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Ah, yeah.
Anyways, the point of this journal.


As I usually apologize, sorry for lack of update and other stuff (but then again, I don't have many people watching my dA anymore, so I guess not many will see this? Also, I tend to just lurk around on dA and don't bother commenting or whatnot). I'm occupied with my classes, but then again, I've hardly been doing anything for my classes really. Some time during November, or the end of October, I seem to have lost hope for what I've had going on for me. Just a lot of bad stuff coming my way. But the only person to blame for such events is myself. Mmm, growing up sucks.

I seem to have lost touch with good friends from middle school or other places. Some I still keep in contact with, some I can have contact to but... sadly, as mean as this is, I sometimes (or rather most of the time) am not bothered to actually say something to them. I guess it's just because we're not around each other that I feel like I'm not obligated to talk to them. I don't mean to sound like I have that type of mindset when it comes to friends, but that's kind of the only way I can describe it at the moment. Every year I lose more and more friends because of my will to not want to communicate, or from how bad of a friend I can be from treating them. I wish to apologize for such things, but usually have a hard time admitting what I've done wrong. It's sad, but I'm glad there are those that I still have a strong friendships with (and don't completely hate me).



I guess on a lighter note, ~Panda-Hat is coming down to California. It's been since, like, the end of July since I've seen him. I was supposed to see him before he left to Washington, but stuff came up and sadly we could not meet up. It sucks that the week he arrives is when I go back to school from my Winter Break. But at least I'll get to see him for a couple of days. Him and ~Wxeharoi. Ffffff, I miss you dudes~

And a late happy birthday to ~Rose-fon-Abend, ~RumbleBall, and ~Loozer-s. (Sorry if I've left some of you out )
I miss you all, seriously.

Ah... not sure what else to say.
Actually, I forgot what I was going to say.
I'll edit it this later when I remember I guess.

For now, toodles everyone~


EDIT:
Just remembered now.
A little random, but.
Uzumaki (not Naruto Uzumaki >:U ) has become one of my favorite manga's.
It's not a manga for everyone though is what I can say.

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So uh, yeah. Lolz

Usually late at night (or really everyday, lulz) I browse for Vocaloid songs, or fandubbed Vocaloids songs. (Recently Choucho's version of Hatsune Miku's "BPM" has become a favorite). I'm always happy to recognize Nico singers like Yamai, Usa, Utawa Sakura, Anima, Halyosy, etc...

PoPiPo is a rather odd song indeed. But still quite enjoyable, as well as the video. (Original video link below)

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So anyways, I was browsing for fandubbed Vocaloid songs when I then found a "Popipo" fandub, the first dub of this song I have seen. I instantly clicked the link and paused the video, waiting for it to load. While I was waiting I thought, "Hrm, I wonder how this Nico singer sounds."

When I played the song I jumped out of me seat like "WTF LOL OH GAWD."
... epic fandub is epic is all I can say. I think Imma go get the mp3 for it. >w>;;
GAWD HE SOUNDS SO ANGRY BUT IT SOUNDS SO GOOD. /phail.

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Anyways, just random video I thought I would share for people's who like Vocaloid (or not).


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Current Happenings/To Do:
-Trois commission(s) + 10 Freebies for (I WILL FUCKING FINISH THEM, I FUCKING SWEAR DUDE.)
-Art Trade with "SOUGO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" "Jogging." (I'll get it some times ;w; )
-Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann Chibis (Nia, Leeron, Viral)
-Beat Final Fantasy Tactics A2
-Get Touhou (coz keeps bothering me to do so, but I'm lazy)
-To hang out with Riza Hawkeye AKA Charlie ;O;

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/27676640/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/27676640/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 20:55:04 PDT Tegaki // MangaBullet

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Uh, back the fxck up Hollywood. Leave KoF alone. WTF DID SNK DO TO YOU BxTCHES TO DECIDE YOU'RE GONNA TURN THE FIGHTING GAME SERIES INTO A MOVIE?

It'll suck. Just like all or most books/games/remake movies. (But it's my own opinion, so feel free to disagree)

For example, what was that bullshxt DRAGON BALL EVOLUTION? I didn't watch it, but just seeing trailers and clips made me go "WTFGTFOHOLLYWOOD". There's also that Cowboy Bebop movie coming out. And to those who aren't aware, I'm not talking of a new animated Bebop movie.

It's a Live Action one. But that's kind of old news, and I'm still pretty irked about it. :/

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Er, angry rant is angry.


ANYWAYS HUR HUR.
Halloween is coming up. I'm pretty durn excited.
~JpopLuverGirl, ~DelicatelyGone, ~iburutease, ~Neko-Masashi, our friend Chandani, JPop's friend, and myself are doing a group thing for Halloween. Well, for our school. We are allowed to dress up and whatnot.

We're doing the Seven Deadly Sins. No, not Full Metal Alchemist. Pfft haha.
I'm pretty excited, and DG and Buu-tan got me stuff. Buu-tan got me some fxcking big ass yellow hair clips oAo" And DG is getting me some shades. ;w; I'm getting her a Tare Panda, as we sins have items for our group.

Well, to be more exact. We all are color coded (HUR HUR, WE'RE DIFFERENT GANG MEMBER COLORS). We also decided we would have items to go with our sin. i.e. Pride has a mirror. I'm hoping we can really go through with this. ;w; Buu-tan, DG, and myself even made up small comic ideas and drawings of us. Hur hur. ;w; I'll prolly submit the first four sings (4koma style comic) tomorrow or something.

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Speaking of school, this morning I hit someone's car door.
No, I don't drive. But I was getting out of the car to go to school and then this car comes by and I quickly pulled the door back, but wasn't fast enough as I saw their side door had like the paint come off, I think. I'm not too sure. I was just too shocked, nervous, and scared that I could have made a mistake like that. My mom just told me to go to class and that she'd deal with the driver. The Ms. Eyvonne, the lady who checks for ID's in the front of the school, saw how upset I was and told me to go to class and not to worry or cry. I actually ended up shedding some tears in the locker room (I had PE in the morning) because I just felt so guilty and was so nervous about the whole thing. My friend Zack was like "What? Are you serious? You cried over that?"

I didn't cry much. Probably for like a minute or a minute and a half at the most. I was just really nervous: About what the driver would say and about what my mom would say. She's already had too much bad shxt going on for her for like the past two weeks, she doesn't need anymore. It was pretty silly and dumb for me to cry over something like that, but I was, repeating again, nervous, guilty, and overall feeling like I should have looked back to see the car.

An hour after I was let out from school my mom called me and was apologizing that she was late. I said it was okay, but quickly asked her about the car. She said our car was okay, but the other persons was eh. (I really don't remember, but I know something was scratched or messed up) I asked her if the driver was mad but it turned out they just kept driving and they didn't stop. And I actually remember, after I got out of my mom's car that morning, that they didn't looked phased. But then again, I was staring at the back of their head. I felt so relieved after that, and my mom knew too.

SO ENDING TO THAT STORY, SHE DROVE ME TO KFC AND PERMA-STRAIGHTENED MY HAIR AT HER WORKPLACE.
IMMA LOOK BALD IN THE LEFT SIDE OF MY HEAD FOR PROLLY A WEEK UNTIL MY HAIR BEGINS TO... ]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/27585071/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/27585071/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 18:31:30 PDT Tegaki // MangaBullet

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Like an hour ago I came back from spending some time with my Aunt Peou (pronounced ' Poh ' ), whom I don't see too often. Initially she was just going to take me home, but I asked her if we could hang out, which, we then came to the decision to go watch a movie. Well, I suggested, then she said "Zombieland" and I was like "FUCK YES." (I didn't actually say it, just in my head. Though she did say 'fuck' and 'mother fucker' in the car. Hur hur, I love my aunt)

I actually called up my cousin Sophy to check for movie times for us. She called back a few minutes later to tell me movie listing times for Zombie Land at a theater we were planning on going to was 3:30 or 3:40.

"Oh shit, we gotta go. It's 3:23," says my aunt. Hur hur.

So, we got there, bought the tickets, and went in. Zombieland was actually pretty good. It wasn't as funny as I expected it to be, but it was still pretty good. I actually got scared. "OTL
Um... what else.
Oh, the makeup? Er, holy geez, pretty gorey and gross? But then again, it is a horror/zombie/comedy movie.

After seeing a movie in the theater, for the first time in a while, I wanna go see 'Invention of Lying.'


I went to hang out with ~InfiniteParanoia on Wednesday. Or was it Tuesday? Which day? I forget. I went to Borders with her, where the author of the book turned movie "Whip It" was to show up. Her mom was introducing the author, I believe. I would have stayed to listen to the author, but then again, I hardly read >___> And it wasn't that I didn't want to listen, but I just wasn't too interested. So Infini and I went downstairs and like, tried to connect her laptop/snag some internets. What was kind of fail was that the tables were taken, and we went to a table OUTSIDE of the bookstore. WHERE IT WAS COLD, HOLY SHIT. But we had many lulz. Wish I could have seen you longer/hung out more with you, ~InfiniteParanoia. ;w;



On an offtopic note:

I forget how long ago it was, but I was supposed to be doing my Spanish/Geometry homework around 6pm.
But I couldn't put down my DS, as I was playing Final Fantasy Tactics A2. I absolutely loved loved LOVED Tactics for the Gameboy Advance. I was happy I was able to get it for my R4.
I ended up playing FFA2 until 3am in the morning.
Hur hur, oh me.



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Current Happenings/To Do:
-Trois commission(s) + 10 Freebies for (I WILL FUCKING FINISH THEM, I FUCKING SWEAR DUDE.)
-Art Trade with "SOUGO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" "Jogging." (I'll get it some times ;w; )
-Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann Chibis (Nia, Leeron, Viral)
-Beat Final Fantasy Tactics A2
-Get Touhou (coz keeps bothering me to do so, but I'm lazy)
-To hang out with Riza Hawkeye AKA Charlie ;O;

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But some times like... well, it probably is me, but do you ever get that feeling where you regret telling someone about something? (I'm not name dropping or anything, I'm just saying) Like, it was something you had liked, and then kind of was like.. ehhhh... after the person you told, or just other people, had found out about it too?

Iunno, it's a silly thing, but sometimes I can get pretty anal about it. So much to the point where I'm like,"Yeah, I'll shut up and not say anything more," or I just don't like whatever it was period. I guess some of my friends reading maybe thinking,"Oh, is that how she feels towards me?" No, no, don't misunderstand.

It just kind of bothers me. Like, I will start to enjoy something, and then another person(s) will find out about it and like it too, and in some way it kind of ruins it for me and I start to dislike whatever it was less and less. For example, I'll like a certain artist/series. But when another group comes across it, and I see their display or how they like said artist/series, it kind of pushes me away.

I know it's a dumb reason to stop liking something because another group does. But in some way, this'll sound dumb too, it's sometimes the people/fandom that makes me feel that way. (Or maybe it's coz I like stuff that's isn't popular and than emo over how it is popular, huuur -shot-) ~riku440 and I had a small convo about this like a day or two ago.

I'm pretty hypocrtical though, saying all the above stuff. Because I know I've been introduced to new things or found and kind of spazzed about it and whatnot. So, I guess I shouldn't be all angry over something where I do kind of contradict myself. Mmmmm, at least I got to let that out.


Oh uh... school started today.
Holy shit, I was scared of 4th period. Because it was my AP World History class FFFFFFFF
I unfortunately did not turn in packet two. Too dumb to comprehend it. We already have homework, and I'm starting it tomorrow when I get home. But then again, there are some notes I need to do as well apparently. Iunno, I need to ask my friend. v___v;; My quote for that class really is

"Hi, my names Allison. And I'm going to fail this class."

I got to see all my friends. ;w; I miss my freshmen year. ;o; All the freshmen this year, I really couldn't tell. I have a few classes with them and I had mistaken some for sophmores. They're pretty tall, compared to the new ninth graders from my middle school. All a bunch of short little fu-
HAHA, I LOVE THE FACT I SHARE COSTUME DESIGN WITH A PORTION OF THE PEEPS I HANG OUT WITH. Too bad Chandani is not in it :c

Anyways uh... kinda it. xDD
Goodnight/goodmorning ;w;

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Current Happenings:
-Trois commission(s) + 10 Freebies for (LOL SO SOOOOOORRRRYYYYYYYY "OTL Stop reminding me or I'll commit seppuku ;w; )
-Art Trade with "SOUGO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" "Jogging." (I'll get it some times ;w; )
-Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann Chibis (Nia, Leeron, Viral)
-I REALLY NEED TO DO MY AP WORLD HISTORY HOMEWORK BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS "OTL (FUCK YEAH IM 35-45% DONE )
-Beat Yoshi's Island DS, Apollo Justice, Osu! Tatakae! Ouendan, and Pokemon Trozei
-Attempt again to update my R4 ;o;
-Get Touhou (coz ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/27080477/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/27080477/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 17:35:49 PDT Tegaki // MangaBullet

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EDIT: 8:14pm

Hells yeah, I finished the first packet of 31 questions! Except, two of them I couldn't answer because wtf they didn't make any sense. The author of Guns, Germs, and Steel... I wish you hadn't written it. Your books too damn long and take way too damn long to get to the point.

As for the second packet... I don't think I will do it. The directions don't make any sense, and a few of my friends who share the class with me feel the same way. But I think that we're still going to have to do it when school comes around. I'd be much happier knowing what I'm supposed to do than stressing over something that doesn't give clear directions.

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My gawd, I can't believe it's only in two days. D:

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And somehow I LOST MY SCHEDULE CARD with my CLASSES, room numbers+what periods they are. "OTL I know my classes for this year, actually. But I just don't know what order they are in.

Fuck I'm screwed. Well, as long as I ask the main office when school starts. (That is, if I get to first day of school on time before classes start. Hopefully they can print me a copy of my classes. fffff)

I'm actually like... 35-40% done with my AP World History Homework. I'm trying to cram it all in TODAY. orz I have two packets, and I'm almost done with the first one which is like 32 questions. I'm on Q.18, thank gawd. The second packet confuses me though because WHAT THE FUCK, THE DIRECTIONS ARE SO... I REALLY DON'T GET THEM. Or maybe I'm just too dumb to even comprehend them.

The class I'm looking forward to the most is INTRODUCTION TO COSTUME DESIGN FFFFFF. Fuck yeah I'm learn how to sow. So I can make really cool cosplays.

