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Not much in there yet, but still, I very like the idea.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/26935048/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/26935048/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 11:55:59 PDT
This instantly made me wonder what would be it in my case - what is the most dear thing to me and would I be able to live without it?
Its had to tell what I really treasure the most, although I can think of some things which are of great value to me. Let's say... my graphic skills. Although they are not of superior quality, I really appreciate the fact that I can draw and do things in Photoshop. If drawing disappeared from my life I would feel that a part of me have vanished.
What else... Probably my experience ( but somehow I cannot imagine becoming a blank sheet of paper again), so I'll say knowledge instead. All that immense knowledge of the world that makes me conscious of many things but also burdens me heavily. I would not want to have a blissful but ignorant existence. Also faith - it's closely related to the purpose our existesce, so along with knowledge it is crucial to our life.
In case of the material things I would mention my pc and tablet. Also books... and maybe my bike.
About people... Family and friends of course. If I'd have a partner, the realtionship with her would probably surpass the value of majority of other things.


In the end it appears that we are not so poor and we have some really valuable things.
Can you think of anything that is most precious to you ? Would it be a skill, a physical object, a person or maybe something else ?


Trivial as it may seem, the progress of the plot in Tsubasa reminded me of the fact that life is a constant sacrifice - we incessantly lose something in order to gain something else.
Fay loses one of his eyes which equals forfeiting half of his magical powers. Later on he gives up the other half of his powers by allowing to extract the blueness from his remaining eye. In the end many end up more tattered and weaker than at the beginning. However, inside they have gained something - perhaps they are now 'a sadder and wiser a men'.
Sometimes in order to go on, life requires a huge sacrifice. It makes me think about the things I had to give up throughout life, like hobbies,interests or material objects.

Ultimately, it seems that at some point we will have to relinquish everything in order to gain everything. After all, we cannot take anything from this world into the afterlife. Everything eventually fades away, only good deeds stay.

It sort of reminds me of the parable about the pearl:
Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto a merchant man, seeking goodly pearls:
Who, when he had found one pearl of great price, went and sold all that he had, and bought it.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/26849874/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/26849874/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 04:20:57 PDT
Pierwsze co mnie rozwalilo to ogromna makieta z Koniem Rafalem hasającym na Pierniconie - epickie. Dziwnym trafem tuz przed wyjsciem na conplace pokazalem Szirajowi odcinki Konia Rafala w necie i tym samym nijako antycypowalem pozniejszy craze. Nawet Yanek biegal z atrapa konia na glowie i mowil: 'ja nic nie wiem , jestem tylko koniem'

Dziekuje wszystkim ktorzy wysiedzieli na moim panelu o fotomontazu w Photoshopie - nawet jakos to wyszlo, nie zgubilem watkow i przekazalem co mialem przekazac.

Cospley byl genialny - tylu wspanialych strojow nie widzialem dawno. Nie wiem czy to wrazliwosc na piekno, czy poprostu pojawiaja sie we mnie jakies pierwiastki cosplaytarda
Bardzo podobaly mi sie stroje grupy z Tsubasa Chronicles - swietna scenka - powinna zajac pierwsze miejsce
Byl nawet maly aspekt komiczny - gdy Rushi nie mogl uniesc Sakury - wszystko tylko na plus do ogolnego wrazenia :J

Panel o bishah - powiem szczerze, ze obawialem sie tam wejsc. Sala pelna fangrilow (jak juz nie bylo miejsca to w drzwiach staly) i pare jednostek plci meskiej ktore mozna policzyc na palcach jednej reki. Ale smiesznie bylo, tho chwilami troche bolesne dla uszu hehe.

Wzielismy nawet udzial w teh evil pkmn cosplay - nasz Magikarp byl najlepszy *splash*

Byly momenty kiedy sie nudzilem, albo zaspyialem na stole ze zmeczenia, no ale takie rzeczy sa zawsze.

Ending party dalo rade najbardziej - takiego disko nigdy nie widzialem ;D ( choc z zalozenia nie przepadam za takimi imprezami ) - czerstwe zarty i wyglupy orgow na scenie, tanie imitacje znanych (dla mojego pokolenia) hitow, stare kultowe piosenki pokroju Captain Jack, Backstreet Boys i pare nowszych vide Kanikuly - smialem sie do rozpuku - bezcenne wspomnienia.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/26206353/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/26206353/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 07:51:07 PDT


COMISSION INFO:

[USD/ polish Zloty]


color CG

[fullbody] 20$ / 60zl
[waist-up] 15$ / 45zl
[bust] 10$ / 30zl

additional character: + 10$ / 30zl
background: + 5-10$ / 15-30zl

sketch (pencil or tablet)

[fullbody] 15$ / 45zl
[waist-up] 10$ / 30zl
[bust] 5$ / 15zl

additional character: + 5$ / 15zl
background: + 5$ / 15zl

lineart

[fullbody] 15$ / 45zl
[waist-up] 10$ / 30zl
[bust] 5$ / 15zl

additional character: + 5$ / 15zl
background: + 5$ / 15zl



how to order:

Sent me note or email (black.lord@interia.pl) entitled "DA Commission" with the following information:

your name:
commission type:
description (references recommended):
BG type:
your paypal account:

When I receive your order I’ll send you confirmation.



payment:

worldwide: Paypal only.

poland: akceptuje przelewy na konto w PLN


Paying order:

I’ll start drawing as soon as I receive at least half of the payment.



important notes:

Pictures are for your personal use only.

There are some things I may not draw, so there is a small chance that I'll decline your offer if the request will for instance prove to be beyond my skill, etc.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/25900194/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/25900194/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 13:45:04 PDT
Bo nie wiem czy jest sens jechac a potem narzekac ze sie nic nie dzieje

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/25556731/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/25556731/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 07:11:18 PDT
I hope you'll like them

Len-Yan [link]
Hlao-ru [link]
Blood-Lust-Xero [link]

-------------------

Since I want to do commissions, I'll start with giving a few free sketches

I'll accept 3 first persons :

[slot1] Len-Yan [link]
[slot2] Hlao-ru [link]
[slot3] Blood-Lust-Xero [link]


Comment on what you want and provide some references or description.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/24492349/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/24492349/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 06:27:51 PDT
Dodatkowo po przeczytaniu genialnego journala Elsevilli: " Life on art, its sacrifice." [link]
jeszcze bardziej zaczalem myslec o tym na co poswiecam swoj czas, a nawet odczuwac wrecz miazdzaca presje zeby go jak najlepiej wykorzystac. Mam w tej chwili chyba najluzniejszy okres na studiach ( ktore za niecale poltora roku sie skoncza) , a potem trzeba bedzie isc do pracy i zapsztalac po 8h dziennie nie majac zazwyczaj czasu na wiekszosc innych zajec. Pozatym nie do konca widze siebie w swoim zawodzie (lubie angielski ale nie wiem czy na tyle zeby spedzic z nim najblizsze lata) i przydalo by sie miec jakies inne umiejetnosci za ktore inni ludzie beda chcieli zaplacic.

Tak wiec przede wszystkim wzialem sie za rysowanie, gdyz ostatnio bardziej mnie ciagnie w ta strone - mam checi do rysowania wiec jest dobrze. Pamietam takie czasy gdy do kazdego rysunku musialem sie bardzo zmuszac i zazwyczaj gry i filmy bardziej pochlanialy moja uwage. Myslalem sobie wtedy - zeby mi sie chcialo tak jak mi sie nie chce i zebym te wszystkie wolne godziny poswiecal na cos bardziej produktywnego, cos czym moglbym sie kiedys pochwalic przed swiatem albo mogl na tym zarobic.

Tym razem jednak na brak checi nie narzekam, jedynie ostatnio przesladuje mnie mysl ze moj czas plynie na niczym. Rezultaty poprostu nie sa bardzo widoczne i dlatego wydaje mi sie ze tak naprawde nie robie nic. Jestem w ciaglym pospiechu, chce robic wszystko na raz co konczy sie roztrzesieniem, metlikiem w glowie oraz brakiem skupienia ( zapewne cisnienie skacze mi w gore od emocjonalnego angazowania sie ). Rysowalem dzis 4h od rana , przy czym po drodze troche sie zgubilem ze swoimi zamierzeniami i nic z tego nie wyszlo. Robilem 2 podejscia do jednego rysunku, pierwszy skasowalem od razu bo mnie az kulo w oczy, a przy drugim tez nie wyszlo jak chcialem. Odchodze od tabletu skolowany, rozdrazniony i z poczuciem ze wlasnie zmarnowalem 4 godziny.

Jak sie zaliczy rysowniczego fail'a to mozna sie podlamac, podobnie jak gdy rysunek sie uda mozna dostac niezly naplyw pozytywnego nastroju. To jak ruletka, nieraz mozna miec banana na twarzy do konca dnia a nieraz popsuc sobie nastroj na najblizsze pare godzin.

Z drugiej strony ostatnio czesto zapominam ze nie jestem profesjonalista. Ledwo co nauczylem sie zrecznie rysowac na tablecie a juz wydaje mi sie ze zrobie w 20 minut genialnego speedpainta jak te kozaki z oekaki. Z tym ze oni zmarnowali pewnie nieporownywalnie wiecej czasu cwiczac rysowanie.

