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I am done with finals. *faints*

My German final wasn't as hard as I anticipated.... I still want to continue to study it more.... But I will have to do that on my own because our school took that class away because of the budget cuts. u_u

http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/28626140/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 09:00:50 PST

Okay. I have a lot of gift arts that sorta got put on hold due to this art project for school...memo to myself...PLEASE WORK ON THEM.

The time is coming for me to give my presentation on Tuesday.... I think I'm almost ready, but.... My teacher said she can't wait. >_<

But I can.

http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/28428985/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 08:58:21 PST

I'm in a hurry to get things done. I have a 5 page paper due tomorrow and I'm really nervous about writing it. It should be no problem though...I managed to write a large paragraph yesterday night before going to sleep and I did it in about 10 mins.

Also, I'm worried about German class. It's getting really hard and all this grammar stuff is confusing...because every noun has a gender and sometimes it changes depending on if its accusative or dative.... O_O I can't remember all this! I even get confused in English sometimes and it's my first language! Geez....

AND AND AND I'm taking a 3D modeling class using this programme called Maya and it's hella hard.... I hate 3D but it's "required". Not only that, it's very time consuming and I know the instructor is mad at me for falling behind a bit.... >_<'

Oh, did I mention I have to draw pics for ANOTHER assignment...and for that I have to get in front of the class and give a presentation on my artwork.... So far I have 4 pics but I need at least 3 more if I want to get a good grade...I don't like talking in front of people because...I'm shy and I don't really like sharing my work because a lot of the time it's personal and that's how I vent.....

http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/28245227/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:09:09 PST


Nothing new happening, just lots and lots of homework. Oh, and I have a new budgie. She's all white (except for a bit of light blue blotches on her underbelly), and very fluffy. We named her Candy. I just hope she gets along with Sam and Dee...but so far they seem to be doing alright.

http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/28037941/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 22:17:22 PDT
Why do I put up with incompetent idiots and let them drag me down with them? Why do people bitch at me even though I'm trying my hardest? Will I never be good enough? Why do I let others tell me what to like?

Nobody ever asked me what I liked...what I wanted.... I just did things because I didn't want to upset others....

Was I wrong?

I feel like it's too late.... I let opportunities slip away.... I'm stuck with these doubts I have in people.... In...you....

Why am I always the villain...the tragically misunderstood? The scapegoat? The doormat? The tool? The puppet?

The one living in your shadow....

Why did I ever waste my life with you? Why do you still try to control me? Why do you think you know what's best for me?

Why can't you just let me do what I want and let me be happy?










I feel better kthnx.

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/26411295/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/26411295/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 20:46:57 PDT
I got a lot of fanservice. Huhuhu! Everybody kinda adored my hair and wanted to work on it...everybody kept saying "OMG you have such soft baby hair!" I dunno what that really meant.... X_x

I had so many hands running through my hair and patting my head...by cute girls too!

*nosebleed*

Anyways, I got it cut very short (as usual) with my bangs left long. Everybody was just like...staring a lot.... >_> But I was told it looked very nice. I can't wait to spike it up.

I wished the day could have lasted forever...I wonder if that's what heaven is like? A bunch of cute girls fondling you for eternity? Hmm.

SOUNDS LIKE HEAVEN TO ME!!!

Anyways...I hope I can be productive this week.... I have a lot to do by next week. There's cleaning and stuff that needs to be done....

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/26245424/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/26245424/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 00:26:53 PDT
I'm so f*cked up.

Just had so much on my mind I wrote pages and pages of nonsense...whatever came to my mind.

I need a smoke now.

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/25997003/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/25997003/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 00:04:03 PDT
So, I'll only be like in and out of DA and I won't be available to talk to for a little while. Sorry, but I like need some...alone time.

Don't worry, just give me a week at most to get things sorted out. I know I don't post like a heap of work here but I do communicate with people quite a bit.

Just to clarify, I AM going to be online, just not as much as usual. I'll just come to check messages and that's it.

I just kinda feel like...you know...need to step out and get some fresh air.