I'm actually going to be transferring schools though. As much as I like the school I go to now because of how small it is, it took me quite a while to realize it doesn't have much to offer. And I'm not actually happy at all there, aside from meeting cool peeps like ~Neko-Masashi, ~jannms829, ~DelicatelyGone, ~JpopLuverGirl, ~KingdomGamer, and other people who I'm sure don't have dA accounts. Huuur.

I know what school I want to go to, which I'd be seeing my cousin Tiffany, ~RumbleBall, and the faggy (huur, just kidding) thought was my uncle ~riku440. But I'm starting to maybe reconsider transferring to a new school, because it would be kind of a waste if I didn't finish up my time in AP World History; all the work I'd have done would have been for nothing. (As much as I regret getting into that class, yeah :C ) And like... I do want to finish up that year in costume design. ;o; I might just switch when I'm in 11th grade. ffffff My awesome english teacher would have been back by that time, and we would have done a Professor Layton cosplay together, but oh well. "OTL

Oh uh... shit, I forgot what else I was gonna say. But yeah, s'bout it. :c

Oh wait, now I remember.


I've been playing Apollo Justice lately (FFFFF YOUR FAULT ~Iciclespear. No I kid, I lurve you. ;w; ) and like... I'm pretty infatuated over the Gavin bros (As well as that one red haired guy from... ]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/26845918/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/26845918/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 21:05:06 PDT Tegaki // MangaBullet

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So uh... I've been playing my DS a lot lately. And, I don't really know what games to get. :C Any suggestions? D: I usually enjoy music based, puzzles, rpg. Fighting games a go too. xD Well, I don't know too much of what I like. "OTL But yeah, that's some of it. Games I already have (so that there's no people listing x: )



-Professor Layton and the Curious Village (I PLAN TO GET THE OTHER GAMES WHEN I HAVE MONEY + 3 & 4 are translated and brought here ; ^ ; )

-Advance Wars: Duel Strike
-Apollo Justice (Don't tell me about the other Ace Attorney/Gyakuten Saiban/Phoenix Wright please XDD)
-Final Fantasy III

-Animal Crossing: Wild World
-Nintendogs (.... shut up I'm a sucker for cute things. Especially since I can own a Shiba Inu and Husky >A> )

-The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass
-Yoshi's Island DS
-Kirby: Canvas Curse

-Elite Beat Agents
-Taiko no Tatsujin Ds Touch de Dokodon (I wanted to get Meccha! Taiko no Tatsujin, but I can't update my R4 :C I may just import it)

-Pokemon Trozei
-Pokemon Diamond/Pearl (Don't tell me to get Platinum XD)

-Warioware Touched
-Rhythm Heaven

-COOKING MAMA 2
-Flash Focus
-Brain Age 1-2

-Mario Kart DS
-Mario Party DS

-Trauma Center (I have this game but I'm so scared to play it "OTL )


I had The World Ends With You, and honestly, I was super disappointed by that game. I only liked Sho Minamimoto, but he liked math and that's my worst subject. "OTL

So.... any game suggestions? :c

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Current Happenings:
-Trois commission(s) for (LOL SO SOOOOOORRRRYYYYYYYY "OTL)
-Art Trade with "SOUGO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" "Jogging." (I'll get it some times ;w; )
-Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann Chibis (Nia, Leeron, Viral)
-I REALLY NEED TO DO MY AP WORLD HISTORY HOMEWORK BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS "OTL
-Beat Yoshi's Island DS
-Attempt again to update my R4 ;o;

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Oh my gawd, I can't believe how close it is to September. ;_____; -obviously doesn't want to go back to school-

During my summer I haven't really done much. Mostly just stay home, go out to hang with family, and look at houses. And when I say look at houses I don't mean looking at them just for the sake of it. But my family was planning on trying to find a home that we will actually own. My mom finds it sad that her and my dad are pretty close to 50 years old, and we don't have a home.

I was happy about finding a home because (1)I haven't really lived in an actual house (I live in apartment) for like 4/5 years. (2) I'll have my own bedroom. (3) I'll have a bed. I told my family it's REALLY sad that in the video games I have a room, furniture, and even a house thats like 2 stories. Yet in real life I don't even have a room. "OTL My back is so messed up from the couch. Or maybe that's from me sleeping on the couch, I don't know. But hopefully we find a home thats close to Long Beach, because I really don't want to have to switch schools. My mom said she'd be willing to drive me to my school, even if we lived in a different city. But if it's too far then I'll switch.


I left to Laughlin, Nevada on August 7th. Oh, and happy birthday to you ~Shizumanagi. I nearly forgot your bday was in August if Gaia hadn't alerted me. Lulz. -is horrible friend- My family went with some other families. My brother and his girlfriend were going to be joining us, and my cousin Tiffany was invited as well. The problem was though was that our car only seated 5 people. So my parents got one of their friends to allow Tiffany to ride with them. I wasn't too happy about sitting next to my bro and his gf for 6 hours, because the car would be cramped, but it wasn't too bad.

It was pretty late when we got to Laughlin, and I had heard 4 families with us that drove ahead accidentally drove to Las Vegas instead of Laughlin. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL (But they made it eventually xD) We stayed at the Tropicana Express. I called it "The Radioactive Hotel" because it was glowing green (But really it was just from the lights). Nothing much going on, went to sleep. Next day we drove to Lake Mead, which is actually mostly in Arizona? But the lake is pretty hella big. All of us went to a spot where we usually had gone. I was happy to go to Laughlin/Lake Mead because it had been like 5 years since I had gone. My family would go every summer but stopped.

Jumped off cliffs, rode on jetski. Everyone did those more than I did. I jumped off a cliff into the water & rode jetski once. Only once. :C I would have done more but... from that jump my ear got clogged and was just hurting like crazy. So yeah, I had to stop and sloooooooooooooooooowwwwwww dooooooooooooooowwwwwwwnnnnnnnnnnn. For some strange reason there was a hell of a lot of bee's. The times I had been to this lake I've only seen flies try to swarm our food. And really, I have never seen SO MANY BEE'S. I got sunburned pretty bad on my face. It still kind of is right now. :C

Didn't do much when we came back. D: We were pretty limited since, well, Laughlin is like a miniature version of Las Vegas. (If you've been to both, you'd know what I mean)Next day I was surprised and happy to hear we were going to LAS VEGAS. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF Before we drove like an hour to Vegas, we stopped at someone's home. One of the families we were with I guess knew them. I heard it was business. There was a little boy who we saw when we went inside the house and, I'm so mean, he looked like the boy from THE GRUDGE. He was even sitting at the stairs too. We were trying to figure out his name, but when we asked we couldn't understand him or he'd just point to the tv or PS2 controller (But later found out his name was Ramon). I think he was 2 years... ]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/26152052/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/26152052/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 13:46:54 PDT Tegaki // MangaBullet

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Everytime I put the "@w@" I keep thinking of the SHINYDESU couple.


But anyways, was tagged by . YOU SO MEAN. >:C
J/k <333

1. Post the rules
2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves
3. At the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal
4. Then go back to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them
5. No tag backs


1. I perma-straighten my hair every 6-12 months. Like 80% of my friends have not seen my hair when it's not straightened. Otherwise I wear a hat to cover my hair if it's not straight, or if I don't like it.

2. REN HAS BOYFRIEND NOW. -shot-

3. The doctor told my mom I was supposed to be born a boy. BUT LOOK MAH, I HAS NO PENOR.

4. My dad wanted to name me Janet. And my brother's name is Michael.

5. My mom wanted to name me Jordan if I did turn out to be a boy. Again, my brother's name is Michael.

6. I like hentai moar than I do yaoi. BUT IF IT INVOLVES ZOROxSANJI THAN I'M LOOKING AT YAOI. LOLOLOLOLOL

7. I own two yaoi doujin's. (GUESS WHAT PAIRING )

8. I've been told I'm a total pushover when it comes to certain things. :>



Er, I tag... anyone who hasn't done this? 8D; Coz I know some times people don't want to do these type of things. :>

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Current Happenings:
-Trois commission(s) for
-Art Trade with "SOUGO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" "Jogging."
-AX Sketch Reports 2-4
-Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann Chibis (Nia, Leeron, Viral)
-NEED TO DO MY AP WORLD HISTORY HOMEWORK BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS "OTL
-Going to Laughlin, Nevada
-GOING TO SAN FRANCISCO AFTERWARD "OTL I'm gonna be so dark :C

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/26087535/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/26087535/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 13:05:01 PDT I has bad grammar skillz in here coz I'm too lazy to edit. :< Sorry that's it's long :<

We did have some drama go down during AX, but other than that, I did have some fun. Just wish that we didn't have so much problems. :<

Day 1

So, woke up and got dressed and whatnot. Got my stuff together and waited for ~Wxeharoi and ~Panda-Hat to come pick me up. They were also getting two other people as well, but I was on the way so they came to get me first. They were supposed to be here around 7am. My mom came out of the room and was like "It's almost 8, why are you still here?" And I didn't want to call, coz I'm sure they were busy. I was tempted to but didn't. And finally they came, and I was happy! Went to put my stuff in the trunk and went back in to the house to tell my mom goodbye, and came back with eggrolls my mom had just made and shared with Wxe and Raizu. Oh gawd it was so good. Q A Q -wants moar-

Soon after we went to go get Kelsey's friends Jeremy and Sarah. I had actually met them Day 0 and knew a little bit about them. But they were nice. (Jeremy actually began to get on my nerves though... But, I didn't want to be mean, because it was Kelsey's friend) I wasn't too sure what Jeremy was dressing as, but, omg, his suitcase was so big. @_____@ Sarah was dressed in steampunk and it was really cool. :'D Too bad her belt broketed later on that day. :< It was last minute thing that Raizu told me the day before two other people (another pair of Kelsey's friends, Charlie and Garrett) would stay in room as well, but as long as nothing bad happen I would be okay with it. xDD I actually had met them last year but I didn't remember since I didn't talk to them. o ^ o" I mostly remembered Charlie because he was actually walking around with Raizu and myself last year, and I happen to know one of Charlie's friends who was walking with us. o:

Eventually we made it to the hotel. It was so nice. *A* We stayed at the Westin that was pretty close to the LA Convention center. c: We had to wait for Charlie and Garrett. xDD I went with Kelsey and Raizu to go to check in, and I see Luffy cosplayer I took picture with from from Ax 07', who also cosplayed as Ace too. @w@ Unfortunately it's on my old phone and I can't find/upload. ; ^ ; I saw him last year as Kaname from Vampire Knight, and then during AX 09' I saw him as Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji. But I was too shy to ask for picture so I just watch him as he walk by. xDD "OTL

So anyways, check in. Kelsey and Raizu pay with cash head on. So much money... @w@;; Sarah, Garrett, and Charlie helped pay as well. Jeremy and myself didn't pay coz... well, I came at the last minute? "OTL And I didn't have much. :< (But next year if I can go I'll try to help pitch in c:> ) Raizu said the hotel was under his name, and the man checked but said no. And I was really scared. oAo" But since hotel was partially paid with Kelsey's credit card, it was under her name so I'm sure that put a ton of relief on all of us. =w=;; Afterward we all went to head up to room. I got elevator lag because we kept going up and down on them. XDDD

It was decided they would upgrade to suite, so we did and... EEEEE, the room was so nice. @w@;; Even though there was one bed I didn't mind sleeping on the floor. xD I was told I could but I didn't want to kick anyone, since I'm so use to staying in one place on my back hurting couch. "OTL I actually didn't have my badge yet so we dropped off all our stuff and headed to the con. Kelsey, Sarah, and Jeremy got bracelets for shuttle to take you to con and others didn't so... Raizu, Charlie, Garret, their friend Andrew who was with them (who I was actually afraid of the whole time o ^ o" ), and myself went to go take the quarter bus to the con. XD It wasn't so bad. Initially I thought I would just go pay for my badge with Raizu, coz he knew where to go, but Charlie came as well which was nice. c:

GOT MY 4 DAY BADGE + shuttle pass so I wouldn't have to take bus. Charlie had a bracelet but was helping us to find the bus to take, which was nice of him. c: And day 1 I didn't do much. "OTL I ended up with Kelsey somehow, and Jeremy and two other people who were with her. Charlie was there too and we were hungry so we headed out to some hotdog stand Kelsey was talking about. AND OH MY GAWD, SO FAR AWAY FROM CON. Q^Q It was probably like 30 minute walk away and it was so ho... ]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/26015247/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/26015247/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 21:50:45 PDT . And don't blame it on your sister for putting it on your MSN status whatever thingie. >___> You're horrible, HORRIBLE FRIEND.
Do you have no shame?! >:C (No, I still love you. xD)


So, I'm really hella far behind in One Piece. After watching the One Piece movie that focused on the Alabasta Arc, I thought, 'Man, I really need to get back in to One Piece. Lolz, need to read over stuff." Coz I mostly skipped over Alabasta Arc, Little Garden and... >____>

Don't shoot me D:


But anyways, in One Piece I'm still like at... LOL, NEEDING TO FINISH UP ENIES LOBBY. I already got to the part where they're about to leave Enies Lobby, and then I kinda just left off there. I swear, the last time I read to that part was actually the day before AX 08. XDDD I'm so serious. XDD

I mean, I know pretty much what's going on right now, as well as some of the new characters like Boa and Kidd, as well as seen some others but I don't know their names (PFFT, I KNOW WHO BROOK IS, OKAY. xDD). Luffy gonna go save his porn star brother who is going to be executed. ACEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;A; And... yeah. :c

I ended up going to read the most recent chapter because of my bastard friend, having posted a big phacking spoiler in his msn. Even if he claims his sister did it, still. >:C So coincidental too coz not too long before I saw the spoiler that ~Neko-Masashi gave away, ~Versus-Mail asked me about the recentness of One Piece. x:

... it was such a 'what a twist!' moment.
Because of that though, I really need to catch up. .___."


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On a side note-
Since I've been doing those TTGL Chibi's, I know I'll be drawing most of them anyway/eventually, but I don't know who to draw next. ; ^ ; It's mostly 3 at a time will be submitted. So if you know what Gurren Lagann is, or just find the names interesting, please vote for three I should draw for the next one. XDDDD

-Nia
-Viral
-Adiane
-Rossui
-Gurren Lagann (Yes, I plan this XD)
-Leeron
-Kittan
-In the futar Simon (not the older older one. Pfft haha)
-Garlock Simon? o3o"

Vote for three in your post. x: Or if you do post D:
(Makes me wish I had a sub so I could do poll ;w; )



And don't think I've forgotten about your commission, !

