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Yeah.



I felt the need of a change?

And...I think I've improved, and I want to start anew, you know?

So...watch if you want, I suppose.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/17122894/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/17122894/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 19:11:21 PST
I was thinking of maybe making this my little...like. I don't know. Account where I just fav things or something. I just kind of want a new account for like...midly not crappy things. And leave this one as like fanart only or something? Maybe.

My message center is kind of packed. heh.


Happy Leap Year, everyone.

But yeah...new account sometime in the future...maybe.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/15854356/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/15854356/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 21:01:11 PST

Someone broke into my house earlier this week. And they stole stuff, oh yes they did.
Someone stole the prop gun that we needed for our show last week. So we had to use a toy gun.

Notice a trend here?

Who wants to unite together against this shit? Cuz I sure do.


I might be getting a dog now, because of the earlier mentioned break in...which is nice. Even though I still miss my other dog...this guys a cutie.

Any one here ever see Across The Universe or Superbad? And were they not amazing?

...
I should go to bed.
Peace out.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/15735726/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/15735726/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 14:08:23 PST
Yeah, I've been a little busy...with school, filling out college applications, hanging out with my friends, sleeping...eating.
I sure like eating.

So when I draw...I just draw and put it away somewhere. When I'm on the computer I'm on aim or myspace or facebook. Damn them D:

I sent in my first application today! Oh, how it was exciting. It was my first choice too...ee.
I should be okay...sure, my SAT and ACT scores suck but...whatever.

Oh and kids, don't take those things, they waste or life.

Or at least thats my opinion. Because I did pretty bad on them.

Everything else was okay. I'm fourteenth in the class...woo.

The months of December and January are expected to be complete hell for me...so I wouldn't be surprised if I disappear for another month or two after this. I've been trying to get back in the swing of dA though. I miss the days when I was a nerdy internet freak...
Damn you, social life!


Oh...and no boys. Haha. No. I'm just flying solo and its kinda fun for the moment. Oh, gee, I think I'm finally growing up. That kid I liked last may...talks to me again and we're pretty good friends and shit now. Hurray.

Who gives a shit about that asshole from the summer though...I don't.

Well...I must be going. I'm working the lights for the play at my school tonight, The Moustrap (longest running play in London history...holla).

OHH. And I skipped my first class too!
So what if it was a half day and...art. Where we don't do anything...

Don't be hatin'.

Shutting up now.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/14534789/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/14534789/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 18:14:32 PDT

I really don't think I'm going to be here as much, not that I've been here that much all summer...but schools gonna be tough for me, until like...January.

I'll probably still be on from time to time, and I'm feeling pretty creative so I might actually put some stuff up that I do in art class.

My birthdays next friday!

Later for now. :]

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/14258523/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/14258523/ Mon, 20 Aug 2007 15:20:22 PDT
8 random things about me??


1. First off, I might as well say that this has been the best summer of my entire life. Thats why I'm never on this thing. I've had so much more fun than I've ever had before. I finally have a group of friends that I feel I fit in with. I've finally found my place, you could say. And I've done so much more than I've ever done before this summer. It was absolutely amazing.

2. A few of my friends and I are pretty much...klepto's? Um. Yeah. We like stealing little random objects...like forks and knives from..places. I took a ketchup bottle once. Its pretty much a high. I don't condone stealing...but man..its fun. haha.

3. Going back to the whole this summer being the most amazing summer ever thing, I feel as though its also helped me grow a lot. I really think I've changed a lot this summer. Sure, I'm still kinda...crazy, and I spaz and worry about boys too much, but I feel so much...more...I don't know...I feel different. I feel as though when I go back to school, I'm going to be so much more confident. I worry less about rules, but I'm still not a bad kid haha.

4. I tend to care about people that probably aren't worth it. There's someone who I really care about. I've gone out with him. But we're just friends. I just want to be friends, he knows this. But hes acting so weird. And I still feel so much for him. And I know hes not worth it. I don't really like my ability to fall and care for someone so easily. It makes it so much easier to get hurt. But my friends have told me that I'm amazing for that...and that they wish they could care as much as I could. So maybe its not so bad after all.

5. Speaking of my friends, I might as well put something about them on here. They're amazing. I love them to death. Two of them have already left for college, one is going later on this week, and the rest I have another year to party with until I go to college. They mean so much to me, they make me feel great. I've never met more amazing people in my life, and I'm extremely glad I have them.

6. Art. Um, yeah. I haven't drawn much this summer, since I've been so busy..having fun. hah. I love art though. I just recently got back into it in like 9th grade. I want to go to college for it. I just don't have as much of an interest in it lately...but I still love it. And I know I'm not the most amazing artist in the world, but I think I'm good enough to make it somehow. I'm not very good with drawing a lot of things, in fact, I hate most of the crap I put on here. I'm bad at people, I'm surprised I've put up the fanart I've put up. I'm also obsessed with drawing swirlies and what not. But don't go thinking that you've seen my best on here. Some of the things I've drawn look so much better in real life.

7. And then there's theatre/drama. I love it. Seriously. I turn into a different person. I'm kinda shy in real life, usually when I have to present something in class or when I'm first meeting someone. But I've gotten so much better with it through acting. I've always had like this ability to just lose my fear once I get up on stage. Its such an amazing feeling. And I LOVE theatre games haha. I adore all of it...if it were a more stable career, I would try it. lol.

8. And last but not least...umm...IB. Gah. You may have heard me complaining about this before. Its this...horrid program I'm in at school. Its basically college courses, not necessarily for smarter people, but for people who...gah, I don't even know anymore. It basically just piles work on you. Like, I have an essay due by like the first week of school, which is the beginning of September for me. 4000 words at the most. What the hell, I say! And then there's the tests, and the homework, and just...blah. Its basically for people who are "hard workers" I believe. Ugh. I dislike it. But...I deal with it. Because colleges like it. Just think of it as AP or SUPA classes if you've never heard of it....but eviler. Or just go here [link]

Oh boy. That was a lot.

