http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Zeela12&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Zeela12 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 23:20:41 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/22246560/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/22246560/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 16:45:08 PST
Basically, what happened was that one day, I had a nose bleed for 14 hours none-stop, it was like a faucet just pouring. It's pretty common for me to get nose bleeds for 5ish hours, but 14 is pushing it. So I went to the doctors to ask wth is wrong. They did a blood test on me, turns out I had only 22000 blood platelets, normal is 150000-400000.

Doctors told me to go home and come back tomorrow to get it tested again. The next day I went back and turned out I had 2000, which is like extreme fucking red alarm danger zone. I was hospitalized and put on a predisone treatment which was supposed to cure 80% of ITP. That ended up failing.

So then they used an IV immune globulin treatment, normally used to cure people who don't respond to the predisone. With my damn luck, that treatment didn't work on me either.

Now doctors are kind of out of ideas. They did a bone marrow biopsy on me (cut open skin, drill 3 holes into hip bone, use hugeass needle and suck bone marrow out. Sedation doesn't go into the bone, so that hurt like pure fuck in hell).

Now I'm on this cancer medication which is "supposed" to help my sickness. It costs 13000 dollars per treatment, with a 7000 dollar co-pay, 4 treatments total. It's basically this weird hormone/steroid extract from mice. I'm living on that right now but it's not something good to live on.


So this is me right now. I'm half paralyzed, the other half in pain even with high dosages of Tylenol and Benedrol. I have a huge incision on my back and 3 holes on my hip bone, so I have trouble sitting and lying down, and it hurts to walk or stand. I'm half blind with triple vision, I gained 30 pounds within 1 month, I am always hungry, I have horrible temper, I think slower than normal all due to the side effects of the prednisone I'm on. I have over 30 bruises on my body and it's increasing by the hour. I get bruises on my feet if I stand, on my butt if I sit, on my back if I lie down. I get spontaneous bleeding in my ears eyes nose and gums. If I am experiencing fever, headache, vomiting and nausea, that means the treatment is working and everything is going well. If I stop feeling like shit, then something is wrong.



I don't think life sucks though, It's still fun to be around. I dropped out from school to get this stuff cured, so I'll be around. I started drawing again too because of all this free time, it's pretty fun. I got CS3 too, I'll probably be active on dA again.

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/16707667/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/16707667/ Sat, 31 May 2008 18:49:57 PDT
Well, finally I got some actual proof!

[link]

this is me, unpacking my resident evil 4 that I got completely free, it's pretty sweet isn't it? lol.

(the video screwed up my sound, so i sound very weird lol)

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Hey, Z here.

I recently got a Wii, and I found this site that actually give you free game stuff. I got 2000 wii points this way, it's pretty awesome.

[link]

You can get all kinds of free Wii points, games, PS3 stuff, Xbox stuff, PSP, DS you name it.

(I think it has all these maple story and stuff too)

Check it out, theres no spyware or anything, I tried it myself, really does work.

Good luck.

[link]

Here's another link that should work just as well

[link]



[link]
OCBC chat for myself.

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/15810471/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/15810471/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 16:37:08 PST
Currently I'm very busy with school work and other college application stuff, so I'm almost never here. I come here once in a while to check my messages, so if you need me, feel free to send me an email.


Also, if you have any good ideas for me to draw/write/make into 3D animation about, tell me, cus it's fun.

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/13880323/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/13880323/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 21:49:33 PDT
Currently I'm in 's Original Character Battle Contest, I entered my Zeela (can be found anywhere in my gallery), and my opponate is who Apparently I forgot to watch. (I'll do that right now)


Also, started a OCBC of Queens, original character entered must be Females, AND I GOT PICKED TO BE JUDGE! WOOT!

go enter that contest guys!