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/25783371/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/25783371/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 20:34:10 PDT InfiniteParanoia's journal and wanted to do this meme. 8D;;

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Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: Allison needs to get laid. (LMAOROFL WTF)

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Allison looks like a blind person. (BAAAAAH)

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Allison says the government has created an 'oligopoly' by anointing (what oAo)

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Allison Wants You To Withhold Sex. (Oh my gawd, what the fuck)

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Allison Does the Duster! ( o____o" )

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Allison hates you. ( :'< )

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: ALLISON ASKS CHRIS CONRAD A QUESTION. ( o__o? )

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: And everyone knows that Allison goes to sleep alone tonight ... (Even though this is true every night, for some reason this sounds scary as hell)

Q: Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:
A: Allison Likes to Watch Movies and Tell People What was Wrong with Them (LMAO, THIS IS SOME TIMES SO TRUE)

Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
A: Allison eats cupcakes at Betsey Johnson's 30th anniversary (Who is that? o3o )

Q: Type in "[your name] wears" in Google search:
A: Allison wears overalls at the end of the movie Yes Man in the moving van. (Lolz xD)

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Allison Arrested for Sex with a Student ( O_______O"" )


WTF
MINES ARE ALL MOSTLY SEX RELATED.
"OTL

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/25773553/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/25773553/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 12:12:09 PDT Wxeharoi's house for a bit before being dropped off at home. My hearing is really messed up right now from diving quite a few times in her pool. That last dive really made my ears clogged, and they still are.

Though it could be like last time this happened, that it's just a lot of earwax. I hope it's just that really, coz I don't want to have to get the answer that my left ear is messed up permanently. My right ear is just, eh, coz it becomes clear and gets clogged again. THIS SUCKS.

I'll prolly make a journal entry or AX drawing dump to show my time there. But not now, too lazy. =w=;

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/25684109/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/25684109/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 22:05:21 PDT

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I'll be attending... TOMORROW (er, meaning July 2nd-5th. Yeah lol). sdal;kfjadskfj It'll be my third year in a row attending.
Man, the whole time I just kept saying

"Oh, it's in 15 days"
"Oh, now it's in 8"
"YEAH DAD, IT'S TOMORROW, NOT ON THE 7TH."



My brother's driver's test is actually on the 7th though. He better come home and take that, hell yeah.


But anyways... yeah, I'll be there.
Unfortunately no cosplaying for me this year. I always say I do, but some last minute stuff comes up and then I declare I'm not going, but because of ~Panda-Hat and ~Wxeharoi I'm going. I'll be staying in a hotel for the first time without my parents, which is kind of weird. I have my mom to thank for really asking my dad, and my dad for actually letting me stay. Lolshit. "OTL I kinda had to go anyway coz Raizu submitted my name in the hotel list, and then couldn't take my name off the list. LOL "OTL

For sure next year I will do some cosplaying. It's just since I kinda was like... eh, about going, I didn't have time to go buy any materials and I was low on money because my family kept borrowing from me. Unfortunately since I got pulled in to go at the last minute, I have to go register and buy my ticket tomorrow morning. >A<; Hopefully the line isn't as bad as it was today when I went to go wait with my friends.

OMG, WAITING IN THE DAMN SUN. AUGH. And then inside the line was bad still. But it went by fast. >A<; I think I suffered a heat stroke... or just wanted to call it that. I did have a massive headache that came and went. >A< And and I saw One Piece cosplayers, but was so scared and tired to actually get up and take their pictures. ;A;

For those maybe wondering why I didn't just get my ticket while my friends got theirs, it's because it's pick up for those who registered online. I didn't, so, I have to go get it at the door on Day 1, like last year. :C I hope the Masquerade is better this year. :C

I promise you I will finish those commish. And I better see you at AX. D8
Fuck I forgot to call you. ;A; I hope I see you, coz, well, since you don't have your cell phone and all...
WHEN I CAN DRIVE I AM FUCKING TAKING YOU, NO MORE CRAPPING OUT ON THE LAST MINUTE.
... prolly gonna see you. 8D; Hopefully. ;A;
I HOPE YOU CAN COME NEXT YEAR. ;w;
I wish you could go so I could see you again. Well, maybe AX 10. <3
YOU HEARD ME SING THAT TOUHOU PART. NOW ITS YOUR TURN.... WHEN I GET BACK FROM AX, THAT IS.


Man my feet hurt D:
If anyone is going, awesome. <3

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/25396105/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/25396105/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 14:46:53 PDT EDIT: I'll send them digitally. oAo... coz, I don't know how to do anything else? 8D;; "OTL But you'll get an email by me with the completed product.


~Panda-Hat is taking commissions of his own as well.
So if you're wanting to see what he can offer, here's the link to his journal entry.
[link]

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Well, I saw ~Panda-Hat recent journal of how he's doing commissions to earn some funds for AX. And, since I'm kinda going with them (even if I have no say no in saying no :< ) I want to help out. He and ~Wxeharoi are doing so much just for the hotel, and although I don't have much, I want to be able to help.


So since I want to help out, I'm going to try this out.
I'll do commissions. But since this is my first time actually going for REAL money, instead of Gaia (PFFTT AHAHAAHA -shot-) I'm a little like weird and scared about this, honestly. I'm not exactly sure how it works, so I'll update this post when I get some more information if anyone is interested. >A<;

But I'm doing simple stuff. Like single oc's or already characters that exist, stuff like that.

The only things I probably won't draw are Mecha. :C So... yeah. D: And super cluttered people, of 18+ stuff. xD "OTL If you're wanting me to draw an OC or just any other living character, please provide Reference pictures. That would be much appreciated. <3



What You Can Choose From List: "OTL

+Headshot (Sketch): $2 USD
-Headshot Color (ColoredPencil): $3 USD
-Headshot Color (CG) : $4 USD

+WaistUp (Sketch): $4 USD
-WaistUp Color (ColoredPencil): $6 USD
-WaistUp Color (CG): $8 USD

+FullBody (Sketch): $8 USD
-FullBody Color (ColoredPencil): $10 USD
-Fullbody Color (CG): $12 USD


*BTW, the colored pencil and CG pic's are automatically inked. As for the normal sketch you have to ask, but don't worry! It's just a $1 USD more. o:


When you message me (on dA) just send your order in this form. Send to me in note and title "Commission" or something along the lines of that. I won't start the art until everything is finalized. >A<


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Order Form:
Name:

Your Email:

Ordering:

How Many (Meaning, if you're wanting more than one character drawn):

Reference Pictures:

Total Overall:

Other Info:


Example Order Form
Name: Zakumaru

Your Email: somethingsomething@something.something (Pfft, this isn't a real username, okay >A> XDD

Ordering: 1 WaistUp Sketch+Ink, 1 WaistUp CG

How Many (Meaning, if you're wanting more than one character drawn): 2 Characters

Reference Pictures: [link] (This one is WaistUp CG) and [link] (This one is WaistUp sketch+ink)

Total Overall: WaistUp CG $8 + WaistUp Sketch+Ink $5 = $13 USD

Other Info: Nothing else you need to know c:


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I don't think it's too much that I'm charging. And I hope it's not confusing. :C But if it is, just ask me any questions. >A<;;

I'll update it if there's more things I could provide/add to the list of what I can draw. >A< For now it's just oc's and other characters that exist. I don't have a paypal account, so send payments to ~Panda-Hat, k? Just email him at Rawrzellers@hotmail.com. Or since I'm not sure how it works, look at Panda-hat's comment below about where you should pay. 8D;;



If you're wanting to commish from me just drop me a note and I'll get to it as soon as I can.
I hope this works. :C

Commission List:
1. (Paid) WaistUpCG+2Chara (Incomplete)

2.-Open- (I'll be so flabbergasted if I even get two.)

3.-Open-

4.-Open-

5.-Open-

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/25320632/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/25320632/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 01:38:12 PDT
My awesome English teacher was quite popular that day, as people who weren't even freshmen, were going to his class. But it was also because it was his last day. With the budget cuts going on and stuff he unfortunately was the one the school had to let go, as well as the Geometry teacher next door. But instead of just being laid off or whatever, the two voluntarily displaced themselves. So I guess that's kinda saying they quit. But my English teacher, after hearing another at my school will be retiring, he's going to come back in like a year. Or really when I become a junior. I gave him one last drawing. I wish I could have done more though.

I visited my other teachers, though, there really wasn't much going on. We just kind of stuck around in the classes for about 30 minutes, then jumped to the next. Although it was all the same, I still just wanted to see my teachers and friends. I gave my health teacher a much needed drawing as she asked me to draw her as a super hero, so, I finally got around to drawing it and gave it to her. xDD We watched Across the Universe in her class. But because of the short amount of time, we watched the part from when Evan Rachel Wood's character is singing "It Won't Be Long" to when four of the main cast are singing "Dear Prudence" to TV Carpio. I still love that movie.

Around seventh period, my last class, I went back to my English teacher's class along with ~Neko-Masashi and a couple of my other friends. The room was... pretty crowded and messy. They were playing the Wii pretty much throughout the day. My English teacher is also mine and Masa's AVID teacher, so, it was at least the third time we saw him that day. During AVID I played Wii sports and got TWO Wii injuries because the people who were playing like whacked my arm while playing tennis. Totally not fun. After school I hung around the English class still until my mom came to pick me up. Masa bought me a soda, or how I like to call, 'shody/ie', and before I left, we shared a nice friendly hug.
I miss you already. Hope we can hang out some time during the summer.



The next day I had to get up as I was actually going camping to Lake Mojave in Cottonwood, somewhere close to Vegas? Eh. I generally don't like camping, but I had to go because my parents put me through a guilt trip and compared me to my brother on how I don't spend time with the family, which is bullshit because I do. But whatever. My cousin came along, so, I wasn't alone. I mean there was other people going that brought their kids (actually around my age?!), but I'm not very social when I'm kinda forced in to a situation where I have to talk to someone. I met this people before too, but, I didn't actually talk to them. When I was younger I was much more social. But my cousin got along with them easily and I talked to them too. It was three sisters: Katherine 15 (her birthday is actually today!), Kristine 13, and their younger sister Priscilla 6. There was three other boys, but only two of them were brothers. The other was just a friend. Larry and Aaron I know because their parents are friends with my parents, and I've been to their house, as well as vice versa for them. Larry is like 18 now, and his friend Kevin is around the same age I'm sure. We went to our camp site via boat. We put our stuff on it, and made like three trips to and from to transport baggage and people. Some people rode on the jet ski to the island.

But anyways, even though I wasn't being anti-social, what sucked about the trip was the scent of DEAD FISH EVERYWHERE. It was really gross. Tiffany, my cousin, and I were at one of the small stores nearby getting some ice cream and the man at the front had told us there was a lot of dead fish. I didn't take it too lightly until we actually got to our camping spot. AND HOLY CRAP, THAT STENCH WAS HORRIBLE. It attracted soooo many bugs. The fish, were like, piled on the rocks (the island part we were on were rocks, while on both sides there was water) and flies just swarmed it like crazy. My dad a... ]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/24419754/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/24419754/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 23:26:30 PDT DAMN.

So my birthdays like... in two days.
Holy shit.
TWO DAYS.
TWO DAYS.
So excited and scared at the same time. I'll be going to my grams on Sunday for my birthday. My other family is coming too. My mom is planning on making Korean BBQ, my grams is making curry, and I'm getting an ice cream oreo cake. c:

Besides my birthday though, 's was about a week or two ago. I hung out with her and at the local town center where we went to have lunch, mess around in the arcade, go to the candy store (WHICH INFINI PUNCHED ME, I DON'T KNOW WHY), and saw Fast and The Furious. It actually wasn't that bad. That last scene though where Vin Diesel's in the car, and like, rams that guy into the other car and kills him was cool.

For the first time we all played laser tag. I wasn't sure whether to shoot the vest of not. We thought it was going to be just us three but instead there was like a grip load of other people. We got owned pretty badly. It was like 150 something to 200 something something. I forget. But we sucked. Really bad. "OTL

As the day passed we started to head out to go wait for our parents and such when we saw a duck in the fountain area.. thing. It was so weird. I just love the way it opened it's mouth. XD (I took a picture, I'll put it later though) Infini and Nox commented on how when I eat the food just ends up in hell or something. Or that my stomach is hell because during lunch I finished my pizza before them. And in the theater we had gotten a large popcorn, which is like a tub. And during the movie I nearly ate all of it by myself until Infini took it away from me. :< They teased me by asking if I was still hungry after the movie, WHICH I WASN'T COZ MY TUMMY HURT.


Hur. I actually went to eat after my parents picked me up. Then I was full. XD


I also recently discovered that merely breaking your iPod's screen doesn't mean that it doesn't work anymore. Because, about a year ago I fell on my iPod and I automatically thought "OH FUCK I BROKE IT."
But it turns out it still works. It's like a iPod Shuffle, but with a bunch of options where I don't know where they are. I managed to find my songs list though. 8D


Occasionally when I'm up late and my mom is up at well, she'll have her cravings and come outside to ask,"HEY, YOU WANNA GO GET SOMETHING?" Which I won't decline. This happened last week where we both went to Ralph's at like 11 something and came back with:
-2 Quarts of milk
-Eggo Chocolate Chip Waffles
-5 boxes of Celeste pizza (three 4 cheese & two supreme)
-Nesquik
-A razor
-Shaving cream
-Reese's Puff & Corn Pop's Cereal

... which most of that stuff was actually for me. AHA AHA. I forgot what my mom wanted. When we got home we both just watched TV and ate cereal.
It was good.

.....

Shoot, I sound like an old person when I just talk about nonsense. Anyways... tomorrow is the Cambodian New Year celebration at the park where I live. I know I'll be seeing most likely. I'm excited but at the same time I'm kinda... eh, about it. Both my cousins Sophy and Tiffany called to ask me if they could hitch a ride with me and my parents because both of their parents actually aren't going. So much for sitting alone in the backseat. My bro was suppose to get my family a free ticket for the park but never did, even though he's working there this year and the workers get free tickets. But luckily we have one now.

I'll submit a colored pic later on tomorrow when I get back from the park most likely.
I miss you ;O;

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/24054689/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/24054689/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 08:58:41 PDT COOOOOOOOOOOKIE CRISP!

I miss the dog. That wolf, even though I like wolves, sucks.


