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deviantART: by:Zarisla http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Zarisla&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Zarisla en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 20:33:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png GUESS WHAT http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/28295518/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/28295518/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 14:51:41 PST brgtt

ikue

Expiration Date:

^{I'm using a journal skin. >:3

i'm totally loving this stuff, its really cool for a limited time, i can even do features so so so if you wanna be feature just post and I'll pick some cool stuff

:3
i took the subway by myself today, i'm not a total failure :'D

and I have a lot of stuff to do D:

your bubbly,
amanda zarisla}

]]> ~Zarisla I sense there's something in the wind... http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/27929361/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/27929361/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 19:26:03 PDT so I don't have a halloween journal for '08, but I have one for '07 where I state that I had only 700 page views, not i have about 13,500 :D thanks yoo guis
I actually have been working on I Could Die parts 2 and up, just rather, err, slowly. Life is packed, and I got really sick this week. We all thought it was the swine, but its just some other virus. J0y. I'm a bit better now except for this resurfacing headache, cough, and undying thirst. Oh, and I also totally and utterly lost my voice. Yaaaay, amanda. you rule.
baww this journal has no point but its been a month since my last journal.

bawww.

]]> ~Zarisla and away we go~ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/27380830/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/27380830/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 18:22:03 PDT Hi everyone. :D

I hope you all are well outside in the cold depths of the real world.

Tomorrow morning (in a few hours o_O ) I will be on a plane to half way across the country (Colorado yayayay). I'm ging to a wedding, and I'll be missing school >:D

Just a tny journal to say hi and bye.

Everything is mostly all right on this side of the screen.

enjoy my new story, okay? i like it a lot.

Well, okay then, have a nice day.

yours truly,
amanda Zarisla

]]> ~Zarisla lightheadedness. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/27132017/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/27132017/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 12:46:58 PDT the walk home today was amazinglybeautifulandpretty. (:

its slightly windy and chilly, but it smells of fall.
it smells like autumn, youth ~Lackadaisikal's house, halloween, and just a hint of fall out boy and old times.
so amazing, so, so amazing. it just fills me with this happyhappyjoyjoyness, lightheaded, but less powerful than sugar rush.
don't even notice the bump on my head from demon locker.

baww its so amazing. i love fall so much~ ;__;

]]> ~Zarisla oh, no, i'm late. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/27102551/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/27102551/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 19:14:04 PDT but he was no caterpillar.
it was odd.
pretty ODD.

lol, school is tomorrow
bawwhhh
the voooooid

my sister dyed my hair for me, it looks really good
there was no bleach, but came out bright.
i have dark hair. just by the way.
its actually blood red shade.
hmm, i think i'll tell people that.
"i dyed it with the blood of my victims."
yeah. wait to be~

yeah this is like not going to effect my dA time.
maybe it will. who knows~

art is come to a hold, writing is at a snail pace. it might have gone out, i haven't checked lately.
but, whatever.
who knows what could happen?

always and forever
yours,
amanda zarisla.

]]> ~Zarisla this was actually going to be a rant http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/26964064/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/26964064/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 18:15:42 PDT just about stuff, mostly about how I lost my tablet pen and how it sucs especially cuz I contstantly have this ITCH to draw ALL THE TIME.
but my daddy bought me a new one and yaaaaaaaaaaaaay! :D

I also got new art supplies. it came with pencils, charcoal, 2 earasers, a sharpener, sanding paper, and a paper smudge stick thing, all for $5. I'm happy I bought it, I was gonna pass it up.

today was nice, i went to the pool and my hair is wavy (but crispy with chlorine ewww) and i had dim sum with mah grandpa. >:3 nomnomonom.

and at this moment I am content.

for now.

tomorrow i am going to sleep over at

's house because (drumroll) thursday we're going to Midtown Comics to meet whom? Andy and Joe from fall out boy.

i am quite excited because I do love them very much, and tomorrow and thursday will be fun. i've already decided that friday will be movie day (theres like 3 movies i want to see rofl)

this feeling wont last, but i'm glad that I am happy.

love forever,
amanda zarisla

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]]> ~Zarisla featuring + requests + update :3 http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/26613953/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/26613953/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 17:35:38 PDT
hihi. not a lot to report, i'm tired. X3
i joined a gym and theres a bubble tea shop down the block.
i hope everyone is well.
er, uh. i'll take a request (writing or art. maybe painting) that i'll actually DO. no spots, just go.

that's all. love ya. <3

The rules:
1) Be one of the first 6+ people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Promotional List.
2) For each of those 6+ people I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.
3) If I feature you, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this way the list with how many other people you like. :3

1)

[link] [link] [link] [link]

2)

[link] [link] [link] [link]
and go.

]]> ~Zarisla happy 9th http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/26450426/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/26450426/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 17:59:44 PDT i'm late, i'm late.

i've been busy all day, I wanted to draw something all month, but I couldn't, just can't.

guh

my head hurts, don't bother me.

but I love deviantart.

so much.

and i love YOU.

alls well,
amanda zarisla

]]> ~Zarisla what? http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/26263089/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/26263089/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 19:56:13 PDT oh, hi.

i'm back.

(well, i've been back since monday, but now its official)

I missed you guys.

didja miss me?

browsing through the deviations and journals from the month. i missed a lot o crap, if there's anything in particular you want me to see, just comment.

no one fed my fishies on gaia. :'c

deviations will be aplenty. I drew a lot over the weeks.

no particularly interesting stories, but some advice;

please do not run on
the hill by the llama cage
it is slippery.

and a quiz, stolen from :icon lackadaisikal:

[dee, call me pleez]

Colour War/Rainbow edition. Woo hoo!

1) First list all your OCÂs by first name so we can see your list of all your wonderful OCÂs

1. Ava
2. Ben
3. Cody
4. Venus
5. Iggy
6. Amy
7. Kai
8. Jace
9. Jordan
10. Gabe

2) Who is your favorite OC?

Hmm. Uh. Ha. What a question.

I don't really have an answer, I'm quite fond of all my OCs. Venus was my first, and I have a sympathy for Cody, but Iggy's hot, Ava's like me, Kai is epic.... I don't know.

3) Who is your least favorite?

Jordan. That abusive pice of crap sonuvabitch. *pounds fist*

4) Who is your most developed?

Cody.

Or Venus. Maybe Ava.

5) Which OC would you want to date if they magically came to life?

Iggy or Gabe.
Let's asses this siduation;
Iggy is a sexy Japanese kid with blue hair and perfect teeth. Gabe is a sexy mocha colored hispanic Israeli from Tel Aviv. With an ACCENT.

6) How many girl OCs do you have? Boy OCs? It OCs?

3 girls, 7 guys?! If you only count the RainBow, (first eight) its not bad, since Jace and Kai are sometimes counted as ChicksWithDicks. (Kai&&JAce: HEY.)
Butuhyeah. My gender is booohirng.

7) If you were stuck in a burning building what do you think the third OC on your list would do?

Cody? Well, depends on his mood.
If he was a passerby, he'd 1) flip out. 2) call 911. 3) scream really loudly and ask if there was anyone in there/everyone is okay.
Or maybe he'd go all super and bust me outta there. who knows.

8) Name one thing you regret about one of your OCs.