>_>

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/25758154/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/25758154/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 17:15:12 PDT
We didn't go to the closing ceremony, because we were kinda tired of waiting for events and didn't want to stand in long lines anymore.

But yes, AX is the time where otakus emerge from their basements to come mingle with the outside world. They caramell dansen, shout like little idiots, and debate about things such like if LOZ has two time lines.... u_u

The whole place had this really...funky smell.... >_<

Baths and showers people....

Anyways, we had lots of fun. There were so many really good cosplayers...I think this one guy who was dressed as Zant was my favourite. The reason why I go is because of the cosplay. I enjoy seeing who is more creative with their costume and how well characters get portrayed. Fox and I were trying to find IchigoKitty but we couldn't.... She said she went, but I'm sure we just missed her.... T^T

Oh yeah, I saw a lot of people from Deviant Art, kekekeke....

Oh, speaking of cosplay, I dressed up this year. I was Haruhi from Ouran Host Club. =/ Myeeehhh, it was a last minute thing I did the last two days of AX. I think I pulled it off rather well; I got a few compliments here and there. I just think I was probably a bit too fat with a big chest.... >_<' Other than that, my hair was just PERFECT and I didn't need a wig.

I wish I wasn't something so...generic.... I wanted to be a bit more distinguished.

We were soooo hungry...all the places to eat were kinda far.... I can't wait for AX next year though...it just keeps getting better and better! >3>

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/25664549/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/25664549/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 02:08:30 PDT
First thing we did was head to Little Tokyo and just walked around as he talked about his trip, and I told him how things were going over on my end.

We also saw the new Transformers movie. It was pretty cool, lots of action and dirty humour.

Looks like the rest of the week is going to be hella busy. AX is just a day away; but everything is in order and we are ready to go.

Oh, and my project won't be finished by tomorrow.... ;_; So you'll have to wait until AX is over....

I should really get to bed; it's so late.... G'night!

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/24855318/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/24855318/ Wed, 20 May 2009 11:58:37 PDT
GOD I HATE THAT CLASS. With a passion.

Anywaaaaays....

I just want to....say stuff...there is a bunch of things I feel like I should say to get off my chest, but.... I want to avoid drama. I could write a mile-long rant right now....

Why do I feel like I am so hard to understand?

It all comes down to the same thing...I am who I am....

Oh, something funny happened. I took my crayola markers to school and I was writing my notes in rainbow. A few people saw me and to my surprise, I heard "OMG that looks like fun it's so cool!" Now people started bringing markers to class. LOL

It's a serious class...but I was always kinda dozing off I had to do *something* to keep me awake. The teacher laughed and thought it was kinda cute. >///>

So yeah. My binder is full of RAINBOW. u_u

And I found a really nice cockatiel at a reasonable price and I have a BIG cage all ready...but nowhere to put the cage....plus Sam might get really jealous.... T^T

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/24643682/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/24643682/ Thu, 07 May 2009 22:04:22 PDT
CONFIRMED IT'S OFFICIAL!

[link]

GO SEE

I'm gonna buy. No questions asked.

And today Kumo bought me Platinum. JOY!!! Ima finish up Emerald then start Platinum. There is much to do now. I think I have Leaf Green laying around unfinished....

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/23684377/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/23684377/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 11:18:43 PDT
Until then, we're gonna have a sleepover tonight at Squishy's house. I wonder what sorts of saucy shenanigans we'll be getting into?

It will be Fox's first time going. I know he's going to have lots of fun!

I will have updates later.

------------------------------

UPDATE!

We got back early this morning (Sunday, about 4 a.m.). Kumo, Fox, and I took turns sleeping on each others' shoulder. Heehee.

The trip itself was alright, I had lots of fun with Kumo and my friends cracking jokes and just having a good time. It was very very crowded and the streets were flooded with weirdos.

I wish we could have done more, but maybe next time.

Oh, and I brought back some little cacti I bought at the Target and Home Depot over there.

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/23323217/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/23323217/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 11:38:26 PST
Sam loves being out of the cage. He likes to be all over me though; poking my earrings, pulling my sweater zipper, and tugging on my hair. I'm surprised he is sitting still right now. lol

Uhm, So far things are the same.