I seriously can't believe I just put the link to the IB website...I'm a freak.

Well, I'm going to go procrastinate on that essay!

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/14033608/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/14033608/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 19:28:55 PDT


Go crazy.




Other than that.....uhh.It feels like days since I was last on here and yet it was only yesterday.


Now thats kinda creepy.

I barely watch any tv or anything lately, and I haven't been much into many fandoms. I'm going to try and do more traditional artwork...like I think I'll still draw some stuff from tv shows or video games or something sometimes...but I rather do my own stuff.

I'm not the best at people anyway lol.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/14015546/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/14015546/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 13:21:40 PDT
But umm yeah...I feel like..ranting.

So I got led on. Like, this guy basically made me fall for him by being amazingly sweet, then started to act really weird, said he liked my friend, and then started flirting with this whore. And when I say whore, I'm not just being mean. This girl dresses like a little skank and flirts with every guy she meets. And she flirts back with him, which makes everything so much worse.

And I know hes not worth it and that I can do way better. But it still absolutely kills me inside. It kills me to know that he cares about her more than me for some stupid reason, even as a friend. gaaahhh I hate it. My damn emotions.

My friends all pretty much hate him AND her though now...lol. Its nice to know that I at least have loyal friends.

But yeah, I want to tell him everything thats on my mind but I'm not really sure thats a good idea...my friends say that he'll think he has power over me or something, but I don't think he realizes that I even know about her. I'm not sure what to do. I've been doing this thing where I'm just like okay with him and talk to him normally, but then I just bitch about him behind his back. I've been doing the "Fuck you, asshole." thing, basically. But it hurts like hell. I kind of wish all of my feelings would just go away and it wouldn't hurt anymore.

I don't know......maybe I should just stick to what I've been doing?....i don't think theres much else I can do.

They deserve eachother though, because they really aren't worth that much at all.

umm yeah. I hate these things. Its kind of pathetic feeling when you can relate to a Kelly Clarkson song :\ haha "Since U Been Gone" lmao. I don't hate her haha but still..thats weird for me.

Otherwise this has been pretty much the best summer of my life.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/13743660/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/13743660/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 11:29:11 PDT

um. I've been drawing. Sorta. I have quite the life now, actually. Its crazy.

My friends and I like taking utensils from resturaunts like ihop.

Its amazing. Seriously. This is the best summer ever.

I'm having some....guy...troubles though, but those'll straighten out, I hope.

I'm taking drivers ed and I can now say that I can actually drive. Awesome.

So...yes. I've drawn a few things, and taken some pictures. Maybe the next time I'm bored I'll upload some things. I have crap I should be doing for school, and college things as well that I've been neglecting. I am such a slacker.

I could now go into a long rant about how much I have changed over the past year, but I think its pretty obvious.


ohhh and rehab=best/most addicting song ever. yes.


well, until next time.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/13315046/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/13315046/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 10:28:42 PDT
I forgot my 2 year anniversary. yesterday.

Damn. Well, uh. Hey, I've been busy dammit!! With..life..and.......yeah.

I guess I haven't really been on here much lately, as I actually sorta have a life now. That and school's been kinda evil. Its summer now though, so...I promise artlike things will be up. sometime.

I feel that, even though I'm not extremely popular or whatever, that this site has really helped me get back into art.It introduced me to different styles and ideas, and I feel like I've really improved since I first joined. I'm glad I did.

uhh so yes...Happy Anniversary to meee. woo.

and schools out!!! YAY. And I'm going to a party tonight,lmao. I'm happy.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/13181139/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/13181139/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 19:40:51 PDT
Last day of school is next week. I can't wait...

Um, the play was pretty awesome. Like, last friday and saturday were great. If..certain things hadn't happened..then they would've been perfect, really.

And basically..I was turned down again. Not directly, but I'm not dumb enough not to notice it. He's still my friend, even though he sort of avoided me for a few days. And the fact that I've still got it pretty bad for him, and all. I guess I just have to get over it though :\ We're just friends, even though I still feel like maybe..someday.

Ugh. But probably not.

This stuff sucks :[



Buut...I'm in an okay mood. I just..needed to get that off my chest. It still sucks.


eh..I should probably..sleep. I'm tired, maaan. Saw Pirates 3 earlier. It was good, I guess. Just too long.

whatevs. hahah.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/13025916/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/13025916/ Sun, 20 May 2007 12:59:00 PDT
I just tried to post a journal venting, and then it doesn't work!

What the heck, man!

Ah, well. Venting did make me feel better, even if no one will ever get to see it D:


Lets just say, this hasn't been the best week.

But next week is a new week! I get my yearbook! whee! And its the play! hurray.

I think maybe this site just hates my journals.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12930330/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12930330/ Sat, 12 May 2007 14:04:43 PDT
Now all I have to do is two projects on two different countries, two english paper things, and write a 1500 historical investigation, which I've barely started.


And the play. But thats the funnn part.

My new favorite pass time is laying in fields before drama practice with my friends. Not all of them. Two of them. Well..maybe three, but that was that one time.

Its really nice though. <3

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12816288/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12816288/ Wed, 02 May 2007 13:48:25 PDT
Been very overwellemed, what with the major tests and large amounts of homework. As well as play practice, but thats actually fun. Except for the learning the lines part.

I had the very first part of my IB Physics test today. Yeah, super fun. Wasn't as bad as I suspected, but still. One more part tomorrow, and then the only thing I have to worry about is math.

Oh, and the SAT.


And don't forget my lines.

Other that, I'm pretty good. Its nice out. I like someone else. A lot more than the other person.

I'll post some more art/crap up when I'm done with......everything.

woohoo. later.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12669187/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12669187/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 15:13:06 PDT
I think I should still be able to go to NYC tomorrow...I'm PLANNING on it. I'll just have my mom write a note.