I regret having so many OCs, have 2 of the same name, basing some off me, having the story line/characters underdeveloped, and Cody, I'm sorry your mom died in a tragic accident when you were 12, leaving you with your dad, even though he means well, and I'm sorry said accident shattered the bones in your thigh, leaving you handicapped.

your truly,
amanda

9) Which of your OCs do you think would make the best father/mother/it parent out of all your OCs and why?

Venus, or Ben, probs. Because everyone who has a problem goes to Venus and she can almost always solve it, plus she's amazing. Ben is just super. He stands up for his friends and would recuse your baby from a burning building.

10) Which of your OCs do you think will most likely be put in jail?

Jordan. He would burn down said building.

11) The eighth of your OCs was put into the future! What will their job be?!?

Oh, jeez. Thanks, quiz, you decided to pick the shyest of my characters.
sigh.
he's be something peaceful like working in/owning something like a record store/flower shop/or an art store in SoHo.

12) Name the first OCs catch phrase! (if they donÂt have one just make one up)

When something bad happens:
"H-Holy strawberries, Batman, we're in a j-jam."
It gets annoying after a while.
Ben: Crap, I forgot _____.
Ava: Looks like your in a jam.
Ben: *pow*

13) Do all your OCs live together or are they separated?

Pff. They all WISH they lived together. (*shifty eyes*)
But no, they all live in separate houses. Unless one occasionally gets kicked out or leaves, of course.

14) Are there any pairings that are in your OC list? (they canÂt be with someone else's)

Uh, duh.
Ava/Ben
Kai/ Jordan and later on Kai/Jace
Venus/Cody <------ half secret, they were together before the Color War began. After its Cody/Amy, and Iggy/Venus.
Iggy/ th... ]]> ~Zarisla time to say good bye 8D http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25638110/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25638110/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 20:14:08 PDT Suitcases and bloated, overstuffed duffle bags litter the living room, totally cover what is left of the L shaped sofa; there's hardly any room to walk.

To any passersby, it looks to see if someone is moving away for a very long time.

But that's just not the case.
~~

lol, exaggerating. theres only like six things, two of which are backpacks and one has only shoes. D8<

but yeah. I'm going away.

no, stfu, not for too long. only a month. tomorrow morning I will be torn from my sleep at five AM and driven into the berkshires. sigh.

summer camp bluuuues.

needless to say I wont be on for a month. (aww) I'm very upset becuase there are things I needed to attend to here. (^{^{AO, that was directed at you}})

but I digress.

I'll see you all on July 26.

oh, I went to the new york deviantmeet yesterday, I chilled with the literature group and listened to $spyed rambled about some crazy new exciting features.

Get ready.

schools finally out, thank goodness.

I don't know what else to say.

I'll miss you.

I love you, all.
good night.
amanda zarisla, signing out.

]]> ~Zarisla let's DO this. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25480877/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25480877/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 18:46:30 PDT four spots.

writing.

anything from a blurb or a drabble to a short story.

peterick band slash band drabble, south park slash, my original, your original. (yes, YOURS)

or something completely different.

four spots. one week. free writing.

and GO.

]]> ~Zarisla hello, hello. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25430348/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25430348/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 08:00:53 PDT i believe that I appear to the outside deviant that I'm not very active. ._.
oh well. sorry aboot that.

I hope to get in touch with my inner deviant at the new york deviant meet this sunday in central park. I'd love to see you all there. look for me? i think I'll be wearing a shirt that says 'ALL YOUR ART ARE BELONG TO ME' with ~Zarisla on the back.

If i feel better that is. I have a cold/hay fever thing going on, so nhh.

I wrote a realistic fiction story for my english class. It was about a reunion between two gay guys. I got an A+ and my teacher say that "It could be published."

Whoo.

Speaking of writing, I have this epic desire to write, but lack of inspiration.

Which is annoying
Or maybe I have too /much/ inspiration, too many ideas, I don't know which one to chose and expand on.
Which is equally annoying.

AND OH MY GOSH I MISSED MY TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY? WHAT.
Madness, I say. MADNESS. I been a deviant for TWO YEARS.
Lawlll.

I <3 you guys.

Does anyone want anything?
Like, a picture or a drabble, or a story? Just gimme a topic and I'll be gone.

Yours and forever,
Amanda Zarisla.

]]> ~Zarisla NO ROOM, NO ROOM! NO ROOM! http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25073924/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25073924/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 16:35:48 PDT a very merry unbirthday to you.

~~who, me?~~

yes you.

~~oh, me. a very merry unbirthday to you?~~

not me.

~~not you?~~

not me.

~~then a very merry birthday to you.~~

who, me?

~~yes, you!~~

Let's all congratulate us with another cup of tea
A very merry unbirthday to you!

~~A very merry birthday to you!~~

for me!

for you!
Now blow the candles out my dear, and make your wish come true!

happy birthday to you!

~~
it's my birthday.

yaaaay. the one day its not my unbirthday. ohoho.

i got a shiny new camera and and ice cream maker, yayayayayay.

:D Ilu all <3.

]]> ~Zarisla oh my fucking gosh. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25054122/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25054122/ Sun, 31 May 2009 15:32:01 PDT

shiiiiiiiiiiit.

happy birthday mister hurley. enjoy your vegan cupcakes.

]]> ~Zarisla wowzers http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25035818/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/25035818/ Sat, 30 May 2009 15:39:48 PDT i haven't sumbitted anything real in forever.

sorry.

]]> ~Zarisla Pandemic. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/24806217/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/24806217/ Sun, 17 May 2009 13:54:18 PDT
I.e, this week.

Why?

Oh, nothing.

Just a little tiny....

Swine flu outbreak.

]]> ~Zarisla One of those nights. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/24778749/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/24778749/ Fri, 15 May 2009 22:45:35 PDT
Yeah, one of THOSE nights.

The ones when your brain is totally exhausted but your body is like "Sleep? Yeah, right. Not today."
One of those nights where you hide in a secret corner, under a blanket, typing or reading, whatever you prefer till you drift off cold.
One of those nights.
Those lonely, lonely nights.
Usually in the summers, the windows wide open. You never turn on the AC, for fear you'll wake some one.
Just you and your headphones, ultra low to hear oncoming footsteps.

These nights were nothing new for Cody. He sat at the marble countertop, clicking away with a mug of warm coffee and his laptop, charging while he surfed.
The kitchen window was all the way open, but Cody hardly felt the humid breeze. He yawned and shifted, grimacing as a shock of pain surged through his leg.
Nights like this, his leg always hurt more. It seemed to just... taunt him.

He rubbed his eyes and yawned, sipping his coffee.

Venus wasn't alien to nights like these either. But unlike Cody, she was curled up in the corner of the L-shaped sofa, air conditioning blowing cool air. A little lamp was on, illuminating the pages of whatever she was reading. Maybe the new Spider-Man issue, maybe some old X-Men, or heck, maybe it was just Seventeen Magazine. She sighed and ran a hand through her lime green hair. She turned the page.

Ava was hardly tired, upstairs in her attic stupid, ceiling fan on and whirring slightly. The radio was on low and a paint brush was in her hand. She was slapping acrylics on a canvas. In her nightgown. She blew her red, curly hair from her eyes, humming quietly to whatever song was playing. It didn't really matter. She took a step back to admire her masterpiece, analyzing in her complicated mind. She blinked and added more orange.