Z drugiej strony patrze na taka Saharam, ktora w rok czasu zrobila takie postepy jak ja w bodaj 3. Sah jak Ty to robisz ? Rysujesz 24/7 ?

Przypominam sobie poczatki przygody z rysowaniem. Pamietam ze jedyna rzecza dzieki ktorej bylem sie w stanie zmusic zeby wziac olowek do reki bylo to ze wyzbylem sie ambicji. Dopiero kiedy powiedzialem sobie 'ok nie chce dobrze rysowac, wystarczy jako tako' bylem w stanie jakos zaczac i przymknac oko na to ze mi zazwyczaj nie wychodzilo tak jak chcialem.

Przychodzi jednak taki czas ze coraz bardziej otwieraja sie oczy i widzi sie coraz wiecej bledow oraz niedociagniec i automatycznie wzrasta samokrytyka.
Czasami lape sie jeszcze na to ze jak cos zamieszcze i przy tych 180 watcherach dostane 2 favy, a jakas 15 latka wrzuci robiony na szybko szkic z oczami na pol twarzy i dostanie lekka reka 50 to zaczynam sie zastanawiac czy wszystko tu w porzadku.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/24336762/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/24336762/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 02:41:14 PDT

Here you can view and download HD gameplays and cinematic footages from it here: [link]


Download them all in HD (it can take some time but it's worth it), sit comfortably and watch .... and collect your jaw from the ground.
No seriously, it's been a long time since I saw something like this. Actually, it's one on the most beautiful things I've seen in my life ever...
Good enough recommendation ?

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/24234537/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/24234537/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 07:57:39 PDT

[link]

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/22597714/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/22597714/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 14:46:19 PST

I commented on her journal like half a year ago, when she accepted sometnig around 30 requests and forgot or couldn't finish it. I forgot about it too... and recentyly... I've received a note with sketch for me.

I've asked for Kagari (IKARUGA character) and she drew it: [link]

It might be just an uber quick sketch, but still.. it makes me a very happy panda to receive a thing like this !

I wish people would to those free sketchin journals more often haha

I think I could spread the love and do something like that myself, maybe after I pass the exams at school.


Thank you Fumi once again

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/21981663/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/21981663/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 13:50:48 PST
Jednak wyszlo o dziwo calkiem przyzwoicie. Dziekuje wszystkim milym osoba z ktorymi mialem okazje porozmawiac; Necnerowi, dziewczyna z art roomu i stoisk, KatiBu ( bardzo milo bylo poznac Xiaoyu dala rade), Yaten, Otajowi,Pućce, Usadzie (shota-cian ), Knp (fajna perspektywe rysujesz xD), Clo, Liliami, Goku, Radi, Jackiemu, Dzioo, BlackElf (rowniez milo bylo poznac ) oraz calej reszcie, w tym osoba ktore mnie obdarowaly szkicami.

Na panelu nie bylem zadnym, poza tymi w art roomie, calkiem udanymi zreszta ,a i conplace byl najlpeszy w historii pod wzgledem wizualnym. Inny plus to naprawde duzo cosplayerow, ze 140 o ile dobrze pamietam, standard naprawde wysoki - bylo na co popatrzec.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/21567888/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/21567888/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 14:57:22 PST
Like in a video game, where you are thrown into a new and undiscovered world... you proceed forward with excitement, wondering what wonders, interesting adventures,places and people you're going to encounter. Then when you begin to notice that everything is limited... and you start to observe patterns in which everything occurs... and you are able to predict the outcomes of most of the situations even before they start... Then everything becames so boring because you know that nothing new will happen.

It's preety much the same with my life lately.

It is not bad. Not good either. It resembles living in a strange and boring dream... which you are desperately trying to break away from. It feels like you're not living, but being in a state of torpor. Trapped in a void.

When you have 20 years and mentally you feel like you're 60.

It wasn't like that before... let's say, half a year or one or two. Only sometimes I get this brief feeling of great hope and happiness... can't say precisely what it is and by what it is triggered. Maybe when I see something which reminds me of past moments of happiness, when I had great hopes that something very nice is going to happen to me.

I thought, I'm going to eventually meet someone... and have some good time which would finally make me think really happy and fulfilled.

Somehow all this keeps evading me.

Sometimes I think that the best years of my life are fruitlessly fading away like a shooting star.


There was an interesting scene in Beyond the Clouds, during which the main character summarizes his life in a new city and which I found amazingly akin to my state of mind. I even quoted this 3 years ago on my blog. This time I quote it again:

Once I got to my room and shut the door, it felt like the bones in my body were tearing through my skin...
...and I was overcome with an intense, heartfelt pain.
When did I start having such pain?
Living alone, the nights seemed to last forever.
When I couldn't pass the time efficently, I went to a nearby train station and pretended to wait for someone.
Once I grew bored of that, I'd walk home as slowly as possible.
I had friends in high school, but I didn't feel like hanging out with them when I wasn't wearing my school uniform.
In a city of thirty million people, there wasn't a single person I wanted to see or talk to.
It was on those kinds of days that I dreamt about Sayuri. Those dreams were about me trying to find Sayuri, who was alone in a cold place. But I never find her. Only Sayuri's presence, which made my heart tremble, remained in my body after I awoke.
When I think about it, I realize this is the third winter since I've come to Tokyo. It's as if I've spent my days holding my breath under cold water. It's as if... ...I'm the only one left in the world. That's how I feel.


Excuse the rant, sometimes I just had to ... I feel more human then. : )

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/21406916/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/21406916/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 14:48:29 PST Keeping this in mind I decided to make every decision in the course of the story the way I would do it being there myself. That meant saying goodbye to stealing, killing innocent etc. to the point that I even carefully picked every option during the conversations to be always kind and not to offend anybody.

Of course the game allows you to be the total jerk and kill whoever you please or even blow up the whole city with a nuke. This is the power of choice - you can take the easy way and just follow the majority of the spoiled wasteland inhabitants or try to go against the current and remain noble ( an intact soul in a corrupt sorroundings - this sort of makes me think of Charles Dickens' "Oliver Twist"). Every action is reflected in your karma ( or reputation, if you like it better this way) and this preety much determines the attitude of others towards you. I had a very good karma for instance, and was titled 'hero of the wastes'.

The ending of the game is mostly determined by your karma and also varies according to some final choices and to whether you'll accept the ultimate sacrifice.

One statement that Fawkes happens to say before the ending, concerning the nature of the final choice seized me: 'We all have our own destinies, and yours culminates here. I would not rob you of that.'


I was also very much impressed by the persona of the main character's father. He is a very good and noble man who always places the good of others before his own, quotes Bible to you and who struggles to fulfill his dreams even despite the striking scepticism of others. I like how the good ending mentions the player following father's example: 'values passed from father to son' etc. This makes me dwell on how we shall struggle with leading a good life, so that one day our children would make the right choice. Those tiny bits of didacticism in the game appeared quite inspiring to me.



By the way: The final battle fought along Lyon's Pride and Liberty Prime was epic

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/21216558/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/21216558/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 12:42:00 PDT I don't want to set the world on fire
I just want to start
A flame in your heart


With this song by The Ink Spots - an American band from the 60' , starts the intro to Fallout 3.

I have waited around 8 years for this moment, to be finally able to experience the continuation of one of the best and unique games ever done. I remember my excitement when around 4 years ago Interplay annouced that they were working on the squel... appreciating every news, every piece of artwork and screenshot... talking with the artists on Interplay feedback forums, giving them suggestions and opinions. I even signed 2 online petitions requesting the making of this game. Then Interplay abondoned the half-finished Fallout 3, codenamed 'Van Buren'.. and shortly after perished. Hope was restored when Bethesda Softworks decided to buy the rights for this game and to give it material form. (personally I very like Oblivion and I even previously thought that Elder Scrolls is a kind of fantasy version of Fallout).


and on the fall of 2008 ... October 28th , the most anticipated video game ever was to be released.


I was like, checking torrent sites every few hours, looking for the image to appear. Then check whether it was working. The Russian version was first, appeared around the 27th of oct. After over a day of downloading it was on my pc around mindnight of 28th. Used some tricks and made the russian version run in english... and viola. The experience of Fallout 3 became a fact.


Do not get me wrong , I'm going to buy the game anyway, when it will be available in stores here. I just wanted to be the one of the first to play it.


As for my impression... It's preety much like I have imagined it. I got through Vault 101 and arrived in Megaton. Now , I'm planning to set out to the 'Super-Duper Mart' to legally kick some asses and obtain some nifty items from there.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/21011366/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/21011366/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 03:37:01 PDT I realised that video games in most cases just stopped to make any sense for me. I played many games when I was younger and now everything just feels the same bring - because there are no innovations. I completed Final Fantasy 4 on DS, Crisis Core on PSP and Assassin's Creed on PC. I think that this was the optimal amount Right now the only game I am interested in is Fallout 3, I've waited so long for it. After Fallout 3 I guess a lot of time will have to pass until anything worth of my attention will emerge.

Here is a brief record of my mood after I got through FF4 that I've wrought like month ago.