I wanna go out and buy Sam some toys. He's a curious little guy and always wants to get into everything, so some toys would keep him busy. I had got him a nest and he just took it apart....

Oh! that reminds me...I dropped off my turtles at the pet centre...and in return they game me another budgie. X_x

He's way older and twice as big as Sam and Dee. But he seems gentle and a little bit tame. I held him for a while before Sam got jealous and pushed him away. I decided to name the newcomer Pepper.

I'm going to go see if I can get a haircut right now.... It looks like I have a mullet. u_u'

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/23220073/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/23220073/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:40:12 PST
After knocking out last night (thanks to some Nyquil), I feel a bit better today. The weekend was hectic for me and Kumo.... Things may or may not get better during the week. It all depends if certain events take place.

Oh! Fox, Kumo, and I managed to pick up our Shaymin from a Toys R Us event yesterday.

I'm uncertain of what is going to happen within the next few days, but even if things take a turn for the worse...um...yeah....

I don't really want to think about that.

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/22822506/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/22822506/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 16:24:49 PST
I got a budgie this morning~

He's so cute. His name is Samson and he's blue. I think he's a young budgie because he's still really tiny. He lives in a purple cage. ^o^

I didn't expect him to be tame, but he is. He sits on my finger, but he's a bit nervous right now because he's in a new setting. So I'm going to let him rest today and get used to his cage. Then maybe I'll get him used to being out with me.

I hope we get along well.... T^T

EDIT!!!

Sam seemed a bit lonely, so we went out and bought him a friend from the same place. She seems a bit feisty, but I think it's because she is new. She won't let me hold her like Sam did.

Sam amazes me so much. It's barely his second day with me and he already learned the "up up" command (where he sits on my finger). Throughout the day I'll stick my hand in the cage, and he isn't even scared. I won't bring him out of the cage just yet. I hope his companion will become tame as well....

She's a pretty light green colour with a yellow head. Oh, and a little bit bigger than Sam. She'll learn that being good will earn her lots of treats. Sam already knows that. u_u

Oh, her name? Delilah, of course.


]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/22474013/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/22474013/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 16:40:22 PST
I've been feeling like I missed out on so much growing up.... Sparing the details of the darkness, I pretty much missed out on a good and normal childhood...at the expense of other people....

And now...well....

I know I should be troubled over it. The past is history now. No matter what, time cannot be turned back. It's just that feeling...have I really even experienced anything? I feel like I haven't. There was so much I wanted to do, so many places I wanted to go...with my friends...with the person I had a "love" interest in (at that time).... But somehow I was always left behind because of how things were under my roof.... There were always other people holding me back....

I wish things were different....

Life is short and you can only do so much anyways. u_u

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/22344844/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/22344844/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 23:55:14 PST
Well...I hope this year is better than the last. Kinda wanna turn over a new leaf. Just...start off fresh and new.

Some goals.... Uhm...I'm not good at sticking to...uh...yeah...

Gonna try and eat healthier. I wanna be vegetarian...but it's hard to always have alternatives to meat...available.... So I'll eat less meat...than I do now.... Hmm.

And no, I have nothing against eating meat. It's just that...I don't like it. I think it taste gross. Sorry, but that's how it is. Sometimes I get an icky craving for it. Body needs protein dammit.

Fox and I were talking about getting involved with like...sports activities.... But we need to find time for that. It would be nice to go out and play tennis or volley ball. ^_^

Oh, and...I guess...like, work.... Because I needs money to buy toys and stuff.

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/22036414/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/22036414/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 16:55:29 PST
It was just a bad morning. I hate being around people that just have to get on my case so much for the purpose of picking a fight. Like all my actions need coaching and criticism. It's hard when I have somebody right behind me, constantly nagging me over the smallest and stupidest things. It's VERY frustrating to have to deal with a person who is heard-headed, has to CONSTANTLY give negative commentary for every single little thing, has to have the last word in any conversation...I get frustrated even having to even look at them...because I KNOW for a fact that I'm going to have to hear them....