Iggy was lying upside down on his unmade bed, unsleping but slightly dazed. He had just woken up and was upset to find it only 1:43 AM. He sighed, turning his face to the little fan that spun to cool down the whole room, fast and feeble. He ruffled his already messy hair and closed his eyes, trying to sleep again.
Come on he willed. Goooo. He opened his eyes, rolled over, and tried again.

]]> ~Zarisla Jealousy? http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/24271848/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/24271848/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 10:37:15 PDT A smile.
"Hello, Cody. How are you?"
"Me? I'm.. I'm fine, how re you? I thought you were in Chicago... With Iggy."
~

^{HI.

Well. Where to start...

THANK YOU ALL FOR 10,000 PAGE VIEWS.

Ten THOUSAND fucking page views.

Now, THAT, is crazy shit.

=henzi caught my 9999th, so she gets... well, whatever the fuck she wants, really.

... Seriously.

I also met Cassandra Clare, author of the Mortal Instruments. We had a nice conversation, but towards the end, I squealed like a small child and said, "You know that you're like, REALLY awesome, right?" Come on, we all have our ~moments.

I'm on SPRING BREAK but only for a few moar days. :[ aw, well.

What's there to say? I'm fine, I hope you all are too.

I've been drawing (and writing) loads. Remeber DetoxJust ToRetox? It's not dead. :D

So, yeah.

Zarisla.

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]]> ~Zarisla dance dance dancer. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/24036732/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/24036732/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 16:35:34 PDT
guess who's going to see tehepicamazing CASSANDRA CLARE, author of some the BEST BOOKS EVERRR on sunday?

Me.

My 9999th page view is less than a hundred away.

Catch for something awesome~~

]]> ~Zarisla heyyy. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/23964397/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/23964397/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 08:08:16 PDT i'm at school~~

and remeber. my kiriban is at 9999.

almost. 10k.

whee~

]]> ~Zarisla jabber wocke http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/23886710/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/23886710/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 16:37:14 PDT lydia locke,
(jabberwock)
is quite lit-tra-lee,
with upmost certaincy,
mad as a hatter
and thin as a dime.

]]> ~Zarisla bit and pieces. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/23542611/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/23542611/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 15:18:03 PST
the world
with all this hype
we'll do or die
and break the tie.
the world is bright.

heartbeat in hell
we are together
the heartbeat of hell
sleeping together
in the heartbeat of hell.
so long
crying
and dying
in the heartbeat in hell
living
and dreaming
in that heartbeat
that single heartbeat
the heartbeat of hell.

down the guitar and drop the keyboard
throw your drumsticks into the crowd
bash the speakers right into the ground
and light it all on fire.
a mess at the club
and a panic at the disco.

now please enjoy some inspirational lines from assorted WIPs.

1) And he began to play. Filling in the gaps. Guiding Kyle's hands.

2) "Lorelei," Elzah and Elroy spoke in unison. Blinking, they broke apart.

3) Patrick crossed his arms, eyes furrowing slightly, his lips were pursed. "Y'know, you're REALLY starting to piss me off."

4) "I'm in a madhouse," muttered Tweek.

5) Their hands brushed together. It was for just a second, but Stan's heart raced.

ty.

]]> ~Zarisla the world is white-- http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/23483723/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/23483723/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 06:35:18 PST
^{with all this hype
we'll do or die
and break the tie.
the world is bright.
~~

It's just about 9:30 AM here in the glorious New York. 9:30, hmm. That's halfway through english.
Needless to say, I'm not at school.

Why?

Because it snow around a foot last night (and still going, aww yeah).
All this talk about a HUGE ASS storm.
Gahh~ <3

I woke up with snow and ice on my window. My window, you guys. That's rough.
Even if it wasn't an official snow day, my mom wouldn't have had made me go. I walk and talk the bus. Both are hazardous.

My apologies if you're not around New England/The East Coast, and have to go to school.

I'll be drinking hot chocolate, watching movies, and building igloos.

Later~

My only regret is that they wait for MARCH till a big snow.

Amanda Zarisla} ]]> ~Zarisla and when I caught myself-- http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/23293742/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/23293742/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 17:40:01 PST

hello.
I haven't died.
I'm...
pretty much alive.
needed some time to recollect.
and, y'know. cry.

and, come on.
like i'd ditch you guys.

i'm about 25 pageviews away from my 9000th.
man that's sick.
catch my 9999 pageview and you get a prize package.
almost 10,000 fucking pageviews.
that's...
unbelieveable, man.
fucking crazy.

comic-con was pretty sexy.
I was Bucky Barnes if you were curious.
took a hell of a lot of pictures.
I participated in a Marvel Costume contest and the guy running it said to us:
Him: Sorry to keep you guys waiting.
Me: You shouldn't keep supeheroes waiting; you don't know what could happen.
Him: Bucky, -lays hand on my shoulder- you're a sidekick.
Me: Wahh! -pretends to cry-
And everybody in the group laughed.

gahh.
i had a dream about it last night.
sighh.

valentines day was valentines day.
the usual.

thanks everyone for sympathy.
couldnt've gotten back together with my self with out you all.

the one and only
amanda zarisla
:iconthe-heartplz:

]]> ~Zarisla farewells. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/22928774/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/22928774/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 18:29:43 PST
why am I so cold.
it's not cold in my house, or anything.
guess its because I'm emo.

it's funny how you can go to feeling an inch above suicide, to wanting to fly from being so happy, so blissful, back to feeling like death, all in a span of twenty four hours. Maybe its hormones, maybe instances. Maybe there is no God.

have you ever almost thrown up from crying? have you ever touched your face to feel tears you didn't know were there? have you ever buried your heart to hide from emotions?

it's the little things, you know, the little things. Like fresh baked cupcakes, to godiva hot chocolate. Like the filthy red sweater you wont surrender, the rainbow striped tights and knee-high converse. Fully charged iPods, comic conventions, fridays half hour guitar lessons. being able to say good bye. the little things we take for granted, the only things that matter in the end.

being able to say 'I love you,' and meaning it.

but, what is love?

than having your heart get broken over and over and over again and yet still somehow, they're still worth it. Still worth the pain and tears. There's still good in them.

somebody loves me.

fancy that.

i'll just say it, already, then.

maybe just thoughts, i was never good at making decisions, doing things for my self.

gonna go one an unofficial hiatus.

there. i said it.

if anyone is out there to hear it.

it's been said.

there's too much stuff to deal with, too much going on. there's too much hurt, too much yelling. Too much pain and too much fear. it's enough already.

if it be an hour, so be it. a few days, weeks, months, years, let it be.

i used to think that the music and art tied me down, my personal blockage from going insane. only now I see its what caused the insanity in the first place.

i'll still write, i'll still draw.

don't worry.

i'l still dream and dance and touch the sky. i'll still spray pete wentz with silly string.

just stop the screaming.

don't try to fix me, I'm not broken.

I have one last request
before we depart.
look for bucky barnes at the new york comic con.
and say "Hello."

always and forever,
Amanda Zarisla.