I completed the remake of Final Fantasy 4 on my DS... so epic and moving story. It had also a quite didactic plot, emphasising conversion, heroism, sacrifice and other spiritual and moral good.
I was very much charmed by the english translation - very elaborate, almost poetic phrases and vocabulary. Some of the sentences I got even memorized. In comparison, the dialogues in the old version now seem to look so plain and without loftiness.

The only troublesome thing was the game difficulty. If it weren't for the cheats, it'd ruined my sanity trying to break through it ( the game is very challenging even for the person like me , who completed almost all Final Fantasy games , plus very frequent random encounters makes you waste an immense amount of time doing meaningless fights - so I don't care if you call me cheater).

Here's a nice video disclosing a bit of this game: [link]


Apart from teh vidia, I found time to finally read Neon Genesis Evangelion, those 11 tomes that I saved to read all at once (like, one per day). It was great to me, really... maybe because of its apocalyptic character or all these psychological aspects that I find so true and interesting or simpy because it's a story about everyone that carries a didactic message.

I also bought Wacom Intuos3 A5 to rise my digital skills to a higher level. Though , after the purchase I really feel poor hah.

As of the more social aspect, I've been to 2 conventions and got to know some new people, who introduced some freshness into my life. I also went do Wroclaw, Krakow and POznan to take on entrance exams for universisties and got to stay at some friend's homes.
In september I've been mostly with friends and family at the countryside, riding bike and going for long forest walks with teh dog. I really like those thigs.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/20647433/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/20647433/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 06:56:29 PDT

No wlasnie, dostalem sie na studia 2giego stopnia do obu miast i teraz mam dylemat. Jakies sugestnie ? ew. moze ktos jest w stanie pomoc znalesc mieszkanie ?

~cheers

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/20339687/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/20339687/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 12:36:11 PDT
I completed Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core. It was the only game for PSP I wanted to beat... in fact PSP has many nice games, but they just don't entertain me any more. Crisis Core has a very nice story to tell and it also looks very good from the visual side, full motion videos are the same quality as Advent Children.

The ending is very sad and epic, but somehow it also carries along a lot of hope.


..and I very much liked how Zack and Aerith became to like each other ... and those texts said by people in the town , like "Aerith, you won't find a better guy than him!" or "I think you are perfect match for Aerith ,Zack" , so cute haha



Take care and... ~Embrace your dreams

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/20160458/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/20160458/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 03:37:30 PDT Clovery *Red-Priest-Usada =anikakinka *Ugly-baka-girl *iruka-loves-kakashi ~Sora-Mito =Sosenka ~sdz-chan

We even had a guest from abroad in the person of =nekozumi - a very nice and talented girl, it was much fun to hang out with her

I also had a CG panel with Scythe ( yay for the free entrance ) that I hope had provided a kind of complementation for the information that Goku, Radi and Clovery conveyed.

A very good thing was that Scythe and Shirai live in Torun , so we were just going out for the night to the city and then to a kind of afterparty to their place to talk and watch silly videos on youtube (some of the sayings were constantly repeated afterwards, like "Ken Leeeeee!" or "Ged oudd!"). We also watched "Don't mess with the Zohan" movie which completely pwned us ( well, those who haven't dropped off heh ).

I was also very pleased with cosplay costumes people did. There were many very decent ones, but my absolute favourite was Sosenka who cosplayed Lightning from Final Fantasy XIII.
Her costume was great, very detailed, faithful to the original and most of all it did not look like some kind of cheap imitation. Even her features much resembled the FF13 heroine. I just had to take some photos with her and exchange a few words.

The scenes that people did were nice too. WTF did a great job with those brilliant costumes and "poetic" phrazes. Also the group which came up with an excellent parody of "w Aucie" almost made me laugh myself inside out

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/19910134/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/19910134/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 05:33:04 PDT
Pierwsze co troche popsulo szyk to limit miejsc, czyli okolo 2 lub 3 razy mniej osob niz zwykle. Malo znajomych, szczegolnie tych ktorych bym juz znal dluzej. Bylo pare takich momentow kiedy czulem ze nie mam do kogo geby otworzyc, bo kazdy gdzies w swoim swiecie, gral na DSie, rysowal, itp. Konwent to taki profil imprezy gdzie kazdy robi to co lubi, co czesto przeklada sie na tego typu 'zawiechy', co osobiscie i mi bardzo odpowiada ... ale po to juz sie jedzie przez te pol Polski, zeby pogadac troche z ludzmi i sie pointegrowac. Porysowac albo pograc na konsoli to sobie moge w domu. Nie to zebym byl przeciwko rysowaniu i tym podobnych na konwentach( w koncu sam sobie troche fajnych szkicy zrobilem), ale czasem az sie prosi zeby jakos bardziej aktywnie ten czas spedzic.

Pasywnosc dominowala tez z racji tego ze atrakcji specjalnie wiele nie bylo. Ze 3 panele ktore zobaczylem + cosplay i that's it. 2gi dzien o dziwo byl nadwyraz udany, bo i rozmowy sie ozywily i pare nowych, ciekawych ludzi sie przewinelo. Szczegolnie entuzjastyczne wrazenie wywarl na nas Malwin, ze swoimi epickimi opowiesciami o grach i doodlach ('mog of war' ).

Masakrycznie tez usmialem sie z Otajowego "Virgin Note"( analogia do "Death Note", zgadnijcie co moze sie stac po wpisaniu kogos do takiego czegos ) ,ale "Gekonowa Kobieta" to juz nie na moja wyobraznie... Czasem sie zastanawiam jak to sie dzieje ze ona takie rzeczy zupelnie na trzezwo wymysla :]

Ogolnie to greetz goes to: Necner, Dzioo, Mroowa, Mao, Kth, Kiwi, Sdz, Radic, Otai , Ryok. [ktos sie czuje pominiety to krzyczec].

~take care

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I've finished my 1st degree studies (3 years), I have now higher education - licentiate in English philology. I need to apply to another University to do 2 more years for a master degree.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/18969194/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/18969194/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 15:28:14 PDT



Zostaw komentarz, a w odpowiedzi powiem Ci:

a) dlaczego dodałam Cię do friendlisty
b) powiem, z czym mi się kojarzysz, z czym cie lacze(fandom, piosenka, kolor, fotografia itd)
c) powiem czemu Cię lubię
d) powiem jakie wspomnienie z Twoim udziałem utkwiło mi w pamięci
e) zapytam o coś co zawsze chciałam o Tobie wiedzieć
f) mozesz zzapyac mnie o cos co zawsze chciales wiedziec
g) jeśli zostawisz tu komentarz, musisz powtórzyć to w swoim journalu


Leave the comment and I'll tell you:

1. Why I added you to my friendlist.
2. Something that reminds me of you/something I associate with you. (fandom, song, colour, etc)
3. Why I like you.
4. A memory that I have of you.
5. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Ask me something you've always wanted to know.
7. If you leave a comment here, you must post this in your journal too.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/18571622/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/18571622/ Fri, 30 May 2008 05:42:05 PDT

- is perfectly accurate when expressing remarks and punchlines ; a good friend
- I think you are one of the most likeable students I have ever taught You are a cool guy!
- Kuba, I adore you for your dishevelled hair and this special 'sth' in your eyes
- I love it when you are late for classes and when you are being so cute when you try to find excuses for your lateness. You are a sort of cutie
- I love your hair, your sense of humour, your remarks.. awesome
- romantic soul
- he is great at literature
- he is smiling all the time, he is very helpful for other students. Person who can laugh at everything. He also has his world in which he lives during the classes


some of them are soo true, especially these about being late, living in my own world during lessons (drawing) and having a mangaish dishevelled haircut
It's also nice to know that people notice and appreciate the positive sides of your personality, like trying to be helpful and nice to others for example.


Aside from that, I almost finished my diploma project on Wordsworth's poetry. Only a few corrections and everything should be complete. I really feel much lighter without worrying about this encumbent task.

I fortunately have only 2 end-semester exams this time, but I have to pass them all at first time, because I need the degree to apply for university. I hardly finished my dimploma project, and I have to choose a topic for another one ( this time more elaborate and exploratory than merely 'reprocuding' what other literary critics have written), because Wroclaw University requires an outline for the recruitment. Fortunately at Poznan and Krakow they don't wish for that.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/17587198/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/17587198/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 10:04:35 PDT ).

Dwudniowa wejsciowke mialem dzieki ~dzioo , ktora niefortunnie rozchorowala sie przed konwentem i nie mogla jechac, a ja dzieki temu przejalem jej miejsce i nie musialem kombionowac jak wejsc bez rezerwacji. Mam nadzieje ze zycie wynagrodzi jej to z nawiazka.

Na konwencie glownie integrowalem sie z:

spotkalem tez stara kumpele odemnie ze studiow ~mayflycrow oraz stardardowo paru znajomych ktozy niemal zawsze na konwentach bywaja.

Milo sie tez zaskoczylem osoba ~necner , a to dlatego ze na konwentach niemal nie ma facetow ktorzy rysuja, w przeciwienstwie do sporej liczby rysowniczek ( zeby nie mowic yaoistek ).

