTFL)
A- damn good kisser. (x2)
K- You like to try new things. (x2)
I- You Have A Great Sense Of Style. (x2)
R- absolutely sexy. (x2)
A- damn good kisser. (x3)

Why is my Online name so... ero? T_T

Cool People:

http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11573045/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 06:43:59 PST And no ideas means no new art >_<
I need to keep busy!

So anyone reading this - if you have some good ideas for photos, photo manipulations, drawings, happy, sad, fantasy, macabre, just anything, please tell me and I'll consider every suggestion.

Oh, yeah. Tomorrow I have an important exam which I am going to fail. Purposely.

Keep smilin'

*edit* If anyone still doubts if I really deserve the name of "Spoiled Prince" I'll tell you this. Today I've ordered some action figures. For 300 US dollars in total. Because I wanted them and when I want something, I get it.

Hate me all you want, the pleasure is all mine *evil grin*

Cool People:





My Dearest Friends:
http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11515830/ Sun, 21 Jan 2007 09:43:35 PST I think I'll have to let go.
But it's just so hard...

"Holding on"

The falling sky grows darker every day
And moonlight fading as you walk away
And all the roads that lead me to your heart
Have gone astray

Chorus:
My hands are tied behind my back
And I'm weakened by your slow attack
You take me in then change your mind again

Your spinning wheel won't lead me to your view
And all the words I need to hear from you
I'm holding on but guess I'm out of luck
And still in love with you

Chorus:
My hands are tied behind my back
And I'm weakened by, your slow attack
You take me in then change your mind again

Hold my face in your hands
Look into my eyes so I understand
All the thoughts inside your mind
Tell me it's time

Chorus:
My hands are tied behind my back
And I'm weakened by, your slow attack
You take me in then change your mind again

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11467362/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11467362/ Wed, 17 Jan 2007 02:41:40 PST
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I want to die.
I... need to die.

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11429663/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11429663/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 02:15:17 PST
Name: Kamil.
Nickname: Zero.
Birthday: 27 March.
Age: 20.
Height: 183,5cm.
Hair Colour: Blond.
Eye Colour: Blue.

Have You Ever...

Fallen for your best friend: More than once.
Kissed someone who was just your friend: Yes.
Been rejected: Yes.
Been in love: Yes.
Used someone: Never.
Cheated on someone: I'd sooner die.
Been cheated on: Kind of.
Done something you regret: Too many times.

Do you ...

Colour your hair: When I feel like it.
Have tattoos: No.
Have any piercing: Not yet.
Like thunderstorms: Liked them, but not anymore.

Have you/Do you have...

Considered a life of crime: Not seriously.
Considered being a hooker: Once or twice.
Considered being a pimp: Never.
Split personalities: Highly possible.
Obsessions: Too many to count.
Panic: I always get a panic attack whenever things get out of control.

Right now…

Current clothes: Black T-shirt, black shorts, socks.
Current mood: Relaxed. And depressed.
Current hair: Messy.
Current music: All kinds.
Current annoyance: School and friends.
Current perfume/cologne: Adidas Tropical.
Current thing you should be doing: My homework.
Current crush: Can't tell.

Favourite...

Drink: Water with ice, Ice Tea.
Colour: All shades of blue, dark purple, blood red, emerald green, white, black.
Candy: Everything that's made of chocolate.
TV Show: Friends, Gilmore Girls, Air Gear, Azumanga Daioh.
Movie: I like a lot of movies, but none of them is my favourite.
Place: I don't know... Somewhere dark.
Person to talk to: Ness, Alucard, Branny, Hikaru, Masao.

Do you prefer…

McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King.
Root Beer or Dr Pepper: Neither.
Sunshine or rainy days: Rainy days.
Spring or Fall: Fall.
Winter or Summer: Winter.
Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate.
Snowboarding or Skiing: Snowboarding.
Lights on or Off: Secret

Are you...

Understanding: Too understanding sometimes.
Open Minded: Very.
Bad Tempered: When something pisses me off.
Happy: Whenever I have a reason.
Attractive: Like hell!
Bored Easily: Sometimes I am, sometimes I'm not. It depends.
Sad: Frequently.
Unique: Everyone is unique.

What do you like in a Girl/Boy...