Hello dA people! Man, I can't believe I missed the month of March to submit anything. But there's a reason behind it. I had gotten my computer away. Why? Coz my dad broke my stride. ):

But I was pretty chill about it actually. I was just mostly bored. I had really just beaten all the games on my R4 chip. From WarioWare, to Phantom Hourglass, then Layton. I was on like mission 20 in Advande Wars Dual Strike, but I don't have the patients for it coz I suck playing with trying to destroy some freakin' crystal and satellite thing. AND I HAVE THE SORT OF ADVANTAGE BECAUSE I HAVE 3 TEAMS OF 6 CO'S AGAINST A TEAM OF 2. Bah.

Pfft, I still went on the computer when they didn't know. Aha Aha. (I BEING GOOD CHILD, YES?) I'm getting my computer back on the 26th, which is my birthday in about 3 three weeks.

SHIT.

3 WEEKS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY.

It'll feel cool that I'm a year older an all, but it's like, 3 years after that I'm an adult.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! -shot-

I'm telling =InfiniteParanoia that she needs to think of something to do for her birthday, when I can't even say what I'm going to do. Though because my family doesn't have very much money, I kinda want to stay home and have a small party with just my family. With a cake too, oreo preferably, because I haven't had an actual cake for the past 3-4 years. But Iunoo, I still have like 3 more weeks.

Now that I remember, a lot of my friends birthdays are in April. My friend, Brian, birthday was Monday (WHICH I HAD NO CLUE COZ NO ONE TELLS ME ANYTHING). He got this rather large card that has sound. It's a bit annoying and cute hearing them talk.

"OMGOODNESS IT'S OVER THE HILL!"
"NOOOOOO!"

But then what made it more annoying was that he opened the card up multiple times to tell me-
"HEY IT SOUNDS LIKE ALLISON."
... which other people whom had heard the card agreed with. And they asked me to say the line, which I easily declined but gave it at one point. ): My friend Niara's birthday is today. WHich I'll call her. Joanna's is next week, on the 7th I believe, and I'm getting them both something. Afterward it's InfiniteParanoia's, mine, then Aira's. And other people I may have forgot. D:

I'll update this account with some new stuff when I get back. I do get to get online during my break on the 9th, but for 2 hours. I may upload or not. Depends. >A< Good bye. c:

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/23130106/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/23130106/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 21:30:00 PST Tegaki // MangaBullet

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I really am such a terrible person. I come on dA, my messages (which pretty much just are journals) and new deviations just keep piling up. >A>

And as usual I'm always apologizing for it. xD And breaking promises of viewing which I end up doing when I feel like it. .__. I've been feeling kind of out of it lately. There's people I know that I'm just viewing differently now, or don't even know what to think of them anymore. But it's probably just me being confused and apart of growing up as well, especially since I'm in those "teen years" and you know, we think we know everything and all that shit.
All I know is, I was being a total asshole on Saturday and you know I love you. Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FOR LIKE, THE I DON'T KNOW TIME. (4th, 5th I think? That call I made counts as your present 8D -shot-)


School has been... eh. I'm doing a little better in the new semester. I have computers class since Health is done with. But ironically we're not even using computers. Yet.

As for art, I'm currently working on a quickie for Valentie's Day (a pic for my grandpa who had also passed away on VDAY. We're also doing a little family get together this Saturday for him. Oh lawdy, I'm gonna mess up that little thing with the monks, as usual), a Surreal art project for my, well, Art class, and some other little musings.

Speaking of art projects, last week I was invited by my art teacher to go do a mural at the local Aquarium. I literally was just like "O-oh geez, I'm not worthy at all to be going and painting." Because I seriously can't paint for shit. But my mom's friend got me this nice little art kit with colored pencils and paint, which I'll try out the paint. It was me as well as like... 7 or 8 other students, I forget. A few of my friends went, which was cool because I wasn't alone. I thought we would actually have more time to do the mural, but we were actually only given an hour. And really like the whole time I was paranoid about it because I haven't painted since... oh, I don't know, KINDERGARTEN/FIRST GRADE? And I painted WITH MAH HANDS? Geez. The second I started painting I already had two girls going "WTF are you doing?" I really just wanted to stop. "OTL But my friend spoke up for me. I was actually working along with her, and I felt like such a noob because I kept asking her "AM I DOING IT RITE?" Ilu Evelyn. <3

There was 20 minutes left until our bus would come pick us up, so I took this oppurtunity to take some pictures of the sea creatures and stuff. It was the perfect time as well because I had brought my camera, Sammy, along with me. c: (Yes I do infact name my electronics. Though some I have yet to come up with names) I'm still a newbie with using camera's, because it's the first one I've ever gotten/learned to use on my own. I'm pretty happy with what I managed to get in twenty minutes. But when I had heard from one of my friends who asked if I had seen the giant crabs, I cried inside because I wanted to see them. ;A; -sad-

On a side note, later that day, I believe, or the week before, my English teacher had given me a phone/game keycharm thingie. It's an Animal Crossing kitty (I'm not sure of the neighbor >A< But it's so cute 8D) from, well, NINTENDO'S "ANIMAL CROSSING". xD


I'll be sure to upload something sooner or later. Or some sketchdumps, Iunno. >A< I've got a Romeo & Juliet project to do for English that's due next week. I was supposed to do the flyers for my AVID clubs Marriage/Divorce Booth, but I'm a bit confused and just kind of sat back. (I actually forgot about it. "OTL)


Oh, and because I haven't talked to you in a while because I'm a stupid jerkface, obligatory shout out to ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/22642971/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/22642971/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 22:26:21 PST Tegaki // MangaBullet

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... if you post in this journal entry that is.
Lulz, I should have read
journal entry a bit better before I posted.
Aw well. xD

I totally copy pasted. >A>

"Ok... you all know how this works by now I'm sure,
post a comment in this journal asking,
and I'll feature three of your works."
In return, you must post this in YOUR journal.
You don't has to if you don't want. xD



Teh features:



1.
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- It's done using the mouse, yo. o3o
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-Their clothes is simple yet so pretty. ;A;
[link]
-SECKZY MAID. HUUURR -shot-


2.
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- Yuna = OH SO PRETTY 8D
[link]
-CAN YOU JUST SAY "AWESOME"? LM.C FTW. 8D
[link]
-I could only figure out a few of them without reading the description XDD;;


3.
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-V-Vincent? oAo So cute. >w< -touches ears-
[link]
-She drew Zoro for me! o3o
[link]
-Happy flask is happy. 8D


4.
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-T-Tsuna s-so c-cute in his style ;A;
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-Ahaha, I love this pic so hard. 8D xDD
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-Do this meme. It needs moar luffs. :3


5.
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-Simon! o3o Looking as innocent as always xD
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-I love the coloring on this. And she, yes, SHE, is bad ass. >w<
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-This would be an awesome new looking POKEMON. -shot-


6.

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10.

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/22385950/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/22385950/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 18:25:18 PST EDIT: Apparently in the morning the damn thing was still there. And I called my dad out because I wouldn't even get off of my bed. (the couch) He went over and plucked off the moth when it turned out to be...

....
....
....

A torn piece of napkin.


LOLOLOLOLno. So, the whole night I was afraid of a fucking torn part of a napkin? The fuck? How did it get up there?!
BUT I TOTALLY SWEAR I SAW SOMETHING. AND, I THINK IT WAS PROBABLY THAT LITTLE NAPKIN MAKE ITS WAY UP. I DONT KNOW. "OTL

My dad is making fun of me for it now. He took the little napkin piece (it looked like a wing D: and is like the size of a thumbprint) and taped it to the lamp. Earlier he started blowing on it and saying "OH LOOK ALLISON, IT'S MOVING! THE MOTH IS MOVING! "

Now that just proves I'm a wuss. To napkins. Tiny little particles of napkin.



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While I was rping with my friend Ryoko on Gaia, something suddenly happened.

Ren: Aw shit. Im sorry I cant reply at the moment. There are these two big ass moths or whatever the hell they are like right next to the lamp which is near
(2 msg continued) the comp which is where I am, hiding under the blanket right now. I hate bugs and fear them. D: I would squeash them or attack but theyre gonna come
(3 msg continued) towards me and one landed on my blanket earlier. D:
Ryoko: Lol when we is married Ill take care of the bugs
Ren: Nyoron. ;w; fff theyre still there! GAWD I HATE BUGS. I actually just called my dad and he said he would be home to take care of it XD
Ryoko: Lol dont u love me? Just kill em I want u now XDDD
Ren: But I do love you. D: BUT I WILL BE ON. Im still under the blanket but now the laptop is too. XD
Ryoko: LMAO

This just proves how much of a wuss I am.

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/22330183/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/22330183/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 11:15:58 PST -shot-

My dad's birthday is actually new years day, so, happy birthday dad! C: I'm in Las Vegas at the moment at my mom's friends house. I got here yesterday. I really did not want to come but my brother was leaving to go to his girlfriend's house in Murrieta (in California). So I had to go. But it isn't so bad. The only bad thing though is the kids. No, not my mom's friends daughter who I was with most of the time, but her friends. They're like 10 and one of the boys kept picking on the other and AUGH, THEY'RE SUCH LITTLE SHITS. I WASN'T THAT MEAN WHEN I WAS 10. And the boy who was being picked on, he had a little brother and it was such a bad influence on him. fdsakjhdfsahdsfajkfds,dkm,dsfndfrv
-calms down, a little-



I should have done the highs and lows of my 2008. Which I'll do! -totally copying :useridchancake:

Good/Highs:
-Last year in middle school
-Getting lunch with principal
-Making new friends
-Business Time Wednesday (AUGH, WE NEED TO DO THAT AGAIN)
-Principals Honoral and Honoral
-My friends being awesome for PAYING for my AX ticket and giving me money ;A; FUCK I LOVE YOU and .
-Meeting at AX. LMAO, YOU CUSS SO MUCH. We're so lame for not asking each others phone numbers, and instead just relying on little things like a teal belt (LOOKING FOR THAT ASS) and a bunny pin. xDDD
-GOT ZORO FIGURINE, A ZORO KEYCHAIN, AND A TABLET
-Graduating 8D
-Got an R4 chip for late b-day
-Going to Big Bear (in California, here o: )
-Going to highschool (SCARY DX ) but I had one of my friends from Cubberley there with me c:>
-AWESOME ENGLISH TEACHER AT MY NEW SCHOOL
-Obama as president c:
-Made friends at new school (I have more philipino friends now xD)
-Asthma attack during PE (I got to go home though XD)
-Christmas I got A CAMERA. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
-AND GURREN FIGURINE


I thought there would be more. But I can only think of the bad now... xD


Bad/Lows
-PMS (lulz)
-Losing a friend because of another
-Someone I don't like going to same high school as me
-Gurren Lagann dub sucking :/ Kamina's voice wasn't epic enough. Or, it wasn't epic at all. D:
-Getting shots (OH GOD, NEEEDLE D: I've had a total of like... 4 or 5 for 2008. and in the new year I have to get 3 more. ;A; )
-Already in a slump in two of my classes for highschool. And soon maybe a third. "OTL
-Senior consistently bothering me
-Not being able to figure out how to configure/update my R4 adsfjklhadsflk
-SOMETHING HAPPENED TO MY GURREN FIGURINE


T-that last one um.... AUGH, TIME MACHINE. I NEED TO FIND A TIME MACHINE.

Happy new years everyone! Hope it goes swell for you! c:

My new year's resolution is to actually get my cosplays done. XD The new list, and official because I'm doing it with both and (Though I don't necessarily know what days we're doing them)

-Hatsune Miku (VOCALOID2) AUGH, YOU BLACKMAIL PEOPLE. But atleast I gets to have long harr again. xD I can probably get her headgear/phones down c:
-Monkey D. Luffy (This is still on. AND IT WILL BE MADE, DAMMIT D: )
-Simon (Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann) I already have the drill too. :'D

These were the plans while talking. I can't wait until AX. >w<

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/21962048/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/21962048/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 10:37:03 PST
I've mostly been on Gaia, so, yeah... xD I'm like so stuck just rping and whatnot. @o@ I'll submit some things before I get back to there.

AND HOLY HELLS, I REALLY WANNA PLAY RHYTHM TENGOKU GOLD BUT I KEEP FAILING AT TRYING TO UPDATE MY R4 CHIP.


]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/21602184/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/21602184/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 18:15:24 PST EDIT: I'm better. Well, was better a while ago. Luckily I'll still have internets. 8D -huggles everyone-

dasflkjdhldsha
I seriously
Seriously
SERIOUSLY
want to falcon punch my parents, coz, they're bastard faces.

No, that's too mean of me. But they're just... AUGH. dsafjklsdfjdksh

My plans for tomorrow = no way.
"OH HAY WE'RE GOING TO VEGAS WHY NOT COME WITH US?"
"OH NO THANKS, COZ UH WELL... I HAS HOMEWORK TO DO!"
"OH NOES, YOU CANT STAY HERE BY YOURSELF! YOU EITHER DO HOMEWORK COMING WITH US TO VEGAS OR SLEEP AT YOUR COUSINS HOUSE."


Seriously.
Seriously?
Do homework in Vegas? The fxck you thinking?
I NEED THE DAMN COMPUTER FOR LIKE 95% OF MY HOMEWORK. RESEARCH, TYPING. asdlfsdkjf

I would have asked to have one of my awesome cousins to stay for the weekend, but, DAMMIT SHE'S IN VEGAS TOO. WHAT THE FUUUUCCCCKKKK.

And I asked my dad a week before if he can take me. WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING, YOU HAVE NO REASON TO. MOM IS THE ONLY ONE REALLY BECAUSE SHE HAS WORK OVER THERE. YOU ALREADY HAVE YOUR WEEK OFF ANYWAY.

I don't want to go to my cousins. I know I could, because they has comps and internets, but they won't freaking pick up the phone. FUUUCCCKKK

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I feel bad for talking of my parents in such a mean manner, and I know I sound selfish, but I'm really pissed. .__.

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/21588693/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/21588693/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 20:16:32 PST
But anyways, sorry for not replying, commenting, viewing your deviations and whatnot. (My usual, I guess. I'm mostly on Gaia.. just... roleplaying, stuck in my message box. And Tegaki E xD) many apologies to both Miresu (~RumbleBall) and ~xNekoxChanxx for not making the Kiribans or posting them yet. I've been pretty busy with school. Like, at first I was like "HELLS YEAH IMMA GET THAT SHxT DONE. AND MAKE IT LOOK ALL PRETTEH AND STUFF."