Anyway yeah. I'm still really tired, and I have to work on my spanish homework after dinner.):

I just realized I have the same journal posted twice. Shoot.

well. Yeah.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12622418/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12622418/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 17:23:04 PDT
I just can't believe some of the people in this world.


Well...other than that...today was frustrating.

My school district was pratically the only one that wasn't closed today. I mean, busses got stuck, everyone was late to school, and half the kids didn't show up in some schools. Our superintendent is fucking stupid. And he knows it lolz.

He was on the news, talking about how it was a "mistake" or whatever. Yeah. You're a dumbass ):

...I heart the Fratellis. They're awesome. Go buy their CD now.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12606922/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12606922/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 14:34:17 PDT
What are your five favorite things about your fandom?
1. The characters.
2. All of the awesome artists in it.
3. slash.
4. South Park fanfiction.
5.....EVERYTHING. almost.

What are your five least favorite things about your fandom?
1.The fact that I really have had trouble drawing people, and that I seem to be shy even online. Basically, the fact that I don't really seem as...into it as much. But I fave it like woah, man.
2. Waiting for new episodes.
3.Pairings that I just...don't understand.
4.When the characters are written...out of character.
5.Mary sues. Even though there aren't as huge in this fandom, usually.

Who are your five favorite characters?
1. The four main boys are a tie for number one
2. Butters <3
3. Tweek
4. Clyde
5. Christophe

Who are your five least favorite characters?
1. The mayor...
2. Garrison
..I can't really think of any others.

What are your five favorite pairings?
1.Kyle/Cartman. It was the first pairing I liked.
2.Stan/Kyle...because..its...a classic.
3.Kenny/Butters. I really don't know why.
4. Cartman/Wendy
5.Tweek/Craig or Craig/Clyde

What are your five least favorite pairings?
1.Kenny/Kyle, although it looks nice.
2.Kyle/Bebe
I don't think theres others.

Which character are you most like?
No clue. maybe a mix of Kyle and like...someone else.

What is your deep, dark fandom secret?
........uh. None.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12565093/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12565093/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:37:54 PDT

I'm going to a math study party later. Hell yeah.

Uh. Spring breaks almost over. Which makes me sad and makes me realize I still have a ton of shit to do for school. D:

And I haven't drawn all week either, so maybe I'll go do that.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12492781/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12492781/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 06:52:25 PDT
I'm serious. Its so sweet and nice and cute and happy. But its like bittersweet at the end, and anyone whose seen it would agree. My friend even cried. I wanted to, but instead of crying it just made me really jittery and nervous all night.

I do that with most movies anyway.

But I'm serious, go see it. You'll love it. I'm buying it as soon as it comes out on DVD.ftw, I'm so obsessive.But it was really really goood.Its so hard to pick a favorite character too, but I think mine was Wilbur. Or the dinosaur. muahah.

um. anyway. I...got a part in the play and...uh..its spring break! Wooo. I have so much work though. blargh.

my coffee is cold.

dude, I'm like...12.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12432873/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12432873/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 15:41:27 PDT
It looks like a really good Stan episode, actually. I can't wait.

I finished my history essay. Another score. I win.

I really think I'm cracking my back too much. Now its kind of sore up near my neck. I want to go to a cyropractor, but I know it costs a lot.

I dunno. I really can't wait until like..the middle of May. Then my SAT will be done, and so will my math and physics IB tests.I'm a little worried about taking them all around the same time, but I think I'll be okay...I hope.

Meh. I have two more tries at the SAT, and I'm pretty sure I'll do okay on the physics. I'm good at physics. And math well....if I really study and get a good night's sleep, I think I'll be okay.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12416513/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12416513/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 12:56:22 PDT
I always wanna type journals, but I dun have nuttin to talk 'bout yo.

I need need need a new icon. I wish I could make them.

I feel like theres something I should be doing for school. I COULD be working on that essay that I have due thursday. But..naaw. I'll do that like...tomorrow. Or something.

Today was so weird. I woke up early just to go eat some damn pancakes at this fundraiser thing. I didn't see any of my friends there, and I left around a half hour after I got there. Then I hung around the house for a while, and then my mom and I went to Old Navy.

Its just been such a long day. Its creepy.

And its all wet out.

I really want to see Blades of Glory and Meet The Robinsons. Seriously.

Ugh, I really hope we go out to eat tonight

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12363464/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12363464/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 13:59:49 PDT
when people fave my things, like my older stuff, I just look at it and go "What?...Why are you faving that??"

Maybe I just see how much I really have improved, mostly on drawing people. Because some of my older stuff is just...euugh.

Not that I don't appreciate faves though. lmao. I heart them.

College planning night tonight...and chinese for dinner. Yeaaah.

Its so damn nice out. And man...Cronicle of a Death For Told is so boring.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12323545/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12323545/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 13:24:48 PDT
its not.

Don't see it unless you want to see a movie that would've been okay if it hadn't been put through a blender. ):

In other news...I have new socks.

I want to draw. I guess I shall...

pointless journals are fun.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12268153/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12268153/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 07:11:50 PDT
HAPPY FIRST DAY OF SPRING! yah. I'm glad. I'm sick of the damn snow.

So...I'm going on a field trip for art class...either tomorrow or friday. We're going to like...cast things or something. It sounds fun.

I have some things that I've drawn...I guess I'll put some up in a little.

ugh South Park AND Lost are on tonight, and my parents hate South Park and rather watch Lost. I usually just change back and forth during commercials. Its still a pain in the ass.

I think my cold's going away, slowly but surely. I'm still sneezing and blowing my nose, but it should be getting better. I really wish I could've slept in today. ;_; That would've helped.

ah well. Until next time.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12217362/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12217362/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 09:37:46 PDT
I was swamped with work, because IB is hell. Annd I'm sick. HURRAY.

I stayed home monday, which screwed me over, a lot.

Everything's better now though, because the week is over.Its saturday.woot.