]]> ~Zarisla this is an outrage. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/22780448/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/22780448/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 11:27:21 PST outrage.
but let me explain.
~

some of you (my friends, watchers, watchees) might know that one of my favorite and most loved shows on television is 'Avatar: The Last Airbender'. I wont go into too much plot detail, but I'll just say that it is a well thought out, researched, beautifully drawn and animated, written and developed child's show that expresses a child's imagination, unlike many of the TV shows these days.
For a visual essay, go here: [link]

You can tell that it is obviously beyond asian influenced, beyond the writing characters, but architect, the animation its self, based of asian martial arts, the clothing, and even freaking chopsticks.
Paramount is making a movie of it. And the cast? The cast is white. Caucasian. Big names that "appeal" to the "masses".
Cold. Hard. Racism.
I don't care if you don't watch the show, or haven't heard of it. It you care about rights, if you hate racism.
Hollywood needs to catch up with the present.

Review some posts made by others:
[link]
[link]
[link]

And PLEASE, check this out:
[link]

We ned to make an impact on Paramount, make them rethink the casting.
Write letters. Take ten--no, five minutes of your time to write and mail a letter.
There is no excuse for this. None at all.

Together, we can impact the racist slobs. It's a time for change.
And to quote our new president, "Change the we can believe in."
Tell EVERYONE you know. Link them these links, watch the show with them.
Or just make an angry blog post to raise awareness.
We cant do this alone.

Thank you.

]]> ~Zarisla moonlight. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/22305119/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/22305119/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 13:52:11 PST happy new year, everyone.
gotta pack for lackadaisical's house.
my first new year not at home.
a year for change, perhaps?

i finished my captain america omnibus. now what?

its snowing that means something, I know it does.
just so at peace right now. finished my last drawing till the new year.
and I love it.

thanks for 8,000 views asdfgh...
last year at this time I had, like, less than 2000. it's amazing.
catch my 10,000 and you win a prize, but let's not get a head of ourselves.

2008 was gone in a flash, full of comic books, law and order, life, death, music, love, hate, shipping wars, ends and beginnings.

not to get all mushy, or anything.

i love you guys, remember that.

have an amazing year.

your truly and forever,
Amanda Zarisla.

]]> ~Zarisla the hope. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/22147644/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/22147644/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 17:56:43 PST × ×¤×© ××××× ×××××
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~
^{maybe I'm just in a religious mood, coming back from an hour of reading hebrew, and it being hanukah and all. hatikvah is just so pretty. I really wanna play it on the guitar.

you get a prize if you can read and translate that. i can, of course. but then again, i'm amazing.

should have the second part of DetoxJustToRetox up tonight or tommorrow.

i miss ben.

i'm getting a fender acoustic for hannukah. sunday i got captain america. yeah. just captain america.

winter break, yaaaay. a well needed break which i am grateful for.

i straightened by hair. it looks nice and different and light compared to my tangle of dark thick curls.

i've been drawing a lot, and DEE: I want my sketchbook.

a bit dazed is all.

school is actually...kind of fun. i dont hate anything. i still dont fit snugly, but it'll do.
for now.

something not a lot people know about is that i fall. A lot. like, more than the average human. its funny, cuz I can play an hour of soccer with out slipping, then later trip over my feet. its carnage in my wrath--path. *cough* down stairs, over boxes, the edge of my pants. gravity just effects me differently.

so, i tend to fall out of my chair in school a lot. not on purpose, though. it just happens a lot. and everytime, it gives my math teacher a heart attack. he thinks I'm gonna bash my head open. x3
sooo i stroll into class today, there are some garbage bags in my way of getting to my seat. And guess what. I fall over them. xD
And the best part is, I told my self in my head, 'Hm, looks dangerous. I better not *splat* oww.' XDDD

just, you know.
something else.

I'M WRITING PETERICK FOR CHRISTMAS AGAIN, KAY? I NEED ~INSPIRATION.

and i'll draw something hannuka theme to compete with all the christmas stuff.

happy holidays, whatever you celebrate.

amanda zarisla

Ahavah, chaverim,
^{(props if you know what that means. tho my grammar is off. shut up, you dont even know hebrew.)}} ]]> ~Zarisla happy thanksgiving, my fellow americans. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/21700581/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/21700581/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 13:59:05 PST tis a day of turkey and potatoes. omnomnomnom.

showed me the folie a deux sampler and it inspired me to write a short story about the condition.

A madness, shared my two.

anyway.

my throat hurts. yeah, I'm sick. gross. cuz EVERYONE wants to spend their four day weekend coughing and sniffling. oh well.

i'm so excited for FOB's new album, omg. :D whee~~

i've been drawing a lot.
idk why i never put anything up.

uhm. i submitted some stories a few days ago. just me, music, and a keyboard.
music is so inspirational.

ow.

au revoir,
Mademoiselle Amanda Zarisla

]]> ~Zarisla cupcakes and hot chock-oh-laht. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/21473466/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/21473466/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 17:15:49 PST my tummy hurts from all the starbucks hot choklit. )=

good afternoon, my friends. it's been a hell of a month, but I am certainly still breathing. for now, that is.

a lot to report, but I'm not big on long journals so here goes:

been drawing [doodling] a lot lately, some of it is good stuff. been playin' round in fotoshoop. been writing a lot. lyrics and short stories. so stuff is moving in the art department.

i am reading several excellent books, City Of Bones by Cassandra Clare, A Great And Terrible Beauty by Libba Bray and Boy Meets Boy by David Levithan. Three fantastic writers, and they're all in some sort of story club. Excellent, excellent, go check them out.

the final book of the Inkheart series has been publish finally. For many months Inkheart has been my default favorite book. I'm going to reread all of them.

I got a hair trim to-day. very nice and soft.

oh, I fell down the stairs and hurt my tailbone , ie, my ASS. so doing everything hurts. :<
TOO MUCH BUTT SECKS.

alright then.

HEY. I'M TAKING REQUESTS. WRITING, PAINTING, PATHCED, DOODLES, WHATEVER. UNLIMITED SPOTS. JUST POST.

your truly,
amanda freaking zarisla.

]]> ~Zarisla subtle sounds. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/20988841/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/20988841/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 16:10:38 PDT hello.

imma on a music high.

I though FOB's new single was gorgeous and I picked up A Rocket to The Moon's latest EP, which is excellent. They're a really great band. Also, Sing It Loud, from cobra's tour.

FUCK YOU, THIS IS FOR MY PEOPLE.

^{Cobra was saturday. great, as usual. I was very impressed with Sing it Loud. Good music, and they're all gorgeous. I smuggled in a sign, (THIS IS SAPORTAAAA!! *shoop da woop!*) vegan rice crispy treats, aspirin, and two cans of silly string.

The bassist of Sing It Loud stood at the edge of the stage, literally four feet away. A shot him with silly string, and the look on his face was pure amazement. xDD

There were some mini mosh pits I bounced around in on my way out. very fun.

No one can touch us.

have a great day.

^{c'mon, c'mon, come one, come, come on. no one, no one can touch us.}} ]]> ~Zarisla these friends, they don't love you. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/20665382/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/20665382/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 09:14:07 PDT sick zarisla is sick. D8

all you ginger ale are belong to ME.

enjoy the peterick, though.

i have to pee.

urh.

i need to type some shit up. maybe later.

i gots some drawings to put up too.

later, though.

i really want p!atd full new song. the one on the mix tape. cuz its badass.

Hey, anyone going to the New York Anime Festival on saturday? i really wanna go.

what's weird, last year at nycc, i got a sore throat right before the con. and now, before the festival.