Pyknelismy tez troche z Clo i Osiem w Tekkena i SC3. Bylo na maksa randomowo i znow zbijaly sie z Voldo

Najwieksza atrakcja jak zwykle byl cosplay - sporo bardzo udanych strojow, bylo komu zdjecia robic Moja osobista faworytka byla dziewczyna ktora cosplayowala Zacka z FF7 - myslalem ze takiej fryzury wrecz nie da sie ulozyc ze wzgledu na grawitacje ,a jej sie udalo. I wygladalo to genialnie. Buster sword tez miala fachowy.

Zownowala mnie tez scenka grupy pod szyldem 'WTF productions' - cala sala zrywala boki. Niestety wiekszosc prezentacji strojow i scenek przegapilem , bo main byl wypchany po brzegi i atmosfera byla jak w saunie. Ale na acp powinni niedlugo wrzucic zdjecia wraz z spacjalna sesja dla cosplayowiczow.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/17206782/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/17206782/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:49:52 PST
[link]


Finally out for PC.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/17195711/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/17195711/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 13:44:08 PST
Today I was doing some drawings and it ended up in a failure - I'm constantly repeating the same mistakes. My ambition again went higher, my criticism is improving faster than my skill and actually I'm able to notice more mistakes in what I draw. Endling once wrote that 'drawing is exceptionally hard' and I have to agree - when it happens that your ambition outgrows you, every failure is more painful and it starts to be really frustrating when you are not able to archive what you planned. Once I said that I draw only because I lowered my ambition.. and it's true. When I need to do a more complex drawing I got nervous because my expctations are high .. and it renders me almost unable to draw. Because of that I prefer to do messy sketches, that sometimes happen to be colored. Ok , enough of that - I'm just repeating myself. I'll just force myself not to draw anything 'original' for awhile and focus entirely on practicing with reference.


[link] - I discovered this band while looking through `zemotion 's myspace profile and listened to it so many times that had to take a break before I'll still be able to enjoy it. It's an Australian band with japanese vocalist, I immediately fell in affection with their music. If you like some interesting and atmospheric music try 'submerge' first.


I watched Vexille today. Reminds me so much about Appleseed, but in my opinion this one has more interesting story. Japanese isolating themselves from the world, experimenting with machines and androids. An elite team is sent to infiltrate what actually Japan had developed during the decade of seclusion. I really like the hi-tech apocalyptic themes.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/16568298/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/16568298/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 15:17:43 PST
I still have to finish the 1st chapter of my diploma project in order to pass the semester, but now I'm on a good way to accomplish it. The title is "Nature, Religion and Philosophy in the Works of William Wordsworth" - it's English Romanticism, mainly about the serenity and benevolence of nature and her spirit-enhancing capacities. I really find myslef in this kind of stuff, maybe If I were living a hundred years earlier I'd be a poet.

I have to thank ~yaten-no-kittygirl for her time and dedication while helping me finding bibliography for my project ( Thank You! ), we've went through about 20 books about Wordsworth to pick the most suitable parts relevant for my work ( I had to go to Warsaw to the Uniwersity library to find the desired books).

Talking about some free time, I installed Oblvion again. Man, it's relly been a blissful experience to play this game finally on ultra high resolution with smooth performance. I keept the old progress, which stopped at about 50hours, and I still have to finish the addons. Today I stormed through the 'Mehrunes Razor' quest, it's been really 'epic' down there ... though after two hours of playing I ended up very tired and dizzy ( this nearly always happens to me after longer sessions with a first person perspective game - I'm preety 'stunned' by gazing at the constant movement).
Anyway, this spring it will be two years since the lunch ,and this game still looks very decent - it's indeed a fine piece of craft. I absolutely adore the sights - here are some beautiful sceneries [link]


I also briefly played Lineage 2, cause ~9th-crime got hyped for this lately and we hope to finally make some good party together ( my female elf been entitled 'Boobless Bunny' by her - this purely pwn'd me ).
As for the sever, x30 seems enough ,though the lack of npc shops hurts me a lot. I still maintain my view that low rate server are for people who either like to have no life or are extreamely patient.


I have bought a january issue of Psx Extreme recently, Hyde Park is always my favourite part - this time it was dominated by new year mood and resolutions and plans for the new year. I got struck by the almost beaming optimism of the crew, new enterprises, challenges, improvement, parties, etc. Though for some people the beginning of 2008 was rather disastrous, including my friends. I too had some really depressing days.
As for the plans and hopes - I'll definately try to become a better person, manage time better and be of help to the others. I hope to be more open for others and be more social ( overcome 'I don't have the mood' attitude ) and it'd be nice If I've gotten myslef a girlfriend


Going back to PE, I seem to have regained my enhusiasm for electronic entertainment. There are some really big titles schedued for 2008 ( FF XIII, Starcraft2, Fallout3 and many more) and the promo images and trailers are really breathtaking. Technology made a big step forward and the High Definition era is finally being noticeable. At times like this I feel like some kind of HD whore, but I somehow feel justified
In february Assasin's Creed will be also avalible on PC and I'm really pleased by this fact. Apart form awesome visual side, this game offers really elaborate story - using the information stored in human DNA to summon the momories harboured in our genes, and thus bringing on s... ]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/16055212/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/16055212/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 08:26:09 PST Still.. despite all this progress and improvement, inside of me - I feel same empty.

It's not like I'm living my life aimlessly, not seeing any greater sense and purpose of struggling to became a better man. I know that failures are necessary and beacuse everything is so hard to archieve we came to really appreciate what we've gained... but even knowing this we tend to fall for the same mistakes and feel helpless.

I've been pondering why people seem to care so little about the others... It's not that like I am any perfect in this matter, but its really hard to find someone realiable. I have one or two friends on whom I can really count, but as for the others , they would have probably forgotten about me If wouldn't be the first to remember about them. Yes, I remember about the principle that says 'rather than expecting people to be good to you, be good to them instead'. Though, sometimes it gets to me... am I the only one trying to be good? Definately, It would be nice to ,sometimes hear a good word from someone.



The dusk of 2007, it's a good time to write some kind of summary of the year. Well, many things happend.. and there were some important changes. I've meet many interesting people, and became friends with some of them. I've been to other cities a couple of times, plus the meetings and events in my hometown, which makes up for some really nice memories ( Thing that I'm particulary grateful about ). Apart from that - a general improvement, skills, knowledge, the beginning of the 3rd year of my studies and a first serious job. And of course many reveries about what should I change in my life for the better.

I always have high hopes for the new year, like something good will happen and change my life in a good way ( or I'll meet a special person :]) Judging from my experience with all the past years , I know that hoping alone won't change anything. I have to put all my heart and effort to archieve success, and then at least I would have clear conscience, that I've done everything I could, and have no regrets.

Well then, I wish everyone a merry christmas and happy new year Hope you all have a nice time and came up with some concrete new year resolutuons ; )



//btw
I watched Family Man (teh movie with Nicolas Cage) again. It pwned me like before. To me it's increadibly beatufiul and moving... I was like ' *_* awwwww ' all the time haha.. It also inspired me to look into myslef and see "what my life lacks".

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/15873940/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/15873940/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 08:32:02 PST
Poza ekipa z Kielc ( na devie sa ), czas na conie uplynal mi z ... zobaczylem tez wreszcie ( Mrs. shota teacher xDD) i reszte bardzo zdolnych ludzi, ktorych xyvek w tej chwili nie pamietam.

Pozatym oblawilem sie w przypinkach ( fajna pamiatka - dumny z was jestem dziewuchy :]), wyprosilem genialna, recznie robiona nalepke od i skasilem 2 gift sketche od i ( jednak oplaca sie ludziom tylek truc xd).

Panele niespacjlanie byly ciekawe, choc bylo pare perelek - debata na teksy z twoja stara, milionerzy ( Radi wszystkich odstawila ), dubbing hentai , panel o podrywaniu ( 'na co najpierw zwracacie uwage u plci przeciwnej ?' - cala sala zgodnie 'na dupeeeeee' xd) etc.

Zawitalismt nawet na konsolowke - widok jak dziewuchy ryja do rozpuku z gejsoko-baletowych ruchow Voldoo w Soul Calibur - bezcenny xD

a i jeszcze po koncercie sparty na karaoke naszlo mnie na Rubika

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/15630368/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/15630368/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 02:00:10 PST


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Bylem dzis w hypermarkecie kupic sobie sketchbooki zeby moj zeszyt nie zawieral wiecej rysunkow niz faktycznych notatek z lekcji ( siedzialem wczoraj z gumka i wycieralem co niektore scrapy ).

Natknalem sie na plakaty 2 filmow ktore przyprawily mnie o zwezenie zrenic ( z zachwytu) - Resident Evil Extinction - wow, nareszcie ostatnia czesc, po koncowce 2jki niezle sie nakrecilem na kontynuacje, po tym jak nasza bohaterka sila woli wykrecala istotom wnetrznosci - Milla wyglada swietnie [link] , byle tylko nie zrobili z tego filmu gniota...
oraz 'Milosc w czasach zarazy' na podstawie ksiazki o tym samym tytule. Ksiazke dostalem jako hm.. 'farewell gift' od pewnej osoby na 20ste urodziny , wypadalo by ja wreszcie przeczytac.


Scrap z wykladu : [link]


Zasluchuje sie w kawalek 'Alone' norweskiego Green Carnation - kurcze, lubie jak ludzie przerabiaja poezje na muzyke ( wiersz Edgara Allana Poe - Alone ) ... w sumie to juz drugi raz kiedy jakas kapela 'coveruje' ten wiersz, wczesniej nagrali to Arcturus, tez Norwegowie. Oba genialne.