And...my grandpa from my mother's side is very sick.... I'm not very close with them, but you know...I have the feeling that we are spiritually....

Anyways, I just had to get out of the house today, even though it was cold and rainy outside. I had too much on my mind and being stressed at home made it worse. It was kinda nice to get out for a little bit to just clear my mind and get my thoughts in order.

I couldn't help but thinking about getting a job to take care of a couple of debts I have.... I hope everything works out alright.... What if I never get one? ;_; Will things work out anyways? I can only keep my fingers crossed....

Ick...my porridge has chicken in it.... I dun like chicken...urp....

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/21939339/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/21939339/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 21:40:33 PST
I was thinking about...how there are some characteristics, aspects, or other little things about myself that I wish I could change. But then again...are these little "quirks" and imperfections about me (physically and emotionally) that I should appreciate...I guess. Sometimes I just can't accept myself because of that.

I try not to spend any time wishing that I looked different, behaved different, etc.... It has a lot to do with what I've been through and what I am experiencing as of right now. Life has been pretty rough and the bad has usually outweighed the good. Come to think of it, I've come a long way. And I STILL have a long way to go. It's just hard to appreciate what you have, because no matter what, you always want more.... Then again, you might have what somebody else lacks.

I'm always so insecure and unsure of myself.

HOW EVER....

Uuuuhhhh.... Things are okay I suppose, other than me constantly evaluating myself....

Oh and uhm, I gotta wear my retainer because I don't have braces any more. It's LAME. At least I can take off the retainer, unlike the braces. It's really a pain to wear it.... But I have to.

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/21647680/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/21647680/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 13:13:38 PST
Ahhh~ It feels weird without them. Nothing cutting my gums, poking me, and being able to bite down...I almost forgot what it feels like to "feel my teeth" and not any brackets. Weird.

Now I gotta go to my regular dentist maybe in a week or so for her to see the results. I wonder what she'll say? *_*

Kekekeke. Well, now I shall go...feast? LOL

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/21186147/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/21186147/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 12:40:36 PDT
Even some of the parts were put to good use. The screen was given to Kumo to replace the screen for his laptop. Doesn't matter, he broke that one too! Now he has to use the monitor. AGAIN.

Once I have the time to sit down and concentrate, I'll be removing the DVD drive to give to him. Guess my old laptop didn't go to waste after all. The parts turned out useful.

I couldn't help but think of all I had been through during the time I had used it....

A while ago I had removed the hard drive and now I am waiting to extract my old files. I kinda don't want to, because a lot of my old stuff was of the past--my art, my writing.... It doesn't exist now in the present, nor will exist in the future. It's just the idea of looking back on "what used to be".

I dunno.

JUST A RANDOM THOUGHT FOR TODAY~

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/19937345/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/19937345/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:35:43 PDT
At least the stinging pain in my throat subsided. Sigh.... I should have had my tonsils taken out a long time ago.... NOW I HAVE TO SUFFER.

Anyways....

My friend had recently got a tattoo I helped her design. She told me that the tattoo shop also did piercings and that I should check it out (because it's a lot closer than the other place I go to). So I call up, get some info, and I'm out the door.

I decide to get a forward helix on my right ear. So as I was waiting at the counter, 2 girls walk in. They move along past me, and I hear one of them say something like "Oooh she's so cute".

Strange because there was nobody else in my direction. So I slowly turn to find them looking at me and smiling....

Guh...uh...huh....

I'M NOT CUTE. >_<

*ahem*

The piercing went better than I expected. It made me feel so much better. ^_^ And it looks really cool under my industrial. They thought my 0g plugs were pretty awesome too. I think I'll go back for my next piercing. It was a really cool experience and the people working there were very friendly. Plus, it felt good to talk to others with a similar interest.

After saying thanks and bye, the girls were keeping a watchful eye on me as I scrambled out of there. u_u

I seem to get so much attention from the ladies. Lucky me.

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/19243425/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/19243425/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:21:03 PDT
AWESOME.