I've had some more time to draw, I guess....but nothing really good.

I really need to start visiting colleges, and to get my permit. Dammit, I nnnneeeed to learn how to drive.

But yes. Just updating I guess.Happy St. Patrick's Day!

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12144160/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/12144160/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 13:20:10 PDT
My throat is really sore. I hope its just from singing too much. I don't like getting sick.

The next episode of South Park is called "Cartman Sucks" haha. Theres a clip of it on the website....I dunno, it looks like a Cartman and Kyle arguing and stuff episode. I love those ones.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11908350/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11908350/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 12:59:44 PST
um. Happy Lent! I gave up chocolate! ;_;

I've decided that another job choice for me could be designing shoes for people with small feet. Just a back up plan, of course.

Aaand, yeah. I don't have much else to say. Later

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11880345/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11880345/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 10:44:45 PST
]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11815486/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11815486/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 13:30:25 PST
Anyone who watches the news/the weather channel has probably heard about upstat New Yorks weather right? In Oswego mostly, but we just got dumped on too. A Noreastern or however you say it just went through here. The roads are really crappy. So, snow day!

And on Valentines day, what luck. I don't think I hate Valentines day, it just makes me sad. I'll like it when I'm not single on it. ah...well. I could go on a whole rant about it, but I don't feel like it. My hands are freezing.

I have an art project due friday, but I'm hoping my teacher'll extend it because of the snow day.I finally have an idea. That, and I plan on taking pictures of some of my projects that I've already done. Ugh, I can't wait.

BUT, my teacher is chaning our seats, which makes me sad. I don't want to move, I like where I'm sitting. If he wants us to be quiet, thats not gonna work anyway. Arts the only class we can actually talk in. ;_;

But anyway, I'm going to go draw now. Hopefully I'll have something up over the weekend, or sometime next week because of Mid-winter recess.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11758098/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11758098/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 09:42:04 PST
I should probably be doing something else, like....schoolwork. But I don't like sunday anyway, so...yeah. Actually, I could probably just research some things and write the stuff down later...

So, yeah. Expect art or something from me sometime next week or the week after.Hopefully I'll have time this week, because I want to put something up really bad. :\

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11668195/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11668195/ Sat, 03 Feb 2007 07:29:36 PST
Um, yeah. Everythings okay.

I got the song from the iPod commercial on my iPod 8D It fills me with joy.

And I don't have any grades in the 70s this marking period, which makes me oh so happy.My lowest grade is an 80, in physics. But...its physics. C'mon. Highest is 100 in art. lmao. Duh. My art teacher loves me. He called me conceptual. ^__^ I'm gonna take more pictures of my stuff that I'm doing there, because the finished projects are so much better than the crap I put on here xD

And I'm going to my friends birthday party today, and they always have really good food. And..shes my friend of course.

Aaand, my spanish teacher is a big dummy head.

AAAAAAnd I watch House now, even though medical things creep me out. Like, that show taught me that you're still awake when you have brain sugery. wtf

AND AND AND....umm. oh, I think the guy playing Hannible Lector in the new hannible movie is really sexy. There, I said it. ^_^

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11541529/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11541529/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 12:59:27 PST
I promise to have art up again as soon as I can.My printer hasn't been working, and is currently unplugged. I dunno if that means the scanner isn't either, but until I find out or until its fixed I wont have anything.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11541506/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11541506/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 12:57:10 PST
I won't go into detail on it on here, but I will say this. My friend wanted to stay at my house over regents week, because of something at home. She said she needed to concentrate more. I said okay, and shes been over here since sunday night.

My dogs been getting sicker and the way she was the first night just got me down. And...I dunno. I just feel like, with whats going on at my house, even if its not so much a crisis, it is serious. I mean, I fucking love my dog....that, and I feel like her running away from her problems wont help her.I'm around her so much as it is, in school, but..I just don't like living with my friends. Maybe for two days, but thats it. I feel like I should be having fun hanging out with her, but I'm not.I feel bad and annoyed at the same time. I'm sure she thinks otherwise, but I think we've been around eachother too much.She thinks I need to get out more....

and I said I wasn't gonna get into this too much. So I guess I'll stop. I feel bad, but I haven't been very happy lately, so its probably not the best time for her to be over anyway...

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11422015/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11422015/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 12:28:57 PST
That, and theres school. And then there's drama. And then theres my laziness.

All last week I was either mad or slightly depressed when I got home from school or before I went to bed. I'm blaming it on my moodiness, I guess.

mmmmmyes. Three day weekends are fun.They mean not doing any homework you may have until the day before you go back to school.Although I guess most weekends means this anyway.

I went to breakfast with my friends today.Twas fun.I got dizzy in the car on the way to and from there though. That happens a lot. I really don't like it.

Eh, well. I guess I'll post something again someday...until then.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11336578/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11336578/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 11:52:27 PST xXrachiebabeXx

The Rules: "The first player of this 'game' starts with the topic, 'Six Weird Habits/Things About Yourself'. People who get tagged need to write a journal about their six weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, 'You Are Tagged' in their Dev Page comments and tell them to read yours...

1. I really don't like it when people touch my hair when its wet. It just feels...creepy.

2. I'm constantly putting chapstick on. Its kind of a nervous habit. I always need chapstick with me.

3. I'm usually really laid back, but sometimes I just get so neat freakish and prissy.

4. I'm really moody. Sometimes I'll even start to get upset or cry over the dumbest things, and other times I'm not phased by anything at all.

5. I crack my back a lot. Ever since tennis season ended, I've been doing it. I have no idea if its because I'm stiff or what, but I'm always doing it.

6. Uh...I can do this weird thing with my knuckle, where I move the..tenden, I think, back and forth. Its awesome.


So yeah, I haven't been on in a while. Happy New Year xD

uh....finished Twilight Princess. Its kinda bittersweet. Zelda games always make me wanna cry.