Eyes: Blue or black.
Hair colour: Blond, black, silver, pink, blue.
Long or short hair: As long as it looks nice on the person, any kind. Just not bald.
Height: About the same as me.
Body Type: Chubby.
Personality: Quiet, understanding, open-minded.

Random...

How would you describe yourself: Unpredictable. I change a lot. I can be gentle and caring, and several minutes later I can be aggressive and a real b*tch.
Do you have any Pets?: Sadly, no. I don't want to see them die.
Have any siblings?: No.
What do you want to be when you grow up?: I've never really thought about this yet. But I think I'd like to be an artist of some kind maybe.
Do you want to get married and have kids?: Nope. I really like kids but I'd be a bad father.
What is your best physical trait?: I'm surprisingly strong. And kind of cute too. >_<
What is the best thing about your personality?: Caring, faithful, stubborn, I really like making people happy.
What words do you overuse?: Really, totally, OMG, f*ck, sh*t.
What’s the most annoying thing about you?: I'm really rebelious against just anything, I tend to stick to people I like, whether they like it or not and I'm really emotional sometimes. I'm also spoiled, greedy and selfish (well, that's a lot of things!).


I have another Meme ready for posting, but I'll have to see if anybody's even remotely interested.

Cool People:
<... ]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11327608/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11327608/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 17:07:02 PST
And I fixed some of my previous works, so they *should* look nicer now.
I've had enough of photos, so I'll try myself at drawing next ^.^
But I'm going to take a break for now. My eyes hurt and my hand is totally numb. However I think it was worth it.
Oh and yeah, I know my comments suck. That's because I'm too lazy to think of anything new to write there

Comment a lot please. I know I'm not perfect in what I do, that's why I need your comments to become better.

And finally a picture of *me*. @_@
Enjoy.

Cool People:





My Dearest Friends:
~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11167827/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/11167827/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 22:17:56 PST
I never thought Christmas would be so depressing for me, with all the lights, music, smells... It all seems pointless to me now. I envy the people who can enjoy their lives, enjoy Christmas and being with their family...

Well, I've finally found a song that describes all of my feelings.
It's Ayumi Hamasaki's "Because of you"

The lyrics:

eye to eye we met and then, after that some words were exchanged my heart was throbbing hard in my chest -- with a smile, I hid it from you because it seems I can't go back again to the days when I didn't know you at all

the wind's already changed, it's colder now, you know laughing faces everywhere fill it with white for no reason at all, I can break into tears maybe it's just because of winter?

the night I met you even now I can recall

eye to eye we met and then, after that some words were exchanged my heart was throbbing hard in my chest, with a smile I hid it from you now it seems I can't go back again to the days when I didn't know you at all

little by little, I know more and more of you yet suddenly I can't understand anything you do

even if you shout it's okay just let it out it till there's no more to say

anytime we could not agree, I asked you for what's on your mind never got a word out of you, and it hurt me right to the heart that's when I could not go back again to the days when I didn't know you at all

if you can, when there's another storm when you've got that sad look in your eyes please try not to smile like you're about to vanish or collapse come on, just what is it that you expect me to do?

anytime I couldn't see you, it just made me think of you I didn't get to hear your voice, that's what hurt me right to the heart at this point, I can't go back again to the days when I didn't know you at all

how is it that from time to time, you can't just be honest with me how is it that from time to time, you can't show affection to me

how is it that from time to time, it hurts me to be around you how is it that from time to time, I just need to be around you

how is it that from time to time, it can get as painful as this how is it that all of the time, can be quite so lovely as this

because no one but you will do because no one but you will do





Merry Christmas

]]> ~ZEROAkira http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/10959433/ http://ZEROAkira.deviantart.com/journal/10959433/ Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:29:38 PST
My name is Kamil and I live in Poland, a small country most of you probably haven't even heard about. I'm 20 years old, and eternally single. I like all kinds of music and art.

Although I've been on DA for more than two years now, I've never posted anything, because I knew my works aren't as good as some people's.

But lately, I've shown my creations to my dearest friend (Hi Branny!) and he suggested that I really shouldn't waste my "talent" and should post my works somewhere.

So here they are. I don't think they're something special, compared to others, but I 'm having fun creating various things and I hope at least some people will like them.

Thank you for listening to my rambling (well, I think some people have fallen asleep or stopped reading long ago)

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