OCBC club, I'm leaving it here so I can easily access it, and here's the chat room link, which is just for myself: [link]

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/13535193/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/13535193/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 06:35:08 PDT
untill July 9th, I guess that's a further notice...?

anyways, I'm leaving for the NYLC in Washington DC for 4th of July week, and I'm leaving at 2AM tomorrow (blegh)

Meh, nothing else more interesting to say, just thought I leave this here for people to see.

also, this is here for easy access since I goto his page so frequently.

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12972135/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12972135/ Tue, 15 May 2007 23:25:52 PDT [link]


I'll be doing something cool for that.


anyways... 's 3rd round OC contest started judging, and guess what?


I WIN BY F**ING DEFAULT! CUS MY OPPONATE DIDNT SUBMIT ANYTHING GRRRRRRRRRRRR


there's 30 hours gone to waste... T_T



but still, take a look, my 3D movie for the entry, about 4 Minutes long: [link]



It's been a month since I started drawing anime, so here's wat I drew to celebrate that: [link] feel free to say OMG Z! THATS JUST SO GOOD!!!

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12855346/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12855346/ Sat, 05 May 2007 18:18:59 PDT .

congrats on all the other winners too! (im looking forward in killing u SOON!)

anyways, Right now i probably seem very inactive for some, that's cus I got bored of fotoshop now. I started music composition 2 days ago, and it's going pretty well.


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This is a meme taken from . The idea is to come up with six things you like that start with the letter that you're assigned from the previous meme-taker... and she assigned me the letter T.

Toons, toons! come on guys! who doesnt like a good animation?!

Talking, being the teenager I am, talking makes up a great deal of my life.

Teal, mixture of blue and green, one of the perfect colors!

The, the is the most commonly used word, I have to like it weather I like it or not.

Torrents, torrents put a new layer on the meaning of life.

Time, sry no time to explain, I like it too much.


T is actually a pretty hard word to think about lol.

Now, when you comment on this journal, I'll assign you a letter of the alphabet... then YOU come up with six things you like that start with your assigned letter in YOUR journal. Get it? ...No? Too bad.

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12673893/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12673893/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 22:48:13 PDT
Once you comment, go ahead and send me a note with what you want!

so I guess I will do my privious requests in pencil sketches now, cool.

slots:

1. sketch of herself.

2. sketch of "some sort of amazing sunset/sunrise scene."

3. 's koyuki, finally found the deviantion just now:
[link]

4. a "wasteland ranger"

5. 's annoying guy, (ya, thats actually his name lol) [link] wow, this is gonna be pretty tough...

6. 's [link] Pirate Nygil... looks very interesting lol, this will be fun.


4 left.



oh, btw.

I'm not doing anything rated above a 17 year old standard, so plz no sick stuff requested.

also, since Time is never a important factor for me when I request other ppl, dont expect me to host any of this too time concerned either, I will not do them in order, and expect these to be done some time within the span of 3 months (I'm kinda busy these days, either that or its just some times i lose interest... since this is all for fun, why not do it when I want to?)


just like to say that beforehand, u can still send me notes reminding me, but if its not done im smart enough to kno its not, but I still think it would probably make me do urs first just to shut u up lol...

quality = longer time.


(no, I'm not grumpy, I'm just realistic.)

btw, I'm actually not that great at sketching, so dont expect much either LOL.

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12635639/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12635639/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 17:53:47 PDT

o well, I guess I need more practice.

...


...

Screw that,

first 2 ppl who request will get free art of watever u want from me! as a practice on my behave... and also feel free to do art trades too, I'm always open for that, its just that, I'm not that great LOL... thats why i need the practice.


cool...

come on ppl, not a single one? im hurt.

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12560628/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12560628/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 22:29:29 PDT
It's been exactly a week since I've started drawing Anime/Chibi, and also as well as using Photoshop.

I've learned day by day, first the concept anime, then line art, then eyes, then hair, then shading in general.


the anatomy is still a big problem for me, but I'll hopefully get better.

Since its 1 week, I decided to do something cool. I drew a Chibi version of MYSELF! lol XD

[link]

He actually turned out alot like me, (Only I'm not as fat... and I don't have blue eyes/hair, its just black hair is a bit harder to shine with.)