Practice for the play started, and I'm happy.

uh, still no snow xD Its 60 out today wtf. My mom said we were on the weather channel lol. I don't care if it doesn't snow anymore. I only wanted snow for christmas.

um. Yeah. Thats it I guess.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11159704/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11159704/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 08:34:37 PST
MY JOURNAL NEEDS TO BE HAPPY AND FESTIVE.

I'm going to the mall today! To buy random last minute presents for my family!D:

eh. I have some stuff...drawn. Yeah. I'll post it...tomorrowish?

I wanna see the episode of south park where all they do is sing. I dooo.

I have nothing to talk about lawl. I'm such a nerd.

If I don't post another journal, which i probably will, Merry Christmas. OR FOR YOU POLITICALLY CORRECT PEOPLE-HAPPY HOLIDAYS 8D

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11118566/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11118566/ Tue, 19 Dec 2006 16:23:29 PST
I'm almost up to 2,000 pageviews. When did this happen.

I still have to do that secret santa thingy. Aaand. I have to do skoolage too.I have some crap I need to ask some of my teachers about, but then I'll be good.

Dammit, I can't wait till friday.


I have a book I have to finish by thursday. lol, I'm on page 6.

Oh, and it better snow on Christmas. The weather's been pissing me off lately so much. I want a damn white Christmas. WE HAVEN'T HAD ONE IN LIKE 3 YEARS. what. Fuck. Its NEW YORK. ITS UP NORTH. Its supposed to snow here at this time of year. ITS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE 50 DEGREES IN DECEMBER.

ahem. Yeah. So. Please? Please snow?

8D laturrr.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11049794/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/11049794/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 10:34:28 PST
I just called my mom from the bathroom on my cell phone, because I didn't know we actually had to like...sign out. I've left after third block before, and I haven't heard crap from them.

But nooo, they have to call home, because apparantly we do have to. And I feel so fucking dumb. I didn't wanna go to the nurse because then she'd just tell me to lay down I'm not in trouble, I just feel stupid.

Great. Now I'm gonna be thinking about this for the rest of the week, wondering why I didn't just go to the nurses office. I swear, this stuff really bugs me. It really does.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10997264/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10997264/ Fri, 08 Dec 2006 16:36:45 PST
Please, please take a minute to "light a candle":

[link]

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10971849/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10971849/ Wed, 06 Dec 2006 12:26:35 PST
The play wuz teh awesomeness. I did a good job on the lights. Word.

At the cast party, I attempted to play DDR. Nope. Didn't work. I have no DDR skillz, unfortunately. I am a random dancer, who does not follow arrows.

I have to audtion for the musical tomorrow. I don't really know what song I want to sing. Not good.

I have some art I guess I might post sooner or later. Maybe.

OO, I'm going to my friends dance on saturday. I got the sexiest dress in the world for it. For $5.50 or something. A 6 dollar dress. I am..."cheap" eh? xD

But, I'm serious. I feel amazing in it. Its a red halter dress. I put it on and was like "I AM SO SEXY YAH."

So yeah, sometimes I feel like a little whore. D: Right. Me. A whore. hah.

I have one of those radio station things on yahoo. Its very nifty. Except for the damn commercials.

I have to find a song, or something. And do physics. Yes...

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10846935/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10846935/ Sat, 25 Nov 2006 15:42:23 PST
:thumb43656177:

I clearly don't have a life, and its wonderful.

Um,yeah.

I've been watching Six Feet Under lately. I like it. Its cool.

One more day left of vacation. That makes me sad. I'm gonna be so busy next week, with school work and the play. Bleh.

I'm really addicted to coffee/cappuccinos now. Probably not a good thing for a 16 year old :]

We didn't ice skate last night, but thats okay. We're gonna some other time. Actually, we didn't do much but stand around. We lost one of my friends in the crowd, and then my other friend went to look for her. So I went and stood in fron of Dunkin Donuts for a while waiting for them. They were closed because they are dumbasses and obviously didn't realize how much money they could've made. :\

Then I went home and watched old General Hospital episodes with my mom. xD Soap opras are horribly corny.But I like spending time with my mom, and I guess I rather watch them than sports center with my brother. ^^

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10832436/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10832436/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 09:11:40 PST
Meh, my Thanksgiving was okay.I was just sleepy, due to uh...womanly things xDD And my aunts house is kinda boring. I'm not into sitting there and watching football all day.

And I didn't have any pie. I'm gonna eat some today.8D yay pie.

Eh, my friend and I are gonna go to the Christmas tree lighting tonight. Which means we'll probably be ice skating and crap. I dunno if she knows how to ice skate or not. I hope she does. Not many of my friends can. I used to take lessons, so I'm pretty good.(i wanted to be a figure skater when I was younger :\) We can walk around too I think.

I'm in a good mood. But omg, I saw the preview for the Avatar season finale, and I wont be able to watch it. Because I have to do the lights for the play. ):

oh well. reruns.

I have the pokemon theme song stuck in my head.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10799809/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10799809/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 12:34:40 PST
But it wont be long enough, it never is :\

ANYWAYS. Uh. I'm looking through my Warped Tour 06 cd trying to find songs I haven't heard to put on my ipod. I need new music.

Uh, would anyone know if you could switch to one of the new ipods, like...switch your current one, and still keep all your songs that you have on itunes and stuff, and just hook up the new one?

lolz.These songs r so emo. WHERE ARE THE SONGS ABOUT THE FLOWERS AND BUTTERFLIES??? D:

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10746668/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10746668/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 15:27:56 PST

I thought I was supposed to do something, and now I can't remember what.


EDIT:

Okay. WTF is up with the new submitty thing. Its dumb. I went to go put some stuff into my scraps. And it was all weird. What. Dammit, deviantArt, stop changing things around.

I miss the way it was when I was first here. ): lawl, but I guess I don't mind the new layout that much anymore. I can't even remember what the old one looks like.