[link]

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/15502535/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/15502535/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 04:27:07 PST Influenced by it, I've made a mini site - a kind of shrine dedicated to it - with a gallery and a picece of lyrics.

You may check it here: [link]


and here is a short synopsis:

Title: Byousoku 5 cm
Genres: Drama, Romance
Plot Summary: Tono Takaki and Shinohara Akari are close friends who, upon graduation from elementary school, are parted because of family movement. Their deep feelings for each other keep them in contact, but they worry they may not meet again. Then, one day, Takaki decides to visit Akari.........This is a movie in three parts that follows the thoughts and relationship of 2 young people as they meet and part, both from their point of view and from people around them.

teaser: [link]


I warmly encourage you all to watch it, of course if you don't mind bieng stabbed in the heart and crying your eyes out.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/15333329/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/15333329/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 15:21:23 PDT


1. Kim jesteś?
2. Jesteśmy przyjaciółmi?
3. Kiedy i jak się poznaliśmy?
4. Zakochałbyś/zakochałabyś się we mnie?
5. Pocałowałbyś/pocałowałabyś?
6. Podaj mi swój pseudonim i wytłumacz skąd go masz.
7. Opisz mnie w jednym słowie.
8. Jaka była twoja pierwsza reakcja po zobaczeniu mnie?
9. Czy nadal tak sądzisz?
10. Co/kogo ci przypominam?
11. Gdybyś mógł/mogła dać mi cokolwiek, co to by było?
12. Jak dobrze mnie znasz?
13. Kiedy ostatni raz mnie widziałeś/łaś?
14. Czy kiedykolwiek chciałeś/chciałaś powiedzieć mi coś, ale nie mogłeś/mogłaś?
15. Co chciałeś/chciałaś mi powiedzieć?
16. Czy wstawisz ten quiz do siebie żeby zobaczyć co o Tobie sądzę?

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/15202201/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/15202201/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 13:23:27 PDT
Well, I was in Warsaw last sunday, with ~konradh8 to visit frends and go on a hardcore concert. I've met ~9th-crime and went to some sheesha pub haha. It was only one night but still, it was cool. I even managed to keep myself awake during the night + the city looks really awesome illuminated by all those lights, neons etc. I'd like to visit there more often, if I only had enough founds to afford tickets I'd be travelling a lot.

Having friends ( or maybe just acquaintances, I don't think I'm social enough to maintain constant friendships >_< ) in other cities, rather distant from my own , suck at times, when on the other hand I'm in a a social mood. Well the whole thing with deviantart for instance - I have a syndrome which goes like: " Whoah, what a talented girl ! .. and she likes anime/gamez/japan/[insert some random obsession akin to mine] too ! OMGWTFBBQ I wave to meet her !" along with perceiving my neighbouring people as plain and without any extraordinary talents, traits ... Contrary to the unique and exotic ones I know from the net, which alas happen to live quite away.
Do you hapen to feel the same sometimes?


Z innej beczki - mam nowego buraka (K550i) - fajnie gra i przyzwoite zdjecia robi - ogolnie dobre urzadzenie wielofunkcyjne - nie musze brac mp3 playera ze soba , a i czesto nadaza sie okazja zeby zrobic jakies ciekawe zdjecie ( chomikuje pozniej do folderu - lubie w ten sposob uwietrzniac wizualnie wspomnienia ).

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/14893541/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/14893541/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 01:33:00 PDT Na poczatek wyjazdy - bylem na 2 konwentach - Dojicon 7 w Karkowie i Piernicon 3 w Toruniu - oba bardzo udane, poznalem nowych ludzi , odswiezylem znajomosci ze starymi - i o to chodzilo. Bylem oprocz tego w Piasecznie/Warszawie na Hard Core festival , spotkalem przy tym ~9th-crime i byuo kewl. Z dalszych wypadow to jeszcze Lublin - zobaczylem jak mieszkaja ziomy z medycyny Dodatkowo 2 wyjazdy do Sielpii ( takie male cus z fajnym zalewem i morskim klimatem niedaleko Kielc ).

Dzielnie robilem szkice i cwiczylem w photoshopie. Przeszedlem Final Fantasy III i Pokemon Diamond na NDSie. Staralem sie tez od czasu do czasu cos poczytac. Porobilem troche zdjec. Popracowalem dorywczo ( choc i tak dopiero jak sie wakacje skonczyly to zaczalem wiecej sie za to brac haha) Mysle ze w miare konstruktywnie mi wakacje zlecialy. Wczesniej czesto zalowalem ze moglem wakacje troche inaczej rozplanowac i nie zmarnowac tyle czasu na siedzeniu przed komputerem i nie robieniu niczego konkretnego. Choc do idealu tu brakuje to bylo calkiem niezle. Zaluje tylko ze tak malo na rowerze jezdzilem... Musze jeszcze zlapac koncowke cieplych dni i troche przejezdzic lesnych sciezek.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/14405529/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/14405529/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 05:14:17 PDT

no to jedziemy:


The rules:
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged



1. Utrzymuje wrecz pedantyczny porzadek w najblizszym otoczeniu, w balaganie czuje sie zle i boje sie ze cos mi sie zawieruszy jak bede tego potrzebowal od zaraz.

2. Mam bardzo duzo zainteresowan, jednak wiele z nich musialem sobie odpuscic ze wzgledu na brak czasu i pieniadzy.

3. Jestem hipohondrykiem , nieraz panicznie boje sie o swoje zdrowie, nawet jesli to cos wzglednie 'blahego'

4. Nie widac tego po mnie na codzien, ale jestem strasznym romantykiem. Potrafie godzinami blakac sie po lakach i lasach, rozmylac nad swiatem, marzyc o idealnej milosci, sluchac klimatycznej muzyki i rozczulac sie ogladajac romanse i dramaty.

5. Bardzo cenie u ludzi szczerosc, otwartosc i dobrodusznosc.

6. Rysowac zaczalem okolo rok temu, po paroletniej przerwie ( wczesniej nauczylem sie podstaw, ale odpusicilem sobie bo nie mialem motywacji i za szybko chcialem osiagnac poprawe ). Rysuje tylko dzieki DA oraz temu ze porzucilem ambicje zeby byc w tym dobry ( inaczej za szybko sie zniechecalem ).

7. Czasami robie cos tylko po to zeby udowodnic sobie ze jestem w stanie to zrobic, tlumacze to sobie tym ze wyrabiam odwage, zeby gdy zycie da mi jakas szanse nie zmarnowac jej przez niepewnosc albo strach.

8. Jestem wielkim entuzjasta gier wideo, zawsze potrafilem siedziec dlugimi godzinami przy kompie albo konsoli, czytam prase branzowa od paru lat ( mam 2 polki zapchane magazynami ). Ostatnio jednak gram tylko odswietnie i podsmiewuje sie z ludzi ktorzy na konwentach nie odchodza od konsoli albo nie maja zycia grajac w mmorpgi. Nie to zebym wyrosl or sth, zawsze bede kochac gry, ale szkoda sie ograniczac.


Tag goes for:



]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/14374236/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/14374236/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 02:11:47 PDT
Ciesze sie bardzo ze mialem okazje poznac , prywatnie bardzo mile i komunikatywne osoby, a i panel ktory prawadzily dal mi bardzo wiele ( fajnie zobaczyc na zywo jak inni ludzie obchodza sie z photoshopem ). Dobrze tez bylo sprawdzic jak w akcji sprawuja sie czolowe tablety Wacom (Intuos3 i Graphire4). Bylo milo, nabazgralem nawet jakiegos speedpainta i zapisalem go nie pamietam juz na czyim laptopie.

:iruka-loves-kakashi: tez miala ciekawy warsztat, zobaczylem m.in. jak mozna ciekawie zastosowac maski i efekty rastru.

Nabazgralem tez nawet jeden kadr do Yenowego komixu Dojiconowego, ciekawe czy cos z tego wyjdzie.


Z devmeeta zaspialem jak zwykle sporo xyvek, bede teraz to wszystko dodawac Fajnie bylo zawrzec nowe znajomosci i odswiezyc stare.

Greetz goes for:



and otherz.




Fajnie bylo tez spotkac znajomych z Poznania, bylo pare ciekawszych akcji W poniedzialek za to zwinelismy sie z samego rana ( syndrom ostatniego dnia - zamul ), bylismy na Simpsonach w CinemaCity , a potem gralismy w WoW'a u ~scytheshadrak i ogladalismy na przemian cinematici do Wowa i Burning Crusade za kazdym razem opuszczajac szczeke z zachwytu.