... but then turns out there was like a sudden bombshell dropped on me and I was just like "FxCKIN' A"
Seriously? Seriously? Well, I guess that's highschool for ya. And even my freshmen year I need to really bring up my grade in a few classes. I has at least a month to do so..
Wait, actually I don't. I have like.. OH GOD, I REALLY NEED TO KICK SOME ASS TO BRING MY GRADE UP. dfkldahsflkajsdh

On to other news~ only reason I haven't been updating my own gallery is-
Obvious Reason 1: I'm on Gaia :'D XDD And busy with school... mostly. But procrastinating and yadda yadda "OTL

Reason 2: My inspiration has been really low. But my Draw & Paint class is.. eh, bringing out some of that stuff. I've been coloring using colored pencils. I have no clue what happened to my prisma's (lol, I lost those two years ago "OTL), so I've been using Crayola colored pencils. But it still does my work some justice.

I'll submit something in a little bit. >A<;; I'll try to get to those kiribans, checking the other stoof as soon as I can. Sorry gaiz. >A<;;



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I was randomly watching the Daily Show when I heard Dick Cheney got indicted? Seriously? Did he shoot someone in the face again? XDD


Oh, and coz I heard, happy birthdays to both ~Loozer-s and ~DoctorDumbAss. Luffles you both. >w<;; And to others whose birthday I probably missed. x:


Can't wait until Saturday. Gonna kick yo ass Masa (~Neko-Masashi). >:3

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/20997446/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/20997446/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 06:51:27 PDT And whoever can get a screenshot of it gets a sketch of whatever they choose. I'll prolly color it too since I've been wanting to actually try coloring my lineart on Paint.NET.

E-N-WAYYYYYYYYYYZZZZZ.
If no one gets the 5,500 view, then the person who can get closest to snatching a pic of it. (Like 5,502, etc.)


In other news, my face hurts. Why? Because it's dry. Why is it dry? Coz' I'm sick. And it fscking sucks. D: I've been pushing myself to go to school but today I'm staying home. It's getting annoying, and, I'm going to be bored the whole day. D:
I guess this was a bad day to choose to stay home. D:

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/20924740/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/20924740/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 17:16:11 PDT EDIT: old news is old but, do you love TENGEN TOPPA GURREN LAGANN, one of the Animes' world of GARawesomest series? Wish it hadn't ended yet? Want some more GARtastic shit from it?
THEN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WAITING FOR.
GO FUCKING READ AND CHECK FOR UPDATES ON DOUBLE K NOW.
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Hey there dudes and dudettes who still watch me. I really need to comment/reply/view deviations of you awesome SOB's but I'm such a lazy fsck. I've been submitting but none of my traditional. (I SWEAR, I NEED LIKE A FKING TUTORIAL ON HOW TO COLOR TRADITIONAL LINEART COZ' IUNNO HOW THE FSCK TO USE LAYERS WHEN COLORING PENCIL ART. "OTL )

But anyways.. I'll prolly be on dA more often. I'll maybe submit my Tegaki E stuff. If I like it enough that is, which, there were a few I submitted here. I kinda miss my one month subscription and wish I could have abused it.

In other news, high school actually isn't that bad. I mean, the fact that I'm at an Arts' school and the campus is so small makes it easier than being at the bigger high school. My favorite subject will always be Engrish. (Except for my 5th and 8th year. I hated my 5th year teacher and actually my 8th year teacher turned out to be my Science teacher as my fav) PE is still pretty gay as it'll always be. But I'm pretty content. I would rather have that than doing dance, actually. -I is made of fail- And also I still hate math. Totally hate. Seriously, I brainfart at the properties (Commutative, Associative) THe teacher sometimes doesn't write out all the words in her notes so I spasm with frustration. WRITE DOWN ALL THE WORDS. dsakjfasdkfjdgfkj

AND HOLY FUCK GAIZ.
MY ENGRISH TEACHER = FUCKING WIN
HE FUCKING LIKES ANIMU. LOLOLOLOL
And also that he likes One Piece and maybe will cosplay as Roronoa Zoro... xDD
I also have his Gaia account which is pretty bitchin' but kinda odd that my English teacher would even have an account. o3o Either way, it's totally bitchin'. His class is made of so many lulz. We're doing Mythology and reading while also watching scenes from The Odyssey. It pretty much went along the lines of

"KAY, GAIZ, WE'RE GOING TO REPLAY THIS PART AND I'M GOING TO BREAK IT DOWN FOR YOU WHY THIS SCENE IS INCOMPREHENSIBLE AND PRETTY MUCH IS JUST THE WORST ACTING."
"ANTICLIA, ANTICLIA!" (IUNNO HOW THE FSCK ODYSSEUS MOM'S NAME IS SPELLED, DAMN)
"PAT YO WEAVE, GIRL" (LOL, SERVANT GIRL)

I remember I had watched this movie in 6th grade. But then when I see it now I actually have paid attention to how bad everyone's acting is LOLOLOL. Oh, and by the way for those who are curious, it's the 1980-something film. All I know is it's kinda old and sucks donkey balls. -fail-

EN-E-WAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
School is goin' alright and I should be postin' some stoof soon or somethin. Eh. >A<




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COLLAB TEAM OF JUSTICE
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(LOL, MUST UPDATE -has not contributed-)

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/18810511/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/18810511/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 21:23:25 PDT
Not me!~

No, of course not. I'm back fer... Iunno. I just felt I haven't been here. (Even though it was just a month. d__b) But still. I neglected this account so much I have 99 messages (which like ALL of them are just journal entries) and the 525 deviants to check. Or just delete it because I'm a stupid mofo jerk face HURRRR Orz" But when I have time I'll prolly check friends or fellow acquaintances deviations. (And if you'd really like, just post here and ask me if you really want me to view any deviations of yours. I'll do so when I have time)

Today I finally graduated from Middle School!~ Which.. is actually a rather weird feeling still in my chest. My parents wanted to get up at 8 to get ready when we were told to get there by like 8:45. But in all, it was really nice day. ~Panda-Hat took a picture of me since it's kinda.. the first time he's seen me being "girly." He's using it as blackmail. D:

Well, trying to keep this entry short. I'll try and be on here more often. I'll start posting soon, I swear!

Oh, and one more last note before I go.
GURREN LAGANN HAS, LIKE, CHANGED MY VIEW ON ANIMU.
I ACTUALLY THINK ITS BETTER THAN ONE PIECE. AND ONE PIECE IS LIKE, MY FAVORITE ANIMU.
... though, I still need to finish both. (just left both series kinda sitting there) BUT STILL.

KAMINA. IS. EFFING. AWESOME.

The end. C:


100 Theme Meme [link]
I'll prolly scan it tomorrow since I'm lazy. .___."

Collab Team?!
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]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17983964/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17983964/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 21:36:21 PDT And so epically sorry for this journal entry. I'll swear I'll stop for a little while. Saturday should be my last journal update. D: And I'll go totally out of order and prolly get a pic to start it off. :3

100 Theme Challenge... GO!


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17902423/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17902423/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 19:36:04 PDT
Sorry sorry! DX

And ~AnnieCooper I swear I'll get that request done. I know you requested it a long time ago and all, but I will get it done. (sometime -commits seppuku-) I promise. I just also need to finish the other commissions I received on Gaia. Oi Oi Oi! All my fault for being so slow and not doing it during the TWO and recently whole week breaks I had.. ;o; So for now requests are closed until I get everything done and I'm pretty free. Sorry sorry... x____X

I really need to catch up on my school work. Especially in my history and english class. (Which I'm sure if I concentrated enough the grades will raise up in a pinch.) I haven't checked my science yet. But I'm too worried. OTL"

Being April and all, I'd just like to blurt the fact my birthday is next week on the 26th. I'm trying to get some of my friends and myself to go hang out at downtown LB just for some 3 hour fun in the arcade. Too bad this one arcade doesn't have any fighting games of my liking. They have the first Marvel vs. Capcom though.... I think. I still really need to make my plans out more. I might have a limit to who I'm inviting to because the more there is, the more problems. And my mind still works like a kids so I'm sorry my dA real life friends. x___x;; -sigh-

I forgot when Fanime 2008 was, but I'd really want to go JUST to snap a photo of *behindinfinity and *merkymerx. I really love their cosplays and their friends. Just from Jin's journal entries of their cons, photo-shoots, etc.. makes me oh so jealous of them! And I really wish I could take their pictures.. ;o;

And speaking of cons, I'm no longer going to Anime Expo 2008. (Which little people may know I continued to blurb, yap, and complain about it through out a few of my entries.) I hadn't registered yet, I STILL haven't started on my cosplays (Cause I was a dipshit and spent half my money on food. Orz") , I'm still thinking the fact that it's in Los Angeles (Even though I've been to Little Tokyo numerous times, but just not 4 days or so in a row).Maybe next year though. I'll have much more time to get things set and I'll maybe have more cosplays set up. I can try to get things done now, so I'll just really have to hope my family ends up giving me pure cash for my birthday. That's like my one wish.
.... And then instead of saving, I may just end up spending that all at Gameworks. -resist urge not to spend $30 on Hello Kitty Machine-

A bit of a pointless entry. But I just wanted something to place of despair on.
Zetsuboshitta! Zetsuboshitta!
-dies-

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i FOUND THIS TO BE THE BEST THING EVER.

1. YOUR REAL NAME:
AllisonREN
Just kidding, it's Allison. ):

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (First 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Allizzle. ):

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (Fav. color and fav animal)
Black Wolf

I think that's super awesome.

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (The first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
XXXal
Renal

.... surprising, I only have three letters in my last name. So there's a reason why there's triple X's .___."

5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink}
Green Ramune

YES.

6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)

Lonopoon

I don't has a middle name. My family called me thing name in Cambodian which translates to "Noodle Pot" or "Pot of Noddles" so there's a reason why there's 3 o's. ): And obvious reasons why the last 3 letters aren't added.
7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (Both parents middle name)
POUNRA

LOLOLOLOLZ, THEY DON'T HAVE MIDDLE NAMES EITHER. Except for my mom really, but I don't count "Trisha Ra" as really being/having a middle name. Nor does she.

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (Black, and the name of one of your pets)

Coincidentally, I no longer have pets. So lets see what I can get from my previous pets. (I'm such a bad person) Most of the pets were given away or my family caused them to runaway while I wasn't home. D:

-Black Tweety
-Black Polly ("POLLY WANT A CRACKER")
-Black Browny
-Black Star
-Black Nico
-Black Baba
-Black... ]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17740360/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17740360/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 22:36:47 PDT Why?
WHY?!

Why, it's Cambodian New Year!
-shot-

And no I didn't make it up. It's very true. My people celebrate their New Years during April. Sort of like how Chinese celebrate theirs.. during February? Sorry if that's wrong, I don't pay attention anymore. D: Yesterday was the Parade in what the area they call down here "Little Cambodia Town." Because, well, it is mostly invested with Khmer people. Like nearly everywhere you'll go there's people, stores, restaurants, etc. When it comes to Khmer people I tend to know quite a few people. At the park yesterday I saw quite a few of my friends. I caught up with my cousin's Jeffrey and Tiffany. Most of the time I was with Tiffany and my other friends. ~riku440 was like my slave the whole day. XD He lived close by so he just walked to the parade.

This Saturday in the 12th is actually the big celebration at El Dorado Park. For a whole day (well, actually just until the sun sets pretty far down) the park will be invested.. with Khmer people! Everywhere you turn! Though, there are weird advertisements that go around and other people are there. I usually walk around and get free stuff. Yesterday they had something like that and I got a pretty wristband and a starburst. But yes, I can't wait to go. I'll get to see all my old friends again. Hopefully I can find them very quickly so we can wreck havoc like last year.
... and then I'm going to end up getting lost and drowning myself in shaved ice. :<

There's a tradition at Cambodian New Year where the kids (well, pretty much anyone who's still willing to do it. But it's mostly the young'uns. LOL, I'm lame.) bring just.. like, a lot of baby powder or shaving cream. They use it just to throw and smother each other. Mostly friends. When you do it to random people it's awfully weird. Someone did it to me one year when I was just sitting down on the grass with Riku's sister and her friend. He just rubbed a bunch of powder on my head. Very odd.

Aw, now my vision feels all blurred and powdery from the memories of past New Year's. Hopefully those security guards their won't be such a-holes and let us have our fun. It seems every New Year's our privileges are taken. :<

Sadly enough, I hadn't realized, but was going to have her birthday on Saturday, which is New Year's. I'm sorry I can't bother you. But I'll think of something to make you again! D:



Oh, and I was tagged! By I've missed you! X3

Rules:

1. Post these rules. *_*
2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a Journal\Blog about these facts.
4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.
5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged.

8 facts about me:

1.I procrastinate and complain too much

2.I like real simple things. But oddly enough, I like saying complex words.

3.I have a tendancy to react to the weather or temperature around me. If it's a zephyr (light breeze) I will fall asleep. If I'm wrapped up in a moderately soft blanket that has kept me warm (but not too warm) I'll fall asleep.

4.I eat. A lot. And I also seem to fall asleep after I'm full.

5.I have an unhealthy obsession with chocolate milk. (Which ~AfterDarque shares with me) Every time I look at my skin I want it. Oh, and a ham and cheese croissant. ~Loozer-s and ~riku440 are both so nice and awesome enough to actually bring me and Nox Chocolate Milk during lunch. 8D

6.I have a real paranoid feeling when I'm around certain people that I don't talk to very often or don't agree on some of the same issues.