WEIRD.

oh.

i like the new eragon book.

it's taking forever to finish though.

i hate waiting a week for law and order: SVU. best show everr <3

you all need to go listen to A Rocket To The Moon. NAO.

avatarr. anyone know if they're coming out with a full box set?

:/

i'm gonna go...read.

amanda zarisla.

]]> ~Zarisla color war. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/20396784/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/20396784/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 18:34:12 PDT
Seven friends. Ten months. One rainbow.
~
^{cake is baking.

mmm.

but it's for my sister's teacher.

bastard. i want CAEK.

it's so cool to be able to do something and be good at it. like drawing. or writing. or poetry. or, like playing guitar.
ben.

i'm working on something big. that colour was was a huge ass hint.

oh well.

goodnite.} ]]> ~Zarisla telephone poles fore sale. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/20268881/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/20268881/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 10:00:24 PDT damn. I remember when I first joined I made a journal every two days about random shit. i feel like I'm neglecting it.

well, hershey was fun. chocolate is always a good thing.

went to jersey yesterday for a barbeque. we actually went a month back, and it was so boring. But this one was a lot more fun. I drew, i chilled, and it was really nice talking to people. I enjoyed my self.
it took two hours to get home (a one hour trip, home at midnight).

school starts tomorrow.

shit.

the book twilight is fail.
but you already knew that.

uhm.
i like iron man.

i could always reuse my L wig as a Zuko wig. that would a nice sight. x3

i got Joker make up for my hallow's eve costume. whee~

any one going to the New York Anime Fest?

amanda zarisla.

]]> ~Zarisla there was a boy who loved a girl; http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/20053955/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/20053955/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 05:26:33 PDT but she never saw his heart.

~

good morning.

my family is going to pecilvannia to-day for hershey park and outlet shopping.
won't be home till friday.
i'm excited.
never been to hershey.

i'll bring you back some chocolate.

TAI's new album sucks.
it's so empty.
I'm sorry, our scanners have found 'No Emotion'. Press 'A' to continue.

alright.

i'll post new arts when i come home.

i'll see yall soon.

zarisla

]]> ~Zarisla two peanuts were walking in a bad neighborhood; http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19877739/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19877739/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 11:54:46 PDT one was assalted.

~

i really like TAI's new single, about a girl.

catchy.

i have at least half a dozen pictures and a few pieces of writing to submit. sorry about that.

i also have a few ideas for stories and pictures.

The Initiative is the best fucking idea ever. So, my OC, Neuge, who is a super hero, will be placed in it. I'll post her back story as soon as I type it up.
I really like Neuge (code name FROSTBITE) so I think I'll use her a lot more.

colour war at my camp was last week and the theme was marvel character/the Avengers. obviously i was all liek "OMG CIVIL WARRR" but i'm the only comic geek there so no one else got it.

-sadfayc-

SOOO my idea is a fake cover to like a story or comic whatever involving my modern OCs.
COLOR WAR.
like how id i refer to 'iggy and venus' i just go blue&green. i guess ever character would be a different colour. but first i need to develop some skillz.

OH
i got my L wig the other day and it looks mad awkward. xD

uhm. whoo.

caramelldansen.

]]> ~Zarisla gonna WARP your mind http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19594874/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19594874/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 17:38:12 PDT yeah, you heard meh. vans fucking warped tour. and i'm wearing converse.

souhyeah. hey.

i got a badass crayon thermous. all the cool artists have them.

i actuallyhave a lot of pictures to put up. i'm lazy LOL.

but im getting to it. really.

i just had this huuuuuuuge gumball and it was AMAZING and HUGE. and awesome.

and liek yea. just checkin' in.

henzi i miss j00.

]]> ~Zarisla How to release stress? http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19468677/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19468677/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 16:50:48 PDT Put Caramelldansen on loop.

OHHH, OHH, WOAH.
HEY, HEY.
DON'T FLATTER
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF
DON'T PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH
I NEVER SAID THAT
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF--
I NEVER SAID I LOVED YOU

WHAT'S WITH THE BULLSHIT TALK I'M HEARING
OHHH, OHH, WOAH.
HEY, HEY.
I HOPE YOU'RE NOT THE ONE
THE ONEONEONEONE
THE ONE WHO BEGAN THIS USELESS CRAP,
GIRL
OHH, OHHHH, WOO-AHHH.

MY HEART THROBS
ACHES
MY HEART THROBS
ACHES
YEAH YEAH
IT BREAKS
IT BEATS, MY HEART BEATS
LOUD AND CLEAR, GIRL
WHO SAID I LIVED FOR
YOU?

OHHH, OHH, WOAH.
HEY, HEY.
DON'T FLATTER
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF
DON'T PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH
I NEVER SAID THAT
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF--
I NEVER SAID I LOVED YOU

BUT, OHH
TOO BAD
IT'S TOO BAD
THAT I CAN'T END SOMETHING THAT NEVER
NEVER BEGAN,
NEVER EXISTED, GIRL.
^{^{ohh, burn!}
WOAH-OH-OH-OHH!

SOME COME ON

OHHH, OHH, WOAH.
HEY, HEY.
DON'T FLATTER
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF
DON'T PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH
I NEVER SAID THAT
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF--
I NEVER SAID I LOVED YOUOHHH, OHH, WOAH.
HEY, HEY.
DON'T FLATTER
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF
DON'T PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH
I NEVER SAID THAT
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF--
I NEVER SAID I LOVED YOUOHHH, OHH, WOAH.
HEY, HEY.
DON'T FLATTER
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF
DON'T PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH
I NEVER SAID THAT
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF--
I NEVER SAID I LOVED YOUOHHH, OHH, WOAH.
HEY, HEY.
DON'T FLATTER
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF
DON'T PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH
I NEVER SAID THAT
DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF--
I NEVER SAID I LOVED YOU

^{but of course those lyrics aren't caramell, so no stealing, kay?}} ]]> ~Zarisla What's the big deal? http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19324538/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19324538/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 04:41:38 PDT
Why I REALLLLYYY like about it is, on the week of Zutara, it makes everything ridiculously easy. I can organize the 130 deviations in to groups, especially for Zutara and my regular watchers. Same with messages. And the deviations thing, like with suvbbies, now I can just glance and the Zutara submissions.

I'm loving this shit.

Of course, it'll taking taking used to. But I'm seriously loving this.

THANKS, DA~~~!!!!

^{^powerful...} ]]> ~Zarisla kiss me goodbye. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19224852/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19224852/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 19:59:40 PDT i'll see you soon.
we wont be apart for that long.
hold on for a bit more, yeah.
i'll be there soon,
soon,
to hold your hand when you
when you cry-ie-ie.

i'll see you soon.
tomorrow,
i'll see ya.
we'll be together
in the next life.
wont be too long, too long
too long to wait for you.
yeah.
until then, hold my hand
and
kiss me goodbye.
Bye-ie-ie.

sigh.

my mood should say 'lonely'.

dee is in flo-rida till friday.

and henzi is leaving tomorrow.

i'll be with gabz on monday, tho, at the beach.

we'll have fun, i guess.

thursday, i woke up on my camp bus and realized we hadn't moved in twenty minutes.
the light was broken.

im three blocks away from home, so after about another fifteen, twenty minutes of stalling, playing bus baseball, yelling at the driver, i call my daddy to pick me up. he comes, and him, being uber epic works for the DOT and get's that bus outta there.

then we saw the movie Hancock and it was also gud.

wh00t.

jawbreakers candy are the prettiest lil things ever.

im gonna be drawing my other OCs.

let me list all my original characters i can think of right now.