Maybe I am just incapable of making a short journal. Yes, thats it.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10713881/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10713881/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 16:00:10 PST

1. Complete name: Janelle Elizabeth S. hahah..no last name fer u. xD
2. Why did your parents give you this name?: Umm...because they liked it?
3. Do you ask wishes to the stars?: not usually D:
4. When was your last time that you cried?:um....like...a month ago?
5. You like your writing? (your letter): suure
6. You like the bread? with what?: WHO DOESN'T LIKE BREAD. umm....sandwhiches.
7. You like someone?: not really
8. You think is mutual?: yes?
9. If you were another person, would be your friend?: I have no idea
10. You have a diary?: yeah, but I never write in it.
11. Are you sarcastic?: yus
12. You would jump in bungee?: no :]
13. What (Which) is your favorite cereal?: umm...fruity pebbles?
14. You untie your shoes before removing?: yeah
15. You think you're strong? (physically/mental/sentimental): physically, not really.I'm a little weakling ^^. Mental an d sentimental, yeah I guess. Pretty much
16. Your favourite ice-cream:uhh...French silk
17. What is your shoe-size?: 5. But I can seriously fit into 3's
18. Pink, or red?: uhh....red??
19. What is the worst thing in yourself?: I get really shy sometimes.
20. Who do you miss more?: Um..my nana and my grandma and my moms friend.
21. You hope to all the people you tagged responding you?: bahh, I'm too lazy to tag pplz ^.^
22. What color of shirt, pants and shoes you have in this moment? brown shirt with...blue on it, jeans, no shoes, socks
23. Your last food today: m & m's
25. The last person who talks with you in the phone?: gawd, I dunno.
26. Favourite drink: Mountain Dew
27. Favourite sport (in T.V.): I don't really like watching sports on tv. I like...tennis :3
28. Favourite food: potatoes.
29. Terror movie, or happy end?: happy ending
35. Who you think to respond this tag?: its a free fer all. steal if you want, yo.
36. Who never respond that? ....I dunno?
37. What book you're reading?:I'm supposed to be reading "Their eyes were watching god" but I haven't started it yet.
38. What you have in the walls of your room?: um..Paint. And...pictures of CATS. and of wtf...other things. xD *nerd*

Yeaup.

Oh, and it was said to be translated from Spanish, if it doesnt make sense in some parts.

lol kay dun.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10677075/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10677075/ Fri, 10 Nov 2006 07:46:10 PST

8)

I drew something really awesome in my art book fer school. Its like...a person with a tv changer, looking at a tv. And the tv is all twisted and warped(and looks like its walking towards him). And then the chair hes sitting in look like an electric chair, with a helmet, and then has a plug that connects to the tv. CUZ TV CONTROLS UR MINNNDSSS.

Really. It does. I'm an example.

But yeh, when I get me book back, I'll post that. Ima gonna redraw it for my next project.I just feel like I'm copying someone. But I'm not, I swear.D:

I get my hair re-dyed today.So it'll actually be red. And I'm gonna do some homework. yay.

i can't wait till my hair is red, so I can go to school. xD I already know from having slightly red hair that I look really good in it.Hell yes, I am a sexy red head XDDD. I'll put up pictures. yah.

I'm totally into the Avatar now. Its such a cool show. And its like..funny and serious at the same time. Its just amazing.

k bye.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10650623/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10650623/ Tue, 07 Nov 2006 17:35:20 PST
I totally failed two tests in a row last week xD Its okay though, because tons of people failed both. They were math n physics, so yeah. We got to make up the math one, and it was easy as hell since she gave us the answers in class. As for physics..well..its only the first test of the marking period. I hope there's others :\

Schools going good. Art is awesome. I love it. I still kick ass in history. I still don't really like Spanish, mainly because of the teacher.I dont like gym. English is okay. Math is okay, so is physics.Study hall is le fun. And,yeah.Being in crew for drama makes me sad, because I didn't get into the play again. But I'm still happy.

No school friday. Hellz yah. I'm getting my hair re-dyed so it actually LOOKS RED, WTF. Light redishness. Natural red, not the blood red.The first time my hair looked sorta brown, because it was too dark to be strawberry blonde.

I still don't really like anyone this year either.And even guys I think are cute or nice I don't let myself completely like...like like them.The guy I sorta liked last year never even talks to me, and theres no way I'm ever gonna be in a situation to talk to him, so screw that..

Its kinda sad, not seeing yourself with anyone at your school. I'm gonna be one of those people who doesn't get a relationship till college aren't I? :[ I seriously haven't even had a date yet.And I've been turned down by every guy I've ever liked. You'd think I wouldv'e quit by now. I wont though. Thats lame.

I want a relationship. I really do. Sometimes I rather be alone, because its easier and stuff, but I just want someone to like...feel a connection with. Or something.God, i dont even know anymore.

I just dont really even like any one that I know that way either, which is also kinda depressing.

lol I'm so emo. xD Right. Hah. But really, I know there are people out there that know how I feel. But sometimes it just feels like I'm the only one. And it really feels like its not fair at all.Sometimes I think its because I'm too shy, but I talk a lot more than I used to, especially when I feel more comfortable.

I dont know. I reall don't. Ugh. How did this turn into a rant.I swear, i tell other people stuff about how dumb guys are, and then I go all moody like this. ><

lol sorry bout this. I'm not even in a bad mood. I just needed to type it out. I've been thinking about it more lately. I should probably talk about it with someone too. Talking helps. :\

fkajldj. I can't wait till the new south park episode xDD

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10583540/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10583540/ Wed, 01 Nov 2006 15:00:40 PST
Happy day after Halloween.

I totally went trick-or-tricking. Hell yes. I was a mime. I totally awesome mime. I wore my costume to school, but not my makeup. So everyone just thought I was French. Or a director. Or a poet.

Anyways, my friends and I went trick or treating. Didn't get a lot of candy.Enough for me, because I can't eat a lot of sweets. It was raining out half the time though. Which sucked. Oh well...