7.I tend to "Falco Punch" people. -eyeballs Infini and Nox-

8.Last but not least, on weekdays I tend to have 2 meals a day. Breakfast and dinner. On weekends I tend to have 5. Breakfast, Brunch, Lunch, Lunner, and Dinner. I'm that hungry of a hippo. ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17532414/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17532414/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 20:41:19 PDT 's recent journal entry. ): Now, to open up iTunes and see what I can get. >:D

Though, my brothers a dumb douche for deleting nearly all my songs. Oh Zeke how I wish you were still working, I would have lol'ed if Burger King and Business Time came up. ): I have such a small playlist. D: I'll prolly do this meme over or something because I'm gay like that. ):

Warning: I say "lol" a lot in this entry. Lol. ):

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Don't Even Try It - Nujabes
(Exactly. Don't try it. ): )

2.How would you describe yourself?
Sick Sick Sick - Queens of the Stone Age
(LOL. I am sick. ): But from hearing this song too much I thought "Seckz Seckz Seckz." Which coincidentally kinda sounds like "Six Six Six." Which leads to it sounding like "Sick Sick Sick." Lol, loop. ): )

3.What do you like in a girl?
Superstar - Lupe Fiasco
(LOLWUT? I don't really know if this question applies to me, since I am a girl XD)

4.How do you feel today?
Jeremy - Pearl Jam
(I'm feeling Jeremy? D: ((knowing the meaning of this song would kinda help. I heard it was quite controversial though.)) ))

5.What is your life's purpose?
Slither - Velvet Revolver
(LOL, SLITHER EVERYWHERE. And mind rape is mentioned in the song, which is major win to me. ): )

6.What is your motto?
Burger King - Dane Cook
(FKING LOL)

7.What do your friends think of you?
Soul Meets Body - Death Cab for Cutie
(IS THAT WHAT YOU GUYS REALLY THINK OF ME? D: )

8.What do you think of your parents?
Creep - Radiohead
("I wish I was special." Fking lol. That's so true. ): )

9.What do you think about very often?
Boys & Girls LM.C
(I lol'ed. Really hard. D:)

10.What is 2 + 2?
Sabotage - Beastie Boys
(How 'bout them apples. >D)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Shonen Heart - Home Made Kazoku
(Yes. They are in fact a girl.. with a boy heart. That sounds more like me though. ): )

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park
(Does that mean I think they're on crack or something? D: )

13.What is your life story?
Around the World - Monkey Majik
(QUite true. 'Cept, my world doesn't go very far. )

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Battlecry - Nujabes
(I'm apparently going to be a SAMURAI. :<

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Rainbow - Ellegarden
(Hm. Kinda fits I guess. o: Plus, it's RAINBOWS. RAINBOWS MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. ): )

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Loser - Beck
(Because I am one and the one who married hasn't realized. D: Or something along the lines of that. ): )

17.What will they play at your funeral?
BOYS & GIRLS - LM.C
(WTF. I STILL THINK OF THEM EVEN WHEN I'M DEAD? LOL)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Sogeking Theme Song - One Piece
(My favorite hobby is being Sogeking. ): )

19.What is your biggest fear?
Thank You - Home Made Kazoku
(Apparently I am afraid of "thank you's" :<

20.What is your biggest secret?
Business Time - Flight of the Concords
(Making love for two minutes. D: )

21.What do you think of your friends?
Sabotage - Beastie Boys
(That they have sabotaged my life. And I fking love them for it. ;])

22.What will you post this as?
Dashboard - Modest Mouse
("Well it would have been, could have been, worst than you would ever know." So true about this meme. ): )

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Requests are open!

- OC Chloe & Rock Lee >:3




Collab Team?!... ]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17508676/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17508676/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 12:17:13 PDT
This turn of events immediately reminded me of 's journal entry about how her dad had left the stove on for too long and it got steamy in the house? xD I can't remember. And then they turned it off. Except this occasion was instead my fault. >___>" Hopefully not. But now I'm just afraid to cook on the stove period. D:

Speaking of *Chancake btw, I seem to have grown attached to her art and have become a "Chan Fan." But I never comment on her work, just fav. It's the same with all the popular users on dA. I'm such a terrible person. ):

So, what have you all been up to? 8D And since I don't have many ideas, I'll be taking requests again. So, post away!

Requests are open!

- OC Chloe & Rock Lee >:3




Collab Team?!:
+ =
Quote by Infini:
"That's the happiest rice ball I've ever seen."
):
XD
And today I'll actually submit our id? in HappyGiri. :>

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17451724/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/17451724/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 00:51:06 PDT
I made an animation using Windows Movie Maker but it only allows me to save a movie in that file. It lets me play it in a few other programs and such.

I uploaded it to dA like an hour earlier but deleted it because when you press download, it actually downloads. And I don't want my crap filling up your comps. D: I just want it to play when you press download. But I can't manage to convert the file.

Is there anyway to change the Window Movie Maker file to something else without having to use Flash/Photoshop? But that's most likely hopeless.

This was my first time actually creating something like this. If I can't make it into a short video, is there a way to make a gif without using Flash/Photoshop? D:
-epic fail-

Well.. I'll upload it here and see what happens.
Sorry I couldn't manage to change it. I'm not very good with all of this computer stuff anymore.
It didn't work. I'm going to have to do all that crap again.. =____=;;


If someone could help me manage to convert it to a gif or just a swf or something along the lines of those, I would really appreciate it. (And make a commish of your choice? 8D -is really cheap-)

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16919531/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16919531/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 19:35:37 PST EDIT: TAGGED BY . LAWL.

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who gets tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...

Screw those last parts. I don't like bothering people with tags very much. :< You guys won't be notified or anything, I don't wanna fill up your messages with more crap from me. D:

Okay, let's begin! Shall we?

1. My procrastinator side. It's a totally lazy betch.

2. The side of me that's so helpless and a pushover to many. My cousin has said I have a hard time saying no to certain things and people. :<

3. Uh.. I eat too much. But I love food! YOU CAN NEVER TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME UNLESS YOU'RE ME. Wait.

4. My ability to "forget." -cough- It's really hard for me to explain this. >__>

5. My pestering of my cousin. I should really learn to act on my own and not rely so much on her to help me in life.

6.Uh.. the fact I can't do shit. I really wanna to just be able to make cosplays like all those super cool cosplay people who make their own shit and actually have money on them because I have no skill and am poor shit. :<


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(K, TODAY IS WHEN I PLAN TO CHECK OUT THOSE DEVIATIONS, COMMENTS, JOURNALS ETC. I HAVE ALOT TO CHECK. :> Lol)

(Also, you don't have to read this. But I just couldn't help but post this today. D: )


Today I went to go hang with meh awesome cousin Tiffany in downtown Long Beach. We just planned to go to the arcade and play some DDR.

Instead, we ended up playing DDR with these three really awesome people who totally kicked our asses at the game. (Though, Tiffany didn't play very much because I'm a greedy mofo D8) I've had this happen before when I was younger where I'd play with some older person and they were like super nice to me and stuff. But since I've gotten older I've become more shy and just kinda keep quiet to myself.

When we first got there I watched a girl from the group play and she had like mad skills. She was playing double and it just amazed the hell out of me. After she was done one guy from the group kind of ushered me to go play and we kinda went back and forth going "No you go, no you go!" And eventually he went because my cousin took our shared card to go try those crane machines. (It had Hello Kitty which she wanted ever so badly)

Then Tiffany and myself got to play. I wasn't really expecting this, but the girl who was playing earlier just kind of ushered me and my cousin to play against her or something so then I just went. Her friends were all like "OH I BET ON GIRL WITH GREEN SHIRT." "I BET ON GIRL WITH BLUE SHIRT." "FI DORRAR! FI DORRAR!" (btw, I was the blue shirt) ANd they were calling us horses and stuff. XD Though, I lost because I suck. :< But it was really fun. And the third man (one I hasn't mentioned yet) was like "HERE, TAG ME TAG ME" while I was playing. So I just slapped his hand and watched as the two went at it.

The girl (I believe her name is Tawny or Lani ((i couldn't hear very well, pretty loud in the arcade D: )) was actually younger than me but she looked so much older! O.o And the third dude's name was.. Tony or Anthony? (He stuck his PacifiCare card on the screen of the DDR machine XD) Though, I didn't catch the second man's name.

Coincidentally, the second man (as I'm referring him as cuz I never got his name) went to the same school Tiffany and I currently attend. He told me he's a senior at Wilson (which is the school like right by my house). It made me think I had seen him when he was at Cubberley. Because if it was 4 years ago then I would have been a 4th graders while he was going to graduate in his 8th grade year. It was just so crazy though and such a big coincidence. He even remembers the teachers that we still have. :3

They were just really crazy awesome people. Oh gosh the Hello Kitty machine was made of total madness and lulz. Anthony was so mean when other people were playing-"You're not going ot get it!" XDDD There's more stuff to say that happened when we were with them but it's just so much. My cousin had a feeling though that we would see them again. I had a feeling though I had seen man number two and Anthony (or Tony XD) before. I know I have! I have a gut feeling about it! D:

Anyway, it was a good day. Up until I went to Borders w... ]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16838881/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16838881/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 19:21:54 PST
I've been procrastinating and falling back into my "7th grade Ren" version of myself. What on earth does that mean? I just made it up. It's basically saying I'm going back into my old habits of putting aside work, not concentrating, etc etc. And I've been pushing away you internet people. I'm such a bastard.

Anyway, yosh! I am alive! And I'd just like to put out some things:

I am not trying to skip your journal entries, deviations, comments, etc etc. Because I've been too concentrated on other things (lyk highschool, school in general, and playing pokemanz until like 5 in the fxcking morning) I've just been out of it and not concentrating on building into good habits of mine. Ever since I've left this 7th period class that I was put into because of my failing grades last year, I might just forcibally ask to put myself back in the class. My bad habits are coming back again and I really need to prove to my parents I can do so much better than last year.

For now, lets get that part out of the way. Those arts I'm supposed to draw, I'm so terribly sorry about that. Coincidentally though I could just hand those pics to the three of you since I know you all real life. But I'm sorry for not actually do anything.

Hm.. what other stuff was I going to say.. I can't remember right now, but when I can, I'll update this journal.


And it's official on who I'm cosplaying for Anime Expo 2008 (or just for the hell of cosplaying because my friends and myself are still discussing our time)
-Monkey D. Luffy (One Piece) And our crew is quite small, but nonetheless, I still have one! :'D
-Mugen (Samurai Champloo)
-Hayato Gokudera (Katekyo Hitman Reborn!) I gots mea Tsuna which is awesome. But he's so much taller than me. XD
-Toboe (Wolf's Rain)

I really have no idea where the idea to cosplay Toboe came from. I'm so damn serious about that. But ever since I don't remember I just wanted to dress up as him.


So, random apoligizing entry as I usually do. I may not be on dA as often because I'm either on Gaia or I'm busy with other task in real life. I'll probably get back to checking those 43523456ybv9+ deviations, journals, comments, etc tomorrow or sometime this week. I'm kinda just not into it this time around.

Ciao~

Oh and a few more things:
-Neak Day is coming! (It's a bit of a personal thing that some of you daERs know about, possibly >>
-Sayonara Zetsubo Sensei = Awesome Shit. I just love the dark humor in it. XD ZETSUBOSHITTA!!!! DX XDDD
-Happy Valentines Day everyone!

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16543854/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16543854/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 21:22:57 PST

I've been meaning to get those commished pics that were requested but I just.. gah! DX No inspiration and I have been procrastinating too much. I go on the comp and end up neglecting my homework. ): But I should produce some decent stuff soon.

Today was a pretty good day. But the weather.. oh, jeez. It was sunny but kinda windy. I had assumed it was just going to be sunny so I wore my short sleeved jacket. But then it suddenley got cold during lunch time. Windy, cloudy, oh jeez..

~Loozer-s and ~lbgurl actually lent me their jackets because I was shaking so much and complaining. I really love you guys. ;A; PE came which really sucked because my stomach hurt.. and our teacher made us run and play during the cold. While the other class got to go play in the fitness room. Lucky bastards. ):


.... because of what I just said, I completely forgot what I was initinally going to say. I know it was important though. D:

Really random but I'm really in the mood to do some more cosplaying with my friends. Some day I wish we could do group photoshoots somewhat like . Oh gosh how the Tuxedo Team seem to have so much fun when they are having their shoots. I r jealous. ): For my birthday I so wanna do a cosplay party or somethin' like that.

Hey, ~Panda-Hat! For my birthday you can be Zoro and ~Eiori can be Sanji and you two can be Zoro x Sanji for me! XD
-shot- -shot- -shot- -shot- -shot-
Just kidding. ): I need to hurry and get my cosplays done. I never get to do anything. >____> Must... Call... Tiffany! DX -dies-

By the way, unless I've already mentioned it, I beat Gyakuten Saiban 3. Or otherly known in the US as Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations.
I can't wait for Apollo Justice to come out next month. CX

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To Do Commission(s) List:


- Anything Pic >> XD



- OC Hikaru :3



- OC(s) Raizu, Daisuke, Chu (I believe D: )


* You can art trade or request a pic from me at the moment. C:



Collab Team?!
*InfiniteParanoia + ~Zakumaru
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]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16349520/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16349520/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 19:50:13 PST
I'm sorry for the spam everyone. I just need something to write because...
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because she has nothing better to do and she loves you dA people.
-shot-


ANYONE wanna do an art trade or just want free art D: ? But if we do, I can only do sketch+ink because my markers are dying. DX But then if my pen dies... then, just sketch of course. But I won't half ass it I swear. ):

Send me a note with what you'd like me to draw for you. (And I'd TRY But I should be able to do it D: )

If you want to know what I'd like drawn for myself (for the art trade, dur d___b), here's a list you can choose from:
-Any of my oc's (you can search through my gallery x: Unless you really want me to pick one )
-Uncolored/colored stuff, whichever is fine
-Any of the Strawhats ( ONE PIECE ; Monkey D. Luffy, Roronoa Zoro, Nami, Usopp, Sanji, Tony Tony Chopper, Nico Robin, and Cutty Flam/Franky )
-Prosecutor Godot ( Gyakuten Saiban 3/Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations ) 8D
-Kujo x Haru (My oc pairing XD I should be uploading the two soon on dA Prolly, tomorrow or Saturday x: )
-Crack drawings of my original characters (oc) that are majorly out of character (ooc) XD
-Myself? D: just kidding. If you want though then sure XD




IF YOU ACTUALLY WANT TO KNOW ABOUT MY SCHOOL LIFE, READ BELOW.
BEWARE. I DONT MAKE SENSE EVER. AND MY SCHOOL LIFE IS BORING. D:

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Anyway, I'm pretty screwed for school right now. I have to do some debate crap in my history class. And, like, it's stupid because I was absent on Tuesday and don't know wtf we're doing and shxt. My history teacher is cool and all BUT THEN THERE'S MY SCIENCE TEACHER WHO IS MADE OF FRICKIN' WIN AND AWESOME but he explains stuff and it doesn't make a lick of sense.