Modern Humans Venus, Iggy, Kai, Jay, Lee, Ava, Ben, Melanie, Cody, Lili. 10.
Fursonas Venus (again), Beauty, Rome, Rik. 4.
Fantasy/Novel Elzah, Elroy, Alavar, Lorelei, Zerai, King Zarisla, Rory, Jayk.. others, there are a lot. I can name them right now. 8+
Alternate Fantasy Grace (mermaid), Neuge (superhero). 2.

24? When did that happen?

Alright, it's time for night.

]]> ~Zarisla just sleep. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19149901/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/19149901/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 15:41:48 PDT
I'm not really delighted. the mood thing is fucked up. damn "

" emote.

uh. happy july.

i have to go to camp. its exhausting.

i dont think i'll be on as much, mweh.

i have a giftart fo Henzeh. several, akooally.

and uh.

jawbreakers are pretty.

i need some inspiration for

's Summer Hearts contest.

meh.

i need motivation.

i got a niiiiice new sketchbook. hopefully that's motivation enough.

oh well.

love you all.

ava ria melanie amanda zarisla.

]]> ~Zarisla death note and anime http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18964605/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18964605/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 10:09:37 PDT
I want to learn more about japanese culture, more than the anime and lolitas. yeah.

I'm cosplaying as L for the New York Anime Festival in september. I'm taking my friend Eilina, who's practically a living Misa. So we're cosplaying pair.

I think this time I want to cosplay more than one thing. (not at once, dumbass). I want to imporove my toph costume, maybe cosplay as a new chara from avatar. Or maybe no avatar at all. i think I want to cosplay as Light, too. oar pairs!

I found as AMAZING prestyled L wig that I srsly want.

Everything is neutral, only a few moar days of skewl wh00t!

soccer to-day.

l8r!

amanda zarisla.

]]> ~Zarisla last years wishes. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18893272/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18893272/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 13:16:04 PDT It's my deviant art Anniversary. One year ago I became a member and holy shit, it was maybe the best thing i've ever done.

150 deviations (including scraps), almost 5,000 pageviews, and so many amazing watchers and friends, comments and faves.

Thank you guys so much.

Art has opened my eyes to sooo many things, its opened my eyes and now when I look down at a drawing, its one of those, "Wow, I really drew that?" moments.

I got a little fish today. A tiiiiiiny guppy named Fillet. ;D so small.

School is almost over, WHOOO. It's been tough, but rewarding, and fun.

later, everyone. we all thank you.

me, amanda zarisla.
ava, melanie, venus, iggy, kai, cody, amy, elzah, nal, iron man, neuge, and everyone back here at We R Us.

]]> ~Zarisla rock stars, mcdonalds, and 24 hours. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18827056/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18827056/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 19:33:08 PDT don't ask about the title. it's nothing [yet].

i've been very happy.

yesterday on the bus home, some of my friendishes from skewl invited me to come to the shopping center with them. alright. and i went.

they're not my real friends, we're friendly, not...friends. but yeah. they're popular, clique-y ish. so yeah. we hung out, screaming, giving free hugs. i felt like something out of a book or movie, a shy kid or loner hanging out with a group of bubblegum preps. it was weird.

i left after losing intrest. which was longer than expected.

today i hung out with one of my REAl friends from school and the same mall. we shopped for ourselves, for a birthday, and just...hung out. like kids my age should be doing. it was awesome and i had a blast.

tomorrow is my good friend eilina's birthday. which will also be badass. she doesn't know that my gifts are bought AND made. lol. it'll be kewl. im vair vair excited.

yeah, just came home from shopping. i got bee-yoo-tee-full jeans that fit~ wh00t.

i'm soooooo happy. i love it.

ogh, our grade got brutally berated for gossiping hxc. the kids who i hung out with yesterday LOL. but yeah. they got in so much trouble.

today in art, my math teach really rudely interruppted my art teacher, Ms. S (who i fecking adore) and so, me being me, i went, "Gosh, Mr. M, how rude." and ms. s actually praised me for speaking out. hm. its cool just being me. ^^

mmkakes.

oh, its friday teh thirteenth. i found a for leaf clover lolwut. my friend sebby said, "its friday teh thirteenth. good luck for emos."

alright. see later later masturbaters.

]]> ~Zarisla amazing grace. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18805864/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18805864/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 16:14:03 PDT
i can sing amazing grace in moozicspeke.

8D

I'm playing two christian hymns for my guitar finale. lol, and my guitar teacher and I are both jewsh. :3. Then bendon was like, "Well...do you wanna playyy..." then he begins playing the dreidle song, and im like, "i wanna kearn Hatikvah," and bendon, being liek teh worst jew everrr was like "huh"
hatikvah is Israel's national athem.

he eats chinese fÃ¼d a lot LOL.

nothing much ton say. to-day was a half day at skewl so a few friends and i huing aout at the shopping center in the neighborhood. these friends are the popular crew, so a few of their friends joined. It was actually a lot of fun. being popular would be nice. it would be amazing. But there is no damn way i'd give up my independence.

NO. FUCKING. WAY.

mmhmm.

moar art soon. promise. :3

OH.
it takes a about a day and four hours to play the C scale 1,000,000 times at a 13 year expirence.

amanda zarisla

]]> ~Zarisla amazing grace. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18805770/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18805770/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 16:07:10 PDT
i can sing amazing grace in moozicspeke.

8D

I'm playing two christian hymns for my guitar finale. lol, and my guitar teacher and I are both jewsh. :3. Then bendon was like, "Well...do you wanna playyy..." then he begins playing the dreidle song, and im like, "i wanna kearn Hatikvah," and bendon, being liek teh worst jew everrr was like "huh"
hatikvah is Israel's national athem.

he eats chinese fÃ¼d a lot LOL.

nothing much ton say. to-day was a half day at skewl so a few friends and i huing aout at the shopping center in the neighborhood. these friends are the popular crew, so a few of their friends joined. It was actually a lot of fun. being popular would be nice. it would be amazing. But there is no damn way i'd give up my independence.

NO. FUCKING. WAY.

mmhmm.

moar art soon. promise. :3

OH.
it takes a about a day and four hours to play the C scale 1,000,000 times at a 13 year expirence.

amanda zarisla

]]> ~Zarisla Tagged. D8 http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18710400/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18710400/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 08:21:44 PDT Rules:
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.

The chosen ones:
Venus
Beauty
(sisters..O: ohh They're mah furries/sonic characters)

1) How old are you?
Venus: Nineteen.

Beauty: 14. ^^

2) Height?
Venus: I'm actually pretty normal. 5'8
Beauty: Ha. Venus is short. I'm 5'6 and five years younger xP
Venus: Â¬_Â¬

3) You got any bad habits?
Venus: Yeah. 1) I'm a nineteen year old prostitute.
Beauty: That's not a bad habit, that's just you having issues.
Venus: Â¬_Â¬
Beauty: I bite my nails and get angry a lot.