Ogolnie bylo fajnie, zaluje troche ze nie nadarzyla sie okazja zeby z niektorymi zamienic wiecej niz kilka slow, ale tak to juz jest.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/14147588/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/14147588/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:12:26 PDT
Wybieram sie na trzeci Piernicon do Torunia w ten weekend. Zapewne najwiecej czasu bede spedzal w fanart roomie ( gdzie i mam nadzieje spotkac spora czesc z was ). W sumie tyle, cya there


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No i po Dojiconie 7. Bylo naprawde sporo ludzi, nieco ponad 1000-1300 os... Nie mialem czasu zeby do kazdego podejsc i zagadac, ale to standard przy takiej frekwencji. Jedynie w nocy jakby wszyscy wyparowali i z lekka nie mialem juz co robic ( hentai night mnie znudzil ).
Atrakcje nie byly jakies wybitne, ot odwiedzilem pare paneli, cosplay niestety ssal z organizacja, w polowie sie to gdzies na dwor przenioslo i nie bylo nic widac ani slychac. Kostiumy za to byly calkiem fajne ( bez rewelacji, ale Akatsuki, Chobits, FF i pare rzeczy z RO wygladalo przednio ).
Warsztat perspektyw niespecjalnie mnie interesowal (kinda odstraszaja mnie te linie), ale za to bylo troche smiechu jak wraz ~scytheshadrak zkarykaturowalismy coniektorych uczestnikow ( ze tez nikt nas za to nie skrzywdzil hehe).

Bylo tez pare fajnych akcji ktore staly sie wrecz klasykami , vide: "Titts! Titts! .. GTFO !" , Tales of Twoja Stara (slogany typu: 'Twoja stara miesza bigos lokciem', 'twoja stara pierze w rzece' etc. ) albo kolo z bannerem "You're gonna be raep'd !" i "I like mudkips"

Udalo mi sie spotkac m.in.

i wiele innych osob ktore mniej lub bardziej z tad kojazylem.

Byl nawet prowizoryczny devmeet, ale nie udalo sie cyknac zadnej zbiorowej foty ani przeprowadzic jakiejs konkretniejszej dyskusji, bo nie bylo za bardzo miejsca w ktore dalo by sie zaciagnac tyle osob. ( tak btw: czemu 95% osob z devmeeta to fimejlz ? Oo)

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/13923248/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/13923248/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 05:34:29 PDT War. War never changes. Since the dawn of human kind, when our ancestors first discovered the killing power of rock and bone, blood has been spilled in the name of everything, from God to justice to simple, psychotic rage.

In the year 2077, after millennia of armed conflict, the destructive nature of man could sustain itself no longer. The world was plunged into an abyss of nuclear fire and radiation. But it was not, as some had predicted, the end of the world. Instead, the apocalypse was simply the prologue to another bloody chapter of human history. For man had succeeded in destroying the world - but war, war never changes.

In the early days, thousands were spared the horrors of the holocaust by taking refuge in enormous underground shelters, known as vaults. But when they emerged, they had only the hell of the wasted to greet them - all except those in Vault 101. For on the fateful day, when fire rained from the sky, the giant steel door of Vault 101 slid closed... and never reopened. It was here you were born. It is here you will die because, in Vault 101, no one ever enters and no one ever leaves...


Fallout 3 is really going to be something outstanding...

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/13855461/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/13855461/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 05:27:04 PDT blackmage9 *slumberdoll `zemotion for instance and hang out in asian countries. Sounds a bit crazy but can be done.

I already have some friends scattered around Poland, in different cities.. like Warsaw, Torun or Poznan. It's nice to go to other city and hang around with ppl you know mainly from the net. However it sucks when it comes to closer relationships - time and costs of the trip.

I got to know many outstanding individuals here on deviantart.. and form this points you wonder 'it would be nice to know personally those guys'.

Plus I already decided that my voyage to Japan is just a matter of time.

Now when I think of it... I should be creating my account on 'japan penfriend'

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/13565234/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/13565234/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 14:49:03 PDT
So I have teh summer break, but the perfect image of pure leisure is flawed by the fact that I have a part time job and have to do something once in a while ... Being more concrete , I am a business consultant / market offcial or something of this sort ( sounds serious uh? but in practice I care so little about this that it even frightens me ( my careless attitude that is ) of the internet operator. I run errands, via calling people and signing agreements on providing the internet connection. Not much to do , but boss is swamping me with list of people I have to contact and sign agreements... when I look at the pile of paper sheets and get the idea about the clients who need to be contacted in due time I start to feel uneasy.

Well apart from that I am trying to make a plan what to do in my precious summer break. First I want to restore my phisical condition which has deteriorated due to the extensive usage of teh computer and being nervous about studies. Lately my eyes been very tired, I had the impression of fog covering my field of vision ( computer, strong sun rays, stress, alergy probably were the cause ). Actually I've never been subject to any alergy , but last year I had the feeling of itching eyes, and this year too I have to deal with it... I bought some vitamins to help my eyes and after a few days it looks better.

So I'm spending time visiting my grandparents, riding on the bike, trying to eat lot of fruits and vegetables, playing games , visiting some friends... No big plans at the moment, I'm just going to spend the next week or two like this, and later on think about some trip maybe. I've already planned to visit 2 conventions during the second part of the holidays - PierniCON 3 and DojiCon 7. I would like to go to the polish mountains also.. just have to find the party.
I could visit my friendie in Warsaw before she sets off to UK , but this would have to wait till her boyfiernd goes on the vacation - just wouldn't have time for me when they're together

Well, enough for now .. let's not put too many topics into one journal .. I'll try to write about other things soon.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12730757/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12730757/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 13:41:14 PDT 5 random facts about me:

1. I'm a philosopher, constantly wondering about my raison d'etre ( purpose of existence) , and how should I live my life to don't have any regrets.

2. Sometimes I'm so absent minded that I'm scared of it ... feeling so empty inside, and wonder whether I'm still alive.

3. Never in my life I had a girlfriend, nor any close female friend. Probably due to my mind set...
*voice of the angel ' dear, you just need more patience'
voice of the devil ' screw it, girls are boring, you can't talk with them about video games'*
or is that I'm looking for a ideal match , or I'm not looking at all - I'm just waiting for my destiny to workout by itself.

4.I'm a kind of person who would rather live on water and bread, to have money for 'bigger' things.

5.I'm a religious person, or at least trying to be so.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12631581/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12631581/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:05:53 PDT
I wish I could climb on the roof of the adjacent flat and just sit there ... the view would be even greater ... Now I see it is time to buy myself some decent digital camera , so I could preserve this perfect moments.

The air smells so good and refreshing, I really miss sitting outdoors to the late in the summer. It would be cool to have a laptop... take it outside, and write this words let's say, in the garden.

At times like these, world seems to me so incredibly interesting... that I could sit by the window and watch it for hours, just looking and thinking ..in this blissful state of admirement and inspiration.


I wonder ... is it necessary to be a romantic to understand such things ? Some of you might say " Yeah, I know what you mean, world is indeed a beautiful and interesting place.. you could just sit by and watch it ,and feel fulfilled and happy" , and some of you just gonna drop "Yeah, whatever, whats the big deal.."

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12331047/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12331047/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:16:39 PDT )
Nawet troche porysowalem na conie ( jak nigdy nie rysowalem prawie postaci z Naruto to mnie totalnie wzielo i rzobilem 2 szkice z Itachim i Sasuke i dalem jakims fangirla , zrobilem tez maly collab z Otai , rysowalismy Orofiela - jej postac. Nawet fajnie wyszlo, udalo jej sie zrobic przyzwoita prace z mojego cienkiego szkicu, szacun za umiejetnosc kolorowania traditional media.

Wzialem tez troche namiarow na konta DA paru rysowniczek ktre byly obecne na konwencie ( 'zlap je wszystkie' , lol ).

No i przekonalem sie, ze Naruto to najlepsze anime na swiecie

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12165265/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12165265/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 05:32:57 PDT

//Fave Artists:

- He's the most skilled artist(when it comes to CG) I've seen here so far, he's excellent in many styles.

- She has beautiful Ikaruga fanarts, incredible style and skill and knows how to convey emotions in her art.


- I very like his style ( something like 'realistic manga') , great sense in colouring.


- She's a skilled CG artist, draws awesome fanarts of games + nifty humour



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and btw... does any one knows it there is a ranking of the top pageviewed authors on da ? or give some links for some over 4 million pgviews ?... just out of curiosity..

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12151291/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12151291/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 01:35:40 PDT
Why doing such list ? Because I just feel like it This is one of my oldest hobbies so I wanted to list it in a kind of 'Gaming Anthology'.