He has a lot of different diseases (or problems, I dunno D: ) stuff and like.. holy crap. No. Effing. Sense. I get so nervous to even ask him simple questions because he is STILL intimidating to me. (Today he called me in tutorial his "best friend." That really bothered me because I know now I'm not one of his favorite student anymore :< ) I really hope this debate thing turns out where all the classes fail at it. Lawl, I'm being meaaaaaaaaan. D:

Raizu and Eiori kept joking that I'm his "favorite student." Or, at least used too. D:

.......
In other school news, I went to school in Cosplay on Wednesday. This time as Sasuke Uchiha. ;D (last year I went as Rukia Kuchiki for last day of school and squad 6 captain for our school carnival XD) Most people were actually praising me and some of the little kids were like "DO A CHIDORI BLAST!" And I just went "No.:D~" Because I would rather not do it because I forgot and don't watch Naruto no more. Lol, fail on Ren. XD;;; I was going to cosplay on Monday but it was much too cold for me and Friday we're taking some school picture and I think I'm not allowed to wear my free dress. :C

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16231757/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16231757/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 21:35:52 PST
So, today I cosplayed with my friends in downtown. We hung around mostly at the lagoon. We did a small photoshoot which was really fun. :3
Cosplayed as L from Death Note. Wxe had put eyeliner on him when we were in the parkin lot. xD He also brought an adorable panda! D: Also a guy was shouting and saying how cool we were. XD

Cosplayed as Nanao Isane from Bleach. She borrowed my shinigami costume. And it fit her. :B I helped her put it on at Raizu's house where when we were in the bathroom him and his brother and friends were listening in and were laughing because all the stuff that came out of Eiori and my mouths sounded really inuendo. D: For example-

"Do I have to take my clothes off?!"
"Stop it's too tight!"
"Just wrap it around!"

I swear that was just.. oh jeez adsjghfkdsjlfh D:

And Cosplayed as.. Naruto? XD She got his jacket for Christmas and wore a headband. I think we called her Teenage Naruto or a mixture of Naruto and that one white haired guy from the very first episode child. XD But it was really cool. :3

As for myself, I was Sasuke. The leg warmer things were really making me irritated because I didn't know how to tie them and they kept coming off. xDD;;

We went down to the Coldstones and got some treats before leaving.
It felt so short but it was so fun. I hope we can do that again sometime. X3


is most likely going to upload the pictures from our short shoot. So if you're wanting to see it, go check out his gallery for them. And he has some nice art too! So while you're checking the cosplay photos, check out the rest of his gallery, k? :'D


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]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16173830/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16173830/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 21:41:07 PST I've go stuff to say. It's not important to you all. So just as a warning, pretty long. You don't have to read it. 83

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ANYWAY... yesterday I went down to Torrance (In California, state I live anyway XD) and my dad and I went down to Del Amo Mall. Which I heard is really big. But to me at the same time it's REAL GHETTO. Now, you probably wouldn't understand what I meant until you've actually gone down there. But, yeah. Anyway we kinda strolled around and such and as we were about to leave I took a turn into Game Stop to buy a stylus for [i]my[/i] DS Lite. I picked up a stylus, and, I also picked up a game. A game by the name:

PHOENIX WRIGHT

I've always wanted that game. And I finally got it! -squeal- The problem was that that one particular Game Stop actualy did not have a very wide variety of DS games to choose from, which really bothered me because I was actually hoping to look for the other PW games. For example, the very first one. Instead I bought "Trials and Tribulations", which to me so far, is quite good. But damn is that game hard to me. It took me 4 hours to solve the very first case. 4 hours. Compared to Metroid Prime 3, which is more action packed and fast motion (and at points actually made me jump XD), it only takes me about 2-3 hours to get through 3 of the confusing nerveracking (lol, wut?) stages, puzzles, and boss battles.

At the moment in Phoenix Wright I'm stuck in, I'd say, the middle of the end in the 2nd case. I think I may have made a mistake, and I could start over.. but I would rather not go through the annoyingness of the text. Jeez is the dialogue so long.. I know it's a pay attention game and such but crap man. x__________x;; What I love about it is the option of actually shouting to the game "TAKE THAT!", "HOLD IT!", and the infamous "OBJECTION!" Yes. From what I've heard you couldn't do that in the previous ones. But I'm probably wrong about that.

To me it was a bit boring at first. But I actually like strategy and thinking games. And I learned what cross-examinations and contradictions were. It always bothered me. So, yeah. Love Phoenix Wright so far. And this character Godot I've seen. HOMG, so awesome looking I swear. He reminds me of..
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I don't know who he reminds me of, but he has an awesomeness aura surrounding him. Too bad he's a prosecutor. Oh well, it makes him even more awesome being the bad guy. I can' wait to go up against him soon. >3

So, happy new years guys! My dad's b-day is actually New Years day, the 1st of January. :3

As I said, happy new years guys!
Hope you can achieve and fufill your New Year's resolution!
X3

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16139253/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16139253/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 17:31:49 PST EDIT: HOLY CRAP I SUCK. I CAN'T GO ON WITH THIS HIATUS.
DAMN YOU INTERNET. I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO LEAVE YOU THAT LONG.
UNLESS I WAS DEPRIVED FROM IT SOMEHOW.
HO FxCK, TOO LATE.
D:

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Pronounced like "Somb Thaw"
B is silent. Somethin' like that.

It's Cambodian/Khmer for "I'm sorry."
That's probably not even the right spelling in English. And I'm too frustrated at the moment to correct it because my parents think I started some trouble with someone for even asking them how to spell it. I hate it when they..


Anyway, I probably won't be online for awhile on either deviantART or Gaiaonline. (For those who know me there.) I'm just.. I'm just not feeling all that well. It isn't because of any certain person, oh no. And no it's not because of the recent problems I've had in my family. (I've learned to move on and keep trying because of that) I just think I need to take a break and get away.

I know it's really confusing, and none of you probably won't understand what in the world I'm saying. And I am sure some are just going "Oh she's complaining again -goes to look at something else-" But I can't take it right now.


See you later in..
Let's say, Neak Day?
Everyone else knows it as Valentine's Day and the 14th of February.
I may just come back earlier though because I'm so addicted to you all. You internet people, my friends whom I adore to no end. You're like my drug.
But who knows. There's a sooner or a later.

Sorry for spamming you all. Just trying to let something out that I can't seem to keep in.
Happy New Year everyone!
I'll make my last two deviations for this year.
And next year should be much better.
And I'll be sure to finish up checking on deviations, journals, etc.
Later days.


Just keep coming 08'.
I'm waitin'.
:D~

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16074981/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16074981/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 10:40:40 PST
When we got to Little Tokyo I pretty much got into the store "Tokyo" and searched for something for Nox. But she already knows what I got her. Because I couldn't help but make her guess. ): Anyway we walked a bit further and went into an anime store. I was hoping they had a Chopper Hat like I had seen when I was with my cousin's, but sadly, no. They had Ultimate Jump Stars though, which I really wanted. But decided not to get it because I realized it was all in Japanese which I can't read. D:

After that we went across the street. And as we were making it to the other part we saw COSPLAYERS. I grip load of them. And, homg, they were all so awesome. From what I remember there was a Hunny (Ouran), Sasuke (Naruto), Kakashi (Naruto), Ishida (Bleach), and and...

KYOYA HIBARI. FROM KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN.

I should have stopped that Kyoya. But I was such in an awe and nervousness to ask to take a picture that I just watched that one walk right past me.

Anyway, twas real fun. I spent quite a lot there. xD

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The next day, I had gone to another ceremony for my cousin Sokha. Like the first one, my family was late and the monks had already left. I kinda left with my cousin Tiffany to the park nearby because I wasn't feeling good. We got called back later because my older cousin Melisa made us play cards with her. Which, she beat us a lot. And then her mom joined and kept saying "I've been practicing to WIN Allison! >D" To which I just went "o___o ;"

A little later I went to the mall with Tiffany. And OH BOY. I kept looking at my pants because she kept saying "I want a pair of skinny jeans." And the whole time I was just like "What the fxck are those?!" I bought some Uchiha Family Symbol earrings from the Tokyo in the mall. They are a bit heavy but my cousin thought it would be neat if I wore them along with my Sasuke costume. xP I also bought a bag which I've always really needed. And cards for my mom, dad, and brother. I also got my mom a scarf.


Well, that's pretty much it. I'm still checking in on everyone's journals, deviations, and comments.

Happy holidays everyone!

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16031844/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/16031844/ Fri, 21 Dec 2007 15:55:49 PST

So I was looking around on my friends dA profile until I stumbled back onto mine. I looked at my little info and I realized...

This account is officially a year old. It's been for like, 5 days now.
I must celebrate.

How about a party in my pants?! 8D
-shot-


Can't wait until it comes. I hope it fits.

*I'm putting the it on purpose. I almost always state what I'm getting.


I'll be seeing , , and at Little Tokyo tomorrow!~
I've been going there a lot lately really. xD
I'm sure those people at the Kinokuniya (I always shorten it to Kinokuya) are really annoyed of me. I always buy the One Piece phone charms. xD But this time, I'm getting one for my dear friend Marc. Who made the Basketball team at school and I'm happy for him. :3

And yes! Two weeks of break!... two.. TWO?! Oh well, it's better than 3 days. I can't wait until ALA too. I can't wait to see you ! I'm looking so forward to it!


Ja ne!~

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15952239/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15952239/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 23:33:53 PST

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random and facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

I usually tend to never follow the rules correctly? Why, because I think they're gay? D:
-shot-

Facts About Zaku! (Again!):
-Has asthma
-Will seriously die if she is anywhere near a cat (Connects with asthma)
-Loves Roronoa Zoro that she would get his name tattooed on his back
-Seriously needs to get a life
-And a boyfriend. Lawl, like that'll ever happen
-Acts conceited and does poses when no one is around
-Is going to cosplay as Gokudera from Reborn!~ :'D
-Quite possibly may be contageous to your kids

Teh tags:


]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15938095/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15938095/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 23:02:31 PST ! Soon I shall though... Soon. Soon in like the next year. -shot-

Anyway, I should be updating. I promise I'll get to it as soon as I can alright. And I'll comment and fav all your lovely stuff. I need my cousin over here to smack some sense into me. >>;;


IN OTHER NEWS.
I AM LEGEND = SUCH A GOOD MOVIE.

...
I cried.
):

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15848994/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15848994/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 13:24:25 PST
....

No, but it's true.
Anyway, I bothered alot during the week about making another account on dA. This account is for the things we do together. Sometimes crack or collabs. We kinda do both a lot so I thought "Hey, why not."

And now we'd like to present to you all the account:

HAPPYGIRI!!!!~



I forgot which user created it now, but it's a real cool avatar.
It's so fxcking adorable, isn't it? Infini had showed it to me. (:
Anyway, haven't submitted anything yet. But soon one of us, or together, we shall submit something I swear.
Just finally got around to searching if anyone had taken the name and setting it up.
THanks for letting me waste your time. :]
....
Sorry. D:

Oh, and on this account I'll try and submit something. Just haven't been too satisfied with what I've drawn lately. D:

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15798560/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15798560/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 19:46:43 PST EDIT 12/6/07
No, he died again today about an hour ago. I'm mad. D:<
That just makes me believe the new one is defective. It is still pretty new anyway. D:
About those deviations, try to get to them on the weekend. My brother complains.

COME BACK ZEKE, COME BACK!
I NEED YOUR PRECIOUS SONGS TO MAKE ME FEEL JOY AND HAPPINESS ONCE MORE.
AND AND.. AND FEEL INSPIRED!
;A;




So, in my journal entry (last week sorta?) at the way end I complained my iPod, Zeke, broke. (Yah, his name is Zeke. And he's a he. 8D) So my mom found out and was like yelling at me for not telling her. We called up Cosco (place where I purchased him) today to ask for assistance and such and such. We got home and I was getting ready to call Cosco again when I picked up Zeke. Like the days before I kept trying to turn him on but he didn't turn on. But then, suddenley this time, he turned on and I wasn't happy. This was how I reacted.

"WHAT... THE... F--K..."

I was just pissed now that it turned on. Because the days before I tried to restore it and nothing happened. And it lagged my comp. And now suddenley it started working?! Fail. But I got over it very quickly and now I'm listening to it with joy.

I'm so happy my baby came back to life.


And I'll check out your deviations and such on the weekend. I don't have too much time right now because when I'm on dA I lag my brother (he plays Halo 3 on Xbox live). But he's leaving somewhere this weekend (I believe) so I should have time. And I'll try to submit things myself. :3


Toodles! :'D


EDIT: On a side note, on Monday, I swear, ... what she was wearing to school.
She freaking looked like Stewie from Family Guy. xD But the sleeves were short and the overalls were more like a dress. .... she still reminded me of Stewie. xD And is so awesome for what she got me on Gaia. 8D

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15741309/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15741309/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 21:06:49 PST
BUT OMG, if you haven't been so updated on Brawl, I myself finally browsed around on the website and Sonic....

OMG
OMG
OMG

I just think the gameplay for him looked really freaking awesome.
I can't wait until I get my hands on Brawl when it comes out.
February isn't too far anyway. These days seem to be going by fast lately. :3

[link]

On the link just scroll down a little. There's a little short with all eyes on Sonic.
He's not like my super favorite character, but I grew up watching the cartoon and playing like most of all the recent Sonic games coming out past years. But lately.. his games are beginning to suck. D:

Shadow was really freaking cool though when I got to play Sonic Adventure 2 on Dreamcast.
....
Okay, enough of that.

I CANT WAIT TO BE IN A BOX!
(Reference to Snake if you don't know ;3)


In other news, my iPod broke after 3 weeks of having in. I'm currently still trying to restore it. And I think we lost the warranty so I gave up on returning it. I might take Nox advice and go to Curcuit City or something.
...
Maybe it's not working because I dropped it awhile ago. And there's like a dent. D8


I'm terribly with electronics.


Anyway, toodles!

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15619841/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15619841/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 11:22:33 PST
Anyway.. man.. my body is just aching right now. I think it was from the running yesterday. We had something known as the "Turkey Trot" where we just run around the field. And there's prizes and stuff for the first three winners. First, turkey. Second, pie. Third... I don't know, realah.

I had signed up. But I was actually an alernate for one of the runners if they were sick or didn't want to run anymore. But since they were both there, I ran in anyway. I came in like.. 5th place out of 7,8,9,10 girls? I don't know, I wasn't paying attention. Though the girls didn't have much... I can't find the words right now, but they were just "Eh, I don't want to win" dadada and "Oh let's just let her win" dadada. My friend was kinda pissed off because of that. I was kind hoping she would win 1st or 2nd but she came in 4th. Hell, it's better than me.

actually got first! Why? Because she's fawking fast. :< She left home after the Turkey Trot so I didn't see her when we went back to the locker rooms. D:

I got a certificate though for participating. :3


Anyway, enjoy the company of your friends and family.
Have a great Thanksgiving!

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15593202/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15593202/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 16:28:18 PST Lol, I happy.
I must celebrate by..