4) You a virgin?
Venus: -laughs hollowly- Are you fucking SERIOUS?? No. I'm not a virgin. Quite the contrary.
Beauty: Ew. You in bed. Gross. Raaayyp.
Uhm. Yeah. i'm a virgin. -.-;

5) Whose your mate/spouse?
Venus:

Beauty:

6) Have any kids?
Venus:

Beauty:

7) Favorite food?
Venus: Apples. Rodents. Small mamals.
Beauty: Sick...
Venus: Shut up, vegetarian, I'mma bat.
Beauty: So am I, but I don't eat meat. I my favorite food is Kiwi.

8) Favorite ice cream flavour?
Venus: Strawberry.
Beauty: Coookees n Creem. ^^

9) Killed anyone?
Venus: Nah. i've come close, tho.
Beauty: o.o;; N-no...

10) Hate anyone?
Venus: I hate everyone equally. ^^
Beauty: Hell yeah. The creepy men who hit on me at the cafe. T_T Pedos.

11)Have any secrets?
Venus: Yeah. But its mushy. -sigh- Fine. The heart shaped locket doesn't contain a picture of my 'lover', but a picture of my sister. -cringe-
Beauty: Aww, Venus! You really do have a heart!
Me: -sniff- She really does have a heart...
Venus: Â¬_Â¬ -wham-

12) Love anyone?
Venus: .//////.
Beauty: ./////.

13) TACOS?
Venus: They're okay.
Beauty: ^^ Yum.

14) Ever slept in all day?
Venus: It's what I do when I'm not having sex.
Beauty: Maybe once.

15) Favorite show?
Venus & Beauty: Since when do
I have time for TV?

16) Favorite movie?
-same-

17) Favorite band?
Venus: Hmm. Hard one.
Beauty: The Academy Is. ^^

18) Eye Colours?
Both: Amber.

19) Skin?
Both: White.

20) Fat/Average/Slim?
Venus: We're actually both pretty curvy.

21) Rain, sunshine?
Both: Rain.

22) Pool, beach?
Venus: Hot tub.
Beauty: NTY.

23) Camping, staying home?
Both: Home.

24) Dog, cat?
Venus: They're both delicious.
Beauty:...Sick.

25) Believe in aliens?
Both: Hell yeah.

26) Natural born, or clone?
Beauty: We're both natural borned.

27) Car or ship?
Beauty: Walking.
Venus: Flying.

28) Ever destroyed something out of blind rage?
Both: Fuck. Yeah.

29)Any unusual things about you?
Venus: What IS usual?
Beauty: I like cooking. It's what I do at the cafe.

30) How much food/drink do you need a day?
Beauty: Mmh. Average.
Venus: Flying burns calories. More than average.

31) Favorite place?
Venus: o.o; Home.
Beauty: Home.

]]> ~Zarisla The curse of curls. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18699511/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18699511/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 14:58:29 PDT
_{I actually like my curly hair. But its sooooo unmanageable.

I got it blown out today after school. I got it done once before, but I like this better. 1, the place was better and 2, now that I have bangs (which the stylist touched up lol , cuz they were pretty much DIY bangs) the hair shapes my face better.

it looks sooooo niiiiice. -smiles at self in mirror for the 123456789876543210^th time-

I'm going out tonight to a formal event at shul (jew church) and i got a cute little dress that comes too above me knee. i look like a freaking doll.

(The ZARISLA DOLL now available in orange flavor)

gotta draw that nao.

im sooo pretty...

nite everyone.} ]]> ~Zarisla Pete smiled at Patrick. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18589179/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18589179/ Sat, 31 May 2008 07:24:50 PDT That beautiful, mysterious smile Patrick loved so dear. It made his heart ache to know he could have him.

Patrick wasn't smiling. What was so funny?

Pete, still smiling, leaned forward, lips nearly touching Patrick's ear. "Heyy, Tricky. Guess what."

He pulled back to Patrick's face, gazing into his eyes. Patrick was nervous, excited and clueless. They had only been this close once before.

"What--?"

Pete leaned closer, their lips touching in a firm kiss. It took Patrick a moment to realize what was going on, but when he did, he kissed back just as well.

Pete wrapped his arms around Patrick, pulling him as close as he could.

If it was possible to smile while kissing, Pete was doing it.