We did so much, which resulted in the team being mostly sleep/food deprived. There were long lines for everything and crowds of rabid otaku everywhere. The vendors were pretty cool, and had a lot of interesting merchandise. I was kinda low on funds, so yeah.... I didn't buy much. I really wanted an Uxie plushie and at least a shirt. Maybe next time....?

Now let's talk about cosplay!!!

Damn there was too much Naruto, Kingdom Hearts, and Bleach cosplay. Ick. Oh God and cat-girls. >_< Oh, and let's not forget Final Fantasy....

I'm not saying that it was bad.... But you kinda get tired of seeing it...everywhere....

And there was a lot of lolitas. I noticed they were selling a lot of lolita clothing too. I know it's a fashion thing...but seriously. I dunno. I hate pink, lace, all that girly sh*t. LOL
The guys were trying to convince me to wear something like that. NO NO NO NO! I'm happy being a handsome little boy. I don't wear dresses. u_u

I'm a tortured uke.... *hides*

OMG There was a lot of HOT girls in skimpy cosplay. DAMN YOUS! So...many...bewbs. It was like heaven!!!

*ahem*

I really wanted to cosplay though. But...I don't like drawing attention or have people approaching me. And I'm camera shy. So it wouldn't work out. Either way, I'll try to think of something to wear for next time....

AAAHHHH! AND GUESS WHAT?!?!?!

I SAW YOKO ISHIDA!!! OMG! OMG! OMG!

She was in a concert with a group called Jyukai. I LOVE YOKO! I can't believe she was there! And she sang some of my favourite songs! I have her music on my MP3! OMG! She's so cool.

I'm so tired.... We walked everywhere. The parking wasn't bad either. It was such a busy 4 days.... And so much happened. I'm gonna rest now. Sorry. ^_^'

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/19128820/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/19128820/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 13:45:37 PDT
I was pretty stressed this whole weekend. Mainly because I tend to get upset rather easily. I wish I wouldn't get so depressed...especially over things that don't really concern me directly. I also felt...lonely/sad? IDK....

And I want to get back into drawing in my sketchbook and in Photoshop.... But I often think...what's the point? u_u

I feel like I have no way of expressing myself/venting....

Anyways....

We will be attending Anime Expo this year, once again! I can't wait.... I hope everything goes alright. I know some people from DA are going.... Maybe I'll see you there? ;A;

Uh.... I dunno what else to write about.



]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/18983933/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/18983933/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 13:32:38 PDT
Sleeping in undies was not sufficient enough. YOU DIDN'T HEAR THAT.

Well, yesterday was the Six Flags trip. It was hot, and crowded. Surprisingly, Cinco didn't complain of his nipples getting all sweaty, like he did when he went to Hawaii. I ended up getting burned on my cheeks and nose.... Not to mention the headaches from the motion sickness....

The water rides were packed with people, which led to you having to wait 2 hours or more. But luckily we went there quickly and only had to wait about a half hour. And I didn't even get splashed....

X2 wasn't even working all day. I think it was only operational at random times.... And when it was, the masses rushed over to it. So no X2 for us.

The guys were such dorks. They get hooked on the arcade games...trying to win a Xbox and a Nintendo DS. They put in a good effort, but didn't win. You would think that after a while they'd figure those games are rigged. >_>

Bleh....

I ended up getting dragged on Goliath. I managed to escape the first time, but the second time everybody blocked me in. when you got 7 people surrounding you, escape is kinda inevitable. And it was hard to jump over Fox and make a dash for the exit. So he pushed me into the seat and locked me in, despite all my squirming.... I wanted to ride with Kumo, but they knew he would let me slip away again.

So the entire ride I latched onto Fox's arm. It made me feel like a barnacle.

I'm not afraid of heights, I'm afraid of falling.



My HP dropped to 0 after that, and I got upset at the guys for making me nearly lose my lunch. AND for pestering me over and over again about the ride when I was feeling too sick to fight back. DON'T YOU KNOW I HAVE A VERY SENSITIVE TUMMY?!