Also, I think I might do some free art for ppl who ask for it, just one for now, practice I guess, so whoever replys to this journal the fastest with a request will get a free drawing (dont expect quality lol its really just a way for me to practice, nothing serious okay?)


coollll....


also, I turned vegetarian yesterday... I'm so HUNGRY.... Nothing to eat... chewing on table...



Some good artists:
Awsome Chibi/Anime art
Great anime and OCs--- Special thanks to her for drawing 2 drawings for me! go drop by and say hi guys.
Great (and scary) photo manips
LOL love how he "stuffs" anime.
Awsome anime and stuff, check it out!
awsome 3D renders of spaceships and stuff, check it out!
awsome drawing style, go there then be suprised!

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12510539/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12510539/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 13:14:46 PDT
:thumb52734471:
[link]

Nothing too much to say... help me improve by giving me harsh and unnessesary critique PLZ!!! untill I get pissed off and find u and stab u with a pen. XD


Clubs:


Some good artists:
Awsome Chibi/Anime art
Great anime and OCs--- Special thanks to her for drawing 2 drawings for me! go drop by and say hi guys.
Great (and scary) photo manips
LOL love how he "stuffs" anime.
awsome 3D renders of spaceships and stuff, check it out!
awsome drawing style, go there then be suprised!

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12476209/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12476209/ Thu, 05 Apr 2007 20:52:57 PDT

anyways, heres a journal update, I guess I'll be hosting my first feature! WOOT

Clubs:

anyways...

Some good artists:
Awsome Chibi/Anime art
Great anime and OCs--- Special thanks to her for drawing 2 drawings for me! go drop by and say hi guys.
Great (and scary) photo manips
LOL love how he "stuffs" anime.
awsome 3D renders of spaceships and stuff, check it out!
awsome drawing style, go there then be suprised!

(I have no idea how to post drawings here, I don't think I can... o well...)



check out my anime drawings! (chibi) I just started drawing anime yesterday, not too bad for a 1 day beginner in my opinion LOL

[link]

and ofcourse, 3D movies:

[link]
[link]
[link]

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12323177/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12323177/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 12:58:46 PDT

anyways, i got a few questions about DA since im kinda new here. first of all how do u put icons of ppl wit the links to their page? is it this way?

CFanArtClub:

donnno, cant tell now...

anyways, 2nd question, wats a feature? ppl feature things alot, would be like ZOMG LOOK COOL DRAWING LETS GRAB! or is there something special to it?

3rdly, how do u cool graphix for the background for these jorunals? just html? like /emostartshere kinda thing?

and lastly, (HEE HEE, HERES THE COOL PART!)

...

uh... wait let me think of somthing first...



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ok i got it...

no... that's lame ill do it next jorunal..


wow this sux, i guess ill just put up links to my 3D movies then... YAWN.

[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]bAtnMiTWVY
[link]

LIEK ZOMG TEH 1337 3D MOVIZ R TEH PWN! NOOBZ= PWNT N TEH NUB MOVIES R LIEK FTL!!!

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12161556/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12161556/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 19:47:27 PDT
o well...

in order to celebrate my birthday, i began working on a very very long term project that ive always dreamed of, and that is the making of the perfect RPG game.

for more info [link]

yup, its why ive been working on the whole 3D things.


o well.... wish me a happy birthday now! DO IT! DO IT DAM IT!! NOW!!! lol... jk.

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12109332/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12109332/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 17:50:22 PST [link]

finally finalized the Avatar of Sound, Kno, check it out, (took me a whole 5 hours trying to get the bone and mesh of the arms to work out, the fact that his arms wont bend properly pissed me off so much.)

]]> ~Zeela12 http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12055737/ http://Zeela12.deviantart.com/journal/12055737/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 15:01:14 PST
[link]

[link]

feel free to check them out!

]]> ~Zeela12