"Love you too, Tricky,"

~~~~

My own birthday gift.

CUZ MAH BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW WHOO~~!

KAY THAT'S ENOUGH.

Today we're going to the city for a Nellie Mckay concert. (Go check her out, srsly.) I'm gonna ask her to sing happy birthday, which is weird cuz she sang it to my sister on HER birthday.
VERRY suspicious.

And we're gonna sleep over at my Aunt's house so we don't have to leave the city and then sunday is all caek and stuff with teh Familee.

No, srsly, im happy.

well that that's aboot it. puppies are coote~

Amanda Zarisla

http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18492683/ Sun, 25 May 2008 10:26:13 PDT happy journal tiemz~

Just listening to some screamo in japanese. y'know the open title for season 2 death note? yeah. tha song is pretty badass.

-head bobsm foot taps-

too bad its like, a jumble of syllables. still badass. B)

HEY HEY HUMAN SUCKER, HEY HEY HUMAN FUCKER~!

I have thing for salt. like, we have these frozen soft preztles (also badass) and like, i put a tinnyyyy bit of salt on the pretlze and freaking ate the rest. it stung my lip which I was biting and ate the dry skin. its a long story.

i dont eat table salt, only pretzle salt. once i ate all the salt from the bottom of a preztle bag and almost threw up~ 8D

i'm going to a barbecue today~! my dad's friend. we went last year. his daughters are pretty kewl. and their dogs are sweet. but they live waaaaaay on long island, like 1234567890 hours away.

nhhh.

tomoorrow imma goin swimming~!! happy tiemz!

almost done with my bobby pendragon book. omg plot twists ftwwwwwwwww.

my sister made vegan chopped liver. its fucking radioactive.
....
yes. i enjoy eating liver. you has problem?

lollerskates.

im gonna go...sleep.

in the middle of summer,
amanda zarisla

PS: OH AND BTW IM WORKING ON SOME SONGS AND DRAWINGS

PPS: MY BIRFDAY IS NEXT WEEK!

]]> ~Zarisla S-P-I-R-I-T! http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18463706/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18463706/ Fri, 23 May 2008 13:17:30 PDT my prefrences got reset.

no moar kewl webcam. oh well, i'll get a new one.

to-day was field day at school, we went to a park. i was expecting just to go on a nature walk, sit on my blanket, a lazy day. But my friends and i picked up a ball and we had fun in the open space.

this week was spirit week, for the days i was there (i've been sick) it was fun. today we finished off in the gym with a pep rally, and it felt nice.

tonight is our first dance of the entire life of the school (two years, big whoop) but none of my friends are going.

I'll just sit on top of the bleachers and watch the teenagers. until a FOB song (or any other band I really like) come on. Then I'l dance. But i'll be mostly silent.

I have a new digital drawing of iggy&&venus, but only a sketrch. I dont like it that much, but I'll put up the WIP. my dad got photoshop elements 6, i like 4 better. ELEMENTS, guise, not reg photoshoop.

shake shake, shake shake, sha-shake it!

]]> ~Zarisla good m--ACHOO!! http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18425693/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18425693/ Wed, 21 May 2008 05:22:08 PDT Patrick: Bless you. ^^ -hands tissue-

Thanks, Trick... -blows nose-

Good morning everyone. Hope you're all fantastic and badass.

I'm sick right now. It's part allergies and part playing and hour of soccer in the pouring rain.

Patrick: Well... You had to have saw that coming.

Â¬_Â¬ no one asked you.

Patrick:

CONTINUING ON i am home right now. i think i'll get some breakfast, watch TV, and practice my anatomy. My sister has this exercise ball book that I'm gonna use for some pose references. i'll put up some moar stuff, tew.

The new Bobby Pendragon book and graphic novel came out yesterday but i dun have them which makes me sad. sigh. ohwell.

-coughs loudly-

Patrick: Eww germs...

You. -points- Out of this journal if you're going to complain. NAO.

Patrick: BUTBUTBUT--

NAO.

Patrick: -grumblegrumble-ungraftefullittle-grumblegrumble-

Now then.

I need some sleep...

]]> ~Zarisla heartbeat in hell http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18339362/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18339362/ Thu, 15 May 2008 16:16:37 PDT
we are together
the heartbeat of hell
sleeping together
in the heartbeat of hell.
so long
crying
and dying
in the heartbeat in hell
living
and dreaming
in that heartbeat
that single heartbeat
the heartbeat of hell.
~~
iron certifies the following message.

good evening all.
today is thursday and we all know what that means;
guitar lessons with ben and dee.

my lesson wasn't that great. :/

I was so tired and kept messing up on such an easy song and i kept getting frustrated and at one time i was fucking about to cry. i freaked out bendon cuz i gave him an angry glare on accident. I was like oh shit oh shit oh shit. cuz my angry glare is fucking scary, even more so when there are tears glossed over.

there was literally five minutes of silence. i was nervously jiggling my foot and we kept glancing at each other cuz whenever our eyes met we looked away. (aawww)
he was trying to remember something his grandfather told him, but he couldn't remember.
then over something i began to giggly but idr what it was.

uhm, he wrote that it was 5/14, and i had been making that mistake all day then i went home and saw it was the 15 (shitt Â¬3Â¬ and he was liek 'oops.' blush. 'i wrote the rong date on dee's paper too'.

mmhmm.

im fucking hungry right now and if i dont get any food soon i will freaking eat this stuff animal staring at me right fucking now.

captain america does not approve of his country's children.

lol inside jokes~

see, i have friends. :/

akshully im sort of anti social.

akshully not rly. only hen i chose to be.

im tired and hungry and those too are not a good combination at the moment.

sigh.

oh, and btw, that heartbeat in hell was written by me. no stealing.

]]> ~Zarisla northern downpour. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18247677/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18247677/ Fri, 09 May 2008 19:40:57 PDT its been horrible and cold and rainy all day so i believe northern downpour is an appropriate title.

it's Israel's 60^th_{birthday. and it's my OC Venus' brithday, too. which is ironic cuz venus is jeweesh. i didn't do that on purpose, mind you.

i wrote a little short story aboot it that i'll put up tamorrow.

im fucking cold right now.

thinking of asking out glenn again. or maybe i'll do it subtly and ask him to dance with me at the dance thing in a few weeks.

i want to be loved.

or at least not be hated.

lol.

'don't hate, masturbate!'

fucking quote of the year.

'make love not war.'

lol.

need to take my camera with me moar often.

need to learn how to take good picture first. i want a nikon or a canon. a reeeeally nice camera. plz.

yeah.

i should be in bed right nao.

no real update, cept that i reeeeeeeeeaaalllly like glenn.

nnhhhh.

i've been drawing sugary anime chibis at school. ill put some up tomorrow.

i hate photoshop elements 6. goddmait dad, just get fucking regular photoshop all ready.

im tired.

and my nose is cold.

good night.}

]]> ~Zarisla Ho-ly shit. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18120964/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18120964/ Thu, 01 May 2008 16:48:57 PDT I missed my 4000 pageview.
Thank you guys so much.
It means a lot.

]]> ~Zarisla ch33r up 3m0 k!d http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18106280/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18106280/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 17:49:57 PDT i have a partial story for patrick's bday. but its not done. i'll prolly finish it tomorrow. i'll post it in a journal.

today at lunch was badass.

i ran into

and

at lunch. chilled with them for a bit. it was awesome and gave me an energy boost. the entire i was SUCH a fucking spazz.

a girl fainted at lunch and all the teachers were crowded around her. I jumped on to the table (yes, the table, not the bench) and screamed, "WHO DIED??!?! WHAT ARE YOU PEOPLE NOT TELLING US?!?!? WHERE ARE YOU HIDING THE BODIES?!?!?!?" till the DEan told me to gtfo the table.

yeah.

my groupies and i discussed my multiple personalities (goth, punk, and peppy popstar o.o;

and i missed my mouth while drinking from the watter bottle.

sigh.

zarisla's in luuuurve.

]]> ~Zarisla pats for patrick. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18052656/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18052656/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 10:35:01 PDT happy 24, buddy.

]]> ~Zarisla iron. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18035528/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/18035528/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:03:52 PDT tired.
i'm always tired.

its been a while.

comic con was absolutely epic, my first cosplay and it was so awesome.

"Toph! Toph!"
"Heyyyyyyy Toph!"
"TOPH. Sup."

Yup, i went as Toph. next time i'll make a better outfit.

im getting my hair dyed tomorrow.

i got these insane converse shoes that go up to my knee. insanity.

im pretty spoiled.

but im never happy because im never happy. im balanced.

ugh.

im excited for soccer later. its only playing when i feel most...alive.

finally. something i can do.

i got a skirt. when i come to schoool on monday, i'll be the little punk-rocker kid ive always wanted to be.

i feel like im waiting for something.

waiting for school to end, waiting for summer.

summer brings more misery.

waiting to be happy.

waiting for people to understand.

waiting, for someone to tell me that everything's gonna be okay.

waiting for the day...

i hate my family.

they think they get me.

my dad doesn't like the skull clad me.

he likes the comic book reading-, cosplaying-, soccer playing-me.

okay, yeah, that's one part. but its no enough.

im tired.

i am ironman.

]]> ~Zarisla ballz. http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/17896304/ http://Zarisla.deviantart.com/journal/17896304/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 13:14:07 PDT "asless simpson sucks eggs. no, she sucks BALLZ. ASHLEE SIMPSON SUCKS PETE WENTZ' BALLZ!"
"Fuck you, Pete Wentz, fuck you!!"
_{~
hello.

i taught my art class today about layers in fotoshoop. it was not a total phailure like i thought. i am happy.

i woke up last night with a sore throats. its just allergies, but still hurts.

so i brought these nasaty cold eeze things that are supposed to cut colds in half. i know that they relive symptoms, but thaey didn't work as weel as the should've. last period was reading the drg facts and it turns out they dont work on allergies.

aren't i a total genius?

but in the end i got some halls cough drops and they sorta work. whatevs i'll deal.

tomorrow is COMIC CON!

my dad asked if i was okay wearing my cosplay outft on the train and i was all ""

and so wh00t.

im hungry.

working on sum songs, poetry, peterick.

sunny side up.

:iconthe-heartplz:}

]]> ~Zarisla