I still have those little art meme things to do. I REALLY haven't had time for much, and when I do have time, I rather watch tv or play video games. Slaaacker.And I have to draw something for one of my friends at school. ANNND. I wanna get a job
or something so I can get money for Christmas.

I guess everyone is pissed off with South Park for doing the Steve Irwin thing.I would be too, I guess. But maybe they were trying to make a point. I mean, Satan did say "Its just too soon." maybe they were telling us it was too soon.I dunno. Its South Park people, wtf do you expect?

I have to go eat and finish my math. Yeehaw.

My kitty has to get some of his teeth out, because they're bad.But theres nothing else wrong with him. He'll just have to eat softer food. I wish there wasn't anything wrong with my dog either...

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10514715/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10514715/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 07:40:36 PDT
I didn't feel good this morning, so I stayed home, but now I feel better. Oh well..I have all weekend to do any thing I missed. Its just one day, I need to chill out.

Anyway. My self portrait turned out great, tons of people in my class are like "fkajdflajdlk JANELLE THATS AWESOME." And I'm like "....Thanks..o.o" I have trouble reacting to compliments.

I also have the highest grade in my history class, and now my mom keeps telling me I could study history in college. :\

I wish I woulda slept in this morning. Ah well..

I might get my hair dyed. Like...strawberry blondish. But I've been thinking about dying my hair forever. I might actually do it this time.It'll basically be like...lighter and..redder. Yeah. I'm always nervous about doing it, because I like my light brown/dirty blonde hair. :\

lol halloween soon.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10381225/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10381225/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 14:59:47 PDT tagged me with it.

How does the world see me?:
Can't Take It-All American Regects
[....what???o.o]

Will I have a happy life?:
Let Go-Frou Frou
[I guess thats a maybe]

What do people really think of me?:
Fix You-Cold Play
[WHY AM I GETTING ALL OF THE DEPRESSING SONGS???...maybe it means I fix people???]

Do people secretly lust after me?:
What Shall We Do Now?-Pink Floyd
[Basically...if you know this song...then..I think thats a yes?]

How can I make myself happy?:
Don't Leave Me Now-Pink Floyd
[I don't get it.]

What should I do with my life?
Time-PINK FLOYD
[sooo much Floydage.]

Will I ever have children?:
I Never Told You Wha I Do For a Living-MCR
[Gee, that sounds good.]

What is some good advice for me?:
Vindicated-Dashboard Confessional
[well, thats actually a good one, I guess.]

What do I think my current theme song is?:
On The Run-Pink Floyd
[oooo]

What does everyone think my current theme song is?
Down-Blink 182
[....kay]

What song will they play at my funeral?:
Change Your Mind-All American Regects
[hm]

What type of men/women do you like?:
Only One-Yellowcard
[AWW. thats so sweet]

What is my day going to be like?
Wake Me Up When September Ends-Green Day
[its October. :\]

Why am I here?
In The Flesh?-PINK FLOYD AGAIN WTF
[I...am supposed to be a crazy person???]

What will people remember me for?
Black Mamba(Remix)-The Academy Is...
[...okay?]

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Sugar, We're Going Down-FOB
[ohh God NOOOO]

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Doesn't Remind Me-Autioslave
[YES]

What will this year be all about?
Hypnotize-System of a Down
[GREAT. another one of those years??]

ugh. Its really weird.My songs have nothing to do with anything.

40 out of 173 songs on my iTunes are Pink Floyd ones. Obsessed much eh?

I PROOOMMMIIIIIISE. I will have something up soon. Fer ruheal.

I don't like my gym class. The only people I know are people I don't talk to that much. Not really friends with any of 'em And then the rest are like....freshman and people who I dont know. ]:

BUT ITS FRIIIIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. And we is gonna have chinese foood sooon. hurraaaaaaaaaay.

baaaaaaaaaaaiiiii.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10316319/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10316319/ Sat, 07 Oct 2006 16:14:15 PDT
But I wasted it by watching my brother play the Wind Waker. lolz. And then I was sad when it was over, so I got online and watched some awesome blooper videos. I have no life. ):

And a headache. And I have to eat.

And...hopefully I'll post some "art" soon. Maybe something from my book at school. Yus. Perhaps.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10283343/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10283343/ Wed, 04 Oct 2006 14:42:48 PDT
Skool=time consuming.

And well...its not just that. Its like..the fact that once I'm done with my homework, I usually go play Zelda *nerd* I haven't played it in a while...so I've been on a kick lately.

uhhh..wtf. I dunno. Happy October. I have almost 50 deviations to view. I know thats not a lot compared to some other people. :\

My neck is so fricken stiff. And my leg has been hurting. Like...I pulled something.

Art is fun. ^^ Its my favorite subject, duh. I like histor too, because its easier than hell. I hate gym and spanish though. Our spanish teacher lost a ton of our papers, and so basically the whole class only had one grade in the book. And then she found them, and said she'd never lost them. right. before, she was acting like we just didn't turn in all our papers. and NOW, shes acting like she just didn't feel like handing them back or something.

whatever.I still have no respect for you because you're a horrible teacher. Sorry.

I'm in like....art club,BOOK CLUB LAWL,tennis(which is ending soon), aaand....probably drama. Crew this time though. And like...walking club in the spring.

At least I'm not in math club. hahha. We were talking about "Fissics Klubb" because....our physics teacher is awesome. But I doubt we'll have it. still though.

I like the little mood things. I think its cool and fun to fill out.

]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10135334/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10135334/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 17:50:23 PDT
Its really pretty cool. Although I know its NOTHING like photoshop, its still pretty nifty.

um. My partner and I won our tennis match yesterday. I was playing reaaaaaaaaally good too. I felt great. Even though one of the girls was really rude. :\

I have a few ideas for what I'm going to college for...I guess. Graphic arts/design, animation and special effects(for like...cartoons/advertising), and....soemthing else. I dunno. This is why I need to learn how to use this stuff, since I don't know how to use it yet. My friend said she might get me something like photoshop or something for christmas. And one of the things on the site said something about "taking yearbook" because that'll help. And I was planing on taking yearbook next year anyway.