PC:

Age of the Empires 1 + 2 + 3
Beasts and Bumpkins
Carmageddon 1 + 2
Clash
Commandos
Command & Conquer Tiberian Sun
Diablo II + Lord of Destruction
Doom 1 + 2
Duke Nukem 3D
Dungeon Keeper 2
Earth 2140 + 2150 + 2160
Fallout 1, Fallout 2, Fallout Tactics
Fighting Force
Golden Axe
Grandia 2
GTA 1
HOMM 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + expansions
Ignition
KK'n'D + Extreme + 2
Knights and Merchants
Legacy of Kain: Defiance
Mortal Kombat 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5
NFS 3
Prince of Persia 1 + 2
Quake 1 + 2
Saga: Rage of the Vikings
Settlers 2 + 3 + 4
Shadow Warrior
Sim City 2000
Starcraft + Brood War
TES III: Morrowind + Tribunal + Bloodmoon
TES IV: Oblivion + Knights of the Nine
Warcraft 2 + 3
Warhammer Dawn of War
Worms 1 + 2

PSX:
Breath of Fire 4
Castlevania SOTN
Chrono Cross
Final Fantasy 7 + 8 + 9 + Tactics
Xenogears

PS2:
Dragon Quest 8
Fianl Fantasy 10 + 10-2
Gran Turismo 4
Metal Gear Solid 2 + 3
Shadow of the Collosus
Soul Calibur 3
Star Ocean 3
Tekken 5


SNES:

Chrono Trigger
Der Langrisser
Final Fantasy 4 + 5 + 6
Lufia II
Radical Dreamers
Seiken Densetsu 3
Star Ocean
Tales of Phantasia
Terranigma

GBA:

Breath of Fire 2
Castlevania:Aria of Sorrow
Golden Sun
Pokemon Ruby

MMO:

Lineage II
Ragnarok Online


Other:

Ikaruga
Sonic 1 + 2 + 3 + 3D
arcade games by Capcom , Mame etc.
pc retro games

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12022681/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/12022681/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 05:45:48 PST Bylem niedawno u okulisty, przebadac sie czy wszystko ok z moimi oczami, wzrok mam dobry , ale czasami mam zludzenie ze caly obraz sniezy ( tak jak np. czasami w aparatach cyfrowych na lcd ), a ze zaczalem sie tym przejmowac poszedlem zeby sie upewnic. Wszystko jest ok, ale lekarz powiedzial mi zebym zbadal sobie cisnienie bo jestem emocjonalny i mozliwe ze przez to jest niestabline. W sumie od kad pamietam robi mi sie slabo przy szczepieniach , pobieraniach krwii itp, lub kiedy mysle ze cos mi moze dolegac. Takze po owej wizycie podswidomie sie bardzo tym przejalem i musialem usiasc na pare minut zeby nie zemdlec.
Bylem pare razy w przychodni zmierzyc cisnienie, wszystko wychodzilo ok, ale mimo to kazda taka wizyta sprawiala ze sie w glebi martwilem zeby wszystko poszlo dobrze. Wczoraj jak wracalem z przychodni, myslalem o paru rzeczach, podekscytowalem sie i za jakis czas poczulem ze cos glowa zaczyna mi buzowac, czuc w uszach i ogolnie ze tak jakby mi cisnienie wzroslo. Przejalem sie tym bardzo i w nocy nie moglem usnac. W zalenosci od mojego stanu psychicznego czuje sie albo lepiej albo gorzej. W skrajnych przypadkach zdaje sie ze glowe chce rozsadzic. Raczej nie przypominam sobie bym miewal takie rzeczy , totez mozna powiedziec ze spanikowalem. Bylem dzis w przychodzni, lekarka powiedziala mi zebym sie nie przejmowal i bral sobie tabletki uspokajajace przez pewien czas, dopuki okres stresow nie minie. Martwie sie ogolnie o to ,ze w poniedzialek mam egzamin komisyjny z literatury angielskiej ( nie zdalem poprawki ) i jakos sie tak zlozylo ,ze jest troche tych zmartwien.
Musze sie pogodzic z tym ze czasem trzeba swoje wycierpiec i nauczyc sie kontrolowac bardziej swoje emocje ( potrafie sie wczuc, chocby ogladajac jakis film ).
Chociaz moze to jakas infekcja, sporo osob naokolo ostatnio cos podchorowuje. Jednak co jak co , czlowiek zaczyna nagle doceniac to co ma i robi sie bardziej pokorny kiedy cos go przykrego spotka. No i zaczyna zdawac sie na innych, pragnie opieki i wsparcia.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/11373040/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/11373040/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 10:13:01 PST
I'm currently a bit nervous due to the fact that i have a lot of tests at the college and within 2 weeks there gonna be end term exams for the semester. I was lazy at learning during the whole semester and now it's time to make up for that whole time. The same feeling as the 2 prevoius exam sessions ( I'm now at 2nd year) and prababy matura exam (after high school) ( tyle ze maturzysci maja ciezszy orzech do zgryznienia niz sesja egzaminacyjna bo poniekad to o wiekszych rzeczach decyduje).
Again I'm sometimes enduring the feeling of being breathless due to being anxiuos ( 3 tests in this week Oo). But I try not to care too much.

I resumed playing Xenogears ( PSX ) ,I really got involved in the storyline but now I had to halt if for some time due to the general lack of time. I only tend do play some skirmishes in Warhammer 40.000 Dark Crusade.

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Friends:


]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/11073698/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/11073698/ Mon, 18 Dec 2006 10:45:00 PST
I finally finished the Hammers of Fate HoMM V expansion. I'm a big fan of the Heroes series, so I decided to try do some doodles concerning this latest installment of the series. These are fast drawings of some of the main heroes. Check them if u want .. later they'll be probably moved to scraps.



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See the Final Fantasy XIII Versus trailer - it's amazing. [link]



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I've wiped the majority of my scraps, I won't be missing them. They were offending my artist pride too much [ humility is a part of learning, I know .. If I didn't , I wouldn't submit my work here [ *lowers his ambition and proceeds forward*]. The more my skill develops , the more mistakes I tend to notice ( the good news is that it also applies to works of other people, often more skilled than me ).

I think that I'm going to watch Bleach ... I've seen so many fanarts recently that I felt the need to see it. ( one of the most popular things to fanart on deviantart huh? ) I just need to find some time. ..Oh Rukia-chan , I'm commin ! ^.^

It's beed hard with time lately , not that I have to learn or something, but it just flows so fast recently .. It's not just me who have the impression that time flows much faster now.. people around me also notice that ... and the weather also went crazy ... it's middle of december and there is no cold and no snow... signs ?

But getting back to my free time, I'm not doing anything special , but days are just passing. I draw , browse DA, use gg a bit, play games .. . but still It feels to me like I'm doing nothing particular.

I finished the remake of Settlers 2. Great game .. I really enjoyed myself... and mastered it so much that it becamed awfully easy at times. I'm also about to finish the Heroes V expansion - Hammers of Fate. The penultimate mission in the campaign - I will be playing it after I'm done with this journal.
2 games less - it will make room for Dragon Quest 8 that I started and Ikaruga .. another 2 ... and I could possilby think of another 10 titles that I need to finish in the nearest future.
And so many anime titles, movies and .. books. I'm promising myself that I'll come back to reading Discworld constantly .. but how am I supposed to have time for all this ? 48h day ? Yes , I have to choose few and discard the rest.

What is more, I'm socially passive at the moment. Nearly all my contact with people is limited to school and family. I'm neglecting my friends and acquaintances. And even with cutting off all the 'social go get a life' thing I still don't have enough time for my interests and art practice.

On the other hand I don't feel a need to hang out with people. Sometimes it seems to me like wasting time. I might have to regret saying this, but I dislike parties - the whole shit talk about nothing, everyone just trying to be cool. I can't find myself in it. However this do not apply to certain people and things ( like manga conventions for instance ) - I'm always looking forward to those.

Well, all this could be interpretated by you in various ways , depending on how well you know me. I have to add that it depends on the mood - sometimes I'm a cool guy with welcoming attitude and very elaborate sense of humour, and sometimes I'm a philosopher , preoccupied with thoughts, art and popculture.

And as for my negligence of social contacts , it does not apply to the internet. I'm not using communicators as much as I used to , but still I manage to stay in touch with a few friends , and of course I'm constantly browsing your deviations and journals ... but I just fear that we may be building a virtual community .. that could someday turn into a Matrix.

Ok.Enough of pessimism. Christmas r comin

[random mood generator ? Oo]






]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10979520/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10979520/ Thu, 07 Dec 2006 03:22:45 PST
Its fun to draw at school , people around are always curious what I'm drawing... some of them even get inspired and they begun to draw too. 3 people from my group started to draw again ( they used to have some practice in the past , but abandoned it later on) , yesterady for instance they were drawing portraits of some of the teachers ... hehe it was fun. Another funny situation was when I printed a page from the Chrono Cross artwork to use it as reference at school, I wanted to draw Kid to look exactly as the one in the artwork, but her countenance was very peculiar and I couldn't do the mouth to archive the same expression as in the original ( 1 milimeter of diference and her lips looks whole difrent) and together with my 2 people who were sitting near me , were trying to draw this for a couple of minutes.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10912103/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10912103/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 10:54:12 PST
For instance , the opening song of 'Air' anime - 'tori no uta' , now that I checked tori in the dictionary I finally know that the title means 'the birdlike song' . It's fun

I was looking at my art my oldest pictures ( 2002 / 2003) lately, and it inspired me to draw newer version of some of my oldest images. One instance of this is the sketch of Aeris I 've submitted today. I'm also quite amazed that 4 years ago I was actually able to approximate images so that they looks almost like the original. Some of them looks even better than my recent drawings ( well, majority of them were copies of professional artworks , ( i dunno how to say it in egnlish that I 'przerysowalem je' so it's obvious ).

I noticed that my mood often depends on my artistic efficiency, If I draw something that I'm satisfied with, it boosts my selfconfidence and overall fettle ( kto z was wiedzial jak jest 'samopoczucie' po ang ? bo ja kurwa jestem na drugim roku anglistyki i dopiero teraz sie z tym slowem spotkalem w doslownym jego znaczeniu O_o ) , on the contrary, while the effect is negaitve I get upset.
I very often have these 'amplitudes' of self-esteem. Once I think that I'm on a very good way to improvement, while later on I doubt myskills.