I couldn't keep my head up. DAMMIT I HATE THE FALLING SENSATION. Everything was spinning and spinning....

I will not ride that again. IT WAS SUPER EFFECTIVE. Somebody get me a Revive and a Max Elixir.



That's what you get, Fox!!!


Now I'm gonna go pick up mah Deoxys from GameStop.

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/18946877/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/18946877/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 10:12:19 PDT On the wind, past the stars,
IN YOUR EAR!!!

I hate Team Rocket's motto. I have no idea what the hell they're saying anymore. LOL

I'm feeling better, despite the mess I'm in.

Well, tomorrow I am going with my friends to Six Flags Magic Mountain. Torta says it's gonna be hot...that's one of the many things I'm fearing.

I know they're gonna drag me on Goliath too. Kicking and screaming. FRONT ROW.

But after fighting the trip, Fox finally convinced me to go. I know he's excited...because he needs a break from work. The poor guy is stuck in front of the computer screen all day.... And I know programming can be a pain in the butt....

So today, I'll be preparing for tomorrow's trip. I doubt I'll take any food, because the last time I did...I lost it...if you get my drift....

Well, Kumo! We'll have a fun day tomorrow! And Fox, we'll see you in the morning!

***

As for the stress.... I'm gonna try to not let it bother me. I figured that I have better things to do than for other miserable people to come make ME miserable. Plus some friends got me involved in their drama.... Bah. Even though I have trust issues and some other issues with them...I guess things can get resolved in due time.

I've been venting a lot through art, just because I've been feeling kinda...shitty.... u_u Plus it helps me get my mind off things.

I was listening to "Feuerkind" by Subway to Sally as I was drawing. Pure...awesome. It's a six-minute song... >_< But damn.... Those lyrics....

This is my favourite part:

Ich bin ein Stern, aus flüssigem Metall
Ich bin ein Stern, alles wird in meinen armen Asche
Ein Stern
Doch kein Feuer blendend weiß
Taute je in mir das eis

Ich bin ein Stern...ein Stern

Flammen sind nun meine Freunde
Sollen mir im Dunkel leuchten
Sollen mich ein wenig wärmen
Mich und meine kalte Wut

Yeah yeah, I know. It's a German song. But...wow. You gotta listen to it....

I am a star...made of liquid metal....

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/18592048/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/18592048/ Sat, 31 May 2008 11:00:43 PDT
Well, I managed to get in contact with an old friend recently. We lost touch about...8 years ago? And by some miracle...we started communicating again.

I knew her back when I started middle school. IT WAS THAT LONG AGO. And we lost touch when she went off to college (I was a year younger so I was still in high school). Even a bit before that...we kinda stopped talking....

It's not like we left on bad terms or anything, but you know at that point in your life is when things get stressful...things happen...I guess you can say we went our separate ways.

But, not a day went by when I didn't think of her. She was very special to me...because we were best friends.... She said she always thought of me too...and was always wondering what had happened to me. Turns out we had our share of problems and we were just...dealing with life during the time we stopped talking.

Yesterday we finally got together. She still looks the same.... But she has blond hair now and I have purple hair. >_>

I was incredibly nervous.... Funny how I always got choked up when I was around her.... *cough cough*

I always wanted to be like her.... To have her talent...her charm....

* * *

We went out to a really cool restaurant where their specialty was soup. She remembered how much I like soup! ^_^ Tofu and shrooms FTW~
Then we went out to get ice cream.... I didn't want the day to end.... I miss her already. She said we'll get together more often...which made me really happy.

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It's not what I expected. In fact, it was BETTER than I expected. I am now the proud owner of a new 14 inch Dell Inspiron. It's such a beautiful laptop, I tell you what. I feel so ashamed that I didn't choose Dell to be my first....

I need to get used to Vista, because my old laptop had XP. ;_;

Hopefully, this laptop will not explode. Or set off sparks. Or start smoking. *kicks old Acer*

The only complaints I have is that it's kinda thick.... And the power adapter looks rather...big. But other than that, it has a really nice design and runs pretty well. Finally I have a new laptop....

Kumo, we need to get Photoshop on it, quick!