I dunno, I'm still unsure.But I really need to figure it out soon. ]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10072709/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10072709/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 16:56:24 PDT
lol spanish. :\

I had such a great day. My friend wore a shirt to school that said "HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANELLE" that she got everyone to sign and stuff. And then my other friend brought me a sash and tiara, but I only wore the sash.

my brother was wearing the tiara a few minutes ago though xD

anyway,yeah.I am happy.The same friend who wore the shirt like...punched me the whole day. but still.HAPPY.

afjoeajofaejk. yah.AND I GOT THE DARK SIDE OF THE MOOOOOON CD AND I AM REALLY HAPPY AND I HAAAAAAVE TO LISTEN TO IT YO.

and i have to write an essay in english........yaaaaaaay.

buts its finally great to be 16. i can get my permit soon. and yet i can still pass off for like...12 xD its awesome.

SHORTNESS RUUULES.

kaybai. ]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10063263/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10063263/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 18:05:44 PDT


WHY ARE YOU READING THIS????? ]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10063242/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10063242/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 18:03:38 PDT
2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Would you ever make out with me?

13. Physically, what stands out?

14. Emotionally, what stands out?

15. Do you wish I was cooler?

16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

18. Am I lovable?

19. How long have you known me?

20. Describe me in one word.

21. What was your first impression?

22. Do you still think that way about me now?

23. What do you think my weakness is?

24. Do you think I'll get married?

25. What makes me happy?

26. What makes me sad?

27. What reminds you of me?

28. If you could give me anything what would it be?

29. How well do you know me?

30. When's the last time you saw me?

31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

32. Do you think I could kill someone?

33. Do you think I would kill someone?

34. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

I DID THIS BEFORE BUT WHATEVER. STFU. ]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10063021/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10063021/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 18:04:14 PDT

I got a flip phone. ^w^ for my birthday. It rox my sox. yes it sure does. lol. it has video and a camera, so I can take pictures and video of my friends and i BEING DUMB HURRAY.

aaaaaaaaand. yeaup. soo.uh. Maybe I'll draw something over the weekend, something that wont be going in my sketch book at school...yeah. I have to read the catcher and the rye, but I'll be fine. i'm a good reader. *NERD* ]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10029356/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10029356/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 14:15:03 PDT
I have recently discovered that MS PAINT=MICROSOFT PAINT.

I'm a dumbass, and therefore, did not know this before.

so. I'm going to be TRYING to do stuff on it. but its kinda hard. sorta. I dunno. IT JUST TAKES AWHILE OKAY. ugh. i suck.

hopefully I will submit art someday. :\ ]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10009819/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/10009819/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 14:20:08 PDT
My schedule...if anyone cares...

Days 1&3-

Block 1: Study Hall(1st semester)/Theory of Knowledge(2nd Semester)
Block 2: Spanish
Block 3: Math
Block 4: Study Hall(day one only)/Gym(day three only)

Days 2&4-

Block 1: Physics
Block 2: History
Block 3: Art
Block 4: English


OHH yes. My school has block scheduling. yeehaw.

I had an okay day,kinda boring...I'm kinda...blank about it. But meh.It was fun.My friend met this new girl from India. Shes not an exchanged student,shes just here with her dad, I guess. She doesn't need to take gym because its not required in India.Lucky.

I don't have any "real" homework.Unless if you count the reading thats due on the 18th for English. The Catcher In The Rye.I knooow, I've heard of it. I just can't remember what its about.I guess its good.

Anyway.Yeah. Uh. There was an assembly. And theres a bunch of new rules. Like..the tardy rule. Its stupid. :[ You get late three times, you get detention. You skip detention,you get....SATURDAY SCHOOL.FROM 9 TO 11.HELLO BREAKFAST CLUB.yeah,they so ripped off that idea,lawl.

and after that, if you skip saturday school you can't go to school on monday. |: They make it seem all bad. When it really isn't.Its just dumb.

and the principal said a lot of other dumb crap, a lot of stuff that was..like...moral and had good meaning and stuff. But I can never take these things serously.I'm a little goody two shoes, I don't have to worry about....basically any of it. *stoned* But really.I just...blah.

I'm looking forward to the year, I guess. As much as I dont' mind now, I kinda hope I get some kind of a boyfriend this year.I mean, hell, AT LEAST ONE high school relationship, even if its corny or stupid or only like...a month,would be nice.ANY TIME NOW PEOPLE.

arg.(: I can't wait to go shopping for skool supplies,hurrah.

this was an unecessarily long journal. >__< ]]> ~Ze-Nel http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/9967146/ http://Ze-Nel.deviantart.com/journal/9967146/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 16:09:56 PDT
whuteva.

School starts friday. Yeah. Friday. wtf is the point people???

Ah, I don't care. I actually like it that way. The freshman go on thursday.

The only thing I'm worried about with school is my spanish teacher, cuz I heard she....isn't nice. And all the crap they're gonna pile on me. That plus tennis every day. eeh.

But yeah. birthday in 10 days.HUZZAH. 16 yee!! lol, terror on the streets. If I get my permit any time soon after my birthday that is.I haven't even read the book thingy or whatever.

And I need to start thinking about college and what I want to do and everything. o.o I can just....see my childhood passing before my eyes. I hate it.

BUUUUUT. I AM NOT feeling emo at the moment. We wont even get into that. xD I'll live. gosh.

UMM.oh yah. I like the Snakes on a Plane soundtrack. I've never seen the movie. (i dun wanna.) but the soundtrack is really good.I think.I like the actual song "Snakes on a Plane" its really good xD


aaaaaaaand. this is me having no life. 8D ]]> ~Ze-Nel