I know that the thing I need the most is the zeal and eagerness to draw, despite the results I have to do many drawings and I'll improve. When I compare my recent works with those I did a month ago I see a noticeable change. My hand became a lot surer and I'm less afraid of experimenting. That's a good symptom , isn't it ?


check them:


]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10767148/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10767148/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 13:43:20 PST made me a beautiful birthday present - a layout for my blog. You can find it here [link]
It's Anko from Naruto. She's cool

..oh, and my pageviews counter reached 1000. Thank you all very much
btw: who did the 1000th one ?

Gotta draw something to commemorate this

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10709525/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10709525/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 08:15:09 PST
I got bored of my avatar and id , so i must think of somethin new as a better replacement.

I've lately laid my hands on Naruto Narutimate Hero 3 - a 3d Naruto fighter for PS2. Game looks quite good, cel shade graphics are a very good option here. Just look how Anko swiftly moves her sexy body... [ hehe I'm Anko obsessed ]
Oh .. and the game is -entirely- in Japanese. I'm only able to distinguish 'yes' and 'no' in kana writing .. well.. that's far enough to play the game.

Apart from this I'm still getting through Dragon Quest VIII - an Akira Toriyama- character design RPG. It's a very good game, and most likely I will draw some fantarts of it.

Soundtrack from Tekken 5: Dark Resurrecion is WTFPWN good thing. This music is so 'boombastic' .. a lot of electronic parts mixed with heavy guitar sound and choirs.. extreamely melodic and cool. It actually makes me overflow with energy... 'Hall of Fate ^RESURRECTION' is my fave track , check it and u wont regret.

~cheers

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10567597/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10567597/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 06:56:55 PST ?).
Wspomne jeszce ze konwent ostro rozpropagowal Hard Geyo manie , wszyscy latali w kolko i krzyczeli "hooooo!~" imitujac 'gestykulacje' Hardo Gaya
Mialem tez przyjemnosc sprawdzic w akcji Xboxa 360 (dzieki uprzejmosci Resila) z m.in. Dead or Alive 4 i Project Gotham Racing 3 .. oj pieknie to wyglada wszystko w ruchu.

a BakaY2K6 juz w ten weekend ... to baka or not to baka ...?

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10484753/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/10484753/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:20:05 PDT It's the best video game of it's kind, very hard though, but I love playing it cause of the incridible artistic features ,brilliant soundtrack and not exposed storyline. If you're enough interested in what I wrought , type 'Ikaruga" in the DA searcher and check it.

I have some things on my mind that I would like to draw, but it's not easy to force myself into work ... also my practice drawings discouraged me a bit - high ambition, low skill - that's how this ends. In fact I need a lot of practice to improve. I must enforce some discipline upon myself and then maybe I could see some possitive results.

I also got today a new issue of Psx Extreme #111 , a polish magazine about video games, my favourite one. The layout is getting better and better and sometimes it's almost like an artbook. Plus I like reading the news about new generation games and consoles.

I'm going to read the 'Wuthering Heights" by Emily Bronte, an English classic novel for my studies, let's hope that I'll have enough 'inner' and 'outer' strength to finish it.

]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/9769574/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/9769574/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 08:55:26 PDT ). No to jade:

01. Imię: Kuba
02. Kolor włosów: ciemno brazowe
03. Kolor oczu: takie dziwne, zielone z brazowa poswiata od zrenicy
04. Obecny wzrost: 181cm
05. Okulary/szkła kontaktowe: niet
06. Znak zodiaku: Skorpion
07. Obecny wiek: jeszcze 19
08. Rodzeństwo: siostra
09. Wiek rodzeństwa: 10
10. Miejsce zamieszkania: Kielce
11. Tatuaże/percing: nah
12. Najlepsza przyjaciółka/przyjaciel: bo ja wiem czy mam najlepszego ? czy wogole jakiegos mam ? pare os bliskich jest.
13. Chłopak/dziewczyna: jak na razie mam czyste konto.. szukam idealu... pewno jeszcze troche poszukam.
14. Rodzaj pocałunku: dunno
15. Hobby: duzo tego, wielu rzeczy probowalem... przede wszystkich gry , konsole, manga&anime, muzyka (zna sie troche kapel), rysowanie ( ale len jestem ), Japonia, narty/deska, bron biala, asg ... wszystko jest ciekawe tylko czasu nie ma.
16. Jesteś w centrum uwagi czy 'podpierasz ściany'?: zalezy od humoru
17. Jakim rodzajem samochodu jeździsz?: samochodem rodzicow, jako pasazer
18. Jesteś punktualny czy często się spóźniasz?: zalezy gdzie, do szkoly lubie sie spozniac, krocej musze tam siedziec
19. Masz pracę?: nope
20. Czy lubisz być pośród ludzi?: zalezy jakich ,ale chyba lubie
21. Czy kiedykolwiek kochałeś kogoś u kogo nie miałeś żadnych szans: jakies tam mialem, ale male.
22. Czy płakałeś kiedy przez kogoś płci przeciwnej?: nie zatanawialem sie nad tym nigdy
23. Czy jesteś teraz samotny?: jestem draniem wiec jestem samotny , po czesci jestem samotnikiem, wiec nie jest mi z tym zle.
24. Czy kiedykolwiek bałeś się, ze nigdy nie weźmiesz ślubu?: chyba nie, I don't care about that
25. Czy chcesz wsiąść ślub?: jak sie zakocham to moze bede chcial
26. Czy chcesz mieć dzieci?: raczej nie chce
ULUBIONE:
27. Pokój: fajny
28. Rodzaj muzyki: wszelaka .. metal , ambient, darkwave, j-music, ost z gier i anime
29. Piosenka: nie mam jednej ulubionej, pierwsze co mi przychodzi do glowy czego ostatnio slucham to Gackt- Miserable
30. Wspomnienie: precious memories ... duzo wspomnien , jedne mile inne nie... fajnie to wszystko pamietac.
31. Dzień tygodnia: hmm.. sroda?
32. Kolor: czarny, niebieski, bialy ... wszystkie sa fajne w sumie.
33. Perfum albo woda kolońska: --
34. Kwiat: wszystkie mi sie podobaja
35. Miesiąc: zaleznie od nastroju
36. Gazeta: Psx Extreme, Neo Plus ... czasem CDA albo cos muzycznego ( Mystic Art np)

CZY ROBIŁEŚ TO W CIĄGU OSTATNICH 48 GODZIN:
37. Płakałeś: nie, ale mialem ochote jakos odreagowac
38. Kupiłeś coś: na allegro pare rzeczy
39. Źle się czułeś (fizycznie): wiecznie zmeczony =/
40. Śiewałeś: taa, podspiewywalem sobie Gackta.. lubie Japonski.
41. Powiedziałeś 'Kocham Cię': hehe... nie
42. Chciałeś komuś powiedzieć, ze kogo kochasz, ale nie zrobiłeś tego: --
43. Poznałeś kogoś nowego: chyba nie
44. Ruszyłeś się: tak, bylem na miescie i u kumpla , wczoraj i dzis
45. Miałeś poważną rozmowę: tak
46. Piłeś/paliłeś: nie
47. Przytuliłeś kogoś: poduszke
48. Pocałowałeś kogoś: nein
49. Kłóciłeś się z rodzicami: nope
50. Marzyłeś o osobie, z którą nie możesz być: yea, ale o takiej z ktora moge byc... chyba

W PRZYSZŁOŚCI:
51. Co będziesz robić jak dorośniesz: zostane wandererem
52. Gdzie będziesz żył: w Polsce raczej
53. Czy chcesz mieć dzieci: chciec.. nie chce
54. Jeżeli tak: woot?
55. Jak byś je nazwał: ladnie napewno

TO CZY TO:
56. Coca Cola/Pepsi: no way
57. Długopis/ołówek: dÅ... ]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/7939762/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/7939762/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 03:14:56 PST 1. Ghost in the Shell Stand Alone Complex OST 2
2. Ghost in the Shell Stand Alone Complex OST 2 - be human
3. Ghost in the Shell Stand Alone Complex OST 3
4. Faust Again - Hope against Hope


[yea I love soundtracks, but hey isn't it werid - 4 diffrent OST albums to ONE anime title ? Each like 20 trakcs .... but actually they all all great, a mix of electronic, rock, japanese folk, choirs, jazz ... openings singed in 3 different languages, impressive and interesting indeed.]

[It's so kewl showing your playlist to evryone heheh ( I dunno what is english word for ' lans ' ;]) .. but seriously, I've been very bored with music lately , I had completly 'mastered' the tracks on my mp3 player and I was sick of all of them, but now I finally have some good albums to listen to ... you know - even the best music fades out after listening to it 20 times in a row - just need so 'refreshment' ] ]]> ~Zaan http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/7533100/ http://Zaan.deviantart.com/journal/7533100/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 06:46:51 PST
Right now I'm kind of a newbie in the subject and most of my art is still very amateur ( in comparision with most of the 16 year old girls whose works looks like damn professional hehe), but again , I think that this will motivate me even more.

~cheers everyone! ]]> ~Zaan