Anyways, I had a good weekend. Kumo and I went out to Taco Bell, and they had added new stuff to the menu. IT WAS SO YUM. Then me, Kumo, Fox, Torta, and the Casillas Bros. went out to play mini golf. There was much shenannigans going on. >_>

I'm sure they'll come here and elaborate on some of the events, heh heh.

Well, I'm too excited to write.

*scurries off*

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I barely ordered it a few hours ago, but it should get shipped to me within the next 5-7 business days. JOY!

But...but...but.... It's not a Macbook.... I went with a PC. A Dell to be exact. It's a cute 14 inch. I can't wait 'till I get it. I AM EXCITED.

I hope Fox doesn't kill me.

LOL I wish...everything works out alright with this laptop.

LIKE NO EXPLOSIONS!!!

Other than that.... I have a lot to write about, but I'm not motivated to do so....

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Well, things have been going a little better, with certain things working in my favor. I hope things stay this way. I don't need the stress right now.

I got my midterm results from Art History back!!! I got a 90%.... ARGH! I wish my score was higher! A 95% would have really made my day!!! But...I got one of the highest scores in the class...so I'm not going to fret about it.... The average seemed to be around 65-75%.... I'll study really hard for the final.

I'm doing alright in Photography. It's old-school...that means you develop the film yourself and go to the dark room to make your own prints. And I don't really mind doing that...it's kinda fun. I need to start working on my final project for that class. Hopefully I can get some good ideas too.

And I've been really into training my Sapphire Pokemon team. Ralts was sooooo hard to train.... Oh, and Aron grows slowly.... I finally managed to defeat Flannery and earn a badge yesterday. *holds up badge*
Uhm, and I gotta start training my Dustox again. She's my contest Pokemon, and not really much of a fighter. However, I like to use her for battling every now and then.
I can't wait to get the new Pokemon game next year! Yeah, I'm a dork. BUT POKEMANZ IS SO FUN!!!11!

Uh, yeah, urr.... What happened to me in Mario Kart:
Enough said....

I FAIL.

]]> ~Zeal-Hime http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/18015183/ http://Zeal-Hime.deviantart.com/journal/18015183/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 22:12:01 PDT
I know I've been ranting too much lately...but it makes me feel better, believe it or not. u_u I'm sorry about that....

Well, THIS IS A HAPPY JOURNAL.

Anyways.... Many things happened at the game. Mostly shenanigans. Torta had so many snacks hidden...we were all like..."where is all this food coming from?!" Cinco wants to change Torta's name to Pockets, because he always has food hidden....

Cinco made the evening interesting with all his little random quirks.

And Squishy sent a beach ball into the crowd and we saw it get tossed around for quite a while! It was an awesome sight.

I would have wrote this journal when I got back to Kumo's place.... But I was too sleepy....

I can always count on the boys to make me laugh. Next event.... SAUCE!!!

RUN, FOX!!! RUN!!!111!



Payback for the hotdog incident....

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The search for a laptop has been...uh, progressive. I found a few I liked off of ebay. The hard part is bidding. >_> Even so, I might not even get it off ebay.

I swear, when I get a laptop, I'm gonna get back into Photoshop.... I miss it so much.

I'm having a few enrollment problems with school, but I'm trying not to let it bother me.... There are worse things to worry about.

Oh.... I HATE HAVING BRACES!!! I wish I could get them taken off already!!! A bracket of mine broke and I have to wait until the end of April to get it fixed.... They have been trouble since I got them. But, I guess straight teeth are worth it. ;_;

And now.... I GIVE YOU RANDOM:





Oh God... Fox, please do not kill me.
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Hello.... My name is Zeal. Well, it's not my real name (duh). But it's an ALIAS for my DA account. Even if you know my real name, please...just call me Zeal. Nothing more. Nothing less. Mmkay?

I have joined DA for the New Year, 2008. Um, yay? I dunno what to say...other than that I just wish to have a good time here.... Hopefully....

Uhm...nothing big happening yet. Well, see everybody around.

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Sincerely,
Zeal

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