USING :usernameinfiniteparanoia: 'S COPIC MARKERS.
GIVE NOW-
-shot-

Anyway, I'm happy.
And I need to think of something to say thanks to everyone.
So, expect some art? Iunno. xD

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15452900/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15452900/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 17:54:21 PST birthday party. Her birthday was yesterday. o: (Why not drop by her pro and leave her a lil happy b-day in her comments? :'D) My friends , , and were there. I wish was there but she went to go watch Cirque Du Solame (I actually wanna see it D: Not in a bad way, no not like that.) and but he was busy.

So what we did was.. stuff. We messed around, well, mostly the other people. Shugo, Infini, Eiori, DoctorD, and I all drew faces on the balloons. DoctorD drew I and I drew her. And then on the other side of the balloon I drew Axel from KH and Infini added stuff to it. Like, a mischevous looking face. Thicker eyebrows and a face that looked like he couldn't hold back his laughter. I was debating whether or not to draw a nose and when I looked away Infini continued to draw something on him. She showed me.. and... and...

Axel was wearing those strap on pig snouts.
...
;A;


Was gonna take pictures and upload but didn't do it. And I beat Shugo at Smash. He sucks. Just like he sucks at Soul Calibur 2. Lawl. 8D

And DoctorD's cake was yum. And and and... I forgot her card. So she gave me a paper when she was drawing and I drew her getting taken by the clothes in her closet. 8D AND AND AND.. I drew Infini getting eaten by the chair in DoctorD's room. And there was other stuff I kinda forget we did. D: But we were listening to Across the Universe Soundtrack, THe Whitestripes, and a little of DeathCab For... is it Cutie or Cutee? D:

Anyway! That's it!
Anyone got any drawing ideas for me?
Suggest away!

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15249545/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15249545/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 21:03:40 PDT
Anyway I hung out with , formerly known as , all day. She got icee, I got pizza (that I did not buy, but bought for me because I didn't want to leave Nox XD), we got our pictures taken twice, played ring toss game and Nox got a Dr. Pepper (which she called her baby and wouldn't let me touch ;A; ), got married, many more things...

Oh, and people stared at us and some asked questions. Why you ask? My friends who were there surely know. ;D
...

Anyway, it was because me and Nox had worn our shinigami (from Bleach for those who do not know) costumes to the school carnival. I was Captain, she was the Lieutenant. MY LIEUTENANT. -shot- It was fun though being different from everyone else. We actually had a few or so people giving very nice and awesome comments that we had dressed up and about the way we looked. XD

I kept joking around with Nox like a sick bastard. But it was fun. Speaking of Captain though, the day before I had actually created a Captain's coat. (My mom let me massacre the white bed sheets and I sowed it terribly. But my mom fixed it. X3) The white with the Kanji sign on the back. Today I had really got the paint and painted the Kanji sign and stoof. (I chose Squad 6 because I love Byakuya and Renji. 8D)

Later we went to her house and sat down to mess around on her computer. Then my mom picked me up. And that was about it.

I wish was there. I so would have dragged her to the marriage booth.
But it's okay, maybe at the next school carnival? :3

I'll be sure to show the picture they took of Nox and I when I get it. I heard one of the pics is going to be in the school year book. SHINIGAMI'S INVADED THE SCHOOL YEARBOOK, FTW. XD
I hope it is. :<
I can't wait for Halloween. X3




On another note, I also bought clothes on my own for the first time in awhile. I accidentally broke part of the plastic hanger when I was searching through the clothes and my cousin nearly bursted out laughing. I also bought another sketchbook. It's my 8th one. Lawl. 8D

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15136729/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15136729/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 23:29:54 PDT
I went to the EPSON website to see if I could download the thing like my dad showed me. But I wasn't too sure which one to pick from and at the same time I thought I would end up downloading the wrong one so I just left it.

Maybe in the morning I'll ask my dad about it and he could help.

Oh how I wish I had a tablet and Photoshoop right now. :C

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In other news though, today I got to eat with the principal and vice principal of my school. I was invited to eat because.. I'm a straight B student? Lawl. But seriously I don't see why my homeroom teacher chose me to go eat pizza and drink a small carton of chocolate milk and then and even smaller carton of apple juice. I mean, I barely participate in her class. I'm just kinda silent. I stare out of space alot. And.. so on.

But at least I actually got a lunch. That was really the only reason I wanted to go in the first place. Free food, I just could not pass that up. Plus, I felt special. And luckily I was not the only person there. Two of my friends, one whom I hang with with on a daily basis AND also helps me with my homework. You know who you are, . (She is also the person who has faved nearly , ((But now known as )), mine, and many others gallery) And another friend whom.. I shake hands with and smile and nod to. He doesn't talk all that much and is a bit quirky to me, but he's a real nice person. And I so believe he should keep his hair braided then just leaving it in a pony tail. He looks so nice with braided hair. 8D

Anyway, speaking of the lunch.. it was pretty enjoyable. Though the pizza was kinda iffy.. and I felt uncomfortable when it was quiet and when we were supposed to tell a little bit about ourself. I just felt REALLY uncomfortable. What also kinda bothers me, but I expected it, they took a picture of us all together.

Now, there are 3 reason why that bothers me:

-I think my smile and overall look came out really bad
-I still felt a bit uneasy being there
-The picture is going to be on the school homepage for whoever actually checks it out to see

And my Technology teacher and the other students who attend Tech may see it...

Please, just shoot me now.
....
I'm not very photogenic, k. D:

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This concludes my journal entry for today.. or tonight, whatever.
I'm accepting art trades. But I can't really color because I don't have enough markers and I need to fill up the inks.
...
I also kinda need some more papers because the sketchbook that I had intended for commissions I like filled it up already. And it's my 7th 100 page sketchbook. xD -shot- I can just walk to Staples to get another but I has no money. T___T I'll ask momz in teh mawnin'.

If you're actually willing to wait awhile or so for the art then go ahead and send a note titled "Art Trade."

I try make your dream come true, okay. :>

Before I go, I leave you off with something that I found funny in Chp. 414 of One Piece, apart of the Enies Lobby or.. wait, CP9? One of those is the name of the Arc. (I'm pretty far, but I'm catching up!) It's near the end:

Jyabura( Or however the freak his name is spelled, I forgot DX ) : Well done.. I've been waiting for a man like you..
Sanji: ?!
Jyabura: ... would you save her..? Save Robin..
Sanji: Eh? W-What are you saying..!?
Jyabura: .. I've been keeping it to myself until now... But Robin is..
Sanji:...
Jyabura: My long lost sister!!
Sanji: ..!! What..?! For real!!?

It won't make a lick of sense if you haven't read/watched One Piece but I just thought it was so damned fun... ]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15061873/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/15061873/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 16:33:13 PDT WARNING:
Journal Entry probably won't make any sense to you because Zaku never makes sense. It's how she is. :<



So, ever since I did the drawing "5,4,3,2,1.." I haven't really used my Copic Markers because two of them were pretty much wiped out from that big thing. Up until yesterday I picked up my markers and they were working. But I refilled only one because that was the only ink.. thingie majig I have, which is for E00.

Anyways, did like two colored drawings today. One at like Midnight I had done. I was so dumb as I was putting down the date. I put down the 10-16 when it was actually 10-13. But then I was working on the drawing through midnight so I had to change the 6 to a 4. xD ( Sorry I confuse you >__< )

My two colors that were not working before are working now. (But I should probably buy some more inks or a new marker) But now after the most recent I colored my black marker is dying. D: Hopefully I can get a new one soon.

For now.
...
...
...


]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14942906/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14942906/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 15:07:49 PDT
-waiting for my cousin to get here (and I'm sure her mom is not going to drop her off)
-waiting for people to upload the One Piece episodes because I can't download
-Also waiting for the new Funi Dub again
-craving for crunchy rolls again
-feeling sorry for someone
-angry at someone
-about to kill this bug that is seriously bothering me right now
-blank because I can't think of anything

I was considering drawing some fan art but I failed. And I'm sure some of you are tired of seeing my own characters.

Anyways.. I wanted to do an art trade. With anyone, I don't mind. I'll attempt to draw your OC's, already created characters, something, etc. I'll atleast attempt. And all I ask is if you can draw for me either one of my OC's (of your choice) or Roronoa Zoro. C:

Send me a note if you want to do an art trade. xD

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14634218/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14634218/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 17:35:43 PDT
Me and my friends were going to do a .hack// GU group and a One Piece group. But I'm not so sure now I am going to be Haseo (GU for those who don't know). I already got the acceptions from my mom but.. I don't think now getting the costume will work out. So it leaves Luffy.. and ANOTHER COSPLAY IDEA I picked up after coming to realize I don't think I'd be able to go as Haseo anymore. I wish I could though.

So what's this OTHER IDEA you may ask? .. but probably not. xD Or don't really care.. D:... Anyways, it's Kyo Kusanagi from King of Fighters, Capcom Vs. SNK, and many other SNK King of Fighters game. I wanted to go as him for 07 but I felt 08' would be a better idea. So, yeah. Kyo Kusanagi! :'D AND AND AND I got (if she does go, which I hope) to go as Iori Yagami, Kyo's rival. We'd be cross dressing buddies! And I'd love her for going as my favorite KOF character. :'D

-END, OR IT IS?!
-shot-

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14621267/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14621267/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 17:59:25 PDT ___<

Just when I was about to upload something.. there's this message on the comp that says "Please install the supported TWAIN driver" or some shit like that. The only person who uses the one comp that can scan is my brother. So I asked him, "MIKE, WTF DID YOU DO" and he says he didn't delete anything.
...
I'm sure you didn't Michael. Just like you didn't delete all the music I had on the other laptop.
I hate you Michael.

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14448923/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14448923/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 23:47:31 PDT
I haven't been getting much inspiration lately, not any good inspiration. Usually I'm bored and something will just hit me in the head and I'll get to working on it for secnds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months.. but not years. Hell no, you crazy?

It's making me kind of sad that once I get a grasp of an idea of drawing something I just lose it. Like, I'll get a spark and want to draw it but.. I just tend to lose it once I attempt to put it on paper. And then it just won't come back.

Now it's not with just my own creations and characters. I've been attempting fan art of like Naruto, One Piece, and quite a few other things. Even though it's mere fan art I felt very unhappy with myself as I looked at the drawings which led to me scrapping them to the side. I know it doesn't have to be perfect in style, looks, colors, etc.. it's just fan art, and it's your take, your skill, and your work. But I just felt really unhappy about it.

Anyway the main point of this whole this is that I'm just very uninspired at the moment. I've used up so much paper with such plain and boring things drawn on them. I'm not very proud of my new works very much. I hope I can get my spark back. Maybe I'll get an idea or two when I get into to school soon. -le sigh-

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14186930/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14186930/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 20:54:43 PDT Oi, scroll down to part about doing art for people if you wish not to read this.
Okay? Okay..

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOO-
Catching up on One Piece. I'm so far behind. But I haven't been keeping up as the series goes on. I'm trying to get enough information and enjoy the series at the same time. I hope soon I can stay pretty current to where the series is at. Since Monday I've watched almost.. 40 episodes and I'm in Skypiea Arc right now. I wonder when it ends (talking about the arc DX). D: But it's interesting. Enel freaking reminds me of Eminem, which is really weird. o___o;; Speakin' of One Piece.. I was supposed to go as Luffy for Anime Expo 2007. But because of my late planning I didn't go through with out.

So next year I'm doing it. And to make things more awesome, I'll have a crew too!.. but we're pretty incomplete. >>;; But! A crew with members is still a crew! :'D I asked these people to be these characters:


- is Sanji
- is Zoro
- is Nami
-my cousin is Robin
-friend Konti is Ace
-was going to ask to be Usopp but I don't think she'd wanna be him D:
I feel so terrible even thinking about askin you to be him, Gomen nasai! DDX
-I plan to buy/make a Chopper plushie.. which I am sure my Robin, Zoro, Nami, or Sanji would want to hold all day. >>;;


ANYWAYS! I can't wait until Anime Exop 2008!
It's quite a long ways but I simply just can't wait! And maybe for 08' I'll get to see more of my friends and meet new ones! Oi! Oi! Oi! XD


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ART HERE! ART HERE! ART HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oi, you scrolled down here for that specific reason, yes? The reason for art?
..
Or did you also read all what was at top? Because if you did you make me happy inside.
;___;

Anyway..
I've been having some art block lately. I've been trying to update my little comic but I'm in such a "I'll do it later" mood that I know I won't really get it done. I have all the stuff planned and I'm still lazy. DX SO! To help this wane out (I don't think that's the right word to use..) I decided I'll draw some art for people! Ask me to draw something and I'll do it!.. or I'd atleast try. .____.;;

ANYWAY! Just post a comment here stating what you'd like me to draw and I'll try to atleast get it down for you. I can't say if it'll be really good or not since I'm not that skilled. DX I will try to fufill what you have asked me. YOSH!

Bye bye! :'D~

EDIT

OI! I forgot to add.
I don't have the scanner at the moment so I can't get the art to you right away.
It'll probably be later. You'll know because I'll submit it as a deviation or I'll send a note to you with the pic hosted on my Photobucket account. x:
Gomen nasai.
D:

]]> ~Zakumaru http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14099028/ http://Zakumaru.deviantart.com/journal/14099028/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 00:53:23 PDT COMPLAINT ALERT!
READ AT RISK! D:




I did something stupid and I ended up erasing my file on GH2. Which is really pissing me off because I'm both mad at myself for doing it in the first place and.. how Guitar Hero tends to make me mad sometimes because it makes my fingers cramp. All that work.. almost beat the whole game too. I was so close. DX

Now I had gotten Guitar Hero 2 like.. in March, but I didn't even have a PS2 up until June.
I felt so proud of myself when I had beaten the game on Medium in 3 hours. Just playing non-stop until I got to Free Bird where I nearly freaked when I beat the song. And then I later started playing on Hard, and now working my way to Expert.. I feel like such an idiot complaining though. D: But hey! Wouldn't you get mad if you accidentally deleted your hard worked memory? I sure as hell always am. This is just like the time I had just beaten Final Fantasy Tactics Advance and then I accidentally overwritten my file. ;~; -sniffles-

Why does this erasing memory shit happen to me all the time? Sonnovabeetch..

Well.. I'm trying to get my shit back, but I was so angry that I kept missing the notes.
My cousin gave me slightly encouraging words to help me but.. I'm still on edge about it.

]]> ~Zakumaru